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every so often i remember a high school debate i failed and my blood boils because i couldve destroyed those little assholes now
#im really good at actual practical arguing and conflict#but im really bad at structured debate because getting pissed off or being “aggressive” loses you points#which brings me to another thing. i am SICK of being called aggressive#fuck every 'nice person' who called me aggressive#but thats a topic for another post
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Bruh, your serious girlfriend who you act obsessed with 98% of the time just came back from the brink of death and you're thinking of dumping her for a promotion??
#skill issue#grey's anatomy lb#grey's anatomy#meredith and cristina should run away together tbh#ngl i do NOT get cristina and burke's relationship#he wants to change her SO much and they almost never seem happy together#(feels like compulsory heterosexuality on her part tbqh)#but thats a topic for another post
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Rarepair Series P3: Kagishiro

(The post in question)
#i had sooo much fun with this its CRAZY#first of all the amount of joy i received drawing tashiro like omg. I've only drawn him twice ever#and now im like bro i need to upgrade thay shirashiro post#anyway tho i had so many thoughts ahout kagishiro drawing this#so firstly i feel like similar to sasaki using hirano to talk to miyano about shit. i feel like kagishiro could do that with shirahama#bc they have a mutual friend which is interesting bc#when it comes to the other guys in kagi's year the mutual friend is a senpai like hanzawa or hirano but#kagiura spends a lot of time with shirahama on the basketball team which is someone in their class. their age. interesting#itd be the same for the others ofc but shirashiro is Different obvie and so tashiro could bring up shirahama as convo topics and vice versa#(this is getting dangerously close to shirakagishiro but... whatdgdgd whatever)#another thought i had is that... tashiro is a very interesting guy he very much speaks his mind no second thought#i imagine one day he sees kagiura while hes walking around with The Group and is suddenly like. very captured. doesn't know why#and hes like whoa who's that. hes tall. hes kinda pretty but not pretty like miyano (miyano: hey.) wow.#and shirahama is like oh thats the guy on my team thats always talking about wanting to get married#tashiro: well shit (“well shit???”)#suddenly he has a hallway crush on kagiura. and shirahama is like oh no tashiro dw thats normal to get butterflies seeing that guy#miyano and kuresawa: uhhhh#oh my god this is really becoming shirakagishiro ohmg well shirakagi is next so#anyway you see the vision right. and tashiro is DETERMINED to be friends with him. but doesnt actually know how to approach him shocker. so#now his friends are wingman-ing. and kuresawa is like ik who that is. and miyano is shaking in his bl boots#fun!#kagishiro#kagiura akira#tashiro gonzaburou#sasaki to miyano#hirano to kagiura#burryart
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I love Nexus so much.
Well, I love the idea behind Nexus.
A Moon who cared so much he broke himself and forced himself to not care because caring brought him nothing but pain.
However, Nexus wanting to be God is a milk toast boring motivation. It's like saying "I'm evil because I'm evil." Do better tsams please I beg lol
#tsams#tsams Nexus#Nexus positivity post#you could also equate dark star power to addiction but thats kinda another topic#and i feel not intentional by the vas#danachan's headcanons#danachan's rants
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Even though it's canon that Makomo never actually met Sabito and Giyuu while she was still alive, I love how many people (including me) still pretend that they are a trio regardless. The vibes are just too strong.
But it makes me think though, if Gotouge may have originally intended for them to be a trio, but maybe scrapped the idea when they realize there's no hint of Makomo in Giyuu's design, except just having a slightly similar hairstyle.
#honestly if I want to stretch this a bit more my personal hc is that they did meet makomo just before she left for the final selection#I saw some people who were upset about the lack of makomo in this episode and yeh I get you#but its not a plothole imo the hand demon has been going after the fox children of generations#my only problem w this episode is the pacing tbh but thats a diff topic for another day#but the fox children as a trio thoo T^T#what if one of the reasons sabito protected everyone in the final selection is bc he didnt want them to suffer the same fate as makomo#assumming he knew makomo earlier than giyuu i mean what if tho#honestly I would eat up all the aus with all three of them together#me speaks#my post#makomo#giyuu tomioka#sabito#demon slayer#kny#kimetsu no yaiba
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do u think either charles or erik had trouble coming to terms with their love for one another?? like religious guilt, internalized homophobia, etc.
