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Having a loved one describe to you the way they've described you to their other loved ones when you aren't there is game changing. One of my favorite people in every single goddamn universe told me that when they told their brother about me they described me as
"Tall, with crazy dyed curly hair" as well as a whole other host of things that I can't remember specifically and don't want to risk putting words in their mouth (although I do think the words smart, hot, cool, and punk also were said? I can't remember)
Which like. My 5' 7" ass (170 cm) who has wanted to be "actually tall" and has always wanted "real curls" instead of the weird wavy/curly mess that I try to make behave into "real curls" who got bullied hard for a lot of things was sitting there like. On the verge of tears from how loved I was. I feel like even now typing this out their description is too high of praise, but I trust them with all my being so I'm trying to believe them.
To be loved is to be seen the way you've always wanted to be. To be loved is for someone to share how much they love you with the other beings they love.
#love#queer things#trans stuff#trans ftm#poetry? in a way I guess?#to be loved is to realise that everything is poetry if you look at it right#to be loved is to be seen#to be loved is to be known#i also am never sure how to concisely describe my relationship with this person lmao#because due to circumstances#we can't be partners (yet)#weve discussed it tho as a future thing#and theyre like. one of my best friends if not my best friend but idk if they also consider me that so i hesitate to call them that lmao#im poly so i have several favorite people so they arent “my favorite person ever”#and even though weve agreed that we're twin flames neither of us really like that term#(because after i did a whole hell of a lot of research on it i was like. hm.#this seems like its just a way of redefining a codepent relationship#and like. im whole without them#like my soul is whole without theirs#but meeting them?? its like something clicked#i found something that I didnt even know existed#like if you said your favorite color was green but you couldnt see purple or something#like that one post about how a dog could maybe play a killer sax solo but dogs dont have that option#and idek if i believe in souls!#and still i KNOW for a fact deep in my bones that I've met them before and loved them every time#theres so many tags on this post lmao#fuck it we ball#like. yall.#they were in my dreams before i met them irl#i love them so much
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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#magneto#professor x#snap sketches#fun fact there was dialogue but as i was listening to music i found i liked it better without vjaLKJALK#at the very least the dialogue was just meant to allude to the fact charles just wanted erik to kneel down so he could give him a kiss#but using his wheels getting stuck as an excuse... like girl he didnt actually expect a rock to be there... lol ...#ive always wanted to try dialogueless comic/s anyhow.... so thats fun...#double fun fact i was actually going to abandon this. i got tired after the sketch fjERKLJJKAL#but then i lined the close up of mags and i was like Oh.. i must finish this so i can share THAT panel specifically#and ilke yeah i guess in review the whole thing's kinda cute... whatever.. I GUESS i like it..#i enjoy that about myself i liek how i'll dislike something and be Not Confident about it and then ill be like 'oh its ok acutally'#trust the process or whatever..#anyways. ive been drawing these two too lovey lately and magneto especially cuddly.. whats that about...#next time i draw them he's gonna be in charles' lap i swear. or killing each other whichever i decide#ANYWAYS. im gonna be meeting a friend later !!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting..#i cant wait to start working on the next comic i have in mind ... me hopes you all enjoy it#im gonna lock in for it so i prob wont post anythin for a while.. or at the very least it'll just be lil doodles#we'll see.... ANYWAY good night !!!!!!!
