#and listened to matt maltese and ricky montgomery

[ossifragantia]

it's a mystery, that i would pick you ten out of nine times

A snufmin piece i made to conmemorate that it's been 5 years since i joined the fandom. It got me through some pretty tough times and these two are the ones that taught me that love should be kind and patient, maybe one day i'll find someone that will wait for me in spring.

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[favflcwer]

modern artists i think the marauders-era characters would listen to

this is based on my opinion so i’d really rather not get flamed !

james: hozier. he’s a hozier kid and i can’t really tell why but he is ! he might also listen to the occasional daniel caesar, frank ocean, and ricky montgomery (esp when he’s pining)

sirius: conan gray. is that even a QUESTION. with songs like family line and astronomy he’s set for life tbh he’d also listen to arctic monkeys, marina, ethel cain, possibly boygenius n chappell roan

remus: mitski. i don’t know why exactly but he seems like he would listen to mitski. he’d also like phoebe bridgers, delaney bailey, matt maltese. but i feel like he’d listen to some more emergetic songs as well

peter: cavetown. the neighborhood, harry styles, wallows. they match his pre-betrayal energy and seem like his vibe. he’d also relate to some of the lyrics i believe

lily: boygenius. she’d be such a boygenius listener i think. she’d also love laufey, olivia rodrigo, paramore, and possibly songs from musicals like waitress. she just serves this music i swear

dorcas: lorde. oh she’d love ribs. she’s a writer in the dark truther. she’d also listen to sza, chappell roan, frank ocean and raye bc she’s just that girl

marlene: arctic monkeys. she’d adore that vibe tbh i wouldn’t put it past her if she’s memorized all their songs on the guitar. also paramore, ethel cain, sir chloe, avril lavigne

mary: chappell roan. oh she’s such a chappell roan girlie i hope we all agree on this. i also think she’d listen to sabrina carpenter, beabadoobee, lucy dacus, and clairo

if you have any more requests feel free to drop them in my asks ;)

[okumi69]

MY INTRO PAGE!!!!

hello! i’m not famous or anything but since I enjoy posting stuff I might as well make some sort of intro if anyone wants to bmf (be my friend) 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ ill also try to make this more simple to read cuz I also have issues reading messy things

MY INTRO SONG:

NAME: michi (a nickname)

AGE: sixteen!

PRONOUNS: she/they

PERSONALITY TYPE: ENTP

SEXUALITY: asexual biromantic

INTERESTS: ohhhh this is gonna be a bit of a long one but i’ll highlight my mains! I will also be sectioning them by “genre” I guess (not all will be here. these are what I remember. ill do an updated one if I missed out anything important to me)

movies: she’s the man / spiderman franchise (all 3 of the actors) / I saw the tv glow / all mha movies / httyd franchise / my little pony the movie / a silent voice / the substance / inside out / the greatest showman / enchanto / beauty and the beast / wicked / barbie / spree

series: stranger things / brooklyn 99 / house md / mha / haikyuu / heartbreak high (2022) / adolescence / charlie & lola / my little pony / banana fish / soul eater / anne with an e / given / 2521 / inside job / law & order svu / doukyuusei / south park

theatre: miss saigon / hamilton / wicked / mamma mia / beauty and the beast / heathers

music genres: everything. I listen to quite literally everything.

music artists: matt maltese / radiohead / soad / slipknot / malcolm todd / lady gaga / ayesha erotica / she wants revenge / massive attack / vacations / adrianne lenker / childish gambino / weezer / paramore / cigarettes after sex / mac demarco / mitski / eyedress / tv girl / ricky montgomery / conan gray / oasis / blink-182 / queen / abba / her’s / arctic monkeys / deftones / lana del rey / girl in red / alex g / vampire weekend / insane clown posse / hot freaks / le tigre / rihanna / acid bath / evanescence / vampire weekend / wheatus / the neighbourhood / buck-tick / the chainsmokers / rammstein / blur

sports/exercises/hobbies I do/enjoy: fencing / running / badminton / inline skating / guitar / swimming / editing / drawing / reading / thrifting

miscellaneous (or just stuff that are hard for me to single out): fashion / mental health / politics / philosophy

COLOURS I LIKE: blue / red / pink / purple

SCHOOL SUBJECTS I ENJOY: drama / english / math

SOCIAL MEDIA:

tiktok/twitter: okumi69

instagram: okumi96

EXTRAS: undiagnosed audhd probably /major anxiety / I overthink a lot / can’t sleep at night / too many interests for the life of me / gacha kid at heart / hopeless romantic.. sigh… / love love

ok that’s all I have right now.. if any questions just message meee 😄😄😄 Happy Day

