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marlynnofmany · 16 days ago
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Oh, hey Tumblr! I was at an aquarium today. I took this picture just for you.
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And this closeup.
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ourceliumnetwork · 9 months ago
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dry swallowing pills is my stupidest flex. i'm not even showing off anymore i'm just impatient
#this post brought to you by#the breakfast of champions#(a monster energy and a naproxen)#and my decision at a rather young age to figure out how to do it because sometimes juggling pills and water in your mouth is too difficult#obviously small dry ones are easier#gel caps and large pills are a lot more difficult *mostly* due to size#but the gels are also more prone to sticking to me accidentally on the way down which is Super Uncomfortable#that said i learned my technique on the dayquil gel caps when those were relatively new and thus the ergonomic tech on the cap shape/size#wasn't quite there yet but they did catch up#and also my hips which i think are the actual problem and not my lower back which is...really annoying mostly lmao#i can FIX lower back if that's wrong#idk how to un-dislocate (i assume) my whole pelvis and put it back into place properly#that post about ripping your spine out and fixing it manually out in the open but for the rest of the skellybones#that's how i feel#on the plus side something *did* big major pop back into place last night and i imagine at least some of this pain is related#but like#ow#that's not very nice and kind of you Mr. Pelvic Area#if my hips didn't part like god commanded them to make way for his people to escape egypt once a month every month#i probably wouldn't HAVE this issue#i'm Stretching i'm Moving as much as i'm fucking capable i'm Learning How Far Is Too Far and i'm just like#why isn't it WORKING#what am i doing WRONG#and it's just that my body hates me specifically and doesn't want me to have a good time hardly ever#also probably my hip joints are related to this#i'm relatively certain i have mild hip dysplasia (or however it's spelled) as well as the hypermobility#which i'm just assuming at this point is EDS due to all the other factors involved but like fucking hell#it's almost like a fucking chronic illness that causes pain regularly or something#i wanna speak to the manager of bones#i've got some Choice Fucking Words for them
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secret--history · 10 months ago
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the whole 'there are not very many Great Causes worth fighting for these days' from Julian scanned as WAY more out of touch than the moon landing thing for me the first time i read tsh
#like to the point of it being actively jarring when i got to him saying that#the secret history#'they landed on the moon??' well okay i guess it's not really their area#and they've been really out of touch with the news since it's also not really their area + they've been#off to the woods/a country house/etc and getting very drunk and killing deer and also people#i don't remember the exact dates re the moonlanding + the events of the book but like.#Sure. that's probably fair or at least kind of understandable#that could Feasably Happen On Accident at least#but julians like 'there isn't much worth fighting for these days' and um.#if you pay attention to literally anything happening in the world at any given moment at all. ever.#....what? literally what do you mean by this?#there have always been So So many Great Causes that people are dying for all the time constantly forever#and even if you've somehow managed to comoletely block out literally every piece of news/political development/etc#that's not really a reason to assume there Aren't. that's a reason to go like. well if there are any Great Causes left today then#I don't know about them. and even if we assume he's defining what makes a cause worth fighting for by classical values#and saying that that means for example that he wouldn't necessarily think of say the civil rights movement or liberatory movements etc#as fitting (which i think is also probably debatable- it comes to mind that the athenians valued (their own) freedom. political engagement#was valued but only the right kind from the right people. etc. what i'm saying is that#no i don't think they actually fit what julian would be thinking of as the classical mind's* idea of a great cause worth dying for#but also you could debate that/frame things differently/etc (*presumably there is a more particular subset of the population he has in mind#than just 'classical' or 'greek' in actuality. like. specifically those from whom we having writing/would have citizenship/etc.))#i'm certain there are plenty of arguments to be made. like plenty of people are fighting for various countries#it's not like wars or empires have stopped existing or other myriad conflicts have stopped existing#also in typing this i've realised he was maybe forshadowing henry's death#and now i need to go look up the exact quote and make another post i guess.#(also disclaimer that i'm aware i've phrased a lot of this clumsily. it is midnight these are the tags of a tumblr post and i am not sober.)#anyway to rephrase my initial point i just think with the moon landing thing that's One major event you missed.#if you're saying that there are No Great Causes Worth Fighting/Dying For (with the understanding that you think those are a thing#that can exist) then i think maybe you managed to skip out on hearing about significantly more#than just the one major event. that's much harder to manage i would think
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aromanticasterisms · 2 years ago
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downloaded the pocket mirror soundtrack AUUUGH. who was going to tell me that the same theme that plays in the beginning over elise giving her the pocket mirror is the same that plays throughout the emotional scenes.
#personal stuff#delete later#or at least. it sounds the same. it's making me emotional and reminding me of certain scenes so i'm pretty sure it's the same#AUUGH. god i love the pocket mirror soundtrack.#i loved the lgts soundtrack so much and listening to this one on its own is incredible too#also me seeing the naming convention for ozzy's first appearance like OHHH the devilish carnival one in lgts makes sense now. lol#egliette theme SO iconic. queen. it's so fun#also. ik lisette's theater theme was the reason i caved and downloaded it. but the other theater themes kick ass too#fleta's is so fun.#i'll be real i do NOT remember where some of these play. most of them i can pin down to an area but some are story beats#and i can't remember if they only play in specific routes or what? can't for the life of me remember where i heard ball jointed#sounds like a cutscene theme??#ohhh wait i remember is that the one where egliette tears herself apart. and the theme before it is the good end for fleta#CHIMERICAL PRESENCE AND EVENING STROLL THOUGH. HIII LISETTE CHASE SCENE.#me looking at the track names and thinking girl's midnight secret is one of harpae's manor themes. nooo hello enjel.#OOOOOHO IT HAS SUCH A FUN ENDING. THAT LITTLE BIT IS SO COOL#does emptiness play in fleta's attic? it sounds like it was from there but it's ordered with harpae's themes. hrm#oooh the little sound effects are actually part of chalk nightmare that's so cool#oh. oubliette does not play in either of the places i thought it would. ie the two places literally titled oubliette.#goddddddd the piano in harpae's theater theme goes so hard#AND GOD. HEXEN IS SO FUN. i love the beginning notes sounding exactly like the main menu theme and the menu Noises#all of lisette's themes are so damn good. nightfall phantasmagoria. bops. also great name#farewell fairmaiden starting off with her circus theme and morphing into His sort of rhythm is soooo neat i love it sm#MIDNIGHT CIRCUS MY BELOVED. lisette you are everything. her theme is so good. i love her#unnamed maiden's burial fuuuuuuuuuuck dude. head in my hands . goldia voice i love you lisette. auuuuuuuuuuugh#NEW FOUND MEMORIES WAUUGH. that little place always makes me cry. auuuugh#and dim dream really feeling so dreamlike. then enjel's chase theme being a FUCKING BOP.#they made her theme so long and for what. for me. cause it kicks ass.#midnight striken clock ~ glass slipper and letzte prinzessin. enjel gets some of the most bopping themes
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saintlesbian · 2 years ago
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hm. having a mini gender crisis in the middle of my shift again
#pentababbles#good LORD is this getting annoying#got hit by a sudden dysphoria attack while talking to a girl and had to ask myself:#am I a trans guy or just really really butch??#like I feel. othered. from cishet women with my alternate lifestyle in spite of both sharing space with them AND being attracted to them#even though I know they see me as one of them so immediately I am Not a Threat despite not performing femininity very well#and I feel no communion or comraderie with cishet men. despite longing to emulate aspects of their performances#I don’t really wanna be seen as a ‘man’ but I don’t wanna be seen as a woman either#to women I want to be seen as an object of attraction. to my friends I want to be seen as masc. to men I want to be seen as a threat#and these things don’t all automatically line up with being a man…#I think I would be more comfortable with femininity if I was at least allowed to be masculine first.#like. I NEED to go shopping in the men’s section so so bad#I’d really like to start taking t. on a low dose#just for a little while then stop once I achieve certain permanent changes I want (low voice + bottom growth)#I wanna get back into exercising to trim some fat#specifically the fat in more feminine areas. I really want that Britney Griner type chest#I’ve also contemplated the name ‘Abraham’ for my irls to call me when I feel less femme#kinda like my butch bartender oc Quincy except I’m. not that muscular and not a she/her#although I’d probably be more comfortable with she/her if I wasn’t forced into femininity so often#I think at the end of the day though. I’m not a trans guy just a weird dyke#bc I like feminine labels specifically in a lesbian manner: I’m okay with being called girlfriend or wife but not with daughter or sister#I’m dykegender. does all that make sense
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lookwhatyoumademelou · 2 months ago
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#whatever system of conversion from usd to gbp the university uses is higher estimate than my google searches were but at least it let me do#my accommodation deposit on my debit card whewwwww and i had enough bc i transferred money from my paycheck when it came on wednesday#whewwww i was nervous about it bc they only give u a certain number of days and i didnt know when that would be but it was like u have unti#june 17th to accept and thats my bday and hello good morning i accepted the offer im on my laptop at 9am#easier process than trying to do my cas statement which again was more than i expected conversion wise but i have the funds#i just have to get them transferred which is confusing bc i chose the checking account option bc cheapest and yeah i think ill go to my ban#to ask them to help with that#lucky friday the 13the everyone#i got my number two choice of rooms it's in the same location i wanted but i think theres still a shared kitchen situation but i have my ow#bathroom and ofc bed storage and desk w chair#double bed instead of a small double well thats uk i googled it i think its a full size in us#so i think it might be the same size as i have now which is good bc i wouldnt want a smaller one#but thats why i chose deluxe option lol#anyways im trying to figure out specifics but theres not alot#but anyways it's not the closest to campus at 16 min walk 11 min bus ride but also not the farthest and it's a rly nice building from the#photos and like a communal fitness area and stuff#supposed to start my seasonal second job sunday but theres a paperwork issue i did the online onboarding at the end of may bc for some#reason something went wrong prob bc im a rehire or something idk so thats a thing that hasnt been figured out yet but#ive accepted my accomodation offer#so at least that is done
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sinner-as-saint · 3 months ago
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stick to me, like caramel
Retired!Bucky Barnes x Reader 
Summary: Sergeant Barnes has retired, and moved as far away as possible from the superhero life. He’s still in touch with some of his friends, but he never asks them to visit. Nor does he ever leave the quaint, warm small town he’s found himself in, or the spacious home he has, nestled between mountains and dense pine woods. Bucky lives a quiet life, away from danger, guns and bullets, aliens and wizards, and all the other noises. He likes it here. It’s calm, nice, and quiet. Nothing stresses him out, nothing bothers him. Nothing, except a certain neighbour of his. She torments him, in the best ways. And Bucky’s not sure how long he can resist her. 
Themes: age gap (I mean he’s a century old), smut, mild primal play, FLUFF, mild degrading kink, angst, soft!bucky, mild praise kink, HEA 
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Keep walking. Keep walking. Keep walking. 
He chanted in his head as he walked down the almost empty road, the sun was gonna set soon and most people were all inside their cosy homes, the elder ones at least. The young people hung out mostly in parking lots, or they drove up the mountains. So, not many people about. Which was one of the many reasons he decided to spend his retirement here. The roads were always empty at this time, and Bucky liked silent, long walks during sunset hours. 
It calmed him down. That was it. No other reason. Of course he didn’t go on walks at this specific time just so he would run into you. Of course he didn’t choose this specific road for his daily walks only because this was where your little bookstore was situated. And of course he didn’t pick this exact time to go on his walks only because he knows this is also the time when you close up your store and walk home – completely unbeknownst to the fact that Bucky frequently followed you from a distance, making sure you got home safe. 
Okay, it sounded a little stalker-ish. But he didn’t mean any harm. Plus he lived right next to you. Granted there was a little uphill walk from your house to his, but still. He was bound to take the same path anyway. 
He didn’t even know when exactly this little infatuation stemmed out of nowhere. Perhaps it happened on the very first day, when he woke up in the morning and stepped out on his balcony to take in the breathtaking view of the foggy woods, the rich veridian pine trees, the dark mountains, the rain clouds, when he suddenly spotted a bright red spot moving along the edge of the woods not far from his home. Bucky squinted and a few moments later realised he was staring at a young woman, wearing a red coat, who was frolicking about, picking flowers. 
Bucky couldn’t help but smile at the mundane task. It was peaceful to watch, so he kept watching until he noticed the woman was making her way back. He watched as she got closer and closer, until she stopped, looked up right at him, and waved. 
Bucky waved back awkwardly, only then realising that the woman he’d been spying on was his next door neighbour. That was the first time Bucky saw you. And ever since, you’d been basically living in his head. 
His little crush on you only got worse when, by the end of his first week since moving there, you showed up at his door and brought him a basket filled with all sorts of baked goods, muffins and cookies, which smelled divine. Bucky accepted the basket a little clumsily because he was nervous, and made small talk but really, he was freaking out because you were even more beautiful up close. 
“I’m your neighbour!” You announced, smiling up at him. Again, wearing that lovely red coat. Your hood was down this time though. 
Bucky nodded, smiling sheepishly, “Yeah, I saw you the other day.” 
You turned and pointed at one area not far from Bucky’s property, “The edible flowers I love grow around there, and I usually pick them in the morning.” 
Edible flowers. He didn’t care what you were doing there. Picking flowers or worshipping at the altar of some ancient deity. All he cared about was that you were here talking to him. “I see.” 
“I use them in my baking, my customers love them!” 
Well he was thankful that his lack of social and communication skills hadn’t scared you off just yet. But also, customers? “Customers?” He questioned. 
“I own the only bookstore in this little town.” You said proudly. “Not many readers though, I’m afraid.” You chuckled, “So I bribe them with muffins, cookies, and tea.” You explained, “Stop by sometime, I’d love to show you around!” 
Bookstore. Muffins. Cookies. Tea. Pretty girl. Retirement wasn’t so bad afterall. “I’ll… I’ll make sure to visit soon.” 
He never did. 
But he did watch you from a distance ever since that day. It was weird at first, but then it became part of his normal. Knowing what time you were up and about upon noticing the smoke that came out of the chimney of your home – which was a beautiful, old, rustic, wood and stone house. He’d heard from one of the kind old men at the pub that the house belonged to your grandma before she passed. She left it to you in the will. 
Other older folks at the pub told him more about you. How you had no family members around. Some estranged siblings but they were out of the picture, and who knows where in the world. Your parents were not in the picture either. Some even said that your late grandmother had left you all her money, which was why your entire family envied you and shunned you out basically.
His heart broke a little when he heard that. Sweet girl like you deserved nothing less than a loving family. But you had friends. He often saw you out and about, at stores, at the diner or restaurants for brunch, at coffee shops, at the florist, always surrounded by a group of giggling women. 
Other details he found out on his own the more he spied on you. Like how you had your own little walled garden in your seemingly endless backyard, growing your own vegetables and herbs. 
He knew what time you left to go open up your store each morning because he would always hear you yell in a cheery voice, ‘Bye, House!’ whenever you stepped out of your metal gates. 
He knew that you often left out food for wild bunnies to come eat in your backyard. He knew exactly on which days of the week you went into the woods to get those edible flowers. He knew what time you got home, he knew all your favourite songs because you would play them often in your kitchen and his super soldier hearing would pick it up easily. 
He knew so much about you, yet so little. He wanted to know more, but he was always so nervous to step into your bookstore and talk to you. Or, on the rare occasions when he found himself at the grocery store at the same time as you, he’d get out of there so fast it was almost funny. 
He was well above a hundred years old, stronger than the average male on this planet, and yet his cute neighbour made him weaker than anything ever had. There was a time, lifetimes ago, when flirting with a pretty girl came naturally to him. But now… he was a different man. So he decided he’d only watch you from a distance. And yearn. And pine. And long for your attention. 
He thought he’d spend the rest of his days being tormented by the sound, the sight, and the mere thoughts of you. Always watching from far away, never being brave enough to reach out. 
But things changed that one day you reached out. 
Bucky was in his backyard, building himself a new shelf. He needed one for his kitchen. All those years, he’d survived in empty, temporary houses and apartments. But now, this was much more permanent and he wanted it to feel like home. So he needed things. Lots of things. Like furniture. But he hated shopping for them. So since he was surrounded by a seemingly endless forest, containing lots of wood he could use, he decided to make himself useful and build his own stuff. 
So far he’d built himself a couple of chairs, a coffee table, two bedside tables, and now he found himself in need of a nice shelf for his kitchen. So there he was, being a lumberjack for the day, when he heard his doorbell ringing. 
Bucky knew immediately who it must be. 
You. 
He dropped his axe, and tried to get all the sawdust off him while he marched towards his front door. His heart only skipping a beat or two as he opened his door and found you standing on the other side of it, looking as cheerful as ever. 
“Hello, neighbour.” You greeted him. Not wearing your pretty red coat this time he noticed. 
“Hey,” He said, sounding more stoic than he intended. 
You quickly explained why you were at his doorstep so late in the evening. Behind you, the sun was setting and it was getting rather dark. “The heater in my living room isn’t working well. I was wondering if you could come check it out for me.” 
Bucky wasted no time in saying, “Sure.” 
Then he followed you to your house. 
He had always admired your house’s exterior. The slate grey stone, the wooden accents, the large windows and their bright flowers in the window boxes. The low hedge that wrapped around your property, the wrought iron double gates, it was all so… out of a fairytale looking. Compared to his well hidden log home that blended so well with the environment that often you wouldn’t notice it. 
But as much as he liked the exterior, the interior of your home blew his mind. It was so… home-y. He could smell some sort of freshly baked goods. And it was heavenly. Everything inside your home was vintage looking. Every furniture, every trinket, every painting and sculpture that looked like they cost a fortune. 
Then he realised, this was your grandmother’s home. Of course everything in it was old. So he tried to find bits and pieces of you everywhere he looked. And he did. New books on the bookshelf near the entrance that looked like it was older than he was. New vinyls hanging on the wall amongst the old ones. Fresh flowers in old vases in your foyer. And there might be so much more but he couldn’t exactly be a creep and stare for too long. So he followed you as you led him to your living room. 
He would have admired your living room a little longer, but then even he could feel how much colder this room was compared to the rest of the house. So he got to work immediately, kneeling by the heater. He knew how to fix it, it was easy enough with his metal hand. But he also didn’t wanna be too quick. 
“So,” He cleared his throat while pretending to be busy with the old-fashioned heater, “Old man down the street told me you had no family in this town.” 
Yeah, real smooth Bucky. He cursed himself. 
“Yup!” You answered, like he asked you about the weather instead. 
Bucky looked up and found you sitting on your couch, legs crossed, like a spoiled little thing while he knelt on your floor fixing your heater for you. He wanted to know more, so he asked, “And is that by choice or…?” 
You sighed, then told Bucky the truth. “I am the youngest. My siblings and I never got along when we were kids. I spent years thinking surely something will change when we get older, but no.” It was a little sad talking about it, but nothing you couldn’t handle. “Then mom and dad separated and they each went their own way. Last I heard my father was onto his third wife, and my mother was backpacking around the world with some of her friends. All my siblings left home one by one. Then when I left for uni I made the decision to never go back to that empty house.” 
Bucky stopped pretending to work on the heater. He’d fixed it, so now he sat next to it, back against the wall as he watched you. He wanted to gather you in his arms and never let you go. 
“I would’ve figured something out.” You said, with a determined smile. “I always wanted to move to a small town, maybe even a coastal one. But then as I was finishing up my final year, I got a phone call one day. It was my grandma, and she was sick and needed assistance.” Another soft smile, this one sadder. “It felt like a sign. And it was the right thing to do. So I moved here. And lost contact with my family, there was complete radio silence even after grandma passed.” 
Bucky looked away for a moment, the thought of you going through all that alone was heartbreaking. But you were so brave. 
You continued, “So yeah, I’ve been on my own ever since. And I love this place, these people.” You looked right at him and added, “And handy neighbours who fix my heater.” 
Bucky smiled. “All fixed.” He grunted as he got up from the floor. 
“Thank you!” 
You walked Bucky to the front door, then just as he was about to step outside you called out, “Oh Bucky, wait! I almost forgot.” 
Bucky watched how you ran back inside, towards your kitchen and then ran back towards him with a little basket. 
“Here,” You handed him the basket filled with sweet smelling stuff. “I baked them this morning.” 
Bucky peeked and found a bunch of chocolate chip cookies. He looked back at you and found you smiling at him. He smiled back then rolled his eyes as he stepped out of your home, groaning, “Gonna make me fat with all your sweet stuff.” 
You giggled, leaning against your doorframe as Bucky stepped down the steps of your porch. “You can always work out more. You know, chop more wood in the mornings, or run by the lake more.” 
Bucky stopped on the last step and turned to face you. His heart beating a little faster as the realization sunk in. “You stalk me.” He sounded like he was teasing you. 
You smirked, “Don’t you? You think I don't know you follow me home almost everyday?” 
“Alright, fine.” Bucky rolled his eyes again. “But you stalk me too.” 
“You’re loud when you chop wood in the morning. It wakes me up early.” You argued, eyeing him up and down, shamelessly. Gods, he was a handsome man. Even more so with that tight long sleeved shirt and dark jeans. 
“I see.” He mumbled. “You like the early morning view?” He caught himself asking before he could think about it twice. What? He knew he looked good. He wanted to know if you appreciated the view. 
You gave him another sly smirk as you answered, “Very much.” 
He smiled at you. Then nodded and said, “Good night, neighbour. Thanks for the goodies.” 
“Good night, Bucky.” 
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The next morning, you woke up to the sound of light rain hitting your bedroom window, and the muffled repeated sound of an axe hitting wood. You smiled before you even opened your eyes. Waking up to the sound of rain was always delightful. But the sound of someone chopping wood had recently become your new favourite. 
Bucky. 
You pulled back the covers and quickly walked over to your bedroom window. You peeled back the curtains and found Bucky in his backyard. 
Shirtless. 
You froze. 
The sight of him there, wearing nothing but his usual jeans and boots, axe in his hands, the metal arm glistening almost as much as his damp, muscular chest. Fuck. He looked divine. His longish hair was damp as well, a few strands falling over his face, and the muscles in his arm and back flexing each time he brought the axe down. 
You were mesmerised by the sight of him there, with the dark woods as background. The light rain falling over him. And the blue of his eyes staring right at you– 
You gasped and quickly shut the curtains again when you realised he’d looked up and caught you staring at him. Your face felt hot as you hid behind the heavy curtains. Your heart raced a little faster and you felt like a little kid who got caught doing something you shouldn’t. Shit. 
Oh well. Whatever. He knew you watched him. 
