#head brain

[kingnin64]

I love servals but their tails are so short it pisses me off

[thesociallyanxioussociopath]

Something something, living rent free in my mind and such, anyway I love them.

[temporalteardrop]

bass makes a dollar. i make a dime. that's why i think about lesbian sex on company time

[nariarts]

Spent a ridiculous amount of time last night obsessively editing my hand written zines in Photoshop to take away any tiny blemishes so they were definitely readable.

Whatever. Understand or don't.

[aphel1on]

AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be

EDIT: seems this is more common among ND people than i thought, and probably not limited to AuDHD specifically :] i was just describing my own experiences and didn't expect this post to blow up, so don't take me for an authority, but i'm glad it resonated with so many of y'all

[pharmasrightarm]

oops, still feral over pre-war Dead End Dratchet

(drift: you're rusting at every joint gasket: but isn't that doctor chummy with the cops? we're literal thieves??)

started with the headcanon that drift hung around the clinic like a feral wet cat for a while, then halfway through shading these, I started thinking, what if deadlock was an especially reliable assassin because he knew what kind of damage would make sure that even the best of the best couldn't bring you back

[saints-who-never-existed]

“In the war film, a soldier can hold his buddy—as long as his buddy is dying on the battlefield. In the western, Butch Cassidy can wash the Sundance Kid’s naked flesh—as long as it is wounded. In the boxing film, a trainer can rub the well-developed torso and sinewy back of his protege—as long as it is bruised. In the crime film, a mob lieutenant can embrace his boss like a lover—as long as he is riddled with bullets. 

Violence makes the homo-eroticism of many “male” genres invisible; it is a structural mechanism of plausible deniability.”

–Tarantino’s Incarnational Theology: Reservoir Dogs, Crucifixions, and Spectacular Violence. Kent L. Brintnall.

[illusioncanthurtme--art]

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Boy, when things go wrong :')

Offscreen, Dipper probably went on a crazy, fantastical journey to break into the multiverse and find his great uncle. It was at LEAST as intense and eventful as one full season of gravity falls. Made friends, enemies, friends from his enemies, maybe a whirlwind romance. And the whole thing was leading up to finding his grunkle in a fucked up contest to determine which Man Will Become Pregnant.

(Congrats on making it to the finals, Ford!! I'm actually so excited about this.)

CIPHER SAYS: "VOTE FOR FORD AND I'LL GIVE YOU YOUR OWN GALAXY!"👇 ✨✨🪐✨VOTE✨☄️✨✨VOTE✨✨🌏✨

[nightinghoul]

I've been seeing a lot of posts lately about anendophasia (no inner voice).

First of all, the posts I've read have been weirdly judgemental about it, and often describe it as "not thinking". I just think that's a bit unnecessary.

Also, I find it interesting, because I *can* have an inner voice, but it's intermittent, and almost always for the very specific purpose of putting words together write, explain something, or make a phone call.

Usually I think in what I have learned is called "maladaptive daydreaming". I see why it can be maladaptive - because daydreamers often loose track of things. But this is how I process things. I'm an observant maladaptive daydreamer. I watch people in my mind interact. They have stories seperate from my real life, but they relate to things I need to think through.

If I'm doing something, like grocery shopping, or painting, I'm just there. I'm not NOT thinking. I'm just not verbalizing thoughts in my head.

Everybody's different. I love how different we all are.

[wormspoodle]

t'was thinking about what fiddleford wrote on the back of their college photo again sigh

[rubyfunkey]

despite all my rage i am still just a cat outta chains

[oobbbear]

Safe Haven, everyone is cozy and happy and we throw Eclipse into the bunch, continuation of this post

[lemongogo]

life of regret

[walkerrenee]

sometimes i randomly remember how insane maggie stiefvater was for making ronan lynch—a man that can create reality—a man of god, when he himself is a god of a man. then to take this man and have him be not only in love with, but a literal soulmate of a man named adam. parrish. adam parrish. who, mind you, lives above ronan's very own place of worship. and is the namesake of the first of mankind that the bible says god made from the literal dust of the ground (adam parrish: comes from nothing, hair "dusty" in color) and appoints him to care for the garden of eden (adam parrish: sacrifices himself to ronan's sentient forest). then has adam viewing ronan as a god and ronan saying "maybe he dreamt (created)" adam???? like who just fucking writes that and goes about their life?

[catsharky]

Ember please you're gonna kill him

Rewinding back to the Last Light Inn cause I haven't tormented Rolan enough. Ember's got zero shame and no interest in getting dressed before breakfast (she's worked nights for 2 decades so the fact she's awake before noon is a miracle, honestly)

If Rolan didn't owe her big time she would be getting the dressing down (hah) of her life.

The Rolan Comic Part 1 • Latest part

[cozylittleartblog]

i thought naming myself this would be really funny. and it Is. every time i get into a match i think about gabriel playing Miku Rhythm Game