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*low wheezing from underneath my bed* okay. hang on. okay.
so i know i haven't been on top of asks lately. this is true. however, i have scoured my DMs. and my Discord messages. not one single person in there can i have been said to be neglecting, so this can only be about my askbox, i'm pretty sure.
oh, man, there is a wealth of beauty in there. so many good headcanons shared, ideas--it's a meadow of joy and i go in there and frolic sometime. i love all of you who send asks. you take the time to craft a headcanon, or just say something silly, and it's great.
there are a few reasons why i'm not answering asks as frequently, and why i tend to queue them if it feels appropriate/if i know i have some good stuff in the pipeline:
you deserve my effort: i try not to post asks without a proportional addition from myself. you guys put work into it, and i love it, and i want to put work into it back! if i'm not sure what i want to say yet, i may sit on an ask until something comes to me. if you want an olderthannetfic style askblog with minimal commentary...go somewhere else.
i try to stay consistent: this is a multiship blog. it makes more sense to post asks about certain ships when i'm actually writing content for them, so sometimes i save HC asks for when i have actual fics in the pipeline. they also help get my creative juices flowing as warmups on heavy writing days.
i have a life: sometimes my social energy just isn't where it needs to be to answer fandom asks. sometimes life happens, and the details aren't something i owe anyone.
i say this with respect: pick one. parasocial or social. if you'd like to have a conversation with me, then get in my DMs or my Discord. if we're not actually friends, then it's not appropriate, or kind, to talk to me like you have this weird, "bestie, can we chat?" fandom relationship with me when i don't know who you are. if you'd rather stay on anon and lurk and maybe like posts here and there, that's okay too! you are more than welcome to do that. i love you no matter what you choose.
well...not *you,* anon. this was profoundly rude, which is why i'm posting this ask as a screenshot and blocking your IP address.
#asks#cries from the void#sorry to drop this negativity on yall but i needed to set some boundaries#also gtfo stop using the word hyperfixation like this lmfaooo
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so. i may never recover actually.
#THE DELIVERY????????#IN THE RAIN?????????????????#HOLY FUCK.#ARE YOU KIDDDINGGGGGG#i know lots of people don't enjoy sebastian as laurance#but i'll always have a fondness for him and honestly like his voice for laurance quite a bit. okay a lot. i love his voice for laur#there are definitely issues with sebastian's laurance (from his delivery to his mic to his. sebastian)#(not touching that debacle right now lmao)#but *i* liked his voice for laurance!!!#and he did a really great job in void paradox!!! i'm really happy i watched it#anyway i say all this bc this line in particular was. FUCK. FUCK !!!!!!!!#this did things to me i rewatched this like 4-5 times#(and more now because i've made this clip)#cried.#aphmau#aphblr#zvahlne yaps#laurance zvahl#void paradox#anti venus propaganda#<- spoiler tag for venus and he made me make it say that
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BioWare: "So anyway, the Executors-"
Me:
#reading codex entries and seeing the word 'executor' pop up is giving me war flashbacks lmao#fuck off executors#cries into the void#>:(#magical Illuminati from across the sea whyyyyy#datv critical#dragon age the veilguard#datv spoilers#bioware critical#veilguard critical
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more like watashi yuri sengen amirite—
#still waiting on idol sengen s2 that will toooootalllyyyyyyy feature mona x a million deserved gfs tbhhhhh#side: raise your hand if you were sucked into the villainess rofan genre bc of asuna frusu bc *s a m e*—#thank you asuna-chan for showing us the way of the womens wrongs ily girlie pls gws#still wish we could’ve gotten the asumona ichigo au lait mv with villainess asuna tbhhhhhh (broken record) we were r o b b e d#i’ll go down with the asumona ship as a loyal crewmate (even though there’s misuzu ot3 and mitsumona)#there’s just!!!!!!!! something about villainess x heroine yuri that was doomed from the premise. y’know~~~~#esp since moge said that she had like 0 intention of asumona becoming on good terms with each other from the very beginning…#doomed yuri is love doomed yuri is life (cries into the void)
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Ok so is your current fixation on Primo and Young Copia a sign that you're trying to heal from some awful fucked up teenagerdom in which you were responsible for a very very young child sibling (almost at the level of being their parent) while trying to manage two other more actively volatile siblings in between that child one and managing a parent that was trying to be your friend and not a parent and during that you also were trying to be perceived as normal as possible by society but never actually truly being accepted as either normal or alt?
