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and why did everyone want nate back so bad??? he was so shitty to them and such an asshole! and out of NOWHERE the team unanimously wants him back?? why??? and why does he "need" to go back when he himself said that he likes being a waiter?? that he's happy when he's not coaching?? when they just put so much emphasis on being happy over being successful literally the previous episode
#ted lasso#i forgot how much this pissed me off#truly and deeply they could have just not done these last 2 episodes and i would have been happy#everything in them feels rushed#like they were almost done filming the season and then got told last minute that it was the last season#and they had to rush to do whatever else they meant to do#the only part that's i'm glad they included is bex and cakes turning up at rebecca's house to talk about rupert
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Last part for old GF sketches
(Actually, most of these aren't old at all, but their average is brought down by the last picture, which I drew back in August and kept forgetting to post)
#fanart#drawing#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#i wish more people talked about Ford's piano skills#and his shadow puppet skills#i forgot what i was thinking when i rushed these out#something about Ford only taking pride in his skills because of how other people (ie Stanley) appreciate them#and how he attributes everything exceptional about himself to his hands bc that's where his deepest insecurities/motivations come from#but that isn't something Stan or most people think about at all#but he also IS really talented#and so he gets this big fragile ego#stemming from his mother and brother's praise#but also filbrick's neglect#so it's like outside validation is a substitute/reminder of the people that really loved him#bht also he thinks he's different from them and better than them#but he does love them#and he likes making them proud because he likes seeing them happy#maybe he doesn't know how else to make people happy#something something#Stan being his biggest supporter is a double edged sword#because his opinion matters the most and then he's gone#and Ford doesnt have anyone to show off to anymore#OR anyone who can call him a showoff when he gets too into his own head#OR the person he was pitted against in the first place that made him feel special#because- knowingly or not- they always compared themselves#idk man#Ford is an interesting guy and his head fascinates me
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If Jay stays as rogue for at least 2 more seasons of DR and slowly falls in love with Nya again I will not be disappointed in fact I will be extremely happy that’s what their relationship need imho-


Look they’re made for each other this way
#ninjago#ninjago fandom#lego ninjago#ninjago jay#ninjago rogue#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago dr s3#dragons rising#ninjago jaya#ninjago nya#ninjago nya x jay#I just feel like the older seasons they felt too lovey dovey#like their relationship felt kinda rushed#despite them taking like 10 seasons to officially get together#the love triangle ruined everything
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Something something desperately keeping the fact that you're an omega from your closest alpha rival, knowing that the second they find out they will not hesitate to use it against you.
#tw dubcon#dubcon warning#tw a/b/o#cw a/b/o#the secrets. the tension.#on the one hand the alpha feels a terrible rush of glee and pleasure. knowing they have a new tool to dominate you.#on the other hand..... didn't they know everything about you? weren't the two of you supposed to be so so close? close enough to play mind#games. close enough to /fight/. how could you have kept this secret from them? how /dare/ you hide pieces of yourself#when everything about them has always been laid bare for you and only you.#the combination of these intense and frought emotions means punishment is in order <3
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What is a roleplaying game if you don't make shameless self insert characters for yourself and your partner (vtm edition)
#I made us character sheets and everything gdkdgsjfh#for clan they picked Giovanni/Hecata bc they were super enthusiastic about the necromancy#I was very torn between tremere and toreador (I feel like those genuinely fit the best but also I just like them too)#ended up going with toreador#vtm#shrews art#art#vampire the masquerade#I don't really like this probs bc it's just a rushed sketch#but it was fun so that's what matters!!#on the other hand rn I'm working on a quite big commission and I like it a lot so far!!! :D#also I finally put my latest oil painting on stretcher bars#I was scared I'd mess it up bc I hadn't done this before but it turned out nice and taut#(before this I always bought pre-stretched canvas)
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When Shi Qingxuan and Ming Yi make love, Ming Yi often bites. And he bites like some kind of a beast: it really hurts, there are bleeding toothmarks and Shi Qingxuan even needs meditation to heal completely. No matter how much Shi Qingxuan berates their lover, asks him to stop doing this, slaps him even, it happens time and time again. At some point they started literally kicking him out of their bed and that would be the end of the night.
