#bc i didnt know or have time to calculate it

[minglana]

when i get nervous for an exam the veins on my arm (i think usually right) start hurting, idk why. its never in any other part of the body. well guess whats happening rn

[townieboyfriend]

unsure if this has been a talking point before but the whole thing with hermann canonically having a family offscreen is so gut wrenching to me because of the implication that he knew that his child would never grow up or likely even be born. vanessa was supposed to be due in april '25, around the same time he calculated the triple event would take place </3

[snobgoblin]

what's your sign? you give fire sign to me. just curious

YOU WOULD BE RIGHT howd you know that 👀 I'm a Sagittarius!

[phagodyke]

hour and a half unpaid overtime I think that's a new record for me. on a day where I was supposed to have no overtime no less. funny how I only have 3 of those this month and the 2 so far I've had to work overtime anyway 👍

[2tarbell]

hi 💖!

has tp!rafe ever gotten into a fight to defend reader? im swooning thinking about how she’d be the one to patch him up and feeling guilty and rafe shutting that down so quickly bc she’s his girl, basically his wife and he’d never not defend her.

oh definitely!!!!! that’s his girl and he’ll be damned if someone tries to say shit about her. not on his watch.

they’re at a bar or something and she’s all drunk and giggly — her sweet self having the time of her life. he’s watching her, hand on her hip and holding her up right. maybe she’s leaning on tipsy & stumbles a bit, foot catching and she slightly falls into someone leaning against the bar. rafe catches her smoothly, mumbling in her ear about taking it easy. but when the douche she accidentally bumped shoulders with turns and yells at her? he’s ready for anything but easy. his anger so controlled and calculated.

“woahhh— fuck you say to her? what did he say, baby? i— i gotta be losin’ my mind ‘cause i— i know you didn’t talk to my fuckin’ girl like that, man.”

so they’re back at the trailer, rafe sitting at the table and letting her fuss over him. reader sobered up instantly at the sight of his fist colliding into the other guy. and her man for sure won the brawl — but he still endured some punches. her lip is caught between her teeth as she dabs at a cut on his cheek. rafe has his hands on her hips, trying to soothe her anxiety, as his face is angled up at her. she always hated when he fought. mumbling about you didnt have to do that and get hurt, daddy :C.

“‘course i fuckin’ did. i’d do it again, too. you know i don’t— i don’t play ‘bout that shit. not when it comes to you.”

he’s getting all worked up again and she cups his face, staring down at him as sternly as she can manage. mumbling a whiny rafeeee. she looks so cute and puppy like, he can’t help himself but chuckle. pulling her in more and holding onto the back of her thighs. his chin rests on her stomach, peering up at her, his eyes deep and enchanting.

“listen t’me — you know you’re my priority, sugar. dad’s not gonna let that shit slide, a’ight? ‘m alright, promise. c’mere.”

then she’s melting into his kiss, leaning forward and letting her body weight be held up by him. it’s a slow, delicate press of their lips that immediately pulls them both fully in. attention zoned in on the warmth of tongues and the taste of vodka & cigarettes on their breath. reader knows things will all be okay, long as rafe will take care of it.

(then he’s fucking her slow & deep as an apology)

[ramons-elevator]

*SLAMS HANDS ON DESK*

FUCKING PHILS POV

Everything about his POV was bone chilling holy shit. Also fucking shoutout to the admins for picking Chayanne and Tallulah bc that was a really smart move.

For some context for those who arent Philza watchers:

Tallulah and Chayanne obey Phil. Yes they can be divas sometimes and be dumb and silly, but they arent like their siblings like Dapper and Richas who will just be dramatic and do dumb and dangerous stuff when their parents dont feel 100% okay with it. They will throw a fit but still be respectful of Phil’s word.

Phil said multiple times to them, especially Tallulah, to not go to the dinner no matter what. That as soon as it hits 2pm PST, they get tucked into bed and they can wake up after if they want. Chay and Lullah both agreed bc they both fear dying. Tallulah wants to see her dad and Chayanne knows how hard his dad works to make sure they are safe.

Let me fucking tell you how creepy it was seeing Tallulah walk into the dinner.

Phil immediately questioned her and was like “what the fuck you doing? We both agreed you would stay in bed.” and when ‘Tallulah’ just stared at him and shook her maracas, you could feel the air still.

Personally, it felt like a bucket of ice water got dumped on me. Phil literally froze. Because thats not fucking Tallulah. Tallulah is calculated, gentle, and slow moving. The ‘Tallulah’ at the dinner was shaking her maracas without a care in the world, running around. Also Tallulah will talk to Phil and they check in on each other. The ‘Tallulah’ at the dinner didnt put down a sign once.

Then as Phil was realizing that Tallulah wasn’t Tallulah, then ‘Chayanne’ comes in. At this point Phil realized that both ‘Tallulah’ and ‘Chayanne’ dont have cracks. Phil straight up looks at ‘Chayanne’ and says “You are fake, you arent my son.” Also same thing with Tallulah, Chayanne and Phil check in with each other. They are a well oiled machine. Phil knows Chayanne like the back of his hand and vise versa.

To be fair, Chayanne isnt an egg of many words. He likes action and just nods/shakes of his head when talking. If need be he will place a sign down, but he doesnt talk as much as Tallulah. So it isnt hard to impersonate him.

But the second, ‘Chayanne’ started punching Phil was again bone chilling. Chayanne rarely hits Phil, maybe once or twice from the top of my head. Again, Chay and Lulah are very respectful of Phil. If they need his attention, they do other ways. They dont hit.

And thats when Phil let Fit know that something was wrong. Those werent his kids. That they are fakes. Around that time, Phil runs home and sees that his actual kids are sleeping. He takes a photo, runs back, and fucking shows ‘Chayanne’. Phil lets the fakes know that he knows and he doesnt give a shit.