[lovely-hani]

music taste of the ouran host club ᐟᐟ☆ .ᐟ

—personal ouran headcanons ♡ —some taylor swift hc inspo from @cold-heart-warm-writings

haruhi fujioka

definitely a mitski girlie.

fav songs off mitski’s discography: “my love mine all mine,” “first love / late spring,” “class of 2013,” “once more to see you”

tamaki always recommends taylor swift songs to them; ends up enjoying folklore (“invisible string,” “august”) 

hc from tiktok (@/gyuldangie): tamaki told them that “when emma falls in love” reminded him of their relationship, and haruhi says that the song’s just ok. he later sees the song saved on her favorite playlist … :)

also enjoys ichiko aoba & lamp

tamaki pays for their duo spotify premium account ♡

exchanges song recommendations w kaoru; definitely has a few phoebe songs on their playlists

listens to red velvet w hani on occasion 

tamaki suoh

hardcore swiftie. definitely bought front row seats + backstage passes for the eras tour and begged the entire host club to accompany him.

speak now + lover stan, loves a few songs off rep, 1989, & fearless 

“haruhi, do you think taylor thought of me when she wrote ‘king of my heart’ & ‘gorgeous’ ?~ “

“i absolutely believe that taylor pictured our beloved romance when she wrote lover, haruhi .ᐟ~”

fav songs off taylor’s discography: “lover,” “paper rings,” “you are in love,” “speak now,” “enchanted,” “love story”

also likes other pop artists: katy perry (“teenage dream,” “california girls”) harry styles (“adore you”)

a bit of classical piano mixed into his playlist; immediate jump from taylor to chopin when his spotify is on shuffle

he is absolutely a laufey fan .ᐟ (dedicated the entire bewitched album to haruhi … )

listens to a bit of mitski b/c of haruhi: “ hm … i think that ‘my love mine all mine’ reminds me of you, my lovely haruhi :) “

enjoys tv girl & ricky montgomery recs from haruhi: “lovers rock,” “mr. loverman,” “my heart is buried in venice,” “boy toy,” “line without a hook” ♡

hani introduced him to kpop, & he absolutely loves a few svt, nct, & txt songs .ᐟ — “perfume,” “to you,” “imperfect love,” “light a flame,” “way home”

hikaru hitachiin 

frank ocean, tyler the creator, the weeknd 

“white ferrari,” “are we still friends,” “ivy,” “super rich kids,” “new magic wand,” “escape from la,” “foreword” .ᐟ

kaoru introduced him to rex orange county; likes “corduroy dreams,” “uno,” “open a window”

that one scene where hikaru comforts haruhi during the thunder storm? his headphones were def playing “sunflower” by rex orange county 

kaoru hitachiin

phoebe bridgers, gracie abrams ☼

“i know it won’t work,” “i know the end,” “kyoto,” “motion sickness,” “garden song,” “where do we go now?”

likes a few taylor songs from red + folklore

a sucker for “all too well” — 10 minute ver.

absolutely sobbed to “i guess” by mitski; recommended by haruhi °˖➴ (“i guess this is the end / i’ll have to learn / to be somebody else / it’s been you and me / since before i was me / without you, i don't yet know / quite how to live”)

kyoya ootori 

matt maltese .ᐟ

tamaki learned how to play the piano part of “when you wash your hair” for kyoya’s birthday ♡

fav songs from matt maltese’s discography: “as the world caves in,” “everyone adores you (at least i do),” “krystal,” “smile in the face of the devil,” “little person”

definitely does NOT cry & think about tamaki when he listens to “wish you’d ask me” .ᐟ

… secretly enjoys twice & attended a concert w hani + mori; mina bias 

small crush on yeonjun from txt

listens to mac demarco w haruhi (“one more love song,” “for the first time,” “heart to heart”)

a few classical piano songs recommended by tamaki on his favorite playlist ♡ 

mitsukuni "hani" haninozuka 

diehard twice stan.

nayeon + momo bias 

also likes loona (esp chuu .ᐟ) & txt

♡ “blue hour” (& the other songs on minisode1: blue hour), “pop,” “heart attack,” “love countdown,” “chocolate” (day6), “polaroid love”

definitely doxxed a 12 yr. old b/c they said that nayeon flopped w her solo debut °˖➴ (he already didn’t have enough sleep that day after trying to get twice concert tickets all night … )

tried listening to kanye during his middle school “tough guy” phase … hated it.

listens to taylor every now & then w tamaki; fearless & speak now stan

takashi "mori" morinozuka 

looks like he’d be the type of guy to listen to frank ocean & tyler the creator … listens to the most basic music in existence. (still love mori, though .ᐟ )

… imagine dragons 

listened to “high hopes” by p!atd on loop.

probably likes some drake songs 

listens to kpop w hani though & takes him to concerts; hani would sit on top of his shoulders so he could see the stage

—+ regardless of their diverse music tastes, they all bond over olivia rodrigo & definitely had a sleepover where they listened to the entire guts album ♡

—+ also, ik that ouran takes place in the early 2000s & they definitely wouldn't be listening to modern western music + kpop, but oh well .ᐟ (this is just a reflection of my own music taste, i think ... )

[theprongspotter]

When you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish them, and send this ask to the last 10 people in your notifs!