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I WISH ARO HEADCANONS WERE MORE POPULAR IN FANDOMS
#THERES LIKE. BARELY ANY.#IF I GET LUCKY ILL SEE AN ACE HEADCANON#BUT VERY RARELY DO I SEE ARO HEADCANONS#SOBBING#stiff talk#my favorite thing is thinking about how many characters i see as aromantic but then i go to the fandom tag or to that characters tag and#everyone is shipping them and theres like 2 posts total about that character being ace and 1 post about them being aroace#man im just a bit sad about all this dont mind me#yea yea i know the whole “if you wanna see something make it yourself” thing but see heres the thing: im tired#i just wanna be able to go through a tag and see people share similar ideas and headcanons without me having to make all the work myself#and i bet theres plenty other people who feel the same#and even if there is a character thats like. somewhat aroace coded in some way people still find a way to go “but then they fall in love”#and like yea have fun or whatever but i just idk it just feels very lonely sometimes yknow#miss the times when i didnt think about this so much#cuz now that im older and know that IM aspec its like. oh. i wanna see more characters like me! but theres like basically none#SORRY FOR THE RANT LMFAO#ignore this im just feeling silly
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JUST GUYS BEIN' DOODS
redraw of the meme under the cut

original by @knightmarebug
#knight rider#kr#michael knight#kitt#knight industries two thousand#bonnie barstow#mk2000#art#shitpost#doodles#having gasoline in a glass one foot away from a flame is a really good idea michael. your brain damage is showing#those bars were just so if i posted it to insta it wouldnt crop but then i thought it looked hilariously cinematic and left them for here#im very charmed by all kitt's alternate scanner patterns. i wish they were used a little more in the show but iirc the one car they rigged#to do that broke in like season 2 or 3 and they couldn't fix it. so they had to go without u _ u#but big emotions means big lights. to me. so he's happy about the date :) the whole bar lights up#he did that Once when he was scared for his life and i did not stop thinking about it. big feels is big lights#anyway i dont know what michael expected to happen; he's in the foundation's public garage. idiot dumbass#bonnie should get chessboard earrings she deserves them#''i hate drawing cars'' - keeps entering car fandoms. keeps drawing cars.
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Really begging people to check sources and use some critical thinking when they see posts that look too good to be true of animals or just cool nature shots. SO much of it is AI bullshit now and they do not tag it because it spreads like wildfire if people just think its a cute photo. I know its cool and they specifically cover aesthetics that are popular to lure people in, but it is still theft. A lot of the time its also just misinformation thats clogging up results when people are looking for actual photos of these animals or subjects. For facebook theres very little hope But I've seen AI generated images being reblogged on here like normal photo sets without people even being aware its AI.
#Even if for some batshit reason you like AI#they dont even tag it#its just lying at that point#make this site unpleasant for them#im begging you#make it not fun to post their AI bullshit here#and to be clear I never blame anyone for falling for AI art#its hard to do that without a trained eye#thats a whole other post
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God dude these two scenes and how roxie moves hurt my heart so so bad 🥹
it's like a mix of anger, feral, emotional breakdown, and complete sadness that just fucks me up soooo fucking bad.
it's like she's a pet who got abandoned by their owner but they see them again after years of sadness and depression of them being gone and leaving them like that and all that anger and sadness just manifest's into one bundle of emotion's towards them they cannot control.
roxie baby ur gonna be okay u deserve better :[
#scott pilgrim vs the world#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim spoilers#scott pilgrim takes off#roxie richter#ramona flowers#its the fucking fact throughout that whole scene after the hammer she just starts going COMPLETELY feral and just bawl her eyes out#throughout the whole irl fight until the movie shelf falls on them 🥹#can she like#get a hug or something i get her so so much i get u gurl im so sorry u gotta go through this#this episode really just#shows how important closure is for a relationship/even a friendship#like of course it depends on the person and the relationship but man.#People don't realize how important it is to not just leave a person behind like that without explanation but instead give them closure about#it and telling them how you feel.#it really is as simple as that sometimes...and i think people forget that and just wanna ghost/leave as fast as possible#to not deal with the emotions of the situation.#Like both roxie and ramona finally just talking about the situation does sm for their future as friends and i loveeee ittt#so so much better then the comics version off them I feel like this is PERFECT.#again obviously theres just some situations where talking just doesnt work and you both just have to move on.#but when theres situation's like roxie and ramona? talking is needed.#talking/closure is so so important guys remember that when its needed. <3
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Thinking about how one of the two voices in Harry's deepest core is feminine.... Thinking about how the Skills are fragments of Harry's psyche, and he's convinced himself he's a manly-man at the moment, but clearly the Furies themselves don't all have to be male... thinking about half the Skills immediately switching to she/her the second Harry comes across the concept of gender as a construct. Wait, we can CHOOSE? Friendship ended with "this guy." "this gal" is my new gender.
