#and i dont know how to explain this to people

[ectoimp]

This actually IS part of color theory. And I think we should at this point know that the problem is that people on the internet have no idea what color theory actually is (coughchildrenshosptialcough). So when you look it up it ends up being super unhelpful.

The problem is most color theory tutorials are just the bare basics that you teach to like....literal 5 year olds. You know like color mixing stuff. But that is absolute basics, at some point youve gotta look into more advanced color theory. That should explain WHY things work the way they do.

I recommend "Color and Light: A guide for the realist painter, by james gurney" It explains basics AND how to apply those in more advanced ways.

And yes even though that book focuses on 'realism' you can and SHOULD apply those techniques to non realistic art.

And as far as digital art, dont just do a blue layer at low opacity, mess with the effects layers. Color and overlay are probably gonna be what you want. And for shadows, us a multiply layer of the opposite color to the main light color.

[peasack]

I WANNA BE SPIDER ANON 🕷 ( because i think thats free righttt... ) ‼️‼️‼️

but like I was wondering if I could request thunderbolts* and platonic teen reader where they're some sort of spider person variant?? 😼

- 🕷

Oh my fucking god you dont know how long I've been waiting for someone to ask my this AAAAAAA

Thunderbolts x Gn!Teen!Reader

✦ Thunderbolts With a Spider-Variant Reader Headcanons ✦

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✦ John Walker

Very much the “dad with rules” about your powers, lectures you on safety every time you climb somewhere dangerous.

Tries to teach you “proper landing form” even though your spider reflexes make it unnecessary.

Proud but stubborn, acts like he’s not impressed when you do something cool, but goes on to tell Ava about it later in private.

Constantly warns you about overusing your powers in public in case people figure out your identity.

Will absolutely stand under you when you’re high up “just in case” even if he couldn’t actually catch you in time.

✦ Bob Reynolds

In awe of how freely you move, says it’s “like watching a bird fly, but braver.”

Checks in with you constantly about whether you’re feeling okay after missions, knowing your body takes strain from all the swinging.

Always finds ways to help you rest after training, like bringing blankets and snacks.

Doesn’t mind if you make usage of your powers indoors, actually thinks it’s funny when you hang upside down to talk to him.

Supports you unconditionally, if you say you can handle something, he believes you

✦ Alexei Shostakov

Convinced you’re destined to be “world’s greatest hero” because you have “warrior’s instincts.”

Makes you do physical challenges to “prove strength” which are usually ridiculous, like climbing up an entire building in under a minute.

Gives you over-the-top nicknames like “Spider lord” or “Web Fighter.”

Has tried to swing from your webs before... it did not go well.

Brags about you to complete strangers, as if you’re his kid who just won gold in the Olympics.

✦ Yelena Belova

Treats your powers as a source of endless entertainment, pushes you to use them for harmless pranks.

Sometimes dares you to race her across rooftops; she hates losing, which happens often.

Brings you tiny accessories for your suit because “you have to look stylish when you save the day.”

Always up for sneaking out with you at night for web-slinging practice.

Has tried learning your wall-crawling stance but usually ends up sliding down like a sad cat.

✦ Ava Starr

Sees you as a fascinating mix of skill and instinct, studies how you move to understand your strengths.

Occasionally runs stealth drills with you, challenging you to catch her before she phases away.

Advises you on conserving your energy for long fights, since she knows powers can drain you fast.

Will silently back you up in any dangerous situation without hesitation.

Keeps a mental note of how far and fast you can swing, just in case she ever needs to plan a quick escape with you.

✦ Bucky Barnes

Doesn’t make a big deal about your abilities, treats it as just another skill in the field.

Still, he quietly keeps watch during missions to make sure you’re not in over your head.

Reminds you to always have more than one escape route, “even if you think you can out-swing danger.”

Has sparred with you to help you get used to fighting in close quarters without relying only on webs.

Sometimes catches himself comparing your determination to another young hero he has faint memories of, it bothers him that he simply can't remember his face..

* ࣪ ˖༺ ♡ ༻˖ ࣪ ** ࣪ ˖༺ ♡ ༻˖ ࣪ ** ࣪ ˖༺ ♡ ༻˖ ࣪ *

Okay guys I'm sorry I just had to sneak a Lil Peter Parker in the end

I know this is a bit weird to say but I'm so happy about this header idk looking at it just gives me such pleasure and I just can't explain it properly with just words but this is me when I look at it

[emberglowfox]

genuinely is there a way to medicate executive dysfunction or am i just going to be procrastinating and wasting time for the rest of my life

[goomyloid]

Hi! Seeing how everyone is making their theories lately, I wanted to see if you had any regarding the anti-fun gang (Kris, Carol, and the Roaring Knight....and Asgore to some extent). Also, people like you make me enjoy the weird route and what it tells, so thank you for that too!

well it's less of a theory and more of like "wouldn't it be fucked up if this happened" but like man. im so ready to believe kris is a victim of carol's abuse as well

like i know it's not a super unpopular theory and ive also brought it up before but god. last week when i talked about kris and noelle being victims of a third party's abuse, i was honestly thinking about carol as well as the player. obviously not quite in the same way the [weird route] player fucks them up, but like. Idk man its hard to describe. the one thing that makes me SO nervous is how obsessed carol seems to be with red heart shaped objects............ like man. how did kris ever find out they could remove their soul? theres lots of new hints that they've been able to do it since they were a young kid. i was talking to a friend about this but if carol like, forcibly 'taught' kris how to remove their soul ("its easy, you'll show it to me won't you, it only hurts for a second"), that one bit about kris 'pretending' to rip out their heart and chase noelle around could've been like, their Little Kid way or rationalizing what happened into something more lighthearted. or it could mean nothing

it'd be more fucked if dess was also in on it. i know theres some theories about dess being the reason kris's soul Is The Way It Is at all, or something like that, come follow me into the dark with your heart as my mark which shall guide you the way etc etc. personally, i think the bottom line is that whatever kris knows and understands about their soul, carol and/or dess had a hand in it when they were young. ive already seen plenty of elaborate explanations and theories as to what exactly happened but im hesitant to subscribe to any because im not a huge theorizer in the first place. (i say this and then people get mad at me for not aligning with their Theory Views. like hey man its not that i think differently from you its just that I Dont think. my brain is weird and im not good at explaining myself please just look at my art instead)

but uh beyond that i don't have much... honestly theorizing in this community makes me nervous in general because a lot of people are really aggressive about it, which is why i end up not interacting with certain corners of the fandom At All (even though they bring me up because of course). its scary out here i just wanna draw my pictures man

also im glad you like the weird route more! this route is my entire life now

[snonkerdoodlefizzy221b]

PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD JUST ASK SOMEONE TO WRITE IT!!! OR WRITE IT YOURSELF !!! (NO MATTER HOW BAD IT IS NO MATTER HOW BAD YOUR GRAMMAR IS OR IF ITS CLUNKY I DONT CARE PLEASE WRITE IT YOURSELF!!) AT LEAST DAYDREAM SCENARIOS BETWEEN THEM INSTEAD OF DOING THIS!! IM BEGGING! PLEASE! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

if ya aren't the best at writing by yourself, THATS OKAY. if you don't have the commitment to clear up plot holes, you can a) just let them be there, although that might be a bit irritating or b) try your best to clear them up or c) have someone beta your fic to clear plot holes and credit them or d) abandon writing the fic. if ya don't have the time/mental capacity to make something coherent, you could try a) making time (not possible for everyone), b) writing something and having a human beta check it over, or c) asking for someone else to write it (don't pester, there's usually people looking for prompts and your post will find those folks. the bot is producing meaningless slop. humans are what give fics their light.

fandom is supposed to be a community focused on sharing joy with each other. in fandoms we create fan materials to share with other people, who will take joy from those and that leads to discussions amongst people who like that fandom. you know what robs a fandom of its community and interactions between members? this stuff, which involves no talking with others and does not have any thinking behind it. this person could have chosen to ask someone else in the fandom to write that fic, fostering a connection with that person. this person could have written the fic by themselves, and maybe gotten people to look over it if they were insecure about their writing skills, but at least could've interacted with other people in the fandom through asking for betas/answering comments/sharing their own created material with the fandom, fostering a connection in the community. this person could have chosen to make up scenarios in their head and make a post just detailing all of those things, not even necessarily a fic fic, fostering a connection with other folks. but they chose to feed a prompt into a machine and have it spit something out. they didn't provide or solicit anything meaningful from the members of their community. they had something spit out a piece of slop. they had so many opportunities to add to the fandom community and interact with folks, and instead, they explicitly chose to reject all of that and make some slop instead. that fic could've been written by somebody else, as a request, or by the person themself, with or without a beta. that would've added a meaningful piece of art to the community that would them encourage other fans to interact with each other and engage with the fic itself and potentially even deeper themes than that. if this person had made a different choice, the fic would be human written with human emotions and feelings behind it. this slop fic took away a prompt from an earnest writer, and a perfectly good fic away from being written at all. (not sure if I'm explaining it well since it is 3am but this could've been a much better project if this person had stopped to think about the impacts)

anyway this is just a huge rant but bottom line is. Please don't use AI to write your fics. Fandom is built on talking to people, and sharing people-made things, with other people, and enjoying those people-made things because those materials have thinking and emotion behind every choice, every brushstroke, every word. If you want to see something but aren't so sure about writing it, you can take the plunge no matter how bad it is, maybe have a beta look over it, or request for someone else to write it.

