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the beef was NOT squashed
#mxmarsart#btw etho’s not holding his hand in return#symbolizing the uneven trust and loyalty between them#and his fear of commitment#also i gave impulse a lil swoopy tuft of hair#i think it’s kinda cute. do the masses fw it#impulsesv#impulsesv fanart#ethoslab#ethoslab fanart#whitecastle#whitecastle fanart#imptho#wild life#wild life smp#wild life fanart#trafficblr
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[Sometimes, you just need a friend]
Happy Jon Sim and Cats Day everyone!
I wanted to do something this year and I've been getting into 3D art so I went and did this, and yeah that is a 3D model! Spent a couple of days on it as I wanted to practice my skills. Anyway have a purr-ific day J. Sims and Cats day everyone :3
[Video Description: A recording showcasing different angles and details from the sculpture featured in the earlier painting.]
#jonsimsandcats2025#tma#tma s3#jon sims#jonathan sims#the admiral#HAPPY JON SIMS AND CATS DAY EVERYNYAN#i did the poster as a school thing but I wanted it to also be jsimsandcats2k25-able#i wanted something showing how the admiral probably helped him during that time in s3 because brother was having a time of it#he's being hunted by the police for a murder he did not commit his friend is dead there's evil fear gods around and he's serving them ig#hey atleast the admiral and georgie are there!!! :33#and martin#he and tim are on the rocks though so rip#i really should relisten i miss them#i still love them so but i can't claim to really be as knowledgeable or insightful about them as i used to be and that saddens me#anyway this post is scheduled#abellarts#abellrambles
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The FNAF movie cupcake heard you Michael…
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#michael afton#mike schmidt#fnaf cupcake#fnaf handunit#fnaf#sister location#fnaf movie#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#michael doesn’t knowww he doesn’t know#the cupcake was just a lil guy in his office#he doesn’t know the crimes movie cupcake has committed#Michael about to learn why mikes fear is justified lmao
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i have a headcanon that Yoichi trims AFO's hair because i can't help but compare AFO's nicely trimmed hair to Yoichi's and i thought someone had to have cut AFO's hair for him and it is only logical for me to assume it was Yoichi who did. I think AFO would only trust Yoichi to be so close to him with a sharp object like a pair of scissors lol
I think Yoichi would have also liked cutting his brother's hair at first, because it would make him feel helpful in a way? And I just think even when AFO put him in the vault, AFO would still go there to get his hair trimmed by Yoichi.
and once Yoichi joins the resistance, he offers to do this for Kudo as well.
#make no mistake yoichi didn't reply out of fear#i personally think that he was never afraid of his brother. he just reacted out of… sympathy?#bc he doesn't want his brother to feel like he's abandoned him? betrayed him in a way? smthn like that#and AFO is partly aware of this and uses this to manipulate yoichi to make him do what he wants#in this case: to look at him lol#yoichi doesn't meet his eyes kind of like a silent treatment?#but even this seemingly insignificant protest was easily parried by AFO's underhandedness and it just makes yoichi feel defeated#kind of makes me realize why yoichi has a 'strong sense of justice' or is firmly committed to his set of morals and principles#because frankly i think that's all he feels he has control of#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#AFO#yoichi shigaraki#all for one#ofa users#kudoichi#kudoichi feels slipped in but i need it for my tagging lmao#my art#fanart#i am pressing a kiss on this post in hopes that it reaches its target audience lol#i've also seen a few replies to my previous work i see you and i love you and i Will get back to you
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i like this brush
#stickers scribbles#yugioh#ygo#yugioh dm#ygo dm#ryou bakura#thief king bakura#bandit king bakura#yugi muto#pharaoh atem#continuing gender hc tags;#atem is nb but will not commit to the label for years out of pure fear (cant let himself have anything good Lest Things Happen)#tkb/khalil you are literally not allowed to know anything about his gender or sex at birth they dont give a rats ass. bigger fish to fry.#no time for dat goku and etc. so like agender if you Wanted to label it but they dont and he will run you over with a horse instead#and yugi and ryou are both transmasc because i say so. ryou is also otherkin goodnight folks
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Me if me and Batman were friends:
Setting: in front of a cozy fire, we are both swaddled in blankets and there is a mug of coffee in his hands while there’s a cup of hot chocolate in mine because I am a child.
