#d.o.n.o.t.r.e.b.l.o.g

[spencerslay]

hi ♡ my se.lf sh.ip account is @discountwife i think thats how its gonna go. im normal i promise you can follow me

[whoreillaz]

🔞 Minors Do Not Interact 🔞

🐞 If your age is not in your bio, I will block you.

🐞 18+ Blog for my main @/vanityloves

🐞 Not comfortable sharing Main F/O's and a few others.

📌 !Read Carrd Here! 📌

[cherubsoda]

im still pressed over the fact my ex friend told me "that was so sudden" after coming out to them as nb like oh yes my 7+ year journey was certainly shortlived ❤

[art-culture-philosophy-and-media]

Me: Oh plz Lord Shiva, why don't you just keep pornbots out of my account???

(I got recently followed by many accounts that are pornbots so... blocking is my only option lol)

[sofonisbaanguissola]

success is the best revenge

my mother, as always, is doing The Most (even from six states away) but rather than take my middle school approach of crying and feeling powerless, i’m going to channel my Feelings into the following productive tasks:

curating my mommy issues playlist, because making a playlist is exactly what i do when i have Feelings

preparing for my job interview next week: memorizing every detail on the company’s website, preparing a portfolio of my own relevant work, writing down talking points for concise answers to Why I Deserve It, and planning The Outfit. (yes, i just googled “butch job interview outfits.”) 

exercising! i’m obsessed with this youtube fitness channel lately because i’ve been getting really bored of running but lacking the motivation to actually drive on campus to go to the gym.

working on my paper for class with my favorite surrogate mother figure; considering how difficult it’s been to research, could end up being my master’s or phd thesis topic since it’s rife for original research.

[miyushinoharaofficial]

there’s an anti sjw blog called transgemsagainstextremists

and that’s really funny since the crystal gems were literally revolutionary extremists who launched open war against their government who are probably immortalized in gem history as terrorists who were in the wrong to do anything they did

[discountwives]

heeey im opening up 2 ar.t tra.des (MUTUALS ONLY) and 1 or 2 commi.ssions!

for ar.t tra.des: im offering 1-2 person sketch, bust or half bodies; either colored or uncolored (which may come w/ a couple doodles on the side to compensate for my lack on lineart but we can discuss that!)

If you're interested pls send me an ask do not dm me or comment here! ill dm you to talk ab stuff in detail! here are my general rules/tos tho!

☆ ♡ ☆ ♡ ☆ ♡ ☆ ♡ ☆ ♡ ☆ ♡ ☆ ♡ ☆ ♡ ☆

however if youre interested in a commi ssion please feel free to dm me! here are my commi.ssion prices! ☆

ar.t tra.des:

taken (tex)

taken (lob)

taken (zee)

comm.issions:

taken (nikki)

examples of ar.t tra.des below the cut (ships include: ed.die nas.hton, cross.hair, mich.ael my.ers, re.x ; for any doubles out there!)

[vanityloves]

ve//nt under the cut

im getting so frustrated w/ myself bc idk what rly sparks joy anymore like i think? self shipping is something that interests me but im just so stuck bc i feel ashamed for it and i wanna talk ab things but i feel embarrassed and weird for liking these characters like ok why cant i just like sexy anime boys ajdjd

its definitely just. a lot of things piled ontop of each other bc one second i think im doing ok but then i overthink and just wanna throw up :/

ik its like this for a lot of ppl but i think the whole pandemic thing ruined my interaction w/ ppl like i feel so emotionally (and mentally) stunted i dont rly have friends anymore and i feel like they dont wanna be around me anyways + i fear reaching out bc i dont like rejection so i just shut down

[cherubsoda]

i have decided, its bc theyre like "not all men" and a bootlicker ♡

[discountwives]

idk what to call this but under the cut bc its petty

ahsjdj i have an Issue? w/ fo doubles so for my sake i block the user and blacklist their name so i dont see ANY of their content so unfortunately, if you tag me in sumn u also tag them in, chances of me viewing the post are slim just bc i do not even want to view their url / have it on my blog bc it reminds me lol ik its kind of dumb to feel that affected and uncomfortable but idk what else to say other than im sorry for the inconvenience and im hoping these feelings fade as my focus shifts

[discountwives]

v.e.n.t . d.onot.r.b

i cant help but feel a lil jealous of my friend like im very very happy for them but at the same time i just feel so :/ maybe 3 of my friends know im transmasc and will use my name n pronouns for me but i can't even,,, hear them say it? like we rarely talk anymore. and sometimes it makes me nervous like what if im faking it and i dont like it when i hear it? everyone calls me by my deadname and she/her pronouns and im usually not affected by it which is good ig? but at the same time i question why im not hurt and maybe im just faking things ughdh.

idk im just sad i cant hear ppl using my name and pronouns and i cant be honest or open up bc of it i dont think im in a safe environment to do so anyways. at the same time i dont rly have anyone? like im v much alone n feel like this will onky strain things even more

[vanityloves]

*opens up tf2 folder* haha! nice!

[vanityloves]

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uhsggb everyday i think ab deleting my blog or moving. also i get weirdly jealous when others get a lot of attention (whether it ne gifts/notes/etc) even though i cant really give much in return in terms of interacting since im just so low energy and tired/busy most of the time. i just need to let this stuff go but i always get that gross feeling the more im gone so idk man jsjdj im just ranting

[vanityloves]

this sparks joy // d.o n.o.t r.b.

[vanityloves]

ik a post has already been made ab heisenburg (re8) but hes named after a literal nazi scientist

[vanityloves]

SHUT THE FUCK UP . MURDOCCRAFT.