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[OC x Canon/Yumejoshi Content]
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Art by @OBazzotto (Twitter/X)
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(WIP) Pirates out drinking.
Featuring my fanservant, Calico Jack

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It Only Hurts This Much Right Now / Act I
Trafalgar Law x Fem!Reader Summary: When your captain, Luffy, tells you to run from Bartholomew Kuma on the Sabaody Archipelago instead of fighting, you end up on a submarine. Takes place pre-time skip. W/C: 15k C/W: Fic structure: Sabaody Archipelago → Dressrosa spoilers, canon timeline but majority canon-divergent events, is organised into scenes, she/her pronouns, no use of y/n. Content: panic attacks, anxiety, descriptions of injuries, blood, passing out, trauma (Luffy), and Law has his death tattoos pre-time skip because I said so.
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— Scene 1 —
“Run! Now!”
Your legs move of their own accord, your mind screaming against your captain’s request. Bartholomew Kuma’s Paw-Paw Fruit had your crew disappearing off the Sabaody Archipelago one by one.
With ragged breathing and a burning chest, the further you get from the grassy patch, the more your heart clenches in agony. Your family is gone, and you don’t know if they’re dead or hurt, and the thought of them being in that state has you clutching your chest.
“Luffy!” You scream as he vanishes from sight, your voice broken, but there is nothing you can do. The Devil Fruit you’d eaten as a child feels useless against someone of this calibre, so you run, just as your captain told you to.
The island is in an uproar of violence and fear; the only place you know to go is to the Sunny. The Straw Hats’ dear ship, who’s been waiting for its crew’s arrival, only to be left abandoned when you run directly into the back of someone.
You stumble backwards, the sudden stop causing your legs to give out from underneath you. You land on the ground, a sharp pain in your tailbone sending shockwaves through your spine. Breathing rapidly, you scramble to stand, but not before a hand clasps around your throat.
“Who are you?”
The voice is deep and commanding, and you spit your name out quickly. Your vision is blurry, but you can make out the vague outline of a large man, his fiery hair sticking out in all directions. With exhausted muscles and the little strength you have left, you claw at the man’s hand, his grip tight around your neck. The man scoffs and lets you fall to the ground, the second impact on your spine hurting more than the last.
“Kid, leave the poor girl alone.”
You rub your temples with tender fingers where a deep pain in your skull threatens to explode.
Kid? Where had you heard that name before?
Your voice comes out as a whimper, your body on the cusp of failing you. A warm liquid drips from your hairline, and you pull your hand back, your fingertips crimson. Panic rises in your veins, and you’re reminded of the terrible fate your crew faces. A dull ache on your side stops you from standing, but you try to do so anyway with no success.
“Hey, you’re with the Straw Hats, right?”
Tears collect on your waterline at the sound of it, and your brain focuses on one key component – Straw Hat.
“Come with me.”
Spluttering nonsense, you try to think through the rapid rise and fall of your chest, your inhales raspy, and your exhales short. Your body doesn’t feel like your own, and as tears roll down your cheeks, you wish Kuma had given you the same fate.
“Calm down,” The voice mumbles, hands finding purchase under your armpits to lift you off the ground. “Panicking will only make it worse.”
“M-my crew, they’re gone.”
“Gone?”
You choke on a raggedy cough, your thoughts disordered. With a tightening chest, you nod. “Can’t breathe.”
The man calls something you can’t hear, setting you back on the grass. The sudden threat of Kuma out there and possibly coming for you next has you crawling away from the man, who has his back to you, talking to someone in an orange jumpsuit. Blood drips from your head onto the grass below you, and your arms struggle to hold you. Coughing out sobs, you keep dragging yourself further from where you know Kuma is.
“Hey.”
“Leave me alone,” You rasp. “He’s coming.”
“Who?”
“Kuma,” Your heart tightens as your lips form his name. “He’s going to kill me next.”
“Fuck.”
And before you reach the trunk of a Yarukiman Mangrove, you’re lifted off the ground and thrown over someone’s shoulder. And despite your feeble attempts at hitting their back, you aren’t getting down.
“Don’t take me to Kuma, please,” The plea burns your tongue as you sob, your limbs thrashing. A sharp pain shoots from your side, and you wail out. “Please, get me away from here.”
“You’re safe, you’re free now.” Usually, you’d need proof if a strange person told you something with so much certainty; instead, you nod, and your eyes close of their own volition, exhaustion overpowering your common sense.
— Scene 2 —
You wake with a start, gasping as you sit up. Fear claws at your consciousness and leaves goosebumps in its wake. You don’t dare speak a word. Squinting into the bright overhead lights, you realise you’re in a bed, a thin blanket pooled around your waist. An IV protrudes from your arm, and you shiver at the feeling of it inside you.
“Oh good, you’re awake.”
Your head snaps to the other side of the room, where a tall, lean man stands over a desk. You tilt your head at his appearance, familiarity picking at your mind. It isn’t until he turns around that you gasp. It isn’t his fur hat or patterned jeans that make you recognise him, but the deep steel of his eyes.
Trafalgar Law.
You’d seen him inside the human auctioning house where Luffy punched a Celestial Dragon, thinking nothing of him. Sure, he was a rookie pirate with a higher bounty than your captain, 440 million berries, but he’d done nothing to prove his worth to you.
You stare at him as he walks over, his steps lazy. Trafalgar Law’s blood runs cold, and he’s nothing short of sadistic; at least, that’s what Shakky told you. The man before you now seems to stalk you like you’re his prey, but his voice is surprisingly full of something close to friendliness when he speaks.
“You had a panic attack, and you were severely dehydrated, hence the IV,” You blink at him, your brain processing why Trafalgar Law is standing at the end of the bed and not a doctor. “You have a deep gash on your scalp and one on the left side of your torso, too.”
Your hand lifts to your head unconsciously, your fingertips meeting gauze. It’s obvious there’s some form of pain suppressant coursing through your veins since your body is light and your mind isn’t nearly as sharp as it should be. You curse yourself for being so weak.
“Best try not to touch it.”
Frowning, you lower your hand, feeling the same white fabric around your stomach. This time, you can see the dark splotches seeping through the gauze. Your lips smack softly at the dryness in your mouth, and Trafalgar gestures to the glass beside you.
“Wanna tell me your name?”
You mumble your reply, watching him warily as you sip the drink–-water. The room is quiet, save for the muffled sound of metal clanging.
“Where am I?” You mutter, holding the glass between your hands.
“My ship, the Polar Tang.”
Your stomach clenches with panic. “Why am I here?”
“Your crew was attacked by Bartholomew Kuma. Do you remember?”
Nodding, your eyes sting at the memory.
“You found me and begged me to take you away.”
Your gaze hardens as you set your eyes on him. “I didn’t beg.”
“Believe me, you did.”
Setting the glass onto the bedside table, you rip the blanket off and stand from the bed, noting the discomfort of your side.
“I know you,” You say. “You’re the guy who did nothing as my crew freed the slaves from that auction house.”
Tilting his head, Trafalgar says nothing, though his expression is standoffish. You stand there, your body shivering involuntarily. Maybe you should’ve stayed in bed.
“Drop me off at the next port.”
Trafalgar clicks his tongue. “No, can do; we’re not leaving Sabaody for a few weeks.”
Your eyes dart around the room, noticing the lack of windows.
“I know you don’t trust me,” Trafalgar says, irritation dripping from his tone. “But there was nowhere else for you to go.”
You shrink from his piercing gaze and wrap your arms around your body, being careful to avoid your injury. “How long have I been here?”
“You’re full of questions today, aren’t you?”
You don’t dignify him with an answer and wait for him to reply.
“Two days.”
Two days? “I have to leave. My crew needs me.”
“You’re no good to anyone like this,” Trafalgar shakes his head and raises his palm before you. “Besides, you don’t even know where they are.”
You feel like screaming and crying and throwing up all at the same time. It’s not fair.
“I mean,” He smirks. “You could always ask Kuma where he sent them.”
You narrow your gaze at him. “That’s not funny.”
Trafalgar throws his hands up in false defence. “Never said it was, sweetheart. However, you can’t do anything but stay here and recover.”
You think it over. What he says is true, but that doesn’t mean you must be useless. His nickname washes over you after you go through your options, and you roll your eyes. “Don’t call me that.”
“What? Sweetheart?” He laughs, turning away from you. “I think it’s perfect.”
You want to retort, to yell at him for patronising you at a time like this, but are interrupted when a large something rushes through the door.
“Captain,” The polar bear says, wiping sweat from its forehead. “Kid needs to talk to you.”
Your first thought is Chopper and how excited he’d be to meet another talking animal. Your second thought is far more depressing, and you swallow the emotion lodged in your throat.
Trafalgar sighs and waves his hand at you. “Change her bandages.”
The bear salutes and walks toward you as Trafalgar leaves. “Hello.”
“Hi.” You tilt your head, knowing better than to ask questions.
“Oh,” It looks down at itself and laughs nervously. “I’m Bepo.”
“Bepo…”
“I’m a navigator.”
A familiar feeling rises in your chest. “A navigator, huh?”
“Yup, I navigate the sub,” He scratches behind his ear. “Who are you?”
You smile and tell him your name, slotting that you’re on a submarine in the back of your mind. “I’m a seamstress for the Straw Hats.”
Bepo’s eyes widen. “Captain said we had a guest, but I didn’t know you were a Straw Hat… Anyway, do you mind if I change your bandages?”
Your walls go up, and you glance at the white fabric around your torso. “Uh–”
“Captain had to sew you up,” Bepo says solemnly. “It was a deep cut.”
You nod and reluctantly drop your hands by your sides.
“Let me just— over here,” The bear stammers before rushing to the opposite wall. Usually, you can stitch yourself up. Before Chopper had joined the Straw Hats, you were the one to aid the crew. Zoro’s laceration across his abdomen, thanks to Dracule Mihawk, was your most significant job.
So, when Bepo returns with a fresh roll of gauze and scissors, you quickly take it from his hands. “I can do this.”
“You sure?” He asks carefully, his teeth showing as he cringes.
You swiftly remove the old bandage, unroll the new one, and apply it just as briskly. When the gauze is tightly wrapped around you, you notice Bepo watching in astonishment.
“Are you hungry?” He splutters, eyes still trained on your torso. You guess he’s not the best with blood.
Your stomach rumbles at the sound of food, and Bepo laughs softly. You cover your stomach as you feel your cheeks warm.
“Penguin made rice balls, Captain’s favourite. You’re welcome to have some,” Bepo says, walking to the door. He seems to have forgotten about your injury.
You nod, but before following, you stick your hand out. “Can I take this out?”
The bear turns around at record speed, his eyes honing in on the needle sticking out of your wrist. “Uh, Captain might kill you.”
You pull your hand to your chest. “Why?”
“Captain does all the medical stuff; he’s a doctor. He wouldn’t want to take it out, b—but if it’s uncomfortable, I can take it out for you.”
“He’s a doctor?”
Bepo nods. “And a surgeon.”
His large paws hold your hand delicately. “Okay, this is fine.”
You give him a wary look, letting him take it out despite the fact you can do it yourself. “You’ve never done this before.”
“I-I have, just not on people,” He splutters. “Captain makes me practice with fruit.”
Smirking, you watch the needle slide out from under your skin.
“Done. Let’s go.”
You shake your arm before inspecting the area. Bepo is already in the hallway when you decide to follow him.
“This is the infirmary, obviously,” He says, then points to the other end of the hall. “That’s the Captain’s quarters.”
You nod, though you doubt you’ll need to remember the layout since you’re leaving soon.
You follow Bepo up the stairs as he talks about the submarine, how it works, how he navigates underwater, and how it doesn’t implode. It’s all very fascinating, and you can tell Bepo is passionate about his job on the Polar Tang, but you can’t help but think about your own navigator—
“—and this is the kitchen.”
— how she knows the weather patterns like it's a part of her, how she draws her maps with such detail that it shocks you every time you get your hands on one, how you gossip with her until your cook pesters you to try his new dish.
And then you’re being introduced to the Polar Tang’s cook, and it feels like an iron grip on your esophagus.
“This is Penguin,” Bepo says, pointing at a guy wearing a hat. You give him a wave, though it's half-assed, and you regret it immediately.
“Hi,” You smile, trying your best to push the memories out of your head and make up for the lazy greeting.
“Rice ball?” He asks, handing you said food on a plate.
You take it graciously, thanking him for the snack.
“How’re you feeling?” A new voice calls. You turn to see another man with a hat, but his sunglasses make him different from Penguin.
It takes you a second to swallow the rice. “Been better.”
“Oh, that’s Shachi,” Bepo says before turning to the man. “Would be nice if you introduced yourself.”
Shachi shrugs and returns to his own rice ball.
“I’m here too,” A large man mumbles.
“Jean-Bart,” Bepo gasps. “He’s new. Just joined.”
You nod, finishing your rice ball.
“I see you’ve met some of the crew.” Trafalgar’s voice makes you freeze. You wipe your lips and turn to face him. There’s a katana propped on his shoulder, and you take a moment to study it.
Zoro’s face and stupid laugh pop into your head, and then you’re chewing the inside of your cheek.
“I’ll show you where you’ll be sleeping,” Trafalgar says, leaving the kitchen. You tug your eyebrows together and follow him.