At some point, Phil and Fit talk again and ‘Chayanne’ runs up and tries to take the photo from Phil. Phil basically said fuck off and went back to his seat.

The part I find so fucking eerie was that Fit and ‘Chayanne’ had a lil talk. ‘Chayanne’ put down a sign that said something along the lines of “My dad doesnt love me anymore”.

That sign literally made me start to freak out because thats the fucking last thing the real Chayanne thinks. The real Chayanne knows that his dad loves him to death. That Phil would burn this server to the ground if anything bad happened to Chayanne. Chayanne knows that Phil does everything in his power to keep his son alive. He knows how much Phil worries about him and Tallulah (both the characters and the admins).

Going back to what I said at the start, the admins were so fucking smart for picking Chayanne and Tallulah to be the ‘Code eggs’.

People outside of Phil, Fit, Bad, and maybe Forever/Cellbit dont really spend time with Chayanne and Tallulah. Yes, other people do care after them and know them, but they really dont know their mannerisms and quirks. They dont know that Tallulah only shakes her Maracas when she is very excited or have something to say. They dont know that, while Chayanne can be hyper, he usually is very obedient and stays close to Tallulah when he can.

So putting them in a party where the attention isnt on them 100% time is so smart. They can run around and people dont think about it. They just see two eggs running around and having fun. They dont know how wrong it is to see them like that.

Then when the ‘Code eggs’ made themselves known, Phil got kicked. Again very smart from the admins because no one wanted to kill ‘Chayanne’ and ‘Tallulah’ even though they were obviously Codes. Even Fit, who Phil told over and over again that those arent his kids, hit the Codes once or twice but stopped because he didnt wanna take that risk. No one wanted to take the chance of hurting an egg. It gave the ‘Code eggs’ time to kill Charlie and try to kill others.

But the second Phil joins back, he is screaming that those arent his kids and to kill them. That they were impostors. Even then, they let Phil kill the Code eggs.

Then when Code Tallulah died, everyone stepped back and let Phil 1v1 Code Chayanne.

Im so impressed with the admins and the people who played the fake Chayanne and Tallulah. They did such a good job of putting a spear of ice through my heart. 100/10 Bravo

[windywriter]

Who has Pathetic Worm Energy when in a relationship

ROUND 2 BC I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE FIRST ONE

Definitions/explanations under read more because this got LONG

Definitions: What is Pathetic worm energy?

To me Pathetic Worm energy has two definitions

The act of making a fool out of ones self in order to receive affection/pity from a loved one/romantic partner

The over correction one makes in order to avoid making a fool out of oneself in front of a loved one/potential romantic partner.

One's general pathetic energy for both funny and unfunny reasons.

Potential Pathetic Worm Energy:

A bit self explanatory but I feel that these characters have potential to be silly but only in certain situations. Additionally, this definition includes portrayals/characterizations that I personally find are close enough to canon that I could imagine it happening without straying too far.

Tsundere:

These characters will only show a softer (wormier) side to them under very specific circumstances and feel as though they have a reputation to uphold.

Other:

These ones I feel either do not fit into any of the categories listed above or I just do not have a firm grasp on their character.

Explantations

Has Pathetic worm energy:

Some of these characters are a bit obvious (Takemichi, Shinichiro, Akkun) however, I would like to explain why I put a few characters on here.

Kisaki: I feel like Kisaki fits into the over correction definition because when you look at what he did on paper, its kinda pathetic. He started all this shit, ruined friendships, orchestrated literal gang wars, killed/had innocent civilians killed all just to show one person, who didnt even really like him, how great he was.

Shion: Mainly because of how boisterous he is about his position only to get sandbagged multiple times throughout the story. And while the same could be said about the Haitani brothers, I feel like Shion's lack of charisma sort of gives him a different kind which pushes him to the top.

Takeomi: I feel he more fits the third definition. This is mainly because, despite the fact that he was moved to tears by Senju's genuine conviction he still fell to his greedy nature. And honestly, if that isnt textbook tragedy I dont know what is.

Has potential Pathetic worm energy:

Okay, these ones will require a little more explanation.

Rindou: For him, I have seen interesting interpretations of his character where he has a bit of an inferiority complex due to being stuck in his older brother's shadow. Which I find very interesting as it gives his character depth and a good contrast to Angry and Hakkai during their fight. However, I did not put him in the top tier because it is an interpretation and i feel like Rindou would only show that side in reaction to being compared to his brother rather than naturally doing it.

Mikey: While he is spoiled and possessive I feel like those traits only apply when he isnt locked in. I am also not including the other Mikeys because I feel like there isnt much to go off of. Though I guess Botan Mikey would probably be in "Pathetic worm" tier but for less funny haha reasons and more "This dude genuinely needs help" reasons.

Ran: Like Rindou, I feel like he'd probably only show a more cutesy spoiled side to him if it was calculated beforehand. He is the Charisma of Roppongi. However, I have also seen interpretations where the person he was trying to charm manage to outwit him (unwittingly or not) and leave him surprised. Which honestly, I find the gap moe very cute. Its fun to see The Ruler of Roppongi Ran Haitani left flabbergasted by someone he thought he had dancing in the palm of his hand.

Kazutora + Sanzu: I put these two together because while their obsessions are adjacent to Pathetic Worm territory, I feel like what stops them from going to that tier is the fact that they are incredibly dangerous people. And while that may sound rich coming from a tier list about Tokyo Revengers, with characters like the Haitani brothers on it, I feel like Kazutora and Sanzu ( particularly Botan Sanzu) are on a different level because they are willing to get their hands dirty and are not able to be talked down if you were to try to talk to them when they are in a certain headspace. So less funny haha, more "Oh God I need to get away now."