So you peeled the curtains back again and found him smirking at you. He lifted his right hand, waving at you like any good neighbour would. You smiled and waved back, then forced yourself to look away from his gorgeous face and body, and get away from the window to get ready for your day ahead. 
That image of him chopping wood in the rain didn’t leave your head the entire morning. 
Bucky didn’t know what exactly made him do it. Maybe it was the interaction you two had had that morning. The heat in your eyes as you watched him, the way your lips parted just so slightly, and he was certain he could see how you were breathing heavily just looking at him. 
He’d been smiling to himself all morning when he thought about that brief interaction. The way you hid when he caught you was… cute. But you went away so quickly. He wanted to see you again, he wanted more. 
So perhaps that’s why he finally found himself walking into your cosy little bookstore. It was exactly what he was expecting it to be. Dark interior with dimmed lights. Spacious middle area with little reading nooks scattered all over the place. Dark, velvet couches and bright pillows. A tea and a coffee station right next to each other by the large window, and baskets filled with baked goods. Muffins and cookies. He could smell whatever fancy candles you must have burning somewhere.  
“Bucky!”
He turned around and found you smiling at him, a tiny book in your hand. He smiled back, and decided you were the prettiest thing he’d ever seen in his long life. Dressed in a simple black dress and dark red cardigan, you looked… even more delicious than all the things you baked. He was thankful there was no one in the store to witness how he checked you out shamelessly. 
“Hey,” He said, then looked around and commented, “Nice place.” 
“Thanks,” You walked up to him. 
Stopping right in front of him, close enough that he could smell your perfume and it was driving him insane. It was something citrus and feminine, reminding him of blood oranges, pomegranates, and delicate flowers. And it made him want to pull you closer. But he shoved his hands in the pockets of his leather jacket instead. 
“It was my grandma’s.” You explained, and he listened with interest. “She left me quite… a lot in the will so I don't really have to worry about my livelihood. Which I’m very grateful for. And even though it’s not great business, I decided to keep running the store just to keep her memory alive.” 
Bucky smiled again at how kind you truly were. “That’s nice of you.” 
You gave him another pretty smile. “I have some loyal customers, they come to buy books every few weeks. But most of all, people like to come here just to read. Or hang out. So I always have warm drinks and sweet treats ready.” Then you turned to him and asked politely, “What brings you here? I didn’t quite picture you as a guy who reads.” You teased. 
His voice was laced with sarcasm as he said, “And I didn't picture you as a woman who spies on her shirtless neighbours, but here you are.” 
He could tell that caught you off guard. Maybe you’d thought he would never bring it up. But, Bucky decided, it was fun to tease you. 
“I don’t know what you mean.” You replied, giving him that look he loved. The innocent one, with mischief hidden somewhere. 
“Oh yeah?” He stepped closer to you, just a little bit. “Did you forget I saw you this morning? Making eyes at me?” 
You scoffed, “Well, if you’re gonna put on a show…” 
“And how’d you like it? The show?” He asked, stepping closer again. And you took a step back this time, and you two danced this dance until he almost had you cornered between two shelves. 
You gasped dramatically, “Bucky barnes. Are you flirting with me?” Your back hit the shelf behind you. “Aren’t you, like, a hundred years old?” 
Bucky laughed as pinned you to the bookshelf. His metal hand coming up to grab onto the wood, caging you between him and the shelf as he slowly slid his leg in between yours. “Yeah, I am. What about it? It didn’t stop you from spying on me.” He noted the way you spread your legs to make room for his. “I know you want me.” He said, pressing his leg up in between yours. 
You gasped again. Then chuckled and said, “Don’t be inappropriate right in front of grandma’s portrait, you weirdo.” Then you gently hit him on the head with the tiny book you’d been holding. 
Bucky frowned then looked around, searching for the portrait. And it was right behind him. A large portrait of an old woman in a gilded frame, staring down at the two of you sternly. 
Sorry, grandma. 
He grabbed you and easily pulled you away, pinning you to the next closest bookshelf he found. His leg sliding in between yours again. “Now that grandma’s not watching,” He said, making you laugh. Fuck. He’d do anything to keep you laughing and happy like that. “Wanna tell me where I can be inappropriate then? Want me to take you out?” He asked, then couldn’t resist leaning in to kiss your neck, discreetly inhaling your perfume like it was the only thing he’d ever wanted to do. Suddenly he wanted your scent everywhere. On his clothes. In his truck. On his bedsheets and pillows. “Is that what you’d like?” He asked, pulling away to look into your eyes. “A date? Where I spend the entire evening waiting and figuring out if you’d let me kiss you or not?” 
“You won’t have to wait the entire evening.” You smirked at him. “I’d let you kiss me anytime.” 
Fuck. His heart skipped a beat. 
“Can I kiss you now?” 
“Yes.” You leaned in, sliding your hands around his neck to pull him closer. Bucky’s brain stopped working for a second or two as you kissed him. 
He melted into your kiss. His hands grabbed you at the waist to pull you closer as he deepened the kiss. Your hands slid into his hair and he held you tightly against him, pressed up against his firm body as his mouth moved perfectly against yours. His tongue slipped into your mouth, making you moan into the kiss as he slowly slipped his metal hand up your dress. 
You gasped at his cold touch. His lips left yours momentarily to kiss along your jaw, and down your neck, nibbling on your skin and inhaling your addicting scent, making you sigh in pleasure as his hand found its way past your underwear. 
“Can I touch you?” He mumbled into your ear, “Please say yes, baby. You’re killing me.” 
You couldn’t help but giggle, then whispered, “Yeah, you can touch me.” 
Bucky groaned as he moved your underwear aside and ran his knuckles along your wet slit, smearing your wetness around. He chuckled when he felt that you were just as wet and ready for him as he hoped you’d be. 
“See? You do want me.” 
You whined at the sound of his cocky voice. You couldn’t help but look down to see his hand moving gently against your body as he teased you, his metal hand sliding in and out from in between your legs, disappearing under your dress each time his fingers dove in to tease your clit. Fuck, just the sight of his hand sent pleasant shivers down your back. You also noticed the growing bulge in his pants. You bit your lip at the sight of it, then looked up at him. He was already staring at you. So you silently pleaded, begging for more. 
Bucky wanted more too. He pushed his two metal fingers inside you with ease and felt your warm walls immediately welcoming him in. He held your stare as he curled his fingers inside of you, hitting all the right spots which made you weak in the knees. You bucked your hips against his hand, still staring into his eyes, and he chuckled. “Does that feel good, baby?” 
You nodded, biting down on your lip to keep yourself from moaning. Because the store was empty, but anyone could walk in. They wouldn’t see you, but you didn’t want them to hear you either. 
“Yeah? You want more?” Bucky asked, his fingers moving in and out of you perfectly. “Want me to taste you? Can I do that?” He mumbled and kissed down your neck, biting and licking your skin around your collar bones. 
Meanwhile you lazily reached for him, palming him through his jeans and feeling his erection. You smirked to yourself as he grunted the moment you touched him. “All that for me?” You teased him. 
Bucky couldn’t help but laugh into the crook of your neck. “Now who’s being inappropriate?” 
You giggled, “You started this when–,” 
The sound of the tiny bell above the entrance of your store ringing cut you off. You both froze then immediately pulled away from each other. You fixed your clothes quickly and gave Bucky a smirk before you went back to the front and greeted your customer. 
Bucky couldn’t let himself be seen yet. Not until the raging hard on he had would calm down first. So he walked around, hiding behind bookshelves as he perused them. And once he was safe, he walked to the front and found you scanning some books before putting them in a bag for the customer – she was an old lady who lived near the lake. Bucky often saw her when he went for his frequent runs. 
Bucky grabbed a random book and sat down at one of the many reading nooks. It hid him enough that he could stare at you leisurely, without being caught by Old Lake Lady. He could tell you felt his eyes on you, because you’d send quick glances his way even as you engaged in a conversation with the old lady about her cats and dogs. 
Just minutes ago you were moaning in his ear with his fingers inside you, and here you were now, being nice and warm to a customer. 
Bucky had to hide his smirk, at least until the lady was gone. Soon she’d wrapped up her stories, paid for her books, and left, leaving you two alone again. Bucky got up from the couch and approached you. 
“Come over tonight,” He said. “I’ll make you dinner.” 
He watched how you seemed surprised. Then rolled his eyes when you asked, “You can cook?” 
He answered, proudly, “I’m over a hundred years old, you learn a thing or two when you’ve been alive that long.” A pause, then he added, “Plus recipe books help too.” 
You laughed. “Okay, see you tonight then.” 
“See you.” 
Bucky left you with a wink. 
— 
When you got home that evening, you took over an hour to get ready for dinner. You caught yourself smiling a lot just thinking of Bucky and how he touched you earlier… 
You sighed, impatient to see him again. But you didn’t want to seem too eager and show up at his house too early so you found something to keep you busy until it was a reasonable time to knock on his door. Plus, you wanted to bring him something nice so you ended up gathering flowers from your yard and made him a little bouquet. 
It ended up being a pastel coloured bunch of flowers, pinks and lilacs with some white here and there. You decided it was cute enough for a first date. Was it even a date? Or was it just a casual dinner? 
Before you could overthink yourself to death and find a way to get out of this, you grabbed a light cardigan and walked over to Bucky’s house. 
Bucky answered after your very first knock. Almost too quickly. 
You couldn’t help but tease him about it. “You were waiting by the door, weren’t you?” 
“No.” He argued, “I’m just really quick to get the door. Don’t like to keep my guests waiting.” 
“Sure,” You smirked as you walked into his home. Bucky shut the door behind you and turned to face you. “Here,” You handed him the bunch of flowers, “I picked them myself.” 
You expected him to make some sassy comment, but he didn’t. “I’ve never been given flowers before.” He said, looking down at them. And you felt really proud. “Are they edible too?” 
You laughed as you followed him further in. “No, they’re not. But they will bring some life and colour to your home.” 
Bucky chuckled as he grabbed a vase and filled it with water to put the flowers in. “Are you saying my house looks lifeless and dark?” 
“No,” You took a seat at the kitchen island table, and watched him as he placed the flower stems one by one into the vase. “I’m just saying it needs some colour. But I love the sombre and broody vibe you went for. It’s very… retired superhero-esque.” 
And it was indeed. Dark floors, dark furniture. It was spacious and luxurious, with minimal furniture. You didn’t know if the minimalism was intentional or not. But either way, it suited Bucky. The large windows made up for the empty spaces. It allowed a lot of the outside in. Especially the rich, dark woods. 
He gave you a playful glare before he grabbed two wine glasses and asked you, “You like red or white?” 
“Red, please.” 
He handed you a glass of red, clinked your glasses together then went back to the stove. “You’re welcome to snoop if you want.” He said, then heard you get off the stool at the island table and heard your footsteps walking around. 
Bucky’s house was much closer to the woods than yours, and sometimes it felt like his house – much like him – preferred to blend in with the surroundings rather than stand out. 
The kitchen was your favourite part so far. It was like a glass prism. No walls, but the woods hid it well from the other neighbours. And right now, as the sun set and the sky turned pinkish orange, it flooded the entire kitchen with those same colours. 
Bucky let you snoop, and turned to the stove where he was concocting something that smelt divine. He glanced at you now and then, and noted the way you took in his home. The ground floor had an open concept look. So you could see the living room, the foyer, the large staircase – which led to the upper level where all the bedrooms and bathrooms were, the small conservatory, all could be seen from the kitchen. 
He was rather proud of his home. But you weren’t saying anything yet. Did you not like it? Bucky wondered silently as he flipped the veggies he’d been grilling. “You like it?” He couldn’t help but ask. 
“I do!” 
Bucky looked up and found you in the middle of his dimly lit living room. You did a slow, mindless twirl as you took in all the random art he had mounted on his walls. Bucky was mesmerised. You, there, in that pretty dress – it messed with his head in the best way. 
“What made you move here?” 
Your question caught him off guard. He knew why he moved here, but he didn’t know if he could put it into words in a coherent way. But he did his best. Dinner was done, so he spoke as he plated everything. 
“I had been thinking about retiring for years now.” He sighed. “I didn't wanna lose myself. Again. Or have to watch my friends die. Again.” He let out a sad chuckle. “You'd think I would be immune to losing people by now. But it hurts the same every time. Plus going on a mission and not knowing if everyone would make it back… It messes with your head.” He said. “So I decided to leave. I was worried it would make me seem like a coward. But then I realised, I shouldn’t care.” 
He heard you coming back into the kitchen. 
“Plus, it's hard to blend in when you’re me, you know?” He could see you in his periphery, getting closer to where he was. “After years of being who I was, and doing what I did, there’s not many places where I could go that would feel normal.” 
Without saying a word, Bucky watched how you placed your glass down and came over to help him plate everything onto two dinner plates. He gave you a faint smile then continued, while the two of you moved around his kitchen gracefully. As if this was a daily thing. 
“Then one day I decided to leave that life. But I still didn’t have a place to call home so I drove around, traveled and tried to find somewhere that was calm, and welcoming. Somewhere I could just be me, and not… what I was.” He paused, remembering the day he first came to this town. “I happened to be driving through here one day, and the weather got really bad. The rain was horrendous and the people I met at the pub told me it was dangerous to continue driving in a weather like that.” He chuckled at the memory, “And I told them, I’ve been out on missions in worse weather. Rain or sleet was nothing, I’ve been out during hurricanes and snowstorms.” 
Your heart hurt for a moment, thinking about Bucky having to brave all sorts of storms. 
Bucky continued, “Then, one of the old guys at the pub grabbed me by the shoulders and said ‘Well, you don’t have to be out in storms anymore’ and he offered me a place to stay for the night. And when I woke up the next day, I realised that no one cared about who I was or what I had done in the past. They were just kind and welcoming to me like I was a regular guy.” He looked up at you, smiled and said, “So I bought the land and the house here and stayed.” 
You smiled back at him. “And that’s why you’re friends with all the old guys at the pub.” 
“Yeah,” He added, smiling, “Although I am older than all of them.” 
You laughed, and watched him as he placed the plates down. Once his hands were free, you grabbed one of them and squeezed it tight in your grip until he looked at you. His hand was warm in yours. And you decided that you liked holding his hand. You wanted to do it more often.
“You did the right thing by choosing your peace, Bucky.” You said, looking into his pretty eyes. “It's not selfish nor cowardly to want to keep yourself safe. To put yourself first. You helped save this world so many times. You deserve this break. I hope you know that.” 
Bucky smiled and brought your intertwined hands up to his lips. Kissing your knuckles, he whispered, “Thank you.” 
He looked so sincere and adorable, you almost pulled him in for a kiss right there and then. But instead you calmed yourself down and admired the beautiful man in front of you. His longish hair was nice and dry this time, and looked like he’d run his fingers through it many times. And he was wearing a white button up shirt too, something you just now noticed, with the sleeves rolled up till his elbows. The metal arm glistened in the golden light of the sunset. 
Gods, he was beautiful. Who could ever be mean to this man? 
To bring you both back to that playful mood you said, “Well, neighbour. I was promised dinner. And I’m kinda hungry.” 
Bucky laughed and gently let go of your hand. He asked you if you wanted to dine in the conservatory, but you said the island table in the kitchen was fine. Plus, the view of the sky, the woods, and the mountains all at once was to die for. 
“I think I’m in love with your house.” You said at some point during dinner, holding back moans because Bucky’s cooking was amazing. 
He gave you a playful look as he sipped on his wine and replied, “Come visit anytime.” 
“Maybe I will.” 
“Maybe you should.” 
You teased, “You just want me to bring you muffins and cookies, don’t you?” 
Bucky laughed and said, “I’m having to work out twice as much ever since you started feeding me those sugary stuff. Gotta stay fit if I want you to keep looking at me like that.” 
Your face felt hot when he said that. Okay, so maybe you were not being subtle when looking at him. Oh, god forbid a girl checks out her hot neighbour. You quickly changed the topic after that, not wanting him to know just how much his words and deep voice was affecting you. 
You two talked about life in the small town, about the places you’d travelled to before moving here, Bucky made you laugh with his ridiculous stories about how people tend to come knocking on his door whenever they need help with moving stuff. Or how people in the neighbourhood just assumed he liked chopping wood so much they just pulled up in their own trucks to pick up some or they called him and asked him to deliver logs to their houses. 
“Thankfully I have the truck,” He said, chuckling, “Otherwise I think I’d be seen carrying logs around on my shoulders for delivery.” 
You giggled at the thought of him doing that. Then you realised, “I didn’t know you had a truck. I guess I’ve only ever seen you out on walks.” 
He nodded, refilling your wine glass. “Yeah I don’t use it a lot though, I just drive up the mountains sometimes when I want to be alone. Plus the view from up there is insane.” Then he paused, thinking, and said, “I’ll take you up there, on a drive someday. If you want.” 
“I’d love that.” You said, smiling from behind your wine glass. 
After dinner you offered to help clean up, but Bucky politely refused. “Carry on snooping,” He said, “I’ll just load the dishwasher and come join you.” He refilled your wine glass one more time and sent you off. 
You didn’t put up a fight, you wanted to see more of his home. So a short walk later, you found yourself in the large, circular conservatory. There were some couches about, a small dining table for four, and some plants and rugs. It was so cosy, it reminded you of your store. Minus the colours, because everything in here was dark green, or grey, or dark brown. But you didn’t mind it. 
You admired Bucky’s backyard, which blended into the woods. You saw the chopping block where he chopped wood almost every morning. And you could see your house from here, part of it at least. Especially your bedroom window. 
“That’s a pretty dress. I’m sorry I didn't say it earlier.” Bucky said as he walked into the conservatory as well, his own wine glass in hand. 
And you were certain it wasn't just the wine that made your blood rush. You gave him a little twirl which made him chuckle. “Thanks,” You said, facing him once again. “I wore it just for you.” It was true. You had chosen the dark blue dress only because the moment you saw it in your closet, it reminded you of Bucky’s eyes. 
“Yeah?” He held your stare as he made his way over to you, placing his glass down on the small dining table on the way. He stopped right in front of you, letting his eyes roam all over you before he said, “Will you take it off for me as well?” 
The wine gave you manic confidence, so you grabbed him by the waist and pulled him into you. “Is that what you want?” 
Bucky’s eyes were intense as he stared at you. You finished your wine and set your glass down. 
“I do.” Bucky said. 
You spoke in a cocky tone, “Then why do I have to do all the work?” 
He chuckled, “Come here then.” He pinned you to the nearest surface, the cold glass door of the conservatory which led to the backyard. He knew it was locked so he didn’t have to worry. “Let’s finish what we started earlier, yeah?” 
He leaned closer, chest pressing against yours leaving no space in between. He waited for a moment, silently asking if this was okay. And upon seeing you wanted this as much as he did, Bucky leaned in for a kiss. A proper one, a hungry one. 
His rough facial hair scratched your skin, his teeth nibbled and bit your lips. His hands roaming all over your body before he slid the straps of your dress down your arms, letting your dress bunch around your waist. Your dress didn’t require a bra so you were half naked in front of him in no time. 
He kissed you ravenously, pulling you closer. Pouring everything he felt into the kiss. Desire, warmth, longing, lust. He couldn’t get enough. 
“Bucky…” You gasped against his lips, you couldn’t wait any longer, “I want you.” Breathing fast, you tried to pull him closer, but this time he wouldn’t budge. 
“Turn around,” He mumbled softly, pulling away a little to give you room to turn. He’d thought he would take his time and maybe get up to his bedroom and make sweet love to you. But fuck, the sight of you in that pretty dress was driving him insane. Again. He couldn’t wait. 
You turned, facing the glass door and waited. The sky above was yet to turn black completely. It was that pretty dark blue colour. And the stars were starting to show. And everything was perfect. You brought your hands up to your chest, not wanting to press your bare body to the cold glass. 
But Bucky didn’t like that. He pressed against your back. Your bare skin against the cool fabric of his shirt. He grabbed your wrists in his metal hand and pinned them above your head, stretching your torso in a way that had you whining already, and he had barely touched you yet. He whispered into your ear, “Keep them there for me.” So gently, his deep voice made you tremble. 
You nodded, then he shoved his warm hand in between your legs and touched you where you desperately wanted him to. Where you needed him since earlier today. You whined and trembled, your bare chest pressing against the cool glass when he slid a finger in, fucking you with it while he whispered into your ear, “You’re so wet for me. Have you been like that all throughout dinner? Hmm?” He cooed. “While you sat across from me, looking all sweet and nice, were you just dripping for me all along?” 
Fuck. Who knew he had such a foul mouth? 
“Bucky,” You whimpered, “Please.” 
He chuckled, his finger moving in and out of you in a way that made you move your hips, demanding more but he wouldn’t give it to you yet. “Aww, baby. Poor you.” His deep voice made his chest rumble against your back. “I should punish you for not telling me about this little situation earlier.” 
Your dress was hanging on to your body around your waist, Being half naked while he was still fully dressed made this even dirtier. You were moaning by now, thanking all the gods that Bucky didn’t have any other neighbours. 
“Tell me.” He demanded, sliding another finger inside you and making your body squirm and grind against him. “How long have you been this wet, baby?” 
“Oh damn you.” You were embarrassingly wet at this point, and the sounds your body made as he finger-fucked you were lewd. But you couldn’t get enough. “Ever since we were interrupted at the store earlier today.” 
His lips brushed against the back of your neck as he spoke. “You’ve been thinking about me all day then? Huh? Have you been thinking about what could’ve happened if we weren’t interrupted earlier? About how I would’ve fucked you nice and hard against that bookshelf? Hmm?” 
“Yes…” You whimpered as he kept fucking you with his fingers even as you came, trembling against him. His fingers slid in and out of you with ease now. “I thought about you, about us, all day.” You whispered quietly, your warm breath fogging up the cold glass in front of you. 
He didn’t care that you came already. He wanted more. So he reached deeper inside you, curling his fingers just enough to make you mutter incoherent things. 
“And what did you do? Did you touch yourself after I left? Or did you rush home and take care of it?” He asked, “Or did you wait till now?” 
“Please…” You begged. “I waited, I promise.” 
“Oh?” He chuckled, slowing down his movements purposely. “You waited, huh?” He playfully bit on your exposed shoulder. 
“Yes…” You whined. “I did. Cause I wanted you to touch me and make me feel good. Please, Bucky, make it feel good.” 
“Oh baby,” He whispered, kissing around your ear, along your jaw. “I’ve got you.