Many such cases really … not hard to imagine them dealin with that …
#snap chats#erik might depend tho. depends on when he realizes hes in love with charles#before going Full Magneto i can imagine SOME internalized guilt but post prob not#under the whole ‘why be ashamed of what i am in ANY regard’ and all that#charles def probably has a worse time dealing with feelings of guilt#tho thats just charles in general being in love with someone i fear fjOWDJAKS#i cant imagine gender has anything to do with it tho. just charles Being Charles#hang on im sitting here thinking about it now#i think charles and erik wouldnt DOUBT the love they have for each other just- again depending on what era of erik this is- may be hesitant#magneto erik reads more as Bitterly in love with charles do you know what i mean#like ‘i love you and its painful i love you because of how incompatible we are now’ type shit#charles got that tired divorced-but-still-in-love dad energy about him towards magneto#fuck i was supposed to talk about their First Feelings Of Love im so off topic djOAZJSJ#my brain refuses to think of them younger than their thirties im so sorry let me try again#yeah no i could see them both accept the fact they have feelinfs about each other but for one reason or another not act on it#esp if they were with gab at the time. Oops. its kinda awkward now#in THAT RESPECT THEN i can see charles feeling conflicted and a little guilty#ditto on eriks part if he acknowledges charles’ feelings for gab#but without gab in the picture? i could see charles making a move and not being so ashamed of himself#maybe. after some time together i do see charles making the first move#would erik reciprocate and admit his feelings in that moment ? maybe not. give him like. a day or two tho diOEDJSJ#i typed all that bullshit for nothing sorry i put the answer at rhe very bottom we know how i am at this point#see now i just imagine charles talking to erik about accepting his queerness and erik getting snooty#like No Erik Im Not Saying This So You’ll Date Me I’m Saying This So You Love Yourself or something to that tune#and charles is truthful in that hes all about helping others accept themselves. and thats exactly why erik falls harder in love with him 😔#and then they make out sloppy style the end
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EID MUBARAK TO EVERYONE WHO CELEBRATES TODAYYYYYY🥹✨❣️
#ALSO#i saw like a post which said 'ur pimples come out to wish you eid mubarak before anyone else'#i feel it in my soul cus WDYM MY SKIN WAS SO CLEAR LIKE YOU COULD SEE UR REFLECTION ON IT KINDA SMOOTH MASHAALLAH#BUT THE NIGHT BEFORE EID THE ACNE COMES BACK like the heroes in reincarnation movies🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️#but like its a good thing i think acne looks cute 🤭#anywho#thats a topic for another day#ann rambles <3#eid 2025#eid mubarak
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You've mentioned before that Dante is uncomfortable with his demonic heritage, do you want to talk about that?
should probably start off by showing where exactly we see his feelings abt being half demon, so here's where i got that from (this is from pg 249 of before the nightmare, the dmc5 prequel novel. you can find a pdf of it here):
there are other instances in the series where we get hints of him being uncomfortable abt his own demonic heritage, but afaik this is the most In Your Face one. it literally says right there. "he was sick of turning into something else."
it took dante a long, LONG time to get comfortable with his own powers. he probably didnt feel comfortable with it until he got his SDT in dmc5, because this was from his first encounter with urizen. he's been living with his demonic blood that gave him powers, the same power that saved his and many other people's lives, ever since he was born, and yet he was never comfortable with it. i think a lot of people forget abt that very often.
people only see dante when hes the wacky wahoo pizza man, because he rarely ever lets others see the real him; the dante who is probably so sick of the demonic blood running through his own veins he hated seeing himself, let alone his demonic form. i'm sure throughout his life he wished he was just some normal guy very often. it's exhausting having to constantly try to hide yourself from everyone else.
but hey! everything's fine and good now because he found his family again in 5, he finally learned how to accept both his human AND demonic blood as parts of himself (and got a cool new demon form out of it), and he's now on his way to kicking more demon ass with his brother while they fix their relationship. life's finally starting to look good for dante and i'm sure he's happier now :)
#allyanswers#Anonymous#ask#i considered talking abt how all of this is the reason why dante is very transgender coded to me but thats a topic for another post i think#devil may cry#dante (dmc)#forgor to put his tags my bad
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speaking of character popularity silver is a character that ive seen a lot of people label as underrated/unpopular but he's always come off as one of the more popular characters to me... maybe he was super hated when 06 first came out but i don't think that's been the case for a long time
#i think all the hedgehogs are popular characters in the sonic fandom just in different ways#though with amy id argue that despite being a popular character a lot of people who say they like her#dont really appreciate HER they just like her as shipping fodder but thats a topic for another post
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Okay I FINALLY FINISHED IT
No one knows who you are
They don't know you could never forget
You've got so much to regret
Soul of Steam - leo.
