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AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Crying sobbing so so overwhelmed with love and gratitude because @perexcri gave me the BEST birthday gift ever??? She bound my fic a luminary, no one and I can't stop holding it <3333. She chose the most gorgeous celestial-themed paper for the cover, AND hand-painted the lighthouse bookplate, AND hand-wrote the blurb on the back?? AHHHHH
I'm just! It's so beautifully and thoughtfully made!! If this is what it feels like every time an author I love sees and holds their bound work, made physical, then I am never, ever going to stop fanbinding. My words, made real!! Tangible!! Gosh. This feels like magic. This is magic. Am feeling overwhelming love for fanfiction and fan crafts and communal art and friendship in this chili's tonight!
Thank you so so much for the best present ever friend AHHHH ilysm <333
#i still can't believe it!!!#i love all the details so so much#the lighthouse especially is just. mwah.#like perexcri how did you take everything i wanted to say with this fic and translate it into stunning visuals#like do you live in my brain or something (you do)#I can't stop holding it#and getting very emo bc like#I've bound 65+ books (not including author copies) in my time as a fanbinder so far#and every one is so so special#but it's not until i'm on the other end of things that i'm like. oh. oh /this/ is what it means to have your work bound like this#/this/ is what it feels like#and it just fuels me even more#it makes me even more determined to keep sharing my writing and making my books and sharing my art#art won't save us but it will. it actually will.#and on my BIRTHDAY TOO i'm. thank you so much friend. i love you!!!!#arcane#jayvik#fanbinding#author-fanbinder love#a luminary no one#chubsonthemoon#my fic#(<!!!!)#perexcri#zines
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sympathy for cain
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#ryomen sukuna#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#sukuna#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#and here i thought i had finally drawn smth that didnt need the spoiler tag but unfortunately nobara has her eyepatch smh#crazy tht i end up drawing sukuna of all people when im in this mood#havent drawn the guy in a while fr starters#also Not the character i would have thought to choose to process my emotions for me but it fits very well#dont read into it :)#i dont like this piece too much tbh like its fine its cool im just in a headspace n this has all of it in it#this is why i dont typically like to draw to vent bc then i cant look at the finished product without seeing all the feelsbad behind it#but whatever . maybe todays chapter will fix me#oh yeah 2 fv captions in a row bc thats what u get when im emo. shame/rotten goes hard fr sukuna/yuuji
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i love your zukka art!! have you ever drawn them in a modern setting? i would love to see you interpret their clothing styles!!
sincerest apologies that their outfits are kinda boring especially sokkas, designing modern clothing for the atla gaang is very difficult for me haha
#sokka i feel like would be very casual and hed wear the same thing almost everyday#but when hes with suki you know their makeover nights go wild#zuko on the other hand i feel like would wear 'old men' clothes haha#thanks to his uncle#very earth tone very simple lots of reds/browns#with the exception of the jacket i gave him which is green#maybe he got in when living in modern ba sing se#in modern settings i just dont see him getting into emo fashion bc of his fam/personality im sorry yall#vanilla boring i know#wouldve done more maybe piercings etc but i dont want to work on this all night haha#anyways thats my ramble!#zuko#sokka#zukka#atla#avatar the last airbender#seasideoranges!art
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okay bc like. seeing the pics of uhhh yk macklin in the hotel room and then people saying "get someone else to connor bedard right now" actually did make me very like. Agh about him. like. the fucking narratives man. he has wayyyyy too much on his shoulders. and now the direct parallels of him and mack with like 1st round pick who is still Happy even on a bad team + 1st round pick who is very visibly going through it and has no one to support him. and is getting blamed for all of his team's failure when no one is doing the same to mack (afaik anyway). like. oof man.