Bucky pulled away for a brief moment. You couldn’t see him, but you could hear him undoing his trousers. And moments later, he was rubbing the tip of his cock against your wet folds. You shivered in pleasure.
“Yes…” You panted. 
“I’m gonna make it feel good, okay?” He mumbled into your ear as he pushed his cock into you, making you cry out loud as he stretched you out. 
It had been a while since you got laid. So Bucky felt huge inside you. You moaned as his fingers found your clit again, rubbing it in sync with his thrusts. His metal hand left your wrists and came down to grab you by the waist, holding you against him as he sped up into you, fucking you just like how you hoped he would. Fast. Deep. Hungrily. 
He dipped his head into the crook of your neck and licked, and bit on your skin as he fucked into you relentlessly, earning more and more moans out of you each time his cock stroked your walls. “You feel so fucking good, you know that? My pretty girl…” 
You moaned quietly, shamelessly, your body slamming into the glass with each one of his thrusts, and fuck if it didn’t turn you on more. 
“Tight little thing, aren’t you? Gripping me like you’re never gonna let go,” He chuckled in that cocky way you loved. “I’m right here, baby. I’ve got you now.” He moaned against your ear and the sound sent shivers down your back. “Whenever you want me to make you feel good, I’ll do it. You hear me? I’ll take care of you, don’t you worry.” 
You nodded, your legs starting to shake as he quickened his pace, pounding into you mercilessly. His fingers still teasing your clit and making you lose your mind. 
“Bucky–,” You choked on your words as you came undone, walls clenching around him, and a loud moan erupting from your mouth as he made you come hard. It was almost blinding. 
His thrusts became irregular as he came right after you did, cock throbbing against your pulsating walls, moaning out loud when he felt your walls pulsating violently around him. “Fuck, baby,” He came while biting down on your shoulder.
You leaned against the glass door, limp and satiated. You had to blink a couple times to come back from that high. The glass was completely fogged up in front of your face as you pulled away to breathe deeply. 
Bucky held you gently. Wrapping his arms around you, his cock still inside you, throbbing. “You okay?” 
You giggled, leaning your head back to rest against his shoulder. “I’m okay.” You replied. “You?” 
“Yeah. Perfect.” A pause, then he said. “I gotta buy some condoms if we’re gonna do this often. I wasn’t exactly planning on–,” He hesitated. “You know…” 
You giggled again. “Yeah I know. Me neither.” 
Then you both laughed and Bucky helped you clean up as best he could before he walked you back to your house. You kissed him goodnight, and he said he hoped to see you soon. You exchanged numbers and then pulled him in for another kiss before he left. 
The following day Bucky dropped by the store and saw that it was packed. Of course, you’d told him over text that Fridays tend to get a little busy. Teens come over to get homework done after school. Some people came to get books for the weekend. Others just came to talk to you and ask about your week. The younger kids dropped by after school for snacks because they knew they’d miss it given you didn’t open during weekends. 
So Bucky only had a minute or two to say hi and give you a gentle kiss on the cheek. 
“Can I see you tonight? If you don’t have plans?” He asked. 
You seemed sad when you replied, “I’m pet-sitting for someone tonight. And I’m going over to a friend's house for dinner on Saturday night. Can we meet on Sunday?” 
He grumpily agreed. Because what did you mean he had to wait for two nights to see you again? 
He tossed and turned in bed, unable to sleep on Friday night. So he ended up texting you: 
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Saturday night was no different. He couldn’t sleep. But he didn’t want to text you again and seem desperate. Even though he was very much desperate. And he was pleasantly surprised when he received a text from you: 
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Needless to say, when you showed up at his house in the morning, all other plans went out the window because after breakfast, the two of you spent almost the whole day in Bucky’s bedroom. 
— 
And so, weeks passed. 
You and Bucky got more and more involved in each other’s lives. Taking turns sleeping over at each other’s house. You weren’t putting a label on it. Yet. But it was solid, whatever you two had. And it was comforting and warm. Knowing you had someone else to rely on, a shoulder to lean on after a long day, knowing you could just walk over to the house next door whenever you wanted company was nice. 
Bucky came over to yours a lot. Randomly. Sometimes he’d come over and help you with your garden, or keep you company as you fed the birds and the wild rabbits, or helped you whenever you made dinner for the two of you. It was… peaceful, the budding romance. 
You began joining Bucky on his daily evening walks. Usually, he’d come by your store at around closing time, and he’d wait till you closed and locked the place, then you would both take the long way home. People in the neighbourhood began noticing, and when the older ladies would visit your store they’d tease you about it, singing all sorts of praises about how much of a good guy Bucky was, and how helpful. 
Bucky mentioned that the old guys at the pub would tease him about it too. Telling him how lucky he was that he found such a sweet, kind, and pretty girl. 
“I am, you know?” He said to you one night, over the phone. 
“What?” You asked, holding the phone between your shoulder and your ear as you were tidying up your study room, finally deciding to put it to use. You wanted to turn it into your at home library. Make it nice and cosy like those reading nooks you’d set up at the store. 
“Lucky,” He answered. “To have you.” 
His reply made you pause in the middle of your slightly messy study room. 
Bucky continued, “When I decided to leave everything and move here, I knew the people around here were friendly and kind. But I had given up all hope I had of finding, you know, my person.” 
You smiled to yourself, feeling a little sad thinking about Bucky and how he thought he’d have to spend the rest of his days all alone here. You wanted to tell him you felt the same. You wanted to tell him that you’d given up on dating as well, after uni. You liked the people in this town, and you’d been on a few dates since you moved here. But you were always so busy taking care of your grandmother that you could never quite commit. And then after she passed you were not emotionally stable, especially given your family didn’t even reach out to ask you how you were doing and how you were dealing with everything. So you kind of just… gave up as well. 
And then you met Bucky. 
“And then I met you.” His voice was steady, firm as he repeated your thoughts. 
“Oh Buck,” You sighed. “Why don’t you come over? You’ve got me all emotional now.” 
Bucky chuckled. “You just want me to come over so we can fuck, don’t you?” 
You laughed. “No,” You argued, “I actually need you for something.” You said, looking around trying to find something, an excuse to use to you can get him to come over. You didn’t know what it was, but the vulnerability in his tone made you want to wrap your arms around him and keep him safe from the rest of the world. And now, you just needed to see him. Plus, you didn’t want him to be alone. Not after what he just told you. Besides, you had to tell him you felt the same and you didn’t wanna do that over the phone. “I have a huge bookshelf I need to move. Can you come help?” You lied. The bookshelf was perfect where it was. 
Bucky let out a dramatic sigh, “Fine. I knew it, you just want me around because I’m handy.” 
You laughed as you hung up the phone. 
Less than a minute later, Bucky was up in your study, lugging around your bookshelf as you instructed him where to place it. And after a few more minutes of deciding, you settled on having the bookshelf exactly where it initially was. 
Bucky gave you a confused look that had you giggling as he placed the shelf back down to where it was. “Well this was a waste of time.” He mumbled. 
“Maybe,” You teased, sitting down on the edge of the nearby desk. “Or maybe I just wanted to see you flexing those muscles.” You were only partially lying. Because he did look good in that extra tight black t-shirt. His silver chain caught the light the same way his metal arm did. “Come here.” You extended out your arms for him to walk into. 
And he did, sighing dramatically and mumbling something about how he was right about you only wanting him for his incredibly amazing body. But he did walk into your arms. And smiled down at you as you wrapped your arms around him. 
“You know, I didn’t ask you to come here for the bookshelf.” 
He smirked, “I know.” A pause, then he said, “Did what I said earlier scare you? Did you call me here to dump me?” He asked, raising his eyebrow and glaring at you in that playful manner of his. 
You laughed. “I could never dump you.” You leaned forward and pressed your forehead to his chest, inhaling his masculine scent and said, “I wanted to tell you that I had given up as well. But, things have changed ever since I met you too.” You finally looked up and met his eyes. Bucky’s ocean blue ones were focused on you as you finally confessed, “And I really like you, Bucky.” 
His face softened as he looked down at you. Then he lowered his face, placing his palms on the surface of the desk till he was face to face with you. And he said, “I really like you too.” He leaned in for a sweet, deep kiss. 
You slid your fingers into his hair and he smiled into the kiss when he felt you tugging on his hair. He grabbed you by the thighs and pulled you closer as he stepped in between your legs. 
Bucky pulled away just a little, keeping his lips pressed against the side of your mouth as he said, “But you know, as much as I like you, I can’t be going around doing manual labour for free.” His hands massaged your thighs in a way that had you whimpering for him already. “So, what will you give me?” 
You smiled, running your hands all over his muscular shoulders and chest. “I made fresh cookies this morning.” 
He chuckled. “Not enough.” He pulled away to look at you, “Nowhere near enough.” 
“Well,” You held his stare and asked, “What do you want then?” You gently reached down, wrapped your fingers around his wrist and guided it in between your legs. “You want that?” 
“Yeah.” Bucky immediately cupped your clothed core. Possessively. 
“You can have that.” You said, breathlessly. 
He groaned. “You’re gonna be the death of me, baby.” He shook his head, “Take all that off then, let me see what you’re offering.” 
You smirked, holding his stare as you lifted your dress up and removed your underwear before sitting on the edge of the desk again, spreading your legs so he could just look at you down there.  
Bucky placed his hands on your thighs again, spread them further apart, and took his time inspecting your wet folds. He mindlessly dragged a metal finger up and down your slit, making you shiver and moan as he touched you but barely. 
His eyes trailed up to your tits, and his other hand reached up to pinch a clothed nipple, making you yelp. “Ow!” You frowned at him. 
“What?” He chuckled, “You’re all mine. I’m allowed to play with you.” 
“That hurt.” 
He smirked. “I know it did.” He held your stare as he got down on his knees so his mouth was mere inches away from your clit. “Now, keep your legs spread for me. Just like this. Open for me. Okay?” 
You nodded, looking down in between your legs as he leaned in and pressed his mouth shamelessly to your wetness. 
His tongue, his lips, the gentle suction of his warm mouth – it was all too much, too good. He moved his head side to side, his coarse stubble brushing against your soft inner thighs. You whined and trembled, trying to keep your voice down as he made you lose your mind by eating you out like a starved man. 
“All mine, yeah?” He whispered, looking up at you with his mouth just barely hovering above your clit. “My girl.” He smiled, then got back to it, the lower half of his face was completely submerged in your wet cunt. 
Your fingers slid into his hair again, gently guiding him as he made it feel so good it almost hurt. 
You came with a yelp and a moan, riding his face and tugging on his hair. 
Bucky smiled as he pulled away and stood back up. “You taste so good, baby. Thank you.” 
You couldn’t take your eyes off his damp lips. “I should be thanking you.” You said quietly. 
“No,” He argued, licking his lips then added, “That was selfishly all for me.” 
You chuckled, then pulled him in for a kiss. 
How did you get so lucky? 
— 
Eventually, Bucky ended up taking you up the mountains in his truck. His large, all black Ford Raptor was nice and clean, it smelled like new leather and it was comfortable too. 
While driving up, Bucky kept his hand on your thigh, and you couldn’t help but feel giddy each time you looked down to see him mindlessly caressing your thigh. Then you’d look up and find him driving with just one hand, and that simple act was so hot for no reason. 
Easy, tiger. 
You managed to keep your hands to yourself the entire drive up. 
Bucky came to a stop at a well-known spot. People often drove here to look at the view. And it was so worth it. You could see everything from here. The woods, the lake, the houses and the lights coming on in the streets given that the sun was starting to set now. You could spot your house and Bucky’s as well. 
The woods up here were extra dense so it was darker than everywhere else, and the sky was quickly changing colours. From pink to orange, to a darker blue right before your eyes. But none of it compared to the man beside you who was rambling about how nice it was that you baked muffins especially for this little date. 
“I’m dying to have some of–,”
You cut him off by grabbing his face and kissing him. Bucky was surprised but quickly went along, kissing you back with almost just as much hunger. “Make some room for me.” You mumbled in between kisses. “I hope you have condoms in your truck. Please say you do.” 
Bucky understood immediately, and pushed his seat back just enough to allow you to move from the passenger side to his lap, straddling him. He smiled into the kiss as he slowly trailed his hands downwards till they rested at the curve of your butt. “I did bring some.” 
“Perfect.” You could feel his warmth on your skin even through the material of the skirt you’d chosen to wear for this date, and it made your heart race even more. “I need you so badly. Can I have you? Please?” You asked, placing your forehead against his. 
Bucky pulled you even closer, kissing down your chin as he said, “You can have whatever you want, baby.” 
You sighed in bliss as he kissed down your neck, playfully biting and nibbling on your skin. 
Bucky pulled away to look at you, “By the way, you’re not subtle. I saw you squirming in your seat the whole way here.” He whispered in that cocky tone of his, one of his hands slipping under your shirt, gently caressing your skin. “You know when you want me you can just ask, right? You don’t have to wait. I will pull over for a quickie anytime.” 
You chuckled, nuzzling his cheek as you said, “I don’t wanna seem like all I think about when I’m with you is how good you fuck me.” 
“Fuck.” He groaned, gripping your thighs tighter. “Who knew such a sweet girl had such a filthy mouth, huh?” 
You leaned in to kiss him again, and both of his hands found their way under your shirt, pulling at the hem. You giggled into the kiss before pulling away to get rid of your top. You threw it somewhere in the backseat before leaning in to kiss Bucky again. Your hands slid into his hair, his hands inched up your back to undo the clasp of your bra. You quickly got rid of that as well, baring your breasts to him. 
He wasted no time before leaning in and taking one of your nipples into his warm mouth. He moaned, mouth wrapped around one of your tits as he sucked gently. Your back arched, giggling and gasping as he teased you. You found your hips moving against his, grinding against him. 
You gasped as he sucked hungrily on your skin, moving up to your collar bones, down to your breasts and back up. Bucky chuckled when you tugged on his hair, getting more and more impatient and needy. Oh, he loved you in moods like these. 
“Stop fucking teasing me.” You whispered, grounding your hips against his jeans. 
He smirked, looking down to where your skirt had inched up your legs, revealing your thighs even more, “Yeah? Well, you’re my girl. I’ll do whatever I want with you.” He leaned in for a proper kiss. “To you. I’ll tease you for hours if I want to.” 
You playfully bit his lip, making him hiss in pain before he chuckled against your mouth. “Stop wasting time please, I want to fuck you.” 
He laughed, pushing his face against your bare chest and kissing the soft skin between your breasts. “You’ve turned into a little monster, you know that? 
You let out a little laugh, “Oh shut up. You made me like this.” 
Bucky raised his eyebrows at you, smirking like the cocky little shit he was. “I know.” 
You grabbed him by the chin and said, “No more teasing.” 
“Yes, ma’am.” He smiled, leaning in to kiss your neck again. “You smell so fucking good. I could just eat you up.” He whispered against your skin as his hands slipped under your skirt, his thumbs caressing your inner thighs – making you gasp and whimper quietly as his fingers teased you in between your legs through your underwear. “Too bad we don’t have enough room for me to taste you right now. Later though, okay? When we get home.” 
“Bucky…” You whined as he leaned down to suck on your tits again, more greedy than earlier as he toyed with your wet folds and clit at the same time 
Your impatient hands were at the zipper of his pants in no time. 
He finally looked up and gave you a lazy smile, eyes hooded with lust. “Go on, baby. Take it out, it’s all yours.” His voice was suddenly deeper than earlier. Bucky reached for the condom and handed it to you. He fucking loved how you tore it open and put it on him each time. “Good job, baby.” He said, once you were done. 
His voice made you shiver. And only then did you realise that there was a light drizzle outside, which made the air even colder, making you crave his body heat even more. Making this even hotter. 
You lifted off of his lap at the same time as you both lowered his pants and underwear to free his erected cock. Bucky groaned impatiently as he grabbed your hips, pulled your thin underwear to the side and aligned his cock to your entrance before gently lowering you down on him. 
You moaned as you slid down his thick cock, his stare burning on your face as he thrust up into you, all the way in. “Fuck,” He swore, then leaned in to give you a wet, messy kiss. “You okay, baby? You need a moment?” 
You shook your head, no you didn’t need a moment. What you needed was more of him. “Just… move, please, you feel so good.” You whispered, kissing down his rough cheek as he obeyed, and moved, knowing exactly how you liked it. 
You whined as he grabbed your hips and guided you up and down his cock, stretching you out in the process. You held onto his shoulders as you rode his cock, bouncing on it while you moaned for him, bending a little forward so as to not hit the roof of the truck too hard. 
“Fuck…,” You felt him fill you up nicely each time, the pressure in between your legs getting hotter and hotter. “You feel so fucking good.” 
Bucky threw his head back against the headrest, watching you with lust-drunk eyes. He let out a strained moan, as he thrust into you over and over again, while also bringing you down on his cock each time with enough force to make your tits bounce. “You’re fucking beautiful. Can’t believe you’re all mine.” 
“All yours.” You said, unable to hold back your moans when he placed his thumb over your clit and rubbed it gently, in time with his thrusts. You forced yourself to look into his eyes, and the feral look in them only made you clench harder around him. 
You bit your lower lip as he thrust his hips up harder into you, your eyes rolled back and you moaned out his name as you came so close to coming undone for him. “Bucky…” 
“You’re gonna come for me?” He asked, “You’re gonna come all over my cock, huh?” 
You answered after a loud whimper, “Yes… please, can I come?” 
He cupped your cheek and traced your mouth with his thumb, “Go on, baby. Come all over my cock. Come for me…” Your walls clenched violently around his cock. You came hard, whimpering and crying for him and gasping for breath. 
Bucky came right after you, his warm load spilling in the condom as he wrapped his arms around you and held you like you were the most precious thing in the world. Like he hadn’t just fucked you like an animal. 
You caught your breath, wrapped in Bucky’s arms. Your head rested on his shoulder as you tried to calm your racing heart. “You’re right,” You said, while catching your breath, “This feels like a real date.” 
He laughed and kissed you on the forehead. 
And there you stayed, in his arms as you two watched the sun set and watched how the town lit up. 
— 
More time passed. Bucky officially asked you to be his girlfriend by showing up at the store early one morning, after you two had spent the weekend apart yet again. And he came with flowers, a look on his face which stated that he hadn’t slept well. 
“Oh Buck…” You pulled him into your arms the moment you saw those sleepy, tired eyes. “What happened to you?” 
He mumbled, his voice low and tired as well. “Can’t sleep when you’re not there.” 
“Aww, baby.” You kissed his gorgeous face, then noticed the flowers in his hand. “For me?” 
He nodded, handing them to you. “Please let me be your boyfriend. I can’t do this no label thing anymore. I won’t tie you down or anything, but I…” He struggled to find the right words, “I just wanna be able to sleep knowing you’ll come back to me again each time you leave, or spend the weekend away.” 
You felt like tearing up and laughing at the same time. So you accepted the flowers and kissed him instead. “I’ll always come back to you.” You promised. “And yes, you can be my boyfriend.” You kissed him again. “It’s a good thing I’m not close to my parents anymore. How would I explain having a century-old boyfriend?” 
He didn’t find that funny, so he chased you around the store until he finally cornered you against one of the shelves – well away from your grandma’s portrait – and kissed you until you were breathless. 
One evening, Bucky got a call. It was you. 
So he answered with a smile. “Hi baby. What is it this time?” He teased. “You need me to move another piece of furniture? Or are you calling again to ask if you can come watch me run shirtless around the lake? If so, I’m sorry to disappoint you but I’m not planning on going for a run today.” 
He frowned when all he heard was silence on your side. Silence, and a shaky breath. 
“Baby?” 
“Uh, Buck?” That shaky, scared tone of your voice wiped the smile right off his face. 
“What is it?” He asked, already panicking and looking for the keys of his truck, in case he needed to come get you from somewhere. You had told him you’d be out running errands earlier. “Where are you? What is it? Are you okay?” 
His heart raced thinking about all the times he’d hear silence on the comms when he was out on missions. The silence was like all those terrible memories come back, flooding his brain again. And he couldn’t help but imagine the worst possible scenarios. 
His voice was close to cracking as he asked, in a panicked tone, “Baby, please tell me you’re okay.” 
He heard a sniffle, and his heart almost dropped. You were not okay. His blood rushed, his heart beat faster than normal. 
“Bucky,” Your voice sounded broken, “This is so stupid,” You sounded disappointed in yourself. “I, um, I came deeper into the woods to get those purple edible flowers but um, I think I’m lost?” 
His heart sank. His blood froze. Fuck.
Another sniffle. Your voice cracked as you spoke, “I’ve been walking around in circles and I can’t…” Another shaky exhale, “I can’t get out. It’s been hours. It’s starting to get really dark, Bucky. Please–,” The call ended abruptly. 
When he tried calling you back, he couldn’t reach you. Something to do with network issues. 
Bucky felt like his world was crumbling down all over again. Like he was gonna lose another person dear to him. For a moment, he remained frozen in the middle of his house. His mind taking him back to those brutal days of missions and death and darkness he thought he’d walked away from. 
No, no, no. 
This wasn’t a mission. He reminded himself. He would get you back, he would get you back safe and sound. 
“Just please be okay, baby. Please.” He whispered under his breath as he took off running, through his backyard and into the woods. He ran in the direction of where he knew you had the habit of plucking those flowers. He didn’t care that it was starting to drizzle and all he was wearing was a t-shirt. 
It was starting to get dark, and he only had a few hours to get to you before it got completely dark out. Fuck, he didn’t even bring a light with him. 
“I’m coming, baby.” He mumbled under his breath as he ran deeper into the woods. “Don’t you worry.” 
He called out your name multiple times while he ran, stopping every few minutes to listen if you answered his calls. Or if he could hear anything at all. 
Come on, baby. Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? 
At one point, he was deep enough that when he stopped to listen, he could hear animals howling, and owls screeching. 
Fuck. This is a fucking horror movie. 
He couldn’t help but think about all those times he ran through woods to find and help his friends and teammates, worried sick during the search and not knowing what state he’d find them in. 
Please, baby. Please, be okay. I can’t lose you. I can’t lose you. I can’t lose you. Not like this. Not now. I want more time. Please, please, please. 
He called out your name again. And again. Louder each time, his throat burning. 
Finally, he stopped near a stream just to recalibrate. His panicked brain only showed him disturbing images of you hurt, or attacked by an animal, or worse– 
Then he saw it. A single purple flower floating down the stream. Followed by a lot more. It was the only thing keeping him sane at the moment. He frowned, wondering if he was seeing things or if it was truly those damned flowers you liked to pluck for your baking. 
