#but in the end i just didnt feel right with it mostly due to the fact that even with it set to post three times a week it felt weird to hav

[retros-artandstuff]

vriska + a transmasc dave doodle

[hyuckbun]

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> contains : dom!jisung + sub!female reader, fingering, rubbing clit, ,touching you under the blanket, public(?) private touching, smut,cumming,orgasm,kissing

wrd count ; probably estimated 1-5k idek

paring: dom!jisung x sub!femalereader

description : the dream members & staffs are called in for a meeting together in one doom living room, you end up sitting next to jisung due to how packed it was and the only spot left was next to jisung which was unusual since the dream members & staffs & managers were all separated into a certain side. You then began to feel a cold finger touch your thigh and soon realised what was happening at the moment..

new notification from jisung

jisung: hey, the managers wants you to know we’re all gathering at my dorm for the meeting. Make sure your there at 5pm sharp!

you: jisung…I know💀 im literally a staff member of course I knew that already— the manager keeps on reminding us like every single hour and its only 4:30pm calm down we have 30 minutes left either way…

jisung: hahaha.. yea um.. I was just reminding you.. also wear something appropriate..

you: something appropriate? Jisung— when have I not ever wore something appropriate? you pervert lol

You and jisung’s relationship was quite different to the others, there hadn’t been a staff who was close to idols like you and jisung were mostly because.. it was forbidden. You knew that someday you would get caught talking to jisung which would breach the company rules making you fired. But after all, jisung was just a simple friend to you. Staffs would often gossip behind your back seeing how everytime for a music video shoot jisung would run to you just for him to talk and you knew what the staffs were saying mainly because they gossip about you right behind your back thinking you wouldnt hear them.

“Look at y/n who does she think she is?”

“I wonder what her relationship with jisung with but jisung would never be caught lacking with her lol”

“She probably thinks she’s in some movie where the artist likes her”

Well.. you must admit that what they were saying hurted your feelings a lot but jisung always reminded you to stay strong. You’ve also been having a weird feeling towards jisung.. it was like you had a crush on him but you knew you could NEVER or else you’ll end up losing your job, you never thought much about it either way because you knew you had no chance with THE park jisung. Afterall, you were just a simple staff.

Meanwhile on the other hand, jisung was secretly obsessed with you. Did his members know? No. They didnt but chenle and haechan were definitely suspecting him of having a little crush because they would often catch jisung writing love poems or songs secretly dedicated to his crush which was unusual for jisung to do and the dream members have known eachother for 10+ years so it would be very obvious if someone starts acting different. They would often tease jisung for being an obsessed lover boy writing poems in secret thinking none of his members would notice at all.

buzz..buzz

new notification from jisung

new notification from jisung

new notification from jisung 10x

jisung: bro where are you? the meeting has started

jisung: the manager is asking for you..

jisung: you know you could loose your job over this?? he’s talking about if you don’t come in the next 5 minutes he could possibly fire you for being irresponsible and being late

jisung: hurry up you have 4 minutes left..

you woke to jisung spamming continuously and the vibrations causing your bed to vibrate too, making you wake up in fear. squinting, you reached for your phone which was at the side of the bed and groaned due to the lit screen shining directly at your face. You took a glance at the time and glared at it for a hot minute.

“5:27pm?.. oh my gosh im so screwed i have no absolute time left” you said to yourself, shotting up out of bed and grabbing literally anything you see. The time was ticking and you had absolutely no time left to do anything other than to run.

You: jisung, tell the manager I’ll be there in 2 minutes—I fucking overslept.

you dropped your phone down on the table and ran your fingers though your messy, scattered hairuntil you were satisfied enough with the outcome. you were ready to go until you realised there was one more problem left.. your clothes. You were still with your pjs which were thin, messy and revealing.

“You know, I dont even care” you muttered under your breath already imagining the look on the managers face of when he sees you, you knew you had no time left and dashed out the door.

By the time you reached the dorm room where you were supposed to meet, you were out of breath when everyone turned around and stared at you. But someone else had caught your attention.

Jisung. He was looking at you weirdly as if he’d seen a ghost or something, whlist the dream members were just looking at you up and down. You didnt dare to take a look at the manager knowing he’d be fuming with anger due to how messy, unorganised and late you were.

“You know, I’m not even going to speak okay? Just find a place to sit down. I’ll speak to you afterwards” the manager snapped not even looking once directly at you.

Jisung looked red and flushed— his skin was a slight shade of pink and he kept shaking. The members looked like they were teasing him but I just couldnt figure out what was wrong with him.

“Sir.. theres no place to sit” you muttered, holding your breath in knowing that all eyes were on you. The members and the staffs and obviously Jisung’s.

“Just sit beside jisung. You guys are close anyway right..?” Haechan suddenly bursted out, biting his cheek to not let out his laughter.

I took a quick glance to see how the manager would react thinking he would say no since staffs and idols arent supposed to be close like that but it’d look like there was no choice but to do it. He gave me the nod of approval, visibly angry since I was already late.

“H-hey jisung.. mind if I sit here?” you stuttered as you scratches your head waiting for a response in the awkward moment.

“Mhm.. yeah.. sure.. yea I dont.. mind” jisung quietly said.

Halfway through the meeting, you looked visibly bored as literally the manager was mostly talking to the dream members whlist you just had to listen to what they were saying. You were just spacing out until.. you saw jisung at the corner of your eye shifting about. He had put on a blanket over both of us which I did not ask for but I just brushed it off. You sighed quietly but thats when you felt a cold finger touching your thigh..it kept moving further.. up and up until it reached your upper thigh. The heat in the air was undeniably getting worse and worse every second he kept moving. A shiver went down your spine when you finally realised what was happening..

You felt a sudden cold finger go directly under your panties. I mean— you werent complaining or anything because you were secretly liking this, if you werent you would have snapped at him for what he was doing. Your eyes drifted around the room to make sure nobody was noticing anything that was going on at the moment. The room was jam packed with people but right this second, you felt like jisung was the only person in the room with you.

You tried your absolute best to focus on what the manager was saying but every subtle jisung makes, it made you get hornier and hornier by the time. Each subtle shift was intense— you couldnt ignore it anymore and it was now that game between you and jisung and thats when your body jolted as his touch m found your most sensitive spot.

“Already wet?” Jisung whispered, a smirk plastered on his face, his cheeks red, and those sexy bedroom eyes. He wasn’t expecting for you to answer since his fingers were right on that spot that makes you crazy.

You let out gasp quickly covering your mouth. You look around the room to see if any eyes are you. Luckily there’s none, not even Jisung, who’s acting like he’s paying attention to what the manager is saying. Which is funny because his fingers are currently and actively rubbing your clit at the moment.

You’re trying, trying so hard to pay attention but Jisung just keeps going, teasing you from under the blanket. He applies pressure on your folds, his fingers speed up, making your toes curl, making you shudder, makes you wanna moan but you can’t and that what makes you crazy. You have to hide the way Jisungs is pleasuring you.

Jisung continues to rub your clit, applying pressure, speeding up his fingers. “Fuck he does this so well.” You think to yourself, soon you feel that sensation in your lower abdomen, that sensation that makes your legs quiver, making you want to close them, you quickly try to hide it. The pleasure is to much and your about to cum…

Until jisung removed his fingers, you let out a whine. You quickly try to cover it up with a cough, apologizing to everyone, while trying to hide your flushed face. You glance at jisung who is just smirking. God how much you wanna slap him right now. He’s basically costing you your job right now and even worse he’s delaying your orgasm.

You let out a sigh and try to focus to what the manager is saying, trying your best to ignore Jisung. Long story short that was short lived because not long after his fingers found his way under your panties for the second time. This time he rubs you slow and teasingly. You take a deep breath and try to not let it get to you but then you feel his fingers go lower and lower until you feel a finger prodding your wet hole.

His finger starts to trace your hole, teasingly, and slowly it’s making you drive crazy. His finger then goes in deeper and deeper, you can feel each phalange entering your pussy. Soon you feel another finger entering you stretching you out.

Jisungs fingers are long and thick. They feel good inside you. He starts to move his fingers. At first he goes slow, taking his time, teasing you, but eventually he speeds up. You try to hold in your moans, biting your lip hard that it draws blood. He keeps going even speeding up his fingers.

