#brain is bouncing

[synthshenanigans]

Im so mad my alarm didn't go off but this song goes so hard im losing my shit. why's he gotta make bangers, let me be normal dammit.

[reidspng]

"Look at the sky, Martin... It's looking back."

[moss-horizon]

found out the other day that my pup is a VERY heavy sleeper <3 i’d already fucked him and tired him out so all i had to do was put my arms around him and he was fast asleep ,,, it was very cute but after we slept for a while i had to get up for a sec, when i got back i realized he had Fully slept through me getting up, and so after cuddling him for a while longer, i didn’t even have to *try* to keep him asleep, i just rolled him onto his back, spread his legs and used his warm puppy hole like a toy,, i fucked him for 3 minutes before i decided to slap him to wake him up, his first sensations returning to consciousness being me deep inside of him ,,, nnhhhhh been thinking about that . a lot. so normal i had to post it

[andi-o-geyser]

a full SAGA of chaos choices at the diner in the centre of your mind

[rejoiceinsilverlight]

i have a nine hour layover and still have two and a half hours to kill, here's the sillies :3

[fa3tality]

"if only starflight was born under the moons-" "he wouldve been so much better-" "think of how interesting-" NO.

how about SUNNY ??? SHE COULDVE BEEN SUNSTALKER.

WE COULDVE HAD SUNSTALKER

im v passionate about the sunstalker au

sunny is my favorite and she deserves mega superpowers. turn her into a proper mary sue since everyone likes to call her one (and theyre WRONG)

i have a lot more to say on this au but frankly, i want to here others thoughts bc *points to starflight comments* ive never heard it tbh

think abt it ! she couldve been the foil to darkstalker !! she couldve been the goodest good ! OR she couldve had some murders for fun ! imagine the possibiliteis !!!

[turtleblogatlast]

“…humming a tune.”

I am very unwell about alternate Leo.

(Song: 'Dream Sweet in Sea Major' by Miracle Musical)

[popinade]

carmine & kieran doodle bcuz I’ve been a bit kitakami-brained lately…

the perpetrator was found

[livingasaghost]

i think one reason why so many people fail to understand andrew and neil's relationship is because people don't know what it is to be aspec. and obviously the aspec umbrella is wide and varied and no one size fits all, but at the heart of their relationship, neil is demisexual. and i fully believe andrew is some form of aromantic. and obviously their shared history of trauma (of all kinds) colors their relationship and their sexualities and actions. but aspec people (and the people in relationships with those aspec people) develop such different relationships than allo people. they care differently, and it's often the care that becomes most important, rather than (just) the attraction. like yes, i choose you because i see you because i am interested in you because i don't quite understand you but i want to, i need to, and i am committed to sticking around regardless of whether we are a legal partnership or not.

people argue all the time that andreil would grow to say i love you some day, that they'd eventually heal enough to get married, but that isn't healing. that's ignoring a vital part of each of them. not only are they both still learning what love is, but love is not what their relationship is built around. they did not ~FaLl In LoVE~ they built a partnership around taking care of the other person. sure they were attracted to each other in their own ways, but andrew doesn't look at neil like he's his happily ever after romance. neil is the person who wants andrew to live, who wants andrew to be happy, who wants andrew to know that he has value even when he's not a good person. and andrew is the person who wants neil to be safe, who wants neil to be happy, who wants neil to know that he has value even when he isn't playing exy. their "romance" comes from holding each other up, from calling each other on their shit, from being a safe space when the world has proven it is anything but. neil is the one who almost starts to imagine some kind of long-term partnership in such conventional terms and andrew is so unconcerned with what that partnership looks like...he just knows the two of them will continue holding each other up as long as they can. and sure they'll have sex and sleep in the same bed and get cats together and all that "romantic" shit, but it's more than romance. it's a life. it's security. it's a chance to rewrite the trauma of their pasts.

and yeah to an outsider all that is romantic, sure. but i don't think andrew and neil see it like that. their relationships is all facts and truths. they feel safest in these absolutes, in the trust they are building together, in the shared language they are crafting between tentative touches and long stares. but to label it something as banal as ~romance~ undersells just what's happening to them. they don't need to say i love you because they know that all of these pieces that make up their shared life together say that for them, and they wouldn't know what to do with those words anyway. their "love" is not the same as other people's anyway. they don't need to get married because anniversaries and dates and marriages minimize just how long forever is, and they are already joined together by the understanding they share.

if the two of them got married or started "dating" it would send the wrong message to people who will never understand. neil isn't andrew's ~boyfriend~ he's the man who convinced him that life can interesting enough to stick around for. andrew isn't neil's ~lover~ he's the man who refused to let him run away from the life he always wanted. it's not romantic, it's survival. it's selflessness. it's learning how to care for yourself by caring for someone else and letting them care for you.

[lunarrainstorms]

❤️ to put him in a blender

🔁 to put him in a blender

💬 to put him in a blender

Ignore to put him in a blender

I went ahead and decided to color the doodles from my sticky note post.

[keferon]

…..SO. AHAHAHAHAH. I finished reading Mistakes on mistakes until (technically I finished chapter 68 which is the last one currently~)

What a ride OH MY fuckINg god

[clouvu]

I hate them (affectionate)

[clovermousee]

relapsed

[pnfc]

someone asked me abt candessa yuri. is this yuri?? for candaces sake i hope it is

addendum

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Behold, a Bunny!

(for @alliechickfic on twitter)

[theghooligan]

chifuyu to takemitchy every time he comes back to the past: