#hank 1 x reader

[silentaffirmations]

⠀ 💭 ۪ 𓂃 5 BIG BOOTY BADDIES!

─ the hanks x gn!reader. headcanons/thoughts and one drabble of whats to be included and/or expected if you're dating the hanks.

➴ romantic relationship prestablished (poly!hanks believer till i die btw), possibly unrealistic &. weirdly characterized, cursing, fluffy and romantic, hank three (yes, he is a warning), kissing &. making out, complete and utter yapping, post realization but baby hank isn't mentioned, pet names, perhaps even comforting? take it however, cuddling &. cuddle pile. lowercase intended &. not proofread.

THINKING ABOUT... the hanks who all collectively call you goofy ass pet names. whether it be bro-babe, house homie (or, alternatively, house honey/baby), or anything else of the sorts, obviously ^_^

^ thinking about how, more so, hank one calls you honey and sweetheart, hank two calls you pretty and handsome (no matter your gender. handsome, pretty, gorgeous, etc. are all gender neutral in hank twos eyes!) and be the type of guy to ask you what you want to be called, scared of messing something up, hank three who calls you hotstuff and, well, hottie, hank four who calls you sugar and pumpkin.. really anything a little embarrassing, and hank five who calls you lover and honey and sweetheart and baby and (do you get the point im getting at here. he likes pet names alot please spare him)

thinking about the hanks who fucking love cuddling!! they are all over you!! ^_^ i know they give the best fucking hugs ever oh my gosh💔💔

^ thinking about the setup they do when they are cuddling you!! hank one is by your left side, chin gently placed on the junction of your shoulder and neck, basking in your scent with a smile. hank two is (sheepishly) by your right side, fingers hesitantly tangled with your own, leaning into your body comfortably. hank three is between your legs, head placed on your stomach and hands softly braced on either your hips with that stupid shit-eating grin, pressing light kisses over anywhere his pesky lips can reach without moving to much. will relish in the fact your hand is softly carding through his ginger hair, low sighs escaping his throat in contentment. hank four is nuzzled warmly under you, hands overlapping hank threes on your hips and his head dug into your nape with a bright expression, just basking in the warmth, feeling hank ones hand occasionally ruffle his already messy curls. hank five is snuggled up next to hank three, though rather his chin on your stomach, it rests nicely on your thigh, arms wrapped lazily around your leg like a toddler. they aren't doing any funny business, no, but you can't help but feel they all are silently worshipping your body and the comfort carried in the room.

^^ thinking about how barely, if not at all, they switch cuddling positions. they find it unnecessary as their spots were chosen specifically for them, so why change it? if you wish for it to be changed though, they will oblige nonetheless.

thinking about how there is never a truly quiet moment with the hanks. sure, they may have their moments of hushed talking, but it wasn't complete silence. proud believer that hank three and hank four snore too, maybe even hank one but they would be much softer sounding, so even whilst asleep, it isn't silent. they will, and have, chat your ears off, whether it be about their most recent adventure, past adventures, and maybe even some small talk about the dumbest shit. they once had a conversation about what they would eat as their last meal if they were dying, which is honestly not the weirdest thing ever that they've spoken of. be wary at night; the conversations get odder💔

thinking about how if the hanks leave before you wake up (though you usually wake up due to the shifting around, especially from hank four who slumbers under you normally... unless you're a heavy sleeper! if you're a light sleeper, you're cooked), they will leave a sticky note on your pillow. it'll simply state that they have left for work today and that breakfast, usually made by hank five as he is so malewife, is in the microwave as to keep it warm. they let you sleep in if you don't wake up, as they wish not to ruin your beauty sleep. will wake you up eventually though... gotta make sure you're up and healthy, y'know? :3

^ thinking about how the hanks try so hard to resist the urge to stay home and miss their work, but they need that money, so... unfortunately they cannot.

thinking about hank three who genuinely tries convincing you that making out is a sport cause he is a freak. tried paying the others so they could back him up, and it lowkey worked, but you didn't fall for it. paid them money for nothing LMAO. please say you believe him so he will stop nagging you.. plus free makeouts whenever he wants to 'work out'.

lalalalala picks nose here. have drabble:

low whispers were exchanged in the room, talking about gosh knows what. you didn't pay much attention truly, fading in and out of sleep in the warm cuddle pile the five had created around you. it felt comfortable, feeling like a soon-to-be-born butterfly nicely nestled in a cocoon, of which were five hunky himbos.

your fingers flexed slightly, hand held by hank twos loosening. you softly sighed, other hand in hank threes curls almost petting him, which he didn't even seem to mind, as if a cat who purred in utter satisfaction.

"you smell gnarly!" you heard someone say. you didn't really register who completely, eyes fluttered shut, but it was close to your ears so you could only assume that it was hank four. you heard a few murmurs of agreement and you offered a tired, breathy chuckle.

"..thanks, hanks," you respond through a lazy hum.

silence filled the air, if not just for a moment, before cut by the quiet chatter of the hanks once more. it was only really quiet to your right and below you somewhere, which only made you assume hank two was asleep and hank five aswell. hank three was definitely not asleep, not hearing those recognizable snores, and feeling small kisses pressed against the softness of your body. it wasn't lustful, no, but a silent beckoning for you to fall into dream land, and it was working.

listening to the little talking passed among your boyfriends, the nice warmth of their bodies against your own, you felt yourself slowly lulled to sleep. your hand in hank threes hair eventually stopped its motion, sloppily falling off his head to rest somewhere near. slipping into sleep amongst the comfort of the hanks, you heard a few goodnights, but you couldn't get anything back out, finally resting.

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[g1tterz]

I love the hanks!! I keep doodling them lol

[onyxluvjiro]

imagine catching hank 1 and 2….

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minors dni !!! 18+ !!!

fingering, making out, a lil cuckholding, gender neutral reader

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imagine catching Hank 1 n 2 just lazily making out. It was nothing intense but just downright sloppy. Tongues clashing and soft moans slipping from both men’s lips. You knew your boyfriends were also boyfriends, but you’ve never caught them like this before.

Never caught them tongue wrestling while Hank 1’s hand sneaks under hank 2’s pants, grabbing at the fat of his ass. Never caught them so intensely into the kiss, that they don’t even see you or notice your presence in the room.

Not even when you watch Hank 2 crawl onto Hank 1’s lap, straddling his lap as they make out, the heat of the kiss so obviously getting to them, especially when you hear a moan slip from hank 1’s lips as hank 2 grinds down.

They only notice you once the kiss is broken, and once hank 1’s lips are all over hank 2’s neck, hooded eyes glancing up to notice you leaning against the doorway.

He doesn’t stop, instead he bites down harder, earning a noise from hank 2 who was still so unaware of your presence in the room, hank 1’s eyes glued to your reactions as you watch them chase the pleasure of being close to eachother.

It’s not until Hank 1’s hands are down the front of Hank 2’s pants, jerking him off oh so slowly that Hank 2 finally sees you. Following hank 1’s eyes to where you were now sat, watching the two. But it’s not like either of them minded someone watching, it’s not like it’s never happened before. i mean there’s 5 hanks, they’ve seen and done it all.

So when hank 2 turns around, shedding himself of his pants, just to spread his legs upon hank 1’s lap, watching hank 1 shove two fingers in hank 2’s mouth, you knew exactly where this was going. Within a few moments, hank 1’s fingers were stretching the other hanks hole out, hank 2 moaning as the other hank finds his prostate, fingers pressed against that goey spot.

it was when you watched hank 2 sink down on hank 1’s fat cock that you realized you were in for a long night. Especially when hank 1 motioned you to join them, to torture hank 2 with pleasure beyond his comprehension.

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got this idea from a tiktok, shout out the tiktoker who wanted these men to kiss cause… me too 🤞

[coat-hangerz]

Relationship Headcanons for Hank 1

✮ I feel that his ideal date wouldn’t be that much different from a typical day, which includes some sort of extreme sport. However, I do think it would be away from the other Hanks, so the two of you would be doing extreme sports alone (some much needed alone time). I think he would really appreciate going hang-gliding and skydiving with you.

✮ He would love to take you camping. He would love to look at the stars with you. I think he’d know all the names of the constellations, and talk about them with you. 

✮ He definitely feels more like a morning person. I feel like he’d be the type to surprise you with breakfast in bed every now and then. 

✮ His nickname for you would be “honey”. I think he would give you a sweet, endearing nickname. 

✮ He loves to put his arm around you and give you hugs. He’s the type I feel to put his full body weight on you whenever he touches you. He also loves to pet your head. He loves stroking his fingers through your hair. 

✮ He’s very responsible. He’s the type to make the first move. He’d ask you out, set up dates, and always initiate the conversation. 

✮ 1’s love language would be acts of service. He’d constantly go out of his way to do small things for you, such as doing extra chores or doing errands for you. He would do dishes, take out the trash, cook, or pick up groceries for you.

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[rhodi-rwn]

THE HANKS BOYBAND AU PART 2!!

I've seen a lot of boyband au art of The Hanks on Tiktok ever since making the last one and holy fuck, it's making me go insaneee part 1

‌Hank 1 loves wearing comfy sweatpants on stage, but after being pantsed again and again by Hank 4 and Hank 3, he started only wearing pants with drawstrings he can tie tightly or jeans with a belt

‌In retaliation, Hank 4 and Hank 3 started spraying him with bottled water instead

‌Hank 4 brought a whole bucket in stage and would chase after either Hank 5 or Hank 2 depending on whether or not they were playing the bass and guitar respectively. If they weren't, it's free game and they're getting soaked while Hank 4 has a shit-eating grin on his face, showing off his adorable tooth gap—the audience is not exempted, the ones near the stage are getting soaked too

‌Hank 3 prepared for this and specifically wore a white shirt to show off his muscles. During his part in one of the songs, he addressed the lighting crew to shine a red spotlight on him. Yes, he's that extra and yes, despite the other Hank's initial heckling, they hype him up even louder than the fans

‌Next to Hank 3, Hank 5 can be a freak on stage too. Hank 3 is louder and obvious about his freakiness, whereas Hank 5 is a lot more subtle about it—husky voice on the more suggestive lyrics, slight whimpers after ending on a higher note then giving the audience a sly look.

‌Hank 3 and Hank 2 as lead and rhythm respectively definitely had a lot of homoerotic guitar-playing at each other where they're standing too close and staring at each other's guitar when it's their turn to have a solo

‌Power couple struts—yes, all five of them—down the stage  on their last number while confetti, smoke and fireworks go off and all of them are blending and harmonizing with each other

‌They always try to help with the clean up afterwards, it's their concert after all, but sometimes, either the crew prevents them or they're just too tired so they make a late-night trek to the mall instead

Most small shops and malls that aren't heavily visited are closed by the time their concerts are over, so they don't have much choice but to go to the more popular ones and risk being swarmed by fans

‌They really don't mind, but these boys need rest because of their busy schedule

‌Some malls are empty, thank goodness, and they walk around buying water and some food. Sometimes, they forget they're filthy rich and buy just enough to keep themselves energized

‌Except Hank 4 and Hank 2. These homies are foodies

‌If they're not too tired, there are some stalls that sell The Hanks merch and they would explore it with huge, excited grins on their faces and their phones recording to post on their YouTube channel

‌They have a lot of random merch items. Action figures, school supplies, doggy clothes—on account of Hank 1 being a dog lover—The Hanks themed sequin pillows, underwears with their faces on them. You name it, there's probably The Hanks merch of it

‌Hank 3 owns six different pairs of The Hanks underwear, one of each member, and one as a band. He walks around their house in nothing but those on hot days

‌The Hanks pez dispenser. Surprisingly a popular merch item

‌The Hanks themselves designed the hoodies! Hank 1 is pretty passionate about art and concept designs, Hank 2 helps him out with the slogans on the shirts and hoodies, and the others provide feedback

‌Hank 4, Hank 3 and Hank 5 are mostly there for moral support and spitballing ideas that Hank 1 and Hank 2 refine and turn into a cohesive merch set.

‌Their merch is completely affordable. Despite not doing much ads for them, it gets sold out almost immediately after it gets restocked.

‌Speaking of ads, they get featured in some of the most random products with the most random premise ever

‌They performed a heist in an ice cream ad. Hank 5 was dressed as a sexy police and defects to the criminal Hanks' side by the end of the ad and even drives them off into the sunset in his police car with the roof cut off by the same laser thingy that the criminal Hanks used to open the vault containing the ice cream.

‌So many more headcanons, but for the sake of not making this post too long, the final one is that Skips Shadley featured The Hanks guest performers in one of his concerts. He was in charge of their wardrobe and did their makeup himself. Do with that information as you will

‌The Hanks would suit grunge better than emo though. Except for Hank 4 who feels scene to me as an alt.

[samisannn]

NEW DATABLE FOUND!

She's your yarn!!!

She's a bit of a mess, but she's adorable!

You can find her next to Mateo, and inside your closet. Maybe even under your bed... probably in the attic too. Also somewhere in your office... if you look closely enough.

Ramblings underneath 👇

Is it just me, or I make an oc, in literally every fandom I'm in, draw them once, and never draw them again.... like, characters just pop in my head, I make them, and then, boom. Motivation gone.

If I'm feeling not lazy (happens once in a blue moon), maybe I'll draw her sprites...

Also, I like fat ladies. Which you probably wouldn't know cuz you won't read all fo this anyways. ♡♡♡ luv y'all

[medicalpdtvshows]

🚨— sergeant hank voight icons — 🚨

chicago p.d. season 1

[passionwillow]

Masterlist

Here is a list of what I've written so far! Requests are OPEN for 911, SWAT and NCIS! All my writing is race inclusive and plussized!reader inclusive!