1. Little Person by Matt Maltese

2. Cabo by Ricky Montgomery

3. Tiny Dancer by Elton John

4. Yesterday by The Beatles

5. Get On It by Turbonegro

[cyber-therian]

saw you're questioning archaeopteryx and had a semi related comment: have you listened to the lemon demon song of the same name? follow up question, what are your favorite songs/artists?

i dont think i have! i havent ever listened to lemon demon on purpose lol

my favourite artists are ricky montgomery, gotye, alt-j, the brobecks, scott helman, (afycso, p.o. & doab) p!atd, mitski, poppy, teddy hyde, lincoln, matt maltese, abel selaocoe, tally hall, miracle musical, it looks sad., cignature, plain white t’s, bruno mars, jack johnson, and more

[jinx-blackout-84]

11, 13, 34, 43 for the ask game :>

11. I really like Art, a lot, but I also am in the choir and enjoy singing! Robotics club is a ton of fun as well because I have several people I'm friends with there

13. Probably like 14 hours ago, but I just woke up so i get a pass lol

34. Any lovejoy songs, curl up & die by matt maltese, most cavetown songs, saline solution by Wilbur soot, line without a hook by ricky montgomery, take me to church and sunlight by hozier, the list goes on. I listen tommysic basically 24/7 as a comping mechanism for my anxieties so I know a LOT of song lyrics.

43. I love spicy food, like spicy chips and chicken wings! They are so good to me and I will straight up byrn my toungue off eating them.

[stunt-lads]

Favourite songs

This question has haunted me since I received it. I'll put my current top 5 I could listen to on repeat because I can't just list all the songs I love or the post would be a million miles long.

I am currently in a Mood so these are all sort of kind of not really related skskzncdb but yeah! I appreciate the ask about my music taste since it's all over the place

[halfhappyhooligan]

i look at my most favorite things ever as ask is anyone gonna be batshit insane over this? and not wait for an answer

[raythekiller]

I have returned. Can I have this request?✨

These crp music taste!!!!1!1!

- Masky

- Jeff the Killer (MCR mf in my AU ☠️)

- BEN Drowned

- Nina the Killer

- Clockwork

- Ticci Toby

- Candypop

You can add ppl and get rid of ppl too!!! Have an amazing day Darling!!!!

🗒 ❛ Their Music Taste ༉‧₊˚✧

Featuring: Nina The Killer, Clockwork, Kate The Chaser, Jane The Killer, Bloody Painter

#Notes: didnt have any ideas for candy, m sorry. also, u can find jeff, ben, toby and masky here

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꒰⸝⸝₊⛓┊Nina The Killer

Kind of eclectic, likes anything high energy. Definitely into Mindless Self Indulgence, Avril Lavigne, Get Scared and Jazmin Bean. Blasts music from her room in the middle of the night swearing that others can't hear it (they can and they're super mad about it).

MOLLY mindless Self Indulgence

HELLO KITTY avril lavigne

WHORE get scared

SACCHARIE jazmin bean

XOXO (KISSES HUGS) 6arelyhuman

FAN GIRL ghost town

꒰⸝⸝₊⛓┊Clockwork

Honestly? Rap. Loves NF, Eminem and Lil Nas X, as well as the occasional Lil Darkie or Pink Guy if she's feeling a bit quirky. Refuses to listen to music without headphones on and carries them everywhere with her.

THE REAL SLIM SHADY eminem

THERAPY SESSION nf

MONTERO lil nas x

SHE'S SO NICE pink guy

GENOCIDE lil darkie

BLACK & WHITE juice wrld

꒰⸝⸝₊⛓┊Kate The Chaser

Doesn't listen to music very often, but when she does, it's normally female singers with a softer voice, like Billie Eilish or Lana Del Rey, also LOVES Cigarettes After Sex. Doesn't bother with headphones since she's almost always isolated anyway.

