#completely sane and normal

[a-groovy-beetle]

My completely sane and normal camera roll

[jalo-parker]

Already losing it over what's going to be my pfp for the month (I will switch it back to bbg helsknight (kiss mark edition) after october I promise. I could never leave bbg helsknight (kiss mark edition) for long..) spoiler !!! Its also helsknight 😁😁😁😁 (I am mentally unwell)

[kaiserouo]

he wants you inside him

why doesn't he have a tail i want him to have a tail. and then some

them going out because nekros is nidus's designated guardian

no nekros himself does not approve of this decision

[shawnaise]

shassie where lassie starts noticing more and more often just how much shawn does NOT care about his own well-being. where lassie talks to him about it but shawn dodges ever giving a real answer because he can’t. because to him it’s no big deal that sometimes life doesn’t hold value to him; it’s just another thing to deal with, and if anything it makes him better at his job. shassie where it doesn’t work out because lassiter can’t worry 24/7, where he can’t tear himself apart waiting for shawn to start caring about himself the way that he does. where he’s never sure if shawn will walk through their shared apartment door at the end of the day because shawn doesn’t care if he makes it home or not.

[sybleavingsoon]

my wenclair phase is once more taking over my brain like how the addams curse envelopes the heart of any lucky enough to succumb to it

[mistboundmoon]

Four Maligned Mice

A couple of mindfucky minimice. They all clearly suffer from something... Polymouse: Paranoia Multimouse: Indulgence Bossmouse: Inhibition Pocket Mouse: Compulsion ...but will call you a liar if you point it out. Pocketmouse is from @wisteriasymphony's catalogue and Bossmouse and this Multimouse are both from my Packrats au. Why is Ladybug distinct from Marinette? No reason, I promise :)

[eddiegettingshot]

The whole Eddie moving to Texas thing I feel like is how they continue the story of Eddie actively choosing joy for himself and also using it as a way for Eddie to finally stand up to his parents. Rn he sees the situation as this:

My son is in El Paso because of a mistake I made. I’m missing out on him growing up. Therefore, I will move to El Paso to be with my son. Even though my son hasn’t said anything about me wanting to move there or him staying there permanently, I will assume this is what he wants therefore it’s the best decision for both of us.

But once he realizes that if he actually wants to make a decision on what is “best for Christopher,” he needs to make a decision on where he himself is the happiest. Which is definitely away from his own parents. He needs to choose his own joy for once instead of someone else’s, because sacrificing himself for what he thinks what Chris wants won’t help either of them in the long run.

Once he does this, some of the situation will be still somewhat the same, but Eddie will also highlight how his parents role in this has led the situation to where it is now. He’ll finally stop punishing himself for making this mistake, and instead will start trying to fix it.

With this new perspective, Eddie will start viewing the situation like this:

My son went to El Paso because of a mistake I made, but he’s still in El Paso because my parents were too eager to scoop him up when they found out about the mistake I had made. (We saw him touch on this lightly already during conversation with the priest). I’m missing out on him growing up because the adults who are taking care of him currently aren’t telling me stuff about my son that I should know. Therefore, instead of moving to El Paso to be with my son, I will visit El Paso to be with my son. And since my son hasn’t said anything about wanting to stay in El Paso permanently, I will talk to him while I’m there visiting him about what he wants instead of just assuming what he wants. What is best for me is to be in LA where I have built a career, and with it a family. And what’s best for Christopher is for him to be with me, in a place where I’m the happiest. Therefore I will fight to get him back.

Ok I’m done rambling. Just wanted to say that I agree with you that I don’t think Eddie actually going to move to El Paso, because it would be reductive to his most recent storyline.

i agree that this is related to his choosing joy, but i kind of really disagree with this reading. you're framing it as a mistake in eddie's thought process but i fundamentally do not think that this is him making a poor decision because he's making assumptions about what chris wants. he's doing this based on quite literally what he is being shown and told. chris KNOWS that eddie wants him to come home. eddie's parents KNOW that eddie wants chris to come home. but there is literally no sign that chris seems interested in doing that at this point because eddie's parents are doing nothing to foster reconciliation AND eddie's parents have set up a situation wherein eddie asking that question looks like possibly threatening chris's happiness—which is fragile because of HIM. what eddie knows is that christopher left los angeles to get away from him. moving to el paso is going against what eddie believes christopher wants. like, yes, he's making a sacrifice, but it's not for chris's own good, it's for HIS own good.

the point is that eddie doesn't want to sit in los angeles 800 miles away from his son waiting and hoping that chris will change his mind or his parents will suddenly start telling him things. it makes him MORE miserable to be far away from chris. THAT is why he's considering moving to texas: because getting to watch chris grow up is a part of EDDIE'S joy. this IS the only choice he feels like he can make in order to fight for their relationship because he literally HAS been trying this whole time to do what he thinks is best for chris and punishing himself in the process—staying away and letting things happen—and all it's done is driven a wedge in between them. which is why he's not doing that anymore!

choosing to be where christopher is IS him choosing joy in whatever way he can, without feeling like he's putting chris at risk! because, yes, eddie needs to choose joy, but what's just as important to him is that chris is still allowed to make choices. this IS the beginning of him fighting for chris! but you're assuming that he has a full picture of what's happening, and that he's actually in a position where he and chris can have an honest conversation without risking someone getting hurt, and that's just not the case at all.

[rhinestonesocks]

Hi guys

[alfazoings]

little doodles i drew after listening to the new ep to keep myself from biting into cement and then flopping around the floor like a fish

[arthur-lesters-spinal-cord]

Divine punishment drawings inspired by @m-g2024’s fic I’ll cut your little heart out. This fic is why im insane about them so imagine how damned excited i was upon seeing it with a new chapter out of the blue on Sunday!

Bonus: me working out what the hell the black stone looks like

[obtusewafflee]

I put this funny guy on my wall

[yuzushifuo]

Is it just me but i genuinely love when mangas do this it just raw sketchy lines but still filled with emotions really no wonder why i like tatsuki fujimotos artstyle

This is the moment i died woke up freshly 6:50 in the morning open fb holllyyyy ssshhhh

[maranull]

I think my favourite thing about the story so far (just started NG++) is the emphasis the game gives to 621 and Ayre becoming friends.

Besides Walter spelling it out in the Liberator ending, I think Carla's line about how "You lost someone too" in the Fires ending is pretty impactful. 621 basically spends all their time in the mech, I doubt Carla has even seen them in person. Yet, when Ayre leaves them, Carla can sense that 621 is acting unusual, like they are missing someone. Similarly to how she's missing Chatty.

I want to bite.

[cruel-hiraeth]

men who pause while balls-deep inside you to look you in the eyes and say the most disgusting, unnerving shit (it’s a declaration of love)

[7d013m]

oouououuuh I miss gordon martinis freeman hlvrai ouuououghhhh I miss my wife.. the war

[gridgamesgalore]

lock in quinn !! [ that rhymes ]