I have many moodboards you can find scrolling through my blog, along with random blurbs/prompt responses and headcanons! *As a writer, I reserve the right to deny any requests*

911 Masterlist

I write for:

Bobby Nash

Evan "Buck" Buckley

Eddie Diaz

SWAT Masterlist

I write for:

David "Deacon" Kay

Hondo Harrelson

Dominique Luca

Chris Alonso

Victor Tan

Jim Street

*Updated 12/27/24*

[egotisticaleverything]

Currently working on part 2 of the Pervy Hank fic and since I’ve had zero free time outside of seeing family and being on planes a good chunk of it was written in the Vatican. Sorry Jesus…

[g1tterz]

First ever tumblr post (I’m a lurker but)

Hank 1 Beach post

1/5 hanks done!! Follow my TikTok @/G1tterz I’m more active there!!

[shadowlord420sgf]

Idk if ur taking requests, but if you are can you write something for the hanks x fem!reader? NSFW perchance 🙀🙀🙀

˚⊹ ᰔ Extreme Measures

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ the hanks x reader .☘︎ ݁˖

⌗ summary: After a near-disastrous adventure, the Hanks confess what they’ve been trying to prove to you all along.

⌗ warnings!: female reader, p in v, oral sex, sixsome, creampie, breeding kink, praise kink, handjobs, masturbation, everyone orgasms

⌗ author’s note: hey guys… the poll between mateo and mitchell is almost over ✌️ one of them is next i promise!!! also is hank 5 really packing all of that? let’s find out! u can also read this on my ao3!

It was obvious that the Hanks liked to go on adventures around the house. Ask any object and they’d tell you about their shenanigans! No matter what new extreme sport the Hanks were doing, you’d always tag along. It made them feel special to have you partake in their ideas of fun.

Of course, with every adventure came serious risks. The same risks that the Hanks lost Hank #6 and #7… and #8 to. You could tell that they were still a little shaken from it. Sometimes, when they thought you weren’t looking, Hank 1 would glance at the hallway where it happened. Hank 2 would grip your hand a little tighter during bungee-cord jumps. And Hank 5, sweet as ever, kept bringing up his dream of having a family “before it’s too late.”

Today’s adventure hadn’t ended in tragedy, thankfully—but it did end with a huge hole in the wall, a nearly concussed Hank 4, and you dragging them all back to your bedroom for a very firm talking-to.

“You guys have to be more careful,” you huffed, crossing your arms as the five hangers looked up at you from the bed, sheepish and sweaty. “We are careful!” Hank 1 defended. “Well, mostly! I mean, this time we actually wore helmets!”

“Guys,” you sighed, moving to kneel beside Hank 4 with an ice pack. “I love you, but you’re all gonna get yourselves killed.”

“Wait...You love us?” Hank 5 asked, way too softly, like he couldn’t believe you’d said it. The other Hanks gasped, waiting for your response.

You froze.

“I mean,” you tried to backpedal, unsure of their reaction, “I care! Obviously! You’re my favorite squad to hang with, but Red Bowl isn’t protecting you enough—”

“We just wanted to impress you,” Hank 3 said, almost a whisper. “Wait, what?” You blinked, heat rising to your cheeks.

“Yeah,” Hank 2 nodded quickly, “Like, every time. We’ve been trying to show off for weeks. And you’re always patching us up and being all gentle and nice and—” He trailed off, face going pink.

Well, that explained why they never asked Farya to help with any of their injuries.

“We like you! A lot…” You were so surprised by their words that you couldn’t even tell who spewed out the confession. Maybe all of them?

It was weird to see the Hanks all quiet and nervous like this. You couldn’t help the small laugh that escaped you. “Guys, are you kidding? You’re the coolest people in this house!” You said with a genuine smile. “You’ve all impressed me in ways you couldn’t even imagine.”

All of the Hanks beamed at your words, jaws slack. They looked like they were dreaming, were they dreaming? This had to be a dream.

“You’re just so pretty …and brave, and cool— and you always hang out with us even though we’re always doing something batshit crazy. You’re like, not scared of anything.” Hank 2 confessed as the other Hanks nodded. “Yeah. That’s really hot.” Hank 3 added, blushing furiously.

You stared at them. Five beautiful, wide-eyed, chaotic hangers. Thank you dateviators.

“…So what, you want me to date all five of you?” you said slowly, teasingly.

A pause.

Then Hank 5, sweet and hopeful, whispered, “We thought you’d never ask.” You didn’t even have time to say anything in response before they were on you. All five of them, warm hands and stronger-than-you-expected arms wrapping you up, touching you everywhere, and tugging you into the bed like they couldn’t believe you were real.

Hank 3 kissed you first, messy and fast, just wanting to feel his lips on yours before Hank 1 pulled you towards him and pressed a kiss hard on your lips. You felt dizzy as Hank 2’s lips were on your neck, along with Hank 4’s, sucking and biting until you were stained with purple. If that wasn’t enough, you felt Hank 3 and his hands touching you everywhere , groping so softly at your hips and sides. Hank 5 kissed you like he’d dreamed about it a thousand times, tongue sliding past your lips so slow and sweet, like you were something delicate enough to break at any moment. You couldn’t help the way your back arched into each of their touches, making you whine softly.

“We need you. Right now.” Hank 5 groaned out, pushing you onto your back. You nodded without protest, letting the Hanks pull off your shirt and slide their fingers under the waistband of your pants, pulling them down slowly until you’re left in your under garments. You felt so exposed like this under them, watching how their eyes ravished every inch of your body.

“Fuck, you’re so hot.” Hank 3 murmured, lips now moving down your neck, kissing every tender mark left by Hanks 2 and 4. You shivered as he pressed a kiss just above your collarbone, making your body feel hot and head fuzzy.

Hank 1 moved to take off his jumpsuit, tossing it behind him without looking. “We should—uh, we should probably lose the rest of our clothes too, right?” he asked, already fumbling at his boxers. The others didn’t even answer—just followed suit, clothes dropping to the floor one by one.

They weren’t shy, but they weren’t rushing either. Each Hank had his eyes locked on you as they undressed, like they were savoring the way your chest heaved and your thighs pressed together. You tried not to stare—but it was impossible.

They were all so different, and all so beautiful. Lean torsos, flushed faces, eager hands. Hank 2 was already hard, and he blushed when he caught you looking. “S-Sorry. Just… kinda excited.”

“Same,” Hank 4 muttered shyly, running a hand through his tousled hair. “You just look… really pretty like this.”

Hank 5 cupped your face gently, thumb stroking your cheek. “Tell us if anything’s too much, okay?” he whispered, eyes searching yours like this moment meant the world to him. “We’ll take good care of you.”

You nodded, already dazed and breathless, unable to say anything but a soft, “I know.” You couldn’t believe this was really happening.

“Okay— I got you… I’ll be gentle, baby.” Hank 5 said breathlessly, his voice cracking with urgency as he pressed sweet kisses to your jaw and collarbone.

You nodded, already dizzy from the sheer intensity of it all. “Please, Hank,” you whispered, and that was all he needed.

He settled between your legs, guiding his thick cock to your entrance slowly, like he was lining himself up with something sacred. “Just tell me if it’s too much,” he murmured again, and then pushed in—slow, deep, his forehead resting against yours as you clenched tight around him.

Your moan was caught against his lips, and he swallowed every sound you made.

Before the delicious haze could fully settle over you, Hank 3 climbed up beside you, already stroking himself, eyes glazed and lips parted. “C-Can I… please?”

You opened your mouth for him without hesitation, and he moaned, “Oh fuck, thank you—” as he slipped his cock past your lips. He wasn’t rough—just eager, desperate. His hand tangled in your hair to steady himself as he slowly rocked forward, matching the rhythm of Hank 5’s slow, loving thrusts.

“God, look at you,” Hank 1 groaned. He was kneeling near your head, pumping his cock as he stared down at your flushed face, lips stretched around Hank 3, and your body trembling beneath Hank 5. “So fuckin’ pretty like this… You gonna let me finish on that face?”

You whimpered around Hank 3’s cock in response, basically telling him you wanted nothing more than that.

Meanwhile, Hank 4 had wedged himself along your side, straddling your thigh, rutting gently against it with a dazed, needy expression that drove you crazy. “I c-can’t help it,” he gasped. “You just feel so good, I just—oh fuck —”

His forehead dropped to your shoulder as he ground against you, moaning softly with each slow thrust of his hips against your skin, warm and sticky with his precum.

And sweet Hank 2– so eager to feel you in any way, kneeling by your free hand, bringing it to his throbbing cock, panting. “Can I…?” he didn’t even finish, just looked at you with big pleading eyes.

You reached for him, wrapping your fingers around his cock, and he gasped like you’d just saved his life. “Oh fuck, oh my god—thank you, thank you—”

You felt fucking insane. All you could hear were five voices overlapping with moans and praise and desperation, every inch of you being touched and loved so sweetly. Every Hank had you in some way, like you were the center of gravity in their world.

Your body rocked with every thrust from Hank 5, slow and deep and so full of love it made your chest ache. His fingers were gripping your warm plush skin, eyes locked on your beautiful face like it was all that mattered.

“You feel… so good,” he panted, hips stuttering as your walls clenched around him. “Better than I dreamed about.”

Hank 3 moaned as he fucked your mouth, careful not to push too far but still overwhelmed by the way your lips wrapped around him so eagerly. “She’s taking me so well,” he choked out, “You’re such a good girl—fuck—”

Hank 1 was close now too, his hand moving fast as he stared down at you. “Gonna make such a mess of you, baby,” he grunted. “Gonna paint that pretty face—can I? Please?”

You tried to nod, your mouth still full of Hank 3, and the groan that tore from Hank 1’s throat was filthy. “Fuck…you’re so perfect.”

Hank 2 whimpered against your shoulder, your hand working his cock faster, slick and warm in your grip. “I’m not gonna last,” he cried out, whole body trembling as he pressed his forehead to yours. “You’re gonna make me come, hah—”

And Hank 4 was losing his mind, humping desperately against your thigh, whining so sweetly with every roll of his hips. “I can’t stop,I can’t—you feel too good—!”

You were just as close, stretched full and fucked open, every inch of your skin burning with sensation. Hank 5 grabbed your hips, fucking into you faster now, messier, moaning your name like it was all he knew. “Come for me—come on, I know you can—wanna feel it, wanna come with you—”

That was all it took. Your orgasm slammed into you like a shockwave, making your whole body seize up. You clenched tight around Hank 5, moaning brokenly around Hank 3’s cock as your vision went white and blurry.

Hank 5 came with a sob, hips pressed flush to yours as he spilled inside you, shaking, pressing kisses to your face over and over. “Loveyousomuch— gonna… gonna put a baby in you—” he panted out.

Hank 3 came seconds later, crying out as he pulled out just in time to finish across your lips and chin, gasping, “Shit…you’re so hot—”

Hank 1 followed, gritting his teeth as he came all over your chest and face, hand still pumping his cock in tight strokes. “Look at you, fuck—look at what we did to you—”

Hank 4 whimpered as his hips stuttered against your thigh, cock twitching as he made a mess across your skin, his voice so soft and desperate. “You’re so amazing—I couldn’t help it…”

And Hank 2? He sobbed your name as he came hard in your hand, biting his lip to keep from crying out too loud. “T-Thank you—oh god—thank you—”

You could’ve died happily right there, in Hank 5’s arms, surrounded by the other panting Hanks who now laid on the bed. Any other person would find this situation suffocating, but it was really quite nice. You felt so at home with the Hanks, as they did with you.

“We’re gonna marry you,” Hank 3 said dreamily.

“I’m gonna be the best dad,” Hank 5 sighed.

“You’re never getting rid of us now,” Hank 1 warned sweetly.

You just smiled, melting between them, sticky and sore and entirely loved.

[hyper-fixates]

Time After Time

Logan Howlett/Wolverine x AFAB!reader (no pronouns/gendered language).

Explicit content (18+)

Word count: 15.2k never let me near him again

Tags/warnings: age-gap due to logan’s mutation (reader’s age not specified), mutant!reader, unprotected sex, teasing, friends to lovers, explicit language, dry humping, storm cameos, fluff, domesticity, the claws come out when he’s close (👁️👁️), detailed descriptions & scenes of nightmares/trauma/PTSD/panic attacks, one (1) ass smack, alcohol consumption, vomiting, biting/marking, angst, soft!logan, creampie, groping/touching, use of “baby” once, aftercare, yearning (kindly let me know if anything was missed!).

Summary: 4 times you end up in Logan’s bed, and the 1 time he does something about it.

Notes: this falls somewhere in between “which could mean nothing” and “we can fix each other” 🫡 (written with a mix of X1 & X2 logan!)

Your heart, despite always being alive and beating, sometimes wakes up before you.

You can feel it before your eyes even have a chance to open. It jolts your sleep-ridden body and collapses your lungs without giving your brain a chance to fight against it. Muscles and limbs feel lifeless and detached from your body, shaking from the sleep that your heart knows wasn’t completely dreamless.

You kick the blankets off of yourself and sit up in a panic, trying to regain some control of your sudden erratic breaths while bringing a lethargic hand to your heaving chest in hopes to ground yourself. It never works.

Maybe your ribs are shrinking and squeezing your lungs, making you delirious from the lack of oxygen, but you know that’s not the case. Your heart feels like it’s being squeezed and broken into a million tiny pieces.

No part of your body feels real, yet you keep your hand on your chest as firmly as you can, trying to focus on controlling the pounding of your heart that’s working so hard with each beat that it hurts. 

“Fuck. Fuck,” you choke out, feeling the tears finally breach and roll down your cheeks as your nervous system catches up to what’s happening.

 Panic. It’s all panic.

You can’t do anything but sit there and let the tears hit the freshly-washed fitted sheet on your bed. So you let it happen. Nothing can stop it.

Trauma is such a fickle thing. One moment you’re fine, and then the next, your heart is screaming at you and forcing your body to process something at 4 a.m. on a random Friday when all you wanted was some goddamn sleep.

There is no choice. Your mind doesn’t give you one.

The tremors subside slowly after a few minutes, giving you the feeling back to your arms and legs, albeit minimal.

You slide to sit at the edge of your bed, resting an elbow on your thigh and setting your chin into your palm with a defeated, yet shaky, huff. 

