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holey fuck it's almost 4 am
i've spent the last few hours finishing my mitten (the first of two)


#i'm in love with this pattern#even if it is kinda confusing#crochet#mittens#crochet mittens#crochet mitten#interlocking filet crochet
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quick megumi style study
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#fushiguro megumi#jjk fanart#megumi fushiguro#i LOVE trying to 1:1 art styles it's such a fun challenge#and it appeals to me bc i love deception and lying for sport and trying 2 mold all aspects of myself in2 something else#trying to draw like gege felt like trying 2 forge someone's signature and trying 2 draw like the anime felt like going against all instinct#theres NO midtones in the anime shading i was like. is this it. surely this cant b All the shadows i am allowed#cell shading without blended areas feels so wrong 2 me#and the shape of his hair.....he looks so silly......why does he look like that.....#i was fighting the urge to 'fix' it w every bone in my body#rly opened my eyes to just how many favours i do him in my art style#i will happily bear the burden of being megumi's hairbrush good god he needs it#it's not so egregious in gege's style bc it's all so blocky and angular everywhere + the b/w balances out w negative space#w trying 2 replicate gege's style i think my main challenge was finding a good brush dupe to mimic his crosshatching#my current render style is all over the place tbh im not even sure i'm super happy with my own which is kinda embarrassing#i think im in an in between phase that's neither smooth nor rough so i try to lean in2 the messiness to make it look intentional#instead of confused#but overall i think i did rly well in that i like these all ok and i had fun smile :)#maybe ill do th other first years
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My friend labeled this “toxic aromantic yaoi” and I couldn’t agree more
#kelperambles#toxic to the extreme because Petey’s life has been so shit that he has unknowingly placed romantic love on a pedestal#since it’s seemingly one of the few “good” things in life he has to look forward to (aside fron his kid obv)#but once Petey realizes he doesn’t experience it. he goes cuckoo because like what is he supposed to do now???#and he’s too stubborn to change his perspective on romance so he’s stuck grasping at straws for that sense of “normalcy” that everyone else#seems to easily indulge in. He grieves something he never had#and can only project those same feelings onto dogman because that’s the closest person he has excluding lil petey#when you look at their relationship from an outsider’s POV#they do everything a couple would do right?#they live together. take care of a kid together. and spend a lot of time together.#So of course they’d feel that societal pressure to be in a romantic relationship until they're forced to realize that it’s not for them#my friend even mentioned how much dogman cares about making everyone happy so#“ he probably is confused and sad because he can't give petey the ”right“ kinda love"#AND AUGHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭#dogman#dog man
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steve “cant get out of bed till middle of the day, barely leaves his house or is never home, isolating himself from everyone, never takes time for himself anymore, depressed and is slowly losing more and more of himself every single day” harrington post 1986’
robin “i know you loved her, and it must’ve killed that she wouldn’t take you back, but nancy is happy steve and she still loves you. she’s not the only one out there for you, and you’ve gotta get over it. we miss you” buckley post 1986’, trying to help her best friend
steve “…this isn’t about nancy” harrington.
robin “wha-?… oh. oh steve.” buckley.
he still wears the vest.
#stranger things#eddie munson#steddie#steve harrington#nancy wheeler#stranger things 4#robin buckley#yeah idk#i just thoight abt this#bc i miss my pooks#steve being so distraught after the events of s4#and it’s understandable and everyone else is kinda the same level of shook up for a while#but for steve it just… continues#and nobody really knows what’s going on#robin tries to get him out of his shell without prying for so long#but eventually she just straight up tells him how it is in an attempt to get him to TALK to her#SAY SOMETHING#bc she thinks it must be he is heartbroken abt nancy#she didn’t want him back#and that’s so rough but#robin wants him to know that she isn’t the only person in his life that loves him#even if it’s not in the way he is wanting#but steve just#he just says; this isn’t about nancy#and robin is confused#then she puts it all together#then she understands.#eddie.
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In the serials I watch, when somebody comes and saves the day people cheer and clap hands and hug. But these clients didn't seem to be relieved, or grateful.