Later, with a lot of heartache and a pang a fear, Shi Qingxuan comes to conclusion: it must have taken all He Xuan had to resist tearing Shi Qingxuan's throat with his teeth at moments like this.
#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#shi qingxuan#ming yi#he xuan#beefleaf#tgcfragments#he xuan bit because he was overwhelmed with complicated feelings#he hates shi qingxuan#he shouldn't be doing this#it's okay to do this if it's a part of a plan#the idea of doing this as a part of a plan makes him want to vomit#doing this feels like the most natural thing between the two of them#it feels like things are falling into places whenever they are this close#he wishes shi qingxuan was just someone he knew#someone he met and fell in love with#he really really really fucking hates shi qingxuan#and when he's kicked out he pretends to back to earth master's palace#while in reality he rushes to the sea and tries to get as deep deep deep as he can get#and come the morning he would come back as ming yi#and it would take him everything he has to pretend he's not crumbling#that he's not being torn apart at every step
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Fanfiction is so goated actually
No monetary incentive, just writing in one's free time. Some incentive for like kudos and comments, because who doesn't want to hear that someone else enjoyed what they wrote. Just writing a story that is good and/or enjoyable, no real-life pressure to keep it going because god forbid you and other people are depending on it financially.
Writing a story because you want to write a good story, so you can write what they want the way you want, at a pace that is realistic for you, with exactly the plot pacing you want there to be.
#cael posting#thinking about this after the my h*ro academia leaks lmao#i have read barely a few chapters of the manga and then kept up with it through tumblr osmosis#i was interested in how its gonna end#and after reading the leaks i was like 'well its up to the fanfic writers to write a good ending now'#cause. it was kind of underwhelming. like some stuff made sense and some things were just done badly#which is realistic considering h*rikoshi is apparently burned out to hell#and i was thinking. man. if i had to write AND illustrate a story for like ten years straight. because its my bread and butter#and there are other people depending on the story doing well to make money#it would 100% get to me. i would rather end it all lmao#which is why i think fanfic is so great#just writing a story that you want. that makes sense to you. that has elements you want. that is exactly as long as you want.#and there isnt even a possibility of really monetizing it so there is no drive to make is 'succeed' or make it as long as possible#this could be applied to just writing a 'regular' story also that is not intended for publishing#also kinda makes me think about h*ikyuu#i kinda do feel the timeskip and the ending were a bit rushed#but like. if it was me. i would have rushed it too lmao#after so many years of working on one thing and one thing only i would have been so done. just so done#and h*ikyuu ending to me wasnt even bad. it was good with good resolution of everything. with characters evolving and achieving their dreams#not necessarily volleyball related (like tenma)#the progress made realistic sense#but it did feel a bit rushed#anyway#fanfic and writing for yourself is great#and manga authors face way too much pressure from people dependent on them. from fans. even from society in general
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#aquakane#aquaka#oh wow lol#no idea if ep 01 and 02 had something similar with aqua and someone else because I skipped them#but this was pretty sweet#with the way he looks at her you can really buy him developing feelings for her#I also appreciated that they added an original scene showing him giving her the gps keychain#so at least c98 will make more sense in the LA than it did in the manga lmao#(I didn't appreciate them removing akane asking aqua to help her beat kana and himekawa tho)#so far I'd say they organize events better than the manga but everything is so rushed that nothing has time to breathe#I'm sadly not convinced by akane's actress but we'll see if she wins me over in the last 2 eps
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Clauderry post redemption arc: Terry frees her from one of the prison sells and they runaway together. Claudia gives up magic and they become happy. Maybe they make and sell stuff with plants. Maybe Claudia becomes a healer.
I love the idea of this,
Everyone having such conflicting emotions about Claudia, some of them not trusting that she truly has changed, knowing that even if they can find it in themselves to forgive her she still needs to face a court and justice for her crimes
Ezran is bound to his duty to his Kingdom, to Xadia, and to Justice. Soren is bound to his loyalty and oath to Ezran.
