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In light of recent comments regarding Viktors sexuality I want to point out a vital part that imo is missing from this discussion - and that is how Viktors disability and disease, and more specifically his chronic pain play into his sexuality. To get this out of the way, I just want to reiterate what other people have correctly pointed out: 1. Asexual does not mean the same as aromantic, and neither one of those two things mean, that you will never have sex. In fact, you cannot generally assume anything about what a person does and does not do in their relationships, simply from them stating that they are asexual. 2. We are not talking about a human being, but a character. Which to me makes assigning anything to them that is not either explicitly in the text or very heavily implied by it, not count for more or less than a headcanon. Especially if you are the creator and what you have created contradicts your own statement ( I am not saying you can't hc Viktor as ace, but I am not shying away from saying that I believe there are definitive sexual undertones present in his interactions with Jayce either) Now, back to what I feel is completely missing from this conversation: How chronic pain affects sexuality. Because the show provides much better evidence for that being the thing influencing Viktor, than a matter of sexual orientation. This bugs me, because first of all, the potential for meaningful exploration of said topic is huge. Secondly, it matters to me as someone who considers herself to be both on the ace spectrum, (while being in a relationship with someone who isn't) and having experienced several years of chronic pain. I know for a fact, that when my body was hurting a lot it played a massive role in my willingness to engage in any form of physical touch - not just sex. The reason why I can even distinguish between a low sex drive, and not wanting to be touched intimately due to pain, is because I have experienced years with chronic pain and years without it. But during the years I had it, on the bad days, the reason became blurred and ultimately irrelevant. What I am saying is - those two things can become indistinguishable - so to talk about Viktors sexual orientation, without factoring in how he was shown to be suffering and slowly dying for most of the story, is missing out on one of the most important facets of his character and instead focusing on one that was never even halfheartedly suggested by the show. I also think, that if Viktor was truly asexual in the way CL believes asexuality works, showing him without genitals in S2 after fusing with the hexcore would be a bit tasteless, no? Whereas, if it's a matter of losing agency over another aspect of his body, it's tragic, but fitting. I hope you can see that I am not coming from a place of being against headcanoning Viktor as ace, but wanting to criticize the particular way a certain someone does it and the dumb reasoning behind it. (side note, whispering this under my breath: if you wanted to have visible asexual representation, why would you write one of the first things to come to the allegedly asexuals characters mind, be "wait this isn't my bedroom"? Are you okay, bro?)
#jayvik#arcane#viktor arcane#jayce x viktor#jayvik meta#arcane analysis#arcane spoilers#i am on a roll today#some will call me triggered i call it passionate#I am not a christian linke hater in general - he doesnt bother me mostly#but I need to point out the silliness#vindication nation
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cant stop drawing ghost trick please help me
#i blacked out and woke up to sissels on my page#:3#magma art#lets all ignore how ugly the format is#i draw without thinking of a cute layout#ghost trick sissel#sissel#ghost trick#ghost trick: phantom detective#ghost trick lynne#ghost trick spoilers#ok spoilers time yayyayayayayayyayayayayayayyayayayy#i dont think i need that but yay just in case#ghost trick yomiel#yomiel#im just drawing whatever at this point#i just like men in suits… especially if they r weird#i love lynne sissel friendship they are so silly to me
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28/04/24 • catullus 51 translated via the international code of signals
BC 1 Can you communicate with the aircraft? NE 5 You should proceed with great caution; hostile vessel sighted NH 1 Are you clear of all danger? EA Have you sighted or heard of a vessel in distress? ZL Your signal has been received but not understood. QF I cannot go ahead MBP Onset was sudden. PG 2 I am dazzled by your searchlight. Extinguish it or lift it. [IB 4 The extent of the damage is still unknown.] MHB Tongue is dry. YS I am unable to communicate… DV 1 I am adrift. MBE The whole body is affected. IX Fire is gaining. FD 1 My position is indicated by rockets or flares. PG I do not see any light. EP I have lost sight of you. MY 2 It is dangerous to proceed on present course. AE 1 I wish to abandon my vessel, but have not the means. GC 2 I have searched area of accident but have found no trace of derelict or survivors
#i definitely want to try doing more w the ics but this was fun. and silly. and the ics needs codes for encounters with the divine#this is also. the only thing i wrote for national poetry month. :/#catullus#tagamemnon#translation#p#also if it turns out i messed up the flags at any point: i dont care such is the nature of textual transmission etc
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A post I absolutely feel that NEEDS to be made
Jounouchi
Is
The
BEST
at fighting
No one is better than him. Everyone is just lucky he fell for a person in love with games and wanted to be more like him.