You look to your window and see that the sun hasn’t even started to rise yet. You’ll be up for the rest of the foreseeable morning, but there’s not much to do so early besides wander aimlessly and think…then think some more. 

You’re confident the professor isn’t even awake at this hour, which says enough about your state. You would typically go visit Storm for some comfort, but she’s been gone fuck-knows-where with Hank and Scott until Sunday at the latest. Thanks, Charles.

A questionable, and probably manic, decision comes to mind. One that’s only two doors down, one over from Storm.

Your impulsive feet make up your mind for you. The cold hardwood floor shocking you further into consciousness as if your heart didn’t do a good enough job.

You tiptoe a couple steps down the hall, forcing yourself to turn and face the large wooden door when you reach it. You just stand there staring at it, unknocking, analyzing the wood grains, suddenly very interested in what type of wood it is and what stain was used to—

“Uh. Are you okay?”

You refocus your eyes onto the man now standing in front of you in the doorway, adorning a barely-zipped school hoodie and black sweats.

“Huh?” You blink a few times, disoriented.

Logan quirks a brow, looking you up and down cautiously. “Are you okay?” He asks again, offering a look of concern—or maybe confusion—that you haven’t seen often. A look that’s never needed to be directed towards you.

You come back to yourself. “But—I…didn’t knock,” you respond, looking equally as confused as him as you point to the door. 

He leans against the edge of the door, face softening. “I could smell you before you passed Storm’s room,” he clarifies, a hint of reluctance in his tone. Oh. 

You feel like a child who has just gained awareness, all too conscious of your situation.

“You’re…awake?” Is all you manage despite probably needing to say much more than that to explain just why exactly you’re standing outside Logan’s room at 4 a.m.

“So are you,” he counters with a curious look. “So let me ask again. Are you okay?” He locks his eyes on yours, probably in hopes to understand why the fuck you’re outside his room at 4 a.m.

“I’m not sure how to answer that,” you say, and it’s the truth. 

You should probably be embarrassed. You show up at Logan’s door unannounced, dressed in a flimsy shirt and matching sweats—thanks, Charles—that can’t fully hide the remaining quivers throughout your body.

Logan pulls his lips together at your admission. You can almost see the wheels turning in his head trying to figure you out.

“Can’t sleep?” He questions, but he knows he’s right.

“Yeah.” You don’t know why you’re making it Logan’s problem, though. Sure, he happens to be awake, but maybe this is all too personal to push on the guy who’s seemingly all pride and no solicitude most of the time.

It’s not that he’s not a good, nice guy, but you don’t know how you would define your relationship, or lack of.

You know each other well enough from existing in the same space over the past couple months, being part of the same “team”, but it’s nothing to call a close friendship like you and Storm. He’s a bit of a rare species in the mansion, not really lingering around.

He cocks his head in a half shrug, the soft points in his hair broken by sleep shake gently with the movement.

“I don’t think I can help you,” he says wearily. “I’m no better. Clearly.” He gestures between you, drawing attention to the fact that you’re both awake. The helpless cannot help the helpless.

“Oh—no, I’m not looking for help. I think I’m beyond that at this point,” you laugh but stop yourself short when Logan doesn’t follow. Tough crowd.

“I, uh, don’t actually know what I’m looking for,” you offer.

You knit your brows together in thought, still wondering why the fuck you’re here. Comfort? Entertainment? Some other unknown third thing?

“I’m not really used to Storm being gone for so long,” you admit. “I just feel…all over the place, I guess.”

Logan considers your vulnerability for a beat, eyes flicking to yours. “I can hear you sometimes,” he says, a knowing—almost sympathetic—look on his face. “We have the same problem.”

You go cold, any expression you had on your face sliding away. You wish the floor could swallow you right now. You know things have been getting worse recently, but you didn’t think anyone could hear that fact. Maybe it shouldn’t come as a surprise from someone who could smell you from down the hallway.

He steps back, pulling his door open further. An invitation.

You don’t move right away. Could this be a false awakening? You’re not sure what you expected when you came to his door, but you also didn’t expect him to open it without you knocking, so you have to suspend disbelief for now. You figured he’d offer a few words of advice and dismiss you, or maybe even tell you to fuck off, but he opened his door wider for you. But you didn’t exactly think any of it through in the first place anyway.

You force your feet to carry you into Logan’s room. It’s not much different from yours; scarce belongings, minimal decor, a small work desk, brown curtains that are drawn back, and a bed. 

“Were you, uh…sleeping before I came?” You sit on the unmade bed, nothing noticeably different from it compared to yours.

He shuts the door quietly, moving to the small desk across the room and filing some scattered papers together neatly.

“Trying to,” he says, keeping his gaze on the desk.

Fucking duh. “Sorry if I disturbed you,” you wince to yourself. 

You see him briefly shake his head at your unnecessary apology. “I had to get up anyway.” His voice is still gravelly from sleep.

It feels like you’re invading his space. But he invited you in. How many others have had the opportunity to be in here? Probably too many. There’s nothing to make this special.

“I’m fucking exhausted,” you sigh, flopping back on his bed defeated. Simply overwhelmed with the uncontrollable repercussions of your mutation.

“Try to sleep. If you want,” he offers, moving to the edge of the bed. “It’s easier said than done, but I have to meet with Charles in an hour.” It’s gruff, but he’s sincere.  

Maybe the professor is awake after all.

You roll your head to the side to look at him. Was he really offering for you to stay in his bed?

“Oh, wow…uh, sure.” It comes off as more of a question, but he quirks his brows in acknowledgment, turning back to the desk and collecting a handful of other miscellaneous papers.

“I have to head downstairs and take care of some things. Stay as long as you need,” he says, zipping his sweater the rest of the way up. Thank God in heaven.

A shy “thanks” is all you manage as you situate yourself on the bed.

Is this fucking weird? You could name a handful of others in the mansion right this second that would kill without hesitation to be where you are. They’d probably kill you specifically to get it. It’s not much of a secret that Logan is the subject of almost all students’ desires. He knows it, too. 

“See you later,” he adds, his lips forming the slightest hint of a caring smile as he sees himself out. You throw one back before the door clicks shut.

Should you be offended that he didn’t stay? That he left so quickly? No, no, he can’t. He couldn’t. Charles is expecting him. The timing is just horrid. But now you’re just…alone…in Logan’s room, expected to sleep because of a random act of kindness in his heart.

Lying in his bed instead of yours is an odd sensation. The sheets and mattress are exactly the same, the pillows are just as fluffy, yet it feels unalike. 

You flop your head on his pillow, tugging the blankets up to your chin. Your fingers graze something by your hip as you settle in, making you push the blanket back down. Leaning over, you see three puncture marks in the mattress, fraying the bedsheet material into feather-soft strands around the deep holes.

Your eyes widen, remembering his words before he invited you in: “We have the same problem.”

Part of your heart fractures for the second time today. Your eyes cross over to the other side of you, seeing a matching set of holes just below the pillow. It’s suddenly easy to understand why no one besides him has been seen coming and going from this room in a while. One day, things just seemed to change. 

Maybe his act of kindness was an act of mercy. Trauma will always find you, and it will make sure you feel it until you either destroy it or it destroys you.

Even the Wolverine isn’t an exception. 

━━━━ ● ━━━━

The gold liquid is gone from the glass as quickly as it was poured.

Your throat clenches and protests the swallow as you try to suppress the urge to gag. You gently set the shot glass back on the counter, watching Storm chase with a piece of lime that does nothing to help the puckered face she makes from the tequila. 

“No more, no more. I can’t.” Your arms anchor you to the counter to stop yourself from swaying too much.

Storm nods, still fighting off the sourness with furrowed brows and a scrunched nose. You giggle at her when she quickly screws the cap back on the bottle, sliding it out of reach.

“You’re a bad influence,” she scolds as she wipes her mouth with the back of her hand.

“No—I’m under the influence,” you counter, a playful smile on your lips. “There’s a difference. You still have your own free will.”

Storm rolls her eyes so hard you only see the whites of them. “We have training tomorrow,” she slurs. “Charles will not be happy if we show up half-conscious.” She rounds the counter to you, grabbing your shoulders for stability, and you do the same.

“He’ll be lucky if we show up at all,” you mumble. 

The dim kitchen lighting embraces the two of you, the rest of the mansion blanketed in darkness with everyone fast asleep—like you both should be.

You close your eyes with a roll of your neck, more giggles falling through your lips as you clumsily grab onto Storm and rock and sway together for a moment, the alcohol quickly catching up to your motor skills. It feels like you’re spinning through time and space, and you’d be lying if you said it didn’t feel fucking euphoric. At this rate, neither of you will be able to make it back to your rooms.

“Am I interrupting something?”

You lose a bit of your balance as you try to find the resonant voice, eyes shooting open. Storm unintentionally startles and stumbles away from you, white hair also jumping from the excitement.

You grab onto the counter again, sucking in a deep breath. “Fuck, don’t do that,” you growl through your teeth, a hand on your chest as you try to calm yourself.

“Don’t do what? Come to the shared kitchen to grab a drink?” Logan huffs a laugh, an amused smile creeps to his lips as he takes in your drunk and shaken state from the entryway.

“Doesn’t anyone sleep in this place?” He mumbles to himself.

“And with that, I’m done for the night,” Storm chuckles, fixing her hair. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” Her eyes lock intensely on yours, index finger firmly poking the middle of your chest to make her point for you to show up to training very clear.

“See you, Logan,” she dismisses, stumbling as she passes him.

Logan shakes his head, still smiling. He steps to the fridge, opening the double doors and plucking a bottle of soda from the bottom shelf. No alcohol is readily available in the communal fridge because, after all, you’re all in a school full of kids, so Storm had to get creative; Scott will be missing a rather large bottle from the now not-so-secret stash in his room.

As the alcohol continues to settle in you, you feel more and more lightheaded as it brings you to a new level of euphoria again. You only know this because watching Logan pop the cap of his drink with mindless ease feels a little more exciting than it would be if you were sober. But you’re not sober, and that’s the problem.

“Not gonna follow Storm?” He asks, taking a generous sip from the bottle as he casually places his free hand on the counter to lean on across from you.

A tight smile forms, mostly to yourself. “I don’t think I can make it down the hall,” you laugh in embarrassment. Maybe that last shot was one too many, and it’s not even fully done working its magic yet.

Logan raises a brow. “Want some help?” There’s no judgement in his tone like you expect. Then again, you don’t know what the fuck to expect from him.

Your already half-closed eyes, blurry and unfocused, meet his hazel ones in interest. Another favour?

It’s been two weeks since he let you sleep off the nightmares in his bed. Two weeks since you learned he’s burdened with them, too. You traced the holes in the mattress over and over before you eventually fell asleep, wondering what—or who—could have hurt him so badly. He plays it off cool; you wouldn’t suspect anything from talking to him. The same could probably be said about you.

“I didn’t know wolverine’s were chivalrous,” you tease.

The yellow hue of the lights dance over the quaffed points in his hair, making them appear sharper than usual. You would never admit it, especially to him, but you adore them. They give him an absurd amount of character that you’d expect a guy like him to not care about. 

You’re not exactly complaining about the fitting grey tank-top he has on either.

“Not overly,” he plays along, taking another mouthful of the fizzy drink. “I like to think I’m special,” he says quieter.

“Maybe you are,” you say as you try and straighten yourself to see if you can stand unassisted.

The world tilts as you stand to your full height, eyes rolling into your head from the wave of dizziness. “Wow, okay,” you say to yourself, squeezing your eyes shut to stop the spinning. How many shots did you have again?

A warm hand presses between your shoulders. “Woah, nice and easy. Nice and easy.” Logan appears by your side to steady you, other hand grabbing your elbow to pull you straight. You wobble in his grip, letting him guide your useless, alcohol-ridden body.

His hand on your back rubs a few small, comforting circles as you work to regain your bearings. He watches your expressions intently, looking for the right moment to get you moving back to your room safe and sound.

Your arm crosses over your body out of instinct to grab the hand he has on your elbow for extra support.

“Are you okay?” He asks. He seems to ask you that a lot.

You lean into him, your shoulder to his chest, and you can feel the blackout creeping up on you like humidity from a thunderstorm—it’s usually too late to do anything once you notice it. 

“I drank a lot,” you laugh deeply, rolling your head onto his shoulder to look up at him.

He looks so much more delicate under the ambient lights—his usual defined features have shifted and melted him into someone that doesn’t look like they should be a feared animal out in the world.

Logan all but cradles you, that same look of concern crossing his features from the night you went to his door. The only difference is that you’ve had a generous amount of tequila—and are currently being kept alert by the hot touch of his hands. That’s new.

“Can you walk?” He holds your squinty eye contact, probably searching for any signs of a coherent thought behind the blissful expression on your face. “Or will I have to carry you?” He muses, a hint of a smile crosses his lips as his hand moves up to gently rub over your shoulders. 

Drunk you likes the sound of anything relating to Logan keeping his hands on you right now. You wonder what sober you would think.

“I’m not gonna tell you no, but it feels like I’m floating in a bubble that won’t stop spinning,” you hum as you let the sensation consume your senses. “I might fly away.” You dip your head back off of his shoulder in amusement as you laugh again. 

“Yeah, you’re fucked up,” he mumbles lovingly. Just like anyone else who’s concerned for your well-being would. 

“Hey, kitty cat—I’m perfectly buzzed,” you emphasize the teasing nickname, narrowing your eyes at him sternly as you bring your gaze back to his in defence.

“‘Kitty cat’? Really?” He snorts. “I think you’re past your bedtime by three drinks,” he remarks back with equal levity.

“Then take me to bed if you’re so concerned,” you sigh dramatically, going limp in his arms to make your point. 

Truthfully, you’re probably past your bedtime by five shots. But he doesn’t need to know that. You just know that you can’t control your limbs like you were able to ten minutes ago.

“Maybe I will.” You don’t see it, but he does his quick little eye roll that you’ve seen pointed towards Scott too many times. 

