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The Murderbot TV show is finally here!
#murderbot diaries#murderbot#Ratthi#ayda mensah#arada#gurathin#digital art#When I made my last murderbot comic I didn't realize how close we were to season 1 starting.#I have yet to watch the new episodes so I cannot vouch for the quality - but I am still going to say 'hey watch this show!'#It's a fun sci-fi about a robot who was built to be a security guard and just wants to watch TV.#It is powered by anxiety and depression and struggles to understand it's place in the world.#Which is to say it is a deeply relatable character.#It is also a great narrative about how much stronger we are when we are not alone.#Give it a try if you haven't already! The books are novella length and the audiobook is only a few hours long.#EDIT: if you saw this before I adjusted the colours - no you didn't.#I need a new laptop badly...my current one is incapable of seeing purple or yellow.#EDIT 2: If you saw this with the typo...I'm so sorry. And no you didn't.
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to hold you is my only wish
#persona 5#p5r#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#goro akechi#akeshu#artists on tumblr#happy national divorce day. they didn't even hug once#they have 10 minutes to hold each other and be their most vulnerable selves#i keep thinking how it must have been really scary for akechi#he's faced death once with so much regret and it was. sudden and unexpected#and after he's given 'life' - a chance - again it turns out everything is fake#the only time he thought he probably could do it over again. and yet#but also the only time he could do something right. by dying#and alone – again#just when he thought he could have a start over with akira too#anyways. yeah. i'm so normal about them i think :)#.art
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how's the other guy holding up
#submas#emmet#sketches#//#submas angst#this JUST in you can draw fanart .#THEY DON'T TELL YOU THIS BUT YOU REALLY CAN JUST POST LIKE. MOSTLY UNFINISHED DRAWINGS THAT ONLY CONVEY SOME OF WHAT YOU MEAN. AT 4 AM !#see it's very hard for me because i have a lot of serious THOUGHTS about these characters but#not the patience for the necessary care that would go into drawing them properly. or writing fanfiction long enough to get the point across#either way#i have a lot of thoughts on pretty much every aspect of how i think everything happens for SOME reason but I PERSONALLY#i personally think that emmet would take leave from work#maybe i will make a proper post about this another time but i was like#thinking just about. as much as he loves his job. he loved it when he was doing half a job built for 2 people. and the other person#was one of his favourites in the world#i don't think it would really bring him any sense of normalcy. to go do his job alone#and i don't think that keeping gear station in optimal working condition ''for when ingo gets back'' would necessarily be his top priority#the priority rather would be to try and get him back LOL#and it's important to ME that emmet actually succeeds in this#for a variety of reasons. but it's 4:30 am and i'm a little too tired to get into the intricacies of my imaginary reunion scenario#this is unrelated to that but i have also been thinking about like. i bet emmet would hate condolences#my friend said something that made me think about this a while ago but y'know#''i'm sorry for your loss'' do you literally not know that he likes winning more than anything else 🙄#anyways that's enough of that. i have more to say but maybe not in the tags. and another time
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darrel curtis & homesick by noah kahan
inspired by @made-my-peace-with-all-the-bad
#the outsiders#outsiders musical#the outsiders musical#darry curtis#brent comer#victor carrillo tracey#dan berry#my gifs#i know i said no more gifs but i saw op's lyric edits and started thinking about darry and my hands just started making these#i love noah kahan but i can only listen to him when i'm alone and sad because his songs make me SOB#the number of breakdowns i've had to this album...
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Diomedes really cranked the "simp-o-meter for Odysseus" from 0 to 12 in approximately 0.6 seconds in book 10 (choose ur spy buddy) and im snort-laughing.
Partially because of how Unnecessarily Extra Diomedes is.
And then even more so because of how Extremely Done Odysseus is in his reply (every time he uses the "long-suffering Odysseus" epithet i fucking DIE laughing. I can FEEL the -_-)
But also, because I feel like the opposite is more typical (Odysseus having the flowery flattering speeches and Diomedes just, like, "read at 2pm"-ing him in return):
I am choosing to headcanon that Dio is very subtly/very gently teasing/mocking Odysseus. And that Ody has done the "oh i pick Diomedes the incredible, the unmatchable, unwinnable force of the gods' will!!!" thing to him recently and Dio is now just throwing it back at him in a "do u hear what u sound like when u talk???" Kind of way.