He reached for one and grabbed it, clutching it in his hand he took a deep breath. Okay, if he followed the stream maybe he’d get to where you are, he reasoned. So that’s what he did. He ran up the stream, careful not to slip and fall. 
The woods were getting darker and darker, but he was used to navigating in the dark. It wasn’t easy, but he was better at it than regular humans. 
So Bucky ran, for what felt like forever, until he saw a spot of red on top of a fallen tree trunk. 
He stopped running when he saw you, his chest burning with how fast he’d been running. And for how long. Must be about an hour or two by now. But there you were, sitting on a log, with your red coat around you and your hood on. Fuck, you were probably freezing too.  
As he got closer he noticed your body shaking with quiet sobs, your boots muddy and your basket of fucking flowers on the ground. 
“There you are.” He said, breathlessly. “Baby?” 
Relief and exhaustion. A million thoughts and feelings coursing through him, he felt like he was going to explode. The only thing that felt like it tethered him to earth was the feeling of your body colliding into his chest as you ran into his arms. So hard that it almost knocked him off his balance. 
“Bucky!” You sobbed. 
He was still breathing faster than he’d ever had. “I’ve got you, baby. I’ve got you. Are you hurt?” He pulled away to look at you, “Look at me! Are you hurt?” 
How many times had he found his friends unconscious? Or with broken limbs? Or with bullet holes all over their bodies? For a moment, he was back in that life. That life filled with tragedy and pain. 
“No,” You spoke, teary eyed and voice shaking with panic and relief all at once. “My phone ran out of battery and–,” You let out a breath. “I was scared you wouldn’t find me.” 
He pulled you into his arms again, hugging you tighter than earlier, “Why wouldn’t I find you? I was worried sick. I thought–,” He stopped talking. Fuck. He needed to get a grip and calm those racing thoughts. 
A strange anger washed over him. Mainly because he was disappointed. Why hadn’t he gone out with you? You would’ve never gotten lost if he was with you. Fuck, what other dangers would you find yourself in due to his carelessness? What if next time– 
He blinked a couple of times and just said, “Come on, let’s go.” 
You noted the change in his tone and demeanor, but you didn’t say anything. You just followed him, wiping your tears and cursing the flowers in your basket. 
“I didn’t even realise I’d gotten this deep.” You spoke, looking ahead at Bucky’s back while he walked ahead and led the way. 
He didn’t say anything. 
“I only realised I went off my regular path when I started hearing all the animals.” You spoke, still staring at Bucky’s back. “Why aren’t you saying anything?” You asked softly. 
You got only silence from him. You could tell his mind was racing. But you didn’t understand the silent treatment. 
“Bucky?” You called out. 
He didn’t reply. 
“Say something.” You demanded. 
He stopped. And you nearly bumped into his back. When Bucky turned around to face you, he seemed different. Still. So still like he wasn’t breathing. It felt like he was a statue. The look in his eyes was blank. He was looking at you, but it felt like he was looking through you. 
It scared you how quiet he was. “Bucky?” 
“I thought I was gonna find you broken and maimed.” He finally said. “Do you know how many times I’ve had to go out and search places. Trying to find my teammates, or friends. Desperate to find them, or even a–,” He swallowed. “Or even a part of them.” 
You were quiet this time. And there was only silence, except for the light rain hitting the leaves around you. 
“I’m sorry.” You finally said. “Look, I was just scared when I called you. There’s nothing around here that could hurt me like that.” 
“Don’t be sorry.” He said. His voice was bitter. He finally looked at you, dead in the eyes and said, “Be smart. I ran for hours to get to you. I thought I’d find you dead. Why would you even get this far into the woods?” He finally snapped out of the trance he was in, getting heated with emotions now. “We don’t even know what lives in these woods! Nobody does!” 
You understood where he was coming from. But you didn’t appreciate the tone. “Why are you being mean to me? You’re acting like I chose to get lost. I didn’t mean to, Buck!” You got angry too. “I’m sorry, okay? I’m sorry for ruining your fucking evening.” You sassed. “I won’t do it again.” 
“Damn right you won’t!” He raised his voice just as much as you did. “I’m not letting you into these woods alone ever again!” 
“You don’t own me! I’ll go wherever I want!” Your mind couldn’t think properly. You were exhausted and still in panic mode. “I’ll even run away from you if I want to!” 
A second of silence as he processed your angry words. Then, “Fine!” He hissed. “Don't call me crying to come rescue you then next time you get lost doing what you want!” 
As much as you were angry at him, your lips trembled at the sound of his tone. “If I had someone else, literally anyone else I could rely on, I would've never called you in the first place.” You stated. Then, despite not wanting to, you teared up again. Your voice cracking as you said, “But I have no one.” 
“I have no one either!” Bucky said, “Don’t you see that? I was– I was scared I was gonna lose you too.” He sounded tired, and disappointed. “I fucking love you, and it kills me that you could be so easily taken from me! You don’t think that scares me to death every single fucking day?!” 
You couldn’t handle it. The panic and pain in his voice, the way Bucky looked heartbroken, the way he looked like he was reliving painful memories and the way you couldn’t do anything about it, the multitude of emotions running through your head at the sound of his confession… 
You couldn’t bear the shattered look on his face. So you took off running. In the other direction. 
Behind you, you could hear Bucky screaming, “Baby, for fuck’s sake!” 
But you didn’t stop. You kept running, ditching the basket and wiping your tears. 
“Get back here!” 
You could hear Bucky’s calls, but you didn’t answer. You didn’t know what to do. No one had ever made you feel that many emotions all at once ever again. Fuck, even dealing with your emotionally unavailable family was easier than this. Bucky was like an avalanche. Inescapable. Fierce. Passionate. And he destroyed all of your fears and your worries. He was so… colossal. He took over your life completely lately. And it messed with your head. Disorienting, but in the best ways. 
“Go away!” You sobbed. You were completely drenched at this point, the rain getting heavier and heavier, running for your life like a madwoman. Trying to get away from Bucky like he wasn’t the only person you ever wanted to run to for the rest of your life. 
You heard his footsteps, running, chasing and closer to you than earlier. 
You managed to run faster, finally able to put some distance between you two… only to trip on a fallen branch. You cursed before getting up, now with leaves and dirt sticking to you. 
You heard him. He was closer. Closer. “Baby, please.” He begged, his voice getting louder. 
You ran faster. Hoping to be able to somehow lose him and make your way back out of the woods somehow, and hide. Why? You didn’t know. 
But you couldn’t do that because right when you were about to make a sharp turn, Bucky grabbed you by the elbow and tackled you to the ground. Luckily you both fell on a soft, wet patch of moss rather than rocks or something. 
“Don’t run from me. I just found you.” He growled, straddling your squirming body and pinning your hands above your head. “What the hell did I say that made you run, huh? Am I not allowed to care for you?” 
You were still breathless. “You piss me off, Bucky!” You answered, heart racing. 
“Do I now?” He sounded cocky again. Far away from that strange trance he was in earlier, haunted by his past memories. 
Your body was warm because of how fast your heart was pumping blood but the rain falling from above was cold, so cold. The contrast was somehow maddening. Like Bucky. 
“Yes! And you are so mean!” You squirmed, trying to get free. 
“Stop moving!” He hissed. “I’m allowed to care, you hear me?” 
“You’re not allowed to be mad over something I had no control over.” You argued. 
“Yes I fucking am! I’m fucking allowed to be mad where my girl’s safety is concerned.” 
That shut you up. Bucky’s smirk sent a chill down your spine. 
“That’s not why you ran, is it?” He leaned down, his face hovering above yours. The damp strands of his hair tickling your face. “Is it because of what I said? About how I love you? Did you want a more romantic confession? Hmm? A cute little picnic? More flowers?” He taunted, his voice doing things to you that resulted in you feeling your arousal drip out of you. “Well that’s what I had in mind for tonight, you know? I was waiting for you at home, I was gonna make you your favourite dinner, and spout some fucking poetry to let you know how I feel but no.” He tightened his grip on your wrists. “You just had to run into these damn woods and get lost, didn’t you?” 
A tear fell down your face, disappearing into the moss under you. Fuck. You loved Bucky so much it physically hurt. 
“What is it, baby?” His voice was colder than the rain, “Did I scare you with that? Huh?” 
You sniffled. Closing your eyes for a moment, you took in a deep breath, but he was so close that you inhaled his scent as well. His cologne and his sweat was a heady mix, paired with the scent of the rain and your surroundings. You didn’t even know why you were crying. 
Bucky shut you up again with a kiss. A punishing, deep kiss. His hands let go of your wrists, coming down to grab your red coat at the neckline, ripping it open. You heard the buttons go flying around, then he grabbed the dress you were wearing under the coat, again at the neckline, and easily tore it off your body, baring your breasts to him since you hadn’t bothered to wear a bra to come to the woods. 
Bucky pulled away from the kiss, looking down at you. Above him, the sky was a darker shade of blue. His eyes demanded a silent question. He would back off immediately if you asked him to. 
But you didn’t. 
So he held your stare as he leaned down to take one of your breasts in his mouth, sucking and biting and alternating between the two of them.
You gasped and moaned and squirmed under him. The tension from earlier forgotten for now. Drops of water constantly dripped on the two of you, thankfully the pine trees took the brunt of the now heavy rain. But you could hear it, the sound of the rain falling. The grunts and groans coming from Bucky’s mouth, the sound of your moaning, the chill in the air. It was all too much. 
Bucky’s mouth moved from your breasts and kissed down your drenched torso, sucking the rain off your skin until he reached your inner thighs where he parted your legs and settled in between them. He slid your underwear to the side, and you moaned shamelessly when you felt his warm, wet tongue lick down your folds. 
His tongue slipped past your folds and teased your entrance, occasionally flicking your throbbing clit mercilessly until you screamed his name. Your hands immediately gripped his hair and tugged gently at his wet hair. 
Your torn clothes were getting soiled but you didn’t care. Neither did he. 
He licked and sucked relentlessly, “You taste so fucking good…” He whispered as he ate you out until you whined, throwing your head back and moaning at how good he felt. His warm mouth pressed against your most intimate part, his tongue stroking you. 
He growled when your hips instinctively bucked against his mouth. You whined as the sounds he made reverberated through your entire body, causing goosebumps to erupt all over your body. 
“What is it? You want more?” He taunted. “Thought you were mad at me just now. Don’t I piss you off anymore?” 
You felt tingles shooting through you as he teased you incessantly. Even in the darkness, you could sense that his piercing eyes were wild and fierce, staring up at you from in between your legs. 
“Oh damn you.” You hissed, your heart overflowing with all the love you had for him. 
“You’re all mine…” he whispered, thrusting his tongue deeper into you. You moaned and whimpered, your body getting warmer and warmer with each touch of his tongue. “You hear me? All mine.” He said.
“Please, Buck…” You felt your walls tighten around nothing, and you knew you were close. You could only moan and whimper as he kept licking deeper into you, your back arching off the cold ground. You felt him quicken his pace and you felt the pressure building up in between your hips until you couldn’t handle it anymore, and you came undone all over his lips, moaning and whimpering. Your naked body drenched in the rain. 
Bucky tore your underwear off, he’d never had to use such brute strength before, but he did now. And it only made you throb and want him more. His metal hand found itself around your throat as he parted your legs and pushed his cock into you without wasting a second, stretching you out. 
Condoms be damned. You both needed this, you thought.  
It felt so raw, primal, and dirty, being fucked on the forest floor by a man like Bucky. Broad shoulders, metal arm, hair damp and messy. His t-shirt and jeans sticking to him like a second skin while you were naked under him. 
“Sure you didn’t think you could run and hide from me, baby, did you? Or maybe you secretly did want to be fucked like this? Hmm?” He questioned, knowing you weren’t in a headspace to answer him given his hand was around your throat and his cock buried so deep inside of you – he knew your brain was a foggy mess. “My pretty girl. You’re so easily affected by a raised voice, huh? You couldn’t handle it? I spoil you too much, don’t I? You’re so fucking soft, look at you.” He scoffed, “Crying and throwing a tantrum the moment I raise my voice at you.” 
But you couldn’t argue. All you could so was whine and moan as he began fucking into you hard and fast. There was nothing gentle about it. He was wild like his surroundings, and passionate, animalistic, fucking you like there’s no tomorrow. And you enjoyed every bit of it. 
He tightened his grip around your throat as he sped up into you, leaning down and growling right in your ear and telling you that you belonged to him. “All mine.” 
The cold didn’t matter now that his warm, though damp and clothed, body was pressing down on you. Something about you being completely naked while he was still dressed made the moment all the more raw and dirty. 
“All yours.” You managed to choke out. 
You were a moaning mess under him, your hands finding their way into his hair as he fucked you nice and hard. It was all overwhelming, his voice, his weight on top of you, his cock thrusting in and out of you repeatedly… 
He released your throat and placed his hand on your abdomen, his metal hand pressing down on your front so he can feel himself inside you with each thrust. He stared into your eyes while he sped up into you again. “There I am. You feel that? That’s me fucking my girl.” He said, thrusting into your extra hard to prove his point. He smirked when your body squirmed under him. “What did you say earlier? That you’d run from me if you wanted to?” He boasted, “Try running now, baby.” 
All you could do was moan, clenching your eyes shut as you felt like you were losing your mind under him. 
“Look at me, hey, hey!” He tapped your cheek gently to get you to open your eyes. “Look at me,” His tone was gentle now. “Are you gonna come frolicking around here alone again? Huh? Are you?” 
You shook your head, unable to speak coherently.  
“Answer me. Use your words, come on.” He insisted. “You were so bratty earlier, what happened, huh? Use your words baby, come on tell me. Are you?” 
“No, please. I won’t. I promise.” 
“Good girl. Now come for me.” 
You cried out, feeling him speed up into you. “Bucky, I–,” 
“Shh, baby.” He sounded much calmer now. “I’ve got you, don’t worry. I’m right here.” He mumbled into your ear. “Your man’s here, I've got you. Just let go and come for me, that’s it. Just come.” 
He pressed his lips to yours as he made you come first, his mouth swallowing your moans as you orgasmed before he pulled out and came all over your inner thighs. 
You both caught your breaths. Bucky pressed his forehead to yours. “I love you.” He whispered. Over and over again. It was pouring now. The rain washing over you both, taking away the tension with it. 
“You’re all I have, Buck.” You confessed, breathlessly. “And I love you. So much. And when you got angry earlier… I’ve never seen that side of you before. It scared me. You’re all I have and you were mad at me. I didn’t know what else to do.” 
Bucky sighed, leaning in to press his forehead down against yours. “I’m sorry, baby. I’m sorry.” He sounded genuine. “You scared me too. I thought– I didn’t mean to be angry at you. I just– that was wrong of me. I’m sorry.” 
“I know.” 
“I fucking love you.” 
“I love you too.” You sniffled. 
Bucky pulled away to look down at you. You could see it well, but you could’ve sworn his eyes were teary too. “Let’s get you home.” 
He took you to his house, and didn’t stop apologising or touching you in that gentle way of his. Not in the shower, not when he tucked you both in and pulled you closer in bed, not when he made sure you’d eaten something and drank plenty of water. 
And especially not when he made love to you again. Slow, and passionate love. Fingers laced together, his body on top of yours, his cock moving in and out of you languidly, his eyes staring into yours in a way that made you tear up again. 
“I’m sorry.” He whispered, kissing all over your face. 
“Me too.” You whispered, breathlessly. “We could’ve–” You gasped in pleasure, “We could’ve handled that better.” 
Bucky chuckled, kissing you on the mouth. “We’re idiots.” 
You giggled, his beard scratching your skin. “I agree.” 
You woke up the next morning wrapped in Bucky’s arms. He clung to you like a koala bear. And his heat was the most glorious thing to wake up to on a rainy morning. The world outside was cloudy and grey, and perfect for cuddles. 
“Are you up?” He asked, his voice tired and deeper than normal. 
“How long have you been up?” You asked, turning around to face him. 
“Didn’t sleep.” He said. 
“Bucky,” You chided, “Are you still worrying about last night?” 
He avoided your eyes. 
“Baby,” You cooed. “It’s okay. We talked about it, remember?” 
And you had a long conversation last night, after the multiple rounds of sex in his bed. About his protectiveness, about you being careful, about your relationship, about his fears, triggers, and worries due to his past, about everything. 
“I know,” He mumbled, kissing your forehead. “I love you. Too much.” 
You giggled, “I love you too. Too fucking much.” 
He seemed in a nicer mood instantly. “What would’ve happened to me if you hadn’t showed up that day? At my door with muffins and cookies to seduce me.” 
You laughed, snuggling into him. “Hey, it worked. I mean, I’m naked in your bed.” 
He laughed too. “Thank you, baby.” 
“What for?” 
“Sticking around.”
“Oh Buck. I’ll always stick around.” You mumbled into his neck, “Just promise me we’ll have more… date nights deep into the woods.” 
He mumbled something about how he’d created a little sex monster, then pulled you closer and said, “Whatever you want, baby.” Then finally, he drifted off to a much needed sleep with his arms still wrapped around you.
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a/n: get it? She was wearing a RED coat in the woods, and he’s the White WOLF hehehe– [they drag me back to my padded cell as I scream] UNTIL NEXT TIME!!! [they lock me in my cell]
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youryurigoddess · 6 months ago
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So one thing led to another, and I’ve just paid a visit to the first (that we know of) confirmed Good Omens S3 filming locations. Due to the obvious sensitivity of this material, please tag it accordingly and share only with the fans consenting to know potential spoilers.
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A fellow Good Omens fan has mentioned that residents of a certain Edinburgh area had unexpected guests recently, knocking on their door and telling them they are filming in their street soon. Imagine their surprise when a polite question about the details led to the offhand answer: “IT'S ONLY GOOD OMENS”.
For those unaware, the City of Edinburgh Council has been working really hard on promoting the city for film and TV industry for a few years now (the effects of which we saw in S2), and has a set of very clear and very publicly available guidelines regarding the modus operandi here.
The Good Omens production has both large scale and a high impact on a specific location due to the crew size, amount of technology used, and requirement for crowd control in most of the exterior and interior scenes (e.g., bookshop, pub, or coffee shop windows), which is why not only the local authorities, but also residents were informed about the filming with an at least 8 days notice:
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Ironically, I just had happened to have a trip here planned and a hotel booked within walking distance to the locations on the attached TM and parking plan map, so it would be a waste not to use this opportunity for the greater good of the fandom. Can’t stay long enough to see the actual crew, so unfortunately the hair photos will have to be made by someone else. Disappointing, I know. But there’s still a lot to be excited about!
According to the provided notice, the filming will happen within one working day with the required set-up planned for the day before, mostly in the afternoon hours. The attached map shows planned parking suspension and SYL dispensation on two streets close to the chosen locations, which is where the trailers and equipment vehicles will park:
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Location One turns out to be, rather surprisingly, a cosy corner bookshop. The shop — one of the Edinburgh’s oldest surviving secondhand bookstores — is very small, but crammed with a wide ranging library of beautiful books to serve readers and collectors, including antiquarian true first editions and signed copies.
It’s giving Muriel’s sweet and whimsical charm, but the bits and pieces of the unpublished Good Omens sequel point out not towards Whickber Street, where the angel currently resides, but more towards a new in-universe location. Maybe one that will be opened in the future post-Second Coming, maybe one that will remind one of the characters about a home base of operations back in the heart of London’s Soho (and theirs— wait, who said that?).
Notice that the road closure includes north and south sides of the pavement visible in the last photo, so both indoor and outdoor shots could be expected:
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Location Two seems a bit more complex, since it’s basically a skewed triangle consisting of one longer street and a short side street diverging from it. Conveniently for the filmmakers, the architecture here is uncharacteristic enough that it could be easily presented as British, Scottish, or even American. I’m personally a bit partial to the last option since it would make sense story- and budget-wise, especially now with the two people previously adamant on shooting the US scenes only on location there not on the production team anymore.
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The contrasting structures and materials visible here easily offer background for multiple potential contexts and scenarios, so much in fact that it’s easy to imagine more than one scene being shot here for cost- and time-effective reasons. Some of the buildings along the cobbled road have the right look and feel for historical flashbacks, as you can see below. I find the two separate entrances next to each other particularly lovely:
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A considerable part of the buildings in the area, however, belongs to a more modern complex that communicates a very different personality and function. With a bit of camera and post-production magic, it could transform to a wide range of settings — please let me know your thoughts and ideas if you have any!
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Specific filming times and more detailed information are consciously not shared out of concern for the crew and cast members who clearly don’t want them to become public knowledge. Those of you who live in the area and might visit the set anyway, please don’t forget to make sure that your presence won’t bother them as well as other locals. And remember to keep any new photos and information contained with tags so that you won’t spoil it to the people who would rather wait for the movie itself!
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somnoir · 8 months ago
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Gotham's newest Crime Lord - part 2
Part 1 | Masterpost
Wraith wrecked havoc like no other.
He was loved and hated by the masses. Defended by Gotham regardless of what they felt of him. A figure in the underworld that hunted down those who moved to harm one of their kin and executed anyone who laid their hands in the weak—children.
The first explosion had been explained by the scattering papers and the anonymous posts of an organization who went after children with malicious intent. Blatant evidence that had people rallying to the GCPD to demand for justice. It was glorious and horrific—especially once they found out that it was Wraith who tossed the Joker into the harbor.
The Bats, by all means, attempt to find him. Figure him out, at least. But the man was a mystery. It was worse considering the majority of Gotham were eagerly telling the Bats to fuck off whenever they tried to hunt down Wraith. The only thing they ever got out of him was that his second in command—Phantom—was the nicer one between them. If you wanted civil negotiations, try and look for Phantom instead.
As much as they wanted to go directly to Wraith, this was their best shot. Their only shot.
"Had any luck finding Phantom?" Dick's hand rested on Tim's shoulder, trying to support his clearly tired brother. Tim was a little to determined, kinda desperate to find this guy.
"Nothing. Their names are trigger words." Tim clicked his tongue, "It's fucking up the system. Remember Ghostmaker's ghostnet? Any attempts makes you want to shut off your systems because of how encrypted they could get."
"Searching up their names gave the Batcomputer a virus?!" Steph gawked, leaning over Tim and staring at the computer. They could all tell he was wary, trying not to type in certain words to keep the damn tech sage from that mania.
"Wraith and Phantom are either metas with technology altering powers..." Barbara hums, "Or they have someone else doing this. Imagine them having their own version of the calculator... But worse and more annoying."
