#had the BEST time with this - got to design a fun guy and get the coolest thing ever in return
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peachesnglitter · 2 days ago
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(modern) outsiders headcanons
Ponyboy:
Always secretly listening to music during class via his shitty half dead earbuds
Takes and posts pictures of sunsets he sees
Lives in pyjama pants; he's only going to wear jeans to leave the house
Draws on a second hand tablet with a pen that he keeps losing
Watches asmr but he's self conscious about it
Sodapop:
Designated driver on nights out
Reposts car edits
2am McDonalds runs with Steve when he's feeling sad about Sandy again
Overuses slang to the point it has repeatedly pushed Darry's nerves
Phone's storage is filled with various crappy mobile games he plays when he gets bored
Darry:
Will occasionally browse accounts of people he went to school with to see what they're up to
Has a really outdated phone, like this man is 10 versions behind, it's got a cracked screen, barely hanging onto it's life but he wants to get the most out of it
Probably drives a van to keep all his work stuff in
Likes to listen to book reviews while he does chores around the house
Hates ordering stuff online
Two-bit:
Snapchat always open on this man's phone
Everything you could ever need is in his pockets, gum, change, tissue packet, cigarettes, lucky button ect
Overuses emojis
"omw" and he's in bed
Plays those sketchy gambling games because he won 40 bucks one time and thinks he'll get lucky again
Steve:
Groupchat lurker, he's probably only texting Soda
Listens to Linkin Park
Home work outs because he can't afford a gym membership
Takes his photos in black and white because he thinks it looks well cool
Very basic fashion sense but heavy on the jewellery
Johnny:
Tells Pony all the best pirate sites so they can watch movies for free
Into some very niche Internet subculture nobody else in the gang knows about
Cigarettes After Sex enjoyer
Asked Darry to help him write his CV
No social media presence to speak of, the idea of posting anything about himself makes him super uncomfortable
Dallas:
Pops into the groupchat once every century to drop some crazy line and then vanishes again
Shares his location with Johnny since they're always meeting up
Has had like, ten burner phones
Religiously makes fun of people that vape
Mates with the guy that runs the local corner shop because he's always coming in to buy the same stuff
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sadlynotthevoid · 2 months ago
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Dreamed about OgCale and Rok Soo being roommates besties in a modern fantasy Earth AU—
Except the whole dream was OgCale swinging and humming in the kitchen, preparing a dessert as breakfast. Then he opened Rok Soo's door and threw a pillow at him, saying "WAKE UP, BITCH. THERE'S BREAKFAST"
Then the two of them had a quiet "Rok Soo's birthday" breakfast and fed a cat while recalling how they met.
Apparently Rok Soo was sitting in a bank outside a house/apartment complex? And OgCale came and told him no one sits there because the woman living in the store above likes to water her plants too much. Cue Rok Soo getting a whole bucket of water rain over him. OgCale then got him to come over to his apartment, which was nearby, to get him dry. I don't remember what he said exactly but we know the real reason is he's kind when he doesn't have to put an act.
Anyways, Rok Soo ended up staying for the night. Later they became roommates because OgCale's cat kinda adopted him, so OgCale decided he was fine. OgCale jokes about that a lot. So does Rok Soo, just most people don't notice he's joking. He calls the cat "Milky-nim".
#I'm pretty sure the apartment was at both their names#ogcale changed it to be that way after some time living together#bc he didn't want roksoo to feel like he could take away his home at anytime#it might had been his first but it wasn't really a home until he got used to feel someone else there#before that he felt like he could take his dog and milky and walk away at anytime and don't come back#rok soo is his bestie and kinda like having a sibling but without complicated external factors#—so he decided the best way was to make it so he legally owned the apartment as much as ogCale#can't remember why rok soo was sitting there. i think it had to do with his uncle doing something that put Rok Soo in trouble#despite not having seen the guy in ages. (⁠ノ⁠ ̄⁠皿⁠ ̄⁠)⁠ノ⁠ ⁠⌒⁠=⁠=⁠ ⁠┫#rok soo was working part-time in some place that I'm sure was the company but in a less screwed world#but he was doing a sort of paid-intern/walking database job that had started as just damage control#and ogcale had a design company and was getting a title bc he likes to do stuff he enjoys#rok soo thinks he's a weirdo bc he only gets lazy about things he considers a bother (some people) or boring#and og cale thinks rok soo is the strange one bc he can go hours without doing anything and consider it the most fun “activity”#og cale#original cale henituse#og cale henituse#kim rok soo#lcf#lout of the count’s family#trash of the count's family#tcf#milky is short for milky way and he has white-stained black fur#he's really small and probably abnormal bc they both had seen him glow in the dark at some moment#the dog is a big girl and is called Balto bc she was really stubborn about being calle that
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chalkrub · 1 year ago
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my part of a design trade! a beaft of some sort. a thing.
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arolesbianism · 11 months ago
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I've been digging up some one of my most neglected stories recently and I'm finally actually developing the rest of the cast after like what? 7 or 8 years or smth? I genuinely don't know when I first thought up Lace but she's been floating at the edge of my mind since then as my token true timeloop guy as opposed to Butters who doesn't rly count because the quote unquote timeloop was entirely within their control and only was a continuous loop because they kept consciously trying again and again. Lace on the other hand. Legitimately 100% powerless in her timeloop situation, as in there was quite literally Nothing she could do to end the loops herself. Some gods just threw her in a 50 year timeloop without even doing the bare minimum of telling her first and she just sorta had to live with that until it from her perspective abruptly stopped leaving her to deal with the fallout of everything she went through now that she's suddenly being forced to live a real life again. And as fun as all of that is it has been very stagnated for years because there is in fact a story and world that exists outside of and around this one plot that matter quite a bit and that I have been refusing to properly work on until now lol.
#rat rambles#oc posting#take a wild guess as to why Im thinking abt this story again#anyways longggg story short this is a world filled with various gods that run various kingdoms and such#and some of them have been at war for a long time leaving things for the common folk very unstable and chaotic#due to this adventuring parties started helping ppl out and some of them would gain the blessing of their local god(s)#nowadays its very uncommon for there to be prevelant parties without at least one blessed member and theres some gods who even have set up#schools of sorts for aspiring heros that tend to be very competitive and hard to get into#in the original version of the timeline of this story most of the cast except one met at this school and graduated as a party together#they proceeded to travel around doing their work and picking up their last party member and bonding and all that#until eventually they found out that the god they work under was planning some apocalypse level shit in order to establish control over the#entire planet and the crew turned on her and tried to stop her and got close enough that she took desperate mesures to stop them#she contacted the god of time and commissioned them to rewind and edit the timeline#and while the timeline editing meant that they couldnt rewind enough to go before two of the party were attending the school#they were able to rewrite lace out of the timeline and was able to help sentence them to a timeloop sentence#lace was specifically targeted for being the one who figured most of this stuff out in the first place#now this is where the timeline get a bit wonky because her timeloop actually takes place later on then when time was reset to#it mostly just took a while to get the loop set up but its still a mostly undetermined amount of time later atm as it rly depends on whats#most convenient for me as I develop the rest of her old party more#since they still end up forming a party together anyways despite the best efforts of two powerful gods#Im also planning on adding another member to their party who wasnt in the original party so lace can get upset abt it#but yeah currently the rest of the party includes lace's unnamed older sister and three other losers whos designs have been sitting on my#toyhouse for a while lol#theres raiden who's the sort of adopted child of the god they used to serve#and the theres hill who was the one in the original party who they picked up after graduating and she and lace used to be gay together#and lastly theres choice who was supposed to attend the school but in the current version of reality had their wagon shot down and#wasnt able to make it and has been rly upset and frustrated abt that#the last one is probably going to be a potion guy or smth#Ive also been having a fun time thinkng abt how both versions of the party managed combat since both parties distinctly lack a healer#anyways Im going to bed now gn
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neigepomme · 3 months ago
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˙ ✩°˖ ✈️ gravitational meet-cute / caleb x reader
synopsis; when you take your 2nd graders to skyhaven university for an activity aiming to teach them about space and gravity, you don't expect the faceless professor xia on the website to be a cute guy around your age, instead of an old man. as it turns out gravity isn't the only force that's irresistible around here, his charm is, too.
🍎 pomme's notes — caleb flirts with you in front of your class for nearly two thousand words basically :9
✴︎ 1.8k words / fluff / 2nd person & fem! reader — additional notes: reader is a 2nd grade teacher & has no evol, i gave the kids random names, caleb is a prodigy in the aerospace engineering field, reader & caleb are in their early thirties!
the kids in the school bus are buzzing excitedly when skyhaven university's towering buildings come into sight, and you can only helplessly ask them to remain tightly in their seat until the bus reaches its destination.
to be fair though, you can't exactly blame them. they're getting to go to the "big kids school", and they're gonna learn about space — something far too big for their little selves to understand yet. how cool is that!?
"noah, olivia and kai! sit down right now, or else all three of you are gonna stick by me the whole time we're there! everyone, this applies to you as well!"
with a resounding "yes miss!" the kids finally settle down and give you some time to gather your thoughts prior to getting off the bus. this was a big day for your kids, even though you were out of it.
just the week before, you were drinking yourself silly and lamenting your bachelorette life, and your best friend, tara (who just so happened to be the school secretary), had the incredible idea of signing your class up for an activity at skyhaven university to distract you.
"come on, it'll be fun! you love seeing the kids discover new things and get this — you won't even be the one teaching! just think of it as a break. besides, who knows, maybe professor xia is a hottie!"
"tara, the average age for aerospace engineers is like.. 70. professor xia's probably just a decrepit old man — his picture isn't even on the website! i bet you he's too old to even figure out how to upload it."
"you won't know unless you go, though! it doesn't matter anyways, your class is signed up already, so just have fun with it!"
so here you were, "having fun with it", otherwise known as watching over 30 overly excited children. thankfully, the driver pulls into the university's designated lot — though not without some squeals and giggles from the class. after disembarking and doing a headcount, you clear your throat in order to grab their attention.
"one, two, three! eyes on me!"
and in unison, all 30 students responded, "one, two! eyes on you!"
it was a cute call and response you'd learned from one of your mentors some years ago, and it got them attentive and ready to listen to your directions quickly — only this time, another sound cut through the silence, a whistle followed by a chuckle.
"woah! i'll have to use that on my own students, that sure was effective."
when you turn to face the voice, you're met with a handsome smile from an even more handsome man. a TA, maybe? before you can ask him who he is, the brunette seems to sense your confusion and beats you to the punch, introducing himself to you and your class with a dynamic expression.
"all right, kiddos, it's nice to meet all of you! i'm professor xia, but that makes me sound old, doesn't it? you can call me mr. caleb!"
there's no way tara was right. what happened to the decrepit old man you were envisioning? surely, there was a mistake. one of the little girls in your class quickly pulled you out of your thoughts, raising her hand and asking this.. too young of a professor a question.
"how come you teach at the big kids school? you're not even an old man! you're like miss teacher!"
right. 2nd graders' questions. you pinch the bridge of your nose, ready to apologize, but instead it seems like caleb finds it very humorous, throwing his head back and laughing before squatting down to your kids' eye level and explaining himself.
"yeah? i'm super smart, so i skipped a few grades and started teaching here after i retired as a pilot! how cool is that?"
a choir of ooh's and aah's emerged from the children, and caleb got up before pulling out his faculty card and handing it to you with a subtle wink.
"just so you know i'm the right guy."
judging from his ID, it looks like he wasn't lying — caleb xia, one of the professors in the aerospace engineering department of skyhaven university. you flash him a smile before introducing yourself. after caleb gives both you and your class a quick rundown of today's activity, you get the kids to line up in two rows and follow caleb like ducklings into an empty auditorium. trailing behind to make sure none of them got lost in the halls, you pull out your phone and send a quick "fuck he's hot i owe you a drink girl" text to tara.
the kids were in awe at how cool mr. caleb was, and you were in awe at how calm they were. you're a good teacher, and your kids love you, but that took a bit of work, due to how rowdy they were. caleb on the other hand? it came to him too naturally — to the point where you felt a pang of silly jealousy. you'd have to copy some of his mannerisms with the class.
however, admiring his prowess with the kids, quickly turned into something more. your eyes landed on his face, and his cute freckles and bright smile while he interacted with the children made your heart swoon. his purple eyes were so expressive, and you could almost get lost in them — and if you did? you'd rather not be found. lowering your gaze a bit, you end up admiring his well-built physique, until you could feel a tiny index finger poking your arm.
looking to your right, one of the three troublemakers on the bus, olivia, was grinning at you, with a mischievous expression on her face.
"miss.. do you think mr. caleb is handsome?" she whispered.
you almost choke on your spit, and you can't help the faint warmth on your face when you tell her to focus on what the brunette at the front is saying.
"pleaaaase, i promise i'll listen after this!!" she begs with a lip jutted out, and you can't resist those puppy eyes. damn 2nd graders.
"you — fine! i think he's handsome, now go back to listening!"
olivia beams and quickly turns to the front, but not before whispering about her newfound discovery to her two partners in crime, noah and kai. somehow, this didn't look too good for you right now.
sighing, you focus your own attention to caleb — only to be met with his eyes looking at you already. there's no way he heard, unless he has the greatest ears mankind has ever seen. right?
"miss teacher! would you mind help me demonstrating how gravity works for the kids?"
his tone is playful, and his expression inviting, so you find yourself getting up from your seat to join him on the small stage. presenting both of his hands to you, he winks again, and you can feel butterflies in your stomach. somehow you can't figure out if it's out of anticipation for the demonstration or if it's because caleb looks so cute right now.
"if you could hold both of my hands tightly, please. it's for science, no ulterior motives," and more quietly, only for you to hear, he adds, "or maybe just a tiny bit of ulterior motives."
ignoring the kids' gasps and squeals at their teacher holding hands with the good-looking professor, caleb begins to explain gravity in simple terms.
"you guys are anchored to the ground because of this thing called gravity. it's a super strong and invisible force that pulls things towards each other, and right now, the earth is pulling you towards its center!"
suddenly you feel your feet lift off the ground, and with a gasp, your grasp on caleb's hands tighten. you look into his eyes, and you're met with a smile.
"i have a super cool power though — a gravity evol. right now, i'm making it so that miss teacher is no longer affected by the earth's gravity. how cool is that!?"
you can only laugh at the 2nd graders' amazed reactions, varying from "my turn", "that's so cool", "i want a superpower too" and "miss teacher is blushing". he slowly lowers you back down, but once your feet touch the floor again, you stagger a bit, and he moves a hand to your waist to stabilize you with a soft chuckle and a "zero gravity does that to you sometimes." caleb walks you to your seat before turning to face the kids' expectant faces and speaking.
"if you all come to the front — without running! — and link your arms together, i'll make you all float for a bit too! go, go, go, captain caleb's airline is about to take flight!"
with excited yells, all the students hold onto each other tightly — and when caleb makes use of his evol to make them float around for a few minutes, their laughter is filling your ears, making you laugh along. when he lowers them back onto the ground, it's almost time to return to school, and so ensues the QnA section of the activity. after caleb answers a few questions related to space and gravity, kai looks at olivia and noah before raising his hand.
"mr. caleb! do you think miss teacher is pretty?"
noah doubles down, and with a cute yet failed attempt at whispering, he lets caleb know that "it's a secret, but miss teacher thinks you're handsome!"
so that was what olivia was up to. that's why she was whispering and exchanging knowing smiles with them. you're about to intervene and save the brunette from this awkward situation before he hums and places a hand underneath his chin, as if pondering the situation.
much to your surprise though, he squats down to the kids' level, before gesturing at all of them to come close, like he's about to reveal a secret too. with a voice loud enough for you specifically to hear, he gives the kids a wink.
"this is a secret between all of us, okay? i think she's the prettiest woman i've ever seen. and this is top top top secret, but i'm gonna ask her out on a date after this. don't tell her!"
he looks over his shoulder, meeting your gaze with a smile and you can see the tips of his ears turning a soft crimson hue. he laughs at your flustered expression and red cheeks — all while your 2nd graders squealed and shook with excitement.
and now, here you were — riding the bus again with all all 30 of your rowdy kids, but instead of solely smiling at the songs they sang on the way back to school, you were also smiling at caleb's new messages on your screen.
— hey sweets. are you gravity?
— because i feel a force pulling me towards you :P 
— is saturday good for you? i'll pick you up at 7!
you really owed tara a drink after this. and you owed your class a pizza party.
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🍎 pomme's final notes — i gave myself baby fever with this fic oh how i love the concept of caleb interacting with kids.. also this is just. caleb flirting and being playful. live laugh love loverboys. also if any 2nd graders feel poorly represented get off my damn blog
hey.. tagging those who were interested in this bad boy... love u guys…..
— @abyssyby @codedove @30jades @shewrites247 @cantaloupewatch @vesearlee @iloveh4nge @philosians
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artbyblastweave · 2 years ago
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Playing through Fallout:New Vegas for the first time in years. And I'm developing a newfound appreciation for the damage done to the intended pacing of the narrative with the addition of the Courier's Stash. I wake up in Goodsprings, and as part of the extended tutorial you have Ghosttown Gunfight, the fairly self-contained faction war between Goodsprings and the Powder Gangers. And the design intent, I think, is that this is probably supposed to be a pain in the ass, with only one or two avenues of support available to you given the low level at which you'll pick this one up. Six Powder Gangers, some in body-armor, would be a serious threat, and committing to fighting against that with your dinky 9mm and a varmint rifle seems like a rough time! An actual uphill battle, doing the right thing instead of the easy thing. Fortunately, Benny inexplicably left my handy 40mm grenade launcher in the grave with me, so I cleaned up.
I'm working my way south, and, you know, in a version of the game where Benny didn't inexplicably leave my handy 40mm grenade launcher in the grave with me, this would have been the knock-on effect of my "good" Karmic choice in defending Goodsprings; the road south is littered with powder gangers who'd have been neutral had I not kicked the hornet's nest. As it stands? Free experience. I hit Primm, and fighting through the cramped hallways of the Bison Steve I encounter an enemy armed with what was clearly supposed to be the first heavy weapon I'd encounter in the world. Tight Corridors. Inexplicable Grenade Launcher. I clean up. South I go to the Mojave outpost, Nipton, that whole thing. And clearly, clearly you aren't meant to take a swing at Vulpes here, right? You're supposed to take it in, get a sense for the legion. In the version of the game that shipped you're supposed to get bodied if you try to kick the beef gate here. There are allowances in the game for if you pull it off, sure, but I did try with just the service rifle, without the glorious first-strike capabilities afforded to me by the 40mm grenade launcher that Benny inexplicably left in the grave with me. It didn't go very well!
So now I'm dogged by Legion hit squads on my way to Novac, which I get the distinct impression was not the point in the game at which this was supposed to start happening to me, because I am gathering up some pretty expensive equipment, all sold for space. I punch through to Vegas, and at this stage, the clear developer intent is that you need to spend some time milling around Freeside or Camp McCarran in order to gain access to the Strip- do odd jobs to scrape up the money, buy the forgery from Mick and Ralphs, gain monorail access, get your science skill high enough to hack the robot. Get the lay of the land, get a feel for the people, send some time stewing in the human cost of House's walled garden before you head in and hear the pitch from the big man himself.
Except I've got 5000 caps from selling off all the legion killteam equipment. In I go!
