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Felt the random urge to write it so I did (goes without saying but it’s fully tagged so read at your own discretion).

tw // dead dove do not eat, drugging, kidnapping, non-con
"Hey, starlight. I missed you."
Unshaven, with a few more pounds on him...but it's definitely him.
The last time she saw him, he was sitting at the defence table, and she was boxed into the witness stand, a frightened little bird secure in a makeshift cage. Whatever he had done to the sixteen other women before he found her - his masterpiece - he was set to do to her and make it last days, weeks, months even.
But he was cocky. He edged himself. He wanted Amara so afraid of him, that the fear would soak into her bones and leave her paralysed by the time he unbuckled his belt. Fuck-puppet, is what he told her she'd be.
That arrogance meant days went by and he didn't lay a hand on her. Her family were dead and rotting in the kitchen one floor below, a single bullet to the head for each of them, execution-style. Amara was the only one left. Aegon took her face in his hand and cooed to her like a dove.
I'll be your Daddy now. Your Momma too if you behave. You are going to behave, aren't you?
She still had some fight then. She hurled it in his face in the form of saliva. He rewarded her with a slap so brutal, she bit her tongue and the wound festered for days before they rescued her and took her to be treated.
He kept her drunk, and when the alcohol didn't work well enough, he'd use drugs. Otherwise, she'd scream endlessly as her mind cycled through the murder of her family, over and over until she was hoarse. He wanted to talk to her. The alcohol calmed her down to a slur, and besides, that was how she got her nickname. Starlight. In a dazed state, as he leaned forward to look down the front of her top ("pink lacy bra...you're a little whore, aintcha?"), she'd giggled and said his hair looked like threads of starlight.
Even then, half out of her mind, she saw his eyes gleam with greed. She saw the horrors that were waiting. He stroked her cheek and whispered, "God...you smell good...shampoo and baby powder...pretty...little...girl..." and she knew he was going to do things to her that she couldn't fathom in her wildest nightmares. But she was so drugged out, it didn't matter.
When they took her from him, they said his pants were down and his cock was in her mouth. She doesn't remember that part. They said he'd thrown a tantrum when they pulled them apart, more upset that he wasn't going to have her and not that he was going to jail for a long, long time.
They said they'd never release him. No chance of parole. Life sentence.
So how the fuck is he on her phone screen, grinning as if he never left?
#aegon x amara#fuck-puppet#dead dove do not eat#he never did leave#he stayed in her head#aegon ii x oc
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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dads and the pet they didnt want
#limbus company#yi sang lcb#outis lcb#scribbles#i love that theyre always lide side-by-side in a lot of their ids. its really really cute#i wonder if she actuslly likes him but is allergic to being nice to any of the other sinners nc she has to stay in Militant Mode#yi sang is extremely reliable. im sure hes the kind of guy she would love to have as a second in command were he less. frail?#i think she likes ishmael too even if they butt heads on techniques#same with ryoshu. i wonder if she likes them a little bit. just a bit.#shes gonna get home and brag about them to her wife and theyre all gonna be like '???'#doing sm more sketches testing out sm new assets etc etc etc#i rlly need to draw outis more shes got the kind of design i would make and shes super funny#shes like rodion where ppl are rlly sleeping on them as characters
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"I won't let anything happen to you if I can help it."
#btvsedit#bangel#sarah michelle gellar#david boreanaz#buffy summers#angel btvs#bangeledit#buffy x angel#btvs#buffyverse#buffy the vampire slayer#my stuff#this forehead kiss makes me go absolutely FERAL#he loves her so much#and he was so careful#the way he cupped her head and gently laid her back on the bed#and then he stayed till she woke up even though it was day time#and about that#I also loved that they shut off the blinds to allow him to stay
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"Allergic to halla?"
#solavellan#solas#they butt heads a lot in haven#but the arguing is like foreplay to her#he's trying not to stare at her lips#im not thrilled w this sketch it's staying like this just take it#pina art
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Finarfin Fades.
