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prythiansprincess · 1 year ago

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HEART ON MY SLEEVE

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🤍 pairing: mattheo riddle x reader.

🤍 song inspiration: friends by chase atlantic.

🤍 author's note: the duality of man. this fic serves both cute, fluffy matty and jealous, possessive mattheo.

For his upcoming birthday, Mattheo Riddle had one simple wish: for his best friends to get along.

It shouldn’t have been such an ordeal except for the fact that you and Theo absolutely hated each other. If it weren’t for Mattheo, the two of you would have no reason to cross paths. Theo was an arrogant, pompous, quidditch playing prick with a terrible nicotine addiction while the closest you’d come to physical exertion is carrying your weekly stack of books from the library to your dorm.

Needless to say, you were not a fan of Theodore Nott. You thought he was a bad influence on Matty, while Theo labeled you as the buzzkill, often talking your best friend out of doing things that would either land him in detention or the infirmary. You got the feeling that Theo hated the fact that he had to share Mattheo’s attention with you. Never mind the fact that you were friends with him first.

The origin of your friendship started long before your days at Hogwarts. The first time you met Mattheo, his father invited you and your parents over at Riddle Manor to celebrate a successful business deal between your families. Even at a young age, you remembered recognizing the coldness and distance in the Riddle household. The elder riddle, Tom Sr., was a stern and unforgiving man who kept his family under his thumb. Tom Jr. played the perfect heir; cool, calm, and collected as he stood by his father’s side. Mrs. Riddle had a severe and somber air about her that sent shivers down your spine as she flashed an empty smile at you.

Mattheo was different from the rest. There was a warmth to him that radiated outwards, pulling you in with his cheeky dimpled smile and soft bouncing curls. He marched right up to you, bowing at the waist like he was taught to, except he nearly tripped over his feet and gave you a crooked little grin before correcting himself.

“Hi, Y/N. I’m Mattheo, but you can call me Matt.” There was a mischievous glint in his brown eyes that you didn’t recognize as trouble until much later. “Do you want to play with me?”

As it turns out, his definition of playing meant chasing each other through the hedge maze out on the manor grounds and absolutely dirtying up your pretty pink dress as you rolled around in the grass. You laid side by side on your backs, giggling as you tucked a flower into Mattheo’s curls.

“You’re going to get me in trouble, you know,” you stated matter-of-factly as you rolled over on your elbows. “My dress is all dirty.”

“Don’t worry, we can ask Tom to help us. He knows lots of spells and hexes.” He leaned in conspiratorially, holding his pinky finger out. “But you have to keep it a secret, okay? Can I trust you, Y/N?”

You hooked your finger through his, not knowing that such a simple secret would forever solidify your friendship. “You can trust me, Matty.”

In the years that followed, the two of you were as thick as thieves. Most days were spent at either the Riddle manor or your estate, which Mattheo tended to prefer since it provided him reprieve from his father. As of late, his parents had made it perfectly clear that he was expected to follow in his brother's footsteps. Despite it being Tom's first year at Hogwarts, he was already proving to be a gifted and talented wizard. When his father wasn't outright ignoring him, Mattheo was forced to practice hexes and spells that were beyond the knowledge of an eleven year old. Without his older brother to protect him, Mattheo felt the walls closing in in his grand yet inhospitable home.

You were the only silver lining in his otherwise dreary days. Mattheo thanked Merlin that his father allowed visits to your estate. Unlike Riddle Manor, your family home was warm, lovely, and full of life. During the summers, the two of you would venture out to the edge of your property and set up camp at the creek. The sunny days were spent swimming, climbing, and picking flowers from sunrise to sunset. On one particular day, you sat cross-legged on the picnic blanket, absentmindedly picking at the sandwich in your lap.

Beside you, Mattheo nudged you with his knee. “What’s wrong, Y/N?”

You blinked, trying to savor the sunshine for as long as you could. “I don’t want summer to end.”

“We’ll only be apart for a year,” Mattheo said softly, correctly guessing the cause of your apprehension. You weren’t surprised. He always seemed to know what was on your mind. “You’ll be joining me at Hogwarts before you know it. By then, I’ll be an expert so I can show you the ropes.”

“A lot can happen in a year,” you stated. “What if you make other friends and forget about me?”

“I might make other friends, but I’d never forget about you. You were my first friend ever. That makes you the most important.”

You looked up and found yourself face to face with Mattheo’s earnest expression. The corners of his lips tugged upwards as he nudged you again. “Besides, you know I’m going to write to you every week. Now that I’m in the same castle as Malfoy, I can finally crack the great mystery of whether or not he bleaches his hair.”

“There’s no way that’s natural, right? Maybe Lucius has a special shampoo or something.”

Mattheo grinned and draped an arm over your shoulder. “I don’t know, but I promise to find out for you.”

“You’ll really write to me every week?”

“Of course I will,” Mattheo declared, holding his pinky finger out. “You trust me, right?”

You smiled and hooked your pinkies together. “I trust you, Matty.”

When the next year finally rolled around, you were so excited that you convinced your parents to take you to King’s Cross at least an hour before your departure. You hadn’t seen Mattheo since the previous summer because his family had been away on holiday in Spain, but he stayed true to his word and wrote to you every chance he got. You loved reading about the friends he’d made, the antics he got up to, and most importantly, the fascinating classes that awaited you at Hogwarts.

As you passed through Platform 9 ¾, you were nearly knocked off your feet as Mattheo ran full force into you. He had grown much taller since you last saw him, so much so that he now towered over you as he pulled you into a bear hug.

“Hi, Matty,” you giggled against his chest.

“Hi, Y/N.”

Mattheo pulled away, grinning as he tugged at your hand. “Come on, I want you to meet my friends.”

You looked back at your parents who merely smiled at Mattheo’s excitement. To his chagrin, your best friend remembered to properly greet them and asked if you could board the train early. After much fussing, they eventually said their goodbyes and allowed you to go with Mattheo.

The first friend that you met was Enzo. He was sweet, if not a little cheeky as he hinted that Mattheo couldn’t stop talking about you all year. Draco and Blaise needed no introduction given that your families were all fairly acquainted ever since you could remember. To your delight, Pansy was amongst the group as well. The two of you used to take ballet together, so it was a relief to have another girl to bond with. The older boys, Tom and Regulus, briefly greeted you before returning to their own cabin.

Last, but not least, was Theodore.

Whereas the others welcomed you with open arms, Nott was not as warm in his reception of you. The two of you clashed right off the bat. You weren’t quite sure what the root of your disagreement was. Perhaps it was his snarky comment insinuating that girls couldn’t be proper quidditch fans in reference to your Chudley Cannons scarf, perhaps it was your biting retort that he could stick his misogyny up his arse. Either way, the interaction set the tone for your strained relationship.

Being sorted into Gryffindor only contributed to the animosity between you as well. Given the longstanding rivalry of Slytherins and Gryffindors, Theo was determined to view you as his enemy. The harder you fought, the harder Mattheo tried to repair the rift. You were the two most important people in his life and he couldn’t stand to see you two tear each other apart.

For the most part, you tried to grin and bear it. While you couldn’t for the life of you understand how or why he was even friends with someone as unbearable as Theodore Nott, you tried to be civil for Mattheo’s sake. Tried being the key word. With Theo’s snark and your temper, the two of you became known for your infamous fights. Still, it didn’t stop your best friend from trying.

Over the years, Mattheo concocted countless plots and schemes to get the two of you to bond. If his favorite band was playing in town, he would magically have two extra tickets to bring both you and Theo along. If there was a book release you were dying to attend, Mattheo would invite Theo along to check out the record store next door. If the castle was dead during the weekend, Mattheo would suggest a trio trip to Hogsmeade.

As much as you cared for Mattheo, your patience only stretched so thin. Without fail, every outing that the three of you went on almost always ended in an argument between you and Theo.

“I don’t know how you’re friends with both of us, Mattheo,” Theo joked as he gulped down his burger. “I’m fun and Y/N is —”

“Finish that sentence and I’ll stick my fork right through your hand, Nott,” you threatened with a sickly sweet smile.

The hostility wasn’t anything new, but you supposed that after dealing with it for years and years on end, Mattheo had finally reached his breaking point.

Your best friend pushed his plate away and sighed. “Let’s just go.”

You nodded in agreement, gathering your things and following Mattheo’s lead. Theo trailed after, obnoxiously squeezing his way through the door of the Three Broomsticks and letting it close behind him. You yanked it open, nearly pulling the bloody thing off its hinges.

“How very mature of you. Though I’m not surprised that you don’t know how to hold a door open for a lady.”

Theo looked back, craning his neck behind you. “As far as I’m concerned, there aren’t any ladies around. Just an infuriating little Gryffindor who can’t handle not having the last word.”

“I’m infuriating?” You huffed, crossing your arms. “Clearly you’ve never suffered through the pleasure of your own company. Spoiler alert, the snarky arsehole bit stopped being funny in third year.”

“Well, the uptight and bossy bitch bit wasn’t ever funny to begin with.”

“Enough already,” Mattheo yelled. You reeled back in surprise. Usually, your best friend just let you and Theo fight it out until you both got tired of it, but he wasn’t having it tonight. “You two are the most important people in my life, but you’re acting like bloody toddlers. I’m tired of feeling like I have to choose a side, so either you two find a way to get along or risk losing me as a friend.”

For the first time since you met him, you and Theo were both stunned into silence. Mattheo took one last look at his closest friends and marched off into the castle without a word.

The next day, you woke up feeling weary. You hardly slept last night given Mattheo’s ultimatum. Your best friend wasn’t the type to make declarations like that lightly, so you knew he meant it. Especially since he went straight to his dorm without coming over to watch a movie or talk late into the night like the two of you often did.

The suspicion was all but confirmed when you sat through a particularly awkward and tense breakfast. Mattheo briefly acknowledged you with a nod, not bothering to speak as he cranked up the music on his headphones. As the Smiths crooned, you looked up at Theo who shook his head at your inquisitive glance. You knew that Mattheo had most likely given him the silent treatment last night as well.

Despite the fact that you and Mattheo had very similar schedules, he managed to avoid you throughout the entire day. By the time the last class rolled around, you knew that he was serious about you and Theo making up. It was a hard pill to swallow. Truly, you’d rather ingest a pill the size of a hippogriff than make amends with Nott, but it wasn’t like you had a choice. You didn’t want to lose Mattheo.

Deciding to be the bigger person, you went to the one place that you knew Theo frequented. You found him sitting alone in the Astronomy Tower, long legs dangling below him as he smoked a cigarette. Biting back a comment about the death trap pursed between his lips, you cleared your throat.

“Mind if I sit?”

Theo tensed as he looked up at you. He wore the sneer that he solely reserved for you, but his eyes were dull and dim. The argument with Mattheo obviously left him feeling lost as well.

“Do I have a choice?” You glared in response, but took a deep breath to calm yourself. Theo winced. “Sorry. Force of habit. Sit, I guess.”

Gingerly, you settled in the spot next to him. “It’s bad, isn’t it?”

“He wouldn’t talk to me last night,” Theo confirmed as he ashed his cigarette. “Just put on his headphones and went to sleep facing the wall.”

“He’s been avoiding me all day.”

