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every time I try to draw Will it always comes out terrible bc I try to directly copy what I see without attempting to stylize it and every time I try to do a face study of someone it turns out wonky and it makes me cringe so bad. this only happens when I draw people btw. furries are exempt from this.
#the last two times I drew him they sucked dick#iâm gonna be honest. iâm a âcopy what i see detail and everything EXACTLYâ kind of artist#and I donât wanna be. iâm forcing myself to do it which#just makes me never want to draw again#like how do i even try to experiment with my style if Iâm so afraid of failure???#I could be good eventually (I mean. mom got a degree in art and won awards for her pieces#so the potential for me is there) but I just. Hate being bad at it :(((#also I wonât allow myself to do sketchy lines#like everything has to be perfect#Iâve erased SO much that Iâve actually destroyed the paper and make holes in it#from so much erasing
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Reading fics that go "Bruce never visited Jason's grave but others did" always makes me sigh, because it's LITERALLY Bruce's thing to visit graves all the fucking time. It doesn't matter if in canon he is not shown visiting Jason's grave (he does go sometimes as Batman, he is also shown multiple time to do the grieving with the memorial instead of going all the way to the cemetery), Bruce is THE grieving "the cemetery is my third home" kind of guy, kind of goth. That's his aesthetic to be standing in front of graves, of strangers to his own family. He even visits the Graysons' grave every year, without telling Dick. Even during missions in other countries, he sometimes go to the cemetery there. It's a part of him.
#batman#bruce wayne#jason todd#batfam#dc comics#my ramblings#why are you all trying to erase the goth from the Batman???#Batman standing in a cemetery is one of the most down illustration of him#also like he visits his parents so much no way he didnât took sometimes to go see his son#third home because he has the cave and the manor before that#he was goth before goth was a thing
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People arenât saying that cis or perisex folks cannot talk or advocate for transgender or intersex folks. What people are saying is that cis or perisex folks should not be determining what type of experiences an entire group of transgender or intersex people go through. There is a difference between education, uplifting, and advocating for a group and speaking over an entire group of people by determining what a group of people experiences, again a group of people that you are not part of. Also, if youâre listening to part of a group that does not mean youâre listening to the whole. You have to talk to the specific group of people you were talking about to be able to advocate for them and to learn about their lived experiences!
#Also I donât vague post. This is about pocket deer fuck cis dear boy.#also fuck you for a erasing my ethnic identity(Louisiana Creole)#The USAâs culture is not consistent state by state and shows itself differently#also thatâs just white people you have to add the individual ethnic groups that come from that state like mine#then add the African-American cultures#then add the native cultures#and then add more recent immigrant culture#transgender#transmysogyny#and#transandrophobia#/#anti transmasculinity#exorsexism#cause this applies to all fucking transgender groups#+#intersexism#because this kind of shit also affects intersex folks#down with the cis bus#trans issues#how to be a proper advocate#I hate this guy so much yâall donât know#heâs added to the hate list for now#because I look at his shit and the only thing I see is annoying#I wonder if heâs more fucking coherent in Dutch#it is really my German English isnât that bad?#or is it just more annoying?#I reserve the right to fucking be furious at Western white Europeans at any given time#itâs a North American Creole given right
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Aizawa: Ugh, finally, I'm ho- Kaminari? What are you doing here?
Kaminari: Oh, hi Mr Aizawa, uh, Hitoshi wanted to help me get over my fear of cats so he's making me hang out with Present Mewc over here
Aizawa: You're afraid of cats?
Kaminari: Uhhhhhhhhhh, anyways, check out what I did!
Kaminari, holding up a cat treat: Mewc, sit.
Present Mewk: *sits*
Kaminari: Okay, now show off
Present Mewc: *Stands up and walks slowly around in a circle*
Kaminari: Good, now give us a dance
Present Mewc: *Bobs head back and forth for a few seconds*
Kaminari: All riiight, now ELECTROCUTION!
Present Mewc: *falls over and wiggles around for a few seconds before going still and twitching once*
Kaminari: Good job, Mewc! *gives treat* Isn't it cool, Mr Aizawa?