Something something Murderbot's trauma response/confusion over emotions means it struggles to find satisfaction in any outcome. You already DID save the day against the hostile fauna and the whole group DID cheer for you and they CLAPPED for you (twice!) and Ratthi wanted to HUG you and they verbally expressed their RELIEF at their safety and their GRATITUDE for you saving them... and you hated that response too :(
#Murderbot#Murderbot spoilers#obviously there's a big difference between saving someone via shooting a predatory animal#and saving someone via shooting a human being#but that's kinda the point#a point Murderbot doesn't understand yet#but idk it's just in this cycle of endless criticism/disappointment with itself#every outcome is a bad outcome to it#even if it says otherwise to the humans#I will fix the hopper! ... but I am a useless idiot#Everything turned out fine! ... but no one is praising me#They're praising me! ... wow I fucking hate that#Murderbot is sooooooo confused at all times and I want to give it a hug#but it would also hate that. so very much lol
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Why, hello there, Virgil. Long time no see!
#drawing#art#digital#comic#sanders sides#roman sanders#virgil sanders#janus sanders#remus sanders#creativitwins#platonic dukeceit#platonic prinxiety#ts roman#ts remus#ts janus#ts virgil#lbau#okay now that this is done RAMBLE TIME. THIS IS FROM MY HUMAN AU AGAIN :D#long story short‚ the dark sides were friends from ages 7 to 14-15 until virgil up and left without a word and pretended not to know them#i posted a relationship chart a while back with a before and an after. welcome to the before part!#they haven't seen each other in about 4-5 years‚ virgil is terrified of them‚ and roman is about to be very confused.#ignore how bad this looks i started it on MS Paint before i realised i actually wanted to do something good#also: thats more personal but im actually kinda proud of myself for posting something that even i see as a bit cringe#it's a college AU with a very cliché and dramatic re-meeting‚ it's almost embarrassing to post? but oh well#my head's been full of that AU in particular and i do want it to stay a daydream thing only but consider this a little treat for myself#also 1) remus' outfit is a bitch to color so cloak it is; 2) im giving roman Thomas' fashion style; 3) i really like how janus looks here
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i love the interpretations of Any of the pines being trans but to me mabel and dipper Are fraternal twins they are just also both trans. they just swapped names and ‘pretended’ to be the other. i know dipper being transmasc is like the most popular trans hc in the fandom, so to me this is why dipper’s name is mason but he always wanted the name tyrone
#mabel is wearing sweaters in the summer. idk kinda transgender#unless oregon is cold in summer. but last episode i think soos mentions it’s like 80°#(saying it’s too hot for stan to be wearing a sweater(the one mabel made him)(bc he says he’s wearing it bc it was cold)(lying)#anyway she’s still wearing a sweater there#and ford !#i think it’d be funny that they’re all trans.#like the more trans people in a family it just gets funnier imo. what are the odds#<-i say this lovingly. i am under the transgender umbrella#also imagine w me Stan who was there when the kids were born meeting them again now age 12 and at some point going#’wait i thought mabel was the one with the birthmark’ and they’re like ‘wow you confuse siblings even when they’re different genders. smh’#the kids probably dont know stan is also transgender. or maybe they do. is it funnier if they do#gravity falls#words from the monarch
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More force fem yasuke 🙏🙏💖
i need her
#THIS DIDNT POST 💀#went in here for something else and saw this ask and was so confused#i thought i posted this like a good few days ago#i mean i was kinda confused about how even my mutuals who are madly in love with him didn’t even like it#i was like 'damn ok guess we dont fw fematsuda#i was also really sick these past few days so that did not help#danganronpa#dr0#matsushima#yasuke matsuda#do i go as far as to tag junko??#shes there obviously so#junko enoshima#was gonna tag slight nudity but its not#are we finally out of the pink era???#probably not but eh#scardraws#scarposts#scaranswers
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Why The Ending Sucks
Ok I figured it out. Hear me out:
The entire comic has a running theme best summed up as "who is controlling the narrative, and why are we listening to them?"