Batman: We cannot be judge, jury, and executioner. It is not our right. It would be an abuse of power and could set a dangerous precedent for all—
Me: Yes, yes, I understand. But have you considered that perhaps you only dislike murder to the degree that you do due to the fact that you were traumatized at a young age by a man who killed both of your parents right in front of you in a thoughtless act of violence and it instilled this moral OCD within you—
*we go on to rip into each other psychologically in only the ways two autism, OCD ridden people would and society is either bettered or crumbles because of it*
#batman#batfamily#dc#dick grayson#I think he’s a chill guy#I understand his philosophy#I just don’t entirely agree that it entirely fits into the situation he’s in#Like#This isn’t ’kill some nameless criminal for committing a crime’#This is ‘kill the terrorist so that no has to suffer anymore’#‘so that no child has to suffer anymore’#‘so that a girl fears for her life a little less when she’s walking down the street’#I get it#I just don’t agree
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I go. It's safe like an ambulance is safe. You being inside means you're already hurt. A Poem is a Place by Isabelle Correa
#check please#jack zimmermann#a poem is a place by isabelle correa#check please edit#there's something about jack fully submerging himself into the world of hockey#and committing the same errors again and again#because hockey enables him to do so#bitty's pov paints jack partying and drinking as good and that he's happy now#but the reality is that jack's an addict#and we end check please with jack in relationship with a man who enables him friends who enable him and a sport that enables him#and i don't think it's a happy ending#it's a tragedy#because jack didn't actually grow as a person or face his inner demons#and the inner demons didn't just go away#the fear of failure#of feeling like he'll never measure up to his dad#that his place in the hockey world is conditional#and it just became more condition by coming out publicly with no plan#and with a boyfriend who doesn't know how to keep anything a secret despite jack being a private person#and i would argue the only person who didn't enable jack#who actually pushed back on the narrative jack was telling himself at samwell#was kent#but jack doesn't like being challenged and he doesn't like being wrong and of course he's fine now he's totally fine#everyone tells him he's fine and great and perfect#just listen to bitty#jack's totally fine#except that's not true#because he's still in hockey and he is still has anxiety and he's still drinking and he's still refusing to see a world#where he isn't in hockey#and so it's like the poem goes
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i know sorrow's quote was in referral to blue but i feel like it could also be applied to leaf/green herself and abandon lonliness: i am's new ending from a meta standpoint if you think abt it hard enough……….
i mean. did we not see OP try to rewrite history in order to prevent the tragedy of lonliness and leaf rotting in hell? do we dare to forget - to erase what she did to lonliness? can she be forgiven now that it never happened in the first place...?
#pokepasta#pokemon creepypasta#abandon lonliness#tbh this fanart was also my way of expressing that while i DID like the new happy ending-#-there's always going to be a part of me that's more fond of the original tragedy abandon lonliness presented-#where an otherwise 'good' girl is tricked into doing something unforgivable by someone she trusted and was forced to suffer for his mistake#it showed how manipulative blue could be by tricking leaf into doing his dirty work so he wouldn't suffer the consequences-#-of killing lonliness himself. as opposed to him just killing lonliness and green himself bc he's the clear 'bad guy' of the story.#i like stories where otherwise 'good' people are driven to do bad things just to save themselves-#-and it seemed like leaf abandoned and killed lonliness bc she felt like he wasn't worth the hauntings she was suffering from.#she's a much more compelling character in the OG for that reason despite never having a line of dialogue in it.#i also just like when girls commit crimes and aren't morally pure n innocent and it's sad to see that aspect of leaf/green be lost in AL:IA#that's not to say i DISLIKE the direction her character took in AL:IA- i just don't believe AL:IA should replace the original.#they're two entirely different stories being told but two sides of the same coin.#leaf is who green would be if green cracked under the pressure and took her fear out on the wrong enemy.#green is who leaf would be if leaf decided to persevere through the hauntings and choose to love lonliness despite it.#to me neither ending is 'better' than the other. it's all a matter of if you like good endings or bad ones in your horror story-#-and unfortunately i lean towards the latter ahaha...
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like i’ve said time and time again, i haven’t watched bbc merlin in years but i was just wondering when the first time merlin called arthur by his name to his face and im scrolling thru the transcripts on the fandom wiki (supposedly it was s1ep4 btw) and im skimming the script for all these episodes and getting angrier and angrier. gaius was wrong for all that. morgana deserved so much better. edwin muirden was valid as hell (for targeting uther AND gaius. yeah. i said it.). also kilgharrah ate with that one lil line “then turn a blind eye. that is, after all, your talent” okay lizard brain pop offff.
