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wolverinesprincess · 8 months ago

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oh to curl up in logan’s arms as he hides you from the rest of the world 🫂

any version of him 🫂

#:(((( can he just take me in his arms and keep me there #bc everything is overwhelming and tiring #he would make everything right #🫂🫂🫂🫂 wish he was here #logan howlett #wolverine #hugh jackman #logan howlett x reader #wolverine x reader #old man!logan #deadpool and wolverine

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lit-in-thy-heart · 2 years ago

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been trying out a new writing technique recently and it's called chilling tf out and reminding myself that fic is written for fun.

#making a little joke but also being genuinely serious #with my merwaincelot wip i've embraced having little overviews in brackets for what i want to happen #but idk how to write it just yet #if i'm feeling stuck or bored #and if i'm getting tired or the idea of writing an ending is getting overwhelming then i just call it a day and do something else #and yeah it's taking longer to write things (perhaps gone are the days when i wrote and posted a fic in the same night)#but it's working wonders with my brain #and it's amazing how as soon as i relax i get hit with several new ideas #just trying to adjust my thinking in that projects over a long period of time are not something to worry about #like i'm also planning a knitting project that i'll be doing well into september #(mainly bc yarn is expensive and my needs are hella specific)#but that's okay!#not everything has to be done and dusted immediately!#i'm glad i took a break from writing and i think it did do me good but damn i'm happy to be back #and enjoy still learning how to get even more out of my hobby #but anyway i'm just feeling a lil proud of myself today so #lit talks #personal

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tony-andonuts · 1 year ago

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God I wish I didnt get ostrasised by all but like 4 of my peers because holyfucking shit am I overworked and need a hug

#why cant everyone just be nice like for fucking real!!!!#so sick and tired of looking like Mother Theresa compared to my coworkers bc i do the bare minimum of making the residents feel cared for #like girl we are working with the same cast and crew #will never forget the time a cna came in and after telling them 'hey that guy will get seizures if you give em that' and they replied with #'well they get seizures regardless' AND LEFT #EVIL!!!!!!#andlike #i understand that not everyone has the same memory capacity/ability but oh my motherfucking god #if everyone around me is at baseline then i must be either God or the absolute perfect person #which is saying something bc ive genuinely killed quite a few braincells with my former [redacted] addiction but here i am #knowing the smallest things about everyone that makes em happy #and the thing is is that I WORK IN THE KITCHEN!!!#IM NOT A CNA/RN WHO AT ALL HOURS OF THEIR SHIFT WILL BE INTERACTING WITH THE RESIDENTS!!!#idk man if i were generally mentally n physically well in my 30+s AND gettin outshined by a 21 year old for the past 2 yrs id be embarrasse #cannot fucking wait for my mom to get a job so i can leave mine and take a break #tony speaks #and before anyone says 'the CNAs are overworked and some of the residents can be overwhelming!'#the residents know im nice so they come to me for fucking EVERYTHING!!!!#ESPECIALLY the overbearing ones!!!#AND ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE LITERALLY EVERYONE. STAFF AND RESIDENTS.#ASKING ME WHATS GOING ON WHEN IM BALLS DEEP IN THE AM AIDES BULLSHIT ON TOP OF THE MORNING COOKS #not only do i ghostrun the kitchen but im the guy everyone goes to for everything. regardless of department #im literally a kitchen aide with no further qualifications leave me the fuck alone and ask your superiors/managament FUCK!!!!!!!!

