#but constantly coming into my inbox with the same thing is really boring at this point

[lexithwrites]

what ive noticed with the rise of the anons lately is that it doesn't actually matter to them that you do care about other characters. that you multi-ship, or that you have posts on your blog dedicated to the characters they claim to be pushed to the side. i love all the characters for different reasons and in different ways, i reblog jily content just as much as jegulus and wolfstar, but they're not going to care about that. they see you like jegulus and they come for you, no one's going to win

[ririban]

Hi, your comment about Seigi and Richard "but they did kinda become “canon” only in the latest update. In the sense that they finally decided to officially make their relationship a romantic one." Can you tell me how does it happen?

Sorry for the late reply! I don't get a lot of asks so I'm not in the habit of checking my inbox 😅

For anyone else reading this, there are a bunch of spoilers under this. So don't read on if you don't want to be spoiled.

It wasn't anything super dramatic or something along those lines, if that's what you were hoping for, but a very Etra like moment where they just... talked. They've both definitely been aware of each other's feelings for a couple of volumes now, but they weren't in an official romantic relationship until volume 13. It's also mentioned that they were both considering taking their relationship in that direction prior to the events of volume 11, and Richard had even asked Seigi “If we keep work and personal life separate, would you like to continue this relationship with me?” (this translation might not be accurate as my Japanese isn't very good so I relied on MTL quite a bit). It's also mentioned that Seigi knew what Richard was talking about here, but Jeff called at that moment and interrupted them. After this Seigi just... didn't respond. In volume 11 there was a scene where Seigi asked Richard to wait a bit longer and Richard responded that he's ready to wait a hundred years.

Back to volume 13, they had a conversation where Richard said that while they may have had a student-teacher like relationship in the past, they were equals at the present moment so Seigi shouldn't hesitate no matter how he wants to respond. So Seigi told him that he was scared. He'd been constantly improving himself during his time with Richard and had been showing his best self, all to make Richard happy. But he wasn't sure if he could continue growing at this pace. He feared he wouldn't be able to provide Richard with as much enjoyment as he had up to that point. Basically, he was worried about what comes after they get together. He was worried that a day would come where Richard is no longer able to see a future with him.

But Richard said that he's growing at the same pace as Seigi and that the future isn't infinite. And I'll just post a rough translation of the following bit (again, I don't actually know Japanese, so this may be incorrect):

“Seigi, life itself has no ‘second chance.’ There is no ‘future.’ Every living thing that is born will one day live out its life and leave this world. It’s not strange to be afraid of that—it’s a natural feeling. But trying to include my relationship with you in that fear doesn’t make sense. To be blunt, everything that begins will eventually end. Nothing lasts forever.” “…Not even diamonds?” “No, not even diamonds. Because their brilliance exists only in the gaze of those who behold them.” Thinking of the world’s most famous diamond tagline, Seigi smiled stiffly. Richard returned his smile, a gentle, soft expression. “And that’s precisely why I want to stay by your side. Even if the word ‘beauty’ one day belongs to someone or something else, I still want you to call me beautiful. I want to see what I look like in your eyes—eyes with gray hairs and wrinkles—when that day comes.” “…” "Even if, one day, diamonds were to turn to ash, or the powerful flames that flowed within molten lava cooled and hardened into fragile gray rock, I know you would cherish them still. I am certain of it. Because I, too, am confident that I will keep the brilliance of the diamond that is you within my eyes forever." "...I might turn into a boring guy really soon, you know." "Don’t worry. You’ve already entertained me more than a lifetime’s worth. Everything from here on is bonus time." "...Haha." This time, it was Seigi’s turn to laugh. He laughed quietly at first—haha, haha—then, just like Richard moments ago, crouched down and continued laughing. Richard gently placed a hand on Seigi’s trembling back and stroked it. "Seigi. The reason I find you so endearing is not because you constantly cherish me or make me happy. Nor is it because you are a living being who grows at a remarkable pace. I love you because you are you." "..." "Now and always." "...Me too." "I know." "...Yeah." Seigi let out a deep sigh and stood up. The groan of resignation that escaped his lips carried a faint sweetness, as though something was caught in his throat. Richard sensed it just as Seigi sniffled softly. With a composed expression, Richard tilted his head. "Is something the matter?" "Nah, just got something in my eye. Don’t mind me. Ah… you’re still as beautiful as ever. The most beautiful in the world. Sometimes it makes me want to cry." Seigi took a step closer to Richard and touched his cheek. Then, pressing his forehead against Richard’s collar, he let out another sigh. "You’re beautiful. Just your existence feels like the sun, shining down and lighting up my life." "It may be time to consider installing solar panels. This is the third or fourth time you’ve said that to me." "Sorry." "There’s no need to apologize. The sun always feels pleased when you praise it." Richard shrugged. Seigi raised his head, his expression somewhere between troubled and amused. "I’m truly happy to be able to share the same time with you. Even if the invisible amount of time we have left keeps shrinking, I’m so happy to be spending it with you. So happy it scares me sometimes, and I feel like running away. But… there aren’t many places left for me to run to anymore." "It seems that way." Seigi removed his hand from Richard’s cheek, took a step back, straightened his posture, and looked directly at the beautiful face in front of him. Then he spoke. "I want to stay by your side. Always. So… stay with me. Even if I turn into a wreck, promise you’ll stay. Even if it’s a lie." "Unfortunately, I’m all out of lies to tell you." Without either of them signaling the other, they wrapped their arms around each other, embracing tightly.

After this the scene moved to more plot relevant stuff which I'm not including here.

[izamationbroker]

hello i love your analyses so much arghh! on one of em you mentioned mikado have a 'baby aspd' and izaya trying to take a mentor role, did you ever elaborate on that? im trying to search on your blog.. and like. read everything :0

Thank you so much, I'm sorry I left this to steam in my inbox for almost a year lmao.

This ask is referring to a post I made while rewatching Shou, with some thoughts on how Izaya operates as a more genuine mentor for Mikado than one might expect. I mentioned offhandedly in the tags that I headcanon Mikado having "baby ASPD" and then... never actually elaborated lmao!

When I say "baby ASPD," I'm cheekily referring to Conduct Disorder, which is kind of casually considered ASPD for minors. This is because according to the DSM, ASPD cannot be diagnosed in people under the age of 18, and CD is also listed as a prerequisite in the ASPD criteria.

However! Oswald, Wa-kun, Nakura, Chrome, (who all have ASPD) and I (who does not but takes their experiences into consideration) do not much care for the DSM's weirdly arbitrary division between minor and adult in the realm of ASPD diagnosis (and ONLY ASPD diagnosis) and so we cheekily refer to it as "baby ASPD" instead.

Mikado has a lot of the same issues as Izaya which line up with the headcanon of ASPD, particularly including a pervasive chronic boredom and detachment from other people which drives him to engage in reckless behavior to entertain himself. Does Mikado actually have ASPD/CD? Debatable. I don't really wanna do through all of the criteria today like I did in my Izaya (and Shinra) breakdown of yore. Maybe if someone is interested I will one day.

To that effect, though, I do believe that whether or not Mikado has ASPD/CD, there is still a little nugget of that something in him that has the potential to put him on the fast track to becoming just like Izaya if left unchecked.

And Izaya knows it.

Say what you will about Aoba wanting to "usurp" Izaya, Mikado is the true successor in the story, and Izaya calls it. He's there keeping tabs on him in the chat room, guiding him, and yes that may well at first have been because he wanted to involve Mikado in his plans regarding Celty's head, I think over the course of the story Izaya starts to realize with growing horror that Mikado is in exactly the same situation he was as a kid—chronically bored and getting mixed up in things he shouldn't just to alleviate that boredom.

In fact, this boredom and disconnect from people is the entire crux of Mikado's arc, a young boy struggling with some dire need to experience something extraordinary, because all he's ever known is the mundane and he's come to detest it. In the slant of ASPD, it only really seems to get more evident to me as the series goes on, as he starts to show more signs in the disregard of the safety of himself and others and his justifications in doing so.

He claims it is to make the city right again for himself and his friends, but to what extent is that true? To what extent is taking Aoba's deal of (mutual) manipulation and ultimately getting mixed up with the Awakusu-kai really about protecting his friends and to what extent is it because he's fallen into a spiral of adrenaline junkie-ism from which he can't fathom a way to escape?

This is what Izaya means in the aftermath of the very first arc, when he tells Mikado that after a week, the extraordinary life he found himself in will become mundane. In the realm of ASPD and particularly the chronic boredom that comes with it, novelty is like a drug, and you will build up a resistance to it. In order to escape, you have to keep chasing greater and greater novelties.

"Constantly evolve," and Izaya says, whether you aim high or low to achieve it.

And boy, does Mikado tailspin lower and lower while trying desperately to convince himself he's taken the high road.

In that sense, I believe Izaya recognized Mikado's having that unknowable something in him that Izaya himself has, that separates himself from others and makes it so difficult to form fulfilling connections. It's not so much that Mikado can't be close to people—he over course has Kida and Sonohara—but in the realm of ASPD, there's always something missing. A scratch that needs to be itched.

Izaya sees that and from that very first bit of advice about evolving to escape the mundane, puts himself in the position of a mentor for Mikado's very specific struggle, whether he realizes it or not. In that original post, with the phone call, I do think by that moment in Shou Izaya has come to realize that he's probably one of the only people who really gets the problem Mikado is dealing with internally, and as such as the adult it's become his responsibility to help him.

There's a bit of camaraderie there in that he sees himself in Mikado, and maybe he wants to save him from the fate he himself has found himself in. No friends to speak of—Shinra hardly counts—only enemies, and a chronic disconnect from humanity which he masks with a superficial love and intrigue.

Whether or not he's actually successful? Well... I think the series speaks for itself on that.

[literaila]

Hey you! <3 I’ve been wanting to send an ask but sending them even in anon gives me anxiety. I’m sorry that I finally got the courage to at possibly the worst moment but Idk when the next time will be.

Idk if it’s just me but that one ending comedy short when Gojo and his students were freaking out about Megumi being seen with a girl, I liked the goofiness of it but mostly hated how they portrayed Satoru as creep. Idk if that was in the manga but whoever green-lit that, wtf 😬 that’s just me. I was just hoping you could rewrite it including reader from TF and however she would react. I can imagine Satoru trying to ruin it but oc is holding him back. Or whatever you can come up with, I’m not creative as you lmao. Sorry if this is too long.

