#continued regression

[arquaticdreamer]

Cloud hates every time bio toxic family keep asking Cloud to change AAC voice to cookie monster, or some silly fun voice. Like what the hell!?!? It's not a toy AAC is my voice. Stop trying to grab and play with my AAC.

[arquaticdreamer]

Same here. I love my autism just not the fact it disables me and difficult it is with regression and autistic catatonia. Autism is a disability and not a super power but it’s my favorite thing about who I am and what makes me me.

I don’t hate having autism. I just hate the meltdowns, the mental and physical health issues, the regression, burnout, catatonia, communication challenges, sensory issues, the isolation, the way people view me. I love being autistic and I also really fucking hate it. I wish I was normal sometimes. 

[insomniphic]

Your Daisuke Regression AU is amazing! Just wanted to let you know your art and storytelling is great!❤️

Thank you so much!! Here’s some Daisuke Regression au related doodles haha

[soupforsoup]

Bring back my wife (Eliot's glasses) from the war (tv continuity erasure)

[arquaticdreamer]

I relate so hard to this, you have no idea. Slowly losing all speech even stim words, Cloud lost the gooses and geese’s stim words but as far as that has like zero functional speech. It’s Been a few months since lost gooses and geese’s stim word even though cloud never means to say it. It’s very odd to me.

I don’t talk about my speech much, because honestly, there’s nothing really to talk about. I don’t speak, simple as that. I don’t say a single word.

That was until today. For the first time in over 5 months, I have said a single word, willingly. I said my partners name, and it was very nice. Did it distress me? Yes. Did it almost send me into a panic attack? Yes. Did it overwhelm me? Yes. But it was worth it.

I cannot say anything else besides that, and I have no clue if even this is going to stick. But I’m super happy!

Yes, I’m still nonverbal. Saying one word doesn’t make me not nonverbal.

[ruporas]

fond of marcille (id in alt)

[soup-mother]

grizzled veterangirl talking about her time in the age regression wars: "back when i was little...."

[miraculous-demigod]

Regressed!Elphaba and Caregiver!Galinda Drabble time, come get y’all juice

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Galinda could tell Elphaba was going to wake up regressed.

The first tip was when the younger girl awoke before her I’m up with the sun, I don’t want to sleep the day away roommate, the softest snores she heard let her know the green girl was still fast asleep after a night of dreams plagued with pain and taunts and tears.

The second sign was her arms; Elphie was a very restless sleeper mentally and physically, contorting her body every which way throughout the night and would sometimes even wake up on the opposite side of the bed, Oz knows how that even happened.

But she currently looked so content, one hand tightly clutched some of the blonde’s bunched up nightgown fabric as if she was afraid to let go— and that thought hurt Galinda’s heart terribly— with the thumb on her other hand firmly placed in her mouth, a rare sight as the witch usually prefers teethers to pacifiers.

Third and finally, the incredibly super top secret stuffed animal Elphaba absolutely loves but pretends to not was clearly visible as the girl snuggled with it, the shiny black eyes on the plush bear (named Bear-Bear, the raven haired girl once admitted as a tribute to Nanny Dulcibear, a bit embarrassed) were almost twinkling with the excitement of not staying hidden today.

A small day! Galinda could hardly hold in her excitement about wearing the caregiver badge this time; they could have breakfast in bed, and have a tea party, and story time, and—

Little giggles pulled her out of her thoughts, a sleepy smile decorating Elphie’s pretty face as she tiredly blinked and reached out to gently pull one of Galinda’s curls to her mouth, speaking in soft baby babble.

“An extra small day!” Galinda all but whisper-cheered, pressing a flurry of butterfly kisses to the green girl's face as she squirmed and laughed and crinkled her nose after each peck, as if she was surprised they tickled.

Almost like all this physical affection was all new to her.

Unfortunately, it probably was.

“Bear-Bear,” Elphaba shyly requested once Galinda moved to cooing over how cute she was in this headspace and how much fun they were going to have today, moving the beloved bear so it just barely grazed the blonde’s hand, like she wasn’t sure how the sorceress would react.

It didn’t take a genius to guess why the regressed girl hesitated, but if that didn’t make Galinda absolutely loathe the rest of the Thropp family

“Of course Bear-Bear can have a turn!” She said warmly, moving forward a bit to now attack the stuffed animal with a flurry of kisses, “You never have to be afraid to ask for love!”