#disco elysium#harry du bois#im cooking#i have a whole gender conversation in my brain that I want to sneak into the fic#i've figured out how it would come up without harry knowing what gender is#would be really funny to add this to it. half the skills just go oh actually this slays. im girl now#physical instrument refuses to refer to them with feminine words until echem drops a 'MISS coach physical instrument' on it#then it has to shut up for a long time because it??? kind of liked that actually??????#chat what does this mean for our gender if half these guys were so ready to go full she/her#I remain torn between bigender harry and just a very gnc harry that would THRIVE as a drag queen#ryn rambles
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Mihawk knows how to injure a person deeply without it being guaranteed fatal. Zoro trained under him for 2 years. Zoro made a promise to Sanji.
Aka, if this promise does get fulfilled, it'll be a farce in the end. Zoro will probably injure Sanji enough to scar, not kill. Because Zoro would never seriously harm his crew like that. If Sanji loses his way, Zoro can't just talk him out of the situation because it literally wouldn't work, he would have to be forced to comply with the promise he made. He would risk losing the crew's trust—Luffy's trust—by doing this. But he would challenge Sanji's trust if he didn't. Sure Sanji wouldn't be himself to feel betrayed if Zoro doesn't do it, but Zoro knows that if he were himself, Sanji would feel that way. Zoro is a loyal guy, he doesn't break his promises. But he could find a loophole. He does get lost often, maybe he got lost on the way to keeping his word?
#imagine zoro just won against mihawk#he won the title hes the worlds greatest swordsman#he did it kuina!#but in the midst of his battle sanji lost it#hes not /sanji/ anymore#so really zoro's battle isnt over yet#already beaten and battered he saunters over to sanji whos scaring the crew#they dont understand WHY hes acting like this so cold and—/not sanji/#without a work zoro attacks#no explanation to the crew#to the outside it just looks like theyve both gone insane#a total mutiny#no one wins in the end because it would suck if there was a winner and a loser#the whole point to their dynamic is theyre constantly trying to one up each other#only makes sense if it ends in a draw#one piece#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji#zosan#zoro x sanji#because im romanticizing the shit out of them as i type this#death pact make the yaoi taste so good 👌
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the fact that vinsmoke j*dge called his kids (- sanji) “his masterpieces” implies that judge only sees the vinsmoke siblings as a project and a thing to show off rather than his children who are human beings (genetically modified or not). one could argue that instead of judge loving his children, he loves what they represent: power and science. they’re merely just extensions of his research
#this might be a “no shit’’ moment for some but i’m on whole cake rn and i was like ???#‘’my masterpieces’’ sir those are children……#like i know that’s the whole point but i still wanted to point it out#there’s a difference between saying someone is a masterpiece in a “i love you’’ way#and calling them a masterpiece in a “i own you. you’d be nothing without me’’ way if that makes sense?#im not good with words#one piece#vinsmoke family#vinsmoke siblings#vinsmoke ichiji#vinsmoke niji#vinsmoke yonji#vinsmoke reiju#vinsmoke judge#sanji one piece#I HATE JUDGE SO MUCH#LEAVE SANJI ALONE#GET A JOB
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The mc keeps telling the guy that she likes him:

But his self deprecating is just THAT strong:

Literally mc was talking for 10 minutes about how she fell for Ray and not for the Binary Star and the guy is like So.... You mean it's alright if I'm not the perfect hero binary star? I thought you wanted binary star... DUDE??? wth your coworkers told you?? You were away for like 8 hours what happened? Do not crash out man, we can fix it
#binary star hero#i will personally kill the person who told him that mc doesn't really love him#i was chasing after you for the whole game and you got fixated on how i don't trust you (bc you lie a lot)#personal#also the whole game he just always says shit like Oh I also would rather look at the binary star than myself#what??? he ugly you pretty he frog you swan#and then he was like Oh I wanted to make you love me but I guess I can't make anyone love me without a PR team#pr team??? the one that made u say all this shit on the tv?? the ine that hides your beautiful moles and a big nose and scars????#they are FOOLS they DON'T KNOW WHAT IS ATTRACTIVE ABOUT A MAN#do not believe them!!!!! you are the most attractive when you have a resting bitch face and look like u fight to stay awake#im crazy about this game wtf anyway the way I would make him always remember that he is the hottest man in the world in his frumpy sweater
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Once again here for the Luke werewolf au cause doggyyyyy but I like to think that during holidays when it lands on a full moon Luke still would wanna celebrate and stuff so he’d end up just looking like this.