Hoping for a speedy recovery ❤️‍🩹

(PLEASE never fear me and my inbox we are very open and bored constantly. send me a hate anon even!!! i will be inevitably entertained!!)

so i thought about it for… couple hours. and honestly—i can’t see the scenario really playing out if reader were there because she would want to go with megumi wherever he wandered off to… unlike satoru and nobara who are discouraged by the heat

but…

you’re not watching anything, really.

if you’re standing ten feet away from yuji and megumi while they look at some kiosks with ridiculous accessories and good luck charms—the sorts of things that megumi would never buy (you know because anytime satoru picks him out something of the sort you find it in tsumiki’s room a few days later)—then it’s just because you’re browsing.

you are not trying to eavesdrop on their conversation. it’s just that, well, yuji talks a little loud and you’re a naturally curious person.

it’s nothing much.

and you’re definitely not leaning a little bit closer to them every time megumi responds, not trying to hide a grin when you pick up on the conversation that’s going on. you’re shopping. there’s no ulterior motive here.

(but if there were… who could blame you, really? is it so wrong to care about your sons friendship? about the one person he’s acted slightly… reckless towards? your sensible, nonchalant son? the same one who you’ve caught smiling around fives times now?)

still, when satoru sneaks up behind you—resting his head on your shoulder in a split second—you jump a little.

okay. maybe you’ve gotten a bit distracted.

“what are you doing?”

you flinch away from his breath on your ear, your heart picking up almost involuntarily. it’s ridiculous that your body has the urge to shiver, even after a decade of this kind of interruption.

“satoru,” you say, breathing out. you look over to him, where he’s grinning by your side. “i thought you were too exhausted to come.”

“i was. but i caught a scent of some manju nearby.”

you roll your eyes. “of course.”

satoru’s hand sneaks around your waist, his eyes twinkling behind his sunglasses the whole time. you allow it, because you’re stupid, and lean against him.

“and i wanted to check on my wife, of course. make sure she wasn’t wasting away without me.”

“it was mostly the manju though, right?”

he kisses your head, rubbing his nose against your temple. “you’re so cute. have i ever told you that?”

you just roll your eyes again. but don’t bother to push him away—even though it’s dreadfully hot outside and you might die of heatstroke.

at least it’d be a happy death… and satoru’s more likely to share his sweets with you this way.

he hums. “are you going to answer my question?”

“i’m shopping,” you pointedly look away. damn it. he’s distracting you.

megumi and yuji are a couple of stalls away now, and you have to pick up your pace a little bit, so you can catch up to the boys.

satoru laughs. “huh. that’s weird.”

“i don’t know what you’re implying.”

“i could’ve sworn you were attempting to spy on megumi and yuji.”

you give him a glare. and then attempt to pinch the arm clutched to your side, but satoru takes your hand before you get the chance. “i don’t spy, satoru.”

“clearly.”

“did you leave nobara behind? you’re supposed to be watching all of the first years.”

“you think kugisaki is the one i need to keep my eye on?”

you look forward to where megumi and yuji have stalled—the latter placing some ridiculous sunglasses on your usually prickly son. “okay, fair.”

satoru grins at you again.

the two of you share a knowing glance, looking at the boys. there have been many late night discussions about this very subject. many lectures about satoru keeping the very boundaries you’re breaking currently.

but who can blame you? honestly.

“what’d you hear?” he whispers in your ear, already in on this agenda.

your smile is mischievous, and you just open your mouth when there’s another body on your left side, arms already crossed.

“are we watching itadori and fushiguro try to flirt again?” nobara asks.

[balkanlila]

sometimes we forget how much of a light house is in cuddy’s life that her PERSON!!!

this is exactly what i needed in my inbox for personal reasons so thank you :") but yeah... they're both weird!!! is the thing!!!! and house is so loud about it because that's how he avoids being accused of anything and cuddy tries to undermine her weirdness because that's how she avoids being accused of anything, but both of those mechanisms are a way of not being one's true self to the fullest. because if you are determined not to do what you consider to be the things only other people can do and you believe in this because it was proven to you time and time again that you don't exactly fit in, you might miss out on the simplicity you're unexpectedly able to appreciate and engage in. and if you're constantly trying to meet everyone's expectations, where is the space for you to be you? and house IS a light in cuddy's life in this very unexpected, unusual way because he somehow still preserves while living in a way that's completely against the idea of what life should or is supposed to be. something cuddy struggles with throughout the entire show almost... even the things she wants that fit the perfect life narrative she tries to make herself want them more. i am instantly brought to tears thinking about her wish to have a kid which seemed more real to me than her attempts to find a romantic partner... because i really feel like she wanted to have someone who would at least hear her if not be like her -> that's why wilson is so significant to her. he's wilson! he hears what nobody else can hear... but she also wanted somebody to love without worrying about whether she was doing it right. so the fact that she admits not to feel what she thought she would feel towards rachel makes such compelling character drama... because the most crucial thing that cuddy does wrong is the fact that she thinks not to fit within the realm of supposed and should is to fail. and that brings me back to house because he does not care about the supposeds and the shoulds and he is a great doctor, maybe even because of this very thing more than anything else. and yes that does disrupt cuddy's whole worldview, but it's also hopeful i think. because if not sticking to the rulebook works for someone else, maybe she's not doing anything wrong when she's not married with kids by the time her mother deems appropriate. maybe she's not doing anything wrong it she gets overwhelmed by how much work she has to deal with. this is EXACTLY why house is the one to help out in that cuddy centric episode. because that's what he is to her. he jumps out of the ordinary and makes it work. so it's okay for cuddy to be cuddy. so there's no right way to feel something. and it's pretty fascinating because that same thing is what easily turns into one of house's greatest flaws (the fact that he won't let himself do or god forbid enjoy something ordinary or boring), but to cuddy it's inspirational. (the horror on her face when he admits that he values her over his work comes to mind) and there is something very human about all that which is mainly why theirs is my favourite relationship on the show. humans do that! we see something in someone and find light in it, but to that person to believe that something they've been called crazy for (by others or themselves) or have felt bad about to the point of it becoming an integral part of their very being and simultaneously an inevitable source of some kind of twisted, survival-rooted pride can be viewed in a different way is world-changing and on the edge of world-ending. that's the main conflict between these 2 characters i think. the fact that the very thing that they're inspired by in one another is what terrifies them when they get too close to each other. loving the other one is easy. it's loving themselves enough to be a person with them that's paralysing.

[sora-of-uranus]

Another issue with S3 is they really could've explored personal stories more (Eddie's relationship with his dad which is disregarded after Sweet briefly expels the Sibunas, and the descendants plot). Instead, they over relied on the romance which caused problems for new characters (KT being considered an obstacle for Peddie) and old ones (Patricia being jealous the entire season and Fabian not having a plot due to a lack of a romantic partner and being paired with Mara at the last minute).

I have no idea how long this has been waiting for me to read cuss I never check my inbox but OMG THIS THIS THIS! especially the relying on romance. So often (even before season 3) romance was used as a driving force for the narative or character arcs and whilst thats great...it gets boring. It's quite a large main cast with side characters being introduced every season. There isn't realllly enough school romance plots that can fit in WITH the mysteries for every character to constantly have this romance plot line. But as you said with Fabian, the writers also don't know what to do with a character once they remove that romantic partner. I think it's espeically hard for the writers to continue writing a compelling and strong character arc once the person is in a relationship. Patrica I think is the best example of this character growth stunting because in season 1 she didn't really have a massive romance arc like in other seasons. her growth happened through her platonic love for Joy sure, and eventually learning to be friends with the sibunas and realising that she CAN trust other people to help her. But no massive romantic love stories. Then eddie comes and as much as I LOVE them her own character growth was pushed back to focus on the romance. and that focus on her growth just never returned in a satisfying way for me. But also your definitly right with Eddies relationship with his dad it was such a complex and tricky relationship that seemed to only cause problems when the narative needed it to. Honestly thats how a lot of the characters negative aspects work, they are fine untill the narative NEEDS them not to be. And no this isn't me trying to say "characters need to constantly be suffering from past issues with no growth" even though as I'm reading it back it kinda sounds like I am, but certain things just don't randomly go away before returning at the same extreme level as when it was before. If they had worked through Eddies relationship with his dad and explored it before them finding a working solution, fantastic, but then they don't need to bring it back up UNLESS something new happens that shifts the peace from before. Imagine if Nina never got over her home sickness but it only popped up every 5 episode. That would feel strange and weird. I would like to add that this isn't me saying that season 3 is awful and that the first two seasons don't also have these issues, but its more prevelant in season 3 and there was less 'intresting 'special' moments to make up for it.

[autumnscribbles]

rooftop | b.s

summary: y/n and brad meet on a rooftop at a party where they want to break away from the crowd.

word count: 1.2k ish

a/n: hello!! first imagine in a LONG time! it felt super great to write again, i hope you guys like this one! i really enjoyed writing it. as always, my requests are open for anyone who wants to pop one in my inbox! love you!!

~

You sighed as you sat down in front of the bar again, asking for another drink. You were bored out of your mind at this party. Sure, there were people you knew, but no one you cared about enough to have a mindless conversation with. You were starting to get sick of the small talk about your new album release, boyfriend rumours, and how nice the weather has been. There was only so long you could plaster on your smile and pretend you were enjoying the conversation.

The bartender slid your drink towards you, and you nodded your head in thanks as you took a sip. You rested your elbows on the counter, glancing around for someone you would be happy to see. You weren’t met with any.

You started to ask yourself why you came to this party in the first place. Since you’ve started to gain popularity with your music, it felt like you were constantly going to parties and events. You didn’t remember anymore what your goal was when you came to these things. It was a nice event, though, you had to admit. The entire bar had been rented out, with great music, an open bar and lots of room to dance. Unfortunately, you weren’t really in the mood to dance this time around.

You looked over and noticed a staircase at the back of the room. You grabbed your drink from the counter, leaving money as you walked towards the staircase. After climbing up them you were met with a rooftop terrace. You smiled to yourself, grateful for the fresh air and the quiet. Well, as quiet as it could be with the music still blaring from inside.

You leaned against the balcony railing, looking out at the city skyline. It was beautiful, you had to admit. You took another sip of your drink, feeling more relaxed as you breathed in the warm spring air. You hadn’t even noticed that someone else had come up to the rooftop, too.

*

Brad leaned into Connor’s shoulder, telling him he wanted to get some fresh air. The party had gotten very lively, and the sweaty bodies around him were starting to feel a bit overwhelming. Connor smiled back, patting Brad’s shoulder before he walked off. He was planning on heading to the back door, before noticing a staircase. He vaguely remembered there being a rooftop area in this place, and he decided to go check it out.

He stepped up onto the rooftop, feeling relaxed as the cool breeze hit his face. He noticed someone else standing there, leaning against the railing and looking out at the city. He smiled to himself, it was always nice to see someone with the same feelings as him. He wondered if she was also overwhelmed and needed a break from the chaos of inside.

*

You heard vague footsteps behind you, jumping when you turned around and saw someone there. He was...well, beautiful. His dark brown curls rustled in the breeze, his shirt tucked into his pants. He flashed you a grin, one that you couldn’t help but return.

“Come here often?” he asked, his accent making you smile.