He slides the hand on your elbow down to the backs of your knees, pulling you up off the floor and into his chest as you fall into the arm that was rubbing your back. 

Oh, so it’s gonna be like that. 

An excited—or maybe shocked—noise escapes your mouth as he adjusts you in his arms. You extend your right arm up and over his shoulder to hug his neck and keep yourself stable.

The trip to your room isn’t one that should take long, but each sway from Logan’s steps goes straight to your stomach in waves of queasiness. It feels like forever before you feel him bend awkwardly to turn your doorknob.

You’re fighting to keep yourself conscious the entire time, not wanting to regret missing the feeling of being in his arms.

The room is only lit by the silver moonlight creeping through the window. It’s hard to distinguish anything through your bleary eyes besides Logan’s look of determination to get you in your bed.

He leans down, shuffling you out of his arms and onto the mattress as swiftly as possible. The care of it all pokes at your heart. 

He silently goes around each corner of the bed adjusting the blankets. It may be dark, but the moonlight highlights the peaks of his shoulders as he moves. Your eyes might be involuntarily half-shut, but that doesn’t stop you from staring.

You’re now probably no better than every other mutant in this school.

“Logan,” you start before you can fully process the foolish thing you’re about to say next.

He rounds the bed back to the side you’re huddled on, looking down on you. “Yeah?” The subtle jingle of his dog tag pierces the quiet that’s lingering in the room.

You part your lips to speak but the words die in your throat. They’re replaced by a flood of saliva that has you sitting up at a speed that shouldn’t be possible for someone as intoxicated as you. You cover your mouth with your hand, feeling your stomach churning and finally rejecting the tequila. 

You suddenly feel very awake.

“Hey, hey.” Logan squats down in front of you with his already permanently-furrowed brows pinched closer together than you’ve ever seen before, a hand coming to your shoulder in concern. “What—”

“Bathroom,” you mumble through your palm, eyes rolling shut at the nausea. 

He doesn’t say another word. He pulls you to your feet by your arms, walking behind you fiercely with his hands gripping your shoulders to guide you to the small bathroom across the room.  

You push the door open, falling to your knees in the darkness over the toilet as the mistakes from the night expel themselves from your body through rounds of coughing and gagging. He lingers in the doorway, keeping an eye on you but still giving you privacy.

“Fuck,” you cough, resting your warm forehead on your hand as you slump against the toilet. That definitely sobered you up fast.

Exhaustion hits you like a truck. “Logan…” you croak from your crumpled position on the tile floor. 

He steps in, bending down again to reach your height. You can barely make out the shadow of him in the fading moonlight.

“Just…help me back to bed,” you groan, reaching for his arm as you use the toilet seat to push yourself the rest of the way up. You stumble against him as you try to make it back through the doorway.

He guides you to the bed the same way he did to the bathroom—steering you from behind.

“I’m gonna get you some water,” he says as you settle back into bed, head hitting the pillow with a quiet thud. “Even though you did this to yourself.”

“Fuck off,” you groan.

You close your eyes, hearing his footsteps fade back toward the bathroom. You hear the tap run for a couple seconds before he’s next to you again, sitting on the edge of the bed. “Drink. All of it,” he says firmly, holding the cup out to you.

You sit back up slowly, no doubt lethargic, an unimpressed look on your face that earns you a raised brow that tells you there’s no room to object.

You finish the cup in four mouthfuls, handing it back to him. “Thanks.”

You fall back onto the pillow, no longer feeling like you’re travelling through space and time.

The clothes you’re in are close enough to pyjamas. There’s no sense in undressing in front of Logan, especially with what you were about to say to him before you were rudely interrupted by the consequences of your own actions.

He returns the cup to the bathroom and you pull the blanket over your waist as you hopefully settle in for the rest of the night. You owe him big time for this. The thought of just how exactly you’ll manage that fills you with anxiety.

You turn on your side, fingers sliding over the mattress with the movement. They graze familiar strands of feather-soft fabric by the pillow.

This is Logan’s room. Are you just that drunk that you couldn’t tell the difference when he brought you in? Or are your rooms just that similar to each other?

You dip a finger in one of the three holes, hearing the bathroom door click shut as Logan makes his way back. 

“Why am I in your bed?” You see him rustling through some drawers of clothing by the small desk, but he stops when you finish your question.

“You can’t take care of yourself tonight,” he says. “You’re too drunk.” He pulls the grey tank-top off, stuffing it in one of the drawers and shutting it.

You sit up at that, head still foggy and tipsy, watching him move to the foot of the bed across from you. You try to focus your eyes on anything but his bare chest and the dark hair that adorns it and trails down past the waistband of his sweats. His hair is somehow even more wild from mindlessly pulling the tank-top over his head.

“Ah. I was gonna ask you to stay anyway,” you reveal, almost whispering the bold confession.

You were planning to ask before the tequila decided to make another appearance, but maybe doing it this way isn’t so bad either. He did all the heavy-lifting.

A modest, tight-lipped smile graces his lips. “I think you still have some tequila to sleep off.”

Whether or not you still have some shots in your system, what you feel and want right now is real. It’s not influenced by anything besides some mild andronitis created by the fact that you share a common struggle.

“Is it…safe? To share a bed?” The most coherent thought you’ve had all night makes him stiffen from your sudden nervous tone. Your body could easily replace the mattress and become a new home for the deep punctures. 

Your eyelids have been fighting against being pulled shut by alcohol-induced drowsiness, yet your eyes are wider than they’ve been all night in this moment.

You’re sat right in the middle of the bed and Logan comes around to the right, sitting on the edge of the mattress to come down to your level.

“You’re just gonna have to trust me.” His eyes are imploring and apologetic all at once. He understands the prospect of even having you here in the first place.

You nod, sliding over to the left to give him more room. 

Logan wouldn’t put you in harms way, you reason with yourself. He wouldn’t risk potentially killing someone, especially a fellow mutant, if he wasn’t absolutely sure of his mental state. But you also don’t really know his demons.

You roll onto your right side, tugging the blanket up to your chin in comfort. “Why haven’t you been given a new mattress?” You ask as he turns to face you in the same position, his half of the blanket resting at his hip.

The bed dips significantly on his side, almost encouraging you to roll over against him.

“Forgot to ask,” he says quietly, running his right hand through his hair to push the shorter strands off his forehead.

From his tone you can decipher that he actually means “can’t be bothered.” It’s a devastating thing to imagine just how many he goes through, anyway. He probably doesn’t see the point in replacing something that will inevitably have the same fate as the others.

There has to be less than an arms length between you two. It’s a surreal situation to be in considering what you thought you knew about him. A recluse. Standoffish. Maybe it’s all a fluke and the alcohol is severely fucking with your perception of what’s actually happening.

“Thanks for everything,” you whisper as if someone else will overhear.

“Get some sleep,” he insists, rolling onto his back. You do the same.

You stare at the blank ceiling for a while, noticing the exact moment Logan falls asleep; his breathing grows slow and his body runs even hotter than before. 

You think about how he could wake at any moment, claws accidentally sliding right through your stomach from a nightmare or two. You imagine all the others that have been in your position—if they felt scared, if they even knew. 

He asked you to trust him, and that should be enough. 

There is a body full of secrets and hurt sleeping undisturbed next to you with the ability to withstand and regenerate from any physical injury, yet there’s something that hasn’t allowed the same to be done for his mind. 

━━━━

The bright amber sun hits your closed eyes through the window, making you roll your head away onto the other side of the cool pillow.

You want more sleep. Your head feels like a bag of bricks and your body feels like it got beat with them.

You stretch a leg out, gently grazing something solid with your foot. Your eyes shoot open, the night coming back to you as you drift into consciousness. Logan. 

You shoot up, bouncing a little from the momentum.

Logan startles next to you, clearly interrupted from a deep sleep. “What the fuck…” he groans, rubbing a hand over his face, not seeming interested in making a move to sit up with you.

“What time is it?” Your eyes bounce around the room looking for a clock.

He grunts, reaching for a watch on the nightstand. “Seven-forty.”

You needed to be in the Danger Room for 7 o’clock.

“Fuck!” You rip the blanket off, almost tripping as you run to the bathroom.

Logan also wants to roll back over and go back to sleep, but he knows he won’t be able to. He doesn’t work like that. So he just lays there, listening to you swear and make a mess of his bathroom as the clattering of fuck-knows-what fills the room. 

The surprise of how well he slept makes him feel uneasy. Although it definitely wasn’t eight hours, it was uninterrupted. He doesn’t want to credit that to you, though. He wants to believe that he’s getting better overall, and maybe he is, so he can’t offer you any flattery in his mind.

Another distant “fuck” escapes the bathroom, pulling him out of his thoughts. You exit a few minutes later, as refreshed and presentable as you could get yourself, and the sight of Logan still in bed makes something in you ache for another moment of feeling him care and tend to you. Maybe that’s your hangover talking.

“Thanks again. I’ll see you around,” you say hurriedly, offering an apologetic smile as you turn the doorknob to leave.

“Good luck with Charles.” It’s a genuine advisory. Fuck. You’ll be so incredibly lucky if he doesn’t give you more than a stern lecture in front of everyone.

You take a deep breath in and slip out of Logan’s room. There’s not a single cut, mark, or scratch on you, just like he promised.

━━━━ ● ━━━━

“I was told it’ll take a day to fix,” Storm explains with a shrug. “You’ll have to find somewhere or someone to room with until tomorrow. Jean already offered to have me stay with her.” A contrite look passes over her face.

You stand outside your rooms, staring in at the remnants of the mess caused by two terrakinetic kids fucking around in the courtyard when they weren’t supposed to be. They somehow managed to throw, or launch, sizeable tree branches right through each of your windows. Of course it wasn’t on purpose, but the Danger Room exists for a reason—to avoid mishaps like this. 

Shards of glass and fragments of wood splatter your floors. The branches are hanging half-way out both of your windows, caught on the window sills and bobbing in the evening summer wind. The kids are extremely fortunate that neither of you were in your rooms when it happened.

“It’s fine. It’s just one night,” you sigh, rubbing your eyes in frustration. You don’t love how quickly your mind picks out who to go to. It’s already nearing 11 p.m., so you have to work fast. 

Storm squeezes your shoulder in comfort. “The living room is always free,” she suggests with a remorseful smile.

But you don’t want the living room. Stiff couches mixed with students clamouring and passing by at the crack of dawn isn’t exactly a recipe for a good nights rest. As if you usually get one, anyway.

“Not a fucking chance,” you laugh. “I’ll be fine,” you say again, dismissing her worries. You wish her goodnight when she steps by you to head towards Jean’s room at the very end of the hall.

You glare at the mess in your room, not daring to step in. The amount of shattered glass everywhere makes the floor look like a body of water from the reflections of the pale moonlight bouncing and refracting off of the jagged shards.

“Fuck,” you spit through your teeth, solely to yourself.

Not even a full week after Logan saw you at your worst, you’re going to go back and ask for the left side of his bed. Shameless.

You don’t have much of a choice; you’re not comfortable having it be anyone else. It’s only because Logan saw you at your worst that you feel he’s the most logical choice. Already having shared a bed with him this week may also have some weight in your decision.  

You take the few self-assured steps to his room, once again standing in front of his door. This time you feel more confident in approaching the Wolverine in his den.

You knock three times, the piercing sound echoing through the hall.

“You start to miss me or what?” A bare chest enters your view. You note the dog tag hanging from his neck again before you find his unyielding gaze full of ambiguity, wondering why you’re here. Again.

You blink at him slowly in hilarity. “Ha, funny. Can I stay with you tonight?” You ask flatly, not thrilled with the situation, but not completely displeased with being here now. “My window—”

“I know what happened,” he interrupts. “Figured you’d go for the couch in the living room.” He looks at you more pointedly with teasing suspicion. 

“I think you know no one would ever willingly choose to sleep out there,” you reason, running a hand over your face in both shame and defeat.

He makes a face that tells you “touché” and you smirk in satisfaction. “If you don’t mind giving up half of your bed again, I would really appreciate it. I promise I’m not trying to make this a habit,” you sigh. Spending the night in Logan’s bed three times in the past month has to be a record for anyone recently. 

“I don’t think it would be a bad habit,” he argues. Oh. “C’mon.” He gives a jerk of his head to allow you in, his tufts of his hair bristling with the quick movement.

“Thanks,” you squeak. He wants you here? 

He shuts the door behind you, following you to the bed that’s clearly already had him in it. The blanket rests in waves on the mattress that remind you of just how human Logan is despite his reputation and image.

“Do you have an early morning?” You ask, slipping under the blanket.

“No. Charles was feeling nice for once,” he raises his tone sarcastically to rag on Charles’ judgement, which has clearly been a much needed one before now.

“Not an early bird?” You roll onto your right side like last time, facing him as he settles on his back with a deep breath. The bed sinks in again where he lays, your body wanting to give in to the laws of gravity and fall into him.

“Fuck no,” he laughs lightly, eyes crinkling around the corners. It’s self-deprecating, but it’s still a genuine laugh. The condescension from it lingers in the air, all directed at himself in a way that tells you he’s thinking about how inconceivably fucked up he is.

The last time he had a decent sleep was when you were drunk in his bed a few days ago.

“People like us don’t usually get the pleasure of a full eight hours,” he notes, sliding his gaze to yours for a fraction of a second.

He props an arm behind his head, the other resting on his chest and idly twisting the dog tag between his fingers. You watch the thin piece of steel slide and flip easily, the chain tinkling with every movement.

People like us.

“You mean mutants,” you state. You see his jaw tense in what little light there is from the half-moon tonight.

You see his brows pull together. “Yeah.” He has a point.

You think about the mutants you know, how they all have some horrific story about their gifts or family, or both. How they either were shamed by society or experimented on like rats. 

The scenarios are endless. If you can think of it, some mutant has probably lived it.

Your heart sinks to the bottom of your stomach. You and Logan are not isolated or special cases, but you’ve already shared a moment of vulnerability with him when you came to his door all those weeks ago seeking solace for the same thing he fights with: the inescapable ability of remembering.

