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thatonefreemanversefic · 8 months ago
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I LOVE TYJIS FIC SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH!!! PLEAS TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED!! I WAHT IT!!
aaaaahhh anyway i sadly. sadly do want to ask how much Benrey is planned. Will it just be mentions? will he show up? ILL LOVR OT ANYWSY!!okybye
I'M SORRY I'M SO LATE TO ANSWERING THIS TOO!! BUT ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! I LOVE THIS FIC TOO AND I REALLY WANNA FINISH IT!!! I HAVE SO MANY PLANS!! SO MANY IDEAS!!
Speaking off...
So glad you've asked, dear anon!! I too am a Benrey fan, though I can't say I even come close to rivaling Sapph (the beta reader, in case you don't know) and their love for that silly little guy. Sorry why does this sound like a villain monologue?
To actually answer your question, in as vague terms as possible so as to not spoil: There will in fact be more than just mentions >:) The main 4 (OG, Mind, Martini, and Gorgeous) will get AT LEAST ONE silly from their universe each to play a much more major role than just being like, a background easter egg mentioned to get you guys excited. I am a big fan of stories with huge casts and I feel like this will either shine through very well for this fic or just make the plot get progressively more confusing, but I'm having fun and hopefully you're having fun so who cares honestly?
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axolotlclown · 3 months ago
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this is my experience studying to be a psychologist btw
my textbook: here is a psychologist that suggests that intelligence is diverse and he proposes different levels of intelligence that require different kinds of tests to measure
me: wow! i kind of like this idea of understanding that intelligence is diverse and different people are smart about different things and that we as a society shouldnt place value in one area! oh boy i want to look more into this!
me, googling the psychologist: ah. i have been forsaken. for this man is a eugenicist who is trying to sell this theory to rich people. alas.
i do this shit at least once a week.
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tommygotwrittenoff · 2 months ago
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i literally do not care about big emergencies on abc's 911. i want to see my characters talk to each other and have stories that are parallels to small, everyday (everyday for first responders) emergencies
#why must everything be such a big ass event#okay yes it makes sense for a season premiere (tsunami my beloved <33)#and they sometimes slay at the end of a season (sniper arc <33)#but god other than that i literally do not care!!!!#bc they are bad#im not even sorry but the ebola 2.0 story is just not interesting to me#i would never rewatch it even if it gave us buck athena doing crime and chobby moments that make me scream and my beautiful boy ravi#like i care about the characters!!!!!#idgaf about anything else tbh#thats why i watch this show bc i love (almost) every character on this show and i want to learn more about them and see them in situations#so many recent episodes have zero rewatchability to me bc tim is out here trying to do some crazy ass thing that ends up not being executed#well or sacrifices character development#and like man what are you doing???#making episode long arcs that are still focused on the mains and not just doing shit for the sake of doing shit is possible and has been#done on 911 before#pls#tim pls i want my characters to have satisfying development and arcs i dont need to see a 4 minute long helicopter chase or your poorly#written versions of movies you like#either start cooking up good mass events again (see: earthquake tsunami sniper) or just stopppp doing them pls#sorry i saw tims interview where he said there's gonna be another mass casualty event at the end of 8 and i just know its not gonna be it#like some of these episodes this man has been writing have so few good character moments/interactions that im like.#why did i even watch the episode i could have gotten all i wanted from gifs on tumbler dot com and wouldnt have had to watch 40 minutes of#poorly written everything else#anyway i love everyone who works on 911 abc (excluding tim) they are beautiful and hardworking and put up with that bald mans delusionals#and ofc i love all my beautiful mains you are the reason i watch this show i cannot imagine 911 without my beloved firefam
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jessmalia · 3 months ago
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Cassandra and But Daddy I Love Him being two sides of the same coin
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queenlucythevaliant · 1 year ago
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clean your sword
i. Peter had thought many times about dying for his brother, killing for his sisters, as all oldest children do.
ii. He'd imagined it a hundred times: how if his mother and father were ever killed, he'd get some low-skill job and make sure Lucy's clothes still fit her as she grew. How he'd make fists and fight dirty if Susan was ever threatened. What he'd do if Edmund ever had to flee the country on a dark, windswept night.