“I’m leaving soon.”
He ignores you and continues down the stairs and past the infirmary. From Bepo’s description of this floor, the only two rooms are the clinic and the Captain’s quarters, and considering Trafalgar is the captain, you deduce that you’ll be close to him.
The thought makes you cringe.
He stops before the final door and opens it.
“Ikkaku stays in the other room.” He says it like you know who that is and ushers you inside. “She’s away at the moment.”
Stepping inside, you realise there are more doors. Three are on the right, and two are on the left in the smaller hallway. He stands close behind you.
“Your room is through the second door on the right. Make yourself comfortable. We’re going into Sabaody tonight.”
And when you turn to ask Trafalgar Law if this is some kind of joke, he’s gone.
You should put a bell on him.
The women’s room is more extensive than you expected, considering there’s only one woman onboard. You peer around corners and keep your footfalls light as you explore, not wanting to snoop in Ikkaku’s stuff accidentally.
There’s an empty room next to the bathroom. Stepping inside, you realise that the warm light of the bedside lamp and the half-full bookcase in the corner make it seem almost homey. The bed is lush when you sit and run your fingertips over the quilt. What is going on?
Despite being alert, the comfort of the room allows you to let your guard down, and the feeling alone makes you want to close your eyes. Only for a moment do you let yourself pretend everything is fine. Luffy runs laps around Sanji as he prepares the fish he’s caught. Nami and Robin are lounging on the deck, and Zoro’s asleep against the mast. Franky’s tinkering with something under the deck with Usopp, and Brook keeps them company with his violin. You’re sitting on the railing of the Thousand Sunny with your legs swinging back and forth as you chat with Chopper, fixing a patch to the underside of his hat where one of Usopp’s inventions blew it off his head.
It was meant to be a sleepless dream, yet you fall victim to the clutches of darkness and dreamless sleep.
— Scene 3 —
You feel sick. Your mouth is dry, and your head is full of cotton. The last thing you remember is laughing at Chopper’s attempt at imitating Sanji.
The isolated room is a punch in the gut, a harsh reality that beats the dream in your head to a bloody pulp. You swallow thickly and sit up from the bed. You don’t know the time since a submarine has no windows, and the actuality of where you are is a cruel reminder of your situation.
You rub your eyes with your sore knuckles hard, ignoring the countless stars that cloud your vision when you drop your hands to your lap. There’s no sound from outside the door, and when you really concentrate, there’s no muffled noise from the level above either.
You groan at the dull throbbing of your side but forget about it when your eye catches on a white jumpsuit hanging from the door handle. You endure the disgust that coats your tongue.
Before you know it, you’re up and snatching the suit from the handle. You swing the door open, not bothering to care that it slams against the wall, and make a beeline to the infirmary. You only know he’s in there because the overhead light is on.
Trafalgar has his hat off and a lab coat on. He’s pulling a latex glove onto his hand when you enter.
“What is this?” You spit, holding the jumpsuit up. Trafalgar’s head turns toward you, his face barren of any emotion. “I’m not one of your pirates.”
“When you’re on my sub, you wear it.”
Scoffing, you throw it onto a cot. “I’m a Straw Hat.”
“You’re on my ship.”
“Against my will.” You know it’s unfair, but the words spill from you anyway.
Trafalgar shakes his head, a small laugh falling from his lips. He returns to his work before him on the metal table. “I’m not arguing with you right now. How’s your wound?”
You ignore his question. “Well, when can you fit me into your busy schedule to argue, Traffy?”
His unamused glance sends shivers down your spine, but he doesn’t bite.
“It’s a safety precaution.” He says, lifting a jar to his face to inspect it.
You look down at your clothes and the gauze around you and sigh. Your head is still fuzzy from your nap, and fighting him will get you nowhere, you can tell that much. It’s safe to say that Trafalgar Law gets under your skin, and not just because he’s a surgeon.
“Not happening,” You shake your head and step back. “I’m not a part of your crew.”
“As you’ve said,” Trafalgar utters, his voice tinged with irritation. “Fine.”
Your face softens at the finality of his tone.
“But when you’re wandering around Sabaody, don’t come running to me when someone attempts to cash in the bounty on your head. You stand out.”
You smile, your pride overpowering any other emotion for a second. “You’ve done your research.”
“370 million berries,” He states, turning around. “But I have yet to see why.”
Your expression sours, and you spin toward the door to leave. “Goodnight, Trafalgar.”
He says nothing as you swipe a new gauze roll from the shelf next to the entrance and shut the door behind you.
“Asshole,” You mumble, flexing your hands to stretch out the fists you didn’t realise you’d been sporting—perhaps it’s best that you didn’t lose control of your powers in front of him. The walk back to your room is short, choosing to go to the bathroom before heading back to bed.
After poking around in the bathroom for an hour, you exit with a towel around you, again noticing the lack of noise on the ship. It is eerily silent as you redress in your old clothes, but once you’re done, you see a new set of clothes on the bed.
When did they get there?
You hold the new top, noticing the size is slightly off. Sighing, you move your fingers in a certain way to change the width and length of the garment. “Sew.”
Seams pop, and new ones are made until the ill-fitting clothes resize to fit you perfectly. You hum in contentment and place them on the chair in the corner of the room.
You wrap your wound with new gauze, thanks to the roll you stole earlier, but the pain suppressants are wearing off, and the pain is beginning to seep through. Your gaze catches on the new clothes, and despite the bloodstains and dirt patches on the clothes you wear now, you decide you feel more comfortable in them than the foreign ones in the corner.
Laying on the bed, your eyes close almost instantly. The emotion you feel from earlier and the spat with Trafalgar has tired you. You thought it’d be difficult to fall asleep in such ghostly silence, but when the blanket covers you, you’re dreaming about your crew again.
—
It’s only slight, but the knock that comes from outside of your door startles you. You’ve been awake for hours, picking through the books on the shelf and thinking about how you were leaving Sabaody when it happened.
Your name is low on his lips when he speaks it, and your heart jumps at the sound of it.
“Come in.”
The door opens slowly, like Trafalgar’s nervous about what he’ll find.
“How’re you feeling?”
You glance at your stomach and shrug. “Achy.”
Trafalgar nods, standing awkwardly in the doorway, one of his hands digging in the pocket of his jeans. “I brought you some pills for the pain.”
The bottle is small, but it's full of medication. You thank him, screwing the cap and emptying two into your palm. The air is thick with tension, but not the good kind. What he said earlier in the evening still rings in your mind.
“I’ll show you why my bounty is so high when I’m ready, okay?”
Trafalgar eyes you warily. “Okay…”
“Thanks for bringing these,” You gesture to the tablets in your palm, trying to diffuse the tension. “Maybe I’ll be able to sleep properly.”
“You’re having trouble?” Trafalgar scratches his chin halfway out the door.
“Not bad,” You lie, waving your hand in dismissal. “Just nightmares and stuff. About Kuma and my crew and drowning in a submarine.”
You don’t know why you’re talking to him like this, exposing your fears, like he’s a Straw Hat, but something about his mellow demeanour is comforting. His shy eyes and shadow of a smile starkly contrast to the man you spoke to earlier in the night.
“Well, I know that this submarine isn’t going to sink, spring a leak, or implode, so you can scratch that off your list of fears.”
His good-natured humour surprises you despite his cold look. “Take two every four hours, and the pain should be almost absent.”
You nod, realising he’s talking about the medication. Taking the glass from the bedside table, you wash the pills down.
“Goodnight, Trafalgar.”
“Night,” He murmurs, whispering your name afterwards.
You open your mouth to say something else, anything else, when he beats you to it.
“By the way,” Trafalgar says, his voice oddly soft. “The situation with your crew will only hurt this much now. As the days pass, it’ll get better.”
He shuts the door behind him, and you stare at it like he still lingers there.
You can’t help but believe him.
— Scene 4 —
Bepo looks at you oddly from across the table.
It’s the next morning, and he’d informed you the day before in his tour that breakfast was at eight am sharp. It wasn’t until you heard the first sound above you that you’d studied the clothes given to you with such caution that you thought yourself ridiculous before sighing and putting them on. You’d shoved your feet into your shoes and trudged upstairs to the dining room, where Penguin shovelled various foods onto your plate without asking your preference and sent you to the table where you sit now.
“What?” You ask Bepo, moving pieces of your breakfast around your plate.
Bepo jumps at your voice, suddenly finding the fish before him extremely interesting. “Nothing.”
Twisting your lips, you feel bad for catching him off guard. “Sorry.”
“Don’t apologise,” The navigator shakes his head. “It’s just that you’re not wearing a boiler suit.”
“Oh,” You mumble, looking down at yourself. Maybe you should’ve worn your own clothes.
“It’s not a bad thing,” Bepo interjects quickly, noticing the look on your face.
“Yeah, never a bad thing,” Shachi comments from the other end of the table.
Bepo gasps. “Ignore him.”
You give him a small smile.
“It's just that the only person who doesn’t wear one is Captain Law. It’s just odd seeing someone else aboard not wearing one, is all.”
“Alright,” A familiar voice says from the doorway. “We’re going onto Sabaody. Get your shit together and meet out the front.”
You watch the Heart Pirates scramble to finish their meals, stacking their plates beside the sink as they exit the room. Soon enough, you’re sitting at the table on your own.
“You’re welcome to join us,” Trafalgar says. “Just stay close.”
“I’m good here,” You don’t turn to look at him. “Not looking to cause any problems.”
He sighs. “Do you need anything?”
You think it over, deciding to take his question literally. What you need is to get off this island and find your crew, to get to the Sunny and go to Fishman Island, like the original plan. Instead, you’re on a submarine, docked on the island where your crew went missing without knowing how to get them back. Your words are bitter as they leave you, but you don’t regret them.
“What I need is impossible for you to get.”
“Are you always this melodramatic?”
His quip surprises you. Your chair scrapes against the metal floor as you stand. You narrow your eyes at him as you walk to the sink and put your plate on the top of the stack. “Are you always this big of a dick?”
“Only when someone is being difficult. It’s not hard to accept help, you know. Or is that against the rules of the Straw Hats?”
You blink at him in shock, your voice low as you approach him. You can feel the power of your Devil Fruit tingling under your skin. “You know nothing about me or my crew.”
“Yet, I can read you like a book,” Trafalgar laughs, looking down at you. “I see you fit in the clothes fine.”
“Are you done?” You scowl, your fingers moving into their usual position when your powers are in use. It’s difficult to control yourself around him. At least you got your answer as to where the clothes came from. You don’t have it in you to thank him right now.
Adjusting the katana on his shoulder, Trafalgar sighs, lifting a finger to move the needle that materialised before his nose. “Let’s get out of here, hm?”
You gasp at the sight of one of your needles, regret swimming in your eyes. The needle vanishes like it was never there as you grab hold of your ability. “I’m so sorry.”
He turns around, ignoring your apology. “I see.”
“See what?” You ask, breathless at your lack of control. Your feet carry you after him, seemingly having a mind of their own.
“You ate a Devil Fruit.”
You don’t care that he’s leading you outside. “What if I did?”
When the breeze hits his face, Trafalgar stops, and you almost run into his back. “I want to see what it does.”
You swallow thickly. “No.”
Being outside, on Sabaody, makes your chest hurt. You try to push down the emotions clouding your vision and circle Trafalgar to stand before him.
“No?”
You nod once. “I’m not a circus animal.”
“You say you’re not a lot of things, sweetheart,” He says. “When can I hear about something you are?”
His words are honeyed, and you refrain from shivering. “I am pissed off at you.”
His eyebrow quirks up at you. “Now we’re getting somewhere.”
Ignoring him, you turn. “I’m going to get some supplies, don’t follow me.”
“I thought you were good here… but, unfortunately, sweetheart, I wasn’t planning on it,” Trafalgar mutters. “Just stay low, okay? There are pirates and marines everywhere. No matter where you are, they’ll be there too.”
You acknowledge his warning and turn to leave, but the call of your name from his lips has you glancing over your shoulder.
“Try not to open your wound, okay? Don’t need you dying on me.”
— Scene 5 —
When Trafalgar told you there were marines everywhere, you thought he exaggerated. Surely they wouldn’t be around every corner, store, on every rooftop…
Now, you know better than to doubt his judgment. The screaming of civilians and the sound and vibration of explosions have your heart leaping every few minutes in fear.
“Shit,” You curse as you jump into another alleyway. A group of Marines run past, and your heart beats in sync with their footsteps.
A trip to the town is more complicated than you thought. Shoving your hand in your pocket, you fish out fifty berries and whine silently when you realise how little you have to spend.
You don’t want to, but Nami’s tips on stealing and bargaining cross your mind. Thieving on Sabaody Archipelago seems like a foolish thing to do—there’s no way you’d get away with it with all the Marines on duty. Rolling your eyes, you step from the street and onto the main strip.
When nobody jumps you, you make your way to the closest store. It's dark inside the building, but you use that to your advantage and slide various small items into your pockets. The aisles are empty; the only person in sight is the cashier, an elderly man with horns.
Trafalgar’s words swim in your mind as you wander down the aisles.
