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experimenting
#monoshin#hitoshi shinsou#neito monoma#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia#my art#Linktoo art#comic#GAHHH im finally done#mob bday art soon but I gotta rest my hand for a bit ^_^ ivebeen pushing myself too hard recently#I do have my small idea for this mobs bday year tho!#monoshin insofar they understand each other's unique situations ... HELP!!!!!#shinsou takes way longer to warm up to monoma but I do think he'd be the one to first approach him about copying it#then (using voicelines from my hero ultra rumble) monoma would be a total brat about using it and likes using it to command people#bro lovesss to use shinsos quirk to tell ppl to do things and shinso canonically would be like -_- don't abuse it...#it really implies that monoma's copied his quirk a thousand times before#wasn't planned but happy birthday monoma!
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ive put my glasses somewhere unknown to me so ive been walking around my house like this looking for them
#ive been squinting so hard i have a headache#t rex hands in times of strife#girl help im in a situation again
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this is an ideal illusion .
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jujutsu gojo#more clouded innocence lyrics on a gojo draws? its more likely than u think#its SUCH a gojo song. to me.#dissociative and confused and nostalgic in a way ths also scared of both past and present#also it was either that or more fv#ANyways i have completed the trinity of gojo symbolism ive done birds bugs and now fish#no one look too closely at the fish bones btw the refs made no sense to me so i just winged it it is likely very incorrect but i truly cba#i do however remain incapable of putting down the glitch brush and chromatic abberation shortcuts when drawing this guy#its just. so good i cant help it its the cherry on top every time#also killed 2 birds w 1 stone in this case bc i hatehatehate rendering the back of short hairstyles its so hard and for What#no thank u no sir slap some glitches over that bad boy and call it a day#but im very proud of this!! i've actually had energy 2 chip away at it after work this past week bc i was so pleased w the concept#this was very inspired by a certain flavour of art i see very often on pinterest#the unsettling colour palette big eyes lots of negative space and textures kind ?? if tht makes sense#BIg fan of that whatever it is#very fitting fr gojo#anyway enjoy!!! happy w this happy to b drawing regularly again am i out of artblock now pls say yes
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Just your average male living space.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen qing#lan wangji#A-Yuan#wei wuxian#(***Content warning for me talking about unhygienic living conditions in the tags today***).#The worst part of drawing this comic is that I've seen so much worse. This is a livable space.#I've helped out friends and family who were struggling and let me just say...I have seen some pretty dysfunctional living spaces.#Hell I've *lived* in some very dysfunctional living spaces.#Hording dishes under the bed was always something that grossed me out but it's unfortunately something I've seen people do way too often.#The horror everyone has upon walking into WWX's 'living' set up is so consistently 'Mate how are you living like this?'#It's honestly so integral to me that WWX's 'just left home for the first time' house/room be a depression/dysfunction pit.#You can learn a lot about someon's state of mind from how they keep their living space...and this guy is oozing 'deep depression'.#I don't think he's eaten anything but foods that classify as a struggle meal in a year.#Everyone is trying to stage an intervention but he just isn't in a good enough place to help himself.#By the way: I want to steer away from shaming people who have messy homes/rooms because life *does* hit hard sometimes.#My love language is coming into your home to do your dishes and do some housework. Don't apologize for the mess king.#Nothing could top some of the places I've had to help my older siblings out of.#I'd be okay with my flatmate having a severed limb and a blood pool at this point.#As long as he lets me take out the dishes from under the bed - We're good! My standards are so low at this point.
