#finchward rambles

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Trying to get used to drawing professor sycamore bc I plan on making a mini comic for . Rotomblr lore reasons after I’m done with my current arc. Have I unlearned how to properly draw twinks, what is happening. I cant draw him. I genuinely don’t know how this happened. /silly

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MAJOR watcher dlc spoilers. The campaign is best gone through blind so you have been warned

I love the prince but I feel like it’s such a major disappointment. As far as I know I’ve exhausted every last bit of dialogue out of it and the second ending came as jarring as ever, and left me with a feeling of emptiness and confusion. I heavily disagree with people who say the campaign has no story, I think the storyline of the echo is great and the first ending is nice, but everything else just, ehh?

Like maybe give lore pearls for Prince to read or something, give us insight! Especially since most people wouldn’t realize you have to go back to outer rim repeatedly to get every dialogue out of Prince (and the watcher doesn’t feel very replayable right now.)

Fucking loved this campaign though I don’t think I’m normal

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I’m out of spoons to write the big post I was gonna make for my professor sycamore rotumblr account so here he is watching his wife (I think you’re watching him at a very poor time buddy.)

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Has anyone wrote a character study on Lysandre post Pokemon X where he’s just immortal and trapped beneath the earth or do I have to step up and do it myself.

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It really upsets me when the fandom’s only way of two divorced characters ‘fixing’ their relationship is by re-marrying. What if they just end up close friends? Partners not by romantic standards? What if they aren’t even friends anymore but have simply reconciled?

I lived for so long as an arospec person thinking that the only way I could have a close bond was having a romantic relationship and when that romance was denied I felt. Entirely hopeless. Learning to unpack that worm in my brain that put romance on a pedestal and instead valuing the relationship I had with that friend—and all my friends in general saved me more than the hypothetical of me getting into that relationship ever could. It quite hurts seeing the agreed upon prospect of one of my favorite characters being she must remarry if their bond with their ex is to be fixed!!!!!

Sometimes relationships just can’t work out as romance. You must realize this. Kill the worm in your brain that says romance is the only way to fix such a problem and that romance is the end all be all in a relationship.

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WE’RE SO FUCKING BACK

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Mfers see a random character they adored in their childhood who’ve they’ve fallen back into and go ‘is anyone gonna write whump for this character’ and not wait for an answer.

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If you make people spoiler art of people with scars / facial differences I hope you a very Die.

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My sweet (joy) boy

She’s so ugly I adore her

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Guys I’ve been thinking about Amy Martin SO MUCH recently . She makes me so sad if this becomes another Clint moss incident I will get so angry though (at least I’m not immensely hyperfixating over like. A fucking character with 3 lines this time)

She’s just. As someone who was homeschooled for like 6 years I feel for her so much. The isolation , the isolation is what really fucks with you even though you don’t realize it does. She finally got a chance to do things outside of her house and she got taken advantage of for it. It fucks with me SO BAD . I relate to her backstory so much I fucking want to cry rn she makes me so emotional. Girl they treated you so poorly ….. practically every figure she was supposed to look up to and trust failed her in some way, either said figure’s fault or not. Amy Martin please please I am so sorry Amy come to my house Amy we will play mario kart and I will tuck you in because you deserve everything good ever

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Average obsessive individual who’s made a deal with approximately two very malicious godlike entities by this point and drug lord after harassing their favorite priest

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There is no relationship more complicated than the one between a cripple and the disabled character that they love who was clearly (and painfully) written by an able-bodied person

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Growing up without accommodations i both dislike and pity other disabled people who called other disabled people lazy for wanting them. I’m sorry this society has taught you to harm yourself to be presentable to the abled, I am not sorry that you’re a dick about it.

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My two awesome attacks on my friends ( @skeletonsonparade and @buzzlesaw )

Halliwell is a persona of @skeletonsonparade , Tact is a regretevstor oc of @buzzlesaw

Tybalt you have to fucking revenge me I’m so serious I need an excuse to draw the fan sibling characters again. Experiencing Fremen Sako withdrawals. Their respective siblings are having dream toxic yuri what they fuck ???? Are they having ??????? Toxic brothers in laws?????? Huh?????

I’m so fucking sleepy

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they would literally hate 012 for being a morally dark grey woman hellbent on revenge if she was a cannon character which is why I only use her in a roleplay group that already is subject to fandom misogyny

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The hell that is K-12 is over and now I can achieve my life’s goal of becoming a physicist and after making the greatest discovery in science disappearing off the face of the earth but in reality I’ve actually found myself on an island and as its lighthouse keeper, slowly going mad due to the isolation and realizing after all this time, all this work, all this progress, the one thing I desired among all else was human intimacy that my parents robbed of me. And in my last, conscious moments, I cry, hugging the lighthouse as the island cradles me in its mindless gaze.