#anyways imma go to bed now
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ok read all of the tags before coming at me
#i just wanted to talk in the tags#but like part of me hates that theres so much positivity for cluster b disorders#no no no hear me out#like i dont have empathy and im better than everybody because of it like i dont give a fuck if im “still a good person”#like no bitch im the best at being the worst and everybody should hate me because im better at being worse than they are#anyways i think i have npd#also all the positivity helps me sometimes like when i feel like im destined to be nothing but a shit person#but rn i am better than everybody else and if you agree with that then im hoing to tell you to gtfo#cuz i have to be the only one who is right in thinking im the best#and if you tell me im not better than everybody that will just fuel my ego because that proves that im right and youre wrong#i should not be allowed in public lmao#usually its not this extreme but like im a little fucked up rn#i keep trying to save people who dont think they need to be saved and it makes me angry as shit#like IK hes 28 and can handle shit himself but i need to fucking save him because he wont help himself damnit#if you want things done right you have to do them yourself#and so ill march my ass all the way ovwr thwre and save him myself#i wanna go tf to bed now#anyways i am on a damn high rn just from my own ego and i love it <3#anyways imma go to bed now#good night queers and peers
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Good news, bois! 🤠 I rewatched the scene where Daisy smacks Coulson's power button in s7. You remember what Jemma tells him when he wakes up for the first time???
"The last scan of your brain was from the Framework. I've done my best to update it with all that you've missed."
Do you understand what this means??? S7!Coulson DOES have "first-hand" memories of small moments with Daisy. He remembers her calling him A.C., how he wiped her tears, and eventually how she launched herself at him in a hug when he didn't have more information about her parents, how she pulled him out of the memory machine, how he found her shot and left for dead and held her bleeding body, how she insisted she help him with his carvings, how he held her close when she found the picture of her and her dad, how he stayed by her bedside after she went through terrigenisis, how he made her the best grilled cheese sandwich, how he talked with her on the way to the cabin and gave her a hug before he left, how she didn't trust Rosalind, how she ran away from the Playground and from the team because of Hive, how he told May that Daisy is the closest thing he has to a daughter, how she came back and wanted to isolate because it's what she felt she deserved, how broken she was when Lincoln sacrificed himself for everyone, how she ran away for months and he tried tracking her down, how relieved he was when she was safe... And I know there's so many more moments I'm missing, but think about it. S7!Coulson's first-hand, genuine memories from OG!Coulson did contain quite a chunk of his relationship with Daisy and how it grew.
So s7!Coulson does, in fact, know what Daisy means to him. Genuinely. Yes, there's a sizable gap missing, and Jemma did her best to fill that gap with what she knew and probably heard from Daisy, but he knows.
#i dont know why this is *now* just clicking for me 💀#but it definitely feels like a comfort to know that even tho he may not be real#mans knows hes got a kid. and he knows the depth of that love. 🥹#this is v good news and i will now go to bed. thank goodness both my jobs are shut down tomorrow bc of the snow/ice. imma be eepy. 💀#ANYWAYS#agents of shield#phil coulson#daisy johnson#i just love them so much your honor#original post
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why not both?
calmly sitting by under the crawling vines (not red and bloody but green and alive) of the plants he potted there peacefully embroidering a piece.
tending the garden while wearing a sun hat he made with knitted flowers.
gift giving as a love language my beloved. making an effort to leave bouquets or a single stem at people's doorstep wrapped with small handmade things like a scarf a pair of socks or gloves.
him always having flowers that attract bees that tubbo absolutely loved. fixing up the rips and tears of his best friend clothes cuz he was a little careless, grumbling all the while and braiding flower crowns for him for the bees to buzz around their hair just to see him smile like that again.
honestly, to me the act of creating and nurturing all feel synonyms to healing so i always imagine him blooming like this post exile at the arctic w/ techno (too cold to grow a proper garden of flowers and his wounds still a little too raw so he grabs his needle and thread and sits down to cut and adjust one of techno's capes to fit him better cuz its communism bitch whatever is yours is also mine) or post revival where he just leaves gifts for everyone even the ones that hurt him so terribly as an apology (ranboo's heart always lurches whenever he finds a jacket w/ an allium at his doorstep cuz it feels like he's saying goodbye and leaving them. this time for good.)
and just,,,,,,,using his hands to tear into the soil and loosen to plant for saplings and pull out weeds too harshly when the laughter in his nightmares get too loud. stabbing the fabric over an over again until his hands stop shaking and the stitches even out. just,,,,,, remembering how utterly dull and colorless he looks post revival. and him slowly trying to pull himself together with flowers in his pocket and swirling embroidery on his cuffs but never being able to look like that kid from before all bright and colorful and alive whenever he looks at a mirror but his eyes are starting to look a little brighter these days and despite everything, its you its still yo-
hello inniters who follow me, i need some help here
what headcanon is better?
tailorinnit? or flowerboyinnit?
#plz im so soft for him#hes so loud and and so kind and seeing him in canon is so gut wrenching cuz as everyone tears him down and rips him apart till hes finally#'well-behaved' and 'polite' and 'no longer so goddamn annoying all the time'#the camera pans and u just see a hollowed out husk of a kid#being forced to change myself for others and never being able to find out how i could have been#but he fought back against that tooth and nail and i always looved that abt him#just................i miss c!tommy man#dsmp#c!tommy my beloved#you deserved a world so much better and kinder#anyways imma go to bed now#pbly not what your looking for but its the middle of the night and im emotional abt this kid again#sorry for derailing your post op#but yea try both flowerinnit and tailorinnit
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Imagine Lassie counting down to midnight with you, pulling you in for a kiss the moment the new year begins.
#HAPPY NEW YEAR YALL#at least it’s the new year here for me#anyways. imma go to bed now. g’night#imagine#psych imagine#psych#carlton lassiter#psych 2006#psych usa#psychusa
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i was really tired and stressed today and this bullshit is the result lmao
#iz#invader zim#dib#zim#zadr#zadf#kelso's choices#glad there's no tag for that already i'd be concerned#istg that frog makes me so unreasonably angry#release zim let him kill kelso please#i was about to go to bed when this idea hit and now im gonna feel like shit tomorrow but that's okay#wtf am i doing#what does this mean#lmao#this was really low effort but kinda fun to make lol#anyway peace out imma go sleep#shitpost
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TL;Dr : Reverse 1999 is great
So since yesterday I’ve been playing Reverse 1999 because I was interested in the story. Honestly I’d say this game is pretty good overall! The story is cool, the gameplay is fun and interesting, and the characters are really fun, not to mention the character roster has a much more unique and diverse cast than Genshin (sorry Genshin). So for this post, here are some of my highlighted characters:

