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“Becoming Nobody: An Engineering Blueprint for Recursive Self-Erasure Through Metaphysical Re-indexing”

ABSTRACT This paper explores the systematic deconstruction and reinvention of selfhood as a recursive engineering process. Inspired by popular cultural artifacts such as Mr. Robot and Fight Club, we examine the metaphysical implications of digital existence, online persona dissolution, and fact-finding automation as acts of resistance and transcendence. We treat identity as a computational…

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Fama Persona Chart: Rising Sign & Its' Degrees🤩

The Rising Sign in your Fama Persona Chart is SO important because it reveals the first impression of your fame energy. It's how the public perceives you, what kind of iconic image you radiate, and what draws people into your world of fame.

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SIGNS:

🎆: Aries Rising -> Fame hits you fast and loud. You're known for going after what you want with zero hesitation. You're recognized for your courage and originality. People remember your confidence, style, and how you always seem one step ahead.

🎆: Taurus Rising -> You exude luxurious, grounded energy. Your fame comes from your beauty, voice, or consistency. You might be known for a signature look, a calming presence, or material success. Fame finds you slowly but sticks. You age like fine wine and may be a beauty or fashion icon.

🎆: Gemini Rising -> Famous for your voice, ideas, or versatility. You're the social butterfly, trend chaser, and smart mouth. Witty, multi-talented, and always booked. You may become well known for your interviews, public speaking, or playing multiple roles across different industries.

🎆: Cancer Rising -> You're adored for your softness, intuition, or emotional depth. People see you as relatable and nurturing. Your fame may start young or be tied to your vulnerability. You're known for emotional connection and maternal/family themes.

🎆: Leo Rising -> This is star quality incarnate. Big hair, big presence, big energy. You shine naturally and crave the spotlight, and people love to give it to you. You're instantly seen as a celebrity even before you're famous. People treat you like royalty.

🎆: Virgo Rising -> Famous for your brain. precision, and aesthetic. You give polished and practical. You may be known for attention to detail, beauty, and discipline. Quietly powerful, consistently respected.

🎆: Libra Rising -> This is the classic beauty/fame rising. You're known for grace, charm, and balance. People admire your looks and diplomatic vibes. You're famous for your appearance, relationships, or branding. You may be the face of a generation.

🎆: Scorpio Rising -> You're mysterious, magnetic, and unforgettable. You draw fame with your intensity. You gain fame from powerful transformations, a signature look, or emotional depth. People are obsessed with figuring you out.

🎆: Sagittarius Rising -> You're the wild card. Your fame is global, big, and full of personality. You're known for being free-spirited, adventurous, and unfiltered. Fame might come from travel, education, or just being you loudly.

🎆: Capricorn Rising -> You're a boss from day one. People recognize you as serious, iconic, and timeless. Your fame builds with age and respect. You're a legend in the making; classic, clean, and career driven.

🎆: Aquarius Rising -> You're famous for being different, futuristic, and innovative. You're iconic for breaking the mold. Fame may come through activism, uniqueness, or standing for something powerful.

🎆: Pisces Rising -> You exude ethereal, dreamlike energy. Fame often feels destined. You're known for your mystery, art, and emotion. People project fantasies onto you, and your presence feels otherworldly.

DEGREES:

✨: 0° -> Fresh, bold energy; fame often hits fast and strong. You're seen as a pioneer, known for starting new trends or movements.

✨: 1° -> Magnetic and noticeable; your public image has an undeniable pull. Fame comes through leadership or being first in your scene.

✨: 2° -> Creative and dramatic; your presence demands attention, and you're often known for your flair or performance style.

✨: 3° -> Ambitious and energetic; you're viewed as a hustler or go getter. Fame arises through visible hard work and determination.

✨: 4° -> Charming and diplomatic; people love your approachable vibe, which helps your fame grow steadily and warmly.

✨: 5° -> Social and communicative; you gain fame through your artistic talents, children, networking, or media presence. Leo degree - short term fame or fame as a kid/ surrounding children.

✨: 6° -> Balanced and stylish, you're known for grace and good taste, building fame through refinement and aesthetics.

✨: 7° -> Dynamic and expressive; your fame is linked to your ability to entertain and connect emotionally.

✨: 8° -> Bold and authoritative; you project power and command attention, often seen as a natural leader.

✨: 9° -> Optimistic and friendly; your public image is sunny and inviting, drawing people in effortlessly.

✨: 10° -> Polished and professional; you gain respect and fame in traditional or prestigious arenas.

✨: 11° -> Creative and inspiring; your fame is tied to original ideas or artistic vision.

✨: 12° -> Focused and intense; you're known for determination and depth; your fame often tied to serious or meaningful work.

✨: 13° -> Expressive and magnetic; your personality captivates crowds, giving you a strong public appeal.

✨: 14° -> Responsible and reliable; your fame builds slowly but surely, thanks to consistency.

✨: 15° -> Passionate and vibrant; you stand out in crowds for your energy and enthusiasm.

✨: 16° -> Mysterious and intriguing; your fame often has an enigmatic quality, drawing a devoted following.

✨: 17° -> Creative and intellectual; people admire your originality and wit, making your fame both thoughtful and engaging. Leo degree - long term fame.

✨: 18° -> Powerful and confident; your public persona commands respect and attention naturally.

✨: 19° -> Friendly and approachable; you're well liked and known for your warmth.

✨: 20° -> Authoritative and commanding; you project strong leadership, and your fame often relates to positions of power.

✨: 21° -> Optimistic and charismatic; your sunny disposition wins hearts and builds lasting fame.

✨: 22° -> Wise and experienced; you're respected as a mentor or elder figure, with a solid reputation.

✨: 23° -> Energetic and innovative; your fame is connected to new ideas and forward thinking.

✨: 24° -> Confident and regal; you carry yourself like royalty, and your fame is grand and noticeable.

✨: 25° -> Charming and balanced; your fame comes from your ability to connect with many different people.

✨: 26° -> Creative and passionate; your public image is colorful and inspiring.

✨: 27° -> Mysterious and intense; your fame often has depth, attracting a loyal niche audience.

✨: 28° -> Magnetic and legendary; people remember you for your unique presence and lasting impact. Household name.

✨: 29° -> Sophisticated and refined; your fame is timeless, marked by elegance and distinction.

What is your FPC rising sign and degree ? Mine is Taurus rising at 28 degrees. I am a beauty/fashion influencer on Instagram.

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ᴛʜᴇ 0° ɪɴ ᴀꜱᴛʀᴏʟᴏɢʏ - ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴜᴍʙᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ɢᴏᴅ

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THE DEGREE IN THE SIGNS.

THE DEGREE IN THE PLANETS.

THE DEGREE IN THE HOUSES.

♇ the 0° in astrology is about countless possibilities, so much potential and opportunities. it is about everything that exists and everything in everything. boundless potential of someone. something that can be perceived as omnipotent.

♇ the 0° is a critical degree whenever it's associated with a cardinal sign [aries, cancer, libra and capricorn].

what does it mean when the 0° occurs a lot in a chart?

it means the person needs to learn the potential they have, learning when and how to start something and finishing it. being one with themselves and understanding that they're an individual and not a herd.

THE 0° IN THE SIGNS

♇ 0° in aries - a critical degree. person becomes more independent, assertive and competitive. being someone who can face trials and tribulations. social cues is important for person, can be very self-disciplined or impulsive.

♇ 0° in taurus - other-worldly beauty. great at cooking or baking, and can be very fierce and stubborn. could come off as very bratty and possessive. very stubborn people.

♇ 0° in gemini - the ultimate chatter-box. very intelligent, fast and a quick-thinker and very creative. unlimited ideas, could be a twin. believer of a superior existence. protective over siblings, likely has a good or cordial relationship with them, could have twins.

♇ 0° in cancer - a critical degree. inevitable legacy or will, making a name for yourself. could have large breast. marrying + making a family; could be very traditional and even conservative. having a child is low-key inevitable.

♇ 0° in leo - fame degree. boundless potential to become popular. very generous people and can be very talented. though there could be moments when they are selfish. brilliant hair, could have a God-complex, could be very childish.

♇ 0° in virgo - can be very critical. talented/skilled employee. knows how to research well, which could mean they could be potential stalkers. sociable and knows social etiquette, can be people who think about their physique too much.

♇ 0° in libra - can be very stylish, excellent at make-up, easily likeable, people pleasers, but can be diplomatic. the degree is critical in libra. could find themselves becoming leaders and mediators. very strong beauty, can be problem solvers or very indecisive, and sometime they could be self-righteous and judgemental.

♇ 0° in scorpio - financially and sexually driven people. very secretive, can be mass-worshiped. continuous transformation, could look different a lot. can be combative, very psychic and could be prone to getting into accidents.

♇ 0° in sagittarius - very intelligent people, can be very instigative, could love arguments and debates. others can find them really funny; having great vision of the future and can be a great envisionists, directors, designers and producers. secret family, babies out of wedlock. could become a priest, or be successful in law or mathematics.

♇ 0° in capricorn - great business people, excellent with coming up with new ideas. critical degree in capricorn. respected by those around them, very intelligent individuals, could have a successful business.

♇ 0° in aquarius - geniuses. new ideas every second. can be people with a God-complex, very independent, and have the ability to be famous, influencing others and can gain much wealth.

♇ 0° in pisces - dreamers, and intuitive, psychic and prophetic people. can be very kind and communicative or very shady. can gain success through the arts or in business. should be careful of not falling into delusional episodes.

THE 0° IN PLANETS

♱ 0° in sun - youthful soul, has a very big destiny. can be very authoritarian, or can have people like that in their lives. fame and attention could come to them very quickly.

♱ 0° in moon - very sensitive and secretive. can be naive but empathetic towards life. follows the heard, a good friend, can be very intuitive, creative, especially with music, can attract fame as well.

♱ 0° in mercury - very smart people, skilled hands, chatterbox. very funny. twins in the family, success with marketing. could get good grades easily. psychic and writers, can be combative, guides to other people and mischievous. try not to fall into the habit of stealing.

♱ 0° in venus - true lovers, figuring out style. mediators, success in beauty/fashion related things. can be naive and stubborn, or could have sisters or female relatives like that. meaningful relationships with women, marrying someone who is wealthy/famous, and can get easily irritated.

♱ 0° in mars - unmatched ambition. being people who are competitive, work hard and play hard. being those with strong relationship with men, if underdeveloped could want validation too much. anger issues, playful and dominant and bed. fame within sports.

♱ 0° in jupiter - can mean abundant person, joyful person. easier life, likely to be kind and wealthy or have a spouse who is one. can be flamboyant and anointed. easily gifted and intelligent people, funny and can be easy to talk to. fame can be reached by teaching, publishing, trading or even directing. can be too greedy.

♱ 0° in saturn - their craft and hard-work being respected, much responsibilities. ability to gain wealth, building a foundation, becoming less restrictive; confident with life-path and can be someone who is admired by others. could speak of getting your family out of poverty.

♱ 0° in uranus - ability to do anything. achieving fame online. a popular friend, geniuses and thinking out of the box. can be someone who can be a leader, a rebel, a humanitarian and could like helping communities.

♱ 0° in neptune - can have a huge God-complex, victim complex or martyr complex. could fall into religious and spiritual psychosis. can manifest things really easily, very psychic dreams as well, can become a superstar.

♱ 0° in pluto - transformative people. can be people who are easily influenced, or can become influencers. strong power, head-strong people and have the ability to make much money, excellent at sex.

♱ 0° in north node - people with this can have a huge destiny. the magician, can make anything come true. can have a strong temper and can be very vengeful, much people around them might think they're soulmates with the native.

♱ 0° in black moon lilith - can easily impact other people. very charismatic, turning people against each other; being in their head too much, sex symbol, very sexual and can be into black magic.

THE 0° IN THE HOUSES

♇ 0° in the first house - likely to be popular, have the potential to be famous. these people can have so much charm and charisma. could look different a lot, very handsome faces.

♇ 0° in the second house - money-makers. can mimic really well. excellent cooks or singers. can make a business out of anything. can have a commanding/mature voice. very pretty people.

♇ 0° in the third house - persuasive, can be funny people. can be people who can write really well, can talk a lot and can be people who can read through people, or read people in general. this can imply that someone can be a really good thief, and could know how to guide people.

♇ 0° in the fourth house - money maker, can make a name for themselves. motherly and protective over loved ones, and can be people who are leaders, great designers and beautiful children.

♇ 0° the fifth house - fame! beautiful children and can be people who are very talented. glamorous and flamboyant. this degree can mean talent can be built very easily with them. could have much lovers as well.

♇ 0° in the sixth house - very hard-working people. can easily win against competition. are naturally competitive against other people. very observant and snarky, can be organised and strict about schedule. can easily build a skill.

♇ 0° in the seventh house - easily gets into relationships, likely likeable people, could easily influence others and can be people who know how to others wrapped around their fingers. charmers and flirts, can be low-key critical.

♇ 0° in the eighth house - money-makers, adaptable people. moving in silence, and can get secrets from other people easily. can make a legacy for themselves, and can be people who find it easy to explore their sexuality. great in bed.

♇ 0° in the ninth house - intelligent people, travellers and can be people who guide others. admired, kind and funny, but can be very straight-forward. very inventive people and creative. talented in trading, could have a God-complex.

♇ 0° in the tenth house - critical degree here, only a bit as its the house and not the capricorn sign itself. can become famous, easily liked or respected by other people. having a good connection with a parental figure, or becomes a good parental figure. can be people who are ambitious, goal-oriented for their legacy and dream home, could have a member in their family who is famous.

♇ 0° in the eleventh house - can easily make friends, humanitarians, can find themselves to be a leader of a friendship group. wealthy people. a best friend. popularity online or in their community. having a big audience, they can be trendy and authentic people. another indicator of having a God-complex.

♇ 0° in the twelfth house - very psychic people. fame, humanitarians and empathetic. can be people who are clairvoyant or have a clair. can get intuitive downloads, vivid and lucid dreaming. having much secret admirers or enemies, even stalkers.

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Your Midheaven Brand Identity:

A Guide to Boosting Your Social Media Presence

When it comes to building a strong brand identity, your Midheaven (MC) sign can offer invaluable insights. This astrological point reflects your career, public image, and how you’re perceived by the world. While many focus on their Rising sign to guide their personal brand, the Midheaven is actually more influential in shaping how you're perceived professionally. Also, consider how this relates to your IC for a more rounded approach.

Midheaven in Capricorn (Aries Rising)

Brand Identity: Your public persona should project authority, reliability, and professionalism. You’re seen as a goal-oriented and disciplined figure. Highlight your achievements, strategic thinking, and leadership skills.

Social Media Tips: Focus on structured content such as detailed guides, case studies, and professional milestones. Use a polished, business-like tone. Incorporate posts that reflect your strategic planning and long-term vision. Share behind-the-scenes looks at your projects to show the effort and planning involved.

