#egoposting

[rouge-the-bat]

you just hate me for my fat tits and ass and my correct opinions on everything

[eigosai]

Go on that messy yap sesh about oc x oc yaoi!!!!

oh my god I'm so glad you asked. guess what time it js. unnamed oc yaoi

tldr : and they were roommates?!?!? rant below cut

okay so. picture this. you're a weird lab experiment created back in the era of heliobus prosperity ( specifically, some time before the lone voyage era ). you're immortal due to some weird scientific fuckery (heliobi cannot die, but can be subdued. your human body prevents you from being sucked into a GhostBusting9000 Vacuum. these two simple factors + some irrelevant thingamabobs make you unable to die or anything). this annoys you significantly, so you start travelling the cosmos. end up in places. start finding joy in life via travel. but you've also kind of seen A Lot Of Shit but that's fine everything is fine.

you've met met many people through your eternity-long voyage, and settled down in many places. you've lost a lot of these people, along with most of the homes you've had throughout the years - an inconvenience, sure, but after a while, you grow used to it!

eventually, you find yourself on the technological shitdump of punklorde. an immortality of near-aimless floating takes you to odd places, huh. you're fascinated by this planet. absolutely enraptured! you've always been a fan of technology, despite how your mere presence usually tinkered with its efficiency a little. so you know, you settle down, getting into some dingy apartment with a roommate (as, unfortunately, being unable to die does not exempt you from the agony of living costs). your roommate is someone approximately your (mental + physical) age, so you know, you two hit it off, trying to find out more about each other - since, you know, you're living under the same roof. super cheery guy. like. really cheery.

through some conversation, you find out he's a mechanic and, as many people on punklorde are, a gamer. nothing wrong with any of that. so uou know. you both get to know each other. despite your polar opposites demeanors, you get along super well. sure, you have your disagreements and complaints, but doesn't everyone? if anything, your disagreements are just pointless bickering. all in all, you both enjoy each others presence, often going out together, even if just to buy groceries.

the more you learn about your roommate, the more intrigued you grow. you learn that, despite his extremely Normal appearance, he's actually like this weird fucky species thing made entirely of code. information he himself gave you after hearing about the bizzare background of your creation. he adds on the fact that he can only 'dissolve' if he so desires to - otherwise, alike everything 'on the net', he's kind of there forever.

you spend the next long while in silent contemplation. you can't remember the last time you've gotten so close to another person. knowing that he won't just dip on you brings you a weird comfort, too... all-in-all, you feel kind of peculiar. despite your ridiculously long, several millenia long lifespan, you've never been good at deciphering your emotions. Never really had the opportunity to learn emotional intelligence, with all of the 'i've never gotten too close to anyone because the passage of time never allowed me to' baloney going on. it's been so long since you've felt something new - so, naturally, you're kind of exhilerated. you like new things.

funnily, you shot your first shot after a game of uno. you won the game, your companion being left with an overwhelming 15 cards (you were hoarding +s and wilds). he jumps off his seat, exclaims a profanity, you make a mildly suggestive joke, are met with a 'what did you just say?' , and you respond by asking for another game. everything goes downhill from here.

that seemingly insignificant joke marked a major point in the relationships development - following it, you both subconsciously started to get more comfortable and brash with your jabs at each other. start being more open about gestures of either kindness of annoyance. et cetera. funny how much two words can change, right?

eventually, after a lot of beating around the bush, your roommate asks you a question over a bottle of shitty liquor. a simple, jokey, "what are we?" a perfectly valid question to ask while your roomie has his head rested on your shoulder. you think about your answer for a minute, before letting out a lighthearted "whatever you want us to be, i guess?"

and the rest is history................ you two now travel the cosmos together, often visiting both punklorde and the xianzhou yaoqing as those are the places you two see as home. surprisingly rlly fluff heavy this is probably the healthiest relationship i'll ever write

[anheliotrope]

this is how i felt showing the unity3d official the exact patch note where they said they added webgl audio compression, along with the documentation that changed to reflect it, along with logs from a unity3d official 4 years ago telling me that the exact problem i'm facing again today would be fixed in unity 2020 (it is now the year of our lord 2025), then handing them the most minimal repro project possible.

[chiarrara]

my dad has been picking all the twix out of the leftover candy bowl which is super fucked up and wrong! unlike me, who picks out all the twix AND snickers and is totally justified because i like them better and he doesn't (probably)

[numbersareimaginary]

I am unstoppable. I live rent free in the minds of my haters and lovers alike. I'm like that guy who dug tunnels under Hackney. Mole woman but in you brain matter. Get fucked.

[thescrapyard]

look at me. you see this ethereal beauty in front of you? this body is proof of my inherent virtue. every curve and surface a masterpiece, undeniable proof that i am worthy to be worshipped. so worship, mortal.

- I

[magicalmelancholy-blog1]

I wish I started headcanonning myself with NPD sooner. Then I could've submitted Fumikado and Iyozane to that one tournament blog and watched them lose in Round 1 (but it would've been okay because it would've given me a good excuse to write an essay justifying why I headcanon these two with NPD).