Sonetto is pretty sweet, plus she has cool attack animations. She’s also a free five star you get in the main story, which is neat :3

Normally i dislike Tsundere characters because they can be annoying, but Matilda is an exception. She also has pretty attacks, plus she’s kinda funny so I like her.

Leilani is currently my favorite, i just love how cute and energetic she is! I’m really glad shes for free, even though she’s a 3 star :,)

Currently one of the MVP’s of my account. Does decent damage plus provides solid healing, an overall comfy unit for me. It helps that she reminds me of Diluc. I dunno why but characters who represent justice/judgement always appeal to me in video games. Maybe it’s because of their strong presence?

Mondlicht is another favorite of mine (even though i have trouble pronouncing her name ;-;). I really like how she’s a balance of cute and stoic, it reminds me of Razor (not 100% sure if they’d get along tbh). She also has an axe gun so she’s easily top tier lol.

Ok so from what I’ve seen on the internet, his name in the English language is spelled “Zima”? I think? Lemme know if I’m wrong. Anyways yeah, I like him a normal amount. He’s just a peaceful, possibly sleep deprived lil guy with an owl, you can’t compete with that! Plus he sounds like he struggles with speaking english, unsure if that was the intent but it’s a very cool detail.

Sweetheart makes me feel a certain way, plus she’s a really nice Dps. Her design reminds me of Betty Boop a little bit. Her voice is nice too, it really sells the kind of character that she is.