Terry though? His loyalty lies only with his heart.
And something about the idea of them escaping together and truly living a happy life, Claudia knowing that even after everything she's done she can at least have this peace that Terry loves her and she can start over with someone who has seen her at her worse
#jelly tarts#Ezran and everyone else: we are glad she's come around but her crimes can not be excused they can not even be counted. Claudia will be#imprisoned and face a trial of the Xadian courts. Whatever they decide we must follow through.#Terry already picking the lock of her cell: yeah no! For sure she needs to face justice-#Also currently sobbing at the idea of Soren feeling a pit in his stomach visiting Claudia when she is imprisoned sad that she may very well#executed for everything she has done then one day waking to the chaos of her and terry's escape but he cant help but feel a rush of relief#now and then he gets signs from them at they are okay#Shimmercrow feathers and the black and white flowers on his windowsill#a mysterious wooden carving on his doorstep for his birthday#little things that let him know they are out there safe and happy
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text from thirteen by @anna-scribbles
art by me :)
read thirteen read thirteen it’s everything read thirteen read thirteen read thirteen read thirteen<3 happy thirteen day. have you read thirteen yet. read it again if you have. prepare for your life to be changed if you haven’t.
#thirteen#anna#my art#ml art#miraculous ladybug fic#ml fic#adrien agreste#gabriel agreste#emilie agreste#something happened to me last night prior to last night i only had backgrounds because i was really doing everything for them#and then i was like oh fuck i need to kick my ass in gear . thirteen day is tomorrow#and then i proceeded to stay up until FIVE IN THE MORNING adding the characters details and the words#it’s been a while since ive done that. of course anna would be the cause#anyway i am so insane about thirteen. every panel color and detail of this comic holds significance not just to me but also to how i view#this fic. so if you’re wondering if a color means something or if a background detail feels out of place. that’s because im insane and#and it all DOES mean something#anyway. im in a rush i have work in an hour and a half and i have to look after my old band director’s dogs before i go
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that last scene in the qaf finale was painful. we get a voiceover of michael talking about how some things should never change and the show decided that very much included brian. we then get him dancing in babylon to beat us over the head with the idea that nothing has changed at its core. but everything has in that moment. everything had changed for seasons. with everyone dancing "the way it should be" brian was the only one who didn't fit in that scene, yet there he was smack in the middle of it all
this wasn't growth, it wasn't poetic, it was a poorly written ending
#oh that episode#i had been avoiding it for over a week and had to pause several times to recalibrate#like#that was so bad and rushed and why did they strip brian of everything and revert him to his default#nothing in season 5 made sense for any of them tbh???#except ben & michael getting hunter back and brian finally saying i love you#but it's always BIG BAD BIG BAD events that lead to brian doing something and idk britin was wildly out of character this season#im glad justin went to new york im glad he's doing something other than being a trophy wife the show turned him into#but jesus#i will have more thoughts after i process whatever that was for them#we're not getting married lol no like seriously we're not AND THEN THE SCENE IS DONE ARE YOU KIDDING ME#michael being giddy and bffs with brian again after justin left feels very on brand for him lmao#okay im done rambling im just -___-#:/#i will have lots of opinions in regards to the other characters that i will post about i swear i noticed things other than brian kinney#qaf#britin#brian kinney
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guys ive been drawing so much lately I've been starting to actually hate it 🙁