Brand Colors: Deep green symbolizes growth and stability, gray for professionalism, and navy blue for authority and trustworthiness.

IC Connection: Leverage Cancer's emotional depth and nurturing qualities to soften the Capricorn edge. Share personal stories that reveal your emotional investments and how they drive your professional goals. This adds a relatable human element to your otherwise authoritative presence.

Ambitious and Professional: Emphasize your leadership skills and career-driven mindset.

Structured and Goal-Oriented: Showcase your strategic approach to achieving success.

Public Image: Present yourself as competent, disciplined, and reliable.

Social Media Tips:

Share content that highlights your achievements, career milestones, and strategic insights.

Use strong, authoritative visuals and a professional tone.

Midheaven in Aquarius (Taurus Rising)

Brand Identity: Your brand should emphasize innovation, originality, and a forward-thinking mindset. Showcase your unique perspective and contributions to progressive ideas.

Social Media Tips: Create content that reflects cutting-edge trends, technological advancements, or visionary concepts. Use engaging formats like interactive posts, futuristic graphics, and thought-provoking discussions. Position yourself as a leader in new ideas and unconventional solutions.

Brand Colors: Electric blue represents innovation, silver for technology, and neon green for modernity.

IC Connection: Infuse your Leo charisma into your Aquarius content to make it more engaging and personal. Share your passionate insights on future trends and show how your creativity shapes your forward-thinking approach. This blend enhances your appeal and relatability.

Stability and Luxury: Focus on high-quality, luxurious content and the practical aspects of your field.

Innovative and Unique: Bring a fresh, unique perspective to traditional topics.

Aesthetic Appeal: Use rich, earthy colors and visuals to create a soothing, attractive profile.

Social Media Tips:

Share content related to comfort, luxury, and tangible results.

Use high-quality images and engaging, thoughtful posts.

Midheaven in Pisces (Gemini Rising)

Brand Identity: You are seen as empathetic, artistic, and intuitive. Your brand should be focused on creativity, emotional connection, and spiritual or philosophical insights.

Social Media Tips: Use your platform to share evocative stories, inspirational content, and artistic expressions. Emphasize emotional resonance and creativity in your posts. Engage your audience with reflective and soulful content, such as personal journeys or meditative practices.

Brand Colors: Soft pastels evoke calm and creativity, sea green for emotional depth, and lavender for spirituality.

IC Connection: Incorporate Virgo's analytical skills to add depth and clarity to your Piscean content. Provide well-researched insights and practical advice wrapped in a creative or emotional narrative. This combination balances creativity with substance, appealing to a broad audience.

Versatile and Communicative: Showcase your adaptability and ability to handle a variety of topics.

Inspirational and Imaginative: Focus on creative and philosophical insights.

Intellectual Engagement: Share informative and engaging content that stimulates thought.

Social Media Tips:

Use diverse content formats, such as articles, videos, and infographics.

Share posts that combine creativity with intellectual depth.

Midheaven in Aries (Cancer Rising)

Brand Identity: Your public persona should be dynamic, confident, and pioneering. Emphasize your leadership abilities and proactive approach.

Social Media Tips: Share bold, decisive content and take a stand on relevant issues. Use energetic visuals and assertive language to engage your audience. Highlight your initiatives, new projects, and leadership moments to convey authority and drive.

Brand Colors: Bright red for passion and leadership, orange for enthusiasm, and black for strength and sophistication.

IC Connection: Balance Aries’ assertiveness with Libra’s charm and diplomacy. Engage with your audience in a way that is both bold and approachable, showing your leadership qualities while maintaining a sense of fairness and balance.

Dynamic and Courageous: Emphasize your proactive and pioneering approach.

Balanced and Harmonious: Highlight your ability to bring harmony to challenging situations.

Community Focus: Showcase your role in fostering positive change and leadership.

Social Media Tips:

Share bold, action-oriented content that reflects your leadership and dynamic nature.

Use harmonious and engaging visuals that balance professional and personal elements.

Midheaven in Taurus (Leo Rising)

Brand Identity: Your public persona should reflect stability, practicality, and an appreciation for quality. Focus on your reliable and steady approach to success.

Social Media Tips: Share content that highlights your achievements, high standards, and practical advice. Showcase luxurious or high-quality aspects of your work or lifestyle. Use a consistent, polished visual style to emphasize reliability.

Brand Colors: Earthy tones for stability, gold for luxury, and deep green for growth.

IC Connection: Integrate Scorpio’s intensity and depth into your Taurus-centric content. Share powerful personal experiences and transformative moments that underline your commitment to quality and reliability. This adds a rich, emotional layer to your dependable image.

Creative and Charismatic: Showcase your artistic talents and strong presence.

Stability and Practicality: Focus on grounded, practical aspects of your creativity.

Transformational Experiences: Share stories of personal growth and resilience.

Social Media Tips:

Create visually striking content that highlights your creativity and achievements.

Use a combination of dramatic and practical elements to engage your audience.

Midheaven in Gemini (Virgo Rising)

Brand Identity: Your public persona should be adaptable, communicative, and intellectually curious. Highlight your versatility and wide-ranging interests.

Social Media Tips: Create diverse and engaging content, from informative articles to interactive posts. Showcase your quick thinking and adaptability by covering a range of topics and trends. Use engaging formats like quizzes, debates, and live interactions to connect with your audience.

Brand Colors: Bright yellow for creativity, turquoise for communication, and light gray for neutrality.

IC Connection: Blend Sagittarius’ enthusiasm and philosophical insights with Gemini’s adaptability. Share your adventurous experiences and broad interests in a way that stimulates curiosity and engagement among your followers.

Analytical and Knowledgeable: Emphasize your expertise and practical solutions.

Versatile and Communicative: Highlight your ability to adapt and share diverse insights.

Movement and Learning: Incorporate elements related to continuous learning and exploration.

Social Media Tips:

Share detailed, informative content that offers practical value and insight.

Use a clear, organized visual style with engaging, versatile formats.

Midheaven in Cancer (Libra Rising)

Brand Identity: Your brand should be nurturing, empathetic, and community-focused. Emphasize your caring approach and ability to create supportive environments.

Social Media Tips: Share content that highlights your commitment to community and emotional well-being. Use personal stories, testimonials, and supportive messages to build a sense of belonging. Engage with your audience through compassionate and encouraging interactions.

Brand Colors: Soft blues for calm and trust, warm whites for purity and care, and sea green for emotional balance.

IC Connection: Incorporate Capricorn’s professionalism and structure into your Cancer-centric content. Present your nurturing approach in a way that also highlights your organizational skills and strategic thinking. This creates a well-rounded and credible public persona.

Balanced and Nurturing: Focus on creating harmony and providing support in your field.

Professional and Caring: Highlight your ability to blend professionalism with a caring approach.

Community and Relationships: Showcase your role in fostering connections and support.

Social Media Tips:

Post content that emphasizes balance, community, and supportive interactions.

Use elegant, harmonious visuals and empathetic messaging.

Midheaven in Leo (Scorpio Rising)

Brand Identity: Your public persona should be dramatic, charismatic, and authoritative. Emphasize your creative flair and leadership.

Social Media Tips: Share powerful, impactful content that showcases your expertise and creative achievements. Use bold visuals and compelling narratives to engage your audience. Position yourself as a leader and visionary in your field, using confident and inspiring messaging.

Brand Colors: Gold for leadership, royal purple for creativity, and bright red for passion.

IC Connection: Incorporate Aquarius’ innovative and unconventional ideas into your Leo-centric content. Highlight how your creative vision is informed by progressive thinking, adding a unique and forward-looking dimension to your leadership.

Intense and Impactful: Showcase your deep insights and transformative impact.

Creative and Bold: Highlight your innovative and charismatic approach.

Power and Influence: Emphasize your leadership and ability to inspire change.

Social Media Tips:

Share powerful, thought-provoking content that reflects your depth and creativity.

Use bold, dynamic visuals and impactful language.

Midheaven in Virgo (Sagittarius Rising)

Brand Identity: Your public persona should be detail-oriented, analytical, and practical. Focus on your ability to provide valuable, well-organized information.

Social Media Tips: Share well-researched content, practical tips, and detailed insights. Use a methodical approach to present information clearly and effectively. Highlight your expertise and problem-solving skills through structured posts and informative articles.

Brand Colors: Earthy tones for reliability, navy blue for professionalism, and muted green for practical growth.

IC Connection: Use Pisces’ creative and philosophical perspectives to add depth and richness to your Virgo-centric content. Combine practical advice with imaginative insights to engage your audience on both intellectual and emotional levels.

Adventurous and Insightful: Focus on exploration, learning, and philosophical insights.

Practical and Organized: Showcase your ability to apply your expansive ideas in practical ways.

Health and Movement: Incorporate elements related to well-being and personal growth.

Social Media Tips:

Create inspiring content that reflects your adventures and learning experiences.

Use clear, organized visuals and practical advice.

Midheaven in Libra (Capricorn Rising)

Brand Identity: Your public persona should be balanced, diplomatic, and aesthetically refined. Emphasize your ability to mediate and create harmonious environments.

Social Media Tips: Share content that reflects your sense of balance and aesthetics. Use a polished, graceful approach in your posts and interactions. Highlight your ability to bring people together and foster collaboration.

Brand Colors: Soft pink for harmony, light blue for balance, and neutral tones for sophistication.

IC Connection: Incorporate Aries’ boldness and assertiveness into your Libra-centric content. Show how your diplomatic approach is driven by strong convictions and proactive leadership, creating a balanced yet dynamic presence.

Ambitious and Balanced: Highlight your strategic approach and ability to create harmony in your field.

Professional and Diplomatic: Showcase your leadership and ability to handle complex situations with grace.

Success and Influence: Emphasize your achievements and your role in fostering professional relationships.

Social Media Tips:

Share content that highlights your career milestones, strategic insights, and professional network.

Use strong, balanced visuals and a professional tone.

Midheaven in Scorpio (Aquarius Rising)

Brand Identity: Your public persona should be intense, transformative, and powerful. Emphasize depth, passion, and your ability to handle complex issues.

Social Media Tips: Share content that delves into deep topics, transformative experiences, and impactful insights. Use powerful imagery and compelling narratives to engage your audience. Position yourself as an authority on complex or intense subjects.

Brand Colors: Deep reds for intensity, black for power, and rich purples for transformation.

IC Connection: Integrate Taurus’ steadiness and practicality into your Scorpio-centric content. Balance your intensity with reliable, grounded insights to provide a comprehensive and credible perspective.

Innovative and Transformative: Focus on cutting-edge ideas and profound impact.

Practical and Grounded: Highlight your ability to make innovative ideas practical and effective.

Personal Transformation: Share stories of growth and change.

Social Media Tips:

Post forward-thinking content and transformative ideas.

Use striking visuals and impactful, thought-provoking messaging.

Midheaven in Sagittarius (Pisces Rising)

Brand Identity: Your public persona should be adventurous, philosophical, and enthusiastic. Focus on your broad vision and love for exploration.

Social Media Tips: Share content that inspires and excites. Highlight your travels, philosophical insights, and adventurous pursuits. Use engaging formats like storytelling and exploration to connect with your audience.

Brand Colors: Vibrant oranges for enthusiasm, blues for expansiveness, and purples for creativity.

IC Connection: Use Gemini’s versatility and communication skills to enhance your Sagittarian content. Present your adventurous insights and philosophical reflections in an engaging, accessible way, appealing to a wide audience.

Creative and Visionary: Showcase your imaginative and expansive approach.

Exploration and Inspiration: Focus on your passion for discovering new ideas and inspiring others.

Versatility and Insight: Highlight your ability to communicate diverse insights and inspirations.

Social Media Tips:

Create content that reflects your creativity, exploration, and visionary ideas.

Use imaginative visuals and engaging, inspirational messaging. Alright! Now go and ...

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˗ˏˋ what loving you feels like to them (pt. 6 - octavinelle) 𓆝 .ᐟ

synopsis: have you ever wondered what falling in love feels like for each twisted wonderland boy? this series explores love from their perspective—how their personalities, experiences, and desires shape what loving you means to them.

featured character(s): azul ashengrotto, jade leech, floyd leech.

content warning(s): none.

a/n: what loving you feels like to them might occasionally use the same words, but those words mean something a little different for each of them. it might sound familiar, but it's still their own!

link(s): (masterlist) (pt. 1 - scarabia) (pt. 2 - savanaclaw) (pt. 3 - heartslabyul) (pt. 4 - ignihyde) (pt. 5 - pomefiore) (pt. 6 - you are here) (pt. 7 - diasomnia)

azul ashengrotto

loving you feels like being swept away by an unstoppable current for azul ashengrotto—inevitable, overwhelming, and carrying him to places he never dared to dream of. for someone who has spent most of his life meticulously planning, calculating, and staying two steps ahead, love is a variable he cannot fully predict or control. it’s both exhilarating and unnerving, a kind of risk he would never have dared to take before you came into his life.

azul has always carried a deep-seated insecurity beneath his polished exterior. years of being ridiculed as a child for his appearance have made him fiercely determined to prove his worth through power, success, and control. yet loving you doesn’t feel like a negotiation or a transaction—it feels like surrendering to something he can’t quantify. it’s raw and messy and completely unlike the smooth, calculated persona he presents to the world. you don’t look at him for what he can offer, for his intellect or his business acumen; you see him, the parts of himself he tries to hide, and you love him for them. that terrifies him. but it also makes him feel something he’s never felt before: truly enough.

loving you feels like the gentle pull of the moon on the tides, constant and inescapable, drawing him toward something he never thought he could have. it’s the way you make him feel safe enough to lower his walls, to let go of the mask he’s worn for so long. around you, he can be vulnerable without fear of being judged. you’re the one who notices when his smiles don’t quite reach his eyes, the one who knows when he’s tired of putting on a show. with you, he doesn’t have to be the untouchable azul ashengrotto; he can just be azul.

at the same time, loving you stirs a fierce protectiveness within him. he’s spent years honing his ability to turn the tables on anyone who dares challenge him, but with you, it’s different. he doesn’t want to shield you out of strategy or obligation; he wants to protect you because you matter to him in ways he’s still learning to put into words. you’re more than a part of his world—you’ve become his most cherished treasure, something he would protect with everything he has.

for azul, loving you feels like finding a pearl in the depths of the sea—a treasure so rare and precious that he can hardly believe it’s his. it’s a reminder that even in a world driven by deals and ambition, there are things that can’t be earned or bargained for, things that simply exist in their beauty. loving you is terrifying and freeing all at once, and though it challenges everything he thought he knew about himself, he wouldn’t trade it for anything. you are the one thing he never saw coming, the one thing he never wants to lose.

jade leech

loving you feels like curiosity turned obsession for jade leech.

