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I'm gonna just post Twitter updates for the time being... I'm still a little burnt out on posting updates but I don't want to completely get out of the habit and Twitter updates are usually the easiest to post
#instagram updates are usually a bit more interesting/people tend to interact with them more#but theyre honestly such a pain bc u cant download stuff directly#plus honestly a lot of their ig posts lately have been various brand deals which i honestly dont care about#and it may sound silly but it gets a bit depressing for me to have to keep posting it#not saying theres anything wrong with it#its just one of those aspects of the fandom im not as interested in#and when that's like.. the main thing im interacting with via updates it does not feel fun#i want to try and catch up with chinalines variety shows theyve been doing recently#so i might livepost some reactions/funny things while im watching bc i think that will be more fun#i definitely haven't lost interest in svt im super pumped to see them in concert agin even if jun wont be there :')#i just think i need to take a step back and reevaluate how im interacting with the fandom so its a bit more fun#and feels like less of a chore#thank you for being patient with me!#melia.txt
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"That is where you are wrong, my boy!"
@ratb4stard3 and I deliver another Cowardlyghostbro's(™) collab ✨💛
#Cinderellas castle#The brother of all time did Sir hop and the background 💛💛💛💛#Obsessed with the little froggy scales on Jon btw oh ymgod and just how great he and sir hop look in general i am UNWELL#also just...theeeee background!!!! uhggng!!!!#i can't get over it - its so good#the vibe is jUST RIGHT uhgughughguhuhg loooook at it oh ymgofdddloooooookiminufd#This ones going up in the CGB clubhouse's Hall Of Fame#adjsgkfs gosh I've been wanting to do Fanart for cinderella's castle for a long time but i was struggling really badly with it#But then i was sent the Cursed “Let's collaborate” business card by my favorite ghost and all was well#no you wont get any more context on that#Love doing art with the brother tbh - he makes it feel less like a chore when art is feeling difficult and it becomes a lot more fun 🙏#even tho i take forever with my part#he says its fine but don't listen to him he's crazy 😔😔👎#starkid#Cinderella's castle#what are even the tags for this uh#sir hop a lot#Crumb#??#crumb the mouse#crumb the squire#dunno if i'd count this as spoilers but just in case#cinderella’s castle spoilers#cc spoilers#cinderellas castle spoilers#brrotothers forrerevvrerrer#also i was supposed to post this earlier BUT I FORGOT because im a MONSTER#but its fine#mhm
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for the record. i think it's like. okay to be annoying. you're gonna be annoying sometimes. it comes free with being a human fucking being. it shouldn't be the end of the world when someone says "hey this thing you did kind of annoyed me. you don't need to stop doing it just know that I'm not gonna interact w it much" like. that seems like a reasonable thing to me. everyone (yes, even your friends) have pet peeves that sometimes you will set off. this is fine and it will not ruin a friendship unless you. like. make it a bigger deal than it needs to be, because thats when things tend to get ugly and bad. not everyone is gonna like everything you do and that's fine? not everyone has to be so enthusiastically hyped for things that you like. you'll never be happy if you start thinking like that.
#like..no im not mad at you no i dont hate you i just found this one thing you did kind of annoying. thats like a normal part of being alive.#some ppl have never had siblings and it shows. i think.#<< this post has been in yhe drafts for months but im seeing a huge uptick in 'everyone is mad at me' posts#and im still pmsed as fuck which means i feel less bad about posting potentially mean things.#also potentially a red flag for me but as history shows i Am a terrible person to be friends with:#like. i dont think anyone Owes You an explanation for when theyre annoyed/mad at you.#sometimes a guy just needs to feel their feelings and being asked to explain those feelings only serves to exacerbate the issue#and make things worse for everyone. its like when youre in the middle of doinf chores and your mom tells you to go do your chores.#anyway. just my two cents#fact of the matter is i think “yes i am annoyed at you. no this isnt the end of the world for our friendship#but freaking out about it directly to me in my dms is eroding away at that fact#because i shouldnt have to. like. not feel an emotion because it might make you feel bad?“ should be a valid thing to say.#i feel a similar way about like... needing to be included in everything. like.#people NEED to start being okay with being left out of things sometimes. not everything is about you !!!!#sometimes your friends have hobbies and interests that will not include you and thats fine !!!!!!
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Me Frustrated: There are things I want to be working on that are beyond my current artistic ability.
Me Enlightened: Therefore I will be spending some time improving my artistic ability!
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I rember when I started posting on twitter I did have the wish to get more interactions and people interesting in what I do I reached a large number and I feel I get less than before, but I enjoy a lot more doing my things even if a few really do care about them. (3 people probs and one is me) I feel I have gotten more love here from other people for some reason, It more quiet and cozier sometimes too I like ao3 comments too. Thank you.
