#and being paranoid and scared

[rustencohle]

i've been vibrating with anxiety for the past few days i honestly feel so sick and i have no clue how to feel better

[eff-exor]

[ghost hunting] knock twice if you would fuck me hehe

[lazylittledragon]

so uhhhhhhhh. not to be cryptic and bitchy on main but congratulations to everyone in my messages for like 5 months on being right i guess

[classic-jamie]

hiii here's part of a comic im never posting or finishing in full bc im too embarrassed but! i wanted to show this part off solely bc these jamies came out so cute

anyways santiago insecurity hours!! we are all feeling not good enough in the club tonight!!!!

[afreakingmilkshake]

[valewritessss]

I felt so seen when I first read pjo and it mentioned Annabeth’s arachnophobia. I used to have so many nightmares when I was younger (probably started when I was around five or six), I would wake up in the middle of the night and be so terrified of moving because I thought there were spiders all over my bed. The shadows on my popcorn ceiling looked like spider figures and I remember just laying there sweating and not making a sound because I thought it would attract the spiders I guess? It was routine for me to shout for my mom—poor her, she would be woken at 2 in the morning like thrice a week— and she’d always shake my sheets and lay with me until I feel asleep. She would also take me to sleep with her and my dad in their massive bed (who was I to say no to the invitation?) and it got to the point where I was embarrassed that I couldn’t sleep a whole night without someone. Occasionally, I still have these nightmares about spiders and I just turn on a light, go to the bathroom, come back, and pretend it never happened.

Idk, just thinking about that. I kind of had forgotten about those nightmares but I don’t play when I see spiders because I know it means I’m going to dream about them.

[some-pers0n]

I don't get people who hate any member of the Jade Winglet. All they did was be traumatized teens who learned to be themselves with their friends what did they do

[onesidedradiostatic]

btw when it comes to like alastor and how much he gives a shit about vox I feel like sometimes I don't articulate myself well but like. I DO think alastor gives more of a shit than some in the fandom may make him out to but at the same time I think alastor still occupies vox's brain MUCH MUCH MUUUCH more than vox occupies alastor's.

like I DO think alastor does see vox as a rival (as funny as the susan jokes are I actually do think alastor hates vox more than her lMADSKSGLH. mostly cause of the episode 1 pettiness towards tv and video and also his encouragement of "you'll have to try harder than that, old pal!", which to ME feels like encouragement for their rivalry to carry on) but I still think vox is MUCH more obsessed with alastor than the other way round you know.

vox would be thinking about alastor when he's not there, alastor usually wouldn't be thinking of vox when he's not there. HOWEVER, if they were put in a room together, alastor would NOT miss any opportunity to mess with vox because he's a piece of shit like that. like he could theoretically just not do anything if they were in the same room but he would choose to mess with vox because he thinks it's funny. like do you get what I mean.

[dollopheadedmerlin]

Worried I might be developing a fear of sleeping? Which is uhhh not great. I would like to sleep please and thank you

[dafpork]

dafpork is like a modern day speakeasy to me because everyone comes in like it’s forbidden but since it’s the modern day it’s perfectly normal. Little secret club

LMAO YES!!! THIS IS A REALLY GOOD ANALOGY.. AND SEE IT'S SO FUNNY because i'm like I DON'T WANT IT TO BE FORBIDDEN... i'm such an accidental hypocrite in that regard because i'm like "i want more people to talk about them i want people to be loud and proud it makes me sad to hear that people might have been initially embarrassed to ship them there's so much to love :(((( anyway here's my SHITTY ART of these people i HATE i'm so EMBARRASSED thanks for putting up with me in my SHAME CORNER UGH i'm so EMBARRASSED they're so EMBARRASSING i SUCK they SUCK it all SUCKS" LOL and i do mean it in a joking manner... mostly... but i'm kind of now at the point where i'm like. Okay well you're going to have to put in some more legwork if you want people to talk about them. (but, again, just the fact that people talk about and support them enough is so great! it's so weird and wonderful to me that people are calling it on dafpork on platforms other than this one, people who may not know i exist... it's cool hearing a term you and your friend came up with in a private discord be used, it shows how much growth there HAS been since there really used to be nothing!)

a dafpork speakeasy sounds so cool though oh my god can you imagine Porky and Daffy themed cocktails...............

COME JOIN US AT THE DAFPORK SPEAKEASY. which, you are not supposed to advertise that a speakeasy is a speakeasy. but it's subversive. like Daffy. or something. this is your sign to play pig and duck with us. yes you

[butterfly-ribbon]

if anyone cares a while ago i made a playlist of all niigo content available (main story, focus events, mixed events, commissioned songs, and cover songs, etc.) and i update it pretty regularly whenever new stuff comes out. i made this for myself but if you're like me and can't be bothered to download a gacha mobile game this might be convenient for you too.

[vampire-nyx]

I’m gonna be super real as a gay trans man, the idea that people (especially those like me) MUST center women at all times, in their lives and identity and attraction and oppression, is not feminist and dare I say it’s not even progressive.

[clancykisser]

I'm going to hold ppls hands when I say this. Anyone can block you and that's alright. I understand being young, anxiety, and worrying about doing something wrong. Take this as your reassurance post.

There's a high chance nothing happened and that person does not hate you. Asking others to bring up why they have a problem with you is counterintuitive to the point of the block system. Some people won't like you and don't have a reason. Or won't give it or won't care enough. And that's okay.

Your blog is yours. You have your rules and like others whose rules you dislike. Your content and space should not be solely about others. No one hates you, no one is angry with you.

I guess my point is worrying about followers and ppl who follow you and stuff! This is a blog and it isn't that deep. If you post what you love with passion and positivity, you will find like minded people.

Curating a space is ok. And others can do the same. There's no need to be afraid of blocking, it's a tool not some passive aggressive tactic. And if that's what they try to make it, well, good thing that drama is out of ur life now, right?

TLDR; people can block you. You can block people. You aren't owed an explanation, but know you're loved by those who truly stick around ❤️

[gracieblood]

[serious post] guys if you never remember your dreams but then suddenly have a really sad vivid dream about dying of some mysterious illness in a hospital but no one really cares and then the next night have the most disgusting horrible graphic dream where something seems really wrong but you can’t place it and then all your skin starts coming off your body and you wake up unable to stop thinking about it then what does any of that mean.

[yaoi-hate-machine]

coming to the awesome conclusion that i should go back on t to lower my risk for breast cancer, and the sad conclusion that i should also get top surgery for the same reason

[ceramicbeetle]

actually it's kind of funny how people will say Alex's fatal flaw is that he 'doesn't ask for help' and that it's his determination to handle things on his own that leads to his deterioration and eventual death when his whole introduction to the present-day timeline was a very literal cry for help that simply went ignored