And the fun thing is, right, the Courier's stash can't be diegetic, but it is having a very direct impact on the world here. A top legion guy just went down to my inexplicable 40mm grenade launcher. Whatever else I'm roleplaying as, I am roleplaying as a guy who woke up in the possession of an inexplicable 40mm grenade launcher, and neither I nor my character can plausibly ignore that fact given its terrible bloodstained utility. I play a man, a man who would be a good man, a man nonetheless bewitched by the terrible resolutory power of the grenade launcher. My best friend, the inexplicable 40mm grenade launcher! My worst enemy, the inexplicable 40mm grenade launcher!
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haeiheart · 3 months ago
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LEE DONGHYUCK | NOT A BIG DEAL
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LEE DONGHYUCK
SUMMARY: You and Hyuck have always been inseparable. Best friends who stick together through every minor inconvenience, every 2 AM fast-food run, and especially every party. Their little deal? If they’re both single and drunk at a party, they make out for a good time and purely to avoid awkward hookups with strangers. No feelings, no complications. It’s a good deal no? But when a new guy, Jeno, enters y/n life just like that. They both feel that for the first time, their “not a big deal” deal feels like it might’ve always been something bigger.
GENRE: friends to lovers - kind of fwb hyuckyn - jealous avoidant hyuck! - sweet jeno - minimal angst - slight reader x jeno.
NOTES: first time releasing a full written fic… bye im scared pls be kind (◞‸◟;) also first time making a header? design?? hehehehe. I hope you guys enjoy this though, i personally enjoyed written it so i hope you all enjoy reading it as much as i enjoyed making it for you guys!! :3 THIS IS NOT PROOFREAD SO IM SORRY IF THERES ANY ERRORS >_<
WORD COUNT: 3.8k
BEFORE THE PARTY
You and Hyuck have always been inseparable. The best of friends. The kind who finish each other’s sentences, send texts at the exact same time, and know each other’s go-to orders at every café on campus. It’s always been easy with hyuck. You don’t overthink things with him.
That’s why your little pact made perfect sense.
“If we’re both single, and we’re both at a party, and we’re both drunk, we find each other.”
It wasn’t some deep, life changing agreement. It was just a way to keep each other from making bad decisions with strangers. A safety net, nothing more. It always worked. Every single time. It was the perfect deal after all, you both get the pleasure needed in a fun night out. No commitment, no feelings.
Until tonight. But let’s rewind back a couple of weeks.
The day you met Lee Jeno.
3 WEEKS AGO @NCU CAMPUS
College life has always been a blur of assignments, late-night food runs, and whatever chaos Hyuck drags you into. Between classes and parties, your days feel like a well-balanced mix of stress and fun. Thank goodness you had your best friend to keep you sane right?
You first met Jeno during an elective course, one of those random classes you picked to fill credits unfortunately. He was the kind of guy who didn’t talk much but somehow made every conversation feel important. You sat next to him out of convenience, and it wasn’t until the next few classes that you really spoke to him, which was currently right now.
“Do you always write your notes like that?�� he had asked, glancing at your mess of shorthand scribbles and little doodles in the margins. You could tell he wanted to laugh at it.
You blinked at him, caught off guard. “Uh… yeah?”
He grinned. “It’s interesting. You do know this is a literature class, right? Because your notes look more like a doodle coloring book for toddlers my baby brother's age rather than actual notes.”
You snorted. “Well, you look like you should be in an engineering class, not here.”
“I was forced to take a humanities elective,” he admitted. “But it’s not bad. I like the class.”
“Because of the material or because of me?” you teased, raising a brow.
He laughed, shaking his head. “Guess you’ll have to find out.”
And just like that, Jeno slipped into your life.
The thing about him was that he never tried too hard, he didn’t force his presence, didn’t demand attention the way Hyuck did. He was just… there. Reliable. Easy to talk to. It was easy to get hooked on a guy like Jeno.
You started walking out of class together, grabbing coffee before your next lectures. You studied together, shared snacks, exchanged casual texts that eventually turned into daily check-ins. Somewhere along the way, you got comfortable with him. But it wasn’t until one particular afternoon that you noticed something else.
OPEN FIELD STUDY AREA @NCU CAMPUS
It was another dreadful afternoon, pilled with assignments you swore just appeared in front of your face. You and Jeno were sitting outside on campus, reviewing notes. Though half the time you guys were mostly making corny jokes and laughing at shared interests. That was until Hyuck showed up unannounced, like he always did, dropping himself onto the bench next to you with a dramatic sigh.
“What’s up, losers?” he greeted, snatching one of your fries before you could react, looking as happy as always to mess with your little head.
You rolled your eyes as a faint smile appears on your face. It’s been awhile since you saw him. “Hyuck, this is a study session. You know, where people focus?”
“Sounds lame,” he deadpanned, then turned to Jeno. “So, how do you put up with this one?”
Jeno smirked. “I think she puts up with me.”
Hyuck’s expression didn’t change, but you knew him well enough to catch the slight pause—the way his fingers drummed against his knee a little too fast, the way his jaw tightened for just a second. It was so quick that you almost missed it. Almost.
But then, as fast as it came, it was gone. Hyuck smirked, leaning back on his elbows. “Well, good luck, man. She’s a handful.” You smacked his arm, rolling your eyes again, but the feeling lingered. Hyuck only stuck around for a short while and you never questioned it, but the odd part was he was too quick to leave the setting as well. Feeling lost as he suddenly got up and fled the scene after saying his byes and ruffling your hair.
After that, things felt… different. Not drastically. Not in a way you could point to and say, this is where everything changed. But the subtle things. Like how Hyuck stopped crashing your study sessions with Jeno as often. How he’d make jokes about you “ditching” him but never say it outright. How he seemed to drink more at parties, getting reckless in a way that made you worry.
It wasn’t obvious, but it was there, buried beneath layers of laughter and banter. And maybe you noticed it too late.
@NEOCAFE - 127 DISTRICT
Hyuck doesn’t text first anymore.
That’s the first thing you notice.
You tell yourself it doesn’t matter, you’ve been busy anyway. School, assignments, late-night study sessions with Jeno. But the silence sits in your chest like a weight, pressing down heavier each day. You truly did miss your best friend, nobody else was as much of a dork loser like he was.
You still see him around. In class, at parties, in the spaces you used to share. But it’s different now.
No more texts that say where are you? when you take too long to respond. No more arms slung over your shoulder as he drags you out of the library for a “much-needed” break. No more late-night walks, just because neither of you wanted to go home yet. God you truly did miss lee donghyuck.
The worst part? You know it’s your fault. You were the one who stopped looking for him first. You were the one who let the space between you grow. And now, you don’t know how to close it.
Jeno Notices “You’ve been quiet lately.” Jeno’s voice is gentle, his eyes scanning your face as you stare blankly at your untouched coffee. It’s the third time he’s caught you zoning out in the past hour and he was getting worried.
You blink, forcing a small smile. “Just tired.”
He doesn’t buy it. You can tell by the way he tilts his head, studying you. “It’s about Hyuck, isn’t it?” The words hit you like a punch to the stomach. You exhale, looking away. “I don’t know. Maybe.”
Jeno doesn’t say anything right away. He just nods, as if he already knew. And maybe he did. Maybe everyone did. You’ve spent so much time pretending things are fine that you almost forgot Jeno sees right through you.
So when he reaches out, fingers brushing over yours, you don’t pull away. Infact you allow yourself to get embraced by his comfort. Was Jeno’s comfort what you needed all this time?
@YOUR APARTMENT
The thing about Jeno is that he never rushes anything.
Not his words, not his movements, nothing. He lets things happen as they are, as if he trusts time to work things out on its own. Which is probably why being around him feels so easy, you always had a smile on your face when you were with him.
Like now, for example. You’re both sitting on the floor of your dorm, backs against the couch, a half-empty bag of chips between you. You’ve been talking for what feels like hours—about everything and nothing all at once.
“Wait, wait, wait,” Jeno says, holding up a hand to stop you mid-story, his eyes already crinkling in amusement. “You mean to tell me you climbed a tree to save a cat, but then got stuck yourself?”
You groan, covering your face. “Okay, listen—”
“No, no, no, I need to process this.” He grins, resting his chin on his palm. “How long were you up there?”
“Like… twenty minutes?” you mumble, cheeks burning from embarrassment clearly…
Jeno loses it. He tilts his head back, laughing so hard his shoulders shake. You gotta admit that laugh of his does wonders to girls. He was a real catch. A once in a lifetime cutie, you should consider yourself lucky to have him around right?
You huff, crossing your arms. “Are you done?”
He wipes at his eyes, still chuckling. “Oh man. I- yeah. Yeah, I think I’m good.” He snickers again. “Twenty minutes. Amazing.”
You try to glare at him, but his laugh is infectious, and soon enough, you’re giggling too.
Jeno turns to look at you, a soft smile lingering on his lips. “Y’know, I think this is the most I’ve ever heard you talk about yourself.”
You blink. “Huh?”
“I mean, you’re always talking about Hyuck or your friends, but I like hearing about you.” He leans against the couch, watching you. “Your dumb little childhood stories. Your love for cats. Your terrible decision-making skills.”
You snort, nudging his leg with your foot. “You’re such a menace.”
“And you love it.”
You shake your head, smiling. “I might.”
Jeno tilts his head, studying you for a second. His voice is quieter when he speaks again. “Are you okay?”
The question catches you off guard. You consider lying, but Jeno has always been good at seeing through people. So you exhale, looking down at your hands.
“I don’t know,” you admit. “I just feel… lost.”
Jeno doesn’t say anything right away. He just shifts a little closer, his knee bumping against yours. You don’t realize how much you needed that until it happens.
“I get that,” he finally says. “Sometimes it feels like you’re walking through fog, and you don’t know where you’re going. But…” He nudges you lightly. “That doesn’t mean you’re alone.”
You look up at him. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.” He smiles, warm and genuine. “I’m here.” You don’t know what possesses you to do it—maybe it’s the way his voice is so steady, so sure. Maybe it’s the way he’s looking at you, like you’re important. But before you can overthink it, you lean in.
Jeno’s eyes widen slightly, but he doesn’t pull away. Instead, his lips quirk up in amusement.
“You’re not about to kiss me mid-existential crisis, are you?”
You let out a breathless laugh. “Shut up.”
But he’s still grinning when he finally closes the distance. The kiss is soft, almost hesitant at first. But then you feel him smile against your lips, and suddenly, it’s all laughter and warmth and the taste of leftover chips.
You break apart for air, and Jeno chuckles. “That was—”
You groan, covering your face. “Don’t say it.”
“— surprisingly nice for two people who just ate sour cream and onion chips.”
You swat at him, laughing. “You ruined it.”
He catches your wrist, grinning. “Nah. That made it better.”
You shake your head, still breathless, still here. Jeno doesn’t fail to make your day once again, as he leans in, continuing where you both had left off as if it was almost natural.
And for the first time in a while, you don’t feel so lost.
PRESENT TIME
And this is how your weeks have been spent. With Lee Jeno. Full of kisses, laughter, playfulness, and comfort. Jeno arrives with an armful of snacks, two sodas balanced precariously on top. “Alright, before we do anything, I have to ask…why do you have like, seven different cat towers in your apartment? Are they that spoiled?” as he takes in his surroundings once again.
You shut the door behind him and scoff. “Excuse you, my children deserve the best.”
Jeno grins, setting the snacks down. “How many do you have again?”
“Three.” You sigh dramatically. “But honestly, I think my oldest cat hates me.”
He snorts. “Why?”
“Because I accidentally stepped on her tail when she was a kitten, and she’s never forgiven me.” You flop onto the couch, pouting. “Now every time I call her, she looks at me like I owe her child support.” Jeno bursts out laughing, nearly knocking over the bag of chips. “That’s the most you thing I’ve ever heard.”
You nudge him with your foot. “Oh, shut up. You’ve definitely done worse.”
He raises an eyebrow. “Doubt it.”
“Oh really? What’s the dumbest injury you’ve ever had?”
He thinks for a moment before admitting, “I once tried to jump over my couch but tripped, hit my head on the armrest, and passed out.”
You gasp. “Wait—like, fully unconscious?”
“Yup.” He sighs. “Woke up two minutes later to my mom yelling at me for being stupid.”
You’re already laughing so hard your stomach hurts. “Okay, okay, once, when I was seven, I thought I could ride my bike down the biggest hill in my neighborhood with my eyes closed.”
Jeno’s eyes widen. “No. No.”
“Yes,” you wheeze. “Flew straight into a bush. My mom had to pull twigs out of my hair for an hour.”
He practically collapses against the couch, laughing until his shoulders shake. “You’re actually crazy as a kid.”
“Thank you,” you say proudly.
The laughter fades into a comfortable silence. Jeno leans back, staring at the ceiling. “You know, I never really asked—but what was Hyuck like when you were kids?”
You hesitate, but the memories come easily. “Chaotic. Loud. Got us into trouble, like, every other day. He would drag me into the most ridiculous situations and it wasn’t even my fault.”
Jeno smirks. “Sounds about right.”
You smile softly. “One time, we thought we could build a pillow fort. We barely even got the first pillow up before the entire thing collapsed and we both fell.”
He laughs. “Did you get hurt?”
“Surprisingly, no. But Hyuck cried for a full hour because he swore it was sabotage.”
Jeno shakes his head, amused. “He hasn’t changed at all, has he?”
“Nope.” You pick at a loose thread on your sleeve. “He’s always been… Hyuck.”
There’s a pause, but Jeno doesn’t push. He just watches you, waiting.
You clear your throat. “Okay, your turn. Tell me something I don’t know about you.”
He hums, tapping his chin. “Alright. You know how everyone thinks I’m all sporty and serious?”
“Yeah?”
“Well.” He leans in like he’s about to share a top-secret confession. “I used to write fanfiction.”
You choke on your drink. “No way.”
“Oh, it gets worse.” He sighs dramatically. “It was about superheroes.”
“What kind? Marvel? DC?”
“Neither. Completely original characters. I had a whole series.”
You clutch your stomach from laughing so hard. “Jeno. Are you telling me you were a self-insert superhero fanfic writer?”
He groans, covering his face. “Look, I was twelve—”
“NO, THIS IS AMAZING.” You grab his arm. “Did you give yourself powers? A tragic backstory?”
He peeks at you between his fingers. “…Both.”
You collapse into the couch, wheezing. “This might be the best thing I’ve ever learned about you.”
He grins. “Alright, your turn. What’s your cringiest secret?”
You pause, then admit, “Okay this might not be cringy… but i had a harry potter phase.”
Jeno gasps, clutching his chest. “What house were you in?”
“…Slytherin.”
He high-fives you. “Respect.”
The conversation keeps flowing, lighthearted and easy. You talk about everything, old childhood memories, embarrassing moments, ridiculous hypothetical scenarios (what would you do if you woke up as a worm?), and somehow, even the meaning of life.
It’s fun. It’s comfortable.
But beneath it all, there’s something bittersweet.
Because you both know this is goodbye.
Eventually, the night slows down. The laughter fades, leaving only the quiet hum of the TV in the background. You shift, fiddling with the hem of your sweater. “Jeno…”
He already knows. You can see it in his expression.
Still, he lets you say it.
“I have to go find him,” you admit softly.
A beat of silence.
Then he smiles? He smiles. A small, knowing smile. “Yeah.”
You swallow hard. “I—I didn’t mean to—”
“I know.” His voice is gentle. “You never had to say it, y/n. I knew.”
Your throat tightens. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be.” He reaches for your hand, squeezing it lightly. “But… can I ask for one last thing?”
You nod, already knowing what it is.
“One last kiss,” he murmurs.
So you kiss him.
It’s soft, lingering. A silent thank you. A quiet goodbye.
When you pull away, he exhales, rubbing the back of his neck. “Well. That was a solid 9/10.”
You snort. “Only 9?”
“Could’ve been a 10, but my foot fell asleep.”
You smack his arm, laughing. “Shut up.”
He grins. “Go. Before I change my mind and challenge Hyuck to a duel.”
You roll your eyes, but you’re already reaching for your shoes.
And as you step out the door, heart racing, you realize—
This time, you’re going to run toward Hyuck.
Because he’s always been the one and it’s about time you told him.
@HYUCKS HOUSE
You don’t know why you’re nervous.
Actually, scratch that—you do know why.
Because this is Hyuck.
Because it’s been weeks. Because you let the distance grow, and now you’re about to do the most humiliating thing possible: show up at his door in the middle of the night, probably looking like a disaster, and pour your heart out.
Great plan. Really solid. No notes.
Still, you knock.
And the second the door swings open, all your thoughts evaporate.
Hyuck stands there, hoodie slightly rumpled, his hair sticking up like he was asleep before you interrupted. His face is groggy, blinking at you like he’s trying to make sure you’re real.
“…y/n?”
You open your mouth.
And immediately start crying.
Like, full-on tears. Embarrassing.
Hyuck panics. “Wait, huh, are you okay??”
You sniff, waving your hands wildly. “I— hiccup— I don’t know why I’m crying!”
His hands move without hesitation, reaching for your arms, steadying you. “Hey, hey, what’s going on?” His grip is warm, grounding. “Did something happen?”
You shake your head rapidly, but the tears won’t stop. God you really missed him.
Hyuck makes a helpless noise before sighing and tugging you against him. His arms wrap around you, firm but careful, like he’s worried you might break.
You bury your face in his hoodie, gripping the fabric tightly.
Hyuck rubs your back in slow circles. “Okay. Just—breathe, yeah?”
You sniffle, nodding against his chest. His warmth seeps into your skin, comforting in a way nothing else has been these past few weeks.
And then, before he can say anything else, the words just spill out.
“I just— Hyuck, I missed you.”
His hold on you tightens for a second before he pulls back slightly, just enough to see your face. His brows furrow, but he stays quiet, letting you talk.
“You’re— you’re so important to me, okay? And I hate that I let us drift apart. And I hate that I didn’t realize sooner that you are—” You hiccup again, rubbing at your face. “I don’t even know what I’m saying, I just miss you so much, and everything sucks without you, and I—”
Hyuck suddenly squints at you. “…Are you drunk?”
You freeze. “What?”
“You’re being so dramatic right now.” His lips twitch like he’s holding back laughter. “You have to be drunk.”
You gape at him. “I am not drunk, you absolute—”
“I dunno…” He crosses his arms, pretending to analyze you as he leans closer to your face. “Messy hair, teary eyes, emotional confessions in the dead of night… this is very intoxicated behavior.”
You groan, shoving at his shoulder. “I swear I’m sober—”
“Alright, c’mon, Crybaby.” He snickers, grabbing your wrist and pulling you inside. “At least cry in my room instead of my doorstep.”
You let him drag you in, still sniffling as he kicks the door shut behind you.
And just like that, you’re home.
Hyuck flops onto his bed, patting the space next to him. “C’mere, you baby.” You roll your eyes but sit down anyway, pulling your knees to your chest.
Silence settles between you. Not awkward, not tense. Just… there.
Hyuck sighs, tilting his head toward you. “You really missed me that much?”
You swallow, nodding. “Yeah.”
He watches you for a moment, then scoffs lightly. “Idiot. I was always here, y’know.”
Your heart clenches. “I know. I was just—”
“Being dumb?”
You groan. “Yes, okay! I was being dumb.”
Hyuck smirks, but it softens as he nudges your knee with his. “It sucked without you, too.”
Your breath catches. “Yeah?”
“Obviously.” He huffs, looking away like admitting it pains him. “Who else was gonna make me leave my apartment and go on stupid 2AM snack runs?”