#I just feel less and less like posting on twitter nowadays JSJSAJSAJ it's becoming kinda a chore; I don't expect comments either#nadie le gana a azure en hacerme sentir que mi basura es algo entretenida; a ella no le compiten JSHAJSHJASHASJH#I sometimes wish I was in the old tumblr/deviantart era; but maybe its good its quiet nowadays
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hey how do you think vitus would react to elias picking them up like simba lion king
she'd simply freeze up in fear and arousal me thinks
#6'11 compared to elias' big 8'9 ass is something else#smiling emoji i like these sketchy color things#makes art feel less like a chore#vitus#wuvz draws
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#I know antidepressants will still leave u with high and low days but idk even then my energy and productivity levels#havent been the same as they were last year or the year before that. before i got on them#so is it not an issue with mental health? wtf is it then 😭#im getting less comms now which is good bc i used to do 30 chibis per month#but now it takes me twice as long to do em bc my energy is so low.#so in making less money bc i dont have enough time to take More....#i dont knowwwwww. whats happened to me....#talkys#its also not even just work burn out...ive also felt the ''loss of interest in things u enjoy'' not just with drawing but with#journaling which ive done consistently for a few years now#i still make myself do it for memory keeping but it feels like a chore. i dont like that. it doesnt feel right#*also clarifying less comms is a good thing i raised prices so id get less!#im saying its bad bc youd think getting less wld leave me with more time for. more comms or literally anything else. but no.#my doctor always says med dosage is up to me like dude idk. im stupid. and scared
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hey I'm sorry if this comes across as patronizing. I really, genuinely mean it; you have a lot of very justified anger, but it seems like it is hurting you less to have it in you than it used to. you talk more about the future you're planning to see, and the joy you're feeling now. you've always been tough, but it seems like every day you are becoming kinder to yourself. it makes me very happy for you.
I just scrolled through my own blog for a while to see what you mean and I think I agree with you
Thank you anon 🖤🖤🖤
#today is my day off work so I’m doing chores (or at least trying to)#I caught up on sleep now I feel less like eating my own limbs#anonymous#save#my bipolar used to be like a rabid coyote now it’s like a fat domestic dog
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it's not that i think i shouldn't have to work it's just that i want more time in the day for me to do other shit
#like unless i wanna lose sleep my current schedule offers me like 4 hours of free time#and that's just part time. if i went to full time then i would have like maybe 1#i need days to be longer so i can have more time to myself#that or my family has to finish watching ds9 so i can stop watching shows with them as much#idk i just feel like the only time i have to do anything hobby related is late at night when i should be in bed#and that makes me unhappy#not to mention if i wanna do any chores or important life stuff those also take up my free time#leaving me with even less#ugh whatever i gotta go to work now. you get the idea
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Hey if I open commissions for crotchet dolls, would any of my followers be interested? I can make human or animal and will try to keep them all fair priced. Maybe 50 at the most?
I really like making other people dolls. So price is flexible depending on who commissions and what you want.
#crotchet#amigurumi#I like making people dolls#it’s less about money and more I want to share my work lol#also I only like making dolls#blankets and cloths feel like a chore to me
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Interesting. Don’t necessarily think I’m autistic but I have more going on than just ADHD and I’m not sure what that is.
#I’m not even sure if the ADHD is actually ADHD either or if it’s just technology addiction#Gonna get a REAL neuropsych evaluation at some point out of sheer curiosity as to what the fuck is wrong with me#I relate to a lot of autistic things and I relate to a lot of ADHD things; but I don’t entirely relate to the majority of either population#and I don’t relate to people with both enough to think I have both#I’ve begun treating myself as if I am autistic just for Kicks and using things that help them and it’s helping in some ways#but I know it’s probably not autism because even though I struggle socially; it’s not because of the same reasons#I understand social cues; I was only accidentally perceived as rude as a kid (and most kids are kind of blunt)#(Mostly a moderate amount of “Stop correcting me! It’s disrespectful!” from my parents)#And nowadays because of how much psychology and acting I study; I can perceive shrimp social cues#And I’m purposefully doing all the right things but it still feels like I fail social interactions because of my lack of assertiveness#which I KNOW come from being raised in a cult#so perhaps my odd social behavior is from CPTSD from being raised in a puritan doomsday cult as an only child#Because I was NOT introverted or sensitive to others as a child#I did not have routines as a child and the ones I did have were for fun and did not distress me if I strayed from them#But now I need structure as an adult because I don’t know what else to do with myself if I have nowhere to be#But at the same time everyone feels worse when they have no routine or expectations#And is it actually inattentive ADHD or severe derealization and an itch to do as many things as possible#because I spent my childhood being raised in a boring doomsday cult by disabled older parents who couldn’t physically do much?#(And I don’t fault my parents for being disabled but I do fault them for the whole doomsday cult thing)#So I spent my whole childhood doing mentally tedious things when really I’m more wired for physically spontaneous things#Because I was not allowed to walk around the neighborhood alone until I was sixteen#And I couldn’t hang out with friends I wanted to hang out with because they were bad association#So of course I got really good at drawing even though I don’t even like drawing that much#Of course I got really good at writing even though I don’t like writing that much#Now that I don’t need to escape from anything I find I actually hate drawing and writing because it’s such a chore#they make my heart rate accelerate in a way I don’t like to feel#(I hate writing less than drawing)
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I wish forma'ing didn't require us to level up from scratch every time.