As if it couldn’t get any better he makes contact with your g-spot. You couldn’t help it but a whine escaped your mouth. Again you mask it with a cough and apologize but jisung doesn’t stop. In fact he places his thumb right on your clitoris rubbing it as he fucks you with his fingers. The dual pleasure is driving you crazy.

That sensation comes back, the one in your lower abdomen, that makes your toes curl, that makes you shudder, and your legs to shake. It doesn’t take long until you let go. You jerk up, squeeze your legs, and covered your mouth before you let a moan escape, coughing again. Your legs are shaking, your out of breath like you just ran a marathon, legs numb, face flushed like crazy.

He takes his fingers up directly onto your clit again, rubbing it in circles making you go insane. each second, he kept speeding his fingers up making a whole knot in my stomach. You felt like you were about to explode when.. you actually did.

Suddenly, a large warm, sticky substance exploded and went all over jisung’s fingers but the thing was, jisung did not have to look at me even once throughout all of this which was incredibly hot because you didn’t know jisung’s fingers could move like this.

You were horny and exhausted, craving for more but you knew you had to do something before people in the meeting noticed something odd between you and jisung. Jisung carefully removed his fingers from you bare pussy which was stained with your cum. He gently inserted his fingers into his mouth pretending he got something stuck on his teeth—you must admit that was super hot of him but you just smirked.

“S-sorry can I be excused 5mins early? I really dont feel well..” you said whlist your chest felt like it was about to explode. The blanket was still on your legs, covering the dark patches in your shorts that was cum-stained from your cum earlier but it’d look like nobody had noticed anything strange which gave you a sense of relief in you.

“yeah, your face looks really red anyway, get some rest but I’m still gonna talk to you about being late tomorrow.” The manager sighed and allowed you to be dismissed earlier than the others.

The staffs side-eyed eachother as you walked out the door because at the back of your shorts it looked like you had peed on yourself but luckily they quickly forgot about it when started to wrap up the meeting.

“Manager-nim would you mind if you also excused me also? I’m not feeling fine” jisung muttered with a slight smirk forming onto his face. He knew what was going to do later to you.

The manager also noticed jisung’s face was flushed also from the start so he just gave the nod of approval and allowed him, more so because there was also 5 minutes left.

The dream members, who had witnessed you just asked to be dismissed ealier, knew something was up, especially haechan.

“Jisung-ah.. have a good time” haechan teased jisung making a silly gesture at him.

Knock knock..

“Who’s there..? Im about to shower” you asked looking through the door view to check who it was. It was jisung.

without a warning, the door suddenly barged open and jisung held you by the waist and pinned you against the wall kissing you aggressively..

pt2?😭✌️ Im such a bad writer

note: this is my first fic, im VERY limited with words & I dont have much experience I only write it for fun and out of boredom,, I can write requested fics (it makes things easier)

[yowumi]

Roommate Giyu Tomioka x Reader (Smut)

warnings. masterbation, reader has an OF, they are both lowkey pervs but it’s okay, mostly just build up, MIGHT write a part 2, if this does good…

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A/N. kinda came up with this like right now and i’m writing from my ass so excuse it if it turns out absolutely buns. but let’s just trust the process for now, enjoy luv <3

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Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who started off hating the idea of a roommate, having to deal with other people in general felt hard enough, so having to live with another person wasn’t exactly on his wish list.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who worked long hours which benifits him in this case because by the time he got home, you were already asleep.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who tried his best to limit interactions between the both of you; not wanting to end up saying something rude or make things awkward by forcing a conversation. therefore, resulting in most of your interactions being by sticky notes left in the house or texts that were usually to let him know that you needed something for the house.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who didn’t have much experience with interacting with other people let alone woman. he wasn’t a virgin, of course he managed to get his dick wet every now and then after rough missions where he would get himself drunk enough to not think about it too much.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who didn’t have a high sex drive and could go months without even thinking about it, this habit wasn’t purposely, he just never really got around to it.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who learns from tengen what an onlyfans in after making a joking remark on how if he had lost his job, he would totally make a living off of doing that.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who finds no interest in finding out any more information about the website due to not feeling it’s right to look at peoples bodies like that.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who happens to have more days off recently and staying in the house more often, having to see and face you more often.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who starts to make small talk with you now that he has more time off and gets to know you better although realizing that he never got the chance to ask what you do for a living.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who brings this up eventually after a small conversation.

“i’ve uh been meaning to ask you, what is it that you do for a living? you seem to always be home” he says while facing the other way watching as the coffee filled his cup slowly.

“oh! well i uh actually do an online business…it helps me get by, ya know!” you say trying not to indulge in the conversation any further.

you could only imagine how mortified he would react to knowing about your only fans.

“ah i see” he says now facing towards you not realizing you had moved closer causing him to bump into you, dropping coffee all over your shirt.

“oh i’m sorry! i didnt mean to startle you!” you say as you look down at the mess on the ground, unfazed by the mess on your white shirt.

“that’s my fault, i should have been paying attention to my surroundings” he looks up to you after picking up the broken pieces of the coffee mug from the ground, now realizing how the spill on your shirt has caused your shirt to become nearly see through, as he takes a glimpse at your perky nipples peaking through, quickly turning his gaze away.

distracted by what he saw he managed to end up cutting his finger from the glass in his hand.

“oh are you okay! let me take a look at it!” you say softly grabbing his hand as you examine the cut before you do the unthinkable.

you put his finger in your mouth and licked the blood off.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who had never been the type to get a reaction out of, especially not a lewd one. which makes him confused why his pants suddenly feel tight when he feels your lips on his fingers.

you quickly realize what you are doing and quickly take your mouth away realizing it’s weird to do that to your roommate you barely know.

“oh my god- i’m so sorry! i don’t know what got into me, ill get you a band-aid! sorry again!” you say as you walk away to retrieve a band aid, embarrassed of your actions.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who goes to his room that night and takes a cold shower trying to wash away the thoughts of your lips out of his mind.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who now starts to notice how small your clothes are, now paying attention to the curve of your ass that can be revealed when you bend down in front of him or how your tits look like they’re about to spill out in those small tank tops you wear, noticing when you don’t wear a bra with the white ones, he can see your juicy nipple peaking out.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who finally returns to busy days at work becoming more tired and frustrated in not being able to see you. wondering why he even cared for doing so in the first place.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who comes home tired and late to the house being silent figuring you were definitely asleep by now.

it was a long day, he felt like he hasn’t relaxed in so long. he takes it upon himself to lay on his bed hoping to get much needed sleep. unfortunately for him, that didn’t seem to be happening anytime soon.

he tossed and turned until finally deciding to scroll on his phone before coming back to the conversation with tengen about only fans.

what better did he have to do right now?

after a few minutes after making an account he scrolls and sees plenty of woman revealing themselves in lingerie and nude, although none of them seemed to really catch his attention.

that was until one popped up in his suggested.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who’s heart stops when he sees your sweet innocent face on his screen, dressed in a short little white lingerie set that made his head spin.

without thinking he immediately subscribed, now interested in seeing more of you.

he felt his pants getting tight as he scrolled down the lewd pictures of his sweet roommate in not so sweet positions, feeling a throbbing ache in his pants.

his heart stops when he sees a message appear on his screen welcoming him and thanking him for subscribing.

kingofurwaters: how much for me to get you to myself, sweetheart?

it was out of character for him to act so lewd but he didn’t want to draw suspicion by acting how he would normally act.

you: of course handsome :p i can negotiate prices so just tell me how much your willing, can’t wait <3

he almost feels jealous at the fact that you text other men this way and treat your fans like this, but he tries to put it in the back of his head and pretend it’s only for him.

he tries to think of a good price to layout, he was new to this so he didn’t know what to expect.

kingofurwaters: 250 for 20 minutes with you? or should i aim higher for you, gorgeous?

she takes a while to type which leads giyu to believe maybe he aimed too low, he did hear that women made really good money on this app.

you: that sounds good !! could i make a request though if that’s okay with you of course baby :)

the nickname makes him feel warm but also noticeably sends blood from his brain to his cock that was starting to hurt from how hard it was.

it’s been so long since he’s been this aroused, come to think of it, he can’t even remember a time he’s been anywhere near this aroused. he almost feels as if he could cum just from seeing and talking to you from a screen.

kingofurwaters: spit it out pretty

you: can we make it 40 minutes instead? you offered a lot of money so if you can keep up with me then i would hope to give you the best expedience.

his face lightens.

kingofurwaters: of course, anything for you, is now okay?

and with that and talking him through how to do the call through zoom, he finally sees her.

shes wearing a soft pink lingerie set matched with pink and white panties with a bow in the front. he felt that as of now, it had to have been impossible to be harder than he already was.

throughout the whole session, he watched her, the way she moves, and all without her taking the set she had on, off. he didn’t show himself due to not wanting her to recognize his surroundings.

