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making new friends irl is so nerve wracking but also so exciting. I remember how much I used to panic over sending my now best friend one text or randomly calling her and look how that turned out BUT also I've given wayy too much of myself to people who ended up not caring and hurting me and it's such a gamble to trust people but I really think it's worth it but why does EVERYTHING feel like such a big step and so scary like??? can we hang out when we're not in college? how often can I text you to hang out before it becomes too much?? can I say I love you?? can I give you a high five? can we hug?? AKFHDGDHHDDH I LIKE YOU SO MUCH. and I know you like me too but I've been known to come on way too strong and and and god I can't wait to get to know you even more. yeah I'm going insane. bye
#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com#and then repeat cycle#but I'm glad im back to having enthusiasm about it cause I haven't been able to summon it for a while#and I've been getting more jaded and bitter lately cause i lost some of the people closest to me#but I'm glad im getting my hope back#god its hard and i keep falling on my face but every so often. every so often ill meet someone who'll make all the trying worth it#ahhhhhhhhh#ok no. but I'm gonna be chill this time. i promised myself. i can do this. it's gonna get better#and that's not even getting started on my unreliable ass energy levels#anyway. god i should sleep
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i've broken supernatural down to its bare essentials
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btw if you're going to go down the route of "everyone lives happily ever after, by which i mean gets married and settles down and plenty of kids" at the end of your story then the ONLY right way to do it is to give the villain character a kid as well and have these descendants meet and become best friends before the sins of their fathers inevitably come back to haunt them and turn their innocent childhood friendship into a nightmare psychosexual rivalry in which people are killed
#🐉#i still dont care for 'lets get married and have kids' endings but if the kids go on to repeat the cycle? that fucks
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Arcane spoilers
Silco treats Jinx how he wishes he was treated by Vander whenever he made a mistake, with understanding.
But he ended up hurting her anyways, because he couldn’t see where Vander was coming from until it was too late.

Jinx treats Isha how she wishes she was treated by Vi, and includes her in everything, even if it’s dangerous.
But Isha ended up dying anyways, because Jinx couldn’t see where Vi was coming from until it was too late.


#the cycle haunts me#jinx arcane#arcane#jinx#vi arcane#arcane jinx#violet arcane#vander#vander arcane#silco#silco arcane#arcane silco#arcane vander#arcane league of legends#history is doomed to repeat itself and arcane shows us that again and again#in our efforts to fix the mistakes of others#we repeat the mistakes they were trying to fix#and then the cycle repeats again
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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Guys I realized you can’t compromise quality time on your core interests without compromising your own core self and fading away as a person . Did you know about this
#This is a realization you come to every day as a pre med btw#You’re j kinda like I don’t need to be a person for the next 3 months and then you’re like oh that’s so unhealthy actually#And the cycle repeats and then u reach acceptance in residency when the 80 hr work week hits 😍#Awk#I should probably stop sulking and take advantage of the freedom I have before med school#Like I’ll still make time for stuff then too but I know that’ll be a whole other level of time management
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can’t stop thinking about asterid hearing prim’s name being called and instantly thinking of maysilee, her best friend who didn’t come home, because she knew that would be the fate that would await her youngest daughter.
vs her seeing katniss volunteer, and instantly thinking of haymitch, burdock’s best friend who came home but was never the same again, because she knew that would be the fate that would await her oldest daughter.
then, when seeing prim scream for her sister, asterid finally thought of merrilee, her best friend who was bedridden with painful headaches and pushed her away in grief for her twin, because she knew that prim could become the same if katniss didn’t come home, like how maysilee didn’t.
years later, asterid watched katniss lose prim, and disappear into herself like she did after losing burdock; like haymitch after losing lenore dove; like merrilee after losing maysilee.
and she thought of everyone - the friends that didn’t return home, the friends that got spared but lost themselves to grief, the people that should’ve been alright but were in the wrong place at the wrong time (burdock in the mines; the donners / undersees in the bombing).
realising that no one was safe from the impact of the capitol, and snow. and that those who got reaped and didn’t come home were actually the luckiest of them all. because they didn’t have to see everything and everyone fall apart, over and over again, like a never-ending row of dominoes collapsing again and again and again….
#because she knew katniss had the potential to survive the games#but no one comes out of the games unscathed#and asterid saw firsthand the depression that haymitch fell into#it’s all a cycle#history book on the shelf is always repeating itself#the game is on again#a lover or a friend?#more like - a daughter or a friend?#me when i’m enter the ‘losing people i love’ competition and my opponent is asterid everdeen#she’s so tragic#and no i am not defending her neglect of katniss and prim#but i think she’s such an interesting character#asterid march#asterid everdeen#the hunger games#sotr#sunrise on rhe reaping#primrose everdeen#katniss everdeen#maysilee donner#merrilee donner#haymitch abernathy
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so i noticed something 💀

