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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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I LOVE ALL OF THESE CHARACTERS BTW. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR HATE FOR THEM ON MY POST
#textboxes#deltarune#susie deltarune#lancer deltarune#kris dreemurr#ralsei#my art#long post#hi welcome to my secret notes about this textbox adventure!#my developer's commemtary if you will.#i originally drew susiezilla in her light world color palette. but i changed it afterwards because i realized she likes herself better in#the dark world than in the light world. if she were to draw an idealized version of herself it'd be based on her dark world form.#if you pay attention to kris' drawing you'll see that they tried to give it big angel wings. but it's kind of hard to do that when you can'#control yourself.#i named Urisk that to complete the . uhm. quadfecta?#Frisk Urisk Chara Kris. or FUCK for short.#i was going to give urisk angel features because they're so Good. but i realized ralsei probably considers devils to be good rather than#angels. since he exists to banish the angel's heaven and all the heroes have strong devil motifs surrounding them.#i still gave them a halo though bc i still wanted them to seem Good.#i feel like the pacing on this one could have used some improvement#but overall i'm just happy i got it done! i'm very proud of it :]#that's the thing about these textboxes. it's really hard to go back and change previous textboxes#you've just gotta keep on chuggin forward until you reach the end! no looking back!#anyway i hope you enjoyed this one! :3#oh also. i put kris on the opposite side of everyone else to symbolize their isolation from everyone else bc of the soul#okay actually i have more to say. so susie's drawing looks like something hou could actually draw on a paper#meanwhile ralsei's was based on the drawing on his unused manual. which has pure black outlines and perfectly filled colors like it was mad#in ms paint. also i was originally going to include noelle and berdly in this too#berdly's OC was going go be Super Lord Berdly; Mayor of Smartopia#and noelle's OC was going to be really beautiful but really tragic
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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x09 - “The Dirt Under Your Nails.”
#theyre sooooooooo 🥺🥺🥺#caitvi#arcane#arcaneedit#piltover's finest#wlwedit#caitlyn x vi#vi x caitlyn#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#vi#vi arcane#arcane vi#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn#caitlyn arcane#arcane caitlyn#s2 ep9#arcane season 2#arcane s2#being serious fr that this blog wouldnt even exist without caitvi so yeah like i love the show but i wouldnt rlly#be making a dedicated sideblog about it and would just prolly post gifs occasionally on my main#congrats to the lesbians for melting this cold cold ex-retired fandom gifmaker's heart bc i usually dont ship things THIS hard#I STILL HAVE TO MAKE A GIANT CAITVI SET OF EVERYTHING FROM S2 and it will prolly break ur phones again but idc bc i must make the gays
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trigunned the hades or hadesed the trigun (id in alt)
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#millions knives#ruporas art#type of shit ive been on lately bc ive been playing an obsessive amount of hades 2 lmfao… ofc imstead of drawing fansrt for hades#i channel that energy into trigun?😭 SEE.. the thing is. i am ALWAYS thinking about a trigun game… like an action story game#it is rotating in my brain 24/7 and now after 7billion years i finally pick up a video game#and the inspiration sparked. obviously this is just a mere mimic of an existing media... but im thinking about the plot of max now#executed differently between mediums… webbing a new retelling of the original story as game mechanics allows you - thinking of the#new roles the characters would take. like wolfwood here is not Constantly by vash’s side but he will show up once a run to clear out an#encounter. shows up seldomly at home base to make gifting difficult... an existing companion and still journeys on his own. for more#relations options merylmilly will also have occasions where they separate so vash can speak to them individually - the gungho are not bosse#most of them get the roles of giving “boons” i think.. BUT ANYWAY thats me reimagining trigun into hades. now imagining trigun into an#ORIGINAL video game.... ough... ohhh....guhh... I WANT IT SO BAD!!!!!!!!#this was just a fun exercise... im thinking about doing more but i think i shouldactually draw some hades 2 fanart first
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what if i broke all the bones in your legs actually
#ramble#please let this be a fucking joke#i cannot imagine being this out of touch#YEAH IT'S ALMOST LIKE ART TAKES FUCKING EFFORT AND THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE DO ENJOY IT ACTUALLY#the phrase 'labour of love' exists for a reason#i sat and watched my grad film on repeat for days when it was done bc i was so proud that my hundreds of hours paid off#I DON'T MAKE ART TO SIT AND LOOK AT IT#I MAKE IT BECAUSE I PUT TIME AND LOVE INTO IT AND I GET TO LOOK AT IT AND BE LIKE I MADE THAT WITH MY HANDS!!! AND MY BRAIN#GOD FORBID YOU PUT A SECOND OF WORK INTO ANYTHING IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE ANYMORE YOU USELESS FUCK????#i'm so sorry i'm unreasonably mad about this#is it crazy for me to say that you should have to do some things in your life?????? god forbid you read your own emails#what are you DOING how fucking LAZY can you be????#and that is NOT a word i ever want to use but this is the DEFINITION of lazy#kids with adhd aren't lazy. tech bros wanting the exact same things that people have worked years for at the push of a button are lazy#i actually need to go and put my face in grass i'm so upset#thankfully. basically every musician who saw this shut it the fuck down and told him he was an idiot so that's nice
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DC YJ verse but its just
Clockwork, calling Danny: There's someone stuck in the Speed Force go get them out please (Wally)
Danny, who has been retired since he moved away for college: What.