Aizawa:
Aizawa: What the fuck did you do to my cat
#so much is going on at once that aizawa forgot to question why kami is calling his son by his given name#Hizashi and Eri insisted on the name#present mewc#got the idea because I saw someone name his cat All Meow so i was like fuck it lets do a different hero now#Present Mewc is obviously a yellow tabby#you know the orange cats that are so light they look kinda blonde#that#i got the cat fear idea from a fic i read#it was super cute#i dont remember the name but it was shinkami and Kaminari takes Shinsou to a date at a cat cafe despite being terrified oh sorry âcautiousâ#of cats because they tend to freak out when he accidentally shocks them as one would expect#hitoshi shinsou#hizashi yamada#eri#mha#bnha#denki kaminari#why did i tag that onr last wtf#aizawa shouta#eraserhead#present mic#chargebolt#mind eraser#cats#gatto#lil guy#gattito
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So I know Lisa Frankenstein is about more than the romance, thereâs so much to be said about Lisaâs relationships with those around her and how she was treated and how that parallels how wider society treats women, young women in particular. But the fact that the Creature loved her completely, to the point of searching for her when he âcame back to lifeâ, killing those who harmed her, using the body parts of those same people to please her, and always listening to her even though he couldnât speak (even when it hurt him) just hits me in all the right places. The people who were supposed to love and cherish her didnât (Taffy loved her of course) yet he did. Idk guys, seeing a girl being loved for all that she is after almost everyone else has rejected her for no reason other than sheâs different just means so much to me
#lisa frankenstein#this movie means so much to me#something about a girl being loved for everything she is will always make me cry#kathryn newton#cole sprouse#I want to erase this movie from my brain and then watch it again#the creature#horror romance comedy#I love women#Women deserve to be loved for who they are
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Marleyan Hange part 4
Liberio 1
A different kind of reunion
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Four years have passed as they do in canon and Hange and Levi have both been licking their wounds (emotional moreso than physical) but only one of them was aware they might meet again sooner rather than later.
Hange has involuntarily climbed the ranks of the Marleyan army while doing their best to keep Essie out of harm's way. Levi has had his hands full trying to keep the Survey Corps from collapsing while not accepting the title of commander, instead waiting until he deemed Armin old enough to be bestowed the title.
The raid Eren forced them into has started and Levi is zipping around Liberio when his eyes fall on a silhouette that has been haunting his nightmares (when he can even manage to fall asleep). As he sees them emerging from the neck of that mutt, something in him snaps and he changes course.
Hange has been running around looking for the warrior candidates while fending off the survey corps soldiers. No, they're island devils. They're praying they didn't hit anyone they know. Knew. Devils. That's right. Nothing more. They stop to ask a group of their underlings if they've seen the kids, but instead of answers they get warnings. They freeze at the sight of Levi (!?) flying towards them and before they can react he's torn them from their titan and tossed them into a wall. Stumbling from the impact, they approach him, something inside them pulling them towards him even now. They have to say something to him, anything, but what is there to say?
As he feels Hange grab onto his cape, hears them call his name, Levi holds onto the flare of anger and betrayal to commit to what he's about to do, stomping down any other emotions he may or may not be feeling, hard. It needs to be done. That's all there is to it.
#ehehehehe#ayyyyy Levi's back!#I'm very happy with most of them but the one where he's flying towards Hange looks dumb af like I was trying to emulate him killing Zeke bu#it just didn't really work XD#didn't feel like coloring everything this time#also there was another little comment on the one where they're face to face saying âare we about to kiss right now?â lmao#but I felt it would distract from the moment too much so I erased it#also hange's expression wasn't so distraught in that earlier version it was more flustered so it fit better xD#I swear Levi didn't just randomly grow taller they're just in an awkward position đ#levihan#marleyan hange au#attack on titan#levihan fanart#hange zoe#hanji zoe#levi ackerman#attack on titan fanart#shingeki no kyojin#aot fanart#violetscanfly#first cliffhanger isn't it? I'm having fun >:)
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Agatha's quiet pleading here is killing me. Mouth agape, she shakes her head. Agatha knows why Rio (Death) is here, she feels it, yet, her disbelief is clear, and she still holds hope Rio won't do it.
But then, Rio takes a first step towards her, and then another. The next shot shows Agatha realising that Rio is going to take their/her child. The only person who has ever loved her is going to take away the little being Agatha already loves with her entire heart and soul...
It's no wonder Agatha's defences went up right after. In her eyes, from the moment Death took those steps towards her, Rio chose her job over Agatha and Nicky. From that moment on, something broke between them.