For obvious reasons, that statement was not for the plush toy, and neither was the list of reasons how Bear-Bear was a good person bear and why she deserved every and all types of love there is, including believing the weekly affirmations Galinda leaves around their room.

Elphaba hummed happily and closed her eyes, scooting a bit to press her forehead against the blonde’s in an act to tell her thank you. For this, for later, for everything, really.

Galinda repeated the gesture back, letting their unspoken words of care and compassion blanket them until the bluebirds and little coo birds sang too loudly to ignore, forcing them to get up and start the day.

“Who wants Cheerios and honey milk for breakfast? I heard that’s someone’s favorite snack when they’re small!”

“Me!”

Galinda laughed when Elphaba cheered, already fishing out bowls and spoons for them from a box next to her closet, and another set when she saw the bear propped upright as best it could be next to Elphie, slumping sideways just a tad.

Neither of them know that soon a letter will arrive from the Great and Powerful Wizard of Oz, all the way from The Emerald City to request Elphaba’s presence. And that will start a whole conversation about Animal Rights, and jealousy, and hard conversations, and many more Tell me a secret, okay I’ll go first nights. And saying goodbye.

Neither of them know that in just a few short weeks, Bear-Bear will sit alone in the dark on an unmade bed, hoping to see her owner again soon. And the stuffed animal is not the only one.

But for right now, they’ve stopped the world just to start this feeling of domestic bliss, blocking out everything else to enjoy their morning of cereal and laughter and love.

And for them, that’s more than enough.

(So, I usually headcanon Elphie a bit of an older Little, like around 6-8yrs old, but everyone need a baby day once in a while and I’m projecting lol so today she’s around 2yrs old if even, probably a little younger)

(AND IF YOU’RE THE VERY SWEET ANON WHO REQUESTED A SMALL FIYERO AND GALINDA PLAYDATE FIC PLEASE KNOW IVE THOUGHT ABOUT YOUR ASK EVERY DAY SINCE LIFE HAS JUST KICKING MY ASS RN IM SORRY)

[butchreg]

little ! sister barnes moodboard

another self indulgent personal post u cant stop me ฅ^._.^ฅ

[arquaticdreamer]

Been needing more time sitting in wheelchair lately, cloud had more drop seizures and tons of absence seizures (yes these are also Nonepileptic seuziures) mobility suffered a lot more. And now can’t seem to walk anywhere anymore without some mobility aid. Lost much more coordination in legs and hands. Now have to have caregiver put on make up when girl alters front. Need more help with priompting. And typing so much less slower than usual. Cloud needing more help with mobility, and process information so much worse. Harder for cloud to understand verbal commands. Just so angry, want to a scream. Hate hate hate having continued regression. F*ckin sucks!

[uglysquid-123]

Dare i say joongdok...

[reddsl1mer]

sorry for the disappearance, ive been busy eating microwaved aluminium foil

[babyzzai]

baby regressor dazai (0-1 years old) who was fed his bottle of milk for the night before chuuya puts him down for bed, but he accidentally drinks too much too quickly, and now his tummy is too full of milk and it hurts, and he feels icky, a little like he might throw up. he whines into chuuyas shoulder, and chuuya rubs his babys back as he softly hushes him in an attempt to quiet his poor babys whimpers and sniffles. dazai, when hes so small, cant mask his pain and his discomfort as masterfully as hes able to when hes big, so as his tummy aches and grumbles, he pouts into chuuyas shoulder and a few tears slip out of his sleepy brown eyes. eventually, it passes though, and dazai is left half asleep, and still a bit sniffly, because hes just a tiny little boy, and tiny little boys need to be comforted by their caregivers when they have tummy aches. chuuya hums softly to dazai as he rubs and pats at the babys back ever so softly and comfortingly, gently lulling him into a peaceful slumber. he kisses dazais hair as his baby sucks quietly and contentedly at his pacifier, just gosd that hes feeling a bit better than before. he makes a mental note to remember to give dazai breaks in between sips next time, and carries his sweet little baby to bed, tucking him under the soft covers with a tender kiss to his forehead in order to drive away any bad dreams that so much as threaten to even look in dazais direction.

[swordmaid]

im doing an alternate run with ascended astarion/spawn shri'iia just so i can have that in my save files

damn everyone hated that i guess

[heythereimbodie]

reminder that you can be a very competent grown-up and still need a safe space

[emile-hides]

Doodling Drawtectives Age Regression for me and me alone because I want out of art block so it's time to abandon fear of Cringe Drawing yet again.

I will return.