#jounouchi katsuya#joey wheeler#I'm just saying#it needs to be said#Jounouchi CHOOSES not to beat the every loving fuck out of every bad guy#He wants to be a “better person”#and he chooses to do so through playing a card game#he could take on anyone#like I'm not denying the silly moments ok?#I LIVE for them with Jounouchi#but if that ROAR and look is pointed at YOU#you better run cause its not ending well#also its rude that it limited me to 10 images#theres so many more#wishshipping#ok you can look at it as platonic thats absolutely fine#but Jounouchi changed for Yugi theres no denying that
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In love with your Cherik art, especially Krakoa arc them. White suit Mags is undeniable and I love your style!
thank you so much for likin my stuff !! i love their krakoan looks a lot ..
#xmen#xmen comics#house of x#krakoa#professor x#magneto#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#i love having an excuse to doodle them ..... thank you my friend ...#i need to understand how cerebro looks. as a helmet. it makin me MAD but its fun to draw and figure out ngl#anyways !!!! hope you like this doodle ^^ !!! i look forward to drawing these two more in the future#a silly lil comic i have in mind does involve their krakoan looks ....... so yippee .......#i do wanna draw their classic looks again at some point but in due time !!! i have a lil doodle of that prepared for when i wanna get to it#for now tho. laters !!!!!!!
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im sitting here wondering how the ADA would react to skks dynamic in canon. cus like..... I don't think ANYONE from the ADA has ever actually seen Dazai and Chuuya in the same room. and the way Dazai talks to and teases Chuuya is SO DIFFERENT than how he behaves with the people at the ADA that I feel like they'd get fucking whiplash from it.
#i plan to actually rewatch the show again at some point so i can poke at skk. as you do.#but like dazai casually saying how he wants chuuya to just go die already or wtv he says like#he would NEVER say that shit to kunikida or atsushi#and he does a really good job of keeping his behavior in front of the ada as the silly goofball#which is NOT how he behaves with chuuya#like please i need the ada to be freaked out by the sudden switch that chuuya flips in dazai#bc dazai annoys chuuya but chuuya annoys dazai JUST AS MUCH#they get under each others skin so well#pkay thats it ill shut up now <3#bsd#skk#soukoku#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#shh ac
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what if we both had glass faces & we kissed
#dandys world#dw#potatart#reflective detective#rodger dw#glisten dw#dw glisten#dw rodger#i like theeeemm#im sorry the image id might suck#as usual lmk if i need to change it please#anyways i really like rodger and glisten. the dynamic here is so funny#theyre both a little bit of a loser. just a little. as a treat#but in different ways#i like that they urge eachother to take care of themself. like w glisten pointing out rodgers ichor stains#or rodger telling him to not overwork himself#theyre just really silly. i like them alot
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genuine question am I the only one around here that sees the gman as actively antagonistic or am I the outlier
#transmission#Like besides the point of I'm so unsettled by him that I've considering blocking his damn tag like. Looks around?#Like I understand the idea of Like. Spooky alien grandpa😋 silly weirdguyyyy#And I don't want to be raining on anyone's parade and ultimately that's like fine who's cares. I don't care.#But I feel like a lot of people are missing the mark here on like. Gman as a character#Idfk I feel like I'm being an asshole this isn't to say you can't have fun#But like. Goofy shit with Gordon and Adrian and ALYX especially puts me so on edge sorry#Like I understand his motives and lack thereof I understand narratively what he's doing and what purpose he serves#But is like. Does nobody else see all of his actions as like super fucking sinister😭😭#He manipulated and coerced all of them he's using all of them as his weapons and attack dogs and it just. Feels scary#Adrian was TWENTY TWO.#Like does this not creep anyone else out#And I don't know if this is my place to speak on it. As a white dude.#But splash brought it up the other day and it's like.#The Gman. Someone in a great position of power. Actively and continues to manipulate and threaten a Black man and his daughter .#It's not lost on me and it kind of baffles me that people kind of. Look over that??????#He fucking steals Alyx away at the end of HLA . He uses her emotions against her in a very threatening and upsetting way.#He kind of all but threatens Eli in HL2E2.#I DONT KNOW. I DONT KNOW. he feels fucking scary.#He kept Gordon in stasis for TWENTY YEARS. IM twenty#Presumably Addy is STILL IN STASIS.#Like I don't know. It's bugging me#I don't mean to rain on anyone's parade or say ohh you can't do this or that like who cares .#But I feel like you need to take a step back and recontextualize his actions and how he does things .#Especially in the context of Alyx and Eli.#I don't know. Whatever. Sorry#half life
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"Hair dyes or perms or just a quick snip, you can always count on your ol' pal Clip!"