EVERYTHING I WANTED billie eilish

PEPPERS lana del rey

APOCALYPSE cigarettes after sex

COLORS halsey

I WANT YOU mitski

BUTCH 4 BUTCH rio romeo

꒰⸝⸝₊⛓┊Jane The Killer

Total trad goth. Evanescence, Siouxsie And The Banshees, Within Temptation, you name it. Super invested in the entire style in general, takes the alt community seriously unlike some posers (Jeff).

CANDYMAN siouxsie and the banshees

VAMPIRE LOVER lesbian death bed

BLACK PLANET sisters of mercy

DISINTEGRATION the cure

BRING ME TO LIFE evanescence

THE RECKONING withing temptation

꒰⸝⸝₊⛓┊Bloody Painter

Helen likes softer songs, as they help him focus on his work. Gigantic Ricky Montgomery and Matt Maltese fan. Also some Conan Gray here and there. Anything with some chill vibes is good in his book.

MR LOVERMAN ricky montgomery

IT WILL COME BACK hozier

THE STORY conan gray

CURL UP & DIE matt maltese

AS THE WORLD CAVES IN matt maltese

CUTTY LOVE milo greene

[whoreforfluff]

more thing i like to imagine from songs i listen to

i’ve added more songs to my playlist so LETS GOOOO!!!

once again write your own story if this inspires you and tag me if you do(i need something to read PLEASE) they’re all pretty vague again :(

honestly i don’t think that i’m really good at writing hurt (and fluff) but these songs makes me feel things

FLUFF FOR THE FIRST , HURT AFTER THAT

•cherry wine (by grentperez)- this song just makes me wanna dance with my comfort character like seriously just listen to it.

•come inside of my heart (by IV of spades)- insecure(?) reserved little you don’t know how to tell comfort character how you feel or vice versa

•amtrak (by los retros)- clingy comfort character always want to spend time with you in any way and will miss you even you’ve been gone for 10 minutes

•dusk (by alice phoebe lou)- oh gosh just the thought of comfort character coming to comfort you literally for anything!! (e.g afraid of thunder, stress, afraid of the dark(?)) but the world don’t matter~ when we’re looking at each other~ UGH TAKE ME

•太陽さん (taiyou san by ichiko aoba)- the song?? just makes you??? fluffy inside???? running around a field of flowers with comfort character just spending time on a sunny day and a lovely picnic

•(only) about love- demo (by grentperez)- i can imagine comfort character singing this song as a confession (i’ll honestly die if anyone does this for me)

HURT HURT HURT!!! if this isn’t your cup of tea feel free to scroll away

•curl up and die (by matt maltese)- chasing after the one you love that doesn’t love you back kinda sucks

•out like a light (by the honeysticks, ricky montgomery)- okay this isn’t an imagine, kinda based off something that happen irl. that feeling when you’re hitting it off great with someone and the next thing you know they’re trying to find someone (dating app, blind date(?))

•strange (by celeste)- after a long loving relationship ended, every good memory seems to haunt you

[myersbitch]

what are mbti types listening to?

intj: do i wanna know - arctic monkeys

intp: burning pile - mother mother

entj: play with fire - sam tinnesz

entp: highway to hell - ac/dc

infj: as the world caves in - matt maltese

infp: this december- ricky montgomery

enfj: heavydirtysoul - tøp

enfp: good old fashioned lover boy - queen

istj: fucking mozart

isfj: happily- one direction

estj: boss bitch - doja cat

esfj: honeypie- jawny

istp: the real slim shady - eminem

isfp: bubblegum bitch - marina

estp: toxic - britney spears

esfp: hips don’t lie - shakira

[the-13th-rose]

F/O relationship song prompts that came up while I was listening to character playlists on youtube part 1

Asajj + Harry - Baby Hotline ~ Jack Stauber - idek this just seems like a cute and mildly twisted song for them

Asajj + Hassan - Yr The Best! ~ Carpetgarden - Yeah I feel like they’d be kinda toxic, this fits.

Asajj + Horned King - Devil Town ~ Cavetown - I imagine them in a modern human au for this one and it kinda fits. Honestly if they could have grown up together they probably would have been very close

Asajj + Kurogiri - Sports ~ Beach Bunny - Again, in a modern human school au this works really well

Asajj + Licorice - Can Ghosts Be Gay? ~ Carpetgarden - She thinks this lil guy is just so cute

Asajj + Shen - Bugbear ~ Chloe Moriondo - Again, in a modern human school au this works really well

Asajj + Ozzie - Sweet Tooth ~ Cavetown - They got together casually a few times and now that pesky puppy love’s rearing its ugly head

Asajj + Yorktown - Mamma Mia ~ Austin Weber - I can’t even really explain why I want to see these two together, I just do. 

