#but like do it scared and blahblahblah

[mekha-draws]

Rot son

The look is just a birth thing, he is very lovely to be with despite how he looks

Made me a spoopy icon for the days and turns out riot of rot falls into those days so, yay!

[spaceycat]

i feel like josh would talk a big game when it comes to sex and stuff being all like "yeaaahh i kiss so many girls blahblahblah" but when it comes down to it he is scared of intimacy!!!!

like i LOVE rough josh but that man is he would definitely be "softer" in bed, kissing all over your skin, taking it at your pace and probably scared to go "hard" on you for a LONG time just making sure you feel pleased.

ALSOO LOVE YOUR WRITING!!

just. yes. YES. enjoy bbg

i am so sorry for like not posting as much as i should but now this shits ON!!!

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♫ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: better in the dark by tv girl & jordana (2:36)

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When you first met Josh, you noticed how overly confident and friendly he was, not afraid or shying away from any questions or prying questions even being apart of a famous family.

You knew a lot of his friends for years, but didn't actually have a chance to meet the infamous Josh Washington that they talked so highly about, being confident, funny and caring when he needs to be. The Josh Washington that has been in many relationships and has a way larger sex life than anyone you've ever known.

You were silent for majority of the night at the party, only knowing Sam, Ashley, Chris and Mike mainly - everyone else being foreign ground you already know that you need to tread on.

Nursing an unknown drink in his hand, Josh came and sat next to you. You didnt actually realise at first, more focused on the party and the people that surrounded you. That's when he cleared his throat, "You look a little lost." "I'm not lost." "Then what are you, sweetheart?" "Not your sweetheart." That made him chuckle, his eyes finally catching yours. You thought that he was just some dickhead flirting with you but then you realised.

"You're Josh." "And you're stubborn." "Funny." "I hear that quite alot.." He'd pause, taking a sip of his drink. "So what's got you sat here all alone?" "Don't really know anyone here that well." "Well, if it's that boring-- feel free to get to know me." His suggestive tone was not left unnoticed by you.

"I'm not having sex with you." "That's not what I meant." "Mhm." "I'm serious.. I've just heard a lot about you from Sam, Chris and shit--" "You're not doing really well as a first impression." He'd click his tongue, a smile gracing his face as he looked down to the floor. "They said you'd be stubborn." "And they said you'd be overly confident and be convinced everyone wants to sleep with you." You'd cross your arms, tilting your head at him. "Ouch." He'd place a hand to his heart in mock injury, "I'm hurt, sweetheart."

"I'm sure that one woman not wanting to sleep with you will wound you." You went to stand up, he'd grab your wrist. "Sam is going to kill me if you end up hating me." "That's not my problem." He'd stand up, "Can I walk with you atleast?.." You stared into his eyes, he's hot; you'd give him that, you let out a breath. "Okay fine."

As you two walked around the house, eventually resorting to the backyard of the party house - sitting down on the porch stairs, red solo cups filled, the conversation moved to more intimate questions and answers.

"They all told me you're like some sex god." You said, twirling around the cup in your hand - watching the liquid move inside. "I've had my fair share of woman, but that's going a bit too far." "Is it?.. you've got quite a reputation." "I've got a reputation?" He'd sit up a bit at that, his boots clicking against the wooden steps - you had his attention now. "I'm not boosting your ego more." You'd chuckle a bit, taking a sip of your drink.

"This entire conversation seems to be about me, sweetheart. What about you?" "What about me?" "Are you some offspring of Aphrodite or what?" You'd click your tongue, mulling it over in your mind before shaking your head. "No, no--" "Oh come on, that's not fair. I told you my stories." "Only one way to find out." The liquor loosened your lips, you then realised what you said - you didnt even have to look at him to hear the smirk in his voice. "Oh really?" "I didn't mean it like that." "What did you mean it like then, sweetheart?"

You set down your drink, tilting your body towards his - realising your close proximity to eachother. He was staring at you with a shit-eating grin, his tongue coming to wet his lips.

"Fuck it."

You then grabbed onto his jacket, pulling him into a kiss that was all teeth and tongue. He easily reciprocated, a hand snaking around your waist - pulling you to his chest.

He'd pull back, "Now I've got high hopes, sweetheart."