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autistic-shaiapouf · 10 months ago

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Actually getting my adhd nonsense medicated is single handedly one of the best things I've ever done for myself

#i just. i feel so much calmer and less overwhelmed by everything #i come home from work and i actually want to DO things and I'm not tired 90% of the time #i sat down and started using my sewing machine for cosplay stuff yesterday. i might even cook dinner this week #things feel. manageable. and when I'm at work and things go wrong i can now very clearly hear the voice in the back of my mind #that's like ''this is not my fault and i won't pressure myself to fix it''#cool unintended consequence is that I'm now barely using youtube + a neopets ripoff site bc i feel bored with them?#haven't been listening to music at work either which is. genuinely insane of me #but uhhhhh yeah i think I'm experiencing the world the way you're supposed to and. wow #it feels like there's restraints on my emotions and while nothing devastatingly bad has happened since i started #I'm wondering if being sad won't feel like I'm in a meatgrinder; this is. huge so far #shai speaks

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barley-st-band · 1 year ago

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hey does anyone know how we’re supposed to survive it all. asking for a friend

#she speaks #oh gang we’re really in it now #i don’t think i’ve ever felt this bad this deeply in my whole life lol #the burnout just keeps accumulating past any point i thought it could reach #and i can’t even pretend at work anymore #i’m so tired and these kids are so infuriating and it builds and builds every time they do something shitty #and i love them and it’s not their fault they’re just kids and they’re tired and it’s almost summer #but god i can’t fucking do it anymore #how exactly am i supposed to survive the next two weeks #the class i’m taking is too confusing and too fast paced #and i didn’t buy the textbook bc it’s 200 fucking dollars #and our apartment is always a mess #and i can’t keep up with friendships and feel like i’m constantly letting them down #and there’s nothing i can do to fix any of it #until the school year is over #bc at this point it takes everything i have just to get up and go to work in the mornings #but then i still have to somehow find energy to do other stuff too. and like actually teach.#i have to grade and do report cards and return materials and clean up my classroom #i need to complete a checklist the size of a novel before i leave for the summer #i need to keep the kids engaged but none of us want to be here #i need to start organizing to make next year easier #i need to fill out paperwork and spreadsheets and update my password and find time to feed myself and grade more papers and #vacuum the floors and scoop litter and clean up clutter and do dishes and wipe down counters #and i haven’t been able to fucking do any of it in months and left so many chores to my poor partner who’s also going through it #bc i have nothing left and i don’t know what to do!! i want to scream every minute of every day bc i’m so beyond overwhelmed the moment #i wake up in the morning but i don’t have time for a meltdown so i just keep going!!#i wish i had better words to explain how bad it’s gotten but the brain fog has gotten so so bad #i can barely think i can’t make decisions my memory and recall have gotten so much worse #i take my anxiety meds so often that they’ve stopped working #and yet i still worry that i’m making it up and being dramatic. anyway sorry about all this lol

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skyeateyourdonuts · 2 years ago

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weeoo

#this is gonna be me talking in tags today #ive been rather sleep deprived lately trying to keep up with everything around me #and its been taking a toll on my health like #if i go too long like this i tend to feel more lethargic and my allergies kick in #i got a sore throat bc my room has been Freezing and then i get headaches way way easier #often times my face will flush but its just my nose and idk why #well anyways lmao i just aint feelin great due to lack of sleep #so i emailed my teachers and stayed home and others might say this wasnt it #but i can barely get to sleep at all these days and just bed ridding myself #seemed like the only way for my body to be like #'fine 🙄 u can sleep' lmao #thats actually one of the worst symptoms is im restless i just Cant grt to sleep no matter how hard i try #ive had a couple days where i was running on 2-3 hours bc i spent even longer Laying there #anyways i hope this makes a difference im tired of feeling tired and shitty #luckily my mood has weirdly been high #its just my sleep and health that are low #i think when the sleepiest soldiers are unable to get sleep thats when u know smths wrong #i think also so much is happening and me trying to keep up is taking more outta me than i expected #im a gal who gets overwhelmed easily even if im happy w whats happening lmao #tho im not Happy im more In a Good Mood lmao #side tangent but i HATE being an adult who doesnt have like idk Help lmao #like my dad was so nice to me sometimes and helped me sometimes #i could go a whole day sleeping bc id be fucking exhausted #and hed qake me up and ask me when i last ate and if i couldnt decide but itd been too long #hed make smth for the both pf us or hed make it For me and id just be able to like recover lmao #ah adulthood is hard lmao #alright im done #gata #no need to read <3 yall