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there's a stranger who sleeps at the foot of your bed
#rotating the first few nights that loop is in the party in my head. argued into sharing a room because its a downpour outside.#only accepts a bedroll. not a bed. (because they don't deserve a bed) because stars don't really need to sleep! it would be silly!#who is this person. who are they to your partner. why do they look at you like that. at him like that. you can't tell what theyre thinking#isat fanart#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#isiloop#sloopis#lucabyteart#sifloop#isafrin#isaloop#(help me god thats so many ship tags. have fun interpreting this post your chosen way guys.)#but yeah. had to torment that man again sorry isabeau its just the way it goes. i need to unsettle you as hard as possible thanks#>be me >be 2 months into my relationship at best >still havent kissed the guy >the fucking babadook shows up >tfw
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When it comes to studying aboard the Tulpar, I'd like to think Anya assembles the ultimate study playlists and is quite proud of them, (they mainly consist of nature documentary scores such as Blue Planet II and Frozen Planet II) 💙💙💙
Bonus:
#quite rude of you captain to barge in on someone's study party only to fall asleep in the middle of it smh#don't be too hard on him tho this is the first time he's properly slept in the past 4 days and will def wake up with a crick in his neck#but seriously do not mess with nurse anya's playlists it will not go well for you#this is based on a time i shared my study playlist with a uni friend and when I asked him about it he told me it helped him sleep better#than it helped him study LOL 😭😭#desert doodles#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fanart#captain curly#nurse anya#mouthwashing curly#mouthwashing anya#digital art#comic#illustration
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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The Foxhole Court - but literally the building

"The first room was a lounge. Three chairs and two couches took up most of the space, forming a semicircle around an entertainment center. The TV was obscenely large, and Neil couldn't wait to watch a game on it. Posted above the TV on the wall was a list of sports and news channels. The rest of the walls were covered in photographs." - The Foxhole Court, Chapter three
I wanted to draw a scene that happened in the lounge, so I drew a quick depiction of the place (according to me). It was all from memory so I didn't get the "above the TV" part right (or the "three chairs" one), but actually i dont give a shit cause that's still how i decide to picture it.
Also here's a quick plan of the thing:

You can now try to guess which lounge scene I'm gonna draw.
#aftg#all for the game#tfc#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kings men#thats for all people with aphantasia out there#or anyone having a hard time picturing places ig#hope that helps#in case youre wondering i dont genuinely think they would hang the kevin poster#allison would#MUSE PROPAGANDA (this is an art tag)
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till's straight asf i would've made out with ivan first
#bro rip ivan you would’ve loved trolling ppl online on tiktok 😭😭#born to be be an idol forced to DIE#till is blind asf look at this man bro look how hard you fumbled dumbass 💀💀#ivantill is pretty funny when they’re not doomed by the narrative ngl. it’s like two crackhead bestfriends who share the same braincell#also ignore the fact idk how to draw anyone’s hair i even looked at refs this time and it still didn’t help 💀#like they have a dif hairstyle in each frame i hate it here#i’m drawing the lesbians next i love you mizisua 🫶🏼#alien stage#alnst#alnst ivan#alnst till#ivantill#vivinos#lotus draws
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FORGETTABLE-AU (page 82-85)
THAT LAZYBONES!!
[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]
#So sorry it took me almost 2 weeks to post these#I was busy irl but ALSO I had too much fun doing extra art and forgot to work on these for like 3 days lmao#NOW THIS TIME I DO HAVE SOME THING TO SAY#YAY RIVERPERSON! SO MANY PEOPLE GUESSED CORRECTLY!#It wasn't that hard#We know Papyrus knows the river person#are they friends? idk BUT I PERSONALLY THINK THEY ARE#I just LOVEEE looking at the dialogue and making connections#I referenced one of the lines from the river person here...sometimes they'll ask you if you know any game you can play with a dog...#They said they were “asking for a friend...”#And I couldn't help but think about Papyrus' problem with the annoying dog LMAO#+ Papyrus seems very excited to know if the river person is there when you call him nearby that area#Okay so... now ...some comic thing that I made up but also didn't...#“FLOWEY DOESN'T KNOW WHO THE RIVER PERSON IS?”#okay so...#I feel like#It's not very common for them to be there...#When talking with Undyne around that area it's kind of *unclear* if she knows about the river person being there....#She tells you about the river connecting different areas and that you should “jump in”#She then clarifies that's the only thing they got for public transport#AND LIKE? It's unclear if she's telling you to jump in the boat (OR IF SHE KNOWS THERE'S SOMEONE WITH A BOAT) or is she's literally telling#you to jump in the river?????#Anyways...so...that's that#HEHE Flowey and Papyrus finally arrived at the house! WOHOO#Sans is too lazy to bring his old stuff to the surface! (or does he still think he'll end up back in the underground eventually?)#undertale#undertale comic#forgettable-au-comic#papyrus#flowey
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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they call me the mermerizer
#mari's art#thinking of a new caption every time i post is too hard#vocaloid#hatsune miku#miku#kasane teto#mesmerizer#hatsune miku fanart#vocaloid fanart#vocal synth#utauloid#what do i even tag help#mesmerizer miku#mesmerizer teto#teto utau#teto fanart#teto#tetetetettetoooo#mesmerizer fanart#mesmerizer vocaloid
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Learning to celebrate the little wins!
