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once again my petty aro ass so grateful gen exists as a tag for fics but also boy I wish people wrote more genfic coz I'm starving
#the sheepy speaks#the sheepy is aro#the sheepy is petty#ill beat this dead horse to dirt#but god above cant find shit that aint ship in some fandoms#and i dont have enough time in my day to write what i wanna read all the time#the auDHD really says ''you cannot stick with one idea for more than five seconds''#and also ''fuck you''#anyway please write more genfic for me specifically#im a selfish bitch and want to not have a cool angst fic be ship-centric#esp when its a collection of#and i quote#''angst oneshots''#instead of ''[ship name] angst oneshots''#maybe im too used to yon olden days#when there were no tags#or maybe im getting the wattpad authors rolling in#or maybe im being too picky#idk#im just feeling it rn#no fandom or ship names said here but theres a difference between the ship existing and the ship being the focus#and boy howdy id prefer the former
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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus leshnerr#snap scans#i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person#i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice#all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection#BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING#as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store#and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves#this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake#which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ#this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM#also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment#idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him#i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT#the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads#anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM#bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla
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honestly it's so great getting back in to reading again bc so many of my friends have been readers for a hot minute while until this year it was exciting if I read three books. but now they've done so much of the work of sifting thru and finding the good good books and I have such a long list of cool books to slowly dive into
#my to read list js so long#my storygraph is only a portion i also have a tiktok collection where i save all the book rec posts i see on there#but also ive read so much good books too like. i like reading bad books too bc thats fun#but also so many kf the books ife read have been like 5 stars#some favs include reading all of the between earth and sky trilogy (LOVE)#i read parable of the sower (currently reading talents) i REALLY liked tender is the flesh (unsurprising im a cannibalism guy)#also curently reading jurassic park (my ebook) and chain gang all stars (SO GOOD)#anyway reading is exciting and fun and esp reading when its not just a series i get super hyperfocused on and then stop reading again
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this is vent art 4 trying to talk abt nonmedia interests w ppl
#ITS NOT!! but i think its funny i started making this as a joke and went OH NO I DO DO THAT!!#which isnt to say like. me being insane abt That Woz That I Hate is an act its not i wish it wasjKAJLKJSAK and its not me going ohhhh#isnt it soooo stupid how i care abt this thing when i COULD!! be caring abt SCIENCE!! bc thats not how i feel thats rlly disparaging to ppl#who like. do care (who would take this unserious thing seriously MY FRIENDS SO SHUT THE FUCK UP!!) and also like. again i am just insane#n do like talking about that stuff genuinely!! i love caring abt stupid shit!! its just weird ig im not even upset abt it ASJDKLSJALKJA#BUT PSYCH IS SO INTERESTING ITS JUST SO SENSITIVE TO TALK ABT esp when my main interest is in the ways it IS dogshit and i Havent done as-#much research as I Could or Want To regarding it . what was the point of this anyway#this is a roundabout way of saying the butch/twink polls were combining my spins i was collecting data (JOKE)
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at the stage of the new interest process where i'm soooo mad that i'm so late and i'm soooososo mad i don't know everything
#i am collecting information about the world.#THIS HAPPENED W TF WHICH FELT WORSE FOR ME because there reslly is too much#at least kr is like#the seasons and its chars aren't all that connected with other ones#But still. esp w blade. i should know all there is to know already. so that i can have my full thoughts#txt#lil keeps saying to share because right when i finished the novel i immediately said so much shit on discord and he was like Can you-#use tumblr more and share these . that's so scary#what is tumblr etiquette nowadays i was here in middle school in the 2010s no one says 'lms if read' anymore it's great#This is what it's like to be an adult#and you can tell i'm a recovering priv twit user because i cannot stop talking in the tags its like i missed it bad#twitter only lets me talk so much
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oOoouuughhh simon is hitting me where it HURTS. simon. i love you simon.
#silver tongues#infinity train liveblog#infinity train spoilers#<- just in case#im not going in totally blind and ive gotten the impression that hes like. The Worst. and im so scared. please dont suck. please. please. p#because right now i feel very Seen by him.#''shes collecting again''. AUGH.#growing up in a hoarder home. having my whole life surrounded by other peoples hoard and having less and less space to exist.#being abandoned by who was supposed to take care of me. and esp by a hoarder “mom”#(im using mom loosely for my case its very very complicated shes my stepmom who raised me)#having that resentment. having feelings of fear and anger seeing other people get along with her. feeling scared whenever shes around kids#because what she did when i was one. OURGH.
