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I was scrolling through twitter when I went to check what was trending and saw this

(Translation in alt text, I hope)
I decided to click on it, because i was intrigued, and it was all links to YouTube videos with the same lady on the thumbnail

I went on to the profile (all the posts were of the some account)

And then I saw the post numbers. Wow!

It was at this point I decide to google her name.
https://www.flashback.org/t2043973 (Link to a Swedish forum thread discussing her)
Apparently she's been here for a while (at least 2012). Clicking on the link to the website takes you to a website filled with her YouTube videos (the channel of which she hasn't uploaded to in 7 years). The videos all start with her saying "Hej! Goda nyheter!" (Hey! Good news!) in a thick accent (presumably polish). The comments to the videos are all in polish as well. The website has a lot of "pages" (or whatever) that all have text about the ego's energy and construction.
Clicking on them and looking at the website link "reveals" what they are for. From left to right, first is the home page. It has a warning about how the owner of the website hasn't logged in for 6 months, and a contact form. The right side of the page has text saying "Välkommen" (welcome) "Barbara Santana #END" and links to her Facebook and twitter. It also has a box to write in your email in, with a clickable box saying subscribe on it (Newsletter). This stays on every page.
The next page, "fotogalleri" (photo gallery) includes an image (below.) and text reading "EARTH EGOT´S PROGRAM WITH HUMAN ROBOTS CEASES TO EXIST #END". Under are 6 YouTube videos and another box to subscribe and a form to contact her. On the top of the page is text reading (translated) "ENERGY PERFECT DISSOLVES EARTHS PROGRAMS"