it's about time i officially shared my design for Clip from my hairdresser au! here's the silly boi himself!
a.k.a. the most complicated character i've ever designed...
close ups and additional comments under the cut!

that's my boi, despite his crazy design, i love him. his silly top knot hat, the horn-like points around his faceplate, his speckled colours, his four arms, and his funky pants. he's just soooooo fun.

Clip likes to play games and knit! he even made the patchwork pants he wears (he made Sun and Moon a pair too, but they're too precious for them to wear... also a little gaudy to wear in public—doesn't stop Clip tho!). He actually makes everything the boys wear, since there's not a lot of things in their size/shape.
instead of resting at night, he can be found in their living room, playing Kirby 64 for the nth time and/or knitting something. he's just too restless to stay still, he's always gotta be doing something and if it isn't gaming, knitting, or hairdressing, then he's up to No GoodTM.

Clip... likes popping balloons. he says "Goodnight!" with each popped balloon and once he's done, he tosses up the scraps like confetti all while giggling joyfully.
needless to say, he is not fun at parties. Sun and Moon don't let him near balloons for this reason.
and yes, he has sewing needles on hand at all times. for fashion emergencies... and for unsuspecting balloons.

Clip's not allowed to have a phone (just imagine all the in-app purchases Sun and Moon would have to deal with), but he likes to keep up with his customers and their games, even if he doesn't get their fixation over bluenets he'll never openly admit it but he prefers curly-haired blond hunks that look sweet in soft pastels but could also squash him like the spider he is
also, he's great at microbraiding! though i imagine if Sun and Moon are free, they'd come help to shorten the wait but also to compete and see who braids the most (Clip always wins of course—make anything into a game, and he's winning)

aaaaand there's this! i wanted to make sure Clip would be able to freely rotate his waist so his arms could have their full range of motion, and this was the solution i came up with: a crop top on top and a wrap around his waist. and Clip here is being a sneaky little scamp about it.
#fnaf eclipse#fnaf dca#dca fandom#fnaf oc#Clip New Do Same You AU#New Do Same You AU#“but crabs YOU designed him you could have made him easier for you to draw”#but everything is just SO FUN and/or lore-relevant!#like the points around his faceplate give me oni vibes i love it#i hate drawing so many hands but man he's just so silly and he needs every last one#and HIS PANTS#LOOK ME IN THE EYE AND TELL ME THE DCA WOULDN'T WEAR PATCHWORK PANTS IF THEY COULD#legit the pants were a major breakthrough in his design#he's just a silly guy#honestly i have been on a bit of an artblock lately#and maybe drawing Clip wasn't the best way to ease myself out of it#but it worked i think?#i dunno just been overthinking things a lot lately#that's kinda why i've been quiet again on tumblr#i just need to let loose and just let myself have fun yknow?#like this sketch page has a lot of mistakes in it#but i tried not to dwell on those and kept moving forward#it doesn't need to be perfect it just needs to be#bright colours#cw bright colours#crab art#traditional art
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Rapidly made this to send to @dramaticeyerolls (the topic of conversation maaaaaay have been an actual, full length comic she miiiiiiiiiight be helping me develop)
#now’s as good a time as any to confess I am undertaking a project that will require so much effort#I can’t write for beans I get so overwhelmed but I have a story that NEEDS to be told#a story that will require so much headcanon prefacing#emily tries to make something cohesive#challenge impossible#why yes I can crank out two disjointed multi panel silly nothing mini comics a day#I’m hyper fixating I’m channeling an ancient power#comics are even hard for me as an animator by trade#I overthumbnail everything#it turns into a flipbook#panel one: character points at something#panel two: character turns to look at someone#emily: I must draw a panel in between these#you see the problem#thanks for reading#not art#memes#count dooku#he’s here
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“Shikanoin-sama, I am trying to pray. I would be very grateful if I were able to do so in peace.”