iii. Yet when he heard Susan's horn that day, he still froze. Only for an instant, he thought, "this can't be my job, right?"
iv. The blood on his sword shone red when it was all over. When he wiped it on the grass, the stain it left was almost black.
v. They'd put Susan in his arms when he was two years old. Peter didn't remember it, but he knew he'd been waiting for her till then. He wasn't a real person until he was a brother.
vi. And when they walked back to the pavilion, Rhindon bumping Peter's hip, all he could say to his sisters was, "I'm sorry I didn't come faster."
vii. The High King was almost obsessive in the way he cared for Rhindon. When he grew older and required weapons larger than those made for a child, he obsessed over them too.
viii. He told the others, in no uncertain terms, that if it ever came to it in battle, they were to leave him and live. As their brother and high king, he commanded it.
ix. The first time Edmund risked himself for Peter's sake, Peter didn't speak to him for a week.
x. He was oiling his sword when Edmund found him. "See, the thing is, Peter, being brothers goes both ways. If you can love me enough to die for me, than I get to love you just the same."
xi. Peter agreed with him then, to avoid the argument. He was sick of not talking to his brother. Yet privately, he knew that Edmund was wrong. That sacrifice was Peter's special prerogative, as the first-born.
xii. Back in England, his mother noticed that Peter had become more fastidious. She didn't notice that his protective streak has grown - and maybe it hadn't, really.
xiii. It was uncanny, how Peter would always show up just when his siblings needed him. He'd round a corner, and there was Lucy stamping her feet and scowling at a bully. There was Susan, crying, and now his knuckles were bloody.
xiv. He cleaned the blood off in the sink so carefully. The water ran red for a second, and it almost seemed black.
xv. When Caspian asked for the High King's advice, looking so very young, Peter jerked his chin towards the sword a Caspian's hip. "Be ready to use that," he said. "Keep it clean, and close."
xvi. Susan forgot Narnia and she forgot Aslan. Yet selfishly, Peter still hoped that she would never forget how quickly he came when she called.
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starscreamingg · 5 months ago
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Okay I'm so sleep deprived so pardon whatever this is but something that's got me FUCKED up about ai generated pictures songs writing is that it just fucking kills the ability to analyse for me because there's no fucking INTENTION behind it. Like why was this decision made why were these colours used what does that say about the work NOTHING because a bunch of programming took work that DID have intent and theme and purposeful choices and turned it into SLOP. Like I COULD analyse this but it doesn't MEAN anything it's EMPTY I want to EXPLODEEE
#Like you can. You can technically analyse ai work for theme and visual literary etc motif but it's all fucking slop to me man#It's making me so cynical about like. Art. I guess. Given the state of corporations and capitalism and the endless stream of#MAKE MONEY BY ANY MEANS. FOR EVERY SECOND THE LINE DOESN'T GO UP WE EXECUTE A HOSTAGE#Like FUCK#I saw that fucking coca cola ad on tv and I wanna get violent man. Like the ad as a representation of all of. This#I know an ad isn't the same kinda thing it's just on my mind#Like nothing means anything anymore it's all gotta be slop it's all gotta be easy corporate slop to appease the market. Every fuckin thing#Ai generated shit is just an endless meaningless hole of malicious thieving garbage and I want to commit a crime#Sorry hi I've been back on that doing art professionally (kinda) grind and I haven't slept in a solid three days it's kinda wearing on me#Gonna be real lads#Oh also that's another thing this is my fucking. Like career path. I do art. And I have to monetize my one great passion. In order to eat#And pay for the constantly exploding rent prices. And now corporations are like hmmmmm#What if we didn't even pay you for that#What if. Hear me out. We stole people's work and made a computer do it#AND THE STUFF THE COMPUTER IS DOING IS GARBAGE#MEANINGLESSNESS SHIT ON TOP OF MEANINGLESS SHIT. FOR PROFIT#Uh anyways I'm going to bed now I have to get up in 3 hours I hope everyone has a better night than this and gets some rest!!#ai mention#vent post
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trafalgardlawless · 19 days ago
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listen i do appreciate canon marineford for the tragedy it is. however it does happen to also be extremely funny.
ace is on his knees on the execution platform, the same place the father that he despises and has tried to define himself outside for his whole life had knelt, thinking this might be the most fitting ending to the life long crashout ace started when he found out who his father was
and then in comes LUFFY, his cheerful persistent little menace of a brother, who has come to COP CENTRAL to break ace out PUBLICLY.