Don’t need you dying on me… I can read you like a book…
His mood swings give you a headache; you’ve only known him a day. You couldn’t imagine having him as your captain. Despite Luffy’s carefree attitude, he’d never get smart like that, and he would never call you melodramatic. Hell, he wouldn't even know what melodramatic means.
The thought of your own captain has your stomach sinking, but then your skin is burning at the sheer audacity of Trafalgar Law. Bepo seems to have a high tolerance for his captain, and you guess that skill only develops with time. You scowl at the thought of spending more time with Trafalgar than you have to. You sure hope your crew makes it back here soon.
But, your mind is so focused on the captain of the Heart Pirates that it isn’t until you’re at the counter, paying for three rolls of gauze and a box of rice cakes, that the newspaper beside the counter catches your attention.
PORTGAS D. ACE TO BE PUBLICLY EXECUTED
You stare at the headline. It takes a moment for the words to sink in. Ace. Executed.
“Miss?”
Blinking once, you drop the berries onto the counter, snatch the newspaper from the stand, and run out of the store with it pressed to your chest.
No, no, no.
At a time when your captain needs you most, you’re not there. No tears well at your waterline; only panic has you in its steel clutches.
You sprint back to the Polar Tang, your legs burning and your mind racing. You don’t dare look at the paper again until you're safe in the room you’re staying in. Throwing it on the bed, you finally look over the details.
The World Government has captured Fire Fist Ace…. The renowned pirate Blackbeard has been invited to become a Warlord…the execution has been set to be at Marineford in one week…
Shaking your head in disbelief, you refuse to believe the printed words. You scrunch the paper in your hand and fly from the room into the infirmary.
Trafalgar is nowhere to be found.
“Please,” You plea as you run up the stairs and into the kitchen. “Hello?”
The Polar Tang is empty.
Your voice echoes off the cold metal, and you sink to your knees. A sharp pain rolls through you, and you look down at your stomach to see the bandages soaked in blood. The sight makes your head feel light. Your heart rate rapidly inclines, and the kitchen spins before your eyes, the adrenaline coursing through your veins tapering off. With shaky hands, you unfurl the newspaper.
Where’s Trafalgar now? Where are the words he spoke to you last night? It only hurts this much right now? It’s not getting better, only worse. Why would he lie?
Despite your racing thoughts, the only name on your mind and tongue is Luffy before you pass out, and your head hits the metal floor of the common area with a dull thud.
— Scene 6 —
“I’m starting to get Deja vu, sweetheart.”
You groan when you hear his voice.
“I thought I told you not to die yet,” Trafalgar mumbles, urgency in his tone. “Never mind, the war’s started.”
War?
“What war?” You slur, squeezing your eyes shut against the overhead lights. You feel exposed, and when you peer down at your body, you see a blue gown covering you.
“Your body has undergone immense trauma, both physically and mentally,” He ignores your question. “It's been a few days since Bepo found you bleeding out in the kitchen.”
You blink, covering your eyes with your hands. “What’s going on?”
“You were comatose, close to death. You’re stable now, but I thought I told you not to reopen your wound and—”
“Not with me,” You sit up, your eyes still hurting. “With the war.”
Sighing harshly, Trafalgar sits on a chair beside the bed, resting his forearms on his knees. You turn to look at him, noticing his sleeves have been pushed up to his elbows. On his arms lay stark tattoos, the ink trailing down to his hands and then his knuckles.
EATH
You open your mouth to ask about its meaning but aren’t quick enough.
“Whitebeard’s at Marineford. We’re on our way there now.”
You furrow your eyebrows, finally comprehending the grinding and clanging of metal around you. “Why?”
“Portgas D. Ace’s execution is today.”
The name makes you lurch, and you scold yourself for thinking about asking Trafalgar about his tattoos. How foolish.
“What’s wrong? Is it your wound?”
“He’s Luffy’s brother,” You whisper, dread flooding you. “Why are we going?”
Trafalgar gives up on your health when he realises you won’t tell him anything about it, but the information that Luffy is Ace’s brother catches his attention. “It would be a shame for a rival to die this early.”
“Rival? Ace is a rival?”
Trafalgar lets out a humourless laugh. “Monkey D. Luffy is a rival.”
You’re speechless. Wholly and utterly silent at his declaration. Your mouth opens and closes as you try to form the words your brain wants you to say but to no avail.
He shrugs when he sees you attempt to say something. “We’re pirates, or did you forget that?”
The idea that you could be here for shifty reasons hits you all at once. Sure, you’d thought about it when you woke up the first time, grateful that a pirate was willing to save you, to put their life on the line to help another pirate. But you were a fool for thinking it was out of the goodness of his heart.
That’s why it all spills out when you open your mouth this time. “Why keep me alive, then? I’m a pirate from an opposing crew with a bounty of over three hundred million berries. Why not kill me and cash it in?”
“You could be useful.”
“Useful.” The word is bitter on your tongue. Useful, not as an addition to a pirate crew, but as a weapon to wield against the people you love. Who was that man from your first night here? Does he exist under the facade of Trafalgar Law? Or was it all a lie?
“You know…” He ponders, running his tongue over his teeth. “Leverage.”
“Huh,” You smile fakely, disdain morphing your expression. “So, that’s all I’m good for?”
“Right now? Yes.”
Your hand flicks up before you know what you’re doing. The act of sewing his lips shut fills you with such jubilation that you can’t help but smile a genuine smile. The black thread of your power has Trafalgar rising instantly, the chair he was on flying out behind him.
“You may be Trafalgar Law,” You say lowly. “But I’m not a pawn.”
Trafalgar claws at his lips before sticking one hand out. A blue dome covers the room, and you feel an odd sensation in your chest. It feels as though your heart is being ripped out of your chest. You scream in agony, most likely ripping the stitches in your side as you clutch at your breast. The IV needle in your hand tears through your skin, and your blood spills onto the gown you wear, soaking through it.
Trafalgar gestures wildly at you, screaming through his closed lips as the threads tighten. You’re unknowingly making them taut, suffocating him. He staggers, the trolley that houses the surgical equipment rolling away as he falls to the ground. Scalpels and scissors clatter to the ground, the infirmary turning into a place of chaos.
His face is red, close to purple when you see it, a blue cube with a fist-sized organ inside it. Your heart.
“What the…” Your brain seems to forget the pain when you see your lifeline in the hand of Trafalgar Law.
You’re in such a state of shock that you loosen and remove the thread from his lips, your body falling limply onto the pillows behind you.
“What the fuck?” His voice is hoarse. “Are you insane?”
“Are you?” You ask pathetically, still trying to process what you just witnessed.
He doesn’t answer, his chest rising and falling rapidly, his lungs trying to take in as much oxygen as possible. He leans his back against the cupboards, his legs bent in front of him. The blue cube hangs from his fingertips behind his knees.
You yelp in surprise and paw at the empty slot in your chest.
“Give me my heart back,” You don’t know what you’re saying. How could he have your heart?
Trafalgar pushes himself back to his full height, his breathing still ragged but quiet. “What Devil Fruit did you eat? They’re not strings, that’s impossible.”
“What?” You ask absentmindedly, still occupied with the phenomenon of your open chest.
“What are your powers?” He presses, staring at you.
“The Sew-Sew Fruit.”
“Sew-Sew Fruit…”
“I have thread and needles and shit, okay,” Your breathing starts to go rigid. “Where’s my heart?”
“You suffocated me, that’s—”
“Trafalgar!” Tears roll down your cheeks. “Where is my heart?”
His body goes still, and the terror in your eyes is enough for him to lift it and slot it back into your body. The sound of blood rushing through you is loud, and you can feel the blood in your veins. The first beat of your heart back in your chest is painful but quickly dissipates as your body recognises it as its own. It’s an experience you never want to endure again.
You scramble away from him, climbing onto the floor and pressing your back against the furthest cabinet.
“Careful of your wound,” Trafalgar mutters, his gaze glazed with concern. His face has returned to its standard shade, and he rubs his chest.
“I don’t care.”
“I’m sorry.”
The apology should shock you, but you shake your head in disbelief. “What was that?”
He swallows thickly. “I ate the Op-Op Fruit. I can control all matter within the range of my room.”
“This room?” Your hand lands on your side, the pain returning.
“This room,” He says, lifting his hand. “Room.”
And as before, a blue dome covers you, and you stare at the ceiling in wonder, though you’re confused about how you could be so fascinated at something that almost killed you.
“Op-Op…”
“So, what does yours do?”
“I have sew,” You gesture with one hand. “Which you saw, that controls threads, and needles, which controls, well, needles. Sew can be used to stitch up wounds, trap people, and, you know, tie them up, strangulation. Whereas with needles, I can produce giant ones for stabbing and stuff.”
Law hums. “That’s a simple way of putting it…”
A smile you can only believe came from the deepest depths of your soul spreads across your cheeks. “No wonder your bounty’s so high.”
“And I now see why yours is so high.”
You feel your body relax when Trafalgar retracts his room. “I’m sorry.”
He shakes his head. “I deserved that. I was being a dick.”
“You were being a dick,” Your lips quirk. “But I was way out of line. I know we’re pirates, but—”
“What happened? I heard screaming,” Bepo barges into the infirmary, the door slamming against the wall.
You shake your head in dismissal. “Nothing, I just fell.”
Trafalgar’s eyebrows twitch when he looks at you. You could’ve easily told Bepo his captain almost killed you, but you couldn’t tell him you almost killed his captain, too.
“Oh,” The bear sighs. “Are you okay?”
You nod, pushing yourself off the ground to stand. “Thanks for checking in.”
Bepo smiles before speaking to Trafalgar. “Captain.”
“What is it?” He asks, turning so his back is to you both.
“We’ll be docking soon. The waters are rough around Marineford.”
“Understandable,” Trafalgar mutters. “Get the crew ready to retrieve Straw Hat.”
Bepo nods and quickly leaves.
“We’re retrieving him?”
Trafalgar sighs. “I told you, a rival can’t die this early. We’re rookies, we have to protect each other until the new age surpasses the old.”
His words have a strange intonation of leadership as if he feels responsible for Luffy. And maybe it's the underlying knowledge that he feels like your captain could be useful to him, but for now, you’re grateful he’s willing to help him.
“That’s sweet.”
Trafalgar narrows his eyes at you. “Get ready to resurface. We won’t have much time.”
You look down at your bloody gown and hurry to your bedroom, your stomach churning with both excitement and dread. Excitement for seeing Luffy, dread for everything else.
— Scene 7 —
“Hurry up!” Trafalgar yells to his crew. “We get Straw Hat out of there and leave.”
“Yes, Captain.” The response is a collective voice, and you stand in the corner, nursing your wound. You would’ve rather done it in the privacy of the infirmary or your bedroom, but with Luffy so close, you don’t care if the men see you.
“Only Bepo, Penguin, Shachi, Jean-Bart, and I will be on deck, the rest of you are on standby, given things go to shit.”
Another collective, yes, Captain, rolls through the common area. You’re on the verge of yelling that you’re going with them when Trafalgar finds your gaze and nods once, confirming that you’ll be there too.
Swallowing, you inhale sharply. Your wound is secure, and you can feel your power surge through you, just in case.
The submarine lurches, and then the crew rushes to their stations—some to the boiler room (you learnt was below your bedroom), others to the control room, and more to prepare the infirmary. It’s a practised procedure, and the tension around you reminds you of your own crew.
Trafalgar clears his throat, and you turn to see him before you. “Be careful up there, okay? We don’t need you more injured.”
You laugh. “Care about me, huh?”
He clears his throat. “Just need my leverage to be in good shape if i’m to negotiate with Straw Hat.”
You want to roll your eyes but don’t. You swear it hurt him to say that from the set of his jaw.
Before you can ponder it, you notice Bepo taking the stairs up to the main door.
There’s no time to be thinking about him. Luffy is your top priority.
“Are we there?”
Trafalgar glances over his shoulder to follow your gaze. “Yeah. Come on.”
You can hear the chaos before you see it. It's a cacophony of cannonballs, gruff wails of anguish, and the distorted sound of bones shattering.
Bepo pushes the door open, and the wind hits you in the face. The air is thick with rot, burning flesh, and salt, and you cover your nose before you gag.
“Welcome to the battlefield,” Bepo says. He means it as a joke, but it's utterly morbid.
Far away, chatter erupts when you step onto the deck. Marineford is seemingly silent at the arrival of the submarine. Blood sprays in the distance, accompanied by strangled cries and all you want to do is crouch down and cover your ears like a child. You can’t imagine Luffy here.
“Hey!” Trafalgar yells, and your attention is turned to the floating bodies in the sky. You recognise who it is immediately and run to the front of the deck.
“Luffy!” You scream, your eyes catching on his unconscious body. You feel yourself gag at the mangled state of his chest, but when you look at who is holding him, you’re stumbling over your own feet. “Buggy?”
“Hey!” The clown yells, his eyes wide. “Hey, I remember you! You’re that girl who sewed my arms to my legs back in Loguetown! Why are you here?”
Trafalgar snorts beside you, brushing off the rest of Buggy’s questions.“Quick, hand over Straw Hat.”
“I don’t take orders from you! Besides, what do you want with him?” Buggy asks. “Who even are you? What are you doing with the girl from Straw Hat’s crew?”
Trafalgar ignores him, lips pursed. “Just hand him over, he’ll die without my help. I’m a doctor.”