Takuya Yamamoto: Hes mainly here on the virtue of being apart of the Mizo Middle Five (Makoto is in the same tier is just forgot about him). However what holds him back from being at the top is his laid back nature. Yes he probably would act like a fool, but I feel like he wouldnt go too overboard. And I feel like hes too laid back to really worry about his reputation. Truly, hes probably the freest person here.

Peh-yan:

What convinced me about him for this position is his relationship with Yasuda and their dynamic. Its very sweet how far he went to help the sewing club.

Kakucho: The reason I put him here is because while he is very loyal and I can imagine that resulting in some entertaining scenarios, I also feel like Kakucho has a really bad habit of codependency. Additionally, I feel like hes just so sincere that he could say the sappiest pickup line and you'd still think hes cool.

Inupi: Mainly for similar reasons as Kakucho. However, I feel like what holds him back is instead is his kinda deadpan expression. So while he might say some out of pocket stuff, he says it so matter-of-factually you'll be the one reacting instead of him.

Angry: Like Rindou, I feel like he has a sort of natural inclination towards being spoiled being the baby of the family. However, what stops him from joining Hakkai is his eternal grimace + hes decently sensible so i doubt he'd go too far.

Senju:

I feel like she approaches Worm energy I feel like her sincerity + natural charisma tips the scales a little.

Izana: Honestly, I think he'd rather die than be perceived as having a flaw in any way. He has his moments, but I doubt he'd make that much of a big deal out of them. And if anyone tried well, theyl'll probably wake up with a few missing teeth, and loved ones.

Tsundere:

Draken: I feel like while he certainly does have his cute moments (especially with Emma). I feel like his straightfoward nature keeps him from truly indulging in the silly.

Smiley: Now, this is purely speculative but I feel like because Smiley tends to hide parts of himself in order to look cool

Baji: While he is quite honest with himself, I remember in the boyfriend tier list for Touman he was mentioned to be a bit tsundere so i put him here.

Hanma, Mochizuki, South: With how inscrutable Hanma is its sort of hard to pin him down. As for Mochizuki and South, I dont have a very good grasp of their characters so I dont feel very confident about them. Sorry.

Other:

Mitsuya, Yuzuha, Naoya, Benkei, Wakasa, Muto, Pah: I feel like they would just kinda be normal? Like, they'll have their cute moments but I dont think they'd go out of their way to act like fool to impress their partner.

Taiju: Excluding his habit of expressing "love" via violence, I feel like Taiju is so straight laced that he probably doesnt have a reason to do much outside of the basics for a relationship.

[copepods]

ok arcane s1 act 1 misc thoughts (SPOILERS)

-i like that a lot of the rich characters (cait's family, some council members) have transatlantic accents. i didnt really notice at first but upon rewatch of ep 2 it was super apparent and i love it

-i never got super into vander's character bc by the end of ep 1 i was like Yeah this guy is super dead. the 2 other kids who died as well (never even learned their names lol). also there was a lot more vander + silco than i thought there would be? like they laid it all out at once. i kind of knew they knew each other in the past from fandom osmosis but i expected it to be more of a slow burn reveal i guess

-im interested to see what the show does with ekko specifically. i know he becomes more prominent later on AND has stuff going on with jinx/powder, which i was honestly expecting them to set up more? like have them be friends or like talk to each other once lol. anyway he was pretty minor thus far so im intrigued in what they're gonna do with him

-i know vi goes to prison after this, but the guard who chloroformed her seemed to be trying to save her??? so i have no idea what's happening actually

-i knew silco was gonna adopt powder but i was honestly expecting it to be more? calculated? on his part? like he finds out powder was the one who blew up the building, and is like ooooh new talent. hey kid. do you want to join my gang of evil drug warlocks. but nope he genuinely reached out to her in a moment of grief against his better judgement. kind of a baller move mr. lesbian i respect that

-also powders eyes turned purple for emotional reasons and not magic drug reasons? cool. didnt know peoplw could do that

-Heimerdinger War Flashback last episode was kind of really funny im sorry i cant take this guy seriously. but i also got distracted because there were horses in the flashback and for some reason that surprised me? it did not occur to me that horses exist in the arcane universe. they just don't fit the vibe. also this guy is transparently what if yoda were lorax

-also i wanna know how the fuck jayce and his mom and the wizard (viktor probably) got to piltover after all that in the flashback. did the wizard summon a honda civic to drive them home or what. also, what were they doing there??

-and jayce keeps saying "magic real. ive seen it" but refusing to elaborate??? if i got saved by a wizard who warped space and time then gave me a cool rock i would make it my personality. which i guess he kind of did but you'd think he'd be telling people about it more. maybe he thinks people won't believe him? silly jayce. magic tech isnt real. you escaped the siberian tundra through the power of science. athiests on christmas waiting for charles darwin to come down the chimney etc

-i cant tell if mel is just one councilmember and not like above all the others OR straight up the president or whatever? she clearly has influence but i cant tell if she's everyone elses boss or not. maybe they said something about that in dialogue and i missed it. also is piltover an oligarchy or do they inherit their council positions or what? somehow i don't feel like normal democracy is on the table here

-what is it exactly jayce (and viktor) were trying to do WITH the magic? this always bugs me in tv shows when they just say "im working on some Science Tech Inventions" and dont elaborate on what those inventions are. are the magic balls a source of infinite renewable energy??? please tell me what you're actually doing with the sparkly zero-g machine

-vander's dying words being "protect powder" and vi immediately doing the opposite of that is crazyyyyy sure hope that doesnt haunt her for the rest of her life lol

-was genuinely distracted by the cool ass crab logo on the abandoned building. that was sick as hell. i love crabs

[aventurineswife]

HAIIII

my jazz band (club) was boring bc my bestiest westie wasnt there (THEY DITCHED ME AND WENT HOME WITHOUT TELLING ME)

but anyway, u said to blow up ur inbox with requests or something, so >:3

aventurine (i think u can tell i like him with the fact i put him in every request) and any other characters u want with a reader who plays one or more instruments (this is based off me, i personally play flute, bass guitar, and cymbals, but u can pick whatever instrument(s))

maybe do a scenario where like characters didnt know reader played instruments, and character walks in on reader playing something

could u also make it romantic, please? :3

-:3 anon

Symphony of Surrender

Tags: Aventurine x Reader, March 7th x Reader, Fluff, Romance, Vulnerability, Emotional Healing, Gentle Moments, Inner Struggles, Self-Discovery, Complex Relationships.