#I imagine having someone stuck in speed force which is basically all of time and the movement of existence is the equivalent#of having jolly ranchers stuck in his teeth for Clockwork bc well ancient of time yknow?#Danny is just maybe having a little bit of a crisis about someone being stuck in time because really#he should have known that the whole college and vigilante retirement thing was going just a little too smoothly#anyways he gets Wally out and Artemis/Wally/Danny happens because I say it does#danny phantom#dc x dp#clockwork#Danny Fenton#dcu comics#dc#dc x dp crossover#dpxdc#dcxdp#dc universe#dcu#dp x dc#dc comics#artemis crock#Wally West
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*catboys ur shounen protag*
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#boss shes drawing shirtless catboys.............#listen i just bought the mewji plush ive been in a Mood ok#u all can forgive me im sure#i rly liked the original mewji sketch that i did last night but fr some reason when i went to clean it i could not get th expression??#it just looked so off and kind of uncanny and not like yuuji at all#so i scapped it :) hes less scrunchy faced now#also. gomenyasai i am still guilty of doubling up on human/cat ears....#espECIALLY with a haircut like yuujis it is beyond me how to omit them#if anyone can make it work u r a better artist than i#anyway im so happy the trend of like. putting ur ref pic next to the finished piece exists#adds a lil layer of visual interest i think !!!#plus i for one think its neat seeing what other ppl use fr ref#i realized while drawing this tht its been a minute since my last boy without a shirt on#every time i get to draw torso muscles i am like i shld do this more often !!! and then i never do#bc the only thing i like more than rendering muscles is a cute fit GHJFJHFGSHg#anyway itadori mewji ladies and gays enjoy <3#i have ! places 2 b !#'why were u late' . uh .
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heres a crappy venn (??) diagram explaining the dynamics in the tl4j time travel au bc it's easier than trying to write a full plot
#tl4j time travel au#slightly longer ver is cal and ezra have 1. accepted what's happened to them and 2. know tragedy has given them an amazing found family#which they wouldnt have if everything was 'fixed'#and ezra knows from the wbw that changing the past is a Bad idea (which alongside the found family thing cal accepts n agrees w)#but ahsoka cant take her own advice and insists fixing this is Different to the Kanan thing#bc she has not accepted it the same way and her life is soo much more depressing and seeing the live republic reminds her#if she fixed the timeline she'd have her whole family back (bc rn she just has luke) and thered be so much less horrible horrible loss#and luke is the force's specialest boy so he assumes itll all work out great#its basically 'attachments + compassion for those the empire killed' vs 'attachments + acceptance of the world that exists now'#like both 'sides' are going half good jedi ideology and half attachment ig (tho cal n ezra i think have a one-up on jedi-ness of their idea#misc tag#but even tho cal n ahsoka/ ezra n luke have opposed goals theyre the only ones who understand what the other is going thru#so u get fun dynamics as shown by the diagram
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longer manes on horses bc i recently (ive had this in the drafts for so long so its actually been ages since i saw that comment) got a comment claiming a pic was ai because they had never seen a long mane on a horse other than a friesian.... :/
#not horse breed of the day#dont take this as a space to belittle or make fun of them or that sentiment#im merely posting this to showcase a very natural attribute amongst almost all horses (i say almost all bc maneless breeds exist)#i also dont blame them for that sentiment... the incredibly narrow window that mainstream gives horses is sad#and makes it so non-horsie people know like 3 things about horses#it just makes me so sad when people dont give horses a second thought or just assume the most blatantly false things about them#sigh.... for the love of horses
