#emotional array...

[ghomanimation]

queue but if my true heart longs for an item enough it gets to go further in front but never in the first spot also if one of them is my least favorite child I'm allowed to destroy them

how do you decide which project or thing to do next?

queue - continue the thing you started earliest

stack - continue the thing you started most recently

tape - other system

[azadrithaanatheme]

I return with some fun, low-effort Murder Drones doodles because that's the only thing I have the time and energy for right now (turns out moving to another state to escape day job hell and also the transphobia is A Very Involved Process).

Speaking of moving and other life changes, I have a Patreon and Ko-fi now, for those of you who like what I do and want me to be able to do more of it faster.

My apologies to anyone who's actually fluent in Russian, because I am very much not and I sincerely hope google translate didn't screw me over.

Close-ups under the cut (click for best viewing):

[asterarray]

TBH / Autism creature emojis!

sip+variants

kneehug+cry

i have a new server, for tbh, that will be added to my pinned!

[pennycoalguyreal]

on ice Killerwatt. have I told you guys how much i have suddenly started to miss my son. no? well it's Bad. thank you to my Krupp and also Purse for dealing with me sniffling over him,, I appreciate you twin

[hbmusings]

Me? Having a physical form? That’s ridiculous. I am simply a vague concept floating through the ether.

[the-worms-in-your-bones]

I like to think Narvin is the type of guy who blushes/gets flushed really easily and really obliviously, which can lead to many things but I’m specifically thinking about romana getting bored and seeing how quickly she can get him to turn bright red in the middle of a high council meeting

[thatswhatsushesaid]

like wow

[thatsbelievable]

[discordiansamba]

Does yukio also train to be an exorcist in the vampire au

Yep! He can still see demons from birth, so Shiro still eventually asks him if he wants to train as an exorcist. He doesn't specifically tell him anything about Rin in the moment, but during his studies, Yukio definitely pieces together what his brother is...

[prince-liest]

i’m sitting here, hand to my mouth, other hand clutching at my chest, in a wild array of emotions. oh my fucking god. seeing vox and alastor go from that ill fated little one night stand to giggling together after the show finale and saying they LOVE each other. oh my dear god. and holy FUCK alastor is smart but he’s so dumb sometimes. vox asked if he loved him and al was like hmmmm idk man i feel abt you how i feel abt mimzy but just more passionately. and after being asked how exactly he feels abt mimzy he IMMEDIATELYYYYYYYYY exclaimed that he loved her like. HAUAHDHEHWJENFB. if i were vox i would outwardly cackle too. YIU JUST SAID YOU INTENSELY LOVE VOX YOU EMOTIONALLY CRIPPLED CANNIBAL!!!!!!! FUCK THIS IS THE BEST FIC EVER. it makes me so happy i don’t know what do to with myself. @ alastor: GET LOVED IDIOT! @ vox: GET RECIPROCAL LOVE IDIOT!!!!!! (friendship wise). idk if it’s bc i’m not as allo as i thought but like , platonic love is just as serious and powerful as romantic love ???? i would burn the world down for my friends and care abt them so deeply sometimes it scares me. who tf cares what type of love it is. LOVE IS LOVEEEEEEEE. and i’m probably gonna be eating my words but ive gotten to the point where i genuinely think these two can be Happy together and i believe it. FUCK

RELATIONSHIP ANARCHYYYYYYYYyyyy ahaha this was such a delightful ask to receive. I'm so glad you're enjoying reading Alastor's unreliable narration as much as I'm enjoying writing it. Thank you so fucking much! <3

[diazheartsbuckley]

Inspiration Saturday ✨

Y’all I just landed myself a new job and I’m so excited yet so nervous about it. And I wrote a scene for the second chance fic, so today is a good day 🥳

Find the idea here 💘

(Snippet and tags below cut)

With a deep sigh, Eddie gets up and joins the rest of the 136, still not sure how to act around them. Because it lingers in his mind that this is just temporary, this is just until he and Buck can work things out. Being separated from the love of his life, from his team, from his family, it’s all just temporary. It has to be.