Not only that, but he’s staged a mass break out of the formerly inescapable prison IMPEL DOWN (HE WASNT EVEN LOCKED UP IN THERE? SO EVERYONES A LITTLE BIT CONFUSED AS TO HOW THAT HAPPENED???)
He also kind of looks like shit? But he’s fighting like he’s on day three of a methamphetamine high so no one can be sure how injured luffy Really is.
side note: luffy tanked a lung full of Kills You Dead Toxin and then got shot full of Lowers Your Lifespan Drug and on top of all that, DEMANDED the Super Lowers Your Lifespan Drug when he realized he might need anything resembling recovery time.
as an elder sibling myself, ace might’ve been truly grateful for being loved at the end, but i KNOW there’s a part of him that was INFURIATED that his kid brother managed to crash out harder than he did like OMG STOP COPYING ME FRRRRRRRRRR.
#one piece#marineford#portgas d ace#my posts#imagine being upstaged at your own execution by the snot nosed kid brother you used to bully for sport. PERSONALLY I WOULD BE FURIOUS.#ace looks at luffy like: surely his disregard for his own life and reckless actions have nothing to do with my influence on him as a child.#surely not!#ace and sabo raised each other and luffy. and i do think that the crashout gene that the three of them seem to share is directly bc of that#like luffy and sabo were professional crash outs before. like there’s a certain level of ‘idc if i get beat to shit i’m taking you with me’#that growing up fighting tigers and bears and wolves or whatever instills in a person#but after marineford? you cannot tell me that luffy and sabo aren’t fighting for the empty throne of crashout king in aces honor.#sure they have REASONS for what they do. but the casual disregard for ANY personal consequences post marineford is kind of awe inspiring.#after luffy beat enels ass with the golden mii fists after getting his ass beat into the ground three full times i truly thought that#was as far as luffys ‘crashout harder than my opponent’ strategy went. pre time skip luffy crashouts are NOTHING compared to post time skip.#and given how sabo is rolling in the manga rn he’s doing the same thing#like it’s one thing to want to fight someone bc they fucked with a homie#it’s another thing entirely to think the solution is shouting your name address and social security at them repeatedly#before you fight Unkillable David the Destroyer with nothing but hands flip flops and a dream#before marineford he was somewhat cognizant of his own mortality. not by much mind you but enough to have that shit make him pause for a#second#i promise that if crocodile had the same amnt of advantage over luffy and tossed his ass into the sandpit after beating luffy to a pulp#luffy would EAT the sand and get back to fighting crocodile#crashout is an excellent word. that describes such a specific state of mind and set of actions. and it is THE most succinct answer to the#question: what the fuck is wrong with the ASL brothers.#the only difference between an irl d1 crashout and monkey d. luffy is that he’s dodged most if not all consequences.
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spaciebabie · 4 days ago
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i watched kpop demon hunters and it was pretty good my only complaints are that rumi's demon form is lackluster and the whole "demons are evil" plot was a bit muddied. like. are demons evil or not. if some of them are misunderstood like the narrative says why are they all banished from the world. why don't some of them get to live? why does rumi get to live and other demons dont?? b/c shes "one of the good ones"? idk im probably looking too deep into it but they literally gave us a character who was a demon but also throughout the narrative it was fed to us that he was "misunderstood" so iyam ☝️confused.