“Oh yeah, all the time,” you scoffed. “I just love coming to really loud places to do nothing but drink and have really two dimensional conversations with people I barely know.”

He chuckled softly. “Me too. It’s my favourite activity, actually.”

“I’m Y/N,” you said, sticking out your hand to shake his.

“Brad,” he smiled. “Nice to meet you. So you can have another formal introduction with someone you don’t care to talk to.”

“That’s debatable,” you smiled. You couldn’t help but feel drawn to him. Not only was he good looking, but charming. You suddenly found yourself wanting to know everything about him.

“So, who do you know here?” you asked. You kicked yourself for starting with such lame questions, as always.

“Oh, you know Reece Bibby from New Hope Club?” he asked, making you laugh.

“I do in fact, he invited me here too,” you chuckled.

“Oh yeah? Awesome. Yeah they supported us on tour a while back,” he nodded.

“I KNEW I recognized you!” you exclaimed. Reece had talked about The Vamps before, but you never really made an effort to know anything about them. Another musician, you knew it probably was not a good match. “Are your other bandmates here?”

“Yeah, they’re inside. Super drunk, obviously,” he chuckled. You could tell the way his eyes lit up when he spoke about them, and couldn’t help but smile at how wholesome it was.

“And how come you aren’t with them?” you interrogated, raising your eyebrows at him.

“Too loud, too sweaty,” he said, making you burst out laughing. “Didn’t feel like drinking too much, either.”

“I’m with you there,” you agreed, the music still audible over your conversation. “You don’t dance?”

He laughed loudly, making your heart warm. What was the hold this guy had on you? You giggled alongside him.

“I definitely dance,” he grinned. “You can be the judge of whether it’s good or not.”

“Let’s see it then,” you offered, motioning to the empty space on the rooftop between the tables.

“Oh yeah?” he teased, and you nodded.

He suddenly began dancing absolutely horrendously to the beat blasting from inside. You couldn’t stop laughing, wondering where in the world he pulled these moves out from.

“I can do better,” you shrugged.

“Let’s see it then,” he repeated your words, motioning the same way you had a minute prior.

You set your drink down before pulling out your absolute worst dance moves, purposely trying to be even worse than he was. The sound of his laugh alongside yours made you feel like there was no one else here. No party inside, just this rooftop.

“I must say,” he gasped through laughter. “That was probably the best thing I have ever seen.”

“Thank you very much,” you grinned, curtsying to him before picking your drink back up and sipping it. “I didn’t think I would be dancing stupidly on a roof with a boy I’ve just met instead of actually dancing inside where the actual party is.”

“Well this was much better, wasn’t it?” he asked, his cheeks turning slightly red.

“Hm I’m not sure,” you joked sarcastically. “I think your dance moves took years off my life.”

“Says you,” he laughed, throwing his head back.

You saw someone pop out from the doorway, Reece grinning as he looked at the two of you.

“Hey!” he grinned, walking over and hugging you both.

“Hey Reece,” you smiled. “I just came up for some air and was forced to watch this guy dance instead.”

“Don’t let her fool you,” Brad laughed. “She made me do it.”

“Oh yeah, Y/N can be quite convincing,” Reece grinned, giving you a silent look that said ‘you like him!’. You rolled your eyes in response.

“I’m seeing that,” Brad smirked, looking into your eyes.

“I just wanted to make sure you were good,” he smiled. “The boys were looking for you inside, Brad.”

“Tell them I’ll be back in a sec!” he told him. Reece winked at you as he left the rooftop and went back inside, leaving you and Brad alone again. You wished you could spend the rest of the night here with him, but people were looking for him. No one was looking for you, though.

“Do you want to come in with me? I think you’d love the boys,” he offered, giving you a smile you couldn’t resist.

“Oh, no, I don’t want to impose. I already know I’m a loser we don’t need to point it out more,” you laughed.

“No, really. I’d love to spend more time with you,” he said.

His voice was soft, and genuine. It had been a long time since someone had spoken to you that way. You believed him. Since you wanted to spend more time with him, too, you agreed. He stood up, reaching his hand out for you to take. You hesitated before grabbing it, letting him lead you back inside.

“Just please don’t bust those moves out in there,” you joked.

“Oh don’t worry, Y/N,” he grinned. “Those are reserved for your eyes only.”

You shook your head as you laughed, knowing you were done for. The boy on the roof had completely swooned you, stupid dance moves and all.

[honey-milk-depresso]

Uuuum, rosaria mc with diasomnia? Can't think someone else other than them

Decided to eliminate some requests from my inbox (using my notebook-)

And YES- I'm so happy a lot of you requested for Rosaria s/o, because I love Rosaria UwU

I tried splitting, but I kinda got lazy for Diasomnia I apologise >.< (cuz I only did Malleus :')) )

You can impose a rather intimidating front to others, disliking things that bores you and having to work overtime.

Some might say you're extremely lazy; guaranteed to skip classes or dorm leader meetings when possible, being the first one to leave when forced to attend. You're quite infamous for such truancy.

You are, quite frighteningly, skilled in fighting, violence without brute, a keen intuition. You, however, you won't admit it out loud, that you remain indebted to your peers unselfish warmth and goodwill, and you would protect them when necessary.

The intimidating, lazy yet grateful s/o (Rosaria)

Riddle Rosehearts

One glance from you was enough to make him gulp. You have some sort of menacing aura even Riddle can't explain well enough.

Being the dorm leader of Ramshackle, Riddle is furious on how you don't take dorm leader meetings seriously. Besides Malleus (due to them forgetting to tell him-), you are constantly reminded of such, yet you never attend any of them.

When you're forced to go, you seemed sulky and bored, not paying attention to what everyone else is saying and discussing.

He's annoyed by it, and he always nags you with furious passion about you needing to attend them, as well as other important periods like classes.

You remind him of Floyd, just more "mature" and less lighthearted. You glare back at him, unbothered by his own angry face, and told him off.

You constantly get on his nerves! It's so irritating!

After much persuasion, nagging, fussing over you, sometimes nagging you not to skip lunch and other basic care you seem to have neglected,

he realises you're not as bad as he first thought you were.

Sure, you're still as lazy as ever, still skipping classes and meetings,

but you were more willing when others force you to attend, albeit still grumbling, you actually walked your way to Heartslabyul to attend Riddle's Unbirthday Party when he gave you an invitation, with no one else forcing you.

Riddle realises you're quite solemn. Not saying that you're intimidating front don't translate that, but you feel grateful that he didn't really leave you or give up on you despite your behaviour.

He was surprise when you fought with Leona during his overblot event, stating how you won't lose for him. <3

Trey Clover

Oh boy. He only knows about you because of how Riddle passionately and VERY furiously rants about you not taking anything seriously, and that you're disrespecting the school.

Trey also never sees you walking around campus, or in any class since you never attend them either. Divus is most upset about it-

It was only when he decided enough is enough, tired of having Riddle's blood boiled to an inhuman degree, he made his way to Ramshackle with some pastries in a basket to perhaps bribe you into coming to classes and meetings.

That wasn't much of the case.

You knew, and you harshly decline them, much to Trey's surprise. You told him off, saying it was none of his business, and that he shouldn't bother. Trey was taken aback, not knowing what else to say as you slammed the door on him, leaving him stunned.

But Trey didn't really leave you afterwards, instead doing the same thing again, but with no pastries. It was quite stupid, even he himself thought so, but it was worth to try.

Eventually, you finally let him in, and he looks in horror how he realises you didn't clean up much of Ramshackle, still looking like, well, a ramshackle.

He helps you clean up, even if sometimes you're maybe too sceptical on why he helps, he genuinely feels this isn't the right environment to live in in NRC.

Eventually, you warmed up to him, your actions speak louder than words when you finally, FINALLY, attend one meeting each month at least, just so Trey wouldn't suffer hearing Riddle's outburst, and helping him in the kitchen, forcing him to let you help him (to which he sweatdropped-)

He does sometimes have to hold you back from attacking people who insults him (although very rarely-), and he tells you he's alright, so long as you're with him. <3

Just don't murder anyone please-

Malleus Draconia

Malleus is not intimidated by you. Well, not to say he doesn't feel tense around you, he just isn't scared when he sees your intimidating looks.

He himself is like that, too. He probably sees that as your normal resting face.

In any case, he also doesn't attend dorm leader meetings, but that's because no one tells him. You on the other hand, he hears from Lilia, have always gotten constant reminders, yet you choose not to go. Malleus is quite intrigued by your behaviour. You choose not to go? How interesting.

He also doesn't see you walking around campus, since you also skipped a lot of your classes.

He was curious as of to why, and decided to ask you that question himself by going to Ramshackle. While he has been there a few times, he doesn't see you there surprisingly, he wonders what you're doing most of the time.

Either way, he finds a very irritated and messy you, your hair ruffled in different directions, clearly neglecting to comb or brush your hair properly. He wasn't bothered by it, and asked you quite bluntly.

You squinted and frowned. You told him off by saying it was none of his business, and that he shouldn't be nosy in other people's lives, before you slammed the door on him.

Malleus was left outside of Ramshackle speechless and shocked by this, telling Lilia, Silver and Sebek, and of course Sebek was furious about it.

He was quite surprise, no one had the guts to tell someone like him off, even he knows such.

Malleus decided maybe he should try having you and him attend dorm meetings, since you would know when they start, and he would help you be willing to go. And that's what he did.

Every day, he goes to your dorm, asking when meetings are and asked if you would like to attend with him. At first, you found it ridiculous, but just so he wouldn't bother you, you begrudgingly gave in and went with him to those meetings.

Malleus smiles, now with you having to willingly travel with him not just for meetings and classes, but also just hanging out with him, although you grumble a little.

Eventually, you told him in a blunt manner of how you were grateful of him having to spend time with you, and he smiles upon hearing you would protect him if he ever needs help.

While Malleus don't need much protection, he feels safe knowing you'll stick by his side. <3

[ideks-on-mars]

Yk i couldve just asked you in dms but HEY WHATEVER . Anywyas got any headcanons of reonsemishira when shirabu is third year and captain whilst the two are in university 🤭

THAT'S OK LMAO when you send asks to my inbox it makes it easy on me cuz I always like to give people credit for their ideas 🤭

ANYWAYS REONSEMISHIRA ONE YEAR LATER HCS LET'S GO!!!

- They already have a pretty strong relationship so that really helps the whole situation

- They FaceTime a lot. Semi and Reon managed to pull off getting into the same university so they usually sit together and talk to Shirabu

- Shirabu is actually taking quite well to being captain. He's pretty good at it.