You let out a small laugh. “You love those snack runs.”
“Yeah, but I love them with you.”
You freeze.
Hyuck doesn’t seem to notice what he just said, or maybe he does, because he clears his throat quickly and sits up straighter. “Anyway. What was up with that dramatic monologue outside? You really that miserable without me?”
You hesitate, then nod. “Yeah.”
He blinks.
You sigh, rubbing your arms. “Hyuck, you’re— you’re my person.” You glance at him, eyes searching. “You always have been.” You meant it.
Something shifts in his expression.
For the first time all night, he’s quiet.
Your heart pounds. “I—”
“Wait.” He suddenly lifts a hand, stopping you. Then, deadpan— “Are you sure you’re not drunk?”
You groan, shoving his face away. “Hyuck!”
He bursts into laughter, eyes crinkling at the corners.
And even though you’re this close to smacking him, you realize—
This is why you came back.
Because no one makes your heart race and your soul feel alive like Lee Donghyuck. You don’t even realize how close you’ve gotten until his laughter fades, leaving only the soft hum of the night around you. His gaze flickers to your lips, then back to your eyes.
A beat of silence.
Then, like it’s the most natural thing in the world, he leans in.
And you meet him halfway.
The kiss is warm, slow— like a quiet understanding. Like something that had always been there, waiting to be noticed. It wasn’t like all the other kisses, the party hookups. This was real.
His hand comes up to cup your face, thumb brushing lightly over your cheek. He tilts his head slightly, deepening the kiss just a little, enough to make your breath hitch.
When you finally pull away, he exhales, pressing his forehead against yours.
“…Yup.” He grins. “You definitely weren’t supposed to kiss me like that if you were drunk.”
You laugh softly, still slightly breathless. “Shut up.”
He hums, thumb still stroking your cheek. “Not a chance.”
And this time, when he kisses you again, neither of you stop to think.
Because for once, nothing else matters.
NOTES: I wouldve wrote longer but my brain fogged oops but i hope you guys enjoyed!!
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rascalentertainments · 6 months ago
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Something I just realized about Jack Frost, his depiction and story is actually brilliant.
If you think about the depictions of him prior to the DreamWorks movie, he really wasn't in the media that much until then. Jack had his own Rankin/Bass special, and was the antagonist in The Santa Clause 3. After that, I don't recall him being mentioned or seen in anything afterwards.
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Jack Frost being barely talked about or ignored is more accurate than ever. Sandman and Tooth Fairy are active everyday, and Santa and Easter Bunny ALWAYS get attention at the beginning and end of the year. But Jack? We maybe remember the line "Jack Frost nipping at your nose." at best. The movie is right, we DON'T talk about Jack Frost.
No matter what Jack does, the kids don't see him. Even the adults brush him off and he's right in front of them most of the time. So Jack having this whole character arc of being seen and believed in makes a lot more sense. The world had forgotten him because more people got cynical and lost their fun, while he does his best to get their attention.
Then Rise of the Guardians changed everything. Jack Frost's popularity blew up a few months after the movie. Parts of the internet became obsessed with the guy and he became the favorite character of the movie. The movie itself helped Jack become a household name. Now you can NEVER forget him, now he's part of the holiday season with Santa, Rudolph and many others.
Hell, this version is so iconic, no one else has even tried to do their own take. Its kind of like 2003's Teen Titans, its such a perfect version that any other adaptation pales in comparison. ROTG Jack Frost is so good, its now the definitive version of him. No matter what version comes next, THIS is Jack Frost now.
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Props to the crew and design team of the film, because they nailed this concept and perfectly updated him. They created the BEST version of this nearly forgotten character, and now he's known worldwide. Even at the end its implied more people will start to believe in him now (I NEED A SEQUEL), and his final words to the audience mean much more now that he's a guardian.
Everytime I keep finding out just how much heart is in this movie, I keep getting obsessed with film every December and its a never ending book of surprises when fans catch more things about Rise of the Guardians.
God, I love this movie
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chiwwydawgdraws · 3 months ago
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Cult of the Lamb - God Killer
[Personal thoughts below the cut]
...I did it...! [Insert that one scene from Megamind]
Ohh man I'm quite pleased with how it turned out--especially since it's my first time doing an illustration for quite some time. I did get frustrated mid-way through and had to start over from the coloring phase, but that was the BEST decision I made, and I love how the colors and shading turned out. 😍
So Claymore by Norihiro Yagi is one of my major inspirations, particularly the designs of the monsters/yoma. You might be able to see that shine particularly brightly in the detail of Eldritch Narinder here XD. It was so much fun to detail the fleshy bits of the skin flaps and the additional flesh that I put behind Nari's head.
Lamb's pose was a challenge to figure out (still don't think I got it, but I'm fine with the way it turned out) but I was dead-set on have Lamb primed for attack and maybe slash out an eye or two or three lol.
Yeah, I like this one a lot. Hope you guys do too! 😍
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ijustwanttobegolden · 18 days ago
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𝔹𝕖𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕕 𝔻𝕦𝕥𝕪
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Bodyguard chan!
Christopher Chan is your most recent assigned bodyguard up to date (not only because he is the best of the best but because the others found it hard to handle your spoiled ass, unable to keep up with your impulsiveness and crazy adventures which put the job to the extreme) chan however, sticks around. Professional and fully capable of handling the intensity of you - In control when it came to protecting you but not in control of falling for you. Chan is in LOVE. When you start going on forcing yourself on fake dates with the newest heart throb on social media - for image and press purposes - you discover chan is more overly protective then he should be but without a doubt there is something that lingers between you both that can't be ignored.
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Warnings: mild language. mentions of threat. Feelings of jealousy. Mature content applied.
(I can't get the keep reading link to work, don't hate me, it is a long fic, so sorry guys!!!)
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You drove him crazy from the moment he started the job, a job he lived and breathed (the long hours made that quote quite literal) but he was highly skilled and top of his game in this expertise. It was a job that he was overly experienced in and was classed as the best in the industry so how could he not live and breathe it when he was king and making big bucks. He was trusted to work with some of the most high up people around the globe and so this job was without a doubt moulded for him, your managers insisted. Not only did you need a bodyguard but someone to fully take charge and discipline you, the others were WEAK. That's how you drove him crazy. Not only were you an impulsive rising star, always pushing boundaries, breaking rules and protocols (sometimes your way of throwing mini tantrums in protest - the whole - I just want more freedom thing) but you were constantly teasing and testing on purpose. just for fun. It was fun stressing 'channie' out. Teasing him was so difficult but also so easy at the same time, although he was a tough one to crack, so dedicating, so professional, so strict. The man had so much patience that it was almost you that was going crazy but through all that stubbornness of his, you drove him absolutely INSANE. It just wasn't fair in the slightest, you made his job difficult. You were gorgeous.. daring.. and you were so testing that it almost became a turn on for him. Chan failed so many times to not let his mind wander to inappropriate thoughts. The thing is with chan, he wasn't stupid. He knew you were trying to push his buttons on purpose and as much as it was annoying, it was also low key amusing and again very very sexy.
As much as you swore to hate every single bodyguard you had, like a step parent and child that never got on. There was something about chan that you warmed up to. The way he would smell and dress for a start. Always smartly dressed in all the top designer suits.. as it states in his exceptional and lengthy reseme and I'm sure that's not the only thing that's lengthy with how impressive he is.. it states that he used to be a model for Fendi. You even admired how he looked in his baggy hoodies for more casual events. Thick luxurious material, always Designer and of course a splash of his lingering godly Versace spray. You know the details of his hoodie right down to the very last stitch from the time he draped that heavenly thing over your shivering frame as you made your exit from the club and into the cold night. The warmth and the smell was heaven sent but not nearly as good as the strong sclupted arms that wrapped around you protectively, guiding you and shielding you and keeping you safe. The pap photos were fire. Not only did you look good in Chan's oversized hoodie but you looked really good with chan himself. Chan had to keep himself from thinking it too when he saw the photos online, his cheeks slightly heated as he read through comments from your fans shipping you together.
'does anyone else think y/n and her bodyguard look so cute together?'
'omg I am sooooo writing a fanfic on this'
'omg I used to ship y/n with... but now I lowkey ship her with her bodyguard'
'Does anyone know the name of y/ns body guard? He's so fit'
'look how close they are! He gave her his hoodie!!! that's not what bodyguards do!'
'hmmm, thats what boyfriends do'
'secretly dating definitely'
'they are so hot'
'definitely fucking'
'they should just get married already... but wait! maybe they are...'
'new power couple of 2025'
Oh the hoodie Definitely did something . Then there were other times when the man would just simply do his job properly, unlike the others. He was firm. Quick with his eyes. Constantly scanning for any threats or danger while guiding you effortlessly through the crowds. Not once were you ever pushed or pulled or touched by anyone. With chan, you were invincible. Was it the way his hand would linger a little bit longer on your lower back or how sometimes his arms would naturally snake around your waist while guiding you through crowds and events. There were many times he would make you melt by taking you by surprise, making stops on the way back to the hotel, be it for ice cream or coffee when you could really do with it most. Strangely it's like he knows, like he could read you all over and that's the only ever time he would bend the rules slightly because unplanned stops in local areas was breaking protocol. But as much as you were developing a soft spot for your bodyguard chan, he was also developing a soft spot for you too.
You made each other feel seen. Gave each other a bit more freedom in your tight-knit situation of fame and money. work hard play ha... Work even harder. You added some playfulness and banter to your more serious everyday working world and it was good to find a little bit of something again... Whatever it was... But real life would keep taking over. Just when you thought you snapped him.
'take off my heels'
'sneak me out to the beach'
'if you're gonna stand outside my bathroom all night you might as well get in here and join me in the bath chan'
He clicks back into super strict professional mode and reality kicks in. Nothing but a lonely star having to be watched like a child at all times because she's constantly 'in danger' though there were so many close situations with paps, stalkers and muggers. Constantly followed by a bodyguard is a bit dramatic but after nearly getting kidnapped not once but twice, threatened and harassed maybe it is not that dramatic after all. So many... Creeps. Chan is extremely strict on those guys and that's why you hadn't felt any more safer. Although annoying like a lingering fly sometimes, he was only doing his job. That man is your guardian angel - In a really scrumptious hoodie.
Your thoughts had got the best of you one evening. It was another bubble bath pamper sesh and you had just convinced chan with your cutest pout and fluttering lashes to run the bath for you and the spoiled princess that you are, he even put the oils in that you liked without even any instruction.
"Bath is ready for you, princess"
A new teasing nickname. It stuck. Now that's all he calls you.
"okay, I'm only ever gonna ask you this one last time.. care to join me?" Your eyes narrowed in on him. The tone. Was you teasing? Mocking? Frustrated, bored? Chan only guessed you were just plainly asking. Not really expecting any specific answer but you slightly hoped he would end the misery of him towering around the door and suddenly drop his pants and get naked just for the laughs. Maybe then you would perk up from this recurring nightmare of a routine.
But nothing. Strict. boring.
A heavily depressed sigh escaped your lips as you padded slowly past the dark tower of a man to enter the marbled bathroom. You needed some excitement in your life, some fun, a flirt! Maybe a... Date?
It pains you to think about it actually. Dating is not fun when you are famous, you actually hate it but if chan wasn't willing to break the rules and spontaneously skinny dip into the bath tub with you then a little date here and there to take your mind off these boring nights wouldn't hurt.
"channie! Get you get me my phone? Oh and bring some wine!"
Your voice echoing in the bathroom made the demand more intimidating. You hated how you sounded sometimes but being a demanding spoiled princess was a facade you couldn't let down now. Chan saw past it though and it never phased him in the slightest and if anything.. He grew rather fond of the whole spoilt princess thing and he was happily at your service.
"What do you say princess?" his deep voice muffled back through the door.
Rolling your eyes pretending to be annoyed wasn't working with your hand over your mouth trying to stifle down a giggle.
You refused to say it, until chan bursted in. No warning this time as he usually would but he respectfully kept his deep brown eyes on yours, never looking down, not a peep. Professional. Yawn.
The bubbles covered you anyway and you held your delicate hand out for the items he wasted no time in fetching. He stood still, eyebrows raised. Waiting for you to say It. You shook your head with a teasing smile.
"don't be stubborn, where are your manners" he warned. He looked so fine when he told you off.
"please"
He shook his head. You were honestly going to be the death of him.
Before he could break eye contact, wanting to admire how beautiful and spoilt you looked in your big luxurious bathtub. Your eyes glistening like the sparkling white wine in your hand, your glossed lips taking careful cherished sips and your body glowing from your shimmering bath oil and how your hair trailed down effortlessly, tips wet at the ends as they moulded into the water like you were a real life mermaid, so stunning, he quickly stepped out to change back into his solid form, standing on guard just outside the bathroom door, his heart pounding.
You rolled your pretty eyes once again as he left, returning your attention back onto the mission - sip and scroll in the suds.
For months now your publicist has been keeping on about setting you up on a date. It's important for image apparently, to boost followings and popularity and all that bullcrap. Stubborn as you were though, you refused. Until now unfortunately. But if you were going to date, the least you could do was actually pick the person, that's something you guess. Your scrolling on Instagram and tik Tok got distracted by funny animal videos and K-pop dance routines until eventually a few videos caught your interest, trending. 'Ohhh he's handsome' you beamed with bright eyes. You face lighting up with the screen. This guy was trending from his recent starring role in this new popular action movie and he was EVERYWHERE. Perfect! Your publicist would approve. Without no hesitation you tap tap tapped straight onto her contact. Uncertainty washed over for you a moment but before you knew it, you were already calling her.
...
As handsome as the trending star was... asshole. Absolute asshole.
You sat quietly judging. You were currently at a meeting in some sort of private coffee bar. Both your publicist chatting and discussing agreements as you and him both sat opposite each other, beside them. Basically before you start going on any dates and officially go public, a contract and agreement must be made with both parties, fun right?
It's like a play date, both you and him are the shy awkward children and your publicists are the yapping mothers. Yapping about all the drama and future weddings but of course in the famous world. You started to feel uneasy. You searched for the comfort of his dark chocolate eyes, even knowing they weren't there and letting your heart ache in disappointment. It was very rare he had time off but out of all the shifts, why did he have to be off for this one. The others who covered him just weren't the same. You focused on 'boring bill' his eyes half shut looking like he was about to fall asleep on the spot, still alert nonetheless but no appearance of enthusiasm or strength or comfort whatsoever. Chan however somehow became your anchor. He made you feel grounded, safe and constantly reassured. He was primal, picking up changes in your body language instantly and noticing shifts in your patterns and emotions like he knew you from the inside out, which is why he was good in situations like this. All you needed was to give him that one look, he knows exactly which one. that one look for him to get you out of any situation. His dark chocolate brown eyes would never leave yours unlike half shut boring bills. Chan's attention of course flickers back and forth but only to continuously scan the perimeter and the people in it for any potential threats and dangers and then his prime focus would be solely on you. In anxiety riddled situations, it's his eyes you would look for, they brought you that reassurance and comfort and if you needed to stare, he would let you bore your eyes into his own, comfort is what he would give you. That's exactly what you needed right now, you winced at the sight of him not being there and you focused back on the handsome asshole in front of you who apparently goes by the name of SAN. You got bored when you dabbled into a bit of conversation at the beginning of the meeting (good start) but you remember him mentioning that he dabbled in some singing in a K-pop group before venturing off to acting in TV shows and films. Either way he was becoming super famous and he's hot and the dates will be fun so who cares right? Though again the pouting princess was slowly questioning her choices.
...
A little black mini dress, a go-to staple when you have an intimate date at a jazz club right? You had never questioned yourself like this before, you thought getting dressed up for a date would be fun, a bit stressful but fun, like they made it look in the movies. Except it wasn't fun like the movies, you didn't have any of your 'girlfriends' around you to help pick out clothes and have girly talks to hype you up about the date itself. It was boring, a thing you were trying to avoid these past few nights. You sighed heavily, the most stressful sigh to ever escape your lips, and there's been a lot! Must have been loud when there was a quiet knock on the door.
"y/n, princess?"
Chan.
If your heart could smile, it was smiling right now. You had missed him so much the last three days since the meeting. Annoying as he was sometimes, something lately made you grateful to have him around.
"I'm okay! just trying to pick my outfit."
"and I'm sad..." You accidentally mumbled.
Eyes wide and hands covering your traitor of a mouth, your heart begins thundering in your chest when he responds "Can I help?"
You looked around at the bomb of clothes that had exploded in your walk-in closet, grabbing an oversized shirt quickly to cover up. A hesitant reply. "Ummm maybe, come in"
A strong smell of something familiar.. Versace? Why was it so strong when chan hadn't even entered the room yet. You hugged over your body at the shirt, your movements becoming more vigorous as you recognized the fabric and looked down discovering you had thrown on Chan's white dress shirt from an event a few months back. A tragic funny story where you were currently about to go out onto the red carpet to be interviewed when someone 'accidently' ran into you with a glass of red wine, spilling it and staining it all down your beautiful white evening dress. Mortified there was no way you were going to step foot in front of cameras to be interviewed. Your publicist being the witch that she is kept insisting saying the 'show must go on' and 'it would be funny' 'a funny story to tell' 'you would be trending! Making headlines!' ooohhh no. No. You would be humiliated. Turned Into a meme. It would embarrass you and haunt you for the rest of your career but you had no choice.. camera crews were ushering you, interviewers howling for you, fans in desperate need of your content. Your publicist practically held you by a lead. All you gave him was that one look, though this time with glistening tears, tears that made his heart ache and so chan thought of a quick immediate plan. All it took was that look. Next thing you know you were being quickly guided behind some paneling for the backdrop.
"What are you doing?' you gasped. Tears still glistening and threatening to spill.
"Don't let those tears fall and ruin your pretty make up, keep your head up. I've got you" he spoke firmly.
As he was speaking, he rushed to rip his smart button up blazer away from his body, revealing his pristine white shirt.
"oversized shirts paired with heels are still in fashion right?" He questioned quickly with a breathy chuckle. Not like you had a choice.
"umm yeah, I could make it work..." You hesitated, looking him up and down questionably. Was he about to strip?.
"princess, you could pull off anything"
And that was the first ever time he called you princess. The air became hot while your heart heaved in your chest but it was the compliment that took you back the most.
"take off your dress"
The heat of the moment, the commands. Really got your heart racing. You saw him in a different light that day.. it was new, exciting, you were impressed with how dedicated he was to his job, to you. But it was a just his job, right?
You nervously tugged at the zipper of your dress, it was harder to concentrate on yourself when your bodyguard was trailing his hands down his chest, undoing one shirt button at a time. You knew he had a good build, his chiseled biceps and defined abs always poked through his tight fitted clothing but to see him undressing, showing his flesh. That was something you let your curiosity get the best of. Your eyes wandered shamelessly while you aimlessly reached for your zipper, losing grip of it now and again from how nervous you were. This whole situation was just too overwhelming.
Finally he was free of his shirt and oh what a sight. His firm chest was with eyesight from how much taller he was then you, his six pack flexing with every movement. His skin so perfectly soft and buff looking. That mixed with his dark hair, dark eyes and plump red lips. He was beautiful.
"concentrate princess, here let me help"
As if you weren't already flustered enough, chan's large hands grip around your waist to pull you closer, so close that you could feel the warmth of his breath cascading over the skin of your neck. You keep your eyes locked on his now and his hands smooth up the small of your back to latch onto the pesky zipper you were desperately fighting with a few seconds ago.