Also because I love seeing ppl celebrating their pets birthday and dressing them up so I will be projecting that onto this au somehow.
NOOOOOOOOOOO THIS IS SO ADORABLE YOU'RE KILLING MEEEEEE
Poor dog boy has to spend the holidays puppified >_<
One celebration for the parents with cute puppy pictures, one for the kid with all the normal things XD
#i love cheems sm#....i think you hit something personal for me with this one I had to like make a whole comic cause I felt bad for the boy XD#when I was a kid I got one of my first periods right on my b-day and we were planning to go to a water park to celebrate so obv i missed ou#but to put salt on the wound my relatives from far away were over and since to them it was a unique opportunity they did to to the waterpar#on my b-day. without me#SO NOW IM MAKING IT UP TO THE FICTIONAL CHILD#triton werewolf au#professor layton#hershel layton#luke triton#clark triton#brenda triton#my art#...sorry for the random traumadump
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Jason is never brought back, and instead of being lost in the time stream, Bruce dies. And realizes there’s an afterlife.
(Given that Bruce knows magic is real it’s not that much of a leap to realize there’s an afterlife. Of course, the bigger realization for him was that he ended up in heaven of all places.)
Bruce gets to see his parents. He spends all of his time with them, getting to know them, explaining his life to them. They have all the time in the world and Bruce feels a sense of peace he hadn’t felt when he was alive. By the time he gets to explaining his children, actually getting to tell his parents that they have grandchildren, he realizes they’ve stopped talking.
The novelty still hasn’t worn off for them, for Bruce getting to have real conversations with them and for his parents actually getting to see their son again. It’s no surprise that it knocks the wind out of Bruce when he remembers. Remembers that he’s dead. That his son is dead. That it doesn’t seem like a bad thing anymore because it means he can finally see him again.
But his parents have a weird look on their faces. They had all pushed through the awkwardness, how Bruce wasn’t their little boy anymore but a stoic adult who has techniques for withstanding torture and lacks emotional vulnerability. How Bruce hadn’t gotten a chance to actually know Thomas and Martha beyond scattered society stories that painted a caricature of who he’s talking to now.
But when he realizes that Jason is here, Bruce lights up. He can finally see his son.
So he asks his parents how to visit Jason. His parents had mentioned spending time with their own parents, meeting family members from different generations, how eventually Bruce would get to meet them too, he knows they know how to navigate the afterlife. And he’s finally ready to learn.
When Bruce asks, Thomas excuses himself from the conversation. Says that there’s someone Bruce has to talk to and he needs to go get them.
Martha waits with him, placing a hand on his shoulder. Thomas comes back with a blonde woman that Bruce almost doesn’t recognize. She looks nothing like her picture in his files, or the one Jason kept on his desk.
Thomas and Martha give Bruce and Catherine space while they talk about Jason.
She explains how when Jason had first come to the afterlife, Thomas and Martha had reached out. How the four of them had talked, bonded, grown close. How it had taken Jason time to emotionally recover from his death, from the betrayal of his Mother. From what he felt was the betrayal of his Father.
Jason didn’t want to see him.
Catherine had tried to explain, but Bruce hadn’t been able to follow much of the conversation after that revelation.
His son, who Bruce had turned into a cautionary tale for his other children, who he had missed every single day, who he had grieved and torn himself apart over, didn’t want to see him. And Bruce deserved it. Had chosen to get into a helicopter and left him standing in the sand. Had buried him.
Catherine is far gentler about it than he deserves. Says that Jason loved him, was grateful for everything, but just wasn’t ready.
He would still agree to seeing Thomas and Martha, still saw them as his grandparents, but couldn’t handle seeing Bruce, even if he missed him. Dying didn’t fix everything, the afterlife wasn’t some solution to all of the problems people had when they were alive. The afterlife was just the ability to have more time. And people didn’t come back from what Jason went through easily. Catherine tells him in no uncertain terms that Bruce will have to regain Jason’s trust. If he actually is interested in getting to see him.