Hey. I think I hate you.

[ddejavvu]

Omg so happy you still write for Remus! I have this idea and maybe you would like it. TW: mentions of wounds

So in most of fics with him during/after the full moon i see writers describing how Y/n is by his side, helping him to change bandages and other things like this, but what if Y/n is fucking scared of blood/cuts/wounds? 😭 Like dont get me wrong, i really REALLY love the idea of helping him and i love when writers describe these scenes so sweet and nicely, it makes my heart melt, but personally i would be terrified to help him 😭 Everytime i nick myself shaving im 2 steps away from fainting and just the sight of blood makes me sweat and want to throw up </3 So for the actual plot i was thinking maybe Y/n vising Remus in the hospital wing after a full moon and they basically cant look at him because he is covered in wounds. Poor boy would probably think its because he looks bad or something like this, but in reality its just Y/n who cant stand seeing people hurt </3

Sorry if this is so specific, just a thought that passed my mind this morning. Feel free to ignore my ask if you dont feel comfortable with the prompt. Thank you and dont forget to stay hydrated!!! <3

thank you love! i've never been queasy before around blood except just recently, maybe around the time i turned 18 i just can't handle it. instant nausea!! i feel seen <3

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Remus's voice is dim as he watches the way your jaw clenches, a muscle protruding as you press your teeth together so hard he's surprised they haven't cracked, "I know I look terrible."

"You really did a number on yourself," You keep your voice sympathetic, your thumb rubbing over the back of his hand- perhaps the one place on his body that there isn't a fresh wound. There's old ones, milky white scars that criss-cross over his palm and knuckles, but it's just about the only part of him you can touch right now without making him bleed.

"You don't have to be here, you know." His voice gets hotter, something defensive and angry and terribly vulnerable, "You can't even look at me, just- you should go."

"What?" You blink bewilderedly, but the self-loathing in his voice clues you in, "Remus- no!"

"Go." He insists, tugging his hand out of your grip and turning over."

"Remus," You huff, and you'd pull him back by his shoulder if it wasn't eclipsed by a gaping gash, "You are so dramatic. I can't look at you because I can't handle the sight of blood, not because I'm having second thoughts about your humanity. I know you're a werewolf- that's old news, we've had very in-depth heart-to-hearts about the ethical dilemmas you concern yourself with. I don't care. I just get a little queasy around blood, that's all."

He peers suspiciously at you from over his shoulder, unwilling to speak yet in case you're going to call him a monster.

You think he's dumb, certainly, and too in his head, but not a monster. Never a monster, not your Remus.

"Remember the scar on the back of my head?" You ask, and Remus nods tentatively. He'd run his fingers over it while carding his hands across your scalp, but he'd been too polite to ask prying questions about it- not when you'd been so early in your relationship that he hadn't told you about his own yet.

"I got it when I cracked my head open at the hospital." You explain, "I was getting blood drawn and I blacked out. I hit the floor and split my head open."

"I'm just a little-" You swallow a gag, steeling yourself by looking at the floor instead of any of the cuts littering his arms, "-queasy sometimes, when it comes to open wounds, but-" You trail off again, your stomach heaving, "I am not going to leave you alone in this hospital wing, so stop wallowing, give me back your hand, and try not to get blood on me, please."

You're not looking at him, but you can practically feel the fondness oozing from him when his uninjured hand slides into yours. You squeeze it for comfort, then for support as you heave again, your body slouching as you slot your head between your legs.

"Hurry up and heal," You plead, trying to breathe air that isn't punctured by the brittle, metallic tang of blood, "I'm gonna barf."

[luvdixon]

# MOTEL WHORE ★ arthur frederick

word count: 3.0k. ♡

summary: arthur is new to the youtube scene and you’re one of his biggest fans. you send a particularly risky text to him while drunk and he replies.

content: smut, mask kink(?), i do not condone readers actions, masked sex, hook ups, faceless!arthur (for most of it), voice kink(?), praise, sub!arthur, dom!reader, unprotected sex, handjobs, dont do anything in this fic, degredation

author note: my first original fic in a WHILE. well, not really. this is heavily inspired by a real scenario that happened to arthur and he mentioned it on becky’s see it off a while ago so go check that out ! this is quite weak in comparison to my other fics and it took me like 2 hours so i apologise if its a bit shit

You’re the biggest light weight to ever exist. Your body is now 90% alcohol and 10% vibes. It’s almost one in the morning and the club is practically begging for you and your friends to leave. You suggest calling it a night first, and eventually your friends agree.

Somewhere in the night, something went wrong. Somewhere between leaving the house and leaving the club you made a mistake. 

When you wake up the next morning, you feel sick to your stomach. Not a hangover, but pure guilt.

You have no idea why. When you ask your friends to explain what happened, they have no idea what you’re talking about.

You think you’re going to feel like this forever, until your phone pings from beside you on the bed. It’s an instagram notification. You rub your eyes, squinting down at your screen. 

Fuck.

It’s Arthur. As in famous youtuber Arthur. As in the Arthur that you’ve been obsessing over for months despite never seeing his face.

You message him randomly, hoping for a funny reply every once in a while, but he never seems to reply. You don’t blame him; you aren’t anything special, just another fan.

Your heart drops further into your stomach when you open the chat. It all finally makes sense.

Famously, Arthur doesn’t show his face. He does commentary videos and if you’re being honest you’re just there for his voice. It’s so silky, so soothing, so sexy.

You read your messages under your breath, grimacing at your forwardness. 

It’s a bunch of drunken yearning, and then clear as day:

put on a mask?? i’ll come over n you can fuck me. i’ll leave straight after i promise

Surprisingly coherent. Could be considered harassment.

You want to profusely apologise and then block him on everything. You’re never showing your face anywhere ever again.

Until you read his message.

Not my house haha. Stranger danger. Hotel?

Your fingers hover over the keyboard, afraid to even think of a reply. There’s absolutely no way that ArthurTV is willingly trying to have sex with you. Holy shit.

A part of you wants to say no, absolutely not despite being the one to ask. It feels wrong. It is wrong.

time n place

Arthur reads it almost immediately, like he’s been waiting for your response all morning. The thought of this being real makes your stomach twist.

Tonight, I can book a room for one night. Get there for 7

Below the message, there’s a link to the hotel with directions. It’s fancy.

He’s so eager. You pull your bottom lip between your teeth and check the time. You have eight ish hours to prepare yourself.

You spend the entire day perfecting your outfit, your hair, your makeup; it all needs to be perfect for him. You just have to pray that he isn’t taking the piss. You have to pray that he’ll be there to answer when you knock.

Your underwear and bra are a matching set, covered in dark red lace and a bow at the front of both. It’s cute, but sexy. It screams fuck me but not too desperately.

Hopefully he doesn’t pick up on how desperate you actually are. Most people would kill to hook up with their celebrity crush. Most people wouldn’t risk their life to meet up with a stranger for sex. You don’t know him. He could be a murderer for all you know. You’re willing to risk it anyway.

Arthur messages you again when you’re in the Uber. It’s just a number. 271. You assume that it’s the room number, and simply heart the message. 

When you pull up outside of the hotel, the regret sinks in. You want this so bad. You’ve been dreaming about it for months. There’s something about Arthur that you can’t pinpoint; it’s addictive. You need to feel more and this is how you do it.

But you shouldn’t.

But you’re already here.

You check yourself in the elevator mirror on the way up just to be sure. You’re wearing a plain black dress, thigh length with a lacy hem. It’s not too casual but it’s casual enough for you to forget about it when it hits the hotel room floor.