“Sorry, sorry. Of course.” A pause. “It’s just that you look so… yummy.”
You withhold a sigh. In a controlled manner, you say, “Shikanoin-sama, please refrain from having thoughts of cannibalism while inside the shrine.”
“Ah, it’s not cannibalism, though,” he points out. “I’m not human, remember?” The statement is accompanied by a flick of his ears.
“Please refrain from having thoughts of eating me while in the shrine,” you rectify evenly. The exasperation you feel does not leak out into your tone.
You can almost hear the kitsune’s pout forming on his face. “…Not even a bite? One little bite? One tiny little bite?” He leans over and pinches his thumb and forefinger together beside your head for demonstration, in case the original message was unclear.
You reply, “I cannot stop you, Shikanoin-sama. However, if you do so, I will need to ask you to leave.”
“Aw…” His footsteps retreat somewhere behind you. When there is silence, you breathe out and empty your mind, refocusing on your prayer.
O-Inari-sama…
You feel a soft puff of air on the back of your neck. The hairs on your nape prickle and stand on end; you suppress the shudder that arises.
You crack your eyes open to cast Shikanoin a stern look. He is standing a few paces away, looking around the shrine’s interior in an exaggerated display of distraction. When he meets your eye, he pulls a surprised face. “What are you looking at me for?” he asks in a tone of complete innocence. “It must have been the wind. It’s very breezy in here, you know.”
You purse your lips and shut your eyes, thinking, Inari give me strength.
Just as you have settled back into focus, you feel it again, this time tickling the outer shell of your ear. With a curt sigh, you straighten your back, turning to face him. “Shikanoin-sama, I am afraid I must ask you to leave.”
He pulls back from your side. “What? But that wasn’t even biting!”
“Now,” you enunciate, before adding, “Please.”
“Alright, alright, I’m going,” the kitsune grumbles. He walks backwards out of the shrine, taking slow and deliberate steps. His hands are held out in front of him, his four tails bowed down behind him, as if that is sufficient to convince you of his sincerity. “See? Oh—but before I do go, tell me—are all miko this stingy?”
The urge to return a piece of his tormenting behaviour is irresistible. You allow a drip of sardonicism to enter your voice. “No, only me,” you say without looking at him. “So it is a pity that I am the one you ended up bound to, isn’t it?”
You cannot be certain how your remark is received, so you steal a glance in his direction. To your mild surprise, the kitsune is smiling as he steps outside of the doors.
Once certain you are alone, you decide it best to start the prayer anew. You bow twice, then clap your hands. Pressing your palms together, you mumble, “O-Inari-sama, I do not know why you have sent your messenger to me, nor how I ought to respond to his behaviour. I will admit he does not align with what I expected of a divine spirit, but… I trust there is a reason for this. Please grant me the patience and strength of will to accept his wisdom, and if nothing else, please allow me to retain my privacy in his presence. You are the one who understands most deeply its importance to me.”
You linger in silence for a moment longer. A draft of wind brushes past and rustles the sakura growing outside the shrine. It is breezy here with the spring wind ushering in, you must admit. You bow deeply in front of the altar once more before making your way to the exit.