Bruce tells her he will do anything to see Jason again. She nods and tells him she’ll keep in touch.
So he waits.
And waits.
And sees his parents, his grandparents, his great grandparents.
And waits.
He waits so long that he sees Harvey.
He sees Talia.
He sees Alfred.
After that, the waiting doesn’t feel quite the same. After all, he eventually sees Dick, again.
Bruce spends his time in the afterlife waiting for his children, and he is both saddened and relieved when he finally gets to see them again.
Dick, thankfully, is first. Bruce is also thankful he had to wait so long to see him again.
Eventually, after long, long lives, they’re all back together. With some new additions. Bruce gets Tim and Damian and Cass and grandchildren and so many people he has missed. Selina visits on “Tuesdays” and eventually he has a new level of normal for his afterlife. Of getting to see his family, his friends.
Dick is the one that eventually tells him.
He doesn’t say much, exactly. Can’t tell him how he is or anything concrete, but he says that he’s seen Jason. That some of the others have also been to see him.
Bruce tries to respond, to have something to say to that, but he can’t. The afterlife isn’t painless, and there’s nothing he can say that won’t hurt whoever he says it to. So he nods at Dick, places his hand on his son’s shoulder, and lets it be.
If linear time existed in the afterlife, then Bruce could say he’d been here longer than he’d ever been alive. Long enough that even Clark stops by occasionally.
It’s rare for him to be alone now. If he wanted it, sought it out, there is always someone for him to be able to talk to, spend time with. But sometimes, if he wandered out a little too far, he could find a small brook he used to play in as a kid, before the West end of the property had dried up.
Here, his Father had “built” a small bridge over the brook. It was part of a footpath that traveled through this part of the afterlife. If he squinted, Bruce could pretend he saw the West wing of the manor, and in the other direction, the edge of Gotham proper.
Clark would have called him Huckleberry if he’d seen him, one leg dangling over the edge of the bridge, the other bent, lying on his back. He could pretend he felt the wood grain, or maybe even a splinter as he listened to the flow of the water. Bruce had closed his eyes, wondering if now that he was dead and the brook wasn’t dried up, if it had fish in it. If it was someplace he could take Dick fishing. He’d gotten it into his head recently that he wanted to try a bunch of father-son bonding activities with both of his dads, so Bruce and John had been making a list.
Between one second and the next, Bruce felt a presence next to him. You didn’t have to travel on foot in the afterlife, or stick to any sort of conventions from being alive really, it was more of a courtesy thing than anything else.
When Bruce opened his eyes, he expected to see Tim, who broke those sorts of conventions more frequently than his siblings. Bruce had a feeling it had something to do with the boy’s obsession with science fiction, but he also presumed it was because he knew Bruce really didn’t mind.
When he glanced up at his son, Bruce lost all pretense of maintaining the “body” that was lying on the bridge. He would have said his heart stopped if he’d still had one. As it was, blinking, breathing, any of the processes that emulated life that people unconsciously maintained here, stopped.
Jason wasn’t even looking at him and Bruce couldn’t take his eyes off his son’s face, unwilling to jeopardize whatever this was.
He looked older, his jawline more defined and he sat taller, legs dangling off the bridge. Age was a funny thing in the afterlife, you could control how you appeared to others, but your mental state usually drew you towards a particular age. For his children, they mostly appeared in their 20s. Bruce kept himself in his 30s or 40s, unless his parents asked. Jason, if Bruce had to guess, was about 20, maybe 22 at the oldest.
When Jason finally looked over at him, he remembered how to breathe. He tried to clear his throat, to think of something to say, to tell Jason how much he missed him, how much he loved him, but all that came out was a strangled gasp. And then he was talking.
“Alfred said that what happened to me was a tragedy. Dick called it a nightmare. At first, Mom didn’t know how to talk about it since being a vigilante was hard for her to picture. She still doesn’t really get it, but I can’t exactly blame her. We led pretty odd lives for a while there.”
“I’ve met Tim and Damian and Cass, you know? Met their partners, their children. They’ve told me a few stories. How some cases went, missions with the League. Their own hero teams. I think Tim was the most excited to talk to me, not so sure about the others.”