- He gets stressed an awful lot, due to the fact that Goshiki won't leave him alone and the new first years are too busy trying to kiss his ass that they get in his way

- Plus he's already taking college courses, it's a lot to do. Good thing he's got good ol' vice captain Taichi to help him out

- Semi is holding on for his life

- Trying to balance a band, attending university for a business degree, AND the modeling job he does on the side. It's a lot

- Please someone help him, he's constantly on the verge of jumping out the window 💀

- Reon doesn't have it any easier than the other two 😭

- He's gotta balance out HIS OWN business degree, with his job, AND he does D3 volleyball

- It's a struggle for all three of them to say the least

- Reon and Semi have their own little apartment together <3. They honestly love it. Just them two in their own little world, however they really miss Shirabu

- They have a picture of the three of them together on their bedside table 😪

- Shirabu finds himself to be bored more often.

- He can't just go to the next floor of the dorms and bother his boyfriends anymore :(

- During his first few days in the dorms without thing 1 and thing 2, he lays in bed and sulks. Especially on the weekends

- He's suffering without his baes 😪

- Sometimes Reon and Semi buy snacks from the store that Shirabu really likes just because it reminds them of him

- They're dramatic, ik, but it's cute so let them live

- Shirabu's homescreen is a ft screenshot of Semi and Reon asleep. They both have their mouths wide open, Semi is drooling, and Reon's on the verge of falling over 💀

- When they visit each other, Shirabu prefers to go to their apartment just because he loves the place so much.

- It's like home to him. His two favorite people there. Just him and his boyfriends. In their own little space (*/▽＼*)

- He adores it so much 😭

- Semi and Reon are already asking him to move in once he graduates. The medical school Shirabu is aiming for not being far from their own university, it would work perfectly.

- Shirabu is honestly so flattered that they miss him as much as he misses them, but what does he expect? They need their little gremlin with them 😭

- However Semi and Reon do like to come back home every once in a while. Or at least come back to a familiar area. So they come to visit Shirabu too 😙

- Taichi gags every time that he hears them on the phone and Shirabu just glares at him

- Sometimes Semi goes to turn around and say something that will annoy Shirabu but then he remembers that Shirabu doesn't live with them yet

- When they go to see each other the reunions are always very sweet

- Shirabu never knows who to hug first so it's just a matter of who gets to him first. That's usually Semi though because Reon actually cares about not acting like an animal in public 💀

- Semi always spins him and Reon always dips him slightly and gives him kisses all over his face.

- Semi probably tries to make out with him right there in the station. Shirabu and Reon have to knock some sense into him before he embarrasses them 😭

- They go out to little restaurants that they wanna show Shirabu and they catch up

- Knowing Semi, he's probably hanging all over Shirabu. (Reon's probably always holding onto him too tho ngl. They both get clingy)

- "Hold on. You both can have me all you want when we get home."

- Oh? 👀

- "Did you just call our apartment 'home'?"

- Shirabu doesn't think he's ever seen the two of them so giggly

- They keep saying it over and over again. Just giggling and then going "HOME"

- Shirabu's so embarrassed he just sits there and eats his food in shame. Meanwhile the other two are teasing him for being "too cute"

- Once they get HOME (hehe) they definitely just flop over on the bed and watch shows they like

- They like reality TV and cooking shows. Don't ask why they just do.

- Probably like shit like 'The Bachelor/Bachelorette' or '90 Day Fiancé'.

- Idk they're interesting. But Semi and Shirabu get way too into it and get really pissed off when something in the show goes wrong

- They wanna sleep in and just cuddle but at the same time they wanna make the most of their time together, it's hard to decide 🤧

- They'll get up and they'll have a nice breakfast together in THEIR HOME (I'm still not over that)

- They do little things. Just things that they would do back in the dorms. Like go on walks in the park, get ice cream.

- It's nice to do things they used to be able to do all the time. Since their time together is more valued now.

- Leaving is always really sad :(

- Them being so busy, it's hard to see each other. Even Semi and Reon struggle to find time to relax with one another.

- They all hug and kiss and all that stuff and they do the exaggerated wave to Shirabu through the window

- On the way home Semi's probably hanging all over Reon the whole time because he always has to be touching one of them. Reon just huffs and smiles. They just gotta remember that Shirabu's gonna finish high school soon and then they'll all move into the apartment and be a happy lil family :(

- Shirabu's probably so sad on the way home. He texts them when he gets back to the dorms to let them know that he's safe and then he goes and tells Taichi all about his adventures

- The very next day they're going to go back to acting like they haven't seen each other in years but they just love each other

- They're so cute, ReonSemiShira runs through my veins. Thank you for coming to listen to me talk about the cutest boyfriends <3

[ticketstomydaydreams]

5:3666

(All We Have: Part Two)

Part One

Colson x Female Reader

Summary: You and Colson fall into a night time studio routine when he starts keeping you company through your insomnia and you decide to work though some past demons

Word count: 3,200 (ish, I lost count editing)

Feels: Fluff with a dash of past trauma

Warnings: Drug & alcohol consumption, domestic violence, cursing, Colson being so sweet it almost makes your teeth hurt

Companion playlist:

Machine Gun Kelly - 5:3666

Warren Zevon - I'll Sleep When I'm Dead

The Vamps - All Night

Halsey - You Should Be Sad

A/N: If you've been affected by anything in this story, please know you're not alone. My inbox is always open and I'm all ears 🖤

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During the first couple of weeks of moving in, you’d been partying A LOT. The guys wanted to show you just how mad it got, breaking you into their chaotic household, blending the days together. Everyone was hyper and the house was buzzing with energy. You'd been so exhausted from all of it that you'd been all but passing out each night, but you couldn’t lie, it was great fun.

You’d tried to pass on a few nights but Colson would never hear of it, often forcing you out of your room to get involved as the house was filled with people, jam sessions taking place in between drinking games. It was a far cry from your usual homelife, your last housemate mainly kept to themselves so your place was normally pretty chilled. Colson had used your place as a quiet escape over the years, but it seemed you wouldn’t have the same set up extended to you here with this lot.

With the pandemic unfolding, the house had started getting quieter, less people in and out every night and everyone was settling into a lazier way of life. The gang were mooching around the house throughout the day and while the house was still lively at night, it wasn’t quite the party central you’d almost started getting used to. Your normal working routine went out the window as everyone had started working from home mainly and without your daily routine, followed by nights out partying, your insomnia was back with full force.

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You were lying in your bed, trying to force sleep on yourself but after trying to nod off for a couple of hours, you accepted defeat and got back up. Throwing some sweats on and one of Colson’s huge hoodies (you’d been slowly sneaking them out of his closet, finding that the masses of material drowning your small frame were super comforting), you headed down to the kitchen, turned the stove on and filled the kettle up. You were scrolling through your phone when you heard footsteps on the tiled floor. Colson strolled into the kitchen looking disheveled in a white tank top and boxer shorts, hair ruffled and looking sleepy

“Dude, it’s 3am how come you’re up?”

“Couldn’t sleep, living that oh so fun insomnia life again” you sighed “Did I wake you?”

“Nah, I was already awake. Couldn’t sleep either and heard someone moving about so thought I’d come down” He replied, climbing onto one of the breakfast stools

“Yeah, I think it’s not having much of a routine. Hate lying in bed staring at the ceiling so just got up. You want a cup?” you offered, pointing to the chamomile tea you were brewing

“Sure, thanks” he says, taking the steaming mug from you

You sit down at the breakfast bar with him and start chatting, scrolling through instagram as you do. After about an hour, as you’re talking about an article you’re reading, you notice Colson doesn’t respond and you look to your right and see he’s fallen asleep, leaning on his hand, his mouth slightly ajar.

“Hey, sleeping beauty” you whisper, rubbing his back with your hand “Go to bed”

He slightly jolts at your touch, opening his eyes “Nah man, I’m keeping you company”

“Some company” you laugh softly “pretty sure you just slept through all my rambling there”

He leans against your shoulder, closing his eyes again “Hey, at least you’re not sitting here alone. That’s something right?”

“That’s true” you smile, leaning your head against his “You’re very appreciated, do you know that”

You gently push him upright and stand up “Come on, let’s go to bed. I’m pretty tired myself, so you’ve definitely helped”

He’s laid his head down on his arm on the counter, his breathing getting heavy immediately so you pull his other hand making him stand up. He stands up and puts his arm around your shoulder as you walk towards the stairs, your legs feeling heavy as you climb each step, carrying some of Colson’s weight as he sleepily walks with you

Once you’re standing outside your bedroom doors, he pulls you in for a hug

“Night kid, don’t be wandering around bored if you can’t sleep yeah? Just come get me. Nothing worse than sitting up alone at night…”

“Will do. Thanks Col” You squeeze him a bit tighter as he kisses the top of your head

“Night” you smile, as he let’s you go and turns and heads into his room, waving his hand up behind him

Undressing and crawling into bed, your eyes feel heavy as your head hits the pillow. Colson was right, insomnia was a much less lonely experience with a friend.

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Of course, as is always the way after your sleepless nights, you sleep in super late the following day meaning the cycle continues and you find yourself wide awake as the witching hour approaches. Feeling restless in your bedroom, you get up, and decide to head downstairs and out into the studio because you figure you might as well put this time to good use. You settle into a chair with your acoustic guitar and started playing, stopping and starting as you figure out a melody, working your latest lyrics in with it

“I wanna start this out and say, I gotta get it off my chest. Got no anger, got no malice…”

“I thought I told you to come get me if you couldn’t sleep”

You almost drop your guitar as you hear Colson’s voice behind you, “Jesus, how are you such an enormous human but you still manage to creep up on me all the time?”

“Just a stealthy motherfucker I guess” He laughs, flopping into the chair next to you

“Whatcha working on? That sounded sweet, keep playing…”

Colson knows you sometimes get a bit self-conscious with people watching you sing, so he lights his joint, rests his head on his hand and closes his eyes. You smile as you see what he's doing, thankful he always understands what you're like.

You turn back to your notepad, reading over your lyric outline quickly before repositioning the guitar in your lap and resetting the metronome

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‘I wanna start this out and say, I gotta get it off my chest

Got no anger, got no malice, Just a little bit of regret

No, nobody else will tell you, so there's some things I gotta say

Gonna jot it down and then get it out and then I'll be on my way

No, you're not half the man you think that you are

And you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs, and cars

I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you

'Cause you can't love nothing unless there's something in it for you

Oh, I feel so sorry, I feel so sad

I tried to help you, it just made you mad

And I had no warning about who you are

I'm just glad I made it out without breaking down

And then ran so fuckin' far, that you would never ever touch me again

Won't see your alligator tears

'Cause, no, I've had enough of them’

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“Man, that was beautiful Y/N. I got some chills right there…You just wrote that?”