#r.drabbles#au: kitsune!heizou#heizou x reader#shikanoin heizou x reader#heizou#shikanoin heizou#i need to start actually planning the storyline instead of just writing whichever silly moments come to mind but…#eeeeeeeeh#you know#case in point he’s on my mind again (what a surprise!)#this definitely takes place in the earlier part of the fic#when reader and heizou are still kind of at odds and no external plot stuff has happened yet to force them to cooperate properly#so for now he’s just annoying the hell out of them and trying (mostly unsuccessfully) to get a smile out of them because by the GODS—#—why are you so set on suppressing yourself?)#in more ways than one as well#ok enough rambling now goodbye
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New Lamb design? where??
+ a few leshies from drawpile <3
#I HAVE FINALLY REACHED THE POINT I WANTED TO WITH MY LAMB DESIGN#i love him.... my silly not so silly guy#also working on lamb & nari + bishops line up!!!#but i needed to get the doodles out first juhygTGYH#honk doodles#cotl#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl leshy#cotl fanart
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I still do find it downright incredible in terms of the time that Look Outside came out and the current meme culture crossing paths the way that they do. And I'm specifically talking about Gen Z not fucking with jobs/ being employed like at all. Seriously the stars aligned for a game where you play as an unemployed 30 something year old who doomscrolls on social media whose only known hobby is gaming and eating shitty TV dinners whilst dodging rent to come out where that exact lifestyle is encouraged by Look Outside's demographic.
Like Sam is the ideal Gen Z icon, as of the current unemployment meme trend despite being well a 30 something year old dude. Being unemployed truly transcends all barriers, peace and love on planet earth.
#if Look Outside came out exactly 1 year prior Sam would've been fucking ridiculed off the face of the earth#i can see the mewing and looks maxing jokes about Sam being plentiful and all the “Get a job little bro” jokes too#like we fr were a year shy of lowkey bullying a dude for the crime of “Looking mid” and “Being jobless”#but I do like the trend somewhat for acknowledging that working yourself to death was never a good thing nor should it ever be encouraged#and Sam being unemployed for several undisclosed years absolutely adds to the jobless persona we've propped up of him#Sam would've been considered a complete loser since his current lifestyle has him “Not contributing to society”#which is a very fucked mindset to have despite it being an unfortunately common one#people who don't work are equally as worthy of respect and humane treatment as those who do work/ study/ aren't a NEET#that's something that shouldn’t need to be said but still needs to be hammered in on constantly#especially considering how easily the “You are only as worthy of your personhood as the work you put out” mindset veers into albelism#but that's a whole other discussion that's far more serious than this silly Sam is unemployed post but i wanted to point it out anyways#idk where i was going with this little tag ramble#but again I do like that this meme aligning with the game's release has made fans surprisingly respectful of Sam as a whole#it's nice :)#my rambling ass I gotta trim my postings a bit more#I'll figure it out eventually#look outside#look outside sam#look outside fandom#chit chat#crunchyramblings#putting this post in my rambling tag because i be rambling in the tags fork found in kitchen
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It's a time-honoured tradition- every time Sam comes across Izzy (and Ed) in their travels, he asks Izzy to marry him. And every time, Izzy turns him down.
At this point, Sam is asking more for the sake of it than any belief Izzy will ever say yes, a remnant of childhood dedication touched with 30 years of heartbreak and regret- though even now, a small part of him still holds out hope. Sam's promises have only got more extravagant over the years, from a job as his first mate, to a captaincy, a fleet at his command, a whole fucking island if that's what Izzy wants- but he knows it isn't though, not really. If Izzy was ever going to agree to marry him, to leave his life and go with Sam, it wouldn't be for anything Sam could offer him. Izzy never did care for flashy shows of wealth, for a ship or to be captain. The only thing that ever mattered to him was loyalty given, and loyalty shown in return.
It all comes to a head after Stede left and came back, after Izzy lost a toe, lost his leg. Sam hasn't seen him since before things with Ed started to really slide off the rails, before stress permanently set into the lines of Izzy’s face. So, when he sees a dishevelled man with a hoof for a leg in a no-name port, he doesn't even consider the idea that he might know him. It's only when he turns towards him, and Sam catches a glance at those oh too familiar tattoos, he realises this is Izzy, his Izzy, that stands before him.
