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18+ MDNI
This is just smut. Smut with plot. (Little bit plot, as a treat)
Gender ambiguous!reader x Violet Sorrengail x Xaden Riorson
Usually you preferred to watch. And who could blame you, really? With Violet crying out so sweetly against the mattress, back arched up and pressing her delicious tits into Xaden’s chest while he took her hard and fast, it’s a delectable sight.
But sometimes you like to get involved too. At first it’s cursory, holding Violet against you, her bare back to your chest, one arm over her belly and the other fondling a breast. Crooning into her ear while Xaden fucks her into your lap.
“‘Ow’s that, Pretty Bird? ‘S our Big Man fucking you proper?” While she moans and wails and sings for the both of you, maybe tugging Xaden down for a fierce kiss, all teeth and tongue, sloppy and wild while he rearranged her guts in a way you had dreamed about occasionally.
“Please, please,” She’ll slur, eyes rolling into the back of her head while she tries to tug you into her own kiss, like the greedy bird she is, yanking on your hair roughly as she writhes under your arm. Silly bird, doesn’t she know she’s already getting everything she’s asked for?
Maybe next time it goes a little further, and you’ll kneel between her thighs, eating her out with a ferocious desire while Xaden strokes her hair. Mumbling degenerative filth against her aching cunt, stretching her out for him like the loyal ‘friend’ you are. And if you tongue his name against her clit? Well, no one had to know. No one except you and Violet, who was wailing and writhing, and almost kicks you in the face before you grab her leg and wrench it to the side until it burns.
“Now now, Pretty Bird. Don’t be getting Violent on me.” Your smile is all teeth, and you nip her thigh punishingly as she first apologizes, then wails when you return to her cunt with a doubled ferocity, pushing her over her first peak, then her second, and pulling away just before her third. “Don’ cry, Pretty Bird, the Big Man hasn’t gotten a chance at this sweet pussy, now ‘as he?”
And you never really mention the way you keep Xaden an arm’s length away, refusing to let him touch you, really, beyond kisses that are fierce, and passionate, and not anything more than what you would do outside of the bedchamber. Never mentioning the way you worshipped at Violet’s altar, keeping Xaden in the corner of your eye as you fucked a toy into her weeping pussy, shying away from his shadow’s ever-so-subtly because you just weren’t ready didn’t like him like that.
And what did it matter, really, if you had to share her with him? When you still got to make her cum again and again and again, flooding her thighs and sheets and chair and desk with her slick.
You fall in love with Violet first, but eventually, Xaden starts to grow on you too. Like mold. He’s frustratingly thoughtful. Never tries to touch you beyond the kisses you’d allow, never even attempts anything more, content to worship Violet at your side, the perfect lover to the woman you serve with fervour. It’s not surprising that you begin to soften to him, wall’s dropping one by one until it’s you getting fucked in Violet’s lap.
From behind, the first time. Your elbows by her head, your hands tangled in her hair, her legs wrapped around your waist while Xaden gradually sinks into you, stilling there. Like he’s hesitant to move, letting you get used to the weight and pressure of a thick cock deep in your guts after so long of refusing to let anyone even sneak a hand between your thighs. And Violet, gods, perfect Violet, grinning up at you like the cat that got the cream as she grinds her slick against your toned abdomen.
“‘S ‘at all you got, Big Man?” You grunt once you adjust to the feeling. And then he starts to move, and you see now why Violet fell so hard and fast for this cock. You’re not as loud as she is, you think, but you do drop your head into the crook of her neck, mouthing at the pale skin there that bruises so easily.
And you drop one big hand down to her clit, needing to pass this pleasure on in some way because you don’t know how to wrap your head around the idea of it being yours alone. Not when your Pretty Bird is tucked underneath your massive torso, your teeth dug into her neck feeling like they’re home with her legs around your waist. They’re likely burning at the stretch around your torso as every rough thrust of Xaden’s hips against yours grinds her cunt into your abs.
“F- uck-!” You groan, wrenching your teeth free as Xaden shifts just enough to drill into that sweet spot that makes your entire body shake, tears welling in your eyes as you take in fully what happened. What’s been happening.
Somehow, this small pretty bird you met fluttering up the stairs to the parapet had gotten your massive form wrapped around her little finger. Somehow, this big man who had threatened your bird, scared her, who had been there when you were dragged bleeding and half conscious to the healers after being attacked in your sleep, had gotten you on your knees for him. Somehow, someway, somewhere along the road, you’d fallen in love with the both of them.
“Xaden-“ You whine, and you can feel the way his hips stutter and pause, and his cock jerks inside you before he doubles down on his punishing pace. Fucking into you until your elbow’s have to lock up to keep you from crushing your pretty bird’s form as you say his name for the first time since you’ve met. “Violet!”
“Say it again.” He demands in your ear, snaking a hand into your hair tentatively at first, and when you moan he tugs your head up and away from your pretty bird so she can watch the way your eyes roll and your jaw hangs. His other arm wraps around your chest so his hand can support your throat, somehow holding up your massive form on his own as he fucks you stupid.
“X-Xa-Xaden-!” You whine, struggling to keep yourself together, limp and held up only by Xaden’s arms and cock, Violet taking her legs away so he can get up flush against your back. Fuck, you practically scream when she presses a hand down to where he’s rearranging you, squeezing a finger in alongside his cock curiously. You reward her curiosity when she crooks her finger just right, and kisses you so gently, by actually screaming, and shuddering, and shaking, as you fucking cum harder than you ever have before.
It’s life-changing, and it has you silent from your pleasure as your vision whites out. Never have you cum from someone else’s ministrations- it was hard enough to do it to yourself, and somehow Xaden and Violet had done it the first time they managed to get you sandwhiched between them.