#and i think it partially has to do with the different energy they have#connor has become jaded in less than 2 years and i think he is just generally a less friendly person#which is not a bad thing at all like im not saying hes BAD i just think mack is comparatively more cheerful and cute and whatnot#but connor is also just completely fucking alone and he's way too young for this#for the treatment he's getting and the team he's on#he has no whimsy whatsoever bc he doesn't have like a team that he feels he can still count on#he doesn't have a team that it seems like he even likes very much#and he CERTAINLY doesn't have a close friend with him the way mack does with will#but besides that? connor and mack are the same#they have gotten the same punishment that comes with being so good at such a young age#but like i said. mack is doing okay still it seems. connor is visibly dying.#for the entire league and its fans to see.#like. God. yeah i feel really bad for him man. im becoming attached bc that has to be so frustrating.#and its like. connor might be less friendly or whatever. that does not mean hes not Suffering#thats why im getting attached. bc i always latch onto the guys that might not be that nice but are going through it nonetheless. GODDAMNIT#macklin celebrini#connor bedard#romanization#mine#hockey#nhl#anyway this is also distracting me from being emo about colton#which i am still genuinely sad about like. goddamnit. but anyway
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people hating taylor swift is so funny to me because a) who cares and b) you're more devoted to thinking about her than swifties
#IHATEHERTUALYSHESOSTUODSPIDSJSDNK congrats so does every other two people do you want a cookie#some of you have never experienced marjorie and sygb at a very specific point in your lives and it's okay!#also not to get hashtag too deep... but *peter griffin voice* i did not care for the jet scandal. Did Not Care for the jet scandal!#or even the billionaire thing yes blah blah no ethical billionaires what the hell sure#but you people sure do loooove to rag on only HER about it instead of every other billionaire in the world#hmmm could it possibly be bc ppl don't like her or her music in the first place and due to those things they now get to sound morally bette#and yes i know “well clearly you care!” OMGGG bc you ppl don't shut up about it! god forbid a girl has been as insane as taylor geez#anyways taywarrior for life idc ppl are going to look back on this phase in 5~ ish years and go:#“wow can you believe how mean the media and the ppl were to taylor... this says a lot about society thank god i NEVER participated 🥺🥺”#tldr just say her music isn't for you instead of pretending you're smarter for making up a bunch of claims#you sound like the annoying emos in 2011 bitching about how their music is SOMUCHBETTER than radio pop#buffygirlfail.taylorswift#q
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i still think abt this prozd bit all the time especially because its like such a relic of its time
#sometimes i get a little emo thinking abt The Olde Days and how fansubs would just do shit like this#and like. i can still find archives of older anime Right Now and see this in action too#but also i am laughing about 'like in one piece' bc i very specifically remember a translator note that straight up did this
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top 5 albums? <:J
Hi . Ohmygod. Ok. This is hard…
(In no particular order)
1) Portishead Dummy . That will always be my fav album 5ever. Has been since I was like 6 nods
2) oingo boingo Dead Man’s Party, same as dummy lol
3) Soft Cell This Last Night In Sodom . So. Sooo good. I love u soft cell the opener song is so fkn good and rlly sets the mood. An album I don’t hear get much love sadly!
4) depeche mode songs of faith and devotion I HAVE TOO MANY ALBUMS … god I wish I could find my 3x3 album thing… bc I’m totally forgetting some that I love more… but this album is BEAUTIFUL… I love u depeche mode forever
5) any smiths album ever. I could’ve put any other album here but. Man I loves the smiths too much to leave them out
#this. seems so…. hmm… I don’t think this gives an accurate depiction of my taste and there’s albums I didn’t add bc#I find myself not listening to them AS MUCH but they’re still tops in my heart… gotta make that#3x3 again….. bc there’s some other albums that deserve to be here#like I’ve been very fond of and one and also XTCs album#skylarking….. I’m sure they’d make an appearance as well#lalalalalalalalla I love music#I was literally getting emo over a song so this helped me get outta that thank u Leo I love you mwah#leo <3#fiyr rambles#ask#inbox#music
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what sort of music first comes to mind when someone says pop + how old are you?
#this is so vague but i suddenly realised something#bc i was thinking about the origins of Popular Music in like the 40s and 50s and how the sound of that is entirely different to modern pop#but then it's such a weird genre bc it is just. what's popular. like it has no defining sound#it's just a mixture of whatever genre's are popular#e.g. in the 2000s there was a lot of guitar bc like pop punk emo and indie were big then#whereas in the 90s i feel it had more r&b and soul kind of influences#obviously not all of it but i guess just bc those were big genres in those decades#wait not Soul soul for the 90s but ykwim like. very Vocals kind of music. if that makes sense. idek#anyway. but yeah so it's a genre that doesn't really describe it's sound#so when a song you've never heard gets called pop surely nothing should come to mind? bc pop could be anything#but then i realised i do have a thing in my head of what ''pop'' sounds like#and it's like a kesha katy perry one direction type of sound. bc i grew up in the late 00s/early 10s. so of course that's what it is#but i bet if i ask my parents what pop sounds like to them it'd be different#and that is so fascinating to me idk why. music evolution autism mode has been fully activated#so if you read this hello thank you and also please lmk what you think pop sounds like + your age or generation or whatever#ramble
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pondering the kirsch siblings orb yet again and you really cannot convince me that quinn would not have been moving like depression era bella in new moon from the moment she even FOUND OUT richie was moving to modesto...