Theo sighed. “What are we going to do?”

“Look,” you started, trying to muster up the strength to propose your next statement. “Obviously, we hate each other, but Mattheo’s important to me and I know he’s important to you, too. So for his sake, can’t we just put all this animosity behind us and try to get along?”

“What exactly does getting along mean?”

You shrugged. To be honest, you had no idea how to approach the situation, but you figured you had to start somewhere. “I don’t know. Maybe we can grab a bite to eat. Make polite small talk. Try not to strangle each other in the process.”

“I guess I can do that,” Theo conceded. “Why don’t we go to the new pub in the village? I heard they have fried pickles.”

You perked up. “You like pickles? I thought I was the only one.”

“I don’t just like pickles. I love them,” Theo stated.

“Me too,” you grinned. “Mattheo always gives me his cause he says —”

“They taste like feet,” he finished with a chuckle.

You nodded, laughing along. “Well, what are we waiting for, then?”

Theo watched as you stood, smoothing the front of your skirt. You offered a hand out to him, both literally and figuratively. To your surprise, Theo took the peace offering and let you pull him to his feet.

An hour later, the two of you were squeezed into a tiny booth by the makeshift stage. The pub was lively tonight and nearly packed to the brim, thanks to the happy hour deal on their drinks and appetizers in honor of their grand opening.

The pickles didn’t disappoint. You ate a good amount, but Theo scarfed the whole thing down like he hadn’t eaten in months. As he finished a sandwich and gulped the meal down with his second butterbeer, you gaped in surprise.

“Honestly, where do you put it all?”

Theo patted his stomach, which was unfairly flat and probably housed perfectly sculpted abs despite his eating habits. “I’m a growing boy. I need to eat a lot to offset the energy I expend. Especially when I’m sparring with you.”

“Oddly enough, I’m flattered by that.”

“You should be,” Theo quipped. “I’ve never had to put so much thought into insulting someone until I met you.”

“I bet you were pissed when I took your crown as the sassiest and bitchiest person in our friend group.”

“I’ve never experienced such heartbreak,” Theo said sarcastically as he placed a hand over his heart. “I mean, to be dethroned by someone who can’t even reach the top shelf in the cupboard was truly the most humbling moment of my life.”

“Well, you shouldn’t have assumed that I knew nothing about quidditch just because I’m a girl.”

“I was a dick for that,” Theo admitted. “But I was also twelve. I didn’t even know what misogyny meant. I thought you were describing a disease.”

You snorted. “Well, the past is in the past. Even though I clearly won that argument, we should put it behind us.”

Theo rolled his eyes, but clinked his butterbeer against yours. “Cheers to that, Y/N.”

Surprisingly, you found that you and Theo had a lot more in common than you initially thought. When he wasn’t being a prick, he was actually quite nice to talk to. In a single conversation, you learned more about Theo than you had in years. The two of you possessed a knack for potions, preferred foreign literature, and shared a love for horror movies.

As the live band went on, Theo mumbled an obscure reference to an eighties muggle band that your mum used to blast when you were younger.

“I can’t believe they’re covering this song,” you shouted over the music. “I haven’t heard it in years.”

Theo’s eyes widened in surprise. “You know this song?”

“Of course I do,” you retorted. “Mattheo says I have the music taste of a divorced country club trophy wife.”

“You and me both.”

By the end of the night, you found plenty of common ground with the boy you once thought of as your enemy. It was quite alarming to realize that you hadn’t argued once all night and even more so when you found yourself actually enjoying Theo’s company. Maybe Mattheo was right after all. When you stopped viewing Theo as competition, he was actually not that bad. You now understood what Mattheo meant when he said that you and Theo were more alike than you cared to admit.

On the walk back to the castle, Theo pulled out a spliff but glanced at you before lighting it. “Do you mind if I smoke?”

“Knock yourself out.”

The moon was silver and bright against the cloudless sky as the two of you sauntered through the beaten path. You listened to Theo recount Tom’s disastrous attempts at asking Chloe out, all the while giggling to yourself because he was a bigger gossip than you and Pansy put together.

“Don’t let Tom hear you talking about his love life,” you teased. “He’d probably feed you to his basilisk.”

Theo grimaced. “Half of Hogwarts would weep at the loss of such a handsome face.”

“However will we survive without your wit and charm, Nott?”

He chuckled as he blew a ring of smoke up into the sky. You watched it float before holding your hand out. “Care to share?”

“I didn’t know you smoked.”

“Who do you think taught Mattheo how to roll his first blunt?”

Theo stared in disbelief as you took the spliff, inhaling deeply. You held the smoke in your lungs effortlessly before blowing rings of smoke in quick succession.

“Damn,” the brown haired boy exclaimed. “Who the hell are you, Y/N?”

You smirked as you tapped the joint. “Someone much cooler than you, Theo.”

After that night, you and Theo got on more and more. The banter and bickering was still there, but it was more playful now. Mattheo was glad to see his two best friends getting along so well. Since first year, it was all he had ever wanted.

The days of forcing you two to hang out together was long gone. Now, you were practically as attached to the hip with Theo as you were with Mattheo.

When Mattheo went up to the Astronomy Tower for a smoke break, he would find you sitting cross-legged across from Theo as he filled you in on the catfight between Lavender and Cho. When Mattheo visited you at the library during his free period, Theo was already there working on his History of Magic homework beside you. When Mattheo arrived at the Great Hall for assembly, he slid into the seat next to Theo as his friend craned his neck to peer at the crowd.

“Looking for someone, mate?”

“Yeah, Y/N said she was running late,” Theo answered distractedly. “I saved a seat for her.”

At first, Mattheo loved the fact that you put your differences behind you and became such great friends like he always knew you would, but as time went along, your best friend noticed that you and Theo were becoming a little too close.

On one occasion, Mattheo briefly excused himself from the common room party for a smoke only to come back to find you and Theo annihilating Draco and Blaise at butterbeer pong. He walked in right as you made the winning shot, witnessing Theo picking you up and twirling you around as Malfoy stomped off, grumbling something about an unfair play. A cheat of sorts.

Mattheo couldn’t help but agree. Seeing you in Theo’s arms felt like cheating. The whole thing made him feel strange. It didn’t help that every time the three of you hung out, Mattheo noticed that you and Theo now had little inside jokes and references that he didn’t understand. Being jealous of his best mate was ridiculous, but yet he couldn’t shake the uneasy feeling that only grew stronger with each passing day.

As you grew closer, Mattheo felt stranger. One morning, he nearly smashed his muffin to pieces when he saw you wearing Theo’s hoodie.

“Why are you wearing that?” he asked through clenched teeth.

You looked down in surprise as though you’d forgotten that you were wearing another man’s clothes. “Oh, I was cold so Theo let me borrow his hoodie.”

Mattheo frowned before pulling his sweater over his head. “Here, wear mine instead. It’s warmer.”

The gesture was confusing, but you merely shrugged and exchanged Theo’s hoodie for Mattheo’s sweater. “Thanks, Matty.”

Later that week, Mattheo found you in the stands in your usual spot before the game. He smiled when he saw his number painted on your right cheek. The brief moment of happiness was shattered when you turned and revealed that you had also painted Theo’s number on your left cheek. Mattheo nearly fell off of his broom. He was used to seeing his and only his number on you. First the hoodie, now this?

The green monster reared its ugly head during the game itself, motivating him to play as brutally as possible. The Hufflepuffs weren’t safe from his rage and neither were his teammates. As he soared around the goalpost, he hurled the quaffle as hard as he could, fully knowing that Theo was within the ball’s radius. Thankfully for him, Theo ducked at the last second before shooting a baffled glance at his friend. Mattheo simply ignored it and kept playing.

Despite their sweeping win, the bad mood failed to lift. Mattheo frowned as he slipped into the booth next to you, glaring at Theo’s head as the two of them sandwiched you on both sides. Across the table, the rest of the team sipped their celebratory milkshakes.

The waitress set down a vanilla, strawberry, and chocolate milkshake in front of the three of you. Mattheo watched as you and Theo tasted your drinks before promptly taking out the straw and switching flavors.

“Told you that you’d like strawberry more,” Theo said with a fond eye roll.

“But vanilla sounded good.”

“Everything sounds good at the moment, but you always go back to your favorite.”

Mattheo clenched his jaw as you stuck your tongue out at Theo before turning towards him. “Aren’t you going to drink your milkshake, Matty?”

“I don’t really have much of an appetite.”

“Maybe it’s just the chocolate. Do you wanna try mine?”

He shook his head, crossing his arms. “No, that’s Theo’s milkshake.”

“Oh, well if you want the vanilla one instead, I can switch back.”

Mattheo wrinkled his nose. “No thanks, Theo’s mouth has already been on it.”

“Consider it a privilege,” Theo butted in. “Most girls and boys at this school would kill to swap spit with me.”

“I’ll pass.”

You cocked your head at your best friend, looking concerned. “Are you sure you’re okay, Matty?”

He nodded rather unconvincingly. “I’m fine.”

As weeks passed, Mattheo only grew more jealous.

Granted, he was fully aware that he had no right to feel this way given the fact that he had practically pushed you and Theo together, but he just couldn’t help himself. The closer you grew, the more he regretted giving the two of you an ultimatum in the first place.

Before you became friends with Theo, Mattheo never had to share you with anyone. He realized now how much he had taken it for granted. Your best friend missed the times that the two of you spent alone. He missed having you all to himself. Mattheo was determined to get it back one way or another.

When Saturday night rolled around, Mattheo made his way up to Gryffindor Tower, glaring at anyone who balked at the sight of him on this side of the castle. After shoving McLaggen out of the way, Mattheo made his way up to the highest turret and let himself into your dorm.

You were perched in front of the vanity table, swiping your signature cherry lip gloss on in the mirror. Mattheo made himself at home, sprawling out on your bed. He knew you had plans tonight, but he was hoping to convince you to hang out with him instead. Mattheo eyed your dress, his gaze sweeping along the red fabric like a lover’s embrace. You flushed at the intensity of his stare as his brown eyes flickered back up to your face.

“Why can’t you hang out tonight?” Mattheo asked with a pout. “Are you going on a date? Is that why you’re leaving your best friend alone to perish?”

You shook your head in amusement before leaning over and giving him a kiss on the cheek. “Don’t be so dramatic, Matty. I’m not going on a date. Theo and I are just checking out this new band.”

Mattheo stiffened as you sprayed perfume on your wrists. “Why didn’t you invite me?”

“Theo did. He said you weren’t interested in listening to country club wife music.”

While that may be true, Mattheo would’ve gone if he knew you were coming too. “He didn’t tell me he was going with you.”

“Probably because he knew you’d feel obligated to go,” you responded. “But it’s alright, we won’t make you suffer through it. Theo will keep the creeps away.”

Mattheo did not like the sound of that. It was his job to watch over you, not Theo’s. Besides, he never thought of it as an obligation. Even if he wasn’t a fan of the music, he loved watching you jump around and have the time of your life. Spending time with you was the only reason why he insisted on coming to every concert. Keeping the creeps away was just an added bonus.

Now, Theo was taking away both. The realization put him in a foul mood, but he couldn’t let it show. He wanted you to have a good time, even if it wasn’t with him.