#fersona#While I don't have the capacity to do Hourly Comics Day#I did journal my day hour-by-hour and the sheer difference in my self-care and routines is *staggering*.#Honestly both Feb 1 2024 and 2025 were rough days...but this year I had a far better outlook on it all.#The funny part is that when I drew this a few days ago I actually *was* celebrating not crying.#Might have still cried on Feb 1st. A meagre 4 times. But I also had lot of good moments!#January is a very hard month for me and frankly I've been in a fugue state for most of it.#Drawing helped me pull through these last 2 years but this year I've been finding myself so upset at how I can't seem to focus anymore.#So updates and posts have been slow. I'm just slow. I'm tired and burnt out from work and grieving.#But you know what? The days I do manage to post; I'm never shamed for how long it took. You're all just as excited and kind.#I'm coming home and eating better and sleeping more and spending time with loved ones.#This is all to say; you can be a lot happier when you realize that life can be taken a little slower.#I'm more grateful that words can possibly convey.#If you related to the mindset of constantly feeling like you've 'failed' the day; please know you have done more than you realize.#I'm struggling with it everyday! I'm in the trenches with you!#Life is too short and painful to not celebrate what you *do* accomplish! It's hard work but it is worth it!#Bit by bit...we will learn to live. *Really* live. And enjoy it!
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think retail therapy my new addiction: a self-indulgent little rambling about you slowly learning to let sylus pay for you because you're prideful .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳.༄
sylus ... likes to slip things off at your doorstep. he's learned that if you are given away to return it easily, you will. so he's decided to just not be in sight for that to happen.
sylus ... will let you put your card down at the restaurant, but he switches it out with his own at the last second with his evol
sylus ... who takes notes of the things you say you want and makes sure they end up easily accessible to you
sylus ... finding subtle ways to get rid of what debt you have without outright giving you his card ( the debt collector is suddenly out of business or has a new owner or is dead... )
sylus ... taking you shopping whenever you mention liking a new style. he also loves buying you pretty things. necklaces, bracelets, rings, gems, etc. if he thinks it'll look pretty on you, it's in his cart. (it happens way too much, and you have a special jewelry box for all the things he's gotten you. it's over flowing.)
sylus ... giving a little 'good girl' the first time you use his card without asking for permission. after all, to him, giving you the card was the permission.
#lads sylus#sylus x mc#l&ds sylus#lnds sylus#sylus x reader#lads fanfiction#lads fanfic#lads imagines#lnds imagines#sylus#this is for the peeps like me who were raised to think#people buying you things was something they had over your head#and have a hard time accepting money help out of guilt#authored#s
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control?
#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd fanart#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#dazai fanart#digital art#art#sketch#rkgk#myart#mochisoup art#what did dazai do to react like this? hmmm#i usually dont draw angst help sdhgskfjd#i was having a hard time drawing him lately so i had to make him suffer a lil hehe#this is was sleep deprivation does to you ;;#i was feeling the silly#it's rly sketchy and messy but i probs wont finish it hehe
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man, imagine having so many options to get romantically involved, and you choose the crazy nonbinary idiot that is full of trauma, has c-ptds, an even crazier ex, will be pestering you with Spawn's book verses, and has possibly gone through religious psychosis every time they encountered you before you told them you weren't some guardian angel sent by the Spawn to protect them.
don't mind how different it looks from my usual drawings, this was draw on phone-
#i think theyd have a hard time before loosing up#the cult def had them on edge constantly even if it was unconsciously so they're stressed all the time technically#except when alone or with a trusted companion.... azure my beautiful boy 😔😭😭😭#i feel like staying for far too long in the forsaken realm had a few positive outcomes in two time's life#as absurd as it seems.#id like to think that it helped them very slowly with getting away from certain cult practices#since they dont got the things necessary to do it yk like other member etc etc#prob got them back with old hobbies they stopped doing after azures death#id say maybe drawing doing poetry and sewing (idk i feel like two time likes that kind of stuff to blow off some steam)#gn reader#forsaken#x gn reader#forsaken x reader#forsaken two time#forsaken two time x reader#two time x reader#forsaken twotime
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