The routine of polishing the engine is engrained in him, circular motions hypnotizing him as the white numbers plastered on the side reminds him that he isn’t where he belongs.

A civilian walks into the station, dressed in black jeans and a grey hoodie, clearly searching for someone or something. His movements are slow yet determined as he walks up to the nearest firefighter who points him in Eddie’s direction, frowning at the man.

“Edmundo Diaz?” The dark haired stranger questions as he steps close to Eddie, a little too close for comfort and Eddie immediately leans away, military instincts kicking in because he doesn’t know the man or his intentions. It could be a reporter but he also doesn’t trust those in any way, shape or form.

“You found him” Eddie barely even turns his head to look at the stranger, eyes focused on a stubborn piece of dirt stuck on the engine. When the man doesn’t say anything after that, Eddie drops his hands to his sides, a bit defeated and turns to look at the man whose eyes feel like they’re digging into Eddie’s skin.

“You’ve been served” are the only words out of the strangers mouth as he hands Eddie a stack of papers, turning on his heel before Eddie has a chance to respond, almost forced to drop the cloth in his hand.

“I-… What?” Eddie frowns at the papers and the people around him let express their sympathy by letting out an almost collective grumble.

Eddie looks at the first page and his eyes are immediately drawn to the bold and capitalized letters that appear at the top of the paper:

DIVORCE AGREEMENT

His hands begin to tremble as he scans he page again and again, hoping that the contents might magically disappear or change. Disbelief starts to give way for a wave of raw emotion - anger, hurt and betrayal welling up inside of his chest. The realization that Buck has initiated divorce proceedings without even talking to him about it, hit him like a psychical blow and shatters the last bit of hope that he’d been clinging onto.

Soon, his chest starts to tighten with a mixture of rage and despair as he struggles to comprehend the implications of this moment. Tears threaten to fall as he stares at the papers, blurring the lines where his and Buck’s names are clearly written. He wants to crumble every single page, he wants to act like he has never seen them before but the heaviness filling his mind makes it impossible, locking him in place for a moment.

Eddie creates some distance between himself and the crew but Lena follows closely on his heels, not willing to let him out of her sight. He can’t stop her from reading over his shoulder, his arms feeling like they were made of a ton of bricks as he carefully holds the fragile papers in his hands.

“Shit, man. I’m sorry. I didn’t know you were getting divorced” Lena frowns, patting Eddie’s shoulder and gives it a firm squeeze, feeling his body trembling as she does. The rustling of papers in his hand fade in with the busy sounds of the firehouse, allowing him to hide what he’s feeling. Expect he doesn’t do a very good job because Lena continues talking.

“And neither did you, it seems” She says but her voice is far away, Eddie’s ears ringing at the heavy thumping of his heart against his ribs.

A whirlwind of thoughts and emotions sweep through Eddie, leaving him soaked in disbelief and disappointment. He clenches his jaw, his knuckles turning white as he tries to contain the storm brewing inside of him.

But beneath the anger and the hurt, a seed of doubt takes root. An abundance of unanswered questions and unresolved feelings start to emerge from the corners of his mind, refusing to be ignored.

A few deep breaths later, Eddie realize that Lena is still talking to him or at least he thinks so because her lips are moving and she’s making what looks like big angry gestures. “No, I didn’t know that we were getting divorced. I didn’t know that we had given up on fighting” Eddie mumbles, mostly to himself, wanting to curse at the world but refraining from doing so because he already feels out of place.

Tagged by @disasterbuckdiaz and @spotsandsocks mwah 💋

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[headaching]

call me britney bitch because oops i did it again

[pseudosaprophyte]

who else up missing the dsmp

[asterarray]

fox tailwag emotes

red fox

marble fox

silver fox

fennec fox

[arraytidbits]

Idk if this trend is relevant on Tumblr but I did it nonetheless :)

[qrevo]

howling at the moon should be more socially acceptable ithink