“Nah, it’s something I dug up from ‘back then’. Been going through some old lyrics and samples while we’ve got all this time on our hands. It’s kinda cathartic to go over some of that stuff now there’s a bit more distance you know”

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A couple of years ago, you’d been stuck in a really toxic relationship with your ex, Stevie. Your time with him had been a tornado of arguments, drugs and the constant heartache of him cheating on you. Every time you’d get close to having the strength to leave, you’d always cave in and the mess would continue with you losing a bit of yourself each time you stayed. You’d become pretty used to his violent outbursts, he had always been controlling and short tempered, often pushing you and throwing stuff around your apartment. Despite his own frequent infidelity, he flew into a jealous rage with you constantly.

He’d always hated Colson, despite him being one of your best friends, and while he’d play nice to his face you’d always get it in the neck once you were alone about how you and Colson were ‘too close’ and he ‘didn’t trust him’. Before that final night you’d spent with him, things had been pretty good with the two of you for a few weeks, there hadn’t been much drama and so you hadn’t thought too much of inviting him out with you and the gang for a night out clubbing. Your good run had clearly come to an end, when you felt his hand grab your arm tightly and drag you off the dancefloor where you’d been dancing with Colson. You’d been bundled into an uber so quickly, you hadn’t even managed to get your handbag from inside. You saw Colson running out of the club, followed by Rook and Slim who was holding your bag, as the cab pulled away.

Once you were back at the apartment, he flew into a rage. You’d never seen him this bad before, his eyes were dark and when you tried to argue back, calling his jealousy ‘pathetic’ he snapped. He’d grabbed you by the throat and slammed you against the wall, “Don’t you ever disrespect me like that again” he’d spat in your face, before striking you so hard with his fist that the skin across your cheek split open. It was as if his actions had knocked him back to reality, he’d let go of you and you ran to your bedroom, locked the door behind you and started packing a bag. He hammered on the door, begging you to open it and you could hear that he was crying. You looked around for your phone before you remembered you’d left it at the club. Desperate to get away, you opened your laptop and brought up instagram, managing to send Colson a message asking him to send you an uber to his house straight away. You’d thrown your laptop and a few more bits in your bag, the battery dying before you had a chance to wait for a reply, before pulling the bedroom door open and barging past Stevie. He’d tried to grab you, but you’d finally had enough “Never fucking touch me again” you spat, pushing him off you. The hatred in your voice rooted him to the spot and he said nothing as you walked out, the door slamming behind you.

Once you were outside the apartment building, the reality of what had just happened and the situation you were in started to wash over you. You had no phone, no wallet, your laptop was dead. Just as you were starting to seriously panic, an uber pulled up and Colson had leapt out of the backseat. You’d been in total shock and had just let Colson guide you into the cab and then out into his house, up to his room. He didn’t say anything as he led you to his bathroom and lifted you up onto the counter. He grabbed a flannel and soaked it with warm water, rinsing it out before pressing it softly against the cut on your cheek, gently wiping away the blood that had mixed with your mascara laced tears. The tenderness of his actions was almost too much and you started to sob again.

“Hey, hey. Y/N, look at me” he said softly, lifting your chin so you looked at him, his blue eyes misty themselves “It’s okay, you’re safe here. Don’t move, I’ll be back in a sec”

He left the bathroom and returned with a pair of boxers and a t-shirt. Putting them on the counter next to you, he crouched down and undid the straps on your heels, slipping them off your feet and then helping you down from the counter. “I’ll leave you to change”

When you came out of the bathroom, Colson was lying in his bed “Come here” he said, holding his arm and beckoning into his side. You crawled under the covers next to him and snuggled into him, his long arms wrapping around you.

“Col…” you said quietly

“Yeah?” he whispered back, stroking your hair off your forehead

“Thank you…”

“You don’t need to thank me. I’ve always got you Y/N”

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“I hated that fucking guy. That night...I wanted to kill him after what he’d done to you”

You see him tense up at the memory and you lean over and squeeze his knee “You’re such an amazing friend, do you know that. I don’t know what I would’ve done that night without you”

"You're a fucking warrior Y/N, you'd have handled your shit. I was just happy you trusted me enough to let me be there for you. You deserve so much better than that" he says, covering the hand you'd placed on his knee with his, staring you in the eyes and returning the smile that's crept across your face

"You know there's been a few punches I've wanted to dole out on behalf of you over the years, but you've never let me" you tell him

"Too right I'd never let you. I never want you in the drama, you're too good for getting caught up in that shit" he replies, pointing at you with mock sternness

"Hey" he says, seeing your expression wash over with a tint of sadness "At least the sleepless nights aren't what they were then…

… If we're gonna work through some old demons this lockdown, I'm sure I've got some songs and lyrics that have never seen the light of day" He reaches over the desk and pulls his laptop towards him "You've inspired me… "

"Oh no, are we gonna fuck our heads up with this?" you joke nervously, worrying that Colson's going to delve into something that's going to upset him

"Nah, I got you covered and you got me, right?"

"True dat" you say, as he holds his fist out so you can fistbump, his eyes now focused on his laptop screen

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You felt kinda bad, having kept Colson up all night with you the last two nights, especially as you'd got him reminiscing about some tough memories, so tonight you tried to sneak past his room when your restlessness got the better of you.

"Nice try kid!" Colson says as he throws his bedroom door open, causing you to yelp in fright. standing there topless with his sweatpants hung low in his hips, he lights the joint hanging from his mouth "I told you we were in this together now"

"I felt bad, making you stay up with me"

"You didn't make me do shit…Wait a sec, let me find a hoodie. If I have any left in here…" he says, giving a pointed look towards the huge blue hoodie you were wrapped in before walking back into his room and rummaging through his drawers

"Oh shush, you have like a hundred…"

"Right come on" he says, pulling a pink hoodie over his head and flipping the hood up over his messy hair "Let's see what we get into tonight…"

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And so the nights went on like this, the two of you falling into an easygoing studio routine. If there wasn't anything else going on in the house, you'd eat dinner together then head to the studio and work through the night into the small hours, skipping out the pretense of trying to sleep. You were both pretty productive at this time it seemed, both being proclaimed night owls, and keeping busy during these uncertain times was keeping your minds off the unfolding pandemic.

Considering he’d referred to his home studio in the past as the ‘rage cage’ (and it certainly could still be party central when the entire crew got involved), it was actually a place you drifted towards to relax these days. You’d always worked well together in a studio, but over the weeks spending so much time just the two of you, you became more in tune with each other, noticing when one of you had hit a wall and it was time for bed. Sometimes you'd work in comfortable silence, side by side, engrossed in your own seperate tasks. Sometimes barely any work would get done as you put the world to rights talking about anything and everything in a late night impromptu therapy session.

This evening, you'd been sitting cross legged in your chair for hours now, focusing so hard on editing a song which was driving you mad, you hadn't realised your feet had gone numb. As you try to move, your knees crack and pins and needles shoot through your legs. Colson looks up from the screen he'd been engrossed in after hearing you groan and sees you rubbing your feet trying to bring back the feeling to them

‘C’mere’ he said, before turning his chair towards you and leaning down to grab your legs, bringing your feet up onto his lap. He pulls your socks off and begins massaging your feet. You lean your head back, eyes closed and let out a long ‘hmmm’. You don’t see Colson glancing over at you and shifting in his seat as he lets out slow breath before turning back to his screen

“Now this is the kind of work session I could get used to”, you sighed "You being my studio bitch on hand for foot rubs. Although, I imagine this enjoyment goes both ways Mr Foot Lover” you tease, throwing him an exaggerated wink

Colson throws his head back with a hearty chuckle, and light heartedly slaps your calf

"Keep it in your pants Y/N"

You laugh and wiggle your toes, Colson letting out a dramatic, throaty groan in response. "Those are some sexy little toes though" he states, sticking his tongue out.

Still laughing, you put your hand to your chest, and gasp as you feign prudishness and try to pull your feet away. He grabs both your feet in one of his hands, keeping them in place then leans over the desk and pulls your laptop towards you

"Get on with some work you, this is supposed to be keeping you motivated, not distracted"

He scolds affectionately, with a smile on his face

“Okay, okay, spoilsport” you grumble as you pull your computer onto your lap

Half an hour passes, your legs still on Colson’s lap with him still massaging your feet absentmindedly with one hand while he works, and your eyes begin to feel heavy. You don’t realise you’ve fallen asleep, until you’re awoken by a “woah” from Colson as he catches your laptop which is about to fall. Taking it from your lap, he states “Right, time for bed you”

You check your phone and see it’s already 5:36am.

You stand up and stretch then walk over behind Colson, putting your arms around his shoulders, and resting your chin on his head. Looking at his screen, you yawn “You got much left to do?”

He leans back into you, bringing his hand up to rest on your arm, “Making some good progress so just gonna finish a couple of bits”

“Okay dude” you gently kiss the top of his head and squeeze the back of his neck a couple of times as you turn to leave “Try and get some rest, we’ve got a long day of sweet fuck all to do tomorrow” you say through another big yawn

“Heh yeah, Night Kid” he says softly, letting out a yawn himself. Colson turns and watches you head out of the studio and lets out a big sigh. Feeling the back of his neck still tingle from where you’d squeezed it, he’s suddenly aware of how empty the room feels without you in it....

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Lace Up! ❌❌

[kikyan]

Yandere Nie Huaisang Headcanons

These are my interpretations of his persona and none of these are 100% accurate. I don’t condone any of these actions in real life and all of this is purely fictional. (Also with this my Inbox is cleared out! So idk request smth if you want)

Okay but tell me why I saw this damn show and was all invested and at the end, he turns out to be behind everything. When I tell you I was beyond shook, it really IS the quiet ones huh. Anyway’s recap for those who don’t know or forgot, Nie Huaisasng (also this is based on the anime and Drama I am still reading the novel) is the youngest brother of Nie Mingjue who is FINE ASF in the anime. He is quite intelligent but has a lot of limitations when it comes to cultivations and studying because he easily gets bored and it’s really not his thing. He relies a lot on his older brother who is the head of the clan and is a good strategic leader with great battle experience. Very loyal and loves his brother a lot, since he created an elaborate scheme that placed many in danger just for it to be revealed. Anyway, let’s get on with the analysis.

In any media (drama or anime), his group was Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng. Though he didn’t get into too much trouble (aside from drinking late at night with Wei Wuxian), he clung a lot to them. Often telling stories and going on and on about his brother and their clan. It was a great friendship and he was always depending on them. I see that with his S/O, regardless of the time or if you met at Gusu or at the Unclean Realm or somewhere else. He’d probably act very shy at first, but once a conversation starts and a friendship blooms, you’d be in his sights. If he needs something, he'll go to you for help. Does he want to talk? You. Advice? You. He's constantly around you because he's just so clingy. When he loses his brother he's in shambles and powerless to do much, but you'll be there to listen and help him expose his brother's killer and all his crimes.