to jade, love is something foreign and utterly fascinating. it’s a deep ocean he’s never fully explored, and you are the mystery hidden beneath its surface. his love for you isn’t loud or obvious; it’s quiet, calculated, and deliberate, like the way he nurtures rare plants in his terrariums. loving you is a process, one he savors as much as he analyzes, peeling back the layers of who you are, uncovering your quirks, your fears, and your dreams. for jade, this discovery is intoxicating, a puzzle he never tires of solving.

and yet, it’s not just fascination. loving you feels like control slipping from his grasp in a way he never anticipated. jade is meticulous, always composed, always in control of himself and his surroundings. but with you, there are moments when he feels unbalanced, when the depth of his emotions surprises even him. it’s as if the current is pulling him somewhere unknown, somewhere dangerous, yet he can’t resist being swept along. loving you is a contradiction: it makes him feel both completely exposed and utterly alive.

for someone who rarely shows his true intentions, loving you feels like a quiet surrender. you see sides of him no one else does, the softness beneath the sharp edges, the warmth behind the cold, polite exterior. it’s disarming and thrilling all at once. you make him feel seen, not just as azul’s clever right-hand man or as the more composed leech twin, but as jade. you notice the details no one else bothers to see, and in return, jade finds himself wanting to give you everything, to open up the world to you as if you were the only person in it.

yet, there's also a possessiveness to his love, a quiet but unyielding need to keep you close. jade is not one to display his emotions openly, but beneath the calm exterior lies an intensity he keeps carefully hidden. loving you is like uncovering a sunken ship filled with untold treasures—a rare discovery he'll guard fiercely, no matter what. his protectiveness is subtle, woven into the fabric of his interactions with you, but it's unshakable all the same.

loving you feels like tending to a rare and delicate flower—something beautiful that requires both care and patience. you are the one thing in his life that cannot be manipulated or controlled, and instead of frustrating him, it fascinates him. he finds joy in watching you bloom, in learning how to nurture the connection between you. loving you is more than fascination; it’s a game he never wants to win, a puzzle he never wants to solve—because the joy isn’t in the answer, but in the endless discovery of you.

floyd leech

loving you feels like chaos and calm all at once for floyd leech.

floyd’s life has always been shaped by his whims, his moods, and his insatiable need to avoid monotony. to him, the world is a game, and people are pieces he moves and discards when they stop being interesting. but you? you’re different. you’re the one thing he can’t figure out, the one person he doesn’t want to toss aside. loving you feels like the kind of chaos he craves, but it also unsettles him in ways he’s never experienced before.

floyd thrives on extremes. he’s not used to balance or moderation, and his feelings for you are no exception. loving you is all-consuming—intense, raw, and sometimes overwhelming. it’s like the ocean at its most turbulent, waves crashing against his heart with a force that leaves him breathless. you challenge him, intrigue him, and keep him guessing, and that’s what he loves most. with you, there’s no risk of boredom, no stale routine. every moment feels alive, charged with a kind of energy he thought only existed in fleeting thrills.

loving you is something he never thought he’d allow, something that sneaks past his defenses and takes root before he even realizes it. floyd has never been one to settle down or feel tethered to anyone, yet with you, he doesn’t feel trapped. he feels seen. you don’t flinch at his unpredictability or try to smooth out his rough edges. you accept him as he is—moods, sharp teeth, and all—and that makes him want to keep you close, tighter than he’s ever held (squeezed) anything before.

it’s not easy for floyd to process emotions like this. he’s used to acting on impulse, but loving you makes him hesitate. it makes him think about what it means to want someone so deeply, to be afraid of losing them. it brings out a possessive side of him, but it’s more than just wanting to keep you close. it’s the fear of you walking away, of you deciding that the chaos he brings isn’t worth it. the idea of losing you is one of the few things that can genuinely make him feel vulnerable.

for floyd, loving you feels like a temptest—untamed, intense, and utterly consuming. it’s a force of chaos that turns his world upside down, and he wouldn’t trade it for anything. you’re the only one who can keep up with him, the only one who doesn’t try to dull his edges, and for that, he loves you with every ounce of his chaotic, unpredictable heart. you’re his favorite thing in the world, the one person he never gets tired of, and he’ll make sure you know it every single day.

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[aliyahwritings]

rafe cameron as a f1 driver & reader is wag 😆😆

BEFORE THE RACE — Rafe Cameron

MASTERLIST

Pairing: F1 Driver!Rafe & WAG!Female Reader

Content: it's all fluff and cute

Word Count: 675

Aliyah's Notes: i kind of really like this tbh 😭 if you want me to make it longer or in a different format im up for it

The night before the race was always the same—tension thick in the air, the hum of anticipation surrounding you both. You sat beside Rafe in the quiet of your hotel room, the city lights flickering outside the window like distant stars. He was deep in thought, going over his race strategy for the hundredth time. His persona had shifted into focus mode, the weight of the race ahead pressing down on him.

You weren’t new to this—being with Rafe meant getting used to the rituals, the quiet moments before a storm of roaring engines and flashing cameras. You knew that tomorrow wasn't about you, but about the man beside you, the Formula 1 driver who could outpace anything or anyone.

His eyes, though still carrying that familiar spark, held a seriousness you rarely saw. He’d always been impulsive, driven by passion and instinct, but this was different. This was the calm before the chaos. He wasn’t the man you saw on magazine covers, all cocky smiles and smirks. Tonight, he was just Rafe—your Rafe.

You watched him for a moment, your heart swelling with pride. “You nervous?” you asked, your voice gentle.

Rafe chuckled, a soft sound, his lips curling into a smile, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Not nervous. Just… focused,” he replied, though you could see the faint furrow between his brows.

You shifted closer to him on the couch, curling your legs beneath you. “You’ll crush it tomorrow. You always do.”

He met your gaze, the familiar warmth in his eyes returning for a brief moment. “I’ll try to. But… can you remind me after the race how much I hate interviews?”

You laughed softly, reaching out to squeeze his arm/bicep. “You say that every time, but you love the spotlight.”

“Love it and hate it, both at the same time.” He grinned, but his fingers tightened around your thigh. “I’ll be fine, though. It’s just another race.”

You knew better than to reply back. The pressure of racing had a way of getting to him, no matter how confident he appeared. “If you need a distraction, you know I’m happy to be one.”

Rafe raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. “A distraction, huh?”

“Don’t get any ideas,” you teased, nudging him playfully. But deep down, you knew he wasn’t just talking about the race. He often turned to you in the quiet moments before a race, his grounding presence helping him settle the nerves that no one saw. You’d become his safe space, the place where the chaos of his world melted away.

He leaned in, his lips brushing against your ear as he whispered, “You’re my favorite kind of distraction, you know that?”

A shiver ran down your spine at the sound of his voice, low and teasing, but you pushed the feeling aside. “You’ve got this, Rafe. Just… focus. Don’t let anyone get in your head.”

He leaned back, pulling you with him so you could lie against his chest. The weight of his heart beating beneath your ear was both comforting and overwhelming. “You always know what to say, pretty girl,” he murmured.

You rested your head against him, letting the moment stretch out. The world outside was already buzzing with excitement for the race tomorrow, but here, in this quiet, stolen moment, it was just the two of you—Rafe, the driver, and you, the woman who loved him, ready to stand by him through whatever came next.

“Go get ’em tomorrow,” you whispered, pressing a soft kiss to his chest.

Rafe’s hand slipped into your hair, pulling you closer. “I’ll race for you, you know.”

It wasn’t just the adrenaline of the track or the thrill of the competition that kept him going—it was the unspoken promise between the two of you, a promise that no matter what happened tomorrow, you’d both make it through together.

Tomorrow, he’d race. But tonight, you’d hold him in the calm before the storm. And, somehow, that felt like the most important race of all.

[14dayswithyou]

Ren's favorite color is black!!!

So you can totally say no to this if it falls too heavily into spoiler territory, but I constantly see with all the angel centric questions that are trying to find a way to break past the wall of Ren/REDACTED changing themselves to angels preferences and get some different response than he "wouldn't care" or they'd just try again but what I really want is just some pathetic yandere Rendacted content of him doing everything he can to keep us with them, if Angel in some way didn't want to be with them and like all his previous personas have failed in some way, shape or form, it doesn't really matter the reasoning.

I know he's like super patient and would be willing to try again and again till he makes a persona Angel likes the most, but I really just want to see this dude in peak yandere form, beyond the dead ends we see within the game. So like if that's either like just a list of stuff he'd do or an actual story fic idrc I just need him being the worst fucking version of themself, begging, crying, hell even threatening just to stop angel from leaving cause his patience has been exhausted PLEAAAAASUHHH

⌞♥⌝ I've said this many times, but Ren genuinely has all the patience in the world for Angel, and there really isn't anything that would make it snap!! ^^ He's not a short-tempered, emotionally-driven*, or verbally abusive kind of yandere either; Ren is extremely manipulative, clever, and deceptive — and often relies on making Angel be the one who sabotages their relationships with others.

If you wanted to see Ren crying and begging, you would have to run his self-esteem into the ground and treat him the exact same way his father did.

But even then... Ren would still show endless restraint for Angel. I've had people try to (unintentionally) convince me otherwise via asks of their own, but I'm quite literally his creator, and I mean it when I say that Ren has the patience of a saint. There's nothing Angel can possibly do to make him lose his temper. Ren is endlessly forgiving and more than desperate to prove his worth, so no matter how many times Angel tries to test him, it won't work. So... Please stop trying to convince me otherwise ;v;

* = When I say "emotionally driven", I mean like... Ren won't physically lash out or do anything crazy just because he's angry or upset with Angel. I hope this makes sense gsgsjh ^^; I know he's driven by love (he is a yandere and love is an emotion), but it's not like he'll want to yell or take his anger out on Angel just because he's in a bad mood.

[akaikikuchi]

you make Aizen furious

.and he makes you regret it. +18 c.w.: mentioning of violence, explicit sex, Aizen x female reader, Aizen x wife. Aizen is already a content warning of his own.

He was fucking furious with you.

Not angry, not annoyed—furious.

After that little stunt you pulled, defying a direct order from your captain, who explicitly forbade you from continuing the investigation alone, without your team, the last thing Aizen wanted was to look at your face. Especially after you arrested five low-level dealers under his command.

Maybe it was his own fault, for marrying the only woman who didn’t fall for his manipulative games and power plays. The only one who truly challenged him.

When you got married, you knew Aizen wasn’t a good man. You knew about the “good cop” persona he wore to cover his hidden agenda, even if it was supposedly for the “greater good,” as he liked to say.

Smuggling medicine and resources into impoverished regions was, after all, a noble goal—even if pharmaceutical corporations and the government didn’t see it any differently from international drug smuggling. Yes, noble. It would’ve been just that, if he weren’t also manipulative, sadistic, and so results-driven that he’d eliminate anyone in his way. I mean, truly eliminate them.

But you were young, in love, and had just joined the Force to be part of the change from the inside. Now, at 28, you were in a marriage to a 42-year-old man you barely saw—except during morning briefings in the precinct’s conference room, and the occasional mission orientation.

“It doesn’t concern me if they have other… businesses, besides mine. What matters is that they get the job done.", he said.

His arrogance killed you.

Still, you felt… bad? You’d never been the overly hypocritical or self-righteous type, and there was a certain logic to Aizen’s actions and ideals, even if sometimes he scared the shit out of you, with that crooked smile and his deep, cold voice. Oh, his voice…

You still remember what it was like hearing his voice for the first time, as he adjusted his glasses in that tightly fitted, buttoned-up shirt, the black leather shoulder holster tracing the lines of his chest and shoulders. The green tea scent in the air as he read the latest reports with a deep, calm tone.

You were instantly drawn to him. And, you weren’t proud to admit it: when he revealed himself, his true nature… that’s when you were sold. It didn’t take long, after that, for you to fall deeply in love.

At the beginning, Aizen worshiped you.

He made you feel things you thought were never possible. He was your first, after all, and that awakened something wild, primal in him.

You were his. His property.

To touch.

To look at.

To taste.

And his alone.

However, as your position in the Force began to rise, the inevitable conflict of interests—and his very demanding side-business—drove you apart. You fought more, spent more time without seeing each other, or even speaking at all. As the fights grew more frequent, the sex became less and less.

He had never yelled at you, let alone laid a finger on you. And he couldn't care less about a bunch of low-level dealers, as they didn’t know the first thing about who was truly running the whole operation—if it weren’t for the consequences from the chasing.

A bullet wound on your waist and a few bandages wrapped around your wrists and ankles were apparently enough for him to be fuming, and all that calm, superiority, and arrogance vanished in an instant.

Oh, and this time… this time, he yelled.

As he drove you home, you stared out at the city lights illuminating the night through the car’s rain-speckled window.

He moved quickly, weaving dangerously through traffic, his eyes darkened with anger, and you were pretending not to be scared by the speed.

You turned your head to look at him, and quickly realized your mistake.

His voice thundered in the car, raw and sharp.

“How could you be so irresponsible?!”

“Do you know what your recklessness will cost me? Look at the state of you!”

“You could’ve gotten yourself killed, and for what?!”

But all you could focus on… was him.

That deep cobalt-blue shirt clung to his frame, sleeves pushed up just enough to expose veiny forearms gripping the wheel like he was trying to crush it. The open collar gave you a glimpse of skin, and the way his Adam’s apple bobbed with every furious word was maddeningly distracting.

Your gaze drifted lower. Tailored black slacks, impossibly crisp, every crease sharp like a blade. The black 9mm gleaming cold in its holster, snug against his side. 

But then… his face. God, his face.

The flush of anger painted his cheeks and brow in shades of red, golden eyes blazing under tense, furrowed brows. His jaw clenched with restrained fury. And that hair, so perfectly slicked back, now defied him too, with a single strand falling across his gaze like a challenge.

He looked like a storm in human form.

The fact that you found him more beautiful like this, unhinged, furious, wild, said more about you than any insult he could throw your way.

Aizen aged like fine wine, and you noticed. So did every woman around him.

You had gone other long periods without sex. It wasn’t new and, honestly, it was kind of expected. But this one, already lasting a few months, was different. You didn’t notice him looking at you so much anymore.

And now, watching him in the driver's seat, his posture perfect, his presence commanding, every line of his body carved by control and power… you felt it.

Insecurity. For the very first time.

The way women looked at him lately… How they leaned in when they spoke to him. How they laughed just a little too long. How his eyes would linger… just a second too much.

Your throat tightened.

Was he finding satisfaction elsewhere? Giving in to his needs with someone softer, more obedient, less complicated? I mean, you knew how to be difficult.

The thought burned more than you'd ever admit.

So, you too felt angry, and turned your head once more to the window, answering his accusations sharply.

“If you’re so angry about your fucking little employers, then hop off at the next corner and recruit some more addicts to do your dirty job.”