It’s after the clean up, when you’re snuggled up between the two- not on the outside anymore- that you realize just how fucking gone you are for them. And for the first time since showing up here you burn to tell them your secrets, to spill those impossible words that you knew they would never believe. And Xaden’s thigh twitches where it’s hooked over your waist, his hand drifting to stroke your hair while Violet snores against your chest. His gaze burns into you when you turn slightly to watch his face, still awake, seemingly unaffected from the way he had rearranged your guts. The ass.
For a scary moment you’re scared he’ll ask irrational; there’s no way he knew, and your chest burns under Violet’s silver hair because you know if he asked you’d spill all your secrets for him. In this moment, with the memory of him between your thighs and your belly full of his release; your ribs might as well be pried open into a blooming flower of bone and blood and guts with your heart exposed to his searching eyes.
But he doesn’t say anything. Just sweeps some hair out of your eye, pressing a kiss to your temple and holding you and Violet safe against him.
And suddenly, you are no longer an outsider looking in on the love between your dearest friend and her once enemy. You’ve somehow fitted yourself into the bed alongside them, and it makes a tear sneak down your cheek, one that’s sweetly kissed away by the big man who once got all up in your business and never found his way out.
#fourth wing#xaden riorson#polyamory#18+ mdni#mdni#violet sorrengail#oh my god#i don’t know what this is#but I love it#continuation of that other post I made#mmmmm#reader is big and touch starved and also emotionally constipated#honestly on the fast track for becoming a straight up oc atp#how do i tag this#not proofread#not much else i can say
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no surgery/surgeries trans men are real men. And they're actually stronger than diamonds for putting up with:
dehumanizing sexualization/objectification (ie ppl that say 'i love men's tits and boypussy' but doesn't fight for our rights/fight against disrespect and bullying directed at trans men)
ppl implying having 'female parts = not REAL men', treating them like their lack of transition goals is 'just a phase' or straight up bad- somehow- for any reason (thats transphobia)
homophobia coming from all sides. oh they like fem people? labelled a lesbian without their consent. they like mascs? 'dont go around TRICKING REAL gay men into being straight!!1' ace or aro? well unfortunately typical ace and arophobia thats still normalized.
And of course having to deal with REAL LIFE BIGOTS as well as internet trans(andro)phobes, some of them potentially being people they thought they could trust. Being misgendered likely often or/and othered, bullied, harassed and worse, especially if they're people of color. And on top of it all, being driven away from the queer community and safe spaces because they're men.
And so, SO much more things that, yes, many other trans people experience obviously! but it's less talked about and personally, ive never seen transfems attacking other transfems, while ive seen the contrary happen! SEVERAL times! This shouldn't happen to anyone, anytime, ever! Transidentity is about acceptance, of oneself and others- including ones different than you! Basic human decency!!
#thats a post i made!#transandrophobia#idc anymore im posting too along with reblogging.#transandrophobia cannot continue in the queer community it's just stupid#'googoo gaga this trans person is different from Me so they're BAD' grow the fuck up. respect other people and their identies. it's not hard#'but im not attracted to them!!' you dont have to be to give respect to another human being who did nothing to you.
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i've seen the sentiment floating around that people would read LR if i weren't such a salty dickmunch about LO
i respectfully and firmly disagree with this
while death of the author is very much a thing and the interpretation of the work is now largely out of my own hands and in the hands of the audience, i firmly believe my work - and art of any kind, really - is made for a very specific audience which exists because of the opinions attached to the work, and that arguing that those opinions should be kept entirely separated from the work - or that those opinions existing at all devalues the work itself - undermines the point of the work itself and why it's so appealing to its audience
as much as i'm sure it would be more comfortable for some of my readers to enjoy LR without my critical viewpoints attached to it and instead with the false belief that it was made by a 100% wholehearted fan who never criticized the series ever
it was not.
and frankly, as much as a hot take this might be, I don't think anyone but a chronically online devout LO hater could have possibly made it. why? because that hater was once a 100% wholehearted fan. and that is why this particular hater holds the series to such high standards and why this particular hater felt compelled to make an alternative retelling of it, for other haters who also lost their faith and love in the work over the years.
there's a reason there are so many transformative works for LO that have come out of the critical side of the fandom. treating the critical side as some all-encompassing shithole that's incapable of providing anything positive to the discussion or to the fandom as a whole is really just doing yourself the disservice of experiencing some pretty cool stuff. yes, there are assholes in this community, there are people who have nothing to offer and are just "hopping on the bandwagon", but just as the rabid and protective side of the fandom doesn't represent the fans as a whole, the worst of LO's haters don't represent the entirety of the critical side of that same fandom. there are more of us cut from the same cloth than you might like to think.
that's not to say you're wrong to want to avoid my own opinions or the opinions of the anti's in this community, because that's your choice and your freedom to do so. not everyone wants to read LR and also a bunch of wordy critical diatribes about a comic that ended over a year ago.
but i do highly encourage you to find some peace with the fact that as much as they may not enjoy the work the same way you do, many of LO's most rabid haters are also its biggest appreciators and fans, and in many cases, have 10x more understanding and insight of the work than the diehard fans do. that's why they're able to create such transformative works, because they analyzed the original series more thoroughly than the surface level fans who read it on the toilet and pre-order the merchandise.
and treating the work that comes from that part of the fandom as lesser as soon as you find out it was made by someone with critical opinions towards LO is, again, doing a massive disservice to the works that have come out of this side of the fandom that are absolutely 100% worth experiencing as extensions of the original work.
fan content is fan content is fan content, regardless of whether or not the opinions of the creator align with your own. thank you for coming to my TEDtalk.