#like bc LISTEN.#anyone with eyes can tell richie was clearly her everything 😭#and idt she was super young bc i hc he moved out about 1-2 yrs b4 the events of 5cream#and richie wouldve still been 23-24#but just given how close they were + how spoiled he was at home LMAO idt she wouldve Expected him to leave 'so soon'#read: EVER or at least before the twins graduated hs#so i think that news hit her like the final destination 2 log truck. like that HURT. DEVASTATED her even. esp given the distance bc-#i hc the kirsches as Wisconsin People (source: kinda sorta radio silence but also my besties knowledge of Wisconsin People)#so from wherever the hell wisconsin to CALIFORNIA?!?!?!?! ik quinn was crying screaming throwing up like that was the worst day of her LIFE#up until then at least. like maybe she was onto smth bc nothing GOOD came of him moving there.#but yeah no i think she was absolutely moping about emo as hell feeling like a piece of her was literally missing.#bc and i think this goes wrt both of her brothers but since im kirschcest pilled yk theres an extra element there#quinn is very like family oriented in general and i think she doesnt know how to think of herself/what to do w herself if shes not like.#being their sister. best way i can put it thats not so convoluted but ykwim. like so it just does Not feel natural for her#for them to be apart & SO far away from each other. i think it wouldnt be nearly as big a deal if he moved out but stayed even just in stat#the only bright spot for her wouldve been 1) getting to visit and 2) getting the idea that she could just go out there for college#then yippee!! the whole gang is reunited!#bc obvi ethan is coming with. im ngl i do not even think she would ask or be like 'so i wanna move to cali to be close to richie hbu?'#i think she'd assume like well theyve been together their whole lives? why WOULDNT ethan go along?? 😭#and she's right except he is 100% agreeing bc he'd be with HER#but thats another post and or tag essay#ceci speaks#scream franchise#scream vi#kirsch siblings#richie kirsch#quinn bailey
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Also kinda related to my last post but. When I went to get my orthopedic consultation it was in this HUGE medical building with a whole ass physical therapy division. I can’t really describe what I felt when I walked into the gym and saw all these people working with specialists to help train their muscles or to walk again or to strengthen parts of their bodies that had undergone trauma from an accident or whatever else. It was kinda sad but also very hopeful to see?? Idk I just felt really emotional seeing that nfjkandvnj
#Shima speaks#It's about the human nature of wanting to help others. You know??#It's about seeing all those people work so hard and being like. Yeah. You guys are AWESOME. You went through smth to get to this point#Probably a lot of pain and suffering#And now you're doing smth to make it better and there's someone with you to guide you on that path#It gave me the warm fuzzies. I wanted to give a hug to all the people in there and tell them they're doing so so fantastic and great#People are amazing!! Humans are really very resilient creatures!! Smth bad happens and we fall down but we get back up again!#Sometimes with a bit of help!! And that's okay too!! Bc that's part of our nature! We help people!!!#Catch me being emo on a Friday morning about the PT division. Pshh
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what if i write a modern au vidow fic where they’re both pissed off little emo kids. and what if they were also lesbians.
#vio getting a job at hot topic and the other links feel betrayed bc they all work at the local supermarket and have to deal w supermarket#customers. and it’s not fair bc vio gets to deal w little emo kids who think vio is super cool and awesome.#and vio’s like haha yeah!! it’s great!!! meanwhile they want to explode every damn second they’re on the clock.#and shadow’s their hot coworker who has a very weird way of flirting#sigh. i love weird au’s. especially w vidow.#and yeah i told yall i immediately make all my fave doomed toxic yaoi into doomed toxic yuri#i fucking meant it yknow#this is gonna be terrible. i’m so excited#i reblog a post abt fanon mischaracterization and now i’m saying this#first thing yall should know abt me is that i’m a fucking hypocrite <3
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saw the maine again and now i feel Normal and Alive. show number 11 was such a special one 💛
#first headline in my city and it was such a fun set#got to introduce the maine to one of my best friends and i found myself getting extra emo during anom#it’s such a beautiful space that these dudes create at their shows#i’ve been so frustrated and down about music fandom and how i want to participate in it#bc it’s just not been very positive lately for me#but this show was such a great reminder of just how special these spaces can be#friend that was w me even was pointing out how cool it is that the crowd was chill and respectful enough for this guy to get picked out of#the crowd to sing the end of black butterflies w john#like it’s just the warmest community#fucking love 8123 man
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#audio#natalie lain#ok so no one asked but long story on this#basically natalie lain was a minuscule alt musician kind of semi local to my area back in 2016#but in recent years became a psychedelic dj of sorts and you can find her on spotify if that's your thing#BUT. because of this drastic change in musical direction she decided to DELETE the ep this song is on from her spotify not too long ago#like she just completely erased her emo roots right? Ig she was embarrassed by it or something idk. and like I get it. I do.#But I was DEVASTATED when I realized she did this!!!!! I unironically love this ep! like these songs were on carefully curated playlists#that i use for story arch daydreaming and she just fucking! deleted them !!#and she's suuuch a small artist like these songs weren't posted anywhere by anyone other than her and she covered her tracks well#like these songs weren't available online anywhere#HOWEVER. my dear sister (bless her soul) had gone out to a local gig back in 2016 where this chick was selling her ep on cd#and bought one with what she had (like 2 dollars)#SO anyway long story short my sister gave the cd to me recently bc I'd been meaning to get the tracks ripped onto my computer#so I thought it'd be cool to post some of them lol.#this is exclusive content yall!!!#anyway. this is very emo vampire romance demolition lovers core and it BOPS.#originalpost
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Characters that I think are very me-coded...but I can't possibly explain how
Tagged by @thiamsxbitch
Theo Raeken (a tad concerning, not going to lie.)