Yep, the silence that followed your words made you instantly regret them. Then, his voice said, calmly:

“Excuse me?”

"You heard me. At least one of us doesn’t want to live like a fucking hypocrite."

"Watch your damn tone when you're speaking to me."

"Fuck you, Sōsuke. I made a mistake! I wasn’t trying to go after your guys. Still, it serves you right. I’m still a cop, ya know?"

And then Aizen did something you never thought you’d witness.

With his lips pressed into a tight, silent line, he moved, sudden and violent, his fist slamming into the steering wheel with a sound like a gunshot, setting off the horn. You jumped, your whole body trembling in your seat as a shiver ran down your spine. Now you were really scared.

His voice came low, but it seethed with something far more dangerous than shouting.

"Is that what you think of me? That this…" he gestured vaguely, “…is about a few meaningless arrests?"

“What else? Just… leave me alone. I understand how much my death would be an inconvenience to you. Don’t worry, I’m gonna stay the hell away from you as well, Captain.”

Now, he looked at you, although you couldn’t see it. His gaze landing on you cold and mean.

Your words had silenced him.

And somehow, that silence shook you more than if he had yelled back, more than any cruel retort he could’ve thrown.

By the time you arrived at your shared penthouse, the silence had only grown more hostile. From the garage, to the chrome elevator, to the spacious, modern living room, neither of you dared to speak a single word.

He stormed off toward his room, footsteps heavy and deliberate, echoing through the hall like distant thunder. Then came the slam of his door.

Now, alone in your suite, the soft lighting against your skin, you stared at your reflection in the mirror.

The bandages. The bruises. The dried blood in the creases of your skin.

Yeah, maybe you had been reckless. But it didn’t add up. If he wasn’t worried about the arrests, or his operation, what was it, then?

After a shower that burned against every open wound, you dried off in silence, and began your nightly routine - creams, perfume, serums. Then, the thought hit you.

Could it be that Sōsuke, your husband, was actually worried about you?

“No.”, you quickly dismissed that thought.

“Or could it?”, now, you were smiling, like an idiot teenage girl.

You sat at the recamier in the middle of your walk-in closet, pondering, your hair damp, your skin tingling from the sting of healing cuts beneath layers of moisturizer and self-deceit. Yes, you were reckless. And defying, and difficult. You were all those things. But Aizen knew it from the start: you’d never be a perfect little wifey, silent and obedient. Much less a complacent subordinate. That was precisely why he liked you in the first place.

So maybe… just maybe… you owed him an apology.

This, and the fact that you haven’t got laid in months. Fuck. Why did he have to look so good today?

And that brings you here. Standing in front of the closed door to your husband’s suite, the one you haven’t been in for a very long time.

Barefoot, you stared at your toes—painted in that deep, wine-red he liked so much. Exactly the way he liked them.

Your hands trembled, hovering just inches from the wood, unable to knock.

On your body, delicate white lace hugged every curve. A garter belt around your thighs, and black floral embroidery traced across the sheer fabric, outlining your nipples like an invitation whispered against his skin.

That lingerie. The one he could never take his eyes off of. The one he insisted on fucking you in, slowly, without damaging a single thread, even if it was a long time ago.

What better apology than this, no?

Finally, you knocked. With a soft voice, you asked:

“Sōsuke…?”

“Go back to your fucking bed.”, he answered, angrily, speaking to you in a way he never did before.

Fucking bastard. You almost turned around. But your heart, and the fact that you spent the last hour shaving, brushing your hair, choosing lingerie and chugging liquid courage, made you stay. So, in a sweet tone, so uncharacteristic of yourself, you tried again, head against the door.

“Sōsuke, my love… Please let me in.”

He turned silent for a second, and you heard the sheets move against the mattress, a sudden shift, the sound of him sitting up quickly.

“Come in.”

As you opened the door, you saw Aizen sitting straight at the edge of his king-sized bed, deep green sheets perfectly folded. His scent, manly, refreshing, took over your nostrils. He still had his clothes and holster on, and his badge, alongside his gun, were sitting in the nightstand.

Taking his glasses off, you saw his eyes widen, scanning every inch of your body. His parted lips let out a quiet breath, like the air had been knocked from his lungs.

Aizen's hair was no longer perfect, with messy strands falling across his forehead. And his tone immediately changed, almost gagging.

“Sweetheart… what is this?”

“I thought…”, you walked in closer, slowly, still feeling the room, “we should start over…”, and closer, “… I hate how we left things.”

“We?”, he smiled, cocky, as he crossed his legs with infuriating confidence, and bent a finger, calling you closer.

“Yes, my husband. We. I don’t understand what made you so furious in the first place.”

Your voice was calm now. Gentle, almost teasing.

You were one breath away from him, standing between his legs, arms loosely wrapped around his shoulders.

He didn’t respond right away. Instead, he leaned in, slowly, deliberately, pressing his face into your chest, nuzzling against the soft skin and the delicate white and black lace that framed your breasts.

His hands remained still, but his breath… It deepened, warm and heavy against your skin.

“Sweetheart… look at yourself.” His voice was low, whispered.

He touched your wrists, softly, afraid that he would hurt you more.

Then, he moved the tip of his fingers to the bullet wound in your waist, looking at you with cold sharp eyes. “How else should I react, imaging those fuckers touching my precious queen?”

You hold his cheeks, staring straight into his yellowy eyes.

“You haven’t touched me or looked at me in months. How should I know you were actually worried about me?”

“Oh. So this is what this is about.” He smiled, that same smile that used to send shivers down your spine. “You’re upset because I’ve been neglecting your demanding little pussy?”

“Sōsuke… don’t talk like that.”

“You’re my wife. I’ll talk to you as I please. Come here.”, he signaled for you to sit in his lap - which you did, right away, arms still around his neck.

“I won’t apologize for doing my job, Sōsuke.” You say, seriously.

“Then, maybe, I should teach you a few manners. I have been busy, yes… But that doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten how you like to be treated.”

Aizen lifted you effortlessly with one arm, holding you tightly as you clung to his shoulders.

He walked around the bed with slow, measured steps, then laid you down gently across it, perpendicular to the pillows, like you were something precious he still intended to own completely.

His eyes traveled over your body, dark and intense, lingering on your breasts, perfectly framed by the lace that always drove him mad.

Then he spoke, voice rough and low.

"Sweetheart, are you sure? I’m still furious. Today was a goddamn disaster. And you’re really hurt."

“I need you, hubby. So much.” You smile, biting your lower lip, teasing him, as you spread your legs slowly.

Aizen licked his upper lip, groaning, the sight of your already wet pussy covered in little black flowers was more than enough to almost make him lose control. Almost. He still had one lesson to teach you.

He didn’t kiss you, not at first.

Instead, he pushed your tights closer to the edge of the bed, kneeling on the floor with your legs above his shoulder. In a polite manner, he kissed your pussy, pulling your panties to the side with his finger.

Fuck, how much you missed him eating you out.

His tongue started slow and steady between your folds, tasting the wet liquid that came out of your pussy just by hearing the mere sound of his demanding voice.

Then, he alternated between his tongue’s soft, circular motions and lightly sucking your clit, without taking his eyes off of your trembling body, as his hand gripped your breasts firmly.

You could barely contain the quiet sounds escaping your lips, the low voiced moaning accompanied by a few “fucks” that you’d occasionally throw.

But it was only when Aizen slid his two fingers inside your wet, tight pussy, with slow and torturous movements, that you realized: all of that was intentional. He wanted to test your limits, to hear you beg for more.

And you knew you wanted to.

“Hubby… please… do it faster.”

“Faster, eh? Is this not enough to satisfy you?”, he said, smiling.

“No… I need more.”

“Okay, my queen. I’ll give you more.”

Aizen drank the wetness of your pussy like he was thirsty. Liking, fingering, sucking you dry, while he’d also bite your inner thighs… It was maddening. You squirmed around his tongue when he laid it flat on your clit, screaming, begging.

“Beg for it. Tell me what this greedy little pussy wants.”

“Oh God, yes! Please, please don’t stop! I’m gonna cum, hubby… please make me cum!”

He kept it going, harder, faster, warmer, until…

He stopped.

Holding your own boobs, you looked down to the sight of his sloppy face smiling at you maliciously.

“Wh-what? Sōsuke…”

You were trembling, panting. That fucker.

“You’ll cum when I say you can.” He stood up, cleaning his mouth as he was licking his fingers. Then, as tears ran down your cheeks, you saw him unzipping his pants, taking off his black leather belt.

He wasn’t about to get naked, no. All the vulnerability belonged to you.

“It’s your fault, really. Coming here, unannounced, dressed like a whore.” Stroking his cock, he kept humiliating you, as you stood over your elbows, mouth opened and breathing heavily. “Really thought I was about to let you go with a warning, yeah?”

So, you got it. This was his own personal way of punishing you for disobeying his orders.

Before he could reach you again, you landed your feet on his chest, looking at his large, veiny and pink cock in his hand.

“How bad are you mad at me?”

Aizen let out a dry laugh, low and sharp.

“You don’t want to know.”

You shifted, rising to your knees on the bed, hands clasped in front of you in a way that pressed your chest together, making your breasts stand out, almost slipping out of your bra.

A small smile played at your lips as you tilted your head.

“Then show me.” you whispered. Would it kill you to play along to his fantasies every once in a while? “Please, daddy… punish me…”

His eyes darkened. At that moment, something took over Aizen. You saw the tip of his cock dripping pre cum, as his smile disappeared. You had just hit a spot, and he was about to make you sorry. Just like that, the last thread of his restraint snapped.

He pushed you, violently, back to bed, and put himself above you with wild speed. You felt Aizen’s dick sliding inside of you, as he placed his hand on your back, lifting your waist up, so he could fuck you even deeper. Had you not been this wet, it would’ve ripped you apart.

You screamed in pleasure, your eyes rolled all the way to the back of your head, as you arched your whole back. He hugged your thighs, fucking you with deep and strong thrusts, as his thumb circled around your clit, making you lose every sense of yourself.

“Does it feel good, my wife?”

But you couldn’t answer. Your moans were louder than your words, and your trembling body prevented anything but screams from coming out of your mouth. The sharp pain of the bleeding hole in your waist was nothing compared to the pleasure you were feeling.

“Fuck, I’ve forgotten how good this pussy feels around my cock.”

“If you can… speak… than you can fuck me harder.”

“Is that so?”

Oh, you were in for a treat. Aizen ripped the laced panties off of you, leaving marks in your body. Then, he did the same to your bra, tearing down the pair he loved the most. He wanted to see your boobs moving as he was about to fuck your brains out.

You tried to look away, close your eyes. But he held your cheeks firmly with just one hand, forcing you to look straight at him. After that, Aizen pinned your thighs against the bed, alongside your bouncy breasts, spreading your pussy as much as he could, moving his waist back and forth, and making circular movements.

He spat on you, angrily. In 5 years of marriage, you’d never seen him like this. His thrusting was uncontrolled, fiery, and he, too, was rolling his eyes.

“One more word from you, I fucking dare you.”

More breathily screams from you. The neighbors could go fuck themselves.

Aizen was moaning, now right by your ear, and his voice kept making you wetter, crazier.

“Please, daddy…”

“Yes… yes…?”

“Please let me cum…”

He finally kissed you. As you two came together, him filling you up to the brim with his seed, his tongue danced in your mouth, claiming it as his’. He laid on top of you, but you didn’t mind the weight.

It was all surreal, how much you had missed Sōsuke. And he missed you too, in his twisted way.

So, he hugged you, burying his face in your neck, still dressed, the leather holster pressing against your skin. Took you long enough, but you finally minded the stingy pain on your waist. As you looked down, so did he, promptly helping you change your bandages.

“I’m sorry, my love. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”

“Yes, you did…” you smiled.

“Yes. I did.” He found it crazy how you, of all people, accepted all the parts of him he had to conceal.

Some time later, you slipped out of bed, intending to return to your own room, a habit you'd picked up over the years.

But Aizen caught your arm, firm and unwavering.

“Where do you think you’re going?”

“To my room?”

“No. No. You’re never spending another night away from me.”

He knew he should apologize for the distance, for the neglect. He knew he owed you an explanation, a reason for the worry, for his anger.

But not tonight.

Tonight, all he could bring himself to do was hold you close and fall asleep in his wife’s arms.

“I’ll kill every single bastard that dared lay a finger on you.”

[selenepsyche]

Why is Tumblr So Toxic? | Astrology Analysis

Hey y’all! In today’s post, I have decided to analyze Tumblr’s birth chart as part of my social media astrology series. There’s some not-so-surprising things that I’d like to share about it. It’s a very telling chart. Tumblr was founded on February 19th, 2007, in New York City.

Pisces Stellium

The Sun, Moon, Venus, Uranus, Mercury (Retorgrade), and North Node are all in Pisces in the 9th house. The 10th house rules visibility and public standing, so having this many placements here indicates that Tumblr’s identity is entangled in being a public-facing spiritual, esoteric, and “alternative” thought platform.

With the Sun, the public persona is dreamy, spiritual, imaginative, and empathic. But it can also be delusional, evasive, and martyr-like. People on Tumblr could feel spiritually “seen”, but this also attracts people with savior complexes, or superiority complexes in their spiritual identity.

With the retrograde Mercury, communication can be confused, misinterpreted, or come from subjective/emotional perspectives disguised as universal truths. It makes it easy for misinformation and deceptive language to gain traction because people may feel it’s right, or want it to be right, even when it isn’t.

With Venus, the platform idealizes love and beauty, especially in spiritual or aesthetic forms (future spouse content, moodboards, fanfics). But this can create “love and light” toxicity and delusions around relationships and celebrities/idols.

With Uranus, this brings more “hot takes” in tarot and astrology, sudden spiritual awakenings, cancel culture waves, or spiritual elitism. Unexpected and chaotic shifts are bound to happen in the community.

With the North Node, this platform is meant to become known for spirituality, creativity, and lead in originality and artistic direction. But without discernment or boundaries, this can (and has) spiral into mass delusion or false worship within the community.

With this stellium, everyone wants to be a spiritual leader and intuitive guru. But with these placements, this can bring about toxic superiority complexes, misinformation, manipulation, and echo chambers.

Neptune in Aquarius in the 9th House

Pisces is traditionally ruled by Neptune. So Neptune being here is hilarious and incredibly telling. The 9th house rules higher wisdom, beliefs, spirituality, education, and cultures. Neptune in Aquarius gives Tumblr a utopian, dream-like community. But Neptune can cloud clarity. People could get lost in over idealistic belief systems or confusing New Age ideologies.

There’s a tendency to conflate intuition with truth, and a deep distrust of certain people or beliefs can lead to a rise of “my truth is the truth” mindsets. This can also lead to the spread of dangerous spiritual concepts. This shows that most people follow others based on vibes rather than wisdom. Mass spiritual misinformation spreads easily under the disguise of liberation and inclusivity.