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doing this cc wrapped has made me realize just how many of my sets are between 100 - 200 notes. like that's my average notes per set (re: jin a day specifically)
and that's wild all things considered lmao
#i never ever ever complain about notes bc usually i dont care but like#ive been doing this series for over a year#and cc's complain all the time when their sets arent getting enough notes but its still over 1000 at LEAST#and mine are...... all consistently under 500 and i say nothing#makes you think !!! truly a thankless job !!!#esp considering ive been doing the member set a day the longest since jin left first#and i rly just dont ......... get anything for it lmao#not that i Need anything bc its a way for me to cope while hes gone and its done a rly good job at keeping me happy + occupied#but like lets just get for real for one second..... this is fucked up lmao#how is it i can do this for over a year and get literally Nothing#and im also Not allowed to complain about it ever#can we all just recognize that can we just collectively agree this is fucked up please#OVER A YEAR. a set a day for OVER A YEAR.#for the sets to get 100 notes. MAYBE#like?????????????????#idk !!!! i didnt Invent the concept of course but like lets just !!!#be for real !!!!!!!!!! that my series tho its been the longest is also the smallest in terms of notes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a lil wild !!!!!!!!#anyways ill delete this i sound bitter but like im just#you try making hundreds of THOUSANDS of gifs#even when ur working 60+ hrs a week still finding time to make gifsets#for them to get literally Dirt#its demoralizing beyond compare#.txt
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ooo true would you want to talk about the games Utpoia and Sunday's reasoning?
ok disclaimer i havent finished penacony and also i am exceptionally inebriated. like to a phenomenal degree. so maybe this isnt coherent but also perhaps this is and i follow in the footsteps of thomas de quincey and micheal mcclure? idk.
anyways i have obviously been thinkin of the concept of utopia a lot in terms of penacony especially. because im currently taking my stupid utopia course rn. but penacony is very much a Modern idea/perspective of the concept of 'utopia'
in a lot of the older/foundational portrayals of utopia (at least that ive read so far) the concept is very much devoid of individuality, built on the idea of a utopic upper class being predominant, and that all the people 'that matter' being perfectly happy (i.e. thomas more literally coined the term 'utopia' and his concept of utopia was an island wherein slavery persisted when people acted outside of the utopic norms, and non-christians were tolerated; francis bacon's new atlantis was similar but moreso focused on the idea of technological advancements, but still very christian) OR were somewhat satirical and depicted the gluttonous nature of upper classes, depicting such in unsavoury ways (i.e. the myth of cockaigne, a legendary island of abundant food, and some the most notable depictions of it showed people being lazy and over indulgent such as pieter bruegel the elder's land of cockaigne painting. also technically jonathan swift's modest proposal is a satirical utopia)
honkai star rail's penacony is very much a modern idea of utopia. this wont ever be covered in my course because my prof's a coward but a lot of modern 'utopias' are very much satirical and/or commentary about the concept of utopia being built on suffering. older concepts of utopia are very collective, in that whats best for 'everyone' is decided by the higher peoples. but when looking at modern media the concept of utopia and dystopia is often synonymous.
the best example i can thing of rn is the hunger games. from the capital's perspective, it's a utopia. but anyone in the outer districts? fuck no its dystopian. in similar cases (divergent, basically any hunger games copy cat, some the stuff by ursula de le guin i.e. earthsea, etcetecetc) the concept of 'utopia' is largely whether it's truly utopia when it's formed on the suffering of others.
imo penacony questions this in a similar way, but moreso in whether a utopian society is Truly a utopia if it's built on ignorance (the matrix is a similar thing i just thought of). say, if reality continues to be shit and house suffering, whether our own suffering or that of others, but we could enter a false society that was free of such suffering, would it truly be utopia? is ignorance of suffering the same as a lack of suffering? Additionally i think penacony, specifically sunday's ideals, deal with the concept of collective vs. individual utopia. as before, an overall utopia where everyone ascribes to one ideology and belief is a utopia, but at an individual scale, is it still utopian? If someone has individual and contradictory beliefs, or doesn't Want to be within this utopia, is it still a utopia for them?