Me, crying: "No..."
Haha anyway read my fic I'm having a great time
#listens to spillways and cries in my car again#ao3 author#ghost scenes from the void#papa emeritus i#young copia
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i'm rereading the hunger games books so i finally had an excuse to buy and read the 2 prequels....suzanne the woman you are
#i have finished both over the last 2 days#and let me tell you boy do i have feelings#i had seen the songbirds and snakes movie and was more prepared for that one#there were obviously little differences but same gist#but sunrise on the reaping?????????????????? suzanne?????????#i cried myself to sleep last night bc i was crying about haymitch so much#i cried through the entirety of the last chapter..#and the raven???? what the fuck suzanne#what a wonderful awful book#i desperately wish there was a book in between them#bc i for one would love to see snow's transition from apprentice to the most evil person on the planet to the 2nd most evil person on the#planet after she is gone or whenever it is in the timeline that he gains the rest of the power he comes to have#bc was it really the lucy gray debacle the sent him so far off the deep end??#surely not#the evil was always there under the surface but the 40yr jump makes me wonder#i don't want another snow book though and i fear that's the only way to close that gap?#“enjoy your homecoming” UGH!#devastating truly#the hunger games#ballad of songbirds and snakes#sunrise on the reaping#just yelling into the void
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there was some display gallery showing off the various logos in hypmic and the ichikuu peeps on the tl were in shambles over both of them using halos in their mc name signatures lol
#vee queued to fill the void#i understand lol this is a pretty big deal like actually lol#one fan suggested an nb logo could have angel imagery since nb was under stairway to heaven#another in a very fast paced series of tweets cried about it being potential sign of ichiro and kuukou’s bond spanning from life#but even into their deaths and beyond when they reunite in heaven (and even pointed out the meaning of stairway to heaven)#and goddamn i sure love being jacked into the hypmic hive mind i can’t believe i was just musing about kuukou and death#and then directly got food for thought LOL but ichiro!!!!!!! i wasn’t expecting ichiro lol!!!!!!#but bb has been weirdly associated with christmas aka the birth of jesus#who gave his life for humanity and i am too in shambles no way does both ichiro and kuukou have self sacrifice themes NO WAY#god i remember when the hella awesome banquet mv dropped and bat fandom banded together to dissect the video#one person commented it’s strange to see kuukou in association with catholic/christian imagery#but posted a wiki article talking about the similarities between buddha and jesus and the ideologies in those religions#*crying* i even posted about it the black crown above kuukou’s head was both catholic and buddhist and meant to be beneficial for humanity#ichiro constantly being shaken to his core by sacrifices…….. him trying to show the nation the path of hope…………#this is so much lol i love getting food for thought from random observations and drops lol
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The sad thing with Ross is that he's lost so much and seen and done so many things that the only way he can keep going is to block out his emotions.
Like he's had several psychotic breaks and had been left in asylums from how bad his mental health is.
Even worse is that nobody really cares about him. Only Annie did and she's gone. Even Betty disowned him completely and considers him dead to her.
Ross sometimes wonders if it's worth staying alive and being a patriot is the only thing keeping him from doing something stupid. And now... his own country betrayed him.