"So our new crime lord has a hacker... That has given the Batcomputer a virus." Dick slowly said, "And is still operating without us finding out."
"Hood and Robin are out trying to find Phantom." Barbara points to the two dots hurriedly moving through crime alley. "Hopefully they find him."
"Any news on Wraith?"
"His latest stint involved tearing down one of Black Mask's operations. Several bodies were found in the harbor."
"Why the harbor?"
"It's his MO, I think. It's always the harbor where he dumps the bodies."
Tim frowns, "Like it's his trash can.... For bodies."
"Hasn't the harbor always been the body trash can of Gotham?" Steph sighs, before turning away to stare at Cass who was training in the simulators again.
Dick glared at her for the comment but once again looked back to the screen.
"Hopefully they find Phantom soon... before Wraith drops more bodies."
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Phantom was the nicer of the two—claimes by many people who told them Wraith was a little on the quieter side. No one truly knew but he was quieter than a lot of them.
Crime Alley was Red Hood's territory, everyone knew that. But apparently, Wraith has been operating in the same area from time to time. Mainly to return kids to the alley (freshly claimed by that flaiming white symbol). But Wraith did so quietly. They checked in from time to time to see if the kids were alright.
To be specific...
Phantom came to visit to see if the children they had returned and claimed were safe. Often coming with resources that he mainly reserved for the kids.
"Found him." Jason muttered, voice distorted through the modulator as he narrowed his eyes at the young man dressed in monochrome colors. His binoculars zeroed on the young man with white (seriously??) boots and gloves. The rest of his outfit was black, with a jacket still in monochrome colors. Jason frowned at the hood that covered his head.
"Let's go, Hood. Nightwing and father wants—"
"Stay out of it, Robin." Hood instantly growled. Jason has never felt so territorial before but this guy was in his territory—doing good, keeping the kids safe, marking them so no one tried going after them. "Phantom is Wraith's lieutenant. We don't need to make an enemy of the nicer one and piss of the one who ordered the explosion."
"I can handle him!"
"You'll piss him off!"
Robin scowled, crossing his arms over his chest. "And you won't? Phantom clearly is fond of children and I am a child—"
"With katanas. You're a murderous child. Wraith and Phantom claim children who are in danger. Not the danger." Jason scoffed, while Damian opted to look utterly smug at the statement.
"Stay here." Jason drops down from the building.
He, unfortunately, didn't account for Phantom pulling out a sword from nowhere and immediately pointing it at Jason. The kids behind the man were quick hide behind him, cowering in fear until the recognition sets in their eyes.
"Wait! That's the Red Hood!" A girl yells, standing between them. Stupid but very brave. "He's one of the good ones!"
Phantom, who wore a mask that covered half his face yet showed his eyes, immediately lowered his sword once the girl was between them.
Jason froze, unable to tear his gaze away from Lazarus eyes—no... That shade of green was much purer than the pits... Phantom narrowed his eyes at Jason, before turning back to the girl. "You go and take care of your little sister, yeah? If your mom forgets to feed you again, tell her I'll give her a visit."
The girl nods, but she whirled around and gave Jason the nastiest glare an 8-year-old could give. "You hurt mr. Phantom and I'll tell Wraith!" She pointed an accusing finger at him, frowning before she gives Phantom a quick hug and makes a run for it with the other kids.
Soon enough, they're left alone... Staring at one another.
"I was wondering when one of you Bats would finally find me." Phantom hums, sliding his hand over the hilt of his sword.
Jason warily watched it disappear from sight. Okay. Possible meta, definitely has powers. "You're a hard man to find, Phantom."
"Not for you, I guess. I come and go into your haunt to check in on the kids every week." Phantom laughs, tilting his head.
Jason could see snow white hair from under the hood, making him shudder as the deathly green eyes are brought back to his attention.
"Every week, huh?" Jason clicked his tongue. "I'll cut to the chase. Your boss's stint—" he swore that Phantom twitched "—pissed of the big Bat. He ain't happy tnag Wraith is bombing up buildings and killing people."
Phantom visibly rolled his eyes, "Too bad then. Wraith's pretty direct when it comes to this shit. Trafficking and pimping kids make him murderous but the fact that those bastards were killing them and selling their organs? He's damn genocidal at this point. Can't say I disagree with that."
Jason... Well... Jason can't argue with that. If he found out that some bastards were doing that to kids, he'd go ballistic too. But Bruce didn't agree with these methods and was rather reproachful about it. But Wraith wasn't going to back down. This wasn't a normal rogue that had felt fear of the Batman and his brood before. To be honest, Jason thinks he's pretty ballsy.
"I don't disagree with that shit either. But Batman ain't going to let him off the hook after that stunt." Jason warned, grunting as he spoke through the modulator. The pits were flaring up again. But not malicious, not murderous. It was curious as it warmed his chest and practically urged him to get closer to Phantom.
"Yes, well... Piece of advice—Wraith is willing to blow up an entire district if it meant keeping others safe. And besides, your rogues know not to mess with him. Not after the Joker." He didn't actually see Phantom's face but he's pretty sure that the bastard was grinning.
"So he really did it."
"If it makes you feel any better, the Joker might as well be cursing him from the afterlife. It was an accident." Phantom shrugged.
An accident, Jason breathed out. Holy fuck, that would have been humiliating for the Joker. His death. An accident. Unintentional and he still died, his body dumped into the harbor.
"Anyways, tell Batsy not to mess with the kids. I know he doesn't, but he let the Joker live, so..." Phantom gave him a thumbs up, "Make sure to not cross pass with Wraith or else you'll end up in the harbor."
Jason gawked, watching as Phantom slipped into the shadows and promptly disappeared. Meta. Definitely a meta.
"Hood, report." Batman's voice rang through the comms.
"Red Hood," he grunts, "Wraith sure as hell doesn't like you, old man. And Phantom might be the nice one but he might as well be as stabby as Robin."
"I agree with Hood. He has wonderful posture, father!" Robin spoke, sounding impressed and smug.
The little shit.
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"Technus, stop bullying Oracle." Dan groaned once he caught the ghost tampering with the net... Again.
The crime lord turned towards Danny, who melted out of the shadows again. Technus was blabbering about pesky bats and birds before Dante clocked his younger brother's apprehension. He looked....annoyed and concerned.
"I talked to Red Hood."
"YOU WHAT?!"
"Fun fact! He's a revenant!"
"THE FUCK YOU MEAN THE OTHER CRIME LORD IS A REVENAN?!"
"A very sexy looking one."
He was going to punch Danny. He was going to fucking punch Danny.
(Danny was not punched.)
"He said that Batman's pissy about you blowing up shit." Danny shrugged, shaking his head before floating over to the energy drinks and coffees by Dan's desk. "Good news though! I told him he'd end up in the harbor if he ever tried anything with us."
Dan gawked, "What the fuck is wrong with you?! You want to make the bats our enemies?"
"No! I'm commiting to our crime family bit!"
"We're not a crime family!"
"Tell that to Ellie. She's already got herself a new suit and everything."
Dan threw his hands up in the air, groaning at the insanity that was his younger siblings. Dear ancients, he was praying that Jazz wouldn't find out about the shit they've done in Gotham. She'd give them the worst tongue lashing the world has ever experienced if she did. Thank God she was in Yale right now.
"Ooh! A crime family, you say?" Technus grinned, floating closer to Danny who lounged in Dan's chair. (Get the fuck away from my crime lord throne, Danny! The leather is expensive!)
"That is perfect! The others have decided to migrate here, did you know? It's been quite... Boring back in Amity." Technus snickered.
Fuck. No.
"I bet my trust from Vlad that Johnny, Kitty, and Ember are already on their way." Danny cackled, "That'd be nice. Elle's been itching to steal Johnny's bike again."
"Splendid! We shall wreck havoc upon Gotham and exact justice that the Bats cannot give the people!" And like a supervillain, Danny cackled as he stood on Dan's desk, laughing maniacally.
(Just outside, the Wraith's goons peaked into the room and saw the insanity that was the nice lieutenant's villainy.)
Meanwhile, in the distance, the laughter of Johnny 13 and Kitty rang through the streets of Gotham.
Part 3 | Masterpost
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milkoomi · 3 months ago
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a guide to summer hygiene. ᥫ᭡
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warmer weather is finally making an appearance and that means summer is even closer! let’s be real, a lot of us want to live and breathe “hot girl summer” but the heat? the sweat? yeah, that can make being an it-girl in the summer hard. it’s prime time for us all to be worrying about whether or not we smell good when we’re out and about under the summer sun, so allow me to be your big sis and hand down my best summer hygiene tips and tricks so that you can guarantee you’ll be smelling fresh as flowers all summer long!
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let’s begin …
୨ৎ — body odor 101
we all absolutely dread bad smelling body odor, and some of us (me included) fear it. so let’s talk about how that not-so-nice smell can come about on our bodies.
sweat itself is odorless! it’s the bacteria on our skin that can make the sweat smell! we all have normal flora (natural bacteria) that live within our bodies and on our skin, which like the name suggests, is completely normal for our bodies to have! but sometimes that mix of bacteria and sweat can cause some pretty foul smells.
it’s also important to know that there are other factors that can be associated with body odor! hormones, diet, certain medications/vitamins/supplements, and obviously your hygiene habits can impact how you smell!
we also have two different sweat glands: eccrine glands & apocrine glands!
eccrine glands — they secrete sweat directly onto the skin to provide a cooling effect on our bodies
apocrine glands — most commonly found glands in the armpit area as well as the groin area ; this is where the body odor can stem from! due to the hair that grows in those two specific areas, bacteria can mix better with the sweat our bodies produce
important to note: your body hair is nothing to be ashamed of! whether you’re a woman, nonbinary, a man, or however you identify, your body hair is natural and it’s all completely up to you, and you alone, to decide whether or not you shave, trim, wax, or keep your body hair! having body hair does not mean you have poor hygiene!
୨ৎ — it all starts in the shower
it’s already a very obvious given that showering every single day is a must when it comes to achieving good and proper hygiene, so please make sure you’re hopping into the shower daily my loves! especially if you spent the entire day sweating, which will most likely happen during the warmer seasons!
like we discussed in the previous section, body odor is a mix of the sweat we produce and the bacteria that is living on the skin. so, if you are more prone to sweating or you were grinding at the gym or you went for a walk in the heat, do not forget to shower!
double cleansing the body
just as we double cleanse our face and hair, we should also double cleanse the body! i’ve mentioned this in a previous post with hygiene tips, but it’s good to do an initial cleanse to remove all the sweat, grime, and dirt from the day and then follow up with another cleanse to ensure that you’re body is squeaky clean and smelling fresh!
1st cleanse: can be an unscented or a scented soap/body wash, does not have to be an antibacterial wash (but it can be if you so choose), can be a bar soap or gel/liquid body wash
2nd cleanse: i recommend this 2nd cleanse to be something scented, but it doesn’t have to be! having at least one body wash/soap be scented can just amplify that clean and fresh smell of your body!
soap is soap. body wash is body wash. simply put: either way, you will be clean! you don’t have to go out and buy medical-grade soaps to clean your body. Dove is a great and affordable option! they have a great selection of bar soaps and body washes that will leave you smelling good and feeling clean!
loofas are not your friend
i’ve also talked about this in another post, but loofas harbor so much bacteria! and, again, bacteria + sweat = bad b.o.
African net sponges have been a god-send for me! they last for years, are machine washable, stretchy (making it easier to wash those hard to reach areas), and dry completely which makes it harder for bacteria to develop because bacteria thrive in moist/wet environments! which is why loofas are a no-go! standard wash cloths are also a great option, so long as you’re replacing it after every shower!
୨ৎ — post-shower rituals
what happens after your shower also plays a huge role into your hygiene! good and proper hygiene doesn’t stop in the shower!
dry all the cracks & crevices thoroughly
for my angels with coochies, please make sure you are completely dry down there! and make sure your underarms and any other cracks (and yes, i also mean the backdoor crack) and crevices are 100% dry!
put on deodorant immediately after your shower
as soon as your underarms are bone dry, put on deodorant! specifically an antiperspirant one! if you shower at night, it’s absolutely key to put on deodorant after your nightly shower because you could be sweating a lot more than you might think while you sleep! that antiperspirant is going to help keep your underarms smelling good and also help prevent that buildup of bacteria mixing with your sweat and creating a not-so-sweet smell.
cool off with a fan
if you take warmer/hot showers like me, i seriously recommend sitting in front of a fan after your shower or getting a fan (that fits in your bathroom) to help you cool off after your shower.
you probably just took the most amazing shower ever and you feel so nice and clean, but it’s hot as hell in your bathroom? get a fan! as you’re drying off the rest of your body and going through the rest of your post-shower routine, do you really want to do all of that in a hot and steamy room? getting sweaty all over again?
୨ৎ — every day & on-the-go tips
put deodorant in your purse/bag
if you’re a heavy sweater, bring deodorant with you and reapply it as you go about your day! you’ll never know when you might need it, especially if you’re spending all day outside in the summer!
carry body wipes with you
again, if you’re out all day and you’re needing a little freshening up, body wipes will be your best friend! these are especially good if you need to wipe down your underarms and then you can reapply deodorant so that you’re not layering a good smell over something that may not smell so good!
pack extra clothes
if you’re outside somewhere whether it’s a festival, amusement park, or even the park and you know you won’t be heading home for a while, pack an extra set of clothes! if you have the room in your bag, pack a new pair of underwear, shirt, pants, & even socks!
travel sized perfumes and/or body mists
i feel like people already know this, but seriously put a travel sized bottle of perfume/body spray in your bag! it’s always a good idea to reapply a good fragrance!
change your bed sheets weekly
again, this is another tip that’s pretty much a given, but during the warmer seasons it’s even more important to change your bed sheets regularly!
final notes —
the warmer seasons are just around the corner! i know a lot of us feel like we blossom and flourish in the spring/summer! me, personally, i feel the most beautiful freshly showered and ready for the day ahead! so think of your hygiene routine as a part of your beauty routine!
with lots of love, faustina 🌷
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existence-is-a-pain87 · 17 days ago
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To Live is to Die (Part 2)
Yandere!Monster!Forsaken x Reader; Yandere!Monster!Block Tales x Reader; Yandere!Well-I-guess-they're-already-monsters!Pressure x Reader
Read Part 1 here
Warnings: Obsession and other general yandere behaviors; blood; violence; death; darker themes
Note: Yes finally part 2 is out lolol
Oh also I was like "darn it, Pressure could work really well in this AU..." then I remembered I am author and laughed as I added Pressure.
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Your eyes open, but you aren't in the same room. Aren't on the same couch you fell asleep on. Aren't even in the same... Other World, you think.
You sit up, and it looks almost like you're in a black void. But there's a floor you can't see but sure can feel.
You stand up, legs shaking, and you start wandering. Your shoeless, scared, and desperate for a way out.
Scribbled white lines seem to highlight a path, you eventually find. You follow it until you come across an area that's covered in white puddles.
You approach them nervously, before accidentally stepping into one.
And the panic you can't pull your foot out. And then all you feel is pure terror and you scream and scream and scream as you're dragged into the puddle.
Any hope of getting help is in vain, though. All you do is make certain creatures aware you're here.
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And they know you'll be back.
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"Brad, you're stupid."
"Eh? No I'm not!"
"You're falling in with the wrong crowd! Can't you see how your dad's worrying?"
"What does it matter to him? I can do what I want!"
"You're gonna get killed at this rate."
"I bet you I'm not."
"I don't believe that."
"I bet you by the end of this year I'll be fine!"
He and his father went missing two months later. In October.
...
You miss him.
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Your jolt awake, cold sweat coating your skin as your eyes are as wide as saucers. You're still on the couch- even if it's slightly greasy- and a thin blanket that was handed to you. You wrap the blanket around yourself and glance around, noticing Mr. Bird sitting at the table and eating a bucket of... what you hope is fried chicken. It's in some sort of chicken bucket, at least.
You stare at him, and he seems to notice you were awake as he pauses mid-chew and turns his head to stare at you. You think. Two of the larger wings on his face hides his eyes, but the smaller four, behind where his humanoid ears are, twitch.
He smiles at you.
"(Hello)!" He says, and you've never been more relieved you managed to learn some more of the language here.
"(Hello)..." You try to echo, your pronunciation a bit off, but Mr. Bird's smile only widens.
Despite being here a few hours now, even sleeping here as it apparently became night in this world, you never really got a good look at any if the four(?) monsters that apparently lived here. You only guessed there were four due to the four chairs at the table when you got here and how Mr. Builder literally went out and came back with a chair specifically for you, so...
But... Mr. Bird was tall, yet also on the chubbier side. Alongside the wings on his head, he had two very large wings emerging from his back, with two smaller wings on his waist (though the wings emerged from his spine-area), plus two wings on his wrists and two wings on his ankles. Furthermore, the wings were yellow in color (the same color as his skin) with the tips being the same dark brown as his short and curly hair. He has a slightly stained white shirt on, with words you don't understand and what looks like a little human figure thing, plus the cloak draped over himself. And, despite his skin that's covered in small feathers, his lower arms and legs look more like bird limbs. He even has a bird-like tail with a bunch of long feathers that almost looks like a parrot's tail, and also seems to be wearing black trousers you aren't even gonna question how he got on.
He seems to notice your staring and grins, showing sharp teeth. "urtn (what you) bnn?"
At your confused expression, he chuckles and does a thumbs up. "urtn."
You guess that means 'like' or some sort of approval thing. You'll just go with 'like'.
"(Like)." You echo, earning an approving nod and a "(Yes)" from Mr. Bird.
He points at where his eyes are and mimes looking, "bnn."
"Bnn..." You echo, more hesitant. Does it mean 'look' or 'see'? Probably 'see'...
So he said... 'like what you see'..?
...
You hesitantly nod, "(Yes). (I like)."
He grins and laughs a bit, taking another bite of the chicken.
"(Why you) jfjtn ujcn?" He asks you, wings twitching again. "lxdum wxc bunny? dwlxvoxacjkun?"
You don't reply, confused by hearing 'bunny' while knowing it definitely does not mean 'bunny' in this language...
"(You) qdwpah? cqjc (why you) jfjtn?" He asks you, offering you one of the chicken legs. This one, thankfully, is uneaten. Not one bite is gone.
You hesitate, but... you really haven't eaten in awhile... at most they gave you a bottle of unopened water they somehow found a few hours ago and watched you guzzle that stuff down.
You take the chicken leg and, nervously, bite into it. Much to your relief, it tastes like fried chicken. Greasy, unseasoned, and ever so slightly undercooked fried chicken, but it won't kill you. And to your hungry self, it tastes perfectly fine.
"(You) qdwpah." He notes, amused. "(You) fjwc njc? njc (a) uxc. njc pxxm."
You take smaller bites of the chicken as you watch Mr. Bird rip into another piece, eating it in practically ten seconds at most and tossing the bone with the other bones on the table and going to eat another piece.
How much chicken can he eat? You don't know.
Can he eat humans this quickly? You don't want to know.
You eat about two pieces of chicken, and do you best to politely decline as he offers you more pieces. He just shrugs and eats some more, and in a few minutes the bucket is empty.
You sit there awkwardly as he stands up, stretching out his wings for a moment before looking down at you.
"(You) bunny pxxm wxf?" He asks you, head tilted slightly.
You stare at him, before hesitantly shaking you head 'no'. Mr. Bird frowns.
"(Why) ljwwxc (you) bunny?" He asks you, confused.
You shyly go over to the couch, unsure how to explain a nightmare, and just... gesture at it.
"(Bed) dwlxvoxacjkun?" He muses, curious, "(Want me) cx qnuy vjtn (bed) vxan lxvoxacjkun?"
You pause, confused and unsure, but maybe he's like... offering to go grab you another blanket. So you nod.
Mr. Bird grins, and you let out a gasp as he grabs you, lifting you up as he plops down on the couch. You squirm slightly against him, but his arms and largest wings are wrapped around you, firm enough you can't get out, but loose enough, you're unharmed.
Though, you relax when you realize he isn't hurting you. Hell, you're mostly just bewildered.
He just smiles at you, and you note how his feathers are... surprisingly greasy. Guess you're gonna smell like oil until you can shower, if ever. But being pressed against his body like a stuffed animal is surprisingly comfortable. You stare at him, chin pressed against his chest, as he chuckles.
"ldcn." He muses, "(You) ldcn."
...well, I guess this is how you're sleeping now. But, being held against him is... surprisingly comfortable and makes you feel weirdly safe.
So you sleep.
--☆☆☆--
The next morning, you silently sat at the table, drinking some more water you were given, watching the three monsters who were letting you stay with them, as they talked amongst each other before looking at you.
You observed them, taking in the details you ignored in your panic and fear the other day.
For one, Mr. Builder's hammer is much bigger than you processed the other day. Like, it's huge and dark in color, reminding you of those stories you heard about the 'Banhammer'. Like, the thing was the size of you. You had no idea how he carried it beyond him being definitely the most muscular one here. Furthermore, you noticed he now had on some sorta orange high-viz vest on, over his dark gray hoodie-esc thing and black pants, and even had some bulky headphones resting around his neck. It's like he just went to some construction sight, took the things, and left.
Though, you are curious as to what he has under his hardhat....
Mr. Pumpkin, meanwhile, looks almost straight out of some warped fantasy novel. Of course, he has the dark blue, jack-o-lantern head (with a green and slightly rotten looking line on his neck, with noticeable and large black stitches connecting his head to his body) with those large black antlers. He had robes that were very similar to Mr. Bird's, excluding the fact his was more of a lighter gray in color, and has a lot more deer features than what you processed the other day. He has white skin that seems to be covered in short fur in places, and deer-like legs with black hooves. However, you notice he levitates and seems to fly around shortly above the ground instead of walking. Also, in his head, you see an orange ball of fire in the center that seems to be floating, with it seeming to function as a pupil of sorts as it moved around and emitted a yellow-ish glow.
Also, he carried around a black staff that looked like some kinda wizard's staff. It interested you a good bit. Did magic exist here or something?
You watch as Mr. Builder quickly walks out of the room, dragging his hammer with him with one hand, and comes back less than a minute later with a bunch of paper and partially-used crayons. He sets them down in front of you, and starts drawing as he talks.
You finally notice how he seems to talk a bit differently from the other monsters. With what you only describe as a... country-like accent..?