Warnings: Minor Emotional Angst, Themes of Trauma (Aventurine's past), Slight Manipulation, Light Romance and Sweet Moments, Minor Character Introspection.

A/N: I'M SORRY WHAT?! 😭 DAMN YOUR BESTIE SHOULD'VE AT LEAST INFORMED YOU THO!!

The soft, melodious notes of a piano drifted through the luxurious, dimly-lit room. Aventurine, dressed in his usual flamboyant attire, had just returned from a late meeting. His mind buzzed with the usual mix of strategy and calculation, but something felt different tonight. The air seemed to hold an unfamiliar tranquility. Curious, he followed the sound of the piano, his footsteps light but purposeful.

As he entered the room, his eyes fell on you—sitting gracefully at the piano, your fingers dancing across the keys with a fluid elegance that struck him silent. The soft glow of the room illuminated the delicate movement of your hands, each note resonating with a raw emotion he had not expected to find in this space.

You didn’t notice him at first, completely absorbed in the music. Aventurine lingered in the doorway, watching you with an intensity he rarely allowed anyone to witness. His usual guarded demeanor faltered for a moment, the mask of charm and bravado slipping as he admired the way the music seemed to flow through you, as if it was part of your very soul.

Finally, you paused, the last note hanging in the air like a whisper. It was then that you turned to find him standing there, his usual smirk replaced with a rare, genuine expression—one of awe.

"Didn't expect to find you here," you said with a teasing smile, your hands resting on the piano keys. "I didn't know you were a fan of music."

Aventurine stepped closer, his earring catching the light. "I appreciate all forms of art," he replied, his voice a mix of amusement and sincerity. "But I must admit, I didn't expect this from you."

You chuckled softly, a playful glint in your eyes. "I guess I have a few surprises up my sleeve."

He walked around the piano, his gaze never leaving you. "I should have known. You're full of mysteries."

Your fingers hovered over the keys again, as if debating whether to continue playing. Aventurine watched you carefully, his eyes intense yet tender. He stepped behind you, leaning in just close enough that you could feel the warmth of his presence.

"I'd like to hear more," he said quietly, his voice low and almost vulnerable. The usual confidence in his words softened, revealing a hint of something deeper. "But this time... let me join you."

You hesitated for a moment, your gaze flickering to him. Then, with a small nod, you placed your hand on the keys, inviting him into this intimate moment.

As the music resumed, Aventurine found his own rhythm, not in the notes, but in the unspoken connection between you. Each sound was a step closer, each chord a bridge built between the two of you. The game of life was full of risks, but for the first time, Aventurine felt that maybe—just maybe—some risks were worth taking.

The Astral Express hummed with its usual rhythm, but inside your cozy little room, a quiet atmosphere settled. You had been practicing with your bow earlier, but tonight, something called to you—a need to express yourself differently. So, you decided to take a chance. With a deep breath, you reached for the guitar hidden in the corner of the room and began to strum, unsure of the melody that would come.

As your fingers found their way, the sound of the guitar filled the space with warmth. The soft, melancholic tune seemed to escape from you effortlessly, reflecting the longing and curiosity you often felt. You hadn’t played for anyone yet, not here, not on the train. But tonight, you needed to.

Oblivious to the quiet music, March wandered down the hallway, her camera slung over her shoulder. She had been busy capturing moments all day, and now her mind was buzzing with thoughts of her mysterious past. But then she heard it—an unfamiliar sound. She stopped, curious, her eyes wide. The soft notes of a guitar? Was it you?

March, being ever the curious spirit, couldn’t resist. She peeked around the doorframe, her heart racing with excitement and anticipation. There you were, completely absorbed in the music. Your eyes were closed, and your fingers moved across the strings as though it was second nature to you.

She took a small step forward, her breath catching in her throat. It was a side of you she hadn’t seen before. The way the music seemed to flow from your very being, the way your body swayed ever so slightly with the rhythm, captivated her.

You paused mid-strum, sensing someone’s presence, and looked up to find March standing in the doorway. A small blush crept onto her cheeks as she realized she’d been caught.

"You play," she said softly, her voice tinged with awe. "I had no idea."

You smiled warmly, setting the guitar down beside you. "Guess I’ve got a few surprises up my sleeve too."

March stepped closer, her playful grin lighting up her face. "You know, I didn’t take you for a musician."

You chuckled, a little embarrassed. "I don't often show it. Just felt like playing tonight."

Her smile softened, her usual bubbly demeanor giving way to something more earnest. "It’s beautiful," she said, her eyes shining. "You really know how to capture a moment, don’t you?"

You nodded, a bit of warmth spreading through you at her compliment. "It’s like photography, in a way. Capturing a feeling, a memory."

March’s eyes sparkled with understanding. "I get that," she said, her gaze flicking to the camera resting on her shoulder. "But with you, it’s more than just a moment. It’s... part of who you are."

Her words lingered in the air, and you felt something shift between you—something deeper than either of you had expected.

Before you could respond, March suddenly grinned mischievously. "Mind if I join you?"