Asajj + Anubis - Hug All Your Friends ~ Cavetown - Honestly I could see them getting along really well together. Just vibing late at night. Him allowing her to have some fun that doesn’t involve decapitating someone. Well, for real, anyway. They might be playing a video game that lets her do that.

Asterios + Christine - Hayloft ~ Mother Mother - Bad barnyard babes

Asterios + Anubis - Wait A Minute! ~ Willow Smith - These two seem like they’d be a cute and fun pair

Beast + Yorktown - Despair ~ Leo - I feel like she’s someone who could get to his better nature, if he even has one.

Christine + Scorpion - My Strange Addiction ~ Billie Eilish - Just seems fitting

Demongo + Horned King - Corpse Dance ~ Kikuo - Wow, what a coincidence that this one wound up playing for them too

Grievous + Striker - The Fine Print ~ The Stupendium

- The snake-eyes are talking shit about rich people and politicians together lol

Grievous + Yorktown - Oh No! ~ Marina and the Diamonds - Qymaen standing by and listening + nodding in agreement while Yorktown drunkenly vents about how being a war machine sucks

Grievous + Demongo - GRRRLS ~ AViVA - There’s a resounding feeling of “these masters ain’t loyal” between these two

Harry + NOS - Lemon Boy ~ Cavetown - Harry befriends the guest that lives in the nightmare realm

Harry + Future - I Can’t Handle Change ~ Roar - The Miner is plagued by visions of the future and doesn’t know how to improve anything. Future stands by, watching him cry. 

Harry + Asajj - Line Without A Hook ~ Ricky Montgomery - Harry’s a hopeless romantic and Asajj might be either taking advantage of this or trying to ignore it

Harry + Beast - Pompeii ~ Bastille - Harry reliving his trauma while Beast sings to him, perhaps trying to calm him instead

Harry + Christine - Cloud 9 ~ Beach Bunny - Christine loves taking broken-up losers and making them confident. Harry’s got a lot of love to give, so she gets plenty of attention and affection out of the deal as a succubus.

Harry + Demongo - Freaks ~ Surf Curse - Harry’s initially frightened of Demongo, but they gradually come to an understanding

Hassan + Horned King - As The World Caves In ~ Matt Maltese - Two old men depression nap in the castle gardens under the stars and it’s maybe a little gay?

Hassan + Yorktown - Lovely ~ Billie Eilish, Khalid - Very anime style final tragic battle with Hassan and Yorktown both trying to defend each other

Horned King + NOS-4-A2 - Panic Room ~ Au/Ra - When the Horned King gets sent to the nightmare realm

Horned King + Anubis - Can You Feel My Heart ~ Bring Me The Horizon - HK and Nuby fighting side-by-side to escape the nightmare realm

Horned King + Beast - Soldier, Poet, King ~ The Oh Hellos - Just two horned villains vibing in the woods, singing old ballads

Licorice Cookie + Horned King - Corpse Dance ~ Kikuo - Two necromancers vibing over the Black Cauldron

Lord Shen + Asajj Ventress - Don't Threaten Me With A Good Time ~ Panic! At the Disco - The pale bitches getting wild

Lord Shen + Demongo - Burning Pile ~ Mother Mother - "Maybe we should just burn"

Millennial Tree Cookie + Green Mage - Crimewave ~ Crystal Castles - Millie showed Green some cool mushrooms and they whip up a song based on the mushrooms. Millie’s like “idk anything about new music but thank you green very cool”

NOS-4-A2 + Lord Shen - Won’t Bite ~ Doja Cat - The vamp is flirting with the troubled bird...or is he just threatening him. I don’t think his programming knows how to distinguish between the two.

Asmodeus + Rattlesnake Jake - Red Roses ~ Laundry Day - Rooster has a crush on snake cowboy, more at 8

Asmodeus + Asajj Ventress - LED Blues ~ Sterling Monett - He’s lonely and she’s pretty, what of it?

Future + Kurogiri - FNaF 2 Song ~ The Living Tombstone - This is moreso a “just Kurogiri” song but yeah mist dad wants to see his son immediately

Future + NOS-4-A2 - Michelle ~ Sir Chloe - I don’t really have a specific scenario I just. I did not ship these two but this song coming on during their turn almost makes me want to. Frostbitten bone cradling a cold metal face

[weepinggothbagelfreak]

Songs that remind me of Shin Soukoku:

As some might know, I really like listening to music and I really like fictional characters and ships so i present to you songs that remind me of____. Today is Shin Soukoku (Atsushi and Akutagawa from Bungo Stray Dogs)

Love like you by Caleb Hyles

Nights like these by Pigeon pit

This December by Ricky Montgomery

Comfort Crowd by Conan Gray

Problems by Mother Mother

Feel Better by Penelope Scott

Freaks by Surf Curse

Mr Loverman by Ricky Montgomery

Can ghosts be gay? By Carpentgarden

As the world caves in by Matt Maltese

Talk to me by Cavetown

Afraid by the Neighborhood

Nothings gonna hurt you baby by Cigarettes after Sex

I want you by Mitski

I will by Mitski

Sweet tooth by Cavetown

Take me to church by Hozier

Line without a hook by Ricky Montgomery

No children by the Mountain Goats

First love/ late spring by Mitski

I also linked the playlist.

