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I’m so sick of cats being graphically killed in movies and tv shows (even books - the once and future king is HORRIBLE for this) as just a way of showing how evil the villain is. Everyone gets all upset when a dog dies, but cats are just disposable dramatic devices. I hate it so much; it ruins my whole experience of that piece of media and usually my whole day.
#Text#that’s a whole little creature with feelings and emotions and probably someone who loves it#and it was terrified and in pain
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Rly love that one scene sm....ft. fem phaidei cause m me
#aratribow#honkai star rail#my art#mydei#hsr mydei#phainon#hsr phainon#phaidei#umm...nikador...#PFFTTT man i love nikador sm but lawds is bro a ASS IN THE FUCKING PAIN TO RENDER#um hoyo gods are truly terrifying....#tb in the bg just : (ー_ー;)
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mombin pt 9!! it's been too long i'm sorry
(1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)
#stobin#stranger things#mombin#steve harrington#robin buckley#this is a panic attack i could see myself having no matter how badly i wanted kids#shit's terrifying#also i need to stop trying different brushes i hate it literally every time#also i'm in the 'fic writers stop demonising nancy' club#i Eat it when relationships end badly but let it be NOBODY'S fault#like think of the WORST breakup you had as a teenager. as a former 15 year old you're just so stupid and that's ok#sometimes 'i love you but we're absolutely not supposed to keep doing this' is MORE painful than one person being a raging bitch
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Burning Rotten Bridges
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mianmian#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting#but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.
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help a palestinian doctor evacuate his three family members in gaza
vetted by operation olive branch (line 85)
$25,830 raised of $50,000 as of november 5
since this fundraiser has started back in early 2024, we've only managed to help fund the escape of dr moath and his mother, basma. three family members remain in gaza including moath's father and his two younger brothers.
please help his family. this fundraiser has been stagnating badly and i'm incredibly worried for yusuf, ahmed, and their father. we need less than $5000 in order to evacuate one of them. if you have any money to spare please please please contribute to this campaign.
#i don't know how to appeal to you i dont know how to 'market' these peoples lives to make you care.#all i can think about is the family having to choose who gets to evacuate and who has to stay behind and hopefully survive because their#fundraiser isn't gaining enough funds to evacuate them all at once#i can't imagine the amount of pain that causes. i can't imagine how terrifying it must be#to lose contact like that with your family in these circumstances. especially when one of them is 56 (moath's father)
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tfw your friend nearly dies in front of you but your 4th wall powers are also going awry and you're getting misprinted into oblivion
#giving a bit of context to that last reblog#both mav and dave got their powers amplified like crazy#for dave he ends up seeing colors and dimensions he shouldn't be seeing and he starts to bend the gutter space to his will#also his personhood splits into different layers of ink#one part is terrified of losing mav#the other is afraid of the pain#another has converted that fear into pure rage#and the last one is enjoying the rush of power.#dave sadek#silver city#not entirely proud of the art here but i like this idea lots
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I wish you were here
#It must've been devastating for the Lone Wanderer to leave the vault on their own :(#One thing that I thought about while designing Jules (LW):#She is extremely skeptic of strangers. Often glares at people like they'll be found dead in the morning. A bit of a pain in the ass too TBH#She sure appears numb to it but mind you the girl is terrified of losing loved ones in some traggic way until no one else is left#Ig you could say Jules interacts w non-evil karma companions like they're some kind of found family (my favorite trope i can't help it </3)#fallout#fallout 3#fo3#starbsart#lone wanderer
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I keep saying I'm trying to get back to normal, which for me is having one horrible depressive day every 2 weeks, then back to ignoring everything until the 2 weeks are up again
I think my depressive episode lasted around 2 and a half months,, it's the most pain I've felt in a while, at least in the sense that it wouldn't stop; if I didn't have a distraction, it'd be overwhelming and terrifying.
Right now it's mostly fading back to "normal", but still I'm left feeling pretty hopeless and lost,, this put a lot of my issues on the spotlight for me and I'm not sure how to proceed, I don't know where to start or what to do.