You pull the blanket tighter against you. “I don’t think you’ll hurt me.” 

He turns his head to you, confusion written on his face. “What?” He stops toying with the dog tag.

“Your claws. I trust you.” You didn’t feel like you were in immediate danger that first night, but you want to reassure him anyway. Or maybe you’re reassuring yourself. 

He hasn’t had to say a single word for you to know his nightmares trigger something instinctive and combative that’s been hardwired into his DNA. In this case, it’s his claws needing to find a home in his mattresses, where another body could potentially lay one night. Like yours is right now.

You noticed the lack of holes in this mattress when you first got to the bed. Maybe you mentioning them last time was enough for him to finally request a new one.

Logan knows he shouldn’t make promises he doesn’t know he’ll be able to keep, but he wants to keep you here tonight, so he improvises. He abandons the dog tag between his fingers completely, turning onto his side and reaching to find your hand under the blanket. You meet him halfway, sliding your fingers between his as your palms lay flat on the bed.

A smile tugs at your lips for a moment. He watches your interlinked fingers, observing the size difference, wondering if he really just did that—and why. 

You assume it’s his way of saying “thank you” for your trust when you probably shouldn’t be putting that much into him.

“Does it hurt?” You whisper, pulling your fingers out from his just enough to caress the divets between his knuckles that conceal the claws.

He knows what you’re asking. “Every time.” He softly pushes his fingers back into yours, squeezing a little. 

There’s a deadly stillness in the room despite his window being cracked. You both know you’re one in the same in a way, and that’s a connection that Logan hasn’t let himself experience. Not everyone likes looking in a mirror.

To be truly seen by someone, wholly, without judgement or fear, is what he deserves. 

“What are you?” He asks, rubbing his index finger back and forth along the top of your hand. “Telekinetic? Psychic?” His curious voice grows quiet, hazel eyes fascinated with you and your lack of a physical mutation, at least nothing that he can see.

It never occurred to you that he didn’t know your mutation, or that you’ve never told him. It was never needed, but it seems unfair that you know about his when he wasn’t the one who told you.

“Ha, close.” Your eyes twinkle as you notice how intently he’s listening. “Psychometric,” you correct, watching his forehead crease.

“Sounds like math,” he quips, readjusting his head on the pillow. He’s close enough that you can feel the heat he’s putting off.

You laugh quietly. “No, it’s extrasensory perception. It lets me see the history of any object or person I touch, but only if I accept the energy,” you explain.

You watch his eyes narrow and you know what he’s thinking, so you quickly interject as he begins to pull his hand out from yours. “I need to touch a pulse point to be able to see anything,” you reassure, feeling his fingers slide back against yours. “The heart remembers everything,” you clarify.

The catch? The person’s memories and past stay with you after you see them. It’s become hard to distinguish what memories are yours or someone else’s. They all become intertwined. Good or bad, violent or gentle. You see it all, and then it’s part of you. Forever.

“I haven’t looked. I promise.” 

“Good. You don’t need to see that shit,” he huffs, eyes wandering over your face. He isn’t sure what he’s looking for, but he’s a little startled for the first time in a while.

“I’m sure I’ve seen it all,” you state. It’s probably not far off from the truth. Your gift came when you were all too young, and plenty of time has passed since then for you to rack up this amount of damage from near-strangers and their lives.

“No, you haven’t.” A sure expression passes over him, shaking his head as best as he can against the pillow. 

“Then I’ll count myself lucky,” you say softly. You have no idea what Logan has experienced, but his demeanor makes you want to stay curious. Not everything needs to be known, and you’re definitely not entitled to it.

A faint smile appears on his lips, then it’s gone just as quick. “Get some sleep,” he rasps. He turns onto his back and his hand abandons yours. 

It’s a complete repeat of last time.

Something twinges in your heart, and you don’t like it. What exactly had you expected from Logan? He’s just doing you a courtesy by letting you stay here for the night. Nothing more. And that’s what you should expect: nothing.

The hum of crickets outside eventually lulls you into a dead sleep. It’s heavy and deep, not a single muscle twitching in your body. Logan breathes steadily next to you, a hand on his chest as the occasional snore fills the air.

From above you two might look like you’re transient, only here in this moment for a short time. And, realistically, you are. 

━━━━

Logan was no where to be seen by the time you woke up, and you made quick work to get out of his room. It always feel wrong to be in someone’s space when they aren’t there.

Just like Storm said, the windows in your rooms were fixed the next day. It looks as though nothing even happened.

“Thank fuck,” you mumble to yourself as you step back into your room.

If you ever have to spend another night in Logan’s bed, you might as well wear a shirt that says “yes, we’re fucking!”, even if it isn’t true. You could deny it all you want, but it won’t stop what students would say. Nothing gets past them, even if it’s behind a closed door.

━━━━ ● ━━━━

“Are you fucking Logan?”

You almost swallow your tongue. “Sorry?” Your brows shoot up in surprise, eyes round in disbelief.

“Are you guys sleeping together?” Storm casually asks as she flicks through the T.V. channels, glancing over to you from her spot on the couch.

You’re sat comfortably in an arm chair, suddenly no longer caring what channel she decides on. “Why would you think that?” Technically you were sleeping together, but not like that. It may never happen again, no matter how badly you want it to.

“Things travel fast around here,” she deflects with a cheeky smile. “And, you know, Logan is…Logan.” She shrugs.

You don’t even know what to say to that. Is there a right or wrong answer?

“It wasn’t like that,” you grumble. “He was doing me a favour. As a friend.” It hasn’t even been a full day since he let you stay with him while pieces of your window laid on your floor, and people are already convinced you’re fucking. 

You haven’t even managed a chaste kiss, despite how much as you want to, never mind his dick being balls deep in you.

“Right.” She emphasizes the word, not convinced. Or just pushing your buttons because she can. 

You roll your eyes. “If anything was happening, you’d be the first to know,” you point out. 

She looks back over to you. “I know,” she says with another, more sincere, smile. “You two would be cute, though.” 

You give her some side-eye, not quite sure if you disagree entirely with that statement. Whatever happens, happens. Logan is not something you can control or influence. He does what—and who—he wants, when he wants. 

━━━━

A bolt of lightening strikes you. You gasp, then release a choked cry, eyes flying open as you claw at your chest in terror.

Your throat tightens and you break out in a cold sweat as you sit up. The soft blanket around you feels constricting. Sporadic and short breaths make you heave as your body registers the horrors in your subconscious. 

There was never any lighting. That’s just what the pain feels like.

The muscles in your shoulders and neck tense from your panicked state as your heart struggles to keep a normal rhythm. You yank the blanket off, feeling weak from fear and the onset of tremors. Your whole body gives up on itself as you sob through broken exhales. Your legs have gone cold, lungs shrinking inch by inch with every passing minute. 

You crawl to the edge of your bed, wanting to just get out and leave—the blanket. The bed. The room. Most of all, you want to escape your own mind.

You sink onto the floor when a foot touches the ground, and you realize walking isn’t in the cards right now. You’re shaking too badly to be able to physically move. All your strength is gone, robbed by your memories.

Balmy tears paint your face in determination, making sure no part of you is left untouched by this spell.

You screw your eyes shut, tears still slipping out with ease anyway. Leaning your back against the bed-frame, you curl into yourself and wrap your arms around your knees on the chilled hardwood.

You try to focus on your breathing to at least slow your heart down to a pace that doesn’t hurt.

Wounded cries rip their way out of you, interrupting the breaths you try to steady. A hand touches your arm and you yelp like an injured dog, flailing at the contact as your arms swing out from around your knees in shock.

“Hey, hey, it’s me. It’s me.” Strong hands quickly wrap around each of your wrists to stop your arms from thrashing.

You try to focus your eyes, blurred and stinging from tears, on the person kneeling closely in front of you.

“L-Logan…” you whisper, balling your fists to try and expel the shakes.

He looks like someone who shouldn’t be able to be concerned about another person, yet the look on his face scares you. Brows pinched together in worry, eyes frantic, lips parted from heavy breaths. All because of you.

“It’s just me,” he hushes your cries. His thumbs stroke the undersides of your wrists tenderly, no doubt feeling your racing pulse. 

You feel disoriented. “Wh…how…” 

“I heard you,” he explains, watching you process everything. He drops your wrists when some recognition passes over your face.

“What do you need?” He follows your gaze as it wanders around the room, trying to keep you from spiralling further.

You look at him for a moment. He’s got his white tank-top on, the black sweats, and an intense need to help you written all over him. Fresh tears burn your cheeks as you come back into reality.

“I want it to fucking stop,” you weep, head falling into your hands in shame.

You don’t want him to see you like this, even though it’s a commonality between you two. It’s too intimate. You’d take him seeing you blackout drunk everyday of the year over this.

Then you do remember that it has stopped. Each time in Logan’s bed. There was silence. Peace. For the whole night. For both of you.

“Tell me what you need,” he says firmly, angling his head down to keep your eyes on him, desperately wanting an answer.

“You.” You suck in an agonizing breath to try and collect yourself.

He doesn’t flinch like you expect him to. If anything, his eyes become more pensive, clearly considering something. Then he shakes his head in wariness.

“C’mon. Let’s get you out of here,” he breathes, voice barely above a whisper. The only sound echoing in the room is your wobbly breathes, your body jerking with each one as you enter the aftermath and begin to go slack.

An arm slides behind your back, his hand grabbing ahold of your side while he pulls your legs over his other arm, picking you up off the floor.

He cradles you against him just like he did when you were drunk, carrying you out of your room.

He left your door open when he came in, and you hope no students heard or saw anything. He tilts to grab the doorknob, shutting it without a sound.

You wipe and rub at your eyes as Logan takes a few steps down the hall, quickly getting to where he needs to go when you feel him lean for his doorknob.

You’re sure a few rogue, leftover tears fall onto his shirt before he manages to sit on his bed lightly, you still curled tightly in his arms. 

His hand pushes on your back for you to sit upright on his lap. “Face me,” he encourages, holding onto your sides as you twist around, bending your legs to slide over his thighs and straddle him loosely. 

You look down at him, he looks up at you, feeling the quivers in your body dissipate as you melt further into his lap. A fondness crosses over both of your tired faces. He rests his arms over your thighs, warm hands linking behind your back as you do the same around his neck. 

It’s nothing provocative or seductive. All you can feel is the care and concern rolling off of him in suffocating waves. He wants you to feel safe, and if that means overrunning your senses with his presence, then that’s what he’ll do.

“Got anything to say?” He murmurs, the fallen strands of hair around the edges of his forehead bristle with each move of his head. The rest of his hair fails to fully resemble the cat-like ears he had earlier in the day. 

What does he want to hear? 

You let your head hang a little, your nose almost brushing his. “I have nothing to say,” you assert, fidgeting with the chain of his dog tag at the nape of his neck. 

You don’t necessarily feel embarrassed about him seeing you in such a helpless state, but you don’t want to simply unload your shit on him. So, in turn, you have nothing to say.

“Bullshit.” He almost rolls his eyes. There’s no real threat of him forcing you to say anything behind it. He won’t pry, but he doesn’t believe you.

An offended look overcomes your face, and you almost pull away. You don’t want to feel the humiliation of elaborating on just why exactly you said you needed him in this moment out of everything else. 

“I just…” You roll your lips together in thought, measuring the words you could say but won’t. “Want to sleep. Here,” you sigh. “I don’t wanna go back.” You deflate in his arms, voice wobbly. 

It’s already who-knows what time, and you need to pacify your wired nervous system; Logan simply holding you has already helped with that more than you want to admit.

His mouth quirks up briefly at that. “What happened to not wanting to make that a habit?” His eyes soften as his arms retract from around your sides, letting you slip easily onto his bed from his lap in a moment of calm, or relief.

Habit, if not resisted, soon becomes necessity.

“Special circumstances,” you reason, already pulling the blanket over you while he keeps his place at the edge of the bed, observing you with amusement.

“Seems like you get into those a lot,” he notes, pushing himself off the mattress.

He steps around to the other side—his designated spot—and slips the tank-top off, letting it drop to the floor. You’re not trying to be a freak, but you watch the whole thing.

The flex of his arms and shoulders are out of your mind as fast as they entered as you watch him hook his thumbs in the waistband of his sweats and pull them downright in front of you, not even turning around or to the side to try and conceal himself.

Your eyes widen, then you reel in your thoughts before they get lost at sea. No one who is sane fucking sleeps in sweatpants. Duh.

But didn’t he the last two times? It’s hard for you to remember, but you’d certainly recall if you were face-to-face with the outline of his di—

“It’s rude to stare, y’know.” Logan pulls his lips together, interrupting your thoughts. You try to not eyeball the bulge too hard, but it basically looked at you first. 

The snug briefs do little to hide anything. They hide nothing, actually.

You almost scoff, but the playfulness in his tone tells you he couldn’t give a shit. He probably likes it anyway. From what you know, he definitely does.

“Oh, yeah, like you’ve ever cared about modesty,” you throw back, averting your gaze to the ceiling anyway.

It’s not that he runs around the mansion naked, but he definitely isn’t shy about what he looks like or against showing some skin. You’ve seen and heard enough over the past few months.

You hear a stifled chuckle as he joins you under the blanket without a retort. He knows you’re right. He’s just glad you’re a little lively and alert.

“Will you be okay for the rest of the night?” He brings both hands behind his head on the pillow, propping himself up a little.

“I should be fine,” you say confidently. “The challenge will be getting back to sleep.” You laugh in exasperation. 

It’s always hard to calm down and get back to a place of tranquility after everything has settled with your mind. You’re pumped full of adrenaline and there’s not much that can curb something that persistent flowing through your body.

You haven’t found anything to help with it. Yet. 

“There’s not many people that’ll understand what you go through,” he starts, voice rough with fatigue. “But I do.”

You look to him, sliding an arm under your pillow as you turn on your side. “How do you…help it.” You’re not sure if you phrased that right. It feels crude to reduce something so complex to the likes of a common cold that has an array of over-the-counter solutions. 