#putting their/her because this specific perspective depends on how much Agatha knows about/understands Nicky's conception#we know that Rio is Nicky's other parent#but Agatha may not be aware that creating a child was something she and Rio could do (and effectively did)#hence why she says minutes later that Nicky was 'made from scratch'#so she may believe that she created him herself#at least she could believe that in that moment#that doesn't erase the fact that Rio IS the baby daddy#but when trying to speak on Agatha's perspective of things...#this uncertainty must be considered#but honestly it's annoying how marvel's hom*ph*bic ass obliges us to live with it#it should've been made clear(er) that Rio is Nicky's parent too#though I would add that maybe in that instant where Agatha realised that Rio came to take their child#she decided Rio was not her child's parent#bc to Agatha a parent would never do that to their child#(and to the person they love)#so she tried to completely block herself from seeing Rio in that perspective#anyway#here ends the little rant#I need to go to sleep#time flies and it's 1am already#fortunately I don't have any in person classes today !#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#nicholas scratch#nicky scratch#agathario#agatha x rio
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An interesting âside effectâ of the canonization of the âclassic eraâ meaning âyounger eraâ is that the classic era now reads as âcute fun timesâ before the core cast became teenagers/tweens and things got super, super complicated.
Because the characters are âyounger,â thereâs an air of âlittle rascal innocenceâ to everything they do now. The new releases like Mania and Superstars now feel like little throwbacks to the young heroes just learning how to work together and make a difference in the world.
I donât think this is a bad thing at all.


#this is actually something Iâve headcanoned for years#seeing it reflected like this in canon is actually pretty strange#but welcome#I genuinely think it makes much more sense#it reminds me a lot of the anime erased if anyone knows what that is#this was obviously never the plan from the beginning. Sega certainly just expected us to be like#âoh itâs the same thing but pretend that sonic had green eyes the entire timeâ#but of course pontac and graff happened#and generations happened#and forces happened#and suddenly they had way too many gaps to fill#so all things considered I have no issue with this retcon#it fixes a lot of problems tbh#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#amy rose#tails the fox#knuckles the echidna#classic sonic#sonic frontiers#sonic mania#sonic superstars#core four#sonic core four#miles tails prower
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No bc you guys, Nicky Hemmick was twenty and he was living in Germany and for the first time he was with people who loved him without trying to change who he was. He was learning to love himself, to accept the things that heâd spent his life believing made him evil and broken and worthless, and see that they were beautiful. He had gotten out.
And then, somehowâmaybe through his parents, maybe through the cousin heâd only really known for the few months their time in Columbia had overlapped before Nicky left for Germanyâhe found out that his aunt was dead, that his cousins (and Nicky had only met one of them, but they were twins, and theyâd been separated for their whole lives) were either going into the system or into his parentsâ custody.
And maybe, for a moment, he reasoned that they were sixteen. That it would only be a few years before they were adults and could make their own choices on where to live, on how to live. But he also remembered that house, and he remembered what it was like to live there and how heâd tiptoed around it. He remembered who he was, then; how much less of himself heâd had to be. And he packed his bags and movedânot home, not anymore, but still back; back to South Carolina, back to Columbia, back to the cousins who needed him even if they didnât quite seem to want him.
And they figured things out, slow and messyâthe custody arrangement, getting the house, establishing a life. Nicky taught the twins German, and he tried his best to teach them what it meant to be loved, and even if they werenât quite a family yet, to the twins, they were to Nicky. Even if he was only twenty and what he had to offer could never be enough, they were worth enough for him to try.
#nicky hemmick#i will never stop thinking about how much of this we donât know about#genuinely HOW did he get custody#did he fight his parents for it#and if so â how did he win#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#also fr who told him about the situationâ he barely knew aaron and he presumably didnât talk to his parents much#i need to KNOW#also genuinely i need people to stop erasing nicky from the narrative when talking about people who have loved andrew#he may not have done it perfectly but he did it#aftg#all for the game
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I just found your SIC Megatron au and its vise grip on my brain is worrying
I can't help but feel that Starscream possessiveness of Megatron is distinctively humanizing in a way, and couple with the way Megatron just called himself a tool, like, do that repeatedly and it doesn't matter that you are literally fighting for the right to personhood, that shit will ingrain itself, and that just on to the toxicity sooo wonderfully
Thanks! I keep on having WIPs for this that I keep changing but I got a couple of ideas that are consistent!
I really like the backstory where he was trapped in his gun alt form for as long as he can remember, it feels more likely to break that version of megatron then if he was just a worker before
Megatron is very powerful, more then other gunformers, itâs a mystery to why he was until years in he started to malfunction, at this point the Decepticons are pretty established and Megatron was already SIC so getting him fixed was top priority. Starscream went out to capture someone with actual medical experience and got Ratchet, who was not prime yet and was only a talented up and coming doctor at this point.