You pace outside of the room for five minutes before your knuckles graze over the wood, giving three loud knocks. There’s shuffling inside, and the faint smell of vanilla clings to the air. When the door clicks open, it’s what you’d expect. 

Arthur. You know it’s him. Even underneath the black ski mask. His eyes are the only thing showing, and somehow that makes this even hotter. The fact that you can only see one thing and he can see all of you.

He looks a little nervous. 

You look like you’re about to throw up.

You want to kiss him, but the black cloth is in the way of his mouth. You can dream. You know that he tastes sweet.

“You lit candles.” You murmur, glancing over his shoulder. He dips his head, chuckling softly.

“I had time to waste.” Is all he says, shrugging. His voice is so much deeper in person. It’s sexier. Realer.

You step into the room, heels clicking against the floor as you look around the room. 

He shuts the door behind you, taking his time looking you up and down. 

“I didn’t think you’d turn up.” He says honestly.

“I didn’t think you’d be here when I did turn up.” You reply.

There’s a mutual understanding between the two of you that this is weird. It’s new and it’s very awkward, but it’s so welcomed.

Arthur’s already hard in his jeans, so you start there.

“Someone’s excited.” You tease. You can almost see his cheeks flush pink underneath the mask. He glances down as if insecure, and shrugs.

“I’ve never done this before.” He admits.

You tilt your head. “Had sex?”

He deflates, exhaling heavily. “Wow.”

“Just asking.” You laugh, placing your bag on the side. You step towards him, slightly towering over him with your heels on. “So you’ve had sex before.”

“Yes.” He says. His voice is muffled behind the cloth, but it’s clear enough for you to bathe in the warmth of it.

You trace a sharp nail over his jaw, trailing down to his neck and over his jugular. You wonder if he can feel it over the mask.

Like you’re going to slit his throat.

By the way Arthur gasps, you think he might let you.

“Obviously.” He whispers, hoping you don’t catch it.

“Cocky.” You say. “I have to admit: I don’t do hookups. More of a relationship girl myself.”

“Me too. Relationship guy, I mean. Not a girl. Obviously. You know what I mean.” He rambles. You smile at him, genuine and loving.

“I do.” You nod. “So why did you text me back?”

“I don’t know.” He admits shyly. “You’re hot. And then—fuck, I mean come on; you offered to fuck me.”

“I did.”

“Why?”

“I was drunk.”

You watch Arthur physically curl in on himself, inching backwards a little.

“I’m not anymore, though. And trust me, I want this. Whatever you’ll give me.” You reassure him, placing a hand flat on his chest. 

His breathing is uneven and anxious, but yours is calm and precise. Like you’re counting every single breath.

You don’t know when, or how, or why but something in the air shifts at that moment. The roles switch, and it feels so natural to you.

“Take whatever you want.” Arthur says. His eyelashes flutter, and your brows pinch together with severe concentration.

Because if you don’t concentrate, you worry you’ll rip the mask off of him and shove your tongue down his throat.

“Shame I can’t see that pretty face.” You say, slowly dropping to your knees. You make it as seductive as possible, hands flat against each of his thighs. 

“It wouldn’t be fair on my other fans” He shivers beneath your touch, and subconsciously jerks forward to feel your hot breath against his clothed cock.

“It wouldn’t.” You agree, offering a tsk noise. “There’s plenty of fans who want to fuck you, though.”

“That’s different.” His voice is strained, clearly new to someone else taking control. 

“I don’t think it is, Arthur.” You reach up, toying with the zipper of his jeans. You pull it down slowly, and he begins to whine when you take your time in pulling his jeans down to his ankles.

There’s a clear wet patch forming in his boxers, and you hear Arthur’s grumble of embarrassment when you chuckle under your breath. 

“So pretty.” You compliment him, but it’s almost like you’re complimenting the image you’ve made of him in your head. You don’t know what he looks like, but you know he’s gorgeous regardless.

“Leaking already? Such a needy boy.” You hum, grazing your fingertips over the wet spot in his boxers. His hips jerk forward, nodding his head absentmindedly to your words.

“Would you fuck those other women?” You ask. You pull his boxers down, watching him eagerly kick them off when they hit the floor. 

“I—” He groans when you wrap a hand around his leaking cock, fucking into your hand subtly. “I don’t know.”

“So you’re a whore?” Your voice is calm and collected, akin to if you were asking about the weather.

He shakes his head, and you slowly move your hand along his cock. The butterflies in your stomach have all begun to rot, and your nerves have been replaced with a sudden burst of confidence. Perhaps you’re driven by the thrill of the scenario, but it’s too good to be true. This is a different side of you that nobody has ever seen, not even yourself.

“No.” He gasps, moaning when your thumb slides over the head of his cock. His noises of pleasure turn into ones of frustration when you let go of him completely, standing back up on your feet.

“Well, you’re implying that you’d fuck your fans.” It’s a question wrapped in a statement, but Arthur doesn’t really catch on. He’s too busy trying not to eat you whole.

You kick your heels off and work on pulling your dress down, eventually revealing the lace lingerie that hugs your body perfectly. You watch Arthur’s eyes gloss over like he’s on another planet. There’s a hint of admiration in his hues; something more than casual sex on his mind.

You don’t wonder for too long, afraid that you’ll ruin the moment, and reach out to pull his shirt over his head. He adjusts the mask, and you scoff at the whole concept. Who cares if you know what he looks like?

Curiosity is killing you.

“I regret telling you to wear that.” You mumble. Arthur laughs breathily beneath the mask. You wonder if it’s warm underneath there; how hard is it to breathe? “Why don’t you show your face?”

You briefly gesture for him to get on the bed, and he follows obediently. He lays on his back, thighs spread apart. He’s completely naked for you; vulnerable and exposed.

“Bad acne.” He says. “Are we really talking about this right now?” 

“Yes.” You decide. “Yes, we are. Why else?”

“That’s it.” He groans, glancing down to see you standing at the edge of the bed. He wants nothing more than to pull you on top of him. He stays still, owns the silent submission you forced upon him.

“No. It’s not.” You don’t want to push too hard in case there’s a deeper reason, but you have a feeling Arthur will let you know if it’s too much. “Don’t lie to me, baby.”

“I’m not lying.”

You offer him a faux pout, which forces a whine from his throat. “And to think I was going to make you feel so good. Was gonna ride you. I’d take you so deep, Arthur. I’d have you crying underneath me.”

His hips jerk up at the mere thought of having the luxury of your cunt wrapped around his cock. You smile to yourself, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth to stifle your excitement.

“Please. Want that. Fuck. I need that.” He begs. 

“Tell me the truth.” You push one final time.

“I’m—” Arthur takes a deep breath, head tipping back into the sheets. “I’m a lawyer. Almost. I don’t want people from that side of my life to find my channel. Could—fuck—ruin my chances of becoming a proper lawyer.”

“So you’re hot and smart?” You hum.

“You don’t know what I look like.” 

“Don’t remind me.” You scoff.

Much to his surprise, you do end up climbing on top of him, your figure looming over him like a higher power. 

“I’ve been thinking about—” Arthur is cut off by his own whine when you slip your panties off and grind down lazily against his cock. “About just focusing on youtube.”

“Yeah?” You hum. You’re not too interested in his career path; not right now at least, but it’s fun to watch him attempt coherent sentences while his cock slides between your folds.

“Makes the same amount of money. More fun.” He nods. 

“And you get to fuck your fans.” You shrug, the idea of Arthur hooking up with other women making you slightly possessive. He isn’t yours, but he might as well be. 

With the way his hips jerk up in an attempt to slip his cock inside of you, it’s almost like he wants to be yours.

“No condom?” 

“I’m clean.” He says, hands finding your hips. 

In lieu of a response, you simply wrap a hand around his cock, lift your hips and slide down. You move slowly and deliberately, not daring to waste a single second. You savor every inch that stretches you out and every twitch against your tight walls.

“I wish I could kiss you.” You hiss, clearly lost in the bliss. It’s not a lie, but it’s not something you want to bring up in case he feels guilty.

He doesn’t move for a moment, only lays beneath you with his cock inside of you. His chest rises and falls rapidly, like he’s about to throw up.

Then, hands move away from your hips and up to the mask over his head. He grabs the bottom of it, peeling it up and over his mouth first. He takes a breath of fresh air, and then pulls you down.

You catch his lips in a messy kiss, laced with both passion and lust. You feel like a starved woman; going crazy over every inch of this man’s body. Can anybody blame you?

