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[awkward-arthur-rimbaud]

Blog Hiatus Notice

Hey all, it’s the admin, Linkle, speaking today. I don’t know how many of y’all are still following (I still appreciate each and every one of you and hope you’ll stick around regardless), but I wanted to make an official announcement that this blog is on relative hiatus until further notice.

You may still send asks and I’ll still read them and hopefully someday respond when I’m up to it, but as of this moment, I’m afraid I cannot keep this blog running actively.

I’m sure you’ve noticed my silence for some very long time now, but that was more due to being busy than anything else or a lack of interest; however, at this chapter in my life, it pains me to say that although I love BSD and especially Arthur dearly still, I cannot interact with this fandom much for some time due to trauma relating to a person I extensively shared my love of these things with, and the lingering memories of them in relation with him.

I hope that someday I will be able to return to this fandom as intended, but until then, this is a sort of temporary goodbye, and a thank you for all the love you’ve shown Arthur and I over the years, as well as my blog for Paul (which, too, will be going on hiatus for now).

Thank you for this beautiful journey, and take care out there. 💞

[originalaccountname]

For those of you who may not be too familiar with the manga, during ch39: Portrait of a Father, Akutagawa shows up, as Dazai's informant, to give Atsushi documents about who the orphanage headmaster was and what happened to him.

At that moment, Akutagawa shows an uncharacteristic clemency towards Atsushi, saying that "Atsushi's master died today", and compares this to his own relationship with Dazai.

This was a long time ago now, and a lot has happened since. The Cannibalism arc is right after this, where they are very antagonistic towards each other, and includes this scene:

Akutagawa, despite his bitterness towards Atsushi for who he is to Dazai, has seen how similar they are in this sense. Atsushi hasn't, because his gratefulness towards Dazai prevents him from seeing that Akutagawa's experience was completely different with this same person. (he's also not given any time by the narrative to wonder about it)

but then just came along chapter 122!!!

Atsushi gets to see, 1:1, the relationship between Akutagawa and Dazai. For the first time, Akutagawa is relatable to him.

And of course, at the end, Atsushi calls out the illusion as being the headmaster wearing Dazai's face because we are closing this loop! We are forcing Atsushi to see Akutagawa the same way Akutagawa has been seeing him!

[etrevil]

What is up with the emo boys and them leaving their partner having a technical makeout session

[lotus-pear]

NEW MAYOI CARDDDDS MADE ME SILLY THEY CANONICALLY HAVE GIRLS NIGHT SLEEPOVERS IM SOBBING UEUEUUEUEUE

[userkamikis]

Protagonists freefalling

2012 - 2016 - 2020

[dailynakaharachuuya]

3,000 followers art raffle!

Thank you so much for 3000 followers!! As I said previously, I am hosting a raffle!

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[dailysigma]

thread of all Sigma smiles in BSD Wan! bc im bored

Chapter 124:

Chapter 168:

Chapter 185:

thats all we got so far!

[vintter]

"inhumane" family

[yurislava]

bsd fyodor on Nov 11, 1821

[awkwardbsd]

[maalidoesart]

idk thought of this last night in bed so here is a random af crossover

also boyfriend reactions:

(chuuya is probably standing on a box to match hua chengs height bs damn my guy is small)

[leftoverbriocheloaf]

10 for the ask game :D

Oh lord ok for context I am an asexual who thinks one-night stands as plot devices are really underutilized in comedy and genuinely doesnt understand sexual attraction so

I just wanted a funny hijinks fic and I think Poe and Chuuya would be really good friends and complain about their very smart but frustrating detective bfs but I had no idea how they would meet and I was like what if they were drunk lmao and then this fic was born NO JUDGING

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Poe’s first coherent thought, beyond ‘Ow,’ is ‘I am never drinking again.’

It's not that he's unfamiliar with hangovers, but he can definitely say it's been a while. This is probably his first since college. More tired than he’s felt in years, Poe slaps his hand over his eyes, trying to block out the light from his windows that are usually never open. He shifts, barely, and the bed dips– more than it would if Karl had decided to jump on it, unless Karl had multiplied in size that night. He looks over and meets blue eyes that look just as disoriented as he feels.

His third thought of the morning is:

'God, I am never drinking again.'

***

“So–” Nakahara fucking Chuuya, because apparently Poe really knows how to pick them, grimaces, “We aren’t ever going to speak about this again, right?”

“Absolutely not,” Poe agrees, his head in his hands.

“I don’t fuckin’ remember anything anyway,” Nakahara snorts. “Can’t believe I nabbed a damn Guild member though. Hope this isn’t treason.”

“I’m not a member of the Guild anymore,” Poe responds absentmindedly. “And frankly, that makes two of us. I can’t remember a thing.”