#gaius telling merlin to stop using magic so casually in the privacy and security of their quarters?????#wtf is wrong with that???? ur only instilling unnecessary fear and shame into him#gaius KNOWING morgana is a seer but gaslighting her into believing its nothing more than dreams#same shit#making her feel crazy for something shes going thru#OOOOO GAIUS GOT ME PISSED OFF#SORRY#IM NOT NORMALLY ANTI GAIUS BUT WHEW#reading back thru these transcripts got me heated#gaius and uther and kilgharrah were all wrong#there were hints of arthur being accepting of magic in s1#when gwen was accused of healing her father arthur literally stood up to his father about it#ABOUT MAGIC!!!!!#and told him that even if gwen had used magic she used it to cure her father#he described it as an act of love and kindness#FUCKKK#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#morgana le fay#morgana pendragon#anti gaius#sorryyy#but im actually not#like uther committed a genocide and we hate him yeah but gaius stood by and did NOTHING and even built off of uthers actions#yeah sure he didnt kill anyone or turn anyone in to uther but he used uthers actions as a way to instill fear and shame into magic users#who came to him for HELP#merlin repeatedly about other magic users circa s1: but theyre like me!!#gaius and kilgharrah: no they are bad and evil and need to die!!!#everything wouldve been so much better had merlin just followed his heart and made his own choices
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same guy
#THIRD TIMES GOTTA BE THE CHARM#charlie’s art#more tristamp knives trimax lr shenanigans#they’re so funny to me. ok. i like them a lot#smug angry bastard covering his crippling fear with anger doesn’t know what to do in this situation#scream and cry? commit violence? lots of violence? bluescreen until the problem fixes itself?#a big guy gets defeated by an even Bigger two guys like#like rock paper scissors#waoh… cowboy hat…#bonus points when the bigger guy is friendly but could still kill you. and is a little bit bonkers too.#there’s nothing going on in that albino hedgehog’s noggin except a microwave him and thoughts of a spring wedding#lr looks so good in green.#trigun maximum#trigun stampede#millions knives#nai saverem#livio the double fang#razlo the tri punisher of death#klr#knivio#tripknives#*hum not him
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"the show's lack of actual commitment to bcktmmy as an important storyline" to be fair that's almost every storyline with how the show's being written lately
lmao fair. and yeah my standing issue for all storylines is how little breathing room the conflicts/resolutions get and how they're either being dropped for other conflicts (like the moment tommy came back and they had that fight i knew we were never ever gonna talk about the breakup again and atp they're never really gonna talk about the eddie insecurity thing either) or getting haphazardly tied up (like really buck and eddie couldn't have 30 seconds to be like "sorry, i know you did everything for bobby" "sorry, i wish you were with us that day" and buck and tommy are fine now i guess? helicopter smile and eyeroll were all we were getting?)
but what i mean about the show's lack of commitment to BT is a bit different. like we had zero insight about how buck felt about tommy leaving him bc the show doesn't care about it like that. the only time we saw him talk about tommy post-breakup was with maddie and that scene was mostly for the show to get nosy with the fandom and address bvddie more than really making a case about how buck feels about tommy/what buck wants. the entire season they felt in this vague plane of existence where the show doesn't wanna really commit to tommy/this relationship being important enough to have buck be explicitly impacted by its demise or mourning it/lashing out about it like he does with losing eddie (like this was a multi-ep part of buck's arc in this season regardless of how well/bad we think it was written) but also they don't wanna make him fully put a stop to it like he did with taylor (or tommy to stick with his decision) bc it's nice to have tommy in their back pocket as a firefighter pilot (and i'd argue also bc the ship war noise online is good for the attention the show gets). like they're not committed to telling any actual story with them, one way or another, you know
#this is why i loved tommys reasons for the breakup in 8x06 and the potential thereafter for buck more than what they changed it to in 8x11#sure it was for bs reasons but tommy fearing being buck's first bf was more interesting than him being jealous of eddie to me#and also there was a thread of truth buck could hold onto for his queer arc of oh yeah i have a lot to figure out about myself#this is why i will forever be on the buck getting queer friends train (and also dating a bi girl i think that could be interesting) more#than im on this getting back tgt with your ex story the show's like half-committed to#if i knew they could go deep into it in terms of buck's sexuality but also BTs conflicts and all it'd be a great storyline#but as it stands it's like...schrodinger's bcktmmy. to me.#not that they would ever give him queer friends either lol#911posting#911 critical#911 discourse#mimi talks
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How does it feel now having two competing dads fighting for each other in your brain? >:) Dadnoir getting some sudden competition be like:
I am absolutely loving both your content on nuzdad and dadnoir for the moment either way!! Can’t wait for them to meet (even if I probably will explode from the team dynamics mixing and be vigorously pointing at them in glee) XD
IF I DONT DRAW THE DADS/TEAM SPECS & HOPE INTERACTING SOON, I MIGHT EXPLODE.
