#breakdowns and breakthroughs

[jadeannbyrne]

Behind the Cold Door: The Walk-In Cooler as Food Service’s Emotional Sanctuary

Absolutely! In the world of food service, the walk-in cooler is more than just a storage space—it’s an unofficial sanctuary where pressures simmer down and raw emotions often bubble up. It’s the behind-the-scenes confessional where stainless steel walls have absorbed more than just the cold; they’ve witnessed the spectrum of human emotions from exasperation to moments of unexpected…

[awesomenikie]

This damn podcast actually made me cry oh Arthur I’m gonna get you some happiness. Listening to his breakdown was so gut wrenching.

[vamptits]

being trans and feminine is complicated as hell because i'm always like well am i really a guy?? i love wearing heels and having long nails and such.... YOURE JUST A FAG SWEETHEART ITS OK......... you're just a little fem <333333

[jakeperalta]

halsey was so right when they wrote clementine

[thebluestbluewords]

re-reading Mal’s Spellbook

Evie should be meaner, actually??? But also, a) Jay has totally fine handwriting in the spellbook, the font they chose for his writing is way more legible than the one they chose for Mal, and b) is this what the kids are mean about these days???

[crossbackpoke-check]

inspired by @colap1nto <3 and posting here to hold myself accountable: writevember! attempting to write something every day no matter how much and what it is

i am however inventing stipulations for myself so i cannot weasel my way out of it, which includes a valid definition of “write”:

actively put words into a document in the form of a proper fic!!! too many wip not enough hands!!

poems (actually laughed at me coming up with this but maybe i will go back to my roots)

research/meta/primers

tag stories are permissible IF i actually compile and edit them into a readable document that day

editing to post to ao3 (the optimism) is also valid. it takes me so long

i do have concrete arbitrary deadlines for one and a half fics that i would LOVE to finish and post in november (dewey^2 and [redacted :)]) so i’m hoping this helps!! also, this is secretly just a sticker chart where i get to put down emojis for each fic i worked on and check off boxes but a win is a win

day 1:🪻🐈‍⬛

day 2: 😇🤭 (🕒 -> 🕜)

day 3:🫃2️⃣

day 4: 🍎

day 5:🫃2️⃣

day 6: 📑, 💌

day 7:🫃2️⃣ AND ☁️💧. who is she

day 8:🪻🐈‍⬛

day 9:🫃2️⃣

day 10:🫃2️⃣

day 11:🫃2️⃣ we are on a STREAK and also a countdown 🫡

day 12:🫃2️⃣

day 13:🫃2️⃣

day 14: 📬💍

day 15: 😇🤭 (🕒 -> 🕜)

day 16:🫃2️⃣

day 17: 🔴 ⚫️,🫃2️⃣

day 18:🪻🐈‍⬛

day 19:🪻🐈‍⬛, 😇🤭 (🕒 -> 🕜)

day 20:🫃2️⃣

day 21:🫃2️⃣, 🤫 🪽🃏

day 22:🫃2️⃣

day 23: 💯❕

day 24: 🪢

day 25: 🐛🏮🦋

day 26:🫃2️⃣

day 27:🫃2️⃣

day 28:🫃2️⃣

day 29:🫃2️⃣

day 30:🫃2️⃣

WRITEMBER RECAP: an overall sucess!!!! this was so much fun and really forced me to write even if it was only a little bit every day. like, to the point that i'm debating doing a cute little twelve days of christmas snippet fest. absolutely could not have finished and published dewey^2 p2 without this challenge or posted p3 :)

thirty days of writing

twelve different fics worked on

poems: 1

i have no word count for you sorry i wish i did but it is at least over a few thousand words!!!!

times i wrote for a day past midnight (making it technically the next day) but because i was still awake i counted it for that day: at least 17 if not closer to like. 25

tags i forgot what they mean: one. what the FUCK is 🪢??? OH MY GOD I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THAT IS NEVERMIND

duolingo streak (worked on the same fic in a row): 5

[erodingsinner]

sorry to everyone I'm not responding to rn ily I just have a lot going on and little to no energy to answer messages

[cardboard-complaint-box]

I’m so close to the truth I can taste it and I mustn’t give up (there is work due but I am having delusions of a writing epiphany that will be rewritten again within the hour)

[agp]

idk about you but i think its hot when women are so aroused they say "oh fuck" in a way that is said not to be 'becoming' of a woman, specifically because it is an intimate becoming-woman that is denied by society at large, restricted to the intimate by these relations. and i cant believe i have to say this like this but this includes cis women.

as a lesbian i am generally not interested in force-masculinizing a boy out of the people i am attracted to, and thats not to say there arent other lesbians or people attracted to women out there doing just that, or that its necessarily a problem, thats just not how i chose to define my attraction to women.