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I love Tumblr because nothing matters here truly. There are no influencers. Having followers doesn’t mean anything. It’s just a site where people post their sporadic thoughts and rb pretty pictures. Anyone who thinks any of this matters is woefully missing the point
#I joined tumblr for the aesthetics and now I’m here bc it’s the most low pressure social media to be on#Instagram is ppl’s highlight reel but Tumblr is where u see their pure thoughts unobstructed and I adore that#It’s very nice to have people to relate to and is def the main appeal to me but I don’t think there’s much more to it than that genuinely#Monetization on tumblr isn’t a thing and probably won’t be so it feels stupid to put more stake than necessary in it. Like you’re in the#Trenches over tumblr of all things. Embarrassing#I know chronically online people exist bc I have seen them in my or somebody else’s inbox but imagine waking up at 70 one day and the#Realization hitting u like a freight time that u wasted all ur time thinking tumblr. TUMBLR. This dying website. Has enough weight for u to#be sending anon hate or reviewing ppl’s blogs like they’re some kind of product. Brother this is licherally tumblr#I choose to laugh at this behavior than take it seriously bc absolutely no one is driving me crazy on my OWN blog. On tumblr dot com.#I refuse#I will do whatever I want forever etc
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prowl being so dependent on tarantulas and his medical treatments to function and survive is probably another argument for why hed wanna get turned into a cybertronian at some point too
because if tarantulas dies to a quinteson attack or the medical facility is damaged and he loses access to his literally life saving medicine thats it hes screwed, but if hes 100% robot like jazz he wont be dependent on another person to survive just day to day
Ohhohohohfmfn you know
Considering that Prowl's condition would consistently be getting worse throughout the whole story?
He'd be so fucking happy to become a robot. It would be the best thing ever. After all the side effects and experiments and his worsening health and nerve damage and food that tastes like medicine and dysphoria?
Becoming an actual mech would make him absolutely ecstatic.
Jazz would worry about how he would react to all the new and different things while Prowl would just be like "HOLY SHIT nothing hurts???? "
Jazz: Wouldn't you miss like...stuff?
Prowl: Huh?
Jazz: Food?
Prowl: All the food tasted like medicine most of my life. As long as energon doesn't taste like Hydrocodone I'm fine.
Jazz: Hm. But like. Breathing? Cybertronians don't breathe.
Prowl: They don't?
Prowl: *stops and listens to the silence*
Jazz: You didn't notice????
Prowl, awkwardly: I forgot
#oh hey two people who look at my tags#imagine#imagine If Prowl's dysphoria goes so far at one point he deadass stops breathing#like you know how people with adhd often forget they live in a human body#and they don't feel like they need to eat because their brain fucking forgets that hunger exists#yea#that thing but with other stuff too#imagine Prowl straight up sometimes forgetting to eat/drink/breathe#bc he's more and more associating himself with his mech#and his mech doesn't need to breathe and can't feel things#reverse mecha au
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I think generative AI is really insidious on its own, but the amount of it I have seen on indigenous history pages online lately is so disheartening & infuriating. there is already so much misinformation that spreads attached to real photos of indigenous people and this just perpetuates that further. i mean i could tell this particular one i saw was AI because the dogs were not accurate to the group they claimed to be from aside from the weird smoothness etc., but most people are not going to look for that.
and aside from the misinformation issues (and of course the stealing content and livelihood from artists issues) the amount of energy it takes to generate images with generative AI will cost the environment heavily (lots of AI energy plants are already impacting communities and predominantly BIPOC communities), again costing indigenous people their traditional cultures (especially when you consider this was an 'image' of an inuit couple with dogs and inuit are at the forefront of having their traditions decimated by climate change).
as if we haven't done enough fucking damage.