No one expects it, no one’s faded in Valinor since Miriel. The War of Wrath is won and he comes back, waving off the courtiers, well wishers, and congratulators with his usual grace, and walks into the palace of Tirion. To rooms abandoned since their owners left so long ago. Winding deeper and deeper his feet take him to what was once Finwë’s favourite garden.
He’s so tired.
He’s fulfilled his promise to Fëanaro and Nolofinwë, to avenge them. To make the agony of their final moments - agony Finarfin felt, falling to the floor screaming as fire and darkness consumed his spirit - count for something. Now Morgoth is finally gone, but he’s not the only one.
His brothers, larger than life, larger than death, are gone. With them his sons. Niece. Nephews. Grandchildren. His daughter is never to return. He Saw little Nelyo’s death in his dreams and is sure hopes for the child’s own sake that Makalaurë will be close behind.
Little remains. Even less on these golden shores.
So Finarfin sits on a bench long overgrown with vines and weeds, and watches the sun filter through the thicket, wishing the ghosts he sees in his father’s garden would flesh out.
He sits. He waits.
And by the time anyone finds him, it’s too late.
…at least he’s smiling again.
#au i guess#Every so often I’m hit with Finarfin feels#and it *hurts*#we love Finarfin in this house#my poor guy deserved better#I know Finrod is reembodied but let’s say it would’ve happened after the war#the Valar didn’t expect this though#and they can’t make it better#Finarfin’s lost too much and he’s tired#tired like his half-brother’s mother#and they know he won’t return until his brothers are let out#maybe that’s what finally convinced them to let out Fëanor and Fingolfin#they’re waiting in the Halls btw#the whole fam is#they’re proud#and Arafinwë finally gets some rest#Finarfin#Arafinwë#war of wrath#fëanor#fingolfin#they’re haunting this whole thing#you can decide where Eärwen is in all this#I usually hc her as having stayed with her husband but maybe she leaves in this one#or maybe she’s gone for a few weeks trying to settle the new arrivals before heading back#not my best work but alas#midnight writings yanno#silmarillion#ITHOF Writes
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every single time somebody makes a list of all the times rex went :DDDDDDDDDD in the last four episodes of tcw they always, ALWAYS forget this one every time and it saddens me deeply because look

look. LOOK 😭😭😭😭😭 PUPPIEST PUPPY EYES THAT EVER PUPPIED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 NOBODY EVER NOTICES THIS ONE WHYYYYYY IT'S LIKE THE BEST ONE
i am sick and thinking about The Character is unfortunately the only remedy. except it's not unfortunate because YAAAYYYY MORE CHARACTER 🥳🥳🥳
#he !! was so !! happy !! to see her !! and so !! proud !! of who !! she'd become !!!!!!! sobbing screaming ill and dead !!!!!!!!!!!!!#star wars#clone wars#rexsoka#i like to make myself feel disgustingly sad by imagining what could've been had order 66 not happened#bro they would've had so much time. bro imagine. bro imagine ahsoka comes back she becomes a knight#the 501st is divided between anakin and ahsoka ahsoka becomes a general keeps the 332nd rex stays with her#but they work with anakin all the time everyone is happy life is good the war ends the republic wins the clones are granted citizenship#fox assassinates palpatine and is never caught ever#the jedi council realize how stupid their “no relationships” rule is and bly and aayla get married#fox and riyo get married anakin's able to get the secret out and he's also able to get some help with his struggles after telling obi-wan#the clones all get their chips removed rex and ahsoka get their heads out of the clouds anakin is the greatest wingman of all time#sobbing. i hate palpatine so much. BRO WHAT COULD'VE BEEN. WHAT *SHOULD'VE* BEEN 😭😭😭
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What kind of spirit do you think Felassan waz?