#lore olympus critical#lo critical#anti lore olympus#anyways this wasn't even entirely about LR at the end of all that#i promise i'm not getting on a soapbox because “waaah people don't like LR”#it really doesn't matter to me#i just don't like the general sentiment of “anything made by a hater is bad”#because i bet you 50 bucks even your most favorite LO fan works were probably made by someone who's criticized the series at SOME point#criticisms for what the work failed at being is where like 50% of fanfics come from#and the other 50% comes from “here's what it could have been if it did xyz or if it continued" etc.#yes there are anti's and haters in this community who unfairly criticize rachel / LO with very bogus claims and generalizations#but those typically aren't the same people creating these works#those are the people who just go “look at how short persephone is” in the comment section of every post and then offer up nothing else lmao#the people creating these works are by and large people who can prolly recite the comic's plotline and details better than rachel's own fan#even rachel herself in some cases#additional tag rant over
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Revenged Love Episode 7
It's the little things w/ Chi Cheng and Wu Suowei.
Wu Suowei immediately telling Chi Cheng he knows he's being coerced via snake kidnapping to be with Yueyue and treating him supportively, instead of idk, harboring that knowledge for future use. Now that he knows, he doesn't resent Chi Cheng for having a beard beard (even if it still hurts!!!), and telling him is one small act of honesty he can give him.
Wu Suowei recognizing Chi Cheng by his footsteps and rushing to hide the comic book he's reading and pretend to be engrossed in a Serious Literary Text.
Chi Cheng recognizing that Wu Suowei recognized his footsteps, and that would mean Wu Suowei rushed to show off for him, but assuming that showing off came in the form of "dressing slutty". Aka wearing completely nondescript casual hangout clothing. Because everything Wu Suowei does is a temptation (vs. yk, Yueyue posing in sexy lingerie and bare legs)
I love them <3
#revenged love#revenged love spoilers#i made this post mid-episode but there's really something to be said for these examples lined up next to each other too#wu suowei doesn't want to manipulate chi cheng anymore#he wants to help him and support him#but he's gotta... you know... keep up some pretenses....#instinctively continue ruses that he believes were key to chi cheng wanting him#no reason for this... just like there's no reason he bought that belt... sometimes you just do things ok#dear diary
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i wanted to do a piece to commemorate all the amazing waddle dees who entered the @kirbyoctournament this year! as starstruck is the last dee standing in the mainline tourney, that's a big legacy to carry, but she's doing her best...!
if you want to help her keep fighting the fight for the Humble Waddle Dee against all these super cool knights, dark matters, gods, and ancients, you can vote for starstruck here!
additionally with the first round of second chance voting now open, all these dee's are back for more, and you can give them your vote in the second chance bracket!! sadly a few of them are up against each other, but from top to bottom, here are links to vote for your favourites!
galaxia // ideena // pip // fondue // starry // mimi // daisy // rainbow // wadhat // wridee // stellar // rope mf // keyper // seam // lemon // flower // and of course starstruck being squished to within an inch of her life there 😂
character credits, from top to bottom!
galaxia @centellazul // ideena @tazmilygray // pip @emmyp0ps // fondue @moonmacabre01 // starry @staring-at-a-blank-pagee // mimi @clownie-rainbow // daisy @starrygoober // rainbow @cali-kabi // wadhat @iwontusethis255 // wridee @mxmanynames // stellar @drawscutestuff // rope mf @mint-termsandconditions // keyper @bloodiegawz // seam @cloud-the-forgotten // lemon @snazzyladreal // flower @eliastheownerof0axolotls
i hope you all enjoy it!! best of luck to everyone and their wanyas in the tourney and second chance!! 💖🙏
#starstruck dee#others ocs#my art#kirby oc tournament#all character credits under the cut! this was already long enough 😂#this was a big project but as resident wanya oc enjoyer i really wanted to honour all the waddles in the tourney!#i also made an alt of this for artfight which included 7 *other* waddle dee ocs not in the tourney. might post that later!#don't forget to vote for your favourites!! including starstruck!! she's up against incredible powerhouse Mama D this round!#fingers crossed she makes it. go tiny girlfailure wawa go!!!#i have been desperate to continue my propaganda and answer asks but i've been so overwhelmed with work lately. soon though! i hope!#thanks for sticking around and to everybody who has voted for starstruck so far!! it means a lot to me to see her do well out there! 💖🎀
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🌸 !!CHAPTER TWELVE POSTED!! 🌸
Title: Four Walls
Tags: Slow burn, domesticity, friends to lovers, smut, pining post sias/pre am era
Summary: Disillusioned with LA and on the heels of a breakup, Alex goes to stay with Miles in London.
#uh... surprise? 🙈#i can't believe i'm finally sharing this#i'm so SO happy to be able to and i really hope you'll all enjoy it 🫶#(god knows you've waited long enough 😅)#i've had some difficult personal stuff going on that for a while made me feel like i was never going to be able to continue this fic#but i had underestimated how enduring my own love for it is#and also the magic and elusive and unexpected nature of creativity ✨#it has truly been more wonderful than i can express to have got back into the swing of writing it over the last little while#and i am so so excited for you all to see where it's going!!#the biggest thank you to everyone who's been so supportive of this fic#it's one so close to my heart and you truly don't know how much it means to me to have other people connect to it 💖#special thanks to the @applysome for being the most wonderful person. this fic wouldn't be where it is without you 💗💗#anyway! enough out of me#i very much hope you enjoy 😘#if you want to make my entire week then please feel free to drop a comment when you're done reading 💜#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#milex#alex turner#miles kane#four walls#milex fanfiction#milex fanfic#lulu posts
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kakyoin and his parents are a really weird and underdiscussed part of stardust crusaders. on the watsonian level, there are multiple interpretations you could have of this, and i think its an interesting show of fanon for a character that is pretty beholden to fanon interpretations.
a fairly common consensus i've seen about kakyoin's parents are that they were abusive or at least maliciously negligent.
for the record, i am totally cool with this! kakyoin's family really isn't elaborated on in canon and you can take his subtleties a lot of ways. whether its whump for whumps sake or projection, people are free to interpret the empty holes however they wish.
that being said, i've found myself... idk. not opposed, but disinterested in that take, because the view of kakyoin and his family presented by canon feels way more interesting to me. here's my take & discussion on it!