Effortlessly.
Zip.
Your breathing became quick and desperate as the rush of letting the dress fall and changing into chans shirt had started but he was already there, shirt held out for you to slip your arms into and he respectfully assisted you with doing the buttons up quickly getting you covered before covering himself back up with his blazer.
You flashed him a grateful smile before reaching for your dress quickly to rip away a sparkly chain that was attached to your white dress to now wrap it around your waist to give the shirt some style and shape, matching it with your sparkly heels and jewelry as if it was meant to be your outfit this whole time. It's like you just left the LV store.
'wow.. told you could pull off anything" Chan spoke impressed as he scanned the final look. 'hand on my heart, you look amazing"
"couldn't have done it without you!" You sighed in relief.
"thank you channie"
And with that you jumped up quickly to hug him. Was it allowed to hug your bodyguards? You weren't really sure but it was quick, in the moment and it felt good.
Like you moments ago. Chan was also taken back. And not just by the new nickname you suddenly gave him which made his heart melt but by the little trusting hug you gave him. Little did you know it meant the world to him. It was quick but nice, warm and comforting with your sweet smelling perfume that he had grown to love, lingering a bit longer than usual. It was heaven.
That little moment behind the backdrop that evening was nothing but it was something.
We now conclude the story of how you ended up with chans shirt. Which you... kept? So how are you going to explain this to him when he walks in and sees you wearing it?
You panic and jump up to mindlessly start flicking through clothes as you hear him enter the room. You dare to look at him but you don't have to know he's already questioning not only the pile of clothes surrounding you on the floor but the item of clothing you are currently wearing. He recognizes it instantly. You can't see the knowing smile tugging at the corners of his lips but it's there and he warms up to the memory that evening. He breaks the silence, taking you out of your awkward misery, he can feel your tension but he converts it instantly. Hes so good at that.
"can still pull it off, I forgot how good you look in my shirt"
You melt into comfort and spin around to finally meet his gaze. A wave of relief washing over you.
"you don't think it's weird that I still have it? Or even wearing it? Which just so you are aware I never actually wear this! It's just been stuffed away since that evening and'
Chan steps closer, he doesn't need to tell you to stop blurting out pointless explanations, you shut up instantly. You take in his eyes, questioning what he's thinking, he was very hard to read.
"I think you should wear it tonight for your date but wouldn't that be like marking my territory?"
"excuse me chan?" You gasped. You couldn't tell if he was trying to make a half hearted joke or if he was being deadly serious. "Isn't that a bit unprofessional for you to say? You may be my bodyguard but you don't own me, what are you trying to say?' a more teasing tone failed you and you were quick to become questionable and defensive.
For the first time ever, a sheer look of panic was evident in his face.
"Forgive me princess, I mean.. y/n, that came out wrong"
You didn't overthink it, you were quick to drop it and you nodded, shrugging it off.
"someone a bit sour that they have to work tonight? I hear that bodyguards hate being on date night duty" you teased, continuing to search for the perfect black little mini dress.
"not really, where did you get that information from?"
"boring bill"
Chan fell through and busted out with laughter. It's the nickname that was more funny, you really were a nightmare in this line of work. He did back you up on that one though, bill was very boring and lazy on the job.
"to a certain extent, he's not wrong, some dislike it because it means more work. There's more risks, more intensity from paps. Then it's also profiling the actual person who you are dating and being hyper aware of intentions and outcomes and so on"
Funny, you were bored and interested in his explanation at the same time, your eyebrows rising in curiosity and surprise.. it was the way he talked about protocols and all the important stuff that got you hooked. He was knowledgeable, so professional and good at what he does, it just made him all the more attractive.
"so does this mean you will be 'profiling' my date tonight? What are you? some sort of FBI agent?" You giggled teasingly. You naturally reached for his dark locks to ruffle through them playfully. An action he didn't react to. He stayed firm. Laughing with you and then serious the next. It's like he would slip from his role only to realize and flip firmly back, back to bodyguard mode. It sucked.
"not that intensely no but one bad vibe from him and it's over" he pressed, shifting his stance so that his posture was fixed straight.
"well I better cleanse him before we enter the jazz bar, this man is a total stuck up asshole"
After those words you send chan a wink, grabbing the first dress you tried on (it's always the first dress) and fluttering your way around the clothes to change into the bathroom, leaving him dumbfounded.
If you really meant what you said then chan was in for a really tough night. Not only does it pains him for you to be forced into dating but to be dating a stuck up asshole, this isn't right. It's not what you really want, so why were you doing this. The thought of you dating in general just kills him, for reasons he's unsure of but to be forcing yourself to fake date, this was something else.
So far.. so goo... not so good...
Your mini black dress alone was enough for chan to willingly fight off a thousand men with his bare hands. You looked incredibly sexy, there was no doubt that men were going to approach you and no doubt that chan was going to keep you safe as always... But tonight he felt different and if it came to it, he would really hurt someone if he had to.
He hated how he was feeling right now, as gorgeous and as sexy as you looked, a pang of jealousy twitched in his chest. He always loved how you looked, how you dressed for yourself always, so confident and beautiful and able to get anyone you wanted. Knowing the picky princess that you are, he knows you wouldn't settle for anything less, so why fake date an asshole? Why waste all this beauty on him. Chan was not happy in the slightest.
He bit his tongue all the way to the jazz club and when you got there, his usual professional routine took place but in a more intense way than usual. Firmly he held the car door open for you after scanning the surroundings in great detail and planning a safe entry into the building. His dark eyes are quick and focused but more darker than usual. He naturally holds his large pale hand out for you, he always assists you getting out of the car, carefully and securely always. As he holds out his hand the figure he recently just warned to stay back jumps in and a hand flicks out in replacement of his suddenly. Your date.
Still in the car and just stepping out, you take the hand and a wave of worry washes over you when you don't feel the warm comforting hand that is chans. Chan's hand is a lot larger than yours and they fit together as snug as a glove, warm and caressing. Not too hard of a grip but enough to ground you, support you, make you feel safe. You know every little detail, this was not his hand. It was cold, fingers icy and slim and there were no little squeezes which confirmed it was not chans. Channie always gave you three little squeezes, a little code you both had to reassure you that everything is okay. Your brows knitted together in concern but you weren't scared, there was no way chan would let a stranger get this close to you. It must have been...
"San!" You squeaked surprised as you fully stepped out. A face reveal that was most appealing with his sharp airbrushed features. He was breathtaking, though as handsome as he was your eyes darted to chan for reassurance, his sparkling dark eyes, so intense but still comforting made you melt back into ease. He gave you a nod of approval, a go ahead to walk with San and into the restaurant, You had been close to your assigned bodyguard for so long now it's like you both magically developed telepathic skills. That's not the only confirmation you wanted though, your eyes immediately darted from San to to chan because chan is the only person you want to see. He is the most beautiful and handsome man to ever exist in your world and it dreads you to think no San or any date for that matter will ever compare to him.
It wasn't just the looks, it was how he made you feel but he was your bodyguard and he was just doing his job, you had to pinch yourself so many times to stop being so delulu over it.
You take a deep breath, beginning to strut towards the jazz bar. You were nervous. But for all the wrong reasons. Already paps were flooding your path, adding to the sickness in the pit of your stomach. Forcing a date was a terrible idea, you wouldn't be able to handle the reality of a real one so why put yourself through a fake one. It was getting all a bit too much, too fast, already. Your steps are becoming slightly unsteady. San already failed the vibe check. Ignoring your current state and tugging you along like a little rag doll while chan did everything he could to ease the paps of on your side.
"slow it down" he warned under his breath. Loud enough for San to hear but not enough for the paps to start catching a headline. That's all you needed 'bodyguards snaps at movie star San, in pap brawl'
San actually slowed surprisingly, giving it all the fake 'baby, Are you okay? Take your time, I've got you'
Baby? Ew. Honey this is only the first date. What did chan just say? Slow down? Ummm yeah.
Anything to make his image look good and then there it was.. a big 'slap in the face' a big reminder that this was all that it was for, for show.
All it took was for you to give him that look. And you know who I'm talking about and you know what look. But you stood your ground. You came here for fun and fun was what you were going to have. So stubborn. you were not going to let this fake dating back fire on you.
You perked up, took a breath and straightened your dress smiling and posing for the paps.
"I'm all good, let's go in!" You smiled at san, grabbing his ridiculous cold hand. Not a red flag this time but an ick.
Chan studied you carefully, his eyes flickering with concern. Again he noticed every little detail in you, every little tone and shift. He was not buying this sudden enthusiasm but he held his stance, kept focused, he still needed to make sure all the other surroundings were safe.
The atmosphere was warm, seductive, romantic. You got seated in a luxury padded booth. Materials all velvet and rustic, soft glows from candlesticks presented neatly on the table, warm lighting cascades around the room from vintage lamps and thrifty lampshades. Soft jazz playing in the background took the edge of, the pretty piano dominant in the sounds. The smell of Michelin star foods wafted in the air and of course how could you miss the notes of sparkling champagne, expensive of course. The place was very private, only a few couples seated here and there, in the small, dimly lit bar. It was an intimate vibe. You wish you could have more nights like this more often... But with people you actually know and love...like your truly missed best friends who were also famous and busy or... You searched the room eyes landing on channie.
You blinked out of thought quickly, your eyes focusing back onto the movies star in front of you who was urging you hurry and pick a cocktail.
"what's the rush' you lightly giggled but your laughter fades when you quickly notice how impatient he is.
From a distance, chan watches you both closely, eyes squinted harshly and he shifts uncomfortably when he reads the body language. He's watched you so many times on an evening out to know you're such a cocktail girlie and your favourite is and always will be strawberry daqari. Only frozen though. God forbid anyone gives you one that isn't frozen. You are also very adventurous so if anyone was to offer you one, he knows you would say...
"surprise me"
San snaps up from the menu, a surprised expression on his face.
"what?"
You send him a cheeky smirk, eyes glistening "I can't decide so surprise me.
He shakes his head in defeat amused none the less. "I'm not going to do that princess. I hardly know what you like... But I'm sure that will all change very soon" he flirted, leaning over the table.
Bad timing to start sipping water. You almost choked. You start to cough in surprise at the cocky reply but not the nickname in particular.
Chan was not impressed. His knuckles whitening without even realizing. He was tense. Also the nickname? How dare he, chan couldn't help but slightly feel slightly aggressive towards this man, that was chan's nickname for you and only he gets to call you it.
"seriously though, I wouldn't know where to start, I don't want to risk getting something too sour or too sweet, something you aren't going to like.
"well I like something..."
"fruity"
You look up at chan who cut you off unexpectedly.
"you like something fruity" chan confirmed.
He stood confident, fisted hands now linked together presentably in front of him. He looked smart, strong, and professional. As always. You couldn't help but stare a little while longer, forgetting about the date in front of you. Warmth filling your chest, that same fluttering heartbeat when he helped you during the red wine on white dress situation.
"he's right" you smile knowingly. Your heart is still melting. Does he really notice these things?
"strawberry daqari, to be precise" he winks.
Yes he really does. You blush uncontrollably. Luckily your make up is a little more on the heavier side tonight. You can feel him concentrating on you, questioning every reaction though you were all over the place tonight, it was so hard to read you it almost scared him.
As the night drew on, things started getting more intense, you became slightly intoxicated with each passing minute. San got closer and things got a little more touchy and flirty. It was protocol for chan to keep distance. Keep a close eye but not to interrupt. If there was no sign of harassment, out of line inappropriate behavior or suspicious activity then The bodyguard has no right to interfere and needs to give more space. Unfortunately for chan you seemed to be enjoying the night, getting cozy with your date and the same on Sans end, despite being a douche. The alcohol was definitely playing a part in this, there's gotta be a loop hole to this surely because this was killing chan and following protocol of respecting space on a date night was getting seemingly harder to do. He was sweating now, tense. Every touch on your bare leg, every whisper in your ear. Chan was ready to rip the guy away from you but why? If he wasn't being a threat then why? The way your eyes lit up, the way you laughed, the way you bit your bottom lip as you focused on this guys annoying talkative lips that chan so desperately wanted to punch. It was killing him. What was it that made him feel like this.
First it was just a first date. Then there was a second. Then a third. Chan prayed there wouldn't be a fourth.
It was now becoming a regular. As much as chan hated red carpet events, that is what he would rather be doing with you right now. Anything but these painful dates. He was starting to get tired, not of you but the job, it was wearing thin on him and he needed a break, to take some time off but he refused. He even gave up his designated days off during shift patterns because he couldn't stand the thought of not being on watch during a date and something went wrong. He needed to be there for you. To protect you. To make sure you were okay. He wouldn't forgive himself if something were to happen, plus he just wanted to be close to you.
Unluckily for chan there was a fourth date but the fourth date was a disaster. No alcohol involved this time and you felt off . Bored, tired, not feeling it at ALL. San started becoming a bit too needy, a bit too touchy a bit too possessive and controlling too quickly and it drained you. You were miserable. Just wanting time with your friends, to have fun, be happy and yes, maybe in love! True love. Today was the only day you were close to that...
"where are we stopping? Wait are we even supposed to stop? Channie are you secretly kidnapping me? Has this been your plan all this time? I mean I know you were smart and cunning but this..." You trailed off.
Your head pressed against the tinted window of the car, you began steaming it up with your breath. It would be a waste of time winding the window down because channie would be right on your case about sticking your head out the window and the dangers of it but you were like an excited child.
Your view was of a large building, painted with bright pinks and blues as if a unicorn vomited all over it. You've made many ice cream stops in the past (breaking protocol of course) but this.. This ice cream shop was on another level..Like charlie and the chocolate factory level. You recognized it instantly. It was trending all over Tik Tok and you had been gushing about it ever since you saw it. You even recommended it as a date to San but anything to damper you down, said no. Chan wasn't going to have any of it, he wanted to make you, the princess happy. He knew how much you loved ice cream and wanted to go to this place, so he was going to do anything he could to make it happen and now here you both were.
"no way! Channie! Are you serious!" You jumped but your face suddenly dropped...
"I have an interview booked in hour..."
"I got you covered, it's fine princess"
The assisting comforting obligated hand hold as you dipped out of the car sent a wave over your body, it felt better than ever before. Your hands glued together a little bit tighter this time and strangely you naturally didn't let go, it's like neither of you wanted to. Chan had to at some point surely? But he didn't and something suddenly sparked between the two of you. You both paused, not really sure as to what was going on right now, stuck in your own bubble. Chans deep gaze captivated your own for a moment, both searching trying to find your telepathic skills until you result in mirroring reassuring smiles. Then...
1
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Squeezes of the hand.
Both of you were in a moment of bliss right now, jolts of electricity running through you. Whatever was happening right now felt so out of professionalism a bit daring if you will, crossing some sort of rules and boundaries but neither of you cared in that moment. It just felt right.
Okay so Hand in hand with your bodyguard in the most tik tok famous ice cream shop was not on your cards today but you weren't complaining. It was sweeter than the strawberry sauce you watched the cashier pour all over your ice cream. You had never seen a side of chan like this before and it was refreshing. You both felt free for a moment, normal like any casual couple in this ice cream parlour. You blended right in, so careless and free with smile covered faces. You were shocked at this bold move of chans. This was breaking rules, this was out of duty standards, this was Beyond duty in fact. You wanted to ask so many questions but you didn't want to ruin this moment the moment of him now wiping strawberry sauce from your chin with his thumb and sipping up the sweetness. He looked less like a bodyguard and more like boyfriend material right now. You were melting like the ice cream.
You didn't want to seem phased and as much as you were lost in your own dreamy delulu world with your bodyguard chan right now, you couldn't help but notice some young fans in the corner of our eyes snapping pictures.
"I know, it's okay... I'm just taking you to the ice cream shop which you demanded to take you too right?"
You smile warmly but fear creeps in.
"Chan... My publicist would kill me, I'm supposed to be dating San and you are breaking the rules... I know you are my bodyguard but you've seen the comments online, there's already rumors that we are secretly married and all that crazy shit. my fans ship us too much. I don't want us getting in trouble" tears prick your eyes and unexpectedly chan pulls you into him before saying something that hits you like a ton of bricks.
"not being able to get ice cream and forced fake dates with ex K-pop members... You are not a prisoner y/n"
Tears fall now. Let's hope the pictures that get posted hints you were emotional because maybe your time of the month and you just needed ice cream. Makes sense.
But no.
After your emotional roller coaster of breaking rules, eating the most amazing ice cream and realizing you have a thing for your body guard. You finally get back from the interview (which shockingly were all questions about you and San) and see said posts.
To your surprise no crying photos! They must have been nice fans. Your eyes well up once again. The photos were of you, happy , smiling. Chan towering behind you protectively as always but more relaxed than normal. He looked cute, like he was in boyfriend mode. One made you laugh where he's leaning his chin on top of your head browsing the menus and another of him wiping away the strawberry sauce, your eyes fixated on his sweet red lips.
Comments pulled at your hearts strings. You really did have the best fans.
'look how happy they both look'
'i shipped them from the start. I called it'
'wait is this a date?'
'a real date for sure, her and San are definitely secret enemies and are just doing a publicity stunt'
'from bodyguard duty to boyfriend duty'
'guys I was actually there at the ice cream shop and let me tell you when I say they have a thing'
'omg omg omg! I was there too and 'y/n' got upset about something and he was so supportive! Like he couldn't hold her tight enough, this man loves her'
'this is giving me forbidden love vibes... Someone write a fan fic!'
'i saw them holding hands outside and there was so much chemistry, girl please explain'
You couldn't get over some of the comments. You questioned your feelings for chan before and you sensed something towards you too but you thought you were just being delusional and that chan was just being extra caring and protecting because of his job but maybe you was right about something all along and was it really that obvious?
He had seen the posts too. Realization hitting chan like a tone of bricks. Those intense feelings, it all made sense now. How could he not notice? All the banter, all of the admiring of your outfits, being turned on by your witty remarks as flirtatious proposals, the late nights of letting you stay out at clubs and keeping your mischievous ass safe. The eye contact and secret code hand squeezes, how could he not notice he was falling for you. but he had to stay professional, he would lose his job, he would lose access to you, he had to somehow stay in control of this. You now just made his job even more difficult, without even trying this time.
5th date.
This didn't get any easier for chan. Especially now there was knowing tension but things were a lot worse... You and chan weren't the only ones who saw the posts. Getting ready for his fifth date tonight, San made it his mission to make the night as miserable as possible for your beloved bodyguard. Thinking it wouldn't be so bad seeming you were out with friends on a group date this time, chan was unaware of Sans brutal plan to be all over you, reminding him of their positions. Though little did San know you weren't really feeling it anymore and things could go sideways very quickly. You only had to give one look.
Chan couldn't stand the sight. Usually with your groups of friends, you were GLOWING. Your gorgeous smile beaming, energy vibrant and contagious, lighting up the room. You still looked gorgeous regardless, your hair and make up always on point, the perfect outfit hugging your curves like a goddess, but the glowing goddess herself just wasn't present. It was him. Draining you. Chan couldn't take it. His sight narrowed on the douche bag darkly, watching closely for any wrong moves. Any wrong moves and he'd be a gonner.
You refused to let any discomfort show, although it was a struggle. You couldn't let chan see the misery in you, the defeat of fake dating, you wanted to proof that you weren't a prisoner, plus you didn't want to get him into trouble. You wanted him to continue being your bodyguard, it was better then nothing. You just accepted you would never be truly happy.