#i LOVE drawing and always wanna do it#but lately I feel like I'm being forced to draw stuff 🥲 even if it's of my own doing#art class. the school project I just started. the animations I make. other stuff.#I feel like I'm constantly on time limits for them (and for some of them i AM 😭)#even if there's literally 0 reasons for me to rush myself i feel SO guilty if I don't#especially when I share the wips here and ppl leave rlly sweet comments like “this is awesome! I can't WAIT to see it done <3”#those comments make me SO happy#but once my motivation starts to wane after working on a wip for days I'm like “no I HAVE to continue I've basically promised everyone this#even if I didn't... actually promise anything to anyone.... 😬#when I asked for drawing requests a few days ago I was like “haha I'll probably only get one or two ☺️”#then they just kept on coming and coming and I'm like “FUCK. WE'RE REALLY IN IT NOW 😨 SWEET MOTHER OF PEARL WHAT HAVE I DONE”#and even though i KNOW I can take my sweet ass time on them#I'm still like “fuck. I NEED TO DO THIS NOW. I basically begged for drawing requests and it'd make them sad if I don't 😭😭”#if someone sent me a request and I havent drawn anything for you yet I'm sorry 😭😬#I know the logical answer to EVERYTHING would be “take a break doofus”#but the idea of *NOT* DRAWING OUTSIDE OF MY REQUIRED ART STUFF!!??? shiver me timbers#and now I'm just drawing. drawing. drawing. drawing. drawing. guilt. procrastination. more guilt.#I draw for SO MANY “pick how you do it” school projects outside of my art classes mostly bc its the easiest option LMAO#but then I get home after doing that all day and im like. fuck. there's more to draw. more to do. I don't wanna do it.#but I'm extremely bored and dont know what to do without it 🙁#you could probably write a poem out of that or something ngl LOL#anyways sorry for being a bummer. I'm gonna keep drawing for my school project after this bc I havent learned a thing 🥲 ciao ✌️#rant#rant post#vent post#artist vent#blog#*falls over dead*#I'll post like normal after this dw
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HI CAN I BEG FOR MORE NETSOD CONTENT ON MY HANDS AND KNEES I LOVE THEM I LOVE YOUR ART AND I BEG OF YOU KILL YESOD WITH THE BEER MAN. "I think I'm dying" was too funny. he would think he's dying the nanosecond he realizes heartrate rises not just with work anxiety, but affectionate social anxiety. valentines is going to send him to the ER watch
i was going to make a smaller post abt it. a simple shitpost. but it ended up being longer. about 9 pages or the sort in total. i tried to have it out during the literal date for it but most likely it will be out in the next hopefully at most 30 hours ... .. answering this now so you dont think im ignoring it. the actual finished result be posted in a seperate one. as you can see. dialog/planning plus four pages are done art wise already though!!



small sippets from progress plus yesod from the warmup doodles as a peace offering .. . ..
#[cent miscellaneous]#library of ruina#Netzach#Yesod#one (1) tag for navigation purposes. i wanted to be able to do it by valentines but the workflow for it ended up being longer than predicte#mostly because i ahhh brainfog. first day. technically this is the second day of actually being able to work on it. yesterday was dialog/#reread/page set up. then trying to sort out further of how i wanted to format it. i wasnt happy with it first go for dialog because im not#very good at romance? or anything really intimate or relationship wise. wanted to try and make it work though. its still going to be awkwar#though its inescapable. the awkwardness bleeds through everything i do. uhm. rip bozo or something AHHH#did i need to reread and try to make the dialog somewhat reminiscent of them. well it feels like it. did i need to make notes for something#silly. .. . .. no... . . did i? .. . . . yes... ... . .#anyways theyre fun i think. it will be real. soon. promise. ive been focusing on it primarily with the free time i have. trust#trying to make it somewhat more presentable since i already missed the intended date for it though.. not rush it. As Much.#.... the writing will still be ooc. who cares (extremely anxious) . heh. literally dont gaf. just having fun (self conscious and dying)
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KINCADE PACK 🐺 (original works) — “The name goes back centuries, and all Miranda cares about is making sure it lasts for many more”
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#insp: the lodge#too many ocs to tag here lmao#this is a little bit rushed because it’s like 2am#but I’ve been thinking about doing this template for them since I first saw it#FINALLY I get to talk about this fucked up rich werewolf family#Logan and Jayde’s dad were best friends and grew up together#so Jayde and Skye essentially grew up with Logan’s kids#there’s a lot of complicated feelings there between the kids for various reasons#they consider each other family to a degree (more like cousins)... but some of them would definitely straight up kill each other.