Which is why Ody is peak "i am Unamused by this, diomedes" in the scene. Because he knows he's being gently roasted in a way the others likely won't pick up on/which is Just For Him.
And i think that's beautiful
#the iliad#odysseus#diomedes#odydio#diomedes x odysseus#did u know: bullying is a love language for some people#(if the people are called 'Odysseus' and 'Diomedes' anyway)#ody getting his own little dig right back in by “son of tydeus”-ing diomedes#BC YOU DONT PLAY A LITTLE BITCH AT HIS OWN LITTLE BITCH GAME#AND COME OUT OF THAT NOT BITCH-SLAPPED.#i feel like dio is still smirking and Worth It#as soon as they're alone the pair of them just bickering about it#ody: “both of us could come back from the blazing of fire itself” - Really??? are you fucking serious!?#dio: I believe it! i belieeeve!!! ur the bestest strategical tactician the army has ever known ever!!!#ody: shut the fuck up.#dio: that's what u sound like when u say shit like that you know#ody: i do not! dio: yes u do.#ody: i do NOT. i sound thoughtful elegant and poetic when I speak. because i THINK before i open my mouth!#ody: you sounded like a concussed lusty teenager writing his first love letter and abusing a thesaurus to do it#dio:......oh my athena do u really mean it??? ur so sweet to me!!!#ody: i hate you. dio: naah. ody: i do. dio: you don't. ody: i DO. dio: you can't hate me.#ody: i do. the only reason I havent thrown you into the sea is because- dio: you couldn't throw me if the war depended on it?#ody: NO. it's because I don't NEED to. because you made an utter fool of yourself in there.#dio: i did not that's the best bit. they were all eating it right up! believed every word about you. Odysseus 'glory of the greeks!'#ody: shut up dont be so ridiculous#dio: I'm serious. you could piss in their cornflakes as a joke and they'd thank you for the seasoning and praise your ingenuity#ody: this conversation is over. you're clearly too idiotic to have any civilised discourse with#dio: oooh “civilised discourse”. i know you're angry when you pull out YOUR thesaurus. it's hot.#OKAY ENOUGH ENOUGH. JESUS JONEY MOTHER OF GOD WHAT DID I JUST DO#rowyn reads the iliad
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I really really like that lucanis reaches the 'there must be some way through this' realization 'off camera', so to speak, while presumably looking at rook explaining the situation to spite. it just. hits right. he gets that moment to himself after 'this place is a nightmare, why would I want to stay here' to come back into focus, to gather himself and think it through in peace, outside of the demands of anyone’s gaze (including the player’s!), while rook takes care of spite’s confusion and urgency and distress as he can’t himself in this shattered state. they're inside his soul, but he still gets that moment of privacy, with rook and spite there and supporting but not intruding. idk there's just something so good and right-feeling about it. rook's presence in lucanis' mind at its most vulnerable and frozen could have felt SO invasive if the quest wasn't written as skillfully as it is, and I get skeeved out by that kind of thing incredibly easily so it's a testament to how well it's done that it always feels safe and supportive. lucanis has had both his bodily and psychological (slash spiritual/existential) integrity and autonomy violated so brutally and repeatedly, and having even the way the camera perceives him here grant him the dignity and respect and privacy of soul he hasn’t experienced in a long time… it’s a whole thing huh. No wonder it’s taken me a while to put it into words lol
(also what a contrast to what solas and rook have got going on, and what a sly way to slide the point of comparison in there to build to the thematic whole. the solas version of this IS of course wildly invasive and skeeves me out but in the intended delighted horror movie way. solas, too, was let into someone’s soul through the cracks in the wake of a traumatic event, and he IMMEDIATELY sought to turn it to his own benefit and use that trauma as a weapon against them fhdsja I’m sorry but it’s just such a character-revealing instinct for him to act on without hesitation and I love how terrible he is, it’s all so unforgivably premeditated and consistent.