"fn mxw'c dwmnabcjwm (you?) ujwpdjpn, jwm (you?) mxw'c dwmnabcjwm xda ujwpdjpn." He says, drawing a small stick figure looking confused as little stick figure versions of the three monsters you knew talked with little symbols you didn't recognize but noted consistensies with. Underneath that, he drew the same stick figures, but with the little one you guessed represented you talking with scribbles for words, with the monster stick figures looking confused.
"bx, fn fjwc (you) cj majf cx cnuu db fqjc (you?) fjwc." As he finished speaking, you noticed Mr. Bird pointing at you and miming grabbing something.
Do they want to know what you want..? And since they don't know your language, they're asking you to draw?
"xq mnja. (They) mx wxc dwmnabcjwm cqjc ujbc yjac, (I) onja." Mr. Pumpkin says.
"ljw (you) dwmnabcjwm (what we're) cahrwp cx pnc (you) cx mx?" Mr. Bird asks you, tilting his head.
"Sorta..?" You mumble, "I think..? Uh... (you want me)... draw?" You mime drawing at that last part.
"(Yes! We want you) majf!" Mr. Bird says, wings puffing up as he mimes drawing, before petting you on the head. "bvjac urccun ldcn cqrwp!"
"vh oarnwm, urbcnw (here). canjcrwp (them) jtrw cx (a) mxp rb... zdrcn zdnna." Mr. Pumpkin says, and Mr. Bird pauses, embarrassed, and pulls their hand away from your head.
"nqn... (my) kjm, (my) kjm." He says, rubbing the back of his head.
Mr. Builder just sighs and hands you a crayon, gesturing you to draw.
"Okay..." You say, and you consider what you want. Well... clearly you want to get outta here, right? So you just need to communicate that through drawing.
All three watch you intently as you draw a stick figure of yourself (no time to be perfect, just make what ya want clear) looking sad in what you try to make look like the Other World. Then you draw the stick figure leaving and looking happy back in your world. Your home.
"(They want)... ngrc?" Mr. Builder murmurs, curious.
"jq, (I see). (They) jan wxc oaxv cqrb anjuv. dwbdayarbrwp, jb (they) jan dwurtn (you) xa (me)." Mr. Pumpkin says, "(They) frbq cx unjen, cx ancdaw qxvn. (I) knurnen (we) bqxdum jbbrbc (them) jwm bnc (them) oann. rc rb dwojra cx unjen (them here) juxwn."
"(I) vnjw, (they're) wxc juxwn frcq db." Mr. Bird says, as if pointing out something.
"frcqxdc (their) xfw trwm, (they) jan." Mr. Pumpkin responds, "nenw frcq db, (I) ljwwxc (see them) pxrwp enah oja."
Mr. Bird frowns and turns his head away, wings drooping. You have no idea what they're talking about, but you feel nervous now.
"(I) bjh (we) qnuy (them?) pnc qxvn. (They're) rw mjwpna 'nan." Mr. Builder looks at Mr. Bird, "(you? Your? You're??) yujwwrw' xw pxrwp xdc cxmjh, arpqc? vjhkn cjtn (them) frcq (you?) jwm bnn ro (you?) ljw orwm jwhcqrwp jkxdc pnccrw' (them?) qxvn."
"(I) ljw mx cqjc. r'uu jubx tnny (nice) wrln jwm bjon." Mr. Bird says, before grinning at you, "(You) qnja cqjc? (You) jwm (I) jan pxwwj px xw (a) urccun cary cxmjh!"
...huh..?
--☆☆☆--
Thankfully, the three clarified what they're doing with drawings. Apparently, from what you guess, they're helping you find a way out and taking you around with them to make it easier to get you out the moment an exit is found.
So now here you were with Mr. Bird, following him around like a duckling as he confidental strided through this dank and uncomfortable area, clearly used to this environment. Occasionally, he'd notice you lagging behind and slow down, if not stop, and let you catch up.
You glanced at the sword in a hilt on his waist, and you remember watching him put it on before grabbing your hand and dragging you out of the little safe area the three monsters you knew resided in.
You needed a better name to call the group, though... but considering Mr. Builder had a hammer that resembled what you heard was the 'Banhammer', maybe you should call them something related to that..?
Maybe... the 'Admins'? Yeah, that could work. Admins... yes.
Mr. Bird would say things to you, doing his best to teach you words from this unfamilar language to help you figure out more of what's going on. You were relieved with how cheerful and patient he was with you, almost constantly ruffling the hair on your head and saying approving words when you said and understood a new word.
You stayed close to him, only really going a bit away when he encouraged you to or when you saw something that really got your attention.
As you stay close to Mr. Bird, you follow him into a long and darker hallway. You press against his side, feeling really nervous. He gently squeezes your shoulder, trying to sort of comfort you.
Eventually though, you see a large humanoid shape in the shadows. You freeze, but Mr. Bird keeps you moving and draws closer to the figure.
It bears a resemblance to an old man, with short gray hair, with leaves and vines (though you note the longer vines are pulled back into a ponytail of sorts) poking out from, and wrinkled skin. However, its skin is as white as snow itself, and bears a resemblance to the scales of a serpant. Its eyes gleam in a pure red, no pupils or irises at all, with a green v-necked sweatervest on its body and noticeable fangs poking out from its lips. Its hands end in sharp black claws, with short spines and leaves along the outer sides of his arms. It stands on a long, winding snake tail, its scales the same white as its skin, with black spines along the back of its tail, with small leaves jutting out from the base of the little spikes.
It quietly speaks under its breath, the unfamilar words oozing with a familial love as it seems to be feeding what you can only describe as a large ball of pizza to a plant thing similar to what you encountered the other day (though in a different place from yesterday), which it seems to snap down with little hesitation.
You adjust yourself to hide behind Mr. Bird a bit, remembering the plant's mocking tone and unsettling laughter.
"(Hello)!" Mr. Bird calls out, immediately gaining the attention of both new monsters. But, judging from Mr. Bird's calmness and how the snake-person immediately relaxes at the sight of him and smiles, it makes you a little less scared.
"(Hello)." He responds, before the snake person looks at you, "fqx'b cqrb?"
"cqrb rb j urccun ldcrn (we) oxdwm, uxbc jwm bljanm." Mr. Bird says, moving you forward a bit. "(They're) jmxajkun, arpqc?"
"(Yes)..." The snake person- you're just gonna call them Mr. Snake- nods and picks up a black cane off the ground, pressing the tool against the ground, smiling warmly at you. "(They) ldcn."
"w0 odlt1wp fjh!! rc'b cq4c cq3 urccu3 mfnnk oa0v hnbc3am4h!" The plant snickers, before bursting out cackling, "q4q4q4q4!!"
It yelps as Mr. Snake calmly wacks it with the cane, clearly not using enough force to harm it, but definitely using enough force as a warning.
"m4m!! fqjc cq3 q3uu??" The plant creature questions, annoyed.
"kn wrln." Mr. Snake orders, still completely calm.
"xq? (You) vnc (them) hnbcnamjh? (What) qjyynwnm?" Mr. Bird asks, head tilted.
"nq, (I) sdbc b4f 'nv, a3ju1inm (th3y) ljw'c dwmnabc4wm (me), jwm a3jlc3m jll0amrwpuh." The plant monster says, its eye squinting slightly at you. Almost in amusement.
The silent look of disapproval Mr. Snake gives the plant makes your blood run cold, and it isn't even directed at you.
The plant hesitates, leaves twitching slightly, and it lets out a scoff and rolls its eye.
Mr. Bird quickly goes over and says something to Mr. Snake that you can't even make out, before both smile at eachother and Mr. Bird pushes you closer to the plant (far enough you can't be bitten, but much to close for your liking).
"(You) kn wrln cx (them)." Mr. Snake orders the plant, who grumbles but looks at you.
"...q3h." The plant dismissively says to you, in a greeting-esc way.
"...(Hello)." You hesitantly replied, nervous.
"qdq? (Y0u) vjw4pnm cx o1pdan 0dc bxv3 w3f fxamb?" The plant seems to grin, "f0f... m1m (they) c3jlq (y0u) cqxb3 fxamb?"
...its still being weirdly mocking...
"(They) mxw'c dwmnabcjwm xda ujwpdjpn?" Mr. Snake asks Mr. Bird, who shakes his head.
"(No). (They) bynjt (their) xfw ujwpdjpn. kdc (they) unjaw zdrlt!" He grins and motions at you to speak, and you nervously look at the plant. It scares you, but... maybe be nice to it? Maybe it'll stop... mocking you? You think?
"...(I like you)!" You blurt out, using the words you know.
"...(wh4t)?" The plant asks after a moment, confused.
"(I like you)," You repeat, grasping for words, "(I like see you). (You look)..."
You trail off, hesitating, before just giving it a thumbs up with both hands.
"(Yes)."
Everyone is silent, before the plant bursts out cackling.
"q4q4q4q4q4q4q4q4!!!!!" It wheezes a bit, "cq1b ydwt rb (a) odlt1wp ar0c!! q4q4q4q4q4!!"
Mr. Snake sighs at the plant's antics, but gives you a warm look. "(You) twxf j uxc. enah rvyanbbren!"
You hesitate, wondering what's going on right now.
You look to Mr. Bird for any guidance, who just grins at you and nods approvingly.
Uh... maybe you should continue telling people you like them..?
"Mr. Snake..?" You ask, looking over at him. He pauses and looks at you, and you smile at him, "(I like you)!"
Mr. Snake pauses, before smiling at you. "(I like you) cxx, mnja."
Mr. Bird hums a bit, hovering closer to you as he gives you a cheeky smile. "Mx (you like me)?"
"(Yes)." You blurt out, knowing better than potentially upsetting one of the monsters who's helping you find a way home.
Mr. Bird just smiles, clearly pleased, and you glance back at the plant- who finally calmed down- as Mr. Snake and Mr. Bird spoke a bit.
You stare into the plant's eye, and it stares back.
"fq4c? (Y0u) cqrwt r'v p0wwj b4h '(I like you)'?" They ask you, and you nod. "fnuu, 1'v wxc. (I) k3c (you)'m fnc (y0ur)bnuo cq3 vxv3wc (you) b4f (my) an4u kxmh."
You glance away, hesitant and confused... even if you could understand some of the language, most of it was pure noise to you...
"...m4vvrc ydwt, (you'r3) trwmj ldcn, cqxdpq..." They mutter under their breath, "fqh m0nb rc on3u urtn (I)... twxf (you)?"
...
Why do both Mr. Snake and the way this plant talks and behaves feel... familiar to you in a way?
--☆☆☆--
Not too much happened after Mr. Bird and you went away from the plant and Mr. Snake, until the lights flickered and you heard a low roar echo through the area.
The way Mr. Bird immediately dragged you into a closed off location, hidden entirely away behind boxes and such, you heard something rush by while screeching, until you heard a loud crashing sound and all the lights went off entirely.
You wheeze a bit, shaking in Mr. Bird's arms and wings as you remember 'oh yeah, there are things here that want to kill you'.
You have to squirm and fuss for Mr. Bird to let you go afterwards, and you stay close as he leads you away from whatever just went past. You comply, anxious and nervous as you stay close.
Then there is a low rumbling as you seen a green light around a corner gradually growing brighter, with loud thuds echoing through the halls.
The way Mr. Bird freezes makes your blood run ice cold, and the way he immediately draws his sword.
"adw." He tells you, and when you stay there, his wings flare up and gently wack you, "adw!!"
He's... telling you to flee. You think.
You back away, and with one more wack, you turn around and bolt, having no idea where you're going but understanding a threat is approaching and you need to get away now.
God, you wish you brought that crowbar with you...
You don't even process you're running right towards where the monster that ran past went.
You eventually slow down, wheezing and shaking and panicking as you stumble into some large room with piles and piles of... things from your world?
You stare at them, still shaking, before nervously approaching, stumbling slightly from the way your legs quake. You stare at the items, seeing a... bad of dehydrated limes? You pick it up, curious, and you decide to take it with you. You also go around and gather some other items, surprised by the amount of food that is still safe to eat. Sure, most of it is things like a box of cereal you found or a can of tomato soup, but it's all before its expiration date, so you aren't complaining.
You wonder how it even got here...
You need to remember this place is and show the Admins later, considering this place looks relatively untouched.
You just hold the things in your arms and pockets and head off, hearing roars in the distance you know better than to approach.
The next room is pitch black and trashed, with what looks like a large shelf having been knocked over with whatever its contents was spilled onto the ground.
And laying on the floor is... something. It looks like some fucked up, humanoid angler fish, without the antenna and with three eyes. One of its feet is twisted weirdly and its other leg is bent at a weird angle, and you see a large slash with the same green and black skin around the edges you saw on Mr. Pumpkin's neck.
Its head twists to look at you, and it screeches, tries to stand up, howls in pain, and collapses down before dragging itself to you.
You panic and quickly dart around and climb up onto the shelf, thankfully out of its reach as it seethes.
You notice it's... weirdly thin. Could it be hungry and sees the food you have?
You hesitate, before opening the box of cereal. Immediately, it pauses clawing at the shelf and watches as you open the bag of cereal and dump it onto the ground.
Immediately, it scarfs down the food, shoveling it into its large mouth as you quickly hop off the shelf and back away to the nearest exit from the room.
In an instant, it stops eating and just... stares. Its bloodshot eyes stare at you, gnashing its teeth slightly. It doesn't say a word, just hisses.
"...(Hello)." You say, before backing away again a little more. It rises slightly higher.
"...I'm just gonna go..." You say, continuing to back away. It just... watches you go. But doesn't charge or attack, thankfully.
What even... happened to it..?
--☆☆☆--
You wander aimlessly, helplessly lost. Damn your lack of any sense of direction...
Your feet tap against the ground, and despite knowing they aren't loud, they seem to echo and do nothing but jumble your nerves more.
God, you miss Mr. Bird... please let him be alive, please...
Though the sounds of thuds makes you duck behind a large piece of rubble, slightly peaking out as you see another entity wandering past. And if you thought Red Child was tall... well...
This one practically drawrfed him. It's footsteps echo in loud thuds, and you saw how purple it was. Over the left side of its face was a uncomfortably detailed comedy mask that was snapped in half, revealing how the rest of its head looked rotten with a pitch black hole instead of its eye and lips so thin its teeth is visible. On the top of its head is a dark hood that blends into its body, with a twisted black crown on its head. Embedded in its chest is what looks like a glowing white star, which randomly flashes and fizzles and sparks. The rest of its body is humanoid, with the right side emitting what looks like binary code and the left of its body resembling a rotten corpse covered by some sort of black cape.
It pauses for a moment, looking around as the star glows a little more vibrantly, and it stomps its foot.
Then a black tendril erupts from the ground behind you and ensnares you, and you squeak as the monster rushes over.
"H- H- Hello!! Co- could you tell me-" Its head violently twitches, and you struggle, "WHE- RE THE H- HELL IS THE B- BO- BOSS-??"
"WAIT! WAIT PLEASE!!" You blurt out, wheezing and shaking and crying, "PLEASE DONT KILL ME, PLEASE!!!"
It pauses, violently twitching as it stares at you, before laughing in that glitching voice.
You're suddenly dragged down to the ground, and you yelp in pain as you slam into the concrete floor. It raises a foot up, and you squeeze your eyes close as you prepare to get curbed stomped and die.
Your mind is buzzing at a thousand miles an hour, and you mourn losing you friends, Brad and Kyoko, your cat, your family.
...your family...
Your...
...
What were the names of your parents again? Did you have siblings? Who- wha-
...
You lost them.
And now you'll never remember.
Though a sudden screech as you hear a thud, your eyes fly open and you stare in shock as you see Red Child wrestling with the purple monster, angrily screeching. Then you squeak as you're pulled up into Mr. Spider's arms, who holds you close as you see a black particle effect with red outlines surrounding you, and you watch in surprise as Mr. Spider seems to pull up a screen and starts typing.
"dwlun!! mxwc (you) mjan qdac oarnwm!!" Red Child orders angrily, and- holy fuck there are several more near identical clones of Red Child helping the original Red Child fight the purple monster.
"oa- oarnwm?" The purple monster questions, and you gasp as you feel as if you've been plucked out of your own body and are suddenly somewhere else. Still in Mr. Spider's arms, but back in the room he and Red Child seem to share.
Though now you see a third, much smaller nest-like bed. Directly next to the largest bed and with a... weird amount of dusty stuffed animals tossed onto the bed. You see a giant Squishmallow in there too.
You wonder if objects from your world can just... end up here. Casually.
The moment he sets you down, you're immediately bolting to the exit. With one hand he grabs the back of your shirt and drags you back over to him, letting out a tired sigh, as if he expected this.
"(What) rb frcq (you) jwm pnccrwp (yourself) rwcx mjwpna?" He asks you, as you see him pick up a bundle of what looks like white rope, and- with one hand holding you down- uses it to tie your wrists and legs together.
It's sticky, like a spiderweb.
...oh, ew-
You give him a bewildered look as he double checks the binds are secure and talks to you with the tone you'd give a small child who just misbehaved.
"uxxt, (I) mxw'c twxf (what you want), kdc (I) mxw'c (want you) cx (run) jfjh xa blanjv jwm yjwrl jwm kn joajrm. wnrcqna (I) wxa (my) bxw (want(s)) cqjc. juu (we) jan mxrwp rb cahrwp cx tnny (you) bjon, jwm cqjc vnjwb tnnyrwp (you) frcq (us). dwcru (I) ljw cadbc hxd wxc cx adw jfjh, (I)'v tnnyrwp hxd qnan rw cqnbn krwmb. (I)'uu cah cx ljaah hxd frcq vn jwm bnn bxvn cqrwpb bx hxd janw'c qnan juxwn oxa uxwp ynarxmb xo crvn, kdc xwuh ro (you) mxw'c cqaxf (a) orc fqnw (I) mx rc." At your confused look, he sighs, "arpqc, (I) oxapxc (you) mxw'c dwmnabcjwm (what I)'v bjhrwp..."
He gets closer to you, and begins making motions to make things clearer. "(You) ljw'c (run). (You run), (you) rw mjwpna. (You) bcjh frcq (me) jwm bxw, (you) bcjh bjon. (We) yaxcnlc (you). (You) bcjh."
Is he... telling you that you have to stay here? Is that what 'bcjh' means?
Oh fuck- uh-
"(No)!" You blurt out, shaking your head, "(No no no)!! (I no want stay)!! (I want exit! I want exit)!! (No stay)! (Yes exit)!"
"(You want exit)?" Mr. Spider asks you, a little surprised how you spoke in his language. You think. "(Exit where)? (Exit here)?"
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU CLARIFY YOU ARE FROM ANOTHER WORLD AND WISH TO RETURN THERE???
"(Want exit)!" You desperately repeat, "Please, I just want to go home!! That's all I want! Please let me go-"
Your voice cracks as you continue. "Pl- please!! I don't want to die! I don't want to die, please let me go!! Please!! I- I just want my cat and I just want to see my family again, please-!"
Mr. Spider stares at you, moving lower so he's closer to you. "(What) jan hxd bjhrwp? (I) mxw'c dwmnabcjwm (your) ujwpdjpn."
You continue rambling, begging for you freedom in English as his gaze softens.
"(You) jan jkbxudcnuh cnaarornm, janw'c (you)? (I) yaxvrbn (you) janw'c rw jwh mjwpna, kdc wxc urtn (you) dwmnabcjwm me..." He gently caressed your cheek with a hand, ignoring how your tears creep onto his fingers and sink into his flesh, "cqnan'b (no) wnnm cx lah. (I) sdbc qxyn (you) dwmnabcjwm cqrb rb qxf (you)'uu kn bjon."
He says some other things you don't listen to, gently lets you go and leaves you in that tiny nest, and leaves, using that screen thingy to teleport away.
The moment he's gone, you start trying to escape.
If you could go back in time, you'd sucker punch your past self to keep them from ever coming here...
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‧₊˚🕷‧₊˚ 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫-𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧!𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 ‧₊˚🕷‧₊˚
cw: nsfw and sfw themes ahead. mentions of a strap, sex, bondage, public sex, pussy eating, etc.
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𝐬𝐟𝐰:
✶ she developed her webs in joel's garage. he damn near had a heart attack when he caught her stuck to the ceiling of her room after her taking a "sick day" from school. very early stages of her spider-woman era, but joel still teases her about it. he tells you the story once ellie lets him know that you know.
✶ she has a bad habit of not pulling her punches. she can't quite help it — joel didn't raise her to play nice with others like that. especially others who like to prey on innocent people.
✶ she doesn't like calling herself a super-hero. she's not one, really. she'd say she's a vigilante more than anything else. she's very adamant about it. its endearing.
✶ she absolutely loves giving the cops a hard time and she takes credit for every bad guy that gets caught. she's known for making them go on wild goose chases and exhausting their "resources" too. she makes them work for the arrest. if she's busting her ass every night, they should be too. joel (captain miller...) is not very fond of it.
✶ speaking of captain joel, thats the only reason she really helps the cops. otherwise, she wouldn't be handing them these arrests. there's certain things the cops can't do that a vigilante can. and if captain joel turns a blind eye, so will everyone else.
✶ because she's got a healing factor, she smokes. she smokes more around the holidays. she’ll go through a pack a week if she doesn’t reel herself in. she usually doesn’t, honestly, but such is life.
✶ she loves seeing little kids dressed as her. she does her best to interact with them when she's making rounds.
✶ villains don't really like fighting her because she doesn't dodge. she'll take the hits because she just doesn't care. its a sight to see, really — this chick with her suit ripped up, hands relaxed at her sides, staring straight at whoever just threw the punch. make sure to clear the area if she starts laughing.
✶ she has perfectly curated playlists for her swinging sessions. only join her if you're prepared to invest in good headphones so she can share her playlist.
✶ she takes you around the city if you don't want to take the train, bus or a taxi. its just easier, honestly.
✶ super dork. loves comic books and she was ecstatic to design her first suit. she keeps it in the back of her closet to look at every now and then.
✶ she's a photographer for the local paper. guess who always gets the best angles of spider-woman?
𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐰:
✶ she uses her webs for things she probably shouldn't. she likes tying you up and using you to her hearts content. she'll web your mouth shut if you don't quiet down.
✶ she's insanely strong so if she's out of webs, she'll just hold you down herself. she's got a bad habit of doing it anyway.
✶ she's also very flexible. it comes in handy when you want to have your way with her, too — knees pushed to her shoulders, your tongue lapping up every drop of slick that drips out of her cunt.
✶ she loves fucking you with the mask on. you don't admit to having fantasized about it, but she clocks you as soon as you guide her hands to your ass one night after she came back from patrol.