#I feel like Dusknoir would help with Nuzleaf’s self-hatred since his betrayal is still very fresh#<< and proceeding to get the biggest wave of schadenfreude from the wraith when he explains what /he/ did#and just hope much of a handful their sarcastic/selfless/foolish kids are…….#meanwhile Ribbons and Aimilios arent fazed by Nuzleaf’s wrongdoings vs Apollo looking like he’s gonna kill Dusknoir#-if he gets near either his grass dad or fire brother.#also Psmd’s partner’s fear of ghosts would become infinitely more funnier when Chip learns the war crimes this ghost commited#asks#nuzdad#dadnoir#And the kids!!!! Aimilios would love Chip and Apollo. his younger brothers……#ESPECIALLY RIBBONS AND CHIP. though she’s butting heads with Apollo 100%/getting on eachothers nerves#Apollo much rather spends his time with the Lucario/enjoys Aimilios’s company much more
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getting a little maybe irritated at how often i see autistic will being refuted because he "made himself out to be that way to avoid attention" ... ??? that's autistic. going out of his way to make yourself appear weird and unsociable so you can avoid socializing is. extremely autistic. lying and exaggerating about yourself out of fear of people getting too close and realizing youre a bad person is extremely autistic. the show honestly backpedals on will's empathy half the time, acting like it is only applicable when it comes to his job, but frequently showing that it isn't. in the first episode, hannibal literally notices his face getting red because they're near two people who are arguing. he's not exaggerating or faking his nightmares, his inability to deattach himself from others. yeah, he's got a complicated psychological profile that autism doesn't entirely cover or explain. that doesn't mean he's not still autistic. his person suit, the person he presents himself as to others, the choice to do that autistic masking. even if part of his masking is hiding behind being autistic in hopes it will make him less favorable to others and not further inspected, that is autistic masking. i think it is so insanely annoying that just because a character wasn't written with the intent in mind doesnt mean you cant accidentally write a valid representation of something anyways. fuller didn't intend on hannigram becoming as romantic as it did, but understood that it came along with the subtext anyways. acting like hes completely above fitting criteria of mental illness because he's "fictional" and has a "fictional" disorder that HIGHLY exemplifies autism is. incredibly stupid. and boring
#“his autism is fake and he uses it to protect himself” okay buddy well he seems pretty autistic to me even after that so idk#i guess hes faking his intense specific interests that he maintains when hes completely alone#i guess the ridiculous efforts he goes to to mask and hide himself from others out of fear of them getting close. is just for fun#like he can have his evil other thing going on and also be super fucking autistic about how hes handling it#also!!! kind of think its disgusting to say “oh he was pretending to be autistic to seem weaker”. . okay.#weird fucking perspective#he subconsciously mirrors the people around him even when theres no real benefit to it#his sense of justice is extremely strong which is why he is so perturbed by his violent inclinations#like. you know autistic people can also be manipulative and psychotic and kill people and commit crime. right#its important to me that you know that#hes neurodivergent and i just think its stupid to look at someone who obviously has a comorbid thing going on#and go well! hes completely undiagnosable and inscrutable!!!!!!!!#and like sorry to bryan fuller but the perspective that hes not autistic seems to come from a. severe misunderstanding of asd#like for some reason hyperempathy is the OPPOSITE of autism. like . no it comes with your fucking xbox actually#obviously theyre written with human complexity that would make them difficult to fully diagonse or understand#autistic people arent a list of check boxes. we simply have recurring traits that present differently based on choice and circumstance#im talking in circles atp. hes autistic. idgaf#if you wanna disagree with me on some narrative moral high ground about how crazy complex it is and hes actually yadada#door. im good man#hannibal#will graham#charlieog#cant be autistic if youre faking being a better person than you are#cant be autistic if you try to shape yourself into harmlessness for fear of your violent desires#cant be autistic if youre hyperaware of social interaction and try to use it to protect yourseld#while simultaneously not entirely understanding how normal people interact anyways#cant be autistic if you're prone to manipulation and constantly shifting degrees of empathy for others#starts bashing my head into the wall#moontalk
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i forgot tills resting face is literally just.