“Okay, but can we at least watch a movie and cuddle when you get back?”

“We’re going to be out pretty late. I don’t want you to lose sleep because of me. I know you have a Charms exam tomorrow morning, but I promise we can have a movie night tomorrow.”

Mattheo only nodded as you patted his curls and kissed his cheek again. He watched as you left your dorm, frowning into the mirror as he touched the two cherry gloss marks on his face.

The kiss prints were already fading, serving as some sort of sick metaphor.

To your credit, you did make good on your promise on movie night. It had been a while since the two of you hung out alone, which is definitely the only reason why Mattheo felt needier and clingier than usual. While his touchiness wasn’t anything new, he seemed determined to make it obvious to those around you. Especially with Theo.

During breakfast, Mattheo silently laid his head on your shoulder and placed your hand atop his curls. Across the table, Theo continued gnawing away at his croissant while you told him about the new horror movie that had apparently been banned in twenty countries.

“I wanna watch it,” Mattheo mumbled as you scratched his head.

“But you hate horror,” Theo responded.

“So? I still want to see it.”

“I’ll ask my mum if she can send me a copy this weekend,” you said as you playfully tugged at his curls. “We can watch it in your dorm, okay?”

He leaned in, nuzzling against your neck. “Just the two of us?”

“Of course, Matty.”

Mattheo brightened at that, happy with your response. Perhaps it was petty of him, but he didn’t care. He wanted to send a message. You and Theo could be friends, but he’d always be the most important person in your life. Mattheo was your person, just like you were his.

The others were beginning to pick up on things, despite his constant denial. It was sort of a moot point anyways, given the fact that he was single handedly proving them right with his actions. Nowadays, your friends would find Mattheo lounging on your lap, wedging himself in the small space on the common room couch just so that he was next to you instead of Theo.

Every time you went out to Hogsmeade, he’d make a point of holding your hand and carrying your bags. Mattheo would stop mid-conversation and rub your cold hands in his, blowing on your fingers because he knows how cold you get even in the heated pub.

“Your hands are cold. Let me heat them up, princess.”

As you blushed, Enzo would shoot Mattheo a knowing look, which he deflected by focusing all his attention on you. Even Tom made a passing comment at all the sickening nicknames Mattheo had taken to calling you lately.

“Hi, sweetheart. Is this seat taken?”

“Morning, love. Do you want to go for a walk with me?”

“Here, give me your bag. I’ll carry it for you, darling.”

Though his older brother might disagree with his methods, Mattheo was quite convinced that it was working. Until it wasn’t.

During the last week of December, you and Theo began acting strangely. Every time he walked into a room, the two of you would fall uncharacteristically silent. When he tried to bring it up, you evaded his questions and changed the subject instead. The secrecy didn’t sit well with him.

After the last class of the day, Mattheo usually walked with you to the library, but every time he tried to find you that week, you had all but disappeared.

“Berkshire, have you seen Y/N?”

“Oh yeah, she left with Theo a few minutes ago. Seemed urgent.”

“Did they say where they were going?”

Enzo shrugged nonchalantly. “No clue, mate.”

Frustrated, Mattheo walked away before succumbing to the urge to throttle his friend. It wasn’t Enzo’s fault that you and Theo were acting so weird. Throughout the week, Theo would be out of their dorm for hours and hours. Sometimes he wouldn’t even come back until the wee hours of the night.

When Mattheo checked your dorm, you were also nowhere to be found. He was trying his best not to spiral, but the nagging suspicion that the two of you were hiding something from him was too big to ignore. It was all but confirmed when he caught you sneaking out of the dungeons one night.

You poked your head out from behind a marble column, watching students pass. Clearly, you didn’t want anyone to know that you were down here. Unfortunately for you, Mattheo had already seen you.

“What are you doing here, Y/N?”

His voice startled you, making you jump a step back as you glanced up at him with a nervous expression. “Oh! Hi, Matty. I was just — I was just, um, walking back to my dorm.”

“I can see that, but what were you doing in the dungeons?’

“Just…hanging out…”

Mattheo could feel his blood boiling. “With Theo?”

You gulped, nodding in agreement. “Yeah, he had my book.”

“So where is it?”

“Where’s what?”

“Your book.”

“Oh,” you said softly, avoiding his gaze. It was a tell-tale sign that you weren’t being honest. You always looked away when you were lying. “I guess I forgot.”

“You forgot the thing that you came down here for?”

“Hm? Did you hear that?” You mumbled, despite the fact that the corridor was silent. “I think Pansy’s calling me. I gotta go, Matty. See you later!”

Your best friend watched as you sauntered off to Salazar knows where with a frown. Confused, Mattheo walked back to his dorm and found the answer to his dreaded question. As soon as he opened the door, the familiar scent of strawberry and vanilla filled the air. Mattheo felt downright murderous. That was your perfume. He’d recognize it anywhere.

Mattheo glared at his best friend, who was laying in bed with a book perched on his chest. He eyed the rumpled sheets and Theo’s disheveled hair while trying not to assume the worst.

“Is that the book Y/N lent you?”

“Huh? What book?”

Though he wanted very much to punch his mate’s teeth in, Mattheo restrained himself. “The book she came down here to get.”

“She wasn’t here for —” Theo closed his mouth before nodding reluctantly. “Oh, right. Yeah. This is Y/N’s book. I should — I should return it.”

“You’re acting weird, Nott. Both of you are.” Mattheo narrowed his eyes in suspicion. “What the bloody hell is going on?”

“Blase? Yeah, be right there, mate! I’d love to stay and chat, but duty calls. See you later, man.”

Theo hightailed it out of the dorm, responding to an imaginary summon. Y/N and Theo. Theo and Y/N. His two closest friends. Sneaking around. Lying to him. Fooling around in his dorm. Mattheo didn’t know how to feel. He was angry, he was sad, but most of all, he was hurt. His girl and his best friend? It was the ultimate betrayal.

Never mind that Mattheo had spent the past decade denying his feelings for you. Anyone with an ounce of common sense could see that he’d been in love with you since you were children. It was clear as fucking day.

When Friday rolled around, Mattheo decided that enough was enough. He was going to confront the two of you. After quidditch practice, he followed Theo through the castle. The git buggered off to some dark, secluded area of the school that Mattheo had never stepped foot in. He kept a safe distance, peering around the corner when he heard whispered voices.

“I’m telling you, he’s getting suspicious,” Theo whispered frantically. “He asked why our dorm smelled like you. I didn’t know what to say, so I bolted!”

His heart dropped when he heard you sigh in frustration. “For Merlin’s sake, Theo! You couldn’t make up an excuse?”

“Me? You were the one who got caught sneaking out of the dungeons. It’s not like you’re an expert on stealth, either.”

“You know I can’t lie to him,” you exclaimed. “I’ve never been able to, ever since we were little. He knows all my tells. But, Theo, he absolutely cannot find out about this!”

Mattheo didn’t need to hear the rest. His heart had already been crushed into a thousand pieces. He couldn't believe it. The two of you were supposed to be his best friends, yet here you were keeping this terrible secret from him.

For the rest of the night, he sulked in his room. He was in the middle of brooding while listening to the Smiths when he heard a knock.

“Piss off!”

“It’s me.”

Part of him wanted to send you away, but a bigger part — the stupid, idiotic, part of him couldn’t. With a sigh, Mattheo peeled himself off the carpet and opened the door. Since the secret rendezvous with Theo, you had apparently found time to get dolled up and changed into a pretty party dress.

Mattheo frowned and crossed his arms. “Theo’s not here.”

You frowned, cocking your head in confusion. “I’m not here for Theo.”

He scoffed in response. “You don’t have to lie to me anymore. I know.”

“You know what, Matty?”

“I know that you and Theo are…sneaking around. Lying to me. Hooking up behind my back.”

“What on Godric’s green earth are you talking about?”

“Don’t try to deny it. I heard you in the corridor upstairs. I’ve had my suspicions all week. The two of you have been acting weird and avoiding me. More than that, you have your own stupid little inside jokes and you take him to concerts and you share milkshakes! Those are things we used to do together, but now you’ve gone and replaced me.”

“The only reason Theo and I became friends is because you asked us to., Mattheo.”

“I know that!” Mattheo exclaimed, throwing his hands up in frustration. “I regret it so much. I wanted you to get along, but not like this. Now Theo’s making you laugh and walking you to class and doing god knows what else with you in our dorm!”

Your features softened as you tried to reach for Mattheo, but he took a step back. “Don’t try to deny it! I know you were in here the night I caught you sneaking out of the dungeons. I could smell your perfume.”

Realization flooded you all at once. “Are you…are you jealous, Matty?”

Your best friend crossed his arms and huffed. “Of course I’m jealous! I don’t want you doing any of those things with Theo. You’re my best friend. Mine, not his. I had you first. I loved you first.”

The confession stunned you into silence. You blinked, processing the information before holding your hand out. “Come.”

Mattheo looked like he was about to argue, but you just stared at him with determination. “Just come with me, Matty. I promise it’ll all make sense in a minute.”

The logical side of him wanted to refuse, but he knew it would be futile. Mattheo would’ve ripped his heart out of his chest if you asked him to. You were his weak spot.

Following you out into the corridor, Mattheo staggered a few steps back as you slipped into the dark and empty common room. With a snap of your fingers, the lights came on and voices echoed in unison.

“Happy birthday, Mattheo!”

Startled, Mattheo blinked at the sight before him. The common room was decorated with streamers and confetti, complete with a bright birthday banner that covered nearly half the room. There were tables filled with food and drinks, all of which were his favorites. All of his friends were present, including Tom, who stood to the side with his arms crossed. The pretty blonde beside him — Chloe, the girl Theo swore his brother was in love with — elbowed Tom, who sighed and flashed Mattheo a rare smile. Now that was something he needed to revisit at a later time.

For now, one shocking revelation was enough to deal with.

“Surprise!” You exclaimed beside him as you pulled him into a hug.

At first, he was too stunned to return the gesture, but eventually he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you in for a bear hug. With everything going on, Mattheo nearly forgot his own birthday, but he knew that you wouldn't. You did all of this. For him.

When you broke apart, Theo clapped him on the back. “Happy birthday, mate.” Relief washed over his friend’s face as he spoke the words. “Thank fucking Salazar that Y/N pulled this off. Hiding this from you for a week has been absolute hell.”

“So…this is what you two have been up to?”

You nodded in confirmation. “Mhm, Theo and I spent all week planning it. We wanted everything to be perfect.”

“But it was hard because you were being such a nosy little git,” said Theo.

The pieces started to click together. All that secrecy between his two best friends hadn’t meant what he thought it did. “So you two aren’t…you haven’t…you’re not hooking up behind my back?”

You and Theo stared at each other in horror.

“Ew!” Theo dramatically exclaimed. “Y/N is like my sister. You don’t hook up with your sister. That’s gross.”

“But I thought…you were hanging out together so much and you had all these jokes and it seemed like…”

“Please,” Theo scoffed. “Anyone with half a brain cell can see that you two are clearly in love with each other.”

“Surprised you figured it out then, Theo,” you quipped.