The next page, "processen" (the process) has top text reading (translated again) "EXISTENCE IN THE EGO'S ENERGY PROGRAM". Text under it reads (T (for translated. I'm using it it's not part of the text)) "WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU UNDER THE PROCESS" with the same message about earths ego as seen in the photo gallery. It has one video and a rectangle with black outlines.
The next page, "egot" (the ego) has top text reading (T) "ENERGY PERFECT DISSOLVES THE EGOS CONSTRUCTION" and the same earth ego text as seen before. it has three videos.
The next page, "kontakt" (contact) has the earth ego text (again) and a contact form.
The next page, now outside of the grey bar the others were contained in, is "hur upplöses egostrukturen" (how is the ego structure dissolved) has top text reading (T) "ENERGY PERFECT DISSOLVES THE EGOS PROGRAM". It has three videos, between the first and the second the earth ego message is present. At the bottom is another contact form, with text on top reading (T) "You can contact me through the form below (online)."
The last page, "vad som händer med dig" (what happens to you) has top text reading (T) "ENERGY PERFECT DISSOLVES THE EGO'S EXISTENCE". Under it it says "#THEEND". There are 5 videos and the earth ego message is after the first. At the bottom is a contact form and three symbols, "h3>".
That is everything on the website, besides watching the videos, which I'm not doing. End of post.
#wierd#long post#swedish#barbara santana#my post#idk how to tag im a reblogger not a poster. or a tagger#i could only find her post under the trending tab wich can only lead me to assume she made it go trending by herself only.#i dont think anyone even cares. i just wanted to write something. felt like i was doing a text for school.#Thanks for reading this far i guess#Hej om du ser det här också#expecting this to get 0 notes#It was fun to write at least#Hope its readable. i was just rambling at the end really. no cohesion just words.#Ok i just keep adding tag commentary. gotta post this. if you see thsi yo'ure awesom#writing like someones gonna see this. hubris like this used to get you smote
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Rearranges bookshelf as flatmate brought the entire skullduggery pleasant series home. And those lads take up a lot of space.
I've actually tried to prioritise a lot of books i like/have read for the mini shelf here, but there's a number I haven't read/may not like. Top shelf all bangers (also me books -_-)
#.....missing epic but have the other two. lent it to someone in my dnd group who moved. gotta get it back#this is also NOT AT ALL all my books i have part of the bigger shelf and we have a third fully off cam shelf#but always think pics like this are interrsting#note the 0 sorting beyond series#i think it would make sense to put my “bad weird” book section clearly behind me but it feels somewhat On Blast#a few are self pub ones which are so bad and i enjoy but wont do a vid on#like. ebony flames is my fucking fav! however. it is self pubbed the author was 18 and i am one of like 10 people whp own it#as it was a random kickstarter i impulse backed with no info on what to expect beyond a nice cover#flightless i think the author was also 18?#its funny i am going hard defense on 18 yr old authors when i was um. 17 for ar and 19 for ga#feel free to ask me about any of these if it strikes you
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im really normal about them <- lie
#ace attorney#mia fey#diego armando#miego#lorillee.png#THATS RIGHT BABY. AFTER -um . hold on. *checks notes* - SIX MONTHS. LORILLEE IS BACK WITH PHOTOSHOP ART 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#every now and again i like to put effort into something just to remind everybody that i can actually draw#well i say that but to be honest i put a lot of effort into those ms paint ''diego fey REAL'' doodles#but half of that is just because humans are a . something. to draw. and urban backgrounds are my worst nemesis#and also trying to work with ms paint to like slightly transform things is an incredible pain in the behind#anyways. yeagh 😎👍 behold the power of miego. getting me to actually finish something in photoshop for the first time in months#anyways. ive discovered the secret to getting me to draw stuff on photoshop. prepare yourselves accordingly#what i need to do is sketch & line something in ms paint. and then directly trace it over into photoshop#and then i can go ham#see because the reason i never did this before was because i would sketch things in ms paint#and try to line them in photoshop and it simply Wouldnt Work.#so i had assumed that if i wanted to draw in photoshop id have to sketch in it first. yknow. which i cannot do for some reason#something about the way the pen feels and the . its like the smoothing setting is on even when its on 0 percent. you know. anyways#but with this one i drew mia in ms paint as per usual . and i wanted to mess around with color & light#and i triedddd to do it in ms paint but unfortunately as you can probably imagine. doing stuff like this without layer filters#can get a little difficult. if you know what youre doing its obviously going to be easier but that being said i do not#when i pick colors i am literlaly just wildly guessing 😭🙏 which is fine for more straightforward coloring/shading#but not quite here. which is why i wanted to take a stab at it in the first place#so anyways i was like FINE WHATEVER and tried tracing the lineart in photoshop so i could take a stab at coloring in there#and i was . enlightened. (no pun intended). it WORKS#so anyways . you may actually be able to expect. some photoshop art from me#well ok thats a lie never expect art from me. but we can all dream together#anyways they really are the star-crossed doomed by the narrative romance ever. everything to me
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Dandy's World AU. If people like it I might make more but my art has been doing horrible lately😭🙏
Crescent's World
This AU is literally just me turning all the toons into things that give me gender envy, this one is a lion dragon thing. Based off my sona.
The lore of this AU is all of the toons are inflicted with Star Sickness, making everything kind of like a fever dream and all weird, nobody is normal. They become twisted once the sickness progresses and takes over completely. They'll start bleeding and/or crying out stars:3
Astro is a jester in this btw, err if this reaches 50 notes (way too high to expect, sorgy chat💔) I'll post my design of him in this. His name in this is Lumous Luis.
Once they're infected by star sickness their name is also strange lol. Might make this whole thing look very dreamcore with future designs if any get made.
#dandys world#dandys world au#dandys world oc#art#my art#oc art#crescents world#i dont expect this to get more than a few notes#if any#some of my art has been getting 0 lately Q-Q#but if it somehow DOES reach 50#u shall recieve more art#idk#i think it lowkey looks stupid💔#concrete coin crescent deposit creent cosmic
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AFTERMARE WEEK: Day 7- the end of a beginning/ the beginning of the end
make me believe and raise my hopes up one last time, then haunt my dreams for the rest of my life
aftermare week is hosted by @bluepallilworld
#art#illustration#my art#aftermare week 2023#aftermare week#nightmare#nightmare sans#fem!nightmare#this was actually the first piece i finished!! before the week even started cause i thought i was a literal month late ahhh hhh xD#geno isn't a ghost here night is just reminiscing about old memories :)#i have lots and lots of headcanons surrounding human!nightmare's corruption process but just so you know her appearance changes slightly#istg when i posted the grass wip i did NOT expect it to get 30+ notes like wow! i'm so glad you guys thought it looked good hhh :'D#hope it's not? underwhelming? i didn't expect to participate in all the prompts but this is the first!! week challenge i completed perfectl#last cryptic quote for the week wooo!! try to see how it's related to the prompts cause i'm curious to hear your interpretations >:D#i have a dentist appointment on the 17th so this is queued! i'll reblog everyone's art once i come back so don't worry >:'D#btw thank you so much for hosting this event blue!! the prompts were literally ALLL a 10 outta 10 just howww >:"0#i hope you're having an amazing day miss >:3 <3333
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remember all the times i was told variations of "why do even care about getting notes/reblogs on your gifsets you just care about getting attention" haha. well firstly i like to know that i'm not alone in my overwhelming love for a piece of media and that my effort is appreciated. but secondly my sets flop more often than not and that doesn't stop me bc at this point gifmaking is a core part of my life, i don't think i could stop without going through some sort of withdrawal period.
#anayways. maybe one day one of you will indulge me and watch my new hyperfixation but regardless#more flop sets incoming!#like. i'm not gonna lie and say that i have a brain of steel and don't get sad at seeing 0 notes#but i was also expecting that and take enjoyment from the set turning out well#i knew it was going to suck a bit going in but like i said. i can't help it. i need to make gifsets#it's like a worm in my brain now#rambling
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I have FINALLY opened my Etsy shop!
In case tumblr dies (or in case you want a sickeningly sweet pair of earrings), anyone who wants to find me, my shop insta is @/Shimmering_Lagoon (and mutuals can get my personal too, just dm me)
More under the cut 🩷🩵💚