okay i need to stop writing. but yeah penacony is a very modern idea of utopia that i fuck with severely because it draws into question whether a utopia can be true when it is forced, when it is hegemonic, when it ignores the suffering within reality without actually solving such suffering. imo it's a coward's utopia, a faux-utopia, and hsr especially challenges a utopia that lacks any ability to choose
#im kinda fuckin w the idea of individual utopia rn#which like. esp around indistrialization became a thing i feel#like thomas de quincey's 'confessions of an english opium eater'#and to a lesser degree the communist manifesto#because many foundational ideas of utopia ignore and denounce the individual in favour of the collective#which in many ways means a utopia for the higher classes#like technically any dystopian literature is also a utopia#as in its utopic for those in power#but a 'true' utopia would mean no power imbalance#right? i.e. marx and engels ideal communist society would be the 'perfect' utopia#but even then. is it? what if my own utopia would enable me to steal constantly? what if someone cannot be truly happy without causing harm#to others?\#ok i need to sleep ill read this in the morning and either think im bnased#actually no. im based.#actually before i go read 'peyote poem' by micheal mcclure#its kinda a banger and i recall in class when goin over it i was like. prof this jus reads like my mind#and i still think bout that like oh this guy needed to get fucked up to think like this? lmao
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people who still make Joey the ink demon despite canon steering far away from that being the case this is for you I am sending u kisses XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO <3
People who make Joey well-meaning, sympathetic, a lighter shade of morally grey than canon I am also sending u lots of love <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3!!
And people who generally steer wildly from the direction Bendy takes with its characters and has fun with it I hope to see more from all of ur aus and rewrites!!
#ramblez#batim#batdr#this is not me saying aus that don't do this r bad blah blah I just personally have a super soft spot for Joey being the ink demon#since I really like the idea storywise the symbolism of Joey becoming the ultimate monster of this story#joeys who also take a very sympathetic role who are more morally grey than canon also hold a special place in my heart#joeys who think what theyre doing is right not just for them but for their staff who genuinely care abt them who love them mwah#I just love to see very unique takes on these characters I kinda miss when it was only like chapter 2 so everyone had this wildly#different but very unique and fun takes on where we thought the story would head hell for a while we didn't know if Joey was evil or not#thats what spawned Encore it was originally just a collection of theories I thought would come true#esp since I dont think bendy is a particularly well written story its fun to see the fandom have such fun wild ideas on where to take#the concepts and idea presented in bendy that never really panned out into anything interesting or were discarded or retconned#yknow? I miss the days where the aus were wildly out of sync with the actual story when all we had was a few names a few tapes#and we all went wild making our versions of the story and characters and then got so attached to them we doubled down#when canon didnt deliver on em#umm oops this is long have a great new year folks! Get wild get weird with ur bendy aus and rewrites#lets have fun this year and take canon as optional bc lets face it Bendy isn't great but man is it fun and I care abt that way more than#the quality of the story tbh#it had great ideas and executed them uh badly! But idc bc I can stir those great ideas in my head all day and see others do the same <3#anyways yeah thats it love ya guys have a great 2024 <3
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I'm spreading my The Cursing of Chateau Castle propaganda in the meowtuals server, Mirabelle would be so proud of me.