He'd watch as you stood up, your hand intertwining with his as you pulled him to his feet - pulling him back into the crowded house. As you travelled through bodies, his hands snaked around your waist - moving closer to you to hear you better. He'd kiss a line from your neck to your shoulder, his voice a murmur in your ear. "Where are we going, baby?" "A free room." You said simply - walking up the stairs, him following you like a lost puppy.

You eventually found a free bedroom, as you looked around Josh's arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you down to the bed. His lips returned to yours, a hand moving through the strands of your hair - his lips moving to your neck.

It was strangely sensual for a party hookup, but you didnt complain. Your hands moved to his belt, moving to push it off. "Sweetheart-- take things slow." "I didn't bring you here to go slow." He'd place his hands atop of yours, "I'm serious." You saw the flicker of uncertainty in his eyes, you tilted your head - a smirk forming on your face, you didn't want to shame him but you found it funny. "You haven't fucked as much as you said you have." "That's not--" "Hey, you can keep that facade outside of the bedroom. I dont give a fuck." "Promise you won't tell anyone.." "Your secret is safe with me, Washington."

That's how you found your face in the pillows, on your stomach - Josh slowly and softly fucking you from behind, his hands on your hips as he kissed at your neck and back muttering soft praises.

"So good--" "God.. you're amazing." "So pretty."

A strong arm gripping onto your waist as he pulled you onto your back, his cock still very much nestled deep inside of you. "Wanna see your pretty face." You didn't expect him to be needy during sex, but you were into it. He'd place a hand under your chin to maintain eyecontact with him as he continued to fuck his hips into yours in a soft rhythm.

"You can go harder you know--" Even with your permission, his hips only increased in its speed and harshness a little bit. He felt you tighten around him, a groan extracted from him as he moved his face into the crook of your neck, placing soft kisses there. A hand snaked down between your bodies, as he played with your puffy neglected clit which made you hyper aware about how sensitive it was.

"Fuck-- next time, please let me eat you out, god.." He'd mutter into your neck, almost indiscernible - but it made you clench around him. His pace on your clit increased as his hips snapped into yours faster and deeper, making you cum around his cock - the wet, loud sounds from your arousal made your head drop back into the pillows as he fucked you through it.

His hips started to stutter, as a whine left him - the sound covered up by your neck as he pulled out of your soft heat. Your hand wrapping around his cock and pumping it softly, your thumb swirling the tip collecting the pre-cum there, feeling his hips fuck into your hand as his cum spurted onto your stomach.

As you both came down from your respective highs, the two of you just sat there for a moment - enjoying the presence of eachother. "Not really the sex god you say you are, Washington." "Shut the fuck up."

[allpiesforourown]

Hi I saw the other ask about getting high and wanted to ask, is it worth it? I'm curious about it but I'm pretty young and scared of making bad decisions and developing an addiction and blahblahblah, but that's what scared me about alcohol and it's been a great thing so idk. You talk a lot about getting high and make it sound like a completely normal thing

okay i am absolutely the wrong person to ask about this but i will say:

first of all never let people talking about drugs like they're normal convince you to partake especially in the lgbt community because like every other gay guy uses whippets and that shit can give you brain damage

secondly, check if anyone in your family has a history with addiction. no idea why but it's pretty ususal if your grandfather drank too much, you'll have trouble restraining yourself too

third if youre gonna have alcohol for the first time in your life DO NOT GET A BEER OR WINE. that shit tastes awful if youre not used to it and you'll be throwing it away wondering why people pretend to like alcohol. just mix a shot of liquor into soda or go get a cocktail during happy hour at a nice bar, theyre super tasty

fourth people will tell you "you can't get addicted to weed" which is a ridiculous statement because people can get addicted to literally anything, including eating drywall. although weed is a non addictive substance and the safest stimulant you can imagine, people can grow dependant on it the same way they grow dependent on anything that makes them happy.

that's all i have to say! don't do anything you don't want to, but also don't hold yourself back from trying new things! most importantly, stay safe!