Possessive and Obsessive? For sure. He doesn't want a repeat of what happened with his brother but at the same time you're just so precious he can't lose you. He isn't at all that strong and he knows that, but that doesn't mean he can't do something about it. He's possessive because you're the only thing that brings him comfort and solace. Does he have an unhealthy issue with clinging to people? Yes but shit bitch me too. The obsession starts because he's interested but it turns to blackmail information which you guessed. Manipulation.

He's Manipulative and that's that. Literally, SPOILERS BTW he managed to get Jin Ling trapped to guide Wei Wuxian and Lan Wanji to make connections about his brother and the arm. Mo Xuanyu, the kid he told about the ritual and kinda pushed him to it? Lying to Lan Xichen that Jin Guangyao moved to result in his death? This mofo has done a lot more that’s for sure. I see him as the type to get blackmail information and threaten you with it without saying or confronting you. Dropping subtle hints that you should tread carefully or else. Gaslight? Being overbearing and making you think he can’t do anything? All of the above. He’ll break you down only to bring you back up. A cycle that’s neverending. Would he put others in harm's way for you? Yes, he would. The biggest thing with him is that NOBODY suspected him of anything. In that sense, he is capable of so much more. He’ll cling to you to make you stay with him and help him, he’ll spread rumors and inform you of ‘information’ to make you doubt your peers and others. Why would he lie? He’s so sweet and a bit clumsy. Doesn’t know that much as well, he means no harm he’s just scared, paranoid, and on alert.

Danger level? 7/10. It’s the manipulation, the fact that he will make it so you never know. You will never know it’s him unless he says something or you catch him in the act. While he physically may not be able to do much, he has a huge advantage over you mentally and should not be taken lightly. He isn’t that high because he can’t hold a reign over you physically, but mentally he does. It doesn’t matter what you do because you’ll fall for it all the time.

[cryptiles]

Hey I'm sending a request for the match up event, and I would like it to be for Obey Me please.

My personality type is INFP, I'm a taurus and a non-binary, bisexual. I practically live off of coffee and energy drinks and I adore any content that has to do with horror. In my spare time I love to either read my mangas/comics, draw, take photographs of flowers and plants or listen to rock/metal music and take naps. I'd also say that I'm more of an introvert than an extrovert, however once I get to know/grow more comfortable around certain people I'll begin to talk a hell of a lot more.

(I hope this was enough info and if it wasnt/it's too much sorry)

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MATCH UP FOR COFFEE ADDICTED ANON

— details ; obey me x non-binary! reader ; match-up based ; obey me m.list ; no stated pronouns

— requests are open as of 22/8 —> 5 match-ups left

— a/n ; hello hello you didn’t give me a name so i hope the nickname is okay for you aha 😼 im finishing up requests in my inbox so i’m speeding through these.

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drum roll ~ i match you with … belphie !!

• if you live off energy drinks and coffee i’m assuming you’re tired most of the time and therefore need these drinks to keep you awake.

• what better than to have this sleepy fuck constantly try to cuddle with you in bed even when your alarm is ringing.

• its constantly getting snoozed by belphie or you.

• the first few times you both shared a bed with one another belphie would allow you to get out of bed when the first alarm rang , not without some whines here and there.

• as time went on he would move towards the night stand on your side , snatch your phone , snooze the alarm and put your phone on his side of the night stand.

• sneaky little bastard.

• if you scold him for it he’ll just snuggle up closer to you , i mean you cant scold him if he’s that cute right ?

• he adores taking naps with you , its his favourite part of the day.

• anytime anywhere if you need a cuddle buddy and personal body warmer feel free to sleep right next to him and he’ll instinctively wrap his arms around you.

• both of you enjoy the horror genre a lot and occasionally watch really bad ones just to make fun of them.

• if you both watch with mammon it’ll be you guys laughing at his reactions instead of the tv.

• belphie loves smelling flowers and occasionally walking in the garden , he finds it relaxing and the smells of the fresh flowers are comforting.

• he’ll bring you out to the garden to take pictures and plant new ones to grow just for you.

• belphie will point out which flowers look the best on camera , believe it or not he picked up a few things about photography through asmo.

• when he’s awake , he’ll scroll through the internet to find new places with nice scenery for you to take pictures and bring you there to indulge in your hobby.

• you like comics / manga ? no problem theres a whole shop in the house itself called levis room.

• if you mention a comic / manga you want to read he’ll barge into levis room , take it and give it to you. [ he says levi agreed but we all know he just took it and is too lazy to deal with levis shit so he’ll deal with it later. ]

mini scenario !!

“ the main character is hella stupid , like god the killer was right there a second ago why did you go and check the same exact spot ? “

“ right. i mean at least come up with a better way to kill them off. “

“ its lazy , boring and overused. “

“ at least taunt the victims more to build up suspense. “

“ yeah taunt them like how y’all did to me. “

“ mc no- “

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© 2022 cryptiles. please do not repost / translate my work and post it to other social media websites without permission , thank you.

[twicearoundthesun]

From my DM inbox: “Hi again! This would definitely be in the future! But could could you write a follow up to Baby SMC as teens? I think it would be a great addition. I can see it now lol: rebellious chaeng while Dahyun and Tzuyu try to keep her out of trouble and exasperated 2yeon and MiSamo!”

Lol I can totally see it. Exasperated Jihyo’s the one to be afraid of, though. And thank you for all your SMC ideas 🥰

...

Nayeon’s heels echoed down the hall in the labyrinth of a middle school as she followed the colorful but only vaguely directional signs at the end of each hallway. She’d just started to wonder if she’d taken a wrong turn that would have her lost in the school forever when she turned a last corner and found Tzuyu sitting against the wall and reading a book. She glanced up at her as she approached.

“Hi, Unnie.” Tzuyu sounded bored.

“Hi, Tzu. Sorry I’m late. They made you stay, too?”

“No.” She sighed. “Just figured I’d wait for them and we could walk home together. I didn’t realize they were gonna call you guys and it’d be a whole thing.”

“You’re too nice.” Nayeon sighed.

“I am.”

“And so perfectly behaved.”

“That, too.”

Nayeon chuckled and bent to give her a kiss on the top of the head. She took a deep breath and put a hand on the doorknob.

She was met with three stares: the very tired eyes of the vice-principal with whom she was now on a first name basis, the tearful puffy ones of a regretful Dahyun, and the angry, not-backing-down glare from Chaeyoung.

She took a deep breath.

“Nayeon. Hi, how are you? Sit, please.” Vice Principle Kim motioned towards the seat between the two kids.

“Hi. I’ve been better. And you?”

“Could say the same.” She gave a very clearly forced smile.

“To what do I owe the pleasure?” Nayeon breathed. Dahyun sniffled.

“Chaeyoung and Dahyun got a little bored in class today. Care to explain, or should I?”

“Nothing really happened, so I don’t know what you want me to explain.”

“Watch your tone, Chaeyoung.” Nayeon warned.

The woman sighed. “They never showed up to history class. And a janitor caught them on the roof eating candy.”

Nayeon groaned. “Really? Skipping class? Guys.”

“This isn’t the first offense. We have them both absent from at least four classes this year.” The two girls beside her shifted. “Seven for Chaeyoung. We can only give detention so many times before we turn to suspension, and Chaeyoung is getting dangerously close. No students are allowed on the roof by any means, and they would have had to climb an access ladder and open a locked hatch to get up there. I’m not even sure how they managed it.”

“I just don’t see the point of sitting in class learning shit I already know-”

“Chaeyoung!” Nayeon cut her off. “We’ll talk about this at home. Apologize for disrespecting your teachers, now, and then we’ll go home and talk about how you’re going to be grounded for the rest of your lives.”

Chaeyoung mumbled a sorry. Nayeon turned to Dahyun, who also apologized in a much more genuine way.

“Come on.”

The two girls followed her out. She made them thank the receptionist and apologize to Tzuyu before heading to the car.

As the three of them trailed behind, she chewed on her lip. Dahyun and Chaeyoung seemed to be on a mission to test her patience lately, especially at school, but she hated having to be the bad guy. She desperately wished they’d just behave. Jeongyeon seemed to think it was just the way the two of them were adjusting to all of the change happening lately – Jihyo had just moved in with her new fiancé, Mina was travelling near-constantly for work, and Sana and Momo were talking a lot lately of trying to ‘expand the family’. Nayeon didn’t understand how that translated to being little eleven-year-old nightmares, but Jeong was the one that had read all the parenting books and Nayeon had no better ideas.

The ride home was near-silent. Nayeon could see Chaeyoung glaring out the window in the rear-view, and could hear Dahyun’s sniffles. Tzuyu made one or two comments about new things around town, which Nayeon agreed with, and in a few minutes they were in the driveway.

When they reached home all three of them escaped to their rooms immediately.

“Dahyun, Chaeyoung. We’re going to talk about this.” She called up the stairs, hanging her jacket in the closet and going to the kitchen to make herself some well-deserved coffee. She jumped as she found someone already sitting at the table with two to-go cups in front of her.

“Afternoon.” Jihyo sighed, taking a sip from one of the coffees. Nayeon hoped desperately the other one was for her. “Talk about what?”

“You’re off work early.” Nayeon ignored the question for a minute.

“Yeah, the heater broke so they sent us all home. Figured I’d swing by on your day off. You went to pick them up?”

“I was called to pick them up.” Nayeon said, sitting at the table. Jihyo pushed her the second cup of coffee and Nayeon could have kissed the woman.

“Oh?”

“Apparently Dahyun and Chaeyoung have been skipping a lot. They broke through a hatch and onto the roof today.”

Jihyo gave a great sigh. “Oh, boy.”

“Why do they have to become teenagers? What happened to the perfect little angels that used to bring us wildflowers and… weird bugs?”

“Somehow I don’t remember you thinking they were perfect little angels back then.”

“If only I knew.” She grumbled. “Skipping class? I mean, come on. Dahyun would never, ever do that. And I didn’t think Chaeyoung would, either.”

“Sounds like they’re bad influences on each other. Maybe we need to ask the school to put them in separate classes.” Jihyo took a sip of her coffee.

Nayeon sighed. “I’d hate to do that. Chaeyoung is already miserable enough at school, and Dahyun’s barely social with anyone except the two of them. Chaeyoung just gets her into so much trouble.”

“We can’t put this all on Chaeyoung. Dahyun needs to learn how to say no to her. She isn’t a blameless victim.” Jihyo said.

“Of course. I know, and I would never do that. They’re both in trouble.” She said. “It’s just so hard to reprimand them equally when one is crying and saying she’s sorry over and over again, and the other is one dictionary away from cursing me out.”

Jihyo nodded. “Tell you what. I’ll talk to them. They’re good kids. They wouldn’t just skip for no reason. Maybe we need a little bit of gentle honesty, right?”

Nayeon frowned. “Thank you. You’re the best.”

“Of course I am.” Jihyo smiled. “And don’t thank me. They’re my babies, too.”

“In that case, please go deal with your babies, they’re being nightmares.”