You raised an eyebrow, intrigued by her sudden offer. "You play too?"

She winked. "I don't know, but I’ll give it a shot."

With that, she sat beside you, taking a seat with her camera beside her, and together, you found a new rhythm. It wasn’t just about music anymore; it was about the connection between you two, woven through each note, each laugh, and the shared understanding of a journey you were both still figuring out.

As the music played, you realized that this was more than a simple tune—it was the start of something special.

[gwalch-mei]

1. Who is the better cook?

15. Who's the first to cry during movies that don't seem sad?

29. First date? (Give as much or little detail)

30. Pet names? Yes or no?

31. How do they spend their anniversary?

40. Who is the skilled shopper for holidays? Who always waits 'til the last minute to get all of their gifts? (Which one gets stressed out easily)?

^ for remarkable. answer as many or as few of those as you'd like...i just picked my favourites from the list!

!!!!!!! ty for the ask jay!!! <33 1. who is the better cook? oh theyre both terrible at it but lancelot is SLIGHTLY better bc hes got more patience (gawains the type of guy to crank the heat up and burn everything bc he doesnt wanna wait that long)

15. whos the first to cry during movies that dont seem sad? oh we all know this is lancelot lmao like kdsjfijodsk he can and WILL cry at anything its his talent <3 hes the guy who would cry at the opening scene of something kdjfghodfjk (projecting) 29. First Date? id like to think their first date was after sgatgk not too long after gawain gets back <3 what with his brush with death gawain is A LOT more confident and doesnt want to waste any more time bc who knows what could happen! and lancelot is in a similar position, having spent the whole year gawain was gone in a nervous tizzy bc he didnt get to tell gawain he loved him </3 so as SOON as hes back and rested they both ask each other out at the same time and its very sweet since they get flustered fjdksiosdk but the actual date is a nice private horse ride along the beach, punctuated by a little picnic on the shore where they just talk for HOURS<3 30. pet names yes or no? YES. YES TO PET NAMES gawain uses them more than lancelot does but TRUST ME they both love them and some of them are just. nonsense so without further ado. remarkable petname list in order of normalcy kdsljfuoijdskl; gawain petnames for lancelot darling babe sweetheart/sweet thing hottie hun sexy knight in shining armor (lance is confused bc theyre both knights) bastard (affectionate) otter (lancelot doesnt understand this one and gawain wont explain) Big Man lancelot petnames for gawain (a lot more normal) dear angel honey sunshine my love feral beast (affectionate) my favorite twink <3 (who taught him this) manlet (hes only ever called gawain this once and it DID NOT go well) 31. how do they spend their anniversary? a very quiet and peaceful celebration out in nature! they spend the whole day together from sunrise to sunset riding their horses together and seeing where the day takes them <3 being in each others company is enough and once it starts to get dark theyll find a place to stay for the night, have a nice meal and some wine (and dessert) before having the sweetest most tender sex youve ever seen and then going to sleep <3 40. who is the skilled shopper for holidays? who waits till the last minute to get all their gifts? gawain has holiday shopping down to a SCIENCE hes literally the type of person who will start prepping AT THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR. hes out here with a whiteboard going absolutely feral calculating "ok hes really into x y z so i can get him this this this and this, but i have to get it NOW-" meanwhile theres like. a good few months before the actual holiday skdfjhdusojik its safe to say gawain is the one to get stressed just bc hes a little bit high strung and wants everything to be perfect!!!! he does always have really good gifts tho so his insanity pays off <3 lancelot unfortunately doesnt have a great memory so will inevitably forget theres even a holiday or birthday coming up until like. the day before. cue him calling ALL of gawains brothers crying bc he doesnt know what to get him or make him and hes panicking (everyone but gareth hangs up after laughing at him jdshfuojdsk) cue him and gareth speedshopping the night before and gareth helping make sure everythings all set up <3 he does this every year and despite his lack of planning he picks FANTASTIC gifts and gawain loves them bc lancelot did all that!! for him!!!!!! its a real heart eyes moment <33 wrow i did not mean to write this much dsjfhudosjik ty sm for the ask jay!!! <333

[samncolbyjj]

I won't let you out [Vampire!AU]

first of all i want to say sorry for all the hate i gave to Bob. He didn't deserve that at all! i mean he was indeed a bad person but, we didnt know him at all, he probably changed, and if even the band itself forgave him why do i (we) keep hatig on him? hes dead, im not okay with this, im so so sad, honestly i was happy i got a bf, and everything was fine, i was recovering again but now? i think im beginning to feel depressed again, ill try to get better but everyone i know disliking me bc im weird, my parents, my past live, and now this? sometimes i just feel like i am not enough. wtv lets start. Rest in Peace Bob Bryar.

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None2444 (on wattpad) This one was based on this persons imagine, i really loved it and i think yall should go check it out on their mcr book!

warnings!

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||Y/n's pov||

Tree days until my birthday, alright! Im ready for it, my friends were coming over to my party and everything was perfect.

-Mom, im leaving!- i said grabbing my backpack and walking towards the door

- alright honey, be careful okay? Have fun with your friends! Oh! And take this- she gave me a pack of cookies- in case you get hungry- she smiled at me and kissed my forehead.

I got to school and started looking for my friends in a rapid pace, thats until i bumped into someone's looker door- ouch! Fuck fuck!!!- i had my hand on my nose, i took it off just to see blood

-God, im so so sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you... You're bleeding... Cmon let me help you, and again im sorry!- he looked at me, god that guy was attractive as fuck, i mean, he's one of those emos? Pretty sure he is, my friends are always talking about a group of emos, i think they are 4 boys.