He palmed himself and came three times that night.

for the first time in giyu tomioka’s life…

he was grateful for tengen’s stupidity.

the next morning he rushed out the door trying to avoid any contact with you and heading straight out the door for work. He was never one to mind going to work but he was eager to go home. He was eager to text and look at you through his phone.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who comes home late once again expecting a quiet house although he’s surprised when he finds you cooking.

“oh your home, how was work tomioka?” you asked, giving him those sweet doll eyes that made his heart race.

“was fine, why are you up?” he asks

“couldn’t sleep and then i got hungry, would you like some?”

he looks down to see the fried rice that looked tempting but he pushes the yummy smell out of his thoughts.

“no thank you, enjoy though” he says before waving you off and brushing himself past you, giving you a small rub on your head in affection as he excuses himself to his room.

he looks on his phone to go straight to your page although he seems surprised as your title of your latest video uploaded an hour ago.

finding your cute roommate touching herself on your bed

his heart stopped noticing his bedroom in the thumbnail. she couldn’t possibly know, right?

fuck.

has she done this before?

he scrolls down on her videos and finding that some of her past videos were also in his room at some point. he also started to realize many videos were captioned with “roommate”. perhaps she had a little kink?

not that he minded. his hard dick straining against his sweatpants sure as hell didn’t mind one bit.

he clicked the video listening to your sweet pants and moans were blasted through his earphones.

he palmed his dick through his sweatpants trying his best not to mutter your name like he did when you were asleep.

he keeps at this motion, teasing his dick through his pants feeling overwhelmed with the image of you fucking yourself on his bed.

he is so close when he hears it.

he hears it, slightly audible.

“g-giyu…”

he almost felt as if he was hearing things, rewinding it over and over again to make sure he wasn’t just hearing things.

but no, he heard right.

precum began leaking through his swollen tip as he pulls his hard cock out of his pants desperately stroking down his long shaft. that was all he needed to hear.

“f-fuck” he groans out hoping you didn’t hear him as cum seeps through his fingers.

kingofurwaters: need you now. is it okay if we meet up? i’ll pay however much money, just need you now baby

he sends her 3k up front, how could she deny?

she agreed and sent him her address, or perhaps their address.

you: my roommate works hard though so we need to be quiet, don’t want to wake him up :(

always so considerate for him.

he couldn’t take it anymore, with shirt off and now only in his sweatpants he made his way to your bedroom before stopping at the door.

what was he thinking? he couldn’t just go in there and fuck the life out of her. he also couldn’t admit that he was watching her but at the same time, it wasn’t as if she was anymore innocent.

giyu takes too long thinking before he finds you opening the door startled and cheeks flushed as your eyes roamed his toned body.

you knew giyu was in shape but lord was he fine.

“oh uh giyu what are you doing here..?” she said nervously, trying her best not to make eye contact with the noticeable bulge poking through his sweatpants.

“i uh uh” shit.

he tries to think of a good explanation, what the hell could save him from this right now.

“oh hold on just one moment giyu, i just need to text someone real quick!” you say almost worried which sent him clueless, who the hell-

ding.

fuck.

that was his phone. you send him a look and look over at his phone to see your message notification.

your eyes go wide.

but not as wide as his.

notification: you: is it okay if we reschedule baby?

he looks up at you and your looking down and you look ashamed before tears roll down your face.

“i’m so sorry, i knew i shouldn’t have posted those videos or even have been doing those things in your room, i’m so sorry giyu, i understand if you want to kick me out or confront me…” you say in sobs.

he laughs.

why was he laughing? did he find this amusing? or maybe he was happy that he caught you.

“i’m sorry-“ you were cut off by him leaving a kiss on your lips. a kiss? did he just give you a peck?

“that isn’t why i’m here, sweetheart.” he says as he watches your expressions change in a confused manner, he leans in to kiss your forehead and comforting you, whiping away the tears.

you realize and you look up at him as if he was an angel sent down to earth.

Roommate Giyu Tomioka! who made love to you until morning, no longer feeling shy around his sweet neighbor.

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A/N. i have no knowledge on OF or how much they make so excuse me if this isn’t very accurate but most people i see online who have an OF are always balling so i assume they are making bank LMAO, i was originally planning on writing smut at the end but if i’m being honest…i’m not very good at writing actual smut but i enjoy writing the build ups because TENSION >>> anyways i hope you guys enjoyed

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[half-clothed-sister]

i always hated being alone. i tried everything i could. so many dates at so many places, i could barely afford to keep up with just a part time service job. and every date ended the same way. sometimes the second date, but mostly first dates it was the same story. 'we're just not clicking' 'i dont feel a connection' 'youre nice, but-' and so on. one bold girl even said 'i dont know, theres just something in your eyes that makes me uncomfortable'.

tw kidnapping

i decided it wasnt working, going about things this way. too many dates and still too much time by myself. just me, with my thoughts, as they progressively grew darker. i needed someone here with me. to talk to, to get my energy out with. i knew what i needed but i was scared to ask. so i didnt.

one day at work, i saw you. you were breathtaking, your clothes barely hiding your figure. and i saw that look in your eyes that i face in the mirror every day. emptiness. longing. i knew you needed someone as bad as i did. but i was past asking.

when you came to the checkout station i made sure to be the one scanning your items. i had a list memorised of small talk questions that would get me as much info as possible without arousing suspicion. 'new here? you dont look like a local' 'oh, moved for a job? what do you do?'.

by the time you were leaving with your bagged groceries i practically knew your schedule. so i started planning. for a time when you were tired from work, waiting at a bus stop. the one in between routes on some backroad with no streetlights.

chloroform is surprisingly difficult to get a hold of, but id put in my hours of due diligence. i parked a safe distance away, then crept in the bushes, careful not to make a sound. i hesitated for just a moment as i watched you sitting under a dingle dim dirty lightbulb the city public transport system had graciously given this stop.

had i seen what i thought i saw? would you really be okay with this? what was i doing? but i decided id come too far now. even if you didnt want it now i knew you would love me eventually.

faster than id ever done anything before, like id practiced, like i was born to do this, i darted up to you and had the drugged rag over your mouth and nose before you even looked up.

i saw the journey you took in your mind as i looked into your eyes for the second time. surprise. recognition. realization. panic. and under it all that same emptiness i knew i recognized. i knew then that no matter how much you fought, you wanted this as much as i did.

i was so much bigger than you. your weak struggles wouldnt be enough. i saw the lights go out and you slumped into me, so warm and soft. i was really touching a girl right now. a real girl. and all it took was a plan.

an unconscious body is surprisingly heavy, but i managed to get you back to my car as quickly as i had approached. once i had you there with me, i waited for my eyes to adjust to the pitch black. i had ropes and ties and tape, everything i needed to keep you quiet. keep you with me. i applied them generously making absolutely certain you would be comfortable, but unable to escape.

you would never leave me like the others. i wasnt going to be alone anymore. at last, i had you.

[psiioniicarts]

IM OBSESSED WITH YOUR ALTERNATES IN ARMS AU SO MUCH 💔💔💔 CESAR ESPECIALLY

I DO WANNA KNOW- Do alternates in this universe end up picking out their own hobbies?? Like , they're stuck in limbo untill they have a physical form, i feel like they would pick up on things they like, even if it isnt a normal thing the person theyre mimicking liked

example like, aia!Alt Cesar picking up a love for doing something small that aia!Human cesar didnt care for

i really feel like aia! alt cesar would like card games

he looks like he likes card games

HIII thank you!! It's been a little while but I do want to get back to drawing stuff for this AU, I've just been a melted puddle of radioactive waste all summer lmao

And you're mostly right on that! Over time, just due the nature of experiencing different things and people, alternates can (usually will) develop hobbies unique to themselves and not possessed by the original. This quality tends to be more prominent in AiA alternates that are Real, not False or Fallacies (more on this later).