Jihyo rolled her eyes and started upstairs.

[gyuphorias]

anyways now that i'm done revamping my account, i think i'm gonna take a page out of dream's book and talk about this because it's been weighing heavily on my mind all day and i really just need to get it out there before i collapse.

i. like dream said, i mentioned this on my main earlier today and i think it really does need to be talked about. this has happened just about every time i create a blog to share my writing with people. i work myself into such a niche that it's difficult for me to branch out because people only want to see that specific content from me. if you haven't noticed, txt is about the only group i answer asks about (with the exception of tbz asks from one of my anons and dream being kind enough to indulge me).

don't get me wrong: i love txt and i adore writing for them. but as you can imagine, writing for them all day every day get so tiring. it's gotten to the point where i don't have much to say anymore when it comes to expanding on thoughts that people send in. i feel like i'm just repeating myself over and over again, and it's starting to bleed into the way i write and think about other groups too.

i'm really really glad that you guys associate me with txt and beomgyu! i am! because they bring me so much comfort in my day to day life. but let me give you guys a little peek into my inbox right now. i currently have 15 asks waiting to be answered and of those 15 asks, 14 of them are about txt. literally almost all of the asks i currently have are abt txt. so i think you can understand why i'm started to get burnt out on writing for them.

i just really want to start branching out. even if i wasn't getting burnt out and feeling bad when i write for txt, i'd still want to branch out because i have so much love to give to other groups. if you've sent me a txt ask, i'll get around to it for sure. it might just take me a while.

ii. dream posed this idea on their post and i'm seriously thinking about doing the same thing honestly. i've mentioned within the last couple days or so that i'm feeling stressed about writing. most of it's just because i've been unmotivated to write recently, but there are a couple of other issues too. the first is the whole engagement, likes to reblogs thing that i won't hash out with you guys again (... for now). the second is that i've just been feeling so bad about my writing recently and a lot of that stems from the whole conversation in the first point. i feel like my writing's been getting repetitive and boring, and i feel like i haven't really had time to work on these projects that i was so excited to write because i've been focusing so much time and energy on answering hard thoughts and things.

so i think i'm going to take a break from expanding on your guys' thoughts, soft and hard, as a whole. i'll still come around and answer them, but the turnaround on it isn't going to be as quick as it has been. i really want to focus on these projects that i have because i was so passionate and excited about them when i started to work on them. as much as i love constantly interacting with you guys here and talking abt our idols, i really just need a break to recenter myself and find that passion for writing again because it's become such a tedious process, which is really upsetting for me because writing has been such a huge part of my life for so long and it's my favorite thing in the entire universe. and i want to be able to provide the best content for you that i can and i just don't feel like i'm providing that right now, so i'm going to focus my attention on my projects instead and hope that that passion comes back.

i really hope you guys understand where i'm coming from on this. i know that once i take a break from this account, i won't be getting much interaction because nobody really cares because they're just here for content or whatever. but if you guys wanna keep interacting with me, i'll be active on my main account @beomwiki since it's where i reblog a lot of stuff and post a little more personally if that's what you're into.

[m-y-fandoms]

1 Thing I Love & 1 Thing I Hate About EVERY Danganronpa Character Part 1

Part 2

SPOILERS FOR ALL THREE MAIN GAMES

I’d love to hear our opinions as well in the comments or my inbox or DM’s! If you try this trend with DR characters, tag me!

Sayaka Maizono

♡ Her passion for her career and friends.

✘ The way she tries to screw over Makoto when the game had just begun. Like wait and see what happens before screwing over such a great guy? Leon didn’t deserve it either.

Leon Kuwata

♡ His voice actor (English), and how real and human his execution was in that we all would be so scared and irrational. It was just so iconic and sad as it’s our first introduction to the death in this series and we all think: “shit, this is real... they are really killing these kids.” I didn’t think it would be that brutal, just seeing his body limp at the end with the haunting music.

✘ His design is disgusting. I hate how he looks.

Chihiro Fujisaki

♡ So innocent, so kind, so intelligent

✘ Shouldn’t have been killed for such a stupid reason, also they did Mondo dirty with that motive for killing as well. Just a mess. As for the actual character, Chihiro cries right off the bat when you do your introductions and that was kind of annoying to me personally.

Mondo Oowada

♡ He has a lot of respect, understanding and emotions for someone I thought would be a hard-ass douche biker.

✘ The worst motive to kill ever in a game where you know you’re getting executed if you’re found out. Like you’d be extra careful and that’s his reason to kill? Lazy writing.

Celestia Ludenberg

♡ Bad bitch energy and her goth lolita design.

✘ Manipulation and double murder. Bad bitch energy only goes so far. Confidence is different then selfishness. Also, of all the chapter 3 triple murders... the worst motive to kill.

Kiyotaka Ishimaru

♡ Emotions: secure in his masculinity, able to cry, show emotions, and apologize when he’s wrong. He’s funny and likable.

✘ The Ishimondo white hair thing was stupid. Taka was fine on his own.

Hifumi Yamada

♡ Writing takes talent, fan fiction as much as any other style or genre. Also the talent of his voice actor (who also voices Kiibo/K1-B0).

✘ Literally everything else about him.

Sakura Oogami

♡ I love everything about her. I love her wisdom, loyalty, design, voice etc. Just step on me, mother.

✘ Why the hell would she ever agree to be a spy even if it meant the end of her dojo? I just don’t think she would do that rationally because she isn’t selfish. The others would suffer for her spying. She remedies this with redemption in her letter in chapter 4 but still she should’ve said no off the bat. Everyone had something to lose. The dojo wasn’t worth spying for monokuma. Also I just don’t think she would commit suicide. She can’t help the remaining students survive and redeem herself truly if she’s dead.

Kyoko Kirigiri

♡ Bad bitch energy, calm and collected when I could never be.

✘ Especially in future arc of the anime, damn can you show some emotion please? Through your words and expressions not just your actions. Sure she was willing to “die” for Makoto but like I just want more emotion from her sometimes, even in THH.

Makoto Naegi

♡ So pure. I Love Bryce Papenbrook. Makoto reminds me of Sora and I love his design.

✘ In THH I didn’t mind his innocence but in the Danganronpa 3 future arc anime, when people started straight up abusing him and accusing him, he needed to grow a little backbone.

Byakuya Togami

♡ Love my dad, king shit, also love how over the progression of the games and animes he becomes a little more kind to his friends.

✘ Why the fuck did he mess with Chihiro’s body? Just so cruel and disrespectful.

Yasuhiro Hagakure

♡ Funny magic man. Sexy voice.

✘ Please. Please Hiro use your brain just once. Why do we have to prove Kyoko isn’t a ghost?!

Toko Fukawa

♡ Character development in UDG and I love Genocider.

✘ Putting down herself and others constantly gets old in THH.

Aoi Asahina

♡ Love her voice actress and her personality

✘ We really just gonna get everyone killed in chapter 4 huh? Surely you know they don’t all deserve that.

Junko Enoshima

♡ A very memorable villain with great hair and design.

✘ I just can’t stand her. I hate her so much.

Mukuro Ikusaba

♡ Her mercenary background is super cool as a concept.

✘ Too bad it wasn’t explored nearly enough.

Hajime Hinata

♡ Seeing the protagonist be a little less naive, innocent and positive than Makoto was a refreshing change, although I loved Makoto. I liked Hajime’s cynicism and expressions that sometimes just screamed “this shit again, huh?”

✘ I enjoy the way Izuru looks but I hate him as a character. He is sexy to look at but Hajime is just a better character overall

Teruteru Hanamura

♡ His love for his family and mother especially is so cute and heart breaking if you know the full story.

✘ He needs to know when to dial it back and quit with the perversions. And no it’s not just how he looks, Miu needs to chill at times, too.

Twogami

♡ I feel like he genuinely cares about his friends, just hides it well

✘ His death felt like a cop out and poorly written. It just didn’t sit right with me. Also his design is disgusting to me, his outfit and such.

Mahiru Koizumi

♡ Loyal to her close friends.

✘ I just have no interest in her as a character and I find her boring.

Peko Pekoyama

♡ Loyalty. Loyalty is something I value very highly in every form of relationship. Peko is also very hot.

✘ Come on girl... I know how you were raised but you should’ve known Fuyuhiko didn’t think of you as just a tool and you two should’ve expressed your true feelings long ago. Like even in secret. How do you live like this? Also I feel like killing Mahiru could’ve been avoided with a calm talk.

Ibuki Mioda

♡ Cute design, positive vibes.

✘ Cringe sometimes in the way she talks.

Hiyoko Saionji

♡ Beautiful character design and some very good insults and snarky remarks at times.

✘ Just irredeemably mean and annoying. Even when you do her free time events she is just so annoying.

Mikan Tsumiki

♡ I like her design as well as her hair, expressions, sprites and clothing.

✘ I hate her. I just hate her whether she’s in her true psycho form or timid stuttering form. She’s just annoying in my opinion.

Nekomaru Nidai

♡ So supportive, can hold my drink at a party. Respects everyone and wants the best for them.

✘ Bro Mechamaru was a stupid plot point. I just couldn’t stand looking at him and couldn’t take it seriously. Still sad when he died though.

Chiaki Nanami

♡ From chapter 5 of sdr2 on she is impossible not to love if you didn’t already. Just the selflessness, the sadness of the reveal and execution, how she returns to help Hajime at the end???? I love her. I love her hair design, color palette, her personality, everything.

✘ I’m bitter and miserable about her being the only class member to actually die (the despair arc anime) also her falling asleep at random times is kind of odd and she doesn’t seem to be like that later on in the game??? Like it seemed like a cheap joke but not actually who she is? Hard for me to explain.

Gundham Tanaka

♡ King shit, couldn’t praise him enough. He’s sexy, loves animals, and is funny as hell sometimes. His voice actor is a saint and a cool dude and I named my guinea pigs after the Dark Devas (yes I know they are hamsters in the games.)

✘ Come on dude. I get that being from Hell and magic and having evil powers is your shtick, but we all know that you and Nekomaru sacrificed yourselves so the others wouldn’t starve. We know you care about your classmates. There comes a time when it’s time to let personas and facades fade and be true to your heart. I just feel like him denying he cared at the end hurt. We all know he cared. I didn’t like how he was haughty until the end. He deserved better. I love him.

Nagito Komaeda

♡ I love him so much. So cunning and intelligent, always a step ahead. And he’s big sexy.

✘ Him killing himself in chapter 5 hurt me so bad I was like in denial for days. Also hate how Bryce Papenbrook gives him a raspy stoner psycho voice in the game then a light airy higher-pitched voice in the despair arc anime. It just bothers me. I love his voice still but the inconsistency just hurts my OCD

Sonia Nevermind

♡ I love that she’s so interested in her passions and love her feelings for Gundham

✘ Her outfit and bow are atrocious. Also why didn’t she start liking and talking to Gundham sooner on? Their romance bloomed late and it would’ve made for a better chapter 4 ending if they were a bit closer.