“You don’t. It just has to run its course.” He looks to you, wanting to see your reaction. 

It wasn’t meant to be hurtful or insensitive, but he’s not going to lie to you and say that things can only get better and that the worst is over. Especially for mutants, that’s not always true.

Although you don’t know what Logan lives with every day and sleeps with every night, you do know that his capacity for empathy is still intact. Here you are in his bed after all, seeing and indulging in a side of him that many never will. 

You sigh lightly. “We’re quite the pair.” 

A comfortable half-smirk slips over his lips. “I think we’re just fucked up insomniacs,” he suggests with a breathy exhale that’s close enough to a laugh.

You wish you could slide a thumb over the pulse in his wrist and see what’s haunting him, just to understand what happened to the Wolverine, but you’ve learned that doing so usually isn’t worth the price you’ll pay after. If what’s in his head is horrific enough to cause him to go through a couple mattresses a month, then it won’t do you any good either.

“I sleep pretty good with you,” you offer, seeing how he raises a brow in doubt almost instantly.

He sleeps well with you, too. It kind of rattled him when he noticed a pattern of uninterrupted nights and you being by his side. Not a single mattress ruined on those nights.

“Try not to knee me in the stomach tonight,” he deflects with ease. He takes his hands out from behind his head, sliding his left arm under the pillow as he turns over onto his side and closes his eyes. Facing you.

You mentally smack yourself. Multiple times. You didn’t think you drifted that much when you slept. 

“No promises,” you mutter. You catch a small shake of his head before you let yourself join him in unconsciousness as you mirror each others lonely bodies.

━━━━

Your eyes ache—to open, to move, to touch. Enough crying will do that to you.Your eyelids are heavy, but there’s something else weighing down on you. 

A tired groan crawls from your throat as you try to place yourself for a moment. The morning sun is just beginning to shine too brightly for your liking, and you squish your face deeper into the pillow.

You’re still tipsy with sleep, lying flat on your stomach, but there’s something dense and hot resting over your back. 

You prop yourself up on your forearms, giving yourself a minute to wake up. You twist your hips around to sit yourself up, feeling the thing on your back slide down to your waist. 

The blanket pools around your hips, and you feel a hand reflexively squeeze over the meat of your hip in disapproval of your moving. Something in you clenches at the sensation of something invading the area with ease. A spot reserved for intimacy.

Your head quirks to your right, seeing Logan on his stomach with his right arm thrown over your midsection. 

You blink in surprise, staring at his sleeping body. His hair is sticking up every which way, his head half-off the pillow, his side of the blanket not even covering the curve of his ass anymore. It’s endearing to see the Wolverine in such a normal, human state.

But if someone were to walk in, it would look like you two spent the whole night fucking. A lot. That wakes you up a little more.

You peek over at the nightstand behind him and see the time blinking on his watch. It’s already 8 a.m. 

You rest a hand over his shoulder to gently guide his arm off of you, but you stop yourself. Instead, you lightly trace your fingers down his shoulders and upper back a couple times, occasionally scratching softly over the ridges of muscle.

A shiver quickly rolls through his upper body, but your touch doesn’t fully wake him. He knows it’s just you.

It’s the least you can do for him as a thanks for recovering your broken body from the floor of your room and bringing you here when he didn’t necessarily have to.

It almost feels like instinct to offer comforting gestures to him. There’s something inside you that just pulls to him. You want to be the one that can give him comfort and help him put himself back together. 

You want to be the only one.

━━━━ ● ━━━━

There’s a shadow that’s been following you around the mansion. 

As soon as you stepped out of Logan’s room that morning a few days ago, it started. 

This shadow likes to be nosy about what you’re doing. This shadow likes to be in your space. This shadow wants to be in your space. And he is.

No one has seen Logan out around the mansion this much, including you, and that’s how you noticed he’s basically been attached to your hip ever since he decided your back was a comfortable armrest. 

He’s always just there, like a stray cat begging for food or affection. There to entertain you, banter with you, indulge you, in any way he can, including now as you trail back inside the mansion well behind Storm from an evening walkabout in the garden.

“No smoking in the courtyard,” you sing as you pass him carelessly, not even offering a glance to him in interest. 

You like playing this game. Whatever it is. Constantly poking and prodding at each other to see what you can do to get the other to break in some way, no matter how slight. 

Your heart flutters and flips every time; maybe from the thrill of it all, maybe from the arousal you get from the tension. You hope he feels everything, too.

He turns his head to watch you cross into the entryway. “Blow me,” he throws back playfully through a thick puff of smoke, leaning against the brick wall with a cigar pinched between two fingers.

You suppress a chuckle, keeping your unwavering pace. “Yeah, you wish!” You yell over your shoulder. You know he hears you. He wouldn’t let himself miss it.

Logan smirks and shakes his head in amusement, always impressed with your quick rebuttals that occasionally tent his jeans. He takes one last drag out of spite before following your footsteps inside. 

You have become, by definition, friends…in a way. Even if you sorely cross the line into other territory more often than not. Sexual innuendos and friendly flirting can only go on for so long before the underlying intentions and meaning reflects real desires. 

It’s evolved into more than just borrowing his bed a couple times or helping each other out. It’s surpassed the fear of whatever habit you were afraid of forming from doing so. It’s become a dependency to get that adrenaline high from simply riling each other up.

You have an assumption that if you were to end up in Logan’s bed again, somehow, there will be a point of no return that you’ll be faced with. There aren’t many more excuses that can be used for explaining to yourselves why you’re together in bed before you have to recognize the truth.

That platonic line is being stretched too thin, and you’re not sure how much farther it can go.

━━━━ ● ━━━━

“How’ve you been sleeping?”

“Fine. You?”

“Could be better.” Logan hides his smirk, but you can hear it in his voice.

You narrow your eyes skeptically as he fishes around in the fruit bowl sitting in the middle of the kitchen island.

“How so?” You ask. Your legs swing leisurely as you sit upon the chilled countertop on his left, idly waiting for Storm to show up and go with you to training.

A smug, tight-lipped grin flashes across his face, a green apple rolling around in his palms before he puts it back. “You could be there,” he provokes, his eyes bright.

It’s your turn to raise a brow at him, but you can’t stop your smile. “Oh?”

He turns to you, tenderly grabbing the tops of your thighs and parting them slightly to stand between your legs.

This isn’t the first time he’s done this, and he knows it rouses you in all the right ways. But, neither of you will do anything about it. Not even a brief kiss.

“Come on,” he goads, planting his hands down next to your hips, bringing himself in closer as he bears his weight on his arms. “You scratch my back, I’ll scratch yours.” He sways his head side to side to emphasize his point.

Fuck. That’s good. 

That may be exactly what you did for him, but it’s now a figure of speech for something else entirely. It’s almost impossible to argue against either way, as if you want to. This is what you’ve been patiently waiting for. 

You put your hands over his as you lean back a little to put some distance between you. “How sweet,” you hum.

His eyes flick from yours to your lips one too many times before you continue. “You start to miss me?” You tease as you lean forward again, echoing what he said to you the night your window got smashed in.

“Smart-ass,” he mutters as you laugh quietly. The tips of your noses barely graze each other as he steps in closer again. You’re almost at the same height like this. 

“Save me the left side,” you advise, bringing your hands to his shoulders as you fondle his white t-shirt between your fingers. You’re so close, and he’s already so warm against you just like this.

“Always do.”

━━━━

You want to rip your heart out of your chest from how hard it’s pounding against your ribs. It’s almost throwing you forward with each heavy beat.

Three resounding knocks fill the hallway as you shuffle on your feet, waiting for Logan to open the door.

It feels like you’re doing something bad. Something parents would warn their kids against. Something greatly envied.

Everything inside you feels on fire. Your thoughts, desires, anxiety, all jumbling together into one distorted state of mind and body.

“Ah, welcome back.” His sarcastic tone makes your face go hot. A satisfied smirk crosses his lips as he runs a hand through his shaggy, unstyled hair. 

You shake your head, pursing your lips. “Knock it off.” You gently shove at his bare chest. Misbehaviour already. But are you really surprised?

Logan grabs your wrist, delicately guiding you into his room. “You enjoy it,” he says lowly, quickly shutting the door as soon as you’re in. 

“Maybe,” you hum in response, pulling away from his grasp and seeking out your side of the bed. Logan follows closely behind, giving your ass a light smack in encouragement before he cuts away to his side while you jolt in shock, a stunned look on your face as you whip your head around to him across the bed.

“Oh, really?” You scoff. He’s biting back a smile, not moving until he knows what you’ll do next. He’s never gone that far before.

“I’m sorry, that was rude—how can I make it up to you?” He almost chokes on a laugh, pulling his dog tag back and forth along the chain while he considers you.

This Logan is very different from the one you were met with the first night he let you in his space. This one is attentive and exuberant, yet he hasn’t given you much up until this point right now. You’ve gotten way too comfortable with him without even doing anything to you. 

In this moment, he isn’t the brooding, animalistic Wolverine many see him as. He’s just Logan—for you. 

You watch him carefully, easing yourself onto the bed. “Get in the fucking bed,” you slap his side of the mattress with a thump of your palm. “And do what you promised earlier,” you stare pointedly at him.

He owes you that “you scratch my back, I’ll scratch yours” favour he decided to pull out to get you here. 

“Mm, alright, alright,” he surrenders, a look of amusement still on his face as he kneels onto the bed. “I thought of a pretty good idea for it,” he says softly, crawling to sit next to you on top of the blanket as the bed-frame creaks with the added weight.

Your shoulders almost brush against each other. You shift, turning your body fully toward him. “Oh? Wh—woah!”

You squeal when his strong hands latch onto your sides, lifting you just enough to pull you over his legs to plant you on his lap. He leans back against the headboard, pulling on your thighs so you straddle him tightly. 

He looks devilish when you catch his gaze again, and you know what’s coming. What’s been coming. Your hands find their places on his shoulders, warm and taut, as his hands hold your hips. 

The bond between you will culminate tonight. It will be wrapped in a blanket and trapped between two alike souls that lie heart-to-heart in the dead of night. It will be perpetual.

The heat of him between your legs makes you restless. It’s just you, him, and the darkness in the quiet room you’ve become too familiar with.

“Logan…” you trail off bashfully when you feel something firm through his sweats poke against your cunt. It clearly doesn’t take much to excite him.

“Hm?” He takes you in for a split second, hands running from your hips up to your chest leisurely with a sharp inhale, not yet completely bothered by the fact that you have a shirt on. 

You suck in a shaky breath when your hips accidentally shift over his bulge from his hands pushing and pulling over you.

“What’s the idea?” Your voice wavers.

You know what it is. He knows that. You just want to hear him say it and fill the silence.

“Something I’ve wanted for a while,” he murmurs, eyes hyper-focused on you. 

Your fingers dance their way to the sides of his neck, brushing along the supple skin while you feel muscles and tendons flex with every slight movement. You subtly press the pad of your index finger against the pulse point right under his jaw, just to ground yourself and truly feel that Logan is there in front of you. 

His pulse is steady but hard, much like yours, and the prickle of energy festering against the finger almost makes it go numb from not accepting it into your body. 

“Show me, then.” You smile sweetly, leaning in closer while you tilt his head up with the hand under his jaw, your finger slipping from his pulse and caressing over the dense, coarse hair along his cheek.

Your noses bump while your lips part in anticipation. His eyes flutter as he falls into you and frantically claims your mouth in an unbreakable kiss.

The first kiss. Nothing could tear him from you in this moment.

Your hands cradle his cheeks, keeping him from pulling off too far. His hands scratch and paw at your back, trying to find a way to somehow get you closer against him.

It’s all a little messy, your lips mostly just mashing together without any rhyme or reason, but neither of you care. You only care about how electrifying it feels to finally have Logan and feel how perfectly connected you are together after all these nights. You go together like a key and its lock.

“Logan,” you pant when his mouth releases yours for a fraction of a breath. The seconds between kisses dwindle the more you take from each other.

Your thighs tense as he pulls half an inch away just to reconnect more crazed as his lips lock over your bottom one aimlessly. Something deep inside you trembles and aches.

He grunts, accidentally sucking the tip of your tongue briefly before slotting his lips back over yours in an apology. “Hold on,” he mumbles in a rush against your parted lips. He knows what you’re asking—or trying to ask. He snakes an arm up along your spine and wraps the other around your waist.

Then the world is tilting.

He drops you on your back on the bed from his lap, hovering over you as he distracts you with harsh but pleasing kisses and wet bites along your neck, settling his hips heavily between your thighs. You squirm and feel how bolts of arousal are making your cunt pulse involuntarily. 

Logan groans. “Fuck—I can smell it. I smell you.” He slowly grinds his hips into yours almost reflexively. He squeezes his eyes shut, and you tip your chin up to press a chaste kiss to his slick lips. 

“Taste…if you want to,” you propose, lightly scratching up and down his shoulders and arms, only enough to leave faint red lines for a couple seconds.

Logan’s eyes almost roll into the back of his head before he gives it a small shake, a conflicted look overtaking his face. “Of course I fucking want to, but—fuck—next time. I promise.” He swallows whatever you were going to say with a deep kiss that has you nearly shaking when he sucks on your bottom lip. 

“Let’s just take things easy,” he says roughly, bearing his weight on his left arm while he tries to get your sleep shorts and underwear off.

A promise of a next time makes your brain go fuzzy like static.

“I’ll hold you to it, then,” you resolve, lifting your hips as much as you can for him to lean back and pull away to wrestle your clothes the rest of the way down your legs, discarding them just as quickly.

“I hope you will,” he breathes through a small laugh as he shuffles on his knees. He doesn’t want to completely overwhelm you and scare you off, he just wants to enjoy you in a simple way that won’t entirely ruin you for tomorrow.

He doesn’t know what you can or cannot handle, but he’s going to find out.

The fresh air in the room brushes cooly against your wet cunt. It’s a nice contrast to how fiery your whole body feels, but Logan feels even warmer than you somehow. Maybe wolverine’s just run hot.