Anyways it took me awhile (due to other things I had to do) but I'm glad I finally FINALLY got to post something on time, so HAPPY 4/4 TO THE galloping sausage aka shooting star THE ICONIC NUMBER 4 HIMSELF!!
#GOOD GOSH AAAGHGHFHN THE SMOUNT OF TIMES I HAD TO RE DO THIS-#Yknow why I chose soul of steam for Gordon? Basically- (insert another thingy cause thats ANOTHER TOPIC FOR ANOTHER POST FOR ANOTHER TIME#Anyways hi#Hi hello Gordon nation#I bring your wetcat freshly served#ttte#ttte gordon#ttte fanart#tc lrau#candle lit railways au
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Movie!Cassidy is an Afton - an entirely speculative theory
(CW FOR DISCUSSION OF CANON TYPICAL HARM AGAINST CHILDREN)
A starting note
I do believe our little boy in Golden Freddy is named Cassidy, because Cassidy in the game universe is not confirmed female. Again I remind you all that Scott does not confirm fuck about these games. Fans have a tendency to claim their headcanons or whatever new fanon theories get popular have been confirmed to be canon. This is basically never true. Look at the semi-recent "Gregory is Scott's favorite" ordeal for an idea of how this information is shared in good faith and gets twisted nonetheless. Look at the comments under a fnaf au gacha life video for an idea of how people just straight up lie about that.
Cassidy in the games refers to himself as "he" and "him", we never see his physical appearance enough to make any judgment calls on his gender- any idea of his appearance is totally speculative, just like this theory- and most importantly, Cassidy is not exclusively a girls' name- it's actually a unisex name that started as a masculine one! It derives from the Irish surname Caiside, then became a masculine forename, then as it became anglicized as Cassidy it became unisex. In both modern day and the 80s, it is and was applicable as a boys' name.
Now, with that in mind, on to actual discussion of the Afton theory, and why I think movie Cassidy is one.
They look strikingly similar
Compare, for a moment, the appearances of Vanessa, William, and Cassidy. I'm using pictures of their actors because the pictures of them I could find online SUCKED.
William: Light skin, straight(?) brown hair, blue eyes. Vanessa: Light skin, straight blonde hair (though it's wavy in this picture, it's definitely straight for Vanessa), blue/maybe green eyes. Cassidy: Light skin, straight blonde hair, blue eyes.
The movie does suggest that Vanessa colors her hair blonde from brown (see: the brown roots), however, when she shows the photo of her childhood self and her father off to Mike, young Vanessa clearly has blonde hair as well.
And notably, her roots are just as blonde, suggesting that blonde was her natural hair color, but that it darkened as she got older, only for her to begin bleaching it back to its original color.
Now, blonde hair and blue/green eyes are both quite rare, but not rare enough that it's a dead ringer for a genetic connection. Hell, the Chica girl has blonde hair and blue eyes. However, Susie in the games has blonde hair and blue eyes, and Cassidy in the games very clearly has brown, and likely dark hair as well.

This makes the change to blonde with blue eyes very noticeable, and very noteworthy. And it’s a set of traits that he shares with Vanessa, as well as the notable blue eyes with William, as well as appearing to have a similar face shape.
Cassidy is inexplicably special
Cassidy is the first person who shares the image of Afton as Spring Bonnie with Mike when asked about who took Garrett. He seems more aware than anyone else of William, Garrett, William’s crimes, and what they’re doing.
When Mike asks who took Garrett, Cassidy responds by drawing a rabbit in the dirt- Spring Bonnie. (I will come back to this momentarily.) While the other kids believe Spring Bonnie is their friend, Cassidy seems to know the truth. He knows Garrett is dead, and offers Mike the chance to essentially see his ghost in exchange for Abby.