[meta headcanon-ing below the cut]
from a very young age, kakyoin is an extremely private & emotionally isolated person. this is a trait he has developed from years of feeling like explaining himself to anyone was a futile juncture because no one would believe or understand him, not even his own parents.





when kakyoin's teacher informs his mother abt his lack of desire to make friends, mrs. kakyoin (at least in the anime; cant attest to the manga) shows concern and almost... futility towards the situation. it isn't that the other students don't want to befriend noriaki. rather, noriaki doesn't want to befriend them.

we actually see a similar sentiment in holly, at least through subtext. holly is not wholly unconcerned by jotaro, but she is overly accepting of his poor behavior and struggles to acknowledge her son's flaws. holly views jotaro as younger and less in control of his behavior than he is to the point of willful ignorance.
kakyoin, meanwhile, is in a constant fight with himself over "letting" DIO manipulate and brainwash him. kakyoin is often victim-blaming towards himself -- he is weak and should've known better, should have never let his fear consume him, should have never lost control of himself and given it to DIO.
(dubiously canon material ahead, but shining diamond's demonic heartbreak is vital to my interpretation of kakyoin. treat this as you will.)
kakyoin is at his most distressed and personally tormented when he feels weak and vulnerable. he laments this weakness in himself -- immaturity, he calls it, although that is a translation -- and says no one is to blame for what DIO did unto him except himself.
and all of this, if you continue treating this version of events as canon, is with the added layer that kakyoin was literally protecting his 8-year-old cousin (ryoko-chan <3) while fighting DIO.

(as a side, hierophant green's lesser used powers (notably utilized while kakyoin has a fleshbud and almost never again) involve extreme control and precision. he is quite literally shown to puppet others from the inside using hierophant while operating his own body as well. kakyoin himself says no one can understand him without hierophant green; it isn't farfetched to say hierophant green's abilities reflect its user.)
all of this to say: i don't believe kakyoin's family was abusive in the traditional sense. i think kakyoin is the adultified child to jotaro's infantilized one.
i don't doubt kakyoin loves his parents, but it stands to reason that -- like jotaro with holly, if not more so -- there isn't a respect for his parents authority. adultified children often develop a lack of trust in the people and agencies that are supposed to protect them, like parents or teachers.
if kakyoin has felt like he could only trust himself and hierophant green his entire life, how is he supposed to seek support or protection from his parents? i honestly don't think he would. with hierophant at his side, it's easier (less disappointing) to uphold himself to this extreme standard of strength and maturity than be vulnerable with anyone.
noriaki's mother and father have eachother. noriaki has no one.
(taken from kakyoin's character profile, which you can see in full here.)
based on the flashback, i personally believe kakyoin's parents just... left him to his own devices. if noriaki doesn't want to make friends, it wouldn't be right to push him, is it? he's independent, well-mannered, an excellent student. responsible, trustworthy, far from a delinquent. so isn't it better to accept their son as he is?
even if they're not sure who he is?
as kakyoin is all shattered parts, crumpled against a water tower with a hole in his stomach halfway across the world, he looks at the clock and thinks of his parents.
...but not in search of comfort.

seeing as this is the first and only time kakyoin's parents are mentioned, i honestly wonder if kakyoin just... didn't mention them at all. if he didn't call attention, save the odd comment about being a student, to his age. to the immaturity he's so ashamed of.
(again from kakyoin's character profile.)
kakyoin went on this fifty-day journey to egypt without even consulting his parents, who earnestly believe he ran away from home and are worried to death about him.
and kakyoin KNEW they would worry, and then he knows he is dying, and all he can manage is thoughts of them sleeping and an apology. he doesn't regret going on the journey. even as he's dying, 17-year-old noriaki kakyoin treats his own demise as a necessary loss. in kakyoin's mind, life is something he could (should) wager for those he cares about, and thinking of those who care about him in return isn't enough to convince kakyoin otherwise.
all of this to say, i think kakyoin and jotaro are two sides of the same coin.
#jjba#noriaki kakyoin#stardust crusaders#jjba part 3#jotaro kujo#kakyoin is one of those vague characters you really have to squint at to understand and i do think this has made him victim to fanon#that doesn't totally align with what HAS been stated in canon. WHICH IS TOTALLY FINE#i am not in the business of ruining anyone's fun. there's leeway with my own interpretations that could lend themselves 2 other concepts#i just have a lot of thoughts on kakyoin and how critically lonely he is + his parents receiving their 17 year old son in a bodybag#even if one is a delinquent and one is a star student. jotaro and kakyoin are extremely similar at their cores#frankly i could extend this parallel into pt4 jotaro becoming an academic but i don't have the knowledge byond pt3 to write a whole lot#once again continuing my streak of “posts that are explicitly not jotakak but also extremely jotakak despite that”#holly kujo#ryoko kakyoin#my headcanons#this was supposed 2 be one of my random ass tangents and then i started citing sources LOL now its a meta post#if any of the mutuals have further thoughts on kakyoin please send them to my asks or reblog this or anything i would love 2 know#hes in my head 2day....