Kazuichi Souda

♡ Cool design and outfit, love his voice (also voices Kaito in V3) and his backstory is relatable at times. He’s also very human in that he’s scared a lot of the time or insecure or blames others in panicked situations. It’s not always a good thing but it’s human and realistic.

✘ Gosh he can be so annoying. Sometimes flirting or whining too much is well... too much.

Akane Owari

♡ Strong-willed and definitely someone I would be friends with

✘ What the hell is her outfit? Gymnasts and athletes don’t wear that shit. Stop objectifying her when it doesn’t even make the product or plot better. Like there’s absolutely no point to making her dress that way. I was a gymnast for 15 years. Even those who do parkour (which Akane seems to do more often than actual gymnastics in the anime and game) don’t wear what she wears. Also she’s underrated.

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryuu

♡ I love him. He’s the DR character I’m most like out of all the games and anime. Tenko is a close second. I think he’s adorable, love his character arc, development, redemption, and love his voice.

✘ In the anime/despair arc, Fuyuhiko is not done justice. He doesn’t get enough lines, has a different voice actor, just doesn’t give off the same vibes.

Izuru Kamakura

♡ Sexy man long hair good.

✘ Boring character. I wish he were just Hajime.

Kaede Akamatsu

♡ Loyalty and leadership are such attractive qualities in her. Also she faced her death with such class and dignity and I respect her because I could never.

✘ Some of the voice lines Erika does for her are just weird and cringe. Just random moans or grunts... I don’t know it’s like when Ann Takamaki from Persona 5 (also voiced by Erika) makes suggestive noises as well. Just grinds my gears. Also hate her outfit down to the hair pins.

Shuichi Saihara

♡ I love his nasally voice. I love his design and he’s so adorable. I love how emotional and compassionate he can be. He ties with Makoto for favorite protag of mine.

✘ That sprite where he sniffs his hand. And his ugly ass hat.

Rantarou Amami

♡ Sexy man, sexy voice, sexy piercings

✘ Ugly outfit, and wasted potential

Ryoma Hoshi

♡ I respect him and feel bad for his outlook on life and for how poorly he views himself. I love his little hat as well and he’s the first “different styled” character (Hifumi, Bandai, Teruteru) that I liked the design of.

✘ I hate when he says “got a long ways to go,” it’s overused and annoying, and wish he gave himself more credit. Also hate that when you first meet him he warns you that he’s killed people and is dangerous to be around. Come on buddy, you know you wouldn’t hurt your friends. Stop pushing them away.

Kirumi Tojo

♡ Competence, well rounded, skillful

✘ Boring as hell. I wouldn’t waste one free time event on her.

Angie Yonaga

♡ Dark skin, super cute, love her talent as an artist myself.

✘ Gives religious people a bad name and is super manipulative which I hate.

Tenko Chabashira

♡ I relate to her and feel bad when she’s misunderstood. She’s a good person deep down. Also love her sprites.

✘ There’s more cunning, funny and clever ways to write her digs at men.

Korekiyo Shunguuji

♡ I’m in love with this man. Long hair, voice, mystery, mask, intelligence, passion, talent.

✘ He definitely was a victim of abuse and a lot of people refuse to see that and just hate him. Team Danganronpa should’ve given him a redemption arc where he realized his sister abused him and changed.

Gonta Gokuhara

♡ I love his design except for his suit. Also he’s so cute and naive. I cried for his trail.

✘ No need talk like caveman. Better way to do this.

Kokichi Ouma

♡ Like Nagito, I value his intelligence and crazy cunning.

✘ Shouldn't have died. Also shouldn’t have manipulated Gonta. That was just cruel.

Miu Iruma

♡ She has her hilarious moments and her death surprised me and was sad.

✘ Sometimes she lacks basic empathy, i.e. calling Tenko “Tencrotch” when she just fucking died.

Maki Harukawa

♡ Amazing character development. Didn’t see her surviving until the end at the start. Also her love and passion for Kaito.

✘ “Do you wanna die?” gets old.

Kaito Momota

♡ Just the overall best bro you could ever have.

✘ Has some toxic masculinity issues and anger issues.

K1-B0

♡ Pretty much everything about him. His design, his attitude and personality, especially how amazing and cool he is chapter 5 onward, his execution made me so sad. He’s so innocent and funny without trying.

✘ When you do his free time events he’s very arrogant and just talks about himself a lot... it seems odd and not similar to the Kiibo we see throughout the game.

Himiko Yumeno

♡ Super cute design, love her voice and “Nyeh...” and her sprites. Her character development is great as well.

✘ Why did they take so long to make her important and likable?

Tsumugi Shirogane

♡ An excellent and well hidden reveal

✘ I hate her. So annoying, from the voice to the references and her personality.

[kth1]

why do you like taegi the most?

i’ve had this ask sitting in my inbox for a hot minute because i wanted to be able to respond when i had the time to lay out a novel. maybe... i don’t know how long this will be but here we go bubs. thank you for asking in advance! 

for starters... kim taehyung. 

my ultimate. the man that choses me no matter what i did. i admire him, aspire to be more like him, and adore him to all extremes. from his younger years and to present years, this guy really sticks out with personality for me. (yes he’s attractive but like, it’s really the personality that makes me coo).  i could actually feel a vibe/energy toward taehyung in which in some sort of mystical au where i could meet him, i feel like i’d connect with him very well (you can disagree, idc). this is just my perception. yes, he’s a lump of an enigma and that’s exactly what i like about him. you never fully know what you’re getting with tae besides the fact that you know you don’t know what you’re going to get! the element of him being spontaneous and can reach all ends of the spectrum from animation really appeals to me. deep down, i feel like he is a very sensitive soul, things bother him quiet often but he masks. and with that mask he makes a great conversationalist because i believe he knows how to be appropriate with pushing back biased thoughts to be able to hear out others - however i feel like he runs into people who don’t understand or are willing to hear him out in return. sure he has trouble expressing things from time to time, but i think it’s because of the emotions and thoughts that course through him are nondefinitive. you have to know and learn tae to get and understand tae. (not disregarding any of the others when i speak this, btw) he is honestly, truly amazing in my eyes and that’s probably one of the main reasons why i feel toward him the most. he can be soft, cuddly, and kind. he as an earth sign supports the stereotypes of down to earth, wise, and also ambitious. also, tae can pull out some ruthless, playful, tactics out of left field because that’s just how he is - and we love all sides of him (or what he wants to show us). his constant creativeness is enjoyable, how many times does tae want to go against the standard? nearly all the time! and he pulls it off! because i feel like tae doesn’t fully care to be the same, he wants to be himself. and that’s so utterly sexy of him you have no idea. (again, you can disagree with me) but sometimes i personally feel like i can be very similar to tae in many ways, with thoughts, feelings, and creative drives. i feel we both attempt to put on our fronts, try to remain humble and respectful. understand we are just humans and we are the same. and also can be quick to call out the suspicious acts so bluntly because our bullshit meter is always running. not to mention, both he and i enjoying being dramatically extra for no apparent reason sometimes. this is how i conclude the fermented idea in my mind that maybe, just maybe, i would make a great friend with tae if i ever had a chance. 

mr. min yoongi.

this many radiates comfort and i feel like he’s super trustworthy. yoongi is the type of person i feel like i could spill all my beans in front of, not matter how heated, sad, or excited i may be, and he’d openly accept it all. his level of patience is something i strive to have. the way he’s so witty and sharp tongued, smart, and ready to stir the pot from time to time to challenge against you is something i find remarkable and again - enjoyable. in the nicest of ways, yoongi can easily tell you how it is... and if you push the wrong buttons he can probably easily tell you how it be with more tone and harsher words. however, yoongi is straight-forward majority of the time, something i am like as well. he is a pisces with virgo moon so i feel real bad with the inner battles his brain probably constantly undergoes, all those hidden thoughts he doesn’t want to reveal to most. i feel that yoongi has such a massive intuition, a general 6th sense about him. in many occasions, i also see myself with similar personality as yoongi. those ‘tsundere’ vibes, introverted, keeps to ourselves, and randomly once we’re comfortable we ‘act out’ and surprise everyone, but they think it’s funny/cute, etc. yoongi (here i go with my delulu au’s where maggie is y/n) would be the type of person i look up to and always want to talk to - to tell him about what’s bothering me. even if i feel like im boring or annoying, i feel like i’d be able to open up to him fast because i just have that confidence and belief to him. in most cases, he acts in a calmly manner. whereas, once i loose my cool i come out very heated an aggressive because i cannot hold back as much as he can - another thing i wish i was more like. the natural, effortless and relaxed aspect of yoongi, is also very very attractive (all yoongi bias’ are going to agree to this one) but there is no lie when i speak this. he doesn’t showboat, he doesn’t parade around saying he’s the best and have a large ass ego. he is just yoongi who is doin’ himself. we like this shit. you do you booboo! 

taegi as a whole:

yes, completely super in love with the friendship of taegi. yes, mainly because these two take all my food from my table and bid me goodnight. however, i love all the friendships between members!!! but because im a taegi fanatic because of the likeness i have to bother individuals, i will comment on their bond bc i love it. golly, where do i start? hm, for beginners... let’s just remember how taegi would typically have the most conflicting ideas, resulting in the most funny scenarios whenever they sometimes were paired up in games or something. (like holding hands because they disagree??? cute) how yoongi - to this day - tends to have a hard time changing tae’s mind / saying no to tae because tae is a wee bit stubborn and want to do / try things out. when tae always wants to be yoongi’s hype man, enjoy yoongi’s rap, verses, highest key is trying to take over all of yoongi’s parts in each rapping song because skrrt skrrt! together, taegi is very touching to me. tae admires and looks up to yoongi in so many ways, and yoongi shows such a concern in undertones towards tae is endearing. like, you can’t tell me this friendship ain’t cute. i would politely throat chop you and call you a fool. yes i’m hella biased, i know this, however i don’t care what you say against me because it is what i like to see and crave a bond like these two beans! taegi; two fun-filled people who are honest, deep, and most importantly... they are true. (not saying anyone is ‘fake’, please shake that thought from your head!!!) im saying like, true in the sense of real people. an archaic expression of being true to oneself, yourself, others, etc. they are true to most of everything (in my mind). both of these two are very commendable and you can learn a lot through them! 

this concludes my maggie rants for now. please come by another time after i recharge! i know i haven’t touched every single thing about each category, i know i have more to say but just don’t know how to say it or can’t bring all the thoughts to the table for now. thank you to the anon who prompted this question. and also thanks to whoever ends up reading this response! again, i love all the members in their own special ways! i don’t intend to disregard others but this ask caters to my personal loves. <3