Mars in Capricorn in the 8th House

This is where the harassment, spiritual manipulation, and abuse of power come in. Mars in the 8th is intense, aggressive, and obsessed with power dynamics. In Capricorn, it’s cold, strategic, and status-driven. People may use spirituality to climb a hierarchy or assert dominance over others under the disguise of moral superiority. Here, spirituality is used as a weapon, especially in secret or passive-aggressive ways. Emotional manipulation and dominance battles being disguised as “truth-telling” is also possible.

Pluto and Jupiter in Sagittarius in the 7th House

The 7th house represents close relationships. With Pluto here, people can attract transformative and toxic people and form tough dynamics with each other. Power struggles, obsession, control, and projection are constant themes. With Jupiter here, beliefs and moral righteousness are projected onto others, which leads to intense ideological clashes and moral grandstanding in the name of “justice” or “truth”. On Tumblr, interpersonal dynamics are overloaded with projection, especially spiritual or moral projection. People can be dogmatic, preachy, and unwilling to see others as complex humans rather than enemies.

Saturn in Leo in the 3rd House

Saturn is in retrograde in this chart. This implies that there are karmic lessons that need to be learned on this platform. In Leo, this shows up as issues with the ego, attention-seeking behavior, and cocky leadership. In the 3rd house, it impacts how users communicate and form thoughts. There’s a lack of restraint or discipline in what people say, but also insecurity behind the need to be right, loud, and superior. So people are more prone to speak from wounded egos on this platform. This indicates a fear of being invisible or irrelevant, which results in performative communication and posts, self righteousness, and harsh takedowns.

With all this being said, Tumblr is like a spiritual mirror maze. It rewards spiritual identity over grounded wisdom. It confuses personal truth with universal truth. It invites everyone to be a mystic yet no one checks for accuracies or provides true guidance. It promotes idealism but represses accountability. It runs on projection, not integration.

Thank you all for reading this! Part two with the aspects and other placements analyzing this chart will come out soon. If you have questions, leave them down below!

dividers: @cafekitsune pictures: Pinterest

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[internet-rat]

Aemond Targaryen x wife!reader

You know about his mommy issues, and embrace them~ NSFW below cut~

The heavy wooden door to the shared bedroom creaked open, and Aemond stepped in, the weight of the day's courtly battles evident in the rigidity of his posture and the slight furrow of his brow. The contrast between the harsh world of politics and intrigue and the serene, intimate ambiance of the bedroom was striking. As his lilac eye scanned the room and landed on you, adorned in the delicate pink silk that clung to your form like a whisper, a visible shift occurred within him.

Your soft yet commanding voice, layered with a deep understanding of his hidden desires, cut through the remnants of tension that clung to him. "Come to mommy, my pretty boy..." The words were like a key, unlocking a part of him reserved only for the sanctuary you provided. His battle-hardened facade began to melt away with each step he took toward you.

Aemond moved towards you, his expression transforming from the stoic, unyielding prince to a man yearning for the comfort and dominance only you could offer. The titles, the responsibilities, the expectations—all fell away, leaving behind just Aemond, vulnerable and seeking solace.

Reaching you, his strong arms enveloped you, pulling you against him with a desperation that spoke volumes of his need for your nurturing dominance. The cool silk of your gown pressed against him, a stark contrast to the warmth of your embrace, and he let out a long, shuddering breath, his body visibly relaxing.

"Your day was long, my love," you whispered, the authority in your voice soft but undeniable, guiding him to release the burdens he carried. "Let mommy take care of everything now."

Nuzzling into your neck, his breath hot against your skin, Aemond surrendered to the role you crafted for him, his identity as a prince second to his role as your 'pretty boy'. His response was whispered against your skin, filled with relief and adoration, "Yes, mommy...

As you undressed Aemond, your hands moved with a gentle, reassuring touch, easing the layers of his princely attire away from his broad shoulders and down his strong arms. Each piece of clothing that fell to the floor symbolized the shedding of his public persona, revealing the more vulnerable man beneath. Your soft kisses planted along his jawline and down his neck served as sweet rewards, punctuating your murmured praises.

"Such a good boy for me..." Your words were tender, laced with a dominant affection that resonated deeply within him. Aemond responded with a low, contented hum, his body relaxing further under your ministrations. The intimacy of your actions, the close proximity, and the warmth of your breath against his skin were intoxicating.

His hands, usually so commanding and sure, now trembled slightly as they reached up to touch your face, tracing the contours as if memorizing each detail. This reversal of their usual roles—him so open and yielding, you so nurturing yet commanding—was a dance they both cherished deeply.

As your lips met Aemond's, the kiss deepened with an urgent intimacy, your tongue exploring his in a tender yet assertive dance. The warmth and softness of your mouth against his was a stark contrast to the cool air of the room, enveloping him in a cocoon of comfort and arousal.

Your hands, skilled and knowing, trailed down his body with a possessive familiarity until they found their way to his arousal. Feeling his hardness, already slick with anticipation, you gently wrapped your fingers around him, your touch firm yet loving. The sensation of your hand on him, combined with the deep kiss, drew a low groan from Aemond, his body tensing and then relaxing under your control.

As your fingers tightened around him, your touch grew more insistent, stroking in a rhythm calculated to draw every shiver and sigh from him. Aemond's response was immediate and intense, his hips bucking slightly into your grasp, driven by instinct and overwhelming desire.

Hovering just inches from his face, your words tumbled softly yet dominantly against his lips, "Already so big and hard for me... Do you want to be inside me, pretty boy? Do you want to be inside mommy?" Each word was laced with promise and authority, stoking the flames of his desire even further.

Aemond's breath caught in his throat, his eye locking onto yours with a mixture of adoration and sheer need. The way you called yourself 'mommy' struck deeply into his core, tapping into his deepest fantasies and vulnerabilities. He nodded fervently, the verbal reply unnecessary when his body so clearly communicated his desperate 'yes.' His hands, trembling with need, reached up to touch your face, pulling you closer, as if trying to convey his longing with every ounce of his being.

"Please," he breathed out, the word a plea, a surrender, echoing the intensity of his need to be united with you completely, to lose himself in the comforting yet commanding presence that only you could provide.

As you positioned yourself above Aemond, the anticipation in his eye was palpable, a silent witness to the culmination of your shared desire. Carefully, you aligned yourself with him, and slowly—exquisitely slowly—you lowered yourself, taking him in completely. The sensation of filling and being filled was profound, both for you and for him, a perfect union that drew a deep, resonant moan from your lips.

"Mmm~ You feel so good inside of me, my darling..." Your voice was a melody of pleasure and affection, enveloping him as completely as your body did. The warmth, the tightness, the perfect rightness of the connection sent shivers through Aemond, his body responding with a primal urge to move.

As you rode him, the rhythm of your movements initially gentle and teasing, gradually intensified. The slow, deliberate motion transformed, gaining speed and urgency, responding to the mutual escalation of need. Your body moved with practiced grace, each rise and fall designed to heighten the pleasure spiraling between you. The sensation of him thrusting up into you in sync with your motions created a deep, rhythmic dance that resonated through your very cores.

Leaning down, your breath hot against his ear, you unleashed the soft yet commanding tone that you knew unraveled him completely. "Cum all the way inside mommy, darling... Can you do that, sweetling?" Your words, laced with a dominant affection, struck directly at his deepest desires, rendering him both helpless and ecstatic under your control.

Aemond's response was a choked gasp, his body tensing as the twin forces of your command and the overwhelming pleasure threatened to overwhelm him. His hands gripped you tighter, his fingers digging into your flesh as if to anchor himself in the storm of sensation you were guiding him through. His eye, wide and focused entirely on you, mirrored the intensity of his internal struggle to obey, to surrender fully to the moment as you demanded.

"Yes, mommy... I—I will..." he managed to articulate, his voice a strained whisper of utter submission and desperate need. The pace you set and the words you spoke drove him closer to the edge, each thrust a step nearer to the release you commanded of him, his entire being focused on fulfilling the role you so expertly cast him in.

As you leaned forward, your movements became even more aggressive, riding him with an intensity that pushed both of you towards the brink. The shift in position allowed you to take him even deeper, and the sight of your body in full command, coupled with the sensation of your firm, relentless pace, was intoxicating to Aemond. Your long hair cascaded around his face, a silken curtain tickling his skin, a sensory addition that only heightened his arousal.

Grasping the bedframe for leverage, your arms showed the strain of your efforts, muscles flexing beautifully under your skin. You looked down at him, your eyes locking with his as you commanded in that irresistible tone, "Give mommy your cum~" The words were both a command and an invocation, spoken with such authority and seductive power that they left no room for anything but compliance.

Aemond was completely undone beneath you, caught in the storm of your dominance and the physical ecstasy you were driving him towards. His breathing grew ragged and desperate, each thrust meeting yours with an urgency that mirrored the rising tide of his climax. The combination of your commanding voice, the relentless pace, and the deep connection of your bodies was overwhelming.

With a groan that bordered on a growl, his body tensed, and he surrendered fully to the command you had given. His release was powerful, spurred on by your words and actions, a testament to the control you held over him in these moments. As he came, his eyes remained locked with yours, raw and open in a way that he showed to no one but you. His climax was a surrender not just of his body, but of his very self, given over to the care and command of his beloved.

[resart]

The Inconspicuous Writing Gem: Daeran’s Look-alike Contest Breakdown

The Dance of Masks brought the long-anticipated last hurrah to the Knight Commander’s story. Although it was announced that the DLC would focus on the companions, I wasn’t holding my breath for substantial content that would actually enrich the characters’ plots. The game is already massive and has a ton of variables, so expecting the writers to continue storylines that can have multiple outcomes would be unreasonable. But one scene far exceeded my expectations and set the bar high for the rest of the expansion, rendering me more critical about some of its elements than I would normally be. The event in question may not appear as much, but the true artistry in writing stories driven by the player’s choice fully reveals itself in what we don’t see on the surface. Daeran’s look-alike contest varies greatly, depending on how his personal quest was resolved, and, therefore, serves as a semi-epilogue to his arc. I wanted to post an analysis of his character’s progression for quite some time, and this send-off is a fitting opportunity to delve into this matter. I’ll break down the differences in the new scene as well as in a few others and share my overall thoughts on what this addition brings to the table. Brace yourself because it’s going to be long.

I'll start with a quick reminder of what Daeran’s questline outcomes are, because I'm going to reference them a lot:

Good, in which he’s openly grateful to the Knight Commander despite having to face the tribunal, and Liotr, noticing their bond, intervenes so the Inquisition doesn't lock him up;

Lobotomy, in which Daeran reluctantly accepts his predicament of having to face the trial, Liotr doesn't support him and after the crusade, the Count is sent to the asylum and lobotomized;

HappyEvil, in which the Commander kills Liotr to secure Daeran’s freedom;

ArchEvil, in which Daeran doesn't have any trust in the Commander, feels deserted and murders Liotr to avoid the trial.

At first glance, there's nothing profound about Daeran’s festival quest — it fits his image to indulge in the vain act of self-celebration by choosing the most accurate imitation of himself. However, this simple setup proves itself clever when we realize that, by observing the contestants, he sees himself in a distorting mirror. Coincidentally, each participant appears to represent a different facet of the Count’s character. Therefore, his reactions to them speak volumes of the self-image and mindset he developed during the crusade in each scenario.

Among the doubles, we have an aasimar who mimics Daeran's arrogance and cruelty, and constantly interrupts other participants' speeches with mocking remarks.

A woman who recreates Daeran's sophisticated bon vivant persona.

A drunkard who paints Daeran as a worthless and utterly unapologetic rake.

And finally, an innocent boy who keeps staring at Daeran with admiration and portrays him as a virtuous hero of the crusade.

After the presentation of the contestants is over, Daeran asks the Commander’s opinion. Again, his responses to their verdict vary in each case (unless they choose the cat), but the difference in how he reacts to being compared to the little boy is the most telling.

No matter what the protagonist suggests, the winner of the contest is fixed for each of the outcomes. If the Commander failed to earn Daeran's trust and he murdered Liotr himself, the conceited aasimar is declared the winner.

If the Commander killed Liotr, the Count awards the lady.

If the quest was resolved peacefully (either Good or Lobotomy), Daeran chooses the boy and has a heartwarming exchange with him.

This variety of possible scenarios and the way they are handled encapsulate why I consider Daeran's story so intricately woven and enjoyable to analyze. He's an incredibly flexible and dynamic character whose potential endings range from becoming a saint to a homicidal maniac. But what makes this duality and everything that comes in between so engaging is that all these vastly contradictory conclusions are equally organic and convincing, given his rich characterization and the player’s choices. The subtle yet significant divergences in the narrative paths maintain the integrity of his personality and prevent his evolution from seeming far-fetched while efficiently showcasing his growth or regression.

Regretfully, this attention to detail is missing from the other new scenes, which don't convey a similar sense of progression and can come off as somewhat disconnected from the rest of the playthrough. The rendezvous, for example, avoids references to how the player concluded Daeran's romance and quest. Given these plotlines' non-linearity, it's an understandable approach, but it prevents the scene from exploring deeper themes and hitting more emotional notes. What's particularly detrimental to the its overall intensity is the absence of exclusive dialogue for the True Love outcome. Ironically, it's the two worst endings that get unique and surprisingly heartfelt lines.

The difference is insignificant, however, because the conversation always plays out the same. All in all, the segment is nice and leaves a lot to the imagination, but only partially exploits its potential. Meanwhile, the festival mini-quest embraces the aforementioned strengths of the storyline's writing, giving every iteration of Daeran distinct dialogues that clearly demonstrate the impact the crusade and acquaintance with the Commander had on him.

I won't examine every dialogue branch in detail but will mainly focus on the Good scenario. As someone who likes this ending the best and even advocates the controversial writing in the final confrontation with Liotr, I always thought the narrative failed to properly sell its implied benefits. Apart from the closing conversation in the quest itself, late-game provides little reactivity to differentiate the outcomes, making it hard for the players to fully grasp the internal shift that Daeran undergoes. Comparison of said dialogue in various scenarios reveals his perspective in Good route as the least egocentric and overall most mature. Unfortunately, in an individual playthrough, these qualities can get overshadowed by the Count's dissatisfaction with the inconveniences he will eventually have to endure.

Aside from that, the effects of each resolution manifest only in Daeran's responses to one question in the romantic route and how he expressed his feelings regarding Galfrey’s death.

Even though they show evident contrast and serve as a much-needed emotional pay-off for the moral dilemma the player faced in the storyline finale, both are relatively minor, with the Queen one completely missable in most playthroughs. When combined with the similar omission of negative repercussions for Daeran’s moral condition and emotional maturity in other outcomes, it's not surprising many players believe he doesn’t ever change or that becoming better fundamentally clashes with his nature.