Furthermore, Cassidy doesn’t ever attack Abby, he doesn’t respond when William tells the children to wake up and go after her, and most interestingly-
Look at this image.

When Abby shows the missing kids what happened to them (in a scene I actually loved, btw, and I will take absolutely no criticism), you can see Jeremy in blue, Gabriel in the top hat, Fritz with the hook hand, Susie with long blonde hair, and… what I believe might actually be Garrett with dark hair and a red shirt. Because one thing is clear- that is not Cassidy.
Cassidy is not being controlled. He is fully aware, and he is angry. Hell, if you listen to his tone when he says “we want Abby,” it’s angry. Forceful. “We. Want. Abby.”
Again, Cassidy knows what is happening. He is angry and vengeful, and he’s the only one. So… why?
Well, honestly, this was my big qualm with the movie. Why was Cassidy special? In my eyes, there are four answers to this. He has a direct connection to William, a direct connection to Fazbear, a direct connection to every missing child that is unique to him, or he was the first or last of the missing kids. These would all set him apart. But we have no reason to believe he has a connection to FE, he was the fourth of the five missing kids as seen in the opening, and it seemed like the five of them were a group of friends. So what makes him special? He obviously knows or has something that sets him apart.
The imagery
Let me rewind now to when Mike first gets his answer about who took Garrett. He finds Cassidy in the woods and asks him for help remembering Garrett’s kidnapper. Cassidy responds by showing Mike a drawing of Spring Bonnie. Again, he knows that Spring Bonnie is evil, but more importantly here, he knows that Spring Bonnie took Garrett. Now, there are three ways he could know. One, process of elimination- the rabbit took him, so it took Garrett too. Two, assuming a relation to Afton, he saw or knew when this happened. Three, it was a matter of association.
Well, I actually doubt it was either of the first two. (You will see why this is not self contradictory in a second.) One, if it was because Spring Bonnie took Cassidy, well, Mike asked about Garrett, not Cassidy. For someone as obviously aware as Cassidy is, this is an obvious logical gap I doubt he’d make.
Two, Vanessa- Afton’s known daughter- didn’t know what happened to Garrett. When Mike asked- "asked"- if she knew, she said "not about Garrett." And while we don't have a clear timeline here (thanks Vanessa for your very ambiguous "in the 80s, kids went missing", we. we know), this was likely Afton's first kill. Meaning Cassidy was even younger then than he was when he died.
So, what do I mean by "it was a matter of association"? And how is this not self contradictory?
Well, assuming Cassidy didn't just. know Afton did it, what might have happened instead actually works even better with the idea that he knew Afton.
Compare the imagery here to that of the photo Vanessa shows Mike.


Spring Bonnie and the toy plane. If he saw Spring Bonnie and Vanessa with Garrett’s toy, seeing Garrett with that toy, he could assume that Spring Bonnie got it from him. Therefore, Garrett was taken by Spring Bonnie- Vanessa and Cassidy’s dad in the costume.
Their relationship
This one I’ll keep short. We only see Cassidy and William interact once. And it’s a very bizarre scene.
William is struggling, clinging to life, and Cassidy is standing, watching. Someone else said he was crying here, but I didn’t see it. Maybe, maybe not. I’m leaving that there. Either way, William reaches out to Cassidy, seemingly for help, and Cassidy shuts the door on him.
Watching the movie back and realizing Cassidy was never under William’s influence, this scene is… confusing, to say the least. Why would William reach for the help of the one child who was never under his thumb? What is he trying to appeal to? And why does Cassidy get the moment of being the one to shut the door on him?
Well, it’s obvious to see through Vanessa and the four missing children under his control that he is very clearly abusive to his children. Which isn’t a surprise to most, but anyway. Through the few minutes he and Vanessa are together, he berates her, strangles her, stabs her in the stomach and leaves her for dead, and Mike remarks that William “really messed [her] up”. He similarly berates and insults the missing kids, calling them pathetic and small. At the same time, however, he relies on his children to back him up. Vanessa is supposed to keep Mike from knowing anything and kill him if he gets too close. The animatronics are supposed to kill children and adults alike on his command. He leans on them. They are supposed to back him up.