#The only emotion you'll see from him is rage#He's cried maybe twice#Once when he realized Betty was Red She-Hulk#The second when Blackheart traumatized him with the Hell version of the Void#Hulked-out general! (Thaddeus 'Thunderbolt ' Ross/Red Hulk)
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so there’s a difference, actually. if you even care
#vex draws#doodles#vex oc#oc vex#oc aster#ahmost tag#uhh low qual things from me for now i know its not v interesting but ive been focusing on actually working recently#basically forced myself to make this last night after a whole day of not letting loose#been doodling myself enough to separate my persona from the character. and i wanted to rename her to aster anyway#aster = the tears of a god who cried bc there wasnt enough stars#aster (oc) = a body that sank so deep into the earth it came out through the void of space#given life by the stars to deliver wishes back to earth#wishing wells used to take written messages (bfore aster) and one particular family to took it a step to write grievances on a sacrifice#to be thrown down the Well!!! yaay#ok lore drop time for vex -> they got tiny dolls jingle janglin in they head
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Watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button tonight. The whole time i like "I won't cry to this!! Watch." Then they were like "hey old lady Cate Blanchett! This 13 year old version of Brad Pitt has dementia, but he remembers how to play a quaint little ditty on the piano" and I was bawling. I amaze myself
#'he gave me one look that i knew meant he remembered me. then he died' I CRIED A WHOLE OCEAN#the curious case of benjamin button#echoes from the void
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when you rewatch the entirety of the season, you watch chiaro and scuro slowly come into akira and satoru’s individual character quirks, like akira’s weird metaphors that he’s never personally experienced and satoru’s comparatively brighter personality
so it is a different kind of painful to watch akira and satoru die, see them practically reborn as chiaro and scuro only for them to lose their lives again 😭😭😭
#vee queued to fill the void#hypanispoilers#where’s their happy end rhyme anima………….. pls i need them to have a happy end……………#even if it reads ambiguous to the ones who are still alive there can still be a……… a happy ending for the four of them pls……….. pls………..#*cries* like who’s doing ride or die *literally* like akira and satoru bruh 😭😭😭#they out here with matching necklaces made from each other’s body parts were planning to build a future together#died together were recreated together and fell back into their dynamic in their second life#and are now literally one person and will probably die again as one wtf 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i am having the best worst time of my life rn rhyme anima lmao
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I should get a Rika keychain <- Guy who hasn't read past the first arc of Higurashi yet
#I have Every Sigle spoiler I could possibly have though and I am. Obsessed. with Saikoroshi#I also just looked at my keychain and thought she would look really cute with the pixel artstyle from the friend who made my current one#idk if I'd get anyone from umi in that style even if it would make more sense oh maybe zepar and furfur lol I like'em could be double sided#and also I was already thinking of commissioning her with Someone from ze Probably Akane but I haven't put any real thought into it#The specific thought of Rika keychain really just popped into my head I spent so long talking about her to my roomie tuesday#oh well that and every other hyperfixation of mine really I kid you not it was a full bingo I just did not shut up at all that day#we also talked about childhood stuff at some point and both cried because of the power of friendship but that's besides the point#all that while drinking pink lemonade soda on the kitchen counter lol#Void fala aí
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Wish there was a real bot-free sugar mommy dying to spoil me I'm tired of all these false offers trying to set me up 😭😭😭
#void rambles#butch#sugar mommy bots are the bane of my existence#the way I get so excited#practically qagging my tale like a damn dog#then bam#account is like a mknth old with 4 whole posts from the same day#cries
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Hey everyone bad news I am still giggly as fuck this morning. I think staying so long in the hospital broke me (silly)
#no but like i remembered archies 'heteronormativity?' line from riverdale and almost cried laughing so hard#sky screams into the void
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4 days post fob concert and am finally feeling post concert depression or whatever this is so bad for me
#someone take my card away from me before i either buy expensive rare merch and or plan a whole trip to see them a second time#bc i miss them :(( so much . this is sick i literally should not fly anywhere to go see them again even if i could AUGHHHHHH#also should not spend an insane amount of money on rare merch just to fill the void. screams and cries i hate having a special interest#sometimes this is sooooo . AUGHHHHHHHH#txt
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