Starscream and Ratchet worked on Megatron, discovering his link to a black hole, Ratchet horrified by the power, Starscream in awe of it.
âThis power is cruelâ âThis power is mineâ
Megatron idolizes Starscream a lot, but he is very popular. Despite not being able to speak for most of the time he was online, heâs very charismatic. Starscream was fond of the attention but if Megatron ever turns on him he would not hesitate to kill him. Starscream had already planted seeds of doubt into his mind, but now he doubles down on it (Iâm still trying to decide if Starscream would install some sort of chip that would suppress any confidence that Megatron would have, or if he breaks down Megatrons ego in a more natural way, probably the latter because I think it fits better, but with the chip version if it ever is removed in the future, the fallout from that would be interesting!)
Starscream plans to keep Ratchet mostly so word of Megatrons power donât spread around, but he is eventually rescued by Orion Pax. Surprisingly Ratchet doesnât seem to tell anyone. This extends to his time as Prime. The Autobots donât know why Ratchimus is so insistent on arguing with Megatron
Itâs slow but as Starscream gets more possessive Megatron appears in less in the public eye alone, enforcing the idea that Megatron needs him, but thereâs a voice in the back of his mind that he canât ignore saying that he needs Megatron too
Megatron has accepted that this is the best that his life can get, it's all he's ever known, and he's stubborn in this, what else is there? What was everything for?
I still want Megatron to have alot of power here so it's not just Starscream, he's still Megatron!
#Megatron is still a very evil guy here btw#he has embraced that he is a weapon of destruction and reveals in violence#he has the highest kill count by far lmao#although sometimes some deceptions get caught up in his blasts heâs fine with it#even Starscream has to be like âyo stop killing our guysâ#he still has a lot of the support from the army#heâs smart and charismatic heâs just very enamored with Starscreams attention#transformers#transformers fanart#transformers g1#starscream#megatron#megastar#maccadams#I also keep on getting distracted with the prime ratchet x bodyguard Orion subplot lmao#asks#SIC Megatron AU#I have so much WIPS of my aus I donât post that I had to erase the playback for my old stuff to free up memory
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desperately trying not to crash out and deactivate my Tumblr before the DP fantasy zine drops
#It's not because of anything bad happening online.#It's entirely within my own mind and I just......don't feel like throwing my art into the social media void anymore.#It's become too much and I'm sick of never feeling 'good' enough to be on this website.#I push myself all the time to be better and improve and frankly the negative self talk I put myself through to get there is crushing me.#It's embarrassing to admit because I prefer to maintain a certain amount of anonymity and distance from my online presence#gotta maintain that 'cool artist' persona and all that.#but full disclosure I battle deep insecurities daily based entirely on my own perceived self. Someone who I'm certain doesn't even exist#except within my own mind.#even in this vent post I'm sure I'm being overdramatic and going through a rough patch I'll recover from soon.#realistically I'm not going to deactivate so I apologize for that scare.#I do wonder if erasing my online presence would help sometimes but eh đ€·#delete later#anyway I have art queued for the rest of the week but I might not be around for a while. â
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She chances a glance at Sebastian before getting out her copy of Divining the Undivinable from her bag and wishes she hadnât. He looks uncomfortably big sitting on the tiny tea chair across from her, barely any hints of the boy who had completely swept her away two years ago visible on the sharper planes of his face. When had he - had they - grown up?
Sebastian Sallow was - is - charming, and that had been her downfall. She had successfully avoided his charms the year before, and she isnât going to let that happen this year, no matter how much her body rebels against her mind and resolve. Because, as she reminds herself, Sebastian Sallow is also manipulative, and cold-hearted, and selfish.
âWell,â she says archly, opening her book. She will not look at him. âI suppose I am still quite ignorant of the practice of Divination, so do forgive me if I have to double-check my readings in the textbook.â
He says her name as she opens the book, and she ignores him. He says her name again. She continues to ignore him. He grabs the book from her hands and puts it the correct way for her. She was looking at it upside-down. Her cheeks heat up and she continues flipping through the pages, as if nothing has happened. She finds page two-hundred and thirty. She pretends to be interested in what she sees.
(Divination is unfortunately not interesting.)
Oh, fine.
âDo you want to start, or should I?â
These are the first words she has voluntarily spoken to him - not including the events of last week, which do not count as they were most decidedly not voluntary - since he called her ignorant a year and a half ago. He somehow looks surprised to see that she has addressed him, and for some reason this fills her with rage and a strange sort of confidence. Why shouldnât she be able to talk to him?