You notice the Fishman Buggy holds under his other arm. “Who is that…?”
“Doctor, my ass! No doctor carries around a sword that big,” Buggy cries.
“I don’t have time for your shit, clown. Hand over Straw Hat.”
“But, what’s in it for me? You’re just a —”
The familiar high-pitched sound of a cannonball makes your heart leap. “Trafalgar…”
“Uh, Captain,” Shachi calls, his voice wobbly. “Navy battleships are approaching the stern.”
“Fuck,” Trafalgar curses. “Hurry up! Give him to me!”
Four more cannon fires can be heard before the sub rocks violently from the impact.
“Captain, we’re almost in their firing range!”
The wind from a cannonball landing so close to the sub has you panicking. “Quick, Buggy!”
“Don’t you start bossing me around, little lady,” The clown screams, his voice cut short when you feel the submarine lean dangerously to the left.
“What’s going on?” Bepo yells, holding onto the railing.
“Oh, fuck,” Trafalgar says, looking to where Buggy floats. You follow his gaze, your body freezing at the sight of Kizaru. “Drop him now!”
“Fine!” Buggy exclaims, throwing Luffy and the Fishman down to the deck. The clown yells more nonsense, but you don’t care to listen. Your heart is in your throat as you watch them fall.
“Jean-Bart, quick, they’re coming.”
The large man raises his arms and catches them as Trafalgar yells, “Submerge.”
You run inside, going down to the infirmary. The submarine lurches, and you grab ahold of the handrail to stop yourself from stumbling down the stairs. You enter the infirmary, dodging crew members as they prepare for the worst.
Trafalgar and Bepo are nowhere to be seen, but you can hear shouting down the hall.
“Prepare for surgery!”
You slip into the corner of the room as the Heart Pirates file inside. The only evidence you get of Luffy is the glimpses of his bloody body. You cover your mouth with your hand at the state of him.
“Set up for a transfusion! He’s lost a lot of blood.”
The main door to the submarine slams shut, and the metal walls vibrate from the jolt. You wait with bated breath as the crew rushes around the room, sticking needles in Luffy’s arms and opening sterile equipment.
It’s captivating how fast Traflagar’s crew prepares Luffy and the Fishman for surgery. If it weren’t Luffy, you’d find it exhilarating.
Footfalls down the hall grab your attention, and soon, Bepo and the Heart Pirates Captain are entering the infirmary. Trafalgar holds something in his grasp, but you’re too engrossed in Luffy to realise what he shoves in your hands.
“Keep this safe for him, okay, sweetheart?”
You draw your attention away and look up at Trafalgar before noticing the familiar straw of Luffy’s hat between your fingers. Nodding, you curl your lips between your teeth to stop your emotions from teetering over.
He walks away, taking white latex gloves from Penguin and putting them on. Trafalgar looks over the Fishman.
“He’s been shot through the stomach… amazing he’s still breathing.”
Finally, the last tube is inserted down Luffy’s throat, and you hold your breath while you wait for Trafalgar’s assessment.
“Straw Hat’s injuries are fairly severe, too,” He says. “But I think his emotional trauma is the real issue.”
Your heart skips a beat. Ace.
“Do they need anaesthesia?” Penguin asks from the corner. Your jaw clenches at the mere thought that they wouldn’t.
“No, Straw Hat is close to comatose, and the Fishman is unconscious. They won’t feel a thing.”
Your mouth falls open. “But, Trafalgar—”
“It’s gonna be a fun operation, yeah?”
His words make you feel sick. “Hey—”
“Get her outta here,” Trafalgar says, waving his hand in dismissal.
“Yes, Captain,” Bepo mumbles, walking over to you.
“Bepo—”
“Captain’s orders,” He says tightly. “I’m sorry.”
You shake your head, your hands clutching Luffy’s hat to your chest. “I can’t leave him—”
“You have to; he’ll be just fine.”
“But—”
The door to the infirmary closes behind you and Bepo, and you're at a loss for words. There’s no use screaming about it, Trafalgar needs to concentrate.
“Stay here until I come and get you, okay?”
Bepo smiles sadly at you before he leaves you in your room. Now that you’re alone and the adrenaline of helping Luffy has worn off your wound throbs. Groaning in pain, you limp to the bedside table and swallow four pills.
The sub is silent, except for the relentless beeping down the hall.
Suddenly, the sub rocks uncontrollably. Screaming ensues from the infirmary, and panic clutches at your chest. You stagger and fall to the bed, instantly rolling off when the sub jumps.
“Bepo!”
Crying echoes down the hall as he races to your room. Your door swings open, and Bepo falls inside, rolling on the floor beside you. “Aokiji’s turning the ocean to ice!”
The submarine surges forward, going faster and deeper. The rocking calms down, and Bepo knocks his forehead on the floor. “No more stress, please.”
You sigh out a nervous laugh at where you lay on the floor. The sub jolts again; this time, it isn’t until the ship starts swerving that Bepo cries out. “We got lucky once. Now we’re really gonna die!”
“We’re not going to die,” You say, trying to keep your voice even. “Just hold on.”
Bepo whimpers, and before he can do as you say, he rolls into the other wall. Your name falls from his mouth in a whine, his eyes closing with dizziness. You cringe with pain, your body slamming into the leg of the bedframe.
Finally, the sub evens out, but you can tell you’re going extremely fast. The door squeaks on its hinges when it opens.
“You guys okay?”
You lift your head to see Penguin panting with his hand on the doorframe.
“Never better,” Bepo murmurs, his paws scratching the metal floor.
You nod and attempt to stand, your hand over your wound. “How’s Luffy?”
Penguin stands taller. “Surgery’s going fine. Are you okay?”
“Yeah, just a bit dizzy,” You say, knowing your skin will be marred with bruises. You don’t tell him of the sharp pain in your temple. “Are we safe?”
He visibly swallows. “Should be. Jean-Bart says nothing is attacking us now.”
“Thank you, Gods,” Bepo whines in happiness, pushing himself back to his full height. “I’m going back to the infirmary. I need an ice pack.”
You and Penguin watch Bepo leave, his legs wobbly.
“Do you need anything?” Penguin asks, his eyes trained on where your hand presses against your side.
“Should be fine, thanks.”
He gives you a tight-lipped smile before exiting. You sit on the bed, lifting your shirt to inspect your wound.
It’s bloody, and it's clear your stitches have come undone again. When will you catch a break?
Taking a deep breath, you unravel the bandage. Once the soiled gauze is off, you look away, feeling queasy. You move your fingers against your skin, not needing to look when your power starts. “Sew.”
There’s no sensation when your needle pierces your skin and begins sewing you up. It's a painless procedure, one you’ve done one too many times, but a minuscule part of you wishes it were Traflagar’s nimble fingers threading a needle and cotton through you. It isn’t a welcomed thought, though you don’t curse yourself for thinking such things. You blame the minor blood loss and continue staring at the floor as you sew yourself back together.
— Scene 8 —
You don’t know how you keep finding yourself in these positions, causing yourself unnecessary pain for the sake of others. Though, you can’t help it this time.
Luffy is recovering in the infirmary after his surgery. It’s been four days since Trafalgar finished his procedures on your captain and the Fishman, who you have now learnt is Jinbe, a former Warlord.
You’re outside the door, in the hallway, your backside hurting from sitting in the same position on the metal floor for a few hours. Your neck aches, and your back needs a stretch, but you feel guilty about getting up. You refuse to leave with your captain unconscious and without a specific timeframe of when he will wake. He went through hell in an attempt to save his brother, who you’d met once in Alabasta, and it wasn’t fair that he had to endure that while you were sealed inside a submarine with another crew.
Trafalgar said it was unfair that you felt like this, and it took time for you to believe him. The past four days have been full of anxiety and tears, but you finally pulled yourself together to see Luffy without having a breakdown. You can feel sweat dripping down the side of your face, but leave it to do so, and you draw your knees to your chest and lean your forehead on your knees.
“It’s too hot down here,” Bepo complains from down the hall. He’s on the floor, his tongue lolling out of his mouth as Penguin and Shachi watch him with apprehension. “I’m going to fade away. Goodbye, cruel world.”
“Shut up, Bepo,” Penguin snaps, wiping sweat from his forehead. “Now I’m hot, and I wasn’t hot until you said something.”
“All that fur really sucks, huh?” Shachi laughs, crossing his arms over his chest.
Bepo pointedly ignores him, slumping his body flat on the floor.
“I hate going so far underwater. It gets so stuffy,” He cries before narrowing his eyes at his crewmates. “And the company is oppressive, too.”
You can’t help the giggle that falls from your lips.
“Not you,” Bepo comments, looking down the hall at you. “You’re not mean to me.”
“Yeah, well, we hate being here with you too, jerk,” Penguin says.
“Such vitriol. What is a poor bear to do…?” Bepo whines, lugging himself to his feet. “To win the love of his crew members?”
The collective disgusted sounds of Penguin and Shachi echo down the hall, and you lift your head to see why. Bepo hugs them both into him, rubbing his sweat on their faces. You smile at the sight, a pang of homesickness making your stomach turn. You remember Zoro doing the same thing to you and Sanji when you complained about his lack of bathing.
“Fine! We’ll ask the captain if we can surface,” Penguin yells, trying to pry himself away from Bepo.
“Captain!” They yell, stumbling over each other to get up the stairs. You sigh and return to staring at the wall opposite you.
Heavy footfalls shake the sub above, but you ignore it, wiping a stray tear from your cheek. Your stomach drops as you feel the sub incline rapidly, and you barely smile when you hear the cheers from the common area.
You stand when the sub is stationary, and there’s no movement above you. You place your hand on the door handle, the cool metal soothing the warmth of your body. You twist the handle and step inside the infirmary. The sight of the Fishman sitting up on his bed surprises you, but your focus is solely on your captain, who lays there motionless, with a large tube coming from his throat.
“Who are you?” The man asks, and you jump at the gravel of his voice.
You tell him your name. “I’m a Straw Hat.”
Jinbe looks taken aback as you run your eyes over Luffy’s body. He’s covered in bandages from head to toe, and you can’t imagine what his injuries look like. You notice Trafalgar’s katana leaning against the bed.
“How are you here? Luffy said his crew was gone.”
You stand over your captain, your face warm with emotion. You move the katana down to the end of the bed.
“He told me to run, so I did,” You whisper, brushing his hair off his forehead. “I think he thought Kuma got me too.”
Jinbe blinks at you before he gets up. “There sounds like trouble above deck. I’ll go.”
You nod without lifting your head, though you can sense him studying you.
“He spoke a lot about his crew. I’m glad you’re here.”
Smiling wetly, you sniffle. “I’m glad too.”
When the door clicks, you fall to your knees beside the bed. Trafalgar said not to disturb Luffy and told you not to touch his recovering body, but you can’t follow his orders, no matter how hard you try.
“I’m so sorry,” You sob as you rub his wrist, the gauze rough against your fingertips. “I should’ve stayed back and helped you. Why would you tell me to run?”
You know you won’t get a response, but having him this close after believing him dead is something your poor heart can’t fathom.
You don’t know how long you sit there, your head leaning on the side of the bed, but when you come back to your senses, it's obvious the sub is moving. To where? You can’t begin to guess.
But, you hope Bepo got his fresh air.
—
Chaos has ensued above deck, you can tell that much. The sound of cheers and then screams of fear, with the dull thuds of arrows lodging into the walls, make you nervous.
“I’ll be back,” You say, flying from the room. The submarine is empty when you get to the top floor, and you aim straight for the exit.
The main entrance is ajar, and you push it open. “Trafalgar, what’s—”
“A woman!”
You freeze after you stumble onto the deck. In awe, you’re suddenly the focus of several people, no, women, lining the walls of a bay. They all wave at you, clearly excited to see you.
Smiling awkwardly, you wave back, glancing at Trafalgar.
“Where are we?” You mutter, noticing the large ship in front of you veering off to the left.
“Amazon Lily.”
“Okay…” You drop your arm. “Why?”
“They’re going to take care of Straw Hat.”
Drawing your brows together, you shake your head. “What happened to being the best doctor on the Grand Line?”
“I never called myself that,” He scoffs. “Boa Hancock has a fixation on your captain, so she’s going to house him here.”
Boa Hancock. “The Warlord?”
“Mmhm,” He hums. “I’m in the dark about how they know each other, but she’s eager to help him.”
“He’s not something to be passed around.”
“I know that, but Hancock is adamant about it,” Trafalgar says, voice hard. “Though I said otherwise, I do want him to be okay. Is that alright, sweetheart?”
“Yes, it’s perfectly fine, Trafalgar.”
He gives you an inquisitive look, one that you brush off. “What’s your problem?”
“Hancock.”
Trafalgar snorts and cocks his head. “Yeah, well, don’t make that known here, okay?”
“Why are we circling the island?”
“Men are forbidden on the island.”
“What?”
“Luffy is the exception.”
You put your hand on his arm, holding back a giggle. “So, you’re going to get shot down? I can’t wait to see this.”
Trafalgar clicks his tongue, unamused. “Unfortunately, you won’t. We made a deal with Hancock.”
“Disappointing…” You trail off, your fingers slipping from his forearm. But when you look back at him, his eyes are trained on the spot your touch was.