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my personal headcanon is the vees were unremarkable nobodies when they were alive. i just love it as a thematic throughline for them. they love to let the public of hell speculate on them being famed and acclaimed since before death, but the the truth is they were a d-list failed influencer that got by on cheap controversey and scamming, a broke junkie who burned every shaky bridge he ever had, and a worn-out broadcast production assistant with more rejected auditions and tossed out script pitches than he could count. nobody missed them when they were gone, nobody cared who they were until they were dead.
#because villains who didn't start off supremely powerful are more interesting to me#vees#it's not that they CAN'T be better. or that they're simply ignorant of the ways they fuck up others lives#they actually all do have that knowledge of being the underdog. and it's made them all the more shitty#because they never want to be those people again#narratives about people who make each other worse <3#to be clear they were still shitty people in life. manipulative. consumed by greed and envy. all their individual flaws etc etc#but hell made them into the absolute worst versions of themselves#of course what their Worst Self is and the journey/length of time/initial reaction to being in hell varies#like val sees hell as a continuation of the things happening in life. just w/ the power dynamics always privileging him#it's the same drugs and violence. except the violence isn't just survival anymore but the chance to indulge his deeply sadistic desires#vox has completely dissociated from his time alive. that person is dead and he's reinvented himself 1000 times over since then#90% of the time he has those memory files shoveled into a hidden directory#he refuses to acknowledge that he's still haunted by some of the same insecurities from almost a century ago#val doesn't necessarily see his living self in a fond light but he does see that person as fundamentally him#velvette thinks life was full of people who weren't her demographic but fortunately that's been fixed by sinners!#they just couldn't Get Her and that was all their faults#the primary way they view their past selves can be summed up as: scorn (vox) apathy (valentino) and in denial (velvette)#sorry the bulk of the post was in the tags. i will be doing this again#the scorn is the coping mechanism for shame. of course
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Goodness, these doodles were all staggered in a way on the pages that made it really hard to take pictures of them and get everyone in there (>< ).
Explanations for all of it under here ⤵️ :3
I drew my Ratchet!!! My little guy!!! I’ve looked him up and he’s a little like “authentics” line one. He’s got really loose joints and his knees don’t bend hahahahsjdksjsjk, but yeahg. Tbh the big outer shells kind of design goes hard. Ratchet could benefit greatly from having shields on him, second doodle is a demonstration of those being used lol.
Hehehehehe he’s so fucking cute oh my god how did they make this one robot design to appeal to me specifically I’m gonna die— he’s sitting there so pleasant and polite :3.
This is an attempt at a Ratchet design that combines a bunch of other ones! I was trying to pick out stuff that I liked (big collar looking part, massive tiddie window with the ECG display, G1 as a base because G1 Ratchet is so aaaoiugauaugoihghgghhgh), but eh idk. I’m gonna go through a couple revisions of this design before I decide on one. Cause I did like uh start writing a fan continuity 💀💀💀. Like deadass I binged two seasons of G1 and was already so hooked and hyped that I started making OCs and plot lines and shit LMAO. The transformers hyperfixation got hands fr. Also, next to him is Starscream and a little very not finished Drift for size comparison :).
The largest Ratchet here was my first attempt at drawing him! I spent an unreasonably long amount of time trying to get his legs correct 💀💀💀. Directly next to him on the top is a little doodle that says “usagi ringo” and it’s comparing his forehead chevron to the style of cutting apples to look like rabbits of the same name hehe. And next to that is a bishoujo figure design because oh my god it would be so easy to make one of him and so peak— more on that later cause I’m proud of the design so it’s on here twice XD. Below those two: doodles of Starscream getting shot! 💀 There’s a lot of context behind these, but shortened version is Megatron got mad and shot him 💀💀💀. Any other explanation would be getting into continuity ideas I have not finished nor finalized yet lol.
Guys hear me out it would be so easy— he’s already got a boob window— and the red section of him looks like a bodysuit— it would be so so easy and so so peak please bishoujo line figure company— I would pay an unwise amount of money for silly anime girl pinup hahahajdkskkdksjskdkdahsj. Also smaller not skirt version as well if they wanted to go full “the red section looks like a bodysuit” lmao
Megatron!!! I tried to incorporate a lot of details that the original toy had like the chest decals and the gun elements :3c. The g1 toy is so funny holy shit dude, he’s so top heavy and has like teeny pencil legs it’s so dumb I want one 😭😭😭. Next to the ref image of him, there’s one doodle that’s like a shitpost of this stock photo of a guy drinking while watching TV, an unfinished doodle based on a pose ref from Pinterest, and an even smaller shitpost with him and Starscream and their shirts say “I’m high as fuck and have a gun in my backpack” and “cunt era” hahskdjkssj (X X).
Another Starscream practice and some other characters that require a lot of explanation— So, this big combiner guy that’s in this and the next photo is a combiner named Modulus and I found out about him in a very goofy way. A friend of mine saw a figure of a little known character (Medix) at Walgreens, didn’t get him, looked him up later, and went down a rabbit hole on the wiki, finding out this guy is part of Modulus, a combiner who… doesn’t exist??? 💀💀💀 Modulus only exists as a concept that was included in the instructions of one of his components and NOTHING ELSE HAHSJDKSHSJK. It is the most batshit insane thing, tiny wiki article and everything X,,,,,,D. But what’s really WEIRD about him is that— HE KINDA FUCKING FITS WITH AND TIES TOGETHER A BUNCH OF LOOSE IDEAS I HAD FOR CONTINUITY STUFF 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀?????????????? Idk it’s so scarily close it’s like as if I willed this guy into existence LMAOOO. Anyway, members of Modulus include: Scattershot, Medix, Ratchet, Starscream, and Rook. Two of these characters are like replacement members for other combiners that were basically created just so random games could function. One is the leader of another gestalt, BUT he’s also been in a TON of other ones. And then suddenly Ratchet and Starscream??? And in the original incarnation of the character, it was SG Starscream too????????? It’s not gonna be in my continuity (I have ideas—), but lol they just dropped the guy from another universe in there what 💀. Insane, deranged, maybe peak even. Why the hell did I end up latching onto the combiner that isn’t real help me (ToT ).
