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cringey Edwin prom photo while I put off a high effort piece
#highly recommend doing this with your favorite ship especially if they have a height difference#it’s so funny to make them look awkward as hell#I think Ed would have pretended he didn’t want to go to prom until Winry picked out her dress and showed it off to him and he’s like. damn#this photo was taken 0.3 seconds before Ed realized this pose made him look catastrophically short and got pissed#he didn’t initially notice because he was too flustered from touching a girl’s waist#he wants to be a gentleman but also how does one do that#anyways sorry for yapping so much#my art#fullmetal alchemist#fma brotherhood#fma fanart#edward elric#winry rockbell#edward x winry#ed x winry#edwin#ship art
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figure skating set right now please. thanks
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#GUYS I AM PUTTING OFF WORKING ON MY COSPLAY SOMETHING STUPID. im tireddddd i like sleeepingggff i want to play and drawwwww#after work I literally ate a giant bowl of mac n cheese and climbed into bed. lifestyle choices of a 9 year old#anyways i want figure skaitng set. bad. PJSK HAS A WEIRDLY LOW NUMBER OF ACTUALLY WINTERY SETS... like 3. kind of.#i have some thumbnail sketches but im kind of stumped on composition for them. my idea was a nene focus set#(IF HER NEXT FOCUS ISNT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA THEMED INWILL DIE. BADLY. THEYRE GOING TO AN OPER AHOUSE. PLEADBR)#originally my idea was for nene to be biting a medal i was very sold on it bc i love nenes competitive side#however her outfit is so nice i want it to also be part of the art .. its heavily inspired by that one iconic eunsoo lim dress#from her somewhere in time program iirc. im really undatisfied with emus dress tbh my origimal idea was to give it a phoenix look#but a lot of the firebird/phoenix skating programs have very sleek dresses and i want emus to be fluffy. the balance is hard ..#and since i want her program song to be once upon a dream from sleeping beauty i swerved to make it look a bit like auroras ? but again#it definitely feels like the weakest of everybodys ... maybe i just love her too much and want her to look the best. sorry wxs.#tsukasas outfit is supposed to look like a shooting star. easy. program music moonlight sonata 3rd movement like from dazzling light. easy.#actually i like takahashi daisukes moonlight sonata program its a medley of the 1st and 3rd movement.. i think the calm at the beginning#is best. maybe smth like that.. for his card inhad him doing a haircutter spin but again. the outfits good i want the outfit visible. damn.#ruis the one im very set on even now. girl why are you so phantom of the opera.#it has a lot of beautiful programs to reference but the outfit i didnt really have any solid reference i kind of just balled#my main idea was to make it look a bit like both christine and the phantom.... gender Fluid.#my yapfest... i should be SEWING!!!!!!!!#despite my yapping im not that well versed in figure skating i cant really distinguish jumps i just like it . and medalist#i only do normal skating. bc i played hockey for like 7 years LOLLLL inlove skating though Heart.
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hellooo danandphilgames buddies!! happy belated 10 year (more like 5 but shhh) anniversary :-)
#dan and phil#daniel howell#phil lester#amazingphil#phanart#dnp art#IM SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO POST THIS HERE IVE BEEN MEANING 2 DO IT FOREVER#theres soooooo much i can say abt this piece... such a journey.... what a ride....#i gave this 2 them as a puzzle and had them sign a lil print of it and they were SOOOO SO SWEET WAHHH#i luv them sm.... im so grateful 4 their kind words it rly meant the world 2 me ;___;; <3333333#also dan was like “good luck to us doing that puzzle on the bus!” as i was walking away fkjhsdfhj#anyways anyways ok sry back 2 the pic!! theres SOOOO many parts thatd b fun 2 point out and explain but itd b too long for tags AAAAA#would any1 b interested if i made like... a thread on twt or smth mayhaps...? or reblog this with a read more underneath...?#ive only ever just posted art and dipped idk how non-tag yapping works despite me being on this site since i was like. 12 kdsjhfksdh#my art#if ur reading this hi ily i hope ur having a good day!! :-) <3
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clown 1 and clown 2
#my art#absolutely do not need these to show up in tags#is it still only the first 5 ?#or has tumblr changed?#anyway 2 seperate art block breaker doodles with not so great success#in that I didn't finish either of them for so long and then decided I needed to finish Smth and these were the closest to done#I won't be able to draw digitally over easter and I'm already 🧍 about it... my art time.........#there's so much wrong with them but I'm knocking my hands away these are Not worth fixing hdfuihgd#anyway it turns out that if you don't wanna draw boots and take them off socks look so off. ugly toes instead I'm sorry...#I'm yapping I'm yapping I feel like I woke up for the first time in days but also I should've been asleep 2 hours ago#if overtired is not a term in english it needs to be !#tloz#a link to the past#these do not need to be posted on their own But. they also need to get out of my folders so I can post smth real soon... soon........