Hussie plays a caricaturized version of himself that he describes as "buffoonish" and "oafish". Caricature!Hussie is well-meaning, but a dumb idiot who's incredibly biased in favor of certain characters and in disfavor of others (the most obvious example being his "love" of Vriska, but there's also the way he constantly disparages Eridan). As a result, you have to be VERY SKEPTICAL and VERY CAREFUL when approaching Homestuck's narration, because even when the "best" narrator is at the helm, he's not 100% trustworthy and incapable of giving the readers an unbiased view of the story.
I say "best" because, importantly, Hussie isn't the story's only narrator. He and Doc Scratch explicitly fight over control of the story - Doc Scratch, the child abusing predator who engineered Alternia's fascist murder society, whose shaping of its history is explicitly described by character!Hussie as "fanfic". He is then killed by Lord English, who is described by Hussie as embodying the "toxically masculine" and by extension, the patriarchy, and Caliborn explicitly takes control of the story. John even grapples with Caliborn's version of events, calling out how sexist and misogynistic and shitty it is.
So if we're keeping score: control over the narrative is LITERALLY wrested away from Hussie (who was already struggling to be unbiased) by fascists, abusers, and the patriarchy. It's stressed multiple times that Caliborn/LE are responsible for literally everything that ever happens; the reason the Game Over timeline ends the way that it does is because the alpha timeline is, in essence, the narrative LE is telling: the forces of fascism get to claim the new universe, thereby propogating itself, while friendship dies and all hope is lost.
Who's in control of the narrative, and why are we listening to them?
There are other minor examples of this, too: Aranea is an exposition fairy, and she's biased as fuck and wrong ALL THE TIME about her own teammates. Karkat's explanations and rationalizations are constantly tinged with his own self-loathing and self-blame. Sollux and Meulin are both prophets as per their Mage class, but are both so bogged down by their own emotional issues that the futures they pick out are actively harmful. So on and so on. At nearly every turn, you have to interrogate who's telling the story, what their motivations are, and what they're overlooking or deliberately obfuscating.
So given that this theme is so prevalent, and so thoroughly weighted toward "well, actually, maybe you shouldn't take narration at face value and should interrogate it and come to your own conclusions," it would be Really Weird for the story to go "actually, you can totally trust the narrative now because everyone gets a happy ending".
So, I know that it makes me sound like a conspiracy theorist, but here's my genuine take on Homestuck's ending:
The ending is shitty on purpose because the viewer is intended to take it as a dare to refute the narration and make something better.
Why are we letting character!Hussie tell the story? He's a biased idiot. Why are we letting the various avatars of LE and Caliborn tell the story? They're fascist, misogynistic, predatory assholes.
And - because Homestuck is a story about life - why are we letting idiots, assholes, abusers, and creeps dictate the story of real life? The world is full of forces that would try to take control of the story and make everyone else play along, represented in microcosm within the text of Homestuck. We cannot let those forces win.
So please go out and do something kind and hopeful and loving in the world today. Thanks for reading.
#homestuck#homestuck lore#homestuck analysis#anyway i know that this sounds Crazy but hear me out#Hussie does not drop the act in the book commentaries#which were written after the comic ended#moreover the ending and epilogues are chock full of stuff that really seems designed to piss off as many people as possible#like vriska coming back but having her character development reverted#which upset both vriska haters AND vriska fans#and famously the existence of Yiffany which lowkey fucks up rosemary#but the baffling thing is that in spite of these 'lets make everyone unhappy' moves#we're still getting vital exposition about how the world works (ultimate selfhood) and characters outright saying things like#it confused me for the longest time but looking at this running theme it makes sense#the ending of homestuck is the ending picked out by terezi... who never finished her arc#it's why even though it's LITERALLY the ending she picked out for herself and her friends#shes still unable to be happy in it or feel 'fixed'#because she too is unreliable!!! she can't do it alone!!!!#and bringing back vriska eased her guilt but didnt solve her fundamental issues...#because homestuck kinda can't have a happy ending unless EVERYONE IS THERE
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The Fun Gang™©®
#Half the gang doesn't even know it's a group of 4 I'm crying#It's unclear if ralsei is 100% aware of the entire extant but I'm running with the idea that#Since he knows the prophecy he knows kris is a cage for the soul#So he just kinda “oh well they're kinda separate” but at the same time “well humans need a soul to live”#So buddy is probably just as confused as us regarding kris's whole... Ordeal#Like clearly that soul and them aren't fully the same but kris doesn't seem to have a 2nd soul so#Poor ralsei “you're trapping your own soul kris?????”#I hope kris gives them answers even if that's in the form of them literally ripping their own soul off their body in front of the whole town#Chap7 : kris fucking gives up and publicly crashes out and traumatizes their whole town#Determination people or “2 people in 1 body” trope#deltarune#deltarune kris#deltarune ralsei#deltarune susie#deltarune soul#deltarune shitpost
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Look, I know a lot of people are pointing out the double standards and general unpleasantness in the way PresAux treats Murderbot and thinks of constructs, particularly Security Units, but I actually think that it’s a complex and—ha!—human way of looking at it.