At this point chan had already given in. He couldn't bare watching you like this, if he had to break protocol he would. He hated how stubborn you were, fighting through all of Sans inappropriate comments, touches and nasty shut downs when trying to vibe and chat with your friends.
His fists clenched, jaw tightening. Every sneaky snare from San made his blood boil. He knew exactly what he was doing. All of a sudden a warm touch caught him off guard, stopping him from flipping at the last second.
"hey"
The small soft sound was y/f/n voice. Her touch was almost comforting but his mind wouldn't rest though his fists stopped clenching and he softness his stance.
"everything okay?" He questions deeply, his eyes never leaving you at the rounded booth table.
"I was going to ask you the same thing? I know you are on duty right now but you are also human and I can see you are not okay" she innocently explained, her eyes burning into his side profile.
"of course" he lied, staying firm and professional.
The girl rolled her eyes, typical men hiding their true feelings. "Chan... I've seen the posts, not just the recent ones either and I've seen you both when you've been on duty too, all of the nights out we've rebelliously had, the way you watch her, more than just her bodyguard. Lending her your hoodies, holding her hand.. I wish my bodyguard was more like you... But he's just not in love with me I guess..." She snickered knowingly nudging him lightly.
His dark eyes almost peel from you for a split second . Was it really that obvious.
"Even now, look at you... Ready to pounce to the rescue at any given moment. you have feelings for her chan which you can't ignore.. so Don't fight it. Look at her, she's miserable. Go save your princess"
He shook his head, catching your eye now, your face repulsed by whatever San was drunkenly whispering.
What were him and your friend talking about? You focus in on them in the distance.
"I can't save her" he sighed, finally opening up a little "She will hate me if I ruin this for her, ruin whatever this is for us, if I risk losing this job, I risk losing her"
"oh wow" she giggled "both so stubborn". Finishing with a hiccup, She looks on at you. Her gorgeous friend, fading. "Look" she pushed. "You both deserve to be happy, save my friend please..."
"trust me I would but she needs to do it on her own terms, that way I'm still respecting her and her choices. I won't lose my job and I won't lose her'
"your call but you know how stubborn she is chan and anyway you might even snap before then anyways" she sighs. She taps his shoulder quickly before making her way back to the table, your eyes blink knowingly and it's back to the reality of pretending. You fake laugh and chan's not sure how much he can take now, especially when San pulls the big guns and pulls you into his lap.
You stay strong, pretending to enjoy the sudden action. Your friends all wiggle their eyebrows and make flirty jokes. All expect your close friend y/f/n who was stood by chan moments ago giving him a pep talk. She was not impressed either, mimicking Chan's vicious protective gaze. You shift slightly uncomfortable, a feeling unfamiliar under you but it was obvious what it was. Your eyes landed on chan but you never gave him the look. Chan's heart was racing now, never has he been this on edge on duty before and that's saying something, he's been through it all. He was completely on stand-by ready to intervene at any slight change in your facial expressions or body language. All you had to do was give him that damn look. But you didn't. The night continued on and it killed him. It killed both of you.
Lingering eye contact, knowing glances, you both struggled and the more San touched you, the more miserable you became, the more you wanted chan.
Chan was desperate to get you alone now. He could sense the needing in you. He knew you too well. He was fighting a battle inside his mind. Just let him save you... He is your bodyguard after all... Finally you got up, San clinging to you.
"where are you going princess"
You snapped a glare, your patients and strength wearing thin.
"don't call me that" you sighed.. " i'm just going to the ladies restroom"
Chan watched like a hawk, listening to every word and tone carefully and analyzing the whole situation. His stance is firm and protective. San left his hand there a little longer, it didn't look like he was going to remove it anytime soon causing chan to step closer.
"stay princess" he childishly pleaded but it was more of a small demand.
"she said don't call her that" chan calmly but firmly spoke. his voice was low and deep and intimidating. His eyes flickered to yourdreassuringly, a confirmation of safety that warmed you inside. You gave him a slight nod in approval. "Please could you remove your hand for the lady to go to the restroom" very impressive work from chan, it was demanding yet calm, his voice still deep.
You blush lightly, San without hesitation as daring as he was, respected the command instantly, snaking his hand away from your arm. Free from his grip was somewhat satisfying and freeing and you were so grateful it was a straight forward thing and not an uproar of drama like a team Edward or team Jacob thing.
You got up and he followed. Chan of course. He was hot on your heels, guiding you through the restaurant with his comforting hand on the small of your back. It felt sooooo good. Your body shaking off the cold hideous feeling of Sans icy touch and warming up to chan's warm familiar one.
"are you going to give in yet" he breathed "I can't watch you any longer" he whispers under his breath. You finally reach a private area that leads to the fancy bathrooms.
"but it's your job to watch me" you protested, turning to face him and crossing your arms.
Chan is tense, his comforting eyes now clouded with something you didn't recognize. You questioned him with concern but anger filled you. Like you needed a release of something.
"because that's all it is toyou right? Your job. You are just doing your job" you shook, your lips trembling eyes filling with worry at what his reaction may be to you suddenly lashing out. Your hands are shaking, your thoughts all mashed up and confused.
Instead of fighting back, chan steps forward, taking your shaking hands gently in his own. He tries to calm your racing confused heart but his is just as bad, anxiety knocking his confidence but still, he fights through and pulls you into his warm pounding chest, comforting you and keeping you safe in your own little bubble once again. "Is this part of my job? No, I choose to pull you close. I choose to risk my job to be closer to you. it's not part of my job to be in love with you" he confesses. Your eyes prickle with warm tears and you begin to feel him sway you slightly, an attempt to ease the anxiety radiating from you both then he continues after taking in a deep breath. "If anything it's not aloud but here I am, beyond duty, begging you right now, please.. y/n.. give in.. this is killing me.. It's not your job to fake date but you choose to but you don't have to... I can see you aren't happy, I can make you happy" he pleads and your heart swells.
You pull away, eyes searching his own and finally they return to his usual warm shade, glistening with hope and admiration. He smooths a strand of your soft hair away from your face that was currently sticking to your teary wet cheek. You smiled warmly, bravely cupping his cheek with the soft palm of your hand. The sudden action grounded chan instantly, calming his beating heart, he melted into the touch and searched your eyes deeper. He hesitated for a moment but took another deep breath. "I didn't want to do this here... I was hoping I could just punch that douche bag in there, take you home and confess my love to you over naked breakfast in the morning but I don't have much of a choice now..."
Your heart races, this didn't feel real to you right now, in the arms of your bodyguard, both relaying your true feelings.. what was he going to say next?
He held you tighter. His strong body wraps around you like a safety blanket and you couldn't get enough of his scent, you wanted to strip him right here right now. Damn your impulsiveness.
"what is it chan?" You breathed, lips dying to crash onto his now. He looks you dead in the eyes and locks in with you.. "Princess, not as your bodyguard but as a forbidden lover... Risk it all with me..."
There he goes again. Taking your breath away, getting your heart to flutter uncontrollably and lose all your senses, surprising you over and over. When will this ever stop? You never want it to. You only grip onto him tighter.
"channie I..." You were speechless.
"don't ruin me princess, say yes, be mine, I will always take care of y..."
Your lips finally crash onto his own. You shut him up completely with a well overdue kiss, your lips moulded perfectly together. Kisses were wet, soft, delicate but hungry, your chests heave in sync, both gasping in-between for air but you both lived and breathed for each other in this moment and like any other moment you've had and any other moments that lie ahead for you both. He shuffles forward towering over you as you pull him into you while he presses you against a wall, both more hungry now. The sweet sucking and gasps are filling the quiet space around you, just you and your little bubble of heaven. No one else around you matters now and never will when you finally plan to make your escape plan together...The princess and her bodyguard, happily ever after...
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itneverendshere · 9 months ago
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rewatching desperate house wives right now and would love to see a little something inspired by gabrielle and carlos?? maybe season 2 when he's in jail and she wants a conjugal visit. just thought it would be fun, love your work!!!
I'M THE GIRL YOU DIE FOR- r.c
pairing: canon!rafe x queenb!kook!reader
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of course, you had to be here.
no one else was going to fight for rafe—certainly not that tired, old man, with his cheap suit and receding hairline.
god, you hated this place. the lighting was terrible, the walls a sad, dull beige that screamed "i give up," and the leather chairs were probably fake.
honestly, couldn’t these people at least pretend to have some standards? guess that’s what happens when you’re not the one cutting the checks.
now, instead of champagne and designer brunches, you were spending your afternoons in a hellhole like this. you stood near the chain-link fence, your sunglasses shielding you from the glaring sun.
in the distance, the inmates were out in the yard, working out, talking in groups, smoking—whatever it was they did to kill time.
who thought it was a good idea to have meetings out here? the yard was full of dirt, sweat, and who-knows-what, and the chain-link fence looked like something out of a low-budget crime show. you flicked a piece of lint off your skirt, more for effect than necessity.
maxwell finally showed up, his face blank, not impressed by the outfit you’d spent an hour putting together. whatever.
you were here for rafe, not him.
“we need to talk,” you said, tightening the hold on your birkin.
it probably cost more than his car.
maxwell didn’t even flinch. “about?”
cheap suit, cheap attitude. honestly, if you weren’t so desperate, you’d be done with this idiot by now.
“about my fiancé.” you tilted your head, giving him your best ‘don’t play dumb with me’ look. “we need a conjugal visit. and i need you to make it happen.”
“a conjugal visit?” he said it slow, las if you were asking him for a miracle.
“yes.” you smiled tightly. “you know, those things where people in prison get to have a little privacy? i want you to get us one.” you rolled your eyes. god, this guy was infuriating. “isn’t that part of your job? to get what we need?”
maxwell raised an eyebrow. “a conjugal visit isn’t part of the deal. rafe’s charges are serious. i’m trying to get your fiancé out of jail, you want me to stop everything just so you can have a booty call?”
he was acting like you were asking for something outrageous.
as if it wasn’t completely reasonable for you to want to see rafe.
really see him, after months. this was rafe cameron you were talking about. he had power. you had power. how could this crusty lawyer not understand that?
“i’m not asking, maxwell. i’m telling you. make it happen.”
“i said no.”
you scowled at him, “all we need is an hour. you can’t tell me no! you work for me, you will make it happen.”
he gave a fake sigh, the kind people did when they thought you were being dramatic.
“listen,” he sneered, leaning in slightly. “i’m not your servant. you don’t get to snap your fingers and expect things to just happen. newsflash—your boyfriend is in prison. not some hotel.”
oh, this smug asshole. you were about to really let him have it when a low voice interrupted from behind the fence.
“you got a problem, lady?”
you turned, eyes narrowing as you saw two inmates standing near the fence, both of them massive. tattoos snaked up their arms, and they looked rough. you’d seen them with rafe before.
maxwell glanced back at them, trying to act tough, “excuse me, but this is a private conversation.”
“private? you’re out here talking loud enough for the whole yard to hear. we heard what you said.” he tilted his head toward you, eyes narrowing on maxwell. “sounds like you’re disrespecting cameron’s girl.”
maxwell stammered, suddenly not so confident. “i—i’m just trying to explain that a conjugal visit is complicated. there are rules—”
“we don’t care.”
the second maxwell started running his mouth, you could already tell he had no idea who he was dealing with. he was still trying to act like he had the upper hand, too bad he wasn't some big-shot lawyer who could push people around. you almost pitied him. almost.
he deserved what was coming.
“you’re not gonna get away with this,” he snapped, all bravado, puffing out his chest like that was going to make him any less pathetic. “you think you can intimidate me? i’ll have you all locked up for life if you so much as lay a finger on me.”
you rolled your eyes behind your sunglasses. what an idiot.
the bigger inmate—tank, you’d heard people call him—reached through the fence with a broomstick. you hadn’t even noticed it before, but he must’ve grabbed it from somewhere nearby.
he jabbed it into maxwell’s shoulder, not hard enough to really hurt him, but enough to make his point. maxwell jumped back like he’d been electrocuted.
“hey! what the—” he shouted, trying to step out of range, but tank just laughed and poked him again, this time aiming lower, jabbing him in the ribs.
“you don’t make the rules here, old man,” tank sneered, poking him once more, this time a little harder. “you’re gonna learn that the hard way if you don’t shut your mouth. apologize!”
maxwell’s face was turning red now, panic setting in as he tried to dodge the broomstick, but the other guy grabbed the handle, keeping it steady while tank prodded him over and over, relentless.
“i swear to god,” maxwell was screaming now, voice cracking. “i’ll have the guards throw you in solitary! you’ll never see daylight again, i’ll make sure you rot in here!”
the inmates just laughed, as if his threats were some kind of joke, and honestly, they were. you watched, arms crossed, completely unbothered, as maxwell flailed, trying to keep his balance while other inmates jabbed other broomsticks at him, from every side, like he was nothing more than a punching bag.
“you hear that, boys?” tank said, grinning as he poked maxwell one more time. “he’s gonna get us locked up for life! like we’re not already in here.” the other inmate burst out laughing. a few more guys started drifting closer to the fence, watching with interest. “apologize!”
maxwell’s face was pure panic now. “stop it!” he screamed, backing up so far he was almost falling over. “i’m serious, i’ll call the warden, i’ll—this is all her fault, if she wasn’t such a goddamn horny b—”
you gasped, insulted, ready to read him to filth but the inmates beat you to it.
“do it,” the second guy sneered, his voice low and threatening. “see if we care. you think we don’t know how to make things happen? you’d be gone before you even got your phone call.”
a few of them started yelling, and jeering, ready to jump in, too.
maxwell’s eyes darted around, realizing that this was spiraling out of control. “you idiots!” he screeched, his voice high-pitched and panicky. “you’ll start a riot! they’ll lock all of you down—no more yard, no more visits, nothing! you’re gonna screw yourselves over!”
but they didn’t care. the guys on the yard were getting riled up now, shouts echoing across the open space. some of them were banging on the fence, rattling it hard enough to make it shake.
“apologize to the lady!”
one of the other inmates reached through the fence, grabbing at his sleeve, yanking him forward. maxwell screamed like a five year old, struggling to pull away, but the guy held on tight, his grip ironclad.
“come on, boys!” someone yelled from the yard, and suddenly it was like the floodgates had opened. more and more inmates rushed toward the fence, shouting, banging on the metal, some of them reaching through, trying to get a piece of the action, “apologize!”
you adjusted your sunglasses and turned to leave, your heels clicking against the pavement. you hope they kill him for you.
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you were dressed to the nines, as usual, in a designer dress that probably cost more than what the guards made in a month. even in this drab setting, you looked like you belonged on a yacht, not here, in some depressing room meant for criminals and their girlfriends.
you strutted toward him, your lips glossed to perfection, knowing full well that the bratty smile curling your mouth would drive him insane.
it always did.
rafe was already sitting there, arms crossed, looking as exasperated as you’d ever seen him. his jaw was clenched, and the muscles there twitched, he was not happy.
you smirked. of course, you weren’t expecting a warm welcome, but at least you got to see him.
“hi, baby,” you purred, batting your lashes as if you weren’t here to make his day harder. “missed me?”
he just stared at you for a moment, pinching the bridge of his nose, eyes squeezed shut, trying to find some ounce of patience. then he let out this long, heavy sigh, rubbing his hand down his face before finally looking at you again.
“you—” he started, then stopped, poking his tongue against the inside of his cheek in frustration. “you started a riot because you wanted a conjugal visit?”
you tilted your head innocently, acting like you didn’t understand why he was so worked up.
“almost,” you corrected, as if that made it any better. “it wasn’t like they actually did anything.” you waved your hand dismissively, the gloss on your lips catching the light as you smiled.
“you—” he stopped, biting the inside of his cheek again, trying to rein it in. he was always like this—prone to temper, to obsession. the need to control everything. especially you. “do you know how close it came to getting out of control? the guards were ready to lock the whole place down. for days. you think that would’ve been good for me, huh?”
you shrugged, not really fazed.
“he was being a dick to me, baby. what was i supposed to do? that lawyer was useless. i wasn’t just going to stand there and let him talk to me like that.”
his eyes dropped to your mouth, unable to resist.
“he was the best lawyer in the fucking county.”
“they clearly need new ones then.”
rafe groaned, trying to keep from losing it completely.
“he almost called me a bitch!”
“were you acting like one?”
“and so what if i was?” you leaned back, crossing your arms, the movement accentuating your designer dress. “he was the one acting like an asshole. he’s lucky i didn’t throw my drink at him. if i’d had one.”
rafe was about two seconds away from unleashing his deranged side, rubbing his hand over his face again, like that was going to somehow make all of this disappear.
“you don’t get it, do you? you can’t pull this shit in here, baby. it’s not the fucking outer banks. people don’t just let you get away with whatever you want because you look good and throw money around.”
you rolled your eyes, flipping your hair over your shoulder.
“yeah, maybe they should. you don’t see me lowering my standards just because you’re stuck in this dump, do you?” you gestured around the room, your nose wrinkling at the depressing, beige walls. “god, i mean, who chooses these colors? it’s like they want people to lose their minds in here.”
he scoffed, “that’s what you’re worried about? the color of the walls?”
you pouted, “what else was I supposed to do? sit and wait for him to do nothing? ’m not stupid.”
"you're lucky you're even allowed in here after that stunt.”
you gave him a sweet, almost patronizing smile, teeth digging into your lower lip. "aww, baby, are you worried about me?”
"stop," he snapped, "this shit isn’t funny. you think i want to spend the next month in solitary because you couldn't keep your mouth shut?"
you didn’t flinch. in fact, you smiled even wider, enjoying how worked up he was getting.
“don’t be so dramatic. it wasn’t like anything happened.”
"you're out there playing power games with people who don't care about you,” he tapped two fingers against his temple, brows slightly raised, “they won’t bow down because you’ve got money or a pretty face."
"but they’ll listen if i push hard enough," you said coolly. "and guess what? they did."
he clenched his jaw again, running his hands through his growing hair in frustration. he looked like he was fighting every instinct not to explode.
"you really think you're helping me, don’t you?"
you crossed your legs slowly, adjusting your dress so the fabric draped perfectly. “would you rather have me fuck someone else? y’know… a free man?”
that got a reaction. his eyes flickered with something dangerous, a smirk forming at the corner of his mouth as he leaned in close.
“you wouldn’t.” he whispered, the words laced with venom and amusement at the same time.
your smile turned wicked. “wouldn’t i?”
his fingers twitched on the table, the way they always did when he was seconds away from grabbing you.
“you’re really testing me right now,” he said slowly, his fingers drumming on the metal table between you. "m stuck in here, and you tryin' to play your little games? make me jealous?”
you held his gaze, unbothered, your lips curling. "’m just reminding you that i have options. ones that aren’t sitting in a prison cell.”
he chuckled darkly, though there was nothing funny about the look in his eyes.
"options, huh?" his voice was edging on borderline strained. "and what makes you think i wouldn't kill any man who even looked at you?"
"you’d have to catch him first, wouldn’t you? and we both know you’re a little… tied up at the moment."
his hand shot out, gripping your lower cheecks with a force that sent you spiriling, remembering how he used to manhandle you anytime he got his hands on you, your faces almost touching.
his eyes were wild. possession. obsession. t
he kind of dark love that made you both feel alive.
“you’re mine. no matter where i am, no matter who else you think you can have. you’re mine.”
“then get the stupid conjugal visit,” you hissed through your teeth, “i’m horny.”