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#yeahhhhhhhhhhhh especially on those kuva sister and upcoming infested lich weapons#it feels like a slog unless you’re one of those accounts where you get like multi day boosters every time you login like where I’m at with#the daily login rewards#you might as well wait until you have a booster to forma anything because it feels like such a chore#at least to me#be nice if forma weapons gained back XP at twice the rate or something like that to help make the grind less grindy#mod rose#warframe#warframe confession
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i think i'll have to close heyteo... i know it sounds silly because i really do love getting tagged even though that sounds a bit pathetic. But i have not been able to keep up + i don't want anyone to think i am ignoring them (as a matter of fact everything is in either drafts or queue) + i don't like to half ass anything -> silly tags included. Is that stupid i feel like i am letting my friends down LMFAO
#i really am trying but i get overwhelmed and everything piles up and it feels like a chore at this point 😓 and i do not like that at all...#i think it would be different if i just tag the name and group and go my merry way but i CANT do that simply dont think gifmakers deserve#anything less than a little novel in the shape of tags and with everything going on with my life i just cant continue doing it 😭#god ill think about it but of course i would go through everything thats already there idk. IDKKKK i feel like this is so stupid literally#first world problem booooo#tt
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i neeeed to post stuff that isn't mlp ... sigh
#i havent been doing a lot of smaller pieces- sketchbook and digital etc latley#its all been mlp customs & ceramics & quilting#which all take forever so theres not as many posts. and the ponies take less time than the other 2 so u get more of those.#along w my mlp rambles#not trying to do a Making Marketable Content thing here i just.#dont like when i post too much similar things in a row it freaks me out presumebly for autism ocd reasons#like. i enjoy making the posts but scrolling through my blog and seeing too much repetition of things besides my usual digital art#bothers me?#so idk i wanted to say smthn#but im only making itnworse by adding more text post!!!!!#augh i think im just hoping that if i say it it will make it happen#i shojld do that w all the rhings i have to do#i gotta finish my homeworrkk. i gotta. ask a question to a classmate bc my teacher refused to awnser (SCARY. I FEAR PEOPLE MY AGE)#i gotta put away my clothes. i gotta clean the bathroom sink .#i gotta wash some of my ponies that got messed up when family visited + some of the new ones (less important but im feeling guilty abt it)#i gotta make vet appointment for cat bc its been a while and i dont trust him not to lie to me abt his health#i gotta figure out what to do with the shelf that my cats wont let me keep organized bc they push everything off#like? use it for things they wont push off IDK#i gotta actually ask people to hang out bc otherwise i never see anybody#i gotta. get a job :/#idk man. too many things to do when i just want to work on my crafts#<- guy who gets stressed out by Having Hobbies bc it feels like too much work#litterally watching tv is like a chore#and i have to mentally schedule my time w my craft projects to make them Most Efficent#and then i sit in my bed for an hour doing nothing but scrolling aimlessly on computer#king of executive dysfunction
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tonight's little doodles
#doodle#lcb#meursault lcb#meurgreg#im trying to be less self conscious about making meurgreg or any ship art really#twt has exposed me to everyone having an opinion on every ship ever#which has made me back away from making too much art of any one ship#i know meurgreg is one of the most popular ships but because of that i also feel an odd sense of guilt#i cant explain it like i should use my art to contribute to a rare pair or smth idk#its all a bit weird and irrational#but ive realized i have not been able to make art for myself for months#every idea i have and everything i go forward to draw im always thinking about how others will feel about it#and how i can make it better fit or adequate for an audience so i dont let them down or bore them#and that mindset has made art so much of a chore that ive significantly slowed down so much on art at all#so idk#trying to stop overthinking and just draw what i feel to the extent that i feel#escape the perfectionism and wanting to please everyone as much as possible#to elaborate on the weird meurgreg feeling i guess its like#i feel guilty for filling tags even more with an already popular ship & making mutuals who dont like meurgreg see it more#but its just not that deep#people can mute meurgreg and thats just not my problem anyway#sry ab these tags!