no wonder this guy had zero friends if u told me to approach a man and he looking at me like THIS i'd move schools probably
#not to mention the reputation he prolly built in anakt#he always looks seconds away from committing some murderous crime#mizi sua and ivan i salute yall bcs if u weren't his friends no one else would be i fear#i should stop posting abt till so much but he's infected me like a disease#he is rabies and i will not survive this is lethal#till alien stage#alnst till#alien stage till#till alnst#alien stage#alnst
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i'm sooooo starved for Smeech content/headcanons/fics/etcetcetc in this fandom, like he is such an enigma of a creature to me (affectionate as I shove him into a microwave). He's a Yordle so he might have been around in Zaun for centuries, ever since its foundation. Maybe he's seen first hand how Piltover's pet Heimerdinger rises to the top, and yet spends his time as a councelor ignoring every single problem in Zaun. Heck I can totally see him resenting Heimerdinger to a murderous degree for that; a Yordle traitor who gets a nice academic status for himself and builds his glorious city of progress, but never uses all that power to help the other Yordles in Zaun. (I didn't even spot a single Yordle in Piltover while scavenging the backgrounds on my rewatches!!)
Considering how new Shimmer is in the series' universe by Yordle lifespan standards, that means Smeech hasn't been inhaling it for more than a bunch of years. What was his life before?? When did he decide to start replacing his limbs with machinery, to make himself stronger and feared by Zaunites? When did he become a chembaron?? Chemtech is older than Shimmer, so he might have been a cyborg way before the events of the series, but it's fascinating (and sad, not gonna lie) to me that despite being possibly older than any of the other authority figures in Zaun, he has never managed to rise to Heimerdinger's level. No wonder he's such a rage-filled poisonous critter, no wonder he wants to take the throne of Zaun at any cost, to be "the one smiling in the end". And yet, despite all of his efforts, he is still fueled by and addicted to Shimmer, created by Silco's goons. Forced to depend on a creation of humans, in his pursuit to become stronger than them.
(also while I'm not a fan of episode 7's happy AU universe cuz it all feels like simplifying and undermining the complexity of Piltover's oppression in favor of an easy good ending, it DOES make me wonder how Smeech's life would have turned out in a universe without Shimmer? We don't see any of the Chembarons in the ep 7 universe so it makes me curious)
#arcane#arcane season 2#smeech#ME FEELING EMOTIONAL ABOUT THE RAT BASTARD MORE AT 10#he commits atrocities and osha violations in the regular but also i wanna scratch his cheeks#been tryina figure out headcanons of his past in my head but its tricky cuz RIOT I WANT MORE LORE I WANT ANSWERS#i cant help but hc that he is afraid of physical pain due to something mega traumatic in the past. hence his fear of the grey etc#or if not physical pain then the process of choking and dying itself. or losing his empire#like he gives me such 'cornered beaten up animal lashing out' vibes sometimes. he is always tryina hide his fear and any sign of weakness#maybe he was in Stillwater for sometime?? and we know what being locked in the dark can do to a Yordle#or he was tortured by gangs/rivals/enforcers etcetc and he never wants to go through that utter helplessness and humiliation again#Sevika refuses his offer?? he FIGHTS TO THE END HE AINT RUNNING#also Shimmer augments your senses and makes you more battle crazy so i imagine it lessens physical pain too?#in his head which is the only place he cant replace with machinery#STILL NOT AN EXCUSE TO THROW MY BOI HEENOT UNDER THE BUS THO smeech aint getting the number 1 boss mug#piltover do better. because of your reign the zaunite yordles are turning feral
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There's a certain level of cruel irony in possessing a logical mind but still experiencing emotions.
I *know* as a matter of fact whatever I'm feeling is deeply irrational and that there's plenty of evidence actively disputing these thoughts. Won't stop me from feeling that way though.
#daemon's ranting#explaining my brain situation is weird#mind and brain aren't the same#ego is a 3rd seperate entity and compartmentalised as hell#body too is doing its own thing#... welcome to hi hello someone's experiencing depersonalization actively again#daemon “I” and *redacted government name* are also seperate entities#now how to use these experiences and states of mind as fuel to apply to favourite tormented guy...#anyway being around people with insane fear of rejection is fun so so fun so fun in fact i could commit crimes
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