#endos are invalid

[bloodonvalentine]

i wish i wasn't a system. i wish i could be normal. live a normal life. remember things i need to remember and forget the things i should forget. i wish i wasn't a system.

[bloodonvalentine]

hey @sophieinwonderland you should totally read this and learn what an awful excuse for a human you are

actually, since i already commented on your post about tulpas and how they pissed me off; im gonna do it again. in detail.

note: i am a former buddhist, i live in a buddhist country. (95% of thais are buddhists) and pretty much been surrounded by it. im asian. saying it before people jump at me because im terrified as shit

as i mentioned, tulpas are stolen and bastardized completely from a tribe of tibetan buddhists, and the practice itself isn't even a system thing. while thai buddhism and tibetan buddhism are different in their own way, i am very fucking pissed off that they just saw the concept of a thoughtform spirit that helps you meditate, overcome your fear and guide you to nirvana (because that's the main purpose of buddhism) and turn them into "oh! we make alters because we can due to our meditation and we're spiritual so that totally excuses using a generally closed practice! we're not harming anyone!" total bullshit.

i don't want (and sorry if i'm a bit mean) those bigoted fucks stealing basically my culture since im attached to buddhism in general, i grew up with it. and "tulpa systems" slapping it on themselves for the sake of being "unique". i have seen countless comments and posts about how its always the white/non asian people that say "no its not a closed practice, its not cultural appropriation :) actually you should be glad we're appreciating your culture in the first place" fuck off! appreciating culture is fine, but you bastardize it so much and dumb it down to just "making alters/imaginary friends" are you just hearing yourself? are you stupid? are you braindead? god, im getting so angry again.

i have also seen "tulpamancers" insulting actual asians like me who speak against tulpas, saying that we're just "asian token of a character" or that we're "closed minded" and should accept these assholes who dont know what theyre doing into my culture and blatantly disrespecting it, spitting on it and just taking one practice that fits their narrative. wow, talk about being appreciative while half of your community does shit like this to actual buddhists, huh? real nice of you. way to go, you cultural appropriating fucks. /vneg

i cannot count how many times asian culture is so whitewashed on the internet, people that just take our tradition and do whatever the hell they want with it, including making a system out of thoughtforms, which is not possible whatsoever. and for what? FOR WHAT? for your own sick entertainment and enjoyment of having a imaginary friend in your head? try dissociating so hard you cry yourself to sleep you absolute pillock. this is a very angry submission, but it just frustrates me so much. all of the insulting "yous" are directed towards "tulpamancers" that they proudly call themselves. by the way. sorry if it sounded like it was directed at you, im just so angry at the moment.

one last thing. Stop. Using. The Term. Tulpa. For your system. Please!!!!. tulpa systems are not a thing and will never be. End of story. Nothing will change that. Endos fuck off. im sick of your shit. thanks for reading my angry rant.

-azriel for the majority of this, rox/virus proofreading some of the parts, thanks for letting us vent ^^

i dont have much to add, please read this ^^

[squidfreak]

Fun fact: Do not argue with or try to educate people who use the valid / invalid stuff they WILL NOT listen

[pluralhottakes]

sometimes pro endos and anti endos should just. chill. interact. don't limit yourself to only interacting with people with morals that are 100% the same as yours. everyone's all "no one is perfect" until the imperfection is that they don't agree with you on something. like no actually flaws aren't just skills people aren't good at, they're also moral things

tl;dr just chatting with people who disagree with you is ok and not everything is about syscourse

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endos deserve respect.

[olderbrotherblake]

I saw your post can I asg what anti-endos are?😖

Anti-endos are people who are against endogenic systems, and are often sysmedicalists. Basically people who think you have to fit a very certain diagnostic criteria at a certain age to be a system (DID /OSDD - style system). I've been a system since I was a young child, had fun character introjects, and at one point like 50 headmates.

I'm diagnosed as a system, have been for 6 years, and I find that any sort of medical exclusionists have only led me away from seeking help or diagnosis, and I am very against fakeclaiming and medical invalidation (as someone who still gets told he's fine with chronic pain, being told you arent something hurts).

As a diagnosed traumagenic system, I don't care if someone doesn't tie their system to their trauma. Or cant identify traumas in their life. I dont like the concept of everyone having to suffer enough for someone to believe them, that mentality led me to a lot of further harm in my life. You can't just look into someone's brain and go "ha! Gotcha, you're only one person" so why not just believe someone who isn't hurting you? Endos do not make a bad name for systems, movies like "Split" do. A kid with all of MHA in their head is still valid.