“You’ve still got Alfred in your corner, although it’s odd seeing Dick argue for you. One thing about this place is that your memories don’t stay fuzzy or nothing, so all those fights you guys had? Crystal clear. Actually thought he’d take a swing at me once, not that it’d do anything. Still, glad you guys ended up figuring it out and all.”
“Mom said she came to see you when you got here. I’m assuming that’s why I haven’t seen you, although that’s a surprise too, you actually listening when someone asks you not to do something. The way the others talk about you I’d think you became Big Brother after I left. Worse than Babs even.”
“I’ve tried thinking about it. I mean, it’s been years since it happened and all but. I still don’t know what there is to say. Everyone’s been trying to convince me that you’d actually want. Well, that you’d want to see me. Talk or something.”
“But I know what I did. What happened. It’s why I left, I knew that you didn’t. That you wouldn’t ask me to leave, but that. You didn’t want me to stay.”
As he’d talked, Jason’s gaze had drifted back towards the water below them. His tone, retrospective and light, changed. Accusatory.
“It’s fucked up that you kept the suit, Bruce. No one wanted to admit it, but I know about the case. At least it meant I knew what you wanted was Robin, you enshrined the damn thing. So, yeah. I took off. Not like it worked out much better but it’s too late now. I don’t know what you want me to say. I figured dying would at least get me out of the lecture but I can’t even have that now.”
“So. Tell Dick this is me paying back that favor I owed him. Or whatever, I don’t really care. But everyone can stop coming around and all. I’ve said what I wanted to. I’ll hear you out and then I say we’re square.”
Jason had been looking away from him still, but when he got to the end of what was likely a prepared speech, he finally looked at Bruce. His face went slack in surprise. Bruce could have laughed at the expression if he wasn’t already crying.
“Jason. You are my son, even if,” Bruce took a breath. “Even if you don’t see me as your father. I never would have asked you to leave because I never wanted you to go. I can’t imagine- I love you. I have missed you every day since I lost you. I did not handle loosing you well. I understand that you’re upset and I think there’s a lot we should talk about. Even- especially if it’s going to be difficult. I am so sorry, Jason. None of it was your fault - it was mine. Please. Please let me try to- I don’t want to lose you again.”
#batman#bruce wayne#jason todd#dick grayson#batfam#batfamily#alright so it’s definitely not ‘finished’ per se but the idea that jason stays dead and doesn’t want to see bruce when he does wouldn’t#leave my mind. and yeah their dialogue is very monologue-y or too emotionally intelligent for bruce. big whoop the guy has the whole#afterlife to get better at talking to his kids.#(also the idea that jason died and was later revived in the coffin just to be unable to dig himself out? definitely occurred to me)#(i think it would kill bruce if that happened tho & was not the point of this post lol)#i think bruce and jason have a long road ahead of them. that jason was angry even without the pit#i love the idea of bruce and his children’s parents eventually basically coparenting together in heaven#he hangs out with john and mary maybe meets damian’s sister (idk what happens to infants that pass away maybe martha & thomas ‘raised’ her)#damian! does! not! go! to! hell! he! is! a! child!#also look man idfk if willis is there. i dont know much about his character to decide to put him there or not.#although i did put harvey there. look im not solid on any of this - if someone writes a better afterlife reunion fic please tag me!#(lowkey i also think bruce and tim would be the most adept at navigating the afterlife after they got over the shock of it all. like they#would figure out the lore and how to teleport or treat it like a dreamscape or something idk)
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"sounds nice... having a partner"