#not dogs#indigenous rights#at this point it's like so bad online and has been for years#anti ai#anti generative ai#i have never used chatGPT and you can't make me#if you want to call me a luddite as an insult you do NOT know the history of why the luddites were the way they were#anyways.#i am not going to post the image i saw bc anything with AI doesn't deserve further attention in that way#i just get angry#its one thing to fabricate bullshit on an existing photo where you can find a source and cure that misinformation#but so much gets blurred and cobbled together incorrectly with AI#no source no nothing#just. pure genAI sterotyping#like bro climate change has even changed Vermont so much that we can grow saffron here. SAFFRON.#think about what this does to traditional indigenous food sources i beg you
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Pastel please. I we need to see tf one Sentinel in your style please. Please I need him. I mean we. Who said that.
you all better open your ears as wide as you can bc you're gonna hear me out
#my art#transformers#maccadam#tf one#I cannot BELIEVE I live in a timeline where office siren secretary sp exists. wild#I can’t wait to draw this sociopath social climber’s legs bc my god. MY GOD. GOLD-TIPPED HEEEELS??#hasbro knows I have a thing for angelic antagonists#tf one sentinel prime#transformers one sentinel prime
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imagine the following scenario: one day, the MXTX protagonists + love interests find out, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that they are fictional characters; that they were created to star in a romance-genre web serialization centered around their relationship.
in this kind of situation, i feel like all of the MXTX protagonists would experience some level of existential crisis.....except for luo binghe.
fo luo binghe, the reveal would be twofold. first, there would be the PIDW reveal: that luo binghe was originally to be the protagonist of the webnovel PIDW, and that his fate changed when one of the novel's anti-fans, peerless cucumber, transmigrated into the body of shen qingqiu and derailed the entire plot.
second, there would be the SVSSS reveal: that, in reality, all of the above was actually the plot of another novel - the scum villain's self-saving system - and that said novel is not concerned with any of luo binghe's feats or conquests or the like, but rather is about the romance between shen qingqiu (shen yuan) and luo binghe. and that, rather than being the protagonist, luo binghe is instead the male lead to shen qingqiu's protagonist.
except literally both of these reveals are massive Ws for luo binghe?? first, for the PIDW reveal, luo binghe finds out why shen qingqiu pushed him into the abyss - not because shen qingqiu hated him, but rather because the system literally forced shen qingqiu to do so upon threat of death. furthermore, luo binghe learns shen qingqiu's real identity: someone who read about luo binghe from an alternate universe and came to love him, someone who loved luo binghe across dimensions so much that, upon seeing that luo binghe's story was to end with zero true emotional fulfillment, rejected this ending so vociferously that he ended up changing luo binghe's entire fate.
and then, the SVSSS reveal: this entire universe only exists because MXTX wanted to tell the story of the romance between shen qingqiu and luo binghe. from the beginning, shen qingqiu and luo binghe were fated to end up together. and, if shen qingqiu is the protagonist, that means luo binghe was literally created to love him.
absolute ego boost. massive W. every other MXTX character would be experiencing the existential crisis to end all existential crises, but not our luo binghe. nothing but victories for him.
#svsss#scum villain#mxtx#luo binghe#bingqiu#yanyan speaks#i feel like lan wangji would be comparatively more weirded out to find out that he was literally created to love wei wuxian#he does prioritize wei wuxian above many other things but he also has other things going on in his life#his relationships with his uncle his brother his sect etc and his beliefs on what constitutes righteousness#luo binghe meanwhile seems to be making the deliberate and conscious choice to make shizun the center of his existence#perhaps even to have nothing going on in his life except for shizun#to the point where i think he'd legit be happy if shizun had given birth to him instead#anyways. i actually don't know how the tgcf characters would respond bc i haven't finished it yet#also i actually don't know how shen qingqiu/yuan himself would respond either....#what do you do if you enter a world of fictional characters come to life#get used to interacting with these fictional characters as if they are real people - get genuinely attached to them like real people#only to find out one day that actually you yourself were also a fictional character this entire time?#much to think about
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pt 1 of some much requested cyra lore
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#tav#morgueweave#tw parental abuse#please take care i know this sort of thing hits for some people#i wrote this way too long and it's about as subtle as a punch in the face so i had to break it into pieces#teenage cyra is kind of an icon but also ouch ouch ouch#you can tell her egg donor is evil bc she doesn't have any eye shinies#madame with all due respect if you don't want your kid to call you out maybe don't have an affair#also i feel like cyra with no braids/glasses in an outfit that isn't black or brown is some kind of cursed. she shouldn't exist like this
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