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Do you have any art advice? Like how didn't you get discouraged until you became this good? Because every time I try I am discouraged because I can't move the image in my head into the real world.
this isnt just for drawing but really any artistic endeavor but you need to be aware of your own skill set. this isnt a place for "my work is garbage" or any of those negative thoughts, you should try without judgement to sit down and see where you're at. and from there you choose one single thing, nothing too big or broad of an idea, to work on differently in your next piece. "i want to draw faces better" is really broad and vague, but "i like how this other artist does eyebrows" for example gives you a pretty set idea to work towards. and once you've found a way to do that one thing in a way u like you can move on to the next thing. and it might seem like its going to take forever to do it that way but once you start its not that bad.
this is going to be disappointing but i also think of what i want to do in my own art style. i havent had the feeling in years of being unable to pull something off because i know what my skill set is and i think in those terms. i work with them not around them. and even then i dont think too concrete i leave room for error and possibly even taking a different direction half way through. if any thing the original idea is a suggestion.
another note you need to learn how to use references. everyone loves to say to use references & never says how to actually do that. using references isn't just copying what you see. using references is looking at objects and colors in relation to each other & how they interact. if u can look at a shirt someones wearing & paint all the wrinkles while looking at it thats great. but really using your references is noticing where that shirt is catching on the person's body to cause those wrinkles. its looking at something in a certain lighting and seeing how the light scatters on it and what other colors are nearby to affect that. especially with shiny things like metals so much of the "shading" in metals is actually reflection of whats around it so copying 1:1 from a reference you find online or take yourself might still not look right in your art. likewise with how light scatters in liquids & gem stones. it's going to depend on what environment its in so copying a reference exactly is only going to get you so far. the more attention you pay to what's going on in your references the more you can play around & still get good results & depending on your memory you might not even need to use them as much as you might think.
as for how i dont get discouraged my love for my subject matter far outweighs however i feel about the end results of whatever i do. i mess up a lot and things look bad & wonky a lot. even more so if im desperate for a good result & trying to rush it. all my best art comes from when i sit down & forget time exists. BUT!!! but!! even when u do things in a way u dont like don't just put yourself down and give up. you can criticize yourself but ONLY if its something that will help you. "my art is garbage" doesnt help anything & is blatantly untrue. "this doesnt look good because i put the eyes too far apart" constructive, direct, that's something you can keep in mind for next time and it WILL lead to improvement if you do. you also don't need to ever actually say that out loud or on your posts if you post your art. there are a lot of things you'll notice about your own art because you're the one who did it and you know you could've done it better or differently. your audience is not going to pick up on it 9/10 times and anyone who's going to harass you about your art not being perfect is not worth your time or energy. and of course don't forget to reward yourself. it can't all be things you need to improve on. don't forget to pick out parts you DO like how u did. something you think is cute or pretty or cool or had a nice angle. no matter how small it is. if you start putting weight/importance on things u liked doing or think turned out well instead of dwelling on everything that went wrong it Will get more fun & rewarding.
#asks#auxe4#i hope this doesnt come across as condescending im not trying to be#im not an art expert its just a hobby#i personally think art should be fun so if its feeling like a chore dont be afraid to play around with less mainstream ways of doing things#i fucking HATE line art. i get so caught up on making it perfect and clean it ends up taking HOURS & feels like i have nothing to show for#all that time i spent.#but thats just the thing! u dont need line art! nothing wrong with coloring a sketch instead!#i personally dont consider my art a 'full piece' unless its lineless art bc thats when i get to go all out on the rendering.#the lines from the sketch are just a suggestion & i can decide in the moment what needs shadow & what needs light & in what direction#overall a much better & fun experience for me. but its also not for everyone its just my example#also even if ur goal is fan art perhaps messing with geometric or abstract art could be fun for u#im not u i wouldnt know. but theres no need to limit urself to the style of things u see get popular#there arent really rules in art beyond have fun with it#SOOO many people love to be like 'never do this with ur art' and its something many people do well#'never shade with black' absolutely not a rule. u can do it. in fact there are multiple ways to make it extremely cool & impactful#i dont do it bc i like saturated colors. but thats a personal choice#art is a very personal thing and only u will know whats right for u & that takes experimenting to do
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