✶ she'll take you to the highest skyscraper just to fuck you over the edge. it takes a few times to get used to the swoop! in your stomach when she takes you up there the first few times, but now its just a part of the foreplay.
✶ she'll snatch you up when you least expect it and then eat you out in an alleyway if she's missing you that bad. she just can't help it.
✶ she really likes roleplaying, specifically when you pretend to be in trouble and she comes around to rescue you. how else do you expect to repay her if not by riding her strap?
✶ she's very possessive when she's a civilian with you. and she hates that she can't be loud and proud about it when she has the mask on. at the end of the day, though, its her tongue in your cunt as you whimper her name. such is life when your girlfriend is spider-woman.
✶ she's the worst at flirting but can't help dirty talk in bed. it just falls off the tongue.
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antiiqueness · 3 months ago
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DANCE WITH ME
character: bakugou katsuki warnings: none i can think of, just kinda sad to sweet and very sentimental >.< words: 1.2k
synopsis:
”Years and years of Masaru begging his beloved son to listen and take interest in the things he did, before he eventually gave up. Katsuki didn’t even notice when exactly his father stopped asking him, wishing now more than ever he had listened. He wanted that outlet. He wanted to be able to find joy in tranquil activities. You made him want that.”
notes: i luv him so much i wanna die. i'm in the works for a spooky little AU for him as well as one for tomura so stay tuned for those im vv excited hehe
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Growing up Katsuki's parents wanted him to be the best. To do everything. His mother wanted him to find art in more aggressive sports and hobbies. His father however, pushed for actual art. Masaru had a genuine joy for the peaceful and quiet, something of which he couldn’t enjoy as much as he’d wished for with the home he lived in. Nevertheless, in the seldom moments he had of quiet, he danced, and painted, and sat in the garden of their home, enjoying the moments he had to himself and his thoughts.  
As a kid, Katsuki hated how his father would get in specific “moods” where he just wanted to be to himself and his thoughts. He never truly understood it growing up, until he met you. You were so alike to his father; wanting to sit and enjoy the peace you had in random little moments and increments. It was such a foreign concept to Katsuki.  
He looked at you as if you were an anomaly. When the two of you had first begun dating, he just didn’t get it, who would want to be in areas of time where no one could sit and appreciate what you do. At least with volleyball, and boxing, and debate classes you earn respect for doing it and winning.  
He would sit and watch you in seemingly your own world, planting flowers, or annotating classic literature and be brought back in time to when he was 12 years old seeing his dad sit in the garden reading the same exact book with a pencil in hand. Certain foods you would make, and specific songs you would play would remind him of his father and how much Katsuki truly missed him. 
It was raining out the day he saw you swinging on the porch with a cup of tea and a book in hand, when he had called his dad. He wanted to understand it; he wanted that same peace the two of you seemed to hold so dearly. He wanted to bond over it.  
As a kid his father wanted him to take ballroom dance classes, was adamant it would be a healthy outlet to learn to express himself and to get lost in. Mitsuki and Katsuki were not big on the idea though, brushing it off and pursing their interests that more often than not landed them or others in hospital beds.  
Years and years of Masaru begging his beloved son to listen and take interest in the things he did, before he eventually gave up. Katsuki didn’t even notice when exactly his father stopped asking him, wishing now more than ever he had listened. He wanted that outlet. He wanted to be able to find joy in tranquil activities. You made him want that. 
“I'm going to my parents for a bit, want me to grab anything on the way home?” Katsuki stood by the door of the backyard, looking out at the back of your head, you sitting silently in a chair, rocking back and forth. “No, I'm okay baby. Thank you.” quietly muttered as if it were a secret, you don’t turn around. He doesn't want you to. He just stands for a moment more before muttering a quick goodbye and closing the door.  
The drive itself is weird. He doesn’t know if it’s age or if he was having an odd midlife crisis, but he doesn’t speak a word the entire drive, just quietly excelling forward.  
When he arrives at the house he had grown up in, spent every memory of birthdays and holidays, where he learned to ride a bike, where he had his first tooth fall out, every memory lingering in the air around the house, he just stands at the door for a moment.  
He doesn’t know what was different this time, but something was. Maybe himself. Maybe he had finally grown up. He was changed, and content with it.  
His attention is only brought back to the present tense when the door opens, and he sees his father's brown eyes staring back at him. Katsuki doesn’t know what comes over him, but without saying a single word, he gently pushes his way into the house and grabs ahold of his father. He felt like a little kid all over again. He just wanted to hug and talk to his dad. He wanted to take those ballroom dance classes. He wanted to bond with him. 
So that's what they did. Masaru was a man of few words most his life, keeping relatively quiet and to himself, but coming completely out of his shell with his son now. He had taught Katsuki everything he wanted to learn with a small smile and a joy Katsuki had never seen in his father.  
By the end of the night Masaru had grabbed an old record and put it on the player, having classical music whirl throughout the house, before turning to Katsuki and teaching him how to dance. Mitsuki watched quietly, quieter than Katsuki had ever seen her, with a smile and tears gleaming her eyes, happy she could see her two favorite people bonding in ways she knew her husband had always wanted to with him. 
Katsuki felt closer to them, he felt as though he had truly understood family finally. He drove home with a smile, a calm, content smile that had rarely graced his handsome face, cheerful all the way up the steps to the home he shared with you.  
Opening the door, he knew his perspective had changed, knew that life was different, a good different, and that he was fortunate enough to share it with you. You had this lopsided smile on your face when you had seen him walk through the door, raising an eyebrow and walking closer to him, covered in little raindrops.  
“I assume you had a good night at your parents’ place?” Helping him out of his jacket, you move to hang it on the rack before he stops you and interlaces his fingers with yours. “Let's dance.” he says simply, looking down at you with a look in his beautifully light eyes that gleamed and shone in enamor and affection.  
“What?” you laughed, taken aback and smiling even bigger, “Yeah, I wanna dance with you.” Tossing his phone onto the counter, the same song his father played for him started to drift throughout his new home, the home he shared with you, the home in which he held dearest of all, simply because you existed in it. you were his home.  
Grabbing ahold of you like his dad had shown him how to, he started to sway slowly, leaning his head against yours, and tightening his grip on your hips ever so lightly. He looked so odd, there was no anger, no irritation, no malice in his features whatsoever, just pure contentment. You wanted to live in this moment for the rest of the days you two had together, falling in love with him all over again.  
Katsuki Bakugou was great at many things, but as he grew and matured, he became great at understanding life, and how much peace was truly worth, especially if it meant this is how he could spend the rest of his life with you.  
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yzzart · 2 years ago
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"𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐟𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫."
pairing: young!Coriolanus Snow x f!reader.
summary: the only one who could calm a winter was you.
warnings: +18!, oral sex, f!receiving, biting, mention of manipulation, sexual content, explicit content and explicit words + take a look at the masterlist!
word count: 1.055!
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Feelings of dissatisfaction, injustice and stress dominated Coriolanus Snow's chest daily; not to mention the sparks of anger that his heart fired every day. — Stunned thoughts circled the boy's head.
And it was, in fact, impressive how Coriolanus knew how to disguise, and even control, what he felt; no one from the Capital could describe or bring out anything bad in his beautiful, young face. — Besides Casca Highbottom, of course; one of the reasons for the boy's countless headaches. — He remained neutral, sometimes with a compassionate smile and moved on.
He acted as if nothing and no frustration were in his life.
However, Coriolanus had a peculiar and unique way of releasing everything he felt, all those mixed emotions and sensations; and involved you. — Specifically, being between your thighs.
Coriolanus loved —no, he loved— devouring you. Boy Snow, if he had the chance or the power, could stay all day, all the time, with his face in your beautiful, oh-so-good pussy; and that is not an exaggeration, ever. — He never believed in words of belief or rumors of the second plane of life that was perfect, but Snow had found paradise between your thighs.
Before eating your pussy, Coriolanus always leaves small, wet kisses near the area; at certain moments, some small provocative bites. — Such a affectionate, sweet and intimate gesture and you fell even more in love with that white-haired boy. — Soon, he attacked like a hunt after its prey.
Coriolanus's poisonous tongue ran through your folds, sucking them with pleasure and desire; quickly, paying attention to your swollen and needy clitoris with great pleasure. — He licked, sucked and sucked your little bud with exuberance and dedication; the Snow boy gave his best, especially to you.
The environment in his room, besides being hot and dimly lit, was full of moans and whimpers that escaped your lips. — God, your moans were so sweet, naive and formed a melody in Coriolanus' ears; the sounds that came out of your mouth were divine. — A piously work of art.
The name of your lover, which came out inappropriately and stuttered, echoed through the walls and if you doubted it, it could be heard in the other rooms of your house. — Mentally, you were grateful for your parents' prolonged absence. — Like the song of an extravagant bird.
Those crystal blue eyes, clouded with pure desire and lust, gazed at you; more than usual, in fact. — Your beautiful and so cute little face reveling in pleasure, your cheeks in a reddish tone and some strands of hair stuck to your forehead; discreet tears were present on one of her cheeks. — You were the most beautiful thing Coriolanus saw in his entire life.
And the fact that you belonged to him made his ego-swollen chest even better.
There were no more financial problems, family matters to be resolved or the academy or fucking Highbottom, there was no longer anything that made his life hell. — Only you were on his mind, his attention and focus.
"Coryo…!" — His name came out in a slurred and fragile way as more tears slowly fell from your graceful face; a shock when you felt the contact of Coriolanus' teeth on your clitoris awakened in your body. — He would be, at least, a little cruel to you, however, you denied that with all your strength.
A vibration in your wet region accompanied your warm body, an enigmatic laugh from the Snow boy upon witnessing your reaction. — Making a point of making one more contact, but leaving a gentle nibble; eliciting a thin scream from you.
Your legs were shaking, your chest was rising and falling without any kind of control, not to mention that your head and mind were completely melted; no thought with notion or consciousness presented itself. — Pleasure, distress, pain and a burning sensation of being used by Snow ripped through your heart. — On the bright side, you were helping your dear lover, right?
"C-Coryo, Coryo!" — The stimulation and speed of his tongue began to accelerate and become more abrupt, becoming too much for you. — "I'll go... I'll go." — You couldn't even complete a mediocre sentence.
You were so naive, such a precious little thing, trying to warn him that you were about to cum as if Coriolanus didn't recognize your body. — He knew when you were about to cum, Coriolanus knew your body better than you. — Like a book he read countless times to the point where he memorized every word written in it.
Oh, the Snow boy was proud of that.
"Come on, my little bird." — Coriolanus hated, perhaps that's too strong a word, birds, but you were an exception; a beautiful and unique exception. — "I want you to let it all out." — It wasn't a request, a loving request, it was an order along with a pinch made by his lips.
Regardless, your orgasm was intense, causing a strong delirium in your delightful and sensitive mind. — Coriolanus was definitely in paradise and his taste was magnificent; a flavor he could never get sick of. — He licked and sucked your release, delighting himself and getting it dirty on his sculpted chin.
Coriolanus's large, thin hands opened your thighs even further with the intention of not leaving even a drop of your juices. — Like a hungry animal, not even leaving the carcass for others.
The heavy feeling of exhaustion and a drowsy wave controlled your body slowly even though you forced yourself to stay awake and full. — Snow sucked your energy, leaving nothing left for you. — An exhausted smile formed on your lips as you looked at Coriolanus; now, he left affectionate and grateful kisses on your thighs. — You loved that damn young man.
"My good girl…" — Coriolanus felt your heavy gazes. — "…you did such a good job for me." — Your heart accelerated, you didn't know how to answer if it was about what had happened or the affectionate way he praised your; you didn’t care either way.
You didn't even have the strength to answer him, so just your sweet and tired smile was enough for Coriolanus. — He was so proud, more than he already was, and he longed for more; he always wanted more.
And in the end, he would have. — Like every animal, it would get its prey in the blink of an eye.
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nickssidewitch · 3 months ago
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🔥 Expose Accounts Ain't Got Shit On Me 😤 ~ The NDA Chronicles
Hello everyone on this glorious day! I hope you are all doing very well, and I wish you all the best!
There are some things I need to get off my chest.
And it is about- you guessed it- the infamous NDA accounts.
I will tag them so they can see this themselves, and so they can try to come up with their own fantastical justifications for all of the concrete proof I have of them being fakers who are putting themselves at actual legal risk. And the legal risk has nothing to do with some damn 156-page (weird number but okay) NDA.
So here are the two accounts in particular that I focus on, but there are more. @dollysturniolo WHI NOW GOES BY @dollsturns @coolasice01
Let me give y’all a bit of background on these two characters, because that’s all they are— characters that some weirdos (or one weirdo) hide behind. Dolly claims to be the girlfriend of Christopher Sturniolo. The @coolasice01 account claims to actually BE Christopher Sturniolo.
I've spent the past almost 48 hours talking to these accounts, getting to know their behaviors, personalities, and psyches- as well as learning about all of the lies they have told you all about who they are and who they are affiliated with.
There are other accounts probably claiming to be Matt’s girlfriend or Matt himself, but I don’t wanna lose more braincells talking to those nimrods.
So, let’s begin with the factual evidence that I've gathered:
#1- Where They Live
I had asked both the "Chris" account and the Dolly account about where they're from and where they live specifically, framing the questions as innocent moments of curiosity about certain fast food places and landmarks that those people would have probably visited or have been around in both LA and Massachusetts.
The gag here is that these landmarks either do not exist, are regional and do not reside in those specific areas, or are nowhere near the locations they've stated.
Here are screenshots of our conversations:
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As you can see, I asked the “Chris” account about the fast food chain "Zaxby's" which is an American chicken shop. While it does exist, there are none in Massachusetts, and none in many states in the Northeast of the U.S. at all. It is a regional food place in the U.S., meaning that exists in certain regions (in this case, the South), and not in others. Also bone-in tenders… Huh?! 😭
I also asked about Firehouse Subs, as of which there are none in Massachusetts yet again. And they aren’t in Cali from what I recall as well but regardless, another lie.
Now we get onto Dolly. I asked Dolly where she lived in Cali, and she said an actual name of a place in California which I’ll give her credit for. However, when asking about specific landmarks in that area, I caught her in her own sort of blatant lies too 😭
I said “Do you live more towards The Forum or the Observatory Deck?” just to see what he answer was. Mind you, The Forum isn’t even near the area she said she lived by, and the Observatory Desk doesn’t exist, at least not in California 😭
I also asked Dolly about her time in Massachusetts, since she said that’s where she originally spent time and met the triplets. She mentioned how her favorite place was some lake that’s some minutes away from the boys’ home there, and when I fact-checked that info, it was correct.
However, when asking about specific landmarks there… lies.
Here is the screenshot:
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As you can see, I asked about a Paul Revere statue. However, that statue doesn’t exist in that area. 😭
#2- The Ways They Text
Everyone who has ever communicated with a British person and an American person knows that while they both mainly speak English, the biggest differences can appear in text style, more importantly in the ways they abbreviate words.
One of the biggest differences in the ways words are abbreviated is the word "because". In the U.S., the word "because" is shortened as "cuz" or " 'cause". In the U.K, it is shortened as "cos".
Well, "Chris" here spells it like "cos". Same way as Dolly.
As someone who has never traveled to the U.K except once and hardly ever even sees his girlfriend, and also as someone who has traditionally spelled his because as "cuz" in previous texts we've seen publicized, him saying "cos" is highly unlikely.
Both accounts say "cos" and have spelled "color" like "colour".
#3- The NDAs/Documents/Legal Talk
This is probably the biggest part of it all, and the second most obvious inconsistency because, simply, she doesn’t know what the hell she’s talking about 😭 I mean she said it her damn self.
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Dolly brought up a document that confirms the Sturniolo Triplets LLC, which for those who don't know what an LLC is, is a document that pretty much gives the Sturniolo Triplets' name and brand legal and business protection. It also gives the Sturniolos' the ability to manage their own finances, their own real estate, their own employees, heir own teams, etc.
ZStar management, who their manager Laura owns, is technically a branch under the Sturniolos' LLC. The Sturniolos' technically, as of 2022, are Laura’s employers/managers/partners, not the other way around. All Laura and ZStar do is handle the exposure aspects of the Sturniolos' and their other stars, which mainly surrounds PR, scheduling events that grant them more exposure (Prada show was the biggest part of this), gives them brand deals, and can recruit or offer new employees/team members/networks/connections to work with the boys.
These are the documents she brought up to me as proof of her “owning” said documents:
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Here’s the other gag: Both of these documents are in public domains. as they should be since they’re legal documents confirming the legal identities of the Triplets’ as a sole business entity.
She was in my DMs tweaking about how she can’t find the damn docs to give to the solicitor or whatever, when all she had to do was look up “Sturniolo Triplets LLC” on Google, as we all can do.
Here is the site you can use to look this info up, and I’ve done it here:
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This is public information that all literally just says “We are our own managers. We own ourselves and our brand. We’re businessmen and we are the business, man.” (the last sentence was corny lmao).
Regarding the NDA, every single time I bring up the legal process of an NDA, she states that Laura forced her to sign it. Then she says that she wasn’t aware of what was on the paper when she signed.
Basically she’s just painting Laura as this demon who controls the triplets against their will.
When in reality, in the real business legal world, the triplets would be the ones giving ZStar the A-Okay for drafting and making her sign that NDA. So technically, based on her logic but implementing real facts, it would be the triplets who are the ultimate demons since they’re the ones who have all the power and the final say on business actions.
She cannot OWN the boys and tell them what to do. As of 2022, those boys have been their own owners and employers and managers. She works under them and is only in charge of PR and exposure as per what ZStar is about.
In the real world, if there was an NDA, first of all, these people would not have Tumblr accounts since Tumblr is probably the most public and obvious app that an investigator can use to prove that you are breaching the NDA. It is also very easy to doxx people on this app (please don't do this) because of the analytics features. So this app would be the least safe one to create an anonymous profile where you're secretly hinting at a secret relationship with a famous person.
Also, in the real world, the triplets would be the ones to clear the NDA since Laura works for them. So, technically the boys would be the bad guys in this scenario.
Lastly, I've spoken on how an NDA would be unethical in this scenario.
Here's the post where I talk about it:
https://www.tumblr.com/nickssidewitch/783013337716998144/yall-are-talking-about-ndas-in-this-app-as-if?source=share
#4- Not Knowing Video Information
A new video came out this Friday... hehehe, just in time.
So I just asked “Chris” what video is coming out this Friday as well as what Nick would be wearing.
Mind you, I asked at around 2 PM PST/ 5 PM EST, which is a half hour before videos are released. “Chris” said that he’s the one in charge of uploading the video and releasing the photodump.
When I asked what video would be coming out, he said it was something related to talking about tour.
He said Nick wouldn’t go in a rant and would be chilling.
He said Nick was wearing pretty much the opposite of what he actually wore.
Here’s the screenshots:
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I mean they speak for themselves 😭
They also literally just don't know basic things about the triplets.
I lied about Chris saying on stream that he liked playing with dominoes. Chris Sturniolo has never even said the word dominoes in all of his digital footprint.
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I even asked about him playing Red Dead Redemption and he said he did... Chris Sturniolo has never mentioned playing that game.
I also mentioned to Dolly that Chris said in a stream that he likes doggystyle.
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Chris has never once spoken about his favorite sex position.
Dolly also said her and Matt were dating before she dated Chris which... would never happen. Brothers just don't do that. Like, ever.
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#5- Sympathy Points
This is probably the most obvious giveaway that someone is lying-- when they constantly ask for your sympathy or they constantly need assurance that you believe them.
Dolly was also tryna be friends with me? Like girl, hell no.
This happened multiple times throughout my conversations with both accounts, and here is a screenshot since I literally can't post more than 30:
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It's so pathetic, I'm sorry.
#6- Avoiding conversations because they're stuck in a corner and being confronted about their lies.
I think I can just show these without explaining them lol.
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This is just two because of the image limit, but if you need more screenshots lmk.
Now, let's discuss tarot and energy readings.
If you believe in these as evidence, cool. If not, also cool, and you can skip this part! I’m sure the first part was concrete enough 😭😭
I did a tarot reading on whether they were actually dating Chris.
And guess what? Nope. That ain't happening.
Here's the reading:
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I even did a reading for Dolly, but I won't share the screenshots because there are some information there that she has shared about herself that is personal and I don't want to make her feel any worse than she probably already does. I don't like weirdos, but I'm not an evil shrew.
The reading was me reading about how Chris will "cheat" on her and that she's actually going to find a future spouse soon, which the future spouse part is real.
But she kept saying shit like "Nah me and Chris can work it out" or "I'll figure it out when I get there" like bro that ain't how it works.
Why I think they are doing this:
I don’t know if it is more than one person creating this whole cinematic universe or if it’s just one. And honestly, I don’t care because either answer is pathetic 😭
But I hypothesize that the reason this whole narrative was created was:
To fulfill their own fantasies and delusions
To paint the triplets' lives as if they're living some nightmare or some angsty teen fanfiction
To fulfill their narcissism or ego by painting themself as this person with info about the boys and their lives that no one but them knows about
To make all the attention go on them
And tbh the worst case scenario is that this is someone with a severe case of some sort of mental illness who has used this as a way to satisfy whatever they're going through, and in this case they need actual mental help from a therapist or some mental health counselor and I wish them well.
Final Notes
This was a complete waste of my time, but I also had fun because it's the start of my summer break, and I get to expose people who aren't just being fake and weird towards others, but also helping those people not get themselves into actual genuine legal troubles.
I feel that they don't have a good grasp that what they've done is wrong, and they will constantly flip the script to fit their narratives.
Even with me posting all of these concrete facts with evidence, and maybe others will do the same, those same people like @dollysturniolo, @munchingmini, @coolasice01 will still find ways to flip the script to make people believe them.
Well I hate to break it to them, but it won't work. Not this time. We're all grown with minds and cognition of our own. We can all deduce that this whole thing is made up just using common sense and critical thinking skills. This fandom might be fucked up at times, but a good majority of people here are intelligent and can sense when someone is being ungenuine.
I would suggest, for your safety, to admit to lying. Unfortunately, I know you won't admit to fibbing, so in that case I'd suggest you leave the app. All you're doing by staying here is self-sabotaging, which is unhealthy. People are going to be rude and constantly attack you knowing that this whole thing is fake.
So please, for your sake and sanity, please leave, and get some mental help. The Sturniolo triplets are fine, and their energy will be better if there aren't horrible people who tells blatant lies about them on the internet.
Love y'all!