This is a situation where people are dealing with having to walk the walk instead of just talking the talk, and it’s harder than it seems and sometimes it is or would be actively hindering their survival. So yeah, they’re making edits to their morals and preconceived notions based on this deeply stressful and life-threatening situation, and sometimes the optics aren’t great, but it’s not about optics anymore.
They’ve been protected from having to deal with one of the biggest injustices in the galaxy in anything but theory, and now they’re finding that, well…
It’s easy to say “SecUnits are enslaved, we are ethically opposed to using them” when a major opportunity for your planet isn’t on the line.
It’s easy to say “SecUnits should not be forced to obey us or put themselves in danger for us” when you’re secure in the knowledge that the SecUnit you have is forced to obey you and protect you.
It’s easy to say “SecUnits are people” when you’ve never actually seen a SecUnit’s face and don’t even know they have faces, when you’ve never actually interacted with one as a person, when they have no negative or positive qualities or opinions of their own, they are just used as tools. That is, when they are only a victim of the system and not a whole, complex being.
It’s easy to say “SecUnits are enslaved and we are ethically opposed to them being used to attack others because we sympathize with them” when SecUnits appear to be the ones attacking you. When SecUnits are a physical threat you have to defend yourself against.
No one in PresAux has experience with Security Units other than what comes out of the entertainment feed, outside of Gurathin, who was up until a few years ago part of the larger Corporation machine and has a lot of unexamined beliefs about constructs, particularly those used as “killing machines.”
Anyway, what I’m trying to say in here is that PresAux minus Gurathin also started off with a lot of unexamined beliefs about constructs, specifically SecUnits, because they’ve never actually had to deal with them in practice, and now they’re trying to reconcile their beliefs with reality.
That is, the reality of what they’ve done and the reality of what SecUnit has done—with and without a governor module. If their SecUnit is its own being, does that mean they should judge it for what they believe is murder and what it believes (and was built to believe) is simply enforcing security?
I also feel like perhaps their lack of understanding of what a governor module is and does is relevant to their behavior and interactions with Murderbot and other security constructs. Their person to person interactions with SecUnits are solely with a SecUnit that has a disabled governor module, so, because human memories are short and easily distracted, they kind of forget that up until not long ago, Murderbot was controlled by a governor module, Murderbot was not a free agent, and the other SecUnits they’ve dealt with were decidedly not free agents.
The reality is that Murderbot is not an abused shelter dog who…okay, isn’t harmless but hey, that’s not its fault, and it wouldn’t harm them and it wouldn’t harm a human! But then, oh boy, it did…
The reality is that Murderbot is its own complex and confused being, and PresAux is complex and confused as well, because they’re examining their beliefs and what they’re finding that what they see and feel doesn’t always match the party line.
#murderbot tv#murderbot tv spoilers#this is too long and kinda confusing#but i spent a long time writing it#and i think that presaux are just imperfect people#and that’s not bad characterization or storytelling#even if it’s not necessarily flattering or something we feel we can agree with
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I woke up thinking abt Xisuma today and I’m still thinking about him
In my kid Xelqua AU, Xelqua doesn’t like Xisuma for some reason, no one knows why, and Xisuma does try to be liked ! He gets along with Grian—so why does his kid dislike him !!