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sprinedankle · 1 year ago

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uhh do i come out or did yall already assume im the gayest ... im still figuring it out but ugh this is so scary and though i know lesbian is the term for me i still try to find ways not to label myself like that and that i can actually like men and andbsbsjddhsh i really wish i could like men life would be so easy for me (well not for me, for my family mostly) and i promise it's going to get so hard from now on when the actual realization comes

#im going to sleep i'll figure this out tmr bye #been trying to figure out the bi to lesbian pipeline for MONTHS #i wish i could happily date women #uhh any lesbians wanna help me out here #im too tired i just idk #this is all bc i dont have a supportive family #like my dad and grandma would kinda accept it but i know they would be disappointed or think its a phase #thinking about all the drama and everything is just so overwhelming and terrifies me #stop i will go to sleep NOW goodbye

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napsaps-archive · 2 years ago

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#i genuinelt do feel like my activity on this blog is abour to dip so fucking low #like i already havent been that active recently and ive beendoing a bad job at keeping up with everything and i have 2 online classes #that start next week. and im already kind of overwhelmed with bio and calc .and im scared ..bc like. idk #it's dumb but i really do love coming on here but ive been so tired recently like just physically mentally emotionally exhausted and it's #literally only gonna get worse . like Fuck. whatever tho. im so normal hashtag we ball #tbd probably

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exopelagic · 2 years ago

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yeah I have more to say

#I think priest was right when he said I wanted a lot and it’s more than I can have bc I’ve taken more than I can handle #I’ve been trying to say yes to things which is all well and good but I’ve been out every night this week between hockey and friends #this week has lasted six months #and at the same time Tuesday was a few hours ago #and at all times there is so much I’m not doing.#as always it’s partially an issue of wasted time bc ive been getting up late and struggling to work in my room #but I also still haven’t recovered from the cold mentally or physically and it put me so behind #which was now two weeks ago god #somehow only two weeks #.but also two fucking weeks that’s so long #and I’m still trying to be gentle w myself but that doesn’t work but i also know I’m being too harsh on myself all the time #I don’t know what to do with any of this #I think temporarily I might stop Doing Things and just have time for me to get myself back together and slow down a bit bc it’s way too much #I think I’m just really horribly overwhelmed by everything and it’s built up to a breaking point #so this weekend I’m not gonna go out and see anyone I’m gonna stay in or go to the library and finish my work #have a goddamn cup of tea before I go to bed #I need to go to the shop and cook at some point but that can be basics for now because as much as I’d like to do the pie thing #maybe leave it until I’m more together so I’m not worried abt Extra things. I think temporary goal is to minimise the number of things #I really want to cry and just have it out but I’m teetering on the like. wanting to cry feeling instead of pushing over #this is a jump but I’m so tired of prioritising everyone else’s feelings #I realised tonight when I’m playing I’m always holding myself back a little to let other people do shit #and it’s not even like I’m holding back bc I’m good. I’m just letting other people do stuff bc I think they deserve it more #and when we had Shit happen I took on talking everyone down and making sure they were all okay #and then that whole weekend after I was completely fucked I couldn’t Do Anything #even with ms main character I’ve been stroking her ego do she doesn’t blow up completely and fuck stuff up for Everyone #maybe. just maybe my feelings are also important and I’m allowed to have shit not be my problem like everyone else #I think I’m going to bed it’s 2:40 #I’m gonna try prioritise myself just a little tiny bit more #luke.txt

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jonny-b-meowborn · 2 years ago

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i just cried after doing the dishes because of my paws being in pain and because I feel like I'm being a terrible host because I'm kinda tired of my guests. I love spending time with them, but having to go to work, do my house chores, keep them entertained and fed, is just too much. And I feel like being overwhelmed makes me a horrible host. I didnt tell them anything, I'm trying to seem like I'm not that tired, but just because in my head I'm getting tired of all that, I'm bad. And yes I know that my thoughts don't make me bad, but that doesn't matter because while I know that I still feel like absolute piece of garbage. Because like, how could I even think of that. I'm supposed to be happy about them being here, and I am happy, but I am also constantly in pain and have to do everything around the house and it's just too much

