#fools lament

[the-aprilfools-bitch]

When I have to hand my doggo off to my brother so I can get shit done and he holds him in a way which will hurt his tiny lil spine and I ask my brother to hold him in safe way and my brother yells at me to fuck off and I gotta do shit but my brother is potentially hurting my pupper 3:

[rad-roche]

sorry if this has been asked before but i was curious if something like ghoulification was ever in the cards for gloria? its been a little bit since ive reread dmt and dww so i apologize if it was mentioned there and i forgot

oh don't apologise at all! i figured no, the story only works if gloria is at a real risk of dying. turning into a ghoul kind of takes the sting out of 'the ambient radiation in the air is a death sentence'. just in universe, though it never came up, my thought on how ghouls work is it's a genetic thing: it's something you either have capacity to do or you don't. with all that said, a few years back i did do a little ghoul design for her for fun! it's really old and outdated, so i took another stab at it

her hair is clinging on for dear life but she's not giving it up

bonus:

[namelessprayers]

the thing about people like cheng xiaoshi is that they love everything. lu guang was aware of this from the very beginning, and he has the sufficient reasoning to match the claim.

it's not simply because cheng xiaoshi is unbelievably nice or far too empathetic for his own good; it's because anything he can make look beautiful through the camera is something that he cherishes. but seeing as everything cheng xiaoshi takes a photo of is somehow transformed into something worth seeing, lu guang deducts that he must be in love with everything to some extent.

no one can envision the universe so favorably and not be somewhat in love with it. lu guang can be glad, at least, that the universe seems to return the love of cheng xiaoshi in kind.

when it comes to cheng xiaoshi taking photos of anyone, he manages to make them look as good as everything else, as lu guang supposes that general people are also grouped under the umbrella term of the universe. and so cheng xiaoshi loves everything, highlights the good and almost makes lu guang fall a little in love too.

actually, scratch that, not almost and not a little; lu guang falls all the way in love with cheng xiaoshi, definitely a bit too much.

which would be fine, if it weren't for that fact that every photo cheng xiaoshi takes of lu guang makes it seem like he is in love, just a few degrees more than lu guang can deal with. but he's sure that it's nothing personal, because cheng xiaoshi has always been like that in his photography, painstakingly in love with the subject.

it sucks since lu guang is pretty sure he'll only ever love cheng xiaoshi sincerely out of everything else.

but there are set foundations to the infinite timelines lu guang intercepts. in each timeline, cheng xiaoshi is genuine above all else and lu guang is a liar, a fool. in each timeline, cheng xiaoshi loves everything else whilst lu guang only loves him, maybe exclusively and probably forever. in any case, lu guang cannot escape his own distaste for the world itself, or the fact that cheng xiaoshi does love him amongst everything, perhaps even more than most.

lu guang is sure this has all happened before. he is sure that he's lived the part where cheng xiaoshi confesses through their photoshoots in which he manages to make lu guang look anything but a miserable product of grief and mourning and absolute hypocrisy.

lu guang wants to ask cheng xiaoshi how he manages to love the universe which will bring him to a cruel end and let him go. it asks lu guang, begs him through everything, to let cheng xiaoshi go.

lu guang knows that much, and yet, he remains with time at his fingertips and a photo of himself taken by cheng xiaoshi in his palms. he doesn't think he'll ask the question, because he has eternity to do it. he doesn't think he'll confess, to all of it whether love or lies, because he's pretty sure it wouldn't matter anymore.

though as much lu guang wants to say none of it matters anymore and everything is now nothing, derailed by time, he knows it's not true. lu guang knows, because he still wants cheng xiaoshi every time he's gone and he always fails to reconcile with that end.

doing this over and over again is as inevitable as cheng xiaoshi's love for everything, as inevitable as his untimely death, as inevitable as it was when lu guang first set eyes on him and should've known. but even if he did, he doubts he'd have done it any different, and still he continues to prove that there's only one thing to make it so;

the thing about someone like lu guang is that he loves cheng xiaoshi above all else, and even that little piece of everything, he'll never quite have. but he's always been aware of that, and despite it, he still tries.

[gandalf-the-fool]

[the-aprilfools-bitch]

😭🙏

I will die babygirl

i might write the fools/xxx-fools-duckies a/b/o...

[mcx7demonbros]

THE HOL IS ON SALE!!! WITH CARETAKER BARBATOS ATTACHED TO IT TOO! I HAVE TO BUT IT!!!

[the-king-of-lemons]

guh

[the-aprilfools-bitch]

I'm alrighttttt, just woke up but the coffee machine gave me a cup of boiling water with some foam on top so

Morning baby<3 how are you?

(yeah you won today)

I'm okay, how about you? (I always win)

[the-aprilfools-bitch]

Whats the longest obssesion/special intrest/hyperfixation you had?

Ah, see it was this one guy, for like three years it was so great n shit and I was so happy

And then just recently he was found out to be

A terrible terrible person

And that still hurts a bit <///3

[feliciadraws]

NOOOOOOOOOO THE BOOPS ARE GOOOOOOOONEEm

[daffodil--lament]

"why do I feel like I'm taking 900 hits of physical psychological and spiritual damage every 5 minutes" my schedule:

[feyvvildling]

Crying into my queer little hands about how my D&D players are having such a good time running with the lore of my campaign they're coming up with theories before we even start and they're such cool ideas I'm probably gonna do something with it for the payoff alone

[c3nterstage-fo0l]

I wizh I could make people happy. I wizh I was good at it. I wanna make them laugh. If not with me then at me. At leazt they’re happy, right?

[the-king-of-lemons]

wait shit

[corvianbard]

#7130

Hearing a mermaid's song of lamentation, A knight braves though every risky situation Without realizing that this was its temptation To bring any fools to their ruination.

[cynicalclassicist]

I can really imagine Dennis as Verence the Fool!