So yeah, fakeclaiming mental illnesses and telling mentally ill people of any age that they arent telling the truth or they're pretending really irks me as a child raised on "I dont believe you, thats not real, you cant be more than one person, you're too young to be sick/hurt" mentalities. Anti-endos sound like my religious grandma to me.

[our-happy-end1ng]

Personally, we believe that if you think you're plural, trauma or no trauma, you are. No what ifs about it. If you consider yourself plural, then great!!! :D

[psychotic-system-culture-is]

Psychotic System Culture is...

Seeing a post about negative symptoms of psychosis and having a few too many things make more sense

((Also, fuck our psychiatrist for saying we weren't experiencing "actual" psychosis. We have positive and negative symptoms, increasingly frequent and worsening episodes, and it's not us mistaking anxiety/ptsd/cdd symptoms. Like, sorry we can double book-keep, didn't realize there was only one way to have psychosis /sarcasm.))

[bloodonvalentine]

real punks aren't ableist fakers

[hatchetboycore]

honestly, by being anti endo you are actively saying that you believe they exist. if they didn’t exist, you wouldn’t have to say that. you wouldn’t have to have an opinion on if they exist or not, and because you do, you’re admitting that you think they’re real.

[mewos-laptop]

Tumblr/that one friend I made on Roblox who turned out to be a massive piece of shit introduced me to the concept of syscourse and since then you people have done nothing but give me headaches /hj, nbh

Like christ, literally who gives a shit if sum1 isn't disordered it's literally not my problem. They're not causing anyone harm, so I don't see the problem. Leave that little guy alone I literally don't give a shit 💀💀💀

Some of y'all need to find a fucking hobby bc I cannot imagine caring this much abt some guy just going "yeah I've got The Guys in my brain too, but they're there for a different reason"

Like we are literally all just people with The Guys, I think everyone needs to calm the fuck down

[lethroe]

Due to recent posts on r/sc I want to make a very open statement

Tw: SA, CSA, invalidation of trauma, and in system SA

In system sexual assault happens and is typically the product of repressed trauma and replaying the trauma for some reason or another. Outside of this, I'm not an expert but theres no way its fucking real. Its happened to us in two ways. The first way was through the body, partial possession of the arm and the other was inner. I could physically feel it in my body. Maybe its some type of pathological tactile hallucination but that doesn't matter because

In the end, it still causes trauma. If it walks like a duck, smells like a duck, acts like a duck then its probably a fucking duck.

Now before someone says that im making fun of real sexual abuse victims, Id like to offer for you to shut the fuck up. I was sexually abused by a partner for 4 years and then I was violently assaulted by a stranger at 11 years old. I know what sexual trauma is and is like. I know what it feels like to have my autonomy stolen. I felt the exact same when I was sexually abused by an alter. Its possible and its real and its fucking valid.

I cant fucking stand this shit. You wanna know why? Because imagine carrying the assaulter with you everywhere you go. You dont get to rest, breath, exist without knowing it could happen again but now its actually realistic. It can happen anywhere and everywhere you go. You wanna argue its self harm? Is self harm involuntary? Is self harm something you fear like a predator stalking you? Just because you dont fucking get it, doesn't mean that its making fun of sexual abuse. Hey, let me ask this. If i have a dream of someone violently sexually assaulting me and now have the same level of trauma that a sexual abuse victims has, what's the fucking difference?

Mf piss me off. Its just ableism. Its just "your trauma isnt as bad as mine" and "your trauma isn't real". Which one is doing the trauma Olympics again? Because it sure isnt the people who just want to be taken seriously.

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Why half

[olderbrotherblake]

Also I still see a lot of anti-endos interacting with me. I wont be blocking any of you, cuz I don't see a point personally. But if I am in your DNI please be wary of that. I don't interact with anti-endos, so you shouldn't interact with pro-endos.

[sirenium]

Bro imagine making a blog centered around making a blocklist of endo systems 💀

Apparently we're on it btw. I only know this because I fucked something up and accidentally posted something on this blog, so I looked up my username on the other one and got jumpscared by a list that ended up being longer than the bible like get a life holy fuck

Anyway

ID: white banner with black comic sans text that reads 'This system has ended up on an 'endo systems blocklist' post' and in smaller text in the same font: '(Which ultimately means they pissed off an exclusionist lmfao)'. To the left, a jpeg of a somewhat 3d rendered gold star is featured, and to the top right corner a tiny TBH autism creature jpeg with confetti is seen. End ID

Feel free to use this crusty ass, jpeg infested, comic sans banner I made in like five minutes if you, too, have pissed off a sysmed by existing

[favoriteofxana]

Usually I don't mind seeing endo posts but endos making fun of people with DID because they may see their illness as an illness and not a fun game is insane. So endos want all the good stuff and to top it off they want to make fun of the people who they were inspired by