“Docking!” Penguin yells.
It happens quickly and with skilled practice. A wood plank is placed between the Polar Tang and the patch of land, and the crew piles onto the island.
Multiple women are on the shore, most setting up tables, tents, and a giant curtain printed with Jolly Rogers. The sun shines down on the grass, and you realise it's the first time since Sabaody that you’ve seen such greenery.
“The Kuja Pirates,” Trafalgar says in your ear, pulling you from your mind. “Heard of them?”
You shake your head, not daring to turn to face him. “But this is where Luffy’s staying?”
“Yep, I’m to treat him until he’s better, and then he stays here. It’s a perfect location to hide him from the Navy. You’d know how annoying they are, considering you’re just as if not more.”
You gape at him, a slight grin pulling the corner of your lip upwards. “You’re kidding—”
A delicate hand on your shoulder pulls you away from him suddenly. You watch as Trafalgar keeps walking, never sparing a glance back.
“Come with me,” You’re met with a woman with blonde hair. “I’m Marguerite.”
You tell her your name and follow her, though you are unsure where.
“We have so many clothes for you to choose from,” She giggles. “It isn’t often we get women visitors. Most of the time, it’s men trying to infiltrate.”
A pang of grief hits you in the chest. It’s unfair these women are still under the threat of unknown men despite having their own island. Though Marguerite doesn’t look too upset about it, you know they are more than capable of handling those men on their own. It’s inspiring.
“Here,” She continues, shoving you lightly into a tent.
Immediately, another woman hands you a red bikini. “Try this on.”
And then you’re swept up by the group of women. Silks and linens are thrown at you, tried on and discarded when you decline the colour or fit of a piece. The women are in awe of your power. They ask you to mend or adjust certain places on their outfits, and you're more than happy to help.
You hear the Heart Pirates murmuring from their spot on the grass behind the tent walls, food piled high on their plates. Despite your initial hesitation, you laugh along with the women, trading secrets and tips that you could only do with Nami and Robin.
You feel comfortable here.
It isn’t until you emerge from the tent that the men go quiet. After knowing you for a fortnight, seeing you in such little clothing has them hollering. You grit your teeth.
“Enough,” Trafalgar snaps at his crew. You won’t admit it, but the commanding tone of his voice warms your cheeks. “Get back to your food, morons.”
Marguerite laughs at him, and then she turns to you. “Remember, strength equals beauty.”
You nod, smiling, adjusting the straps of the bikini you wear with your power. It’s something you hold dear to you for a long while.
“Line up if you want seconds!” A tall woman says, laughing when the Heart Pirates stumble over each other to form a queue.
“You better get in there if you’re hungry,” Marguerite smiles. “Looks like they’ll take it all.”
You spot Bepo near the front of the line and thank Marguerite for all she’s done.
“It’s my pleasure,” She waves as you snake through the crowd.
“Hey,” You greet Bepo. “What’s on the menu?”
“Uh…” His eyes look directly into yours, his body stiff. “Stew.”
You squint at him. “You wouldn’t mind if I skip the line, then?”
“Never.”
You roll your eyes at his clipped tone. Scanning the crowd, Trafalgar is nowhere to be seen. Someone in front of you hands you a bowl, and you thank them, stepping to the front of the line.
“Hello,” The pirate smiles. “I’m Aphelandra.”
You tell her your name and stick out your bowl when she gestures for it.
“Must be weird being in a submarine full of men,” She rambles. “Are they all stretchy?”
You’re taken aback by her question but laugh. “No, the only stretchy guy I know is Luffy.”
She gasps. “So, you know Luffy?”
“He’s my captain.”
“Really? We must tell the Snake Princess,” With a full bowl, you’re pulled beside her. “Eat, you must regain your strength.”
With your eyes on the trees, you do as she says. You swear you saw a glimpse of Traflagar’s patterned hat when you emerged from the tent. “Have you seen the guy with the funny hat?”
Aphelandra smiles down at you. “The spotty one? He went into the forest.”
“Thanks,” You grin, placing your empty bowl on the small table beside her and making a beeline for the trees.
It smells of pine and the rotting wood, and if it weren't for the crashing waves, you’d think you were on an island far away, deep in the trees.
Your hair snags on a twig before you decide to call for him. “Trafalgar?”
His response is almost immediate. “Here, sweetheart.”
You follow the sound of his voice. Trafalgar sits against a tree, a burgundy bottle between his fingers.
“Whatcha doing out here?”
He shrugs, sporting his usual bored look. “Not a very social person.”
You sit in silence as he sips his drink. The birds sing tunes you’ve never heard, and the waves crash against the cliff faces harmoniously. There’s an inkling of anxiety stirring your insides, but you know you’ll get through it. What did Trafalgar say? It only hurts this much right now... You repeat it like a mantra. It will get better.
“Don’t think too hard. You might hurt yourself again.”
Scoffing, you shove his shoulder. “Shut up.”
Trafalgar gives you a sidelong glance, a smirk on his lips. “How’s your side? Getting better?”
You nod, your fingertips running over the bandages unconsciously. “The medication you gave me helps a lot, I barely have any pain.”
“Good.”
You study his side profile: the slope of his nose, the harsh cut of his cheekbone, the two gold hoops in his lobe, the dark hair that makes up his goatee... Swallowing, you exhale shakily.
“I—”
“Excuse me.”
You jump, looking up to see Marguerite and smiling when she greets you. You rub your palms against your thighs. What were you going to say to him just then?
“Has Luffy regained consciousness?”
Trafalgar shakes his head and keeps his voice even. “At this point, it’s up to his spirit and whether he wants to live or die. Nothing I can do anymore.”
You’re surprised. He hasn’t told you that.
“Marguerite! Hurry up!”
The blonde girl turns, nodding. “Take good care of him until he gets better.”
Trafalgar keeps the lip of the bottle up to his mouth but makes no move to drink.
“His spirit, huh?”
He sets the bottle into the dirt and twists it to stay upright. His demeanour shifts so seamlessly that you barely see it happen.
“I see you’ve made yourself comfortable.”
You look down at yourself. Usually, you’d feel embarrassed, but Trafalgar seems uncaring of such things. His eyes don’t criticise you, and you swear there’s a shimmer of something close to appreciation in his gaze.
“I love it here,” You say, tilting your face to the sun. The distant chatter of the Heart and Kuja Pirates only elevates the warm feeling in your chest.
“Then stay.”
“What?” You ask, startled.
Trafalgar closes his eyes and leans his head on the bark. You haven’t encountered his expression yet and can only interpret it as something close to pain.
“I’m going wherever Luffy goes.”
He sighs shakily. “Then it’s settled.”
The air is thick, and you don’t dare move. You frown, mind racing. Have you done something wrong? Said something?
“Why would you—”
“Luffy! Calm down!”
The alarmed scream has you running toward the submarine, Trafalgar not far behind you.
You see Jinbe standing on the edge of the cliff and reach him in time to see the roof of the Polar Tang explode, and something fly out the top. You're in too much shock to comprehend what’s happening. And before you know it, Luffy’s bandaged body falls to the grass with a sickening thump.
“Luffy…”
“Something’s wrong,” Jinbe mumbles beside you.
Your captain slowly pushes himself to his knees, his fingers digging into the dirt. “Ace.”
Your heart stops, and you grab Trafalgar’s wrist. The doctor is frozen.
“Ace.”
Cries fall from Luffy’s lips, and he rises before you can approach him. “Where’s my brother?”
You stumble backward, Trafalgar’s chest is hard against your head. Clutching your stomach, you feel sick. He wraps his arm around you, his forearm leaning on your collarbones, barring you from running over there.
Luffy moves before you see him, and then he’s gone.
“That way!” Penguin yells, pointing to the area you were not 30 seconds ago. The Heart Pirates go after him, but Trafalgar holds you close to him.
“You’re okay,” He whispers, steadying you. His breath is hot on your ear, and your body almost betrays you.
Jinbe watches Luffy run around with worry etched on his face. “What happens if he stays in this state?”
“If he keeps flailing around,” Trafalgar says, narrowing his eyes. “He’s more likely to open his wound, and if that happens, then he’s dead.”
You cover your face with your palms, unable to form words.
“Quick! He’s down!”
Tears blur your vision as you look up, but as soon as they jump on Luffy, the Heart Pirates get flung into the sky. “I have to get to my brother! Get off me!”
“Oh, Luffy,” You cry, watching as he runs through the curtain separating Amazon Lily and the bay. The pirates stop before they cross the threshold. You want to yell at them for stopping, but remember what Marguerite said.
“Repair the ship,” Trafalgar commands behind you, removing his arm to throw it toward the submarine.
“Yes, captain,” A few of them obey, boarding the ship and immediately getting to work.
You snatch Luffy’s hat from the rock when Trafalgar’s back is turned before standing on wobbly legs and running toward the curtain.
“Hey, hey!” Bepo yells after you, but you don’t look back.
Trafalgar yells your name, worry etched in his tone, but you refuse to stop.
You must get to your captain.
— Scene 9 —
You trudge through the trees, insects zipping past your ears every few seconds. It's humid in the forest, and you wipe the sweat from your forehead.
A stick snaps behind you, and you spin around, your hands out. “Jinbe.”
The Fishman grunts and walks past you. “We must find him. I fear he’ll get himself hurt if we don’t soon.”
You silently agree, following him over logs and through thick brush. Luffy’s hat sits at your back, the string around your neck. You’d never put it on, but you don’t want it ruined before you give it to him.
The ground rumbles under your feet, and you stagger. “What was that?”
Jinbe quickens his pace. “This way.”
You jump over a particularly large branch and try to keep up with him. A scream echoes through the trees, and your body freezes in its spot.
Jinbe glances over his shoulder. “The only danger here is Luffy.”
“Luffy…” You whisper. You can't imagine the agony he feels right now.
Another scream is heard before there's a crash, one that causes the trees to sway uncontrollably. You see rocks flying in all directions and duck to avoid them, using Sew to weave threads above you to catch stray debris. Birds fly overhead at alarming speeds, and you can only guess what was thrown into the mountain to create such an explosion.
“We’re close, quickly.”
Before you know it, you see your captain hunched over on the ground, his forehead on the dirt. You gasp at the blood on his hands and back.
Luffy lifts his head, and you have to look away from the sheer torment on his face.
“Luffy, listen to me,” Jinbe calls. “Your brother is—”
“Don’t say it!” Your captain screams. “You think I don’t know? You think I think this is a dream?”
You wipe the silent tears that run down your cheeks. It's jarring to see someone you’ve seen be carefree for as long as you’ve known him like this. You feel sick watching him as tendrils of your thread lift the debris from around your captain.
“If this were a dream, I’d already be awake, don’t you think?”
“Luffy…” You mutter.
“This isn’t a dream… Is it?” Luffy sobs. “He’s really dead, isn’t he?”
Jinbe sighs. “I’m afraid so.”
Your captain starts hyperventilating, his breaths short and his face wet with blood and tears.
“Luffy…” You call, noticing how his body freezes. His eyes find yours, and his jaw falls open.
He murmurs your name. “Is this a dream, too?”
You stumble over to him, your hands out before you. “No, this isn’t a dream. I’m here.”
“Wha— How? Did you see Ace, too?”
You crouch in front of him and shake your head. “I didn’t, but I was at Marineford when we picked you up.”
‘We?” Luffy asks, his voice holding a tinge of hope. “Are the others here?”
“No,” You say, wiping his face. “It's only me.”
Luffy’s cries don’t lessen. “Are they dead, too?”
You feel your bottom lip tremble at the question. You shrug pathetically. “I don’t know.”
Luffy falls back down to the dirt. “I’m so tired.”
You throw Jinbe a desperate look, feeling Luffy slip through your fingers.
“I’m so weak!” Luffy suddenly yells. “I’m useless!”
“Luffy—”
“How can you call me your captain? I’m pathetic.” He stands and runs at the large boulder just outside of the trees. He slams his fists into the rock, breaking it into pieces. “I couldn’t save my brother or my crew!”
Jinbe walks up beside you as threads halt the stones from flying into you, and you struggle under their weight.
“Fuck!” Luffy screams, punching another rock. “Useless!”
Jinbe says your name. “I think you should leave.”
Your hand covers your mouth, and your expression morphs into shock. Did you hear him right? You feel the needles of your power wanting to escape, to tighten around him. Your Devil Fruit purrs in your ear as it drops the rocks a few feet away and aims for the Fishman instead.
“Please don’t make me force you.”
“No! I’m not leaving my captain here!” You scream, threads weaving from your fingers. “What kind of pirate—what kind of person would that make me?”
“There’s no time for questions,” Jinbe exclaims. “Go!”
“I can’t—”
“I’ll bring him back safely. You don’t need to see this.”
Your power cracks and fizzles out under your skin as you grapple for it. But it's useless unless you want to lose control, and you know better than to let that happen.
“Jinbe,” You cry, body too weak to fight him. Luffy hunches over with his hands on his knees, yelling. “Help him.”
“I will,” He waves you away. “Now go!”
You sprint back to the bay, forcing your legs to run. You’ve betrayed your loyalty.