His sweats have ridden down his hips from his desperate grinding against you, and the dangerous cut of his v-line grows more and more narrow as the waistband teases the reveal of what’s underneath.

You watch him—palming his dick once as your knees sway side-to-side in waiting. His thumbs hook under the stretchy fabric, working what remains of his clothes down his sturdy thighs.

“It’s rude to stare.” He pops a brow, a smug, arrogant grin quirking his lips.

You push yourself to sit up, considerably shorter than him in this position as he stands on his knees, and walk two fingers up his toned stomach to his chest, avoiding the hard cock between you. 

He looks at you with curiosity until your hand grabs his dog tag in a fist, pulling it towards you. “Then stop showing me your dick,” you say as he leans in to your pulling a little to not have the chain break away.

You knew the night Logan dropped his pants in front of you and let you eye-up his bulge would come back to haunt you. But it’s alluring. Big. Curves a little to the left, barely noticeable. A respectable amount of hair decorates the space between his bellybutton and the base of his cock.

He gives in to the tension on the chain, falling back to the mattress with you and trapping you between his arms as his cock rests heavy on your clit.

“How about I find somewhere to put it?” His smile pushes a whole new wave of arousal from you.

“It would be a damn shame if you didn’t,” you say against his mouth, giving your hips a roll just to tease him before hugging his waist tightly with your knees.

“Good.” He gives you a strong kiss with a small grunt, running his hands over your sides under your shirt. The movement pushes it up, up, up, until you have no choice but to stretch your arms out above you and let him slide it off between more thoughtless kisses, leaving you entirely bare.

He lets you breathe for a moment, dipping his head to bite and suck marks along your collarbones messily. You squeeze around his hips harder, trying to get him to give you something other than his scratchy cheeks rubbing against your skin and the chilled steel of the dog tag dragging over your chest.

The tip of his cock falls and catches over your clit when he moves lower, licking and sucking over your chest like a starved animal finding food for the first time in a week. You gasp from the mixed sensations.

“C’mon, kitty cat, you can do all this while inside m-me,” you say breathily, fingers digging into his shoulders to stop yourself from trembling too much. 

Logan bites over a nipple before pulling himself back up to look at you. “Is that a promise?” He says lowly, that stupid smirk gracing his face again.

“Try it and find out,” you demand, enjoying the sting of the deeper bites blooming on your torso.

He purses his lips, shifting his weight back onto his knees to grab ahold of his cock to angle and guide it in.

“Hm, guess no lube is needed,” he muses when he gets a look at your cunt, sparing you a glance through his lashes.

You roll your eyes shut when your whole body lights up red-hot. “Jesus fucking Christ, Logan,” you slap a hand over your eyes as you grimace. You don’t want to be that aware of your naked self right now.

He suppresses whatever expression was about to cross his face when his cock notches itself between your soaked folds, teasing your hole with the blunt tip. His brows pinch together and you forget the embarrassment from his crude remark.

But he leaves his cock like that, on the precipice of sliding the rest of the way in with a snap of his hips. Instead, he carefully uncurls his upper body to crawl his way back up to you while holding his hips deathly still.

“Alright, stay with me,” he whispers against your neck when you moan, pressing a tender kiss to your rabid pulse in reassurance. 

“O-okay,” you sigh, running a hand through his hair and tugging at the roots while the other squeezes around his arm as best as it can. You’re not even really sure what he’s saying.  

He kisses up your cheek and over to your lips again. You try to keep up with his quick mouth, licking and sucking whatever part you can get ahold of, but you’ve become lost in the feeling of him all over you. 

He’s in your mouth, on your chest, against your stomach, nudging your cunt. Everywhere.

He slips his tongue over yours, securing your lips together at the same time he pushes his cock in halfway. Now you understand what he was saying. 

The lightheadedness from being filled, even just a bit, almost makes you lose yourself. The stretch makes your stomach drop, your legs shake, and your mouth fall open with a whine. 

“A-ah—fuck. Fuck, Logan,” you whimper, fisting his hair with both hands to stop yourself from falling apart.

He groans, either at the grip you have on his hair or how good your cunt feels already, and runs a hand up your left thigh in comfort as you squeeze around his hips tighter to draw him in. 

“Just a bit more,” he soothes, trying to resist the urge to slide into you in one fell swoop. It would be so easy to just let his hips fall into yours and fill your cunt.

Another heated kiss, another few inches. He works his cock into you the rest of the way with ease. You guess the lube thing wasn’t really a joke. His hungry, needy kisses may have also helped with that.

You choke on your gasps, not wanting to get too loud, and Logan does the same. He tries to muffle both of your moans with his mouth, attempting to form complete kisses, but it just turns into you panting against each other as he finally bottoms out, hitting his end. 

Your legs relax around his waist as he deftly rocks his hips in small thrusts to get you familiar with his size, his small grunts filling the air each time you swallow him whole.

You let out a deep breath, dropping your hands back to his tense shoulders. He lines your jaw with soft kisses, fisting the blanket in his hands beside your head.

“Fuck. Already feels too good,” he moans, pressing into you harder and unintentionally rubbing himself over your tender clit.

You smile, squirming while he works down your neck again. “Best of luck,” you huff, amused at the fact that he might not last as long as he wants to.

He brings his face back to yours, a completely blissful expression controlling his features, but there’s still some mischief in his hazel eyes. “Oh? Yeah?”

You hold each other’s gaze, both equally dazed and overwhelmed, and he draws his hips back and pushes into your wet cunt with a complete, strong thrust. The sound of his pelvis hitting against the backs of your thighs makes him laugh in pleasure and satisfaction when you instantly roll your eyes and head back.

Your cunt quivers, gripping him tight, and then it’s Logan’s turn to lose composure. He drops his head to your chest, managing a few deep breaths as he slowly pulls out halfway just to push right back into you, over and over. 

It’s a pace that isn’t quite pure, mindless fucking, but it’s also not somewhere near earnest love-making. It’s something that feels specifically curated for you. Something that feels measured and sincere. 

The strength of his thighs hitting against yours pushes you up the mattress a few inches, and you don’t know whether to gasp or moan. He reaches somewhere deep inside you, and you know he can feel that, too.

A helpless groan slips through Logan’s lips. “Where have you fucking been, huh?” He muses through shaky breaths, the determined plunge of his cock hitting something that makes your muscles tense throughout your body. 

Your fingers tangle in the hair at the base of his neck, keeping him close. “Two doors down,” you giggle, understanding that’s not quite what he was asking.

“Fucking smart-ass,” he grumbles, silencing any further rebuttals with a wet kiss. You don’t think you could manage much more of a conversation even if you wanted to.

The silence is quickly filled with obscene sounds that only seem to leave you wetter and Logan throbbing. You can hear your bodies connecting through your gasping for air and his choked moans, and you can feel the mess you’re making all over him. It’s smeared along the inside of your thighs from how deep he’s been hitting. The squelching only seems to make him fuck into you harder.

Something inside you starts to grow tight and wind up in your core, making you repeatedly clench around him while his cock strokes all the right spots inside you as he makes sure he’s fucking himself in to the base. He doesn’t deprive you of anything. 

He drops his head to your neck, wedging his face in to latch onto the spot right where your neck starts to slope into your shoulder. The dense muscle there gives him something to basically chew on, sinking his teeth in as deep as he can without drawing blood.

“H-hah, Logan,” you whine, tilting your head into the side of his and squirming from the pleasant sting.

You feel his arm move beside you, then you hear the sound of tearing fabric as he gives a particularly brutal snap of his hips, followed by a deep groan against your skin.

You can barely form any thoughts, but you can guess what just happened. If he pulled his hand back, three long, slim holes would probably be where his knuckles are right now.

“Fu-uck, Logan, you just got t-this mattress,” you laugh a little, your words choppy from how hard he’s driving into you now.

He draws back from your neck, seeing your half-lidded eyes trying to focus on him. “Can’t always control it,” he reasons, giving you two short, fleeting kisses as you hear his claws retract from the innocent mattress. 

You see the double-edged sword. You can guess that that’s the same explanation he would probably use for the nightmares. It can go either way, and now you’ve seen both sides.

“It’s okay,” you say in a hushed tone. You cradle his face, and he rests his forehead against yours. “Keep going…keep going,” you coax, face scrunching from your nearing orgasm.

You can feel it in your toes, your stomach, your shoulders—you’re tightening up everywhere, and he can undoubtedly feel it in your cunt as you pulse around him. It grips him just right for a couple seconds before relaxing completely and leaving him to chase for more.

“Keep squeezing me like that and you’ll get whatever you want,” he offers, fighting to maintain his steady pace for both your sakes.

You almost whine, knowing whatever your body does is beyond your control at this point.

“Just—inside.” You can’t even string together a full sentence anymore, but the urgency and stress on the last word makes Logan’s ears perk up.

He presses a soft kiss to your clammy forehead in acknowledgment, the muscles in his arms straining and flexing as he grabs ahold of his own orgasm after a particularly inviting flutter of your walls.

You’re both walking the line, teetering on the edge of utter euphoria, and you know nothing will be the same after. You don’t want it to be. You hope it isn’t.

He reaches an arm back, sliding his hand up your thigh again and slotting it behind the bend in your knee. He pushes forward—only slightly—bringing your leg closer to your stomach to stretch you open for him.

His cock brushes over something new. Something that makes you bite your tongue. The angle lets him fit perfectly against you, not hindered by the flesh of your thigh stopping his hips.

You want to cry from how good it all feels. You want to be suspended in this feeling forever. You want Logan to—

“Focus, baby. Focus on me,” he coos, bringing you back to reality. He holds the side of your head with his other hand affectionately. “Come on…come on, I know you’re almost there,” he encourages with a quick kiss that goes straight to your stomach.

The burn in your thigh from the stretch can’t overpower the sparks of your orgasm, and Logan just fanned the flames with a few little words.

You come with a broken sob, convulsing around his cock while he fucks you through it, submitting to his own orgasm only seconds after with deep, shaky breaths as he empties himself inside your cunt.

He doesn’t pull out or pull away. He relaxes on top of you, sweaty and sticky with cum, and he places the barest whisper of a kiss on your chin, your parted lips, your nose, and then your forehead. 

Your ears ring from your orgasm, eyes still slightly out of focus. Your body trembles from your muscles finally releasing the tension they’ve been caught up in. 

You desperately suck in air, trying to calm your pounding heart, and you just lie there and let Logan walk your body through a cool-down. Soft kisses. Soft touches. Soft looks. Between sweat, cum, and whatever else.

He rocks a little on his knees, weak from his release, and carefully pulls out of you with a huff as he caresses your stomach and thighs appreciatively to wind you down. You get a good look at him. Not a scratch. His hair tells a story, though—one where he’s completely possessed by bliss. 

You probably look like you survived an animal attack.

“Are we even?” Logan says through a kiss against your stomach.

A mindless laugh crawls from your throat, caught up in the feeling of his hands rubbing circles over your hips. “I think I still owe you,” you argue, resting your hands over his as they travel smoothly up your side.

You’ll find a way to make everything up to him. Including the sex. The scale is now tipping to his side too much. All the nights spent in his bed, what he’s done for you, what you’ve done for each other, may just be immeasurable, but that won’t stop you from finding a way to get him back for it all. 

“We’ll figure it out,” he mumbles, snaking back up your body and pressing himself against you. Face-to-face. Chest-to-chest. 

You mindfully run your hands over the sides of his head, trying to tame his hair and style it back to how it was earlier in the night. It doesn’t work. He enjoys it anyway.

“Do I have the pleasure of staying here tonight?” You ask rhetorically, enjoying the warmth of him on top of you against the brisk air creeping in from the cracked window.

Logan blinks. “You can stay every night.” 

A loving smile springs over your face. This may be the beginning of the end to your troubles and worries.  

You—maybe foolishly—trust him. You trust that he won’t accidentally bury his claws in your side during the night, but you’ve had impressive luck with that up until this point. The only thing you can do now is continue to push that luck.

Healing isn’t linear, and you can’t expect someone to fix you, but everyone finds their thing at some point. 

You slither your hand down to his neck, index finger grazing over his pulse again. You feel the energy biting against you.

Your lips graze over his, tempting him to give you a slow, deep kiss. “Can I have the left side?” Rhetorical, again.

Logan chuckles against your mouth. “Always.”

[rhodi-rwn]

I've been seeing a lot of boyband AUs for the Hanks ever since I posted this and I AM GOING FERAL YES YES I LOVE IT I NEED MORE GIMME

THE HANKS BOYBAND AU WHEN??

NOW!! In this AU, they're still into sports, but it's more for additional fan content. Their main gig would be boyband

‌Five guys who came to a singing competition separately then met each other by accident. Extremely amazed by the fact that they're all named Hank and decided to perform together

This was impromptu, so they didn't get much practice before the actual performance

‌It wasn't great with how uncoordinated they were, but the judges thought they were cute so they decided to keep them and make an official boyband out of them (hell yeah pretty privilege)

All of them are vocalists, duhh‌

Their record label (Red Bowl) tried to play favourites, especially at the start, but all of them spoke out about equal line distributions and the label eventually chilled tf out when the fans backed them up

‌Hank 1 has an angellic falsetto, hits the highest notes too

‌Initiates crowd interaction the most

‌Would be the most victimized of Hank 4 and Hank 3's antics. One moment, he'd be singing his lines, showing off his vocals then the next, his pants would be down and Hank 4 and Hank 3 are scurrying away

‌He's dressed the most comfortably in concerts. Anything warm and fuzzy to beat the cold night air. Orange sweaters that are long enough to give him tiny sweater paws are his favourite

‌Great at catching things the crowd throws at him.