The discussed competition scene remedies the narrative’s deficiencies, ultimately proving this statement untrue. In the Good outcome, Daeran presents a reasonable dose of self-distance. When confronted with the drunk’s insults, he replies with humor and courtesy, which is a stark contrast to his reactions in the Evil outcomes and his past responses to criticism. Despite being hurt by the harsh judgment, he understands such a low opinion of himself is somewhat justified. The Count's mild response and his sensitivity to the suggestion that he's nothing more than an unfeeling scoundrel may even indicate that he has developed some remorse for his past actions. He also dismisses unwarranted flattery and distances himself from the brash egotism. All without falling into a spiral of gloom and self-deprecation that occurs in the Lobotomy scenario. Introspectiveness and vulnerability showcased here are a seamless continuation of the self-evaluation Daeran does in the High Trust version of his quest upon being supposedly betrayed by the Commander.

It's all the more unfortunate that the other interactions in the DLC don’t acknowledge these differences and instead return to the common denominator of all endings. As a result, the player will go from Daeran, who self-reflects and claims the aasimar presents an unfunny caricature of him, to Daeran in the tavern, who puffs himself up exactly like the guy (using even the same words) and seeks more sycophantic praise. While it's expected for him to put on an airy act and tease others, the absolute lack of self-awareness he previously exhibits in the Good route is quite jarring. Considering the complexity of the storyline as well as all sorts of limitations, such inconsistencies are inevitable (the base game already has a fair share of them) and in the end, one can easily reconcile them through their own interpretations. However, after being spoiled by a reactivity treat like the festival mini-quest, it's disappointing that the remaining dialogues lack similar nuance.

In the Good scenario, Daeran's behavior reinforces what we learn in the epilogue — that in this version, he has the most difficulty navigating through his newfound freedom and redefining himself in it. Choosing the winner of a silly contest shouldn't be hard for him, and it isn't in the Evil outcomes. There, the self-satisfied Count (who in both cases already has the blood of at least one innocent man on his hands) picks what he perceives as an idealized version of himself — be it the aestheticized depiction of his self-centredness or the unbridled and unyielding haughtiness. Noteworthily, in the Happy variant, Daeran openly flirts with the lady and, in both Evil paths, if not romanced, attempts to seduce his favored contestant. It’s peak narcissism, given the implications of the scene. In the peaceful outcomes, especially the Good one, the ordeal is a series of unpleasant self-reflections that even causes him to become overwhelmed by sorrow at one point. In the end, Daeran’s choice stems not from an ulterior motive or a desire to boost his ego but from genuine fondness for the boy. The youngster's belief in the Count’s kindness and heroism reminds him of his own innocence that was prematurely and brutally snatched from him. At his core, Daeran is not a self-sufficient master of his own fate but a helpless child thrown by unfortunate circumstances into otherworldly oppression and a vicious cycle of selfishness. In the Evil routes, he successfully deludes himself into believing he’s the former, but here, he realizes he’s the latter.

We're used to seeing Daeran scoffing at saccharine narratives and lofty ideals, and in the Evil versions, he's indeed annoyed with the boy’s portrayal of him. In one of them, he even anticipates him to be disenchanted, finding the prospect amusing. In the campaign's early stages, the Count voices his dissatisfaction with being enrolled in the crusade and laments the tarnishing of his ill reputation. Any suggestions that he may be secretly vulnerable are met with biting retorts. But now, Daeran doesn't disabuse the child and isn’t even bothered by being seen as a heroic figure. There also isn’t any objection when the Commander points out the similarity between him and the boy. He’s shocked they can see through him but decides to be honest and agrees with their assessment. Daeran’s sensitivity and his tendency to be more emotionally transparent with the protagonist is, at this point, a recurring theme in the peaceful outcomes, so it’s a shame that when they later choose to compliment his vulnerable soul, he's always equally dismissive.

Daeran is perfectly aware of how damaging cruel disillusionment can be to one’s psyche. As a child, he witnessed firsthand the powerlessness of good in the face of evil, the suffering adhering to moral principles can bring, and how those who claim to be righteous can turn out to be as callous and uncaring as hardened villains. These experiences left the young Count with a pessimistic view of the world and human nature, making him adopt coping mechanisms that only deepened his melancholy and loneliness. Knowing this, he wishes to spare the boy a similar fate and plays along to preserve his innocence.

In the non-peaceful outcomes, Daeran gives the signet away as if it was an insignificant bauble. But even though we barely ever see this side of him, some dialogues indicate he’s proud of his heritage and his ancestors' role in Mendev’s history. They were valiant defenders of the kingdom, who, for generations, protected its borders from any threat. This is who the Count, as a scion of the Arendae house, was originally destined to be and who, it so happens, the boy sees in him. Perhaps his take on him makes Daeran reflect on how differently things could have turned out had it not been for his family's demise and the Other’s interference. It undoubtedly revokes memories of his roots and deceased kin, since he not only rewards the child with the ring but also educates him on its meaning and sentimental value, expressing unexpected sincerity and kindness. In the Lobotomy scenario, this gesture is particularly bittersweet — with his impeding childless death, Daeran’s lineage is going to expire, making the memento the only way to keep its memory alive.

Finally, the Good version of the scene carries a deep symbolic significance. Daeran rewards one person who doesn't focus on his superficial traits or recreates the mask he hides behind. The image the boy paints of him may not be accurate, but while the other portrayals embody what the Count turned into under the Other's influence, this one shows what he could have been if he hadn’t lost the childish naivety he now longs for. And who he, despite his own skepticism, still can or perhaps even already started to become, thanks to the good protagonist's compassion and support. Just like the Commander, the boy views him as someone better than what his predicament forced him to be. And Daeran, confronted with sincere faith in him, cannot help but answer the call.

[zomb13s]

“Becoming Nobody: An Engineering Blueprint for Recursive Self-Erasure Through Metaphysical Re-indexing”

ABSTRACT This paper explores the systematic deconstruction and reinvention of selfhood as a recursive engineering process. Inspired by popular cultural artifacts such as Mr. Robot and Fight Club, we examine the metaphysical implications of digital existence, online persona dissolution, and fact-finding automation as acts of resistance and transcendence. We treat identity as a computational…

[thealchemistbae]

Asteroid Mony (7782) Persona Chart 🤑

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Let's breakdown the houses in your Mony (7782) Persona Chart. Each house represents a different area of your financial life. This chart tells a story of your money personality behind the scenes. Think of this as your subconscious $$$ blueprint:

💸1H -> Your money aura: This is how your financial energy shows up to the world. Do people naturally see you as wealthy, abundant, or financially smart? This house is your money image. If Mony, Venus, or Jupiter are here? You're giving rich b*tch energy on sight.

💸2H -> How you earn: Classic money house. This is your natural way of making money, your self-worth, and how secure you feel. Planets here show your talents and what brings you financial comfort. Heavy hitters here = money comes through personal effort, business, beauty, or voice-related skills.

💸3H -> Money through communication: Here, money flows through content, writing, speaking, teaching, social media, or networking. If you've got Mony or Venus here? Your words can literally be spells that attract cash. Monetize that voice!

💸4H -> Money & home: This is "homegrown money" energy. You might make money through family, real estate, home business, or comfort driven work (think interior design, food, healing). Emotional security = financial security. Also, generational wealth could show up here.

💸5H -> Luxury, pleasure & creative cash: Money through fun, beauty, creativity, romance, kids, or entertainment. This is sugar baby energy, artist/creator money, or passive income through playful self-expression. You're meant to enjoy your bag here; not work too hard for it.

💸6H -> Daily grind & service: Money through jobs, health, organization, or being of service. Influencers with Mony here often make $$$ through routines, wellness, or being super detail oriented. Hustle queen vibes but don't forget to rest.

💸7H -> Partnerships & money: Money flows through connections. Could be a wealthy partner, business collab, or luxury relationships. If Venus, Juno, or Mony are here, you were built for divine union & financial alignment. Also good for contract work or client-based income.

💸8H -> Big baller energy: This is passive income, investments, shared money, sugar daddies, inheritance, transformation through finances, or hidden wealth. It's mysterious and intense. Big "rich through rebirth" vibes. If you've got Pluto or Mony here? Financial power = shadow work + boss moves.

💸9H -> Money through expansion: This is abundance through travel, teaching, spirituality, publishing, or going global. You might make money abroad, through higher education, or online courses. Think big. You're not meant to stay small financially.

💸10H -> Your boss era: Career success, fame, reputation, and legacy income. If you have Mony, Venus, or Jupiter here, you're literally meant to be seen and paid for it. CEO energy. Public recognition = money magnet. You could become rich for just being yourself.

💸11H -> Online & community wealth: Money from social media, networking, groups, fans, brand deals, or the collective. It's futuristic wealth. Build an audience, launch a product, or monetize your vibe. You were born to have a financial following.

💸12H -> Spiritual & subconscious wealth: This is hidden income, spiritual money gifts, or past life abundance. You may have to overcome internal blocks, but once you do ...divine money flow. Dreamy wealth, donations, healing work, or passive income through surrender.

✨PRO tip: If you find Mony, Venus, Jupiter, Part of Fortune, or North Node in any of these houses...pay attention! That's a major financial hot spot.

Here are some placements you can look out for:

💰: Mony in Cancer 2° 9H -> You're meant to make money by pouring your heart into your higher calling. You may attract abundance through soulful storytelling, international connections, or being a spiritual guide, educator, or content creator. Travel to heal. Speak to teach. Monetize your meaning. Big divine purpose payout energy.

💰: Sun trine Moon -> This is the ultimate flow between your internal needs and external self-expression. You attract wealth and success effortlessly when you're aligned with your true desires. Your energy is magnetic, and you know how to shine with both confidence and emotional depth.

💰: Sun conjunct Mony (exact at 12° Taurus) -> Your identity is intertwined with your financial purpose. You were born to secure the bag. This aspect = magnetic manifestor energy. People with this have an aura of abundance and always bounce back even after financial L's. The Universe likes to fund your purpose.

💰: Venus square Mony -> Luxury taste meets lessons in value. You may have to learn how to not overspend or get too attached to aesthetic validation. Money might come and go until you start investing in yourself first rather than buying for external approval. But once mastered? You become a rich baddie with budgeting skills.

💰: Moon trine/sextile Mony -> Intuitive money maker, emotionally aligned abundance.

💰: Venus trine/conjunct Mony -> Beauty = money, effortless attraction of wealth.

💰: Jupiter trine/conjunct Mony -> Luck + big $$$ manifestations.

💰: Mercury square Mony -> Potential money blocks through mindset or communication, but once cleared, major financial glow up.

💰: NN Cancer 10H -> Legacy-building through emotional intelligence and nurturing success.

💰: Mars or Jupiter 8H -> Investments, passive income, high earning potential through other people's resources.

💰: NN in 10H/11H -> Fated success and wealth through purpose and public life.

💰: Mony trine Jupiter in Capricorn 10H (18°) -> Success magnet! This person expands their wealth the more they step into their public persona. Being seen as an expert or authority literally opens financial floodgates. You're meant to go big. CEO vibes only. Your reputation = $$$

💰: Mony in Taurus 2H -> You embody luxury and attract money through aesthetics, beauty, consistency, and owning your value. You're destined to build wealth through your personal talents. That bag is slow but stable. You don't just want money, you want wealth.

💰: Aries Rising -> You chase the bag fast and head on. You're bold, competitive, and not afraid to ask for what you're worth. Your money comes when you initiate, lead, or start something solo. Business owner energy. You don't wait for permission; you charge forward and cash checks.

💰: Gemini Rising -> You talk the money in. Social butterfly with 6+ income streams. Content creator, brand ambassador, or communicator bag. When you're authentic and constantly learning, money follows. You're witty, adaptable, and people listen when you speak.

💰: Leo Rising -> Main character in your money story. You magnetize wealth when you're seen, celebrated, and confident AF. Think: influencer bags, creative entrepreneurship, and big LEO energy that says, "I know I'm worth it." Your radiance is profitable so don't dim for anyone.

💰: Libra Rising -> You attract luxury partnerships, aesthetics, and passive income through your connections. People literally want to spoil you. Money is magnetic when you lean into elegance, beauty, and charm. High-end creative entrepreneur energy. Look good, live well, get paid.

💰: Capricorn Rising -> Built for legacy wealth. Your aura screams CEO or mogul. You come off as responsible, grounded, and hella ambitious. People trust you with leadership, long term goals, and big money moves. You're not in it for the quick bag; you're building an empire.

💰: Mony square/opposite Saturn -> Money feels blocked, delayed, or tied to intense feelings of unworthiness. You might feel like you have to work 10X harder just to get a little. But this placement also builds long term wealth after lessons are learned.

💰: Mony square Moon/IC -> Emotional instability or family struggles deeply affect your financial habits. Money = safety, and when you don't feel safe, your money reflects that. Inner child work is MAJOR here.

💰: Mony 12H -> Hidden wealth...but also hidden money blocks. You may not feel "seen" financially, or you self-sabotage unknowingly. BUT spiritual work, subconscious reprogramming, and surrender can flip this into a secret millionaire placement.

💰: Mony Retrograde -> Internal money journey, lessons around belief & fear.

💰: NN in 2H/8H/10H -> You came here to evolve into wealth consciousness. This life is about claiming your worth, receiving abundance, and building a legacy. Especially strong in Taurus, Leo, Capricorn, or Cancer.

💰: Part of Fortune in 2H/8H/10H -> Your natural luck is tied to wealth, legacy and high visibility. These placements usually bring financial abundance when you're aligned with your soul's calling and confident in your talents.

Bonus Billionaire Indicators

Stellium in the 2H/8H/10H -> More than 3 placements here? You're literally built to focus on money, resources, power, and public legacy.

Trines between Earth & Water placements in money houses -> Earth signs = tangible wealth. Water signs = intuition and emotional intelligence. Together = money flow meets money instinct.

Mony, Jupiter, or Venus at 0°/15°/29° (critical degrees) -> Powerhouse money karma. These degrees intensify whatever they touch and in money astrology, that's a green flag for big financial breakthroughs.

Let me know if y'all want a Part 2 OR I'll give 1 lucky person a Mony Persona Chart reading 🤑

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[silverbirching]

alright guys new hyperfixation incoming.

Now, I am firmly not a prescriptivist. I believe art is anything creative made by humans that is capable of communicating an idea, and the divide between "good" and "bad" art has nothing to do with tone, content, or medium (let me emphasize: NOTHING TO DO WITH TONE, CONTENT, OR MEDIUM), it comes down to intent and execution. Bad art is still art. Art is still art even if nobody likes it.

Video games are art, yeah? I feel like that debate has died the ignoble death it deserves, driven as it was by 100% the same reactionary bullshit that sneered at van Gogh for submitting unfinished canvasses. But every so often you get reminded that they can be Art. Like... ART.