especially b/c the way they set it up rumi was coming to a realization that she didnt like the way the honmoon was set up b/c it was built on the idea that in order to keep it sustained she had to hide her "flaws" (being born as something isnt a flaw and this realization was good)?? but she ended up creating a new honmoon and trapping a bunch of demons down there anyway??? confusion 😭 but only b/c the movie didnt really specify what they achieved with the new honmoon. i assume it traps all those demons + gwi-ma but Stronger. if it doesnt do that ig it leaves it open to another movie?? lol
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lotus-pear · 2 years ago
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what is childe doing in bungou gay dogs😟
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d8tl55c · 9 months ago
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chosen watches the Cursor fly away. this time, it doesn't disappear at the top of... whatever must have happened during the fight. maybe from His perspective, the window was very small. that would explain the scale... and anyway, now, it must be fullscreen.
can ALAN see the whole world from out there?
the Cursor flies up, up, up, up, up and away to the little hole chosen poked in the IP address shell. hopefully ALAN won't be mad about that.
little colorful dots climb off of the Cursor, and hop back through the Wi-Fi tunnel.
then the Cursor starts to get bigger. whuh?
no, wait, it's getting closer.
shit. is He mad?????
chosen watches it fly back down, with that strange halting acceleration. going, going, GOING, and slow slow slowing. it takes only three swipes to return to sea level.
the Cursor hovers next to them. they feel themself being watched, but this time they can't watch back; only infer His perspective, from the angle of ALAN's sole limb in the digital world.
they can't help but turn to look where ALAN sees from anyway. empty air. creepy. but turning again, they see the Cursor wiggling gently. a little wave. disturbingly cute.
ALAN scoots the Cursor upward. brings it down. up, and down. up. up?
it takes a second to translate. of course, they can't hear each other, so they both have to infer from context clues.
"Do you want to come with?"
before they can think, they're already shaking their head. "no," i can't.
the Cursor scoots down, hiding much of itself below the cliff they're standing on, only the tip peeking over. somehow it still translates.
sheepishly, "please?"
it could mean several other things. "why not?" or, "okay," or, "im sorry." it could be another invitation to step on, and return to that sanctuary (PRISON PRISON PRISON PRISON PRISON PRISON) over the clouds. chosen doesn't know. they shake their head.
they shake their head, quick, several times.
they refuse it all.
they turn away from ALAN, and jump into the air, arms splayed in a maneuver they've done thousands of times before.
the fire doesn't catch right in their hands. it sputters, blasts too hard on one and not the other, and then shuts off completely.
they've been stupid, just now, and overestimated themself.
they're going to hit the water spinning out of control.
.
and then, they're not.
the Cursor has them by the back.
fear shoots through exhausted limbs. it flows, as it always does, from their core to their head to their fingers, and this time they...
...let it wash through them. excess stress chemicals stopper and fade. nothing is left behind.
the Cursor sets them so, so gently on their feet. they want to crumple and take a nap right now in the dirt, but they desperately don't want to offend His kindness.
still, their body is not cooperative at present, and it loses it for just enough time to trip their balance.
the Cursor is there again for them to lean on.
chosen is blindsided by anger.
why is He still here? shouldn't He be playing with His new pets??
chosen pushes off from the Cursor, hard, so they land a short distance away at the edge of the cliff ledge. they sit in the dirt, pull their knees in tight, and refuse to look at it any more.
waves sploosh against the rocks, one after the other.
the bay is a relatively calm offshoot of the local sea. too rough for normal swimmers; the perfect private spot for a pair of HI-PWR hollowheads.
green flashbangs fire in their memory. they squeeze their eyes shut, then open them, afraid of seeing something worse left alone with their imagination.
one after the other, waves sploosh against the rocks.
chosen peeks over their shoulder.
the Cursor is still there.
it doesn't fit into the landscape at all. it hovers with a distinct anxiety, too nervous to move a single pixel, yet aching to do something. as chosen looks back, it shifts a little closer- then quickly moves back to its original spot. the picture of, "nonthreatening." on another day, chosen would laugh at it.
they wave their hand in a repetitive motion. "shoo! go home."
the Cursor returns to peeking over the top of the ledge. it doesn't budge.