Cesar did copy some of human Cesar’s hobbies, like playing video games and building model kits. But he also developed some of his own; he does like card games and playing pool since that's how he entertains guests in his tavern. He loves learning by watching How To videos (definitely the type to fall down Wikipedia rabbit holes) and has recently picked up bird watching.

He also likes to cook even though he’s total ass at it. All alternates that enjoy hobbies where you make things tend to be really bad at it.

As an additional note, Six likes to crochet and carve wood, anything that keeps the hands busy. Gabriel pretends he doesn’t like things, but he does; he likes to people-watch, and will sometimes go for walks to look at nature. He collects small objects and presses flowers, which he used to pass out in church, and likes to weave even though he's terrible at it.

Sometimes, when in nature, he watches the birds fly. One might say with a sense of wistful envy.

[rewritingcanon]

What would you say are your more controversial opinions about the hp characters?

ohhhh okayyy. i feel like my opinions on a lot of the characters aren’t controversial because i dont feel super strongly towards anyone in any negative light but here are some i could think of at the top of my head:

i’m glad the malfoys faced more extreme backlash after the second wizarding war. a lot of people in the fandom seem to be very sympathetic towards draco and scorpius for getting dogpiled with the brunt of it (which yeah, it sucks, especially for scorpius) but the prejudice makes complete make sense to me. if i was someone who didn’t know scorpius’ character, and had someone from my family get killed in the second war due to death eaters or something— seeing the malfoys still be wealthy and walk around freely without any jailtime, i would be bitter too. they’re hated on but they’re still one of the richest families ever, so they’ll live LOL

another anon has asked about this and i haven’t responded to them yet but when i do i will link it here for my reasons. basically: the best character in the cursed child is harry potter. i think the way they wrote his character and ptsd carried the play. it was def his story, not albus’.

i do think dumbledore has some aspects of him that may be considered morally gray, but mostly i dont think he is. he does everything for the good of the world, and his complete selflessness leads him to sacrifice anything for it— even himself and the people he loves, when necessary. i completely understand why people wouldn’t agree with his methods though.

james potter isn’t a sunshine character he’s a dickhead. fans of him made him a golden retriever character to be more palatable for modern times. i like him the way he is: an asshole and then less of an asshole 👍 this is what true stanning looks like

pansy parkinson is racist and out of all the female side characters, developing HER is so questionable from fandom

harry had questionable descriptions about a lot of male characters to make people think he could be a little 🏳️‍🌈 there was bill, there was sirius, there was cedric. but draco is not a part of that list. harry was not feeling draco whatsoever throughout the series but drarry shippers cling to that one ‘obsessed’ line

furthermore, harry rejecting draco’s offer of friendship wasn’t a sad or a ‘what if’ scene. draco was being a classist piece of shit and harry didnt want to fuck with that, there isnt any way in any timeline he wouldve accepted draco’s friendship.

slytherin sucks just generally lol. people want so bad to pluck anti-heroes out of a series that was written specifically with the mind to make all the characters suck.

hermione and ron’s drama isn’t as toxic as people make it out to be. yes, this includes the time hermione sent birds after him. people act like its the end of the world but she was tackling puberty and the end of society soooo i give her a pass to tweak out.

mostly every harry potter character has horrific names. like literally mostly everyone. even the name harry potter 🙁

movie romione wasn’t that bad LOL

severus snape’s ‘redemption’ or whatever was so ass. he bullies kids for five years and then everything is chill because… true love? on harry’s mum? are you kidding me 💀

weasley family angst goes hard but people (especially percy stans and some ron&ginny stans) acting like they’re the most toxic family to walk the earth make me want to rip my hair out and eat it. molly loves her kids guys shes not evil. jesus.

genuinely trying to think of more but i can’t right now…. maybe i will reblog and add to it. i feel like most of my opinions aren’t that controversial though 😭

[feathermouth]

i decided gideon needs a friend, because no recluse is complete without a clingy fuck by their side. so, expendable oc ?...

her name is madeline, hates the nickname maddie, and often introduces herself as linnie or lin. i dont feel like setting a specific age for her—shes a foil of gideon because shes youthful and outgoing, but i also dont want their friendship to be Super Odd (gideon is almost 40), so im not gonna say shes a super young adult. of course, she has to be 18+ for prison, so she IS a legal adult and you, dear reader, can think of her as any age >18 youd like.

her backstory contains some brief mentions of things that could be triggering for some folks. please be warned for mentions of s/a and murder.

(i am a several-time s/a survivor myself. im sorry if the mention is offensive to anybody reading, but i enjoy having characters with accurate representation, especially of my own struggles. there are no graphic depictions in this post. note that my experience and yours may be vastly different.)

linnie lived with both of her parents, rather upper-class, until she was 14 and they split. her mom got primary custody of her. (the divorce didnt damage her much, everyone was mostly civil and her parents made sure to keep treating her right)

linnie got SUPER into biology of the non-human variety. she aspired to work in the field in some way, either as a conservationist or simply a researcher. she even got in trouble with her mom a few times because she would go out and study the squashed rodents on the roadside.

when madeline got into college, she had a very hard time functioning. her first few months were SUPER rough because she was just so overwhelmed. she managed to get medications (diagnosed with adhd around this time) to help with anxiety, and her performance improved. (TW: SA) she was then assaulted by a freshman in her sophomore year, and her performance plummeted again due to the distress. she eventually lost her scholarship and was forced to drop out. she did not tell anybody about what happened for fear of not being believed. 🫠 (TW END)

some time later, linnie managed to get a job at an animal shelter! definitely not her dream job, but it counts because she got to take care of fuzzy things, at least. (TW: MURDER) she ran into her old classmate—the Bad One—in the shelter, and she lowkey hates him because of how things ended up. without thinking much about it, she followed him home and killed him on his front porch. linnie felt immensely guilty the next day and immediately turned herself in. (TW END)

she really regretted her decision after being put in prison, and she signed up for urbanshades program immediately upon it becoming available. her goal is ultimately to start living her life again and doing what she really wants to do. she wants to forget about the blood on her hands.

generally linnie is a very chill person. shes not over-the-top violent or crazy. she just tends to think of extreme solutions when she gets worked up about something.

(i do NOT condone murder, and it is NOT a normal response to somebody wronging you. linnie did a VERU BAD THING)

but then! gideon! oh goodness shes his best friend, she has to be. pause all progress + take risks, that fat boy is Coming With Her Whether He Wants To Or Not

[wulfthedollmaker]

Explaining everything

hello, its me again. i know ive worried a lot of people with my last post, and i want to let you know that im not dead!!!!

i first want to explain how this mental breakdown even started, it didnt happen from just one cause, it was just that multiple unfortunate events gradually compounded together to lead to my eventual crash out

due to unrelated events, ive been in contact with my close friends less frequently, and my period just began, so i was already more emotional. this week hadnt been the best, and the morning was already off to a bad start, but when i started chatting with ppl in discord, i had a mini crash out because i felt as if people were ignoring me (something im unfortunately prone to, and am working on improving)

thats what began to put me in a pretty bad mood, but what tipped me over the edge was an event i mentioned in my previous post: i purchased MBB on Steam only to find out it was only compatible with Windows

on the surface, it seems like such a small and petty reason to crash out over, but this was not only combined with the events i had previously mentioned, but with my increasing anxiety and imposter syndrome i gained over time in the fandom. felt the desperate need to stay relevant in the fandom, and i wanted to actually experience the game myself rather than watch a playthrough, but i cant. and if i cant interact with the newest thing in the franchise, than what good am i? and if its even possible for me to avoid spoilers until july (my birthday) to get myself a computer that can run it, will people even care about me playing a game that came out months ago? because what good am i if i cannot keep up with the newest craze? will i be seen as anything other than just a worthless 18 year old who makes mediocre art?