Knowing Izzy's discomfort with pity, he doesn't treat him any differently than he would in years gone by, positioning himself in Izzy's line of sight before approaching and sweeping him up into a bone crushing hug.
“Israel-goddamn-Hands!” he exclaims, as Izzy grumbles back a begrudging “Samuel-fucking-Bellamy”, a tradition almost as old as their friendship itself. Izzy might not hug him back, but he can’t keep the corner of his mouth from twitching, just for a second.
(If Sam holds Izzy a little tighter and a little longer than usual, well. That's his business)
By the time Sam lets go, most of the crew has appeared in the town square, drawn in by the commotion. They may have given Izzy his leg and welcomed him as one of them, but still there’s an underlying tension, with nobody quite ready to set aside everything that happened before the Kraken. Seeing him cosying up to an unknown man sets everyone on edge, unsure whether to come to their first mate’s aid, or to assume that they've been betrayed once again.
When Ed sees that the yelling was Sam, his hand goes tense where it's held in Stede's. He knows the routine, has seen it more times than he can count, but as he watches them part he realises that this is the first time in a long time he's unsure of what Izzy's response will be.
Knowing that something’s different, knowing that Izzy's feeling vulnerable already, Sam doesn't go for the same flashy proposal he’s been giving for years. He doesn't promise Izzy the world, he doesn't cause a scene (or, any more of a scene than he already has, anyway). He looks at the fractured man in front of him, takes his face in his hands, and says the exact same thing to him he said when they were little more than boys. “Israel, I have to ask you. I know what you'll say, but I have to try. Come with me. Marry me and sail away with me. I'll keep you safe”
And Izzy… hesitates. He glances over at Ed, at Stede, and says to Sam “...We’re staying in port for a week. Ask me again then”
That's the moment Sam knows there is something deeply, horribly, wrong. He's not just looking at an Izzy who got seriously injured in a fight and is struggling to cope, this is something so much bigger than that- and that Ed has something to do with it. Izzy wouldn't even be considering leaving if he didn't. Whether it was negligence or something more sinister, Sam doesn't yet know, but he intends to find out.
#i feel like the little paragraph about the crew is real clunky and out of place but i wanted some kind of establishment of where those#dynamics are at. its important that the crew is something for izzy to consider in his decision; but also that their relationship isnt so#solid he would stay for them alone; yknow?#im sorta aiming for a s2e5 era but like. early in those themes. he cant be all sorted yet i need him to be struggling#anyway this is part of a much larger scenario in my head that im never ever doing anything with but i wrote THIS bit in a daze in like. jun#and i got thinking about it again and i think?? it holds its own as a 'hey think about THIS' snippet. idk you decide#youre welcome to interpret this as solo bellhands but in my head it Has morphed into sam/izzy/ed/stede#because i cant not put edizzy in things any more. izzy has two hands#i also think the comedy potential of one of your boyfriends HATING your other boyfriend is gold. 10/10 dynamic#stede is mostly along for the ride in this but also i think they need him#aaaaand. the sam/ed bracket i think can only be closed in exceptional circumstances. i think they 'hate' each other too much#...which is WHY someones getting kidnapped!!! yay#anyway its all irrelevant because ill never write it out. i can do silly chill things but thatll require work#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#i wanna also say. the general concept of repeated sam proposals has been floating around my head forever#it used to be a more silly thing like i referenced at the start but. s2 gave me angsty feelings i guess#i cant not have izzy have feelings for ed right now which inherently adds layers to Any bellhands scenarios i think.#but yeah. its a Classic Bellhands vibe for me. sam seeing izzy at sea or on shore and asking him to marry him (again)#i like to do this with jackie too. i think i just want that man to be obnoxiously desired#(theres also layers of my personal hornigold era lore built into this but i hope it holds up without u knowing it. tldr. sam lost izzy by#being an idiot n fumbling the bag. thats what matters. izzy went with ed and sams been trying to fix it ever since)#i probably should have readmore'd this but i didnt think it was Quite long enough. or had a good break point. sorry <3
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*looking at isat ss discord* my power of being silly got out of control
or how I tried understanding rpg maker basics by literally trying to do one (1) thing I really wanted to see ever since seeing Loop unused sprites lying on wiki months ago
the reason I mentioned isat ss discord was simply bc guys were the first people who saw me trying to draw close to pixel sprite face sprite for Loop to,,, do something at some point just to see how it works
and nope I'm not making this into anything, but I really like the fact that I managed to do this
(now with video post edited into this sentence!)