His muscles are defined, his abs are fucking gorgeous and his cock is perfect. His lips are slick and bitten; each flick of your tongue pains him, but he doesn’t care in the slightest. You pant against him, pulling his bottom lip between your teeth.

“There’s no way you’re real.” You whisper. You watch his lips tilt downwards into a particularly offended frown. 

“I am.” He whispers back. “I’m real.”

And then he pulls the mask completely off. He holds it in his hand awkwardly like he regrets his decision.

You clench around him, taking in every feature. His eyes are a beautiful colour, and his pupils are blown wide. His hair is a mess, yet still cute enough to be deemed appropriate for outings. His cheeks are flushed and he does have acne but it only makes him hotter.

The man you thought lived without a single flaw actually lived with many. You just loved those parts of him harder. You flick your gaze over every inch of the newly exposed skin, and you feel so lucky to be able to see him like this.

“As I said earlier: smart and hot.” You chuckle, and his nervous tilted lips turn into an embarrassed smile. You press another kiss to his lips, and then drag your hips forward. 

It’s like he’d forgotten all about his cock inside of you. He tosses the mask aside, keeping you close to him. He waits for you to set a rhythm, matching the pace you decide is best.

“Being such a good boy.” You say. Arthur shivers beneath you, fingers digging into the flesh of your hips. “So beautiful. Fuck. Never do that stupid face reveal. I wanna be the only one to see these beautiful eyes.”

He grunts, hips jerking up a little rougher at the sudden compliment. Never face reveal. Like you fucking own him.

“Whatever you want.” It’s sincere. His voice is so eager to please.

You lean down, smirking against his lips. You catch his lips in yet another kiss, only this time your tongue runs over his bottom lip to silently ask for entrance. He parts his lips, panting into your mouth.

You explore every inch of his mouth, and you only pull away to catch your breath. He whines at the loss, chasing your lips even as you sit up straight again.

You ride him properly, slipping all the way off before sliding back down again. 

“Taking it so well.” You praise. “Thought you would tell me what to do at first. Wanted to hear your voice in my ear.” 

He furrows his brows, too focused on trying not to spill inside you to speak.

“But this is so much better. So funny and witty on your videos, and then you’re a fucking mess for me.” You nod, mostly to yourself.

“Just for you.” He confirms.

A wave of possessiveness washes over you, and you ride him a little faster. It doesn’t take long before his cock twitches inside of you and your legs begin to shake.

“You gonna cum, Art?” You ask, not quite processing the nickname you’d given him until it’s too late. He whimpers, nodding frantically.

“Wanna cum.” He says. “Can I cum—fuck—inside? Need it. Please, please please.”

The raw desperation in his voice is enough to push you over the edge, and your head tips back as your body shakes on top of him.

“Cum for me. Come on, baby. That’s it.”

He soon jerks his hips up completely, burying himself a home inside of you. He cums harder than he ever has before, panting and writhing beneath you.

You pull off eventually, rolling on your back beside him. You both stare up at the ceiling, catching your breath. Arthur looks traumatized, but you reckon it’s from the realisation that has just kicked in.

“You regret it?” You ask quietly. Arthur shifts.

“No.”

“Me neither.”

Safe to say, the two of you will be doing that again. Without the mask, this time.

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[infinity-is-also-zero]

Celine raising Rumi headcanons

Truly, and wholly loved Rumi. She simply never knew how to show it. Her love for Rumi goes against everything she's ever known. She doesn't know how to reconcile her love with her belief(think Catholic mother having to learn to accept queer child)

She never wanted children. She was never ready to be a parent, and suddenly had a baby to raise

Once Rumi became her responsibility she read way too many parenting books(theres like 40 of them in a box somewhere in her home)

Always took Rumi to Mi-yeong's grave for mothers day where they'd have a picnic but little Rumi decided Celine deserved a day too so Celine reluctantly celebrates "Celine Day" the next day every year. She tries to explain Celine day can just be her birthday, Rumi refuses to listen and insists they're different

Nearly had a panic attack the first time Rumi got the flu

Hated exposing little Rumi to the public eye but considered it necessary.

Rumi is a picky eater, and it had Celine stressed. She was terrified the kid was going to keel over because of malnutrition

In addition to the last headcanon this made it hard for her to notice when Rumi got an ed as a young teen, however once she did notice Rumi was sat down and they had a long hard talk about nutrition and how important it is to eat

Was nervous about Rumi relapsing without her around to push because Mira and Zoey do not know and Celine didn't tell them as to not break Rumi's trust

Listened to Rumi's rambles like it was life or death. Took Rumi talking about trains more seriously than anything else

Was very attentive to Rumi's limits during training. When Rumi wanted to run 2 more laps, Celine was right there to remind her about rest. Celine was very anti-overworking. Unfortunately, the message fell flat when she's a hypocrite

Once Rumi was old enough to not need constant supervision, she was out of the house a lot with work or taking care of tears. Rumi always waited up for Celine, with food being kept warm on the stove for her. Some nights, Rumi fell asleep waiting, Celine carried her to bed(mid 30s and jacked)

Has limited contact with the 3rd Sunlight Sister, who knows about Rumi but not Rumi being half demon. Celine keeps her at an arms length, and she's bitter. Celine does this to protect Rumi

Often let Rumi, Zoey, and Mira think that they pulled a fast one on Celine. Celine always knew but let the three have their fun.

Was so done with early Rumira's bs alongside Zoey. She was this close to making them put on a get along shirt before they figured out their shit

As Rumi's marks spread, she stopped being so attentive to Rumi's limits and started pushing hard, feeling the pressure of a perceived unknown time limit

Makes Rumi text her after every hunt, always scared that each one will be her last

When Rumi was young and Celine couldn't sleep, she'd go into Rumi's room to watch her breathe, now she just lays in Rumi's childhood bed

The two worst moments of Celine's life are Mi-yeong's death, and Rumi asking to be killed.

Tries to give Rumi space after the idol awards night, most because she has no clue what to say if she did talk to Rumi

Has nightmares every night for weeks after about Rumi dying

The first thing she does upon seeing Rumi again is feel her pulse

After a long talk, they essentially end with Rumi going, "I dont forgive you, but I want to, so don't stop trying"

Every other week they meet to garden and have tea after

Is very awkwardly supportive of polytrix. She is terrified of their relationship getting leaked in a way they can't just "lol no" to but is ultimately happy for them. I can not see Celine being homophobic that is an elder lesbian

Tries giving Zoey and Mira the shovel talk... because parents are supposed to do that, no? But it falls flat because they're like, "You of all people giving us a lecture on hurting Rumi?" (This is said playfully....mostly)

"Sigh...my monkeys, my circus" <- Celine about polytr/x after doing something almost cancelable again

[queenfayewren]

This is just so fucking stupid.

People weoponizong jobs and companies who are continuing to stand by racist, transphonic humans that are filled with ignorance. That is a person doing their FUCKING JOB. The gender identity, the sexual preference, the political affiliation, has nothing to do with that. There are cis gender men who work in bra boutiques. Those men dont get accused of jack shit. It has nothing to do with gender. The fashion industry is saturated with men, and no one questions if they wanna look at children's bodies. This is transphobia and I will always stand on the side of Trans cousins. ALWAYS. In the queer community, Trans women are the most targeted demographic, and I will use my white passing, straight passing, and privileged life to shout how they deserve more.

I can sympathize with the child being startled? Confused, maybe?, because a child is still forming their understanding of the world. It's the responsibility of the parents to assist children in learning how to coexist in an ever changing and growing world. Explaining that the child's feelings are valid and she will meet and see things in life that may cause her confusion and discomfort, however, do not EVER come for someone at their JOB for doing their FUCKING JOB. That is inexcusable behavior. Full stop. Period. Trans women deserve safety. Its a companies job to safeguard their employees for all forms of hate and oppression WHILE ON THE CLOCK.

Sorry you can't explain to your daughter that human is doing their job, and regardless of the identity of the employee, they were just asking. Not coaxing you into a back room. Not dry humping you. What if that employee doesn't do fittings? They were asking to get them help from someone else? Instead, a daughter is so bewildered that she has to run from the store and triggered? That isn't a normal response. This is a cultivated response of fear and hate. The world does not exist in a vacuum. Every person deserves to feel safe while WORKING. PERIOD. The worst thing in the world isn't being told you are transphobic, racist, or hateful. It's doing nothing to change the behavior. It's continuing to be Racist, Transphobic, and hateful.