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uh oh
also change my yuus outfit www
#twisted wonderland#twst#ツイステ#ツイステッドワンダーランド#mmarts#twst spoilers#twst oc#twst yuu#twst grim#skully j graves#lock shock n barrel there too lol#this is really much more messier than my usual lol im so tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired#i cant draw like the usual anymore lol cause of shift change for eel omg#anyway#this update is insane and theres a bunch of shit i want to draw but i hope i draw that on the weekend#cause i really wanna doodle thwe events shenanigans mannn ouaghghahg#sorry im yapping#im eepy and also the sun is hot#i havent even have time to properly read the event kek#just snippets
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Nothing to see here folks! Just some good old fashioned Saiyan grooming between rivals! ..I think….

Silly tail alt ^^ (ermmm erghh I can explain myself)
#GUYS IM SCARED TUMBLRS GOING TO KILL MEEE#DONT TAKJ THIS DOWNN PLASEE#IS THIS TOO MUHC GUYSS#Idk felt a little daring today ermmm a little too much maybe#GHELP IDK#Just let me know if this type of content makes you uncomfy idk#BUt enjoy it if you can ahaha#Ermm should I put nudity??? HLEP?#Sorry freaking out I’m so nervous#Uhh yeah grooming/ cleaning headcanon!!#Was thinking saiyan tongues are sort of like cats yk#also good for cleaning wounds and scraping off anything from bones! (Sort of specific)#And vital for establishing trust and strengthening bonds! (Also very specific lmao)#anyways yapping#headcanons#dragonball#goku#vegeta#son goku#tw nudity#ehh maybe more like artist nudity?#kakavege#vegekaka
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I feel like that since Tails was raised by Sonic, he'd downplay his own trauma out of instinct. So much that it concerns everyone but Sonic, who doesn't notice that well since it's the same attitude and wordplay he uses. Ex: "People used to try to cut off my tails all the time, just made me fast enough to keep up with Sonic haha!" Like no baby that's badddd.
i’ve always seen tails as someone who just doesn’t even want to think about his past. he doesn’t want to talk about it, he doesn’t want to acknowledge it. it’s behind him and he has a brand new life now. a better life
i think he’d only downplay it to a) get people to worry about him less and b) to get out of talking about it.
to me, that’s partially why he drowns himself in project after project. he does love tinkering, but it also keeps his mind busy (especially after the war when he’s had six whole months to do nothing but think)
idk tho that’s just me. i think maybe he made nonchalant comments when he was younger (ex: “i learned to swim when i was pushed into a river”) but as he gets older, it starts to weigh on him more and more so he’d just rather think about anything else
#ask#hey so as i’m typing this i just realized this is in reference to another ask uh-#sorry i just yapped about how poorly this boy handles his trauma#this probably isn’t canon at all but i’ve always seen tails as someone who harbors a lot of anger towards his past deep DEEP down#it’s buried under so many better memories-so much denial-but it’s there and it’s slowly burning#i think as a teen he starts joking about it as a last ditch effort to tell himself that he’s over it#he obviously wouldn’t be able to joke about it if he wasn’t over it right?#but he’s not. and the anger catches up to him one day and he just breaks#anyway WOW that was a lot more than i meant to put!#miles tails prower
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Parted from me and never parted. Never and always touching and touched.