rook acting out of the desire to make sure lucanis is ok vs. solas going ‘well. When life gives you oops killed my friend, make dead friend poisoned lemonade and make his loved ones drink it. this sunk cost fallacy isn’t going to perpetuate itself’ is such a neat contrast and it’s not in your face about it but it’s still there, deep and solid down in the thematic narrative. rook doesn’t do anything to or in lucanis’ mind, really — they negotiate their way through the layers of defense and are let through, and they help him make the whole thing more explicable, but they never exert any force or go rooting around for anything that doesn’t present itself to them first. solas goes about gathering ammo for when he's going to nothing personel kid this person from like the first moment fhdskh doesn't waste a second before he's on that gaslight gatekeep girlboss grind. the fact that the game goes out of its way to show there IS a respectful, non-selfish and kind version of this process makes what solas is doing even more deliciously awful (glee) and rook and lucanis’ relationship (platonic, romantic, whatever it might be in any given playthrough) all the more moving to me)
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#solas#getting some affectionate solas slander in there is always correct as far as I'm concerned that's basically his form of prayers I think#one of the most non-alienating depictions of trauma and mental illness I've come across honestly. up there with harrow the ninth#(which is the all-timer of course. that book gets me when no one else gets me) and the hawk and a hacksaw speech in due south#for things that have resonated with me recently. you can tell how deeply lucanis feels like he's a completely shattered and destroyed thing#that can't come together and be a person again. and the narrative treats him with such affection and respect anyway#even on the worst route where he doesn't really get to resolve anything he IS still a full whole incredibly loveable (and hilarious) person#even though he can't see that from the inside at this point because there's so much pain and confusion in the way.#and there's no condemnation or blame there that he shuts down irrevoccably in many ways on the fallen treviso route -- only#a neutral not-unsympathetic recognition that this was one thing too many added to the burden. this was more than he could take.#and it's not a failing it's just a fact. he's surviving the only way he knows how even when it isn't immediately uplifting or cathartic#no there are things here that's beyond you to help him with and you have to sit with the discomfort and grief of that without#getting acess to his inner life the same semi-unguarded way again actually. it's so interesting. it's subtle and real.#he was a person with deeply entrenched patterns of psychological defense before he met you and you are not an exception to that#in an automatic way. you can't 'fix him' or his relationships you can only be there with him and when conditions are right that alone heals#(subtlety in some of these things I think a lot of the 'rook is only a therapist' criticism completely fails to engage with. btw.)#anyway. he means the world to me and I love this game I only wish there was more of it
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I'm sorry but the irony of Nico calling Max unprofessional is sending me so bad like sir there's an entire garage full of people, who were literally in the trenches trying to survive the Brocedes fallout while just doing their jobs, who might have a few things to say about your (& Lewis') level of professionalism at that time 😭✋️
#f1#formula 1#formula one#max verstappen#nico rosberg#lewis hamilton#brocedes#like niki lauda had to try multiple times to literally parent trap them to try and get them on speaking terms it never worked#because one would arrive they'd see the other and the other would leave#& if i remember correctly the garage crew would swap around from race to race as a like see we aren't favouring anybody gesture 😭#and thats no shade to nico because it was both of them contributing to that environment#his comment re max is just making me laugh#like if i was a part of the pr/media team - which is a part of the degree I'm working on irl - at merc that year i would've lost the plot#like its insane reflecting on it nearly a decade later but the poor souls just trying to do their job in the eye of that storm#truly gods strongest soldiers#ngl the professional comment irks me a bit because its not like max is engaging in inappropriate work place behaviour#he's engaging in another aspect of racing that his involvement raises awareness of & that makes racing more accessible#& we all know how inaccessible not only getting into racing is but also to continue to pursue the further along you go#theres so many stories of 1 sibling giving up racing so the other can keep going because the family can't afford for them both to race#its a huge financial strain & we only see a handful of drivers talk about that & try to do something to change it#and nicos fellow sky sports commentators are routinely unprofessional on so many levels#additionally max had a lot of valid reasons to be annoyed at his team today#but alas he's not english so he's ungrateful#i hate that drivers can't criticise their teams or car without immediately being branded as bratty & ungrateful#ESPECIALLY WHEN THEIR JOB IS TO GIVE FEEDBACK#you can see the double standards from sky when say Lando or George have complaints with their team/car v the likes of Max and Yuki#especially Yuki my god the things i would do to get the British media to leave him alone#this was a jokey post at one point and then became a rant whoops lmao#I'll leave it that before i write an actual essay here 😭✋️
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Due to scheduling conflicts we're celebrating Tintin Day early this month! 🥳
Someone said in tags that they could totally see Tintin needing International Rescuing at some point. What better way for the Hood to put iR's integrity on the line than revealing all to a world-famous reporter? Would the Tracys jeopardise their whole operation to save just one life?!