its why i wanted to isolate myself from the more popular GoBB spaces, the only people i feel i can even trust are close friends who might not even be online all the time

and to clarify the meaning of my last post, i intended to just inform ppl that i would isolate myself from this site more, however i was not in the right mental state to be writing the post, so i unintentionally made it sound like i was going to end my own life, and that understandably scared a lot of my mutuals

i am so, so deeply sorry for scaring you guys, i never meant for the post to come off the way it did, and i never knew so many people actually cared about my well-being

since that post, i have taken a break to put myself back together, my sibling even helped me recover through this turmoil, and i'm in a much better headspace than i was before

and during all this, i was brought to tears by all the people who showed concern and love towards me, not only my sibling, but friends on discord and some tumblr mutuals showed so much affection and care towards me that...idk...i never though i was worthy of such feelings...thank you all so so much <3

again, i am so so so sorry for worrying everyone, this is probably my biggest crash out since i was in the DST fandom, and i will try my very hardest to improve myself since this incident

i may still be active here, but i mostly want to keep my communication between those closest with me on discord and tumblr dms

but yeah, thats all i have to say, thank you all for caring to read this far <333333

[muchanmocha]

I know that twins are never the same as the other soo how much diferent Hyunwoo was from Hyuna? I feels like he was more aware of Luka's real self, unlike Hyuna who was cluelees until the fight bewteen the boys, maybe thats why he was distancing himself from Luka?? Maybe he didnt want to be friends with Luka anymore, but he wouldnt force Hyuna to distance herself if she didnt want to. Maybe thats the reason that we have little content of the trio, its mostly Hyuna and Luka. Hyunwoo was already slowly walking away from them. Idk. What do you think? We knows so little about Hyunwoo, i cant help being greedy lol i need to know more!!

How different is Hyun Woo from Hyuna?

Hyun Woo is described as a strong and just child and the character with the greatest inner strength in the Alnst cast. We also know that they hold very similar values because Hyuna's honest and righteous personality was something she got from him. Beyond this, we can extrapolate from his sparse appearances:

His intro scene shows that he's a dreamer who reached for the stars with lofty ideals, while Hyuna is perhaps more down to earth and grounded as the older sibling. (Fun fact it's implied Hyun Woo liked fairytale books.)

He's also shown to generally be more impulsive, rash, confrontational, and has a tendency to run rampant. On the other hand, Hyuna is more patient with an inclination for taking charge and looking after others.

If Hyun Woo is the one who comes home with a stray cat he saved, Hyuna is the one who actually ends up nursing said cat back to health. (You know who the cat would be in this analogy.)

Is Hyun Woo more aware of Luka's true self?

I don't think Luka's true nature was ever really hidden.

During his Anakt days, his beauty stimulated the curiosity of the other kids, but after they came to know his true self, they could never become friends with him.

— Luka's Profile, Artbook

From this passage we know there have been a number of people attracted by Luka's surface level looks before but after seeing what's underneath, turned to avoid him.

This implies his true self and destructiveness weren't difficult to sus out, but were in fact things people inevitably face when approaching Luka.

Hyuna and Hyun Woo's friendship with Luka was specifically motivated by their righteousness in not wanting him to be left out. It wasn't that they took him in not knowing what he's like, but that they accepted him in spite of it because it was the right thing to do from their perspective.

This is further proven by the fact that the incident wasn't due to Hyun Woo being fearful or repulsed by Luka's destructive nature, but rather due to Luka's attempts to monopolize Hyuna and Hyuna's bias towards him.

Their conflict began with Hyun-woo's small, childlike feelings of disappointment and jealousy.

— Wiege Behind, Patreon

And the difference in their treatments of Luka wasn't that Hyun Woo was especially perceptive, or that Hyuna was selectively clueless, but that Hyuna was always willing to indulge Luka.

"You were always my one and only weakness. That's why I resented you so."

— Hyuna, Wiege

Hyuna was more tolerant of his behavior and prone to wave it off because Luka was special to her and someone she felt the need to take care of. Hyun Woo in contrast didn't have any particular desire to pamper Luka and tended to meet him on his own terms. There's a sort of hierarchy here of an older sister willing to spoil a "younger brother" while a younger brother (understandably) didn't feel that same compulsion towards a fellow "younger brother."

Was Hyun Woo already walking away from them?

This assumption seems to have come from a specific scene in Karma, and also the theory that Hyun Woo and Luka fought after becoming emotionally distant with each other. I don't believe emotional distance factors into their scuffle as elaborated in this post.

Like with many scenes in Karma, this one feels more symbolic than literal — a representation of death parting Hyuna and Hyun Woo forever.

The friction and jealousy between Hyun Woo and Luka could only occur because they were together all the time. Though we don't get as much content for this trio, we've seen a focused effort around Wiege and Karma to show that they were close and that's why it mattered so much. (Also we now have solid proof backing this up from the Animate panel Q&A.)

Alien Stage loves to strike where it hurts most, and this hurts so much because there was something precious here to lose.

Q: Were Hyunwoo and Luka friends?

A: Yes, the three of them along with Hyuna were always together before his death.

— Animate panel

[grapecaseschoices]

💔 Have they ever had their heart broken? Have they ever broken a heart?

for Kendis og? 👀 loving learning more og Kendis lore

Yes, and yes! It is funny to get this ask when I was just talking to @/faethomsbelow about it.

But og!Kendis [well og!KCL. The very first played Kendis was Crawford-Gagne not Louel. Her sad backstory was her dead mother who died from Cancer. But I wanted her mom to live in theh next RP game but needed a defining incident so ...] had a not-an-ex in HS

The timeline varies a bit. But in general, this Biracial Asian-American girl, named Austyn Blanchard comes to Kendis' school. Sometimes 8th grade, sometimes 9th. I think I said 6th once. Whatever. They're aware of each other, Kendis probably thought she was pretty. But they never really interacted. Partially due to social circles at school, mostly because Austyn's parents. They were very WASP - White Anglo-Saxon Protestants, for the unknown [even tho one of her parents were Asian-American] - and they had visions for Austyn. And it was certainly not associating with the loud, belligerent devil child whose parents were proudly and not hiding the fact that they were unmarried and polyamorous and bi. In fucking Montana. And there was more to it! But I shall stop here.

Though Kendis was not good enough to be a friend to their daughter, she was good enough to labor babysit their younger kids. And Kendis really was good at it. Many in the area had to grudgingly admit. This and a school project is what brought the girls [bc Kendis didn't come out/conclude? their non-binary journey until early/mid twenties bitch been bi all her life tho] closer.

They became, one might even say, best friends. But it was dicey. Beecause of family, school, activities etc. But in the end they had plans for Austyn to cut it off from family and for them to go to Tulane together! Austyn a lawyer and Kendis a doctor! [If I remember right Austyn was the one who helped nurture that idea.]

BUT friends become crushes and crushes start to feel stuff and Austyn says the L word. Romantic right? No. Because Kendis is Kendis and Been Having Issues re: romance but also they are demi and didnt quite realize it. They needed time. Anyway the two of them had a fight. And Austyn left. They avoided each other but then .... CAR ACCIDENT!

No more Austyn. So arguably, one COULD SAY, Kendis has not only broken a heart but they've had theirs broken.

Ty for staying through the end.

here is a playlist for your troubles.