“Wait–” Nakahara raises an eyebrow, his tone curious. “You’re a part of the agency then?”

Poe huffs a laugh, shaking his head, “No. I tried to kill them– I’m fairly certain they wouldn’t give me an offer after that.”

“We have that in common, then.”

Poe turns to Nakahara, about to question, before, “Oh. Mafia.”

He stops. Blinks.

“You’re an executive in the mafia.”

“Wanna fuckin’ shout it from the window next?”

“No, I– Sorry,” he frowns when Nakahara crosses his arms, the redhead's expression amused. “This is simply… not great for my civilian cover. Probably.”

“Your raccoon isn’t great for your civilian cover.”

“Karl is very polite–” Poe argues quickly, before, “Shit. Where’s Karl?”

It’s more of a question to himself, because Karl has a habit of knowing exactly when Poe wakes no matter the day and showing up immediately. If Poe doesn’t wake up fast enough, Karl will usually take the initiative to wake him up himself.

Anyway, he does not expect Nakahara to sigh.

He also does not expect Nakahara’s hair to be long enough to hide an entire raccoon.

“Lil’ fucker won’t leave,” he explains like this is an annoying, but not a particularly interesting, occurrence. Poe just stares. “No clue how he got there though.”

Poe blinks absently, his rational brain apparently deciding to take a long vacation, and altogether gives up on trying to piece together the situation. “And you weren’t bringing it up because…?”

Nakahara's cheeks turn pink, “He’s comfy. Not a big deal.”

“How long as he–”

“Dunno.”

Poe almost laughs at the absurdity of the situation. Instead, he breathes deeply before moving to stand.

“Well, I’m going to, um,” he motions for the door awkwardly, “Get Karl some food. Do you want... coffee or something?” What the hell is the procedure for this?

Nakahara takes a moment to think about the question, but then winces, “I’ll pass. I should probably leave, actually.”

Poe nods robotically as he leaves the room, thanking any deities out there that Karl removes himself from Nakahara without Poe having to intervene. He remains entirely silent as he slices a few pieces of fruit for the raccoon, who accepts them gladly, and then Nakahara steps into the kitchen.

“I’m gonna– uh, head out.” 

Poe gives a thumbs up, and then seriously considers jumping out the window because what the hell? And then, because he’s the pinnacle of extrovertedness, he adds, “Thanks for– um– coming, Nakahara-san.”

Kill him. 

Nakahara blinks, then nods in what Poe recognizes as an attempt to hide his growing amusement.

“Just Chuuya is fine,” he waves behind him as he opens the door, “And yeah, bye Edgar.”

The door shuts, and Karl looks at Poe like it's his fault his new best friend just left. Whatever, Karl. Poe is already regretting his decisions in life, he doesn’t need a raccoon pouting at him too. He sighs.

Damn, now he feels bad. 

He gives Karl another piece as an apology, despite the fact that he has not voiced a single one of his thoughts aloud. 

Then, Poe goes back to bed.

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I have no idea if this au is funnier before or after Poe and Ranpo lock Chuuya in a book but I just think they'd be good friends and it would be really funny if sometime later in the plot they try to help each other with their respective love lives and Dazai and Ranpo are like how the hell do you know each other

I actually have a scene following this where after the events of the vampire incident there's a group meeting between the Guild (Poe is there bc he was helping Ranpo during the fight) the ADA and the Port Mafia and Karl is so excited to see Chuuya that Fukazawa is like "ah do you... know each other?" and Poe says "we've met" really quickly and awkwardly while Chuuya tries not to die laughing

[eggsbenedict8]

Okay so if Akutagawa doesn't have a reason to hate Atsushi anymore, imagine he quits shouting at him because Akutagawa is naturally relatively quiet he only shouts at Atsushi because of his jealousy. Can you imagine the wip lash that'd give poor Atsushi just all the sudden Akutagawa of all people seems relatively chill?? I don't think he'd like it he's used to being yelled at.

[veyeruss]

Do y'all ever read a bsd x reader fic and then remember they're based on real people and then you feel kinda awkward and then you get paranoid that the real authors are watching you in the afterlife reading a fanfiction about their magical, fictional 2D counterpart and they're probably judging you or is that just me

[iwantmochisoup]

Hii (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)// can you draw chuuya and akutagawa being wholesome duo. I love them both sm. (And your art is so good, it always makes my day 🫶)

hiiii!! :3 thank you so much for your request!! i know i've been basically saying this for every request, but i really do enjoy all of them so much qwq i'm having so much fun with it, especially on these days when idk what to draw :3c

(also, thank you so much??? and my art making someone's day?? ahhgjfgasdhafg thank you so much!!) I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!! :3

[sskk-manifesto]

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