Stop calling transphobia discomfort. Stop saying, saying, "freaked out." Just say you hate Trans peoples. At least then, you are being honest. Then, you can live with the social ramifications of those actions and statements. I will always support Trans peoples. Always. I also support peoples JUST DOING THEOR FUCKING JOBS.

I hope this employee knows that I appreciate them trying to do their JOB and helping customers, and I see them. I understand they make probably 15$ an hour and have to be told that their identity, the very essence of their being, is causeing issues for No. Fucking. Reason. I'm so sorry they have to deal with ignorant and stupid people who can't understand how a fucking clothing department works. Call it for what it is. Transphobia, hate, stupidity, and ignorance.

The anti-trans hysteria du jour on perfidious Albion is that a retail employee who was trans asked a mother and child shopping at her store if they needed any help

That’s it

[no1blacksapphirefan]

your self aware au is PEAK I LAAAB IT 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 and you know what that means

pls dont pressure urself for this i am patient !! i have a request to make uhhhh this is going to be odd 😅😅 my imagination sucks so im gonna try and do a good one

ive seen animations where smc comes out of the phone somehow.. what if smc manages to like get outside the app and instead is just stuck on their home screen, so everytime someone opens their phone they just see smc and start tapping and carrying him around the phone like a desktop buddy

I always loved seeing peoples desktop buddy things. I used to have a bunch kinda on my old laptop for a game I played not knowing they could multiply and came back after eating to just see my screen infested by the character lol

He's a mini word dump for the scenario :]

Shadow Milk definitely tries doing it after he reveals or you find out he's aware. I mean he'd freak you out more if he tried before that, succeeded and you just saw him there waving at you happily. And as much as that's a sight he might enjoy, he'd rather you finding out by more...nicer than that, he's already had his fun anyways making you think you went crazy when he says a line that isn't in his code.

You might have to convince him to hide when you're going out with your friends or seeing your family. How are you going to explain why Shadow Milk is on your phone screen now?? You don't even have an app that would allow something like this to happen, at the very least you don't have one that looks exactly like Shadow Milk and acts like him as if he was there.

Yeah you are not going to successfully lie to your friends and family if they ask, especially if they want the "app" for it. Shadow Milk reluctantly agrees but I feel there has been more than one close call. He's thankfully able to hide behind the apps, back in the game or just go into another screen (another screen as in, yk how you probably can swipe to get to more apps? That thing, idk why I clarified)

But when you two are alone, he's talking your ear off or he's listening to you ramble. If he's able to, he moves around your apps, especially if you have it organized in any way, just to mess with you.

In payback, you tap him rapidly and move him around. Maybe even shake the phone. If you do it gently or roughly is up to you hehe. He finds it entertaining, the back and forth I feel, besides he can't seem to get actually injured anyways.

Imagine trying to watch youtube and he pops up from god knows where like

"What you watching"

Or him seeing what you're drawing, reading or doing whatever. If you're studying for something, rest assured that he'll make sure your notes app is filled with things you need. Both from his own knowledge and from him finding out for you.

If someone were to catch him on the phone, he tries his best to act like usual screen buddys. But he will not be happy if someone else tries to carry him around and tap him. He's only okay with one person doing it, but he can't even do anything, witches dammit!!

He's very happy he's managed to figure it out, to just get out of the game. It just means he's one step closer to fully getting out and seeing you, and he hopes to surprise you when it happens.

[melikedraw]

Hajime no Ippo band au!!

The hajippos if they were in a band lmao

(Let me cook... AND lmk which characters to add...) (all below cut because it's SO FUCKING LONG)))))???))?)

Anywho let's start wiiiith:

1. Our one and only mc, makunochi ippo

Ippo is the drummer in the kgb (kamogawa band??)

He didn't know jackshit about music at all in the start, but as we all know kamogawa has his ways of beating- ahem I meant imbuing ippo with the basics

He has a nice voice so a lot of the kgb wanted him to be lead singer, but he has awful stage fright where he can't even look up from his drum setup at the audience (he'll get used to it, in like 7 years maybe)

2. Takamura, the one million man (or whatever he calls himself)

This man has TALENT. give him a pot and pan and he'll make three songs with just those😭 ok well the songs lyrics are usually not very good but the percussions??? The instrument part is FIRE

He plays the bass guitar, and has a habit of overpowering everyone else, even lead vocals

Very very aggressive strumming, plucking whatever bassers do idk man

Also, he um does vocals too, but it's more like he's screaming his butt of in the background for pure vibes

They dont give him a mic bc he'll just steal the whole damn show

3. Aoki, our guitarist!!!!

He's a fuckup, need I explain? I will anyways

Honestly he has the best singing voice of them all, but he can only do so when he's alone or trying to impress his girl

On stage? Ohhh boy he can't... Don't even try making him...

He has stage fright, less intense than ippo but it makes him fumble yk

But when he's in the zone, he's really good, though it's always unpredictable with him

4. Finally onto our lead vocals, kimuraaa

Lead vocals. Like I said already

He can't hit high notes, but he has a kind of idgaf vibe when he's singing, and he can scream when needed

Kinda rough voice but wtv, he's the only one that can consistently sing on stage

He can play a little bit of guitar (tried to learn to rizz a girl, failed) and a bit of drum and a bit of bass, but he's a jack of all trades, master of none

Singings the only thing he can beat everyone else out on, and that's only barely

Annddd that's it for the kgb! (Manabu comes in later we don't talk about him)(Yet)

5. Now miyata, I've got a lot prepared for him heh... (Evil laugh)

From a young age his dad made him play all sorts of instruments

As soon as he could hold a fork and knife, he could play the piano

Had multiple lessons a week, and by the time he was 12 he could play the violin, piano, sing opera (or any genre really if he wanted to)

His dad used to be an idol but now he's kinda washed out yk ... They have a pretty short lifespan AND he got into an accident that made him lose his voice for a period of time blah blah blah so... But miyata really really looked up to that version of his father, which is why he joined kgb

Classical music had him bored to death, and kgb really needed people so they took him up easily

He became the lead singer quite quickly upon joining (kimurar relegated to drummer, since ippo wasn't there at the time, though miyata could play that too)

Once ippo joined, he decided it was about time he tried to follow his dad's footsteps and become a jpop idol, and soon after left (much to ippos dismay)

It didn't take long for miyata seniors old company to catch wind of this and hire him up

However, miyata being a young, impressionable teen, being under the scrutiny of long time fans of miyata sr and new fans alike, had a bit of a body image issue

Yk how it is for idols such as him, the expectation from fans for him to be beautiful, perfect and slim made it difficult to eat sometimes (see that? I'm including his canon eating problems and desire to stay a certain weight that doesn't suit him!!!! Woohoo, he's never free from the pain!)

Plus, he is compared a LOT with his old man, like oh, can he sing as well? Can he dance too? What type? All that stuff

He tends to overwork himself, take time off then get back onto the scene. This causes his popularity to be a bit iffy, and the company contemplates letting him go from time to time (they can't really, he's still their biggest cash cow. But the pity he gets and backlash to the company and their treatment is slowly getting to them)

Obviously he doesn't want to get the boot, so he gets real good at hiding it. Even when he's feeling like shit he logs onto an Instagram Livestream because he knows his fans would eat that up, and he needs them to

On said livestreams he often sings requested songs or answers questions or plays the guitar (he's a sucker for electric guitar) , and maybe even sing some songs of his own. His fans have noticed many of his personally written songs are about a certain drummer of a certain band that's been gaining popularity recently

Unfortunately he never gets to perform these songs live because his company doesn't want his fans to have this impression that he's well OBSESSED with some guy... So he just performs songs written by hired writers or wtv

In the future I want him to finally leave that toxic environment and write his own music with his dad, but not today!

6. Naniwas very own country rocker sendooo takeeeeshiiiii

Anyways he's famous worldwide and has the biggest fan base among the main characters! He has the type of fans that would fly across the seven seas to catch a stray bullet for him. The type that would dox his hater with no hesitation. The type that stands outside his hotel for weeks on end with cameras hoping for a glimpse of his sillouette through the curtains of his window... Yea it's pretty bad

His music is very nightcore sped up fast electric blah blah blah (pretend I know what I'm talking about)

He doesn't rap, but he can sing very very fast

Ok I say he's country rock but actually he's hard rock with a country (Osaka) accent

He's a screamer😭 so fucking loud... BUT his fans eat that up so hell yeyah

Type of guy who just yanks random fans whom he likes the vibe of onto stage to sing with him, he's just very out of pocket sometimes

He sooo jumps into the crowd expecting them to catch him

AND THEY NEVER FAIL TO!!!!!