I was thinking, I also headcanon that Xisuma isn’t human, he also comes from the void, like Watchers do.
I wondered, maybe Xisuma is something from the void that directly rivals Watchers ? Like, from an animalistic view. Something primal.
I imagine Grian has never noticed, since the first time he meets Xisuma he’s already filled with anxiety and adrenaline. So he learns to trust Xisuma before he even realizes.
Xisuma was quick to notice Grian was a Watcher, though that might come with being an admin.
I also thought abt Xelqua, the Saint, meeting Xisuma directly, and his wings puff up in defense under his cloak. His face doesn’t show it, but he pulls Grian to the side later like what is wrong with your admin ?
#it’s kinda funny writing Xelqua and Xisuma in the same sentence. Easy to get confusing. both start with x and end with a ….#kid Xelqua doesn’t even know why he dislikes Xisuma 😭#it is blamed on Xisuma teasing him and that leaving a lasting impression
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I've been reading comics with Jason Todd.
#nightwing (1996) issue 119#robin (1993) issue 177#dc comics#batman#jason todd#red hood#dc liveblog#I think it's a bit funny how he tried to force a teamup with both Dick and Tim#-(right after/in the middle of committing some crimes that make things worse for them)-#its how he bonds /silly#honestly kinda hope this trend continues#i wanna make more join my emo band memes#idk what the fics are talking about. jason clearly was reaching out to be with the family. reached out first. even.#slash lighthearted. slash silly. slash raised eyebrow slightly confused emoji
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Hi hello how has it been a year happy birthday to one of the best sfth longforms in existence 🍆
#shoot from the hip#the unrelenting aubergine#HOW#sfth ditch#omw to go make an edit for this momentous occasion#I’m kinda confused about timezones but in the uk it’s the 19th right now and even though that says 20th that’s based on my timezone#So like technically the anniversary would be in 7h and 40 minutes (I think) but it’s close enough 😌#I started my morning with randomly reading some ditch fanfiction so I think I must’ve known subconsciously haha
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one of the funniest things to me in gw2 is that because every single map has its own meta (big map-wide event chain that everyone can participate in that usually builds to a final battle), each map also has its own unique language in map chat. you enter a new zone and are greeted with the most random ass things being said in chat like "north needs more stompers" "tm up!!!! tm down!!!!!!" "grab the charzookas" "djinn on apple" "stack on the mark to get eaten" "we failed the rock concert" and you're just like oh boy!!!! what is it this time!??!!!! and by the time you've gotten through the story in that map you're either completely fluent or even more confused than when you started
#guild wars 2#gw2mp#mp#funny story i do know what 'tm up' means now#but one of the first time i saw it in chat i went to the linked waypoint to see what the fuss was#and just saw a bunch of high level people running around swinging their weapons at nothing like they'd all gone nuts#so i was even more confused but was like yeah okay sure why not#later i was reading the mastery tracks and was like oh this lets you see invisible things ahhhh#kinda disappointed tbh#also hilarious is that gw2 has the og world of darkness cerberus fight except it's against a worm#gw2
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This is just what I’ve been up to btw— trying to figure out how to draw the one and only Amy Rose… by redrawing a great many archie panels


I dunno whether I’ll ever show the full thing but there are. A few more like this, to say the least [looks at the like 10 or so panels i haven’t drawn yet] [looks back] . Anyways this is also my excuse to draw various other characters, including but not limited to Geoffrey, Shard, and Bernie <3
#i used to not be very fond of the idea of even making amy pink#i had her as like.. redish pink? idk smth like that#but i’ve come to accept her and all her pink glory#this is also my compromise for her quills because the way she has them down confuses me in many ways#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sonic fanart#amy rose#amy the hedgehog#amy fanart#sonic archie#okay lets see the others..#shard the metal sonic#shard the mecha sonic#geoffrey the skunk#no tag showed up for him. that’s actually kinda funny what a loser#tails the fox#he’s there okay..#cable doodls
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