#rant incoming#this is the longest i have spent on a piece in . i have genuinely no idea#this started out w me just doing a rough painting of the ta’al and then i was like . well damn now i wanna draw jim#and then when i was almost finished jim i was like . ever since i first saw this movie almost 12 years ago i have wanted to do a rendition-#- of this scene . but have never had the artistic skill to execute it how i wanted#so was like fuck it. guess we doing spock now#and then i agonised over logging and details and skin tones and fkn Fingerprints for days if not weeks#anyway all that to say#i put a lot of time and effort into this bc this movie is so dear to me#as are those two#and i am really proud of myself for finally doing this. i’ve wanted to for over a decade now . rlly nice personal win 4 me :))#anyway on another note heaven iowa by fob is jim’s song and you can argue with the wall!#ok yapping done time for a stupid amount of tags apologies in advance#star trek aos#aos spirk#aos kirk#aos spock#spirk#star trek#jim kirk#spock#how many tags does jim even have oh god#captain kirk#james t kirk#stid#star trek into darkness#star trek fanart#is there an official trekkie art tag or no i stay relatively out of the community bc i have imposter syndrome#god this is too much text it’s too late for this shit if i’m forgetting something im sorry ok gn hope this doesn’t completely flop lol#edit: JUST FOUND OUT VULCANS CANONICALLY HAVE TWO EYELIDS BRO I JUST ADDED THEM BC I THOUGHT IT MADE SENSE FOR THE DESERT KITTY PLSSSSSS
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thinking for the millionth time about how a cherik edit saved the world
(the single gay tear and everything ☝️)
it’s so silly like instead of thinking about all the bittersweet and tender moments he might’ve had over the last ten years with his wife and daughter Erik makes a whole edit in his head about CHARLES HIS EX HUSBAND!!






what are you trying to me here Erik? that all you really care about is the safety and wellbeing of the man who you abandoned on that beach in cuba 20 years ago? that the only person who could guide you back to light is Charles Francis fucking Xavier??
who he hasn’t even gotten in contact with (that we know of) FOR TEN YEARS!!!
okay man you do you totally not like your wife and kid didn’t die like a few days ago lmao
why are gay people like this 🧍♂️
#it’s also the fact that he changes what Charles says before he walks away#he changes “Shaw has friends you could do with some” to “here you can be apart of something much bigger than yourself and it needs you Erik”#kinda gay of you… wanting to be needed so much you trick your brain into thinking he said something else… hrmmm#AND ALSO THE FOOTSTEPS ECHOING AS CHARLES WALKS AWAY?? that meant something to Erik lmao#god i can’t get enough of these guys#and also justice to Magda and Nina they did not deserve to die with not even 10 minutes of screentime#just fucking rude is what it is…#anyway sorry for the shitty quality of the images i had to ss my own gifs i have lol#for some reason every clip of this scene is wiped off of youtube and i’m not bothered to find a piracy website just for pics#anywayyy just yapping about this scene again like i haven’t done yapped about it so many times before hahahhs#i’ve been making a few more posts again recently so i’m feeling good about that#i was unhappy i disappeared but also i had no motivation so….#yeah :3#cherik#erik lehnsherr#xmen#magneto#xmcu#xmen apocalypse#wish does not shut up
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💘💘💘
#she is so irritating sometimes🤭#aldkfjfjfjdjjfjdjdhddhhdjdjdhs when I think about how much I miss drawing these two I get sad#I just spend all of my days drawing other things and tattooing that I don’t have the energy to do as much fanart🥲🥲🥲#but I’m writing a LOT in my notes app bahahahaha my thumbs are getting strong#omg wait I AM GETTING STRONG🥹 this week I DID MY FIRST PULL-UP !! I’ve been training for it since like December#just to see if I could get strong enough and I DID IT !!!!!!!#plus I did 50 hip thrust today with double my body weight😇 I’m actually turning into a gym rat who am I🫨🫨🫨#sorry for this yapping but I was so hyped about the pull-up I think I annoyed all of my irl friends/clients about it too😭😭😭#anyways i love these two💓🥹#and I hope I have MORE FANART ENERGY SOON😣#hogwarts legacy#hphl#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow fanart
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HAPPY 9TH ANNIVERSARY UNDERTALE !!!