"GO HOME!" chosen gestures more sharply at the sky to the tunnel that leads to that place where no one would know where they'd gone and they might be (not not not not not not) safe. they feel nothing.
then He does something different. it's the same up, down, up, down gesture, but this time at an angle. chosen traces it along the cliffside, right to... the top. it's-
He's offering a ride to the top.
not all the way up to His domain.
just a lift to stable ground.
just to help.
a little nothing something.
just for them.
all thoughts leave their brain.
whatever this is, is
unfathomable.
they nod, once, outside of themself. why not?
the Cursor darts to attention- remembers itself- and moves in, slowly.
chosen gathers enough wits to stop it before it can click their back again.
to their relief, it complies.
they climb aboard its upper slope.
each movement is precisely calculated to hide signs of weakness.
it's warm to the touch on the black surfaces, like a rock under the sun. it's............
... nice.
when they're settled, ALAN moves the Cursor up the slightest bit - maybe ten pixels. "Ready?"
the way He treats them like such a fragile thing is starting to feel weird.
chosen grips the Cursor and spits a small burst of fire towards the loose rocks. "get a move on!"
and so, He does. He pilots the Cursor (smoothly, carefully) up over the cliff, then down, settling it as close to the grass as it can go without touching.
chosen slides off the slope.
the Cursor recoils back into the air. it hangs there, motionless, anxious again.
or maybe they're projecting.
whatever.
waves sploosh against the rocks, far below, quieter now. it's so quiet away from the trees. exposed. they should probably get out of here.
chosen stands on the cliffside.
the Cursor hovers in the air.
...
their peripheral vision detects it rapidly changing shape, and draws their head to follow the motion.
the Cursor is flipping between different Flash tools; Box, Hand, Line, Transform. it stops at, Text.
then ALAN types something into a floating text box.
[Im sorry]
so that is what he was trying to say earlier.
or maybe it wasn't, and this is only what he's trying to say, now.
or maybe
maybe chosen is far too tired for any of this.
they're tired, and they hurt, everywhere, and of course dark had to be late to lunch AGAIN for his stupid fucking secret surprise project, so chosen had to go fetch him, and now-
-is that-?
they reach up, and pluck ALAN's apology out of the sky.
the Cursor twitches, but doesn't intervene, as they tear it into its individual charset characters, piece by piece, and lay them in the grass.
when they're finished, they pick up the 's,' and stuff it in their mouth.
it's Times New fucking Roman.
a shot of savoury-sweet explodes on their tongue in singular taste, the way only charset can.
they eat both 'r's and the 'o' before slowing down.
the 'm' and 'I' are fine, but it's the 'y' that gives them pause.
they snap off its tail, and are left with a 'v.' TNR is nicely modular like that.
the 'v,' they hold up to ALAN (still lurking overhead).
the Cursor wiggles incomprehensibly.
chosen waves the 'v,' pointing at it for extra emphasis.
He scrolls back to the Text Tool, and chosen nods.
He summons a second 'v.'
chosen grabs it. now they have two 'v's: this is the moment of truth.
chosen holds up both of them, one next to the other, so they look like a-
ALAN types a 'w' into the text box.
chosen nods rapidly!
they toss the 'v's to the side.
then, they gesture at the 'w' - without taking it - and widen their hands, vertically.
it's quiet while ALAN thinks, in that unknown dimension outside of the screen.
He deletes the 'w,' and types a 'W' - and not just one, either. He summons a whole mess of them, overflowing onto several new lines of the text box!
chosen leaps at the wall of charset as though afraid it's a mirage. they crash through, landing in a pile of the things, and seize a 'W' from the air.
they bite from the left-hand leg where the ascender is thickest.
it's unspeakably delicious. it's been too long since they've had their favorite food. they've had a terrible morning, and a horrible afternoon, and it's all over and done with and noo- and ALAN brought them TNR again-
right now, He's copying ever more 'W's, pasting batches in the text box and chipping them off with the Cursor. it looks like manufacturing hard candy. chosen wants to laugh again.
they also want to cry, really, really hard.
later.
chosen chews their 'W' and hopes pathetic weeping isn't rendered on ALAN's screen.
and the Cursor works away, chipping, chipping, chipping, until a real pile forms in the clearing by the cliff over the bay.