And this would extend even to the one who he never controlled entirely if Cassidy was his son. His daughter let him down. His victims turned on him. But he still has one child left who hasn’t let him down. One who wasn’t there for him, but should be. Because that is the job of William’s children.
He reaches for Cassidy, the boy shuts the door on his murderer. The man who abused, betrayed, and slaughtered him all while he was meant to be his dad. William’s son is not going to clean up his messes now. He’s going to make him pay for them.
(ENDING DISCLAIMER THAT THIS IS ALL SPECULATION! I know there are many other explanations. This is just the one I like and I wanted to share it!)
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf movie#fnaf cassidy#cassidy afton#william afton#fnaf spoilers#fnaf theory#fnaf movie theory#fnaf movie thoughts#maybe one day I’ll make a post like this#about why I think game cassidy is an Afton (SPECIFICALLY THE CRYING CHILD BUT THATS ANOTHER TOPIC FOR ANOTHER DAYSKFJDJFH)
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having early game thoughts because of my pt and, up until the breach is sealed, sidri genuinely doesn't think the inquisition is going to last very long. she's certain that the various entities and powers that want it either outright dismantled or curbed will manage to do so given the inquisition's youth and wobbly at best legitimacy, and in turn she urgently tries to get as much done as she can while the inquisition survives.
the refugees in the hinterlands are a primary focus given their proximity and the ease with which supplies can be gathered, as well working to absorb the templars into the inquisition to both leash them & try and see their power and standing reduced. additional areas of attention are guarding major roads in ferelden to ensure some level of trade can continues despite the chaos and trying to find all the scattered tranquil she can for personal reasons.
the fact that she is actually able to seal the breach is nothing less than astonishing to her and the fact that it seems to gain the inquisition not only more power, but genuine legitimacy as a stand alone entity, just wasn't something she had planned for.
#*hc#again i say the inquisition is ridiculous and the fact it lasted for more than 10 mins is a miracle#she just fundamentally thinks she has like one month of power and is working overtime to try and see something made from that brief moment#in the center of the southern stage#shes also like 75% sure sealing the breach will kill her but thats a topic for another post
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you do see my point though, I was saying that yes a piece of media can have a character imply they are queer, but it’s frustrating when they won’t explicitly confirm such, because of (in the case of… checks app store purchase statistics…. A multi million dollar game franchise!) the need to market to as many people as possible. Shumika will never be “canon” because some people just don’t like shumika and won’t spend money on the game if shu and mika are in a relationship, whether or not that’s because they like the ship or the characters or are genuinely homophobic or whatnot. If the writing team cared about telling a love story, they would tell a love story, not go “well maybe they’re in love, it’s up to viewer interpretation!” like this works, sometimes it adds to the meaning of the work, but enstars really doesn’t have an excuse for their constant “this character might have feelings for this other character, but we’ll never have them say it out loud!” except the fact it makes them a lot of money, since they can market to people who like a character being the way they want that character to be, whether that’s with that character being in love with another in game character or self-shipping or whatever else. Outside of shipping, this is why some characters like Shinobu haven’t changed despite wanting to change (he continuously talks about how he wants to be more mature and taken seriously but his cards continue to make him look small and cute because his fans like that about him and god forbid we change anything!) I just think enstars should not be your first thought when someone asks you about a good piece of queer media because they’re doing just about the same job as large cast games with characters of the same gender (minus Arashi) who continue to have characters go “we’ll do all these things to imply we could be in love, but we’ll never have our characters actually date! teehee!”
i can understand being frustrated about your ships not being "confirmed", but the obsession with what is "canon" and "not canon" is just straight up not a very interesting discussion to have. what happyele's or the writers' agenda is is not of particular importance to me. one of the first things they teach you in classes about media analysis is that once a work is out there, the intentions of the creator no longer matter. the only thing that matters in your analysis is your own thoughts and the way you interpret a text.
if we were having a conversation about how much the creator of something sucks, then sure, talk about that all you want, but i am specifically referring to discussions about the piece of media and these characters and their relationships and their growth and the themes of the work etc. those things are removed from whether or not the company writes the way they do because of profit motives or whatever. companies make money, that's just what to expect. if you want art that is free of profit motives, read something by an independent creator.
