#dash:jesse

[zianyu]

@jessgibbs:

Oh, I mean… you buy the shirts just to cook in and potentially be ruined? That’s kind of a good idea then. I can get behind that. And, hey, I happen to know a lot of great ways to get stains out, so you could come to me, too.

Yeah! Sort of like a chef’s uniform, but unofficially and maybe with less aprons. That makes sense too! Would you teach me your laundry life hacks, or do you just want to be my laundry lady friend?

[singingfaeberry]

Jesse… I don’t know what to do with all that. Everything you said makes sense and that should be a good thing, shouldn’t it? But I read what you say about Quinn and Sam and about your feelings for Blaine and all I can think is how much I want this to work and how much it will hurt if it doesn’t. 

I get why you reacted the way you did when Blaine was taken. I’m remember how much it hurt when Quinn died at homecoming, how much it scared me to think we wouldn’t get her back… and that was before we were even really friends. What if we try this and it fails and I lose her again, after we’ve gotten even closer, after I know how she feels for me and how I feel for her. After Sam and I grow closer, maybe even fall for each other the way we have for Quinn? How much more will it hurt then? What right do I have to put her or Sam through that again? She literally melted the last time her heart was broken and Sam was crushed. If i really care for either of them, how can I risk hurting them like that?

St.Berry || Private

Okay, wow. Quinn must not be a very good yuki-onna because you are the farthest thing from chill.

While Sam is a wolf-shifter and his kind is predisposed to monogamy, that’s a gross simplification of the matter. It has to do with how they fall in love, and it’d almost similar to Blaine and phoenixes. Typically, when a wolf-shifter falls in love, he or she become focused on that one person, almost like a bond. Often, the focus is so strong that it would seem they are incapable of falling for someone else while still in love with that first person, or even having the capacity to think about having sex with another. But this is just a common trend, and the same could be said for many species. However, this doesn’t mean that it is impossible for a wolf-shifter to let a second love into his or her heart. In fact, the notion of lupine monogamy can easily be disproven by the concubines and affairs that Wolf Kings have had over the centuries. I wouldn’t be surprised if Sam’s father hasn’t always been faithful. But this is Sam we’re talking about. You’ve met the guy. He’s a giant, plushy puppy, a complete lug. His heart is almost as big as Blaine’s. If any wolf-shifter could fall for two people, it’d be Samson Evans.

I cannot speak for the exact depth of Quinn’s feelings for you, but I know how deeply she loves Sam and I know how her mind and her heart work. She cares deeply for you. Extremely so. She wouldn’t risk even a .00000001% chance of losing Sam if she didn’t.

Tall, blonde, and sardonic are not the main qualities Sam loves about Quinn. They are superfluous details that simply add a unique colour to their relationship. He loves her because she’s strong and she’s passionate. She’s an indomitable force of sheer willpower. But she also has a secret vulnerability that brings her down to a mortal level. And that sounds a lot like another girl I know.

It’s not really easy to explain how I knew I was in love with Blaine. It wasn’t just like one thing he did or one morning I woke up that made it just click in realization. It was everything. It was all the little things he did, all the tiny things I felt, every minuscule moment that led to the fast yet still progressive realization that I wanted to give everything I had to him, that I would do anything for him. He was in my thoughts every minute, his mere presence was affecting incredibly important decisions in my life, just his smile could cheer me up despite almost anything I was feeling, my heart skipped beats, my lungs filled with a thousand butterflies, I hung on his every word. It just… I just knew.  And when Killian came along, it hurt. I’m not going to deny it did. But I think it mostly hurt because I felt like Blaine was keeping it from me. I felt like he felt that I couldn’t handle that information. But when I eventually got over that initial hurt and realized that Blaine truly didn’t know how he felt until I saw them kiss, I was okay with it. Like I said, I would do anything for Blaine, even share him with someone else. And maybe I had the benefit of already having realized the notion that one person can fall for someone else and not love their first person any less was possible, but I just had hope and faith. By that point, Blaine and I had already been through so much, I just felt like we could do anything. I still feel that, even more now.

I didn’t ever really expect to fall for Killian. Like I’ve told you, I kind of get tunnel-vision when I’m in a relationship, so the possibility that i could legitimately be with other people wasn’t even really a subconscious thought. But when Blaine pursued him and brought him into our lives, it opened my eyes a bit. I could see him and he was charming and beautiful and he loved the man I loved. He cared about me, he supported me, I came to depend on him as a friend. It was slower and more difficult than it was with Blaine because I couldn’t focus solely on Killian, but it still happened. I fell for him too. And it worked. It really did. The three of us were wonderful together. But even a monogamous relationship would’ve had a lot of difficulty surviving losses like Killian suffered. It was an impossible situation and he was forced to choose between two evils. I wish he had chosen us, but he didn’t. I don���t hold that against him anymore, even though he’s gone, and I don’t regret taking the opportunity to let him into my life and my relationship with Blaine. Not a single bit.

[vocalbarbie]

TEXT || ST WILDE.

KITTY: Heya Jesse, how have things been?

KITTY: And yes that is code for 'any update on the Berry situation'?

[breecheers]

jessestarjames replied to your photo:↳ INSTAGRAM: @BREEROX UPLOADED A NEW PHOTO: I’m...

You should show me some of those moves next time im over.

Like you haven't seen them before. I've seen you perv on practices.

[the-bubbly-redhead]

jesse--thefavorite started following you.

Hello Jesse! I think it's been a good while since I last saw you.

[singingfaeberry]

delphikurt:

jessestfae:

Words cannot express…

I can’t never get over the chemistry between you two.

Jesse: Hush you. I can't believe you'd post those.

Kurt: What can I say, I'm a brilliant actress because we all know I can't stand him one bit.

[raven-berry]

slytherinjsjames replied to your post:2 16 22 37 48

I’m sorry… free-form jazz is a ‘harder’ musical style now? Goodness.

It's certainly hard for me to listen to it without wanting to pull my ears off my head so, yes, I'd say it counts. Why, are you a fan?

[vocalbarbie]

TEXT || ST WILDE.

KITTY: So Captain here is the deal. I will not be going along with this ridiculous 'buddy-bull-shit-system' that Berry had concocted in one of her 'love all' drug hazed states kay? I will not be spending five hours a day with Marley Rose, unless she suddenly has a personality transplant, and actually becomes the tiniest bit likeable, which I highly doubt would ever happen.

KITTY: So yes, I just thought I'd let you know, that there is no chance I'm participating in this farce.

[singingfaeberry]

You weren't supposed to read that. Though, I suppose, if it was enough to convince you I could be a credible threat, it should be enough to scare off at least a few anons. And the ones stupid enough not to heed my warning will see just how genuine it was.

Shush you. And thank you.  It was rather... exhilarating. And I'm not sure how to feel about that.

I think someone’s ready to play a villain role.

Ingenue no more.

[singingfaeberry]

**Picture Post**

He's something, alright.

Mine. Well, half mine. But still, what a half

You are impossible!