“’m not asking you. ’m telling you. you don’t have options sweetheart. you never did.”
you felt your pulse quicken. god, he was insane, but that’s what made it so intoxicating.
rafe was right. no matter what you said or did, no matter how much you tried to push his buttons, it always came back to one thing: you belonged to him and you liked it.
“i’ll get you your damn visit,” he continued, “but ’m not doing it because you demanded it. ’m doing it because you need to be reminded of something.” he leaned back, letting go of your face, his fingers printed into your cheeks, keeping his eyes locked on yours, “you’re mine. and i’ll make sure you remember that.”
you rubbed where his grip had been, the throbbing sensation making it clear that he hadn’t lost his touch—he never did.
you grinned as you leaned forward, closing the space between you two again, “i’ll be waiting, baby.”
rafe’s smirk widened, his eyes burning with that possessive glint you knew all too well. there was no escaping him, not that you really wanted to.
“enjoy your time behind bars,” you added, standing up slowly, your movements deliberate, making sure he had a full view of your ass as you walked toward the exit. “maybe i’ll find a way to keep myself busy until you get out.”
he didn’t answer, but you could feel his eyes burning into your back as you left the room.
you knew you were pushing him, playing with fire, but that’s how you both liked it. you couldn’t wait for him to remind you exactly who you belonged to.
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sturnmeovr · 7 months ago
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Scavenger Hunts & Cinnamon Rolls - Chris Sturniolo
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Babydaddy Chris - Positive - Mama - Changed Woman Pairings - Babydaddy!Chris x Fem!Reader Summary - You and Chris put a last minute scavenger hunt together for the boys as a way to reveal your pregnancy. Warnings - Strong language, pregnancy announcement, lil fluffy, Word Count - 2419 Authors Note - Looking for a new label for the reader!! 🤔 give me suggestions! At first I had Changed Woman and Scavenger Hunts & Cinnamon Rolls as once big ass post but I broke them up lol. I hope everyone like it! I had a lot of fun putting the little notes together. Masterlist Current Series - City of Love Check out my dividers!
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“They’re pulling up,” Chris beams from the living room, rushing to the kitchen island where you were sitting. He had been running around like a jittery school kid all day. Finally deciding it was time to tell Nick and Matt, you two pulled together a last-minute scavenger hunt in hopes it’d make the news a little less intense. Chris had no clue how they’d react, telling them they’re going to uncles for the first time was going to be shocking news, but he knew it had to be done. Both of you were tired of making up excuses when Matt would complain about you in the bathroom almost all day, every day. Or when Nick asked why you were wearing Chris's wardrobe and taking a hiatus on drinking.
Everything was prepared. All the envelopes were placed in their designated spots around the house, sealed with a piece of scotch tape, and marked with either your neat handwriting or your boyfriends sloppy handwriting, each one leading to the next. Chris sent his brothers on a few errands after breakfast which made sense because they had a few errands of their own. The three being so close, they took notice of Chris moping around the house, attempting to get it out of him but he suppressed his true feelings every time, refusing to confess the secret he had been holding in the last few weeks. Needless to say, when Chris asked them to pick up a few things for him, they didn’t object. He made sure to give them a long list, keeping them out for a few hours so the two of you could get everything ready. Chris taped the first envelope on the front door just minutes before they arrived, your neat handwriting scribbled across it - “let the games begin. The first clue is where you store your shoes. Good luck twin!” 
A mixture of anticipation and nervousness boiled deep down in your gut. At least that's what you thought it was since the feeling was quite different from your constant state of nausea you had been in the last few weeks. You hear the sound of the front door opening and slamming shut, “is this for a video?” Nick asks, poking his head around the corner, “I need to change first if it is.”
“No. No video,” Chris stutters, breaking eye contact to look at you. His face said he was second guessing it all, so you put on your best reassuring smile and nodded him on, trying to give him as much encouragement as you could without physically saying it. Matt takes notice pretty quickly, “what’s wrong with you, kid? You look sick,” his voice laced with concern and his eyebrows scrunched together. Chris swallows the lump in his throat, shaking his head, “got a big surprise for you guys. C’mon, find the next clue,” he eggs them on while wrapping an arm around you, desperately trying to wipe the ghost-like expression off of his face. 
You and Chris walk into the living room, watching as his brothers absolutely destroy the organized shoe rack. It was nearly impossible to find the next note, you had stuffed it in a pair of Nick's shoes that he barely ever wore. Matt jumps in excitement as he pulls the crunched up sticky note out of a pair of old, dusty sneakers. You laugh as he thrusts it in the air and shouts, “got it!” 
He brings the note back down to eye level, clearing his throat, “‘now that you found the second clue, go to the fridge and crack open a Mountain Dew,’” he reads off the words you pieced together. You weren’t much of a rhymer, Chris told you what to say on most of them because he knew it would’ve taken you all night. The scavenger hunt being a spontaneous whim of his, you didn’t argue when he sprung the idea on you, you were just happy he was ready to tell them. “Who drinks Mountain Dew?” Nick snorts, knowing it was only in the fridge for company that came over. 
“It rhymed,” you retorted back to him, shrugging your shoulders, “and we have Mountain Dew in the fridge.” Nick and Matt were too excited over the silly scavenger hunt, and they were really letting their competitive sides show. They resembled little kids running around the playground at recess as they raced each other to the fridge, earning laughs from you and Chris as they pushed one another out of the way. Nick gets there first, swinging the fridge door open, “my hand is literally on the door!” You let out a laugh as he argues with Matt, making him pout and cross his arms over his chest, “it’s okay, buddy. You’ll get the next one,” Chris tells him in a playful tone before rubbing a hand down his back. Matt quickly shrugs it off as Nick begins to read the third clue aloud, “clue three will keep you on your toes, check where Matt keeps his clothes.” 
Before you or Chris can say anything, Matt turns on his heels and foots it to his bedroom, “this one's mine!” You erupt in laughter, Chris following quickly behind as you watch Nick chase after Matt. It was funny how competitive they were, not even knowing the prize would be finding out they were becoming uncles. Just as you’re about to walk up the steps you hear Matt yell at Nick, “back door! It says ‘wanting more? Check by the back door,’ hurry up!”
Before you have the chance to get out of the way, Nick is barrelling towards you, jumping down the last few steps to get a head start. Chris snakes a hand around your waist, swiftly yanking you out of his way, “watch the fuck out! It’s not that serious!” he calls after his brother who dismisses his words by waving a hand over his shoulder. Chris looks at you, “you okay?” You force a smile, nodding to him, “I’m fine. Let them be excited.” 
Matt stomps down the stairs, calling out to Nick, “did you get it?!” Nick shouts from the back of the house, “‘no bitchin’, take that ass to the kitchen!”
Matt picks up his pace, quickly making his way to the kitchen. You and Chris follow behind him silently, refusing to give out any hints. The boys had one more clue until they revealed the big secret. So many thoughts run through your head as Matt inspects the kitchen - what were their reactions going to be? Were they going to hate you? - you felt like you were telling Chris all over again, like you were telling your overprotective older brothers, and that felt even worse. Matt puts his feet in action, moving across the kitchen in long strides. You watch as he picks up the white envelope you had taped to the cookie jar. Before he tears into it, you open your mouth to stop him, “read that last one together, Matt.” 
He looks up at you, nodding as he clenches the note to his chest as if he didn’t trust himself. A few moments later, Nick appears around the corner, giving Matt all the initiative he needed to tear open the envelope. He holds it out, “‘hopefully this isn’t too heartbreaking, check the oven to see what’s baking,’” he reads loud enough for the room to hear. His face crunching in confusion, “heartbreaking?” 
You had a feeling Nick could care less about what the notes said, it was obvious his competitive side had taken over. He rushes to the oven and swings it open, revealing a leftover cinnamon roll from breakfast. Chris put it in there hours ago after he realized buns were the only thing you didn’t have. You watch as Nick doubles over to pick the rock hard cinnamon roll up, furrowing his eyebrows in confusion, “a cinnamon roll? Why would a cinnamon roll be heartbreaking?” He looks between you and Chris, “they were pretty good at breakfast, probably stale now.” 
“Well,” Chris chokes out in a nervous manner, “we didn’t have any buns.” You let your eyes bounce around the room - Chris scratching the back of his neck like the nervous mess he truly was. Matt rereads the last note over and over again, trying to put two and two together while Nick was looking at the stale dessert dumbfounded. As much as you wanted to scream out your confession, you decided to let Chris do all the talking. Besides, telling his family was something you wanted to leave to him, after all it was his family. Telling your own family was something you were dreading.  
“What the fuck?!” Matt spits out, making you and Chris look at him. The color flushes out of his face like he’s the one who just found out he was about to be a father. Nick was still staring at the cinnamon roll, trying to figure out what the hell was going on, “I don’t get it.” 
“Y/n’s pregnant, dumbfuck!” he chews out. You couldn’t tell if he was pissed or just taken back, and by the look on Chris’s face, he wasn’t sure either. Nick drops the roll, letting it bounce off the tiled floor before he slaps a hand over his mouth, “what?!” 
A strong silence casts upon the kitchen. The familiar feeling of anticipation is no longer in your gut as the four of you eyeball each other, struck for words. You didn’t know what to say or do, but the need to break the tension was weighing down on you like a thousand bricks placed on your back. Deciding to break the awkward silence, you force a toothless smile, letting your small voice croak out, “surprise!”
“You’re fucking joking! Where’s the cameras?” Nick pushes out a shocked laugh, looking around the room to see if he could spot any hidden cameras. Chris clears his throat, “we’re not joking,” running a hand through his hair. His serious demeanor made his brothers come to a realization; this silly scavenger hunt wasn’t a prank, and you were for sure pregnant. He was the most unserious out of the three, his goofy personality is what attracted you to him the most. He was a major goofball and if you were being truthful, this did seem like a prank he’d put together for the hell of it. Except, it wasn’t a prank at all - it was the real deal. 
You let your worries get the best of you. Feeling hot tears brim the waterline of your eyes, you quickly blink them away before looking down at your hidden bump. Chris’s hoodies did a fantastic job at hiding your baby bump these last couple weeks. You panicked when you started showing, even though your bump was barely noticeable, you didn’t want anyone to catch on before your announcement. The only indication you were pregnant was the constant puking in the hall bathroom Matt and Chris shared and you wanted to keep it that way until you were ready to confess. All eyes were on you as you smooth a hand over your bump, making the hoodie hug at your waist, showing your small. You could easily say you were bloated and get away with it. Nick and Matt gasp in harmony as you lift the hoodie up to expose your growing bump. It wasn’t much, but it was still proof of your baby's existence, proof that your baby was growing. Nick peels his hand from his mouth to speak, “you’re already showing?!” He makes his way to your belly, holding out a hand like he’s asking if he can touch. You nod him on, “yup, it’s real,” he says out loud, making you snort. Nick was really trying to convince himself this was reality. The last few weeks, you felt the same, so you couldn’t blame him. 
“How far along are you? Why didn’t you guys tell us?!” Matt shoots out questions like a disappointed father. He wasn’t upset that you and Chris were expecting, he was upset that Chris would keep such a big secret from him when they told each other everything. Some things they didn’t even tell Nick or you. “We’re telling you now bud. She’ll be eleven weeks this friday,” Chris jokes until he realizes Matt’s hard expression isn’t budging, “I don’t know. I was scared, didn’t want you guys to be mad at me.” You can hear the sadness in his voice, almost like a kid who was apologizing to his parents for bad grades. “I’m not mad you’re having a baby. I’m upset ‘cause you didn't tell me sooner. We all could’ve been figuring this shit out together Chris,” he lectures him like the true big brother he is. Matt moves his feet to walk towards you, “how long have you known?” 
“We found out at 7 weeks,” you manage to get out before he places a hand on your belly without warning, “yea that’s real,” he confirms, shooting looks between his brothers and back down at you. “I want to know about the next one as soon as it happens,” he grumbles, keeping his hand on your stomach. Nick snorts, “please,” taking a hand off your belly so Matt could get better access, “you were probably in the next room as they conceived it.” 
“Don’t call my baby an ‘it’. He’s a boy,” Chris argues, a grinning spreading from ear to ear. His comment makes both Matt and Nick look at him. Already knowing what the next question would be, you decide to chime in, “we don’t know yet. He’s just been manifesting the whole time.”
"Hold on," Chris nearly shouts, rushing out of the kitchen, and quickly returning with two extra copies of your first ultrasound you had gotten a few weeks prior. The same bright smile stretched across his face as he hands over a copy to each of his brothers, "doesn't he look like a boy?"
"Chris, it looks like an alien," Nick snickers, earning a playfully gasp from Chris. Matt studies the black and white printed picture, "yup,” he pops, "looks just like you, Chris."
"Funny 'cause you look just like me," Chris shoots back quickly. He still felt the weight of the world on his shoulders, you were bringing a new life into existence in just a few short months. He wasn't ready for it at all, but he was glad his brothers were there to help him, and you, through it.
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satorucci · 1 month ago
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sugar daddy! satoru
♡ cw: dubcon, drug use, manipulation, light choking, rough sex, breeding, corruption, sugar daddy! satoru is actually a manipulative pos with reader who thought she had the upperhand :(
♡ currently listening to: she looks like fun - arctic monkeys
♡ author’s note: remember kids, this is fictional! don't do drugs, and don't be with scummy men like satoru! special shout to to the nonnie who suggested a variation of substances!! you are tagged bunny nonnie, mwah!! also, i've been dealing with some life stuff that has left me with less time to write, but it is getting resolved, so i will be getting back to work on wips soon!!
MDNI
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who treats you so, so well. he buys you fancy clothes, shoes, jewelry. he takes you out to nice dinners and flies you around in his private jet. you don't love him, but you love the way he throws his money at you. sometimes, you think he might be in love with you.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who, when he first messaged you on the private site, said that he really only wanted someone to talk to. you didn't believe that a man of his stature wanted nothing more than to talk, so you came prepared anyway. true to his word, the first time you met him, he only talked to you on your date through the city. satoru, you found, was such a New York kind of guy. the city that never sleeps, the city of money and opulence. you knew that the city had a dark underbelly, but satoru never let you get near it. he kept you, his little treasure, safe from anything he thought might taint you. instead, he kept you happy in designer stores, at exclusive clubs, and high-class restaurants.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who, you noticed, went to the bathroom often. he always said it was to touch up his hair, but you'd been around enough powerful men to know that it was much more than that. satoru, who always came back with more energy, with blown pupils, with jittery feet and restless hands. your satoru was a real cokehead. but you didn't mind. not so long as he kept paying you what he thought you were worth.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who takes you to insane parties on the weekends. his best friend, suguru, is often the one who tells him about such parties. satoru talks to you about how he wishes that suguru would find someone like you. someone he can talk to, someone he can tell his secrets to, someone he can rely on. you like being those things for satoru, you like being his little muse - the one he spends everything on.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who after the first month of knowing you, finally makes a move on you. you can't believe he hasn't been with anyone in the meantime. satoru is beautiful. he's so singular, you don't know how he could resist all the men and women who throw themselves at his feet. instead, he focuses all his attention on you. sending you texts, sending you money, shipping presents to your house when he's away on business. by the time satoru fucks you into the mattress for the first time, you're sure you've got him wrapped around your finger.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who, as time goes on, you find is not so straight-laced. satoru, who once tried to hide his little habits from you, no longer cares if you see him doing it. he often snorts the white powder up his nose when he's at parties with suguru. suguru, who is just as attractive as satoru, is an absolute lady-killer. you watch as he mixes and mingles with the men and women at the parties you attend with satoru, navigating the crowd like a trained salesman, the perfect insider. sometimes, you think suguru would've made a killing as a journalist or a member of the paparazzi. he's so magnetic, everyone clings to this side. satoru is a bit more exclusive, mingling only with the people he deems worthy of his time. he'd rather spend it with you, anyway.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who after about three months of being with him, asks you a question that carries a heavy price - you just don't know it yet. you're at another one of the parties suguru has told satoru about, sitting in the corner as you usually do while the white-haired man mingles with some of the partygoers. the music is loud enough that you think your eardrums might just burst, but you don't mind it. you like what they're playing. still, you wished satoru would turn his attention back to you. you've gotten so used to being doted on by the muse of the city that you can't deny the bubble of irritation that forms in the pit of your stomach in the rare moments when his attention isn't on you.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who makes his way back to you after he finishes talking to a group of men. there's a mischievous glimmer in his eyes, and something a bit more sinister. something you've never seen from him before. "hey, pretty girl. i'm sorry i wasn't here for a few minutes, did anyone bother you?" you shake your head no, and tell him that you were relatively unbothered during his absence. the most annoying part being that his attention wasn't on you. he laughs at the hint of brattiness you show. "well, some of my colleagues booked a private room near the back of the club. wanna come with me?" your eyes are wide with surprise when he asks. you know what a private room means. "a-are you sure?" satoru looks at you with a cheeky grin. "are you sure?"
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who keeps you flush against his side on the way to the private room. suguru flanks his other side, of course. the room isn't concealed that well, but knowing what goes on in these rooms, you're sure no one would pop in if they weren't welcomed and didn't want to partake. before entering, satoru takes great care in spinning you to face him, fixing the necklace he bought you so that the clasp sits at the back of your neck, straightening out the dress you'd barely had to beg him to buy for you, making sure your hair is in place. he wants to impress his friends with the pretty little thing he's bought, but you don't need to know that. all you need to know is that he cares for you, and he wants to show you he cares for you.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who helps you into the red room, decorated with gold accents all around the room. the doors are simply beaded curtains that can be pulled back with ease, but they're layered thickly so that outsiders can't see inside the room. when you walk in, you realize the door of choice is likely due to the thick fog of smoke that coats the entire room. you're happy for the curtain-door because of its ventilation properties. you nearly choke on the smoke when entering the room. when satoru walks in with you, still pressed closely to his side, his colleagues cheer. you stare at him in amazement. satoru really is loved. the entire room is in uproar with his arrival as people get out of their seats to greet him. you follow him closely as he's guided to a scarlet loveseat sitting in front of a low, circular table. people sit around the table, cutting white powders, forming neat lines, and puffing on their cigars and cigarettes. some people are smoking joints, some are throwing back shots like it's five o'clock on a friday.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who guides you to the loveseat, motioning for you to sit beside him. people are coming up to you, asking who you are to satoru. before you can respond, satoru responds for you, "my muse". the men in the room look at him with jealousy or pride, the women in the room glare at you. you look around, hoping to find just a bit more stability, to find suguru. and there he is, once again, mingling with people in the room. you subconsciously find yourself clinging to satoru, as all the people he allows around him do. he wraps an arm around yours, his hand finding yours and giving it a squeeze. he leans in close, blue eyes shining brilliantly against the crimson of the room. "you still sure, pretty girl?" and you don't want to disappoint him, so you nod silently. "that's my girl." he presses a gentle kiss to your forehead. you've serviced many powerful men before, but satoru is the first in which you have no idea of the capacity for power he holds. he commands entire rooms when he steps into them. people talk about him on the streets, the stores he enters automatically give him a designated private room for changing. you can't disappoint him. not him. not when he adores you so much - not when you have him wrapped around your finger like this.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who tells you that the white powder in front of you is cocaine, and that it's totally fine because "he does it all the time". satoru, who guides his finger to your nose so that you can take your first bump before you snort your first line. you trust him, you trust that he knows what he's doing and that he'll keep you safe. the fist bump already has you feeling good. not just good, bordering on euphoric. there's a numbness in your nose and along your gumline that you've never felt before. you reflexively back away from satoru's finger when the feeling hits you. it wasn't a pleasant sensation when you had snorted it, but the feeling afterward made it worth it. you turn to satoru, who is grinning at you. "like it?"