[internalanalysis]

i think lately i’ve kind of lost sight of who i am and what i’m capable of. i’ve given a ted talk. i’m a published essayist. i’m a flying ace at crosswords. i have an incredible memory. i show up for people. i’m strong and kind and funny and sometimes i forget that i really do still have that dog in me

[twipsai]

every piece of art you make is perfect

omg stopppp giggles. haha keep going actually

[rouge-the-bat]

unlike some of yall, when i hear something is "edgy" and "weird" and "cringe" i think its rad as hell. because im better than you. and have excellent taste in everything

[eigosai]

finally got my shit together and made a proper layout for this acc i can finally rest easy

rate it. do we like it chat

[anheliotrope]

Me trying to explain what I'm working on: Yeah, sure! I am just learning how to use cmake files to get Piper to compile to WASM using the emscripten toolchain so we can get it to run on WebGL in an effort to get high quality on-device voice synthesis. The issue is that Piper's cmake files were only configured to use MSVC and gcc, but emscripten only uses Clang. So now I have to rewrite the cmake files to use ClangCL which is Clang with MSVC-like CLI. I could also try to use Clang directly, but I'm worried this would require using a non-MSVC generator for cmake and result in more work. It also seems like every generator and compiler can end up passing parameters slightly differently, which can lead to the build failing. MSVC needs to have utf-8 mode enabled in a different way, or else the compiler will detect multi-byte characters as separate characters. Piper takes care of this for MSVC, but when you use Clang with MSVC-like CLI, you need to do it in yet another way. I've been dealing with half a dozen issues like this. Different C++ compilers also seem to have varying levels of permissiveness about enforcing the One Definition Rule. No compiler is mandated by any standard to do anything regarding the violation, it leads to undefined behaviour, which leads to Piper failing under ClangCL even when everything else is set correctly -- from ClangCL's perspective the code in the translation unit is simply incorrect.

C++ build systems are cursed.

[chiarrara]

I think the entire world is crazy, and I'm the only one who's right

[xiaovein]

there was a cockroach in my kitchen and i had flashbacks to the time a cockroach somehow ended up in my bathroom and i sprayed it with a bidet to flip it over and render it immobile. i might be a genius.

[proshippers-against-censorship]

i am sleep deprived, i am off my meds, i just posted a lengthy, anon hate egopost (no death threats or suicidebait dw) to some anti like half and hour ago

let me tell you how much i fucking HATE antis. they wanna control your fucking thoughts. they will harass you for not conforming to their fucking ideals. they're all pure evil, and can legally be classified as a terror cell.

if these people didn't try to posture about how "progressive" they are, they'd be with the other republicans trying to make the queer community into outlaws. they may as well be republicans. they're a fucking censorship mob and they want to get in your head.

i regularly go on insane bpd rants to my friends about these fucks. that's how much i fucking hate these fucking low-IQ pieces of shit.

fuck, i'm a goddamn incest shipper for DANGANRONPA (the series about fucked up shit happening to problematic teenagers) but i couldn't say that in a fandom circle bc people would get fucking pissed if i said junko and mukuro were gay (or korekiyo and his sister).

why do they like games like the coffin of andy and leyley again????? why???? it's the toxic codependent siblings game you fucks! it's made by a proshipper! IT HAS AN INCEST ENDING YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!!!!!!

"OH UR FETISHISING ABUSE BLAH BLAH" IT'S FUCKING FICTION!!!!!! WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING IDIOTS TALK ABOUT WAYS TO PREVENT ACTUAL SA INSTEAD OF THIS BULLSHIT!? I'M TIRED OF IT!

appabend was right tbh. fanpol sucks. twitter sucks. fuck these people and fuck thoughtcrime and fuck the fucking harassment mob.

(sorry for my insane, sleep-deprived ranting. this is the same anon who posted that rhetorical question about turner diaries. you're cool and your takes are based.)

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[blue-thief]

egoposting (mostly pointing out interesting stuff from the egoist bible because no one ever talks about this guy on his own 😭)

his favourite music is "the sound of babbling river and insects at night" and he likes bell crickets because "their chirping sound is pretty."

he used to be on a strict diet as an athlete. he dislikes protein (which is a huge staple in an athlete's diet) and likes instant ramen + instant yakisoba noodles, noting that "they make you fat". this, paired with the fact that he is extremely thin really makes you think about what the fuck that diet entailed

the characters for "ego" (絵心) mean "picture" and "soul", or something like "an artistic mind with great fortune"/"extreme prosperity with a desire to paint" when put together, but art was his worst subject ("i don't feel like producing a piece of art.") 😭

the wiki says his type is "someone who does everything" but the wording of this is so vague. i wish i knew what he said exactly because. what does that mean. someone who does everything FOR him, someone who's multitalented, or...?

his hobby is watching soccer/football, especially the european league (‼️‼️) (I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE 🫵🫵🫵)

he says "it's been a while since i've cried", but the wording on this is fascinating. other characters have said, "i don't remember, it's been a while"/don't even have the last time they cried listed, but this could indicate he distinctly remembers the last time he cried....... idk i might be reading too much into this but............

the thing that makes him sad is "soccer being taken away from him", but soccer isn't something he can pursue on his own anymore. ego has also stated that, if he fails, he'll be banned from football forever.

some interesting parallels he has with some characters:

ego saying his weakness AND his strength is not caring for anything other than football/sae says his weakness is not knowing anything beyond football

ego and kaiser both have an interest in psychology