[ashfluffys]

Rant incoming cause I'm bored and wanna talk about things I can't draw outtttttt

I've said if I could rewrite the game I would change the ahit ending to that "collect all time pieces to see the final rift early and learn mu's story blahblahblah" thing, but I also wanna change mafia town, most of it doesn't matter at all and you can basically ignore all of it until you need to get either more timepieces for different areas to unlock or to get the final rift, which is stupid, so here's my thoughts:

Acts 1-2 will stay the same, they introduce an important character and establish a bond between her and hat kid, good yes excellent. Act 3 and on however will be slightly different; they are now failed attempts at mu and her rebellious plans to kick the mafia off the island, consisting of the existing level ideas such as scaring the mafia away (she came from outer space), winning a bet against the mafia (cheating the race), stealing valuables from the mafia (the golden vault, though I'm willing to change that one), and flooding the island with lava (burnin up mafia town, mu will actually find this plan works... and is also destroying her home, so she immediately regrets it and begs for help to turn off the fountains. Instead of a party from the mafia, mu will meet up at a high place to thank you, mention how stupid a plan that was, and give you a timepiece she found while turning the faucets off). When all of her plans fail, she comes up her final, end all be all plan, she calls it "down with the mafia", which will be the final act instead of the 4th act in order to make the player not only spend more time in mafia town but also spend that time with mu, forming a real bond both player and hat kid wise, so when the two argue and part ways you actually feel more emotions towards this split.

I will say I do wanna keep dead bird studio relatively early, so my idea of keeping it unlocked around 4-5 timepieces AND keeping mafia town longer is this; you can do any unlocked chapter when it's ready, but all boss battles and the finale will remain locked until you finish the story in chapter 1, as mu will now be appearing in dialogue filled cutscenes after the battles to not only check if hk already took the boss's timepiece (she did) and to also give a reason for the characters to actually not like her outside of just "being a random little girl in a castle ontop of lava" as I want her to have small conversations with some form of mocking, belittling, etc whoever she's talking to to boost her own ego and to poke fun at the fact grown men can't beat little girls like they claim

I would also like to add the following; the finale is not "chapter 5", it is simply "the finale." I want chapter 5 and 6 to be the dlc if you have it, because I don't mind the stories not being connected to other chapters (though i would change up the artic cruise a lil), most aren't, but taking place after time's end makes zero sense because hat kid would've left the planet by now, so none of it could happen. Ergo, if they are chapters 5 and 6 instead of 6 and 7, they could still be seen as before the finale and still fit into the story without being a weird timeline placement. Also please for the love of fuck can we swap the amount of timepieces they need to unlock, why does nyakuza open earlier than the artic cruise, WHICH IS THE 6TH CHAPTER WHILE THE METRO IS THE 7TH????? Stupid stuff I tell ya STUPID.

[stregajulia]

Why I don't have friends?

pile 1 - pile 2 - pile 3

DISCLAIMER.These general free readings are made in good faith for entertainment purposes.

How to pick a pile. When you have different cards to choose from in pile 1,2,3… look at each of those cards. Wait until someone reminds you of a memory. Perhaps a character’s outfit resembles one of your own. It is this pile that has its message. What if they all remind me of something? Go for the one with the strongest memory, one might look like her earring but another might be the favorite candy you got from your grandma when you vacationed at her house. But what if none reminds me of something? Take a deep breath and wait a little longer, without charging yourself or creating worries. Relax, some will awaken some memory in you, I promise!

Pile 1

Hello, little Cherub! When we start reading, we already have a clear answer: the reason why you have few friends is related to judgements, prejudices and realities that you believe to be absolute. For you, the world can be cruel, with petty, prejudiced and manipulative people. That's how you've seen the world until today, with these types of people always ready to take you down at any moment.

It is important to remember that, although there are reasons, this does not mean that the result will always be negative. If you have a closed mind and are very judgmental of others, this may be a reflection of past experiences, such as being bullied. Right? No. In the end you are also being like the people you judge so much. You always feel overwatched… overwatching others. The insights indicate that these perceptions may have been with you since childhood, creating a reality that you believe to be immutable, "all my friendships were like this, so all friendships ARE like this" and because of this, you close yourself off.

You also drink too much of the social media water, so you see gratuitous hate everywhere. You see that no matter what you are, it seems like the world hates you, too fat, too thin, you are a man, you are a woman, you have criticism and more criticism of who you are from strangers on the internet and you conclude again "the world is a trash". Do you want to make new friends? Absolutely! But you're soo scared of these"trash", right?

But the message is clear: this situation is not permanent. Just because you have few friends now doesn't mean it will be that way forever. The advice here is to be more authentic, open yourself to new experiences,. Start opening up to things you like! Cinema, food, dancing, things that you refuse to do because you think they are not for you. HOWEVER, don't feel like you're going to run amok like an addict going to all the bars and places that YOU KNOW are wrong! It's not about doing a 180º and saying that now you're going to be a "rebel", because you're going to MAKE A MISTAKE! Go to places that you can tell everyone and not being asshamed of.