...
eventually, the authorities will rise from their asses and come investigate the source of the explosion. the burnt trench leading directly from the brand new caldera to this cliffside, where a conspicuous amount charset is piled would be a dead giveaway of something going on. chosen will stash it somewhere under the trees or something, later. they don't care right now.
ALAN does.
[Will you be okay?]
it's odd.
chosen plucks out the extra 'W,' tosses it in their pile, and simply knocks down the rest so only, [okay] remains.
the Cursor sways gently. He deletes his message, then re-types, [okay.]
...
[If you need anything you can use The]- He halts, and carefully deletes the capital T.
[you can use the console again. To reach me.]
chosen nods, not knowing how.
[okay]
...
there's nothing left to say.
ALAN switches back to the Cursor.
chosen stands up from the grass.
He moves to leave.
they stay still.
He moves a little further, then stops.
wiggles.
waving goodbye.
waiting for their response.
what a strange creature.
chosen waves back, this time. so He'll go away.
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amaranthdahlia · 1 year ago
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[chapter 408] extended cut - sewer chase scene
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wackywatchdotcom · 2 months ago
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falls to the ground. my favorite song is one that i looked at back in early march and went oh, this works well for ragatha... and im listening to it again and i DO still think it fits ragatha a lot. but it ALSO fits gangle. but i dont wanna put the same song on two character playlists from the same series, so im just gonna keep it on ragathas. either way it mainly fits manager gangle specifically but not the entirety of her. i think it fits ragatha more generally
#the song is the universe is going to catch you <3 its been my favorite song for like five years#funny considering i was like JUST talking about how i like loud music and this song is NOT loud at all HAHA#it just has a special place in my heart#but like. the song fits well w like... zooble to gangle#the last lines in particular feel fitting for ep 4#'everything glowed. took you into the air / and the arms of the universe kept you from falling#but after that happened those arms did not come back / so when you leapt up and nobody caught you your neck broke'#i mean. gangle ended up fine in the end so its not quite 1:1... but that truck man. that truck#but ALSO. the self destructiveness under the guise of Everythings Gonna Be Okay is VERY ragatha#just.... in general. thats a huge part of her. and its a huge concept in the song#its blatant even just in the NAME of the song#(i mean theres another very similar reading of the song that isnt quite exactly this. its not necessarily a positivity thing#can be a more general ignorance to consequences. but imo the underlying reason for a person to say everythings gonna be ok#doesnt change that thats what theyre saying and that they are not correct)#but like the lines 'youve been a hollowed-out apple though youre standing up straight'#and 'come back inside to this house to your home / made of steel-structured styrofoam. nobodys out there'#they fit i think...#...though the ending has unfortunate implications for any character U_U#ask to tag#i SWEAR im not forcing my fav song to fit characters i like. i think i just like a song that epitomizes traits i like in character HAHA#ive had MANY characters ive loved over the yrs who ive gone. hey wow why does this song fit them so well!#(its because theres a specific concept i like seeing different executions for and its characters being reckless#despite doing what they think is best. theyre just either flat out wrong. or right but in a way thats gonna have awful consequences#mostly for themself but also for others who care about them)#ANYWAY
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moghedien · 15 days ago
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I’m like not even the biggest Sabrina listener. Like I’ve listened to her last album but barely and mostly just like the singles but like, my main take of the discourse is mostly just surprise because I thought we had learned to not have reactionary knee jerk responses to every single shocking thing a female artist does by now. Guess not
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geekthefreakout · 8 days ago
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A Peek Into My Executive Dysfunction:
I'm sitting on the couch and I have several things to accomplish.
Which do I start with?
Gosh, I don't know. What's more important? Well, all of it is important. Some of it should have been done a week ago.
It's been an hour. I'm running out of time.
No, I have plenty of time. Okay, first step.... what's the first step? Is it getting my materials? Is it getting off the couch? Is it DECIDING to get off the couch? I feel so stuck. My laundry is downstairs I should finish that. I'm overwhelmed. I need to get started. HOW do I get started? I can't start. I need my headphones. It doesn't make sense to wear my headphones when I'm watching TV. I don't care I need my headphones. I need to choose something. How do I choose?