âHere,â she says, putting her hand out towards him, palm up, ignoring the strange fluttering feeling in her chest when he gently grabs it with one of his. Sebastian looks up at her, waiting for her to continue speaking, and were she not looking at him so intently she would have easily missed the bob of his throat as he swallows nervously. âShow me how itâs done.â
from my oneshot, clumsyđ«¶đ«¶đ«¶
#it was SO HARD to think of how much of this scene to include as an excerpt#bc I want enough for no context really but I could have just included the whole pov andâŠmaybe it would be too long idk#but enough to set the scen#of my brat angel reading her book upside downđ#SebastiĂĄn is trying not to smile bc sheâs trying SO HARD TO BE UNAFFECTEDđ€đ€đ€đ€đ€đ€#anyways Iâm happy i had some time to paint todayđđđđ#I sketched this a few days ago but I didnât know when I would find the time to paint and today the stars alignedđ„čđ#and honestly IT WAS SO HARD TO SKETCH THISâŠ#I was scared I would ruin the paper with how many times I erasedđđđ#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfic#sebastian sallow fic#also Iâm working on another dumb oneshotđđ#I still have a few more scenes from this one I want to paint thoughđ«¶đ«¶đ«¶
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The Warden
Panel: No escape.
Ok, now just some silly ideas to share (playing around with the au)
Comic 1: Invading dreams



Extra: no thanks.
Comic 2: Unwanted attention

#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#rin nohara#obito uchiha#infinite tsukuyomi#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#hello i have yet to combust#just some drawings to share to get back to posting#playing around with styles of coloring#anywayss went back to the infinite tsukuyomi au#itâs started off as trying to learn and bring back information or dreams to entertain kakashi#(being aware of being trapped is taking a toll oh him)#but soon as they continue to view around and traveling through the roots#seeing how everyone has a different look on him#they catch a glimpse of obito looking around#so the journey starts as it makes sure that heâll never get his hands on him again#hiding him with the cocooned as much as possible and#(at some point it detaches itself from the original genjutsu and lives off kakashi chakra)#then#be it build a defense around the mind or alternatively#erase memories that kakashi has of him#the genjutsu conclusion is that this is what will make Kakashi happy#if he never remember then the pain associated with it would cease#kakashi is horrified to know with pasting time his mind is essentially being tampered with
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Eliot at peace with being Damned
One of the things that makes Eliot hard to write for in-character (but also such an interesting character to explore) is that he believes he is damned to Hell and he is at peace with that. He has a lot of guilt, oceans of guilt, but it's not so much the tortured, anguished catholic guilt Ă la Nate or like, Daredevil.Â
He has done monstrous, unforgivable things. But, on his own, he came to a realization of what he had done, and pulled away from that world. On his own, he left the worst person he ever worked for, and stopped using guns, and stopped killing. On his own, he switched from wetwork to retrievals. This all occurs before we ever meet him, so while there are many hints and inferences, the specifics of how that happened, how he came to those decisions, are left up to the audienceâs imagination.Â
Eliot wants to make the world a better place, and he works everyday with the team to help people, and he genuinely enjoys helping people and the work he does on the job. But he does not believe that he can be redeemed. (Not my own personal belief about him, but it is what he thinks). When he dies, he will go to Hell for his sins, and there is nothing that can possibly be done to change that. He doesn't need to angst over it, because itâs just a fact. It is what it is. There is no point agonizing over whether his soul can be saved, because he knows it cannot. This is both a keystone of his character, and also something he doesn't spend a lot of time thinking about day-to-day, because itâs a settled matter.Â
And as much as we love Eliot the character, he has a point that lives are not tradable for equivalent exchange. If he killed a specific family 25 years ago, that was snuffing out the light and potential and future of those particular parents and children. The surviving extended family lost those particular relatives. Saving a family now does not balance that ledger, because each person is a unique life and not interchangeable for another. While I may have different beliefs about Hell and redemption than Eliot, I still want to acknowledge that he has a point. That changing now doesn't necessarily help the people he hurt in the past, and unlike Harry, he canât work down a list of making amends, because almost all of his victims are dead. There is no atonement to the dead.Â
Eliotâs redemption is in seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, and helping others get to it. Particularly the team, and particularly the pair heâs going to protect until his dying day. He will stay down there in the dark forever (he believes), but getting the others out is his redemption.Â
I do not believe that Eliot will actually go to Hell when he dies, but his belief that he is damned is fundamental to who he is as a character, and he is going to believe that for the rest of his life. It can be really challenging to balance that when writing his POV, particularly when delving into events that dredge this stuff up for him (which we writers love to do because itâs so delicious). Eliot doesnât exactly have a low self-esteem. He knows he has many skills and is exceptional at them (cooking, fighting, grifting, guitar, sports, etc). He pretty much knows his teammates love him, and care about him, and want him to stay alive for them, and spend the rest of his life with them. He has professional pride, and he will argue when he wants something. He is certainly not a doormat. However, he also believes he is fundamentally and irrevocably a bad person. Balancing between him not being too self-deprecating in normal situations / about his usefulness to the team, with his inherent belief in his own moral depravity can be a thin blade to walk without falling to one side or another. But it is also one of the biggest aspects of his psyche that makes him such a fascinating and complex character to explore.