The brunette rolled his eyes at you before breaking out into a shit-eating grin. "Wait. Is that why you've been acting like such a twat lately? You thought I was making a move on your girl?" Theo's eyes widened as Mattheo shifted uncomfortably. "I'm right, aren't I? First of all, I'm flattered that you felt threatened by me."

"Threatened is a strong word," Mattheo countered.

"Please, you nearly took my head off with a quaffle." Theo wiggled his eyebrows. "Second of all, I'm quite frankly offended that you'd think I'd ever go for Y/N. I would never break your trust like that."

"I know, I know." Mattheo said with a sigh. "I was being stupid, but for a second I was truly convinced that something was going on between you two. I mean, you've been hanging out so much lately..."

“Matty, do you even know what we talk about when we hang out? You. It’s always about you. You were right that we both have a lot in common. We were just too stubborn to see it, but the main thing that brought us together is that we care about you so much.”

“Well, Y/N cares for you a lot more,” Theo teased with a smirk. “She’d like to care for you all night long.”

You flushed as deep and red as your party dress. “Oh my gods. Shut up, Theo!”

“My work here is done. Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m about to hit on that Ravenclaw who looks like she wants absolutely nothing to do with me.”

“Sorry about him,” you said as you turned back to Mattheo. “And sorry that we’ve been acting so shady all week. I just wanted to make sure you didn’t suspect anything.”

Mattheo chuckled. “Well, consider me surprised.”

You wrinkled your nose in disgust. “I can’t believe you thought I was hooking up with Theo.”

With a boyish grin, Mattheo pulled you to his side and kissed your temple. “I’m sorry, princess. Jealousy just got the best of me.”

“There’s no need to be jealous. If it wasn’t already obvious, I’ve been in love with you since we were kids.”

“I’m a bloody idiot.”

“Yeah, but you’re my idiot.”

Mattheo beamed and kissed the tip of your nose. “Thank you for doing all of this for me.”

You smiled softly, cheeks heating as he stared at you with bright, brown eyes. “Course, Matty, I just want you to have the best birthday.”

With a smile, Mattheo leaned down and pressed a soft kiss against your lips. There was something familiar about the gesture, like the final piece of a puzzle clicking into place. Kissing Mattheo was as natural as breathing. It felt like coming home.

“Wish granted, princess.”

Later that night when he blew out his candles, Mattheo didn’t bother wishing for anything. You leaned into him as he hooked his pinkie through yours, making a silent promise. Even if it took a little jealousy for him to realize it, Mattheo embraced the truth wholeheartedly. You were his person and he was yours. As the flames died out, he smiled.

Mattheo Riddle had no use for wishes now that he had you.

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cyberclouddream · 9 months ago

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Types of Betrayals and the 12th House

Sun in the 12th House

self-betrayal, neglecting personal identity in favor of others

putting on a false persona to fit in

unacknowledged talents, not pursuing creative passions due to fear of judgment

abandoning leadership roles due to self-doubt

being overlooked for achievements or efforts

partners undermining self-worth or ambitions

hidden competitors, friends or colleagues sabotaging success

feeling unsupported by family in personal ambitions

public shaming or criticism

Moon in the 12th House

friends or family hiding true feelings or secrets

self-neglect, like ignoring emotional needs

trust issues

subconscious sabotaging

disillusioned by family or nurturing figures

inconsistent emotional support

manipulative partners

isolation or feeling emotionally abandoned by loved ones

mood swings

Mercury in the 12th House

miscommunication, or through lies or misrepresentation

stolen ideas

gossip or harmful rumors

hidden agendas

self-censorship

sharing secrets with those who shouldn’t know

receiving poor advice from trusted sources

signing contracts without full disclosure, deceptive agreements

Venus in the 12th House

infidelity or secret affairs

one-sided love or emotional neglect

partners misuse financial resources

hidden jealousy

feeling reduced to an object of desire rather than valued

love scams

being ostracized by a social group

artistic suppression

lack of appreciation

Mars in the 12th House

passive-aggressiveness or indirect hostility from close relations

friends not supporting you in times of need, maybe they compete instead of supporting

repressed anger

health neglect

hidden animosity from acquaintances

fighting battles or challenges alone

misguided aggression, like lashing out at those who haven’t wronged you

holding grudges that lead to isolation

colleagues sabotage your projects or ambitions

Jupiter in the 12th House

overindulgence that harms well-being

isolation from knowledge

overconfidence

judgmental attitudes

secret limitations that hinder success

misplaced faith

ignoring significant truths due to complacency

philosophical conflicts, betrayals through differing values

betrayals from mentors or spiritual leaders

Saturn in the 12th House

unspoken fears that lead to isolation

humiliation due to one’s past

burdens from unsaid expectations from others

others limiting your self-expression

others questioning your authority or competency behind your back

sacrificing personal goals for the sake of others

friends or family compromising your public image

secret resentment or holding onto grudges

Uranus in the 12th House

sudden ending in relationships without warning

disruption of stability, like sudden changes in life leading to chaos

deceitful friendships, not as supportive as they appear

neglecting personal freedom

feeling misunderstood due to eccentricities or uniqueness

no support when you rebel against conformity

fear of change

betrayal through unorthodox relationship dynamics

Neptune in the 12th House

illusions of trust

hidden addictions or unhealthy habits

living in denial regarding relationships

victim mentality

losing faith in spiritual beliefs or mentors due betrayal or doubt

confusion about personal limits leading to exploitation

escapism

others using emotional manipulation

Pluto in the 12th House

through power struggles and hidden manipulation

fear of transformation

disguised motivations

obsession with loss

emotional scars

hidden control issues, like others may exert unseen control over your personal choices

powerlessness, feeling victimized in situations that call for action

fear of intimacy

self-destructive patterns

Rahu/North Node in the 12th House

believing that you’re more than you are, illusions of grandeur

hidden envy from others or yourself

secret addictions

escapism

victim mentality

destructive fantasies

evasion of responsibility

friends using deceit to gain favor or control

disregarding boundaries, yours or others

Ketu/South Node in the 12th House

unconscious withdrawal from personal connections

past conflicts surfacing unexpectedly

denial of reality

fear of intimacy

confusion about identity

holding onto toxic relationships

overlooking self-care

friends who are secretly resentful or envious

feeling disconnected from spiritual communities

Black Moon Lilith in the 12th House

suppressed desires

fear of rejection

undermined feminine energy, like not valuing your power or intuition

using guilt to control or influence other

not confronting truths about yourself

obsession with control

allowing past experiences to dictate current behavior

secretive relationships

Chiron in the 12th House

seeking help from those unqualified or deceptive guides

not seeking help due to pride or shame

being exposed to harm due to not showing true self

fear of abandonment

wounds from isolation or solitude during challenging times

behaviors that prevent healing

not recognizing the source of emotional pain

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pearlprincess02 · 6 months ago

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lucky girl syndrome (jupiter going direct)

jupiter went direct in gemini feb 4th. & will be in gemini until jun 9th.

transit jupiter in your 1st house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 1st house of self, identity, and personal expression, this is a time of major growth, expansion, and reinvention. you may feel more confident, outgoing, and eager to embrace new opportunities. gemini’s influence makes this transit mentally stimulating—you might find yourself more curious, communicative, and eager to learn or share ideas. it’s a period where your personality shines, and you could attract luck simply by being open to new experiences. however, Gemini’s duality may also bring scattered energy, making it important to stay focused amidst all the excitement. this transit encourages you to take up space, redefine your personal goals, and step into a version of yourself that is more dynamic and expressive.

main character energy – you’re stepping into the spotlight with a renewed sense of confidence & presence.

the fool’s journey – a fresh start full of curiosity, learning, & new paths opening.

charming trickster – witty, adaptable, & quick-thinking, you might find yourself talking your way into (or out of) situations.

restless wanderer – a deep urge to explore new ideas, places, & social circles.

the butterfly effect – small shifts in your self-expression could lead to major personal transformations.

transit jupiter in your 2nd house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 2nd house of money, values, and self-worth, you’re entering a phase of financial growth, new income opportunities, and an expanded sense of personal confidence. gemini’s influence makes this a mentally agile and fast-moving transit—you might find success through networking, freelancing, or juggling multiple income streams. your ideas could become profitable, and your ability to adapt will be key in maximizing abundance. however, gemini’s restless nature may also lead to impulsive spending or financial distractions, so staying mindful of long-term stability is important. beyond money, this transit can shift your mindset around self-worth, encouraging you to see your talents as valuable and deserving of reward.

bag secured – money moves & financial glow-ups are in motion.

the hustle era – juggling multiple opportunities, side gigs, income streams.

manifestation, but make it logical – aligning mindset + strategy for success.

the merchant of ideas – using intelligence & communication to build wealth.

fast cash, fast talk – opportunities come quick, but so does spending—stay grounded!

what’s your rate? – recognizing your worth & charging accordingly.

transit jupiter in your 3rd house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 3rd house of communication, learning, and connections, your mind is on fire—in the best way. this transit brings an explosion of ideas, conversations, and opportunities to expand your knowledge. you might find yourself networking more, diving into new studies, or even considering travel related to learning or business. gemini’s influence makes this a social, witty, and fast-paced period where your words carry power, and your curiosity leads to unexpected growth. however, the challenge is staying focused—gemini thrives on variety, and with jupiter amplifying that energy, you may feel pulled in too many directions. harness this transit by embracing new perspectives while staying intentional about what truly excites you.

walking wikipedia – absorbing & sharing knowledge at lightning speed.

main character in a coming-of-age film – a season of exploration, learning, & new social circles.

talk your way into anything – networking, persuasion, & quick thinking pay off.

curiosity killed the cat but satisfaction brought it back – diving deep into new interests & ideas.

big brain energy – a mental glow-up through reading, writing, studying.

social butterfly era – more texts, calls, & connections than ever before.

transit jupiter in your 4th house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 4th house of home, family, and inner security, you’re entering a phase of expansion in your personal life. this could manifest as a literal move, renovations, or simply a mindset shift that makes home feel bigger and better. gemini’s influence brings variety—maybe you’re juggling multiple living situations, reconnecting with relatives, or finding new ways to express yourself in your private space. conversations with family may become more important, and you might gain wisdom from your roots or create your own version of home. the challenge? gemini thrives on movement, so you may feel restless or torn between different living situations or family dynamics. embrace the flexibility while also grounding yourself in what truly feels like home.

nomad energy – moving, traveling, feeling restless in your living situation.

dinner table debates – more conversations, reconnections, even drama in family dynamics.

home is where the wifi connects – redefining what home means to you.

marie kondo moment – decluttering, redecorating, making space for growth.

roots & wings – balancing family ties with personal freedom.

dual life, dual homes – splitting time between places/juggling family responsibilities.

transit jupiter in your 5th house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 5th house of creativity, romance, pleasure, and self-expression, life is turning into a playground of excitement and inspiration. this transit amplifies your desire for fun, love, and creative exploration, making it an ideal time to dive into artistic projects, romantic adventures, or simply enjoy life’s pleasures more fully. gemini’s influence adds a flirtatious, curious, and dynamic energy—you might find yourself drawn to multiple creative pursuits or juggling romantic interests. the challenge? gemini’s restlessness could make it hard to commit to one thing, so staying focused on what truly brings you joy will be key. whether it’s dating, art, or personal projects, this is a time to experiment, express yourself, and embrace spontaneity.