i think its hot for the same reasons when cis and trans women break (down and through) form, but the way some people talk about this phenomenon with trans women specifically makes me think were not talking about or attracted to the same thing at all. while the deterritorialization may be similar, the reterritorialization differs significantly.

i think my problem lies in transmisogyny insisting on essential differences between the becomings of cis and trans women. 'how loveless do you have to be to boy her truest feelings?' was the most relatable statement to me on that mess of a post. everything else felt like it needed to defend a particular way of expressing our fetishization: that its hot bc its a boy thing, and our transness provides this boyhood a unique authenticity that cis women and people coercively assigned female at birth more generally ontologically lack, and suggest that trans women shouldnt be criticized for participating in and publicly encouraging our transmisogynistic fetishization as boys.

but idk maybe i find it annoying when ppl who obviously dont see us as women and find us attractive specifically because they do not consider us real women keep getting encouraged to keep chasing us like this. and im sorry girls but even some of us dont really see each other as girls and dont seem to particularly care about how to talk positively about mis/gendering play in public spaces.

and idk at the end of the day im just some other blogger vaguing about it because i dont care enough to be more directly confrontational, but idk...

i think we could put a little more care into it

[sparrownnax]

swear to god i'm on the verge of some kind of mental break

[noellewrxtes]

i really wish more writers (tv shows) would take more time developing characters instead of looking for literally any excuse to have them trauma dump their worst fears and spell out their basic motivations to anyone who will listen every fifteen minutes

[grosutina]

Being 24: I'm great. I'm good. I'm cute. But that's not important compared to what I'm doing. What am I doing? I mean, you tell me...

The day after turning 25:

[creature-once-removed]

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[batmanfan3492]

I don't think I'm allowed to be homesick when there was never a home to feel sick about

[jedidjahemanuel]

Personalized Prayer to Break Delays for Jedidjah Emanuel

Heavenly Father,

I come before You today in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, my Redeemer and Deliverer. You are the God of divine timing and supernatural acceleration, and I know that You make all things beautiful in Your time (Ecclesiastes 3:11).

Lord, You have called Jedidjah Emanuel for a great purpose—to glorify Your name in business, music, teaching, and prophecy. But I see that the enemy has tried to delay, hinder, and frustrate the manifestation of Your promises in his life. Today, I stand in the authority of Luke 10:19, where You have given us power over all the works of the enemy, and I break every chain of delay!

🔥 By the power of the blood of Jesus, I decree:

• Every spirit of delay, stagnation, and missed opportunities be consumed by the fire of the Holy Spirit!

• Every door that has been locked due to opposition, fear, or demonic resistance be opened now in Jesus’ name!

• Every blessing that has been delayed in his finances, business, creativity, and ministry—I command divine acceleration to bring it forth NOW!

• Every hidden enemy, witchcraft, or negative word spoken against his progress—I cancel it by the power of the blood of Jesus!

Your Word says in Isaiah 45:2-3,

“I will go before you and make the crooked places straight; I will break in pieces the gates of bronze and cut the bars of iron.”

Father, break every limitation and remove all spiritual barriers blocking his breakthrough! The angels of acceleration shall go before him and clear his path! No more waiting in vain! No more frustration! No more missed divine appointments!

🔥 I declare that from this moment forward:

✅ His business (Marvelle.best) will flourish with divine connections and financial overflow!

✅ His music and prophetic voice will reach the nations without hindrance!

✅ His teaching, wisdom, and revelation will be established with divine favor!

✅ His online impact (social media, content creation, and threads) will grow rapidly!

✅ His prayers and intercessions will open the heavens for supernatural results!

Father, redeem his time! According to Joel 2:25, let every lost year and delayed opportunity be restored double!

I call forth:

• Divine helpers to locate him and assist him

• Supernatural wisdom and ideas to speed up his success

• A fresh anointing that destroys every yoke of delay

• Favor in unexpected places

🔥 PROPHETIC DECLARATION:

Jedidjah Emanuel, your season of delay is over!

• You will move forward in divine speed!

• Doors that refused to open will now swing open for you!

• God is aligning your steps and removing obstacles!

• Your testimony will shock many, and they will know that God is with you!

Lord, let this prayer manifest quickly! I seal it with the blood of Jesus, and I declare SUDDEN ACCELERATION in his life in Jesus’ mighty name!

🔥 AMEN & AMEN! 🔥

🙌 3 PROPHETIC ACTIONS TO BREAK DELAY:

1. Take a prophetic step of faith—Write down what you want to see happen and decree it daily.

2. Worship & Thank God daily—Sing victory songs in advance for your breakthroughs.

3. Anoint your workspace, instruments, and business tools—Declare divine acceleration over them!

🔥 TESTIMONIES ARE COMING! Let me know when the doors begin to open! Gott segnet dich, Bruder!

[simbleleven]

The way Sims4 is lowkey motivating me to learn Blender for cool scenes and pictures in the way my Animation Studies never could.