[freakinator]

actually i should lay out all my theories so i can get back to them later and see what i get right and wrong lmao

the server takes place in snapshots

uu and tsftlt are connected particularly in the multiversal aspect

each pov is their own reality

each "thematic switch" is its own reality (prey!parrot is different from scavenger hunt!parrot is different from prison!parrot is different from civilization!parrot)

spoke broke the fabric of reality of the server and each spoke ep signals a different reality

when spoke activated the world tearer is when the multiversal aspect of the series started, when he activated it it split the universe into one where it worked and one where it didnt which lead to even more tearing because of how weakened the fabric of reality is. we kept following the one that failed but the multiversal tearing keeps affecting orbital!spokes reality

each ep is its own reality but still runs in a linear timeline

spokes reality is the only consistent universe while parrot and wemmbu keep switching

the first session is the only one that occurs in the same time period, after that spokes pov becomes a prequel to the others

pze was the first and for a long time the only actual civilization on the server due to how expensive it was to maintain as well as the fact that the server being hardcore meant you had to be someone Really charismatic and persuasive to convince someone to become a guard for you, it became easier (tho it was still really difficult) to convince players to have kingdoms after pze became established as a powerful faction and showed that factions had their worth if you were determined and loyal enough

pze and invisible mafia are cults

wemmbu, parrot, and spoke are admins

jamatoP was never meant to be on the server but spoke having admin privilege let him whitelist him without telling anyone

zam used to be in the master builders but quit once he had so many excess resources that he decided to build his own kingdom

zam and clown have a similar relationship to ls s2 pre-series which slowly turned similar to s3

whenever mutinyduo are referencing lifesteal it means theyre getting along

whenever havocduo are referencing lifesteal it means theyre Not getting along and that parrot wants to kill himself/spoke

ls is connected to uu indirectly

ls is connected to uu directly

uu takes place in a reality where ls got disbanded after wormhole and this is the server they decided to make/join after

parrot is the only thing keeping the server/multiverse from completely falling apart somehow

minute is either never showing up or is gonna join as a clownpierce fanboy turned mercenary whos trying Really Hard to prove himself to clown

the server is slowly going from improv logic to scripted logic (not mechanics, in the characters' minds theyre acting perfectly normal, just that the rules and logic of the server is slowly turning that way)

spoke was the first post-launch invite and because of that he kept feeling left out/turned away by other players who were already in the smp mid-game which prompted him to invite his friend jamato without telling anyone

spoke was the first post-launch invite and because of that he kept feeling left out/turned away by other players who were already in the smp mid-game, jamato was the only one who took spoke in cause he felt pity for him

the reason rek is so famous is cause he was the first one to find the stronghold, leading to an early smp mid-game cause there was already an end fight when everyone was still in mismatched mostly iron armor. zam wasnt able to join the first day which is why he got bullied cause everyone felt like acting toxic from the high of having shulkers and elytra so early in the game while zam was still naked and early game

before wemmbu started getting obsessed with zam he basically only logged in for sessions

pre-series parrot logged in pretty consistently but tended to keep to himself and only really went out of his way to meet players during events (tho ppl still visited him somewhat often, mostly without permission lol, cause of how easily accessible his base is and how fun he is to mess with)

uu as a whole is a pastiche/commentary on the mcyt fandom (at least their side of the mcyt fandom)

duping fucked up the economy of uu so hard that stuff like The Wonders and PZE used to be considered Really impressive and important but are now considered normal esp after the wonders got blown up

clown took up building in-between fights and doesnt really care if they get griefed cause to him theyre nothing more than time-wasters

tsftlt!parrots grandma has multiversal knowledge, the totem in the vid was hers and is what keeps ther universe stable and safe from multiversal threats. its also what allows the invaders to travel through dimensions rather than as a fuel (planet was actually the fuel and also is the only one who can properly navigate through dimensions), what does this have to do with uu? nothing directly but this theory was spurred by this comment in spokes 1st ep:

[delugyu]

more brainrot feel free not to post this i'm just yappin

beomgyu is soooo in obsessed and possesive and totally has a thing for yn like that man has been obsessed since pt1 bye. makes me wonder if he already kinda subconciously liked yn n didn't really know it himself. 

i cant tell if my fav is pt2 or 3... i rlly wanna know ab yn's feelings for taehyun cus of the fact that she was already asking for advice on how to give head before they even kissed LOL

gyu's heart fluttering at some moments in between his pervy thoughts is everything agh.  ESP THE SCENES THAT FEEL SOO DOMESTIC,,, that grinding scene in pt3 + the aftermath (“…something that urges him to keep you happy...”,  “why can’t this last forever?”) RAAHHH, & the shower scene in pt4?? crying

the way he’s so gentle (even though he, nor i, want him to be😁) and patient and so considerate over "teaching" yn and not just trying to take advantage of her. how  “as much as he wants to go wild and do everything the way he wants, he needs to make sure you’re comfortable. he wants you to be all in on this too." dammit i love him so bad

also didnt mention this before but in pt2 i love that u mentioned him not expecting her to be a pro!!! expectations (or lack of) r a realistic element when it comes to any corruption kink fic– not many writers address that so kudos to u!!! 

in both pt3-4, i love that you included a scene depicting the state of taegyu's friendship post yn (the phone call, and at the bar), it rlly adds to the plot as far as the boys’ friendship.  wondering how many appearances taehyun will get if u have plans on continuing dis... like obvi he already has a significant role, but like actual scenes w him aside from him being merely mentioned. 🤔

"taehyun probably has no clue you were with beomgyu just a few days ago, that you had his dick in your mouth, that you swallowed his cum and behaved so well for him. he wonders if that would piss taehyun off."  😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 i think about this line a lot. and the fact that not only does he not want taehyun to ever have you like that, but no other man ?? “..the need to make you his and take you from anyone else.”  , “something no man has done to you before. he gets to have all your firsts, he’ll make sure of it. no one else deserves it. no one else could make you feel like he can.”  ,  “he’d make you all his one way or another, fuck you nice every day, make sure you never get the chance to want for another man.” the possessiveness is making me dizzy and feel things fr.

-chompy<3

i’m kissing u on the mouth rn we are making out

gyu is 100% obsessed and possessive, just how i like em 👅 ur right like all yn has to do is bat her lashes at him a little and he’s already toppling over trying not to bust. hehe at the end of p1 gyu reminisces a little on how he used to have a crush on yn, and he thinks briefly that maybe it wasn’t as fleeting of a feeling as he thought it was

i also luv parts 2 and 3 sm, i think 3 takes the cake for me mostly bc of the smut 😭 whew i was in heat or something writing that. LOLLL ok i’m finally gonna give some insiders knowledge on yn’s pov!!! obviously she and tyun aren’t officially together yet, but yn has liked him for some time and wants to impress him when she finally starts hanging out with him more, which is why she asked gyu to help teach her some things. she didn’t plan on letting gyu take her virginity or touch her at all, since she originally only wanted to learn how to make a guy cum. we’ll see more developments on her n tyun in part 5 and 6 <3 however the whole drabble series is written in gyu’s pov, so due to his jealousy issues he’s a little bit of an unreliable narrator (and he already has been). teehee

omg i’m glad someone else likes the little flirty domestic moments as much as me… he’s hard-wired to be in luv with yn he just doesn’t know it yet. ack i’m so crazy about how cute n possessive he is. also yes the grinding scene in p3,,, i don’t revisit my own writings that much but i do find myself coming back to that so much 😵‍💫

hehe i always try to keep in mind while writing these smut scenes that, while gyu is an utterly depraved horndog, he’s also a super sweet dude who genuinely cares about yn. no matter how bad he wants to rough her up and get carnal, his heart is in fact bigger than his dick (we are still on the big dick!gyu agenda tho). also thank youuuu!! i wanted to make sure it was clear that beomgyu yearned for yn without expecting her to be some natural sex goddess. also that he wants her not just cause of this white veil of virginity—even if that part is also hot to him—but because he thinks she’s super attractive as a person. of course, it does help drive his fantasies to know that no one else has touched her like he has lol

the taegyu friendship drama is sooo interesting to me personally LMAO like i love writing it. part 3 was actually originally going to start with a longer, more detailed convo between the boys about yn, but i cut it because i know some people aren’t a fan of seeing “y/n” or “___” in fics. i still mourn that scene from time to time lol it was prime gyu jealousy. i also don’t think i officially gave her pronouns in the drabbles (even tho i use she/her to talk about the character in unofficial posts like this) so i was worried that id be alienating some readers if i suddenly did that. it’s kinda hard to write convos about her without having something for her name or using pronouns LMAO

teehee that line is like peak petty!beomgyu lmfao. i love how annoyed he was throughout the phone call, it was so fun to write. the compilation of quotes of gyu being possessive 😭😭 you are so real

thank u so much seriously messages like this are so valuable to me 🤍🤍🤍 eek i’m so excited that corruption kink gyu isn’t getting boring or tired yet cause i love writing these drabbles soooo much!! don’t worry lol condensing it down to 6 parts is actually me practicing self control cause otherwise it’d be going on til like part 12 with still no piv LMFAOO

take care chompy!!!😚😚😚

[enakane]