#the Start and the Epilogue is still planned as a visual novel in my head#I got myself rpg maker to make my thing later which is entirely not related to isat (I already showed my OCs involved in that)#isat shitpost#isat spoilers#isat#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat head housemaiden#that one post about voices difference in isat really helped as it is a bit confusing otherwise#I learn by taking apart stuff - that's how I learn#and how I analyze too#break down the character break down the game to the point of literal out-of-bounds make it all make sense in your head#as my head REALLY likes to complicate AND simplify things#basically this was both#also I have a newfound admiration of rpg games as planning ALL this is honestly so cool#like you need to have EXTREMELY clear picture of what you see otherwise it'll break and you won't be able to fix it properly#also Loop's sprite was flying for so long before I understood the problem and it was funny as hell tbh#also they're not in my Seafoam design bc I was... honestly a bit too tired to make new sprites#so I jsut changed soe details on the ones I already looked over and called it a day for now#I'm sleepy and this silly thing took me 3-4 hours and it's like 3 seconds long#but to be fair I was confused for first 2 hours#anyway shout out to isat ss discord and a happy Loop Wednesday (it's 1 am of 5th so it IS a Loop Wednesday)#not art#sillied too hard#I also accidentally softlocked myself by putting Loop nest to Head Housemaiden so they're a bit futher from her#two hats spoilers#I FORGOT that tag
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ep 43 had me tearing up in a fucking shopping centre ‼️‼️
b+w alt version that I truly couldn't decide if I liked it more . Also I included a lot of thoughts in the tags but they're somewhat incoherent<3
#i dont know what i expected but i was waiting for a friend and too excited to wait until later#malevolent podcast#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#malevolent fanart#grimm art#ep 43#ep 43 left me with a lot of thoughts ... i didnt quite like how much of a recap it felt like at times but that might#be because ive been relistening and like yeah everyone knows that john 🙄 but that's not the case for everyone and with monthly uploads#things get forgotten easily#i find the discussion of “humanity” so interesting because John has shown that without someone that he has forcibly grown to value as an#equal... something he cannot do as the king of yellow as he is superior to all of his realm and presumably stays out of other elder god's#anyway. without that equality and enviroment to grow he fails to reach his goal of compassion and falls onto old ways.#John. The King in Yellow. shown by both times each has found themselves in human form do not just crave power and influence!!!#THEY CRAVE COMMUNITY!!! an endrich being not born or raised with nothing but power and ego#CRAVES COMMUNITY.#His goal of “humanity” is not a selfless goal like John projects - it is ultimately somewhat selfish as he does not want to be alone!!#which makes this desire so much more human#i don't know maybe this is just me spelling out whats already there but the way john and the witch argued about humanity frustrated me#it felt like they were missing the point or that perhaps the “good/evil” “black/white” retoric was already realised by me and john needed#realise it himself . which is fair !!!#i dont know!!!!#the witch was talking about how bad everyone was and how humanity is cruel and john was talking about Lily (#who also frustrates me how shes used in the plot somewhat she was literally just a nurse doing her job bro#) but to John - yes internally he is struggling with his moral greyness and im so proud of him for growing being himself SO PROUD#JUST.!!! he wants community. he needs community. he loves his friend. 'humanity' at its core does not matter as long as you try to be bette#and i think thats awesome and i really enjoyed the episode#guhh im rambling enjoy my tag rambling i dont know i want john to have more friends :(#yorrick can be another friend godd i love you yorrick so silly
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