and a couple silly things from the past couple of months
#art#undertale au#doodle#fanart#utmv#utmv au#utmv sans#killer sans#sans au#swap sans#muffet#xmuffet#the xmuffet was a request from a friend at school#hi pookie#undertale#can you tell some of these are old#they’re alil old#sorry the foods not fresh#I like yapping in the tags#anyway#HAPPY ANNIVERSARY UNDERTALE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RAAHHH#me when the rot has plagued my brain for over 9 years now#help#ok bye bye#love you guys#stay hydrated#💥
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via this 2017 article covering Daniel's thoughts on routines & coaching & more ahead of the 2017 Singapore GP
#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#ahh my brain is so dead after a wacky busy work event day#many thoughts on the rbr situation but so drained!!#but cleaning up my files and adore this shot 🥺❤️#the full article is linked and bittersweet to read in 2025#but for my love of this era of f 1 (and writing fics in it 🙂↕️) a neat read#also daniel pouring over data is so 😵💫 and comparing his moves with max 😵💫 much to savor#anyways!! i gotta sleep!!#sorry if gauche timing to be yapping about the past amid rbr's mess#but happy dr is off enjoying life (even though a selfish little part of me will yearn for his return to racing in some capacityyyy) but alas#at least the past is always there#altho even seeing the missing media in the article and the number of lost you tube links from 2014-2016 era posts#it's sad!! and all the more thankful for lovely folks archiving 💝#anyways a deep saddness has engulfed me so brb!!!!!! one more gif set then lights out (lamp) and away we go (to sleep)
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HEAR ME OUT, one sided love?? Imagine s/o doesn’t like lighter back, being oblivious about lighters feeling and only see lighter as a friend meanwhile lighter is so MADLY in love with them and is aware of s/o not liking him back but he can’t help it because you’re the only one that makes him feel this way even if his feelings aren’t reciprocated… they’re so doomed think about the potential angst!! 🫤
lighter isn’t perfect. his body is littered in scars of his past, his actions are solutions to mistakes he had made before. to say that he deserved something as rewarding as love didn’t sound right to him, but oh, would it feel right if it was from you.
it was definitely not an immediate fall, rather it was slower like starting a fire. you bring the materials you require, some wood and a starter. it’s difficult to get a fire going, even he knows that with his lighter in hand. his hand gets warmer the longer the flame is out but it doesn’t compare to the accidental grazes of your hand against his gloved ones.
he had poked you once with the spikes on his gloves. the look on your face when you brought your hand up to rub it while you apologized for it. why were you apologizing? every soft “sorry” that came out of your mouth was like sprinkling water onto the fire. best to get fresh firewood so that it doesn’t go out.
ensuring that the fire is a consistent flame is also important to prevent accidents. accidents like playfully taking off his sunglasses and putting it on yourself while imitating him. somehow, that didn’t cause the fire to go out, in fact, it made it burn even brighter than before. the redness on his face when he watched you was comparable to the orange and red hues of a fire.
he stayed close to the fire, close to you. feeling the warmth of love on his skin, finding it calming but also terrifying. it doesn’t rain often in the outer ring but that doesn’t stop him from worrying that it would all of a sudden. so he lies awake at night, thinking about all of the possibilities, the what ifs and its outcomes.
he thought he had considered everything. from keeping the fire from going out, to ensuring it was a stable flame, to tending it slowly and carefully. what he didn’t consider was getting too close to the fire, burning through what he thought was tough skin.
he was too focused on trying to maintain a certain personality, not quite showing his interest in you. so when caesar was talking to you about her love stories while everyone was hanging around the bar, his heart rate increased. just like how consuming alcohol affects one’s mental and physical state, so does it affect a fire. maybe someone poured his drink into the flames as he watched it burn even brighter than before, making him eavesdrop on your conversation.
but a large flame meant a higher possibility of getting burnt, and soon he saw the burn marks on his skin. as you continued to talk with caesar, the longer he let the fire burn him. how you had said that real love wasn’t like the stories, how you seemed disinterested in romance, how you had believed that no one was interested in you. at that moment, he ended up getting more drinks from burnice, hoping it would soothe the roaring flames within him. he drank so much and fell asleep to the soft crackling of the fire, your voice acting as background noise.
he woke up to the coldness of the bar counter pressing on his cheek. the fire had been put out by you when you tapped on his shoulder. the memories of last night flooding into his mind like water. maybe it was all some nightmare and you did like him back, but the sudden coolness of your touch made him realize the reality of it all.
you didn’t like him, and not because he did anything wrong but because he didn’t do anything in your eyes. you were feeding the fire in his heart and he mistook that fire for your heart too. he sat up straight, took one look at you and shook his head. you still cared for him, came with water and woke him up gently. he never intended to get so severely injured because of his own growing feelings for you.
his own feelings, you didn’t even know he had any for you. the pile of ashes, you both stared at it and yet only he knew that fire existed. the flames had misled him, danced around his heart that craved for you, that only asked for you as its fuel. now all he can do was sit next to what was once a big fire, feeling the cold on his skin despite the layers. no warmth left, no light left, no love left.