Pavia’s interesting to be sure. He reminds me of Childe with his murderous tendencies and unmatched charm. For real though, this guy is a borderline psychopath, the voice lines will tell you that much 0-0

La Source is a decently comfy healer, definitely worthy of the MVP status despite being a 3 star. Plus I love how sassy she is, she can be pretty funny. That being said, she’ll probably be benched as soon as I get my hands on a better healer.
#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 sonetto#reverse 1999 matilda#reverse 1999 leilani#reverse 1999 dikke#reverse 1999 mondlicht#reverse 1999 zima#Reverse 1999 sweetheart#reverse 1999 pavia#reverse 1999 la source#Good lord that was a lot to type out#Anyways yea this game is lit go play it#Wait actually don’t its a gacha game you’ll get addicted :(#Something I really like about the characters is how diverse the designs look#Especially the females#Genshin has really good designs too but kinda limits what girls can wear a lot of the time#It’s not too much of a problem most of the time but sometimes they’ll be so focused on making designs cute or sexy#The overall design can suffer for it :(#Anyways imma go to bed now its past 8
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#spot says stuff#rw#oc tag#-shows up two hours after my schedule time- sup guys i went to zoo today n i talked SOOO much shit to the birds it was Neat#ostrich guy first hissed at us n then he sat down n started yawnin up a storm so we sat on the curb n chilled with him for a twenty#those things are so fuckin big i was intimidated yet still smth deep within me needled me to try n jump his neck#oh the slavic need to throw hands with birds...#like... 5 or 6 hours outside im fuckin slain....... anyway fun thing a bird ask came into my inbox just now ill get to ya prolly tmr#imma go to bed i think im so tired
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first sleep of the gay month
currently spam posting because my inner adhd gay is coming out
#dont wanna go to bed bc my brain told me too#anyway imma go to sleep now#the first hour of pride month has been great#bonsai's tea#pride month#lgbtq#lgbtq pride#lgbtq shitpost#gay shitpost#gay ass shitpost#gay ass adhd
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mune ga dokidoki
@kostektyw i did it, i did the challenge and drew the boy. i haven't drawn cone in a thousand years lmao
(he probably got the hanshin tigers jacket from hattori, let's be real. west is the best)
#art#detective conan#been considering watching conan again but woof.#1000+ episodes now... oofa doofa#anyway. love this little turd. imma go to bed
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You ever just doze off without meaning to and then wake up with a big blank in your memory and feeling like your brain lagged or somethin? Yeah me neither *cough*
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and now my moms fighting w me bc my cat sleeps in my room but my cousins in there on he phone still and she wants to go to bed so I put him in there but she was insisting he’s not okay in there with her so I *had* to check on him n when I went to check he got out n she was just yelling at me and telling me to get my cousin off her phone
#My cousins in there crying I think she’s having issues w her bf#and my moms being an ass yelling at me like yes I’m annoyed waiting on her but imma give her privacy anyway#My mom ended up going to bed but now I’m in a shit mood and the cats out :/#screaming
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So……
I did a thing 🤭
#a certain thing that imma drop now before i go to bed#Ya’ll really forced my hand to indulge myself 😭#anyways opla usopp content coming rn
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me: oh ye. i'll just start sorting out my obey me si playlist. it'll help chip away at making sure i have a few other essential songs for longer playlists i have that i wanna format outside of spotify. my obey me playlists are totally shorter. me, a week later: huh. this really is taking a while. still. i'm probably, what, 75%? Ye, about 75% of the way through. aimp, summarising my collation of the 4 playlists just for this one ship: you have 8 hours of music here :) me: ... fuck me
#holy hell#i sometimes forget how much of a copium a ship is for us#until i either go to edit its files Somewhere Somehow#or need my dose of copium again#and we're in the middle of that venn diagram rn bby holy shit#anyway. all this to say#i am late to bed because i got side tracked with playlist edits :)#adslkjglkfdg imma go crash now asdlkjlgfd#personal
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Im currently thinking of writing something (its five am so not right now), and ive realised i need to get back to expanding my vocabulary by locking in with a dictionary and a thesaurus so i can bring an element of whimsy to my characters’ dialogue
#silver speaks#being british kinda helps with this as i just have to start getting more posh#i already have a pseudo london accent i just gotta start speaking the queens english and im already halfway there#i started speaking more slang recently because apparently i use big words and itd be better if i simplify them#and when i say big words i mean words like retrospect and cathartic#which is wild but im not discussing that now#anyway its five am imma go bed now
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baby we’re back again with another dinner time with pooh ring-a-ling-a-ling! 🔔