hopeless romantic, but make it chaotic – flirty, fast-moving love connections.

the muse & the masterpiece – a surge of creative inspiration.

living like a teen movie protagonist – drama, fun, & main character energy.

heartbreaker or heartbroken? – romantic highs & playful love games.

passion projects era – exploring new artistic/creative outlets.

butterflies, both literal & metaphorical – exciting connections & fresh sparks of inspiration.

transit jupiter in your 6th house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 6th house of work, health, and daily routines, life is picking up speed, and your to-do list might be growing—but so are your opportunities. this transit brings expansion in your work life, possibly through new job offers, side hustles, or projects that keep your mind engaged. gemini’s influence makes this a fast-paced period where multitasking becomes second nature, but beware of spreading yourself too thin. your approach to health and wellness may also shift—you might experiment with new habits, workouts, or mental health practices. the key to thriving during this transit? balance structure with variety, and use this energy to make daily life more stimulating, not overwhelming.

the productive procrastinator – juggling multiple tasks but somehow making it work.

hot girl walks & podcast era – learning while staying active & improving wellness.

work hard, scroll harder– balancing efficiency with distractions.

side quest overload – taking on too many projects/odd jobs.

new routine, who dis? – changing up daily habits for something fresh.

the office chatterbox – networking, teamwork, & making work more social.

transit jupiter in your 7th house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 7th house of relationships, partnerships, and one-on-one connections, your social life is expanding in exciting ways. this transit can bring new romantic prospects, business collaborations, or deeper growth in existing relationships. gemini’s influence makes interactions lively, intellectual, and full of possibilities—expect witty banter, intriguing conversations, and connections that keep you on your toes. you might attract people who challenge your perspective or find yourself balancing multiple relationship dynamics. the challenge? gemini’s dual nature can bring indecisiveness or scattered energy, so be mindful of where you invest your time and emotions. overall, this is a period of learning through relationships, where communication is key to creating lasting bonds.

power couple energy – expanding through strong partnerships, romantic/business.

situationship city – navigating multiple connections & fast-moving romances.

witty banter, stronger bonds – communication-driven relationships thrive.

networking is the new superpower – meeting the right people at the right time.

love letters or left on read? – exciting but sometimes inconsistent connections.

opposites attract, or do they? – learning from different perspectives in relationships.

transit jupiter in your 8th house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 8th house of transformation, intimacy, shared resources, and deep psychological growth, you’re entering a period of profound expansion—but in ways that aren’t always immediately visible. this transit encourages you to explore the hidden layers of life, whether through financial growth (investments, inheritances, or shared money), deeper emotional bonds, or even spiritual exploration. gemini’s influence makes this a time of intellectual curiosity about taboo topics, psychology, or metaphysics, and conversations could lead to major breakthroughs. relationships may take on a more intense but mentally stimulating dynamic, with trust and vulnerability becoming key themes. the challenge? gemini’s light, chatty energy may clash with the 8th house’s depth, leading to either emotional detachment or analysis paralysis. finding a balance between logic and intuition will help you navigate this transformative phase.

detective of the soul – a deep dive into psychology, mystery, hidden truths.

talk deep to me – intellectual intimacy becomes just as important as emotional/physical.

financial power moves – expanding wealth through investments, shared resources, passive income.

rebirth era – a transformation of mindset, identity, personal power.

secrets & synchronicities – uncovering hidden knowledge, patterns, deeper meanings in life.

magnetic, mysterious, unpredictable – drawing people in with an aura of intrigue & change.

transit jupiter in your 9th house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 9th house of travel, higher learning, and personal philosophy, you’re stepping into a period of mental and physical expansion. this transit sparks curiosity, making you eager to explore new ideas, cultures, or even places. you might feel drawn to studying, teaching, publishing, or simply engaging in thought-provoking conversations that reshape your worldview. gemini’s influence adds a restless, fast-moving energy, so instead of sticking to one path, you may find yourself juggling multiple interests or planning spontaneous trips. the challenge? avoid skimming the surface—while gemini loves variety, jupiter wants depth, so finding a balance between curiosity and commitment will help you make the most of this adventurous time.

catch flights, not feelings – travel, adventure, & new cultural experiences.

walking encyclopedia – learning, teaching, & expanding your knowledge.

philosopher in a coffee shop – deep convos, big ideas, & intellectual debates.

spontaneous road-trip energy – saying yes to adventure without overthinking.

jack of all trades, master of fun – dabbling in multiple subjects, skills, hobbies.

change your mind, change your life – a shift in beliefs/personal philosophy.

transit jupiter in your 10th house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 10th house of career, reputation, and public life, you’re entering a period of professional growth and opportunity. this transit brings a burst of expansion in your career, potentially through new job prospects, promotions, or increased visibility in your field. gemini’s influence encourages versatility and adaptability, making you more communicative, social, and creative in your approach to work. you may find that networking, public speaking, or writing brings you closer to your goals, and ideas flow easily. however, gemini’s restless nature could lead to a desire to juggle multiple career paths or projects, so staying focused will be key to harnessing this expansive energy. overall, this transit supports climbing the ladder and showcasing your talents on a larger scale.

ceo energy – big career moves, promotions, increased public recognition.

talk your way to the top – using your communication skills to network & advance professionally.

social climber, but make it fun – building your reputation through lively connections & fresh ideas.

multi-hyphenate boss – juggling multiple roles, jobs, entrepreneurial ventures.

public figure vibes – your visibility/influence in your field is on the rise.

work hard, play hard – finding a balance between professional ambition & personal freedom.

transit jupiter in your 11th house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 11th house of friendships, social networks, and long-term goals, this transit expands your social circle and supports your dreams for the future. you may find new, exciting opportunities through friends or group activities, and your ideals and vision for your future could undergo a major expansion. gemini’s influence brings intellectual stimulation, encouraging lively, diverse conversations and a mix of interests within your community. this is a great time to collaborate on projects, join new groups, or align with people who share your passions and goals. however, gemini’s love for variety could mean you’re pulled in many directions, so staying focused on the connections that truly align with your values is key. this transit can bring a sense of community and support that fuels your ambitions.

squad goals – expanding your social network & connecting with like-minded individuals.

future ceo of my friend group – using friendships to propel your long-term goals & ambitions.

the connector – linking people, ideas, opportunities together with ease.

the visionary – shaping your future through collaborations & shared dreams.

group chat energy – lots of conversations, brainstorming, & collective energy.

dreams are made of social circles – aligning with the right people to manifest your big goals.

transit jupiter in your 12th house:

with jupiter moving direct in your 12th house of the subconscious, spirituality, and hidden matters, this is a deeply transformative and expansive transit, though not always outwardly visible. the 12th house rules what is hidden, and with jupiter here, you may experience a surge of inner growth, clarity, and connection to your higher self. this transit invites you to explore hidden truths, unlock spiritual insights, and confront unresolved issues from your past. gemini’s influence makes this an intellectual and communicative time, where ideas flow, and you may feel inspired to write, meditate, or engage in deep inner reflection. you might also be more attuned to your dreams, intuition, or collective energy. the challenge? the 12th house’s hidden nature can bring a sense of isolation or confusion, so staying grounded and aware of your inner world will be key to making the most of this spiritual growth phase.

the quiet awakening – spiritual/subconscious growth that feels subtle but profound.

secret genius – intellectual insights/creative ideas that come from within, often in solitude.

ego dissolution – letting go of limiting beliefs & embracing a higher perspective.

the dreamer’s journal – messages from dreams, intuition, meditation that guide your path.

healing through words – writing, journaling, deep reflection helping you process inner healing.

solitude is the new social – spending time in solitude to process & expand your inner world.

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matchatarot · 5 months ago

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Your spirit team wants to connect with you, Bunny! Here is some information about you and your life path coming from them. To pick a pile don’t overthink it; choose the one that draws you in the most while thinking about the reading’s intent. Only take what resonates! Love, Matcha ♡

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Pile 1 ₊˚.༄

Spirit sees in you a vivacious, creative mind full of potential. They see that your destiny is to be free, unbothered by others' expectations, unchained by society’s standards. They know how unique, young and adventurous you are. Your guides know that the opportunities are endless for you, that in this life you are made to set your own path, that whatever you tell them you want, they’ll give it to you. You might be trying to find your true calling, your spirit team is telling you that you’re the one who will choose that path and that they’ll be helping you along the way. Your guides are asking you to be precise in your wishes so that they can give you exactly what you want. Your guides know that your soul absolutely needs action to be at its full potential, you’re not supposed to rest too much, you’re not supposed to be too comfortable. Your spirit team know that you don’t need to worry about the future because they know you are divinely protected. Spirit sees that you’re someone who needs concrete hands-on learning, if school has been difficult for you it’s because you find your true calling in concrete action, not words. If you want to learn something new, you better start doing it, reading endless information about it is a waste of time. Your spirit sees that you’re a young spirit in search of high emotions, that when you’re unable to sleep at night because you’re feeling that void in your heart, this is what you’re yearning for. Spirit sees how naturally talented you are, they know you have the potential to be extremely successful being self-employed. Your spiritual team sees you making choices that are attracting your soulmates and they know that you’ll meet them right after you shed your old limiting beliefs that don’t serve you anymore. Spirit sees that you could be a very persuasive leader and that you’ll meet a lot of people willing to support you in your pursuits. If you’ve lost a pet or a family member, know that they’re with you in spirit. If you’ve had a feeling that a deceased loved one came back as a pet, this is confirmation.

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Pile 2 ⊹˚˖ ☆

Spirit sees that you are healing your root chakra. They’re celebrating your new understanding of the world around you, perhaps you’ve let go of some limiting beliefs. They see that you’re on the path of self-fulfillment, guided by your own faith you do not mind being alone. You understand that it’s only by putting yourself first that you’ll get what you want. If that’s not where you’re at right now, this is a message that it’s the mindset you’re heading toward with your current actions. You’re energetically protecting your manifestations, shielding yourself from the evil eye. You’re no longer a people pleaser. You don’t stop the universe from giving others the karma they rightfully deserve anymore. You, you’ve done the work. You’ve worked on yourself, gone through the karma, evolved from it. You’re spiritually awakening because of that work. And you’ll do it again. You’re a phoenix, rising through the ashes, always stronger. That’s actually why you’ve got this strong, because you process your emotions and go through things instead of procrastinating life. You’ve amassed so much occult knowledge, you know way more subconsciously than you consciously know. You have claircognisance and you get spiritual downloads in your dreams. Spirit sees how much knowledge you’re amassing at night. Your dreams are currently preparing you for another spiritual awakening. During that spiritual awakening, you’ll let go of suffocating relationships and values, you’ll be confident in your manifestations and you’ll let your soul take the reins of your life. Right now, you might be intuitively preparing yourself for great change by assessing which relationship is bringing value into your life and which is not, spending more time with authentic people, and shielding yourself from monitoring spirits.