Elden Ring is that for me. Disco Elysium. Spiritfarer. And now, Clair Obscur: Expedition 33.

In addition to being Persona 5 as written by tormented consumption-riddled French poets from the ninth floor of a freezing 17th century garret, the game is unspeakably gorgeous and heartfelt and sad.

(Sad guys, SAD. Ess Ay Dee, affected with or expressive of grief or unhappiness. Do not fuck around with this, because the game sure as hell doesn't. The first hour of game play is going on a date with your old flame mere hours before she's due to be raptured out of existence in a cloud of dust and rose petals by the cosmic ennui of a tortured Lovecraftian artist in the sky. She is 33. This happens. I said it was French.)

But what pushed me over the edge from "Yeah maybe I'll grab it on steam sale" to "JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I NEED THIS IN MY LIFE IMMEDIATELY" was the fucking soundtrack.

My god, her voice. Is that Latin? Is that regular French? Is that OLD French? Is that Kannospeak? Yes, all of the above. Alice Duport-Percier is the vocalist and lyricist, and she has the voice of an angel. And not like any old run of the mill angel. I'm talking about the angel the other angels make bitchy comments about due to sheer jealousy before they start trying to slip bleach into her cosmetics.

The composer, Lorien Testard (the Victorian chimney sweep with the guitar; kinda wanna ruffle his scruffy little Gallic Ed Sheeran head and feed him a bowl of soup) was literally Some Guy the game's director met on a forum. He's probably going to sweep the game awards. Because he's a fucking genius.

Go. Buy it. Play it. Tell the industry that this is what we want, rather than 5 games a year that cost all of god's money and shut down after three months because not enough people are willing to play them 60 hours a week to grind for a new codpiece upgrade for Spider-Man. Maybe they'll listen this time.

[the-cosmic-cauldron]

Astrology Observations: 💘💡 Clocking Your Tea💡💘

Disclaimer: As always, if this doesn't resonate with you, feel free to disregard it. While not everything will be relevant to everyone, most will find value in these ideas. I also want to express my gratitude to everyone who has liked and shared my post; your interest fuels my passion for creating content. A big thank you to my new followers as well—your support means the world to me, and I truly appreciate everyone who engages with my work.

* Aries individuals are among the most emotionally attuned signs in the zodiac. Imagine the delicate nature of infants; Aries share that same sensitivity. When their needs and wants go unaddressed, they can find it particularly challenging, often leading to behaviors that reflect their less favorable traits, such as anger, irritability, and even bullying tendencies.

* Taurus individuals truly stand out as some of the most visually appealing signs. They have a unique ability to manifest their visions of beauty, love, and luxury in tangible ways. Known for their exquisite taste, they often have stunning homes, stylish cars, and a flair for fashion and beauty. Their dedication to these aspects of life is unwavering, as they continually strive to elevate their surroundings. These are the people who truly personify aesthetics.

* Gemini is a sign that often leads to confusion, as mastering its energy can be quite challenging. Governed by Mercury and symbolized by the twins, it reflects a constant internal struggle. While many label Libra as indecisive, Geminis often experience a deeper turmoil. Their dual nature can trap them in a cycle of overthinking, which can inflate their egos. This ego-driven mindset frequently results in significant life challenges. Much like certain artists who thrive creatively during their most painful moments, Geminis often find their brilliance and creativity intertwined with their struggles.

* Cancers are among the most complex zodiac signs. When you think of individuals who are tough, resilient, or even a bit enigmatic, Cancers fit that description perfectly. Their protective crab shell symbolizes their desire to shield their vulnerable side. This means that Cancers are unlikely to reveal their softer emotions unless they feel safe and secure. If someone calls a Cancer overly emotional, it’s likely because they’ve lowered their guard around you, or perhaps you simply spend a lot of time together.

* In my view, Leos are intriguing individuals who can be quite difficult to read. Much of their persona is shaped by how others perceive them; when they are popular, well-liked, or possess conventional beauty, they embody the classic Leo traits, radiating confidence and charisma. However, it becomes challenging to identify those Leos who lack that external affirmation—those who may be loners, face disapproval, or don’t fit the traditional mold of attractiveness. These quieter Leos often get misidentified as other signs because they don’t display the typical Leo bravado and may even come across as reserved. Interestingly, they can sometimes resemble Aquarians, their astrological opposites.

* I see Virgos as being just as unfocused as Geminis, both influenced by Mercury. However, Virgos tend to manage their scattered energy more effectively because their essence is geared towards purification. Even when they seem all over the place—dabbling in various interests, skimming through books, or leaving projects unfinished—they rarely remain in that state for long. This is often a reflection of Mercury's elusive nature. Yet, Virgos possess an inherent drive to create order and clarity, which ultimately leads them to commit to deeper learning, dedicate themselves to a hobby for mastery, and complete that book they started.

* Libras often come across as feeling incomplete. The scales symbolize an intrinsic imbalance within themselves that they strive to rectify through relationships with others. This tendency leads me to believe that Libras struggle to thrive independently, which can sometimes result in a negative perception of them. Their difficulty in being alone may push them into a less authentic version of themselves, characterized by co-dependency and passive-aggressiveness. It's quite rare to encounter a Libra who isn't surrounded by friends, a partner, or some form of companionship. While some might assume that Libras possess an open-mindedness that allows them to appreciate various perspectives, the reality is that they tend to befriend just about anyone. Their diverse dating experiences may suggest a broad mindset, yet I find that many Libras, like several air signs, can be surprisingly close-minded.

* Scorpios seem to place a high value on their reputation. Many of them are remarkably perceptive, able to adapt their personas to blend in seamlessly, much like chameleons. Their enigmatic nature means that only a select few truly understand who they are beneath the surface. Often, they present a façade to the world, making it challenging to uncover the genuine Scorpio.

* Sagittarius strikes me as a sign that can embody two distinct lifestyles. With its dual nature of being part animal and part human, some Sagittarians are exuberant, straightforward, and the life of the party, always chasing after fun and excitement. Conversely, there exists a more sophisticated side to Sagittarius. These individuals often lean towards spirituality or religion, seeking deeper truths and understanding. They tend to intellectualize their experiences and may feel a need to refine their more primal instincts, striving for a higher state of being akin to the meticulous nature of a Virgo.

* Capricorns often come across as individuals who equate their worth with material possessions. They possess a certain self-awareness, recognizing that they may not always present the best image or have the most charming personality. However, they derive a sense of superiority from owning a beautiful home, luxury cars, or holding a high-paying job. These symbols of wealth bolster their self-esteem, even though they frequently grapple with insecurities regarding their appearance and character.

* In my view, Aquarians have a penchant for embracing the unconventional. It seems to me that they find the idea of being "normal" rather dull and prefer to stand out for the thrill of it. Many of their choices stem from a desire for excitement. However, there's a paradox to their nature; despite their seemingly open-minded demeanor, they can be surprisingly rigid in their beliefs. They often hold strong convictions that don’t easily sway. Additionally, their forward-thinking mindset can create friction with others, as they tend to focus on distant possibilities rather than the present. This future-oriented perspective can make them appear somewhat detached. Co-ruled by Saturn, they often find themselves caught between a serious approach to life and the exhilarating pull of Uranus, which fuels their desire for adventure.

* Pisces often reminds me of both Gemini and Scorpio. Their energy tends to be quite scattered, leaving them frequently uncertain about their next steps, caught in a web of indecision. They can easily become overwhelmed by their emotions, which may lead to a sense of aimlessness in their lives. This emotional depth is reminiscent of Scorpio, as they often craft a particular image for themselves. For example, they might project a tough or unkind persona, appearing as a bully or someone hard-edged, when in reality, they are deeply emotional, gentle, and nurturing. Their environment may pressure them to adopt this façade. Conversely, they can also present themselves as sweet, innocent, and compassionate, yet underneath that exterior, they might display rudeness or disrespect. This duality in their personality often stems from their experiences in life, leading them to shape their identity in complex ways.

* Many individuals resonate more with their rising sign. For instance, Aries rising folks often perceive themselves as adventurous, bold, and daring. In contrast, those with Taurus rising tend to view themselves as laid-back, steady, and goal-driven. Cancer rising individuals see themselves as nurturing, emotional, and caring, while Gemini rising people often identify as intellectual, social butterflies who thrive in conversation. Leo risings feel a strong connection to creativity, fun, and being in the limelight. Virgo rising individuals pride themselves on their refined tastes, attention to detail, and aesthetic sensibilities. Libra rising often see themselves as charming, sociable, and peaceful, while Scorpio risings may view themselves as introspective, observant, and somewhat reserved. Sagittarius rising individuals embrace a free-spirited, fun-loving, and adventurous outlook. Capricorn risings often identify as serious, ambitious, and reserved, while Aquarius risings see themselves as unique, logical, and different. Lastly, Pisces rising individuals tend to view themselves through a more dreamy and intuitive lens.

* Your moon sign can reveal how you sought comfort during your childhood. For example, an Aries moon might find solace in solitude, engaging in activities alone. A Taurus moon often seeks comfort through relaxation, pleasure, or by refreshing their surroundings with new items. Meanwhile, a Gemini moon thrives on acquiring knowledge and information to feel at ease. A Cancer moon focuses on creating a sense of home wherever they are. A Leo moon feels most comfortable when surrounded by admirers who offer constant praise. A Virgo moon finds comfort in establishing routines or diving deep into studies. For a Libra moon, socializing and spending time with friends brings a sense of ease. A Scorpio moon prefers solitude, finding comfort in time spent away from others. A Sagittarius moon seeks comfort through new experiences or outdoor adventures. A Capricorn moon feels at ease when they achieve their desires or surround themselves with material possessions. An Aquarius moon enjoys the company of diverse individuals or thrives in unpredictable environments. Lastly, a Pisces moon finds comfort in escapism, engaging in activities that nurture their imagination or allow them to process their emotions away from others.

* Women might feel a spark of sexual attraction towards a man if his moon sign aligns with their Mars sign. Similarly, a man could be drawn to a woman if his Mars sign corresponds with her moon sign. For example, a woman with Mars in Leo may find herself attracted to a man with a Leo moon, while a man with Mars in Aries might feel a strong attraction to a woman who has an Aries moon.

* The Mars sign can reveal whether your partner embodies the playful spirit of a golden retriever or the mysterious nature of a black cat. For instance, those with Mars in Aries tend to lean towards the black cat persona, just like Taurus Mars. Gemini Mars also fits the black cat description, while Cancer Mars is more akin to the golden retriever. Leo Mars shares the black cat traits, whereas Virgo Mars embodies the golden retriever qualities. Libra Mars also aligns with the golden retriever vibe. Scorpio Mars, Sagittarius Mars, Capricorn Mars, and Aquarius Mars all reflect the characteristics of the black cat. In contrast, Pisces Mars is more representative of the golden retriever.

* Someone you can chat with for hours might either resonate with your Mercury sign's modality or share the same house number as your Mercury sign. For example, a Mercury in Cancer and a Mercury in Pisces can engage in long conversations, just as a Mercury in Libra and a Mercury in Gemini can. Similarly, a Taurus Mercury and a Virgo Mercury can also enjoy extended discussions.

* It's not uncommon to feel a twinge of jealousy towards someone whose rising sign matches your sun sign. This stems from the fact that the sun represents your personal growth and evolution over time, while the rising sign reflects the traits you are born with, making those qualities feel more inherent. For example, a Leo sun might find themselves envious of a Leo rising, just as a Cancer sun could feel jealousy towards a Cancer rising. Similarly, a Scorpio sun may experience jealousy of a Scorpio rising, and a Sagittarius sun might feel the same way about a Sagittarius rising.

* A man might be drawn to you if your Venus sign aligns with his rising sign. For instance, a man with a Cancer rising could see a Cancer Venus woman as particularly beautiful. Similarly, a woman can find a man appealing when her Venus sign matches his rising sign. For example, a woman with a Pisces Venus may find a man with a Pisces rising attractive, just as a Taurus Venus might be attracted to a Taurus rising man.

* You could find yourself in a rivalry with someone who has the same sun sign as your Mars sign. For instance, an Aries Sun woman might experience competition with another Aries Mars woman, while a Leo Sun man could face off against a fellow Leo Mars man.

* You might notice a natural attraction to individuals whose rising sign contrasts with your sun sign. For instance, a Leo Sun may find a close connection with an Aquarius rising, while a Gemini Sun could easily bond with a Sagittarius rising. Similarly, an Aries Sun might develop a friendship with someone who has a Libra rising.

* A man might find himself drawn to conversations with you if your moon sign aligns with his mercury sign. For example, if his mercury is in Capricorn and your moon is also in Capricorn, he could genuinely enjoy chatting with you. Conversely, women often feel a strong connection to a man when his mercury sign matches her moon sign. So, if he has a Leo mercury and she has a Leo moon, she may find their discussions particularly enjoyable. Similarly, if he is a Cancer mercury and she is a Cancer moon, their conversations could be quite delightful for her.

* Typically, you might find yourself not fond of the sign that comes before yours, while feeling an attraction to the sign that follows. For instance, if you're an Aries Sun, you may have a distaste for Pisces but feel a pull towards Taurus. Similarly, if you're a Gemini Sun, you might not be keen on Taurus, yet you find yourself drawn to Cancer.

[beware-of-pity]

Pythia Hiereia - I

Masterlist I Ao3 link I Prologue - Chapter two

Harry James Potter x Reader

Summary :

Dreams we can’t remember are reality that we crave

Chapter I: Oh, who is she? (A misty memory, a haunting face)

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Dreams, such a fickle thing they are. Up until three years ago, Harry thought dreams could only be that, mere dreams. No more realer than the idea of Ron finally confessing his feelings for Hermione. Unimaginable things, those were what he believed them to be.

However, by his fourth year, everything had changed.

He believed his vision of Barty Crouch Jr., whose identity he did not recognise, accepting his new mission from the considerably weaker Dark Lord was simply a terrible nightmare.

He simmered over it all summer; he spoke of it to very few, and no one had proved helpful in clearing his mind of the doubt it lingered with. Until he had watched the very same man be exposed for the snake he was, in one of Dumbledore's memories, swimming in the pensive which he had stumbled upon. The moment it was revealed by Igor Karkaroff that Barty Jr was a death eater doing the Dark Lord’s dirty deeds and that he had a hand in the capture and torture of Neville’s parents, he knew then that that dream was no dream but rather reality, a passive memory that someone had witnessed.

Since then, he has rarely experienced peaceful nights as he once had. His scar would throb all the same, the burning sensation of the scarred flesh on his forehead intensifying the pain caused by the visions he was forced to endure by his other half. Last year, they had nearly driven him mad, reaching levels of exasperation he had not known until then. When he was made to watch that serpent attack Mr Weasley at the Ministry, it all culminated in his breaking point.  He was handled like a fragile, overfilled, vase about to break— pale and scared out of his mind he was, and probably looked the part.