Now, avoid the despair of accepting anyone just to avoid being alone. You will, unfortunately, first attract treacherous people and if you accept them on your path, you will return to the cycle of "the world sucks, people are mean and blahblahblah"…. You will meet them, but remember our good and old "nope". Use your judgment and avoid extreme changes in behavior without adequate planning. You're smart girl, stop acting stupid.

Pile 2

Hello little Cherub! Let's start by understanding why you have few friends. It's possible that this is due to significant changes you've recently faced, such as changing jobs, schools, cities, or even countries. These changes will naturally affected your social circle, right? In some cases, it's just a matter of appearance, major weight loss, an afro hairstyle, or even incurable diseases that change anyone's routine.

You may be finding it difficult to integrate into new social circles. It seems like every time you approach a new group, there's a big bubble that needs to be burst… you all speak the same language but why so diffent??? It's common to feel like your experiences and interests are different, which can make interacting and creating new friendships difficult.

Additionally, there may be personal resistance to making an effort to fit into new groups. You may question whether it is worth the effort to integrate and what the benefit would be. This lack of motivation can result in a more reserved or distant attitude, which can alienate potential new friendships. You want to go back to what you had before, your old friendships…

To overcome this, it's important to recognize that it's not necessary to form large social circles right away. Start small by establishing one-on-one connections, like a friend at work, school, college, or the gym. This can help build trust and facilitate deeper interactions in the future. Being social is healthy and necessary.

Now I need to give you an earful because you are behaving childishly on your behalf too. You know that child shouting "I don't want it" in the supermarket……….. it's you. Also, you're showing yourself like "I know that it's different but it's okay" or "fuck, I hate this"? You close yourself off so much in your reality that it's difficult to enter and understand the reality of others, so they throw a spaghetti party, they don't invite you because every day you say that you hate pasta, and then you find out that there was this spaghetti party and now you're super upset that you wasn't invited…

Avoid behaviors that can alienate people, such as being overly reserved or showing a lack of interest in social activities. Stay open to new experiences and encounters, even if they may initially seem uncomfortable. Openness can open doors to new friendships and a more diverse and enriching social circle.

Pile 3

Hello, little Cherub. Let's start reading by exploring the central question: why do you have few friends these days? It seems like you believe it is due to studies. You've dedicated a lot of time to this, whether on your own or because you're in college. This is your initial perception.

However, as we read deeper, we see that the true reason may be different. It appears that your romantic relationship has played a significant role in limiting your friendships. In this pile I'm not talking about marriage, but a long-term relationship. This relationship has taken up a large part of your time and energy, which ends up restricting your socialization opportunities.

Maybe you and your partner spend so much time together that there's no room for other friendships. As if you had to save all the energy you had left that week to spend time with them. And there may be issues of jealousy, both on your part and his, that make it difficult to get close to other people.

Do you want to have new friendships? Of course. You've always valued having friends around, and you've never been a lonely person. You always had several friends, someone to talk to and share moments with. However, now it seems like your partner is the only person you spend your time with, and that's something you've never done before.

The reading suggests that you have an upright and idealistic personality. Even when you saw wrong things, you did not allow yourself to be influenced by them. But you may now be falling into the trap of not realizing that you are also doing something wrong, like isolating yourself socially because of your relationship, or some really toxic shit, you know what I am talking about. Furthermore, you have this need to show yourself as someone "clean", without mistakes, always with the best and you know, even if unconsciously, that you are "dirty" and feel incapable of getting involved with people other than your boyfriend

The advice here is for you to have a clearer view of your current situation. Reflect on your relationship. Is it stopping you from living fully? Are fights and jealousy taking a heavy toll? Ask yourself where this insecurity comes from. Is it just a matter of jealousy or is there something deeper going on?

It's important to look at what's hidden, the things you might be pretending not to see. If you feel like you always need to appear perfect in the eyes of others, this may be stopping you from opening up to new friendships. No one is judging your character, but if you feel like you need to maintain a facade, this can be a significant barrier.

The final piece of advice is to examine your relationship honestly. Is it working for you? Does it need to be tweaked or maybe even finished? This is an answer you must find on your own. After this reflection, you will be in a better position to decide how to proceed.

That was the reading for you. Good luck and stay well.