#leverage redemption#leverage#eliot spencer#leverage meta#a lot of this is based on interviews from#christian kane#and#john rogers#Like that one time a few years ago when CK said Eliot was basically a serial killer#and the fandom had a lot of discussion about how Eliot is not a serial killer for this-this-and-this reason#And I'm like yeah#I agree with your definition of that term and that I do not think Eliot fits it#but I also think it is absolutely a thought that Eliot might feasibly have about himself#so for his actor to say that just means he is really good at his job of understanding and portraying that character#I am trying to write my own leverage fics; however I am the slowest writer in the world#but I have so many ideas and i love the#leverage ot3 so much#and L:R S3 is giving me LIFE with those 3#It's just hard to not woobify eliot with insecurity while also not erasing his self-worth issues#he is settled and at peace- but he is at peace with the fact that he evil -or maybe just unforgivable#which we see in the show and hear from the creator and the actor#And don't get me wrong- I absolutely love fics where Hardison and Parker help reassure Eliot#that he is good and he is loved and he is more than his worst actions#and ones where he dreads them finding things out about his past#because he is sure they will be disgusted and kick him out and never want anything else to do with him#but they love now-Eliot for who he has become no matter what he did in the past. And they tell him it doesn't matter#whether he deserves their love because love is not about deserving or doing enough to earn the privilege of it#They love him for the person he is now and they are never letting him go
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I draw pyke a normal amount
Outfit below đ

#ough his hairâŠ.#his hands..#I love rendering his hair#THE HAT ON THIS WAS SO FUN#second Chappell roan pyke post I think thereâs something wrong in my brain#I hope you all enjoy this as much as I did drawing it đ#pyke come back from war⊠(stardust rhapsody hiatus)#me if making the most easy to erase watermarks was illegal#but Im too lazy to change it so#wtv#honor system#stardust rhapsody#pyke stardust rhapsody#pyke Pontus#the yuletide posts are finally posting soon⊠I just have to finish coloring..#legends of avantris
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MiqoMarch Day 20 - Memory
Rare is it to see you so shaken. I can only imagine what thoughts must be consuming you at this moment, my love.
#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#miqomarch#miqomarch2025#dawntrail spoilers#arsay nun#g'raha tia#wolgraha#Arsay's dialogue from the loss prompt touched on this but this is the part of the living memory that she finds the most fucked up#the fact that everyone elses memories get scrubbed of the deceased#For Arsay -who has a trauma related fear of being forgotten- the everkeep system is maybe the worse thing for her to learn about#because like even if she has been guilty of avoiding thinking about her dead friends/parents/enemies because it comes bundled with feelings#she doesn't out right forget them. those memories of them will always be there. there's a difference between avoidance and forgetting.#Usually Arsay is very good at keeping her body language under control. especially in a group. but something like this is too upsetting#And even tho Rahas instinct is to calm her down but he knows better to draw any further attention to her#but ooh my god is she stewing at this. literally crossing her arms as tight as she can to hold herself in. her tail is more puffed up too#hard to tell cause shes already so fluffy but the base of her tail looks thicker than usual#Shes so angry. disgusted. and beyond sad for the peoples whose existence she feels has been erased#and of course she cant help but put her herself in the shoes of those people and consider what if every one just forgot about her one day#and that makes her even more upset#had to do some shifting around of npc placements for this lmao#they move the chair out for graha at the front in the cutscene only so I couldn't put him in the same spot and have him floating in the air#also it just makes more sense for him to sit next to Arsay and makes the comic framing so much easier
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