#aria rants#for all my chateau posting... itd truly be over for me once i start writing fanfic for a book that exists as small bits#of information in a game that isnt even about the book at all im just insane bout it#like fanfic wise-- id like to be able to write a story bout how pierre felt when he betrayed everyone and how everyone#(esp josephandre and lady irene) felt when they were betrayed and then write a story bout how they all reacted when pierre#sacrificed his castle and endangered themself to save josephandre when the wound of betrayal was still fresh#so now the team not only saw a friend turned foe turned friend again possibly get into a near death experience#in the span of just a few days after the big betrayal and now they have to see the guy (gender neutral) one foot in deaths door#like-- lady irene would be SOOO ANGRY but an anger that stems from concern mostly and maybe thats also the moment#josephandre loses his cool too-- like what if josephandre for most of the story was collected and is rarely seen distressed#but the many emotions whirling through that moment and the moments before it just clashed and BOI he just loses it#....... yeah its all over yall i wanna write cursing of chateau castle fanfic now
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faoru on twitter is one of my fave isotope artists they have such a soft and cute style i really love it, & bc i like their works i end up seeing other similar works & basically i think its really funny ktbk consistently frames the isotopes as sweet & kind & then theres a whole sub section of fans just absolutely off the shits about the isotopes. i have seen kafu helping hide a dead body, sekai playing russian roulette, rime handcuffing someone until they sign a marriage agreement (& a meme redraw where she forced them to move to fukuoka with her), rime & haru putting someone on a leash, etc. dont quite know how i ended up on this end of the fandom but it intrigues me & is so far removed from official sources theres not a gap theres an entire canyon between them. hilarious to me
#i was complaining about the bunny kafu trend bc i just dont like it & ended up seeing so much of it#so when i saw kafu hiding a body i was like finally someone being weird in new & inventive ways. i'll take it#anyway im aware this is a case of vsynths are subject to each individual user/fan's interpretation & adherence to official works is optiona#still think its a funny difference#most of these are just faoru's posts but i have seen other people tagging onto the yandere isotope trend#esp rime & im just like sure whatever if we're going to be weird about her i'll take this way over others#i have my own solid idea of the isotopes i just dont know if i'll ever feel compelled to share. not that its super personal or anything#i just usually dont feel like sharing. we all know i only doodle rime anyway the rest of its just a collection of thoughts
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The fact that I’ve found someone to sublease over a week ago and contacted the landlords OVER A WEEK AGO about needing the application forms and they still haven’t given them to us… please they want to move in on June 1st and I also want that so I don’t have to pay rent by myself I hate landlords I hate them so much
#I emailed them asking for the forms since we ALL have to fill them out#and it took them THREE DAYS to answer with ‘oh just give us the subleaser’s info we’ll email it to her :)’#and I was like um. okay. don’t know why you won’t just send them to me but whatever#so I reply with their info#and they STILL have not contacted her and it’s been nearly a full week since that#I’m going to fucking scream#you have to send us one damn email#I already TALKED to them about this in person and they were like ‘oh yeah once you have a subleaser just tell us and we’ll email the forms’#BITCH THEN WHY ARENT YOU#and they’re fucking office hours are 10-5. I work 10-6:30….#and I’ve been having weekends off recently so I don’t have a day off to go talk to them about this again#AAAGGGHHHHH#I guess I’m gonna try calling them on one of my breaks today and just hope it goes quickly cuz idk what else to do#like bro your job is to sit on your ass and collect other people’s money#I know y’all are not so swamped you can’t answer a simple fucking email#I fucking hate landlords#this is so stressful#and I feel bad for the other person because like! this is not a good sign for somewhere you’re trying to move 😭😭😭😭#esp cuz I was like ‘oh they’re usually good at responding quickly’#because they HAVE been but fuck me I guess when it ACTUALLY matters its fucking crickets#kaz rambles
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also honkai's lucky there isn't any archives i can sink my teeth into otherwise you wouldn't see me ever i'd just be knee deep eating all the lore through that
#no collectives for me u _ u#snow plays hi3#bc i would ....#that happened with me in genshin and star rail and i just had two whole days of reading anything i could instead of playing the game#it's a force of habit picked up from playing ff13#aND NOT TO MAKE THIS ABOUT FF13 AGAIN but i love that game so much there's so much in the logs that just serves to add more to the tone/moo#of the game and im hhhh i miss it so much#but no not another 80-120 hours in that game T _ T#the first one. god knows i spend too long in 13-2 and it's not even the good game ALSKDJF#LR is just out of sight out of mind for me lmao#but point is!#like if you read ff13's logs esp about the cieth and lcie and all that#it starts getting incredibly sad when you reach ch 12 and youre running around gran pulse trying to do missions to get stronger#then its just :( ah.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#honkai may not have logs. but it sure has a lot of manga i keep rereading#wHICH REMINDS ME WHEN I WAS PLAYING LAST NIGHT AND THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT RIN#I WAS LIKE 'OH GOD.....WAIT I READ THIS.... I READ THIS IN DIVINE KEY......'#and i was just quietly screaming while trying to keep playing LJKASDLFAJHS#(searches up the reading order).... ohhhhhh i totally misread divine key in order LKJDFHALKH#its not mY FAULT THEY PUT DIVINE KEY WITH ANTI ENTROPY INVASION#i was so confused when i was reading it i was like '....? why? is this here.....?'#cant complain bc i was like OOOOO NEW LOOOOORE but also 'wh....what is this doing here'#so to finally see the actual scenes play out made me want to eat paper#but anyways