He's been gaining some popularity globally, especially with the Mexican audience after his beef with a certain Alfredo Gonzalez (they had a rap battle in their respective languages but had to Google translate what each other's songs meant bc they don't speak the others mothertongue some some of the rebuttals are a tad off but it's a whole fucking vibe!;!)

7. Volgy darling, can't ever miss him

He really likes singing, not just singing actual words but also just vocalisations in general

Buuut he never gets the chance to sing🤕 whenever he tryouts for a band they already have a lead vocals so they don't want him stealing the thunder after all, since he's just a newbie

Gives up on finding a band, decides to go solo, but it's hard and he doesn't gain much popularity at first

Sendo reached out to him for a collaboration (sendos into really niche random shit, like he has not preferred music genre to listen to, if it's fire, it's fire) which helped him gain traction in Japan, and soon worldwide

He moves to America and so a lot of his songs are in English, but he always has a section of his song where he breaks out in Russian (think Gabriella katseye when Dani starts singing Spanish)

He sometimes remakes his old songs, some of which were completely in Russian, and he'll make an English cover to cater to larger audiences, sometimes even a japanese cover because he has a soft spot for the language and his friends that speak it

8. Mashiba... Yea idk.

He's goth... Gothic rock is his genre um

But he's also very into making ambiance music, creepy vibe music

Like with deep humming vocalisations and whatever instruments he can get his broke ass hands on (the type of music that if you close your eyes you'll feel like you got teleported to that one place your parents always warned to not to go, be it the forest too close to your house for your parent liking, or a bridge where one too many "accidents" have happened on, or the empty parking lot down the street with that one suspicious van parked in the same lot)

He's a one man band, hates working with people

He's popular with a certain subcategory of people who enjoy scaring themselves or wtv but he's pretty niche

Sometimes his song pops off more than he expected because it's remixed version is used as background music for edits

Some of his more popular songs feature his sister as the singing voice (she has a high range, but she's not super interested in singing or anything, she just wants to be included in something her brother enjoys, to show her support)

9. RICARDO MAR-FUCKING-TINEZ

He's one of those musicians that you, your mom and probably your grandma have all heard of AND ENJOYED

His songs are always so timeless sounding and very focused on vocals (he's a wonderful singer)

He plays the guitar as well, like multitasking, because he needs it to work perfectly with his vocals, and he trusts only himself with that

The rest of his band is made up of nargo (bass methinks) and whatever other ppl in his gym in canon

Alfredo admires him so bad, wanted to join his band and everything, but riccys band doesn't do tryouts, ric himself has to pick them out

Consistently has global hits and tours where he ALWAYS sings live. Refuses to lip sync, the thought offends him

Recently he feels like he's in a slump, no other music artists play well enough to inspire him, and he feels his songs getting repetitive (his fans give no shits, but he feels it) so he's taking it slow with the album drops and stuff, he hands only the best for his fans after all

Very smooth and deep voice, it gets the lady's swooning (he's very popular among older women)

Despite being so famous, he always keeps the price of his tickets as cheap as possible (much to his managers dismay) because it's not about the profits for him, it's the soul of the music

10. Sawamura ryuhei??? What's he doing here???

Sawa does punk I thinks. I'm not sure about this one, but I do know he raps and he loves slandering various musicians, current ippos his punching bag, but he has this ongoing beef with mashiba

He's constantly in leather and shit, all his performances have a scene where he's covered in blood and breaking things, which somehow gets onto the audience as well

He's extremely notorious all over Japan, with people specifically going to Nagoya to catch one of his shows. Not that they support his or enjoy him, but for the experience, since he always performs with 150% insanity

ALWAYS and I MEAN ALWAYS in some sort of controversy.

The most famous one being how people were convinced he was a cannibal (it wasn't even that hard to come to that conclusion, he has multiple songs about eating raw bloody meat or tearing people to pieces or both)

He somehow managed to convince society as a whole that that was some sort of acid trip fever dream, but majority just come to the conclusion that yea, he probably is one

Most recent controversy was with mashiba, they had a hate at first sight moment after sawamura badmouthed kumis singing in some interview and talked down about mashibas music (for what reason is he picking on him? Idk. He likes stirring shit)

11. David eagle!!! I think he's cool!!!

Started out with violin at first because of how prestigious the instrument is, and how difficult it seemed to master

He's a musical prodigy so he mastered it quick, and wanted to move onto something else, something that would fill him with that passion yk

Soon after meeting his wife (she's a performer in my au, sings on stage, can dance, that sort of stuff) he was smittened with not only her but also her instrument, her voice

So of course he wanted to try it too, he wanted to experience her experiences with her and he was OBSESSED

Changed course to becoming a singer, and since he was already pretty well known as a violinist, he was able to sell out tickets from the get go

Cheesy romantic ballads, always directed to his wife, heck they probably sing together, harmonizing with each other and all that

If her name isn't mentioned like 5 times, that's not his song

His songs always follow the same equation, same type of tune, very catchy, consistent, but not unique

The lyrics really brings it together though, always soooo sweet

He has the voice of a yearning lover

He likes doing charity performances where his profits are donated to various organizations AND he loves working with his fans, and always has fanmeets and whatnot

12. Itagayki id-like-a-man-abu

Him and his sister post songs they made up on YouTube OR they cover more popular songs but with their own twists when they were younger

Now she's not as interested as he is, but he wants to go on stage and perform his heart out, so he trys out the local band (yk where this is going)

He has a very sweet and kinda high singing voice (for a man) so even though he's very good at singing, he wasn't made the lead singer , the cuteness didn't quite fit their vibe

He plays guitar, especially those super fast riffs and stuff, they let him have a lot of solo guitar moments because he's genuinely really good, but he's super inconsistent so they make sure their songs sound natural with or without the guitar solo, cuz sometimes he just CAN'T...

13. Date edgeji aka unc

Y'know those old Cantonese songs your dad sometimes plays that he swears used to be hella popular but you've never heard the likes of it because it's just that old? Is this a universal experience? Anyways that but japanese

His songs are super popular with uncle's who love the nostalgic vibes of it

He's always singing about his wife bruh... He won't namedrop her bc privacy and stuff but it's pretty clear that he loves his gorgeous wife

He has performances like once in a blue moon but always fills out the stadium or wherever he's performing because he has diehard fans (uncles and aunties)

14. Wally... Muh baybeee

He likes bongos

Not much of a singer, but he LOVES playing around with percussion instruments and seems to have a natural talent for them

Currently in a Collab with volg, and they're considering making an entire album together, but wally is hard to work with because it's not really work to him, it's play, and sometimes he wants to play something else, like chasing squirrels, or dancing, so making a song is hard with him (and we ain't even talking abt a whole album... Y'all pray for volgs sanity ok)

15. Ponchai chuwatana (you KNOW I had to include him... Sorry not sorry)

Guitar. Um... Drums...

He sings well enough, but I feel like he'd dance ohhh shake those hips baby boy...

Ok getting back on track now

One man band as it so often is with these types of characters

Very mellow voice, a complaint/feedback he gets sometimes is that his instruments overpowered his vocals, but he doesn't really see a problem with it since he likes playing instruments more anyways

Likes to play to small crowds, like sitting in from of a bunch of kids with a guitar in hand, more humming that singing, an unprofessional setting but it feels like home to him

16. Tomiko, my liege

She is one of the kgbs first fans, and followed them through till they gained a reputation for themselves

Most of the band didn't really notice her, because she wasn't a looker in their books but one man did... And it was aoki

He saw her at EVERY one of their performances and for a moment his playing got more and more consistent as he started to realize he has a real fan

He asks her out after one of their public practices and she's been with them ever since!!!

If Aoki begs hard enough sometimes the band will let him add snippets of her into their track, like her humming or singing or something

She has the habit of tapping her nails on the table and Aoki sometimes takes her little rhythms as inspiration

She likes karaoke

[charleecat-bat]

Random KPDH ramblings

I keep listening to the KPDH soundtrack and thinkin gabout the movie but i got no one to really talk to about the random ideas that kept popping into my head. More so around what-if's and like... AU stuff. Do not take this entirely seriously keep in mind..

SPOILER WARNINGS KINDA??? I GUESS??