#delete later#I ASSUME the episode is over because I can mostly function again; I think.#Do I even bring up loneliness again. I isolated myself pretty hard these past 2 months#Im trying so hard to push against myself giving up. I wanna give up so bad. I need to Not do that#(not 'giving up' as in killing myself; it does feel like thts the only thing i Can do; but im trying so hard to not think like this because#it terrifies me; i dont want to be there#I mean giving up as in: 'stop bothering to try because I'll just fail anyways'; yknow?#I wanna believe I can do Something.; that there Can be times where I dont fail; where i can be proud of how far ive come; or whatever#thinking these things still is so painful. i hope someday it wont feel like a punishment to fantasize like this#sorry for posting this; by the way. i wanna feel like im talking to someone
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Thinking of Vander, two weeks after they buried Felicia, a week after he tried to murder Silco, putting two traumatized girls to bed and getting back in his bar and everybody has been roused by alcohol and the tone is belligerent, tonight; like the moment of sadness has passed, and people are discussing, arguing, debating, wondering- the fuck, you know? They lost so many, and for what? And though Vander was part of it all, was the main face of it all, they all rage over Silco, how extreme he'd became the past few years, how he kept wanting more and more and more -
And it's the first time Vander hears it from outside is head and it's wrong. He knew, deep down, that Silco was less liked than him, even before - too smart, too cunning, to be fully trusted in a world where betrayal is as common as breathing; but they'd built something here and part of it all belonged to Silco and Vander ended up betraying it all. Vander's the traitor here.
It's unbearable, suddenly, to be in this room, with those people who agree with him. Yes it was too far. Yes it was too rash, too soon, yes it wasn't worth it. But was it worth drowning the one man he craves the presence of so badly right now? Was the loss of Felicia worth the loss of Silco, too?
Vander's half drunk when he gets out of the bar, blindly going back to where it was all planned, to the very beginning of their dreams. Nobody's there. He stares at the dust accumulated, of their jackets, still there, and there's still paper here and he tries different sort of letters - but, shit, how do you say, I'm sorry I tried to murder you? How do you even apologize for that? he gives up after seven or twenty attempts, go back outside, throw up, trembling and furious at himself and wanting to break something or someone's head and that's the problem, too, isn't it? Can't deal with his fucking feelings without his fists, hasn't ever have to learn to be patient, or cool off, or think and speak after because there was Silco for all that.
Falls asleep outside of the mines, wakes up cold, groggy, hangover, curses because the girls, fuck it, the girls - so he rushes to the bar and they're up, and Vi's got that serious expression she's gotten in the last few days - determined, closed off, responsible, as she tries to make eggs for little powder, who's still half asleep against her plushie. "Scoop over," he says. "I'll teach you. Might not always be around-" Powder stares up, eyes already filling with tears, and Vi tenses up, and he stumbles going: "In the mornings, kids. You guys sleep less than I do, is all I meant."
(he can't do this on his own, he thinks, afterwards. Screw shitty letters. He needs to find Silco. He needs to make things right. Won't trust him again, and that's - warranted. Fine. He'll get it. He'll stay back. But there's gotta be a way where they work again together. For Zaun. For Vi and Powder. He just needs. To find Silco back. And he will. He won't give up. Not on him, nor on the promise they made.)
#and then he does and Silco is in the feral stage of healing#bitterly furious terrified in pain#and yet when Vander hugs him he claws his nails into his back and he can't let go#arcane#zaundads#arcane spoilers
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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Guys do you think when Sprout first turned twisted he had trouble standing up due to getting so much taller and the weight of his ichor'd arm throwing off his balance.
So he'd just spend his first days in the corner curled up and sobbing cause his whole body ached and he couldn't even stand.
#ronu's rambles#Twisted Sprout is monstrous but I honestly think he's a little sad and pathetic lmao#Personal headcanons#....yeah#I like to think he was one of the very first to turn#Like the mains were the FIRST to be Twisted but Sprout is the FIRST FIRST#Take out the one who looks after everyone first before getting the rest of em!!#I mean technically I hc Pebble being the first actually and Sprout being second but shh#Anyway I feel like because he's one of the first Twisteds he'd be very confused and terrified and in pain#And he'd be alone too#Super alone#I think you can guess the rest#dandys world#dandy's world#dandys world sprout#twisted sprout
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Sometimes writing Trouble x MC content makes me want to cry 🥹
#they're best friends who are falling in love!!!#the painful uncertainty and scary newness of it all is actually slow and terrifying!!!#their comfy and unthinking friendship is so delicate and any threat to that balance is actually quite weird and freaky!!!#it also makes me think of what Red and MC might have been like when they dated in the Circle!!!#but they took that chance and it actually kind of failed!!!#I'M CRYING!!!#Shepherds of Haven#Trouble#Trouble Alder
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how can she escape so easily?
