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Hmm...
More connections at hand? Going through the quests involving Caterpillar and this Hex and Hound book caught my eyes with something.
A lil picture heavy so I'll stuff it under the cut.
So I wanna rush out the gate with this text here. This particular text really made me remember an instance that transpired in the World Quest, to the point it almost felt bizarre in the scale it matched together. This spirit in particular asks you a question from the Book of Revelations.
In the world of inside of the Book of Revelations, it seems to be one that's based on inverses as you need to change your spiritual perception in order to dive deep on this. The other form that this dog can take and has taken before this cutscene here was that of a wolf.
So to look towards Hex and Hound, it led to the circumstances to become peculiar. It talked about a measure of powerful dark magic being utilized.
Not to mention the similar imagery that's provoked between Canotilla and the descriptions within this said book.
Descriptions of a forest while being cast in this otherworldly realm, one seemingly enriched with hopes and resolve. I'm not sure of the specifics myself, but the matter of importance to me is how this can align. I believe this book is (secretly) unveiling the origin of how Riftwolves in general were not only created, but how these dark magisters in particular had an aim for transforming individuals into Riftwolves.
If enough is reflected where it couldn't be strictly be called coincidence, this may be one of the boldest declarations made in showing the history of witches in Teyvat. After all, the motivations for the usage of this spell, at it's heart holds a frightening similarity.
Love was a channeled determination to ensure this spell's certainty. How it needs to reach obsessive heights in order to keep that hidden world materialized. This also segways into conditions to help ensure the world's stability, how key figures within this obsession can't come to step into here for long, or it'll begin to genuinely fuck up.
I'm keeping my eyes HARD on this one.
For this could be--
Part of the very techniques that Rhinedottir herself was playing with in this pursuit to 'Perfection.'
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missed the mark by (looks at calendar) uhhh. hm. but I really wanted to do something for the 5th anniversary! happy five years to these idiots 🎉
#art#twisted wonderland#twst 5th anniversary#i'll stop for a while now i promise i just wanted to get this out#genuinely feels a bit weird to be 5 years in already huh!#that combined with having finally finished up episode 7...#oh no all the milestones hit at once help#hold on while i reminisce for a moment#because MAN i did not expect the anime disney boy game to become so special to me#(especially my little wet rat dragon and his family)#to be fair 2020 onward was uhhh let's say prime timing for a piece of silly and unapologetically indulgent media#(not to get too real here or anything but let's just say that. some of the stuff in 7 specifically did hit a bit harder than it should've.)#but also just. you know how it goes.#sometimes a thing doesn't so much speak to you as it reaches out and grabs you by the throat#with an intensity that shocks and bewilders no one more than you#and sure you can ignore it because having any emotions about media beyond faint scorn is of course the epitome of ~cringe~#but you could also just throw yourself wholeheartedly into it#and lemme tell you one of those options is a hell of a lot more fun#idk i'm just kinda rambling here#it's been a weird five years but i'm glad to have had these guys for it#and hey if nothing else it gave us meleanor#the inside of my brain at any given point is just the 'do it for her' meme covered in pictures of our late great dragon princess#i would not have it any other way
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sharing a very sage bit of advice from The Simpsons' own John Swartzwelder that i've been trying to hamper down in my writing and drawing alike. let your inner crappy little elf do his worst
#i've been so blocked with writing and drawing lately and so i'm trying this out for my review of Bugs Bunny Gets the Boid and i can feel it#helping but i'll be so glad when i get to the revising stage because right now it feels like my brain has thousands of flaming needles#poking it and making me go AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! the perfectionism devil is hard to shake#but he will be no match for my crappy little elf#award winning
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
EDIT: seems this is more common among ND people than i thought, and probably not limited to AuDHD specifically :] i was just describing my own experiences and i'm not an authority, but i'm glad i'm not alone in this<3
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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my brain 24/7 since beating deltarune chapter 3....
#hes in my brain. please help me.#deltarune#utdr#deltarune chapter 3#tenna#deltarune spoilers#technically#spoilers#fanart
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The Elvis parody account got me saying 'WOAH MAMA!' to everything and it's both the best and worst thing that's happened to me lately... Woah mama
#wow anna said something#Help...#anna's shitposts#woah mama#I'll be sitting minding my business and my brain just goes WOAH MAMA out of nowhere#Greatest hits#1k#Apparently this is a common experience 😭💀💀#2k#Oh what da hellllll....#3k#Eye-#4k#I'm scawed...