(Un)fortunately Tintin hasn't shown up at work since 1929, so the only sacrifice here will be an old man's dignity. Again. 🪦
#the adventures of tintin#tintin#thunderbirds are go#thunderbirds#scott tracy#the hood#josie's art#obviously the answer is yes they would; and tintin wouldn't out them anyway#he's a good noodle and only hashtag-EXPOSES those who deserve it#but how is the hood to know that? he stole photos of the thunderbirds and scott and virgil nearly killed him#a last resort by refusing to give up the chase but even so. AND the whole ned cook thing#it's so funny to me that ToS scott LOSES IT at the sound of a camera shutter; RIP whoever takes their family photos#it's why john stays in space; scott's kneejerk reaction of socking him in the face when he tries to take a nice polaroid :/#almost as funny as tintin not having shown up to the office for a century but somehow maintaining his job#i'm sure his newspaper just keeps him employed for the clout at this point lmaoooo#anyway i'll stop with the tags but i firmly headcanon the boys calling hood out in WILD ways whenever they cross paths#their dad will NEVER date him; kayo will NEVER return his calls and if he even LOOKS at alan he's a predator!!!!#eventually he'll leave them alone because it's just too humiliating :V
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Great and Tyme being worried about each other
4MINUTES (2024) EP. 5
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#greattyme#thaidrama#uservix#userrlaura#raeblr#userbon#mjtag#rinblr#esmetracks#userrlana#userpetri#tusersilence#dramasource#dailyasiandramas#asianlgbtqdramas#fyeahthaidramas#tansgifs#gifs:fourm#i made this so i could stare at their expressions during those scenes truly masterclass in acting#the way you can feel great's pain in the 4th gif when tyme yells to let them try to kill him#the way great is just searching for anything to grasp at when showing his worry about tyme's well being didn't work in the 6th gif#and great desperately saying his grandma#he is so split between holding onto his parents and holding onto tyme because he doesn't want to lose what they have#and clearly he knows asking tyme to do it for him alone wouldn't work not only because he has no right to#but also because he simply doesn't think he even mean that much to tyme. it's not like he knows what it's like to mean stuff to people#i mean shit look at his relationship with his parents. so he uses grandma and it works#anyways i love the little smiles in gifs 14 15 16 when he can feel that tyme is worried about him#all i'm gonna say about tyme is we need to put that man on suiciide watch. anyways that's what I can say from great pov
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Would you guys mind if I start posting small quick doodles of my DWFR AU.. Sometimes I tend to just mindlessly doodle but they're not significant lore stuff.. Mostly me messing around or just scrapped concepts.
Same goes for ramble posts(with no art), don't wanna clutter my blog too much for the sake of people scrolling lol.