Your cheeks are stained with tears and dirt, and your hands are covered in blood. With weak knees, you try jumping over the fallen logs as you did before, but now you’re exhausted, and it feels like they are rocks tied to your feet.
You sob frantically, stopping to press your palm against a tree every few minutes. Shaking your head, you sniffle. The bay isn’t too far away, and you can hear the seagulls chirping. Your fingers wipe under your eyes, though you know it won’t do anything. You can imagine the state of you.
You hear Bepo calling your name as you stumble through the curtain. “What happened?”
There’s blood all over you, which you failed to notice before; the staining on your hands was just the start of it. You stare at your hands as panic rises inside you. Who’s blood is this?
“Where did you go?” Trafalgar’s harsh voice hits your ears before his hand grips your bicep. “Who did this?”
“Nobody,” You cry, holding onto Trafalgar’s fingers. “Luffy, he—”
You don't hear what the doctor says before he catches you. “Okay, let’s get you to the ship.”
You shake your head, forgetting the blood on your hands when you fist his shirt. “No! I can’t go there. Not with Luffy out here.”
“Okay, well, where do you want to go?”
If Jinbe were to be trusted, which seems like a silly thought to question, you know Luffy would be okay. It takes your mind a while to accept that your body needs rest. The adrenaline from seeing Luffy and then running is wearing off, and the fatigue you’ve ignored hits you all at once.
You sniff, pulling him weakly to a rock. “I just need to lie down, and then I can fight for him.”
Trafalgar makes no sound when you push him to the ground. Your breathing is calming down, though hiccups still pass your lips.
“Who were you fighting against? Did they do this to you?”
“Just sit still for an hour, okay?” You whimper, putting your head on his lap, his jeans rough against your cheek. You can feel his thigh tense underneath you, clearly not used to having someone so close. Sniffling once more, your muscles relax against the ground. “No more questions.”
When you close your eyes, Trafalgar says nothing, and the waves crashing against the rocks are just as soothing as the hand on your shoulder.
— Scene 10 —
There’s a hand patting your head when you wake. It’s not gentle, and there's no rhythm, and when you lift your head, you notice the bandages wrapped around his legs. When did Trafalgar get injured?
The sky is dark, and the stars sparkle above you. It’s a sight you’ve missed.
“Hey, sleepyhead.”
“Luffy,” You're in shock at the familiar voice, scrabbling to your knees so you’re not leaning on him anymore. “Are you okay? Why are you here?”
Your captain shrugs, a dopey grin on his face. “I don’t think so. I’m here to say goodbye.”
“What?” You shake your head.
“Straw Hat. Pack it up.”
Luffy sighs, his wide eyes glassy. “You gotta go.”
You pause, a crease forming between your eyebrows. “What? Where?”
“Traffy’s going to take you with him.”
Shaking your head, you don’t dare take your eyes off Luffy when you hear someone walk up behind you. “I’m staying here with you.”
“You can’t. We have to get stronger.”
“I don’t understand.”
Luffy puts his hands on your shoulders. “You’re going to go with Traffy, and I’ll see you in two years.”
Two years. “Wait, what? What do you mean two years?”
Strong hands slip under your armpits from behind and lug you to your feet. You feel your body lift off the ground but do nothing. You’re too shocked to form complaints against whoever’s taking you away.
“Meet me back at Sabaody in two years.”
“No, Luffy. I’m here now. Why would I do that?” You struggle against them, your power still sleeping under your skin.
“We won’t stand a chance in the New World,” Luffy stands. “Get stronger.”
The person leading you to the Polar Tang whispers an apology as they spin you around and throw you over their shoulder.
“Bepo?” Your voice comes out in a cracked whimper when you realise it's the bear carrying you.
“I’m sorry,” He repeats, holding you tightly.
“Luffy!”
“Please,” Your captain says your name. “It's the only way. I’ll be fine here!”
“What about the others?” You cry. “How will they know?”
“I have a plan.”
You scoff, bordering on laughter. “Of course you do.”
“Get stronger!” Luffy yells. “And I’ll see you in the New World!”
Shaking your head, a crazed laugh falls from your lips in disbelief. You should’ve known he’d do something like this. He never does anything half-assed.
Get stronger.
“Are you out of your mind?”
Luffy cackles, tears bordering his waterline. “Yeah!”
Get stronger.
If he can smile at a time like this, especially after what he’s been through, then so can you.
And if Luffy trusts Trafalgar Law to train you in the two years he promised, then so do you. You trust Luffy with your life.
Swallowing your emotion, you smile back at him. “Fine! I’ll see you in two years, captain!”
Get stronger.
You hear Luffy whoop with joy, and before you know it, the door of the Polar Tang slams behind you. Bepo lets you down, steadying you as the submarine goes under.
It hits you just before you take the first step. “Luffy’s hat!”
“It’s okay, I gave it to him,” You turn to see Trafalgar leaning against the wall with his katana back on his shoulder. “You feeling okay, sweetheart?”
“Physically, kinda,” You say, holding onto the railing as you descend the stairs. “Emotionally, no.”
Trafalgar clicks his tongue. “Expected.”
“Captain, maybe she should eat…”
You’re so terribly worn out that your eyes are dry. There’s no use crying when it doesn’t serve a purpose. You’re here now, and you will be for the next two years. You hold onto the hope that you’ll see your crew on Sabaody after that time, and that’s enough for a small smile to grace your face.
You peer up at Bepo, who smiles sheepishly. “Hungry?”
If polar bears could blush, they’d now look like Bepo. “Uh, no. Just a suggestion, you know… Food helps everything.”
He sounds like Luffy.
“Can you make rice balls?” You ask Trafalgar.
“Me?” He acts like it offends him.
“Bepo let it slip that they’re your favourite, so I know you’d make them best.”
“Tsk,” He glares at the mink. “I’m busy.”
“Surely not enough to decline making your guest food, Traffy.”
“Traffy, huh?” Bepo snorts.
Trafalgar runs his tongue over his teeth.
“Please?” You smile.
“No. You’re a pest. Go bother someone else.”
With that, he disappears down the stairs. You stand there with Bepo, the sound of pots clanging making your stomach rumble.
“I can’t remember the last time he made rice balls,” Bepo says. “He makes other foods, but that one is special to him.”
You go to ask why, but think against it. Trafalgar wouldn’t want his crew members airing out his business. Instead, you shrug.
“Maybe one day I’ll persuade him.”
Bepo laughs, scratching behind his ear. “Good luck with that.”
You quirk an eyebrow at him.
“Anyway, let’s go ask Penguin what’s for dinner,” The bear says. “I wanted rice balls, too.”
As you turn the corner to the kitchen, the area is quiet.
“That’s weird,” Bepo says. “Penguin doesn’t shut up when he cooks…”
A familiar katana leans against the counter when you enter, and before you can decipher why, Bepo gasps behind you, confirming your outlandish suspicion—which, as it turns out, wasn’t so in the first place.
“What filling do you want? I’m not asking again,” Trafalgar’s voice holds irritation. He stands at the stove without his hat, his hair dishevelled. You refrain from giggling.
Bepo makes a surprised sound. “No way…”
You laugh, stunned, and slide onto the bar stool beneath the counter. Trafalgar’s hat sits beside you, and you eye it as you think about what type of filling you want.
He nods at your request and begins preparing it immediately. Bepo hasn’t moved from his spot in the doorway.
“Snap out of it, idiot.”
“Sorry.” Bepo lowers his head and ambles to you to sulk in the chair beside you.
Trafalgar works silently, seeming comfortable as he rolls the premade rice into triangles. He’s meticulous, using a practised amount of rice to protect the filling, and a knife to slice the nori into even strips.
Watching him be so careful with the onigiri makes you wonder if there’s more to his delicate touch. One that can bring warmth and comfort to someone. If that translates to his intentions, and if he really wants you here, or if he felt pressured by Luffy to take you on board.
The question bubbles out of you before you can help it. Despite the setting, it's not one about food.
“Why did you tell me to stay on Amazon Lily?” Your voice surprises him.
Bepo looks at you incredulously. The question hangs in the air, and you see Trafalgar’s shoulders tense.
“I’m gonna go…” Bepo murmurs, slipping from the chair and running from the kitchen.
Trafalgar sighs, rolling his eyes at his crew member. His back is to you, but you can tell he’s thinking of a reply.
“I figured you’d had enough of a submarine full of men. You seem happy on the island.”
There’s something unsaid in his words, something deeper, but you’re too unsure what it could be to delve into it. Instead, you smile.
“And here I was, thinking I was just a pawn,” You laugh, running your fingers along the brim of his soft hat. The memory of a few days ago burns deep inside you. It makes you think about his hands again. “Besides, you’re not allowed there, so why would I stay?”
“Mm?” Although the hum sounds non-committal, you can feel him side-eyeing you.
You wouldn’t admit it, but you’ve grown fond of him. But your cheeks warm when you realise the connotation of your rhetorical question, and your focus remains on his hat. “Who will I annoy if not you?”
Trafalgar sighs and laughs a breathy laugh. “You’re going to be a pain in my ass, aren't you sweetheart?”
You raise your eyebrows and shrug, feigning innocence. His easy laughter gives you all the evidence that he wants you on his submarine. “Two years isn’t that long, Traffy. You’ll survive.”
He mumbles something under his breath and turns around, two plates in his hands.
You take one from him. On the plate sits two onigiris, each a perfect triangle with a strip of nori on the bottom. “Thank you.”
Trafalgar grunts and picks up one of his onigiris. You copy him, eyeing how he bites the top off precisely.
“What’s in yours?” You ask, chewing. The flavour explodes in your mouth, and you refrain from moaning in delight. You can feel Trafalgar’s eyes on you, but don’t look up as you play with a stray piece of rice on the plate.
“Grilled salmon,” He speaks when he finishes swallowing. “Do you like it?”
The question seems loaded, as if he’s not just asking about rice balls. It catches you off guard, the discernable keenness. Maybe you didn’t notice it before, with all your exhaustion and constant unconsciousness, but he’s hanging on your every word. His eyes are full of hope before he blinks, and it vanishes. You swear you saw it, and it fills you with shy satisfaction.
He definitely wants you on his submarine.
Remembering his original question, you nod. “It’s good.”
It's an understatement, but Trafalgar seems content with your answer and continues eating his food.
“You can call me Law, you know. No need to be so formal now that you’ll be here for a while.”
Your eyes widen, and a soft ‘oh’ leaves your lips.
Trafalgar is quick to speak. “Only if you’re comfortable. I know I’m considered a rival and all that.”
You mull over his request, eyeing his hunched posture and countless tattoos beneath his elbows. His hair flops over his forehead, and his lips are twisted into an awkward pout, and you realise this is the same man you saw on your first night.
“Law,” You whisper, and when you look at him, your mind plays a trick on you because his cheeks are tinted pink, and there’s a vulnerable look in his eye.
A fortnight isn’t a long time, and despite your quarrels, you think you’ll get to know Trafalgar Law much more than you anticipated.
#trafalgar d water law x reader#trafalgar law x reader#trafalgar d law x reader#trafalgar law#one piece imagine#one piece x reader#one piece#labyrinth series#— ann writes!
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Ships 🚢
There are a lot of really cool ships in One Piece, but there’s only one that is properly named according to the traditions (Western) of sailors.
First, a boat must be named by the captain as it’s an extension of the captain. Now we don’t know who named most ships in One Piece, but we do know Merry named the Going Merry and Iceberg named the Sunny, not Luffy. Both are improperly named.

Second, a boat must not be named something boastful or prideful as it’s said to bring bad luck. That means naming it directly after yourself (as Captain—so the Queen Mama Chanter, Big Mom’s Flagship) is bad as is calling it something like the Titanic, or Unsinkable. Now a lot of boats fail to follow this rule, and yes I am aware they are pirates, but I love sailing traditions.

Finally, a boat has to be named after a woman as it was believed to bring good fortune and a safe return home. It was also thought that a Captain would better take care of a woman---that's why they name cars with women names as well. Proper sailors follow this tradition.
Out of all the ships in One Piece, only one pays homage to a woman that is not also named after the woman captain herself: The Victoria Punk. And you’re not going to tell me Kid didn’t pick out that name himself after his dead childhood crush. This makes it the best ship and I'll say that with my whole chest.

Now, for half credit, Bartholomew Kuma used a drawing made by his daughter to base his Warlord ship on, but the ship is named Kuma. Still, it's cute he thought of Bonney when designing it.

I am unaware if Japanese ship names follow different naming conventions from those typical in the West for private ships. I do know Merchant ship names often have the suffix -maru (translates to circle), while warships are typically named after grand objects (mountains, islands, weather phenomena, or animals).
I despise what happened to the Victoria Punk and to the Polar Tang. These last chapters with no update about either crew have been maddening. *Shakes fist at Oda* I need to know their fates.
#kid pirates#eustass kid#eustass kidd#eustass captain kidd#victoria punk#one piece#straw hat pirates#straw hat luffy#monkey d. luffy#big mom one piece#polar tang#heart pirates#trafalgar law#bartholomew kuma#jewelry bonney#going merry#one piece merry#one piece iceberg#Why does Oda torture us?
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The Web Inspired ID Pack
[PT: The Web Inspired ID Pack].
[ID: A purple thin line divider shaded at the bottom. End ID].
Names
[PT: Names].