Above Modulus, there’s some doodles of Ratchet, Cliffjumper, Mirage, and Bumblebee, BUT these aren’t just those guys, oh no, it’s something worse hahahahahhasjsksk. My raised on undertale dumbass got plagued with the cursed idea of “huh, if Shattered Glass is like the Hasbro official swap au— F e l l A U” and uh… this exists now 💀. Fell AU (name pending) is basically just “the thing but edgier”, so in this universe the Autobots are still like The Good Guys™️, but they’re stuck in bad conditions. For that to happen, they’d have to not have access to renewable energy, meaning either humanity did not welcome them with open arms, there’s some kind of general crisis happening on Earth, or some mixture of both. So Fell (name pending) Ratchet is basically G1 Ratchet, but wayyy more stressed out cause they’re always short on things and barely scraping by. He’s visibly missing parts and damaged and he just does whatever quick temporary fix about it because his focus is on everyone else over himself; he lost an optic, a hand (that he’s replaced with his main tools), he’s got a crack in his screen, etc etc. Procedures are always messy and painful cause he’s just using what he has and the whole time he’s apologizing and trying his damndest to do the best he can— He’s a sweetie still, but man he could use a break (he will not get one alas). Cliffjumper is even more high strung and tempered than usual, he’s also got a nose ring and sharper horns for the edge lol. Mirage has his darker mask like coloring from the toy and typically is invisible far more often. They used to really fight a lot, but they’ve since gotten to a point where they’re the two each other trust the most. Cliffjumper does a lot of reckless shit and gets injured a lot (_ _ ). Then there’s Bumblebee. His colorscheme is still yellow and black, but they’re reversed. The reason for this is Edgy™️ but the in universe is that darker paints is just what they have. He’s also not the plucky rookie at all, he’s already gotten pretty jaded and hardened by everything, which makes Optimus really sad— he does get some rare moments of lighthearted antics because of Spike though. Idk it’s a funny AU concept and I might do more about it simply cause I think the Ratchet design goes hard lol XD.
#transformers#maccadam#transformers ratchet#ratchet#transformers starscream#starscream#transformers megatron#Megatron#transformers mirage#transformers cliffjumper#cliffrage#<- implied always whenever they’re next to each other just assume they’re gay#transformers bumblebee#tf#transformers au#transformers fan continuity#tf fan continuity#Oaugh there’s a lot of tags#my art#art post#yippie we’re back to sketch page dumping tho#fell au#modulus#transformers modulus#tf modulus#I hope my delusional ass is the first person to use those tags#aoiggughhggh I have so many ideas for Starscream in my writing tho my babygirl (T_T )#everyone pls go read the random 80s novel chapter Redemption Center is about Starscream and it made me cry three times thanks#also ratchet is so cute hehehehehejehejehejrkehrkdh
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Is Inferno in this au?
Or is he somewhere else in the au
Red needs his pal Inferno, poor guy needs his friend or whatever they are in your au
(I hope that didn't sound rude if it did im very sorry :( )
Yes, he is a character in Synergized and somewhat plot-important. His whereabouts are currently unknown to the main Autobot cast, him being one of the many missing crew members. I will not reveal anything more than that. :)
Red and Inferno are a little more than pals they are conjunx endura, basically in robot married put into human terms. Red needs a lot of stuff right now, not just his robot husband, red currently does not have access to the tools he used or the specialized energon he consumes to manage his static problem causing him to experience delusions and increasing his already bad anxiety. Though Inferno being there wouldn't fix all Red's current problems, it would definitely help him a lot, at least with the anxiety part.
If you want to read more about Red Alerts static problems you can check out this post https://www.tumblr.com/transformers-synergize/732620075400626176/has-red-alert-ever-had-a-chill-day-in-his?source=share
I don't have a normal Earth design for Inferno, but I do have a concept for his Cybertron version. personally, it's not my favorite design, but it will only have limited use like most of my Cybertron designs.
also your not being rude don't worry.
#also i dont think I made an update post about this but i changed the white on red alert to yellow#the yellow helps draw attention to his white face plate also it helps him stand out form the other mostly red characters#inferno#red alert#transformers#smokescreen#transformers fan continuity#tfs#transformers synergize#ask answering#art post#text post#redesign#his earth version concept is basically done but I'm keeping that to my self as of now
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Happy New Year, everyone. Apologies for the lack of response recently. It’s been busy in Rito Village because of the festivities, but I will do my best to answer all your letters moving forward.
May this year be better than the last!

#askteba#happy new year everyone!!#I’ve made so many friends since starting this blog#I haven’t been posting much because of holidays sorry TT#but I will do my best to continue answering your asks#thank you so much everyone :DD#special thanks to the other zelda blog runners you are all so nice TT#teba#botw#totk#happy 2025
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jenndoesnotcare replied to this post:
Every time LDS kids come to my neighborhood I am so so nice to them. I hope they remember the blue haired lady who was kind, when people try to convince them the outside world is bad and scary. (Also they are always so young! I want to feed them cookies and give them Diana Wynne Jones books or something)
Thank you! Honestly, this sort of kindness can go a really long way, even if it doesn't seem like it at the time.
LDS children and missionaries (and the majority of the latter are barely of age) are often the people who interact the most with non-Mormons on a daily basis, and thus are kind of the "face" of the Church to non-Mormons a lot of the time. As a result, they're frequently the ones who actually experience the brunt of antagonism towards the Church, which only reinforces the distrust they've already been taught to feel towards the rest of the world.