#lumiresponds ˚✧₊⁎☆#lighter zzz#zzz lighter#lighter lorenz#lighter zenless zone zero#lighter x you#lighter x gn reader#lighter x reader#lighter angst#sorry to everyone for how long this took#i took so many mental breaks in between#cuz paired with the lack of lighter content#and waiting for his banner#i truly couldn’t sit down and write this without bawling my eyes out or wanting to tear my hair out or banging my head on the table#i dont know if this is good enough tbh#thats another reason i took so many breaks was cuz i felt dissatisfied a lot#anyways enough yapping i’m rather proud of this piece so thank you to anon for sending this in !!#i hope everyone else also enjoys reading it just as much or idk feel a little sad ?#live laugh love lighter though <33
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Can you guys believe it's been over a year since I first drew her,,,,
#i hope she's ok... I've worked rlly hard at learning how to draw people but specifically poc in her honour#if im gonna have the biggest fictional crush on her ever then i am going to respect her for the queen she is...#GOD i need to get back into this fandom instead of drawing prism every two months like “imorovement ! yay !”#but uhh. i like this one. the nouth took ne ages to get reasonable so if it's bad IM SORRY#her tooth gap is important to me though so#ALSO im very bad at hair in GENERAL so if it looks a little off again im sorry#im also verryyyyy out of practice rn...college has been kicking my ass..#LOTS of essays yk. it is what it is but yeah!!! here she is <3#i remember being so proud of when i first drew her LOL anyways. WHY can i only do semi realism WITH HER#all my other characters say cartoony but she flips a switch in my brain#if I don't give her my all whats the point or WHATEVER#but yeah. yeah. uhh @valiant-valkery's post abt her in the fanom has been rattling around in my head sm since she posted it#and man i agree with that post SO MUCH like it definitely.. worded a lot of my muddled thoughts abt her in a much better way#especially the roxanna x reggie ship I've never liked how people characterised it ourside of myself#which was basically comphet on both sides. SIGHS !!! anyways#[agent moose's art]#i expect you to die#roxana prism#ieytd#ieytd 3#sir yaps a lot strikes again in these tags broshdhdk
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LADS THERE'S A FUCKIN MABINOGI/NABINOGION VIDEO GAME COMING OUT IN OCTOBER 2025 AND I SWEAR WHEN IT DROPS I WILL BE I N S U F F E R A B L E (more than I already am). By the sounds of it u play as Pryderi after Branch 3 has happened and I'm shsshshsjsjsj. It sounds like there's a Welsh language option also so like dhdhdhdjddj. I'm going crazy.

#look i am so sorry fir what i will turn into when it drops#i realise i just constantly yap ahout thr mabinogion and welsh myth anyways#but goddamnit im dragging u all down with me#idk if any of the arthurian romances or like lludd and llefelys or macsen get mentioned.#either way I am SO HYPED#arthuriana#welsh mythology#arthurian legend#mabinogion#welsh myth#y mabinogi#the mabinogion#the mabinogion game#the mabinogi#tales of the mabinogion#shut up sarah#also look at those Cŵn Annwfn like#also pryderi as a character both makes so much sense and us FRIGHTENING#man is RASH AF#ehdxhxhx#i know i just do the yaps of the welsh myths and the history like ygugv i am tryly sorry#i swear i talk about more stuff that that
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jingliu angst where she only tolerates you cus u remind her of baiheng sjjahagsab im dead
[nsft utc]
tw. mentions of vomiting (?), unhealthy/toxic dynamic, identity loss
you have always been a stray, hungry for scraps.
it began back on your home planet, ravaged and carved by interastral powers of all its resources, leaving behind a gnawing, gaping hole in the ground and the hearts and bellies of its people. you once mourned your more normal childhood—but the hunger in your stomach and in your soul consumed that too. your meals were few and far between, snatched from the hands of other starving husks, and it was the only joy you ever had as a child. the trickery and the thrill. it’s the only joy you get to keep into adulthood, a twisted elation that grants you a place in the cosmic court of jesters; the masked fools.
it’s—predictably—fun. trickery and thrill are the bread and butter of the fools. your mask affords you many, many opportunities for both, and though you have never had your belly achingly empty since, that hunger in your soul is not so easily sated. now, what you crave is the rush, the adrenaline, the oxytocin. and so you dance on marble floors with a different face each time, with partners who either wish you dead or in their beds, the space between you measured in an unfathomable amount of risk which you exchange for an unfathomable amount of thrill. you scamper along the length of this cosmic ballroom like a starving, feral fox in tall grass, the red of your fur as inviting as the white of your teeth are sharp. you hunt and you haunt, seeking something to fit between your aching teeth, something that will burst on the sharp point of your canines and smear your lips with pure elation and maybe satisfy that abyssal hunger in your psyche.