#fully expecting this to get 0 notes and that’s okay LMAO#we don’t call me floptina for NOTHIN#etsyseller#artists on tumbr#resin art#resin jewelry#kawaii core#candy#gummy bear#resin earrings#candy core
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I have so many photos I need to post. 15 years worth!!! I started posting them on my old tumblr's side blog but never finished and then I abandoned tumblr for years. but tbh I feel like posting my work doesn't benefit me and it's just more pointless work for me 😭 especially instagram and twitter where my posts get maybe 1 like from a follower if i'm lucky and that's it. why do I even bother 😭 no one is excited to see my work so it'd hard to motivate myself to actually share anything when it doesn't benefit me and when no one else is excited for or looking forward to it. sometimes I lose that "I made a thing I want to share it like a kid hanging their finger painting on the fridge" mentality 😅 even kids can get discouraged and give up sharing if you don't ooo and ahhh over their work. does that make sense?
#also can we talk about how horrible social media is?#i was told instagram is so easy. you get many quick likes and followers. ive SEEN new accounts get thousands kf followers and hundreds#of likes in a couple weeks. ive been on there for years and have 20 followers and get 1 like sometimes#new accounts with one post will get 1k followers and 300 likes in a week. i just dont get it lmao im so confused 🤣#and twitter is now pay to win. i only got maybe 5 likes per post before. now i get none at all. which is expected...#so why am i bothering!#at least on tumblr my art will get maybe 20 notes and my photography maybe 10. so it doesnt feel as pointless to share 😅#i really want to open a shop for my art and photography and stuff but with the lack of attention im afraid to#because its A LOT OF WORK and i hate wasting my time and energy and money for no reason 😭#my last shop i opened got a grand total of 0 sales in the 2 years i had it open LOL it took me months to set it up and print everything#artist struggles#is there anywhere actually good to post your work online? (besides tiktok. i refuse) most social media has become useless!!!#lee text#sorry for whining 😅 just questioning my entire existence and why i even bother to do anything
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Title Game
RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
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@black-rose-writings i hate you for tagging me(affectionate) <3
i have many WIPs i will never finish because i thought they were cringe!! :D but!!! sure. i love answering questions about my stuff.
for the ones i do hope to finish one day(that being my original work):
Resonance
Red daisies
Vampires, sirens and other demons
Tales of death
yet-untitled london sewers moment(not that i've ever been)
now there are the fandom ones which i shall probably never finish and do kinda think they are cringe just a lil tiny bit... or a lot. yknow. whatever:
owl-y soulsborne
Variable outcome
The delicate balance of...
Miscellaneous adventures of Amy the OC
The curious case of Noriaki Kakyoin: the magical art teacher
...yes they are all jjba fanfics aside from the 1st one... which isnt even a fanfic. i would say i refuse to elaborate further but the nature of this ask game stipulates i do. although i hold no illusion that someone will actually ask me about these. i dont exactly have an active following.
i do not know 10 people. so i will only tag 3: @wolame-o-ccx @lord-luxo @talisman975
dont feel pressured into doing this, its just harmless fun! also if anyone uuhh else sees this and uuhh wants to do it then hey man go right ahead i wont stop you.
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I will continue being gone for a few days, sadly my original al plan of releasing the newest chapter of The Consequence Of Imagination's Fear has also been delayed. My apologies
Can't go into detail because its hush hush not-legally-mentionable stuff but today is my fifth 12 hour no-break work day. I'm also packing to move too in a fortnight (which is a Big Yahoo!! Yippee!! I'll finally have access to a kitchen!! And no more mold others keep growing!!! So exciting!!!)
#syncrovoid.txt#delete later#OKAY SO! this makes it sound like i have a super important job but really we are understaffed and ive barely worked there a year now#graduated college a few years early 'cause i finished high school early (kinda? it's complicated)#now i am in a position where i am in the role of a whole Quality Assurance team (testing and write ups)#a Task Manager/Planner#Software Developer and maybe engineer? not sure the differences. lots of planning and programming and debugging ect ect#plus managing the coworker that messed up and doing his stuff because it just isnt good enough. which i WILL put in my end day notes#our team is like 4 people lol. we severely need more because rhe art department has like 10 people??#crunch time is.. so rough..#its weirdddddd thinking about this job since its like i did a speedrun into a high expectations job BUT in my defense i was hired before#i graduated. and like SURE my graduating class had literally 3 people so like there was a 86%-ish drop out rate??#did a four year course in 2 BY ACCIDENT!! i picked it on a whim. but haha i was picked to give advice and a breakdown on the course so it#could be reworked into a 3 year course (with teachers that dont tell you to learn everything yourself) so that was neat#im rambling again but i have silly little guy privileges and a whole lot of thoughts haha#anywho i am SO hyped to move!! I'll finally get away from the creepy guy upstairs (i could rant for days about him but he is 0/10 the worst)#it will be so cool having access to a kitchen!! and literally anything more than 1 singular room#(it isnt as bad as it sounds i just have a weird life. many strange happenings and phenomenons)#<- fun fact about me! because why not? no one knows where i came from and i dont 100% know if my birthday is my birthday#i just kinda. exist. @:P#i mean technically i was found somewhere and donated to some folks (they called some different people and whoever got there first got me)#but still i think it is very silly! i have no ties to a past not my lived one! i exist as a singularity!#anywho dont think about it too hard like i guess technically ive been orphaned like twice but shhhhhhhh#wow. i am so sleep deprived. i am so so sorry to anyone who may read this#i promise im normal#@:|
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This is making me lose my mind. Why is no winning. I know people use it as like a "default" noun (i too do that without thinking) but it's still gendered.. Anyways I think that people should start using "Chick" like they do "Dude". Or start calling people "Dudette"
#geem speaks#i actually almost forgot dudette existed until I remembered that 'chick' isnt the only thing that feels like a good opposite of dude#i expect this to get 0 notes soo. more people have said this better than i
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in case you were wondering how things went down at the pokemon world championships this weekend:

-during the top 8 of the TCG masters division, chilean player fernando cifuentes was running a gimmick deck that consisted exclusively of four iron thorns ex and a whole ton of control-focused trainer cards in a strategy that either completely shuts down opponents or shits the bed entirely
-through skillful play and some good luck, fernando made it through 2 days in a tournament with over 1100 players to get to the quarterfinals
-fernando lost 2-0 to ian robb, who was running regidrago vstar (widely considered one of the best decks in the current format)
-in an overexuberant victory celebration, ian did what can only be described as a jacking-off gesture, on a stream with tens of thousands of viewers run by a company with very firm player conduct expectations
-the judges determined that this warranted a penalty of game loss, but for some reason, rather than applying it to ian’s next game in the semifinals, they applied it to the one he had just won in the top 8
-(it should be noted that the prize money for making top 8 is $15k while top 4 is $20k, so this jerking gesture cost ian robb $5,000)
-nearly an hour after fernando came to terms with his loss and the end of an impressive run, he was told that he was to get back on stream because he’s now playing in the semifinals due to winning by default
-the player he was up against in the semifinals was playing a deck (miraidon) that happens to get shut down hard by iron thorns’s gimmick, so fernando wins the semifinals
-said player, jesse parker, had notably had an undefeated run throughout the whole tournament up to this point, and likely would have continued that streak had his intended semifinal opponent not gotten a game loss penalty for miming a lewd act on stream
-meanwhile, the other semifinal winner is japan’s seinosuke shiokawa, running a deck (roaring moon) that players had largely written off as underwhelming months ago
-the grand finals are on the following day, so saturday evening was abuzz with a lot of people baffled by the absurdity of the situation