It's not that the Church doesn't deserve this antagonism, but a lot of people seem to take this enormous pride in showing up Mormon teenagers who have spent most of their lives under intense social pressure, instruction, expectation, and close observation from both their peers and from older authorities in the Church (it largely operates on seniority, so young unmarried people in particular tend to have very little power within its hierarchies). Being "owned" for clout by non-Mormons doesn't prove anything to most of them except that their leaders and parents are right and they can't trust people outside the Church.
The fact that the Church usually does provide a tightly-knit community, a distinct and familiar culture, and a well-developed infrastructure for supporting its members' needs as long as they do [xyz] means that there can be very concrete benefits to staying in the Church, staying closeted, whatever. So if, additionally, a Mormon kid has every reason to think that nobody outside the Church is going to extend compassion or kindness towards them, that the rest of the world really is as hostile and dangerous as they've been told, the stakes for leaving are all the higher, despite the costs of staying.
So people from "outside" who disrupt this narrative of a hostile, threatening world that cannot conceivably understand their experiences or perspectives can be really important. It's important for them to know that there are communities and reliable support systems outside the Church, that leaving the Church does not have to mean being a pariah in every context, that there are concrete resources outside the Church, that compassion and decency in ordinary day-to-day life is not the province of any particular religion or sect and can be found anywhere. This kind of information can be really important evidence for people to have when they are deciding how much they're willing to risk losing.
So yeah, all of this is to say that you're doing a good thing that may well provide a lifeline for very vulnerable people, even if you don't personally see results at the time.
#jenndoesnotcare#respuestas#long post#cw religion#cw mormonism#i've been thinking about how my mother was the compassionate service leader in the church when i was a kid#which in our area was the person assigned to manage collective efforts to assist other members in a crisis#this could mean that someone got really sick or broke their leg or something and needs meals prepared for them for awhile#or it could mean that someone lost their job and they're going to need help#it might mean that someone needs to move and they need more people to move boxes or a piano or something#she was the person who made sure there was a social net for every member in our area no matter what happened or what was needed#there's an obvious way this is good but it also makes it scarier to leave and lose access#especially if there's no clear replacement and everyone is hostile#i was lucky in a lot of ways - my mother was unorthodox and my bio dad and his family were catholic so i always had ties beyond the church#my best friend was (and is) a jewish atheist so i had continual evidence that virtue was not predicated on adherence to dogma#and even so it was hard to withdraw from all participation in church life and doubly so because the obvious alternative spaces#-the lgbt+ ones- seemed obsessed with gatekeeping and viciously hostile towards anyone who didn't fit comfortable narratives#so i didn't feel i could rely on the community at large in any structural sense or that i had any serious alternative to the church#apart from fandom really and only carefully curated spaces back then#and like - random fandom friends who might not live in my country but were obviously not mormon and yet kind and helpful#did more to help me withdraw altogether than gold star lesbians ever did
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tiktok hunger games fans are like the fucking worst. half of them are so desperate to let people know that there's a Message to the book and that they understood the Morals and Themes and Messages of the book that cant look past book canon or have some fun and the other half is making ocs and slapping katniss and peeta's name on them while making the most outlandish conspiracy theories. you cant fucking do anything on there
#this is brought to you by the 50 bajillion ppl in every hayffie edit going 'b-b-but what about lenore dove!!! he would never love another!!'#literally who gives a fuck!!!! porque no los dos!!!!#WHY NOT BOTH!!! why does it have to be only one????#also the mockingjay came out in 2010. it's been 2 and half decades of ppl making hayffie hcs#the movie came out in 2015. it's been a fucking decade of ppl making hayffie hc#do you really think a 2-week old book is going to change that????#and also why would it!!!! why can he not love lenore dove and effie trinket????#and the 'geese mate for life' shit??? that is not true!!!#they're monogamous for the duration of their partners life after which they find a new partner!!!!#also some1 made a ranking of effie's outfits and one of the top comments was 'i fear you missed the point of the books'#can we not have any fun in this fandom???? must we continuously talk about how horrifying the children dying are????#like can we not make silly little posts about haymitch accidentally tripping off his front porch????#or must we preface it with a 6k word essay about haymitch's trauma and his fears and why he is the way he is??????#im sorry. maybe it's bc i just stick to my corner of the internet but have we truly lost sight of shipping culture???#[old man voice] back in my day we shipped characters that had never even met!!! uphill and downhill!!! through a river and through snow!!#also sotr killed me. hayffie have known each other for 25 years.....#twenty five..... the big 2-5..... 2 and a half decades.......they've been watching children die together for twenty five years......#rocking myself back and forth....#the hunger games#thg series#sunrise on the reaping#thg
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^-^ my oc plushies I've made over time all together 🩷 🧸
#been sick lately so posting about recent projects 👍 since i havent yet.#def been a treat to do aside from work even if its technically work as well...#& ill be finishing up commission work & other work of the sort hopefully soon ive started sewing this year& last year#andddd tags ->#ocs#handmade toys#handmade plush#sewing#plushies#original character#original characters#oc: bart parker#entity's teddies#oasis based oddities#santos owed cees#i am truly my own ocs biggest fan specially bart... and i will prob continue making them diff outfits n stuffs#also hope to make more oc plushies but made another cos that was for my bday. ive gotta lock in on work when im less sick tho 💔#🌼
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You doing ok?