#Miranda had her eye mostly on Jayde because she’s the same age as Garret and Miranda’s main goal is to strengthen her bloodline#and Jayde comes from a well known purebred bloodline#so Miranda’s golden boy Garret (massive douchebag) tried his darndest to rizz up Jayde for most of their childhood#Jayde fucking despises him. she beat his ass on more than one occasion. which massively bruised his fragile ego. but he still wants to hit#Amara and Mitchell are the designated chaos twins that Jayde has a love/hate relationship with. Skye gets along with them great of course#Jonas is the only mf that has his head on straight. He's mostly separated from the fam. removed at the 'heir' when he didn't want it.#now hes a werewolf therapist for werewolves with a small family of his own. he reminds Jayde of her dad. he's around the same age too#SCANDAL: Jonas is slightly older than Logan lmao#Declan is the other golden boy. the precious spoiled baby. Miranda's backup for the backup.#he's terrified of Garret so he tries to stay out of his way and mostly keeps to himself#tbh Declan is just Scared of Everything and desperately doesn't want any responsibility but tries to hide it#anyway before Jayde's dad was killed and she was captured they knew hunters were coming for them#so they went to the Kincades for help. Miranda would only accept the girls.#Jayde chose to stay with her parents and they left Skye with the family to keep her safe (she was 12)#that was the last time Skye saw her family intact :/ she didn’t see Jayde again for years.#so Miranda pampered her and groomed her to be in her family.#like she was this little jewel. the last living Thatcher.#now that Jayde is back and Skye is with her and they're living their own life#Miranda be scheming. she wants to claim their bloodline sooo bad.#anyway sorry for the massive lore dump there’s.... a lot of complicated shit going on here#edits
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(physically shaking) haha my so my parents know im not rlly on speaking terms with catholic god..... i think that went well all things considered
#WARNING THE TAGS ARE LOWKEY VENTY !#I WPULD NOT RECCOMENS READING THEM IF THEY WILL SPOIL YOUR GOOD MOOD ! i love you all and i love my mom everythings good im just sad#definitely not telling them im fully not catholic until i dont live here any#more god the adrenaline rushing through my system oh fuck#i love my mom i love the way she loves to debate for fun i will never back down from an argument but godddd i hate debating things that#matter to me with her and todays topic was trans people which means it was kids' medical and bodily autonomy which is a DEEPLY PERSONAL#ISSUE TO ME AS A TRANS PERSON WHO NEEDED MORE MEDICAL AUTONOMY AS A KID#so like. fuck bro 😭#my thots#negative#i missed like 2 hours of stream for this#its like 20:00 for me im genuinely shaking this sucksssss :(((( i feel genuinely sick to my stomach i hate arguing with her abt stuff that#matters to me cant we just debate like how to improve the school system or something fun 😭#cos like that matters to me but its not Personal and snes always lile#oh i dont mean tk make you feel ganged up on but like everyone at the table agrees with you and not me so idk what you expected 🫠
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stared intensely at this boy with long hair, he was very cute but i didn’t dare ask his number because i thought he might’ve been too young for me
#and this is my curse#im 25 and the same way most people can’t tell my age; i can’t tell the age of most people#a big fear of mine is having peter pan syndrome. or even worse; people thinking i have peter pan syndrome#im aware saturn and venus are both very much blessing me#i see the pattern clearly now#my years of dormancy have sort of been halved. they feel like five even though it was ten whole years#my body and mind have aged accordingly#kind of like being cast in amber for some time and breaking free#i don’t feel time like most people#so people my age—i especially feel inadequate around them#it’s heartbreaking lol#i had a dream last night a boy i hooked up with twice—hes 22–told me i was ancient;there was something ancient about me#the first time we hooked up he said i looked like a painting#my friend showed me a painting she saw in france and she thought the model looked just like me#i was due on new year’s day but i decided to just come out january 5th#im 5’5.5 and shorter than both my little sisters#my feeling of uneasiness is very much anachronistic#not like i belong in another era because i believe i would be out of place anywhere anytime#i want everything to be perfect now and i want a boyfriend now#i know it no longer is about things taking time but rather about things coming about when they feel the time is right#and all there’s left for me is to trust the divine and do my thing and not stress and not rush#things fall into place in time
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