[k0dzukwen]

ʚ 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐞 ɞ

- ”I would’ve never thought I would have to say goodbye to my paradise so soon...”

pairing: tendou x gn!reader

genre: angst, tragedy

word count: 1.7k

song inspo: mr. loverman by ricky montgomery mixed with as the world caves in by matt maltese

warnings: major character death, mentions of eating disorder, mild cussing, hospitals, 

pre a/n: if you wanna blame someone for this idea blame rex orange county, jjk newest ep, and my bestfriend ANKNKA ok but fr...i was thinking of who to do for this for about like..30 mins, it was between tendou, kita, and atsumu. i’ll try to do atsumu tonight because i have a AMAZING prompt for him ok? anyways enjoy this :))

“I can show you everything”

You wanted to be shown everything once, you were so eager to go everywhere and memorize every detail. And there was one person who you wanted to travel everywhere with

Satori Tendou

You were captivated by him, thoughts of him fogged your mind daily and you could barely focus. You knew he was the one for you that day you first started as a manager and he offered you candy, along with asking if you read manga. His smile when you said yes and accepted his snack made you melt on the inside, you practically started floating when he sat next to you and started talking about character complexes and powers. You listened to him for hours that day, you secretly wished he had invited you over so he could talk to you more. You went to sleep that night reminiscing over every word, every sentence, every laugh you both shared. 

Were you really that head over heels after one day?

As the days went by you and Tendou grew closer, becoming best friends within weeks. Yet the sparkle in your eyes when he smiled and laughed never faded, the warm feeling from being with him remained with you only growing stronger. You always fell too easily which left you vulnerable to getting hurt, yet with him you wanted to open yourself up completely hoping he would do the same. Months turned into years and before you knew it, You guys were graduating. Everything went by so fast you would believe you blinked and suddenly became a third year, now you were laying in the grass behind the dorms stargazing with your bestfriend who you had unironically fallen in love with. Have you told him how you felt? Nope

“Do you know what paradise is?”, Tendou stared up at the sky the slight light from the lights nearby illuminating his face and causing his eyes to sparkle

“Something or someone you find comfort in, Something you’re so addicted to just doing it or being around it brings you unimaginable joy. You can’t and won’t imagine ever leaving it or stopping it voluntarily” You sighed and looked over at him, gazing into his red eyes, “Why do you ask?”

He laughed and closed his eyes, breathing deeply “This is my paradise...I don’t think I’m ready to leave..” He opened his eyes and smiled, “But you know, This is a part of growing up right?”

“Ugh..” You huff and sit up, “What the hell is growing up anyways?”

Tendou sat up and shifted closer, leaning in so his nose could almost touch yours, “You aren’t old enough to understand”

Your face flushed a deep pink, he was so close to your face if you accidentally moved closer your lips would meet. You smiled at him and burst out laughing, laughing so hard you had to lay back down and hold your stomach. He laughed too, laying next to you and continuing to point out constellations like nothing had happened. What did he even mean “You aren’t old enough to understand”, he was only one year older than you so what did he mean?

Did you really want to know?

You never really understood the term “growing up”, deep down you wanted to stay a a kid forever. You knew that growing up brought unwanted pain and stress and even trauma, if you weren’t stressed with college enough you also had to deal with paying for bills on your studio apartment and making money from the cafe you worked at. And to make it all worse your best friend, the guy you were lovesick for was moving across the country to pursue his dreams

In Paris

You always asked why Paris, didn’t he want to go pro in volleyball? Wasn’t that his paradise? You knew you wanted the best for him but deep down you didn’t want the love of your life to move across the country, you knew you would both lose communication with eachother, you knew he would forget about you and you didn’t want to bear that pain. Yet he didn’t want to listen, he left to paris and exactly what you predicted happened. You started off calling him every day along with texting him, sending him pictures of what you did in everyday life. You didn’t have many friends so you often found yourself waiting for his reply, you knew his job was time consuming but impatience still got the best of you. Hours without a reply turned into days, the realization that you had lost your love ate at your soul. You found yourself skipping meals, and slacking off in school. You knew it was unhealthy and that you needed to stay strong but you couldn’t, his laugh and smile lingered in your dreams. You missed him dearly, but still couldn’t get the confidence to dial his number. One day you couldn’t take it and booked a flight out to Paris, you thought at the moment it would be the best option.