even so, it feels strange to place enstars into the bucket of "stuff that should be gayer but the bad company that makes it wont let it be" because the characters ARE so very openly queer. there are so many instances in it where characters pour their heart out to each other or offer themselves to another character in beautiful and poetic ways, and i think it's wrong to claim it doesn't count because they didn't confirm their relationship status at the end of it. if you ask me, there is absolutely no way to interpret enstars in a way completely free of queerness. there is so much explicitly queer text that ignoring it is just plain incorrect. but, if homophobic people like this game and choose to look the other way at all of the gay shit, again, that is not my problem.
why is canonization the only thing that matters? is a shitty BL with awful writing better and more worthwhile than enstars as a queer narrative because the characters had explicit gay sex on screen? are poorly written gay characters in the background of other media with nothing going on more worth talking about than shumika or wataei or rinniki or whoever else just because they say the words 'i'm gay' out loud?
queerness is so much more than all of that. it is so much more than labels and it is so much more than relationships that are easy to understand. it is so much more than the extremely narrow view of it that the internet has concocted about it over the last few years, where you’re only allowed to talk about queerness if you yourself are openly queer and out of the closet, and even then you’re only allowed to make art that makes for “good representation.” that is just so incredibly limiting. i would rather tons of companies who are trying to profit off fujoshis make vaguely gay media with unconfirmed romances and relationships that aren't easily defined by labels than have less queer art in the world.
more queer art means more queer people who will find something to really connect to. more queer art means telling more queer stories. why should who is allowed to write lgbtq media be limited? why should the kind of media people are allowed to make be limited?
its fine to criticize happyelements if youre unsatisfied with the way they do things, im not always 100% in love with everything they do either. i wouldn't even consider enstars to be the worlds' best example of a queer piece of media. but no one is forcing you to like or engage with it or give the company money if you're unhappy with how they write and market their game. they don't owe anyone explicit confirmation that any of their characters are dating, and it doesn't even matter if they do provide that confirmation or not.
regardless of who made it or for what reason, queer stories are worth talking about, "canon" or not.
#cryn answers#anon#enstars#listen i dont want to be mean to you anon but this is very much just an extended version of the first ask you sent me#i will leave anon on but im not going to make another post like this ive more than said my piece already#also sorry i guess for not getting into the shinobu character growth part of this ask?#it was just. so far off from the topic of conversation#this isnt even getting into the cultural differences between the west and japan and how that affects the way companies make things#but again thats a different conversation#anyway#fun fact me and my girlfriend started talking more partially because of shumika#so if that doesnt make them a good queer narrative idk what does man!!#they certainly resonate with lesbians somehow!!!#if anyone actually read this far hi!! you are so strong#media analysis
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plane scene is so funny cause why is mine a sleeper agent that wakes up whenever daigo is mentioned
can’t wait to see it in dragon engine :3
mine has been the winner for Funniest Character Imaginable for 15 consecutive years and i have yet to see anyone come close i fear
#snap chats#originally i wrote 'funniest character alive' and then remembered. HAH im so funny //throws up//#all my fave charas know how to do is get crazy on planes over men they love its disgusting#utterly hilarious cause after making the last post i went on twitter and they mentioned ANOTHER plane scene i throw up over#diff franchise so not important it is just SIMPLY funny how coincidences work and further confirming I Have A Type#BUT NO BACK TO MINE IT'S STILL SO FUCKIN FUNNY I HAVE TO REWATCH IT#i have to replay it .... all of y3 ...#if anyone remembers my friend from college and how we used to stream she asked me if we could stream#and i was like 'girl i havent streamed in Fuck Ever huh' and yk what maybe i'll stream y3 with her#at the very least ill stream y3 for myself ... legend mode .....