Swag
#ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#<- this is my spoiler tag#dragon age: dreadwolf#dragon age 4#the dread wolf rises#da4#dragon age#bioware#video games#mjs mailbag#robotslenderman#felassan#Best Elf#no but on a serious note its a great question and one which ive been thinkin about a lot#did Felassan manifest from the Fade or was he born in the early days still but of others who had manifested before him?#and if he did manifest from the Fade what kind of spirit was he. lets say for fun for this post that#he was a spirit. I feel like there's quite a few different things that could work in that scenario#he has wit in terms of smarts & snark & whimsy. he was part of a movement that opposed tyranny and valued freedom. back then he wanted#to protect innocents. he's charismatic and good w/ people. he was a loyal friend to solas and later on was loyal to briala. he's calm and#level-headed. steady. a slow arrow makes its way to its target/goal slowly but steadily and you dont see it coming#Wit.. Loyalty.. Friendship.. Freedom.. Steadfastness.. Charm.. Protection.. Resolve.. Duty#my personal hc atm tho is- if he was- Guidance ◕‿◕. “'I kindled nothing' Felassan said. [...] 'I merely offered guidance.'"#he spent the rebellion guiding an army as a General and giving Solas guidance on how to be a good leader interact w/ people be the face#of a rebellion and to stay on the right path as one of his advisors. later he was Briala's hahren/elder giving her guidance through TME#he signs codexes like ask for the slow arrow and i will help/guide you. he was looking after those of flesh and fade in the lighthouse#guidance can be given from both a second-in-command (subordinate) role and from a superior (elder to mentee) role#when we see him in a memory Solas welcomes the spirits in elven then says “lasa ghilan” which means grant/give guidance#and the very next thing that happens is that Felassan speaks. an Arrow gives direction. it POINTS THE WAY..
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That great expectations at the end really is every Ponyboy.
Trevi as canon Pony
Josh as adopted au Pony
JPC as older Pony
Emma as fem Pony
#and like someone walk with me here#canon pony longs for a way out of Tulsa cause he’s got these huge dreams but he’s just a kid and he feels and he longs and he dreams#adopted pony wishes so desperately that things were different cause he wants to fit with his brothers n he wants more than Tulsa n he wants#to stay n and he wants to bring back their parents n he wants to love and be loved n not feel like a burden#older pony is reflecting on the dreams he had n how maybe he hasn’t quite achieved them yet but he’s closer than he’s ever been#maybe he’s out of Tulsa and he feels like he’s still got these expectations and hopes but hes so damn close to them now#fem pony is looking at Tulsa and longing to be out n longing to escape with her best friend cause they’ve gone through so much n she lost#the only female figure in her life n she’s scared n she hears that her head is in the clouds n she’s just gonna hafta settle down in Tulsa#with a man she doesn’t love cause that’s all that’s meant for a southern girl in the 60s#it’s every version of pony all having this dream regardless of how different they might be#that or maybe I’m just reading a tad far into things#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#ponyboy curtis#trevor wayne#josh strobl#john patrick collins#emma pittman#also don’t focus on me forcing the adopted au into things#I fear I can’t hear Josh pony and not think of it now
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i changed my mind, disregard previous posts. girldad lawrence clears actually.