#i feel so guilty for that but sometimes i wish theyd leave early even though they just came here #not because i dont want them to be around #i just dont want to have to do absolutely everything for them #but i have to. theyre my guests #i wish they lived closer so we could meet without all that exhausting bullshit #just. go get a coffee or pizza together every now and then #but since they live across the country they cant visit often so every visit has to matter #and what makes me even more guilty is that im mostly tired of my sister's boyfriend #i like him. but im tired #my sister is my everything and i would kill and die for her. she can do whatever she wants #but also she does whatever she wants. if shes hungry or thirsty she knows she can just grab anything she wants from the fridge or whatever #because shes family. she lived with us most of her life. our home is still her home #but her boyfriend is someone new to this place. he lives differently from us simply because he wasnt a part of our family until recently #technically he can do whatever he wants but i know how awkward can it be to rummage in someone elses fridge #and he shouldnt have to clean the place. because hes a guest #so while my sister is just living here for now i have to do everything for him #and because im already making a meal for him why wouldnt i do it for my sister?#i do it anyway when only she is visiting because i love her #you know honestly im just a better host when there's only one guest. its not that overwhelming #okay also im hungry but i cant eat anything bc of various stupid reasons #mostly just. i dont feel comfortable eating around people i don't know thay much #but also i feel like i cant eat anything if i dont give them that thing too. but they already ate something this evening #there wasnt enough of that meal for three people so i just made them food. but now i fant get anything else for myself #without giving them that thing too but theyre not hungry anymore bc they already ate #and I'm just too fucking tired to make anything for everyone #i want to just make myself some toast or sandwich without having to do a million of them #im just generally tired and hungry and overwhelmed and in pain and i feel so guilty for being those things #ough #bee buzz

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americannoteven · 5 months ago

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I need to just make a vent blog at this point honestly

#Brain be up to some wack shit and it’s pissing me off #like ‘oh nilla you bend over backwards for others but no one’s ever there for youuuu’ like yeah I’ve been known #but also people have lives so I gotta just suck it up #whatever #my apartment is a fucking mess there’s too much to do I’ve wasted all weekend away #I stressing over shit I don’t even have control over and idk what to do #I’m so fucking overwhelmed I wanna bash my head into the fucking wall but hey gotta act normal bc we got work tomorrow #fuck this fuck everything man I’m so fucking tired #shut up nilla

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foreverxdaydreaming · 6 months ago

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vent/rant: all sorts of tw's. just needed to yell into the void for a sec bc the year's been off to a rough start alr and i just need a long nap. or three. or twelve. im not picky, just tired asf.

#ik its prob just bc im having a rly rough period this month #but jfc some days i just cannot tolerate ppl #whether its word policing (im so fuckin careful abt my words bruh) or just testing your patience or passive aggressive nonsense #and with my luck of shit going awry in general plus my health/pains and the cramps and hormones and everything in between #im so tired of shit in general but like this monthly fuckery is so beyond awful to deal with #it fw my mental and physical health even more.. and i alr lowkey wanna be isolating these days again anyway #everything feels overwhelming and overstimulating and Too Much or Bad and my anxiety is off the charts #im not 'stuck in bed' levels of depression atm but i feel like im just not getting serotonin/dopamine from anything so nothin feels Worth It #juahaujjdjskdkdkd #born to die forced to live (pinches nose)#i hate when im like.... just neutral abt everything or constantly overwhelmed. bc i feel like i have no purpose or joy or goals or anything #hate it here sometimes. like.. wish you weren't here #but not actively wanting to try to do That either ..yknow? just wanna take a long nap and hope the world feels less abysmal & apocalyptic..#delete later (remember pls)

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mikazeliscious · 7 months ago

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