-First of all, instead of it ending with Jinu dying and the other boys vanishing, what if they all survived and but became kinda stuck in the human world. Maybe Gwi-Ma banished them or something who knows. Anyway these demons are stuck on earth and while Jinu had been human, it's unsure if the other four were at some point (not entirely sure if all of the demons were people atone point or not don't judge me lmao) But even then, Jinu would have to adjust to certain things cause uh...YEAH-

Imagine the shenanigans of these demon boys being banished on Earth and now just... uh...what now? Do we keep up this band thing, stay in hiding else Huntr/x will kill us or like..wtf do we do?

-Another idea, Bobby loving the interactions these two groups got an how well it did on social media so approaches them and asks who their manager is and well...THEY DONT' HAVE ONE. SO LIGHTBULB HE DECIDES TO BE THEIR MANAGER TOO. the girls are kinda screaming about this 'BOBBY ARE YOU SERIOUS YOU CAN BE THE MANAGER TO TWO BANDS' "WHO SAYS I CAN'T I GOT THIS AND THINK OF WHAT IT'LL DO FOR BOTH OF YOU!!!" even tho Bobby gets stressed enough but dammit he saw an opportunity MANS GONNA TAKE IT

-Either way because of the weird situation, the girls gotta spend lots of time with the boys (cause they got no one else that kinda knows what's up) which is at first aggravating. At the very least Jinu can kinda act normal, the other four? god, constant supervision at first they got no clue what their doing when their not on 'idol mode'. So they kinda need to be taught how to act a bit more 'human'... or at least not be SO weird that it catches people off guard.

"You can't be doing stuff like that!" "...but didn't you do (random ass weird ass thing one fo the girls did)" "Yes but that's different!" "HOW? EXPLAIN!!!!"

Either way shenanigans ensue but it's full of either comedy or genuinely nice little moments where they just learn little things that kinda make them go o: woah... i kinda like this...

-I had a moment where Mira gets frustrated with Abby and or Romance again. I can imagine one thing that maybe gets annoying to her is that despite them being hot, she knows it's more likely than not just fake. She don't vibe with that. So maybe decides to just straight up ask them what they actually look like... and they probably just freeze cause uh yeah. They're used to people drooling over their hot human disguises or even their vaguely demon looks but still vaguely close to their disguises. But in the case where they looked much more demonic... just imagine if hey did, just to kinda see what Mira's gonna say... and yeah, Mira's fine with it tbh. WHICH KINDA DRIVES THEM A BIT NUTS. LIKE HOW CAN YOU FIND T H I S FINE TO LOOK AT? and she just "cause it's real...that and your not being a pain in the ass about it" LOL idk do ya'll get my image?? idk (plus super cursed thought but i feel mira would be kinda down with a monster boi just Y'KNOW SHE SEEMS LIKE THE TYPE LMAO)

-Speaking of Mira the idea of the two boys just pushing Mira's buttons too much and she kinda decides 'fuck it' and puts them in their place physically...STUNNED SILENCE. imagine if they liked it lmao JUST IMAGINE IT'D BE SO FUNNYYYY

-Another Mira thought, maybe her dropping hints that she probably finds it hard to imagine people love her for actually her unlike Zoey and Rumi because well they KNOW her. Her family? Couldn't handle her and dubbed her a problem child. Her fans? Sure they love her and she's a star but... do they really know her? And so these two? Yeah she can sometimes see their full of it...imagine if one of them just..."oh.." like. dang. That makes them think...LOL IDK

-The image of Zoey happily rambling and showing Mystery so much stuff while he's just quietly watching or listening, and the few moments she thinks he might not be listening or she's rambling too much but he's either just zoned out a lil cause he's got a lot on his own mind or occasionally just pipes up like "no...keep going..".

-Also cause Mystery full on BARKED AT SOMEONE. Feral energy fr. Just imagine in this scenario if she told him or he found out she got bullied a lot in school...boi the way he'd probably go feral. LOL ZOEY HOLD HIM BACK "let me devour their souls" "no" "LET ME" "NO I'M THRIVING IT'S NOT WORTH IT"

-Hilariously while all of this is madness is happening Rumi and Juni are just...having a chill relaxing time, probably feeling freedom together and just having a nice time. Together. <3 They needed it... -the idea of while all of them kinda have their own ships/dyanmics...Baby's just an aroace king. Like the idea if things were more normal and folks like 'awwww poor Baby Saja all alone ;-;' meanwhile he's just like 'i literally don't care. not into that. imma be here vibing'...he'd be those kinda third wheels that are like just brought along for the ride, snacks bought and he'd vibe. lmao the groups go on outings (or dates even tho some of them will scream IT'S NOT A DATE) and baby will sometimes tag along or be dragged along and just get bonus stuff and he vibes hard.

-Baby and Zoey rap battles like c'mon it's bound to happen i'm shocked it didn't in movie lmao

-Romance i can def see him seeing the girls do their skin care and spa routines and just...wants in on that too. i can see him being such a diva if he got the chance lmao. -idk if the demons HAVE to feast on souls or if they can actually eat other foods...cause imagine if they never tried other foods or at least hadn't eaten ever since they were humans if they were and just. lmao they get as nuts about it as the girls do.

"Oh my GOD this is AMAZING" "RIGHT?" "NOW DO YOU SEE WHY WE GET MAD WHEN DEMONS INTERRUPT OUR SNACK TIMES" "I WOULD KILL EVERYONE AROUND ME IF SOMEONE INTERRUPTS ME EATING THIS" "EXACTLY"

but then this probably leads to a lot of stolen food and food fights...by which i mean fights over foods LOL

and then the idea of the boys getting weird eating habits. Like Baby genuinely enjoying extremely spicy stuff cause it just doesn't bother him and he'll down bottles of hot sauce unironically despite everyone just "S TO P ???" but he won't :)

-final what-if and this one i kinda had a fun time thinking about. what if if the idea of them being banished or stuck on earth...they start to lose their demon-ness overtime? maybe they keep their patterns like Rumi did but like they start to lose some of the abilities and just get more human-esque traits...imagine the panic/confusion. idk. i had fun imagining that.

-ACTUAL LAST ONE REAL QUICK just imagine how poor bobby has to deal with these chaotic ass boys who dont' actualy know wtf their doing... And tbh i think the boys would be very unsure what to do about Bobby and they do not dare do anything to him even as a joke else the girls will actually kill them they're sure of it LMAO

Also i wonder if anyones done a reversal AU, where they've done the Saja boys as the Demon Hunters and the Huntr/x as the demons? just curious lol

anywho that's it for now really i'v ejust been thinking about them a bit but didn't really have anywhere to spit out all these silly images so thought some others would enjoy them. mayeb lol

now back to my scheduled usual sonic talk i bet this is likely just a hyperfixation that'll die off at some point lmao

[rop3bunn7]

Two things,

1, getting therapy means you get an easier time getting those pills, and getting a diagnosis that gives you leeway + insurance

2, she easily helped her find a plan of action to move forward and likely helped explain better than was stated in the post

3, THERAPY IS NEEDED BEFORE AND AFTER PILLS. I have been on HRT for a year now and im not an expert, but when you put a trans girl whose been through hell (as most have) struggled with dissociation (as most have) and struggles to find the connection between wants needs and emotions to their body, THERAPY IS NEEDED. I cannot explain in good words how unbelievably pivitol me being with a decent therapist has been every step of the process, TRUST these women, they know what theyre talking about and have experienced it first hand.

Instead of assuming, ask people whove been there and know why. Therapy = mental health = insurance = pills = low cost surgery.

it is an amazing thing they were told to get therapy first, ive watched MANY trans women i love drown in debt, or mental burden because they didnt trust, or rushed for meds. I understand the rush, everyone does, but please, the process is important. research, dont frog into things and drown okay?

(from a post about a trans hotline)

am i supposed to think this is good

[midnight--sadness]

Hello! I just want to ask a question to remove all this confusion inside my head (and I'm a new fan of LJJ :D ), and I mean this in a very respectful way.

What was all the WS accusation? And how is that relating it to LJJ, since I've read it none of it was mentioning him (i think?? Lol I have a bad memory)

But, why are ppl making it such a big deal?