#deltarune#deltarune chapter 4#deltarune chapter 3#deltarune fanart#art#fanart#weird route#snowgrave#susie deltarune#kris deltarune#deltarune spoilers#one of the working titles for this was from an imaginary indie rock artist named “dreamer dreamer”#“so keen to beating the system that you even managed to beat my own (that i've known for so long)”#i think a lot about that one “dialogue choice” where it's just the heart in the middle with two blank options#with susie in the rain (until the rain stops when the choice comes up)#for a split second after#susie's sprite clips over kris's and it makes kris look like they have a terrifying face to the point where i thought it was like#an intentional jumpscare#in my mind. refusing to do what the soul wants causes burning pain#i feel like a lot in 3/4 there's more opportunities not only to be mean to ralsei but also to susie#she seeks to defy what's set out for her i like this about her a lot actually#hope she wins#wonder what the “trance down” for the twisted sword item means if thorn ring inflicts trance (probably up)
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This might not happen but...
In your Haunted Prime AU
Would the Primes try to encourage Optimus to adopt Bee and start encouraging him even more more they found out about that Bee was Sub level 50 for who knows how long?
as a little brother certainly! i think Optimus and Bee are closer in age in TF:One than they are in other continuities so their relationship is more fraternal than anything!
but the Primes absolutely encourage anything that involves Optimus having more friends. they're incredibly glad to be able to help and support OP but they definitely think his support network should have some actual living bots and not just ghosts.
most of them are immediately endeared to Bee and the novelty of being able to communicate with someone other than Optimus, even if it has to be through Micronus, makes him a instant favorite.
finding out how isolated Bee had been and for how long only makes them more resolved to have OP spend more time with him. two birds one stone kinda deal.
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#Anonymous#tf one#haunted au#also. lowkey they're hoping bee can be optimus' new best friend.#like. they know nothing can really replace the gap megatron left in optimus' life but they hope time and new friends can at least mend it#they also can tell the empty space at optimus' side aches like a gaping wound sometimes#and while they're aware it won't ever be the same they hope bee's presence can soothe the worst of the pain#and this is a bit more manipulative on their side but they think bee is the perfect bot to fill that gap *because* of his backstory#optimus is wary of leaning too much on others now. too scared to being too clingy too reliant too much to handle.#he's desperate for the easy affection he had with dee but is too worried of asking someone for too much like he did before.#but bee *craves* that clinginess. he wants to feel wanted he wants to feel trusted he wants to be needed the same way he needs others.#he soaks up attention like a sponge and is starved for any sort of affection. he's terrified to be left alone again.#so in a way they're perfectly matched for each other#guy who is afraid of being too clingy and guy who's afraid to be alone#put them together and you get an inseparable duo with a tiny dose of codependency issues <3
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Just yeeted two of my wisdom teeth out and ohhhhb my god I get why people hate going to the dentist now
#HORRIBLE. 0/10 EXPERIENCE#ok maybe like 3/10 actually. bc I didn't feel any pain obvs#but the pressure on my mouth?? the feeling of someone wringing and pulling your tooth out??? CHRIST.#mouth full of blood now. bitter as fuck 😔#when the dentist said it was all done and I was about to get up I looked down at my sleeve#and I'm pretty sure I saw a little piece of my gums there. there was blood so I'm like 90% sure that's what it was#must've accidentally been yanked out bc one of my wisdom teeth had grown in a tricky position#but anyway that was freaky. 🫠#the noise of my teeth being pulled out was terrifying too. christ why do my bones have to make that noise#I kept them both tho 😌 I'm gonna clean them up later and maybe put them in a cute glass bottle or something idk#but let me tell you. I was not prepared for how HUGE those things are#teeth are truly big in there aren't they. all tucked in. hiding more than half their size#crazy. but they're gonna look so cute once I get them cleaned up I just know it#will post tooth pics later 🤨#sleep.txt
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here, have a dwarrowdam
#working name rn is Míla#she’s my other guy’s cooler older sister :>#she’s a miner in ered luin#born in erebor - was very little when they had to flee from smaug#personality-wise she’s pretty rowdy 😆#loud outgoing and really just out to have a fun time#ideal drinking buddy yanno#and fucking terrifying with a warhammer#the hobbit#dwarf oc#dwarrowdam#my art#i feel like you can tell that i was having a bad pain day while drawing this but. maybe that’s just me overthinking it#my art gets a little stiff when i’m hortin lol
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