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[dreamwritesimagines]

hi dream! i don’t know whether you watched superstore but in one episode amy was crashing out after giving birth and having to come to work she was so done with everybody��s bullshotbshe accidentally lashed out on her boss like, “KILL YOURSELF, i am.. (blahblahblah long rant)” and after her rant while her boss is like oh okay she’s like “WHY HAVENT YOU KILLED YOURSELF” and i think that’d be really funny with birdie since she’s super overworked and full of emotions right now (her dad, hazel, work, lucas) and she just lashes out on someone

Omg Superstore was such a good show! 🥰 I binged that one! 🩷

Lolll Birdie lashing out on someone would be hilarious because I think, even though she's always on the move and in a rush, no one really saw him lash out yet😂 And she'd be giving that person hell like,

"I'm sorry, do you think I'm a fucking scarecrow?"

"What—no?"

"Great, so can you like explain to me why exactly you thought the draft that I'm working on was ready? Even if I said over and over again that it wasn't?"

"Because I was informed that—"

"Did you ask me?"

"...No."

"Great, so what the fuck are you doing taking it to Gray? Hm? What am I supposed to do, Looney Tunes the fuck out of my desk that every time someone takes a file, there'll be a mouse trap?"

"Birdie—"

"You stay out of this!"

"Okay."

"Wow. The big bad Winter Soldier is scared of our little Birdie—"

"Did you say something, Caleb?"

"Nope. I didn't say anything."

"So she scares the hell out of us both then?"

"Yep. Seems that way."

[monandre]

Monandre rambling blahblahblah..

Monandre is so stupid....... For months they're like "no we're just really close friends stop assuming we're dating wtf.." and people (Mostly the Gang) will side-eye them — because ok. Then why do you kiss. why does monny steal Andre's coat any chance it gets — but they won't say anything. Like, let the idiots figure it out.

When they eventually get to the point where they're like ok. Maybe, MAYBE, there's more. They try dating, but Andre really wants to keep it a secret — he likes his reputation how it is, and he's worried dating would make people see him differently in a way, like less of a "wildcard" or crazy spontaneous whatever ykykyk — Monny is like "yeah sure :)" because. It's never had any relationships, it's not even a human, so she just assumes it's normal.

They're more of a secret, and at that point Andre stops acting all touchy n whatever in public because shhhhhh secret.. Monny gets upset with that, and feels like Andre's embarrassed to be around it, but it doesn't really say anything because it's scared to lose Andre… ough…

At some point they probably go to Gigi and beg her to keep it between them.. Myc knows and has known, he just thinks it's funnier to act oblivious and watch monandre be stupid.

..And eventually they're happy YAAAAY !! I love them being happy but I also like them being sad sometimes. They're kinda Once More to See You by Mitski a little bit in the 'secret relationship' part.. umm.. they're also very cute and in love

ART BY @.heartmatic BTW !!!!!!!! If you see this you should follow him now pretty please..

[daaydreamy]

Can you write something like H is really scared to do anything with y/n because his past girlfriend used to be really abusive?

i just want love

summary: harry’s happy.

warnings: talks of a past abusive relationship

pairing: harry styles x fem!reader

•••

“I’ve never felt like this.”

Harry and Y/N were lying in bed together, the duvet pulled over their naked bodies that were still a little tacky from sweat. Y/N had been drawing random patterns against Harry’s chest, watching it rise and fall gently while dragging the tip of her finger along his warm skin. Harry felt truly… peaceful. He felt alive, like he was finally living his life fully after staying curled up in his little shell for so long.

“What do you mean?”

This was what it was supposed to feel like. This was what love was supposed to be, but Harry didn’t know that back then. He let himself believe the love he had with the woman he had been with for so long was real and true. He didn’t even understand his own feelings then yet, didn’t know what was supposed to happen and what wasn’t supposed to. It was just so clear to him then that that was it, that was what everybody was craving for, that was what everybody wanted. So young, so unaware.

She was the only thing he had known. He had only ever been with her, until he finally managed to leave that all behind. Y/N couldn’t even understand how one could be so cruel to somebody like Harry, who was so careless about everything they did. It was hard. Being so afraid that he would find himself in the same situation again, back to his younger self, and unsure of what to do.

“I don’t know… it’s just so different from what I’ve known.” Harry murmured. He felt like his own person. “And it feels right.”

a/n: i changed it up a little, but it’s still mostly the same concept!!! hope that’s okay with you :-)

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[littlehaize]

Work in progress guessing game: surprise!