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who helps you as you snort your first full line of coke. and you feel amazing. the euphoria you bordered on with the experimental bump is totally enveloping you now. you feel light, energetic. you want people to talk to. you understand how satoru is able to keep up the many relationships he has. satoru, who stares at you, your beautiful pupils blown as you reach a high you've never imagined before. yes, his muse. a gentle hand comes up to cup your face before he leans in to press a gentle kiss to your cheek. you watch as satoru snorts two lines, one after the other, with no kickback. oh yeah, he's been doing this for a long time. you scour the room for satoru's best friend, but he's already beside you. "princess snorted her first line, hm?" suguru asks. you nod, so excited to be speaking with him. suguru doesn't often speak to you, usually only in passing. "you did a good job, i watched you." you smile, no shyness to it. "looks like you like it." and you do, in fact, you think you might love it.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who feeds you lines of coke as the night goes on. satoru, who introduces you to his colleagues and friends. satoru, who watches happily as you introduce yourself to people, talk to them in an excited manner. satoru, who think he might've just found the perfect girl. satoru, who, just as you're about to crash, cuts you another neat little line to reinvigorate you. satoru, who meets suguru's eyes and simply grins. as you make your way around the room, satoru watches as some men get handsy with you. it annoys him, but this has always been how he operated, unbeknownst to you. satoru always brings the best toys to the party. "think you got a good one?" suguru asks him. satoru turns to his friend, a wide grin on his face, "oh yeah, suguru. she's a good one."
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who, once he sees you've reached your limit, and can no longer safely feed you lines of coke, wraps his arms around your waist, helping to keep you stable as he makes his exit from the party. you're still wired. you look fun. satoru, who calls for a driver for the two of you, his high still too peaked to drive either one of you home. satoru tells the driver to take you back to his place. he's oh-so tempted to test your worth while you're like this. he can't wait for it.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who doesn't even need to coax you out of your clothes when the two of you reach his highrise apartment. you've barely made it through the threshold of the door before your lips are on his, tugging haphazardly at his clothes. satoru obliges you without objection. one of his hands finds purchase in your hair, the other tugging at the zipper that holds your dress together. "my girl likes to have fun on the weekends, then, hm?" he's breathless as he dips his head to bite and suck at your neck. everything he does, every little sensation is amplified by the euphoric feeling of the coke, and you want more, more, more. nothing he's doing is enough for you, so you let him know. "'toru, need more." your dress falls to the floor, leaving you in nothing but your panties, the ones satoru picked out for you.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who leads you to the bedroom, bumping into tables and lamps the entire way. you're latched onto him like a sloth, and oh, how he loves how needy you are. satoru throws you down on the bed, already rock solid simply from making out with you in the foyer. you feel so good. you always feel so good, but tonight it's different. satoru recalls you being timid in bed, but tonight, you have no qualms about telling him what you want and how you want it. satoru gets on his knees, planting himself at the edge of the bed, your legs already spread wide for him. he wastes no time in tearing at the pretty lace panties he picked out for you. he'll just buy you another pair. your back arches off the bed as his mouth finds your soaking wet cunt. in the moonlight that shimmers through the bedroom windows, satoru can see your slick has coated your inner thighs. he wonders how long you've been like this. doesn't matter. satoru sucks and licks at your clit, causing electricity to shoot through your body. one of your hands finds his hair, gripping it with as much strength as you can muster, bucking your hips up into his mouth as he eats you out with masterful skill.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who usually fucks you slowly, with grace and gentleness, shows you no mercy tonight. his face is buried so deep in your cunt, his nose constantly brushing against your clit as his tongue dips in and out of you at a rapid pace. he's found a rhythm that's sending you over the edge again and again and again. he licks at your clit, buries his face in your pussy, dipping in and out of you before flattening his tongue and licking a fat stripe right up the center of your cunt. you're screaming at the intense pleasure, every nerve in your body feels like it's on fire, and you've never been this horny in your life. your grip on his hair never ceases as you essentially ride his tongue, bucking your hips and arching your back off the bed. despite him bringing you to orgasm multiple times, it's never enough. never enough from the beautiful blue-eyed man that leans back on his knees just for you. "'toru, s' good, b-but - ah!" he's turning his head, his tongue reaching for places it couldn't previously touch you. "need more!" you scream out, the coil in your belly so close to snapping once again.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, whose cock is already in his hand as he eats you out, stroking it to get any sort of relief. he can feel his high wearing off, and he really, really wants just one more bump before he fucks you senseless. when you tell him you "need more", he takes it as his cue to dip into the pocket of his pants, searching for that little baggie of joy. his mouth leaves your cunt, your slick and juices covering the lower half of his face as he crawls towards you on the bed. his hand reaches for your neck, bringing you close enough for him to kiss you, his tongue running across your lower lip, and you grant him entrance without him having to battle for it. you can taste yourself on his mouth, and satoru thinks he might be addicted to you. "baby, wanna do another bump? jus' one more?" just one more? one more couldn't hurt, could it? satoru already has the baggie in his hand. how could you say no? so, you nod. you're crashing, too, so a little re-up wouldn't hurt. satoru prepares the bumps quickly, letting you snort it off his finger as he did with the first one. then another for himself. he closes the baggie and tosses it to the side.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who grants you no mercy as he bottoms out inside of you. he's so deep inside of you that his pelvis meets yours, his balls slapping against your ass. his arms are on either side of you, caging you in, so you can't run away from him, but you'd never do that. not when he makes you feel like this. his cock inside of you feels like heaven on earth. satoru leans on his forearms, dipping his head to bite at your neck and chest as he slams into you over and over and over. the sensation is so intense that your legs reflexively try to close, but satoru is instantly leaning back on his thighs, using both hands to pry your legs open. "nu-uh, pretty girl," he breathes out. "please don't shut me out." and he says it so pathetically you think you might just die. such a powerful man, begging for entrance to your cunt. maybe this is what a powetrip was. his hands move from your legs to your hips, raising you up just a bit so that your hips aren't touching the bed, and he slams into you repeatedly. you can't contain your screams as satoru uses you like a fucking ragdoll. he uses you. there's on other way about it. his pupils are blown wide, a few strands of hair sticking to his forehead as he fucks you into oblivion. you can barely string together words as continues fucking into you, as the euphoric feeling of that last bump overtakes your entire body. everything is electricity, everything feels so good that you don't know how to speak anymore. your senses are betraying you, as you can almost feel satoru in your stomach. you know it's not physically possible, but with a cock his size and the way the coke is contaminating your brain, you swear he's fucking up into your womb.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who grips your cheeks roughly. "open your mouth." it's a command, not a question. you do as he says, your hips bucking to meet his thrusts, and he dips his head down, spitting into your mouth. you can't help but smile, the saliva bubbling up and dripping from the corners of your mouth as satoru continues fucking you. "my pretty girl. my good fucking girl." his thumb swipes at the saliva as it drips from your lips and he leans down to kiss you. it's messy. saliva continues you drip down your chin as satoru reaches a hand down to your cunt, fingers playing with clit as he fucks into you. you let out a gasp, detaching your lips from his as he continues to rub your clit. "ah-ah! 'toru-'toru, don't! m' gonna cum!" satoru continues without a care in the world. "that's the point, isn't it?" he continues his ministrations on you, one hand rubbing at your clit, the other is wrapped around your neck as he sucks at your chest, your perky nipples, all as he's fucking you at a breakneck pace. "be my good, pretty girl, cum all over me. know you wanna cum on my cock." and you do. satoru fucks into you, your head swimming with the pleasure of the umpteenth orgasms on the horizon. it takes only a moment of satoru continuing to play with your clit before your cunt is tightening and spasming around him. he lets out a gasp, "ah, fuck!" as he cums, your cunt too tight for him to hold out any longer. his hands falter, his thrusts erratic as he shoots a full load into you. he grips the bedsheets beside your head, riding out his orgasm as your cunt continues to spasm around him.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who is sure he's going to have a heart attack after all the coke and the intensity of his orgasm. when he finally catches his breath, he fetches you a towel and some water, helping you sit up on the bed, and helping clean you up. he litters kisses on your inner thigh as he does so. "did so good for me, pretty girl. you were fantastic tonight." and satoru's praise has never affected you as much as it does tonight. there's something dangerous behind his eyes. tonight was unlike any other night. he's never been so open with you, never fucked you so hard, never guided you in the way he has tonight. you wonder if he's ever been like this with anyone else.
♡ sugar daddy! satoru, who continues taking you to parties. satoru, who continues introducing you to his various colleagues. satoru, who sometimes finds himself thinking of the other women he's been with. the ones who've found themselves a wreck on the streets after their extensive encounters with him. the ones who've found themselves blacklisted from entertainment or other industries because they just couldn't cut it. satoru wonder how long you'll stick around. he watches at each party as you ingest more and more coke, more substances. he watches as you start to unravel, and when you do, he'll be there for you. he laughs when suguru asks him how his "pet" is. satoru insists that this one is his muse. he insists that you're gonna be the one. suguru laughs to himself. how many times have i heard that? satoru thinks you just might be in love with him.
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sapphicautumn · 2 months ago
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Mother’s Day. EW.
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Synopsis: Ellie helps celebrate your first Mother’s Day at the farm house together. Basically you’re Dina, but not Dina.
Pairing: Established!relationship Ellie x Fem reader. WLW. Domestic AU.
Content: fluff. Pure fluff.
A/N: Happy Mother’s Day! Thank you for all the love I’ve received on the story I posted last night. Tumblr community is so supportive and I love you guys. I wanted to publish a little quick blurb today in honour of the holiday. We also get episode 5 tonight so *rubs hands together* we get to see more of that. If you’re a mom, older sister, or mother figure, have the best day today. <3
Ellie’s boots weighed heavy along the wood floor of the farm house, her ears picking up the soft sound of your laugh. She smiled to herself, putting down her backpack.
She went out hunting early this morning. When she left, you were asleep with JJ wrapped up in the sheet beside you. You’d woken up to a note on the pillow from her.
“Gone hunting. Be back soon. Love you. Happy Mother’s Day <3”
The hand writing made you smile, pressing a kiss to the 4 month old boys head as he woke up too.
You learned about Mother’s Day back in Jackson, you never knew there were designated days that were celebrated for such roles. That’s the sad thing about living in an apocalypse, importance of appreciation is forgotten.
Prior to your own mothers passing, you’d always make her something special. There wasn’t much around, but you’d trade your own items in return for something like semi worn boots, or a patched up winter coat.
And of course, it was always appreciated, not matter how small it seemed.
Ellie on the other hand, never had the experience of a mother-daughter relationship. She had Joel, and that was enough. Things changed when JJ was born-and she wasn’t sure if she’d fit the role of being a mom. It came so naturally to you, like it wasn’t something to think or second guess about. You just did the damn thing.
Her brown hair covered head peeked around the corner, gazing into the playroom. She saw you on the floor, jj sprawled out on his floor mat.
Your hands delicately squeezed his feet, holding them to your mouth as you peppered soft kisses along the soles, the newborns slight giggles bringing a smile to both of your faces. “I love you, little one” you’d coo, absolutely enamoured with the life you created, laying down below you.
Your pregnancy wasn’t fun, like not at all. If you had not had Ellie, you’d probably be in a very dark place. Upon moving to the farm house when you were 6 months pregnant, Ellie had hoped the extra space away from people would soothe your mind, instead, you found yourself crying in her arms almost every night. You didn’t plan on having a baby. Unfortunately you got pregnant without planning it days before breaking things off with your ex boyfriend at the time.
He wasn’t very supportive, which is part of the reason Ellie took you away from the town. To take care of you, but the constant fear of bringing an innocent life into such a cruel and evil world made you guilty, almost as if you were dooming your son from the start.
“He loves you too, im sure of it” Ellie’s quiet voice would interrupt the moment between JJ and you, causing your head to turn, smile crossing your expression.
“You think?”
Ellie walked closer, gently kneeling as she sat beside you. Her chin rested on your shoulder as the two of you looked down at the baby. “Look at how he looks at you…”
With a soft chuckle, you’d crinkle your eyes, head tilting back against her own. “Yeah, that’s cause he wants milk.”
She fondly smiled and pressed a kiss against your ear.
“I didn’t hear you come in, when did you get back?”
“Few minutes ago….” She shrugged, watching you. “I left you a note”
“I saw, I saw” you giggled, hand coming up to brush her hair away. “Happy Mother’s Day to you too, by the way.”
Ellie’s little nose crinkled, “it sounds to weird…to be called a mum. Don’t feel like one sometimes.”
You softened, tilting your head. “You helped with jj, you’re literally raising him with me. In my eyes, that makes you a pretty good mom. I couldn’t do this alone, els.”
And it’s true.
4 months prior, you had been pacing the hallway of the farm house, glaring at Ellie as you waddled past her.
“Why’re you glaring at me, honey?” She’d ask, not admitting it, but a little terrified of you.
“Because I’m in pain and you’re just standing there!!” You didn’t mean to be bitchy, you were overstimulated.
Ellie pushed herself off the counter she leaned on, her hands going to your waist, rubbing over the swell of your stomach. She knew it’s been hell, and she’s tried so hard to keep you comfortable.
“What can I do…?” She mumbled, eyebrows scrunched.
Your palms covered your face, you were crying for the upteenth time today. It’s been an emotional one. “I dunno.”
Ellie sways with you, mind lost in thought. “Your water hasn’t broken yet-”
“But I’m having contractions, they are like, in my back.” You whine, guiding her palms to rub your lower spine.
With a nod, she speaks. “Yeah, that’s normal I think. I’m sorry it hurts, sweetheart” her whispers tickled your neck. “Let me take you upstairs, please? I’ll get you comfy in the bathroom. I’m not gonna leave your side tonight. Pinky promise.”
With a huff, your stubborn ass let her assist you upstairs. You were placed into the small bath, the warm water soothing the sharp pangs of the contractions that were on and off.
Ellie dimmed the harsh light and sat beside you outside the tub. “I’m here…” her hands held a plastic cup, filling it with water and rinsing it down your back to keep you distracted.
She sat with you all night, until 3:43am when jj made his (loud) entrance into the world. She’d seen a lot of things in her life, but watching you place the newborn baby against your chest with a swell of pride in your eyes, was by far one of, if not the best, things she’s ever seen.
“You did it, oh god baby, im so proud of you” Ellie’s panicked little giggle echoed in the bathroom, leaning forward to kiss your head, then the baby.
Ellie’s true test of companionship with you was the weeks following, when you’d fallen into the mental rabbit hole of postpartum. You hated the way you looked, hated being around the baby for too long, not because you didn’t love him, but you really thought he hated you or something. The brain can really mess you up.
“My love, jj doesn’t hate you. He’s a baby…he’s fussy ‘s all” Ellie would try to soothe you and the infants crying, bouncing across the nursery gently as she held him tightly.
“He won’t latch!”
“He’s probably got a tummy ache or something?” She tried, looking down. Her heart aches for both of you. “I’m sure he will be alright, babies are unpredictable, sometimes they cry for no reason. You didn’t do anything, baby”
She didn’t know it, but Ellie was really the glue of the group. Keeping you stable, keeping the baby safe and cared for whenever you needed time.
How could she think of herself as anything less than a good parent?
You kissed her nose, then her lips.
You three sat in the playroom, still on the floor. “You’re as much as his mom as I am…I mean that ellie…”
Her eyes softened shyly, fingers moving down to touch the baby. His grip was strong, little tiny fingers wrapping around Ellie’s thumb tightly. “Thanks”
Your hands cupped her face as you kissed her once more. “Don’t thank me…” a peck. And another. And another.
Ellie giggled and tucked her head back to look at you.
“I got you something.”
You tilted your head curiously. “Oh?”
“Mhm…stay here” her smirk widened as she stood up, leaving for a moment. You looked down at the baby as you guided his tiny body up, cradling the boy against your chest.
Few minutes pass before Ellie comes back in, holding something behind her back. “Ok…so…I don’t know how you’ll feel about this?”
A slight smile creeps up, you’re only more curious with the lack of context. “Okay….?”
Ellie sat in front of you again, she pulled out the item from behind her.
“Ellie…”
It was a little silver ring, it was a bit worn, as Ellie found it in an abandoned store. It was rare to find anything in tact, but to find something like this? She had to take it.
“I just, uh…so, I don’t know if it’ll fit. Kinda just, took it.” Her nervous giggle made your ears flush. “Let me try it on then”
You held your hand out, watching her slide it onto your ring finger. It’s a little big. “Fuck” Ellie frowned. “I’m sure I can fix it for you”
“Thank you baby, I love it. Seriously.” Your voice was fond, soft and thoughtful.
“I love you a lot”
You watched her speak. “I love you more”
“Nuhuh”
“Yeah huh”
Jj coos, interrupting both of you, causing Ellie to laugh. “Oh, someone wants attention. Lemme see him”
You carefully handed over the baby, watching your girlfriend cuddle your son to her chest. Something in you fluttered
“Careful, he has that little soft spot” you gesture to his scalp. Ellie cringed, glancing at it. She loved JJ, but some thing icked her out. She placed her palm on his head, shielding it.
You stood up and went over to your desk. “Well…I got you something too, it doesn’t compare to a ring but-”
“You got me something?” Ellie spoke, almost surprised.
“Yeah?” Your voice soothed, coming over with a canvas. “Of course I did….” You handed over the artwork, Ellie coos, almost wanting to cry.
It was a painting of your hand print, with jj’s handprints inside your own. Oh how sweet…
“You’re such a sap” she muttered, trying to act nonchalant.
“You’re tearing up!” Your voice teased as Ellie giggles, shaking her head. “Because I love you! I love potato, I love you both so much….” Her fingers wipe her cheek before looking down again at the picture. She placed it down. “Cmere”
You leaned in and kissed her softly, a little more than a peck. When you pulled away you nuzzled against her face, humming. “I love you too…we both do. Let me make us lunch, and we can eat outside on the grass together. Little picnic.” You offered, knowing you’d have more time to love on her after the baby went to bed.
“That sounds lovely.” Ellie’s eyes crinkled, smiling up at you as your body stood. She admired the way your body looked in overalls, she loved every change you possessed after having the baby.
The three of you spent the afternoon on a towel outside, watching the sky as you ate. “He’s gettin fussy huh?” Ellie frowned, tickling the baby’s stomach gently.
“He needs his nap”
Ellie’s eyebrows quirked, making you roll your eyes. “Pervert”
“Oh so I’m a pervert for loving my wife?”
“Since when did we marry?”
Ellie smiles gently, shrugging. “You don’t wanna marry?” Her tone is teasing
“Never…said that” your tone was similar, smiling, making Ellie lean forward and jokingly kiss your neck all messily.
“Hey!! Hey! Stop, im gonna drop our damn kid”
The two of you watched each other like lovesick puppies, she took the baby from you very carefully.
You both walked inside the screen door, entering the cooler aired house. Ellie gently laid the half asleep boy into the cot. “Nap time, bubba”
Your back leaned against the wall, watching from afar. Ellie came over to you and smiled, wrapping her arms around your waist in what seemed like an innocent hug. “Mmmm”
She sighs against your shoulder before leaning down and picking you up, over her shoulder. You tried to not laugh, as the newborn was sleeping a few feet away. “Ellie!” Your voice raised a stern whisper.