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Pile 3 ‧₊˚ ♡

You’re processing some of your parent’s or ancestors' karma. The reason why you’re going through this injustice, after all this is not your own karma, is because the knowledge that you’re getting from this situation is what will, in the end, bring you justice. You’re healing your bloodline but at the same time, you’re going through difficult emotions that are helping you improve your craft. They know that you’re supposed to be advancing in the unknown right now, don’t worry if the future seems blurry, this is exactly what your spiritual team want for you right now. Before you go to the next step of your journey, you absolutely need to create a deep bond with yourself, you need to become your own favourite person. Meditate and prioritize yourself. The thing is, you have a lot of abundance coming, life is gonna start making a lot of sense, and you’re truly going to understand why life has been like this for you. You’re gonna meet your soul family and be financially free. You’re not getting any of that before you actually put yourself at the center of your own life. So your narcissistic mom, your abusive dad, that one friend secretly wishing for your downfall that you’ve been knowing since middle school? Yeah, you’re gonna have to cut them off. Have faith in yourself. Spirit knows that right now is a key moment in your life and that your decisions are gonna be setting the tone for the rest of your life. So take time for yourself. You’re already free, you always have the choice. Bunny, you have the key to your own cell. Listen to yourself. Let that old part of you die. Follow your own rules. Also, maybe get to know your ancestors and your family members so you understand a bit more what kind of karma is circulating in your bloodline.

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bbokicidal · 8 months ago

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"As We Are" | SKZ [Hyung Line]

A two-part series (Hyung/Maknae Lines) inspired by Seungmin's new solo song on the Hop album, "As We Are" - where he leaves behind one passion to pursue another.

Genre: Fluff/Angst Pairing: SKZ Hyung Line x GN!Reader

아아, 조금 더뎌도 Even if I wander through the pitch-black, distant darkness 때론 어둠 속에 헤매이더라도 Let's run together until we reach that world, you and I

⋆｡‧˚ʚ Bangchan ɞ˚‧｡⋆

"I'm going to make you proud one day," Chris can't bring his voice above a whisper as he leans his forehead against your own. His cheeks streak with fresh, hot tears - burning down his skin and leaving salty trails in their wake. They break against your palms cupping his face and wet your skin until you wipe them away with your thumbs, as comforting to Chris as you always were. "I know you will, baby." Your own voice is choked; Full of soft sniffles at the knowledge that your boyfriend would be leaving and that you'd probably never see him again. "You're going to do so amazing," You lift your head, finally meeting his eye as he hiccups and sucks back a few tears. "And I can't wait to hear your music playing around the world. Just..." You sigh out and as Chris sees your eyes glitter with more tears, he wraps his arms tight around your shoulders to hug you close. He has maybe one more minute he can spare before he has to board his flight to Seoul - Where he'd be residing for God knows how long, working as a producer - showing his talent to the industry. "Be safe for me," You sigh into his shoulder, "I'll always be waiting here for you."

눈이 내리고 바람이 세서, 온몸이 떨리는 순간에도 Even when snow falls and the wind is so strong that my whole body trembles 뿌릴 내리고 가지를 뻗고, 하루 더 하루 더 기다리자 Let's spread our roots, reach out our branches, and wait one more day, one more day

⋆｡‧˚ʚ Lee Know ɞ˚‧｡⋆

Minho tugged on the handle of the suitcase, watching it spring from the box and up into his hand before locking into place. He blinks as the soft sound of padding on the hardwood fills his ears, looking up and letting his lips part at the sight of you - standing in front of him, still in your sleep clothes and searching his eyes for answers. He held his jacket under one arm, hand on his suitcase while the other held his phone. Shoes on, hat on - dressed comfortable for the bus ride to the airport and then flying countries away. All for a dream. You let out a small breath at the sight and Minho offers a shy smile where his lips barely quirk upward at the corners. "I'll see you soon, princess." Your body moves on it's own, brushing in closer to him until you could press a gentle, sleepy kiss to his lips. One that he'd never forget - because it would be your last together. For a really long time, at least. Minho smiles down at you once more. "I will see you again, princess. I promise."

As long as we stay, never go away 세상 가장 푸르른, 그런 날이 오길 꿈꾼다 I dream of the day when the world is vibrant and green

⋆｡‧˚ʚ Changbin ɞ˚‧｡⋆

"So this is it." Changbin turns from where Chris takes his duffle bag from his hand, letting go of the strap and facing you instead. He lets his eyes trail over your soft expression - sullen, a bit tired: sad to see him leaving for tour. He knew this would be the last time he'd see you - ever. You weren't his anymore after he stepped up into that bus, the two of you agreeing that long distance just wasn't something you could work through. Two years of relationship gone for a dream - and you really, truly couldn't blame him with his current booming success in the industry. He deserved to live the highlife with his new family. Changbin nods slowly, blinking a few times before extending one arm. You seem to instinctively melt into his front, hugging onto him. But it isn't tight, or warm. It feels distant already and if he's honest, he hates it. His arm wraps over your shoulders with care and he can feel you sigh against his chest. The moment he feels his shirt growing damp is when he knows he has to pull away, hand cupping your cheek to wipe your eyes free of tears. "It'll be okay."

그때 내 옆에 너가 있어서 이렇게 버틸 수 있었다고 Having you by my side made it possible to hold on through those times 기나긴 시간 외로움 없이 결국엔 이룰 수 있었다고 We could achieve it without feeling lonely through the long journey

⋆｡‧˚ʚ Hyunjin ɞ˚‧｡⋆

Hyunjin stared out the window of the bus as soon as he sat down, backpack in the seat beside him and headphones around his neck. The trip to the airport would be long, grueling - but then he'd be on his way to France to paint for a art institute he'd been in love with for the longest time; And he wouldn't be coming back for a long while. Now, though, he looks out at your soft smile, your eyes locked with his through the glass. It's hard for him to take in - the fact that you're not getting on the bus to go with him and share in his endeavors but he understands you have a whole life to live, even if he's not in the picture. The bus jerks to life and slowly begins to roll forward, Hyunjin's eyes widening. He watches as your figure begins to become distant and he can't stop himself from jumping out of his seat, rushing to the front of the aisle. "Wait, wait!" He gasps. The driver, although disgruntled and a bit annoyed, opens the doors to let the man out. And he takes off back towards you, sneakers hitting the sidewalk hard as he runs right back into your arms. You gasp out at being held by him one last time, holding onto him with care as he buries his face down into your neck and breathes heavy; Shaky, warm, and just a little scared. "I'm never going to forget you."

그렇게 우리, 그날에 우리 This is us from that day 세상 가장 푸르른 미소로 서로를 바라보자 Gazing at each other with the brightest smiles in the world

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ghostlyferrettarot · 11 months ago

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◆Pick a Picture:📀🌌🧊Current gossip about you🧊🌌📀

•Pile 1 •Pile 2 •Pile 3

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📀Pile 1: 8 of Swords, King of Swords and Temperance.

Hi pile 1! People are probably commenting on your accomplishments. I feel like you've recently achieved something significant that you've been chasing for a while now. Many underestimated you, thinking you were just playing around, but you've done it. Now they wonder how you manage to make it all seem so easy and how relaxed you look while working on your goals. Some may even be a little envious of your ability to move forward with clarity and determination, which can intimidate those around you.

The way you attract success seems almost magical to others, but the truth is that they don't see the effort and dedication you put in every day. I feel that many may even be envious of you in these aspects, you are an abundant person with clear objectives, this makes others feel intimidated. The obsidian stone can be a valuable tool to protect you from those negative energies.

Continue to pursue your goals with the same passion and determination you have so far. You are on the right path; don't let other people's opinions take you away from your path; what matters is your own journey and the effort you put into it. Success will come to you soon ;).

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📀Pile 2: The Star, Queen of Wands and 6 of Wands.

Hi pile 2! People are talking about your great change in general. It's like you're in a stage of personal radiance, where everything you've experienced has taken you to a new level. Even though you've faced difficult times recently, you've managed to get up and start shining with your own light. People around you can notice that positive energy you emanate now, and many have noticed how good you look. It's natural that some are curious about your drastic change. They wonder what you've done to achieve this transformation, they wonder How have you managed to change your style, your way of being and your attitude towards life? The truth is that you have worked hard to get here, and that dedication has not gone unnoticed! People are intrigued by the decisions you have made to improve your life.

Don't forget that your strength is what has allowed you to overcome obstacles and move forward. If you have managed to get ahead, it is thanks to your effort and the courage you have shown every step of the way. Be proud of what you have achieved and the good things that are yet to come. You deserve it, and this is just the beginning of a journey full of opportunities and achievements! Lucky you pile 2!

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📀Pile 3: Queen of Wands, Ace of Swords and 5 of Wands.

Hi pile 3! People are talking a lot about your talents lately. I think you are an extremely creative person, who knows how to express their ideas in a unique and special way. It is evident that others notice it too.

I feel that the gossip about you comes mainly from your work or school environment; Many may admire the way you carry yourself, your confidence and how naturally talented you are at what you do. Many may be envious of your work, I feel that someone may be spreading false gossip about you; but do not worry, I feel that you are very protected by your guides and that your environment knows that you are someone very genuine.

Keep showing the world your art and your talents, as you are destined to go far and inspire others with your knowledge. Trust in yourself and your potential! You can go very high if you continue to focus on your goals!

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lavendergoddesstarot · 6 months ago

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What qualities do others admire & envy most about you?

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Pile 1:

Why do people admire you?

Capricorn – I Use: You embody boss energy. You are driven, ambitious, and always striving for success. Your work ethic is unmatched, and people admire how you turn your dreams into reality with your determination. You know how to build something lasting. Your confidence in your abilities and your strategic mindset inspire those around you to stay disciplined and work toward their own goals. People may also admire your material possessions or social status. You may have a respectable job title, nice luxury car, nice handbag or something that screams boss.

Why do people envy you?

Ace of Pentacles: You have a way of attracting opportunities, wealth, and success that others find enviable. Whether it's your career, financial stability, good health, or natural attractiveness, people see you as someone who has been blessed with abundance. Your ability to build a secure foundation for yourself, whether through work or personal growth, makes others wonder how you do it so effortlessly. Some may feel like you always land on your feet, receiving new chances while they struggle.

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Pile 2:

Why do people admire you?

12th House: You give off a dreamy, almost mystical aura. Someone who knows how to turn their dreams into reality. You might be living a life that others fantasize about, whether through travel, a fulfilling career, or simply your ability to manifest what you desire. Your connection to the spiritual, subconscious, or unseen realms makes people feel like you have an edge in navigating life, as if you have secret knowledge of how to "escape" limitations and create the reality you want. You may even be secretly into manifesting or the loa.

Why do people envy you?

The Magician: People envy your ability to take control of your life and manifest what you want. You have a natural talent for making things happen whether in your career, relationships, or personal growth. You know how to use your skills, intelligence, and resources to create opportunities, and others wish they had that same level of confidence and capability. You seem to turn ideas into reality effortlessly, making those who struggle with indecision or self-doubt envious of your ability to take action and succeed.

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plutosunshine · 2 years ago

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The way to welcome the best opportunities in your life

The ruler of the MC can show us the way we get recognition, respect, and success. MC has a lot of interpretations but one of them is the most commonly used - your life purpose, goal, and direction to your highest potential. We are going to look through all the house rulers to know what can help you to achieve your life goals.