#decided this subplot is good and makes sense for him tbh#its deliciously hypocritical to adore a little girl whose future he has a direct hand in destroying by refusing to give up on new bethlehem#lawrence is at his most compelling when he's caring for a woman/girl in his life who is (or will be) directly impacted by his policies#but he's too much of a reformist to admit that the best thing he can do for the women he loves is to cede power#and he's so staunchly reformist BECAUSE has never yet been willing to cede that power BECAUSE he's a narcissist#he wasn't even willing to do it for his wife who he clearly loved more than anything#but paternal love is so different from romantic love & it means developing a willingness to give up anything for your baby#and i think angela was the only thing that prompted lawrence to give up power after he found out he was headed for the wall#like 100 percent by the end of the season he would have killed himself regardless of whether he had known angela or not#but it was probably because of her that he stayed in gilead risking the wall instead of taking the simpler path by defecting to canada#he would've stood trial in the ICC either way; and helping mayday wouldn't have built any credible defense#and at the end of the day nothing encapsulates lawrence better than being a selfish egomaniac at the expense of his loved ones#i think i was put off by that relationship at first bc it makes him appear too woobified for my taste; which i still believe to an extent#but the characterization this subplot serves is worth more than what audience woobification syndrome does to him imo#the handmaid's tale
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the boy in the spotlight versus the girl in the mirror
edit: made a part 2
unshaded version
#i have very specific thoughts on transkasa#i almost didn’t post this because i thought it might be too out of character but trust me there’s a vision#my art#project sekai#tsukasa tenma#femkasa#transkasa#so anyway#i forgot the term for this specific type of insecurity#but like i think tsukasa would have sort of a weird relationship with gender and masculinity if that makes sense?#like it’s forced on him from the outside and from the inside#whether on purpose or on accident he had an upbringing that involved a lot of self-imposed responsibility#involving being his sick little sisters Big Brother who needs to stay strong for her#and then having to be a role model for everyone around him because he’s older and he needs to be mature because well. he’s a future star#you could bring his big idol that he looks up to being a man in that too#the way i have the realization scripted in my head is he wears some feminine outfit (like a dress or skirt) for a show as a form of-#method actint#and actually enjoys it more than he thought he would#and gets upset by that because like. why would he like it so much. he’s a Boy. he’s not supposed to show some sort of “weakness” like that#(side note that i think tsukasa is pretty open minded so this part is kinda iffy with me. maybe it’s some sort of like#“you do you and you be yourself! not Me though. because i’m A Future Star tm and i don’t get bothered by such trivial things”)#(idk)#anyway it eats at him. and originally it doesn’t bother him that much but just the Fact that it did Does if ykwim#and it just escalates. because he hates the feeling so bad#and can’t solve it because why would he tell anyone about that like wtfffff hes fine :)) etc etc#anyway i don’t know what’s going on here in the art. the idea was a dressing room in the sekai that shows how you see yourself or something#cue femkasa showing up in the mirror. not great#also extra idea thing that if tsukasa dumped all of this on rui or something they might have an argument about it because#that is some crazy internalized shit going on there. also my friend transitioned mtf what are you saying about her now huh#whadda hell
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I’m still seething about Matt recognizing Heather’s portrait, so I’m now headcanoning that (terrible writers’ decision) as perception bias.
Matt was (subconsciously?) scared Muse would go after someone he knows/cares about.
Matt feels (😩) a portrait with curly hair.
Matt knows Heather has curly hair, tricks himself into deciding what he feels of the drawn face is Heather even though he has no way to know, rushes out to save her.
In another universe where every Matt villain doesn’t conveniently go to his therapist girlfriend, that portrait is NOT of Heather and Matt rushes to save the wrong person because HE’S BLIND.
#ddba spoilers#headcanon#I know the writers thought it reasonable he recognizes her. It’s not.#so I’m going with this in my head while staying angry#matt murdock#daredevil born again#daredevil born again spoilers
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Hey is there any way to do a sympathetic or even good-aligned Orange Lantern? We’ve had sympathetic/good red lanterns, yellow lanterns, star sapphires…I feel like orange is next, but how can avarice/greed be good? Maybe a character with a god complex is so bad it wraps back around from being a flaw to a virtue—like, maybe they’re so greedy that they think of the entire universe as being part of their possession, so anything that threatens the universe is something they would fight against. Like the same kind of vibe as a dragon that thinks of an entire village as their hoard, so they protect the village. Or maybe their greed manifests itself as greed for knowledge or greed for worship or greed for friends/allies (as, perhaps, types of “power”), so even if they’re not like fully heroic necessarily, they can still be complex and complicated and can play off of the other Lantern Corps in interesting ways.