🐍: Why do you have so many... snake-shaped candy?
💜: Mind your own business—
🐍: ???
#yuusha had been going back and forth from sam's shop to mostro lounge to ramshackle dorm and the cycle repeats#to this day jamil still wonders what the hell that was all about (she told him eventually)#(but not all the details)#[���✦-#twst#twisted wonderland#twst art#twst fanart#jamil viper#twst oc x canon#<- close enough#jamil x yuu#jamil viper x yuu#jamiyuu#twst yuu#twst yuusona#(💜) yuusha tala#(💜) curry noodles#-✦—]#anyways low pressure doodles do be getting me back though hehe#(✧) my art
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#I'm not exactly excited about his arc but I wanted to make a design for him.#Look at him go. Let's see if the evil jay cycle repeats#Sorry I'm not using the leaked design bc I can't figure out anything about it except that weird sand blue#ninjago jay#jay walker#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#evil jay#forbidden five jay#jay ninjago#ninjago leaks
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totally real and canon whitecastle conversation in limbo (ll!etho’s burn scars and post-wl!impulse’s explosion scars mirror each other) (crumbs)
#mxmarsart#wild life spoilers#impulse might not have won#but oh boy did he go out in a way im okay with#if i had a nickel for every time traffic!impulse’s weird situationship killed and betrayed him#id have way too many nickels#the cycle repeats THANK GOD#ill make more art of the finale i promise i just had to get this one out#impulsesv#impulsesv fanart#ethoslab#ethoslab fanart#white castle#white castle fanart#whitecastle#whitecastle fanart#imptho#wild life#wild life smp#wild life fanart#trafficblr
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I somehow gaslight myself into thinking princess daisy has a darker skin tone -> I get jumpscared when I remember she's white -> I somehow gaslight myself into thinking princess daisy has a darker skin tone -> I get jumpsc
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anybody else fucked up over the fact that kris is being contacted and manipulated by a mysterious force over the phone. just like spamton was. is anybody else fucked up over the continuous parallels between them. does anybody else think someone should tell spamton this information so he can be a protective uncle and smash their cell phone to pieces.
#deltarune spoilers#i havent been able to stop thinking about it since going through chapter 4. what do you mean the cycle continues#im not seeing enough people acknowledge it#thats his baby dude he tried to warn them he tried to get through to them but hes so fucked up beyond comprehension#and kris has very little control in the matter anyway to be able to stop it#and its just this cycle that is doomed to repeat#ough. i bash my head into the wall#deltarune#kris dreemurr#spamton#deltarune chapter 4
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during the summer I was isolating and depressed bc of it and craving social interaction so bad being stuck in my room for weeks on end. but I have attended 4 Halloween parties this month and my desire to touch grass has never been so low and I want to retreat back into a hole and disintegrate. why is it so hard to find a reasonable medium
#its like jumping at the chance to socialize and accepting all invitations with no regard to my social battery bc it felt so bad having none#then getting overwhelmed and falling back into the cycle of self isolation and blocking out irl friends again. rinse and repeat#i love seeing my friends dont get me wrong but my autistic ass can only handle so much People Time per week
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anyways biblically accurate hilson is just one of them snapping, initiating sex, and then immediately reverting back to wit, mind games, and avoidance until they can’t take it anymore and fuck like animals again
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I feel like there's something to be said about Tim's parents leaving him home alone as a child to go dig up (and probably steal) artifacts for months on end only for Tim later in life to leave the rest of the Bats home in Gotham for months on end to go steal art. Sure the reasons are different, but they're basically doing the same thing. I'm not smart enough to flesh out the connection though
#tim drake#batfam#jack drake#janet drake#repeating the cycle stories you will always be famous to me#even if unintentional
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thank you to @georgiasbrainstuff and @wisteriagoesvroom for the tag 🩵 my top 5 songs this week are:
the entire addison album
somebody else (the 1975)
menswear (the 1975)
bunny is a rider (caroline polachek) + the rest of desire iwtiy 😭
what goes around.../...comes around (justin timberlake)
tagging: @brushedbymelancholy @pookietsunoda @cadillacjohnf1 @versains @chousery and @tiredeg 😁🩵
#tag game#spotify#the problem is. i listen to entire artists on repeat in cycles.. so rn its charli/addison/caroline and 1975#last month was beyonce/lana/ethel/maneskin#which makes these so hard bc its more artists than specific songs.. 😭
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