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When the edge mchedge asks for hugs and kisses, you are legally obligated to give them. No exceptions. >:3
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#p4r4d0x1c art#sonadow#sth#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic fanart#digital art#I can’t stop drawing them help#Theyre eating my brain entirely
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venus // pluto
#saw the substance recently and !!!! it’s very good#may be going in my all time bangers but I need more time to digest it#also! the caption is referencing pluto by björk and venus by bananarama which I think is very big brained of me#I think their dichotomy fits the movie rlly well and it helps that they’re both songs named after planets#anyways#my conniptions getting to me#the substance#coralie fargeat#demi moore#margaret qualley#elizabeth sparkle#horror movie#fanart#the substance fanart#drawing#art#sketch#my art#illustration#digital art#wlw artist#horror art#artists on tumblr
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accused 17th-century English or English colonial witches in a certain subset of modern pseudo-feminist fiction: I'm a girlboss who can read, unlike other women! I live apart from the community and use herbs to basically invent modern medicine! my views align perfectly with many modern progressive talking points! also I wear my hair down because I'm a ~free spirit~
actual accused 17th-century English or English colonial witches: I'm homeless and mentally ill and my community just kind of wants me gone. or I'm Jewish or Romani. or maybe I have property that someone else wants. I could have strong opinions but that's usually not enough to attract witchcraft charges on its own unless the community is REALLY in a mess. I might even be an unpopular MAN who someone has an interpersonal squabble with, although statistically I am more likely to be a woman (unlike in Scandinavia, where the reverse is true)
#history#my guy stop assuming you could be accused of witchcraft for having any brain at all as a woman#it was a highly misogynistic society but even they were forced to admit that the community needed women's intelligence#to get by#it's one thing to think women are just born with less capacity for learning#and another to actively shoot yourself in the foot by denying them basic skills to help keep household and village running#also the Puritans specifically valued universal literacy as a way to read the Bible just saying#(though literacy was indeed generally valued in English and Anglo-colonial society at the time)
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my lesbian werewolf oc >>>>>
#oc tag#maru#werewolf#lesbian#queer#blood tw#tw blood#original character#my art#mine#the story line here is that chand (the human) was going to be messed with and maru (the wolf)#was on the brink of tranforming bc of the full moon and happened upon chand and freaked out and mauled the guy#but is still trying not to fully turn#and chand is like wtf just happened but also maru just helped me so im not going to run away#this scene has just been rattling in my brain and this took me like forever to complete bc of all the details#but shes finally finished
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Trying to remember how Tumblr works don't mind me.
Papyrus for the soul (feat. Mr Undertale)
#undertale#papyrus#sans#art#fanart#yumyumfashion#late night shenanigans#and by shensnigans i mean help i cannot sleep my brain is filled with silly skeletons#yet i cant seem to finish a video im supposed to post#i am in need of assistance
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figured The People might like this :>
#my art#ghost bc#ghost fanart#the band ghost#ghost#cardinal copia#copia#copia fanart#papa emeritus iv#look I’m still very new to the fandom#but I absolutely love this guy#he hasn’t left my brain for a week someone help me
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only you.
#alt versions under the cut!#my art#arcane#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayvik#these two have infested my brain like mold#oh god its yooouuuuuu that i liieeeeee wiiiiiith#sweat this out of myself in the brief three days i spent home (want to go backkkkk im tired im nauseous im in my hate everyone era againn)#i just want to feel better!!!!!!!!!#letting myself go a little bonkers with this helped a little but the guilt over not progressing with my thesis film is going to consume me#anyway. enough of using the tags as a confessional. bone apple teeth
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haha heyyyy [THROWS SOUNDWAVE AND BEE AT YOU] [THROWS SOUNDWAVE AND BEE AT YOU] [THROWS SOUNDWAVE AND BEE AT YOU]
cat dad, puppy son!!
#i cant help but Imagine a decepticon bee au with this dynamic#evil father and his evil adult son#shockwave is gonna have the WORST time of his life#‘WDYM YOU TURNED EVIL???! WHY IS HE ON OUR SIDE???#primus’s strongest soldier fr#sorry for posting these two so much they are occupying all of my brain#b 127#soundwave#shockwave#maccadam#transformers#tf one#tf one art#zorangetf
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trying to get better with colors!
another fanart of @forgettable-au !
#the pinkinsh version is the one i drew after i spent hours overthinking over details#and the other is when i realized that i didn't need to overthink things and the previous version was fine too XD#guys help this au lives rent free in my brain aiuhnergkijuhrgikju#now papyrus is my favorite character and i fully credit this au for making me deep dive into trying to understand papyrus' character#the outfit is from one of the au's concept art!! i love it SO MUCH dude!!!#i had to draw it at least once#undertale#undertale au#papyrus#flowey#myart
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Have you read midnight strangers? 
I ACTUALLY HAVE BUT i havent read the most recent chapter from like. a week ago yet BHASHDJSAD I need to read it soon.......
I did doodle them to test a brush a while ago too, but I desperately want to do proper fanart at some point istg💥
#is.asks#isdoodles#uhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need to find the tag wheres the tag#midnight strangers fanart#FUCK I GOT SPOILED BY LOOKING AT THE TAG LOL HELP#I HEARD THERES A CLIFFHANGER AND A HIATUS SO I PUT OFF READING IT THIS IS KARMA#WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN THERE#I will read it soon istg ASDKsajdalksfasjd💥#my brain simply refuses to read fics except right before bed and recently i just pass tf out. BUT I WILL.
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