(from this post)

i have six wips with the word "surprise", and i asked you what you would like me to do, let you choose or draw randomly myself, and i did! and as a treat, there is two, because it's never lines only notes

first wip: blahblahblah

it's my star trek! dbh au, and that i have talked about already right here and my wip doesn't have much more than this post, and the sentence with the surprise is that simon is the head medical chief, even though he was thought to become captain but changed direction surprising everybody

second wip: Never too late, I've found you again

it's my first dbh fanfic that i already started to post, it's a university au with markus and simon as childhood friend but they got separated and sixteen years later simon doesn't remember neither markus, nor the promise they made to find each other again

as for the word surprise, is again in the notes, and it's in two!

first one is from a game of paintball where connor shoots daniel because he got surprised that markus threw his gun at him to protect simon that was going to be shot by connor, in the back

second one is markus, simon, daniel and conrad (sixty's human name in this fic) are at a funfair where north works in a haunted house, so simon wanted to see her, and the four of them went in it, and simon and daniel are more scared than conrad who is a little more scared than markus who isn't scared at all because nothing surprises him, so he protects simon from screamers and actors in the haunted house, daniel doesn't have the same chance with conrad who is have a good laugh at his screams

[lee-jinkis-ponytail]

Please look into Claudia De la Cruz! She's a 2024 USA presidential candidate with the Party for Socialism and Liberation and she is actively trying to help Palestine. If you like her, please help spread her name!

I've been following her campaign closely and I like what her plans are so far, so I'll share this for the boost!

And I know it might get backlash because "third party splits the vote blahblahblah, you're essentially voting for Trump," but I honestly cannot in good conscience vote for Biden after he has shown his cards so blatantly. Not just with his support of the genocide, but with his utter failure to do anything of much value here in America and his tendency to renege on every single campaign promise that had to do with domestic policies. He is not the lesser of two evils anymore, he's just evil, and if Democrats are so scared that Biden might lose to Trump, then they need to direct that fear and anger at the DNC for running a candidate who is polling so badly, instead of changing their game plan and finding a more palatable candidate while they're still a *year* away from the election.

Anyway, yeah, I like Claudia De La Cruz a lot, and encourage people to check out her campaign!

[this-strange-obsession]

So just had another fic idea, but my notes app is crying and I know I’m never gonna write half of that shit. So y’know if any authors wanna write something totally of their own volition and totally not from me begging uh..

Imagine if you will, Jekyll lies his way through most of his life, yes? However, somehow his lies magically appear on paper, glass, thin air— something— to Lanyon. (Ex. Jekyll says “Oh, I’m alright. How about yourself?” And “Oh, I’m alright.” shows up on the something.)

Only Lanyon can see this, and during a speech Jekyll gives, Jekyll says something about how everything is going well. The society is perfect, blahblahblah. And the lie appears, confirming that that’s what’s happening here. Because Lanyon knows for certain just the other day Jekyll was worried over keeping the lights on.

This could be used for a lot of different reveals. Like maybe Jekyll is talking to Jasper about Lanyon and says, “Fell in— Are you crazy? I wasn’t and will never be in love with Lanyon! That’s sinful!” And then the lie appears out of nowhere while Lanyon’s chilling at home. And he’s like W H A T.

Or..

Jekyll’s talking about Hyde to the lodgers and says something like, “Really? But me and Hyde are nothing alike! We’re two completely different people!” And when the lie appears, it includes the last sentence, which confuses Lanyon. But somehow he pieces that shit together.

Or..

Lanyon confronts Jekyll about how he’s neglecting his own basic needs. Maybe he asks about the last time Jekyll ate or slept, and the “most honest” he gets after pushing is shocking to know that it’s a lie. (Ex. “Okay, fine! The last time I ate was about two days ago. Sorry for lying to you, I just didn’t want to upset you.”) And after the knowledge of just how much Jekyll doesn’t care for himself, Lanyon freaks out.

Or..

Lanyon jokingly accuses Jekyll of hating himself or something. Because the man never stops working and throws himself joyfully at even the worst/most boring jobs. Jekyll laughs and jokes back, “I like myself just fine, thank you! There just aren’t enough hours in the day for what needs to be done! And there’s no getting around paperwork if I’m to lead this society!” Lanyon laughs but immediately stops when “I like myself” pops up. He’s like “oh shit.” And has a whole therapy session for Jekyll who tries and fails to lie through everything ofc.