-nah, im alright. Just a bit of blood, don't worry really- he was looking at me like i was some pray, it made me scared, but then his face showed confusion, what made me also confused- everything alright?- i asked while looking into his eyes. hazel eyes, i could look at them for hours.

- Omg... Y-youre Y/n L/n! Im such an idiot please, i am sorry for hitting but please don't start a tantrum...- he looked at me with a desperate and annoyed face like he was scared of me making a scene in front of everyone.

-why would i do that? I mean, okay, i get along with people who do that, but honestly look at me! Do you really think im the same as them? They're cool to hang with, but they for sure care more about my money and what i buy them- i saw his expression switch to a relief one and he sighed, tho it looked fake, like he was acting, i felt like those expressions were fake.

-yeah, that's great, by the way my name is- - he got cut off by the bell ring telling us to go to our classes.

-i think we have a class together now wanna go together?- i asked not noticing he was telling me something, he suddenly got nervous, he was fine a minute ago, now he has his hand Scratching the back of his neck.

- y-yeah... Sure why not?- he started walking and i went with him, totally forgetting i was looking for my friends. Now i was more interested i going to class with this emo boy i just met, he looks cool, he sounds cool, and i really hope he is.

At class we decided to sit together, we asked the teacher and she let us. After some minutes of boring math problems and calculations, The guy spoke to me.

-so, i was talking earlier and the bell rang, i didn't have the chance to tell you my name, im Ger- -He got cut of again, but this time by the teacher, now i was curious about his name, i never really gave importance to peoples name in class, so even tho we had math together i didn't know his name.

-You two, anything you wanna share?- she asked us, i let out a sigh and roled my eyes, i was never a troublemaker but sometimes i would just let a eye roll slip accidentally, it didn't change much since the teachers didn't really care about it.

Gerard didn't answer her and neither did i, she turned around and kept teaching. The time past by and my mind was still trying to figure out the name of the boy sat next to me, ge... Gee... Geeee... Ger? What could his name be? Gerald? Gery? I don't know, nothing sounds like him, maybe i should try and ask him later?

My classes had ended, i didn't have the time to talk to him, i mean after math he just ran away from the classroom, without even looking at me. I looked for him every single break, sometimes my friends not letting me. Now i was walking out of school to go home when i saw him, the sun hitting my skin, why was he with a hoddie? It's so hot today. I tried to catch him.

-hey! Where have you been? I was looking for you, you didn't finish telling me your name- okay it did sound pretty maniac to be looking for him all day just to know his name.

He looked down, still with his hood hiding in it.- im gerard, gerard way, now i really need to go home, im just waiting for my brother- he said starting to walk away from me.

-Are you avoiding me? I may be hanging with the mean girls but i swear im not one, you don't have to hide in that hoodie! I just want to be your friend!- i said and I grabbed his hood, pulling it up so I could see his face. He quickly slapped my hand and put his hoodie down, he started walking away.

-just fucking leave me alone!!- he said and i saw a boy coming over, he was also kinda emo, so it was probably from his friend group.- lets go Mikey- he said grabbing the boy's hand and walking away, i was shocked, why would he slap my hand like that? I thought i was making a friend?

I went home and sat in my bed, my parents weren't home, i was reading a comic that just came out and i had done my homework an hour ago. I stood up to go grab some food and heard something coming from outside my room like footsteps.

I started getting scared of what could be outside, maybe i was crazy, sometimes my mind plays tricks like this with me, so i just tried to ignore it and went downstairs to grab my food.

As i went to grab my food i heard more footsteps and began to panic, but me, being dumb as i am, ran to my room and hid under the covers, to later find myself sleeping from the exhaustion that the fear gave me.

Next day i woke up almost late to school so i just got dressed, grabbed my food, my bag and left. The walk to school was the same as every single day, some music on, and walk, walk, walk, so boring. But i arrived at school in time, actually some minutes early, I don't know how i managed to do that but i did, my friends didn't have the first hour of school so i was all alone today.

Thats when i saw a familiar figure coming right in my direction. Gerard. I was mad at him, more like confused to why he did that, but i saw that he had something in his pale hands. I've always wondered how could he be so pale? I mean i am very pale myself and he can be even more, almost like total white. It looks like snow.

-Hi... - he said awkwardly, he looked nervous again.- i got you this... As an apology for yesterday, i didn't mean to be like that with you... I just don't like showing my face in that area...- he handed me *4th book from your favourite Book series*

-how did you know i like those?- i asked with a smile that i wasn't able to hide.

- y-you made a presentation about it! Remember?- He was nervous. Really nervous. And lying. I never did a presentation about it, not that I didn't want to, i just don't think its the appropriate type of book to do so.

-No i didn't..? I don't remember that, plus how did you knew i was missing the 4th books?- This was weird, how did he know that, okay maybe im overthinking, he probably heard about it, the kids here think im popular too because i hang with the populars, he probably overheard some kid talking about it.

-just take the damn book!- he said still nervous. okay, he was sweating a lot. Is it even normal to sweat that much? I took the book from his hands.

-well hum... Thanks i guess... Whats your next class?

-biology, why?

-just curious, im havin-

-P.E i know!- he interrupted me, almost in a proud way, like those nerds answering questions.- i-i know because i walked past the gym and saw your name on today's class list... I swear im not a- -i cut him, he sure looked kinda insane, but pretty sure its a misunderstanding, i mean, he just walked past the names.

-No its fine i understand- then i had the best idea, he was cute, attractive, and was starting to be my friend, why not invite him to my birthday party?- hey gerard, you could come to my birthday party!

He looked shocked, but some seconds later his shock turned into a uncertain look.- i would love to... But you're friends will be there and all the other popular kids you know? I don't fit in those parties...- he looked down, definitely sad.

-cmon it will be fun!- i grabbed his face cupping his cheeks with my hands, Wow he was cold, very, very cold. But at the same time his face was so soft.