you have always been a stray, hungry for scraps.
and you have never seen more tantalizing a meal than a devil with a coffin and a woman who seeks to kill a god. she holds the tip of a ice-hewn blade beneath your chin the first time you meet, nicking the delicate skin of your neck, just above your pulse. you swallow. let out a laugh that sounds like a barking fox, and the woman’s sword falters. surprisingly, it doesn’t take much for you to convince her to let you tag along on her fool’s errand. it’s almost poetic. you learn of her name—jingliu. it’s pretty. rolls off your tongue. jingliu doesn’t bother to learn yours, but she calls you fox. you don’t mind the scrap of attention. after all, you’ve spent your whole life living off scraps.
travelling with jingliu (and by extension, luocha) does not lack for excitement. the road to deicide is paved with elation, even if your blue-haired companion refuses to see it. through battle and through the long travel between star systems in pursuit of the great fleet, you get somewhat closer to jingliu. it doesn’t take very long for you to slip into her bedroll (or cot, depending where you are). mara, you find, though cannot be cured can certainly be sated; much like the permanent hunger that curls in your belly. jingliu fucks you until neither of you are coherent enough to feel much of anything, madness or hunger. it’s an arrangement you find yourself enjoying. and as a by-product of such intimacy, you learn more about jingliu. her mannerisms, her illness—her past. she doesn’t tell you any of this, of course, but you can put two and two together from the things she lets slip deep in the throes of some nightmare after fucking you senseless. she gets many of those. the pattern is always the same. at first, she’ll sleep relatively soundly. but then, her brow creases, and her lip curls, and she angrily mutters a few names under her breath; a certain dan feng and yingxing. she curses them, then almost makes a noise like a sob, and something else leaves her lips— another name, but this time spoken with heartache and longing.
baiheng.
it doesn’t take much to infer that this baiheng was someone jingliu cared very much about. though when you ask luocha more about her, he reveals a little detail that makes her moderately more interesting—baiheng was a foxian. in some ways, that makes you similar to her, even though foxian you are not. the thought amused you once, as you looked back upon jingliu’s restless, sleeping form. perhaps jingliu saw her lost lover in you. how… quaint. the assumption never bother you, not really—until she starts to call for baiheng while she’s fucking you.
you’re no stranger to casual sex. even before jingliu, you never lacked for partners eager to share a bed with you. no, the fucking itself isn’t the problem—it’s how she’s fucking you. it isn’t with the detachment and pure lust like you’re used to. instead it’s almost like she cares, hands gentle on your hips as she drives her cock in and out of your greedy cunt. she fills you like she never wants for you to want for anything anymore, and even though you know it isn’t you this affection is for, that jingliu is barely even aware that you’re you and not baiheng, you can’t help but devour it feverishly every time.
you have always been a stray, hungry for scraps. and like this, with jingliu’s cock filling your pussy as she deliriously presses the shape of a dead woman’s name against your neck, you finally feel full.
and it makes you sick.
you crawl out of her embrace and spill your guts every time she falls asleep. your body utterly rejects the feeling—you’ve been so used to starving that the sensation of being full turns you ill. and yet, you can’t seem to push her away. you always come back, always relax under her touch, always pliant for her just to chase that brief, beautiful high you’ve never been able to find anywhere else only to bleed it once she’s done. your heart’s a pythagorean cup; a little too much and you’re spilling over. but you’re so greedy for it, still greedy for her. of all things it is affection that’s the most potent drug you’ve ever tasted, beyond the cheap thrill of oxytocin and adrenaline—even if none of it is meant for you, even if it’s just scraps. but that’s fine.
after all—you have always been a stray, hungry for scraps. and if that means wearing the face of a dead woman and letting the hunger finally devour you whole, then so be it.
#sev.responses#sev.scribbles#[nsft]#jingliu x reader#jingliu#not rlly a thirst but it has some nsft so thirst it is#listen i. dont know what happened here#where does luocha go while u n jl r getting it on ?? fuck if i know#also this was so much more reader focused than jl focused andjdjsjsn sorry anon#reader is kinda abnormal here lmao#tried to do smtg with themes but shsksks idk if it worked. i feel like it didnt but i will allow the court of public opinion to decide#my fav line in here is the pythagorean cup one im ngl#ANYWAY thats enough yap from me it is 0302 i need to be unconscious#also idk if i need to tw this for anything else but if i do pls lmk
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