The ruler of MC is in the 1st house

The only way you can get success and fulfill all your ambitions is your self-awareness and strong self-esteem. You need to go from “Am I worthy?” To “I will get it done no matter what”. Progress with your self-confidence will invite the best opportunities into your life. You need to understand your worth and build an identity. Knowing who you are and what you stand for is the best way to achieve your goals. You have to trust your gut and follow your ambitions, passionately bringing them to life. You need to learn how to rely on yourself on this journey. Relieve all the passion you have and navigate it to your goals. Your highest potential is YOU, your identity, ambitions, and confidence. You need to be the leader of your life, so to say the main character of your own movie. Don’t be afraid of being too assertive and even intense - these qualities are going to lead you to your greatest success.

The ruler of MC is in the 2nd house

Understanding your worth and building your system of values is the best way to your success. You need to adjust your ambitions to your values and no other way around. Your stubbornness and fixation on goals will lead you on this journey. You have to trust your principles and follow them with all persistence you have and this will welcome the best opportunities in your life. Sometimes it may feel that everything is stuck and nothing is changing but by continuing to follow your life rules and values you will win the life. You need to discover all the talents you have on this journey because it is so important to use all the gifts the universe has given you with this placement. Don’t be afraid of showing who you are because it is the only way you can achieve the greatest goals in your life.

The ruler of MC is in the 3rd house

A flexible attitude to the world will welcome the best opportunities into your life. You need to be open and curious about everything in your life because for you nothing is set in stone. You have to understand that there is no one truth for everyone and every situation requires an individual approach. This attitude will help you to meet life situations with flexible thinking. You will be able to adjust your decisions to the changes. It is the best way to succeed for this placement. Also, you have to understand that the lack of information and knowledge will lead you nowhere. You need to be on the go, changing together with the world. It’s important to know what the agenda is. Let your fixated ideas go and trust the universe with its constant changes.

The ruler of MC is in the 4th house

Balancing your emotions and feelings out will welcome the best opportunities in your life. You need to define your traumas, name them, and heal them. This will help you to dig deep into your emotional side and sort out everything that is going on there. It is important to find a connection between your body and soul. Meditation and other practices may help with that. In order to succeed you need to have a clear head that is not full of fears, worries, and anxiety. Once you get in touch with your emotional side and deal with it, all the best opportunities will come to your life effortlessly.

The ruler of MC is in the 5th house

Expressing and showing your creative side to the world will bring you great success. When you suppress your creative and unique side, you feel like life is meaningless and not full. You need to get in touch with your nature and dig deep into your authentic self. It is the first step and the second is the harder one. You need to express your true self. Don’t close it in a closet because it may become an uncontrollable wild animal and you won't control that. You have to slowly but steadily open the door of the closet and show this little you the world. It may be scary at first but once you trust the universe, the best opportunities will come to your life effortlessly. Don’t hide your authentic self!

The ruler of MC is in the 6th house

Getting new knowledge and becoming the best version of yourself will welcome the best opportunities in your life. It is very important not to be stagnant with this placement. You need to follow your principles and it would be great if you have a healthy lifestyle. Getting new knowledge always helps the 6th house to reach the highest potential. Without learning or reading the 6th house doesn’t get enough stimulation. It is good when you have a goal and persistently reach it. Also, helping others out with small things stimulate your 6th house and you get inspiration. But the most important key to this placement is surely self-improvement.

The ruler of MC is in the 7th house

Finding balance within all your life areas will welcome the best opportunities in your life. You need to set peace and harmony within yourself in order to move forward in life. Also, some sort of partnership may help you very much in life. It doesn’t necessarily have to be love but any one-to-one relationship. Being in a connection you see the sides of yourself that is impossible to see being alone. The partner helps you to open your potential and use it in the outside world. Support and encouragement from your close one is very important for you. It helps you to move forward without any hesitation. Of course, be aware of co-dependency tendencies! And don’t rely on the opinion of you from others.

The ruler of MC is in the 8th house

Digging deep into your fears, worries, and traumas will welcome the best opportunities in your life. The 8th house is all about going deep and almost always it is not easy. You may have been through a lot on your way to finding your life purpose. The 8th house tells that you are insightful and intuitive and that may help you to get the best opportunities in life. Also, you are good at helping other people to find and heal their traumas. With this placement, you could be a good spiritual teacher. Working on your traumas and healing them is the best way to get the best opportunities in life for you.

The ruler of MC is in the 9th house

Exploring the world and expanding your horizons will welcome the best opportunities in your life. You need to learn how to live independently, following your own rules. You are meant to break the boundaries and find your own special way. You are capable of guiding and teaching people and that may help you a lot. You have a great talent for motivating others. Getting new experiences and being brave to try something new will always welcome the best in your life. A positive and even playful attitude to life is the best choice for you.

The ruler of MC is in the 10th house

Finding and reaching the purpose will welcome the best opportunities in your life. This placement is very strong and you can achieve whatever you set in mind but you have to find the goal. The worst scenario for this placement is to live without any purpose or plans. You have so much potential to grow and achieve the greatest things that you must direct all your forces to reach your goals. It may be anything, you just have to have the direction in life and build the whole life around it. Otherwise, you may feel that you don’t use your high potential.

The ruler of MC is in the 11th house

Being open-minded, independent, and your authentic self will welcome the best opportunities in your life. You have to understand your true self and don’t be afraid of showing it to others. You are unique and special and you may feel not happy if you don’t open this side of yourself. Let yourself be free, creative, and open to everything! Dream big because this placement is all about bringing dreams to life. Also, participating in some sort of organizations, groups, or even just groups of friends will inspire you and give you energy.

The ruler of MC is in the 12th house

Listening to your intuition and trusting your gut will welcome the best opportunities in your life. Also, don’t hide your creativity and direct it into some field. Whether it be art or something else, your creativity is healing. Healing is another important part of your success. You are meant to heal your deep wounds and help others with that. You just know unconsciously how to help. Helping is also another important part! You will welcome the best opportunities by helping others, even if it is just a small thing.

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nonuniverse-tarot · 1 year ago

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How Does Your Person View You?

This reading is the subjective point of view from your person. It might be or might not be true.

Pile 1. Pile 2. Pile 3.

Pile 1:

You're always on the move and not very emotional. You go and get what you want and aren't afraid to fight for it. You defend your point of view/ believes , but you don't go out of your way to start conflicts. If you're being attacked, then obviously you'll defend yourself.

They see you're up in your head a lot. Very dreamy, imaginative, full of ambition. A little stubborn at times, but with reason. To them, you're standing on stable ground and have valid reasons to be stubborn.

They see you as a knowledgeable person and that you have so many opportunities to succeed in whatever you put your energy in (however they view success).

They don't see you as an emotional person because you haven't really let them see that part of you. When things are getting too personal, you might change the topic and revert back to the composed you.

They admire you. They see you so high up and that you are capable of achieving anything and everything. For most of you, your person has seen you evolve into this 'new' you. They want to know you better, including your emotional side.

Songs: More Than A Friend - girli | Washing Machine Heart (Speed) - Mitski | Two - Sleeping At Last

Pile 2:

An old soul. You're not new in this world let alone, in this universe. They feel like you've gone through so much, but that you've learned from that and continued your path. You're not living in the past. You reflect a lot, but they see you applying what you have learned, into the present.

They think you're a bit lonely, even misunderstood, for some of you. You're so in tune with nature/universe/spirit - what that might look like for your person. You know what you're feeling, why you're feeling it, and what you'll do about it. They see you as a calm collected person.

There's this fear of getting close to you because they don't feel that they're at your level. They view you as knowledgeable in regards to spiritual topics and your person thinks they aren't so spiritual. They are open to it, but there's this irrational fear of you looking down on them for not knowing much.

Regardless of gender, they view you as a masculine person. You make decisions and act upon them. They're amazed by you and they think that you don't think very highly of them. You might have a bit of a resting bitch face without knowing.

Songs: She Likes A Boy - Nxdia | Miss You - Louis Tomlinson | Magia Blanca - Hermanos Carrion

Pile 3:

You limit yourself a lot but they also see you so free, flowing, and in tune with yourself, but for some reason, you limit yourself so much. Your person is frustrated. They don't know what they can do to help you realize this.

"Why do they stop themselves so much? Why do they hold themselves back so much? Why do they hide so much? Why aren't they showing their authentic self, their talents, their light to the world?"

From their point of view, there's nothing holding you back from doing anything. The Devil and 10 of Swords are in reverse - meaning you are free to do what you wish, but you think so low of yourself for a reason they don't understand or see, causing all those opportunities and freedom from happening.

It seems that you're open and trust your person, that's why they see all these amazing things about you. They have strong feelings towards you, but they feel that if they let you know, you'll reject them because of your poor self-esteem.

You think you're the worst being in the world, but they don't understand why you would think such a thing. They see you as the brightest light. The brightest of them all.

"Why are they looking for a devil that isn't there?"

Songs: I Really F**ked It Up - girli | Chance With You - mehiro | Drinking With Cupid - VOILÀ

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zattis · 2 years ago

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Sizable Security, Inc. (dp x dc thought)

With the ghost attacks at an all time low and the Infinite Realms blessedly calm, a twenty-something Danny Fenton decides to take care of his protection Obsession in a more mundane way: by becoming a bodyguard. A blessed late growth spurt meant that he inherited his father's height, though not his sheer bulk. Still, with an intimidating figure and his fighting knowledge, he figured that it wouldn't be an issue picking up a career as a "protection agent".

He hadn't expected all three (???) of his siblings to join him, starting a family business instead of joining a company that already existed.

Ellie had spent years on the road, traveling across the globe. It had fascinated her, of course, but she found herself missing her family. Going into security with him gave her the chance to go from place to place while being around someone she truly cared about.

Jazz ended up going along with it, rationalizing that keeping making clients feel secure was just as important as actually protecting them, and that she could still put her mind to good use. Not to mention her less chaotic demeanor meant she would usually be seen as the de facto leader of the group.

Then, somehow, Dan ended up joining them, turning their trio into a quartet. He said it was his parole opportunity to go along with them, and while he may relish in the chance to be aggressive, being around Jazz, Danny and Ellie kept him sane and opened him up to show genuine love, in his own way.

As it turns out, having four talented individuals on your payroll, all of whom have some degree of enhanced strength and senses, makes for an extremely valuable service. It also helps when no one in said group is shorter than six and a half feet tall.

Proud & Powerful Protection (the name was Ellie's idea) becomes an overnight sensation, developing a reputation for a 100% success rate and quickly getting booked by just about anyone who can afford them. As a matter of fact, two very wealthy, very public figures employ their services often, with both hoping to hire them full-time.

Lex Luthor sees the quartet as insurance for some of his most valuable employees and yet another one of his secret projects.

Bruce Wayne would rather they take care of his wards, since he's very tired of having to deal with kidnapping and extortion attempts.

Regardless, Jazz, Danny, Ellie and Dan look out for each other, and can pretty easily figure out when their employers aren't telling them everything.