Hi, I figured you'd have an interesting take on this, as the #1 The Emporer fucker (affectionate) on my dash. I've always seen Ansur's attempted murder of the Emp being less "you're a horrifying monster who I must kill before you turn on us, even if it kills me to do so" and more "the man I knew would never want to live as a mindflayer, the man I knew would be horrified at what he's become, the man I knew would rather die" but he didnt consider that the man he knew was dead the moment he turned into a mindflayer, as it's (I think) canon that mindflayers feel and think differently than other races, so the 'man he knew' had been fundamentally changed in such a way as to become unrecognizable in his thought process, and thus, would no longer agree with his past-self. So while I don't think what Ansur did was right, I don't think he's the out-and-out villian some people paint him as, just someone so blinded by grief and fear and sadness, that he doesnt realize how changed Emp was. And then when you show up, the Emp at your back and an elder brain on the rise, I think Ansur is blinded by rage, and grief, and betrayal. He thinks all his worst fears about Emp have come true, and that you're, at best, a pawn in Emp's game, and at worst, a thrall, so that's why he attacks. Havent played that section in a while, so I might be talking out of my ass, but that's my take based on what I remember. Thoughts? (Sorry this is so long, I am a Verbose Bitch.)

(brb gonna get "#1 Emperor fucker" tattooed somewhere on me, truly an honor)

I totally agree that Ansur's intentions were first and foremost to enact what he thought would be Balduran's wishes! As far as he knew, he was dealing with an illithid puppeteering Balduran's body, and after failing to bring him back to the way he was (if I remember well, Ansur tried for some time to restore Balduran to his former self but failed), killing him was equivalent to putting down a zombie.

Mind flayers indeed canonically think differently from other races, plus (depending on the source), the host's mind either mostly or completely disappears once ceremorphosis is complete. There was a high chance he was dealing with a master manipulator that only pretended to remember who it used to be to be set free. Ansur was hardly evil for wanting to end Balduran's cursed existence/kill the thing pretending to be him, and Emp was hardly evil for choosing to live.

(If I start talking about how the Emperor wanting to live despite everything ties in perfectly with the game's theme of choosing to live in spite of irreversible changes + the I Want to Live song, I may never shut up, HE'S JUST LIKE US FR-)

Ansur remains as a ghost due to his unfinished business, so when he feels Emp near and speaks to you and him... The situation hasn't really changed for Ansur. Either Balduran is still an illithid or there's still an illithid pretending to be Balduran, and like you said, the chances that you're either a thrall or being manipulated are very high, so why wouldn't he try to finish the job and consider you an unfortunate collateral damage? There's no more evidence that Balduran is actually in control than there was the first time. Plus, I'd never considered that Ansur might feel the Elder Brain nearby and assume Emp is responsible; that would indeed make him feel betrayed and more willing to attack.

I definitely understand why people aren't too keen on the idea of trusting the Emperor bc mind flayers have a Reputation(tm), but how people came to hate Ansur is kind of weird imo? He's not a villain at all, his decision to kill Emp was a desperate last resort, a way to free Balduran from his torment and save the many people who were gonna get their brains eaten if he got out. I know some people dislike that he possesses Tav, but I played that scene before reading about it and it never bothered me, I mean... he's a ghost. If I'd played through bg3 without getting possessed at least once I'd be lowkey disappointed.

Thanks for giving me an excuse to ramble about my bg3 fave, I hope I'm coherent lol

[lukalover-wiege]

WIEGE THEORIES

Its 1 hour and 22 mins b4 next round so

1) The gun pointed to Luka's head WONT SHOOT.

This is cause im 90% sure that this is right after blink gone. In the Patreon post, you see him smiling when he saw hyuna and I think someone points the gun at that same time. Not to mention, he also had the same MICROPHONE. All the mics for every round change, so I think thats just his initial reaction to seeing her. "but hyuna was wearing something different!" Yes, but that could have easily been on different times!!!

2) Luka will NOT Manipulate Hyuna

-Vivinos literally mentioned that "We will see how much Love Luka has for Hyuna" or something along those lines. I genuienly dont think he has the heart to manipulate the one woman he loves (as you could see from his reaction to seeing her, he literally fumbled). Instead, I feel like he would die (self sacrifice or smth) and thats where hyuna would be reminded of hyunwoo.

3) ALIVE Morse code

-I genuinely believe Till is still alive. Why? Notice how his leg didnt even go down when he "died". His earpiece fell and stuff which Im pretty sure help symbolize his heart rate(?) and mostly the leg thing. Vivinos animated the arm falling, meaning it wasnt an animator mistake. I genuinely think hes alive

-Ivantill was in the MV. They literally have 0 relation to all of them since hyuna is too busy with rebellion, mizi to sua, and luka to hyuna. "But he fought till! But Mizi and till are friends" This round is centered on HYUNA AND LUKA. Most scenes of Mizi would show her and hyuna instead. (not to mention, sua is closer to mizi than till. Dont bark at me.) 4) DEATHS

-"luka killed hyunwoo!" may I remind you that that is a SICKLY, HUNGRY MALNOURISHED BOY and he was also on the ground. "He was smiling though?" Yes. His owner trained him to be able to keep "calm" and keep being basically a showman all the time in any situation. Luka was a child. If you told a child "Be Normal and act like a showman." They wouldnt be able to handle that like a professional adult; instead smiling. (in the same way that when youre sad, you smile to hide it or some sht)

-I think they had a fight, but who started it is what Im not sure of. Luka (in patreon) had a knife, and I dont know what that was for. But I am at least 90% sure he didnt kill hyunwoo on purpose or he didnt "Kill" him because of jealousy towards hyuna.

5) Who wins and loses (ALL SITUATIONS)

-(BOTH DIE) So, if my till theory is correct, I think theres a good shot that both hyuna and Luka die. Esp since you fight with people youre close to (which in this sitiuation, mizi and till are close since till likes her and since till is mizi's last alive friend.) This would likely happen with luka dying naturally and the aliens killing hyuna instead. -(LUKA DIES, most likely!!) Luka Dying naturally. I dont think he has the heart to manipulate hyuna, and I dont think he can stumble over her again. BL8M (Luka VA) Posted the recorded lines for wiege im pretty sure and he had quite a lot, so yes luka does sing. I understand that Hyuna's stats are bigger, but shes a rebel. Aliens HATE rebels and majority of them already side with luka (As seen from ROMH cheers from the start + crowd and since he won S49). I understand that hyuna has a power (Like how she manages to get the crowd to like her) but at the end of the day, shes still a rebel. A rebel that aliens genuinely despise. Not to mention, luka has learned to manage his heart rate due to his strict owner. I think he would manage to rig the system by dying naturally like stopping his heart. After all, Hyuna IS the ruler of his heart. (and also, the aliens wouldnt shoot him since hes very much loved) Next, VIVINOS posted on their patreon that "We will see luka's love for hyuna" hinting at a self sacrifice. Luka has already also fought with mizi so its very unlikely that he will again.

-None die (Unlikely, but possible) I think Hyuna would be able to save herself and mizi, and towards the end, save luka as well. Id like to think hyuna still somewhat loves him, even if its as a friend. Yes, shes haunted by him, but they were childhood friends. Hes not the only one she has left, but hes definitely an important piece in the puzzle. What makes this likely is that they have SO SO much lore for them to show in at most, 6 minutes. Theyd have to show Hyunwoo lore, luka's lore, isaac and dewey, rebellion, Mizisua (as seen in teaser) and ivantill (as seen in teaser) meaning if they both escape, then they can easily hust jave hyunwoo, luka and rebellion lore instead of the rest. Also, I dont think hyuna can let him go again, cause that means alien stage ends with so many unfinished questions. -Hyuna dies (impossible) Luka already fought with mizi, Luka loves her too much. I think if she does die, he would end up khs instead. At Most she would die of is the fact that shes already injured.