#ive beaten y3 legend mode one (1) time and it was the worst experience of my life because if its not shadow the hedgehog#i am not good at the game i am playing !!!!!!!!!!! it'll be funny tho#i remember wanting to do a y3 drinking run but i told myself id stop drinking so i simply think. i will substitute drinking for hot sauce#its an idea im ironing out and i also have to like. properly set up a twitch- or maybe ill stream through youtube#ive always liked youtube streaming more ... at least as a viewer#these are all details for plans i will not be enacting literally any time soon can i stay on topic#the topic being i love mine. i love that plane scene forever the casual Whats Goin On Here :)#and he is the embodiment of :) in that scene casue :] is gen friendly but :) has an underlying aura of Im Going To Kill You#thats him in that scene. and i love him. for the third time. im ending this post now forever and always stan mine#if and whenever y3k comes out i cant wait to see !! but i personally believe that's well and away from us at this point#not impossible since they did mention it but yk. i dont think itll happen within the next year or two#maybe next five or ten realistically. if that jVLAEKJVLAEKJ ok bye fr now
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was wondering why i just started seeing shadow ppl in my peripheral and i totally forgot i didnt go to bed last night so i havent actually slept in 36+hours JKLFKSL OOPS
#in my defense i was playing bioshock#BUT tonight ive been editing this paper for like 6 hours and i totally lost track of time#<< thank you Adderall Focus ™️ effect for kicking in at 10pm🧍🏻♀️ 12 hrs post ingestion. thats so helpful :]#weird rant idk where in me it came from but it j started spilling out HAHA ->#ppl get annoyed when others 'brag' about how little they sleep at night and that inadvertantly makes ME annoyed lmao cuz like#1st of all we are NOT comparing sleep hours in an effort to compete🤨u ever think maybe we like to relate w u ? and what ur talking abt ?#2nd ion think anyone purposefully stays up all night for the purpose of bragging lol thats stupid. sometimes we (me) literally j forget to🫠#but yeah like i said did u ever think we're literally just trying to relate to the topic of discussion ?? but#but so many ppl think others are 'making it a competition' when we bring up our stats in conversation adjacent to urs#like okay so like its not that deep ? ur not the main character its not abt u actually ?? do i look like the person who likes competition😭#also when i say 'we' im referring to my fellow ND//audhd brains lol not just the insomniacs 🫶🏻😮💨#cuz as yk- we audhd's dk how to engage like a normal person 🧍🏻♀️so we j kinda self insert w things we relate to in hopes it sticks HAHA#which is also another reason why ppl think we're 'trying to one up' you like ?? where does that thought even come from🤨weirdo🫵#idk how to make friends i just act all sweet n quiet til ppl actually realize im hilarious n not the clean minded quiet gorl (hey rye)🥴
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that one scene in atbb where russ is being a tall asshole to karma on purpose but instead of squatting down to his level he pulls this shit
#karma isn't THAT short. but god that would be a good bit#in the rewrite i might have to put that scene in karma's pov tbh. just so you can feel how much he's holding himself back#because y'all best believe the amount of restraint it took him to not kill russ immediately when he did that was fucking astronomical#i've already talked about how being underestimated & patronized bc of his size is one of his THINGS. so combine that with a LV spike#he did not see russ as his little brother in that moment he wanted him dead on the ground in the dirt fully unrecognizable#i was thinking of maybe having the swapfell fic switch between fluff & karma's pov for different scenes/chapters anyway#i think it would establish a lil better that karma is an Important Character for the overall story instead of just another side character#especially since pretty much every other sans that will ever show up IS a side character lol#idk if i'll switch according to a pattern like 1 fluff chapter -> 1 karma chapter etc or if i'd just go on vibes. does anyone care abt that#the few times i've attempted a pattern i lost interest in keeping it up immediately but that was w/ the lightbulb fic so. its been a minute#sometimes certain scenes are better from certain povs and the pattern fucks with that I CANT HELP IT#THATS WHY THE LAST 2 CHAPTERS OF SELF HATRED SWITCH TO RUSS POV IF THEY WERE STILL EDGE IT WOULD MESS IT UPPPP#well i mean i guess the final chapter could MAYBE work from edge's pov & show how confusing russ is to him a lil better#but i also think seeing how russ is actually thinking is better just for the audience's understanding of him. yaknow. idk#plus it Would be more jarring to have 4 chapters of edge 1 chapter of russ and then immediately back to edge again#i think it'd make russ's part feel more like a weird interruption or something rather than a natural switch to hide edge's intentions#oh my fucking god i just looked back at the actual post i got so off topic YOU GET THE IDEA GOODBYE#KARMA#RUSS#LOOKING AT THAT GROWN ASS MAN LIKE A BUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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