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luminiamore · 1 year ago
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STRETCH.
yoga instructer choso x black man-eater reader
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a/n: this is heavily inspired by jennifer’s body (・_・ヾ
also 1000 followers WHATT? (つ✧ω✧)つ
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no branding included in this fic actually, so yk what that means. part two in the future asf (ノ´ з `)ノ
warnings: murder, reader is a succubus who eats boys & the girls she sleeps with (not choso), reader has fangs, big dick choso, he’s shy, he do be eating ass though, sloppy eater, whiny choso, pussydrunk cho, breeding asf, soft dom choso but like ( ̄ω ̄;) subby, he makes reader submit, just nasty, also frens with satosugu
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man-eater
Noun
man-eater (plural man-eaters)
An animal that attacks and kills humans for food, such as certain tigers or sharks; any animal that consumes human flesh. quotations 
A cannibal; a human that eats other humans. quotations 
(by extension, slang) A seductive dangerous woman, often readily taking and discarding male romantic partners. 
One thing you loved about the 21st century is that there was never a shortage of people. They were everywhere. Crawling around like little ants and fucking rapidly like rabbits. You never ran out of your source of food, your source of life. 
Your species have been around for a long time. You don’t remember how you came to be, but when you first opened your eyes, you were in the center of hot molten rock from the middle of the northwest Pacific Ocean. Tamu Massif, the world’s massive underwater volcano, just 1,600 km east of Japan, was your home. 
Your first feeding, your first kill, happened off the coast on the Seychelles beaches about two days after you were awakened. Your brown body was paling by then, but you didn’t know why. At first, you didn’t know what you were, but you knew you were weak and physically unable to move at some point. While still beautiful, your eyes lacked any life in them. You needed energy.
In your defense, they came to you. The wife did, more specifically. You were under the sun a lot; it was the only thing that could at least give you some life. You suspected she and the buff man with her were here as tourists, a honeymoon vacation spot perhaps. But, even after just being introduced to this world, you knew what you preferred. You were selective.
Her husband wasn’t all that interesting to break, but her... 
She was gorgeous, downright angelic. And you had such a strong desire to fuck her. And weirdly enough, your mouth started savoring at the thought of eating her. 
It seems you hadn’t known just how insatiable you can be, just how powerful you really are. It wasn’t on purpose; you swear it wasn’t. But you know what they say about firsts. She was addicting. How soft she was, how perfect her body fit with yours. She taught you how to feel, how to let go. You were so high on pleasure.
So, you can imagine your distress when you wake up to her unmoving body on top of your naked one. When you shift your eyes to the left, you notice her neck, specifically the missing chunk of it. You lick your lips and immediately grimace at the saltiness. You pushed her body towards your side with a huff. 
At first, you felt quite hysterical. You ran toward the mirror and saw something that caused you to gasp.  
Was that blood?
Red spots were all over your face, and your mouth area was even more adorned. Your locs are messy, cascading down past your hips. It wasn’t difficult to figure out what occurred while you were intoxicated with pleasure. 
Your face is grim as you grasp onto the skin of your forehead, groaning. Flashes start to appear in your mind. A glimpse of her face, body, her pussy. Flashes of you leaning into her neck, flashes of her neck being torn apart, and flashes of her body shaky under your firm hold. 
Oh.
After about ten seconds had passed of your staring in the mirror, you accepted that this woman was now dead. You had killed her. 
But.. you weren’t overwhelmed by dread. Not upset or guilty that you completely depleted this woman’s life force. A strong feeling coursed through every nook and cranny in your veins, and you felt rejuvenated. The eye bags that had formed beneath your wispy eyelashes were absent, you could tell that much despite the amount of blood splattered on your face.
You had a liking for this feeling. Your strength was apparent, and your skin was brighter and clearer. You experienced such a state of euphoria. And well, you would die if you didn’t get more. Literally and figuratively.
You didn’t make an effort to conceal the body; you felt no need to. You felt compelled to go somewhere, but when you looked in that direction, all you could see was the moving water. You escaped into the ocean at the exact moment, moving as fast as you could away from the small island and following the intense pressure calling out to you.
Since that incident, you’ve stayed in Japan. A black woman with unnatural beauty stalked through the night, undeniably being the center of attention. You were the talk of everywhere you went; people often compared you to a witch, a vampire was the funniest one you’ve heard. You were unusual and feared a little by the public. Although you were beautiful, every step you took was infused with a sense of danger and mystery. Death, even. 
It’s common for people who left with you to never be seen again. In the event that they were, they weren’t the same. People had this inexhaustible attraction towards you. They wanted to know more, they tried to discover the secrets you held. But unless you choose them, all people could potentially get out of you was a meaningless glance.
The more you kill, the stronger you become. You became aware of this shortly after your second kill, and you could soon hold off on feeding for weeks if you needed to. Though you’ve grown to realize that you’re superior to a particular breed, you were never the type to go crazy with power. Many of your species, you could tell, were famous and had the most influence on the public. 
Take the city’s most well-known billionaires, such as Suguru Geto and Satoru Gojo. Their ownership of many corporations and businesses allowed them to have multiple connections with dangerous parts of Japan, such as the Yakuza. However, they also contribute significant amounts of income to the city annually. Their support of the most popular things in the population was indisputable, making it impossible not to like them. It wasn’t because they wanted to; they weren’t that generous, but because they loved power. 
Passing them on your stroll, you could tell they were similar to you. Their scent was unlike that of humans, and their energy and absolute pheromones were ridiculous. They were looking for prey that night, you could tell by how potent it was. And perhaps if you were human, you would have fallen for their charm when they called out for you. 
They had plans to make you their meal for the night, but unfortunately, their hypnotic effect on humans didn’t work on you. That’s when they realized that you were like them, and well, they were both amused. 
“Aw, how cute,”
“Bet you would’ve tasted real good too.”
To this day, you don’t know if Suguru was talking about eating you or your pussy. Even so, you became a close friend of the pair from that moment forward. There were days when they would pop up to your apartment unannounced and grace you with their antics. It was more of a domestic setting, not sexual, but they enjoyed being around someone who deeply understood them. 
Today was one of those days. Your peaceful nap ended when they entered your bedroom and plopped down on your bed, discussing the last feeding they had. Satoru’s voice reaches an enthusiastic pitch,
“She was so bendy, Suguru! She bent over backwards, and she was still taking my dick,” 
The long-haired man shifts his eyes carelessly towards his best friend, who is resting on your thighs and intensely focused on something on his phone. You were oblivious to the words spewed out by Satoru, fighting against the sleep you had gotten before they arrived. The latter raises a brow,
“Hmm,”
“She told me she takes something called yoga classes? It’s a shame she’s dead now, she was fu- Wait! Hey, Y/n?”
Your response is a hum as he shifts his head to your face and speaks with a sly smile on his lips,
“Do you take yoga classes?” 
You were not very fond of modern activities, so you rarely indulged in them. You rarely attempt to learn about human life and what they do for fun or work due to that knowledge. Their values never weighed down on you, and as a result, you lived a peaceful life. When you glanced down at piercing ice eyes, the confusion was evident on your face, 
“What’s..yoga?”
Suguru gave a response instead, knowing that Satoru would give you a misleading description of the exercise, 
“It’s just an activity humans do to calm the mind and stretch the body.”
“I see. Does it bring pleasure?”
“Maybe, they seem to be very satisfied afterwards.”
You twist your head in thought, interesting. Satoru pokes at your shoulder, and when you glance down, he shows you his phone screen. Plentiful pictures of women in various positions, very flexible..positions. Was she holding herself up on her forearms?
“Where can I find this? I’d like to.. learn.” Your own words caused you to startle yourself, and now you’re completely awake. 
Since when? 
You hear a breathy laugh coming from beneath you. “Oh yeah? Didn’t peg you as the type to like playing with your food.” His fingers move to find the nearest yoga studio by your building, despite his taunting, and he feels internally happy when he discovers it’s one he knows. 
You flick his head, giggling while he grunts a bit. “It’s interesting. I didn’t know the body could shape itself like that.” In all honesty, he presented you with some pictures that made you grimace a little. 
“There’s a place called Kamo’s Zen Sanctuary a few blocks from here. Of course, Suguru and I are friends with the owner.”
The mentioned man hums in assurance, 
“We can send a car to take you tomorrow afternoon if you’re up for it.” He wiggles his brows as he waits for your response.
As always, they kept their word without fail. Before the car arrived the next day, a large package was delivered to your door with a flimsy note that said, ‘You’re welcome.’ 
It’s probable that you only needed one yoga set, but your friends wanted to give you a wide array of choices to pick from. Ultimately, you opted for a lightweight black set. When you looked in the mirror, you really saw how the clothing accentuated your body, especially your ass. Oh, you liked this.
Stopping outside the studio, your mind suddenly became well aware that you didn’t know how human establishments operated. You took pleasure in the decorative pieces that this place had. Cold air, a Buddha statue spilling water steadily in a bowl, and soothing violin music immediately welcomed you upon arrival. 
Despite not being familiar with the environment, you still entered it with grace. You would have left if it weren’t for the tall, handsome gentleman who sneaked up on you from behind. His silent demeanor made it impossible to hear him, and when you saw his face, you indeed weren’t disappointed.
“Do you need help, miss?”
Smooth was how his words came across. When you faced him, his face was smooth, too. Your body vibrated, your fingertips were slightly twitching, and your mind was reeling in the fact that you were suddenly very, very hungry. Although it’s been a week since you last had anything to eat, you’ve already found your next prey. 
Him. The quite pale man with a pair of beautiful, solemn eyes. The dark line across his face is a perfect fit for him, and it’s hard not to notice. His plum lips are almost puckered, but they look so soft you want to sink your teeth into them. You want him.
You eye his exposed biceps in the black shirt clinging onto his pale skin, “Yes, I want to learn yoga. How can I?”   
Even as his ears flush, he maintains a steady tone and unbothered expression when addressing you, barely making eye contact, “I can get you started with that. My name is Choso. I’m an instructor here. Come with me, miss.”
You nodded without reason because the man had already turned and started walking to a different room. You’re staring at him, more so the way his muscles ripple with every step he takes. There’s an intangible desire on your part to fuck this man, bite every inch of his body until he was withering in pleasure. 
Choso seemed shy, but you liked that he was nervous and fidgety around you as you faced him in a larger room with a mirror covering both ends. There were no lights on, only candles surrounding the black walls. The echo from the fish swimming in the small pond could be heard throughout the space. 
His back could be seen through the clear glass. As you looked around, you also noticed red mats and..blocks? This place was strange. You lick your lips when he speaks again, 
“This is where we do the practice. I sense that you’re new to this. Do you want to start with a small stretch first?” His hand reaches behind him to pick up a thin mat, his low purple eyes flickering between the object and you. 
“Of course, Choso.”
Choso has a sweet scent, almost like a bakery. The moment you walked inside, his scent infiltrated your nostrils. The sheer proximity of his body when he guided you into what he said was the downward dog position made you feel like you were floating. You felt hot, even on fire, when he touched you. The fabric you wore was so tightly held onto your body that it felt like he was touching your bare skin.
He was exerting pressure on your lower thighs, making them conform to the position. When you glanced in the mirror, he seemed so focused on what he was doing. You swear your pussy had a heartbeat. His gaze catches yours,
“Head down, miss.”
You listen wordlessly, your locs making small thumping sounds when they hit the red surface. Maybe Choso could feel the heat and craving radiating off of your body. Maybe he couldn’t. It’s impossible to read his thoughts, no matter which way you look at it. His face remains blank after he says ‘good job’ for maintaining the position after a minute. If he can feel your body heating up like you can, his expression doesn’t make it known. 
His body, however, does. More so, how red he gets, as if he’s heating up too as if he’s experiencing the same shit you are. Could he be?
Choso tells you about the next position he’s going to put you in,
“You’re a little tense on your outer hips, so we’re gonna do something called the Pigeon pose.”
You’re almost about to ask, ‘What’s that?’ but he shows you before you can even part your lips. Your right leg is flat against the floor, twisted in front of you almost perfectly, while your left leg elongates towards the back. Choso observes the difficulty of your arms in holding you up, so he goes in front of you to help. The firmness of his hands on your hips reflects his strength, especially when he presses down slightly to stretch the area. 
“It’s okay. Your legs are supporting you. You can relax a bit.” Can you, though? With the way, he’s pressing on an area that’s suddenly very sore to you. His voice is scratching some primal part of your brain. You think it’s impossible.
“Am I supposed to be doing something while in this position?” You intentionally lower your voice to make him look at you. He does, just not in the way you want. That stupid, blank expression is still on his face. You rub your lower body on the mat, shivering a little as it barely touches your clit through the fabric.
“You’re supposed to breathe. Just be.” He speaks softly against your face. You were fond of his closeness, the sensation of his breath being directly on your skin. 
“When will this feel pleasurable?” You exhale. You honestly weren’t seeing any interest in human activities again. You were only getting a slight burn on your legs, and that was due to the grip Choso still had on you.
You don’t know what it is you said, but you watch Choso intensely. You can see his eyes widen for a split second before returning to their original state.
“Pleasurable? You came here.. for pleasure?” 
There was a slight hiccup in his voice at the end of his question. You got him, you think. It shouldn’t be much to get him under you now. He taps his long fingers on your hip twice twice in an attempt to make you shift to the other leg, causing you to jump. 
A wince escapes your lips as he releases his grip on you, “I hear that this practice can give that. Is it true?”
You finally caught Choso’s eye on you. In fact, his gaze remains on you even after he observes your body shift its position. You believe that you like his eyes on you. He lowers himself to your level to help you still your body.
“I suppose it depends on what kind of pleasure you’re looking for, miss.”
You hum softly as you breathe him in once more today when his palms rest against you once again. What did he mean by that?
You reply, but your gaze never leaves his, “What kind of pleasure can you give me, Choso?” 
Choso was quiet, reserved from the public, and honestly tried his best to avoid any eye contact with you during your entire time in his studio. But he only has so much self-control, as did you. The only conversation was a series of intense squelching sounds as Choso sucked on your pink bud obscenely. 
“Oh fuck- Just like that, Cho!”
He moaned fervently against your brown lips, pulling your hips against his face and keeping your cheeks apart with his large grip. You were on your knees, back shaped into a perfect arch. He was not letting go, squeezing his tongue down your wet pussy lips. Your body shakes as his tongue licks a stripe through your folds, circles all over your puckered hole, and drool slips onto the thin mat.
“Ah-!”
Your cries made Choso even more red in the ears. He thought he was pretty dull, not exciting or engaging to talk to. He didn’t pay much attention to his looks, girls always found him too.. weird. It wasn’t something he expected to happen on his day. He knew who you were before you came in, Satoru had the pleasure of letting him know you were on your way. But the minute you came into his place of work, he found it very hard to resist you. That’s why he didn’t make any eye contact. 
The truth is, Choso was deeply attracted to you and found it terrifying. 
Choso’s pretty head was puzzled by the fact that he was responsible for the angelic sounds that emerged from your plump lips. He couldn’t fathom that he was on his knees licking the most sensitive parts of your body. But, he welcomed it, letting himself sink into the essence of you with a feeling of overwhelming desperation. 
“Want more. Come on, miss. Give m-me more, please.”
How much more can you give him? He already has his face deep inside of you. You understand what he is trying to say when he inserts two fingers into your wet mound, dragging them in and out and carefully grazing the spongy spot that makes you thrash around. You immediately clench at the intrusion, feeling the overwhelming pleasure burn in the pit of your stomach. 
Choso is eager to pay attention to all parts of you but doesn’t know where to focus. Every part of you tastes so celestial, he wanted you to give him everything at the same time. His finger-fucking is swift, and your mind is entirely absent when the man pushes his tongue into and out of your ass simultaneously. Choso was so turned on that his precum was making a stain on his shorts from how much he was leaking.
His moans vibrated against your lower lips, and you swore in all your existence that you had never been eaten so nasty like this. He was going to make you cum so fast that you couldn’t even be mad about it.
He can feel it. The fatness of your pussy is pressing against Choso’s two big fingers, forcing him to use more strength to maintain his rapid pace. Your wetness creates a beautiful clear puddle under his attack, and he can feel it. Could you also do that on his dick? Milk his cock over and over and over again until he couldn’t cum anymore? Choso has been an atheist his entire life, but he almost prayed for this one favor.
“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Ouuu fuck! I’m g-gonna-”
The man doesn’t respond at first, only presses into your G-spot harder and more forcefully, as if he has a point to prove. He circles at your clit, wrapping the twitching bud around his lips, and sucks hard. What does it for you is the drunk whispers vibrating against your core of ‘Please, give it to me. Just cum. Fuck, it’s so wet.’
Your stomach tightens, your hands grip the carpeted floor in front of you, and your mouth releases pornographic moaning as cream pours out of you and onto his waiting tongue. Choso is clamoring for your taste, and as a result, he moans out with you. You have a strong desire for him, but for some inexplicable reason, your body is unwilling to eat him. Instead, you never wanted to fuck a person so badly in your life. 
Choso’s close proximity makes him ignore your little whimpers while rubbing his blushing, leaking tip up and down your sloppy cunt. When did he even pull his dick out? 
“Bet it’s so w-warm inside. Ah-” When his flushed tip accidentally slips in, and he gets a taste of the warmth you bring, his breathy voice cracks. You’re whining now. Pushing back on Choso, sucking his wide cock in your greedy hole, feeling impatient to force him down far enough to rip your pussy. 
Choso has the most beautiful moans you’ve ever heard. His voice is deep, but his tone gets so high in pitch when he’s like this. It’s so whiny it makes you cream. Literally. His voice cracks, just like his resolve does when you slide all 7.8 inches of him in so that your hips are flush against his pelvis. The feeling of his dick inside of you is so good that you’re so close to begging.
He thought he could have some self-control, but he barely kept it together when he was just eating you out. Your drooling pussy convulsing and contracting against Choso, against his cock, is a sign that his soul has reached a part of heaven. He couldn’t stop himself, really. He couldn’t do anything but relentlessly fuck you at an inhuman pace. 
“So good. So good. Pussy’s so fucking-” He cuts himself off with a loud groan when he witnesses your soft brown cheeks being spread apart for him, revealing a magnificent view of your pussy being stretched beyond their limits. Giving him a beautiful view of your messy pussy creaming the more his dick repeatedly punches your g-spot again and again and again.
You’re wailing. You’re trying to find something to hold onto that can bring your mind back to reality. Choso makes it so hard. He is becoming more and more clingy to your liquids, and his hips are vibrating violently against yours, making you believe he might be bruising your cervix. You love it. You love every speck of pleasure flowing and rippling through your body. You love everything he’s giving your body at this moment.
“I-I know what you- Oh fuck. W-what you are,”
Huh?
The thought is almost pushed out of your head when he angles his hips to get deeper inside of you. Wet and dirty sounds of his balls hitting your clit are filling the air of the stretch room. Choso is rambling now. Your pretty pussy’s attempt to milk his cock until there was nothing is making him feel delirious. It just feels so good, so safe, so wet. God, you were so fucking wet for him. He continues his fucked out declaration,
“A-And I can tell y-you don’t like c-commitment, but please. Please let me k-keep you satisfied for all e-eternity.” His rough and insatiable pounding sends your mind to distant places while he pleads. 
With whatever coherent part of your brain is still there, you cower away at the proposition. Shaking your head rapidly in a ‘no’ motion. His harsh thrusts are practically felt in your womb, pushing your hips away when you scramble to grab something stable to hold you on the floor.
Of course, Choso doesn’t let you run away like that. He quickly brings your waist back against him, making sure that his cock is nestled in the deepest parts of your warmth for a moment before starting to thrust again. You’re forced to take it all, and he doesn’t even need to say a word to prevent you from trying that shit again.
Still, you whimper out,
“Chooo baby, I can’t- Ahhh! Can’t l-let you do that.”
Choso only frowns at the evident lie on your lips and pushes your entire body harder onto the mat. A loud gasp escapes your lips when you unexpectedly squirt all over the thin object due to the sudden pressure you feel on your cervix. He was so deep.
Choso doesn’t slow down; he only moans with staggering moans when your pussy sprays its juices on him. In fact, he goes faster. 
“P-Please, miss. I can make you feel this g-good whenever you want. I can- Fuckk. I promise I c-can always fuck you deep like t-this. I’ll worship you. I’d do anything you- anything you ask, just please. L-Let me.” 
It seems that Choso understood precisely what you needed, a bit of prodding and persuading. He’s sure that if someone happens to walk into the lobby, they’ll hear exactly what’s going on due to the loud squelching you both are making. But why does he want that? Why does he want everyone to know that he is the one making you cry out so pretty as if he were your god? Despite your brief resolve, you give the handsome man exactly what he asks. You.
“Yes! Oh fuck yes! M’all yours, Cho! M’cumming- Shit. Shit. Shit. I’m-”
The sounds you both made at the same time were too much for your lovemaking to drown out. With your dam breaking, your pussy twitching open and closed, and your tight pussy covering his heavy cock with splashes of clear liquid and your sweet, sweet cream, Choso gets a taste of heaven. He cums with you. His hand grips the sides of your hips so hard, even through your dark skin, that it might leave bruises. Your perfect pussy squeezing a heavy load out of the man so much that he was shaking when he felt it overfill your cunt. Fuck, you’re too much. 
Heavy breathing and a light pap sound coming from his cum dripping out of your poor pussy could barely be heard by both of you. Choso was in such a headspace that his mind needed to take a breather to gather what the fuck he was going to say to you in a few minutes, his dick softening inside you. You were feeling the after-effects of being fucked so good, buzzing in your right ear, spasming on a cock that’s still buried deep inside of you, and aches on your lower body.
You start to pull off of him, thinking that’s what he wants, but he immediately grabs your hips and keeps you still, still not getting over the euphoric feeling of your pussy on him. Choso realizes something, and at this moment, he feels the most embarrassed he has ever felt. He managed to get a girl's commitment without even knowing her name. 
“Um.. miss?”
You barely let out a whisper, “Yes, Cho?”
“… What’s your name?”
There’s a beat of silence. Please don’t hate me. Please don’t hate me. Please don’t hate me. Choso is pleading that you won’t hate him.
His thoughts were disrupted by a melodic laugh and a honey voice, “It’s Y/n, cutie.” 
Y/n? He finds that name so.. pretty. Almost as pretty as your body. Almost as pretty as the sight of your tight pussy creaming up and- 
Well, now he’s hard again. You won’t mind if he pleases you a little more, right? After all, he made a promise, and Choso is never known for breaking his promises.
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