#ramble#might delete later#field research au#I never expected a lot of ppl liking my AU#When I first created it I thought I'll just be making doodles but now I'm making?? comics???#I didn't even know I could do that let alone fully coloured ones lol#Thought it'd be another Toodles AU situation where I just make quick sketches#And maybe ppl might be interested in seeing some messy concepts like the scrapped Rodger x Brightney ship I originally had#This AU was and STILL NOT well thought out tbh#Like compare it to other people doing AUs I literally just make drawings on impulse LMAO#I literally just work on the AU whenever I want cause it's not the only content I make I like drawing general Dandy's world stuff aswell#I don't work on this AU cause ppl like it I work on it cause I like working on it#So I appreciate people's patience with me instead of begging for parts#I won't let ppl pressure me( I'm looking at my Tiktok audience 💀)#I went on a tangent#again#anyway yeah if ppl don't mind some doodles or rambles of the AU I can yap..#ronu's rambles
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tell me that I still have stars in my eyes
(jashzine art! read under cut to find link to twt post :3)
EYYYYYYYY JASHZINE IS OUT BAHBAY THAT'S RIGHT. HOLY FUCKING JASHBALLS. I'LL LINK IT WHEN I FIND THE POST FOR IT ON HERE BUT UNTIL THEN HERE'S THE TWITTER POST yyyeeeeEEEEAHHHHHHH CHAT WOOOOOOO
in all seriousness I feel so honoured to be featured alongside some really, REALLY TALENTED PEOPLE. LIKE HOLY BALLS. MY ART DOESN'T NEARLY COMPARE TO . EVERYONE ELSE'S DUDE LIKE. OUGHHHHHHHH FUCK EVERYONE'S SO FUCKIN TALENTED AND TOTALLY TUBULAR I CAN'T. honestly I shouldn't be here, think I walked into the wrong building. I suck balls this art fucking. I fucking loathe this piece anyways here's the progress
(^^^^ alt colour version. should've gone with this everypony we were ROBBED it fits the song more. Aughhhhhh)
and before you get on my ass for his body type being so fucking wrong here's a doodle I did around the time I was working on this with a more correct body type. I unironically think it's better (plus you get closeup on face)
again, please check out the jashzine, AND FOLLOW !!! FOLLOW THE ARTISTS !!!! WHO DID THE ART !!!!!! PLEASE THEY'RE SO SO SO SO COOL AND TALENTED OH MY GOD PLEASSSEEEEEEEE thanks for reading this btw comment "teapot" down below if you reached this point in the video hhahah fucking . kill me
#...kinito for scale#chonny jash#cj cid#cj covered in discontent#(that's not a tag yet? weird)#chonny jash fanart#chonny jash art#aughhhhhhh fuck when i say i don't like this art. i really don't#it was a struggle to work on. i . aughh#learned some new techniques thoug so that's nice#ignore that my composition has been the exact fucking same for the past few posts. gonna change that reeeeeal fucking soon#you were robbed though originally i was going to do alone with my thoughts with cool space. stuff#but since there's LITERALLY NO FANART FOR. FOR FUCKING SHE ONLY LOVES ME WHEN I'M THERE#ONE. THERE'S ONE. NOW THERE'S TWO.#THE BEST (subjective) SONG IN CID. I FCUKIGN LOEV IT SO MUCH TWAS A CRIME TO . NOT. USE THIS AS AN OPPORTUNITY#hopefully the alone with my thoughts art gets turned into something one day. i actually would like to draw it#have a great day y'all. I'm going to fuckin. gonna go do my homework good day guys go support the artists who took a part in this
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actually now that i think about it malevolent might have one of if not my favorite execution ever of the ‘two characters have to share one body’ premise. like in theory i’m a huge fan of that trope but in practice very few stories do it in a way i find interesting
#mumbling#entirely possible i'm just not looking hard enough but#like severance is very compelling dont get me wrong but it's not the same#the severance situation is more like a timeshare. jarthur is Two Guys are Here Right Now#i think maybe what gives malevolence the sauce as far as compelling body sharing/hijacking dymanics To Me#is the way john and arthur are forced to be SO dependent on each other even when they're at odds#arthur can't see and john can't move (mostly)#they can both hear but only one of them can speak#and the story does INTERESTING stuff with it#john had to spend what a month? alone in the dark bc arthur was in a coma#all the times john just straight up lies about what they're seeing cause hes mad#the way they FULLY acknowledge the resentment that kind of forced proximity and dependence would cause#idk it's just neat i wish more stories would do stuff like that
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KNOCK OUT (2025) หมัดน็อกล็อกหัวใจ dir. Tee Bundit Sintanaparadee