‌Once caught an ushanka. Always wore it in concerts ever since. Never stopped talking about it in interviews

‌All the Hanks tend to share clothes, so some of them had paparazzi shots of wearing the ushanka

‌Under Hank 1's watchful eye of course. It's one of his most prized possession

‌Hank 2's voice is softer than the others, and Red Bowl left it that way for a long time

‌He's given the least lines in songs. After the backlash though—the loudest from the other Hanks—Hank 2 was given more lines and his mic got turned up a lot more

‌So instead of just standing in one place to sing his measly two to three lines, Hank 2 got to shine a lot more. The other Hanks were happy about this, especially Hank 4

‌Really gained a lot of confidence after being given more lines

‌He'd play an acoustic guitar on the band's more slower songs, usually took the lead in them with how soft and sweet his voice is

‌Plays the rhythm, follows Hank 3's lead

‌A fan once threw their underwear at him and it got caught in his guitar

‌Freaked out and threw it back into the crowd, Hank 3 and Hank 1 were laughing their asses off

‌Had a phase where he wore suspenders with pretty much every outfit

‌Hank 4 has a lot of excess energy and great coordination, so on some songs, he'd be playing the drums, even on songs he had a lot of lines in

‌When he's not doing that, he's usually running around on stage while the other Hanks are singing, often chasing or is being chased by Hank 3

‌Hank 4's the youngest of the group, so he was given more leeway on the things he did

‌Not that the other Hanks weren't given a lot of leeways—they were too cute, they got away with pretty much everything

‌Dresses in tank tops or crop tops, has the most piercings

‌Tried that spinning guitar trick once, hit his nose

‌Has a lot of water fights with everyone on stage. Mostly with Hank 5 and Hank 3.

‌Slips on stage a lot because of this

Weirdly accident-prone despite how agile he is

‌Had a bad boy stage—didn't last long with how much of a sunshine he is, but the edits went hard

‌Runs a secret fan account. He's seen everything from the edits to the fanfics

‌Die-hard shipper as much as his fans are, as if he's not part of the band himself. That's what the secret account is for

‌Hank 3 ocassionally dresses in tank tops, he ripped the sleeves off himself. Baggy enough to show himself off

But mostly he'd wear fitted t-shirts. Owns a blue one that's been customized by a fan, with a syringe going through a heart painted on it

‌Silver necklace, eyebrow piercing, tongue piercing. Lots of silver rings

‌Would make a jerking motion with the mic—immediately regrets it when he spots a relative in the crowd. Hank 2 smacks him on the head for this, but he keeps doing it anyway

‌This eventually rubbed off on Hank 5 who initially did it ironically, but started to do it out of muscle memory

‌Hank 3's a FREAK on stage. Hank 4's a second runner up, but he's more into bothering the other band members

Hank 3 crawls on stage. Yes.‌

"This is a family show!! ...Or is it??"

‌Lead guitarist, obvs. Has all kinds of stickers in his guitar—all of them have stories behind them

‌Was the one who hyped up Hank 4 to do the guitar trick, he felt bad when he saw blood leaking from his nose

‌Didn't clean the blood off his guitar because he said it looked sick, but eventually gave in after Hank 2 and Hank 5 pestered him

Hank 5 hits the lower notes

‌Bassist!! Owns one that's a deep shade of fuchsia

‌Trips on his own cord a lot

‌It's not that he's unaware of his surroundings, he just hets carried away in songs that he jumps around too far and forgets about the cord still being there

‌Second one to initiate crowd interactions, loves reading signs no matter how unhinged it is

‌Like Hank 1, he also loves catching gifts from the crowd. He got a little sage green scarf and he's rarely seen without it on his person, whether it's wrapped around his neck or tied around one of his belt loops

‌Incredibly outgoing onstage, bashful as hell in interviews

‌Watches fanmade videos and edits with Hank 4. Once stayed up all night on the tour bus binge-watching it with him.

‌Hank 5 and Hank 4 were lethargic the whole practice because of this. The other Hanks found them napping on a makeshift bed—which is just a bunch of amplifiers put together

Y'all can probably tell what the inspiration of this was lmao. Might do a part 2 sometime in the future

[onyxluvjiro]

Hanks x reader

18+ minors dni

gender neutral reader

reader has a pussy

cute fluff at the end

kinda short but deal with it

When it comes to the Hanks, it was difficult to predict what would happen and when. There was never a moment when you were left alone, with five lovers you were constantly busy with at least one of them if not all five.

which is how you ended up here, laying back on your bed, fingers tangled in hank 2’s hair as his tongue dips deep into your sex, nose nudging at your clit. Your back arching as four more sets of eyes watch you fall apart due to their friends' ministrations.

You can’t help your hazy eyes drift over to hank 5, and how pretty he looks fisting his cock watching the scene in front of him. And just like hank 5, the other four were doing just the same, but before you could distract yourself more with your other lovers, hank 2’s lips wrap around your clit, sucking as two fingers slip into your warm heat.

You cry out in pleasure, looking down at him as your thighs trap his head right where he wanted to be, face and fingers stuffed against your sopping cunt. his tongue speeds up, lapping at your clit as the two fingers curl so deliciously in your tight hole.

Only a few moments later your high comes crashing down on you, the haze of pleasure making your eyelids stick together as various groans echo through the room. You couldn’t tell what was happening until you were face down on the bed, the tip of one of your lovers cocks slowly slipping into your hole.

You must have been squirming away, or whining in protest, cunt still sensitive, but you were quickly hushed, a hand lifting your head up. Your hazy eyes meet a bundle of bright orange hair and a cute pale face dusted with red.

“you can take it baby, i know you can do it. be so good for us mkay? can you do that for us?”

You must nod along to his words cause in a moment, what seemed to be hank 1’s cock presses into your cunt, a squelching noise followed by a deep moan from the man behind you. You follow suit, a whine leaving your lips as you nuzzle your cheek into a plush thigh, most likely one of your boyfriends sitting there to comfort you.

An embarrassing echo of your sloppy cunt getting fucked echo’s throughout the room, the feeling of hank filling you so well, his cock long and thick, a perfect length and width to press into all your good gummy spots.

You don’t know how many times you cum, mind filled with pleasure and love for these five adventurous lovers to count. Positions flip multiple times, a cock placed in between your lips followed by a gentle rocking of his hips as to not hurt you.

God you loved them.

they were so gentle with you, bringing you to the brink over and over again while also filling you up with their own love. you couldn’t ask for more, or anything better.

But after some point, your body covered in sticky sweat and other fluids, you find yourself laying against a chest, resting in the bathtub as the shower next to you runs.

“hey lovely, glad you could join us.” You hear and feel a chuckle from behind you, glancing up to find hank 3 bathing with you. You smile, bright and happy, a content feeling washing over you as you see your other three boyfriends taking turns showering, the fourth one curled up on the other end of your bathtub, smiling dorkily at you.

You were in love with your hangers, your boys.

A/N: I'm obsessing over this game rn omg i love these characters

[snowstormarts]

Can you do cuddling headcanons for the Hanks, Mac, and parker ?

Thanks for the request and I got another ask about including Luke Nukem in the next Headcanon I write so I will include our dear, crazy microwave man in here. Also I'm going to be honest here and say I don't like Parker, sorry if it's obvious in his part & with most of the characters here I went the Friendship route ^^" But it was still fun to write!

I hope you will still enjoy it, likes & reblogs are always appreciated and don't forget to send me an Ask or Request if you want [I also really should make a do/dont write for list, huh?]

Cuddle Time #3 [Date Everything x GN!Reader]

[Feat; The Hanks, Mac, Parker & Luke Nukem] [Divider Credit]

𖣳 The Hanks 𖣳

- You are always in the middle of the pile, the other Hanks had started with drawing matches to see who sleeps next to you. But after a while Hank 2 suggested to make a detailed rotation plan, so everyone had a turn cuddling with you

- All of them run quiet hot, some run a bit cooler [Hank 1 & 5] while others are the definition of a human oven [Hank 4] so if you're cold you can ask the boys to let someone else cuddle you for the day

- All of them are diffrent cuddlers even if they all share the same amount of muscles, here are the details;

Hank 1; Smells like Peach Vanilla Bodywash, his cuddling style is the Half spoon [One arm around your shoulder, leaving his chest wide open to be used as a pillow], he also has a dream journal

Hank 2; Smells like Kiwi & Passionfruit, he cuddles the classic spooning style with him switching between being the small or big spoon [he slightly favors being the big spoon], loves to give and recieve tight hugs

Hank 3; Smells like Deodarant with a hint of Cinnamon, he prefers to have both of your arms around each other with his head resting against your sternum

Hank 4; Smells like "3 in 1" Shampoo with a cool name like "Noir" or "Cool Breeze", he has you laying on top of him with one of his arms around your hip while the other runs up and down your arm, talks about his future plans durring cuddle time he soemtimes asks for feedback on those plans

Hank 5; Smells like Mint & Lime, his cuddle style is the Honeymoon Hug [Arms holding each other, legs intertwined and your head resting in the crook of his neck as his head rests atop of yours], sings lullaby to lull everyone to sleep he has a nice voice

🖥 Mac 🖥

- Thanks to all your fanfiction and acess to the internet they know many diffrent ways of cuddling & snuggling with you, they will offer you a few to choose from

- Dosen't care what position they are, little spoon, big spoon, something else they just enjoy being with you. That said they do prefer the lap pillow cuddle style where either you rest on their lap and they get to play with your hair or they get to lay on your lap and talk about their day

- Will play cozy game soundtracks from their little mouse buddy who besides being a mouse is also a portable bluetooth speaker [Mac got bored one day and just improved the lil' guy & then went "Do you want bluetooth speakers? Yeah? Ok"]

♟ Parker ♟

- He will roll for the Cuddle position, who's the big/small spoon and where you should cuddle [the bed, couch, floor, the yoga mat, ect], you can't stop him unless you beat him in another game

- He falls so quickly asleep during cuddling, he's just so relaxed and safe with you that his whole body goes comfy eepy mode

- Loves to have you rest in the crook of his neck with his arm around you while the other waves around wildly while he explains a new game to you. He will sometimes lean down to nuzzle you before going back to talking

🧨 Luke Nukem 🧨

- While he's a loud and energetic person deep inside he's a softie and that's best reflected when you two cuddle togehther, it's one of the few times where he can be himself without having to fear to be judged

- He will ask you to hold him tightly more often then not but when he senses that you had a bad day he won't hesitate to hug you tightly, wrap a blanket around you and turn you two into a cuddle burrito. He will also make a strange, whispery beeping sound mixed with vibrations to simulate purring [he learned that from Timothy once that purring can help to lower stress and anxiety, a great tool to have in this wasteland]

- He told you that Cuddles ward off Youngling Swarmer who are super tiny and will dig into your skin, so you should stay always close to him so you're both safe in this cruel, monster filled world, Ranger

[bigmacari]

Hii hiii!

I see you’re taking requests!!

Can I please request something with the Hanks from date everything? They’re one of my favorites and sadly there’s not really much to read yet 💔

fem or Gn reader please (whichever you want to write)

Maybe they get hurt while doing some tricks with the Hanks? nothing major maybe at worst a broken ankle or something? (Specifics don’t matter to me)

And the hanks kinda freak out about it? And reader is like ‘guys chill it’s fine’

Romantic please 🙏 these guys are soo cute!!

I usually don’t request stuff so lmk if I worded anything wrong!! Thank you!!

꧁ ༺ ── ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ── ༻ ꧂

Hank(s) x Injuried Reader

☆ You get injuried and your himbo boyfriends wanna take care of you!

☆Warning(s) Blood and injury.

☆Author Note(s) Horribly short, but this was interesting to write. I've never done so many people in one fic before.

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All you want to do is hang with your favorite himbos and have a good time. Maybe chase this ‘gnarly’ feeling that the Hanks speaks so highly on. Unfortunately, you're clumsy, and not all that athletic, (which reminded you of the abandoned work out room just up stairs.)

Though, you suppose you can’t all blame it on yourself, it was your first time ‘Hank Gliding’, you just didn’t think it would with you smashing into a wall.

You groan as you sit up, reaching a hand up to your forehead, feeling a massive headache coming on. A few milliseconds later, you feel a drip of something run down your lips and then your chin. It turns out, your nose was bleeding profusely. You wonder if you had broke it, then you wonder how much a hospital trip would be, that alone makes you groan.

Suddenly, you hear a group of foot steps running towards you, pulling you out of your medical bill thoughts. Before you know it, the Hanks were surrounding your hurt form.

“I highkey thought you were gonna go through the wall dude!”

“I told you this was dangerous…”

“Should’ve crashed into me babe!”

“Woah broski! That was a gnarly crash you took!”

“Hold up! I gotcha!”

You feel one of the boys pick you up in his arms, which immediately makes you tense up a bit. You can’t say you're exactly used to being carried around. You look up to see that it was Hank no.5 holding you right now.

The others seemed to circle you. They had worried looks on their faces, and their voices seemed to overlap as they spoke their concerns about the blood running down your chin.

Hank no.2 gently grabs your face, avoiding the blood, of course, and tilts it side to side. “You totally broke your nose man! Yikes…” he exclaimed with a grimace.

You softly swat his hand away, “Guys I’m fine. It’s just a little blood, and I feel like it would hurt more if I broke it.” You move your sleeved arm to try and stop the blood, but unfortunately, making it smear more.

“That's the adrenaline rush talking, babe! C’mon let’s get you patched up.” Hank no.1 announces, signaling the others to go get some supplies.

The next few hours are spent cleaning you up, deciding if you really had to go to the hospital, and getting coddled by the Hanks. No matter how many times you told them that you're okay and they “don't have to worry so much.” they seemed to only worry more.

One or more of the boys were next to you at all times. Either holding your hand or embracing you completely. At some point, you start to feel guilty that your taking up all of their trick time.

“Things like this happen all the time! It’s what we got our sponsor for hun!” Hank no.1 persists.

“Yea, we lowkey don’t mind helping you at all homie, it’s what we’re here for.” Hank no.4 agrees.

“We enjoy loving on you after all.” Hank no. 3 winks, a blush forming on his cheeks.

Guess if you can’t escape it, you might as well let it happen. You have a feeling that the Hanks are gonna have an eye on you for the rest of the day anyway. You suppose you don't mind as long it’s with them.