#the walking dead game#twdg#violentine#clementine twdg#violet twdg#MAANN when clem says this in s3 JUST WAIT BBY#people who say clemvi has no basis like ep2 isnt just them working as a team for 2 and a half hours regardless of player choice#like be fr#clem telling louis that violet patching up the back wall is ok because she needed something to keep herself busy. married behavior#vi asking clem to help check in on everyone while she deals with the wall. their shared smile when she comes back outside :)#and then they sit in the leadership spot together overlooking the yard and everything theyve planned together coming to fruition :)#sorry i just think their romance set up in eps 1 and 2 is obvious as FUCK and im tired of (Some) people pretending it isnt#'i havent seen her warm up to someone in a long time' brody literally tells clem that vi seems to like her after its been 24 hours#after shes been a block of ice for a whole year. and clem just melted those walls down immediately while they fought walkers together#violet is so devoted to clem post ep1 its embarrassing for her#'i saw she had you pinned and i- shit i got So crazy...' sorry if you dont think shes in love with clem idk what to tell you#'i'll tear that boat apart before we leave without you' i know you would girlie!!!#the animators went CRAAZAYAYAYAY the way they look at each other... their little smiles at each other....even before the belltower#the way clem looks at her while they dance.... the way she puts her head down on her shoulder so contentedly....#and then she keeps her head on violets shoulder as she pulls away so clems chin gets dragged with it like she doesnt want to let go#'so you never forget that night' 'i never will' they are DISGUSTINGLY in love with each other it makes me physically ill#its 2024 and im still hearing 'i just didnt see it :/'. lazerbeams you#spaced art 2024
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my first time doing a ship chart dont throw tomatoes at me guysh. im elaborating on the tags because im embarrassed. user f0rgetf0rgetting extreme yap session
i also got too passionate on the madoka magica one and ended up doodling this
#im slightly projecting on cadana bc i actually dont know what am i (currently unlabeled) but the demisexual flag fits somewhat#feel that it also fits him…….prussia is self explanatory me thinks. it fits him like a ring on a finger#(is that also a saying in english? im directly translating it from spanish😭😭😭lolz)#my take on their relationship is based on this fic i read once#The Invasion Domestic by calciseptine on ao3. life changing made me a prucan enthusiast#(also the reason as to why i think prussia himself stands on the way of their relationship and the slowburn)#NOW. THE MADOKA ONE STAY WITH ME#if what i understood of my watch of the show. the two of them are willing to sacrifice things for the other HIGHLY but in different ways#i dont think prussia is nice kind nor remotely innocent as madoka BUT he is completely willing to sacrifice his whole existence for canada#like. without doubting it even once. “my life is yours the moment i realize it’’ (pulled this line out of my ass)#canada is more than willing to make sacrifices for prussia#he loves him regardless of his stupidity and mediocrity. he is willing to fight to save him in his own terms#ENPHASIS ON HIS OWN TERMS BECUASE THEY ARE BOTH SO DIFFERENT DROM EAHC OTHER#anywho. i feel like canada (as america’s brother) doesnt mind eating whatever he was available#hetalia#hetalia prussia#hetalia canada#prucan#canpru
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I think chapter 21 of Jambound shot up to like, my fav chapters. I still am not sure if it beats out chap 10 and 11 but its ITS THAT LEVEL YK. MY GOD. FUCK. I AM THAT ONE LIVE REACTOR IN THE COMMENTS AND I LIKE TO PAUSE MY TYPING MULTIPLE TIMES BECAUSE. I COULDNT. I COULDNT EVEN. WORDS. HARD. TOO STUNNED AND INVESTED. GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
#as usual spoilers in tags#THERES SO MUCH??#the fluffly beginning was the true april fools not the twtt post#because i kind of got a vibe that sth was up from that#april fools intuituin#i am too invested in jammes scenic writing to not be taked out by the hammer of angst when it hit tho#HNNNNGG THE WHOLE CONVERSATION#smilk my sweetheart i hate him alot but thats just how i express love and in this chapter i just wanna#hold him and not let goo#hes come so far esp if you rmbr how he reacted to confrontations in the intial chap#and this convo was HEAVY yet he pulled none of those stunts#he still was very. yk#ougghurgh\#goddd i dont wanna clog up the tagss it was just a good chapter my god im so excited for WL showing up too#I love sdvn fics that include her and do it well#this is jamma so i trust them#oh also I NEED TO SAY IT HERE IM PRETTY SURE SMILK HAS FINALLY#FINALLY REALIZE AND ACKNOLEDGED WITHOUT SAYING THE WORD ITSELF#THAT HE LIKS PV. JUST. THE ENDING WHERE HES LIKE NO SAYING IT NOW ITS USELESS#IM SO SURE#ok enough actual tags#rosirambles#jambound#shadownilla#shadowvanilla#crk
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