She found it hilarious. “Cmon mama”
You snorted as she led you upstairs, allowing you on your back, against the bed. You widely smirked, reaching up to hold her shoulders. “You’re so annoying, Yknow that? Right?”
“Am i?” Ellie’s voice gave away sarcasm. “I’m soooo the worst.” Her hands tickled as her lips kissed your neck.
You clung to her, feeing the calm bliss and comfort of the moment sink in. You were pretty lucky.
Your eyes darted to the wall, seeing that Ellie had hung up the painting you and jj made. Oh god I do wanna marry her. You almost wish that ring she gave you was an engagement.
As long as you had them, you’d be alright. You and your little family.
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porcalinecunt · 3 months ago
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𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑!
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🎀 ᯓ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ baji always wanted to make his own amateur film, so why not have you as his pretty little porn star?
⋆˚࿔ FEATURING . . 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ 𝐁𝐀𝐉𝐈 𝐊𝐄𝐈𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐄 𝐗 𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐄! 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑
ྀི . ° . cw — ftm! reader , pornography , dub-con , filming , public sex , breeding , mating press , rough sex , hair pulling , use of term “sissy” , reader dresses/presents feminine , baji is so mean ; ; </3
[・:。author’s note ! 「 ✉️ 」・𓂃 ࣪˖ ] told yall i had a draft ready after this! this honestly wasn’t proofread so apologies in advance, i was too tired </3
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“c’mon, it’ll be fun!”
a wicked grin spread on the man’s face, his sharp canines peaking through his lips as if he was ready to tear into you like a lion to a shred of juicy meat.
you knew what kind of friend baji was, the kind that playfully chokes you too hard during play fighting. the kind of friend that flips your skirt up to get a squeal or two out of you. you were just too cute, too damn perfect for him. a guy like you is hard to come by, a pretty face often swooped with princess pink blush and lip gloss that taste like candy if you're lucky to taste them. your wardrobe consists of pieces that turn your figure into eye candy, from adorably designed one pieces to the tight stockings that drive anyone crazy.
unfortunately, it drives baji beyond insane. it excites him everytime you shoot him a text, either asking him if he was busy or to show off a new outfit you bought yourself. the latter has him like a rabid animal as he practically preys that it’s another teeny mini skirt or oversized hoodie, why? obviously, the guy’s got a hard on for easy access clothing. so what happens when on a particularly hot day, alone with your best friend, he drags you into an empty public bathroom stall and whips out his phone with a predatory gaze in his eyes.
“k-kei..? why do you have that out?”
“relax, just wanna try somethin’ with ya. saw it at kaz’s place..”
his tone was nonchalant with a slight sadism hidden behind his answer. you weren’t stupid, you’ve been to kazutora’s home before and saw the disgusting amount of pornography he stashed away. magazine with busty bikini models hidden underneath his bed along with tapes of whatever he managed to grab at the record store.
a certain genre though always caught your eye and got the boys off the hardest, the amature hottie. homemade porn stars filming their saucy moments in the comfort of their own homes, or in public if they’re degenerate enough. the tapes baji and kazutora got off to ranged from hot models plowed by whatever lucky bastard they seduced to pretty sissies slobbering over old man cock. the latter is particularly liked by baji, especially if the star looks a little too much like you..
now he’s got his little star in front of him, shoved into a cramped stall and fangs latched onto your neck. a strained whimper rung throughout the bathroom walls as he fumbled with the buckle of his belt, already trying to shimmy his pants off.
“w-wait, not here..! someone could see!—“ you whined, hard not to when baji’s terrifying hard on pressed itself against your ass. the man grinded against your boxers that hid underneath your oh so tiny skirt that he took pleasure in tugging off until it fell to your ankles. hot and heavy breaths tickled your ear as he began to groan out lewd warnings about what’s to come. you violently shook your head, fear keeping you frozen against the stall yet arouses you.
“keisuke..please don’t do this.” you pleaded one last time, only for a beeping sound to reply.
“too late.”
a loud tear forced a confused noise out of you, before the cool air hitting your soaked cunt snapped you to the realization of your torn boxers on the ground. baji barely gave you time to process his sudden aggression as he kicked your ankles apart until your legs were spread and palms flat against the vandalized stall wall.
“shiiit, so soaked f’me huh? you ready, sweet boy?” baji cooed in a tone so faux, it stung to hear. he holds his phone up to where your spread and glistening cunt twitched in anticipation, arousal dripped down your thighs as he ran his slender fingers through the slit. he made sure the camera filmed every angle, every detail of your needy cunt for whoever eventually watches soaks up the view they’ll never have in person.
you couldn’t crane your neck enough to see what he was doing, only getting a hint once you felt something hard and wet prodding at your cunt. “kei?! w-wait!—ah!”
the man nearly came already by your yelps of pain and pleasure alone, aiming the phone so that footage of him balls deep and pressed up against your ass wouldn’t be missed. “ohhh fuck. fuck! so pretty ‘n tight f’me, ah?” he groaned with his whole body caging yours, almost like a mating press. flipping the camara to face the both of you, he titls it down until your stuffed cunt was visible. baji wasn’t gonna half ass something like this, not when he’s for sure gonna jerk off to it later tonight.
out of instinct, you attempted to hide your face away from the glowing red dot of the camara glaring at you, hiding away your tears and swollen lips formed into an o shape as strained sobs rang throughout the stall. baji, already impatient, took a fistfull of your hair and forced your whole head to face the camara. you could barely see what was being captured through your glassy eyes as your friend’s pace grew more and more aggressive and sloppy, digging as deep as he could go until he’s practically bruising your cervix. your stomach was practically in knots, you couldn’t tell if it was from how hard he was fucking you or the anxiety that came with screwing in a public bathroom where anyone could walk in and overhear the live porn shoot in action.
it was pure ecstasy, the mere thought of someone seeing the film and getting off on your body made your eyes roll back to your brain, or even right now if they had the balls to swing the stall door open and watch it up close. “you like this do ya?”
“wha..?” you moaned, unable to string two words together. baji snapped his hips flat against your ass, yanking you closer until his lips were touching your ear. “your gettin’ off on this, bein’ fucked like a cheap slut in public hm?” he rasped, holding back a chuckle in his throat. click! the shutter sound of the camara echoed, before another click! startled you. “look at you, pretty little sissy boy aren’t ya?” he practiclly groaned before letting your hair go, yanking you by your limp arms onto his dick until you felt it twitch. spurts of hot cum indicative of his incoming orgasm, and he wasn’t pulling out for this flick. “hgnn–keisuke! cum inside meee!” you whined, much to his excitement as such a noise like that went straight to his dick until his thrusts grew near animalistic.
“yeahh–scream f’me sissy boy, fuckin’ scream.” he laughed, a diabolical laugh that pushed you towards the edge of your orgasm as you scratched up the wall. a high pitch sob tore itself from your throat as you creamed all over baji’s girth, only for him to return the favor by stuffing you full of his thick seed. you barely came down from the orgasm when the feeling of emptiness overtakes you, you whipped your head around to see baji pull himself out of your ruined cunt.
“w-why did you?--”
“hold still, don’t wanna miss the best part.” he replied, as he filmed the lewd aftermath of his homemade movie.
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jakedustry · 9 months ago
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𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 - 𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐀 𝐑𝐈𝐊𝐈
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popular!riki x fem!reader
in which after many of your protests, your friends manage to convince you to go to your school prom, reminding you you don't need a date to have fun, and you even believe them for a second – until you are left alone at your table, with no one to talk to. Fortunately, your close friend shows up right in time to show you prom can be funny after all.
wc 2.8k
warnings none (me thinks) except for kissing
↪ izzy adds... I wrote this a year ago on my wattpad account but thought it would be nice to bring some riki fluff on my tumblr too :)) This is only vaguely proofread!
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“I don’t want to go,” you whined, grabbing a hair tie from your table before turning to face the group of girls sprawled on your bed again. “I am serious. First of all, I don’t have anyone to go with, and second of all, I don’t have a dress either,” you explained your reasons when you notice the looks on your friends’ faces. 
“But you have to go! Prom is so much fun!” One of the girls exclaimed, ready to argue with you. “It might have been fun if someone asked me to be their prom date,” you mumble, sighing. “Or if you guys were still in school. I don’t want to go alone!” You complained. 
Honestly, you didn’t care much about not being asked out for prom. What bothered you more was that none of your friends would be there with you. You were the youngest in your friend group, and with all the girls being a grade above you, it meant there was no one you could talk to. 
“People are blind. I don’t get why no one asked you out.” 
“It’s whatever. I am not going anyway,” you repeated, sitting on your bed between the two eldest. “Everything got far worse after you left. The girls in my class keep laughing at anyone who breathes. I don’t need them making fun of me because I don’t have a date.” 
“You don’t need a date! You can go alone and dance with whoever you want! I swear prom is super fun!” Your friend kept trying to convince you. “And I already finished your dress,” your best friend joined the conversation, making all of you look at her. “What? Really?” Your eyes widened. 
She had decided to study fashion design after finishing high school, and she had been promising you she would make a dress for you since the first semester started, but you knew she was busy, so you never paid much attention to it, thinking she wouldn’t have time for it. 
“Why haven’t you shown us earlier?!” 
Your best friend unlocked her phone, scrolling through her gallery to find a picture. “I thought I told you about it before. And I wanted to bring it tomorrow to see if it needs fixing,” she shrugged. “Here it is,” she turned her phone towards you so you could see first, showing it to the rest of the group afterward. 
It was a long midnight blue v-neck piece with a fitted bodice and a sweeping skirt, and you absolutely loved it. Even though you always preferred pants and shorts over a dress or skirt, you could see how much work she had put into making it for you. Seeing the dress made you feel a sudden wave of excitement. You wanted to wear it as soon as possible. 
“You are so good!” The oldest gasped. “It’s nothing,” your best friend chuckled, awkwardly rubbing the back of her neck. You knew she was proud of her work, too. “It really does look gorgeous, though,” you assured her, still in awe. 
“Well, now you just have to go.” You sighed, “Alright, I’ll go, but you guys have to promise we’ll get an ice cream and sleep over at mine after it.” The girls grinned, agreeing immediately. 
♡⸝⸝ 
You looked into the mirror again, fixing your hair with a smile. Even though you didn’t feel super excited to go out alone, you must admit, you felt pretty tonight. The dress your best friend designed fit you perfectly, and once you put your hair up and let her do your makeup, you found yourself looking forward to the dance more. 
“You look stunning,” your best friend assured you, her smile so genuine she might also make you feel like the prettiest girl in the world. “Should we go?” She asked, offering you her arm. You giggled, wrapping your hand around her arm and leaving your room with her. 
“No boy will be able to resist you tonight.” You couldn’t hide your smile as you heard your best friend, your confidence slowly building up. You nodded, following her to her car. 
Your confidence, however, dropped down again as you ended up alone at your table, staying the only one not dancing. 
You ended up sitting at a table in the far corner with a few of your classmates, looking around the place as soon as you sat down. You must say, they did a great job with the decoration. “I am going to get something to drink. Do you guys want anything?” One of the girls asked, putting her handbag on her chair and looking around the table. One of her friends stood up, too, saying she would go with her when their other friends asked for drinks.
You just watched them, not saying anything. They weren’t your friends. Honestly, you barely knew them, so you didn't want to bother them with getting you a drink. It felt awkward sitting there with them, but there was nothing you could do. It wasn't like it would feel any less uncomfortable at the other tables. 
Half an hour later, the dance floor was already occupied, with almost no space for any more pairs. You saw a few of your classmates here and there dancing or sitting at their tables and talking to their friends, but you didn't dare to walk up to any of them. 
So you ended up sitting alone at your table, watching everyone else enjoy themself while you had nothing to do. You knew you shouldn't expect much when you didn't have a date, but you got your hopes up when you talked to your best friend, and now it made you regret coming here after all. 
You shifted in your place, staring at the almost empty glass of coke you got earlier. Playing with your straw, your thoughts drifted away to your friends again. To your actual friends, not just your classmates. You remembered how your best friend would laugh at the stupidest things whenever she was around you and how the eldest in your friend group would always talk about her boyfriend, to the point it annoyed all of you. 
You sighed, closing your eyes for a quick second so tears wouldn't fall down your cheeks. You just wanted to be with them.
“How come you are here alone?” You opened your eyes upon hearing the familiar voice, quickly blinking to make all the possible tears disappear before they could even show up. “I thought I was too late,” he mumbled so quietly you almost didn’t hear him. Almost. 
“It’s weird that none of the guys here asked you for a dance yet. They are missing out,” he grinned, sitting on a chair beside you. “How long did it take you to learn those lines, Riki? Do you go around asking every girl?” You teased him but couldn’t hide a smile. 
You watched him, taking a proper look at what he was wearing. All the boys had a specific dress code: formal pants and a button-down. A vest or a suit jacket were optional, so most of them weren’t wearing them. But he was. He had a black vest on his white button-down, and you could swear he looked better than ever before. It was somehow attractive seeing a man wear a vest even though he didn't have to.
You knew he was attractive. You would be a fool to deny it when all the girls in your grade and the grade under you had a crush on him at one point. But still, it felt as if your eyes had opened only now. 
“Now seriously. Why did you reject everyone? I thought you wanted to dance tonight,” he questioned, looking around the place. You shrugged, looking the same way he was, “No one asked me yet. I didn’t get the chance to reject anyone.” 
You had met Nishimura Riki last year for the first time. You were running through the school hallway late in the afternoon, being one of the last students still in school. Lessons ended more than an hour ago and you had lost track of time while studying in the school library. It was a pure fate that the two of you met, really. You weren’t planning on stopping. If anything, you almost sped up to get out of school as soon as possible to catch your bus, but you ended up slowing down instead when you heard your favorite song coming from one of the classrooms. 
You glanced inside, wondering who was stupid enough like you to be still hanging out in school at this hour. That was when you saw him dancing in the middle of an empty classroom to your favorite song. Back then, he obviously had no idea it was your favorite song, and you had no idea it was one of his, too. 
He noticed you standing at the door and froze, a sudden wave of embarrassment brushing over him. He turned the music off immediately, watching you apologize for interrupting. You felt as embarrassed as he did but didn’t move right away. You lingered in the silence, keeping eye contact with him until you felt a blush creeping up your cheeks. You apologized again, running off before he could say anything. It was a chaotic first meeting, but you still managed to get stuck in his head. 
You didn’t have a proper conversation with him that day or any of the days prior, but you started greeting each other in the hallways since then, exchanging small smiles or glances from across the room. 
It went like so for weeks, with neither of you walking up to each other to actually say something. You didn’t know his name, and you assumed he didn’t know yours either, but you still found yourself looking forward to seeing him between your classes. 
And not so long after, when your best friend wanted to introduce you to her boyfriend’s friends, you finally got to hear his name. You stuck together with Riki most of the afternoon, only exchanging a few words with his other friends. It was Riki who your eyes landed on, unable to look away as you found yourself getting lost in your conversation. 
You considered him your close friend since. 
Riki looked back at you, confused if you were telling the truth or joking. “No one asked you for a dance?” You shook your head at his question, looking down at your glass again. “I swear everyone is blind,” he shook his head in disappointment. “You look amazing today,” he assured you. “You look amazing all the time, actually,” he mumbled, making your cheeks turn pink. “Thank you,” you muttered shyly. 
He hesitated for a second, encouraging himself before he stood up. “Do you want to dance?” Your name rolled on his tongue so easily, as if he had said it a million times before. You smiled, looking up at him again. His hand was reached towards you, and he averted eye contact. For the first time in the year you knew him, you saw him without his usual confidence, and it might have been making you more nervous than him. Everything about him tonight made you nervous. The way he stood, talked, and dressed. It all made you weak in the knees. 
You carefully took his hand, already worried your hand was sweating. He looked you in the eyes again, holding your hand properly as he took you from the table. The current song was ending, but he still had the next one and hopefully a few songs after that, too. 
Riki awkwardly waited for the song to end before looking at you again as he heard the last line. “We are going to kill the next song,” he proclaimed, making you giggle. 
“How about something slower for our pairs this time?” His eyes widened, terrified, as he looked at the DJ. Everyone cheered for him, but Riki couldn’t. Not when he wasn’t sure what you would think about dancing with him to a slow song. 
He glanced your way again, his eyes scanning your face and trying to see if you were still up for a dance. You looked him in the eyes, trying to figure out the same thing. Eventually, you decided to take the first step and put your hands on his shoulders. He stepped forward, making it easier for you to reach him before he placed his hands on your waist, a sheepish smile on his lips as he looked at you with nothing but love. 
It wasn’t a secret to many – actually, he was pretty sure everyone except for you knew – that he had a crush on you for as long as he could remember. Since he saw you in the hallway, with your hair tucked behind your ear, he couldn’t stop thinking about you, and it has been getting worse and worse ever since. And seeing you so close now, trying to keep eye contact with him even though your cheeks were getting hotter the more you looked at him, only made him love you more. 
“We can’t really kill this dance,” you mumbled with a smile, trying to ease the atmosphere so it wouldn't get awkward. He chuckled, nodding before he leaned down to you, stopping once his lips reached your ear. “But we can be the best-looking pair.” His words sent shivers down your spine, making your cheeks turn redder than ever before. You stepped closer again, laying your head on his chest so you wouldn't need to look him in the eyes. 
You nodded, slightly squeezing his shoulders. “Thank you,” you mumbled. “For dancing with me tonight.” You looked up for a second, assuring yourself he heard you. You had underestimated his visuals, you realized. Now that you were standing so close to him, your bodies touching, seeing him bite his bottom lip at what you said in the purple lighting above the dance floor has made you go crazy. 
You felt girls looking at you, trying to murder you with their stares, but you didn’t mind. You couldn’t even think about them when you had a handsome boy right in front of you. Especially when you knew his eyes were on you only. 
Your eyes widened in question when you heard your name leave his lips, questioning what he needed. He hesitated for a moment before moving his right hand from your waist to your face, lifting your chin with his thumb and index finger. You were too pretty for him to be able to think straight, no matter how much he tried. “Please don’t kick me for this,” he whispered, leaning down again, this time connecting his lips with yours. 
You moved your hand to the back of his neck when you felt his lips on your, pulling him closer to yourself. You were both aware of people staring your way, whispering about god knows what, but you couldn’t care less. This was your moment. 
Riki grabbed your hand again, exchanging one look with you before he took you from the dance floor, rushing to the main hall outside where you all left your jackets before. You didn’t question anything and followed him, keeping your eyes on your intertwined hands. “My things are still in there,” you reminded him, having no idea where he was heading. He didn't answer anything, though, not looking back for even a split second. 
As he stopped in the middle of the hallway, finally looking at you again, you realized he was looking for a quieter place without so many people around. Honestly, you didn’t care where you were. He could take you anywhere, and you would go with him. Because all you could think about at the moment were his lips. 
“I’d kiss you again if your lips weren’t so high up,” you mumbled, creating a grin on his face. He pulled you closer again, leaning down so you could do as you wished. “I thought we were just friends,” he whispered against your lips, making you shiver once again. The look in his eyes, combined with his deep voice would be the death of you soon. You were sure of it. 
“You kissed me first,” you reminded him, breathing on his lips so he could get a taste of his own medicine. “So maybe we aren’t really just friends, pretty boy.” 
“Definitely,” he agreed, his hands cupping your cheeks as he kissed you again, this time with more passion, making sure you could feel every last bit of his love on your lips.
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