The reality into which his dreams had twisted was the cataclysms that led him to believe that Sirius was indeed being tortured by Voldemort, as well. But he wasn’t, and he paid the price of believing so first-hand.

The isolation he endured because people refused to believe that Voldemort was back, the judgmental glances that his defensive behaviour got him, the murmurs and whispers following him along the halls he walked in loneliness. Everything was too much for him to handle, to the point where everything could get the best of him and lead his senses astray. That was his plan all along. He realised too late. He wishes he could go back and tell himself not to listen to what was meticulously presented as the perfect bait for the taking.

The moment he snapped, everyone around him became aware of his predicament.

Everything about him could never remain a secret, nothing of his could ever be privy to his persona. Somehow, everyone had to know, either for their protection, to get further help, or they found out in the worst of times. Nothing of Harry could truly be his and his alone.

His life was not his; he had to share it with the man who had killed his parents so he could kill him, too.

How tiresome it could get to be him. There were times when Harry wished he was anyone but Harry, that he could, one day, get to live a life that was his own, of his design, one of his choosing. His life had been so hectic, so chaotic, so all over the place, that were it up to him, he would choose a calm, quiet life, a domestic one, filled with the people he cared about most, with those he loved most, where the light shines bright in the sky and where darkness did not exist. Where he was content, and no trouble would find him. Where he could do as he pleased, walk where he pleased, breathe the open air. 

Think, sleep, and dream freely without worrying about his mind being filled by some unknown entity.

He had tried to struggle against whoever was trying their hand at entering his mind, a fight for dominance he realised much too soon that he could not.

His hands were tied, his resistance not strong enough. His adversary was leagues ahead of him in this department, someone with much greater experience.

But strangely, or thankfully enough, they had not proved a threat to him, for now at least. That did not mean he enjoyed their presence, flanking about his mind. Memories of all the unpleasant times he’d been unable to withstand Professor Snape’s violation of his mind for him to grow stronger against the Dark Lord were just as reminiscent of what he was enduring now. What the man had taught him seemed to not work this time.

The mind and the dreams filling it were two different things, forecast by his senses, senses he had no control over, therefore, whilst he could counter at times, by sheer luck, the legimency spell, he could not, to his misfortune, counter back whatever this natural state he fell to was.

He did not possess neither the instruments nor the mastery on how to handle such a thing.

Nonetheless, the first time he had felt the gushing forth of another presence in his mind had not been a pleasant ordeal.

He had been able to catch only a brief sight before he woke in a cold sweat; his shirt dumped around the collar from both the nightly summer heat and his body having a natural, convulsing reaction to him trying to get as far away from his dreamland the instant he realised what was happening. That time, he’d been able to escape the imminent, the second, he had not been so fortunate.

He had practically fallen off the bed, waking Ron in a frenzied startle, who was sleeping in the corner beside him, making him jump out of his wits. He had stood from the floor, with his head convulsing in pain from the hit he got the moment he met the floor and his stomach churning from the sudden fall. He must have been trashing in his sleep, and as panic rippled through him as he felt a shuddering breath run at the nape of his neck as he urged to pull away from the avalanche coming his way, he must have also flipped himself off the comfort of his bed.

"You look like hell." Ron had pointed out one of those mornings after, at the breakfast table, snapping Harry out of his silent thoughts. Ron glances at him over the cup of orange juice he held up in his face to sip.

Harry shook his head "i'm fine," he said "It's just the hìeat”

“Yeah, the heat” replied Ron, not at all convinced by Harry reasoning for looking like crap.

"You know you can tell us if something’s wrong, Harry," reassured Hermione, from where she sat beside Ron. Ginny, who sat beside Harry, eyed him curiously, but she, too, was concerned about the way he was continuously spacing out of reality and into his mind.

Ron nodded in agreement. "Yeah, mate. We're here for you.”

“I know, guys, but I’m fine,” he said as he grabbed his fork to indulge in the food that had gone too long untouched. Ron and Hermione look at each other with the same understanding of the situation.

Alas, perhaps pushed by his curiosity, on his fifth or so night, he wasn’t sure, he had stopped counting a long time ago, of restlessness, he had decided to be the brave Gryffindor he was supposed to be and face whatever entered his mind at the darkest times of the night and the deepest hour of his sleep. He had faced worse things in the years since he had begun attending Hogwarts, what could be the worst that could happen to him?

Usually, each night, as a lump rose his troath, the fog in his mind became thicker, and his body convulsed slightly, twitching as if he were a ferret, and then he would wake. This time, it would wait it out, awaiting that which he had begun to fear.

And there he found himself, with nothing but darkness surrounding him. No one in sight, but he knew they were there — they always were, the shadows enjoying themselves as they chuckled and murmured to themselves, watching him as if he were a prey ready for the taking.

But, even as his heartbeat to a pace it only did when the worst circumstances presented themselves to him, Harry wasn’t met with horrible visions of the times that pained him most or with images of the dark doings of his other half —rather, little balls of light, white and as pure as freshly laid snow on a cold winter morning at dawn, flocked around him, one by one, attaching themselves to his body, in all places, as they ‘helped’ him through the darkness and vastness that succumbed this strange place he found himself in. They tugged, pulled, the force being their actions stronger than he thought them possible.

He did not know where they were taking him. Despite this, the warmth the balls of fuzz emanated around his skin had an almost soothing effect on him.

He tested how far he could go with them when he tried to touch one, but the vibration it emitted, caused by the strong energy inside it, did not permit him to get too close to its core. Harry’s feet slushed through the apparent dark waters he had sunk into, sometimes stumbling into nothing at all, as his senses began to grow weary of the journey he was being taken on. The cold seeped at him through the freezing waves entering the palm of his feet that felt almost chilling at the contrast it created with the warmth of these little creatures, surrounding him like the gentle embrace of an old friend.

At the end of the tunnel of darkness, he found the light he’d hoped to meet.

The one that would keep him safe from the murky gloom that had led his senses astray. The same warmth those creatures stuck to his skin emitted blinded him. It was calling him to approach, beckoning to be followed.

He was safe.

Waiting for him there, there was no darkness. No shadows of the past, no pain, no ghosts coming back to haunt him. No, instead, staring back at him, standing in the light, there they were, his parents, James and Lily Potter, looking as young as the day they were killed, healthy and unmarred. They smiled, waving to him warmly and invitingly.

He could hear his mother calling his name, smiling the same way she did in those photos he spent countless nights flipping over. However, her voice was distant, far away, static, and muffled as it reverbed through the hall of light they were standing in and into his body.

Nonetheless, he could feel the sweetness and melody of it. He stumbled as his feet began to charge him forward.

“Mum” he whispered, his eyes wide in disbelief.

The voice grew louder, beckoning him forward. They were waiting for him, after all, and they didn’t have much time. Lily called once more, her voice clearer now, her tone of voice urgent. "Harry, come here."

James was also waiting for him, standing beside Lily and looking just as young and handsome as his wife. "come to us, my boy”

"Mum, Dad," his feet rushed him forward against the protest his mind urged him to listen to. This could be a trap, well planned by whoever was entering his mind to trick him. But Harry had thrown all caution out the window the moment his eyes seared the figure of his parents standing before him.

Both James and Lily had wide smiles on their faces as they watched Harry approaching them. James held his arms open wide by the minute as Harry grew closer.

"Harry." They called together.

He crushes into their awaiting arms, clinging to their form like a lifeline, as if the moment would end soon. He knew that regardless of whatever this way, he didn’t have much time with them, and he wanted to savour all the time he would be given.

James held him close, pressing his cheek against Harry's hair. "We're so happy to see you." Lily pulled him into her arms, kissing the top of his head.

He had grown so much since he had begun his journey at Hogwarts; he had been dealt a hand in so many tribulations that no one before him had ever had to, and yet no matter how stronger or weaker he grew, how older and wiser he became, he was still a boy, who missed the parents he had never got to know, the ones he wishes he had, those that had died when he was just a baby. The man and woman he wished been there to raise him instead of the Dursdley, the two most important people in the world that he knew would have raised him with love, would have never had him want for nothing and would not have made him sleep under the cupboard beneath stairs. The ones that would have never hidden the existence of magic from him, that would have introduced the world they were well known in ever since he could talk, where he could have thrived even more under their guidance.

James chuckled, shaking his head as Harry sobbed. "Oh, you're all grown up now, aren't you? So much older." He said, looking Harry up and down. James stroked Harry's hair lovingly as he held him. "We've missed you so much." Lily buried her face into the crook of Harry's neck.

There was a moment of peace as the three of them embraced, a peace Harry was unfamiliar with, but one he wished he could always have. James eventually pulled back to look at Harry.

"We're so proud of you.”

"We always have been." Lily chimed in.

"You've accomplished so much," James said a proud smile on his face.

"Not enough" Harry crocked "I still have to.... fight and defeat him," he said "I have to avenge you two”

"You can do it, son," James said softly.

"You're a strong boy," Lily added, patting his shoulder. “We’ll always be beside you, Harry. Remember you’re not alone”

The reassurance of his parents felt like a balm soothing the ache his soul had been carrying ever since the events that scarred the end of his fifth school year. The hard knot in his troath clenches around the soft flesh, and he tries to gulp it down. He smiles at them, but it’s a smile that carries along the pain that he always tries to shield others from. The one he feels he has to carry to protect others from the cause of his pain.

Lily, ever the intuitive one, smiles in turn, noticing the pain behind her son’s smile.

“It’s okay to feel pain,” she told him." but you must not pain yourself any further than you're already been, baby”

"We don't want to see you hurting" James added, rubbing at Harry's back gently, "let it hurt, that's okay, but don't bury it inside.”

"Feel your pain, but don't let yourself drown in it" Lily instructed. “Make it your own, master it, and wield it against those that have hurt you”

With each reassurance, Harry began to feel his parents slipping from his grip, their once clear and homogenous forms beginning to fade, turning ghastly white, almost transparent beings he could see through.  He knew he would wake soon.

"We love you," Lily said, "remember that always.”

"no" he murmured shaking his head "No, don't go!" his tone held the urgency of the adrenaline pumping through his body as he felt his parents slip away from him.

"You have to let go, Harry," the regret in his father’s voice was strong. No parent would wish to see their child in such a state of distress.

"We have to leave," Lily said, her voice laced with sorrow. “but she will bring us back to you, don't worry”

Harry wanted to ask, to question, to plead with his mother for the meaning of her words. He wanted more time; he deserved more time. Was it so bad for him to ask? Why had life been so unfair to him? What had he ever done to deserve such a thing?  And who is 'she'? What did his mother mean that 'she' would bring them back?

"Trust us, sweetheart," James said, pressing a kiss to Harry's head. "She will take care of you”

"She will look after you, I promise," Lily assured her son. "just, don't fight her, let her into your mind” “She means no harm” reassured James “Trust us, Harry”

“Now, wake up”

Harry's eyes snapped open in a frenzy, his breath growing rugged with each broken breath that left the confines of his ribcage. His sight was a blurry mess of smudged blotches of colours that ran his mind wild. The images of his mother and father faded, to be replaced only by the light coming from the lining window atop his bed. The pain in his chest, however, still lingered. The warmth from the light had disappeared, and only the cold of the night remained, despite it being morning. He ran a hand over his face, wiping away the sweat that had drizzled down his temple as he slept, while his other reached for the nightstand for his glasses.

Once on his face once more, he squints at the suddenness of the light from the window. The sun looked too high for it to be early morning and the fact that Ron’s bed was empty of his presence and even made, a feat most time he was reprimanded for not doing, meant that he had overslept.

“Blimey, Harry” he heard a voice comment from the doorway, etched in concern and a hint of judgment. He must look a mess with the way that Ron’s eyebrows were raised and the slight shock that crossed his face. To say that the sight weirded out Ron would dismiss the fact that this would not have been the first time Ron had seen Harry this way, which it wasn’t, but Ron also didn’t make it a habit to get used to it.

“What time is it?” Harry stammered as he composed himself.

“It’s well past eleven” blurted Ron “didn’t want to wake you cause I know you haven’t been sleeping well, but when both mum and Hermione said you had not come down even after me and Ginny had finished training, I got worried and came to make sure you hadn’t somehow died in your sleep”

“Well, I’m happy to tell you that I’m still alive” Harry felt sticky, both his shirt and pyjama pants were slicked to his form in a way that made his wiggle in place once he stood from his bed.

“And, sorry about training, I should have been there”

“Oh forget about it,” dismissed Ron “Don’t think I’ll improve enough for the tryouts anyways, with you or not training me”

“That’s not true,” Harry chided back “I’m sure there’s nothing that a little more training can’t fix” Harry felt Ron look away from him as a blush began creeping up his neck. Harry could tell there was more on his mind.

"Are you okay?”

"i'll make a fool of myself" Ron whimpered in exasperation "I won't make it, and even if I do, I don't think I could get either myself or the broom on the pitch in my first match”

He tried, he really did, to hide the laugh that threatened to escape his lips, but the image of the time when Fred and George had enchanted a Quaffle bounced off of his head, was too clear in his mind for him not to find amusement as it reenacted in his head. Ron, however, didn’t find any amusement whatsoever, even if his own face tried not to break into a sheepish grin.

“You’ll do great,” Harry said, smiling at Ron. “You always do.”

“Like hell, I will!" Ron cried out "I heard Cormac is going for Keeper as well. How can I compare to Cormac of all people? Have you seen him? The guy's the size of a wardrobe!”

“So?” Harry replied, raising an eyebrow as he leaned against the doorframe with a smile on his face. “Cormac is also a bit of a prat.” He said playfully.

"as long as he keeps the quaffle out of the rings, who cares about how much of a twat he is!”

“The team will care,” Harry sighed “You can’t have a keeper that can’t keep the team together,” At Ron’s raised eyebrows, he added. “I don’t mean physically. Besides, Cormac is a hot-head, you can’t expect him to be able to control his temper when playing against a team like Slytherin who won’t play nice”

Harry knew he wouldn't be able to convince Ron anytime soon. Anxiety coursed through his body, travelling along the vein connecting his foot to his brain. Moreover, Harry wasn't particularly concerned about persuading Ron; he understood Ron's strengths and where his weaknesses lay, and as long as he put in his best effort, he could prove to be a convincing beater. He would just need to calm himself for that to happen… an impossible feat for Ron to achieve.

He also had other things to worry about, like the dream he had just woken from.

Ron’s expression relaxed as he stood. "C'mon, you need a bath, mate,” he said with a cheeky smile, adding swiftly, "You stink,” which earned him a playful hit on the shoulder.

“You cheeky slit” murmured Harry “I'll meet you there in a bit,”. He shook his head. He needed a bath right now.

A cold one.