-come sunday afternoon, the grand finals are set to begin, with fernando cifuentes running iron thorns and seinosuke shiokawa running roaring moon
-it should be noted here that the roaring moon deck doesn’t rely very much on abilities, so iron thorns’s gimmick has very little effect - this is basically an even matchup
-fernando wins the first game of the set, and seinosuke wins the second
-the third and final game of the set is a bonafide cheek-clencher, with both players reaching a state where a single KO will win the game, but fernando manages to clinch it at the last minute
-and that’s the story of how a guy pretending to jork it led to the first instance of a pokemon world champion who also lost the quarterfinals
#i know i love reading about niche drama in things i don’t care about#so now it’s my turn to provide that for all of you
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Man I really need to start posting my art somewhere...
#I got the “you must post your fucking art” itches again#but I'm also too afraid#but not afraid of getting like 0 notes#that's expected#my only fear is getting hate cause my art is not good enough and social anxiety is a bitch#what if i use another blog for it tho...#i talk
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turns out answering to texts does make me feel better
#i am get so nervous to text when i have not seen someone in a long time#and i am always like eh i dont care abt them#but then i decide no you will answer it#and oh my god they are my friends i missed them i wonder what they are doing now#how they are everything i miss our coffes together#i need to start getting in touch more otherwise all that will be left is memories#and i still dont get why i get so sure i dont give a fuck about them like until i talk i truly dont#but then we talk and i just....#i need to human better#connections arent only in my books i cant expect everyone around me to keep our connections#i need to pull in the energy myself too#friends#0 notes to me
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my imperialist privilege post not only hella broke containment and was just. continuing to gain speed but also started attracting all flavors of bullshit so I deleted it set it free and apparently this broke all my activity???? lmao hellsite

I can switch filters to individual 'comments' 'reblogs' etc and stuff shows up fine, but All Activity is apparently just broken beyond repair
#rambles#like i cannot stress enough that my posts typically get 0-2 notes. at most#i did not ever intend nor expect any post to get 10k+#it can apparently still be reblogged and show up on others' blogs esp the longer reply chains#so i set it free. bc even with notes muted it was stressing me out#do with it what y'all will#but yeah apparently tumblr Did Not Like This Action. and it broke my notes and that's just fucking hilarious
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At my work we have a pretty great tradition that to celebrate birthdays we get to have a lunch brought in for us all to enjoy. Birthday person's choice usually. I'm getting pizza this week.
#because my manager was asking me what I wanted for lunch tomorrow we brought up how old I'm turning#my coworkers reactions were absolutely hilarious#I'm changing decades you see#so it's kind of one of those bigger age landmarks that get more attention#it's one that has a lot of jokes for women that you never actually turn this age just the same age again#my mom was given a surprise party when she turned this age which I actually vaguely remember#at this point in my life I have kind of given up on hoping for a surprise party#as I don't really have anyone to throw one for me and no one to really invite#but that's okay there's other ways to observe a birthday#previous years I've made it quite apparent what day my birthday is with birthday themed posts#this year there's only one birthday themed post and them a ton of historical dresses being reblogged throughout the day#so this is like the only other birthday related post I'm probably going to make where I'm directly and intentionally making note of it#though I always welcome birthday wishes and greatly desire them I just don't expect many#and if you've read all of my tags to this point then you get to know I'm turning 0 with a three in there somewhere
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