I could see a slight red burn on his cheeks- y-yeah ill try to go alright?- i smiled instantly.- you really should get going though, we probably won't see each other again today since our classes aren't matching- He was so silly. Matching? All of the words he could've said, he says matching classes. Thats cute.

-yeah, so ill see you tomorrow at my party, right? Its as 15pm and maybe an overnight? If you can of course- he smiled.

-sure! Ill try to be there, im sorry i don't appear there.

He said goodbye and went to his class as i went to mine, today was a long day, even after school i had to decorate my house for the party.

I took some steps backwards looking at the work i had done.- alright, i think i like this!- that's when i heard my mom come inside the house.

-honey I'm home!- she said walking into the kitchen and putting her keys in the table- how was school today?

-it was okay, im very tired but it was an okay day i guess, nothing much happened.- i suddenly remembered Gerard, my mom wasn't used to boys coming here so I'd probably talk to her about him coming tomorrow.- Yeah mom i have to tell you something

-you can tell me later now i really need you to go grab something from the supermarket could you?- she looked tired, i guess she worked too much today, plus our car broke so she has to go to work by bus, and she was kinda late today so she definitely ran to the bus.

-sure mom, ill be right back then- i grabbed the keys she left on the table and walked to the front door, opening it and leaving. It was so cold outside and dark. The supermarket was still a little bit far. The air seemed to get tense as i walked away from my house. I felt like i was being watched.

-hi honey- i heard a familiar voice, it was a sweet and consoling voice, but it was also creppy, i turned around just to get hit by something very heavy and fall to the ground unconscious.

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YALL this will not have the same Course as that girls story, i just hot inspired so do not hate me. Btw im still sad about Bob and i cried my heart out today for him.

Luv yall bye

[crookedkryptonitebeliever]

CKB hear me out. Haters will say it's fake but ....... blanche youngest child. The Victorian maid garb? He's tired of being in the shadows of those before him and is trying to set his own identity. Extreme violence? A big ol temper tantrum and cry for attention. I dare say i would lean on him being youngest child just because Lev fits the disaster middle child ALL too well 😮‍💨.

I see why some will say Lev as the youngest but i feel like he's suuuuch a middle kid like, even if he's stupid, he'd having a good time and that's all he cares about. I feel like youngests are actually more deceitful and tricky wheras middle kids are pretty true to themselves and more easygoing? Like them youngest kids are used to sneaking around and just so cunning, showing different faces (not unlike blanche who does a 180)

Like blanche, yves can also fit all 3 perfectly. He does kinda seem like the overstressed, overworked, will nag out of love, can never relax, will shoulder responsibility for you eldest child (i feel like eldest children also have a really clean aesthetic? Middle kids are either cozy wear or pop the Fuck off. And youngest kids are always flashy but in their own way and my god if that isnt blanche 💀)

Also i feel like eldest kids (yves) have a great fear or failure and losing things so theyre lowkey control freaks. Youngest kids (blanche) are oddly possessive and entitled like they think the last slice of pizza is their god given right. And middle kids (lev) are so used to losing things that they get obsessive over the things they do have, and a bit pathetic abt it if they feel it slipping away.

Youngest kid blanch really does seem like a big brat (but who cares) to me. Like he sees reader as his dead pet hamster that he accidentally squeezed to death trying to hug it but he refuses to believe it's dead so he keeps leaving food out for it and stroking it. Middle kid Lev sees you as a cute hamster and buys you cool wheels and a rolling ball and toys and sleeps with you in his bed. Eldest Yves will not allow anything to happen to pet hamster so he has a seperate temperature controlled room for it, homemade pellets, probably wipes hammies ass after it poops and everything.

This was just my random musing though and im excited to see what you end up making the order!!

Also i think i was ur 🐰 anon and i used to send in all those theories for language barrier LOL. Ummmmm the bunny thing *totally* didn't have to do with Lev, so, uh, don't tell Blanche, my latest hyperfixation 🤭 (or Cyprus because goddamn-)

🐰 anon

🐰 anon also said: Oh! Also feel like blanche would be a lot younger than the other two. Like modern au or whatever if they were all together, yves moved out when blanche was a kid (because he was independent) lev was never home bc he was always out and just kinda ended up living w one of his friends (never 'officially' moved out but he's living elsewhere) and followed the party life, and blanche was probably raised and spoiled by a family elder, making him feel like an 'old soul born in the wrong generation'. But hold onnn i didnt know therewas a blanche pt 2, lemme go read that and see if it changes things LOL 🐰 anon

🐰 anon also said: no blanche is actually so middle/youngest child coded it's insane bc i refuse to let go of middle child lev (actually i need to give bunny a reread before that too, and ofc more content on him when it comes out lol) but brooooo them youngest kids be weird as FUCK like, smth abt blanche feels like he's playing dressup, pretending and trying so hard to be this old fashioned adult gentleman, meanwhile yves actually is more calculated, composed and knows what to do for his shit. I actually initially thought of yves being the youngest but i feel like blanche being youngest fits so much better imo. Like blanche is just here to do his own shit, he's a bit selfish, and pushes for hinself. Yves puts his responsibility first and pushes for reader. Plus yves has that blonde mom in target drinking a coffee doing 3 hours of shopping in 12 minutes before her next hot yoga class and thats soooo eldest child coded. Idk something abt blanche as a person (not a character) seems so underdeveloped and child like in a disturbing yet innocent way? 🐰 anon

🐰 anon also said: "unromancable, unfuckable weirdo." No im sorry Blanche is actually the youngest child Bunny anon

Holy fuckin shit bunny anon always comign in with a banger , yess that's what im talking about them tasty brain chews i like i like

shid man like u really lay out their vibes and everything and even imagined them in modern AUs , presented evidence and cited your source like what the fuck this is such a good analysis like damn bro i fr appreciate the enthusiasm