You never even left the hotel

You paced around the room, the TV playing in the background. You knew the chocolate shop he worked at and had a way of transportation but couldn’t bring yourself to go, what if he didn’t remember you? What if he had someone else? You tried to talk yourself up, motivating yourself to press the button

“God damn Y/N just-” You were cut off by a breaking news report, Your gaze switched from your hands to the TV. You squinted at the screen as it showed a report of a young male involved in a car collision, you didn’t even know what the instinct was but you ran out your hotel room down to the lobby, you busted through the entrance and started to run to the hospital the news report specified, tears welled up in your eyes as you ran praying that it was just a mistake. You prayed that the male in critical condition wasn’t who you thought it was, you stumbled and bumped into people as you ran saying a quick “I’m sorry” and keeping your pace. You arrived at the hospital and bust through the doors, running up to the desk

“Please miss, Who was the man involved in the car collision? The one in critical condition?” Tears pricked at your eyes as you stared at the woman in front of you expectantly

“Oh, at first we labeled him a John Doe but after further inspection we have confirmed the mans name is...Satori Tendou, We really shouldn’t give out this info but you seem like a family member or-”

The nurse continued on but you couldn’t hear, everything went silent as if you had just became deaf, Your knees felt weak and threatened to give out. It couldn’t be him, You shook your head and covered your ears despite the fact you couldn’t hear anything, everything started to swirl together like a fever dream. Thats right, it was just a dream, This wasn’t happening. You were gonna wake up from this crazy situation and go see your bestfriend, You were gonna finally see your best friend and he was going to be alive and healthy. Everything was going to be just fine, This was just a sick nightmare thats it

“Excuse me, this is his room. I’m sorry but he has about 20 mins left to live, he can hear but can’t move or respond to anything...I’m sorry”

The doctor patted your back and left the room, gently closing the door to avoid startling you. You hadn’t spoken a word since the news was given to you and of course, you didn’t take it well. You broke down completely, the nurses had to escort you to a room and try to calm you down

But even now you felt nothing but numbness

You stared at Tendous body blankly, gazing at all the tubes coming out of him, the beeping of the heart monitor and pumping of the life support machine kept the room from being completely silent. You felt tears well up into your eyes again and this time you didn’t fight them, you slowly walked towards his bed and gently touched his face. You could feel his face flinch and heard a wimper escape from his body, you let out a quiet sob and placed your hand over your mouth. You remembered how the doctor said he could hear you and feel everything

Feel Everything

He could probably feel the tubes and they were probably painful, He probably didn’t think that life was worth so much pain. 

“Tendou...” Your voice cracked and you sniffed, “I’m so sorry...I should have been there..for you” You sighed and sat down in a chair, leaning on the bed “Did I ever tell you about my paradise? Well unlike you...My paradise was a person, They were super funny and their smile could brighten anyones day” You smiled at the last part, unknowingly laying your head on the bed, “They had am amazing laugh too...It was so contagious I learned to memorize it, whenever I was around them...I felt like I was complete. I felt like I had a life worth living when they were around, I loved them..letting them go was the hardest thing, but at least they were safe and happy...” You started to choke up, tears streaming down your face, “You’re my paradise Tendou...I’m in love with you and I want to stay here forever if It means I’ll be with you”. You looked up at the monitor noticing how it was slowing down, You didn’t know much about medicine and medical things but you knew that wasn’t a good sign. You gently grabbed his cold hand and squeezed it, you blinked through tears and opened your mouth. You didn’t know what to say until the monitor started to rapidly beep, fear shot through your body causing your tears to flow faster and your body to shake. You broke your gaze from the monitor and looked at Tendou, his skin was pale and you could barely see his face through all the tubes

“I would have never thought...I would have to say goodbye to my paradise so soon. I love you Satori, I’m sorry I was too late” 

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post a/n: currently sitting here crying, i’m not even attached to Tendou like that and i’m HURT why do i do these things to myself i’m sorry to whovever reads this </3

[moonsbeta]

🎵Music Shuffle Tag🎵

Pick a media player of your choice, put your liked songs on shuffle, and see which song answers the following!

Tagging these cuties: @evannotoven @winwxn @jiminieloved aand anyone who comes across this… ENJOY! 💖

YOU DON’T HAVE TO ADD COMMENTARY JUST THE SONG! I added some comments for @dandyvespa (the creator of this tag!!) just to be more fun hahaha

1. The song that plays when you go bungee jumping

As The World Caves In - Matt Maltese

Lolll that would be the saddest bungee session, I would be crying cause of this song! But also it’s such a good song so maybe it would be a vibe!