Honestly, it could even be a whole amalgamation of these scenarios that scares Lanyon the most. To know the sheer amount of times Jekyll lies straight through his teeth about even the most basic stuff. Maybe by that point, he realizes there’s only a handful of times he recalls Jekyll being 100% honest. And that shit’s rough, but he doesn’t know if or even how to go about telling Jekyll about his newfound ability.

Anyway if anyone would like to write a fic about this, please do it I wanna read it so badly. I need the angst in my life .3.

[peaceloveblogging]

I want what I want till I get what I want then I want to want something else

I spend so long wanting something and then I get it and totally freak out and panic like I made a mistake. Why would it be a mistake if I spent so much time thinking and yearning,, and thinking about why I want what I do and how it's good for me blahblahblah. Then I get it and I'm scared. I think I'm so insecure in my decisions I can't enjoy getting what I want because I'm so paranoid I'm wanting the wrong thing. Maybe something like that

[rellbot]

blahblahblah text text text

i had this dumb class today thats literally just. "hey btw you will always be scared forever. but dont worry you get used to it please dont kill yourselves guys". and for some reason they were telling us to have hobbies and to not perma study (??).

they made us look for like social events for veterinarians that arent related to medicine at all and it was all random shit like sports events, they asked me if anything was interesting to us and i said no. so they asked what i do outside of uni and because i didnt want to say "i gaypost about esports on tumblr". i said nothing. so they asked me what i used to do before uni and well. i told them i used to play league of legends.

so the next hour was literally just this woman telling me to start my own fucking league of legends team at our uni. forcing everyone in the room to listen to me trying to politely say i dont want to fucking do that for about 1000 different reasons. wtf was that experience bro. NOW EVERYONE KNOWS I PLAY LEAGUE OF LEGENDS MAN. WHY THE FUCK DOES SHE EVEN KNOW HOW LOL WORKS BTW???? leave me alone pleaseee bro im not doing that much work on top of perma studying bro

[zerotoast]

my fav cousin n her bf need to stop getting my hopes up. “he just told your friend he doesn't like you because she scared/pressured him blahblahblah”

nuh uh.. he just doesn't like me and that's fine it's whatever idc (i do care)

unless im slower than slow i don't think he likes me whatsoever. he's just being nice

[davidhatter]

@baenxietydad

This comment did make Hatter stiffen slightly, wondering where Mr. Bae was going with that. If he would need to change this fact about himself, which would be rather difficult seeing as he had sort of made tea his life's work. He relaxed all over again a moment later, realizing it wasn't going anywhere. It was just an observation. The same as the next one was. It simultaneously made him feel warm to know Mr. Bae noticed these sorts of things and overwhelmed that he cared to notice them, too.

"I did most of the baking this morning," he said as way of explanation despite having not been asked the question.

It was true that it felt far easier to let his arms hold Mr. Bae, as if some unspoken permission had been granted. Even though it had been himself who had been keeping him on the other side of that line, almost unwilling to cross it. Fearing he would traverse too far somewhere he was unwanted. This had not seemed to be the case. At all.

It was not true, though, that Hatter was looking forward to having his space back. It wasn't as if he hadn't taken notice of Mr. Bae's presence as it was hard not to notice it. Especially in the past two mornings, when his body would wake him up to his usual routine before the first blush of sunshine and he had found Mr. Bae there. It hadn't been the first time he'd seen him asleep in his bed, and he hoped he was to see it thousands of time, of which he would all treasure. But it was the first time he had woken up to it and he would never forget the particular feeling of peace that stole across him in that moment, listening to him breath, feeling his warmth. It had been a great war having to get up to go start getting ready to open the shoppe, wondering if anyone would really care if he didn't do it that day. And the day after that.

He had gotten up, though.

In fact, Hatter was sort of dreading the moment Mr. Bae would leave now that he knew what this was like. He didn't know if that would scare Mr. Bae, though, to say that. After all, he had always said he liked living alone and the quiet and blahblahblah. Which he had, of course, but it was different now.

"How was your day?"

Day Two || Hatfish

[elegyofthemoon]

damn this is so silly bc i was rambling so hard yesterday about how excited i am to finally be on the field DOING things and getting to experience what itd be like in my field of interesr

but now that its coming so close i feel more pukey and anxious orz