Like all the stuff you sair fr made sense even to someone who has no siblings, its as if i had those little shits living in the same house as me and i observed the dynamic, like yeah damn Yves really fit the oldest child

Its really fitting cause if you think about it, they're all like centuries old or whatever and both Yves and Leveret are pretty youthful looking with no grey hairs- they went on their own quests to preserve their looks, Whereas Blanche is considered to be the most unkempt out of the three with his salt and pepper hair growing uncontrollably to the back of his knees, no manicures just natural long nails but he's still considered youthful cause ykno 50 year old looking man vs his actual 5 million year old age , but it just shows that he doesn't care about looking youthful as much as his older brothers

i notice the older siblings from other relatives and friends they tend to looksmaxx more than the younger ones. and they try to keep up trends, like Yves and Leveret is pretty modern whereas Blanche is fuckin ancient with his stuff, mannerisms and dressing up

and yes he is ironically the most immature (as in childlike) of them all, even tho leveret is like spontaneous and has his slipups, but damn bunny anon like ur analysis is always bangers like what the hell bro i love them and i love you

[phagodyke]

worked an hour extra bc they have no respect for my half day but I knew they were gonna do that so whatever..... at least I'm omw home now

[speedlimit15]

sorry for sounding like r/iamverysmart but i keep finding myself in social situations (well ok its just jay's family but they're here all the time) where i feel like seven of nine. As in everyone is saying stuff that i know to be factually wrong or that i straight up disagree with but it's none of my business and i dont have small talk topics so i just kind of sit there looking occasionally pained. when i do open my mouth i feel like whatever comes out is so calculated-sounding bc otherwise i'll accidentally say something rude. if i do interject with something i'm thinking it quickly turns into me explaining a series of things and explaining them poorly bc im flustered and didnt realize id have to explain them OR i sound like a total doomer downer. i have no idea how to get over this bc this is years into knowing these ppl and i love them and care about them and im going to have to continue interacting with them!!! and i dont think theyre stupid or that im better than them in any way but i keep watching them make decisions based off false assumptions And i feel like theres nothing i can do bc its not my place

[kneehighcrocs]

ARCANE SPOILERS AGAIN BC IM RANTING AGAIN

wanna preface before i say ANYTHING that i am not very good at like. finding deeper meaning in films and shows and art and stuff. i can later understand after someone ELSE points it out but i rarely come to these conclusions myself so if anything i say here seems very obvious and elementary j ignore me 💀 hashtag autism

there are SO MANY FUCKING CHARACTER PARALLELS its driving me mad how do they GET AWAY WITH THIS

jayce is singed, viktor is rio. cait is vi, vi is powder. isha is powder, jinx is silco. also viktor is? jesus?? now? anyway

its actually sickening how everyone in this show is just changing all the time forever like what the total fuck ! “promise me you wont change” “i wont” and then she DOESSS BC THERES SO MUCH GOING ON ALL THE TIMEEE

also just smth thats bothering me a tiny bit is how cait didnt realise that was jinxs REFLECTION. i realised it was off immediately bc of her one lock of hair going the wrong way, and ik cait was like. totally ravaged by the idea of getting revenge the whole time but someone as observant and calculated and sharp eyed as her not realising that jinx was mirrored?? after her face being plastered all over every wall in the undercity?? wackadoodle

and bc this is my blog and i can say whatever i want im going back to the jesus viktor thing bc. what on earth

part of me is worried its BARELY viktor anymore, bc his like,, lack of reaction after “healing” (?) huck is so jarring. u dont just do that and act like its normal. so i feel like maybe only his subconscious is rly there and the hexcore is like piloting?? him? he seems too calm, too absent in that whole scene. how tf did he just. know how to do that.

also theres a possibility im misremembering bc i have unfortunately spent the last 48 hours only replaying minute 8 of episode 3 over and over again so i havent rewatched the jesus scene but WOW

[chewtoy2004]

evil vampire bat coming 2 get you

1, 16, 18, 19, 23, 26, 33, 40 lalala

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH IM SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hai :3

who is/are your comfort character(s)?

for a while it was will graham bc hes soo wish fulfillment for me being a schlubby antisocial freak guy and having a guy love him and basically devote his life to him regardless. madoka kaname is also a character that i find comforting in the same way i imagine a lot of religious people find god comforting, in the sense that her love for the world and all its people fundamentally affects the world in pmmm and i sometimes feel like i can feel her watching over me. to be a bit crazy about it.

can you drive?

no LOL. i dont want to drive but i feel like a baby not knowing how and that kind of makes me insecure honestly.

what hair products do you use?

just conditioner and clarifying shampoo. ive been trying different things for a few years and i think all i really need is a basic ass dollar store 6$ conditioner with silicones, and like 2$ clarifying shampoo and i need to never let hot water touch it cause my hair is so dry and thin by default #curlyhairwarrior

imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?

YESSSSSSSSSSSS if i didnt work the job i do i would still be painting my nails all da time. i would paint your nails with like. clear dark red polish that looks like blood!

how do you feel about chilly weather?

ouhhh i dont really like it but i dont not like it. its an excuse to wear a cute sweater at least

a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?

this is a hard one. in recent memory i was thinking over and over about the couple interactions my and my crush had. i think he liked me which is crazy cause ive never been convinced anyone liked me. more evidence that devils are attacking me.

the last adventure you’ve been on?

yesterday i went to wegmans and got fish and drinks and i went to the thrift and got a cd player and a throw blanket and a cute calculator with a planet earth toy in a water thang. had some fun :3

did you have any snacks today?

yeas i ate my fish and some of the dried shrimp i got a few weeks ago #number1fisheater