#idk just a thought!#this might require larfleeze being dead but ykw. i’m not really opposed to that.#he’s a bit one-note imo. and he’s an enslaver!#simu's two cents#green lantern#orange lantern#this actually came about bc i was thinking about oh there’s like about as many human GLs#as there r emotional corps. so. it could be fun to think abt oh if u HAD to assign each of the human GLs to a different corps#which one would they be in#i think hal NEEDS to stay in green like he lives and bleeds green.#guy has already been red. but he also has been combo w star sapphire right. love for his corps and whatever.#kyle has been white duh but he’s also v compassionate. could see him being#indigo. jessica has been yellow and honestly i would just put her as yellow straight away that’s really interesting for her#wait hmmm. kyle can also be blue for hope. OR ACTUALLY i think i want simon to be blue. bc he can heal ppl right.#okay wait i’ve lost track#john can be….. FUCK!!! he was indigo.#jo can be …… erm… hmmm…#yeah see that’s the problem when one of the corps is orange which has never really been seen as sympathetic. atleast not that i know of yet#i was gonna say jo can be red but like SPECIFICALLY as an inversion of the typical red lantern vomiting blood and going crazy archetype#bc one of her main character traits is that she’s very level headed so her being a red lantern is bc she can handle it. u see what i’m sayi#like that character from witch who is very level headed so was chosen to be fire bc she can handle it#idk i never watched witch#jo can be red. SOMEONE is orange. jess is yellow. hal is green.#simon is blue. guy is violet.#who’s left#AH FUCK IS KYLE ORANGE???#wait kyle is indigo.#FUCK IS JOHN ORANGE THATS WORSE.#IK THIS IS BY PROCESS OF ELIMINATION SO I CAN SHUFFLE THESE GUYS AROUND MORE BUT FUCK.#fuuuuuuuuck
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New human moon! Not sure if I like her or not rn
#I accidentally drew her head too big and then I had to shift her body bigger to match#and that made it blurry :(#might draw sun after this#Moon hasn’t changed much since I drew her last except in skin tone and gender#I wanted her to be paler like she stays inside most of the time#Sun is gonna be so tan he might as well be sunburnt#newts doodles#fnaf security breach#moondrop
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if the original gossip girl had aired in 2023, dan and blair would’ve been endgame and chuck bass would’ve gone to prison.
#gossip girl#blair waldorf#dan humphrey#anti chuck bass#anti chair#dair#remember when he tried to r*pe two girls in the pilot episode#remember when he traded her to the man that tried to r*pe his stepmother#remember when he pinned her to the wall and punched the glass above her head#remember when he took her virginity and then compared her to a horse#he just wanted her to stay the same self sabotaging machiavellian person she was at 17#also dan being gossip girl was undeniably stupid and ridiculous
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What if Luxu and Player encounter each other with each of the player’s reincarnation
Luxu who is stealing bodies vs the kid that keeps coming back to life

#its giving immortal and reincarnated hero#if the player is sora thats would just make funnier in my head#luxu wont be able to catch a break#(me personally i prefer the theory that yozora is the player so player wont have canon face)#luxu: gotta go though the pain of getting used to new body again#player: wussup everyone i just came back to life again!#i wonder if luxu will have personal beef with the player cause of that#or will he actually relate to the player for having to struggle in life again#even tho the player choose to reincarnat.. sure they didn’t choose to have the memories#idk its just crack theory i like#what if there is player 3 that luxu will find to help subject x with her memories#i like to give the player more trauma with them having more reincarnations#cause why would they be able to control it..#they could have life before khux#or if they reincarnated and woke up with their memories which was hard to carry and ended that life cycle#so their next round was amnesia so they will get more used to life again#i love tragic player ideas 😔#staying alive vs reincarnation two types of time travel i guess#kingdom hearts missing link#kingdom hearts#player#kh luxu#kh player#khux#khml#kh#crack theory#kingdom hearts union x#luxu
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