so I gots three things for y’all today, dinner is at the top. salmon (pan fried) and topped with a Greek yoghurt and lemon sauce I made cause we didn’t have cream for something warm (was still so yummy though), paired that with broccoli and mashed potato.
then under that, we got the left side which is my lunch for work tomorrow — a scrummy cous cous salad with a dressing I could chug. and on the right we have some fried rice, a fried egg and some extra over steamed broccoli that I used for dinner (that’s mom and dad’s lunches, one was originally gonna be mine but I’m charitable like that)
#⊹ ⋆゚꒰ఎ dinner with pooh ໒꒱ ⋆゚⊹#made the lunches with old left over grains (the rice and the cous cous)#I love doing that honestly#just giving life to old stuff you got in the fridge#now they can be enjoyed in a better form#but anyways that’s all from me#imma go shower and curl up in bed
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I fucking entered the void.
Long post ahead!
@premiumbitch I owe u every shit wtf, your method was INSANE?
REMEMBER HOW I TOLD Y'ALL IMMA BE ENTERING THE VOID ON MY BIRTHDAY???? I did it, and guys it's literally the easiest shit idk why some people see it as smth big 💀
I didn't manifest anything, why? Because guess it or not I actually just wanted to be familiar with it, I love how I'm slowly knowing everything is mine, and yesterday I didn't want to manifest anything I just wanted to try the void out especially bc I have been studying sm these days, I wanted a break.
Now I've been eating up that mindset that I'm a master at the void, which let's be obvious, everyone is, they just need to get to the point and slowly realize it, it has to click.
Okay I'm going to stop yapping and fucking get into it 👍🏻, either way, yesterday night, at 1:32 AM or smth, after the day turned 6th April, I got in bed and made myself comfortable, and simply told myself I'll enter the void under 5 minutes, which actually and unsurprisingly, it was the case, I used a standard boring ass method too yk, the one where it's usually always what people do.
On my back, started slow breathing, and i set the intention of keeping myself awake when my body sleeps (best advice I got from idk who it helps sm) and then I let myself sink in the bed for some minutes, like I just laid there, and already I immediately was in the SATs.
So naturally I affirmed for the void, knowing I'm already in there, and mf I slipped in there after two or three minutes of affirming, just saying "I am the void." Or "I am in the void."
I think the reason I actually got out myself or sometimes used to slip in and back, is how I immediately focused on my body signs or anything connected me to myself, so I have a note to myself next time, to allow it naturally happen and focus just on the blackness behind my eyes.
ANYWAYS I STAYED THERE FOR LIKE I THOUGHT 2 OR 3 MINUTES BUT IT WAS A WHOLE WHOPPING 1 HOUR TF, and get that, how did I know it's the void? I just wanted to see stars there and I fucking did 🎀
IMMA GO CRY I FINALLY AM THE CREATER OF MY OWN REALITY.
anyone reading this, babes please don't give up, genuinely don't, I've been in this game for 6 years and I know a lot of people that'll leave for this long, saying they have no patience, girly you can do it if I did, I used to be in SUCH a bad place you can't even imagine, I pulled my shit and started living in the end for 2 months (and no it doesn't take two months, I just was stubborn af and kept slipping in and out my beliefs).
Special thanks to them for keeping my motivation up 💗
@joc3lynn @catherineaboutlife @salemlunaa @premiumbitch @prettygirl444sblog @mercifulstate @shimmershifts @littlemissprettyprincess @luckykiwiii101 @carlyshifts111 (I adore her oml her RAS thing? ATE the fuck up)
And of course can't forget @gorgeouslypink but idk if she's here anymore? And every old blog back in the 2022 and 2020, I adore y'all sm even though I don't have your blog's names 😔🎀.
#manifesting#void#void state#void success#loassumption#loa tumblr#loa blog#loassblog#loablr#law of manifestation#law of assumption#law of attraction#law of the universe#manifest#manifesation#desired reality#shiftblr#shifting blog#shifting realities#shifters#reality shifting#shifting community#shifting motivation#shifting antis dni#master manifestor#coco's success
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