2. The song that plays at your wedding.

Hey Lover! - Wabie

That’s soooo cute, I actually LOVE this! Imma have to add that to the wedding playlist if I ever get married!

3. The song that plays when you’re having an existential crisis.

Hey Jude - The Beatles

Well... that would probably be fitting. A childhood favorite of mine for an existential crisis sounds about right.

4. The song that plays when you are time traveling.

iT’s YoU - Zayn

Such a good song, I can’t even describe how much I love all the sounds in it. What an iconic song to time travel to.

5. The song that plays when you run away from a murderer.

everythinggoes - RM

Nooooo, not my comfort sad/depressing song!!

6. The song that plays when you pass all the cliques in your school/college/work.

Son of Flynn - Daft Punk

Oh HELL YES! This song gets me fucking hyped like nothing else! When I tell you this is probably one of the songs/thing that singlehandedly changed my life the most!

7. The song that plays when you are getting high/drunk.

Pluto Projector - Rex Orange County

Damn, another of my crying session songs. Honestly would be down to get high and listen to this song, that’s sounds like such a nice vibe. Maybe even throw in some stargazing!

8. The song that plays when you are stuck on an island and trying to survive.

ON - BTS

Well then I’m definitely surviving! That is my PUMP UP song! Nothing hits like ON does!

9. The song that plays when you’re part of a car chase.

Forgive Me - Chloe x Halle

That would a pretty fun ride! I can already imagine the city lights speeding past me lol

10. The song that plays when you binge on a bunch of junk foods.

Leave The Door Open - Silk Sonic

Ohhhh that would be such a jamming session! I haven’t been able to stop thinking about this song, so binge eating to this song is an 11/10!

11. The song that plays when you serve your time in prison.

Судно - Molchat Doma

Now that sounds like a movie scene omggg, that’s iconic!

12. The song that plays when someone you love dies.

forever rain - RM

Oh wooow my heart just broke, this song already gets me but paired with your scenario owww.

13. The song that plays during your training montage.

Sign of the Times - Harry Styles

That would either be the saddest training montage or the most deep.

14. The song that plays when you shoot arrows while riding a horse.

Starman - David Bowie

It’s like sci-fi meets ya fantasy with this one.

15. The song that plays when you’re on a mystic adventure in an RPG.

Say So - Doja Cat

Why is this one so funny to me! That would be such a banger of an adventure! I see it being in like animated form!

16. The song that plays when you are getting driven around the city in a limo.

Take Me Home - ATEEZ

I fuckkk yes! This song already gives me night time Miami vibes so I would be so down to a drive in a limo sticking my head out with this song! Especially with the sax part 😩🤌🏻

17. The song that plays when you’re on a road trip with friends.

Elephant Gun - Beirut

Oh wow this one made me emotional! I honestly can’t think of a better road trip song than this one! Filming it like an old vhs tape footage, with the graining film!

18. The song that plays when you see your senpai under the cherry blossoms.

Tokyo Drift - Teriyaki Boyz

IM DYING! This one is the FUNNIEST! Oml this would be so cool tho, I picture them being a racer and with this song *chefs kiss!

19. The song that plays when you’re giving birth.

Mr Loverman - Ricky Montgomery

Okay this is lowkey cute!

20. The song that plays when you are trying to crack into a building with tight security.

Magic Works - Jarvis Cocker etc.

Wait why does this actually work! I can totally see this!! The way that I love this song, like I get surprised with how good it is every time I hear it!

21. The song that plays when you are dancing in the rain.

Fresh Laundry - Allie X

Hold up this is actually great! It gives that eerie vibe to it! Like dancing on the street with just a streetlamp lighting you while it’s pouring!

22. The song that plays when you are in a zombie apocalypse.

right here - keshi

I loove this song and this would honestly kind of fit the vibe?!

23. The song that plays when you are doing a surgical procedure.

Nocturne in E Flat Major, Op. 9 No. 2: II. Andante (E Flat major)

Now that’s some boss shit! Hahaha made me feel like I’m in a cinematographic movie with the incision blade at my finger tips hahaha

24. The song that plays when you’re in an elevator with quiet and awkward strangers.

Restless - BIBI

At that point if this song comes on I would just be ~vibing~ this song is so smooth and pretty! It makes me feel like I’ve fallen in love (probably with her cause she’s so gorgeous and talented)

• Sorry this took so long!! It was sitting in my drafts for so long and I finally finished it right now! I really enjoyed doing it! <3