Arachne, Ariadne, Asa, Asher, Bartholomew, Cecilia, Celeste, Charlotte, Circe, Corbin, Cordelia, Damian, Darius, Delilah, Desdemona, Dominic, Elysia, Endora, Esmeralda, Felix, Gossamer, Helena, Idris, Inara, Iseult, Julian, Lavinia, Lucinda, Lysandra, Medea, Morgana, Morrigan, Nadine, Rhea, Rowan, Selene, Soren, Sybil, Talitha, Victor, Willow
Pronouns
[PT: Pronouns].
Ar/ Ach / Arachs; Bi / Bind / Binds; Co / Cord / Cords; Creep / Creep / Creeps; En / Tangle / Tangles; Go / Goss / Gosses; Lure / Lure / Lures; Mesh / Mesh / Meshes; Net / Net / Nets; Sna / Snare / Snares; Pin / Pin / Pins; Silk / Silk / Silks; Spi / Spin / Spins; Stra / Strand / Strands; Stri / String / Strings; Tang / Tangle / Tangles; Thread / Thread / Threads; Twis / Twist / Twists; Web / Web / Webs; Wea / Weave / Weaves;
Titles
[PT: Titles].
An Architect of Intrigue; A Spinner of Lies; A Weaver of Fate; The Alluring Ensnarer; The Manipulative Planner; The One Who Entangles; The Patient Predator; The Puppetmaster; The Silk Weaver; The Spinner of Webs; The Subtle Schemer; The Tangled Manipulator; The Web that Binds; The Weaver of Secrets; The Whisperer in the Web; [Pronoun] Who Controls the Web; [Pronoun] Who Spins the Threads; [Pronoun] Who Weaves Deceit
[ID: A purple thin line divider shaded at the bottom, end ID]
Requested by anon!
Also tagging: @pronoun-arc @id-pack-archive
#id pack#npts#npt pack#npt#npt list#names pronouns titles#tma#the magnus archives#the web#tma the web#tma web
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Fate Fic Recs
Because I read a lot of fics and am always rolling that ao3 gacha, so I felt like sharing a non exhaustive rec list under read more. Feel free to reblog and add more!
past the lingering smoke - Kadoc-senpai is best senpai! Post-ID. Hurt/Comfort.
For Want Of A Relic - Fate/Zero Servant Swap AU where Waver gets Diarmuid and everyone else swaps around too. The resulting team-ups are honestly delicious and you get very good Diarmuid out of it. The writer came back after 4 years of hiatus to finish the fic and write sequels, go give them a round of applause!
Fragments of Chaldea - stares directly at the camera
Café of the round - Reincarnation AU Coffee Shop. The Main Round Tale reincarnate within the Fate Universe and get together to own a coffee shop, meeting and remeeting other nasuvere people along the way.
AND GUINIVERE IS THEEEEEERE!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉 yaaaaaaaaaay
Multiple Case Studies of the Strange Concept of Love - a Servant is summoned to Chaldea, and spends her days looking at the romantic couples within it and analyzing the emotions she feels. Once you learn who is the main character you'll start crying. Also, RamaSita, yay!
Sunset Cocktail - BediGudao Valentine’s day fic. Bedivere saves Gudao from stalker of the day, takes him to Moriarty’s bar, on Moriarty’s suggestion. Bedivere regrets his trusting of shifty old men from the word go, more at 11.
a planet between your teeth - Drabble. The god asks if the fairy wants to eat him.
what name is there for what we have done? - Post-LB6 Fic where Mordred is, quite frankly, blowing up after Morgan and Baobhan are summoned to Chaldea, specially with how much the former looks like him. This takes him to Bedivere’s room. Hurt/Comfort, amazing Bedivere, amazing Round Table dynamic (author uses he/him for Mordred)
vignette 50 - Sieg & Guda farming at New York Event. Cute. Cute. Cute. CUTE! def a fic to read to warm up cozily at the end of the day, I get cuteness giggles everytime I read it.
Taste-testing - CharlieGudao baking fic. Pure, unaltered fluff. Charlie lays the sugar Thick.
Conversation by the bus stop - Bedivere talks to a fairy who is not there
But we stay silly - GudaCas. Guda shocks Artoria out of dissociation by barking like a dog. Adorable. I SWEAR this is cute. Trust me.
Sign here - Modern AU GudaCas stuff following on that part of the chocolate competition where Cnoc says the winner will marry Ritsuka. A lovely comedy drabble that will Not tear your heart apart at the last second, unlike fics made by other authors who followed up on that scene.
遅くの成人の日 (救った世界が必ず貴方を救ったくれる、どんな形でもそれは貴方にきっと届く) - I can only pray the title formatted well. Summer event fic of Ritsuka dealing gwith how long she has been at this, and the acceptance of her own aging.
And Thus Did The Leaves Fall - BediArthur. Bedivere as Arthur dies.
Look at me - GudakoBarth. Gudako, Bartholomew, their feelings for one another and how much one needs to fit another’s type.
She did not want to die - NitoSche fic and character exploration. Amazing Sche character exploration, accompanied by an equally amazing Nitocris POV version of the fic in Act As A Pharaoh. If you like either girl, you HAVE to read it.
Have I Made You Sad, Mom? - Post-LB6 Morgan has been summoned to Chaldea. Baobhan hasn’t arrived yet.
(Free from) Sin - Morgan!Aesc, Aesc!Morgan, and the many times she felt love, wretched, cursed love.
Atonement - Ritsuka going through therapy and readjusting to a normal life post-lostbelt, as the voices of all her Servants remain ringing in her ears.
Your heart in my mouth, bitter on the tongue - MashMorgan. Mash confesses, Morgan vaguely remembers what emotions are. I do love a good rule of three emotional discussion fic.
Bridal Ox - Asterios goes to Habetrot’s workshop to ask for a dress
Taking the bit (heh) to its natural conclusion - Modern AU GudaCas. Guda is face blind, Caster needs someone to help her run away from the cops.
the odds don’t look far - Avicebron and David bonding over being the only jewish Servants in Chaldea (and, post-Part 1, the staff as a whole).
#fic recs#fian recs#fian rambles#whew! glad I finally wrote this#don't think i have to sell fragments to anyone here#but it was too formative an experience#to ignore
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Hey Onion, how ya doin'. So I've gotten into Warhammer lore recently, I was wondering if there were books or something I could read set in the universe. I don't mind a good wiki crawl but I just saw that apparently the Horus Heresy series just ended with 60-odd books, so. Been wondering if that's worth getting into. Thanks for yer time.
Hey, so generally, the best places to start with 40K are one of the shorter series or stand-alones. The HH is this massive, intimidating iceberg, like One Piece if every character was Bartholomew Kuma and Dressrosa went on for 200 more chapters, so it might not be the best place to start.
So I'm going to give you some things to look into. These are all pretty well-known in the community, no deep cuts, but I'd say that they're all popular for good reasons.
There's the Eisenhorn/Ravenor series by Dan Abnett, conveniently packaged as a pair of omnibuses containing both trilogies, which follows two Imperial Inquisitors, Gregor Eisenhorn and Gideon Ravenor (who himself has a spin-off, subseries). The series also contains another as-of-yet-incomplete trilogy, Bequin. These books are basically gritty urban fantasy crime dramas, focusing on Chaos possession, heresy and the like rather than the grand scale sci-fi battles. I think this might be the most popular series to recommend as an entry point.
Then there's the Ciaphas Cain novels by Sandy Mitchell (currently 11). These focus on the eponymous commissar in the Imperial Guard, and have been compared to the Flashman novels by people who haven't actually read the Flashman novels, with a touch of the BBC historical farce series, Blackadder. It has an interesting framing device, as Cain's memoirs are treated as an in-universe confessional document with other levels of commentary added later. Cain is something of a self-confessed coward despite his legendary heroism, but not that much of an anti-hero, since he mostly seems like a rational guy trying not to get everyone under his command massacred by Orks. And despite its cast of quirky characters and relative lightheartedness, it actually does a great job of portraying how trouser-ruiningly terrifying Orks and Necrons would be for a grunt.
Then we get the Gaunt's Ghost series, also by Dan Abnett, which follows a regiment of Imperial Guardsmen, the last survivors of their homeworld with strong influences of Bernard Cornwell's Sharpe. It's perhaps one of the better series to get into because it's, well, tonally the baseline of what the 40K universe is, without the more urban fantasy tinge of Eisenhorn or the humor of Ciaphas Cain. The first three novels (First and Only, Ghostmaker, Necropolis) were republished as an omnibus, The Founding.
Graham McNeill's Forge of Mars series (Priests of Mars, Lords of Mars, and Gods of Mars) explores the tech priests of the Adeptus Mechanicus, which are otherwise rarely given the protagonist spotlight. The series is oddly more in line with the tone and ideas of most non-40K literary sci-fi.
I tend not to like the Space Marine novels outside of the Heresy that much, but Aaron Dembski-Bowden's Night Lords series (Soul Hunter, Blood Reaver, and Void Stalker), Robbie Mac Niven's Red Tithe and Outer Dark, and Ben Counter's six Soul Drinkers novels are quite good. Soul Drinkers in particularly is interesting because it follows a Chaos-corrupted Renegade Chapter that believe themselves to be loyal to the Emperor, there's a lot more tension involved when it's a nothing chapter like the Soul Drinkers - GW isn't going to let a writer kill off the Blood Angels, but the SD's fate is up in the air.
Finally, I love Xenos, and unfortunately, we Xenos fans are rather underserved in POV novels. However, we do have some great starting points, as Xenos novels tend to be one-shots, duologies, or single trilogies at most.
Mike Brooks' Brutal Kunnin' is about Orks. It is Orky, it is fun, and a breezy 288-page one shot.
The Necrons get what might be the best 40K novel, the Infinite and the Divine by Robert Rath, focusing on the ennui-and-annoyance drive conflict between Trazyn the Infinite and Orikan the Diviner, a pair of necron nobles. It is a fairly unique read, as it dives into the psychology of fleshless immortals who casually throw around a scale of power and influence seen only in other novel series' ultimate threats. They throw around gods and armies like pokemon and play the long-game across deep time. It's wild and fun. It's a genuinely good sci-fi novel as well, and I'd recommend it to non-40K fans.
Otherwise, I would recommend looking into the Wikipedia list of novels, which is conveniently broken down by factions, and reading about what army you want to play, if any. I say this with a tinge of hypocrisy, as I refuse to read the Andy Chambers Dark Eldar trilogy for fear of 40K's poor literary treatment of the Craftworlders.
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Pokemon Au: What if Ozpin can tell that Kyurem is near so he goes to meet him(possibly with Glynda) and ask why he's he traveled so far. Kyurem says a the true test for them(students) will come soon. And leaves with the question "Will their ideals shape fate or will the truth of absolute power tear it all down." *I think you could some more to that to make it the best*
"Professor Ozpin," Doctor Oobleck entered the office, Antiquity's Roast perched on his shoulder, "if I could have a moment of your time?"
"Of course, Doctor Oobleck." The headmaster looked up from his desk, his faithful Espeon nestled in his lap. "Is there a problem?"
"I don't believe so, no. However, it is something I feel I cannot overlook."
"Very well." Nodded the headmaster, urging his friend to continue.
"It is in regards to Mr. Arc." Ozpin wouldn't say it, but a part of him wanted to reply 'Of course it is'. "I have reason to believe that he may be connected to an old legend about the Unova region."
"What makes you believe this?"
"Are you familiar with the Swords of Justice legend?" Ozpin nodded. "The tale is more commonly known in Remnant as a tale of three Pokémon acting in the defense of humanity against tyranny. However, Mr. Arc seems aware of the tale in a different manner, with four Pokémon instead."
"I know you wouldn't bring this to my attention without further evidence. You never have."
"Of course, sir, and I don't intend to break that habit now. The legend mentions a youth, often a young man, wielding a sword and shield at his side as he does battle with the tyrants of Unova."
"And you believe Mr. Arc, who is the trainer to an Aegislash, is this same youth?"
"One and the same. It is said to be a trainer with a special connection with their Pokémon, well beyond the level noted among even those who truly cherish their companions."
"Mm." Ozpin nodded, stroking the ear of The Longest Memory. "And what do you intend to do with this information?"
"With your permission, sir, I would like to explore this story to its completion. It is not the first time we have heard stories breaking through the binds of pages to enter reality. Legendary Pokémon truly exist across the world, and this young man could be the key to understanding them all! I would like to travel with Mr. Arc and expand both his experience and his skill so that he may reach his full potential."
"Then I'm afraid I must decline, Doctor Oobleck." At this, his Espeon leapt from his lap. "We cannot show favoritism to our students, nor can we grant them special permission to miss out on their education at our academy. Not to mention that Mr. Arc likely wouldn't find this as interesting as the tournament he and the other students intend to participate in."
"Of... Of course, sir. Forgive me for my enthusiasm."
"It's quite alright, Bartholomew. I know your eagerness comes from a place of joy for learning. Just be careful your haste doesn't lead to the waste of another students chance to learn as well." He leaned forward. "Perhaps, after the tournament, you could ask the winners if they too would like to go on this adventure?"
"I will keep that in mind, sir. Thank you." He then left, allowing the headmaster to return to his thoughts.