#knock out the series#knock out series#knock out#knockoutedit#dech narongdet#clairedaring#zeystuff#gif: knockout#didn't really planned to make this so only tagging claire...#but my poor boy is going through things :( ... mawin confessed and itt ditched. like mawin keeps the relationship secret#so it must've taken a lot of courage to confess your feelings in front of everybody even tho only itt heard what he said#but it's about the surrounding. when they're alone they're safe and in their own world. feels like an escapeism from the reality#and itt is okay with that. but being surrounded by people is different. more real. and mawin was soo confident. ready. courageous.#he truly wanted to support itt in every way he can. so he chose the way of affirmiation of words which helped...#now mawin overthinks if he did something wrong. if he's the reason why itt disappeared and it truly breaks my heart... :(#he worries so much. he cares so much about itt...#like this is only one scene and I know for sure it will get more uglier before we get a happy ending between them#it's gonna be a rollercoaster of emotions and tbh not sure if I'm ready like I said I am
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#masterchef roleplay (that might turn into a crime scene)
#the heart killers#1x02#style sattawat#fadel kasemsan#fadelstyle#gifset#*brace's#tw meat#//#I'm afraid I would have already killed that man... I hate when people tell me what to do in the kitchen 😀🔪#but listen#if it turns out Fadel gets anything that is not just Annoyance out of [gestures to the above] all this I swear to god#even if it's only the tiniest little bit of reluctant but genuine amusement#I am NEVER letting this go#there better NOT be any flashbacks to this moment in a day when Fadel is all alone in this kitchen#or I won't let you hear the END of it
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did you remember to leave space for all your phantom limbs?
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☀︎。 ⋆。 ゚ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ˚★⋆。˚ ┊ ┊ ⋆ ┊ ★⋆ ┊ ◦ kirbytober 2024 #03 ★⋆ miracle // phantom // magic
#starstruck dee#bandana waddle dee#my art#my comics#kirbytober#rare un-bowed starstruck moment!! only sometimes when sleeping; mostly with company who do a similar ritual. so she participates#you would not believe the number of incredibly important monologues that occur while starstruck is snoozing!!#truly she can sleep through anything (if you can get her to fall asleep). not an easy feat#though bandee always manages it! when she can't sleep but she's trying (often) she comes to his room. she just sleeps better not alone.#i wonder if someone from last year's kirbytober will recognise this location design!! i tried to keep it consistent!#anyway! hello lore comics it's been a while! this one wasn't planned actually. was not next in my schedule for her#but this prompt worked so well for it!! so here it is. hope you enjoy!! <3#do i need to... i mean it's obvious this is lore but i guess i should tag it:#🎀🔍#my dream is that one day i will drop something So Pretentious or Confusing or Cheeky that folks will full-legal-name me in comedy rage#“STARFLUNG!WADDLE!DEE!” etc. i think i've said this before actually. i'm getting deja vu... but i do always think it's peak comedy!#gravitational collapse#morpho#morpho knight
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I know the concept of more supernatural/paranormal elements is cool but it will never stop being funny to me that in every series ever, when a ghost shows up the main characters have to do rituals & research the history of the haunted item or house or even whole town & use specific items like salt & incense & talisman to banish the ghost all dramatically & supernaturally, but in Danny Phantom this kid just shows up with nothing but his fists, a thermos, & pent up aggression. put em the fuck UP, you ectoplasmic son of a—
#Danny Phantom#i'm watching caped crusader & i can't stop thinking. if Danny was here he would've beaten the shit outta this ghost 5 minutes in#also this is why whenever someone throws a ''who would win Danny or X'' scenario at me i always say Danny if he was being serious#cuz this kid has the perfect combo of superpowers. he only seems like a loser because all his villains ALSO have those powers#if he went up against anyone else & had adhd medication he'd win laughably easy#i know it's easier to write him as so incompetent any normal human villain can take him out despite his powers#but realistically by s2 i feel like unless they have anti-ghost weapons or some kind of mind control going on#they simply could not even touch Danny let alone fend him off or take him down#Danny could literally just possess them for 1 second & when they're having a possession hangover cuff em. easy peasy lemon squeezy
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