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the-cosmic-cauldron · 1 year ago

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Astrology Observations 08/16/2024

What your Life Lesson is by your Sun Sign

Aries: Your lesson is to learn the difference between play and work. It is not that you are too playful, but it can be that you struggle to find work where you feel you can be your authentic self, which can lead to a lot of your life being aimless in search of something you haven’t felt. It’s important to be concrete about your goals and to find a path to meet them. It’s not always about play; sometimes your best time to feel playful is when you’re accomplishing your goals, not when you find something that’s exciting.

Taurus: You need to stop being so focused on how you want to live your life when there is a large world around you. If you get stuck in your city, state, country, or even just being wherever you know, it can be hard for you to explore the world around you, and most of your desires are quite selfish and related to your success. That’s all fine, but you need to learn to care about the world around you. Just because your belly is full and you have a big house doesn’t mean the world is your world. When you start expanding your awareness, you’ll find that your life has more meaning.

Gemini: You need to learn that knowledge isn’t going to get you to the place you truly want to go. Deep down, you crave something so profound, but your mind keeps pulling you in, which only inflates your ego and makes it very difficult to understand. You feel a deep spiritual connection, but you get stuck on opinions and facts. They serve a purpose, but if you really want to expand, you need to realize that there is a whisper within you that is calling and listen to it. Learn to see how you feel, as your emotions aren’t there to make you moody but to push you to see yourself out of your mind. Learn to lose much of your identification with who you think you should be and embrace the subtle realm of your existence that comes from your soul.

Cancer: You need to realize that your imagination is so vivid that sometimes life is better in your head. You spend all this time thinking that you’re going to manifest it all one day, but you just end up with a very mundane life that you often regret towards the end of life. Your lesson is to realize that you need to get up and move. You have so much to offer the world, but hiding in your cave only makes you depressed and low. Get out there and express yourself, because your observations are usually accurate. Take action to seize the moment and run after your goals with full speed! Trust your intuition, because you don’t need to be so planned.

Leo: Your lesson to learn is to be down to earth. You’re so focused on gaining the spotlight, and yes, even when you lie and say you don’t want it, it’s because you’re struggling with your confidence, but underneath the struggle, you want to reign supreme and live in the light, but you need to learn humility. Oftentimes, it can be hard for you to be humble, even when you want to be. That means you need to learn to work hard for what you get and stop trying to take the easy way out or lean on others to gain success. You need to put work in and get your hands dirty, and you need to take your time. Let your work, talent, and craft be on display. Through hard work and dedication, when you see the fruits of your labor, you will have humility and be able to help other people. Also, learn to stop caring what people think, work hard, and be lazy about other people’s opinions instead of the other way around.

Virgo: You need to learn to open your mouth and express yourself. Stop being so politically correct and trying to rehearse how you communicate with others; it’s okay to realize that how you want to appear isn’t who you truly are. Your internal world is chaotic and you need to explore that for a lot of your expansion is in learning to accept your crazy and to utilize it as fuel to create. You Virgos are born to be talented, so instead of shunning your crazy side, use it to be creative and talk to other people so that you can see that the world doesn’t care if you make mistakes or are flawed. Open your mind and accept change in your life; your routine is holding you back from learning as much as you can and ultimately perfecting your talents.

Libra: You don’t have to balance your mind; how about you learn how to open your heart? Always trying to play the good role, but your emotions are a mess, and you project that on everyone else. You think that if you know everything, your life will be fine, and the more you know, the less compassionate you are. You grow big egos and want things your way. Your lesson in life is to slow down and truly love. It is to connect with people deeply and to express how you feel. It is to understand commitment from your heart and to always strive to be understanding and loving. Libras need to learn to sit back, observe, and nurture those they love, not expecting others to do what they want but to balance that super rational side with their hearts. What’s the point of only living in your head when you have a heart?

Scorpio: Your lesson is to get out of the dark. All Scorpios have this part of them that just strives to be secretive, and it can be very cute at times, but deep down they need to be in the spotlight. Crazy???? Yes, a Scorpio needs to be known for what they do. They often don’t care to show themselves, but let them shine for what they do. Scorpios have deep talent and wisdom that needs to be shown to the world, so stop hiding and express yourself. Be bold and let everyone know that you have arrived because your energy is that potent. Look good and be warm so that others are so drawn into you because you have much to share with the world, so come out of hiding and get your ego on!

Sagittarius: You can be so against routine that it backfires on you eventually. It’s not that you need routine, but you certainly need structure since your adventurous soul can border on recklessness, and it’s so easy for Sagittarius to get good things in their life and recklessly ruin them, but what you need to expand is structure. You need a job where you have to dedicate hours to your craft; you need a routine to keep your health up; and you need to carve time out of your routine for hobbies. You need to pay attention to the details because, as much as you see the bigger picture, you miss out on a lot when you refuse to concern yourself with details. You need to focus on refining your life and being less impulsive because you really do crave to be innocent and free as a kid, but you lose your innocence whenever you make impulsive decisions. So refine your life and pay attention to the details. You can gain a lot of wisdom when you see both the bigger and smaller aspects of life.

Capricorn: You need to learn balance. You’re so black and white, and it can be almost scary to be around someone with this kind of mindset, as it can do the biggest harm to yourself and bring negativity to others. For the most part, you’re driven to become successful because you have a lot of trauma you don’t want to unpack, and you think the way to distract yourself is through work, your studies, or just occupying yourself because if a Capricorn isn’t occupied, they often turn to drugs. But let’s be real: this way of thinking and being is what makes you so dark and often reserved. It’s important that, just as much as you focus on the serious stuff, you spend time with friends, having fun, going out, and experiencing life. Let your life be a vibe, and romanticize your life. To expand, you need to make your life like a movie and expand your horizons beyond the mundane. Make your life more exquisite, and let your friends be part of it. Fall in love, and let that person be for you. Learn that it’s okay to go to therapy, but yeah, you can still go hard at work and the gym. You can still accomplish your goals, but without balance, you will always be in the worst position.

Aquarius: Your way to expansion is to connect to how you feel and to become introspective. Aquarius at times can be so focused on the world and their friends and just everything outside of their self sometimes their help and volunteering and always being available to others is to avoid sitting with yourself and dealing with your emotions. It was probably super hard for you to understand how you felt as a kid but you know you didn’t know how to deal with the negative emotions at all. Your lesson is to introspect and get to know why you feel the way you do what is in your heart. It is good to spend time journaling, mediating, examining your internal world, and taking space for yourself. This can give your life a lot more purpose and direction, but it can also make it so that people can actually understand you and not feel that you’re so detached. Come out of detachment and reflect so that you can be at peace with seeing the world and realizing your place in it.

Pisces: Pisces You need to learn to use that great imagination and lively internal world and actually utilize it in the world. It seems to you that you’d rather just keep it to yourself, and what good is that? Share yourself with the world. You are so great at making the world a better place because that hideaway is actually fun when you bring it to life. You know how, when you’re a kid, you play and act out your imagination with your toys. Be like a kid again, Pisces, and act out what’s all in your head. Learn to speak your mind; there is no need to shy away from sharing the wisdom you have beneath your exterior. Enjoy life’s pleasures and make the most of your life. You’ll return to the safe heaven of your existence after this life, but while you're here, take life by its horns and have a blast. Explore as much as you can and experience your sensory pleasure. Drive your hands into the mud and build.

Why you Don’t Have a Partner Based on your Venus Sign

Aries Venus: You don’t have a partner because you think that love is lust, and when someone falls short of your imagination, you go seeking it again. You can never even truly get to the depths involved in a partnership.

Taurus Venus: Oftentimes, you choose to crush on people who are neurotic. Stuck in their heads and minds, sometimes you yourself are like this, but for love, you desire a very physical relationship, and oftentimes you are dissatisfied with your choices and find that what you define as love is nothing more than a sexual friendship.

Gemini Venus: Oftentimes, it’s not that you don’t like commitment as much as you fear commitment. For you, Gemini, you need to understand yourself and your values much more before deciding what commitments mean to you. There is no rigid meaning you have to live by, but don’t keep entering commitments confused.

Cancer Venus: You wear your heart on your sleeve, and oftentimes this attracts people who perceive your emotional openness as a weakness. They think that you’re someone they can control, and they don’t realize you just want someone to match your energy, so oftentimes you invest too much in controlling and manipulative people.

Leo Venus: Oftentimes, you don’t understand love because you become so determined to get affection and attention that you confuse love with whoever is giving love and attention. This blinds you because often the people giving you this are in awe of you, but you’re looking down on them. You have a very difficult time finding equal partners.

Virgo Venus: Oftentimes, you have high standards because you can’t imagine not having the relationship you constantly think of in your head; sadly, you end up settling for the person who doesn’t give a shit about your standards, and then you end up clashing with them, trying to turn them into the person you truly want.

Libra Venus: Your strong desire for partnership makes you anxious. You are often anxious in love and oftentimes make rash decisions because, in the moment, you feel that the decision is right or best, and then you see a different opportunity or perspective and can become very deceptive. It’s like you’re looking for the perfect lover and letting people be on standby until you can find one. Your relationships are too much of a crutch, not love.

Scorpio Venus: The thing for you is that you often convince yourself that you like someone because you’re just finding a way to compensate for not knowing what you want. As much as it may seem Scorpio knows what they want in love, they don’t. All that fixation is on other parts of their lives, not love. Oftentimes, you obsess over someone because you are trying to find solid ground in a relationship and you think this is the way to connect, but all you do is push people away. You confuse people just as much as you confuse yourself, and your obsessiveness feels vague and, at times, unwanted. You should focus on figuring out what you want out of love before crushing on anyone, especially the ones that give you attention.

Sagittarius Venus: For you, it’s all or nothing, so it’s like if someone isn’t giving you everything, you’re ready to go. For a Sagittarius, love has to feel grand, and it has to feel fun and lighthearted. It cant be too intense emotionally or too plain and boring. You want to be fascinated and turned on. You can’t stand to wait for the fun part, so oftentimes you move on before you truly get to experience someone. Not every single person will always give you grand immediately, but you’re impatient, and you’d rather find someone new than invest.

Capricorn Venus: Oftentimes, you overthink love. It’s like when it comes to everything else, you are decisive and clear, and love is murky waters. This can make you settle more than other signs because you figure you take what comes along instead of actually deciding what you want from love, you let love decide, and oftentimes you end up just disliking your relationships. You should put more thought into love if you want it to enrich your life.

Aquarius Venus: You seldom truly want love. I think Aquarius usually wants an arrangement because they oftentimes feel commitment is restrictive, so it’s best that Aquarius experience what they truly want instead of focusing on one person. It can be difficult for you to also be steady in relationships as the Uranus energy makes things and situations either unpredictable or your feelings and perceptions often change suddenly. I think it’s best to be honest and find an alternative way to have a partner.

Pisces Venus: To me, Pisces usually can’t separate their own emotions of empathy and compassion from love. It’s like they fall for almost everyone, and I don’t mean to say they are hoes, but they just don’t really know if this is love or just a really solid connection with another human. I feel Pisces Venus most often finds that what they once considered a true lover was nothing more than a friend. And I know it sounds odd, but sometimes you approach love as all or nothing, so it can be either just a friend you care for that you turn into a lover or an actual person you have true feelings for that never goes anywhere. Pisces is always stuck in the middle of someone or somewhere.

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