Liam Dunbar (less concerning, but an interesting choice.)
Deadpool [don't remember his actual name other than RyRy's name] (also concerning.)
Yennefer of Vengerberg [don't know how to spell her town name] (loved her fashion choices in the first season.)
Figuring out what characters that feel me-coded was difficult for me, but I gave it my best shot!
Tags: @th30ra3k3n @outcastpack @dapplepersiflage @babygiriraeken @equallyloyalandlethal @idkthisusernameistken @strapinandstraponyourstrapons @de-constructmybones @luckyvd @camellcat
Once again, I tagged all of my mutuals. Sorry if I missed you!
#I can actually explain my choices here#I vibe well with how emo Theo is#I am also an arrogant needy little emo#With Liam...#I too have some anger issues#I am also very pretty like he is so#My personality and sense of humor is quite similar to Deadpool's once you get to know me#I also chose Yennefer bc while I'm not really anything like her...#I love her aesthetic and would wear most of her outfits from s1#tag game
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sapote is officially, as of now (3 days in...) the most attacked chara of mine on art fight. missus worldwide. miss universe. going 2 usurp queen and take this 👑
#mira might have won the popularity poll on tumblr but on AF sapote is going 2 overthrow her too. IM VERY SURPRISED AND DELIGHTED BY THIS#what abt her design makes ppl like her. is it the fluffy. i get it. i do#she IS fun to draw i always have a great time#AAA IVE ALREADY GOTTEN MORE ATTACKS THAN IVE DONE JASDHK as soon as im done with my work week its OVER for yall >:"D going 2 try to revenge#everyone i can while also working on my hitlist lol#THERES SO MUCH CUTE AND COOL ART OF MY OCS U GUYS...IM EMO!!!#if anyone posts them 2 tumblr i will be sure 2 rb....goin 2 post mine in batches at the end of each week :>#sanchoyorambles#EVERYONE IS VERY NICE BTW IM HAVING FUN!!!!!!! YIPPEE!!!#great timing too i have a kinda scary dr appointment this month later and this is a great thing to focus on instead#need the positive vibes bc if i Think abt that i will freak#af save me. distract me af#<tbf when u dont have insurance all dr appointments r scary (Cost. Money...)#but this 1 is being paid for by the state so. kind of a slay
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Not speculating on a real person, but what if, yknow?
#personal#there is this girl i went to high school with#very nice and cool and sweet and pretty#and mormon#but like also a little bit emo????#she listens to twenty one pilots and paramore and she dyes her hair red and purple and platinum blonde#cam and i kinda maybe think she might be queer????#i know i always say you dont get to speculate about the sexuality of strangers on the internet#but this girl is not a stranger and also id never question her about it but i would be willing to listen if she were questioning#and wanted to talk#i am trying to very slowly become friends with her#i mean we definitely knew each other in high school and we were both in theatre and choir so we did hang out#but we're not friends to the point where wed like invite each other to our birthday parties or anything#trying to get closer purely so she has someone very queer to talk to if she ever feels the need#and if not then shes still cool and fun to be around so ill still get a friend out of the endeavor#we're both going to see hozier on friday#but i dont wanna necessarily ask to meet up bc i have a GA ticket and idk what kind of ticket she has#and id hate for it to be a worse one than mine and we have to separate#and also i dont have a ride and wouldnt want to impose myself upon her
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