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Do you think there's any elements of vampirism that the Mikaelsons sold as being quintessential and a norm of being a vampire that was actually just a side effect of their specific experiences with early vampirism. Like maybe they try to sell that vampires don't need sleep, they're superior to humans but that's because they couldn't sleep while on the run from Mikael constant diligence was expected of them. Vampires can go days between feeds if they wished but in reality they couldn't always find someone to feed on while on the run at least not without alerting Mikael etc. etc. That lil speech Rebekah gives Elena about vampires being a predatory species just screams rehearsed, a story they sell to newbie vampires that also helps dispel they're own guilt
#TVDu#The Mikaelsons#idk the concept of being the first of your species and having to learn everything through trial and error and then having to explain to#others?? particularly when your case of vampirism isnt the same as theirs which they likely only would have realised by accidentally or#intentionally harming/killing baby vampires through that same trial and error#like im sure theres plenty of things that they consider to be part of being a vampire that is specific to their situation like#'love is a vampires greatest weakness' im sure thats not a conclusion that all vampires would naturally come to definitely some wouldve com#to a similar conclusion but i can imagine the mikaelsons trying to convince younger vampires that caring about others is dangerous and#theyre predators but they cant afford to care because mikael will destroy everything they care about#and the limits theyve discovered about vampirism that only came about from being on the run and likely most would never naturally encounter#those limits themselves most vampires have probably never gotten to the edge of dissication they dont want to risk it they get hungry they#feed simply as that they probably dont know how long they can run without stopping whilst the mikaelsons are probably very blase cavalier#about it 'oh well just run to france its easier' o.o like what? it probably wouldnt occur to must vampires esp the newer ones that have had#no ancient vampire influence in their life to tell them what is and isnt the norm for vampires katherine the salvatores were never coached#on being vampires but heres rose like the mikaelsons are the oldest vampires around and shes got all this lore and history#i just wanna know what the mikaelsons might have included in that particularly when they were newer and probably trying to seem#more important and grandiose than they were esp given their collective superiority complexes#no idea if im explaining this clearly its so clear in my head but wording it is hard
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EVERYONE SHUT UP AND LOOK AT THE DVD I GOT TODAY ‼️‼️‼️
#i am speaking#I ALREADY OWN ALL OF THEM IN A GIANT BOX SET BUT THIS ONE HAS ALL OF THE SPECIAL FEATURES ND STUFF+ THE COOL CASE???#WHY WOULD I PASS THT BY?? /ESP/ WHEN IT WAS ONLY LIKE. 5 DOLLARS.#I actually plan on getting ALL of the special edition/individual dvds for them and then selling or giving away the box set...#if any of yall see the blu-ray collection w the first 8 movies DONT ‼️ BUY ‼️ IT ‼️#its lame as fuck and u dont get ANY of the bts or extra features or anything ‼️‼️‼️#PLUS the case is boring ‼️‼️‼️‼️#NOT WORTH IT ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
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That's what I thought!
I really like how this page goes into more detail about why the copies have the appearances they do. The Laios copies aren't quite as bad the anime makes them look, but they are still obviously Not Laios.
idk if anyone else felt this way, but in the Shapeshifter ep of Dungeon Meshi, it's treated like a joke that all the copies of Laios are super obviously not him, but isn't it kind of fucked up that Laios's closest companions don't seem to view him as... whole?
None of his companions had an accurate view of him as a person! One of the copies was a stupid, drooling mess! And on top of this, they all believed that because Laios struggles with social cues he wouldn't be observant to them as people. They just... fundamentally don't understand him.
I think the really accurate copies of the rest of the party was drawn from Laios's mind. His powers of observation and analytics are his strength, but that's not the same as being good with social cues.
Anyway. It made me really sad. I know his party cares about him, but it's so isolating to know your friends don't know you.
#i am. so surprised at how many notes this post got#Laios is my blorbo and also my gender#also i am only watching the anime rn but i would like to collect the manga#i know there are places to read it for free online but i like having physical books#esp when its something im Fixated on#dungon meshi
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