I'm genuinely confuse rn 😭😭😭

hi!! 💖

welcome to the jj fandom!!

now about woosung... i dont know if you know anything about him but i'm sure you must have seen some stuff with him if you're a jj fan, even a new one. so i'm gonna try to explain their relationship first because that is the reason why ppl are making such a big deal out of this.

jj and ws have been friends for decades and they are super close. close enough that its been rumored for years that they are or were in a relationship. they live (or used to live) side by side in the same apartment building, they co founded a talent agency. they went on vacations together, spent holidays together. they frequented a neighboorhood of seoul, called cheongdam-dong, so much that they started being referred to as "cheongdam-dong couple" in korea. ppl were calling ws jj's official boyfriend, asking ws if he has any other friends aside from jj. like... the closet is glass at this point.

now abt the accusation, which arent really accusations, it's more of an event? a scandal, if you will.

in november 2024, news broke that woosung and a model named moon gabi had a son. this was a shock because woosung and her weren't dating and south korea is still a very traditional country in that regard. over the next few days tons of news came out, including one acquaintance of woosung's who said that he had a long time lover and that he and said lover were taking a break (or briefly broke up, i've seen both translations being used) when the baby was conceived. this was also a shock bc, apparently, woosung and this lover were close enough to go on double dates with jj and his girlfriend, but they had never been photographed. in fact, this lover of his seemed like they came out of nowhere.

fast forward to yesterday, when again, news broke that woosung had gotten a marriage license and was now married to this lover that he's had for 10 years; this news came from a source, not from woosung himself. his agency said that they couldn't confirm anything bc it was a matter of the actor's private life and urged people to not speculate too much about what happened.

the reason ppl are bringing up jj is because well.... ws and jj are very close and lots of ppl, including me, thought they were in a relationship. i think it gets to a point where you can't even deny it, at least in my head.

and now some fans think woosung "cheated" on jj and feel like jj is being made a fool (especially bc apparently, and this is not confirmed, jj didn't know abt the baby thing so he likely also didnt know abt the marriage thing).

lots of ppl are kinda turning on woosung, but to be fair, i think most of the wsjj fans remaining after the baby bomb where mostly in it for jj himself, so fans ditching ws isnt very surprising unfortunately.

im hoping for some sort of confirmation these next few days, if only just to say that the marriage is real, like he did with the baby.... so yeah that's what's happening!

if u have any questions u can come to me!! 🫶🫶 also i apologize for not giving any sources for this information but i don't have those articles saved. i promise i'm telling the truth tho, i'd never lie abt someting concerning jj.

[loverandawriter101]

Stranger Things season 5 theory

Okay, i am i lightweight dnd player, and i have a theory about season 5 as a fan

In season 2 it drops their dnd classes and it was just a banger line mike said and a fun tidbit. but i think its going to mean so much more soon.

So heres my theory

Mike, the Paladin. - The paladin is a knight. he is nobel, a guard. And based off that bit of the teaser trailer, he is protecting and shielding the new kids. He has the "Stand behind me" arms out and everything, ready to give his life. Paladins find their lords, and they serve them. So i think Mike, is going to really mature and be fully ready to serve their cause with his life. Im not sure if im going to call his death, but i do think he is going to be okay if he is faced with that choice.

Will, the Cleric. - Will is very clearly the main character in the new season. and its about damn time. They are skilled in devine magic and spells. They dont use weapons as often as the other classes do, reluctant to shed blood. Will is a sweetheart. he doesnt like seeing people in pain (I.e the mall scene with the creature in el's leg) He has some sort of connection to the upside down. His truesight, and connection to the monsters being nearby, could be considered some of his magic, his devine power. I think he is going to get a whole lot more powerful this season. he was always the driving force, the leader for those split second when explaining things about the upside down, so i think he is going to be the H.B.I.C this season.

Dustin, the Bard. - Bard are music people, or performers. Sometimes they are conartists. But they can also channel magic, and they are know for inspiring, and insulting, and can even heal with their spells. in season 4 eddie had is metal concert in the upside down. That was pretty bard-like. I think Dustin might pay homage to him, and do something similar. i also think he is going to be a voice for the apocalypse. He is going to be the hype-man if you will, i can visualise him giving this big emotional speach, with a guitar, eddies guitar on his back, right before a big war.

Lucas, the Ranger. - They are trackers, scouts, long range people. In season one, he has the binoculars, and compass in that tree, spying on the lab. In season 2, he ran in, telling the party he scouted out and found will in the field, and he was also Look-Out on the buss. In season three, he used the wrist rocket (Long range) to distract the flesh spider thing. He is the definition of an irl ranger. If it werent for Max being in her state, i could see him doing recon missions in the upside down. im not totally sure what i predict for him given Max's limits, but i could see him watching radars, working a coms network maybe.

Eleven, the Mage. - This is simple enough. A mage, is by definition, and class that uses magic. So technically Vecna is a mage, (But i see him more specifically as a warlock) El has her powers, that is how she is a mage. I think, regretfully, that she is going to die. She is what started everything, and i think she is going to end it all. I think she isnt the monster, she is going to be the hero and be self-sacrificial and maybe find a way to collapse the upside down from that world, from that side. i feel like that happens in the last episode (The rightside up) and she eliminates the upside down, making things rightside up.

Max, the Zoomer. - While this is not at all a class, its what she is labeled at. She uses many means of travel. Skateboard, stolen cars, mind-dwelling, etc. So i feel like she is going to provide some sort of escape. She used kate bush to be her escape, to zoom away from vecna. So when/if she wakes up, i think she is also going to play a huge part in escaping this mess. she is going to be a tool, an asset in it.

And also, given the current chain. I think one of the byers, if not a few, and going to die. Eddie was a wild card, so it might not happen. but every season someone with a B in their name died. and it wasnt always a main character i guess, but i have a dreading fear that it will be one of the beyrs (El is an honorary byers)

Benny

Bob

Barb

fred Benson

..........Byers?

let me know what you think, if you agree. This is just me looking to deep and theorizing.

:)

[poppy-tarts-stuff]

Hi, do you have any idea why Ogata killed his grandparents? Since it seems that he received love as a child (by them) so him killing so many people is even "worse"

It's never said that Ogata killed his grandparents and, personally, I dont think he did.

On a story level, I think that's something Noda would have shown in the manga to further develop Ogata's backstory. We know that the reason he killed his mother and brother was to get his father's attention and when that didn't work, he killed him too. If his grandparents had anything to do in this, I believe it would have been shown.

However, there's always the possibility that "something" happened. We dont know how long Ogata's grandparents took care of him after the loss of their daughter (Ogata's mother), only that they disappeared before he got enlisted, which could mean anything. Days? Weeks? Years before he enlisted? We dont know.

Im not sure when exactly he convinced himself he felt no guilt for killing people, we know that his discussion with Usami cemented his views on the matter, but he definitely had thought about it prior to that conversation. So he must have had some semblance of doubt at some point and Im going to a guess here:

Ogata, back when he killed his mother with rat poison, had one simple goal in mind: to see if his father would show up at the funeral. It's a simple and childish method that is everything but thought through. How would his father (who lived on the other side of the country) would learn about her death in time for the funeral? Would he learn about her death at all? That he didn't think about, because again, he was just a kid. But, who would take care of him? That he knew: his grandparents, heartbroken grandparents. And while that would be sufficient to him, it wouldn't solve his issue to know whether or not his father loved him.

If anything, I think he only saw his grandparents as people who took care of him and nothing else. He was too focused on his father to truly care about them. Noda described that Ogata saw his grandfather as the "person who teaches how to shoot" and his grandmother as the "person who gives food" which is why Noda specifies in the interview that this was why he (Ogata) was "a little attached to her".

It goes without saying that food is a big part of Golden Kamuy, it's what brings people together, helps them bond and survive. This has been a part of every major characters' backstory if I remember correctly, so it makes sense that having someone who brings ogata food (likely other than anglerfish hotpot, at least I hope so) would give him some sense of security.

All that to say, Ogata, doesn't kill without a reason, not if he sees it as a negative and his grandparents were, in some way, a plus in his life. He may not have truly loved them, but he felt attachment and I think that's enough reason for him not to kill them. It's said he grew frustrated with his mother which explains why he felt he could kill her without remorse. He saw her as a hindrance and that was enough of reason to use her death in his plan to get his father's attention*. His grandparents would not have helped in any way so he had no reason to use their potential death in any way.

Of course, that doesn't answer what happened to the grandparents and I'll leave you with @goldenkamuyhunting 's post on the matter, which goes in more details regarding the circumstances of their "disappearance" itself :3

And please, feel free to point out important stuff I forgot to mention!!

*small correction made in the comment section: while it's true that Ogata grew frustrated with his mother, what I actually meant is that his mother wasn't a net positive in his life anymore so he saw her death as the best thing that could happen for her (and for him)