It's been 2 hours.
My back hurts, I should sit somewhere better. Where? Wait, I'm getting side tracked. I have several things to accomplish. I have to sit here because here is where I do my work. I need to get the things I need. I should have gotten them before I sat down. I should have kept them all here. Shoulda-woulda-coulda. What things? One of them is in my car. I need to go to my car. But first I need to get my car keys. First I need to get off the couch. GET OFF THE COUCH I can't.
It's been 4 hours.
Okay, I need the bathroom. Getting off the couch. I need to get everything I need before I sit down again.
I went to the bathroom and I washed my hands and I sat down again without getting anything. Shit.
The sun's getting low. I should make dinner.
Where is that on the priority list? Dinner means dishes. I don't want to do that. Am I even hungry or just bored? Get off the couch. But what if I get up and don't get what I need again? Maybe I should see what I can do right here, without getting anything. Oh, this task will take two hours. Do I have 2 hours? It's not like I have a schedule of course I have 2 hours but that's a long time. Just do it. Well, I got half of a half of a thing done gosh that was exhausting let's take a break.
What even is a break. I can stay here and read, I guess. The computer is already open and in front of me. I should get up and stretch but if I do that I should really go downstairs to the yoga mat where my laundry is waiting to be finished and carried back up and when I carry it back up I ought to put it away. I know I won't. It's not important. I'm going to keep scrolling. That doesn't take much thinking about. But I still have several things to accomplish. I feel so guilty stopping and I'm running out of time and now I'm anxious and now I can't do anything and now and now and now
I'm still on the couch.
It's time for bed.
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You mentioned you romanced Lucanis, how do you feel about Neve x Lucanis getting together if you don't romance either of them?
It's fine, I guess.
I romanced Davrin on my first playthrough, and I'll be honest, Neve and Lucanis getting together came out of no where for me. After the scene played, I realized that I rarely had them together in my party, and if I had, it'd probably make more sense. Or have more chemistry.
I left that scene like, "...What just happened? Oh well, good for them, I guess, have fun!"
I had Neve in my party a lot [Davrin and Neve were my go-to duo], and Lucanis was unfortunately benched until it was time to do his quests... which is really ironic, like if you had asked me who my least favorite companion was at the end of that first playthrough, it would've been Lucanis.
It doesn't help that I saved Minrathous, so I missed out on some of his personal quests, too.
I didn't dislike him or anything... though learning about Spite did have me throw him off the table of potential love interests because that Anders Romance Trauma [affectionate] kicked in and I said, "noooooo, I'm not doing that again, you cannot make meeee-"
Which, again.... ironic. Because he crawled his way back onto the table and made me feel things. It healed some parts of me. But also did more damage. It's complicated, like being an andersmancer makes it a whole other discussion for another day.
I will say, I saw a lot of talk about Neve and Lucanis prior to doing his romance which made me wonder if it was another Isabela and Fenris "Isabela bad because she USES Fenris if you don't romance him" situation where players are weirdly jealous and take it out on the female character... which uh oh.
Yeah, I can honestly say I never felt "threatened" by Neve while pursuing Lucanis. I brought them out and about several times, waited to see if they'd flirt or anything, or give me a reason to feel that he liked her more than my Rook, and like... It's not just a Neve and Lucanis thing.
It's more to do with Rook feeling like an outsider within the group who isn't allowed to interact with their companions until the game tells them to. Walking around the lighthouse feels really lonely sometimes because you're just approaching your friends, listening to their conversations, and then they look at you like "....can we help you?" and you just... walk away. Also the visual during team meetings where everyone is sitting together with Rook on the other side by themselves with only Assan sitting at their feet...
...again, topic for another day.
Anyway, aside from that? No, I never felt like they crossed a line for me that would make feel like they liked each other better than Rook. If there is banter that does, then I didn't get it.
There was this really sweet banter after I locked his romance in though, the one where Neve commented on Lucanis smiling more and making sure he recognizes that he's happy with Rook. That only endeared me to Neve more than I already was, I adore her.
But if I'm not romancing either of them? Let them have their fun, y'know?
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