hi
#i'm alive. simply being chewed upon by multiple things#work is more stressful than i'd like it to be. for instance i'm hoping that i submitted my time off notification for tomorrow correctly#because otherwise it might read as a no call no show and i would . like to continue having a job#now to be fair. i do have it on the system that i requested it at the beginning of the month and i emailed my supervisor about it last week#so even if i didn't submit it correctly i'm likely in the clear#but nonetheless. i also got a firm talking-to the other day and now i am on ✨thin ice✨ for dicking around too much#because they track ur idle time at my work (computer) and mine was Quite High so my supervisor was like man what the hell is this#but even though she was kind of baffled at me spending so much time dicking around#she couldn't even really be all that mad in the end because i'm still doing good numbers and have made no (zero) mistakes#so she was just like. it's kind of impressive that your numbers look this good when you literally have 50% idle time#so she goes imagine what you could do if you weren't wasting so much time#and yeah i can whip out some Really Good Numbrers when i put the effort in.#so the problem is not my numbers it's just that i'm not spending long enough doing my tasks for the day#but i don't want to drag out those tasks intentionally so i've just been upping my own standards/goals#as much as i hate giving any more of my brain power than is necessary to giant corporations#it's still easy to feel smug after you get Talked To and then immediately turn around and show off#like yeah i coulda been doing this good the whole time. literally pulling up by 20 points. i just didn't want to.#trying to keep everyone's expectations low but accidentally toed the line of um. not working enough to keep my job#...anyway. EAS national weather system issued a . hi#i haven't forgotten about all of you i'm just having trouble tracking all my shit that i got going on ✨ yaaaaaaay#im gonna post things on AO3 soon. i promise. my weakness is that i get sidetracked trying to unwind from work#...i know i said 'soon' last time. but this time for real#asks#not sexy#anonymous
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(Katsuro belongs to @winterwhisperz-blog!)
After I saw this meme, I just knew that I HAD to put Daniella and Katsuro in this situation-- This is very much a really short crack drabble, so there isn't much editing or any plot here-- Though there is some attempted context in the tags, I really am just slapping these two in the exact moment of the situation--
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As the material of the hanging rope tightened around her neck, Daniella inhaled sharply. Tears escaped her closed eyes, rolling down her freckled cheeks. The hangman stepped back and descended the stairs of the scaffold.
Before her thoughts could spiral, a voice brought her back to reality.
“Hey there!” a lighthearted voice greeted, causing Daniella to open her eyes. Standing right next to her was a person with flowing red hair. Scars crept up their neck, and one scar was slashed across their left eye. Despite the rope around their neck, they smiled at her. “First time?”
Daniella blinked, staring at them as another tear rolled down her face.
Somehow, she managed to find her voice. “I-I’m... Sorry?”
“Is this your first time on a scaffold?” The red-haired individual asked, as if their life wasn’t about to be ended any moment now. “Don’t worry, I was pretty nervous the first time, too. But don’t you stress over it! Things’ll be okay!”
Daniella gawked at them as if they had grown a second head, causing a little laugh to be drawn from the stranger. The two of them were about to be hanged. How was this person so chipper? “That’s...”
They leaned closer to her, lowering their voice to a furtive whisper. “A few of my new friends are gonna bust us out, so no need to cry anymore, okay? They owe me for that one time they committed arson without me.”
“I– What?” Daniella blurted out in shock. She was utterly terrified mere moments ago. But now this stranger’s untroubled remarks caused complete confusion and incredulity to crash into it. What in the world? What was this person talking about?
“Ooh, not a fan of arson? I know some people say it’s kinda overrated, but I gotta disagree. It’s an art.” The red-haired stranger looked Daniella up and down, humming in consideration. “You seem more like a larceny kinda girl. Maybe tax fraud. What’s your name?”
Daniella boggled at them. She wasn’t sure whether she should entertain this conversation any further--they were on a scaffold with ropes around their necks, for goodness' sake. But from the looks of things, it did seem like this person was trying to lift her spirits, if in a... strange way. At the very least, she wasn’t crying anymore. Though admittedly, she felt more baffled than comforted.
In any case, their question was something that she should respond to. It would be rude not to answer them. “I’m Daniella.”
“Nice to meetcha, Daniella! Mind if I call you Dani? I’m Katsuro,” the red-haired stranger, Katsuro, now looked around, seeing the hangman talking to one of the town officials.
“Yes, you may. It's... nice to meet you too, despite the circumstances,” Daniella cleared her throat, trying to ignore the rough rope on her skin. “You... said your friends were coming for you?”
“Not just me, Dani. You and the other guys here, too!”
“But the ropes are already around our necks. It’s far too late.”
Katsuro jerked their chin towards the hangman. “Unless that old lug over there pulls the lever, it won’t be.”
#This is really short and I wasn't sure how to continue this ;w; But this is mainly meant to be silly asdfga /lh#This is my first time attempting Katsuro's dialogue!! I'm hoping I made a decent first try ;w; /lh#But still this was fun!! Katsuro taking Daniella completely off guard by the use of Crime™ is funny to me kjasda-#Despite this being a crack fic I did attempt to give this some context and some other narrations but I left them out#Daniella was traveling in a new town and while going through a market an explosion broke out and products got stolen#Since she was so close to the incident and people were looking for culprits she got falsely arrested (it doesn't help that she's a newcomer#and she was sentenced to be publicly hanged with other people including Katsuro#As she's standing on the scaffold Daniella can't help but think of how cruel and unusual a punishment this is-#To be hanged for a crime she didn't commit- If she were to be hanged for something it should be for the people she cursed#She starts to cry but Katsuro notices and tries to calm her down/take her mind off it#because I doubt that Kats would completely ignore someone if they started crying right next to them-#But I felt that train of narration/thought was pretty depressing for something that's supposed to be crack-#So I left it out and hid it here in the tags-#But that's all of my thoughts on this!! Now I'm eyeing my next self-indulgent thing- Edgar+Daniella exploring a haunted mansion together or#Scream Posts For: Touchstarved#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarved oc#touchstarved mc#touchstarved daniella#daniella#other's oc
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