SIDENOTE: the one official art where theyre all in coffins except mizi is the only one with eyes open. Meaning shes bound to win. Shes also the main character sooooooo

6) SCENES (kinda obvious but im still gonna mention it)

Hyunwoo approaching luka (End of teaser) Luka lore (SA, Surgeries, his clones, etc), mistreatment (surgery shown in patreon) Hyuna and hyunwoo experimentation Luka researching on how to "love" Hyuna Hyuna losing her leg + Escaping Thank u sm and wow am I late.

[nomeniko]

hi :D for the ask game What do you wish more people understood about kazui? Which trial 2 MV do you enjoy the most, and why?

thank you for the ask i would grovel at ur feet in gratitude i hope the sun shines down and makes the light dance for u and you only today

1. if anything ive seen a few theories of kazui possibly revealing himself to be a two faced manipulator of sorts due to his self proclaimed liarness…. like ‘ohh u cant trust what he says he cld be trying to make himself look pitiable to the audience to get voted inno’ sort of theories which is. no he wont do that???

is he a liar? to a degree yes—liar not in the sense that what he says are direct falsities, but more like hes built much of his character to constantly disguise his true intentions/feelings as a defense mechanism. the lies he says are less of words from a schemer and more of redirections from someone who is, all in all, an insecure adult scared of what will happen if he isnt able to meet peoples expectations of him

as much as he calls himself a liar hes mad honest about where he thinks his capabilities lie, which is to say he doesnt believe in his capabilities at all lol. when amane asks him for help with her studies, he turns her down after some consideration bc he doesnt believe himself to be smart enough to help (despite having graduated from a university; sports degree or not credit shld be given where credit is due). when he talks to shidou post ktk attack, he refuses to admit doing any of the work in taking care of the situation and instead puts all the praise onto shidou. even his physical strength and skill (which is arguably the one part of him he does acknowledge and take some sort of belief in) is something he treats as less of something that he has achieved himself and more of an obligation of his—like, hes strong bc to him he HAS to be, bc it is expected of him to protect those who need protecting. he does want to protect others, sure, but much of that wanting comes frm how ingrained it is in him that thats what hes good for, thats what his strength is for (his timeline w/ yuno on her bday says as much nyway)

the way i see it, that self deprication of his plays back into his obsession with meeting the expectations placed onto him, or at least lessening the disappointment of others by lessening those expectations in the first place. if u tell someone that u didnt go to the right university, that u didnt do much to help anyway, that u were born so fundamentally wrong as a person that everything is bound to go to shit as long as ur there (he basically said this to es in his t1 vd im not even kidding), wouldnt that ensure the safety that youre less likely to ruin someone elses confidence in you? less likely to ruin bc in the small chance that u still fuck up, theres not much left to ruin at that point

in the end ig what i wish more ppl understood abt kazui is that hes a liar yes, but not a manipulator. he lies to stay safe, not to be a sadist or whatever. you cant take what he says at face value (in much the same way u cant do the same for any other prisoner tbh), but that does not mean u shldnt take anything he says srsly at all!!!

2. ok this one i have to give a bit of thought, mostly bc i cant pick just one

if the standards were which t2 mv do i enjoy for its direction music n visual wise, purge march takes the cake so quickly. the music itself is so bomb (which like, i cant even find a logical explanation as to why… its just so good to listen to) n the mv itself does such a great job at creating the right atmosphere, both in its flashy theatrics and the subtle uncanniness under it. mayb i have a slight bias bc tpm was the whole reason i got into milgram in the first place, but i stand by it idccc

aesthetic wise, def all knowing and all agony. the horror elements r genuinely disturbing, but not so overbearing that it overwrites the pop style that milgram has going on. i luove the use of amber for blood, plus the filters that remind me of found footage u usually see show up in asian horror movies. i think i was actually terrified the first time i watched the mv

symbolic wise, its cat always and forever god bless. it takes advantage of its aesthetics to hint at subtle secrets so well that it makes me giddy as hell. the use of colors as a part of the set, the transitions frm scene to scene having its own part in making the story, n honestly making the bg more blank than usual readjusts the focus of the mv on what matters p well. i cant mention every detail rn or else id be here all day

[weirdandcreepyart]

UH-OH! a comic about being trans. by me. part one of probably three :]

i felt bad about being transmasc so i decided to just give up and write about it until i hopefully didnt. i feel a little better getting this all on digital paper but there's still. a lot to draw. so. oops

i'll be posting the next parts. whenever they're ready (which will hopefully be soon) and linking them all here, so whenever you want just check back with the base post and i'll prolly add some links and maybe clean things up. yay!

text transcript / partial ID under the cut!

transcript:

looking back, there were a few signs i might have been trans.

[a sequence of events showing little me flinching and going "ow" at being called his deadname, little me reading a book and going "haha im like a tomboy but i dont like sports or being active or anything im just. a boy. haha", and little me having an active breakdown, crying and holding his glasses, with partially obscured text in a dark cloud around him. the only text visible shows his thoughts, and shows he's worrying that he's sexist for mostly only liking and relating to boy characters.]

...some.

however.

there were also a few things i considered signs of me not being trans at all.

EXHIBIT A:

[a drawing of little me, looking at his 3ds. he's thinking "as long as i make sure that i always play as the 'main girl character' in these games i wont cry because im a girl because i wont be me as a girl i'll be Them. roleplaying. as them".]

no dysphoria.

[caps] EXHIBIT B: [end caps]

[a crude drawing of little me staring at nothing. he's thinking "i don't hate women. and i don't like being mean to other people."]

[caps] I WAS A FEMINIST. [end caps]

and not toxically masculine.

i knew about trans people, but i didn't know trans MEN existed.

[a drawing of little me, with the caption "clueless". he's staring slightly up, and saying "huh?!"]

my mom was nonbinary, with a few trans friends, but people [caps] WANTING??? TO BE MEN??? [end caps]

to be

gross,

disgusting,

hateful,

cruel,

oppressive,

men?

[the background slowly gets darker until it reaches the final word, and that word is a significantly bigger font than the rest of the words.]

for a while, primarily due to my lack of research

[drawing of little me, staring at his computer (which is labeled "deviantArt machine") and going 'huh'.]

i figured, if i WAS trans, I was probably a trans women.

but of course, that was silly

you can't be a trans woman if you're already afab.

and there's no other ways of being trans,

right?

[a crudely-drawn drawing of a deviantArt favorite's tab. none of the favorited pieces have any detail, though several are the same width and length as classic deviantArt stamps.]

hm.

hmmmmm...

[a crudely-drawn drawing of a representation of one of the favorited stamps. it's a massive, pink stamp with the text "SHE/HER!" in it in all caps and pink lettering. bottom text states it is a "she/her pronouns badge by ...", though the rest is cut off.]

HMMMM...

[a picture of a mouse hovering over the 'favorite/unfavorite' button. the star is filled in, indicating clicking it would unfavorite the piece.]

[two wordless panels, side-by-side, showing little me staring at his screen, hovering his cursor over the unfavorite button.]

[two more panels, showing that little me has unfavorited the she/her badge. the panel showing his face shows he is grinning wildly, his hair has poofed up in excitement, and his glasses are now blue-ish purple.]

OHO!!!!!!!!!!!!1

.................and that's

quite literally

how it happened.

before i knew how bad the entire site was, i would frequent dA. CONSTANTLY.

it was baby's very first "social media" webpt site.

[a drawing of a tiny, cartoonish kitten with a small turf of hair, staring at wonder up at a computer, one hand on the mousepad. it is labeled "dramatic reenactment of me making my d a account."]

i wasn't really SHELTERED as a kid, i just didnt know fuck for shit, and my baby anxiety made learning annoyingly hard.

so i turned to memes as a sort of wire mother as opposed to my real, cloth one.

jokes can be easier to understand than reality, sometimes.

(this isnt a good thing.)

so, i sort-of-came-out on deviantart, home of the wacky, wild and weird, where i learned he/him pronouns were an option, and a choice.

[a drawing of little me, with blue glasses, gazing up at the sky and smiling triumphantly.]

and some crazy trauma but that's for a different comic. if i make it.

[a drawing of little me being hit with a cartoonish star, which is meant to represent the trauma.]

sooo...

that's it, right?

[little me, with a cartoony bandage on his head, gently rubbing his wound.]

my mom was supportive & anyone who wasn't ...isn't in the picture now

that's the end

...right?.

end transcript.