'Mr. Arc faces a great deal already. Would it be so wrong for the universe to focus on another soul? One not burdened by such foolishness as destiny and fate?'
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[OC x Canon/Yumejoshi Content]
❝ Her Name is Fortune ❞
Art by @yujungmong
Some of you might follow my Main Account, which is just @ladyjuquia - Knowing that I do OC x Canon and Yume-Content. Bartholomew is my second favourite and has a high importance to me since his Release. Since that I have a little private story that explains how he became her Servant. Some might be a bit familiar with it.
Juquia basically entered a Singularity and gets Columbus assigned as her Servant to go with but gets betrayed by him. She shot her, which caused her Memory Loss - Eventually she gets saved by Bartholomew, who provides her clothes and a temporarily new name „Fortune“. That was initially a joke before, leaning on „Bartholomew isn’t the best Name Giver“ but eventually would hold up a lot of meanings to their Story. It’s also the Story how Bartholomew fell in love with Juquia. I don’t want to write it all down here, but I worked now some years on it and it’s a round up story with a beginning and an end. Maybe one Day I will share it…
Also I got a little Bonus Gift by Solla, which are two Chibis! It’s Juquia and Fortune side to side next to each other! It’s funny seeing their differences but still being able to recognise them as one and the same person I think haha!
#bartholomew roberts fate go#bartholomew roberts fate grand order#bartholomew roberts fgo#fate go#fate go bartholomew roberts#fate grand order#fate grand order bartholomew roberts#fgo#fgo bartholomew roberts#fgo master oc#fate bartholomew#fate go bartholomew#fate bartholomew roberts#fate grand order bartholomew#fgo bartholomew#bartholomew fgo#bartholomew fate go#bartholomew fate grand order#fate go master oc#fate grand order master oc#fate go mastersona#fate grand order mastersona#fgo mastersona#fate go oc#fate grand order oc#fgo oc
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𐙚 Happy White Day 14.03.2025 ! ♡
If FGO won’t serve me Bartholomew or Tristan Content, then I simply have to gift myself smh
Art by @Poong_CM (Crepe)
#fate grand order#fgo#fate go#fate go tristan#fate grand order tristan#fgo tristan#tristan fate go#tristan fate grand order#tristan fgo#fate tristan#tristan fate#bartholomew roberts fate grand order#fate grand order bartholomew roberts#bartholomew fate grand order#fate grand order bartholomew#fgo Bartholomew Roberts#bartholomew roberts fgo#fgo Bartholomew#Bartholomew fgo#fate go bartholomew Roberts#bartholomew Roberts fate go#fate go bartholomew#bartholomew fate go#fate bartholomew Roberts#bartholomew Roberts fate#fate bartholomew#bartholomew fate#fgo oc#fate go oc#fate grand order oc
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bartkon to me is two people who think they have a destiny but might not really, but they do not know for sure so they have no choice but to go on living, and oftentimes they wonder if there’s even a place for them in the universe, and sometimes the universe says no, but when you’re already hollow inside, you latch onto the things that make you feel real and grounded and still human, and THAT’S why bart was able to beat fate and tear through a collapsing multiverse and find kon, a man who only wanted to go home, and go home he did, with his friends and his heart in the right place bc his other half, bartholomew henry allen ii, found him, bc there’s a connective tissue between them, an unseen force that’s bound them together since they’ve met, death did not do them part, fate could not keep them apart, the multiverse was willing to bend to their will to bring them back together, dc comics LISTEN TO ME, they’ve been at this since 1997, LISTEN TO ME

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The Time Travelers Dilemma
Sam had always been fascinated by the life and teachings of Jesus. He was a devout Christian who wanted to witness the miracles and hear the parables firsthand. When he heard about the new time travel agency that offered trips to the past, he didn't hesitate to sign up for the most expensive and exclusive package: a visit to Jerusalem during the Passover week of AD 33.
He knew the risks and the rules. He had to wear a special suit that would blend in with the local clothing and mask his modern features. He had to follow a strict itinerary that would avoid any interference with the historical events. He had to carry a small device that would allow him to communicate with his guide and return to the present at any time. And most importantly, he had to respect the free will of the people he encountered and not reveal his true identity or purpose.
He was ready for the adventure of his life. He boarded the time machine and felt a surge of excitement as he traveled back to the ancient world. He arrived at a small village near Jerusalem, where he met his guide, a young man named Judas. Judas was friendly and knowledgeable, and he promised to show Sam the best spots to see Jesus and his disciples.
Sam followed Judas as they walked along the dusty roads, passing by fields and orchards, markets and temples, crowds and soldiers. He marveled at the sights and sounds of the first century, feeling like he was in a dream. He saw Jesus several times, from a distance, as he preached to the masses, healed the sick, and confronted the authorities. He felt a surge of emotion as he recognized the familiar scenes from the Gospels. He wanted to get closer, to talk to Jesus, to touch him, to thank him. But he restrained himself, remembering the rules.
He was content to observe and listen, until the night of the Last Supper. Judas told him that they had a special invitation to join Jesus and his disciples at a secret location. He said that it was a rare opportunity to witness a historic moment. Sam agreed, feeling a mix of curiosity and apprehension. He followed Judas to a large upper room, where he saw Jesus and his twelve apostles reclining at a table. He felt a jolt of recognition as he saw their faces: Peter, John, James, Andrew, Philip, Thomas, Matthew, Bartholomew, James the son of Alphaeus, Simon the Zealot, Thaddaeus, and Judas Iscariot.
He realized that he was in the presence of the most influential people in history. He felt honored and humbled, but also nervous and guilty. He knew what was going to happen. He knew that Judas was going to betray Jesus. He knew that Jesus was going to be arrested, tried, tortured, and crucified. He knew that the fate of the world depended on these events. He wondered if he should do something, if he could do something, to change the course of history. He wondered if he had the right, or the duty, to intervene.
He looked at Judas, who seemed calm and confident. He looked at Jesus, who seemed sad and troubled. He looked at the device in his pocket, which seemed to beckon him to make a choice. He felt a surge of doubt and fear, as he faced the time traveler's dilemma.
#art#drawing#illustration#sketch#artwork#artist#literature#story#writing#writers on tumblr#creative writing#the last supper#time travel#time traveler#jesus#jesus christ#faith in jesus#jesus loves you#jesussaves#bible#faith#christian#christianity#religion#christians#religious#god#lord#christ
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how do you know that? you weren't one. it's gross how little you are capable of empathizing with people. you spit on people who suffer in similar ways you did with problems like ones you had. all because what, you can't let go of your stupid feelings about yourself?
tw: religious trauma and implied grooming, read at your own caution
> "No one. And I mean NO ONE has suffered like I have. Those other protagonists are LUCKY to have better fates than I."
> "At least most of them had normal lives. They weren't forced to give up bigger dreams by thier families. They weren't forced into a manipulative cult, who treats you as thier object of lustful temptation. They can look other men and women in the eyes, yet I always see through them."
> "Most certainly, they weren't abandoned by the only person that they ever treated them right. I would never wish my fate upon other protagonists... I hope that never happens, believe me. You make me sound deplorable when there's far worse than a simple time keeper with a rocky past."
> "But you don't care about me or my past. You show no empathy for people like me. I learned the only way out was to disregard my last shred of humanity. I despise Rexer Eleazar for his weaknesses. I despise Bartholomew's cowardice. If he refuses to come back, that is not my problem. He can find a better place than here. It's not like he was using it anyways. Ungrateful bastard."
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You feel sick, the way the other pulls up your past, your entire life uprooted right in front of you. The mention of the cult... how they treated you, how they wanted to use you... it makes you instinctively curl up defensively. Squeezing your arms tightly around yourself, you only look more terrified at his expression.
It's cold. Dead cold.
Scooting yourself into the further corner, you frantically shake your head, burying into your knees. You hate him. You hate how he speaks, how he so easily disregards others while promoting his own on a high pedestal.
> "I-I'm not... I'm not like that! I'm not like that at all...!!"
> "I-I don't want to change into this horrible beast... h-help me..!! Someone... a-anyone...!! Warren...!!"
Unwarranted memories flood back into your mind. You can't help but cry and start banging your fists against the wall. You're never one to hit things... you feel so much... rage.
Hatred for yourself.
Another sin to add to the list.
> [8/10]
#// protagonists catastrophe#// eleazar the sacrificial lamb#// mirror meet up rexer/eleazar int. event!
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Who is your favourite companion?
ROUND 1 MASTERPOST
propaganda under the cut
Vicki Pallister
nobody does it like vicki, running around time and space causing chaos wherever she goes while her surrogate grandfather watches on in approval also her introduction has poisoned my brain, i can't think of a companion whos come from a shittier situation, i mean the man who murdered her father spends half his time playing dressup so he can terrorise her, and the other half pretending to be her only friend in the universe laid up in bed injured and ill so she'll wait on him had and foot. the only positive thing in her life is her pet sandy who barbara kills, and its just arrrrgghghghgh (@sandymybeloved )
Steven Taylor
Come take a walk with me boy. In my mind palace. Steven is technically the first solo companion bc of the serial “The Massacre of St Bartholomew’s Eve,” which is a fantastic serial btw. For a 60s companion there are some serious story/character arc ideas put down for him in the show, namely survivors guilt and #HATING the doctor. He and the Doctor have such an interesting relationship too. They don’t get along but there’s some sort of gradual respect that grows over time. Steven is a bitch and cocky but also the best fucking guy in the universe. He’s a hotshot pilot he’s got a panda plushie he’s probably bisexual (READ THE EMPIRE OF GLASS. CAN ANYBODY FUCKING HEAR ME) he’s miserable he’s kind of a genius (listen to the cold equations he does physics on the FLY under PRESSURE with his HANDS FREEZING IN SPACE) everyone he cares about suffers some sort of agonizing fate ….. just like the Doctor …. hmmmmmm…. Anyways. Thanks for walking with me boy. Watch The Gunfighters. (@abominandus )
Dodo Chaplet
no propaganda submitted
Sara Kingdom
So tragic. So utterly Tragic was the Life of Sara Kingdom. Enlisted at the age of eight into the earth military under a fascist regime, fully indoctrinated. Joined the secret police at the age of 28 to fight in earths never ending wars with the Daleks as well as to enforce earth law against its own people. Brother gets kidnapped by Daleks never to be seen again looses the last of her warmth. Is told her brother is a traitor. Kills him on the orders of the Dictator of the solar system. Realises what she did was wrong. joins the Doctor more out of necessity than want, slowly grows closer to the Doctor and Steven as they go on the run from the Daleks. Redeems her self then dies in a pointless gesture to save someone who was in little or no danger. And her death was not a painless one. (anonymous)
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One Piece 1095 spoilers
Things I liked this week:
GOOD COVER PAGE I love the reader requests
This page of Marine grunts getting heebie- jeebied by Saturn is good, not that he needed more selling on being fucking horrifying
YEP SATURN IS STILL TERRIFYING
This surely confirms that higher level haki users can avoid getting Scannersed by Saturn's death gaze, right?
Also no surprises but Saturn is unfazed by Bonney's stab, ggwp regardless
Kizaru is actually down for the count, I'm a little surprised he's still conscious but unable to continue fighting for now
FRANKY TO THE RESCUE SAVING LUFFY AND HIS RELEVANCE IN THIS ARC
"a pirate crew that cooperates" I mean... I'm assuming he means more 'caring about each other' bc yeah in OP thats rare among the big crews lmao
Luffy in dire need of a pint lads
"if your fate is strong enough" is this an error or. could be either way
"I want you to die with nothing but regret" ok yeah the Gorosei are evil on a personal level holy shit
"human beings" I thought this was Saturn letting something slip, but then I remembered how CDs think of themselves, but on the third hand it could be both...
Is this paralysis a DF effect or is Saturn's base unused Conqueror's haki just that ridiculous
OKAY NEW EXTINCT LINEAGE HERE WE FUCKING GO
KUMA
FUCKING
BACKSTORY HERE WE GO LADS WE'VE BEEN WAITING DECADES FOR THIS ONE!!!
Bartholomew D. Kuma when!!!!
Oda's gotten very efficient at the brutally tragic backstories by now, this is down to a science and still hard to read through.
hunting human beings, business as usual for CDs
GOD. VALLEY.
the God Valley Incident took place 38 years ago. Kuma was born 47 years ago, and is around 9 yo in this art of the flashback. Calling it now, Kuma escaped in the chaos of the GVI.
this would also explain why CDs were present on the island when the Rocks Pirates attacked.
also I hate saying about Figarland Garling but. hot.
"Giant's blood" so is Oda going to explain why some people in OP are just huge? Was Whitebeard also of giant descent? bc ngl I just never questioned it, like a bunch of other bullshit in OP lmao
also HI IVANKOV and new character Ginny!
Ivankov being a slave is news but not surprising. if Ginny survives this flashback that *will* be surprising.
Kuma's backstory is something that was inevitable, but it's a shock that we're *FINALLY* seeing it after all these years and all this buildup. He's proven to be such a significant character, and if this flashback is a death flag, it's one well-earned. Go sweetly to thy rest, papa bear.
no date on the next chapter, so I'm assuming it's a break week next Sunday. it'll be worth the wait though! 💪✖️
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